Omg the “always wanting to be led” part is so true. I’ve already read so much psychology, astrology, and anything to help me understand my life more and I keep trying to find something that will tell me what I should do lolll but I’m starting to find more comfort and power in following my own guidance.
FOLLOWING YOUR OWN GUIDANCE SEE PSALMS 1:1 ON NOT BEING MISLED OR MIS GUIDED BY OTHERS. WE LEARN TO TRUST THE SPIRIT WITHIN US CALLED GOD/GODDESS HOLY SPIRIT ECT. IF WE CANT GUIDE OURSELVES THEN WHO IS WORTHY OTHER THAN OUR SOUL/SPIRIT THAT DWELLS WITHIN. SOME PEOPLE I WOULD FOLLOW HE/SHE TO THE DOOR OR THE FRIG.. LET ALONE BE GUIDED BY THEM. YET WE LIVE AND LEARN ...NAMASTE FAMILY
Wow. I feel extremely seen. This video had me sitting completely still in my chair, both somehow burdened and liberated at the same time; feeling intensely emotional but also somehow at peace with the implications of my Scorpio stellium in the 12th house. For anyone else with the Sun in the 12th, do you ever have the feeling that you were born knowing the answers, ALL the answers, and yet somehow as an adult your mission is to remember them and pass them on to others? It does all seem to fit the download that came to me the one time I meditated on my life's purpose: "to transform fear into love". Powerful stuff. Thanks for sharing your knowledge, Barbara!
Yes x100. I'm borderline obsessed with trying to remember what it is I KNOW I incarnated at this point in time. It's very very frustrating. I also have 2 stelliums in my 12H, one in aquarius and the other is pisces. oh and my nn is in my 6H in Leo, furthering my belief that I came here with important information, but I cannot remember it.
Before 30 i always felt lost, let other take decisions for me. It drained my energy even during my job. Now at 34 feel more connected to myself. Dont give a damn about what others think or let other decide. Also focus on my work has improved with strong desire to attain self set goals.
Finally, someone that sees this 12th house sun the way I do. I truly believe that people born with this placement are on assignment to transmute karma, dissolve the ego and experience samadhi/nirvana and possibly mahasamdhi (complete absorption with source). It’s a mystical placement. I’m a 12th house Sun in Leo, it’s been quite the journey for me. But I’m really starting to understand my purpose here.
It’s amazing that you said it’s our last lifetime on Earth. 🌍 I’m intuitive and a tarot reader and learned that I’ve been here a while and am almost done. ❤
My best friend, who was an earthly angel, died suddenly at 46 while reading a book to her young son. It was deeply traumatic and sad for us all. When I looked at her chart, I saw 6 planets in the 12th house. I wondered about the idea of this being her "last life". She did struggle with her identity as she was adopted into a family that never fully accepted her. Blows my mind how everything is DIVINELY ORCHESTRATED! Thank you.
As a Leo sun in the 12th i completely agree with your analysis of this placement.Having both my Moon Sun and Saturn in the 12th house , il felt kind of lost in this world when i was a younger.I turned 45 this year and i know my purpose in this life is to uplift others since i noticed i attract the lost souls . I have finally managed to find the right balance between self care and care of the others in order not to be drained too much as you said.
Hi! To my 12th house Sun people!! Thank you so much love!! I truly appreciate you for providing such a unique perspective. You’re absolutely incredible. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Wow! This is sooo true. My friend has his Sun in Pisces. He seems really bored with this life, as you said. He stirs up controversy, just to alleviate the boredom. He's super spiritual and often says he feels very misunderstood. His personality is extremely unique.
Every thing you say is so true! Sun in the 12th and Jupiter in the 8th. Mars, Mercury and Chiron in Pisces (12th house sign). Dad was an alcoholic, addict. I’ve been through hell and back and still struggle with my identity vocationally, always hated being in the spotlight. prefer solitude and to be working behind scenes. I have no interest in being the boss. … Since 2010, I’ve embraced my mystic side and have released the victim or martyr. I’m into all things esoteric from astrology, reiki, meditation, magic, Akashic work, to shamanism. I’m becoming Unfuckable with. 😉… all that I’ve been through has me feeling like I can help others through writng books and doing readings. I plan to retire to Spain or Portugal. It’s a hard placement until you make peace with it and understand it’s blessings.
