The Cold Reality Of Cancer

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 17 พ.ค. 2018
  • So, the reality now is I won't get better. I have tried so damn hard. All we can do now is prolong my life as much as possible. Without chemo they expect a few months, with they expect a few more if the tumours respond.
    I am going to continue to document this as I always have, the ups, the downs and try show just how bad it's getting.
    It's not easy to understand or cope with and where as most tumours grow over months, years, mine grow in days, weeks and spread at such an exponential rate.
    What I do know is that life is precious and not to waste a single moment that you feel well. That's exactly what I feel now. I'm not going to waste a single day I feel just ok because I never know when my next will be.
    Much love and check for updates on my instagram / peeweetoms

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  • @Jack-ls7st
    @Jack-ls7st 6 ปีที่แล้ว +110

    “I wanna survive” nobody should have to say that 😔

  • @powertuber3.047
    @powertuber3.047 6 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    I'm healthy and feel like I'm wasting my life.

    • @jimmyjohnstone7258
      @jimmyjohnstone7258 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Shag a soft toy.

    • @clarissathompson
      @clarissathompson 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You can change that. Change is difficult but it's up to you! I wish you the very best on your journey of discovering not only who you are but who you want to be! Always know that you can make a difference in the world, even a small one!

    • @jarenong
      @jarenong 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      your worthless

  • @lillyrose3545
    @lillyrose3545 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I watched almost all of these videos in the past few days and got to the end yesterday. I have been blue over it. But today in a parking lot a car had “don’t give up don’t give in.” and it made me smile. I said “hi Dan.” and chuckled to myself.
    He was able to get a message to Michigan. Proof that we never die, just move on to the next groove

    • @darlenew1981
      @darlenew1981 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I see things that remind me of him, especially when I think of him and get sad. Remember that pineapple shirt he wore a few times? Every now and then I’ll see something with a pineapple on it out of the blue and I have to chuckle a little.

  • @GetchaaPull
    @GetchaaPull 6 ปีที่แล้ว +183

    Here you are fighting for an extra month or two of life and here I am wasting it away. Im going to try to live life fuller because of this. I can’t take this life for granted. Thank you for teaching me that

    • @jishthepickled3711
      @jishthepickled3711 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      GetchaaPull this is a really special comment 💓

    • @cibocibo9935
      @cibocibo9935 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      True words...same here...i'm 55yo... i have wasted so many days...but now i go through life with eyes wide open...now i hear, see, smell, taste and feel my life. luv u peewee tom...stay strong.

    • @blyjd91
      @blyjd91 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wasting it away sounds pretty harsh. Life choices are pretty subjective.

    • @LisaMaryification
      @LisaMaryification 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Don't be so hard on yourself. Sometimes we can be unmotivated for reasons we don't know, such as discouragement from past hurts. I realised unresolved anger or betrayal stops me from doing things I want to do.

    • @jarenong
      @jarenong 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      your worthless

  • @badplatano
    @badplatano 6 ปีที่แล้ว +545

    This is hard to watch. But like you said it's not over until is over, keep fighting. Love you brother!

    • @ShannonShenanigans79
      @ShannonShenanigans79 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Bad Platano same it's very hard for me to watch Bec we're around the same age. I feel horrible. Even though I don't know him personally it makes me cry. But I am here to support.

    • @ARES.PRODICTION
      @ARES.PRODICTION 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bad Platano word it is :(

    • @terrielsayed8395
      @terrielsayed8395 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      This is also hard for me to watch, I am praying for you. I hope the chemo works you really deserve it. You are a good person.

    • @aprilinjuly
      @aprilinjuly 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Couldn’t have been put any better

    • @missydebby
      @missydebby 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      feel the exact same way

  • @chrisdoucette203
    @chrisdoucette203 6 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    You are the epitome of bravery, courage, kindness, and love. We see it in every video. We see your strength, we see your vulnerability, we see your love. I have no idea who you are but yet I know you through your videos. You're a friend to me yet I have never met you. I'm a Cancer survivor, and I'm one of the fortunate. I still have incredible flaws as a human being. I take for granted sometimes that I'm still here. You Mr. Toms deserve to be here for a long time. We never know life's plan for us, one minute healthy, the next in sickness, and it all can happen in the blink of an eye. I know my thoughts were all over the place in this post, but I just want you to know you have made an incredible impact on me. You're one of the good ones. I'm forever a fan of you.

    • @Hoodoo123
      @Hoodoo123 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Chris Doucette - what a beautiful answer and sums up my point of view exactly, i think about him every day wondering how he is getting on, i wish cancer would f*** off:(

    • @TomRipley7350
      @TomRipley7350 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Chris Doucette Wonderful reply, Chris.

    • @MrNewyork1975
      @MrNewyork1975 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Chris Doucette Well said Chris.

    • @wisewillow5731
      @wisewillow5731 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Chris Doucette your words made perfect sense, they were beautiful ❤️

  • @theknight3093
    @theknight3093 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Wonderful human being...we miss you Dan,after almost 4 years i still can't believe you're gone,May you can rest in peace🙏

  • @QueenPaulaBanks
    @QueenPaulaBanks 5 ปีที่แล้ว +107

    Your pain is over. You did your best. You wanted to stay here with your wife and family. RIP Dan.😥

  • @pzrxex
    @pzrxex 6 ปีที่แล้ว +284

    It's not over till it's really over!Keep on fighting!

    • @aussieoma361
      @aussieoma361 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Hey precious boy, where there’s life there’s hope, it’s not over till the fat lady sings and I’m not singing. Please please please stay positive. Your absolutely terrific an inspiration to everyone. Take care and blessings to you.❤️

    • @tdvcyt2534
      @tdvcyt2534 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      David Hinkle even if u really think that, why not keep it to yourself...?

    • @wilfiesheehan5905
      @wilfiesheehan5905 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      David Hinkle fuck off

    • @pattersoncurse1023
      @pattersoncurse1023 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      David Hinkle troll elsewhere.

    • @leondebates2266
      @leondebates2266 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's over

  • @romanadorohiw9345
    @romanadorohiw9345 6 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Dear Daniel, it's so sad. And I also feel with your mother because as you know I am also a mother of a son which has got cancer (Osteosarcoma with lung metastases on both sides). I send you all the best from Germany, big hug!

    • @luvmywohdes1464
      @luvmywohdes1464 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Romana Dorohiw much love and respect towards him!

    • @sheilas1283
      @sheilas1283 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Romana Dorohiw I’m sorry, Romana. I have a son who’s just a bit younger than Dan and I know how devastated I’d be if it were him.

    • @sandraclark7771
      @sandraclark7771 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sad to hear this dear lady, thinking of you xxx

  • @drawwithme6634
    @drawwithme6634 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    Bro, you were so strong, like a fierce warrior. I hope as humanity we never become numb to the suffering of our fellow men. God rest your soul and know that I have tremendous respect for you.

    • @theknight3093
      @theknight3093 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      beautiful comment🙂lot of respect for you though,he was a great man,he will be missed forever🥺

  • @tubemymemories
    @tubemymemories 6 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    My god this is heartbreaking. The fact that you do the vlogs takes balls. Your creation of awareness is greatly appreciated.

    • @derekcox543
      @derekcox543 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      He needs to find peace not the god type of peace but peace within him self and live the rest with no regrets he should try Chemo but I don't want him to suffer the effects from Chemo and have it all for not. I wish him the best.

  • @TheBorderRyker
    @TheBorderRyker 6 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    I’ve tried to write this comment several times now but words are not enough. I think you’re amazing. Namaste Brother 🙏🏻

    • @daniellemisin4049
      @daniellemisin4049 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      As someone said, there are no words that seem meaningful or adequate at this point. I’ve followed you since the beginning of your vlog. I have grown to love you and respect you so much. Watching you...hate this word...deteriorate is really heartbreaking. Please take solace in the fact that you have touched THOUSANDS of people with your journey and your will to live and to bring light to this horrific disease. I will not leave your side. Sending love, positivity and prayers to you and your family Dan. 😢❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🤗🤗🤗🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

    • @TheBorderRyker
      @TheBorderRyker 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Danielle Misin Well said. 👌🏻

  • @flasher2154
    @flasher2154 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    People have survived off of a

  • @classicalmusic1175
    @classicalmusic1175 6 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I am sure pity is not what you want, but I am truly sorry that you're dealing with this terrible disease at such a young age. You're dealing with it in such a dignified, honest and brave manner.

  • @dueben
    @dueben 6 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    This just isn’t fair..

    • @PoeLemic
      @PoeLemic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yeah, I agree with that. Life isn't fair to some of us.

    • @sebulba69
      @sebulba69 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      "That's life get over it"- my wife said this before she died to cancer

    • @PoeLemic
      @PoeLemic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      HG:
      Agreed. I like how you think. And, how you think, is how we live (and what we preach) in my family. I don't smoke, drink, drugs, etc. I live pure to be the healthiest that I can be. And, no, I'm not boring -- contrary to what (maybe) the populace might belief.

    • @somebluntdude
      @somebluntdude 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m gonna be that guy and say your profile picture I’ve seen that toon before 😏

    • @Lindsay1581
      @Lindsay1581 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Health Guru lol drugs and surgery are healthy when something unhealthy happens in the body, through NO FAULT of the individual. You sound as though you think you have a pretty good grasp on things, but I suppose you haven't dealt with genetic diseases and such. Some people cannot just make themselves healthy. If you think that, you're likely to end up with an incurable illness or your child will. Don't spread ignorance. It always comes back to bite you in the ass.

  • @TheBusterShow
    @TheBusterShow 6 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    sending love brother

  • @Sharonlee334
    @Sharonlee334 6 ปีที่แล้ว +150

    I was just thinking of you before I saw this video. I've been so worried. I pray that God sees fit to give a miracle to you. Prayers that the chemo works! I know you have tried! Your absolutely a fighter!! Lots of love to you and your family! 💖💕

    • @cherylcampbell7495
      @cherylcampbell7495 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Love you and glad to see you. One day at a time. Prayers from AZ...

    • @Sharonlee334
      @Sharonlee334 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Slaynation Paranormal I'm so, so sorry you went through that!! Bless you for having the strenght to go on! 💗💕

    • @Sharonlee334
      @Sharonlee334 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Slaynation Paranormal No, it's not an option. Not a good one anyway. Your life is worth a whole lot! I'm sure there are a lot of people that adore you! ❤

    • @MateriaHunter
      @MateriaHunter 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Clearly God was too busy...😡

    • @ulubilointikamtugaylar7202
      @ulubilointikamtugaylar7202 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@MateriaHunter atheist?

  • @AT-er9iy
    @AT-er9iy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    All 74,600 of us love you ❤️ and are praying for you.

    • @LisaMaryification
      @LisaMaryification 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Now, he's praying for all of us. Think of it that way.

