Failing a Med School Final (?) | Rachel Southard

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  • @RachelSouthard
    @RachelSouthard  3 ปีที่แล้ว +848

    READ THIS BEFORE YOU COMMENT SOMETHING NEGATIVE:
    Some of you are upset that i titled this vlog "Failing a Med School Final" because I didn't reveal my score in this video. I want you to understand that I felt like a failure. I felt like I failed after finishing that exam. I did not know my score yet; however, feeling like you failed your favorite block feels AWFUL. I had to end the vlog because I had to take the night to myself to process the idea that I might have to retake the exam...
    I felt like a failure, and just because i didn't get my score in this vlog, doesn't mean that I didn't fail or feel like a failure. We all feel like failures some time and this vlog is to show that even people who may seem like they have their stuff together (not saying that's me), can also fail...I hope that although I didn't share my score with you, you still found guidance in the advice that i gave at the end of my video. Reminding ourselves that exams do not represent how much we know is soooo important. THAT is how i process my exam failures, by reminding myself of that.
    Thanks for understanding and continuing to be kind. Please remind yourself that I'm a human behind this screen, and that I do read your comments.
    Hi everyone! This week was a rough one! (exam week)
    Had a nice little wake up call lol
    This week's affirmation: tell yourself in the comments that you are not defined by your failures.
    DO IT. I WANT TO SEE YOUR COMMENT. BECAUSE IT'S TRUE. YOU WILL NEVER GIVE UP. YOU DO NOT LET YOUR FAILURES DEFINE YOU. YOU DO NOT LET OBSTACLES STOP YOU!

    • @samuelknox8097
      @samuelknox8097 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      I think people appreciate how transparent your vlogs are, I would not be brave enough to be this revealing about my personal struggles and successes.

    • @RIPKV
      @RIPKV 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      WE ARE MF RED ANTS AND WE ALWAYS GET BACK UP NO MATTER HOW HARD WE FALL DOWN!!!

    • @Hana-fj4dj
      @Hana-fj4dj 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same, I also failed my exam today (cell biology😕) kinda knew I’d fail tho cuz I didn’t study enough lol...what bothers me the most tho isn’t the failed exam but the fact that I’ll have to retake it during the summer😔

    • @eknoorkaur7341
      @eknoorkaur7341 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I am not defined by my failures!🦋

    • @brittneyvasta7503
      @brittneyvasta7503 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Rachel is not defined by failure.
      I am not defined by failure.
      THIS HERD is not defined by failure. 🐜❤️

  • @AestheticAcademic
    @AestheticAcademic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +355

    To any premeds in the comments feeling defeated, I got KICKED OUT of my undergraduate degree, and now I'm studying medicine at Australia's BEST university. No failure is too big to get in the way of your med dreams. I AM NOT DEFINED BY MY FAILURES, THEY ONLY MAKE ME STRONGER/BETTER/WISER. Thanks for the great reminder Rachel, love your videos ❤️❤️

    • @JoshB-zc5jb
      @JoshB-zc5jb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @Jed Dowling that's true for any public medical education in countries like the UK, US, Australia.etc.

    • @AestheticAcademic
      @AestheticAcademic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      ​@Jed Dowling Hey lovely :) Totally agree, we are so lucky in Aus that all our med programs are fantastic. Thats why I didn't say that! I said university and more as a semantic tool to reiterate that any obstacle can be overcome. I'd study medicine anywhere I could and be damn proud of it 😍

    • @AestheticAcademic
      @AestheticAcademic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @The Medical Enthusiast Hello there ☺️ I think you might have misinterpreted my comment! Completely agree that med is med is med, and I know that doctors graduating from all schools have worked tirelessly and are all going to be great practitioners.
      However, that does not mean that some schools are not more difficult to gain entry into than others in terms of having certain grades etc. So the point of stating the fact that it is the best school in the country, is to illustrate the point that you can turn your academic career around completely, regardless of how much you've stuffed it up.

    • @AestheticAcademic
      @AestheticAcademic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @The Medical Enthusiast Oh so glad we cleared that up my dear! Would have hated for you to walk away from that thinking I was some elitist 😂 I am a proud dole bludger thank. you. very. much 😘😉 Lots of love, hope you have a great day

    • @jaxmd35
      @jaxmd35 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You’re defined by your resilience ☺️❤️

  • @Angels-3xist
    @Angels-3xist 3 ปีที่แล้ว +183

    One thing I know about Rachel is that she has possibly the highest possible standards to live up to of any human I have ever seen and is easily one of the most impressive people to live up to and beyond those standards. Small failures are bound to happen, but honestly, she’s probably talented enough to rule the world. Strong, brilliant and resilient are words that hardly do her justice. If you’re going to knock out the whole world, you might take a small hit every now and then. Wont change the fact that you’re a champion.

    • @RachelSouthard
      @RachelSouthard  3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      wow... i don't know what to say..you are so kind.

  • @gagebearson6025
    @gagebearson6025 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    That feeling when you are completely saturated and cannot take in any more information but nothing in comparison to what is expected for a test, exam, etc. is genuinely the hardest part about school and so discouraging, not just you for sure.

  • @amberlawson668
    @amberlawson668 3 ปีที่แล้ว +110

    We are not defined by our failures! Our failures strength us! Your going to bounce back Rachel! Never stop believing in yourself! Your going to be an incredible doctor!

  • @periodt6795
    @periodt6795 3 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    I failed two of my classes and it was my first semester ever 🤦🏾‍♀️ I feel ashamed and I disappointed my parents. I worked my ass off, stoop up all night when everyone else was sleeping and I failed... I’m gonna say it is unfair, but maybe it is fair.
    Everything that we work hard on is gonna come back as a victory. Maybe not today or this week or this semester, but someday we’ll get results of everything that we worked hard on. We are not defined by our failures.
    I still have hope and I wish you do too. You’re not alone who’s struggling, we’ll get through this somehow.

    • @butterbeer4582
      @butterbeer4582 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Hey there :) I felt the same way too, failed my first year of biomed and had to retake the whole year. But what I realised is that all those hours I spent at the library and the sleep I lost actually contributed to my failure. So I felt like it was unfair because I spent so much time and got so sleep deprived. But what I realise this year is that sleep is SO important, and 5 hours of effective studying and testing myself is much better that 12 hours of forcing myself to read a textbook. Don't know if you're in the same situation, but failure can be an opportunity to fix our study methods and learn how to balance everything ☺️

    • @josephdahdouh2725
      @josephdahdouh2725 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@butterbeer4582 i feel the same way as you do. The only difference is that i spend soo much time on random shit that I waist my time, and I can't help(stop) myself

    • @butterbeer4582
      @butterbeer4582 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@josephdahdouh2725 SAME, honestly can waste so much time just watching stupid stuff on TH-cam. The only things that help with that so far are getting up early (like 6ish) because then I've made the effort to get up and am less likely to procrastinate. Also studying "with" someone on Zoom, turning the camera off every time I take a break. Pomodoro method is also good

    • @breannahudson6581
      @breannahudson6581 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thankyou this was very encouraging to me. I needed this bad

  • @AnaLuiza-wk6zz
    @AnaLuiza-wk6zz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I don't know if other people are with me on this, but I'm so thankful for you sharing the ups and downs as well. As an aspiring medical student sometimes it's hard to feel motivated because some medical youtubers put out this very perfect and polished version of themselves, so it's refreshing to see you as human as we are! ❤

  • @KharmaMedic
    @KharmaMedic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +257

    Cannon camera isn’t focusing well? Time to upgrade to Sony 😈
    Also did I just smell Rachel? 👀

    • @RachelSouthard
      @RachelSouthard  3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH😎 my canon is fine. Don’t talk about my bby like that.
      LMAOO you smelled cortisol

    • @Levernis
      @Levernis 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Karma medic!!!

    • @faithfay8726
      @faithfay8726 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You are the reason I subscribed to her, she is great

    • @thammaneninagadeepthi3512
      @thammaneninagadeepthi3512 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too

  • @RachelSouthard
    @RachelSouthard  3 ปีที่แล้ว +268

    LOL @ ME THINKING MY CHANNEL IS GOIN DOWNHILL. WHEN 1k RED ANTS SHOWED UP TO THE PREMIERE. LIKE WTF.

    • @mivvymakesmusic
      @mivvymakesmusic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Love you too!

    • @deahalis7933
      @deahalis7933 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i missed it by two mins :( I'm sorry

    • @hanaeldeeb9280
      @hanaeldeeb9280 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mivvymakesmusic EXACTLY!! Well said 👏🏼

    • @mivvymakesmusic
      @mivvymakesmusic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@hanaeldeeb9280 Wow, a ❤ from Rachel and then your sweet reply - my heart is exploding!

  • @drjennale
    @drjennale 3 ปีที่แล้ว +149

    I love your attitude and outlook on life. So inspiring to watch and be part of your journey. Not all of us find ourselves and very happy to see that you have ❤️ thanks for all the good vibes!

  • @aves__xo2009
    @aves__xo2009 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I remember in dental school I failed my first morphology exam and the gloom was real. I wasn't me for 2 days. But I picked up the pieces and carried on. You will too and you always do! At the end of the day you are going to provide the best patient care and have a huge heart. You can do anything.

  • @bellaxmorningx00
    @bellaxmorningx00 3 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    I’m not a failure for finishing my bachelors degree in premed at 28. I’m proud of how hard I’ve worked to get this 🥰

    • @RachelSouthard
      @RachelSouthard  3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      THIS

    • @xxsam0917xx
      @xxsam0917xx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yass! I'll be 30 when I finish my Bachelor's Degree... sooo 🙃

    • @mcbaggins12
      @mcbaggins12 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      There’s no such thing as a premed degree. That’s not a major

    • @xxsam0917xx
      @xxsam0917xx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mcbaggins12 Lol I'm pretty sure Elv's not referring to an actual premed degree. Elv's just referring to a general degree that is for PRE-medicine.

    • @bellaxmorningx00
      @bellaxmorningx00 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@mcbaggins12
      My degree is in biology with an emphasis on any classes associated with human anatomy and disease, and all my internships have been at a hospital learning from doctors and working in a lab part-time. So while no, my bachelors degree will not say “Pre-Med”, everything I have done to prepare me for medical school does.

  • @zoeybourgeois749
    @zoeybourgeois749 3 ปีที่แล้ว +320

    When I found out I had to retake the MCAT, a friend of mine said “it’s nice of you to let the world catch its breath before you take it by storm.” Failure doesn’t define me!! Or any of y’all 😘

    • @ellensarahfelicity2038
      @ellensarahfelicity2038 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I've just saved that quote, something i needed to hear, so thank you from the UK

    • @rlp704
      @rlp704 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Aw that’s really sweet! Thanks for sharing.

    • @victoriafactor3587
      @victoriafactor3587 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Wow that friend is a lifelong friend!! So freaking nice😫🤩😄

    • @tarasoria8897
      @tarasoria8897 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I know I need to retake it as well and wow I just felt so relieved reading that

    • @siciliancannoliandanespres6021
      @siciliancannoliandanespres6021 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Cringe

  • @mariasalem2971
    @mariasalem2971 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    I never got sick of you in your room it actually was inspiring for me. My life looks exactly the same and being alone is hard sometimes and glued to the computer all day for school. But you helped me by seeing someone who else was having that experience and doing healthy things and not freaking out about it lol So, thank you :) Edit: yes about the sweat thing lol

  • @laurennichole161
    @laurennichole161 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I failed my first real exam my first semester in vet school. It happens and all you can do is learn and grow. I’m actually glad it happened because of how I grew from it! I always tell myself and the incoming classes below me that if you’re going to fail you want to do it in school where you are there to learn and if you have shortcomings whether it’s an exam, technical skill or patient encounter it’s okay! That’s why we are in school, to learn! This is the place to do it where your supervisors can correct you and teach you how to be better for yourself and your future patients. We all make mistakes and it’s how we grow into better humans and clinicians. You got this ❤️

  • @Zxcv2658
    @Zxcv2658 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    I am NEVER defined by my failures. What defines me is the values I possess as a human being. It is the efforts that I have given in that matters and NOT the results. As long as I am satisfied with efforts I put in its enough.
    Edit: I know it's long paragraph but plsase read if interested!
    Sometimes we feel that after so much hardwork too we didn't get the results we desired. And ukw I faced this during pandemic....I after so much of war with myself have come to a peace that maybe the others put in special efforts that I couldn't at that point. But since I know that I have worked hard enough for it,it's fine I am satisfied with my efforts and eventually will learn more about what went wrong and improve. I am a RED ANT 🐜. I WILL LEARN WHAT WENT WRONG AND GROW. AND I WILL NEVER STOP or GIVE UP💪🏻.

    • @acedcoffee6934
      @acedcoffee6934 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thanks! Your comment made me reflect on stuff I do more

    • @Zxcv2658
      @Zxcv2658 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@acedcoffee6934 :)

    • @shayanvosooghzadeh9707
      @shayanvosooghzadeh9707 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I appreciate your inspirational comment! You truly are speaking the facts and I respect that :D
      Good luck!

    • @Zxcv2658
      @Zxcv2658 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@shayanvosooghzadeh9707 thank you :) best of luck to you too! Never give up

  • @Zay13378
    @Zay13378 3 ปีที่แล้ว +129

    Failure is a apart of life! Don't let it define or effect you! Accept it and grasp onto it! And learn , learn and learn :)

    • @richardking1561
      @richardking1561 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Failure is a prerequisite to success!

  • @WittyKitten
    @WittyKitten 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Throughout the application cycle, I thought there was no way someone like me would get in when so many other qualified people were rejected but I couldn't stop myself from hoping. Lo and behold, got acceptances! You inspired me to work hard when I was burnt out and pushed me to stop being so critical of myself. My failures did not define me and I'm sure you'll push through this and do amazing!

  • @shotkallah
    @shotkallah 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I’m not sick of you friend! You grinding it out everyday in your room is Inspiring!!

  • @darinization
    @darinization 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Pharm is tough. I failed my final and had to take a remedial comprehensive exam to pass the course and did. Stick with it, no matter what the score ends up being just focus on what the next step is.

  • @folarin
    @folarin 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I really needed this video today, thank you!!! I’m a P2 student in pharmacy school and I probably just took the hardest exam in our class’ curriculum so far. It really brought me down and made me feel like i wasn’t cut off for this profession, but you were able to remind that an exam isn’t a reflection of my entire knowledge and that I might end up doing better than I expected. Once again, thank you Rachel!!

    • @daniellemurray3518
      @daniellemurray3518 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m a 3rd year pharmacy student! P2 year is super hard but you’ll get through it! It will all be worth it! Tests do not define how great of a pharmacist you will be! :)

  • @thomasnewsome2946
    @thomasnewsome2946 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I totally was dreading college coming in because I never passed a single AP Exam. This included a 1 in Chemistry, AP Stats, US history, Psychology, and got a 2 in calculus. Was not accepted into the honor society in my high school due to my low GPA and only got a 23 on my ACT after taking it 8x. I have came to college and have a 3.90 GPA as a chemistry major (Pre-Pharmacy). I know this is a medical school vlog, but I love watching your videos so much and have watched you from day one (Shaun Anderson is so amazing too). I also am now one of the head Chemistry, Organic chemistry, Calculus, and physics tutors at my university where I have worked there 500+ hours. To those who think you aren't enough, you are!

    • @ML-ni1tk
      @ML-ni1tk 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      wow. thankyou for sharing. I now really feel like I can do it too. xoxo

  • @beautystar2535
    @beautystar2535 3 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    D:
    Hey it happens, it sucks, but there’s nothing wrong with that. You will still be an incredible doctor one day ❤️

    • @17vile85
      @17vile85 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Omg this is my fear I wanna pass so bad

    • @beautystar2535
      @beautystar2535 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@17vile85 it’s okay to want to do good! Use that as fuel, instead of studying to not fail, study to pass! All about mindset, even tho it’s hard. You got this girl!!

  • @Sequoiajayde
    @Sequoiajayde 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m proud of you, not for your achievements or accomplishments, they’re great, but I am proud of you for who you are as a person and how you deal with the difficult times 🥺 love u

  • @CarolannJane
    @CarolannJane 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    i'm so sorry your views are not as well because you are staying at home!! but i hope you know there are many of us who really respect you for taking the pandemic as serious as possible & not prioritizing views and content over the safety and health of your community! i still love seeing what you're up to even if you're just hanging out in your room all day, that's legit my life every day too!!

  • @blossomingbeauty1394
    @blossomingbeauty1394 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm in pharmacy school and can relate 100% to this. We are not failures. We will all get through this and achieve our respective goals. Keep going.

  • @dominiquehayduk9692
    @dominiquehayduk9692 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I had a tough time dealing w failure in my first few years of medical school.. I’m actually still trying to improve on my outlook regarding “perfectionism”. I feel you, Rachel. Your herd is w you!

  • @minnaogutcu
    @minnaogutcu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Finnish first year med student here! I had an exam yesterday and barely passed and I feel bad for not doing better, but my mentor always says that failure doesn't define you and in medicine, you'll NEVER know everything. You're great no matter what❤

  • @gabbyfox5714
    @gabbyfox5714 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    When you said “I’m so tired of this room.” Relatable. Doing University from home is so hard. Keep going!

  • @jazmindlt2155
    @jazmindlt2155 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    As a student, this type of video of you studying in your room is the best because it motivates me. It helps me not feel so alone.

  • @sashaoosting3382
    @sashaoosting3382 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hi Rachel! I'm a first year med student and a lot of what you said in this vlog feels so similar to my experience thus far. I feel like all the exams we take just have soooooo much info that you could have studied a good portion of it really well, but if they decide not to test it, you're out of luck. A lot of exams have made me feel like a failure even if I didn't fail them. I have no idea how to describe it other than it leaves you feeling defeated, which just feels awful when you put so much time and effort into studying. It makes me sad that some people clicked on this video to watch you fail. I clicked because I wanted to see if other people feel how I feel. Our class is really disjointed because of being online and you only hear from people who are doing really well. Although I'm sad that exam made you feel the way it did, it was comforting to me in a way. I've had so many ups and downs in just a short few months and I know we're bound to have even more. We just have to keep on keeping on :) So, thank you for being so transparent in your videos and giving this girl a bit of her sanity back.

  • @purisomya6002
    @purisomya6002 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    D:
    Im preparing for the medical entrance in our country for the fourth time. Take it from me I still believe ill be a good doctor someday. You are amazing and thats it. Never forget it.❤

    • @lennahuelbes18
      @lennahuelbes18 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      OMG good luck, you got this🙏🏻

    • @juliariihiluoma3426
      @juliariihiluoma3426 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Fifth time was my time! So don’t give up♥️👊🏼

    • @keishad.6115
      @keishad.6115 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Did the medicine entrance exam 3x in my country, completed a full BSc degree before I got it! Medicine will happen for those who want it. Best of luck !

    • @purisomya6002
      @purisomya6002 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh my the support you red ants always have to offer is so overwhelming... Thank you so much you all.. I'll be taking my exam in June and I'll come back to this comment and let you all know how I did..❤️

  • @yeceniasanchez6605
    @yeceniasanchez6605 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Being in the medical field, it is very discouraging considering it is so much information to learn that you can constantly feel this way or get up and try again, for your future, family and future patients! I understand this feeling more than I should but it’s what comes with the process Rachel, in which reminding yourself that not everyone could do what you do and you’re right where you belong 💓

  • @SizweHlonganeSH
    @SizweHlonganeSH 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am not defined by my failures. I will never give up. I do not let my failures define me. I do not let obstacles stop me!!!
    Thank you Rachel. May the powers that be see you all the way through and beyond!

  • @heidievans6336
    @heidievans6336 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    *reads your pinned post* Oh my goodness... Rachel, I click every single one of your videos and watch you consistently because you are relatable, you're real.
    I feel like we could sit down at the kitchen table and chat about the hardships of studying medicine over coffee type relatable... and its because you're going through some of the same stuff I am; the up and down emotions, the hours upon hours of studying, the trying your best and praying you've retained enough to do well... and now, the "so over it" and "I just want to get out of this room"...
    You are beautiful both inside and out, and even if you failed that silly test it isn't a representation of your value as a person...
    The negative nelly's need to go jump off a cliff. There will always be "those people" who hope for others to fail and use others failures to make themselves feel better. But don't let them get to you during a vulnerable moment. You are too good for that...

  • @larabars7536
    @larabars7536 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just wanted to let you know that I have never seen such an inspiration like you Rachel. And no, WHO EVER TOLD U I WAS SICK IF SEEING U IN UR ROOM. Your vlogs are so incredible nonetheless and ur just... a gift from God❤️❤️❤️

  • @vickiyiannakis1632
    @vickiyiannakis1632 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Honestly this was so nice to see. There are so many times when I’m studying and honestly am just tired of it, and no matter how much I study I feel like I didn’t retain anything. So it was nice to see a medical student, experience the same thing and realize I’m not the only one that goes through this from time to time.

  • @christianleon159
    @christianleon159 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey Rachel! I admire your dedication and hard work. I graduated from Nursing school BSN last December and passed my boards last week. I know how stressful it can be. I remember being in my room 8-10 hr straight just studying. Remember this thou.. YOU KNOW MORE THAN WHAT YOU THINK.. keep pushing, you will do great this semester

  • @Jakupko602
    @Jakupko602 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    For what it’s worth, thanks to this video I’m more motivated to study next semester, which starts Monday here in Poland. Crazy excited and that’s unusual

  • @georgiamaroske3541
    @georgiamaroske3541 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    "The show must go on" - you're so incredible Rachel. Love watching your honesty and progress

  • @trunkoslivka1448
    @trunkoslivka1448 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Every Friday evening I just can't describe to you Rachel how much joy you bring to me with your vlogs, I've been watching you before I got accepted in med school and now I can relate to you on a whole new level. It's really hard really, staying in our rooms whole day long and studying but I really hope that things will change soon. Stay strong, lots of love

  • @yagmurinanc
    @yagmurinanc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Last year i failed my university enterance exams. Believe me when i tell you "i know how you feel". I finished high school, i didn't pick a university and started it because i couldn't get into the med school. All i have been doing this year was studying. Nothing more nothing less. Just studying. Because i know that i wanna be a doctor. And just for the sake of this week's practice here i am saying "I can do this. My failuere does not determine who I am. This year is my year." :)
    So just try to go forward. That's what i am trying to do. I know how hard you study Rachel and i looovvveee you.

