Exposing The Truth About My Old Videos With My BF

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  • Vlog! Exposing The Truth About My Old Videos With My BF!
    Please SUBSCRIBE here! bit.ly/2de1gQj
    Previous Vlog: • Tokyo's Grossest Coffee?
    Previous reacting video with Alexa: • Reacting To My Old Videos
    Hi! I'm Taylor, I'm originally from a small town near Toronto, Canada but now I'm currently living in Tokyo, Japan.☆ Agency: Satoru Japan ⭐︎ My channel is mostly lifestyle based, I love Daily Vlogs, DIYs, cooking, and just being happy & healthy! I also have a teacup poodle named Rosie that I love to bits!
    こんにちは!テイラーです!私はモデルとブロガーです。私は今、日本に住んでいる! 私はヘア、メイク、健康, ファッション がだいすきです!そして私のいぬ!♡ モデル エージェンシー サトルジャパン ⭐︎
    Snapchat: / taytay.official
    Twitter: / iamtay_tay
    Facebook: / taylor.r.official
    Instagram: / taytay_xx
    Main Website: lovetaylor.com/
    Rosie's instagram: / littlerosie_xx
    WHAT I'M WEARING IN THIS VIDEO:
    Shirt: Stussy
    Pants: Roots
    MUSIC BY: Andrew Applepie
    www.andrewapplepie.com
    / @andrewapplepie
    MY EQUIPMENT:my camera- Canon 70D
    goo.gl/uGy6B1
    Wide Lens
    goo.gl/JuSQpY
    pancake lens (tight lens)
    goo.gl/oMPxg2
    Rode Microphone
    goo.gl/ImQK8E
    Drone- Phantom 4
    goo.gl/WRuFtE
    vlogging camera- Canon G5x
    goo.gl/4s4ZQP
    Joby GorillaPod
    goo.gl/q1Z16q
    *If you're reading this, tell me about any interesting/funny phases in your life that you had?
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    ♥︎ Contact ♥︎ inquiry@lovetaylor.com (business only)
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    モデル エージェンシー サトルジャパン SATORU JAPAN
    *If you want to send me something (a letter or anything! ^.^), please send it here!:*Satoru Japan7f, 6-12-1 Minamiaoyama, Minato, Tokyo 107-0062
    attention: Taylor R
    Thanks for watching See you tomorrow! ❤

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  • @skullz2244
    @skullz2244 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2774

    I admire her for being this honest. It's proof of how much she's grown as a confident individual. It takes a lot of gut to do what she did in this video.

    • @mariam.84201
      @mariam.84201 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Mariam Abdullah hey another Mariam here 😂😂❤

    • @maryamaued3980
      @maryamaued3980 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Mariam Ahmed and another one! 👋🏽

    • @hyunhosmaid4209
      @hyunhosmaid4209 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Mariam Abdullah the three of you, your name is mariam/maryam and your surname starts with an 'a'

    • @merowfangs
      @merowfangs 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      another meryem

    • @miahansen8942
      @miahansen8942 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I mean, this is kinda true but people are almost making it sound like she committed a crime. I think it's cute and funny, but not to this extent of dramatic. I think it takes a lot of gut to admit/rebuke some kind of horrible thing you did. Not something like this. At least it shouldn't, everyone changes as they get older and people should be more open about it. No big deal.

  • @scrapingskies
    @scrapingskies 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1366

    I live for Taylor roasting herself omfg

    • @arain764niara
      @arain764niara 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      She gets it from her Nana

  • @PinkieBat
    @PinkieBat 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1561

    I really don't think the "dolly phase" was fake or cringe at all. You loved doing it at the time and it was what you enjoyed and that's all that matters so you shouldn't be so hard on yourself. c:

    • @sherilynl4038
      @sherilynl4038 5 ปีที่แล้ว +76

      exactly...that's what adolescents/teens do...it's the time to grow, evolve, and "try on" personas to find out all the aspects of your personality...finally settling on one for a while, only to continue to evolve through your whole life. my daughter slams me for letter her go through her (very short-very mild) emo/goth phase. i found it a fascinating phase. watching her explore it was cool for me, and i knew it wouldn't be the one she "settled" on.

    • @esmeraldaherrera7554
      @esmeraldaherrera7554 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      @@sherilynl4038 lmao yeah but taylor was a 25 year old grown ass woman. Nonetheless i get what you mean about adolescents and phases

    • @lindseynobody4865
      @lindseynobody4865 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      It would have been incredibly cringey even if she had been a adolescent at the time.... Doing something that extreme as a hobby just for personal enjoyment would be a different story but that's not what she was doing. She completely immersed herself in being a fake person living a fake life and tried to make everybody think that's who she was.

    • @powerpuff4ever
      @powerpuff4ever 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Its kind of fake to pretend you know Japanese to the extent of having your Japanese teacher feed you lines for your voiceover. It honestly seemed like it was a lot of pressure for her to keep up (which is probably why she went past this phase relatively quickly). This was like a full on quarter life crisis 😂 People change so theres no need to hold onto the past but it feels appropriate to be a bit critical of yourself since we change so much in our 20s. It must be nice to look at things she did at age 24/25 and feel relieved that she’s still enjoying fashion and certain aesthetics without all of the pressure of posturing

    • @DUCKY2333
      @DUCKY2333 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this is so true! we each had our phase and there's no good or bad. It's part of our life and it's part of us that made us who we are today. You should be proud of yourself Taylor! I have been watching your videos since early on and I just love every phase of you

  • @lolita960
    @lolita960 7 ปีที่แล้ว +665

    Taylor is so genuine like ?
    I remember seeing the bedroom tour a long time ago and think ... damn.. this is cringe af.
    And I found her channel again not knowing it was the same person. Shes grown so much and she's so much more genuine now ❤️

    • @sadsky4811
      @sadsky4811 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Same! I had somehow seen the room tour before and stumbled across her TH-cam again. It took me a few videos until I realized it was the same person. She was talking about her old phase in one and it hit me. Insane. I like both styles but she is more authentic now. You can tell.

    • @bhavya.a
      @bhavya.a 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same

    • @lizethmartinez7112
      @lizethmartinez7112 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Eri Kason omg same and after watching her now i still thinks shes still cute and cool 🤗

  • @jaylion3522
    @jaylion3522 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2771

    you should do a parody of your old bedroom tour video lol. make it extra cringy and hide photos of depressed rosie every where lol

    • @CindyTenshi
      @CindyTenshi 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      yes pleaseee!

    • @quixoticsonnet
      @quixoticsonnet 7 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      I was going to say the same thing! It would be so funny to see her make a parody video.

    • @muriax
      @muriax 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Juanny Lion YES

    • @gvancaramcamcamcamcam_
      @gvancaramcamcamcamcam_ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      yesss

    • @KaoruCupCake
      @KaoruCupCake 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      omg yesssssssss

  • @tx865
    @tx865 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1938

    It's so awesome that elbow san stuck by you through that phase and he didn't stop liking you x3

    • @Taylor_R
      @Taylor_R  7 ปีที่แล้ว +549

      we've actually been through a lot together! One of the reasons I love him!

    • @taylor-r9595
      @taylor-r9595 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      hi taylor r

    • @nesrin6165
      @nesrin6165 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Crimson Slayer that was fun (>y<)i find you through ur cute videos so iloved u in both ways but i prefer you now the chilled normal everyday tay 😀

    • @luramby
      @luramby 7 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      didn't he meet her in that phase tho lol

    • @ines1857
      @ines1857 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      taylor how old are you and did you work ? im arabic

  • @Ghostface1O1
    @Ghostface1O1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +379

    My worst phase was when I liked this boy from Argentina and I suddenly became argentinian even tho I'm not from there . I started to even speak Spanish with an Argentinian accent just to impress him ...... He never liked me back 😥😥😥

    • @alicecheshire2672
      @alicecheshire2672 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      LMAOOO this is so awesome

    • @mariac7328
      @mariac7328 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      oh no… that’s embarrassing boludo

  • @ljcl1859
    @ljcl1859 6 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    The "cringe" videos were basically like performance art. I never thought that this was actually a 100% representation of your life. I thought they were cute. Really enjoy the videos where we get to see more of real life though. Our styles change or at least they should.
    As far as styles/stages we go through, I just thank god my styles weren't on youTube. Growing up where people didn't have cell phones let alone ones with cameras on them, was a blessing. There was a lot less pressure.

  • @Tarahort4511
    @Tarahort4511 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1632

    do not delete the bedroom tour it's the reason I found you and became a subscriber

  • @pelita2555
    @pelita2555 7 ปีที่แล้ว +884

    "So it attracted you at first?"
    "Ugh.." i laughed so hard

    • @taylordove5236
      @taylordove5236 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Pelita Antoni I though I was the only one I died

  • @waterbear8990
    @waterbear8990 6 ปีที่แล้ว +307

    I had a 'sporty hip hop' phase thanks to britney spears and when I look back at the pictures I literally want to eject out of planet Earth

    • @silverwolfeve
      @silverwolfeve 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I had the dark/goth one. Lol

    • @dreamcatcher5526
      @dreamcatcher5526 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I had a religious phase when I entered my religious high school. I stop after 3 years since I look kinda different than others. When I look back, I don't regret it but people around me keep pointing it out and that makes me embarrassed 😌 I'm still quite religious now but not too much like my old self 😂

    • @user-km7td2zm2p
      @user-km7td2zm2p 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well 3 years later but that sure sounds fun

  • @helle7339
    @helle7339 5 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    You were «cringey» back when I was and I loved your style and was so jealous, but I stopped watching you when I changed. One day I came back and you had Also changed so now I watch you again :))

  • @camilawenger
    @camilawenger 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1231

    I prefer you now, 283893 times more. I love how real u are, it's a lot more relatable. 😊

  • @chepan83
    @chepan83 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1073

    I think it would be cool for you to do a 100% speaking Japanese video again! Maybe update your Japanese learning video, etc.? Especially since you've been there for a while. :}

    • @chepan83
      @chepan83 7 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      Love the new Tay-Tay! The bedroom one might be the cringiest one for me too. Lol

    • @Blasphemykat
      @Blasphemykat 7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      She's said that the only language she knows in English. She knows very little Japanese and Cantonese.

    • @chepan83
      @chepan83 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Stephanie Graham I know, I've watched her since her first couple videos on YT. I just think it would be cool to see an updated version of one she did a long time ago.

    • @h0ngkicu
      @h0ngkicu 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Stephanie Graham she can't speak japanese that good, so why does she live in Japan? sorry I don't know much about her

    • @Blasphemykat
      @Blasphemykat 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You really don't have to know Japanese to live in Japan. It's very foreigner friendly. She's from Canada, moved to China to do modelling. Moved to Japan, worked as a model. She used to be super in to Otaku culture (dressing super kawaii, doing videos in Japanese) but you can't see a lot of those videos anymore. She's grown up a lot since then but has stayed in Japan because she likes it there. Now she does youtube as her main career with occasional modelling. She used to have a Japanese tutor but with TH-cam being her job she doesn't really NEED to know Japanese fluently anymore.

  • @0whateverlike0
    @0whateverlike0 7 ปีที่แล้ว +338

    I wonder if dakota rose will do one of these vids when she gets over her phase 😁😂

    • @violentsoonkyu
      @violentsoonkyu 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Shaney Waney you should check out her origins tbh

    • @bearose6189
      @bearose6189 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Omg yessss 😂😂

    • @tronalddumb7868
      @tronalddumb7868 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hahahahahhahahahah yes

    • @Lily-dz5my
      @Lily-dz5my 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yasssss

    • @silverwolfeve
      @silverwolfeve 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I thought Taylor was hers and I was like "no ok lol Taylor's family is normal?"

  • @elthebean4528
    @elthebean4528 6 ปีที่แล้ว +405

    I don't have a phase... my entire life is cringe!

    • @robespierrey
      @robespierrey 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same, my friend, same.

  • @evanatruong6725
    @evanatruong6725 7 ปีที่แล้ว +970

    I liked watching you when you were girly. But now you're such an inspiration and someone to admire, which I didn't feel before your transformation. I definitely love you the way you are now Tay! so relatable and down to earth ♡♡

    • @banananutbreadable
      @banananutbreadable 7 ปีที่แล้ว +97

      Evana aaa its like the difference between a character and the real person. I can appreciate both, but the real thing is way better.

    • @KCDisney1
      @KCDisney1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Evana aaa I want to like your comment, but it falls on 666. I dont want to spoil that

  • @FayRyzval
    @FayRyzval 7 ปีที่แล้ว +239

    I think lolita inspired fashion is adorable but honestly I've always been creeped out by fake doll personas, so i much prefer you now

  • @bonnieellies2326
    @bonnieellies2326 6 ปีที่แล้ว +138

    "You're so fake baaaybee"
    - Elbow San 2017

  • @annanicole6615
    @annanicole6615 7 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    I remember My Emo phase...then I wanted to be kawaii.. LOL kms

  • @alishamaya1276
    @alishamaya1276 7 ปีที่แล้ว +563

    I could write a whole book series about my cringiest experience in life and I'm only twenty ^^'

    • @sanskritisingh8113
      @sanskritisingh8113 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Alisha Maya I know right, same here

    • @Lovely-fv1bl
      @Lovely-fv1bl 7 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Alisha Maya tell me your cringiest experience

    • @zeinazebra123
      @zeinazebra123 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      meeeeeeee

    • @user-mw9ss8rn3t
      @user-mw9ss8rn3t 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I could write one too and I'm only 13 😅

    • @josefalc29
      @josefalc29 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I can too x'D and same, 20 :')

  • @yehetkai336
    @yehetkai336 7 ปีที่แล้ว +715

    Please do how i met my boyfriend tag 😭💖💖💖

    • @crystalip5217
      @crystalip5217 7 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      yehet kai What i saw is your yoongi icon 😂

    • @Aim201
      @Aim201 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I think I've seen she made video like that

    • @RANA-tg4ed
      @RANA-tg4ed 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yesssss please

  • @hhaiso
    @hhaiso 7 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    Its kind of like Venus Angelic's transformation only sped up. It took her far longer to be less cringey, it only took you a couple of years.

  • @theberry27
    @theberry27 6 ปีที่แล้ว +303

    You weren't at the gym but at least your nose was running.

    • @cupcakelove3258
      @cupcakelove3258 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Nelly H BAHAHAHAHA WTF

    • @misssara1707
      @misssara1707 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      That's hilarious! 😂😂😂

  • @daffo595
    @daffo595 7 ปีที่แล้ว +335

    Current you is so much more likeable. I remember I watched one of your videos back then and I was like ugh this chick is trying so hard. But last year I watched one of your vlogs and I was like huh, she seems much more natural now and became a subscriber

    • @AjayKumar-jm9xd
      @AjayKumar-jm9xd 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Daph Duck uiiohvvk

    • @adrienneneilson8621
      @adrienneneilson8621 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same i didn’t even realize they were the same person at first

    • @nancychay7049
      @nancychay7049 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Daph Duck I totally agree!

  • @FlusteredVampire
    @FlusteredVampire 7 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    Dancing Elbow-san is adorable. He's so supportive

  • @heartluxeblog
    @heartluxeblog 7 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    I thought you were Dakota Rose for the longest

    • @minicc26
      @minicc26 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Heartluxe omg i just realized shes not the same person i thought Dakota rose old videos was part of her phase omgg

  • @cahdmus
    @cahdmus 7 ปีที่แล้ว +161

    I'm still in the cringe phase tbh

    • @saki_lps1496
      @saki_lps1496 7 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Cahdmus at least your self aware

    • @soldout9625
      @soldout9625 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      are you out of it?

    • @breakfastattiffanys741
      @breakfastattiffanys741 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I've been in this mental funk for years but I alternate between this high-class smart super groomed look and then this messy wild hippy beach bum look..... Haha my family joke about which me is going to turn up at Easter/Christmas etc 😂

  • @stellapark2714
    @stellapark2714 7 ปีที่แล้ว +145

    The 5AM tone that elbow san used at 6:11 made me laugh so hard because it was so obvious that he didn't liked it😂😂😂

    • @Skattypip
      @Skattypip 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      LOL 😂😂😂

  • @cleoh666
    @cleoh666 7 ปีที่แล้ว +156

    You and elbowsan have been together for so long! i never knew

    • @cleoh666
      @cleoh666 7 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      cringe = wearing skirts over long pants...i thought i looked so cute -_-

  • @user-pj8fe3qf6p
    @user-pj8fe3qf6p 7 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    I DONT FEEL LIKE THERE WAS ANYTHING WRONG WITH YOU BEFORE youre cool now, but before you were cool too

  • @PinkyPromise179
    @PinkyPromise179 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Tbh i remember watching your old videos and then stopped and started watching current you and had NO idea it s the same person, that's a hella fast change you had tbh.

  • @sammilin7713
    @sammilin7713 7 ปีที่แล้ว +590

    Wait how long have Taylor and Elbow-San been dating?

    • @Carla-a
      @Carla-a 7 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Sammi Lin I think 3 years...

    • @tikiriot
      @tikiriot 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Sammi Lin the fuck?!

    • @gazawhereimfrom726
      @gazawhereimfrom726 7 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      maybe since 2014 or 2013

    • @JakesterJung
      @JakesterJung 7 ปีที่แล้ว +91

      I'm pretty sure they were dating when she's still modeling in hong kong

    • @TaTa-do6vl
      @TaTa-do6vl 7 ปีที่แล้ว +85

      still, so many years if mystery 😂 when will we ever see elbow san?!?

  • @SixelaFaelan
    @SixelaFaelan 7 ปีที่แล้ว +329

    "im such a fake beeyatch" LMAOOOO I LOVE U 😂😂😂

    • @SixelaFaelan
      @SixelaFaelan 7 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      and yeah i had a major cringe phase when i was 14-15 years old i was such a scene kid wannabe 😂 except i really sucked at it just imagine a small eyed asian girl with rimless spectacles, a mullet that was really poofy and hard from hairspray and a purple tank top with jeans and red flats. and i was obsessed with fred (the youtuber) =_= i still rmb doing his catchphrases "HEYYYY ITS FREDDD WAHTSUP HOMIE G" "I NEED MY MEDSSS" oml what dark years

    • @vinnielove4042
      @vinnielove4042 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Faelan L Omg same, I went through an emo/scene phase too! Oh lord what dark days LOL

  • @mevja
    @mevja 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    taylor : did you like this style?
    Tom : (feel the danger ) mmmm I like it
    Taylor : well you were attracted to me with this style … and now?
    Tom : ( danger danger red alert) mmmm I like both
    😂😂😂😂

    • @gam_2650
      @gam_2650 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hahaha ❤

    • @xxxxOS
      @xxxxOS 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Anyone who's into women looking like little girls have serious serious issues.

  • @queraltparicio8945
    @queraltparicio8945 7 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    Omg I had watched your videos when you were pretending to be this "living Japanese doll" and I actually liked them but I just stopped watching them because they were a little bit creepy so I hadn't watched any single video since 2014-2015 till now that you were ob my suggestion page and I couldn't believe you are the same!! I prefer 1000000% how you are now, you look so much mature and funny and REAL. Btw you look so gorgeous and I enjoy your videos now even waaay better than before. Subscribed. 💕

  • @Joseko
    @Joseko 7 ปีที่แล้ว +149

    I love how you're so honest and transparent instead of trying to pretend you never went thorugh the same type of phases most of us do to some degree and in some way at some point! :)

  • @teconanita
    @teconanita 7 ปีที่แล้ว +521

    make a REAL room tour now! ;D

    • @giselacarolina.g1
      @giselacarolina.g1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Space Bunny Hola Ani 😘 mira dónde te vengo encontrar ☺ Sigo tu canal

    • @kimYary24
      @kimYary24 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Anitaaaaaaaaaaaaaa love u!

  • @sdilluminati
    @sdilluminati 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I really like the *current* you; you're much more of a relatable person. In particular, it is great seeing your personality come out and I like how genuine you are with your insecurities.

  • @Peachy-101
    @Peachy-101 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    That's the style that attracted you to me at first...
    Elbow-san: eeehh... *silence *
    😂😂😂

  • @Fancynancytv
    @Fancynancytv 7 ปีที่แล้ว +627

    hahah Taylor's own version of try not to cringe challenge Elbow San is the greatest person ever you chose well Taylor XD I can't believe he did all of that for you

    • @famestar1065
      @famestar1065 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Fancy Nancy TV omg I am ur fan!!! Nancy happy to see ur comment

  • @kayla5
    @kayla5 7 ปีที่แล้ว +436

    my cringe phase: my first year of high school. year 7 was NOT a good year LMAO

    • @catbarnard2833
      @catbarnard2833 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      WhoIsKayla lol me too. Year 7 was so not my year...

    • @kayla5
      @kayla5 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Cat Meowb honestly, I don't think year 7 is anyone's year lmao if people get out of the first year of high school WITHOUT any cringe worthy memories or pics, I reckon they're very lucky HAHAH

    • @sofil5991
      @sofil5991 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Saaaaame 😂 I remember being "emo". Sooooo cringy.

    • @PriscyYip
      @PriscyYip 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      omg same here...i wish year 7 never happened.

    • @kayla5
      @kayla5 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Priscy123 I FEEL YA

  • @MusicPlaylistsChannel
    @MusicPlaylistsChannel ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I believe that room tour was how I got introduced to your channel. Years later your channel got recommended again and the content about living in Japan, intrigued me.
    Was nice to see you guys flourish and going through that pregnancy hassle and finally having a beautiful healthy child
    Love from Belgium x

  • @Cheesyenchilady
    @Cheesyenchilady 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I love how confident you are in yourself that you can look and laugh at this so openly. I'd never heard of you before this really long, weird youtube journey I've been on for the past 5 hours, but you've got a new sub :)

  • @celinaioio
    @celinaioio 7 ปีที่แล้ว +145

    Taylor💙I love both of your styles but I prefer your new transformation. You're always so cute. &Watching your videos can always inspired me to be more positive. I'm your fans from Macau😛🙌🏻 (Sorry for my poor English)

  • @AinGeunSwift
    @AinGeunSwift 7 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    " You're so fake babe"
    I'm laughing so hard 😂 Elbowsan is so funny

  • @sooling5529
    @sooling5529 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I seriously love how honest you are, i wish that I’ll be able to be that accepting and modest with myself. I remember watching one of your videos back then and being like ‘ew yuck’ but now I can tell you matured so much, that is so inspirational

  • @flymetotheup9904
    @flymetotheup9904 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I have been watching her old video after going through her recent one I can say she changed so much I never thought she was like this and into Japanese fashion or anime style but she changed for good and show her real personality and be herself that I found more easier to watch.

  • @Ycg744
    @Ycg744 7 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    I like present Taylor more. You've become more yourself and your videos don't feel forced and more like you are having fun.

  • @sharlainjapan
    @sharlainjapan 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1520

    FIVE A M 😂👌🏻👌🏻

    • @Taylor_R
      @Taylor_R  7 ปีที่แล้ว +110

      +Sharmander that's love right there 😝😅

    • @nadiraimani8174
      @nadiraimani8174 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Sharmander hellooo

    • @berzerker790
      @berzerker790 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Sharmander if it makes you feel any better I woke up at 2 in the afternoon (an hour ago) it's a one off though I swear :p

    • @COOLGODBOSS
      @COOLGODBOSS 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm 4.50 AM....does that count? It's fairly close!

    • @magnuspahlsson3531
      @magnuspahlsson3531 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      When I had a long sleep I always think that it is morning somethere at the earth!

  • @joannewang86
    @joannewang86 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    It's funny, I remember coming across you when you were in that doll phase and not liking it and scrolling past your content. Years later, with your genuine style and personality now, I'm a new fan. I actually didn't realize you were that person until this video!

  • @faminaexmachina
    @faminaexmachina 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love how you are being so real and are able to laugh and talk about yourself. That's like maaaaad maturity and sophistication --TEACH ME! Sooooo happy that you are staying true, happy and comfortable with yourself. ❤️

  • @carmelagoble9344
    @carmelagoble9344 7 ปีที่แล้ว +140

    I sometimes dress in doll style clothes in America but it's so different from sweats a and skinny jeans everyone else wears so I usually draw attention to myself when I'm actually really introverted😂 anyways I think you can pull off any style perfectly!!!

    • @kamiiu
      @kamiiu 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Carmela Goble SAME

    • @carmelagoble9344
      @carmelagoble9344 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      lol right? I live in New Jersey not even 20 mins from where the Jersey Shore was filmed so almost everyone here my age wants a tan, big lips and butt. Its the complete OPPOSITE of Japan

    • @mellbell9800
      @mellbell9800 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Carmela Goble haha I'm introverted and shy too (not that bad tho) but I actually kind of like the attention haha except I don't dress like a doll

    • @bunnibabie3719
      @bunnibabie3719 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too mostly I get compliments from little girls, other people into jfashion, and even some Japanese tourists once

    • @carmelagoble9344
      @carmelagoble9344 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      bunni babie lol don't forget like really old people who compliment

  • @terrarossaa4971
    @terrarossaa4971 7 ปีที่แล้ว +415

    Your edits are so hilarious XD and hahaha Elbow-san "You're so fake babe"

  • @mimimarie6984
    @mimimarie6984 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    When I see your videos, I honestly enjoy the little moments when the light shines in your eyes because your best friends hang out with you or do something for you. I've never been more sad realizing that I don't have friends like that, but it also gives me inspiration to find true friends who I can trust and will be happy with me. Keep up the awesome videos.

  • @bowerbirdstyle7661
    @bowerbirdstyle7661 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Your bedroom tour video was amazing. You looked so much like a doll - its fascinating. Its great that you have evolved and grown up. It would have been weird if you'd stayed the same.

  • @jaylynj4583
    @jaylynj4583 7 ปีที่แล้ว +376

    when I first discovered you it was back in your kawaii days and I thought you were so cute and perfect! it's so weird to see you expose all of the stuff going on behind the camera because I spent so much time watching your videos amazed that you had moved to Japan and learned so much Japanese, and thinking you were so perfect and wishing I was like you. I love how you are now a lot better, now you feel like a friend rather than a perfect doll, but I've always loved you nonetheless 💓

    • @shopkristinamak4672
      @shopkristinamak4672 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      So cute I love it I've been watching all your videos 😍

  • @Em-sf6sr
    @Em-sf6sr 7 ปีที่แล้ว +340

    the bedroom is the worst one! and yes, my worst phase was my skater punk phase! i couldn't even skate 😂 then Avril Lavigne happened and I immediately quit that look lolol

    • @goldenrose1655
      @goldenrose1655 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Valencia Dover I love Avril....

    • @Em-sf6sr
      @Em-sf6sr 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Golden Rose that's cool

    • @_____1865
      @_____1865 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      lmao, and I started that phase _after_ Avril, wich is worse!! I would pretend to skate, I would wear ties, I.. can't keep talking, I'm cringing too hard here honest to god. I seriously think I'd puke if I had to rewatch me at that age lmao

    • @minired1015
      @minired1015 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      yup same 😂 i even bought a skateboard that i never used just to look the part 😑

    • @abbykeeney1281
      @abbykeeney1281 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Valencia Dover I totally wore olive green skate shoes to prom under my knee length dress. lmao. omg. /criiinge

  • @melissabloemen
    @melissabloemen 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I hadn't even seen those videos before, but I'm so glad you changed! What makes me like you and your videos so much is how positive you are and how you are always truly yourself. It's really inspiring.

  • @selenatopham1101
    @selenatopham1101 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Your boyfriends is such a down to earth Asian dad vibe

  • @solsyeon
    @solsyeon 7 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    aaaah i love both styles and those videos are the reason i know who you are :3 i love how chill you are now.. you're literally my favourite youtuber lol, but i also loved how cute your videos were before

    • @kamiiu
      @kamiiu 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Tay Ayase Same

  • @dreammore1589
    @dreammore1589 7 ปีที่แล้ว +174

    yes you were terribly fake but thank god you are cool now XD

  • @user-fe4tb5gq5e
    @user-fe4tb5gq5e 7 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    私はこのころのテイラーちゃんも大好きだから、どうかご自分のことをバカにして笑わないでください😢I really like this time's you, so don't make fun of yourself😢

  • @kaelynmynhier2406
    @kaelynmynhier2406 7 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    I had a satanic phase in Freshman year of high school. I'm going to be a senior in August and I still cringe at all the shit I did and said.

    • @anaj7214
      @anaj7214 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I Love Ryan Magee lol

    • @afluffypuff343
      @afluffypuff343 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Mrs. Cullen Rutherford s-satanic?

    • @kaelynmynhier2406
      @kaelynmynhier2406 7 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      A fluffy puff yes darling. Public school in America really wears on you...

    • @jessicamedina5251
      @jessicamedina5251 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kaelynmynhier2406 tru

    • @lindseynobody4865
      @lindseynobody4865 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Whatever your idea of being Satanic was was most likely extremely inaccurate because Satanists are rarely scary or even disagreeable, let alone evil. You might want to do some research on the topic. People have some really absurd misconceptions. You know who you pretty much never see in the news for doing horrible things? Satanists. You know who you see in the news for doing horrible things literally every day? Christians.

  • @minas_wonderland4831
    @minas_wonderland4831 7 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    I really liked that room tour video. Its in my playlist.

    • @pinkai24
      @pinkai24 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      me too ;3

  • @yerichu
    @yerichu 7 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    It's funny because I remember when I had that "doll phase" too. I remember watching that specific bedroom tour video and being so inspired by it because my makeup and style was so much like yours now I look back on it and wonder why I acted and looked so cringe c': I still love the dolly look but more realistically. Cheers to growing up Taylor c,: 💖💖

    • @ryeofoatmeal
      @ryeofoatmeal 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Destiny Godwin what made her change from dolly look to now? And what did she do in japan? (im new and curious to know :>)

  • @bar1338
    @bar1338 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I've had so many different phases in my life..."skater fashion", emo, scene, kinda a mix of emo and goth, hippie, androgyny, grunge, then i tried mixing both feminine and masculine styles (like wearing a skirt with a boyish shirt), and slowly i started wearing more and more dresses/skirts and now my style is kinda a mix of a few styles but mostly kawaii, doll, korean, harajuku, childish, kinky, all pastel colors and my favorite color combination is pink and white.
    Tbh yes, i was cringey at some phases (mostly the emo one probably) but i don't regret anything i did because even if it was cringey, fashion always helped me express myself and made me happier and feel better about myself.
    I now get more stares/comments about my current style more than ever, some are good comments and some are bad, but i just ignore them because i love what i wear, i feel beautiful, i feel happy, and that's what really matters.