    • @weavethehawk
      @weavethehawk 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@LisaMaryification Praying? fucking praying? This god of yours really does work in mysterious ways, doesn't he? If he really does exist, which, of course, is an impossibility, he has nothing to learn about sadism. This "god" really does lay it down to his "flock" just how ready he is to exact his demands for his pounds of flesh. I hate religion, I hate the sentiments of "thoughts and prayers", prayers that never, ever have the desired effect. It's time that the human race woke up. Your god is not there. If he is there, he is completely devoid of any kindly thoughts toward his "sheep". Let the scientific community continue the great work they do, and if there is any "faith" to be applied, let the faith be directed to the great work carried out by scientists and research workers, who are the ONLY people who can give us any hope at all of seeing a complete resolution to any of the medical problems that continue to haunt the human race. Give up the appeals to the supernatural, they never ever work.

  • @TheRamboPenguin69
    @TheRamboPenguin69 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Cancer truly is a scary thing. My Grandma suffered from severe lung cancer due to smoking cigarettes and its a very sickening feeling I'd imagine. Treat every day as if it is your last and waste no precious moments. Don't worry about documenting this, spend time with your loved ones. Godspeed brother. Love from Tennessee

  • @flowerlm47
    @flowerlm47 6 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    Dan,
    I’m so sorry to hear that your cancer is continuing to spread. I agree, it is like a horrible dream! Even a 20% chance is a chance. I would take it too in your shoes. For sure! Thank you again, for taking the time to update and educate us through such severe fatigue. You’re the best!😊😊😊

    • @slavicroulette270
      @slavicroulette270 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lez Moore he’s got less than a ten thousandth of a chance. Let’s just hope he’s the one in the 10000

    • @flowerlm47
      @flowerlm47 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Slavic Roulette I sure hope he does! I feel so bad for him!☹️

  • @xCodeView
    @xCodeView 6 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    Brilliant words..."Its not over till its over" Keep fighting, you're a wonderful bloke with a heart of gold

  • @Elonmusk522
    @Elonmusk522 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Stumbled across these videos and I can't stop thinking about how brave Daniel was. I have never been so moved by anything I have ever seen. May you rest in piece Daniel. .............I can't imagine what it must feel like being told you have 2 weeks lo live.

  • @elizabethtrainer9732
    @elizabethtrainer9732 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I was recommended this video this morning, I keep watching all that I can. I can NOT and will NOT stop looking him directly in the eye. I know he's gone now, but looking him directly in the eyes makes me feel connected to him when he was still struggling to live.

  • @CO27
    @CO27 6 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    Dan. I only found your channel last week and I'm only sorry I didn't find it sooner. Your story has hit me so hard.
    Possibly because we're about the same age, or maybe because you're such an epic guy with an awesome personality that doesn't deserve to be going through this. It's probably a bit of both.
    Either way, I can see this video was very hard to make for you, so thank you for updating us. I'm sure you know we're all behind you man and I can't even begin to imagine how you're feeling.
    You've gained about 30k subs since I joined, and that's because of you and not just your story.
    Only update us next time if you feel well enough, we've got your back dude. Stay strong.

    • @michaelmonaghan5681
      @michaelmonaghan5681 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      CO27 it is so brave or dan .. but heart breaking to watch ..

    • @applejellypucci
      @applejellypucci 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah he's our age and it really sucks.

  • @stephenward2743
    @stephenward2743 6 ปีที่แล้ว +113

    Keep your head up brother, fight it till the end, you're in our thoughts.

  • @lauriestewart3700
    @lauriestewart3700 6 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    I'm at a loss for words. Sending healing thoughts and prayers of comfort❤

    • @tami8965
      @tami8965 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      laurie stewart yea because that helps. Not.

  • @michaeldunne4770
    @michaeldunne4770 5 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    To the 51 trolls who disliked the video you ought to be ashamed of yourselfs.

    • @michaeldunne4770
      @michaeldunne4770 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @firmly grasp it Shame on you

    • @John-bz3wr
      @John-bz3wr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @firmly grasp it how could someone be so needlessly cruel?
      I guarantee you wouldn't say that if we were face to face, hiding behind your keyboard

    • @sm5288
      @sm5288 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      In some cultures a thumbs down is a sign of sadness. There's a big wide world outside of where you live and that world has access to YT. You're welcome.

    • @John-bz3wr
      @John-bz3wr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sm5288 what a stupid comment

    • @anniedegroot6461
      @anniedegroot6461 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @firmly grasp it if you get cancer you will think back what you did to him

  • @LaurenWoz421
    @LaurenWoz421 6 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Dan you are still a winner to us. We still love knowing we are a part of your life. We are so blessed to learn SO MUCH from you. We admire your honesty and your warm heart as you share your thoughts on not just how *you* feel and what you are going through (which we want to know!) but how you feel for *others* around you. You’ve won. You are still and always will be *Dan* , a beautiful soul who touches the lives of many. You are influencing and informing others, making a *big difference* and impacting the lives of *many* all over the world. Most only hope to accomplish this in a lifetime. You have a beautiful soul and we love you. Sending all my love and keeping you and your family in my daily prayers❤️ Thank you for being you, we will all go to war (daily life) more prepared with your insight and values in mind.

    • @Cathandroo
      @Cathandroo 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lauren W awesome words, thank you. Stand in full agreement

    • @drewninja899
      @drewninja899 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You are amazing Dan just amazing keep fighting Dan

  • @tbo754
    @tbo754 6 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    Don't stop fighting, keep on moving.. The darkest nights make the brightest stars. Lots of love from Germany, we are with you!!

  • @rubberducky2926
    @rubberducky2926 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I often come back to your and Emily Haywards Videos !
    You are totally missed, so is Emily..
    I know you and Emily are having good talks in heaven, watching over us, till we meet again!
    RIP Dan

    • @LisaMaryification
      @LisaMaryification 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      It is sad. But why are so many people dying of cancer. I mean, Emily was a healthy body builder. How?

  • @oceanmist6114
    @oceanmist6114 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I don't know you personally Dan but I was in tears after watching this clip. Those of us who have been supporting you for a while have come to know you & your awesome family, so many of us feel like we actually know you although we don't. I am in awe of how positive & inspiring you have been throughout this journey so far but only you know the real truth of what cancer has brought to your life. You are an amazing young man who has totally inspired me. What you are going through has definitely outlined to myself as well as a lot of others I'm sure at just how short & precious life actually is & none of us should take it for granted. Take care Dan, you will always have my support xx

  • @Conceptcreator
    @Conceptcreator 6 ปีที่แล้ว +146

    man I feel so bad for you, I respect how strong you stay during this! I wish there was something to properly help people with this :( No words to express. I respect you not giving up! I can't even imagine the state you must be in :(

    • @Conceptcreator
      @Conceptcreator 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      P.s can we somehow help you out with helping to pay a part?

    • @jessemurphy6150
      @jessemurphy6150 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      oath

    • @Conceptcreator
      @Conceptcreator 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yung brick ?

    • @jessemurphy6150
      @jessemurphy6150 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Used in Australian slang in conjuction with a swear word to make an exclaiment of agreement as such.

    • @bree-arnaharris2437
      @bree-arnaharris2437 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Concept Creator I’m sure there is s go fund me in one of his videos or socials I think at this point the only thing we CAN do other than watch this unfold helplessly is at least ease the financial burden and stress on him and his family, knowing it will not only help keep him alive and comfortable but it will also be going towards all the research that has been so important to him to do and make sure that come what may this will never have been in vain and there will be a legacy

  • @Ken0604
    @Ken0604 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Dan I was with my Grandfather during his last few weeks of life. He also had cancer and was suffering so bad the last few weeks. He slept most of the time at the end. He said it was the only time he wasn't feeling sick.I hope they are giving pain meds to keep you some what comfortable. I know it doesn't completely take the pain away but let them know if its not working at all so they can give you something else. Praying for you and your family.

  • @andrearadomski3710
    @andrearadomski3710 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    75,000 people are pulling for you, praying for you, sending healing energy. You are awesome!

  • @brawnr
    @brawnr 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    We all want this ‘horrible dream’ to end for you, and that you’ll wake up feeling better and you again. You are such a great person.

  • @robertkline3856
    @robertkline3856 6 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    We love and respect the hell out of ya brotha!!!

  • @libbygurl1
    @libbygurl1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I am at a loss. I sit here with tears running down my face. I have said it before, Thank you for welcoming us into your intimate battle. I send all my love and have deep respect for your honesty. Love from Wisconsin Dan. You are a warrior

  • @johnmora5830
    @johnmora5830 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Bro i know u put on such a brave face and such great attitude in your situation. I am sorry brotha i am. We all need to be better people and more thoughtful. I know u are scared and know how u feel. Anyone who has had serious health scare does. U have touched alot of people of people's hearts souls. Many tears have been shed all over the world with you brotha. I know u have made a difference and will continue too. Your son will be proud of u. Lost my dad very young so, understand somewhat. Much love from over here in pa usa.

  • @goofytuber9011
    @goofytuber9011 หลายเดือนก่อน

    man i think ive never seen a cancer this aggressive.. the fact that he survived as long is insane

  • @aamzgal5171
    @aamzgal5171 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I barely watched 1:05 of the video. And then I couldn’t anymore... I don’t need to.
    I love you... I’m here for you. You are, and always will be my sunshine ☀️☀️☀️Chemo will work. I know it, I believe in it. 💖💖💖❤️❤️❤️💖💖💖❤️❤️

  • @kylemurphy195
    @kylemurphy195 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Dan I would still have the same amount of respect for you if you decided to Monetise this channel, if you need to I'm sure all of those people who've pressed subscribe wouldn't mind

  • @jessicawilkerson2417
    @jessicawilkerson2417 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I just found your channel by chance really, and I've essentially been binge watching your vlogs just to catch up! I began watching these types of videos when my mom was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer! I was so desperate to find away to cope with the knowledge that my mom was given 3 to 6 months to live.. she died 6 months ago today! What Ive found along the way, is how amazing this community of cancer patients, friends, family, and strangers really are! There are people who will love you through your darkest moments, and support you in anyway possible! I began searching for an outlet to cope with what was about to happen and what ultimately did happen, not thinking I could ever be emotionally strong enough when someone else got the same news, to be their rock and support, but did, and I will continue to be! I just wanted to say, I appreciate your courage to tell your story and do it without holding back! You're going to help alot of people by having the strength and willpower to record these videos even when at your weakest, sickest moments! I will pray for you and ask God to give you strength, energy, and comfort, when only he can! God bless🙏💕

  • @eslgurucalif
    @eslgurucalif 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    No matter what, your bravery and toughness will not be in vain. These videos will help so many for years and years to come, and your name and spirit will live on.

  • @TheRumble101
    @TheRumble101 6 ปีที่แล้ว +143

    Sending so much LOVE to you from Kentucky. I watch your videos for learning, hoping to help someone with what I've learned. I have become very glued to your videos in hopes that you could beat it. I pray for you often and know that there is never a end. We are Immortal spiritual beings just having a human experience. You are such a strong person and you care about spreading the info you have dealt with while having cancer. Trying to help others which is what it's all about. Spreading Love. Thank you for sharing your fight.