My Grandmother has this along w/her Saturn + mars ALL in Capricorn all pretty much conjunct. She also has Neptune in the 8th… & an Aqua moon + Venus on the ascendant Her mother died during childbirth w/my gmas younger brother. Her father remarried a woman who ended up being schizophrenic (this was also during the depression so nothing was known of MH) She ran the household & raised her siblings by 12; she ADORED her father but HE HAD to work 80hrs a week JUST to keep a roof over their head… but god he adored her.. HER mother (the one who died) had a HUGE stellium in Pisces w/ mars in Aries… she pushed to keep having kids DESPITE being told she wouldn’t survive.. it didn’t matter.. she felt it was her duty to give her child a sibling… (in those days, the idea of having an only child was seen as cruel) She’s rlly into metaphysics… her family was born again baptist but she ran away from the church/left home at 16 My Grandma has been thru A LOT but god; she’s the most incredible person I’ve ever met. I’m so honored to have been raised by her. She built a whole lot of something out of nothing at a time where woman weren’t even allowed to buy a house w/o a man’s signature.. Her Capricorn nature didn’t allow her to admit she had psychic gifts for a really long time..after she had a stroke, it was like her walls came down in a way where she was so upfront about it. Crazy cause when she had that stroke there was no way in hell I thought any good could possibly come from it… yet w/those walls coming down; it’s made us closer & given me answers I never couldve fathomed
Are you a 12th houser? You truly understand the 12th house as if you are in it yourself. A lot of people misunderstand this placement and house. This is the best interpretation this far along with your interpretation of a Scorpio Moon. You have corrected a lot of parts of astrology that are misunderstood and have become regurgitated cliche generalizations. This definitely sounds like you have personally experienced this. You’re absolutely the truth. Your channel is going to take off.
Transforming the energy, I have both Sun and Mercury in 12th, edit: In Gemini I have children come to me, even saved a toddler from extreme danger, I was in right place at right time. Had a teenager in trouble knock on my door trying to get help.
You were bang on! (Everything except escapism/substance abuse: I’m petrified of anything which could alter my consciousness. Never touched that stuff) subscribed, thank you so much. Now going to Moon in 8th, oy…😄
Substance abuse: Currently stoned even though I was trying to cut back. Absent father: Mine died when I was 6. Identity issues: Trans and Borderline Personality Disorder. Literally everything you're saying for me is true. Gods I really hope this is my last incarnation on earth because I feel spiritually exhausted.
Sun ☀️ in 12 House in Aquarius ♒️ didn’t have a clue who I was until mid 40’s (still don’t know what Iam meant to be doing) and Iam now mid 50s I had a spiritual awakening in late December 2012 an absent father who just passed this year when transit Pluto in my 12 house was exact degree and conjunct my sun ☀️ yes I have sun ☀️ and Mercury conjunct and I start to tell some friends or acquaintances a story and no one is listening-it is like WTF I’ve listened to you for hours and now I have something to say and your not listening 🙉 a healing ❤️🩹 wound that needs attention 🙄
Wow 100% accurate and I’m not even halfway through the video. My Saturn return is coming up next year and I haven’t felt this much security in my entire life. I feel as though I’ve lived a thousand life times from birth until now. Loved in many city’s. I’ve been abused and almost killed by three karmic relationships. My father worked out of town my entire childhood. My mother took advantage of my vulnerability. I’ve struggled with drug addiction and alcoholism up until last year when I fell pregnant with my daughter. Through adolescence I was had many tarot readings and astrology readings done that all said the same thing. I have a long way to go in my life but have never felt more grounded. Totally can’t wait for my Saturn return and for the rest of my life ❤
Wow! I am the 12th house sun and agree with all 🙏 I was a bit lost till 30 (now 41). I hade a misterious experience during birth of my daughter. This changed my life and I started to understand depth and higher vibration of myself. My father was and still is big issue for me, he doesnt understand me, trying to change me to be "normal" .. I have a gift to see my past lifes and past lifes of others. I love Egypt and all antient mysteries. I am aries, very active, sport, family.. but need a lot of time to be only with myself. I love water and feel like healing me all the time. And many many other thinds mentioned 🙏 thank you 🙏
This is all soooo relatable and TRUE ! I’ve been watching videos for years about my 12h placements. And this is one is the most accurate and relatable. Thank you so much for sharing!!! I feel like I understand myself so much more
This has helped me in ways I can not yet understand. Have been studying astrology for 3 months now and when i tell you I have only heard 12H Sun = BAD 🤦🏽♂️. May the cosmos bless you, I will be spam watching your videos of my placements. The way you verbally detail is immaculate. I want to learn so that I can really SEE someone with a glance at their chart.