  • @andrea9603
    @andrea9603 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your channel isn’t getting boring, I been enjoying your content because it makes me feel better about online school and how I’m not the only one struggling! Since the semester started and most of your audience our students, it harder to find time to watch them. For example, I finally had time today to watch all the 2 videos I was behind because I been so busy with school.

  • @jeannemorona_
    @jeannemorona_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i've been doing my best to be aware of my emotions and i keep on telling myself that i am NOT defined by these failures, and that i'll do my best and stand up again 🤧
    you're one of my fave med school vloggers and i feel like i'm not alone in this med school journey 🤧 rooting for you rachel!!! much love from a 🇵🇭 med student 💖

  • @priyankabhutani9649
    @priyankabhutani9649 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    OMG CAN WE LITERALLY ACKNOWLEDGE THE FACT THAT @RachelSouhard is one of the sweetest people on EARTH. RACHEL you are the light at the end of many people's tunnels. Maybe you need to hear this, like you said "an exam does not define your knowledge." IT REALLY DOES NOT. U GOT THIS!!! OB SQUAD LETS GO!!!

  • @tejesvipatel7089
    @tejesvipatel7089 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so happy that Rachel is so real with her experiences and emotions. Medical school is no easy feat, it's hard to stay in and keep in touch with who you are. You are amazing Rachel! Keep going, it's just a lesson (NOT a failure) and you've got time to master it when you will do everything to save your patient! You have got this!

  • @Lola-ex1dt
    @Lola-ex1dt 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m really glad that you show both your success’ and failures, especially on social media it seems like others always are happy, it’s just nice to see a balance of both

  • @mahalianewman3163
    @mahalianewman3163 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    we loveeee you ignore the h8rs. YOU ARE NOT DEFINED BY YOUR FAILURES

  • @dudasadam991126
    @dudasadam991126 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m quite amazed by the fact that you basically name every part of my study routine and some of my usual thoughts too. 😅 I had the same feelings and the same road to my exams even though it is my second year of the 6 year course here in Hungary. I’ve had my Anatomy finals, Physiology and Biochemistry exams and basically went through all the stress and near breakdown situations that you picture in this vlog. I wish you all the best and keep up the good spirit. 😊 Once again I guess I’ve been through similar stuff (even though it is only my second year) and we share the same attitude, that you need to keep studying until you pass. That makes me think that your exams are going to be successful. (There is never too late for a coffee or an energy drink, but only during examination periods. 😁)

  • @dwoollery
    @dwoollery 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Rachel, I recently found your channel and it's been so encouraging. I am not yet in medical school but I will be soon and your candor and willingness to take us thru your experience is incredibly nice to see. I wish you much success and I'm happy to share in this journey with you.

  • @aleksandrakoodziejczyk1245
    @aleksandrakoodziejczyk1245 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I failed my Pharmacology test in January and felt like I can’t handle anymore. I was studying so much and couldn’t pass one test? But I prepared for retake so well that after all I was super glad that I failed 😅 however that sounds it made me understand the material better and showed me that I’m just a human being with my ups and downs. Don’t compare yourself with other just go through it. Medicine is all about developing, every experience is helping you to define yourself as a doctor and a person. Just put your white coat and go on ! Let yourself cry and be angry for a moment and then do what you can do the best ! Wish you luck

  • @shereenbatra3317
    @shereenbatra3317 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    OMGG rach i had my burnout days literally a couple days ago but then I found my motivation again. I read somewhere "Bathing doesn't last forever, which is why we recommend you do it daily. Similarly, motivation doesn't last forever either" or something like that, i really hope that helps you, because it helped me and ahh you know how you say "you attract what you are" so in this case, you attracted someone who is as motivated as you for medicine, but just need tiny boosts sometimes. love you so so much hon, YOU GOT THIS AND SO DO I!! LETS DO IT TOGETHER!!!!

  • @sandyrgz7932
    @sandyrgz7932 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    “From failure, you learn, from success not so much” love you Rachel 💕

  • @caseyfinnegan27
    @caseyfinnegan27 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m in my undergrad, however I feel you so much!! I watch all your videos and can relate to you completely when I didn’t think anyone could! A routine is great but being in the same room alone trying so hard and then still not feeling good enough is the worst and most loneliest feeling! Thank you for sharing 💓💓

  • @rhianonanniemcdowell7369
    @rhianonanniemcdowell7369 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve definitely learned more from all of my failures that I’ve learned from any of my successes! We learn how to adapt and overcome and we learn how to choose the right path the next time we had a speed bump.

  • @annanicole9653
    @annanicole9653 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I came to this channel because it appeared on my recommend. I finished my bachelor's back in May and during that time I was considering pharmacy in my country. I struggled with that because I thought I wouldnt be too competitive or too good. I enrolled in a masters degree instead, it made me realize that I really want to pursue pharmacy. And I will do it, as soon as possible. Its never too late, my failures or your failures doesn't define us . We are strong

  • @rachaelbrown4938
    @rachaelbrown4938 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Rachel, if we never fail, how do we know what success feels like? To truly feel "all that good stuff", you need to skid on your backside a few times and feel the burn. You got this babe, the herd is with you and we got your back!

  • @LESREID2
    @LESREID2 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m in school and I keep this saying in my head always-you either win or your learn.
    You didn’t fail girlie ❤️

  • @mercadezward4463
    @mercadezward4463 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    "I smell like cortisol"
    Rachel 2021
    I almost died😂🙃

    • @alex-px1uz
      @alex-px1uz 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      she should probably know that she smells bc apocrine sweat is stimulated by catecholamines, instead of the normal eccrine sweat used for cooling. the smell is bc apocrine secretions contain more protein and lipids that bacteria feed on.

  • @monikabapna
    @monikabapna 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your outlook! I’m starting school in the fall and the one thing I tell myself over and over again is that failure is inevitable. But it’s how I respond to it that’s going to make all the difference in the world! Great video!

  • @st3phni
    @st3phni 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm approaching finals week of my 2nd quarter of vet school! I had my first practical today and, one of the tasks was to measure a plasma protein concentration. I'm not sure if this is done the same way in medical school, but I have to break a hematocrit tube and dump out plasma onto a refractometer to get a measurement... except that I couldn't get enough plasma out of the hematocrit tube before I ran out of time and had to guess an answer. I definitely cried because I'm not sure if I failed that part of the practical or not but I'm keeping my head held high and hoping for the best. Watching your videos is the best, not only because I get to see what's going on in the human side of medical school, but your positivity is the best

  • @ivonribie
    @ivonribie 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    We are always here for you Rachel no matter what. I know how it feels as well to feel like you fail the exam esp if the subject is your favourite. That pessimistic side is the worst.And I agree,sometimes I wonder why I still don't get the score that I want although I feel as if I got it together. But I've learned to cope with tht bad feeling by telling myself that I did&give the best I could.

  • @JeonJungkook-zn8kk
    @JeonJungkook-zn8kk 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi Rachel! I just wanted to tell you that my biggest lesson so far in med school, is what I learnt from failing an exam.Virtual hugs, you have the chance to be even more prepared on all those topics ❤️

  • @MrsYoung0925
    @MrsYoung0925 ปีที่แล้ว

    Girl that stress sweat HITS DIFFERENT 😅. I have the exact same problem and i hate it when it happens. I relate to that so much its crazy!

  • @zainabhassan6321
    @zainabhassan6321 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You inspire me so much Rachel!! You’re gonna do great things and I can’t wait to see what your future holds✨❤️

  • @catherinepippins
    @catherinepippins 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Rachel thank you so much for sharing! As many have already stated this is not a set back up a set up for a come back! The HERD is rooting for you girl!❤️❤️

  • @marie-piertheriault1226
    @marie-piertheriault1226 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel you so much about the stress sweating and like the hot sweating. You are not the only one at all!

  • @elizawilson199
    @elizawilson199 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I needed this video now so badly 🥺🥺💜💜

  • @Shelbydee3030
    @Shelbydee3030 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I failed paramedic school twice. The 3rd time around I ended with a 97.4% overall graduating with honours and a presidential award. It will happen, everyone has their own journey and I strongly believe everything happens for a reason!! 💕

  • @juliannaurquizu2843
    @juliannaurquizu2843 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It really do be like that sometimes..... I am not defined by my failures!!! Sending you love and support Rachel, take a well deserved break❤️

  • @InTheNameOfLife1
    @InTheNameOfLife1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    “I smell like cortisol” lmao SAME, girl. I feel this.

