Step 1 & Depression

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  • @JustNyki
    @JustNyki 2 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    Seun I'm sending you all the love. The fact that you're even here at this point, you have the ability to pass this exam. It might feel like a mountain to conquer, but know that failure doesn't define who you are. There is so much to learn from failure, embrace it and you'll be unbeatable. You are amazing for showing us this vulnerable moment in your life. I believe in you and you will be the best doctor. Just seeing how much you care and how much effort you put in, is admirable. I am rooting for you girl!

  • @loveu4life100
    @loveu4life100 2 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    Just saw that you passed on your Insta page, and I'm sooo happy for you!!!! I literally prayed a huge thank you to God because I was rooting so hard for you! We're all rooting so hard for you!!!

    • @SeunSpeaks
      @SeunSpeaks  2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      On the first attempt baby, we moveeee 🤪

  • @SBchicadebaile
    @SBchicadebaile 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Hey girl, I just want to say thank you for being vulnerable with your viewers . People only see the outside like you said . The glamour of being a doctor but the hard work they don’t see . I did a masters in med science and we had to take the nbme, which I did pass. to be honest I liked studying for that more than the MCAT. the mcat literally has made me cry, made me angry, and made me question should I even try to apply to schools. But when you go through any trials and tribulations it’s okay to let it out and to not be okay. I think it’ll help you cope and you will see that your goal has like a pie. You eat off bit by bit and before you know it you will finished!. You got this girl at the end of the day. You got god your boyfriend your friends and family your viewers such as myself cheering you on and wishing you the best . Keep us posted we are all proud of you

  • @chillwavezneuroscience2547
    @chillwavezneuroscience2547 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The devil is a lie girl ! The spark is just put away as you gather yourself. I was once asked "where do we get the best fruits?" I was puzzled, just as you may be right now, but he explained that we get the best fruits from the valleys. And right now you are in a valley, and you are undefeated so far ! God is not done using you, dry your tears momma ! You got this !

  • @anabelleouedraogo7565
    @anabelleouedraogo7565 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Girl, you got this. GET your CONFIDENCE back because you know more than what you think you do. It is fine if you are taking it later compare to the others. It is your journey and only what YOU do matters. I will keep you in my prayer.

  • @Time2ChooseYou
    @Time2ChooseYou 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Gosh I’m in the same boat. My Med school did not help prepare me better for the step 1. I have had to push back my test three times now and I’m on anti depressive meds :/ hope it gets done soon because the longer it stretches on, the thinner I feel stretched. Take good care of yourself Seun💙 Sending you all the love and support :) You’re doing good 💪🏻 Good luck and kick butt, girl!

  • @marianneenid218
    @marianneenid218 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Just because you are struggling doesn’t you arent cualified. You have what it takes just seek psychological help or further and take care of yourself. I dont want to sugar coat your feeling, but YOU CAN DO THIS!🙏🏾💖🫶🏽 rooting for you mama💖

  • @ANabiha
    @ANabiha 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I searched this up because I feel so alone. I don’t know if you will read this but thank you for showing me I’m not insane for feeling this way about this exam. It’s been a year and I’m still studying for it because I’m an IMG and nobody prepared us for this to be honest.

    • @lovelylibra7349
      @lovelylibra7349 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hey hope you’re doing better now .

  • @theeaglewings11
    @theeaglewings11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Girl I went through similar emotions for my dedicated, now I’m finishing 3rd year and can say it gets better so don’t give up

  • @monday2471
    @monday2471 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    thank you for sharing. i'm an MS1 and have been having such a rough week and seeing your video on my home page made me feel better knowing i'm not alone. i appreciate that you are always so real in your videos

  • @reneeaustin7633
    @reneeaustin7633 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Sending you positive vibes and saying prayers that the rest of medical school goes well for you. Thank you for your transparency. It’s so refreshing to see the truth about medical school. I start medical school in August and the unknown is definitely nerve wracking for me.

  • @NapsAreTheNewBlack
    @NapsAreTheNewBlack 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so much for being transparent on here. My medical school experience has been so demoralizing this first year, yet when I look around it looks like everyone else is having a great time. I have 3 weeks, 5 exams, and 6 assignments standing between me and the "end" of first year. I'll be spending the whole summer working bc im a broke medical student, and then another year of hazing begins. It really is hard to understand how difficult being pushed to your limits 24/7 for years on end actually can be. You are doing amazing and I hope we can both make it to the finish line with a shred of joy/optimism left in us.

  • @kliomatthews-irby9259
    @kliomatthews-irby9259 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Seun, sending love. You WILL pass and it will feel that much better once you get there. Thank you for sharing, takes a lot to be vulnerable and honest about these things but so many people need to hear these stories. Can’t wait for your next vid when you pass. You got this!

  • @lliselsolis4456
    @lliselsolis4456 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You will get that spark back! You will get through this terrifying time. Your spark will be back when you start rotations and are at the bedside ♥️

  • @coleemitchell6039
    @coleemitchell6039 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I definitely understand what you are going through. I went through the exact same thing. I can promise you that things will get better. Be confident in yourself and just continue to encourage yourself.This too shall past. Im praying that you do well when you take the real test. Keep pushing!

  • @panasheg833
    @panasheg833 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Seun, thank you for your for sharing, even in the most vulnerable moments. Sending you so much love and support.

  • @reannarichardson3978
    @reannarichardson3978 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Genuinely praying for you Seun. Sending love your way 🤗

  • @gabrielagarcia639
    @gabrielagarcia639 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Seun, thank you for being real and vulnerable with us. I know you’re going to get through this one way or another! 💖 We believe in you!!!

  • @skymarie1836
    @skymarie1836 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I appreciate your transparency more than ever. Thank you for being open about your journey. I wish you nothing but success. ❤️

  • @channelemn635
    @channelemn635 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    thank you for sharing! you're invaluable! i hope you overcome STEP 1!! all the best!

  • @planittilyoumakeit
    @planittilyoumakeit 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Seun girl, I am always so grateful for you. You show up and keep it 💯 . I just recently took my MCAT and I can't wait for this part of my journey to be over. The reality though is that each step in this journey to become a doctor is a challenge. One thing I know though, is that God got us. Seasons change, but God remains the same. One day you're going to look back at this moment and see God's hand all over your life. So I pray that you would be encouraged, that God would strengthen you to continue in this journey. As you said, you won't go down in JESUS mighty name. You are more than conqueror. Keep pushing boo, we believe in you, and we are rooting for you. Stay blessed! 🙏🏾❤️

  • @Mizzsimmons
    @Mizzsimmons 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We appreciate your transparency! Sending hugs and covering you with prayer! All things are working together for you good, failures, setbacks, ups/downs, ALL of it! ❤️ You’re gonna make it dear! ❤️ You will soon see the fruit of your labor. Hang in there, it will be worth it. 🙏🏽

  • @pulmi321
    @pulmi321 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Girl, it’s okay to feel like that. Just keep in mind that you have a great value as a person and that there is nothing in this world that you cannot achieve. Just fix a date for the exam and work your way towards that. You are going crush that test. You are already an amazing person.

  • @tmarielow92
    @tmarielow92 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Seun I’m praying for you. I remember that period in time vividly. Please take care of yourself during this time above all else.

  • @Bomi640737
    @Bomi640737 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    So proud of you Seun! God is your strength, you will continue pass and excel sis!

  • @NicoleMiller-xd4sh
    @NicoleMiller-xd4sh 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so proud of you. Your spark will return, keep pushing. We will be here to see you WIN!

  • @jaleelshivers226
    @jaleelshivers226 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for being vulnerable with us about your experience. You are a warrior and will get through this but you already know that. We are all already proud of you and appreciate your honesty more than you’ll ever know. Thank you for showing the reality that many of us viewers will eventually have to face.

  • @kori-anntaylor5042
    @kori-anntaylor5042 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can relate to much of the struggles you spoke about, however I'm in PA school. While we don't go into as much depth like in some areas of med school it is very stressful during exam weeks when we have 6+ exams. Studying medicine is HARD & some days that 'spark' you speak of does dim but you still have it. Your channel is a real inspiration & despite being in a different specialty of medicine I want you to know this just helped me realize I'm sacrificing part of my time now, but in the end I'll prove to myself that I have determination, patience, and now patients, haha. Patients that I studied hard enough to be able to care for. You can do it! Lots of love from Pennsylvania.

  • @StudyWithMe001
    @StudyWithMe001 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for the honesty and sharing your journey, Seun! Step 1 was really brutal for me and my classmates too, keep at it! Good luck to all my fellow students out there!!

  • @gdaymates431
    @gdaymates431 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You can do it. You're not alone even though you feel it.

  • @mambamed8345
    @mambamed8345 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Awww Seun, we are all rooting for you. Thankyou for keeping it real with us ❤️❤️✨hope you are able to get some rest before rotations love 🙏🏿

  • @monilark
    @monilark 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Keep fighting, sweetie. You got this! You have the right approach and attitude about everything!

  • @gn7784
    @gn7784 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending you lots of love and be kind to yourself. You are so inspiring, it's lots to retain and this whole best answer choices are killing my confidence. The lows are hopeful going to make us resilient. Med school is pure mental warfare.

  • @chinnyxo
    @chinnyxo 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Seun I'm sending you all the love and prayers I can right now. You have been very vulnerable with your experience and since I'm a first termer at sgu, this has been extremely eye opening for me. I really do appreciate your openness with your fans. nothing but love ♥

  • @leslyesantiago831
    @leslyesantiago831 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    thank you for being real

  • @kenyamyers4800
    @kenyamyers4800 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    We love you and support you, Seun❣️❣️❣️

  • @shandisfancher8766
    @shandisfancher8766 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing. I appreciate your vulnerability. I’m glad to hear you are still going to spend sometime with your boyfriend and do something nice for your birthday. You deserve it.

  • @nevertheless2024
    @nevertheless2024 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I appreciate your vulnerability sis. Pushed my exam back 4 times whew I swear prometric made a profit from me. But I am at the point where imma let God lead the way because this process is draining. I also pushed back on rotations. Just know you are not alone and there are more of us who understand the struggle than those who make it seem like things come easily. So proud of you for being done and I am excited for what the future has in store for you.

    • @SeunSpeaks
      @SeunSpeaks  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Someone bought a new yacht with our reschedule money

    • @nevertheless2024
      @nevertheless2024 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@SeunSpeaks Nah fr it's irritating

  • @allajioakland7160
    @allajioakland7160 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Allo Internet crush; You got this. Its a calculated and strategic approach. Big up to your Boyfriend (rival) for being supportive. Tell that Man; he is the man and dont be giving him attitudes etc. Good luck with everything.

    • @SeunSpeaks
      @SeunSpeaks  2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I’m not sure what this comment is supposed to mean 🤔🧐

  • @usernamehere94
    @usernamehere94 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Are there any specific topics that are especially challenging you? Some resources are better than others for certain topics.
    In any case I wish you the very best! 💐

  • @judeayo1806
    @judeayo1806 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am a doctor and sending you a hug!

  • @sadesade111
    @sadesade111 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending you love, light and lots of prayers 💕🙏🏾. God will see you through, Amen.

  • @calligraphyfairy6693
    @calligraphyfairy6693 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You’re beautiful! Love your vlogs

  • @kristen625
    @kristen625 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praying for you, Seun!

  • @sydneyh3010
    @sydneyh3010 ปีที่แล้ว

    I pray your doing okay 🙏♥

  • @Mrsshajg
    @Mrsshajg 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Stay strong you are the light that shine hope in others

  • @davidajoku8807
    @davidajoku8807 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thanks for sharing

  • @nanyaonwuamaeze4862
    @nanyaonwuamaeze4862 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sending you love and prayer that God will guide and bless your studies in Jesus Christ name, Amen. By God’s grace, you will be victorious and you will celebrate your success in Jesus Christ name. Amen. I will keep you in my prayers and look forward to seeing/hearing of video that announcing your success. Blessings to you

  • @dfiant5846
    @dfiant5846 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Congratulations 🎊

  • @alexserban6626
    @alexserban6626 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks very much

  • @sharon3088
    @sharon3088 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    you can do it.

  • @gangstagrizzlezz
    @gangstagrizzlezz 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    🖤