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Thank you Barbara!! I’m a 12th house sun in Cancer, and after my Saturn Return I got my voice back. I’m now committed to sharing about Tarot, Astrology, and Numerology on my TH-cam channel!
Thank you! This is very insightful and helpful. I haven't known much about the houses, but have a twelfth house sun, Mercury, Venus, and Jupiter. Most things I've read have been rather negative, but it now makes sense that it would take awhile to discover yourself especially when surrounded by others needs in addition to your own.
WOW I’m 12th house sun, Mars, Mercury & Chiron. My sun conjuncts Mercury, & I’m a life path 11. You’re the first astrologist who really understands how I feel. I feel like everyone is so intrigued & influenced by me, yet I don’t feel like I fit in.
I concur. I'm 12th house sun, moon and chiron. That statement you made about people being influenced by you hit hard. I try to fit in but I'm different and I really prefer to be alone at home
Amazing video 💫 I’m a 12 house sun in Pisces. My boyfriend is a 12th house sun in Taurus. Whenever we go out we are energy magnets. I used to be very overwhelmed by this but coming into higher knowledge, I’m thankful because I now know my purpose, I’m teaching him his
wow thank you so much for making this video. even tho it’s only one placement you are talking about, it is still the SUN so it resonated very deeply. I never understood why i felt like i exuded siren energy without any water in my chart but the piscean 12th House sun energy brings it all together.
You are too right, Barbara. I always felt this weird unexplainable dept to my soul (mind? spirit? psyche? don't know). My need for seclusion and a horrible longing for the past have been with me my all life. Subscribed! Love, Ana C.
Thanks, this was so helpful. I literally got goosebumps when you mentioned that 12th house suns may have been in some sort of isolation in past lives, because I went for a past life regression, and all I can see was me walking around all by myself away from civilization and by myself even when I was around others. In it I witnessing the destruction of a large group of people from a far away, vantage point, all by myself. I didn’t put much stock in it, because I thought that it was all just my own imagination.
Everything is so spot on except the part about not wanting to shine for my work because personally I have Leo over my first and 12th house. With sun and mercury in Leo in the 12th house. I have to desire to be in front but something’s holding me back. Omfg I’ve never heard anyone be this spot on. Especially the parts about being pouring out to me.
Cancer Sun ☀, cancer rising, cancer mercury, 12th house sun, mercury, Gemini, jupiter and chiron all in 12th. Moon conjunct neptune also... Way too much of this energy in my life! I feel like things are getting harder the older I get. I'm a Capricorn moon also so another tough one to deal with!Thank you for your insight, I feel like you gave a deeper insight into us than other videos I've watched on this aspect and you focused more on the power of the placement rather than just the negative side so thank you 💖
Very nice video . Being a 12 th house Sun , Moon person I can surely tell you my feelings and research on this particular position. These are the bunch of people close to their LIBERATION. This life they have got to PERFECT some of their things and then GIVE maximum to the world. These are the people who will take LEAST when they die from this material world. Anger and sexual energies if controlled , then the miracle will happen sooner. All my brothers and sisters who have similar conjunctions and commented here , must practice be THOUGHT LESS through meditation. TRATAK will be really helpful to our father SUN.
Very interesting! I used to have an incorrect birth time, so I thought I was a sun in the first house person, only to find out it was actually in the 12th house. It felt like a demotion. But I see now everything has been teaching me and helping me grow. Pluto has had its way with every single one of my planets already (just turned 40), I’ve passed my initial Saturn return, and my progressed sun is now in my first house. Watch out world, haha, just kidding. I do find more satisfaction in helping others shine, yet I find can’t help but shine myself in the process
Yippee 🥳 I love this and kinda happy about this being my last lifetime on this realm. Everything you have mentioned is true to me and my life, I’m 50 now and feel I’m coming into my authentic self. THANK YOU SO MUCH. Xxxxx ❤🧚♀❤ interesting how I married a wonderful and very loving 🥰 cancer hubby of 27 years that is 11 years older then me.
No. I really don't wanna come back here.... wasaaaaaay too much hatred, greed, pain... I do what I can to mitigate the damage, but it's bigger than what I can mitigate... Bad attitudes, negative thinking... selfish SELF-CENTERED total disrespect for life & the planet itself.... If 12th House placements denote this being my last Walk here, I welcome it.... something to look forward to!!!❣️🖤
@@wintherace108 ....as a wildlife rehabilitator (for 28 years), maybe not a bird... too much toxin in the environment!!!...I see A LOT of poisoning....birds naturally feed on diverse plants, seeds, insects, even other birds & mammals... