I’m right where Apple is now, I too have stage 4 cancer of the left lung (non small cell) and will be starting treatments soon. The emotional part is crushing. I pray I have a different outcome but I have a feeling I’m not going to survive. I block that thought out constantly but it keeps sinking back into my mind. Like a whisper in my ear but it’s not my voice. My heart breaks for this young mother I can’t even imagine the pain, my babies are all grown up, only one at home. I’m doing holistic treatments right now but I’ll still try chemo & immunotherapy as well. Maybe the combination and with Jesus healing hand I’ll survive. Please pray for strength & healing for me & my family!God Bless🙏🏻💕
No more pain. No more suffering. Fly high sweet jenny. We love you, we miss you, but now there is no more pain, no more tears its been my honor to know you, even if its only through social media. You have touched our lives in the most positive way
No na nie jest pilotem o nigdzie wysoko nie poleciała . Śpi snem śmierci Bo Jezus porównał śmierć do snu ale tylko Bóg może obudzić zmarłych z tego snu Ma moc mądrość wiedzę i miłość do nas. Dla zmarłych przygotował zmartwychwstanie . Przeczytaj o tym w Słowie Boga. Biblii Księga Izajasza rozdział 26 wiersz 19 a o stanie umarłych jest napisane w Psalmie 115.
Watching this Oct 17th 2023, realizing life is so unfair. I haven’t treated my body great in my 35 years. I’m a recovering addict and this makes me feel awful. People living healthy lives shouldn’t have to deal with this.
I feel that guilt too. 🥺❤ But, we all do what we do in order to survive, or just feel “ok” and get trough another day in this life. It’s hard, I can totally relate; but try not to beat yourself up for not living a perfectly healthy life… very few of do. Disease is *often* indiscriminate. Let’s just support those who are less fortunate - that’s something we *can* focus on in a healthy way and feel better about ourselves too! ❤🌈🌟🌷
I can imagine what Jenny would say, it would be something like no! Don’t you dare feel awful. Be proud of yourself. That’s amazing! Please send positive vibes my way and you congratulate yourself for your accomplishment. ❤
I know that I'm writing this after you are gone Jenny. I just wanted to comment that it's wonderful that your two beautiful babies have each other. Along with an awesome Dad. R.i.P. Jenny 🙏
My older cousin got diagnosed with breast cancer when she was 26, it metastasized and spread to her brain, she only had six months to live after they found it, that was 20 years ago and she is currently raising three children. No cancer. Smile sweetheart. Anything can happen God bless you in those precious, precious children of yours
My cousin has metastic breast cancer it’s in her bones, and now she has tumor in her brain that was last year and she is holding steady. The tumors have remained the same size. We love the word “holding steady” we hate the words think positive I have ra and those trite words are meaningless because it means nothing and don’t they think we know this. Just hold steady that’s the mantra!!
Thank you for sharing Jenny - you are beautiful and so strong! And I am grateful for your amazing family that's on this journey with you. I don't know who wrote this, but I wanted to share with you - Always remember you are braver than you know stronger than you seem smarter than you think and loved more than you know. I am a cancer survivor and I understand your seemingly never ending doctor appts and tests. Your journey is harder than mine was - but I am praying for your message that it is all behind you and you are a cancer survivor too! Love & prayers
Please stop telling/demanding people to stay positive! Being positive changes nothing. She is sad, afraid, suffering, scared, terrified. Let her be and feel...
I disagree. I think being positive does and can change things. It isn't guaranteed but in the same breath you say stop telling her to be positive yow saying basically let's just be negative but I'd argue that being negative isn't going to change things. People are only trying to uplift and support her. Being positive doesn't mean you can't be scared or afraid or sad. It just means you allow yourself to feel those feelings and still remain hopeful with a positive outlook. She literally asked for people to say prayers and positive things for her at the end of the video as well as said she was going to remain positive so I don't think anyone who said be positive should be scolded for doing so. Try it sometime. It's hard when the world is falling down around you but it's better than laying there and crying while it does. She's a fighter and she will fight, she may fight with tears streaming down her face but she's not gonna give up and throw in the towel. That's all that matters.
Toxic positivity is not helpful. Can we just stop with the constant message that we have to be positive every minute, and allow for some natural and normall responses and feelings to a terrible situation?
When a person is feeling lost , hurt and extremely sad it’s impossible to be positive. I been there in a really dark place and when people said be positive it really didn’t help. Give this lady space to feel whatever she feeling.
I am currently going thru cancer on my spine and i hear too, all the time about being positive but it is hard to do that and ones who have not had cancer i think it makes it hard for them to understand but they mean well
It don’t matter if you are healthy or not. Yes being unhealthy can spark it sooner but what it really is are the bodies cells not breaking down like they should and that cell keeps growing and if there’s C world in the blood it can spread to other parts of the body and latch on and grow some more. It really sucks and we need a cure for this.
To a huge part it is only decided by luck. Some of us can smoke and drink and live till 80 and some of us get cancer and die with 16. But nevertheless you should take care of your body.
@@don6160 people that smoke and drink probably can live without getting the C word but they are not healthy they have lung issues liver issues high blood pressure they can gain weight. Might not get the C word but will get other issues. A family friend of ours drinks a lot and the last time I saw them they will overweight and struggled breathing just walking to the other end of the room. They are trying to cut back but they are addicted.
My heart broke for her as I have watched these videos from the end and moving up to the beginning.. yes she took very good care of her body and soul, healthy, ate right. I wondered why and as I prayed and watched these I realized there absolutely WAS an ‘open door’ … the body and mind are important, but we are a 3 part being. Our spirit is connected to Almighty God and it is the part of our being that lives forever. Take this seriously please, as I know that many poo poo the reality of a spirit that belongs to God and lives inside our body and it is connected to our mind and emotions as we walk through this earth journey…. the open door in this case was the practice of an exercise connected to a demonic root. Believe it or not, that is a powerful spiritual entity and it can and does have the ability to enter your body and cause early demise. This is the practice of Yoga, which seems so innocuous, innocent and even healthy but in reality it is an open door for the demonic, the darkness which we are warned about if only we would listen and believe .. the Lord says ‘My people perish for lack of knowledge’ and this is just ONE example of that truth.. again I am SO VERY SORRY for this precious young woman’s early death, BUT let it not be in vain! If only one person sees this and realizes the truth , may it set them FREE to believe and take seriously the warning of dealing with entities that are demonic, other worldly ‘gods’ who seek our harm! We are made in the image of God, the Lord Almighty who came to earth in the flesh, as a man, to give us the opportunity to be free from the lies of the enemy who hates God and us, and who is only here to kill steal destroy and deceive! In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth now receive the truth and be free from these lies, let the truth of the Word of God set you free from the lies. As it is written so be it, amen. Bless you all. I pray this will save someone’s life. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
I was diagnosed with kidney and was told I had 50% chance to live a year. After multiple metastatic lesions and 14 surgeries I still here 15 years!! I have 2 brains tumors and has a Gamma knife procedure. My son was 9 and I asked God to let me raise him. He is now 24!! The cancer is stage 4 now but I so grateful. I will pray for you and your babies❤️
I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. My mother was told by the doctor to take me on vacation as it would probably be my last. I was nine years old, I’ll be 65 in September. Don’t give up. I’m a great believer in positive thinking, my parents only talked about when you are cured never if you are cured. I am sending you prayers and positive thoughts. Where do you want to go on vacation when you are cancer free? ❤️🤗
@@jennyapple4704 I wanted to go to the U.K. and particularly Scotland when I was young. My dad took us to England unfortunately a week after Princess Diana died and we had already arranged to go to Paris as well, so we were in the worst places to be during that time. I married an Englishman and now live in the U.K. near Bath - the prettiest city in the U.K. and the world’s only city where the entire city is a world heritage site. But we went to Edinburgh and it was incredible. You don’t know me. At all, but if I could help you in arranging a Scotland trip, I can point you to how you can travel the most comfortably and the cheapest. We found a train trip from London to Edinburgh and a 4 star hotel including breakfast for three days and including hotel and train it was only £65 a person. If you make it over here, you need to see Bath. My email is on my channel should you ever want any advice/help/guide in the Bath area. Stay strong. Remember it’s okay to be sad, to be happy, to be scared. This is YOUR journey, YOUR life and YOUR cancer. I have had cervical cancer twice and I can’t imagine how strong you have to be to walk your path. Don’t let anyone dictate how you should feel or act. I personally don’t believe in God, but if you do, your faith will help, but remember that everyone lives their own life, and no one will ever walk in your shoes, and that means you get to do what you want with your own life. I won’t tell you to be positive or judge you for any decisions you may or how you act. And remember that you don’t owe anyone anything and don’t let anyone make you feel like what you’re doing is wrong. There is no “right” answer. Just know that by sharing this, you’re opening yourself up to this world of compassionate people who want to see you happy, but will virtually hold your hand through the worst of this. We’re all here. Sharing your journey is brave and incredibly honest and you’re helping others going through this horrible disease. And never apologise. This isn’t your fault. Lots of cheering and tears and support from a 🇨🇦 in the 🇬🇧
I literally have to get psychological help at the Moment as i cry every other Day coz im scared of leavin my autistic nonverbal boy behind... I have cancer in my family bowel cancer. I have my testing done Every 3 years but im scared anything happenong to me. I feel so Bad for u and i Know how fearful it can be... Lots of love
My husband asked me few days ago:,,You think God is not capable to take care of your children if something happens to you tomorrow?" It takes a lot of faith to trust that. But very true. God sees all of your tears and saves them in the palm of His hand, darling. You will be ok, life is a battle, but you can do this. You are not alone. Praying for you from Serbia. Sending my love and hopes. 🌹🌹🌹
What caught my attention was your dog, flower, working so hard to comfort you Jenny. Our fur babies know when something isn’t going right. She sure loves her human momma. 💞
My mom was diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma & was told she had 6 weeks at the most. I got on my knees & begged God not to take my mama. She lived for 15 more years & never had a recurrence of the melanoma. She died of respiratory failure due to aspirating at the age of 84. I believe God hears our prayers! He healed my mother. Praying for you sweet girl. Big hugs!
Soooo....if someone dies of cancer it is because they didnt pray enough? That is just ridiculous. Human bodies fail....like a fruit that gets pinched or poked. God gives us strength and comfort, not picking and choosing.
@@bullshitcaller1541 where did I say that?? I’m not responsible for your comprehension skills! Bully! My dad died of cancer too at 50 years old! I prayed for him too, & he still died! I was just offering her hope that sometimes God heals on earth & sometimes our healing is done in heaven. Why be so nasty to people?
It’s so important for you to be honest with your children. I was much older, 13, when my mom was diagnosed with cervical cancer. My family, from a caring perspective, didn’t tell me. Heartbreakingly my mom went downhill fast ( we’re talking about 1974 and the cancer had spread everywhere) I only knew a couple of days before she passed. My family took me to see her though she was on so much medication that she didn’t know I was there. On reflection through my life I have concluded that however painful I would have wanted to know. Much love ❤️
My friend 35 year old had brain cancer too 4 years ago....and today he is cancer free ..... And living a healthy life.......... Dear Jenny you just have to be mentally very strong in order to defeat this ..... This is what he tells everyone ..... Stay strong.....God will do everything good ❤️❤️
@@jennyapple4704my dear no doctor knows your future only God...my mom was told she has weeks to live .she has lung cancer that spread from the lungs...six years later she is still here doing great..don't give up my dear
Yes thats what dogs do. She try to comfort you big time. She knows/feels what you are going through. God bless you Jenny. Never give up, praying for your healing. Big hugs from a dog owner from Norway.
I don`t know how this video got in my recommendations but I want to wish you a fast recovery and all luck to get healthy! You`re strong! From Russia with care.
@@erikahorton5126 yes thank you, I am 🙏 if I may, I ask that you pray for Jenny and her family (who are in this video), as Jenny passed away the other day 😞
I was given 6 months to live and put on Hospice. Last stage breast cancer in the year of 2005. Well I’m still alive and just went through a new type of breast cancer in my other breast. All I know and all I believe in is “I’ll go home when my God calls me home!’ I know how you feel and your allowed to feel angry, sorry for yourself and to make great lasting memories. Cancer sucks!
I have cervical cancer and I totally can relate on how unfair it feels like being diagnosed with cancer. I’m so sorry. I just wanna send you some love and prayers. You’re not alone. 💕
My first time too, I’m crying with you. It is so unfair. Cancer is no respecter of anyone. I pray the treatment works for you and this ends up being just a bad memory. Sending lots of love to you and yours. Stay strong; but I think crying is important to. ❤️🇬🇧
This breaks my hearts so much. Let her feel whatever it is that she feels. If you aren't going through this, don't proceed to tell her how she should be feeling.
I lost my husband after a three month battle of stomach cancer. He was 54 and I miss him terribly. I lost my Dad to lung cancer. It’s a horrible disease and I hate it! Much love and prayers to everyone dealing with this.
I'm so sorry honey. My brother in law had brain cancer, that covered the whole right side of his brain. It was inoperable. He went through hell, but his oncologist implanted the chemo on to the tumor. It has been 18 yrs. and he is doing fantastic. He has got to watch his son grow. Enjoy everyday even when your sad, exhausted and feel like shit. Who knows why this happens, but fight, fight hard!! Yell at the damn cancer, tell it "your not going to win this fight, I am, my husband is and my kids are. " I believe it's also helpful that you write, write your feelings, about each day good or bad. Everything I also believe you need to write a letter to the cancer and tell it how you feel I want you to read it out loud and then burn it.
I am so sorry for your brother in law, but awesome that the doctor was able to treat him, his story is such an inspiration, thank you for your tips as well, I appreciate them.
This breaks my heart …your children are so beautiful…keep going Jenny …we’re here …its not your fault you have cancer …it can happen to anyone …you’ve done nothing wrong 😔
I just keep rewatching your videos. You are just the most beautiful soul. Its so freaking unfair you have left this world. You touched so many lives. I know you are at peace, but I pray for Kyle, Ellis and sweet Winnie. I have cried so much during your journey with you. And now with those who love you.
As a vet nurse and canine behaviourist, I’m noticing your dogs reaction to your emotional pain. What a gorgeous dog. You have a gorgeous family and I truly wish you well. As a mum, I feel your pain and fears. Sending you and your family, so much love and strength. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Flower is showing his compassion and love for you hurting . Animals are amazing, especially for that ! I just lost my cat if 17 years and she helped me through so much . I’m praying for you ❤️
For some reason this just popped up on my channel and I have just subscribed. It makes me so angry that Cancer is still here after all these years and the millions and millions that have been raised for research and all the new technology! I cried watching you and your beautiful children and I wish you love and hope xx
I’m so sorry. It breaks my heart to see someone this young has to go through this. I’m praying for you hun and your beautiful family! Sending prayers of healing your way 🙏🏼❤️
I just discovered your channel Apple family. I am so sorry that you got cancer despite living a very healthy lifestyle. My mom passed from cancer at almost 49 years old and it was brutal for all involved until the last day when she was actually smiling. God bless you all and keep the faith that Jesus will be there for you.
@@joanmango8133 my church has mid-week Services during Lent and Advent and it is always my favorite time to go because Wednesday nights are about the time you need reminded that you can make it through the week❤👣👣
I always replay her videos cause even though I didn’t know her she seemed like such a sweet loving and funny woman. A woman I would have liked to have known more. She’s so beautiful. Rest peacefully beautiful. You don’t have to suffer anymore. ❤
Man this is so frickin heartbreaking! I’ve been there. My fiancé was in remission for breast cancer and then it came back. This time it metastasized everywhere in her body and she had like less than a year. This was back in ‘06-‘07 I was 26-27 years old and now i’m 43 never got engaged again and I have no children. Prayers for you and your family 🙏🏼
I think it speaks volumes seeing how strong both of you always stayed, it's like you played well off one another because of it and I believe strongly your children will develop those very same traits. Grief is not a record of what's been lost, but who's been loved. 🙏
I’m so happy that you are talking about your feelings. It’s wrong for people to tell you to be strong. Expressing your feelings is not being weak. It’s much healthier to express how you are feeling or discuss your concerns. I’m also so happy that you have such a loving family. Your husband seems to be so supportive and your kids are absolutely beautiful. Sending love the best healing vibes your way.🥰🥰
Watching this is heart breaking. My ex brother in law was terrified of getting cancer, he only ate organic food, was careful what he drank, didn't use the microwave as he was paranoid about it, and he passed away a few months ago of guess what? He had cancer all over his body including brain, stomach, lungs etc. Cancer is the most terrible thing, it doesn't matter what you do, some people get it for no reason. It's a horrible thing that picks on good people, and it isn't fair. You are an amazing couple, with beautiful children. I pray for a miracle, science is doing great things.
I’m so sorry just found your channel. Cancer sucks I have incurable cancer and young. It’s not your fault. Cancer can happen to anyone. Just keep getting through day by day. Very challenging situation.
Sending prayers your way. Listen to your doctors, eat good, take in antioxidants. My boss has had Brain Cancer since 2003, he gets treatment and has had a few surgeries. They can’t remove all the cancer but he is still alive, working driving, golfing and hunting… You got this!
I have Stage 4 Melanoma that spread to my brain . I was diagnosed in early 2020 and later told . " We didn't expect you to still be here " Some think I am a warrior and others think I am faking . One day I was called in and knew something wasn't going to be good . The oncologist asked the nurse what my attitude was . I wasn't delighted . He came in visibly upset . You have Stage 4 . . Oh well . What do we do ? By the time the visit ended. We were both laughing and talking about something else . Keep a happy heart . Yes you will cry but keep smiling and laughing . I have lost count on all the scans ,needles and visits . I was at The Cancer Center today .. " Hey .. I am here for my oil change " .. I have found goodness in having cancer. It will open your eyes! Things that were once important aren't , True kindness and love is more clearly seen . Most of all . It will bend Your knees and learn to rely on The Lord .
I worked at M.D. Anderson Cancer Center many years ago. You have beautiful children. I had Covid pretty severe last year, it's surreal when the Dr can't promise anything. I was at that moment the closest to God that I have ever been. It was strange to finally let go of everything and actually felt peace. You are not alone we are on this insane planet together, I'll be praying for you and your family.
As the words on the pillow that your Grandma gave you says 'With God, ALL things are possible' You and your husband are extremely strong. God will get you through this. Your children are adorable. I agree with you about being honest with your kids too... New subscriber here! Will be praying for your healing in Jesus' name...Amen ❤🙏🏾
You have an incredibly wonderful husband Jenny. My daughter was diagnosed with Metastatic Melanoma last year and the world stopped for me so, just wanted to say, take care, the care taker! Kyle, I know how you feel! When someone you love is going through this, you go through it with them! You put them first! It’s so scary and you’re doing your best to hold space for Jenny but, please take care of yourself too! Much love to you all! ❤️
I’m new here, but my heart is with you. My mother battled stage 4 metastatic breast cancer for 20 years. There is definitely not a right thing to say, but I am keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers ❤️
95% is an extremely high success rate. You need to stay positive because there is a light at the end of this tunnel. Please believe positive thought is important. My uncle is fighting colon cancer right now. He is doing well and keeping up the positive energy. You’ve got this.
Bless your heart! Honor your feelings and be kind to yourself...you are allowed all your feelings of fear, disappointment and anything else. You are human. Whatever this path you are on brings you, know that you are Here and you are Loved. Sending healing energy! xo
Jenny, I’m praying with you and for you. I’m praying that the treatments will work so you will be with your children. I’ve been where you are heading with my husband. He fought like a trooper. I want to see you recover. Lord have mercy on this family. Trust in God. Keep praying. Keep the faith. Love you all. 🎀✝️✝️✝️💕👣👣
My Mom had stage 3 Rectal Cancer, even had a permanent colostomy bag inserted. She’s doing great now and she’s cancer free. My boyfriend’s Mom has terminal cancer, she’s been fighting over 10 years and she’s doing great! Keep fighting girl! Cancer doesn’t care who you are unfortunately. Just keep being the Goddess that you are!! You’ll be okay!! 💛💛💛🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
My brother had stage 2 rectal cancer and refused the colostomy bag and he died 1.5 years later. I begged him to take charge of his health and forget his vanity. He just would not adhere to his treatment protocol. He got sick of radiation and he goofed up on his chemo appointments. He could have been saved but he thought he was invincible. You are taking charge of your life. I admire you so much.
@@GalinaUlavanawhy do you blame him? Cancer affects the way you think and that much suffering makes us act in ways we normally wouldn't. Please don't be upset or mad at your brothers medical choices you do not know how much he was suffering
Flower is your emotional support dog - for sure! She's so adorable! May God keep you strong. You and your whole family are truly amazing people, and even Flower is amazing as well. God bless all of you - always.❤
Dear Jenny I wish you every hope and strength that you beat this. I’m not personally a believer in god but I am a cancer survivor (colon cancer - 25 years healthy now) and send you the very best wishes that you will beat this. You are a lovely person. ❣️
I started binge watching all your videos and it’s crazy. It goes from fantasyland perfect to something a nightmare is made out of. At least you have a lot of support from family and friends on TH-cam. Some people don’t even have that so at least you should be thankful for that but I know it’s hard to be thankful for anything when you’re going through something so terrible. Cancer, my mom died of cancer last October 2022. My father-in-law died of cancer about seven years ago. My uncles father died of cancer about 10 years ago. Two of my mom‘s best friends died of cancer before she died of cancer it’s crazy. I just hope they find a cure before more people have to suffer, RIP you beautiful soul
Had same feelings when my mom was diagnosed she was the last person you would think would get it ... Never smoked a cigarette or anything for that matter! Never had a drink of alcohol and definitely no drugs! Not overweight yet inherited a gene from her mothers side of family that greatly increased her chances of getting cancer! R.I.P. MAMA and all the luck to you and yours !
This video ended up in my recommended and I felt compelled to click on it. I just wanted to say that I wish you the absolute best and hope that you are cancer free so soon! I'm sorry that you are going through this, and how unfair it is!
I lost my husband to metastatic lung cancer that metastasized to the brain at 41yr old - devastated ! You are so beautiful and amazingly strong. Prayers to you your children and husband
I take good care of myself, I don't understand why I have cancer. Cancer is not fair. Unhealthy behaviors increase risk, but ultimately everyone is at risk and cancer takes hold unpredictably. So sorry to this family and especially those wonderful children for this terrible situation.
So true! Some cancers are random, others, like Jenny's - are caused by genetic mutations (EGFR exon 20 insertion in Jenny's case). Starts in the lungs, ends up in the brain, which is usually the cause of death. So most of the time we have no idea why folks get cancer, but in Jenny's case - it's somewhat predictable. If I were them, I'd have those 2 cute kiddos tested for the gene mutation. That wicked EGFR gene is in my friends family & so far it's killed his mother & his sister at young ages - same exact pattern of lung then brain. He also carries EGFR mutation & was just diagnosed with lung cancer...so he's just starting on this journey. It's a hell of a mutation as you can see from Jenny's most recent videos of just having a few months to live. All so tragic. Take care.
Not sure why this video was recommended to me. But so happy i found your channel. Both my parents went through cancer. My mom was told she had months left to live and i was only 5.. well my mother beat the cancer and i turned 41 in march. My father went through similar he was diagnosed with apl leukemia 3 weeks after his 80th birthday and he just turned 84. His cancer been in remission. One thing i learned about cancer with both my parents is mindset. My father was always in a great mood and not sure how even on the darkest days.. he told me never fold. Smile and live your life. I was really young when my mother was sick but i heard tbe stories of chemotherapy and ups and downs..miracles happen every day. Stay positive❤🙏🏽 make sure u have a good team.
This absolutely breaks my heart. Jenny, you are such an amazing and strong woman. I lost my fiance' from lung cancer. It spread to his liver and pancreas. He was only 30 years old. He never smoked either and was overall healthy. I lost my brother at the age of 42 from melanoma. It spread to his lymph nodes and brain. Cancer is no respecters of persons. I hate it so much. I'm so sorry for all you and your family are going through. I'm sending you all love, hugs, and lots of prayers.
Having been through cancer twice now. One in 2012 and last year. First had spread. But the treatment won. And in October 21. I had big operation and it all got cut out. All clear x This vid made me cry. My heart broke for you all. You can beat this. 💓
Dearest Jenny. The saddest thing is that cancer is not a punishment to those who for some reason might 'deserve' it. I heard one man talk about when he got his diagnosis, he didn't say, 'Why me?', but rather, 'Why not me?'. I can't imagine what you are going through, but I know it must be the most scary journey. You have done amazingly well in an incredibly difficult circumstance. Some people will be the exceptions and some will be the rule. It's not about whether you try hard enough - you are enough just the way you are. Please know that you are loved.
This is such an important comment. The language surrounding cancer always bothered me a great deal. "I beat cancer" "cancer warrior" etc. I understand what they are trying to convey but it downplays the experiences of people who "lost the battle" (that was another example that bothers me). My son's father passed from cancer at 44. It wasn't because he didn't fight hard enough, wasn't positive enough,was weak, or not a warrior. It was because he had a disease that could not be cured. This language is why people feel bad when their cancer spreads, like they aren't fighting hard enough. Everyone with a cancer diagnosis is a warrior. They fight for their lives against something that is completely beyond their control. It certainly takes bravery but also individual circumstances and a lot of luck. I'm not saying people shouldn't celebrate or be proud that they were able to withstand such a terrible ordeal, just to be mindful of the words used.
No negative or positive thoughts don’t ever change where the cancer cells live. Or where I live. Generally actions are more helpful. We all get odd cancer cells, our body fights them off. Sometimes you get more or less, or have a gene, or have whatever. If you lose both your legs in a car accident it decreases the chance of leg cancer. Attitudes towards things change how everyone goes through things. Facing reality is genuinely the best option. Facing your emotions, being honest and feeling reality.
Thanks for being so honest about what you're going thru. I too have metastatic breast cancer, it's in my spine and ribs and one lung. I had a clean brain MRI but the pain from the rib and spinal cancer is starting to become really bad. I am going to have some radiation in about two weeks just for pain relief. I'm praying it works. Also praying for you and your family. I'm glad you have a supportive husband to help you thru. God bless.
My mom had cancer that spread to her ribs, it was the place that hurt the most. She used a vibrater, for some reason it helped some. (Not that kind😉...like a strong muscle kind) just letting you know, hoping it can help you some....also your dr. Job is to help you with pain, if you need more pain medicine do not ask demand it.
I'm thinking of you and praying for relief of pain and comfort. My daughter has advanced breast cancer.is having 13 rounds of chemotherapy right now , God bless you and your family💜⚓
I'm so sorry for your family and and I am praying for you both. The main thing we can do is be ready to meet our maker. Then it we are ready the 23Psalm is very comforting. I see some others have explained to you the way of salvation. Psalm 139 is always so comforting to me. Take care and always remember God loves us and understands us as we are..❤
That beautiful fur baby is being sweet! They know when we are feeling horrible. He was hugging you. I hope you are better now! It's OK to be scared. I'm waiting on my CT on my throat and torso. I have Lymph Nodes and I know the damn pain in my lung tummy and side! I wish you the best.
Jenny you are in God faithfully hand, I am so sorry for what you and families going thru I will continue to keep you in your family's in prayer hanging their❤❤ 🙏
I'm so sorry honey. I wanted to share with you about my father who was very health conscious and would not even put butter on bread and would many times refuse to eat dessert. He never drank or smoked in his life. He was also very safety conscious with germs, washing his hands and with driving a vehicle never over speed limit.. ECT Anyway, He was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer and we were all shocked because of how healthy he was. Sending positive thoughts your way and hopes for you to have comfort somehow ❤
I have a daughter that has been fighting an immune disorder since she was 25 after having breast cancer. The last three years she now has MS. Still fighting the immune disordgreat husd er and MS. She can't have simple treatment for MS it goes against the immune disorder. I can tell the MS is taking a toll on her body. She has 2 beautiful boys 14 and 12. One is autistic and is quite attached to his mom. Everyday for 20 years we live with this. Someday good. Somedays not so good. This is first time I have told this to anybody. Thank you for giving me the courage to express my story. She too has a
Wow, thank you so much for sharing this information with me. I feel honored that I was the first person you shared this with. Your daughter sounds like an amazing woman, and she is an inspiration to me.
She helped even me, a teacher of English. She resembled one of my ex student’s mom a lot. And this year I decided to write to her - and suddenly she offered to start lessons with her son again. But for Jenny, I wouldn’t have written to her, for sure. Thank you, angel 😢❤
Desert Storm. I, like many others, Got Gulf War Syndrome. My liver was dying, and went down to 40%. Not a candidate for liver replacement. I stopped all alcohol, and went to a holistic diet. Slowly. VERY slowly, my body healed itself. It took 15 years to fully heal.
I’m right where Apple is now, I too have stage 4 cancer of the left lung (non small cell) and will be starting treatments soon. The emotional part is crushing. I pray I have a different outcome but I have a feeling I’m not going to survive. I block that thought out constantly but it keeps sinking back into my mind. Like a whisper in my ear but it’s not my voice. My heart breaks for this young mother I can’t even imagine the pain, my babies are all grown up, only one at home. I’m doing holistic treatments right now but I’ll still try chemo & immunotherapy as well. Maybe the combination and with Jesus healing hand I’ll survive. Please pray for strength & healing for me & my family!God Bless🙏🏻💕
I’m so sorry. I pray for you too ❤
How are you doing?
I'm praying
How are you going in your cancer journey now? I’d love to support you via social media if I could. I hope and pray you’re ok.
No more pain. No more suffering. Fly high sweet jenny. We love you, we miss you, but now there is no more pain, no more tears its been my honor to know you, even if its only through social media. You have touched our lives in the most positive way
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No na nie jest pilotem o nigdzie wysoko nie poleciała . Śpi snem śmierci Bo Jezus porównał śmierć do snu ale tylko Bóg może obudzić zmarłych z tego snu Ma moc mądrość wiedzę i miłość do nas. Dla zmarłych przygotował zmartwychwstanie . Przeczytaj o tym w Słowie Boga. Biblii Księga Izajasza rozdział 26 wiersz 19 a o stanie umarłych jest napisane w Psalmie 115.
Watching this Oct 17th 2023, realizing life is so unfair. I haven’t treated my body great in my 35 years.
I’m a recovering addict and this makes me feel awful.
People living healthy lives shouldn’t have to deal with this.
I feel that guilt too. 🥺❤
But, we all do what we do in order to survive, or just feel “ok” and get trough another day in this life.
It’s hard, I can totally relate; but try not to beat yourself up for not living a perfectly healthy life… very few of do. Disease is *often* indiscriminate.
Let’s just support those who are less fortunate - that’s something we *can* focus on in a healthy way and feel better about ourselves too!
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I am SO proud of you. You are just as deserving as everyone else of a beautiful, healthy life. I wish you all the best ❤
Please be kind to yourself and do something kind today.
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I can imagine what Jenny would say, it would be something like no! Don’t you dare feel awful. Be proud of yourself. That’s amazing! Please send positive vibes my way and you congratulate yourself for your accomplishment. ❤
I know that I'm writing this after you are gone Jenny. I just wanted to comment that it's wonderful that your two beautiful babies have each other. Along with an awesome Dad. R.i.P. Jenny 🙏
My older cousin got diagnosed with breast cancer when she was 26, it metastasized and spread to her brain, she only had six months to live after they found it, that was 20 years ago and she is currently raising three children. No cancer. Smile sweetheart. Anything can happen
God bless you in those precious, precious children of yours
Oh my goodness, thank you so much for sharing, that gives me so much hope and it literally gave me goosebumps, I hope you are doing well! 💕
What lovely inspiring words ❤
Praise the lord
My cousin has metastic breast cancer it’s in her bones, and now she has tumor in her brain that was last year and she is holding steady. The tumors have remained the same size. We love the word “holding steady” we hate the words think positive I have ra and those trite words are meaningless because it means nothing and don’t they think we know this. Just hold steady that’s the mantra!!
Thank you for sharing Jenny - you are beautiful and so strong! And I am grateful for your amazing family that's on this journey with you.
I don't know who wrote this, but I wanted to share with you -
Always remember
you are braver than you know
stronger than you seem
smarter than you think
and loved more than you know.
I am a cancer survivor and I understand your seemingly never ending doctor appts and tests.
Your journey is harder than mine was - but I am praying for your message that it is all behind you and you are a cancer survivor too!
Love & prayers
Please stop telling/demanding people to stay positive! Being positive changes nothing. She is sad, afraid, suffering, scared, terrified. Let her be and feel...
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Totally agree!
100% agree!!
I disagree. I think being positive does and can change things. It isn't guaranteed but in the same breath you say stop telling her to be positive yow saying basically let's just be negative but I'd argue that being negative isn't going to change things. People are only trying to uplift and support her. Being positive doesn't mean you can't be scared or afraid or sad. It just means you allow yourself to feel those feelings and still remain hopeful with a positive outlook. She literally asked for people to say prayers and positive things for her at the end of the video as well as said she was going to remain positive so I don't think anyone who said be positive should be scolded for doing so. Try it sometime. It's hard when the world is falling down around you but it's better than laying there and crying while it does. She's a fighter and she will fight, she may fight with tears streaming down her face but she's not gonna give up and throw in the towel. That's all that matters.
Toxic positivity is not helpful. Can we just stop with the constant message that we have to be positive every minute, and allow for some natural and normall responses and feelings to a terrible situation?
When a person is feeling lost , hurt and extremely sad it’s impossible to be positive. I been there in a really dark place and when people said be positive it really didn’t help. Give this lady space to feel whatever she feeling.
Thank you for the support
So true!
I am currently going thru cancer on my spine and i hear too, all the time about being positive but it is hard to do that and ones who have not had cancer i think it makes it hard for them to understand but they mean well
To release the emotions are healing in itself.