  • @PriyaRanjan613
    @PriyaRanjan613 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I failed physics in my first year of undergrad and thought it was the end of the world. In fact my GPA in first year was barely a pass and I was terrified that I'd get kicked out. I'm in my last semester of my final year right now and have a 4.0. Your failures don't define who you are or what you're capable of doing. Your biggest failures carve out the path to your greatest success. ❤

  • @kajatominechrib4502
    @kajatominechrib4502 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I loved the time-lapse of you “talking to yourself” was so funny to head we good? Whatever the heck that is ily

  • @samr5065
    @samr5065 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This video of hers, really helped me feel i am not the only one feeling this way, thank you so much

  • @Theprofessionalsurgeon
    @Theprofessionalsurgeon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We're always here, in ur room or in school or whatever. Always sticking to rachi's side❤️

  • @simpleesammy
    @simpleesammy 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Just did really poorly on one of my exams... this is exactly what I needed 🙏🏼 Easy to feel alone and like a failure after so many hours of work and studying. We can do this ❤️

  • @mehak6563
    @mehak6563 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Failure is part of being successful. It gives us a chance to mold ourselves into the best version of our selves.
    Keep it up Rachel I love your spirit i have final too this coming week so I get it what your feeling.
    I hope and pray you do great...

  • @aquamarina6908
    @aquamarina6908 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    WE LOVE YOU RACHEL!!! KEEP GOING AND WE LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU IN SCHOOL AGAIN

  • @KellieJo93
    @KellieJo93 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was in a medical school path but I failed a class and change my career path. I didn't self-assured myself that I can do it. If I did I'd still on that path. Don't give up. Failure is part of life, you learn from mistakes.

  • @jenevarider3316
    @jenevarider3316 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    As a Junior in an honors Accountancy and Data Analytics program, I TOTALLY understand the stress sweat 😅. It’s no joke!

  • @jaxmd35
    @jaxmd35 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Been struggling with the best method to memorize material, always good to see you pushing through ☺️ it helps me get back to it!

  • @dananason5307
    @dananason5307 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Rachel your marks aren't why I watch, it is your personality and content. You rock!

  • @yuting535
    @yuting535 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I do not let anything define me. Thank you for sharing your life, everything.

  • @himashni1195
    @himashni1195 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm starting med school this week and I'm so excited and nervous. THANK YOU SO MUCH RACHEL FOR MOTIVATING ME TO GET HERE!!! You deserve the best!!!

  • @moonlightikah6753
    @moonlightikah6753 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love you rachel ! Im gonna apply to medical school after my foundation. Im 60 days away till the end of my foundation. You help me through everything ! ❤

  • @allicita
    @allicita 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love that you talk to yourself too when studying - I thought I was crazy doing that ahaha „as long as I have the first few letters I’m okay” mooood ❤️

  • @lama.5332
    @lama.5332 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Smell me scene killed me 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

  • @jx325xs
    @jx325xs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love your videos, and I'm rooting for your success! I really feel like you're going to become a wonderful doctor and overall human ❤️

  • @oshermm
    @oshermm 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We are not defined by our failures, we are defined by how we deal with them.

  • @avaemasaniai7338
    @avaemasaniai7338 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Failure does NOT define me!!!!! Mantra for my first set of exams this week.

  • @jennagrace8358
    @jennagrace8358 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Rachel,
    Feeling like you failed on an exam or anything sucks. Especially when it has a special place in your heart and you’ve worked so hard. I don’t know your score yet, but I have every bit of faith that you did great! You are so talented and hard working! An inspiration to all of your red ants! Keep smiling! God bless! ❤️🐜

  • @eknoorkaur7341
    @eknoorkaur7341 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for showing the ups and downs of life in med school it helps. Also, thank you so much for giving the pro tips!! Love ya Rachel!❤❤❤❤❤

  • @shifrarosen8619
    @shifrarosen8619 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Never sick of seeing you in your room!!

  • @amyscholtz9343
    @amyscholtz9343 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Rachel you are literally my biggest source of motivation as a high school student wanting to go into med!! Keep doing you ilysm!!!

  • @sariahlee
    @sariahlee 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    When you were talking about your final all I could think was “they had us in the first half, not gonna lie”😆

  • @bboyggez
    @bboyggez 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi I've been struggling with second year of medschool. It's the absolute worst. Your videos give me a bit of life, so tyvm

  • @asyapitre1321
    @asyapitre1321 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Stress sweat!! Yes! I can completely relate.

  • @XxKiDCuDiFTWxX
    @XxKiDCuDiFTWxX 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am currently doing a post bacc because my undergrad gpa is subpar (undiagnosed illnesses.) I am not defined by my failures! I have been able to overcome and prove myself this year in my postbacc, so hopefully med schools will see that too!

  • @J0ELLEx
    @J0ELLEx 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am not defined by my failures!
    You are a time management superstar!!

  • @triciaobrien2683
    @triciaobrien2683 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can so relate to the "saturated brain" feeling but also feeling like you know nothing