    • @Autumn_Forest_
      @Autumn_Forest_ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm from Louisville/Elizabethtown!

    • @TheRumble101
      @TheRumble101 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Nakidz Louisville here

    • @elizabethjbanet330
      @elizabethjbanet330 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bardstown, Kentucky, here. Watching these videos to learn.

    • @dancingfirefly7761
      @dancingfirefly7761 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Rumble101 Roanoke, Virginia here. I stumbled across them a few weeks ago. It's hard not to love Dan, isn't it?

    • @thriftingintheholler7854
      @thriftingintheholler7854 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      MT. Sterling Kentucky here! So much love and prayers for Dan from all over. He has such kind eyes. I know he's a good soul.

  • @ChrisLJM8760
    @ChrisLJM8760 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This breaks my heart watching this, such a young man like yourself fighting a horrible illness that nobody should have to endure, and your determination is an absolute inspiration to ALL who watch YOU! Keep strong and let me share a saying with you that was told to me years ago, and I've never forgotten, it goes as such......bruised knees really do heal again, with affection! Xx

  • @abigailsmith-farmer5295
    @abigailsmith-farmer5295 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Tuning in from South Wales UK, absolutely mesmerized by your true strength in telling your story during what is obviously such a horrendously traumatic time. What an absolute inspiration to so many. Its so heartbreaking to follow and see you go through all this pain and sickness but I truly hope you find some warmth and love from all those that care. Your story will touch and help so many. Thank you for sharing. Incredibly brave x

  • @MrBlueboy41
    @MrBlueboy41 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I only found your videos recently and Iam deeply touched and upset by your circumstances. I don't think any words I could say would would make a difference. However I would just like to say keep fighting my friend, you are such a strong person. We are all with you on this, peace and love to you my friend. Sending prayers and healing your way. God bless

  • @brandondenver4331
    @brandondenver4331 6 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    Hang in there, man. Your fight isn't over yet. Not yet, I tell you! Cling on to hope even when reality stares you directly in the eyes. Fight, fight, fight!

  • @joellalindlbauer4347
    @joellalindlbauer4347 6 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    I'm so sorry Superman 😢

  • @EvilKris
    @EvilKris 6 ปีที่แล้ว +267

    Well my dude my friend bounced back when he got bone marrow treatment and we'd already secretly written him off after the docs told him there was only a tiny tiny chance it would work, and he was in worse nick than you are now-- now the guy is built like a brick and has a new kid-- so let's see how the chemo goes.

    • @lukefirst407
      @lukefirst407 6 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      EvilKris its a bit different for this guy. We can always hope in pray for a great person, but sometimes it’s better to spend your time enjoying the life you have instead of spending a longer time in misery

    • @wadel.2465
      @wadel.2465 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      EvilKris That is amazing and I hope a miracle like that will happen

    • @PoeLemic
      @PoeLemic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      EvilKris:
      I like your thinking. I worked at a Cancer Hospital. I've seen worse than PeeWee that find some Oncologist's Trick that slows it down, then they find some way (seeming at last moment) that starts to shrink the tumors. Then, chemo or radiation kills it. So, it's not over until he is SIX FEET UNDER. So, I hope that something can be found. There is still time, I do think ...

    • @PoeLemic
      @PoeLemic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Lukey:
      I'd rather FUCKING FIGHT to the last goddamned moment and not enjoy a second, if I had the option of extending life or helping to find a cure. "Fun", "Play", etc. -- is all OVER-RATED when facing something like PeeWee is confronting. If I were him, I'd enjoy life if I made it -- until then -- it's FISTS UP and FIGHT EVERY MOMENT ... But, that's me ...

    • @MyVidzy
      @MyVidzy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      EvilKris He will die because the cancer has had aggressive metastasis. The chemo is palliative sorry but that's the reality.

  • @marlo9380
    @marlo9380 6 ปีที่แล้ว +247

    God be with you 🙏 Praying for you! Stay strong!

    • @arthick6466
      @arthick6466 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Momo I'd love to toss your salad

    • @Mmyytt95
      @Mmyytt95 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      The same "God" that gave him this cancer. I suppose it's "God's" doing when it suits eh......SMH..........................

    • @zaxonite2991
      @zaxonite2991 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      MrNlwt *tips fedora*

    • @MaggotAddict21
      @MaggotAddict21 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      zac yurkanin *fat neckbeard athiest tips fedora*

    • @MyLast2Braincells84
      @MyLast2Braincells84 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Andrey Ivashin there are fat people in all groups of people including christians, so your unkind comment is dumb asf.

  • @valenium7520
    @valenium7520 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Were all here supporting you mate, my mum passed away 9 years ago when i was 7 due to cancer, its shit man and honestly you can come through this. anything you need we are here man all the best hope you see this

  • @patmcgaw6266
    @patmcgaw6266 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I just hope the chemo doesn’t make you really sick, you have to try it , but gee I hope it helps give you some more time. You are fighting the fight of your life and it must be playing with your mind, we can’t do anything to help, only support you any way we can.
    Sending love and healing to you , to the whole family as well, keep your chin up, 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🧘‍♂️🧘‍♂️🧘‍♂️🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🐶🐶🐶xxxxx

  • @steendful
    @steendful 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    It's about 12am here in N.S Canada,just wanted to tell you I'm thinking of you....your on my mind and in my heart.

  • @mamat8623
    @mamat8623 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Praying for you and thank you for taking us on this journey with you... Much love!!!!