  • @anaishensmans2259
    @anaishensmans2259 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    The determination you went through to make those videos is actually crazy and lowkey inspiring lol I wish I was that motivated for something

  • @yijinchang2701
    @yijinchang2701 7 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    please do a boyfriend tag!!!

    • @irenusky1996
      @irenusky1996 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yijin Chang yeah! That would be really cool! :D

  • @SuperJosQ
    @SuperJosQ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +310

    Actually the cringiest bedroom video brought me to your channel. I saw it and I was like WTF so I clicked on the next video which was pretty awesome, and so I stayed ^^

    • @aleleliah
      @aleleliah 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      SuperJosQ same. Without it I wouldn't know who taylor is

    • @aleenaholly5361
      @aleenaholly5361 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      SuperJosQ i was in my "i want to be dakota koti" phase so when i found it I was like "omg she's perfect too" and instantly subscribed

    • @luciamartinini6379
      @luciamartinini6379 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same!

  • @Motherofmusic
    @Motherofmusic 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love hoe much you've grown girl! That other stuff was pretty cringy but everyone goes through their phases though so no judgment at all! But so glad to see you grow!

  • @kaitlynpeterson7528
    @kaitlynpeterson7528 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I appreciate your honesty and vulnerability showing the behind the scenes as your figured out how to make videos and where you wanted your channel to go

  • @IchigoNoShoujo
    @IchigoNoShoujo 7 ปีที่แล้ว +124

    "I won't delete it because it's probably the video I get the most money for." haha totally understand why, though. the bedroom video is creepy af but I've always been impressed by how much effort you put into it. even more so now that I know you even had your teacher help you with your Japanese. ;)
    I love the dance videos though. I'm a fan of dance covers and I did some myself, too. :)

  • @hafsazaman7073
    @hafsazaman7073 7 ปีที่แล้ว +129

    I used to be super obsessed with looking depressed (that rhymes) like every picture I took I would like crease my eyebrows up to look more sad and then id never smile. I did that bc I wanted people to ask if I was ok. #dramaqueen. I also hated my self and liked to tell everyone I was ugly. Emo stage...

    • @indiciaobscure
      @indiciaobscure 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      That's not just an emo stage...that's actually pretty normal for a teenage girl. You feel bad inside and you just want someone to notice. I decided to stop talking when I was 16...that didn't last a day!

    • @RockZombieIAm
      @RockZombieIAm 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      indiciaobscure
      Nah, thats definitely an emo stage

    • @MMmm-bg9li
      @MMmm-bg9li 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      indiciaobscure I’m a teenage girl and my friends and I don’t do that. It’s definitely an emo stage

  • @Evanescentlight
    @Evanescentlight 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I found you through the room tour video as well and omg that aesthetic ♡♡♡ I still love it! I love your videos now too. I think everyone does something cringey, I myself went through a hard core parapara phase. I loved it though and it was a part of me. Everything happens to grow you as a person. I look back on my cringey phases with love and I hope in time you can too!

  • @daniellelauren1059
    @daniellelauren1059 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your bedroom tour and back then Rosie is what got me to watch your videos!

  • @kerry7628
    @kerry7628 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I really love how honest you are about this! Not everyone would admit to trying to be perfect and trying to create a certain image etc. It's really refreshing :)

  • @kazziebot8008
    @kazziebot8008 7 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    Taaaaay I wanna see the deleted videos! There must be some between the room tour and the dancing if fans knew your Japanese improved :D

    • @Taylor_R
      @Taylor_R  7 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      +KazzieBot my Japanese didn't improve tho.. I didn't make another video in Japanese after this 😅

    • @kazziebot8008
      @kazziebot8008 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Even if it's translated it's still pretty to listen to. But then again, my Japanese makes me sound like I have a potato in my mouth haha

  • @brittanymorin121
    @brittanymorin121 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love how natural you are now and just being yourself!

  • @lindieboteskorean
    @lindieboteskorean 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You have matured soo much! I have been watching you for YEARS, since these cute doll videos were your main vibe. I love how you grew!

  • @Angie-me7gi
    @Angie-me7gi 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    It's fun to be a princess even if it's just for a little while, sometimes interests move on and it's always better to focus on what you're passionate about :) I like seeing both 2015 and 2017 Taylor, your early videos were really creative, even if following trends, fake-ish and maybe a little cringe now, you put the effort in to make the videos and that's important. You're awesome Taylor, ty for all your hard work! Hope you're feeling better soon :)

  • @huekitmun301
    @huekitmun301 7 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    I've been waiting for this like forever Taylor your videos are the reason why I smile whenever I feel stressed I'll just click to one of your videos. I love u Taylor ❤️

    • @BEBEiiCR4Zii
      @BEBEiiCR4Zii 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      red Velvet 레! 드! 벨! 벳!