That hurt so much when she said she didn't know why she had cancer, she takes good care of herself. I'm so sorry. I'm bawling my eyes out 💔
I don’t think malnutrition from a vegan lifestyle helps.
It don’t matter if you are healthy or not. Yes being unhealthy can spark it sooner but what it really is are the bodies cells not breaking down like they should and that cell keeps growing and if there’s C world in the blood it can spread to other parts of the body and latch on and grow some more. It really sucks and we need a cure for this.
To a huge part it is only decided by luck. Some of us can smoke and drink and live till 80 and some of us get cancer and die with 16.
But nevertheless you should take care of your body.
@@don6160 people that smoke and drink probably can live without getting the C word but they are not healthy they have lung issues liver issues high blood pressure they can gain weight. Might not get the C word but will get other issues. A family friend of ours drinks a lot and the last time I saw them they will overweight and struggled breathing just walking to the other end of the room. They are trying to cut back but they are addicted.
My heart broke for her as I have watched these videos from the end and moving up to the beginning.. yes she took very good care of her body and soul, healthy, ate right. I wondered why and as I prayed and watched these I realized there absolutely WAS an ‘open door’ … the body and mind are important, but we are a 3 part being. Our spirit is connected to Almighty God and it is the part of our being that lives forever. Take this seriously please, as I know that many poo poo the reality of a spirit that belongs to God and lives inside our body and it is connected to our mind and emotions as we walk through this earth journey…. the open door in this case was the practice of an exercise connected to a demonic root. Believe it or not, that is a powerful spiritual entity and it can and does have the ability to enter your body and cause early demise. This is the practice of Yoga, which seems so innocuous, innocent and even healthy but in reality it is an open door for the demonic, the darkness which we are warned about if only we would listen and believe .. the Lord says ‘My people perish for lack of knowledge’ and this is just ONE example of that truth.. again I am SO VERY SORRY for this precious young woman’s early death, BUT let it not be in vain! If only one person sees this and realizes the truth , may it set them FREE to believe and take seriously the warning of dealing with entities that are demonic, other worldly ‘gods’ who seek our harm! We are made in the image of God, the Lord Almighty who came to earth in the flesh, as a man, to give us the opportunity to be free from the lies of the enemy who hates God and us, and who is only here to kill steal destroy and deceive! In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth now receive the truth and be free from these lies, let the truth of the Word of God set you free from the lies. As it is written so be it, amen. Bless you all. I pray this will save someone’s life.
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I was diagnosed with kidney and was told I had 50% chance to live a year. After multiple metastatic lesions and 14 surgeries I still here 15 years!! I have 2 brains tumors and has a Gamma knife procedure. My son was 9 and I asked God to let me raise him. He is now 24!!
The cancer is stage 4 now but I so grateful. I will pray for you and your babies❤️
You are amazing and an inspiration to me! Congratulations, and I will pray for you as well! 🙏
Sending you strength and love.
God bless you, Jenny and Julie.
May god bless you
Me too have had it for over 10 years.... probably 15...it's tough but brings us close to Jesus... Hugh? Sure has for me. God bless you
I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. My mother was told by the doctor to take me on vacation as it would probably be my last. I was nine years old, I’ll be 65 in September. Don’t give up. I’m a great believer in positive thinking, my parents only talked about when you are cured never if you are cured. I am sending you prayers and positive thoughts. Where do you want to go on vacation when you are cancer free? ❤️🤗
So glad that Thyroid cancer has come a long way! Congrats! Back then doctors did not much about thyroid cancer.
Wow, you are so inspiring, thank you for sharing that with me. Scotland has always been a dream trip 😊
Thank you for sharing this
@@jennyapple4704 I wanted to go to the U.K. and particularly Scotland when I was young. My dad took us to England unfortunately a week after Princess Diana died and we had already arranged to go to Paris as well, so we were in the worst places to be during that time.
I married an Englishman and now live in the U.K. near Bath - the prettiest city in the U.K. and the world’s only city where the entire city is a world heritage site. But we went to Edinburgh and it was incredible. You don’t know me. At all, but if I could help you in arranging a Scotland trip, I can point you to how you can travel the most comfortably and the cheapest. We found a train trip from London to Edinburgh and a 4 star hotel including breakfast for three days and including hotel and train it was only £65 a person. If you make it over here, you need to see Bath.
My email is on my channel should you ever want any advice/help/guide in the Bath area. Stay strong. Remember it’s okay to be sad, to be happy, to be scared. This is YOUR journey, YOUR life and YOUR cancer. I have had cervical cancer twice and I can’t imagine how strong you have to be to walk your path.
Don’t let anyone dictate how you should feel or act. I personally don’t believe in God, but if you do, your faith will help, but remember that everyone lives their own life, and no one will ever walk in your shoes, and that means you get to do what you want with your own life.
I won’t tell you to be positive or judge you for any decisions you may or how you act. And remember that you don’t owe anyone anything and don’t let anyone make you feel like what you’re doing is wrong. There is no “right” answer.
Just know that by sharing this, you’re opening yourself up to this world of compassionate people who want to see you happy, but will virtually hold your hand through the worst of this. We’re all here. Sharing your journey is brave and incredibly honest and you’re helping others going through this horrible disease. And never apologise. This isn’t your fault.
Lots of cheering and tears and support from a 🇨🇦 in the 🇬🇧
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Love you, Jenny, I cried today that you passed away.
Me as well.
So did I.
That dog knows you are sick. He probably knew before you did. They can smell cancer. He is being so sweet to you! 🥰
They cant smell it they can sense something is wrong. My cat would always come lay next to me when I was sick with the flu.
@@ryans413 No they smell it! 100%
@@ryans413 They smell cancer! But yes, they can sense when you are just sick too.
No one should have to go through this. :(
Praying for you 🙏
As a mother I totally understand how our biggest fear of dying in leaving our children. 😞
Such a hard one to think about 😢💕
@@jennyapple4704 praying for healing for you and your family.
I literally have to get psychological help at the Moment as i cry every other Day coz im scared of leavin my autistic nonverbal boy behind... I have cancer in my family bowel cancer. I have my testing done Every 3 years but im scared anything happenong to me. I feel so Bad for u and i Know how fearful it can be... Lots of love
My husband asked me few days ago:,,You think God is not capable to take care of your children if something happens to you tomorrow?" It takes a lot of faith to trust that. But very true. God sees all of your tears and saves them in the palm of His hand, darling. You will be ok, life is a battle, but you can do this. You are not alone. Praying for you from Serbia. Sending my love and hopes. 🌹🌹🌹
My mother said “who is going to take care of my children”.
What caught my attention was your dog, flower, working so hard to comfort you Jenny. Our fur babies know when something isn’t going right. She sure loves her human momma. 💞
Flower is such a beautiful dog.I love her.She is grieving too.God bless
Beautiful family beautiful dog Flower.
She’s looks so healthy here 😢 RIP stay strong Kyle from another Kyle across the States
Steroids had her swollen unfortunately
My mom was diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma & was told she had 6 weeks at the most. I got on my knees & begged God not to take my mama. She lived for 15 more years & never had a recurrence of the melanoma. She died of respiratory failure due to aspirating at the age of 84. I believe God hears our prayers! He healed my mother. Praying for you sweet girl. Big hugs!
Soooo....if someone dies of cancer it is because they didnt pray enough? That is just ridiculous. Human bodies fail....like a fruit that gets pinched or poked. God gives us strength and comfort, not picking and choosing.
@@bullshitcaller1541 where did I say that?? I’m not responsible for your comprehension skills! Bully! My dad died of cancer too at 50 years old! I prayed for him too, & he still died! I was just offering her hope that sometimes God heals on earth & sometimes our healing is done in heaven. Why be so nasty to people?
I am so happy for your mother, she was a fighter!
@@bullshitcaller1541 Funny, because I didn't get that message from Terry's comment.
Kyle is the best husband!!! So supportive!!!
He truly is!
This is an older video, but am so heart-broken for this young family. She is MUCH too young (they both are) to go through this. Bless their hearts.
It’s so important for you to be honest with your children. I was much older, 13, when my mom was diagnosed with cervical cancer. My family, from a caring perspective, didn’t tell me. Heartbreakingly my mom went downhill fast ( we’re talking about 1974 and the cancer had spread everywhere) I only knew a couple of days before she passed. My family took me to see her though she was on so much medication that she didn’t know I was there. On reflection through my life I have concluded that however painful I would have wanted to know. Much love ❤️
Same here. My mom didn’t let us-brothers & myself how serious it was up to her dying day. It would if been slot easier knowing the truth
My friend 35 year old had brain cancer too 4 years ago....and today he is cancer free ..... And living a healthy life..........