  • @ChoraNym
    @ChoraNym 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I know you feel like shit. I'm sure it's daunting, but just know from a viewers perspective...your eyes are just as bright and clear. Your will to live is still so present. I hear what you are saying, and I know it's going so fast, but your outward projection of life and vitality is still as 'in your face' as it was a few months ago when I first saw your channel. Hang on to that. With everything. I know the scientific reality of the disease, but the theatre of the mind when it comes to treatment and outlook is just as important. And if it be your last journey, then it will be a great one. Defiantly...and at top volume. Sending all the good vibes I can muster.

  • @sharonb8026
    @sharonb8026 6 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    Press that button! You should not have to deal with the medical expenses on top of everything you are dealing with. Let us help, so you can focus on what's important. God Bless you.

    • @Cathandroo
      @Cathandroo 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      John H did you watch this video mate? NHS isn't covering the cost..

    • @wildman8200
      @wildman8200 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      John H healthcare is never free, even here in Canada it isn't completely free.
      We have all the costs covered however with what he's going through.

    • @stephanieboond5082
      @stephanieboond5082 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sharon B WELL SAID I AGREE TOTALLY.

    • @LDNpat
      @LDNpat 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Only very basic healthcare is ''free'' in the UK and his treatment is not, so he has to pay for it much like he would have to in America

    • @LDNpat
      @LDNpat 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I suppose if you don't know any better you may love NHS. I've noticed a lot of British people think NHS is amazing because they keep comparing it to one of the worst healthcare systems in the world (American) instead of compering it to leading European countries. I know plenty of people who had to pay for treatment as NHS wouldn't cover the cost, same goes for dentists i couldn't register ANYWHERE in Brighton for NHS treatment as they simply refused due to having too many patients. I had to go privately and pay nearly £500 despite paying more than £100 each month for compulsory national insurance - so in fact I paid twice

  • @jmspud21
    @jmspud21 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Dont give up hope my Grandad was given 2 weeks back in march 2017 and to our suprise he was able to go on holidays and day trips and he died on february 17th this year so he lived in thats 24x the amount of time he was given so hold your head up and make the best of what you have and take each day as it comes. good luck 👍

    • @LisaMaryification
      @LisaMaryification 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @James Murphy I want to live my life like I am to die tomorrow. I think I have. I went for almost everything I wanted. Most of the time I got it simply because others gave up. Sometimes I didn't, mostly because those same people tried to bring me down. If I were to die tomorrow, I think I'd be happy that I lived my life the best I could. I tried to be fair and kind. And asked God to forgive the crap that I did do. They say the emotion that is most common in cancer patients is anger whether it is suppressed or outright. It seems to be true. Now, I just cut people off who betray me or cause drama. You don't have to be part of the crowd to be cool.

  • @buildingamystery74
    @buildingamystery74 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Much love! Really appreciate the updates when you’re able to make them. Your honesty and candidness is going to help so many people who are battling cancer along with you. I’m certain you’re changing lives by being so real. It has such an impact. I hope you are getting to spend loads of time with your family and friends. We’re all with you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @beverlyrussell1586
    @beverlyrussell1586 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Praying for a miracle.

    • @George-nn8ui
      @George-nn8ui 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Beverly Russell I am happy someone finally shared what they prayed about, I asked someone here and they thought I was judging them. No matter how big or small the problem is, i am sure he is the hearer of all prayers. I am very proud you are more specific, I only wish there was time for him to see all the comments, maybe another prayer 😁

  • @zoeydavebrown1797
    @zoeydavebrown1797 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    It is not over until!!! 20% is better than 18, 17 is fuckin’ better than 15...
    Don’t give up until you have to. We see you, hear you, feel you, remember you always, and are sending positive vibes!!

    • @PoeLemic
      @PoeLemic 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      You have the RIGHT DAMNED ATTITUDE, zdb ... that's what I'd fucking say too. 1 out of 5 better than 1 out of 6 ...

  • @eerye70
    @eerye70 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I watch your videos and I just feel this tremendous amount of care and concern for you. I have such dread over the next because I am afraid I am going to see a video where someone is announcing your demise. I don't want to hear or see that. I continue to pray and hope for the best outcome. Hugs.

  • @marycookmoore3956
    @marycookmoore3956 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You have and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Your the strength you are showing during this difficult is so powerful.

  • @jennmerkabah2757
    @jennmerkabah2757 6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    ❤️This sux ass! Damn why does this actually need to be so? I can imagine how your emotions would be like a crazy tornado going from calm to upset, to confused, to angry, to sad, to wtf?!? I’m upset tbh I truly don’t want this to be the case and I keep holding you in light and hope that something will happen to change this! I’m sitting idly by hoping for a miracle Here’s to a lot of life left in the old boy yet!! ⭐️ Love you to bits champ ⭐️

  • @flipndip5122
    @flipndip5122 6 ปีที่แล้ว +254

    I joined these videos late. I don't believe in religion but I believe in a god. I've been praying for you even though it's something I never do..because you seem like a logical well rounded person and It's worth the minimal effort on my part. I think these videos are a great Idea, never stop fighting it will keep getting harder, don't stop fighting. I love what you stand for and I truly believe you are an inspiration. One day these videos will be in the millions of views each and I need you to keep fighting no matter what so you can witness that. Thank you for being such an awesome guy.