    • @huekitmun301
      @huekitmun301 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Tacko AYEEEEEEEEEEE IM A PROUD REVELUV

    • @BEBEiiCR4Zii
      @BEBEiiCR4Zii 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      red Velvet me too b****

  • @alyvializ7821
    @alyvializ7821 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I loved the intro of this video, the puppy, music, and rain.. was super chill & relaxing :)

  • @marilynnguyen5887
    @marilynnguyen5887 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    We love you so much now Taylor! Your videos have showed us how much you beautifully change! You're super amazing!

  • @sofiapegka3228
    @sofiapegka3228 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Taylor, you are not alone. The amazingly cringy things I did in my past (like wearing eyeshadow even beyond my eyebrow and think that I look sexy) will be haunting my memories forever

    • @Taylor_R
      @Taylor_R  7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      +Sofia P hehe I would love to see a pic of that! 👍🏻

    • @sofiapegka3228
      @sofiapegka3228 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Taylor R テイラー deleted every single one of them 😇😇

  • @lutacos
    @lutacos 7 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    old taytay was cute, but i like how real you are now, it feels like you connect more with your audience now and i really like it c:

  • @marie265
    @marie265 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    The first video i watch of you was the bedroom one and i thought it was really cute... i actually like both💗✨

  • @stephaniewose
    @stephaniewose 7 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    You look so much like dakotakoti in the bedroom tour video!

    • @lolasmith3930
      @lolasmith3930 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Omg I really thought that she’s dakotakoti lol😂

    • @aimeebaggins
      @aimeebaggins 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Is she not the same person??!

    • @RenaG
      @RenaG 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank god Taylor evolved. That girl is still pretending she’s a real life doll with all the bizarrely photoshopped pictures after all those years

  • @_anirxm_
    @_anirxm_ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    I used to like you when you looked like that, to be honest :D it's been amazing to see your radical change haha ✨💙

    • @kamiiu
      @kamiiu 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Marina b Samee

  • @norayvla5185
    @norayvla5185 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I found your channel when you were were dressing in dolly style, because I like that style too! Your channel has definitely changed a lot since then. Those videos were not that "Cringeworthy" or terrible, and I honestly liked them more than the videos you make now
    >.< It's good that you were able to get this off your chest, if you felt like you needed too- also that you're not making content that makes you feel fake or embarrassed.

  • @thegenZlawyer2
    @thegenZlawyer2 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    The bedroom tour was the first video I ever saw from your channel I remember watching it and thinking it was so cringey I have been watching you again for a couple of months and didn't realize that was you! You have changed so much and I seriously envious of your beauty and your personality atm! Love from Australia 💖😘

  • @tokyogirltv4129
    @tokyogirltv4129 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your videos! and love that elbow san is getting involved!
    xoxo

  • @mindovermindfuck
    @mindovermindfuck 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I've sort of tried my best to not be cringeworthy my entire life (I'm only 19 still tho). I've only worn blue jeans and clean sweaters because I'd look okay but not notable. I've not worn makeup other than mascara because I wanted to avoid makeup flops. I've never been outspoken because I was terrified of saying something wrong. I've hid my interests because they were nerdy. Looking back at my youth, I was never cringeworthy, not once.
    But I think I would've been a lot happier trying out different things and doing whatever I wanted, even if I would regret everything afterwards. Your history as a living doll may be cringey, but at least you tried it, right? At least you had fun with it and lived the way you wanted. And to me it's not that bad, you were an excellent living doll, actually adorable ^^ I'm slowly starting to actually do stuff myself, trying stuff, and it's so much better than trying not to be embarrassing. It's a lot more fun, a lot less stressing. So don't regret it, life's too short~ c:

  • @memetime5216
    @memetime5216 7 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Even at really bad days, your​ video make me smile ! I found your channel because I wanted to watch Japanese TH-camrs or TH-camrs living in Japan. I like both Tay, and you didn't looked cringe, being cute is not cringe, it is just different than Western culture.

  • @stasikatr
    @stasikatr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    LOL! I’m actually laughing so hard at these reactions because I remember watching these videos years ago and loving them but watching your reactions now makes me realize how funny they are!

  • @SophieSon
    @SophieSon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    2021..and i still love your "Dolly phase" ..... still i love your current phase hehe

  • @softlight9701
    @softlight9701 7 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I like both tay's

    • @softlight9701
      @softlight9701 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      no matter how your style is, you always inspired me 😻😻😻

  • @audrey.c1
    @audrey.c1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    LOL ELBOW-SAN! "I like it...I like it..." aka i don't want to sleep on the couch tonight

  • @wisewillow5731
    @wisewillow5731 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This was so interesting Taylor! I always thought you spent a lot of time on your videos and now it's confirmed. You are very talented , but also very entertaining, love the expose 😁

  • @rebeccalynn745
    @rebeccalynn745 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your bedroom tour video!