Dear Jenny you just have to be mentally very strong in order to defeat this ..... This is what he tells everyone .....
Stay strong.....God will do everything good ❤️❤️
Thank you for sharing about your friend and thank you for the encouragement. 💕
That's So Wonderful! Thank you for sharing!
“You just have to be mentally strong.” What an unbelievably ignorant thing to say. RIP Jenny.
I was diagnosed with brain and lung cancer 3 years ago. I'm doing great so far. I hope you feel better.
I am so sorry to hear about your diagnosis, but you give me so much hope. Thank you for sharing 😊
@@jennyapple4704 Ur welcome. I hope everything goes well for u also
@@jennyapple4704my dear no doctor knows your future only God...my mom was told she has weeks to live .she has lung cancer that spread from the lungs...six years later she is still here doing great..don't give up my dear
Your puppy knows you’re sad. Blessings to all of you.
She always does
Yes thats what dogs do. She try to comfort you big time. She knows/feels what you are going through.
God bless you Jenny. Never give up, praying for your healing. Big hugs from a dog owner from Norway.
This is my first time on your channel. My brother was diagnosed with stage 4 in the brain, and he's still kicking, 5+ years later!
This is amazing!!! Thank you so much for sharing your brothers bravery with me!
Yea!!!!
Great to hear that
Let the tears flow. You’re a mom and it’s makes an already scary situation even scarier. ❤️
Thank you
I don`t know how this video got in my recommendations but I want to wish you a fast recovery and all luck to get healthy!
You`re strong!
From Russia with care.
Thank you so much
Fellow mum of 2 (aged 1 and 3), also fighting cancer. You are not alone in this. We can do this. Sending love x
Prayers
You got this stay strong. God has the last saying. Many hugs and prayers from CA.❤🙏🏾🤍
Hope you are doing well ❤
i pray you are okay and in remission!
@@erikahorton5126 yes thank you, I am 🙏 if I may, I ask that you pray for Jenny and her family (who are in this video), as Jenny passed away the other day 😞
I was given 6 months to live and put on Hospice. Last stage breast cancer in the year of 2005. Well I’m still alive and just went through a new type of breast cancer in my other breast. All I know and all I believe in is “I’ll go home when my God calls me home!’ I know how you feel and your allowed to feel angry, sorry for yourself and to make great lasting memories. Cancer sucks!
I have cervical cancer and I totally can relate on how unfair it feels like being diagnosed with cancer. I’m so sorry. I just wanna send you some love and prayers. You’re not alone. 💕
Thank you for the encouragement! I am sending love and prayers your way as well!
Hope you are doing ok. I too had advanced cervical cancer...it was very shocking to hear the word Cancer!! God bless and stay positive!!
@@kimstacks9934 thank you, I’m currently clear on my recent scans. Sending you much love and continuous healing 💕
Honey, stop all sugar and carbs!! Dr. Eric Berg explains that if you go on the KETO diet you will starve the cancer cells.
This is my fist time watching your video and it brought me to tears. I will pray for you. 🌸🇨🇦
Thank you so much!
My first time too, I’m crying with you. It is so unfair. Cancer is no respecter of anyone. I pray the treatment works for you and this ends up being just a bad memory. Sending lots of love to you and yours. Stay strong; but I think crying is important to. ❤️🇬🇧
This breaks my hearts so much. Let her feel whatever it is that she feels. If you aren't going through this, don't proceed to tell her how she should be feeling.
I lost my husband after a three month battle of stomach cancer. He was 54 and I miss him terribly. I lost my Dad to lung cancer. It’s a horrible disease and I hate it! Much love and prayers to everyone dealing with this.
I'm so sorry honey. My brother in law had brain cancer, that covered the whole right side of his brain. It was inoperable.
He went through hell, but his oncologist implanted the chemo on to the tumor. It has been 18 yrs. and he is doing fantastic. He has got to watch his son grow.
Enjoy everyday even when your sad, exhausted and feel like shit.
Who knows why this happens, but fight, fight hard!! Yell at the damn cancer, tell it "your not going to win this fight, I am, my husband is and my kids are. " I believe it's also helpful that you write, write your feelings, about each day good or bad. Everything
I also believe you need to write a letter to the cancer and tell it how you feel
I want you to read it out loud and then burn it.
I am so sorry for your brother in law, but awesome that the doctor was able to treat him, his story is such an inspiration, thank you for your tips as well, I appreciate them.
So sorry for your diagnosis. In our thoughts and prayers daily.🙏🤟🙏
This breaks my heart …your children are so beautiful…keep going Jenny …we’re here …its not your fault you have cancer …it can happen to anyone …you’ve done nothing wrong 😔
Thank you so much!
I just keep rewatching your videos. You are just the most beautiful soul. Its so freaking unfair you have left this world. You touched so many lives. I know you are at peace, but I pray for Kyle, Ellis and sweet Winnie. I have cried so much during your journey with you. And now with those who love you.
Kyle is such a special guy! And your kids are the sweetest, most polite kids! They blow me away!
Hello Karen
How are you doing today?
I totally agree with you 👍🙏🕊️🩵
They made a Beautiful couple
We do love you❤ RIP Jenny you are always in our heart.
As a vet nurse and canine behaviourist, I’m noticing your dogs reaction to your emotional pain.
What a gorgeous dog.
You have a gorgeous family and I truly wish you well.
As a mum, I feel your pain and fears. Sending you and your family, so much love and strength. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You are so nice, thank you so much for the support.
@@jennyapple4704 send my prayers from Greece 💙💙💙🙏🙏🙏
Yes that dogs reaction is amazing and shows animals definitely have compassion
Flower is showing his compassion and love for you hurting . Animals are amazing, especially for that ! I just lost my cat if 17 years and she helped me through so much . I’m praying for you ❤️
We all noticed. But what was he trying to do?
Poor Sweet Jenny! I'm watching these videos and how strong she has been from day one. I'm going to miss her so much.
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I had stage 4 breast cancer 14yrs ago I prayed with faith and I have been healed
I was diagnosed this year with stage 4 breast cancer met to the bones what did you use her2 negative estrogen positive
For some reason this just popped up on my channel and I have just subscribed. It makes me so angry that Cancer is still here after all these years and the millions and millions that have been raised for research and all the new technology! I cried watching you and your beautiful children and I wish you love and hope xx
Well said, Jules Stone! I second that 🙏
Thank you so much
What also makes me mad is when the treatment isn't available to you in your area.
@@melgrant7404 totally agree x
I agree with you. And if taxpayers' money went to finding a cure for cancer instead of war supplies we would have that cure.
I’m so sorry. It breaks my heart to see someone this young has to go through this. I’m praying for you hun and your beautiful family! Sending prayers of healing your way 🙏🏼❤️
Thank you so much
I just discovered your channel Apple family. I am so sorry that you got cancer despite living a very healthy lifestyle. My mom passed from cancer at almost 49 years old and it was brutal for all involved until the last day when she was actually smiling. God bless you all and keep the faith that Jesus will be there for you.
Your beautiful dog can sense your in agony and is trying to comfort you. How precious ❤️
Psalm 34:18 The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.
AMEN! 🙏🙏🙏😪
That's a beautiful verse.
Yes it is, He is faithful in all time♥️
Love that. We need to be reminded at times when we are overwhelmed, don't ya think. Great words to hear. Your a blessing. Thank you God Bless you
@@joanmango8133 my church has mid-week Services during Lent and Advent and it is always my favorite time to go because Wednesday nights are about the time you need reminded that you can make it through the week❤👣👣
I always replay her videos cause even though I didn’t know her she seemed like such a sweet loving and funny woman. A woman I would have liked to have known more. She’s so beautiful. Rest peacefully beautiful. You don’t have to suffer anymore. ❤
Man this is so frickin heartbreaking! I’ve been there. My fiancé was in remission for breast cancer and then it came back. This time it metastasized everywhere in her body and she had like less than a year. This was back in ‘06-‘07 I was 26-27 years old and now i’m 43 never got engaged again and I have no children. Prayers for you and your family 🙏🏼
She unfortunately passed earlier this month.
@@ashleymclaughlin4550 yes I knew that already
Jenny fought a valiant fight, with her husband at her side. My heart breaks for them.
And she beat cancer on the 5th and became a angel.
@@angelbrigg please keep donating to THEIR gofundme's (plural?)
I think it speaks volumes seeing how strong both of you always stayed, it's like you played well off one another because of it and I believe strongly your children will develop those very same traits.
Grief is not a record of what's been lost, but who's been loved. 🙏
Diagnosed with cancer 3 months to live. Completely done from 2 week to the next appointment. I prayed and knew I was ok. I pray the same for you. ❤
Thank you so much
Praying? God had nothing to do with it all you're doing is taking away from the real doctors that made it possible
Flower is making mom laugh. Good doggy.
I hear you, I had lung cancer chemo radiation and surgery and so far so good, hang in there, I know it's hard,but God is with you all the way
Thank you, you are an inspiration.
I’m so happy that you are talking about your feelings. It’s wrong for people to tell you to be strong. Expressing your feelings is not being weak. It’s much healthier to express how you are feeling or discuss your concerns. I’m also so happy that you have such a loving family. Your husband seems to be so supportive and your kids are absolutely beautiful. Sending love the best healing vibes your way.🥰🥰
Thank you so much for the love and support, it means so much
They don’t mean it to be mean or to sound they think she’s weak 🙄
Flower senses your sadness and is trying to comfort you.
Oh sweet Jenny...my heart goes out to you. Sending so many prayers to you and your beautiful family.
Thank you so much!
The older child seems so aware and worried about mom bless him ❤️🙏
He is so smart and so aware. I'm glad he is doing as well as he is with all of this. 💕
Watching this is heart breaking. My ex brother in law was terrified of getting cancer, he only ate organic food, was careful what he drank, didn't use the microwave as he was paranoid about it, and he passed away a few months ago of guess what? He had cancer all over his body including brain, stomach, lungs etc. Cancer is the most terrible thing, it doesn't matter what you do, some people get it for no reason. It's a horrible thing that picks on good people, and it isn't fair. You are an amazing couple, with beautiful children. I pray for a miracle, science is doing great things.
That doggie loved her Mommy so much ❤!
I’m so sorry just found your channel. Cancer sucks I have incurable cancer and young. It’s not your fault. Cancer can happen to anyone. Just keep getting through day by day. Very challenging situation.
Im So So Sorry (i Fucking Hate Cancer!!) Can i Help in any way??? Evan if i cud just be a Friend you havent met yet.. ♡♡
I am sorry to hear that I pray to Jesus for you!
Jesus still heals. Only believe.
@@kittyk.klandasions7008 thank you just seeing your comment. I appreciate you offering a friendly hand and your comment really helps
@@Tanja060100 thank you
This made me cry, I’m praying for your recovery x
Thank you so much!
Sending prayers your way. Listen to your doctors, eat good, take in antioxidants. My boss has had Brain Cancer since 2003, he gets treatment and has had a few surgeries. They can’t remove all the cancer but he is still alive, working driving, golfing and hunting… You got this!
Thank you so much for this, your boss is an inspiration to me! Thank you for sharing!
Awful someone living with brain cancer hunts living beings for sport. He should rethink that folly, seriously.
I have Stage 4 Melanoma that spread to my brain . I was diagnosed in early 2020 and later told . " We didn't expect you to still be here " Some think I am a warrior and others think I am faking . One day I was called in and knew something wasn't going to be good . The oncologist asked the nurse what my attitude was . I wasn't delighted . He came in visibly upset . You have Stage 4 . . Oh well . What do we do ? By the time the visit ended. We were both laughing and talking about something else . Keep a happy heart . Yes you will cry but keep smiling and laughing . I have lost count on all the scans ,needles and visits . I was at The Cancer Center today .. " Hey .. I am here for my oil change " .. I have found goodness in having cancer. It will open your eyes! Things that were once important aren't , True kindness and love is more clearly seen . Most of all . It will bend Your knees and learn to rely on The Lord .
That is beautiful, God bless you 💕
I worked at M.D. Anderson Cancer Center many years ago. You have beautiful children. I had Covid pretty severe last year, it's surreal when the Dr can't promise anything. I was at that moment the closest to God that I have ever been. It was strange to finally let go of everything and actually felt peace. You are not alone we are on this insane planet together, I'll be praying for you and your family.
Thank you so much, and I am glad you are ok now
As the words on the pillow that your Grandma gave you says
'With God, ALL things are possible'
You and your husband are extremely strong. God will get you through this. Your children are adorable. I agree with you about being honest with your kids too...
New subscriber here! Will be praying for your healing in Jesus' name...Amen ❤🙏🏾
Thank you so much
My heart breaks for you. Your kids are amazing; you must be an amazing mom. Praying for healing!
Aww, thank you so much
You have an incredibly wonderful husband Jenny. My daughter was diagnosed with Metastatic Melanoma last year and the world stopped for me so, just wanted to say, take care, the care taker! Kyle, I know how you feel! When someone you love is going through this, you go through it with them! You put them first! It’s so scary and you’re doing your best to hold space for Jenny but, please take care of yourself too!
Much love to you all! ❤️
Stay strong!! Your daughter will heal completely and quickly. In god's name she will heal. Sending you many prayers and hugs from CA.❤
@@jriverar1436 Thank you so much for your prayers and kind words! 🙏💕
I’m new here, but my heart is with you. My mother battled stage 4 metastatic breast cancer for 20 years. There is definitely not a right thing to say, but I am keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers ❤️
Thank you so much, your mother was an incredible human being!
Wow. Your mother was a true warrior
95% is an extremely high success rate. You need to stay positive because there is a light at the end of this tunnel. Please believe positive thought is important. My uncle is fighting colon cancer right now. He is doing well and keeping up the positive energy. You’ve got this.
What an amazing comment! 🙏
Why should she stay positve!
I am hopeful with those success rates. I am determined to beat this. I hope your uncle is doing as well as he can be.
Thank you for your vulnerability. It is helping many of us in our own personal cancer battle.
What an amazing mommy she truly was!!! Sooo involved even being sooo sick!!! Jenny you are missed!!! ❤️
Bless your heart! Honor your feelings and be kind to yourself...you are allowed all your feelings of fear, disappointment and anything else. You are human. Whatever this path you are on brings you, know that you are Here and you are Loved. Sending healing energy! xo
Jenny, I’m praying with you and for you. I’m praying that the treatments will work so you will be with your children. I’ve been where you are heading with my husband. He fought like a trooper. I want to see you recover. Lord have mercy on this family. Trust in God. Keep praying. Keep the faith. Love you all. 🎀✝️✝️✝️💕👣👣
Thank you for the prayers.
My Mom had stage 3 Rectal Cancer, even had a permanent colostomy bag inserted. She’s doing great now and she’s cancer free. My boyfriend’s Mom has terminal cancer, she’s been fighting over 10 years and she’s doing great! Keep fighting girl! Cancer doesn’t care who you are unfortunately. Just keep being the Goddess that you are!! You’ll be okay!! 💛💛💛🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Thank you so much for sharing these positive stories, it really helps me, thank you for your support
My brother had stage 2 rectal cancer and refused the colostomy bag and he died 1.5 years later. I begged him to take charge of his health and forget his vanity. He just would not adhere to his treatment protocol. He got sick of radiation and he goofed up on his chemo appointments. He could have been saved but he thought he was invincible. You are taking charge of your life. I admire you so much.
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@@GalinaUlavanawhy do you blame him? Cancer affects the way you think and that much suffering makes us act in ways we normally wouldn't. Please don't be upset or mad at your brothers medical choices you do not know how much he was suffering
Flower is your emotional support dog - for sure! She's so adorable! May God keep you strong. You and your whole family are truly amazing people, and even Flower is amazing as well. God bless all of you - always.❤
Dear Jenny I wish you every hope and strength that you beat this. I’m not personally a believer in god but I am a cancer survivor (colon cancer - 25 years healthy now) and send you the very best wishes that you will beat this. You are a lovely person. ❣️
Wow, congratulations! Thank is amazing to hear and so encouraging. I hope you continue to do well. Thank you for the love 💕
I started binge watching all your videos and it’s crazy. It goes from fantasyland perfect to something a nightmare is made out of. At least you have a lot of support from family and friends on TH-cam. Some people don’t even have that so at least you should be thankful for that but I know it’s hard to be thankful for anything when you’re going through something so terrible. Cancer, my mom died of cancer last October 2022. My father-in-law died of cancer about seven years ago. My uncles father died of cancer about 10 years ago. Two of my mom‘s best friends died of cancer before she died of cancer it’s crazy. I just hope they find a cure before more people have to suffer, RIP you beautiful soul
Had same feelings when my mom was diagnosed she was the last person you would think would get it ... Never smoked a cigarette or anything for that matter! Never had a drink of alcohol and definitely no drugs! Not overweight yet inherited a gene from her mothers side of family that greatly increased her chances of getting cancer! R.I.P. MAMA and all the luck to you and yours !
This video ended up in my recommended and I felt compelled to click on it. I just wanted to say that I wish you the absolute best and hope that you are cancer free so soon! I'm sorry that you are going through this, and how unfair it is!
I lost my husband to metastatic lung cancer that metastasized to the brain at 41yr old - devastated !
You are so beautiful and amazingly strong. Prayers to you your children and husband
I am so sorry for your loss, thank you for the prayers.
So sorry for your loss💔
I take good care of myself, I don't understand why I have cancer.
Cancer is not fair. Unhealthy behaviors increase risk, but ultimately everyone is at risk and cancer takes hold unpredictably. So sorry to this family and especially those wonderful children for this terrible situation.
So true! Some cancers are random, others, like Jenny's - are caused by genetic mutations (EGFR exon 20 insertion in Jenny's case). Starts in the lungs, ends up in the brain, which is usually the cause of death. So most of the time we have no idea why folks get cancer, but in Jenny's case - it's somewhat predictable. If I were them, I'd have those 2 cute kiddos tested for the gene mutation. That wicked EGFR gene is in my friends family & so far it's killed his mother & his sister at young ages - same exact pattern of lung then brain. He also carries EGFR mutation & was just diagnosed with lung cancer...so he's just starting on this journey. It's a hell of a mutation as you can see from Jenny's most recent videos of just having a few months to live. All so tragic. Take care.
Not sure why this video was recommended to me. But so happy i found your channel. Both my parents went through cancer. My mom was told she had months left to live and i was only 5.. well my mother beat the cancer and i turned 41 in march. My father went through similar he was diagnosed with apl leukemia 3 weeks after his 80th birthday and he just turned 84. His cancer been in remission. One thing i learned about cancer with both my parents is mindset. My father was always in a great mood and not sure how even on the darkest days.. he told me never fold. Smile and live your life. I was really young when my mother was sick but i heard tbe stories of chemotherapy and ups and downs..miracles happen every day. Stay positive❤🙏🏽 make sure u have a good team.
This absolutely breaks my heart. Jenny, you are such an amazing and strong woman. I lost my fiance' from lung cancer. It spread to his liver and pancreas. He was only 30 years old. He never smoked either and was overall healthy. I lost my brother at the age of 42 from melanoma. It spread to his lymph nodes and brain. Cancer is no respecters of persons. I hate it so much. I'm so sorry for all you and your family are going through. I'm sending you all love, hugs, and lots of prayers.
Unfortunately Jenny passed away earlier this month :(
Having been through cancer twice now. One in 2012 and last year. First had spread. But the treatment won. And in October 21. I had big operation and it all got cut out. All clear x
This vid made me cry. My heart broke for you all.
You can beat this. 💓
Thank you so much and thank you for sharing your story, I love to hear success stories.
My dear Jenny, I will keep you n your family in my prayers. Stay positive and strong. God is with you🙏
Thank you so much! 💕
Dearest Jenny. The saddest thing is that cancer is not a punishment to those who for some reason might 'deserve' it. I heard one man talk about when he got his diagnosis, he didn't say, 'Why me?', but rather, 'Why not me?'. I can't imagine what you are going through, but I know it must be the most scary journey. You have done amazingly well in an incredibly difficult circumstance. Some people will be the exceptions and some will be the rule. It's not about whether you try hard enough - you are enough just the way you are. Please know that you are loved.
This is such an important comment. The language surrounding cancer always bothered me a great deal. "I beat cancer" "cancer warrior" etc. I understand what they are trying to convey but it downplays the experiences of people who "lost the battle" (that was another example that bothers me). My son's father passed from cancer at 44. It wasn't because he didn't fight hard enough, wasn't positive enough,was weak, or not a warrior. It was because he had a disease that could not be cured. This language is why people feel bad when their cancer spreads, like they aren't fighting hard enough. Everyone with a cancer diagnosis is a warrior. They fight for their lives against something that is completely beyond their control. It certainly takes bravery but also individual circumstances and a lot of luck. I'm not saying people shouldn't celebrate or be proud that they were able to withstand such a terrible ordeal, just to be mindful of the words used.
Well said. @@ericaosborne5241
No negative or positive thoughts don’t ever change where the cancer cells live. Or where I live. Generally actions are more helpful. We all get odd cancer cells, our body fights them off. Sometimes you get more or less, or have a gene, or have whatever. If you lose both your legs in a car accident it decreases the chance of leg cancer. Attitudes towards things change how everyone goes through things. Facing reality is genuinely the best option. Facing your emotions, being honest and feeling reality.
Praying for you 🙏
Do not fear. You will be healed .
Sending love from India ❤️
Thank you so much!
That sweet pug is good medicine!
No more suffering. You are a beautiful angel now. God bless your family
Such beautiful love…sad to watch but I want to forever remember this precious person named Jenny. Even flower wanted to comfort her mommy.
Thanks for being so honest about what you're going thru. I too have metastatic breast cancer, it's in my spine and ribs and one lung. I had a clean brain MRI but the pain from the rib and spinal cancer is starting to become really bad. I am going to have some radiation in about two weeks just for pain relief. I'm praying it works. Also praying for you and your family. I'm glad you have a supportive husband to help you thru. God bless.
I’m so sorry to hear what you are having to endure, you are strong, thank you for your support!
My mom had cancer that spread to her ribs, it was the place that hurt the most. She used a vibrater, for some reason it helped some. (Not that kind😉...like a strong muscle kind) just letting you know, hoping it can help you some....also your dr. Job is to help you with pain, if you need more pain medicine do not ask demand it.
I'm thinking of you and praying for relief of pain and comfort. My daughter has advanced breast cancer.is having 13 rounds of chemotherapy right now , God bless you and your family💜⚓
I'm so sorry you are going thru this. I will certainly be praying for you. I pray GOD will work a miracle. Bless you in the name of JESUS. ❤
I'm so sorry for your family and and I am praying for you both. The main thing we can do is be ready to meet our maker. Then it we are ready the 23Psalm is very comforting. I see some others have explained to you the way of salvation. Psalm 139 is always so comforting to me. Take care and always remember God loves us and understands us as we are..❤
That beautiful fur baby is being sweet! They know when we are feeling horrible. He was hugging you. I hope you are better now! It's OK to be scared. I'm waiting on my CT on my throat and torso. I have Lymph Nodes and I know the damn pain in my lung tummy and side! I wish you the best.
That flower knows a lot more than know. Dogs are so sensitive to emotions. Bless you two.🙏🙏🙏
Absolutely. They can be a beautiful and they know more then you think. 🐶💕
Jenny you are in God faithfully hand, I am so sorry for what you and families going thru I will continue to keep you in your family's in prayer hanging their❤❤ 🙏
I'm so sorry honey. I wanted to share with you about my father who was very health conscious and would not even put butter on bread and would many times refuse to eat dessert. He never drank or smoked in his life. He was also very safety conscious with germs, washing his hands and with driving a vehicle never over speed limit.. ECT
Anyway, He was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer and we were all shocked because of how healthy he was.
Sending positive thoughts your way and hopes for you to have comfort somehow ❤
I have a daughter that has been fighting an immune disorder since she was 25 after having breast cancer. The last three years she now has MS. Still fighting the immune disordgreat husd
er and MS. She can't have simple treatment for MS it goes against the immune disorder. I can tell the MS is taking a toll on her body. She has 2 beautiful boys 14 and 12. One is autistic and is quite attached to his mom. Everyday for 20 years we live with this. Someday good. Somedays not so good. This is first time I have told this to anybody. Thank you for giving me the courage to express my story. She too has a
Wow, thank you so much for sharing this information with me. I feel honored that I was the first person you shared this with. Your daughter sounds like an amazing woman, and she is an inspiration to me.
She helped even me, a teacher of English. She resembled one of my ex student’s mom a lot. And this year I decided to write to her - and suddenly she offered to start lessons with her son again. But for Jenny, I wouldn’t have written to her, for sure. Thank you, angel 😢❤
Desert Storm. I, like many others, Got Gulf War Syndrome. My liver was dying, and went down to 40%. Not a candidate for liver replacement. I stopped all alcohol, and went to a holistic diet. Slowly. VERY slowly, my body healed itself. It took 15 years to fully heal.
I am glad you healed. I am sure it was not easy.
Happy Veterans Day fellow Vet 11/11/23 🇺🇸....rest in peace Jenny🦋
Lifted you both up in prayer. Sending love you can do this. 💛
Thank you!
AMEN sister
My heart goes out to you both. I love the way the dog is picking up on your feelings and trying to give you comfort
She does it often! 😊