    • @samuelwd4073
      @samuelwd4073 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bromius subbed cause u seem like a really good guy :) and very well said

    • @wadel.2465
      @wadel.2465 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bromius I give you all my respect but lets be honest, as sad as it is no matter how much anyone prays, it still may not get better at this point it is just living on luck

    • @PoeLemic
      @PoeLemic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I used to believe too, as I grew up in a Christian family. Yet, I was the first to Deconvert. If God exists, He sees all this stuff, and He could lift a tiny, tiny fraction of a finger to change this. And, I'd pray too if I believed anything whatsoever anymore. But, I don't. I want best for PeeWee -- but I hope that medicine can find something to intervene. There is still time.

    • @MyVidzy
      @MyVidzy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bromius nothing can cure terminal metastatic cancer dude. Everything he gets as treatment is palliative, there isn't curative intent by the doctors at this point.

    • @PoeLemic
      @PoeLemic 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Pataatti:
      I agree mostly with what you are saying. But, that's not totally correct. All cancer is susceptible to different treatment regiments. It's just finding the right one. [From someone who used to work in Cancer Research.]
      But, I do get your argument and agree with what you are saying. Options are more limited now. But, there is always hope that something will start working or it can be delayed.

  • @lrdenn73
    @lrdenn73 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Dan, you are such a great person, we all care for you so much.

  • @gavinsaunders3539
    @gavinsaunders3539 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Prayers for you pal, heart breaking what your going through ❤️

  • @maureenwilcox5804
    @maureenwilcox5804 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I am not gonna lie D my heart is breaking watching this , your such a brave guy and my heart is with you every second of every day xxxx💕

  • @Tehnodinaroid
    @Tehnodinaroid 6 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    Hold tight man, dont give up, i truly mean it! Keep your mentality strong dont give up please!

  • @tarapunch5059
    @tarapunch5059 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are the strongest man I know, I've watched a few of your videos and it's just so sad. I'm battling stage 4 colorectal cancer and in so much pain almost everyday, with the cancer spreading through your whole body I can't imagine the pain you go through... You are very brave, God bless you champion.. 🙏

  • @wisewillow5731
    @wisewillow5731 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sending love from Australia, as usual. I am so sorry to hear things have progressed so fast the past few weeks, since you had the last operation. Let’s hope the chemo has a really fast and aggressive response to the cancer, with it being so rare, and unusual, maybe this will be the case?? 🙏🙏🙏
    Sending the best of wishes, I think of you daily, and check multiple times a day for your updates.
    I’d love to see you be able to get out again during the day to do some more drone footage. You produce such magical stuff ❤️. You have an eye for visual beauty, and I hope they can get this cancer under control to allow you to do something that is in your heart and a passion rather than non stop sleeping, hospital trips and constant worry. We love and support you Dan, kick arse on Monday with that Chemo xx😘

  • @maryhelen1011
    @maryhelen1011 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    You look like you don't feel good. I'm so sorry you're so sick. Sending lots of love to you dear Dan.

    • @kipbop1215
      @kipbop1215 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Mary Helen I was about to chew you up. When I read the first line i thought you were making an Infinity War joke.

    • @maryhelen1011
      @maryhelen1011 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bear Mcbearface I don't know what that means but I know sometimes when you are chronically ill people will say 'you look fine', I just wanted to acknowledge that he doesn't look like his normal happy self. He looks like he's in pain and so sad. All the best to you and thank you for not chewing me out!

  • @lattymom1
    @lattymom1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +104

    Here's hoping that the tumors respond to the chemo. There are always exceptions to the rules, maybe your the exception. Love from all of my fam here in Northern Canada. :)

  • @Chopchop752
    @Chopchop752 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hey Daniel! I was so glad to see you vlogged today. I know it’s so hard and time consuming, but I look for your posts everyday. I’m praying so hard for you. For time, for divine intervention, for acceptance and peace for you and your loved ones. You’re so brave, I’m not sure I could be that brave and honest. God bless you. Always on my heart ❤️. As always, much love from Texas!

  • @tinamarie681
    @tinamarie681 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My thoughts and prayers are with you here in Connecticut. I think you are so brave to go the chemo route. I hope thechemo provides results and helps you enjoy life a little bit longer. You are such a kind soul and I wish you only the best....

  • @ChickenDinnerServed
    @ChickenDinnerServed 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    whoever disliked this video should be ashamed of themselves, PeeWeeToms is a brave guy and he is battling cancer, show some respect.

  • @MayimHastings
    @MayimHastings 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Love the crap out of you, Brother! My heart and prayers are with you. Thank you so much for letting us know how you are feeling when it must very difficult to do so. I know it’s easy for me to say, but try to laugh at something everyday. That always makes me feel like I’m beating “it’s” agenda. I have a crumbling skeleton, so nothing like what you are going through of course, but I am no stranger to pain, and it does feel like a beast, but I’ll be damned if I let it win my spirit. Kick it’s ass, even if it’s just by your attitude! 💛

  • @kystars
    @kystars ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I know Dan passed away in 2018. God bless him. Becky his amazing girlfriend married him 2 weeks before his passing. Her loyalty is amazing and they will both be united in heaven. God bless them and his family and friends.

  • @BeverlyPenn
    @BeverlyPenn 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending you love and healing energy from San Francisco. I’m being tested for my third fatal illness (beat two) and I wish I had .00001% of your positivity and zest for life. I’m sorry you are getting so sick but it is true that it ain’t over until it’s over. Hugs.

  • @stevejuanpabara5859
    @stevejuanpabara5859 6 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Don't give up

  • @mariocondello2282
    @mariocondello2282 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    One of the bravest ppl i know. God bless you bro.

  • @Cathlynn23
    @Cathlynn23 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Praying for you. Sending lots of love ❤️ stay strong Dan, we‘re here for you. Hoping for a solution for you & for other patients.

  • @itsvarengan5042
    @itsvarengan5042 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    The hardest thing ever... every (ex) cancer patient’s worst nightmare. I hated the chemo but if it’s the only option.... You are so in my thoughts.... 🍀🍀🍀🍀 I wish you strength 🌻

  • @zedmanatutube
    @zedmanatutube 6 ปีที่แล้ว +228

    i do not believe in god, but on the way home i stopped into a church and said a preyer for you my dude

    • @vic7763
      @vic7763 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      That makes no sense....

    • @kerriganelizabethreno6421
      @kerriganelizabethreno6421 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Zed That makes me so happy. Prayers that you get closer to God. He truly is my everything.

    • @kerriganelizabethreno6421
      @kerriganelizabethreno6421 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      God is awesome.

    • @seethere8153
      @seethere8153 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That's really cool

    • @patshhi4620
      @patshhi4620 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      It makes perfect sense to me. I don’t believe in God either but I understand what Zed is saying. Sometimes it’s not written.

  • @elizabethmojica8995
    @elizabethmojica8995 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Monetize this channel, it will help you lots! Sending prayers and good vibes your way from Las Vegas. I believe in you!

    • @alexanderpalafox1399
      @alexanderpalafox1399 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeah, monetizing could help a lot.. really really hoping things get better. You’re not alone bud, sending you love from Las Vegas as well

  • @StevieBuckleyPT
    @StevieBuckleyPT 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You’re a very brave man. Stay strong my friend, miracles can happen!! 💪

  • @christinecornfield3092
    @christinecornfield3092 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So many people love and care about you.prayers sent your way

  • @beckyjones5099
    @beckyjones5099 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Morning handsome your still looking amazing 😚
    Wish i could hug u your vlogs are so good but just lately i feel your heart ache when u speak i know u are holding it together for us. I know u wont give up much love to u and your family ❤❤❤❤

  • @MyLast2Braincells84
    @MyLast2Braincells84 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    It's hard to imagine how you are feeling on the inside mentally and physically, when on the outside you look healthy and are trying to stay positive. I just send lots of love to you and your family as you go through this ❤️ Thank you for using some of your precious energy and time to keep us up to date on your journey.

    • @MyLast2Braincells84
      @MyLast2Braincells84 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Heth R well I mean considering what is happening to his body and that he is still able to get out and do some things is good. I haven't been following him for a long time so it is harder for me to see the changes.

  • @chantalsmustardbottlemoved6883
    @chantalsmustardbottlemoved6883 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You’re such a strong man. Thank you for documenting this. This is going to help so many people out there who have to fight cancer one day.

  • @thediamondnukes5793
    @thediamondnukes5793 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    KEEP FIGHTING DONT GIVE UP YET - Love you ur so insiprational, always in my thoughts

  • @Nicky-ws9lz
    @Nicky-ws9lz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You have been so open and honest Dan, I’m positive your videos are helping people in a similar situation. You are so real, I love and admire that about you x

  • @marthacarrigan8349
    @marthacarrigan8349 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I have said it countless times because it's true You are amazing in your strength and determination to have your case studied for the future patients affected by your rare cancer type. All the L💓VE and positivity to you & yours ❤

  • @payli3777
    @payli3777 6 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    Anyone think its time we made a gofundme for him? If people are willin to help donate id love to help him pay his medical expenses

    • @lesleysmith6821
      @lesleysmith6821 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I really want to help him, this is why I keep telling other people the NHS does not always provide everything free. It can be difficult sending money from USA to England. The banks over there have gotten a lot more wary of foreign money and are not cashing and changing things like traveller's checks. The best way is from one bank account to an English one preferably his or his parents. Bank fees can be variable. Also the exchange rate gets very flexible at times so that needs to be taken into consideration. It can be really annoying giving in my dollars and not getting very many pounds back. I do think it is a great idea and they have something similar over there. I feel so terrible for him, why is it always the nice people.

    • @meralgulfidan1916
      @meralgulfidan1916 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Let us help you

    • @throwawaychant9396
      @throwawaychant9396 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I would be more reliant to, although we dont want to accept the end, begin to fundraise for a funeral fund so that his family are not laden with the large sum that will come with it

    • @doracotterell2863
      @doracotterell2863 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Payton Ruff, YES! Can you start up a "Go Fund Me" page for him?
      Obviously he has only to energy to fight the cancer and rest and then rest some more. I will also donate. Anyone out there that will set the page up for him and his parents? LET'S DO THIS, folks. My email address is:
      laughternlove@me.com

    • @Andosneez
      @Andosneez 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yesss

  • @shantellem.6011
    @shantellem.6011 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Hugs, if it's weeks , months ,years . Enjoy every moment you can. Don't give up, be strong . You are constantly in my prayers and many church's are praying for you. Much love

  • @tomgalvin7664
    @tomgalvin7664 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Mate you are an inspiration to even post this video. You give me every reason to enjoy every single second of my life because it is too short. Mate do something you enjoy stay with family.... you always have options if the pain unbearable mate

  • @xavierkoehler5389
    @xavierkoehler5389 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Sending positive vibes 💖💖

  • @ChelseaFirm
    @ChelseaFirm 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God bless you. You're showing bravery far beyond my comprehension, and I can only watch in awe at your composure.

  • @cheryls7782
    @cheryls7782 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing this intimate journey with us. We support you and send love as prayers. You aren’t alone! 🙏💖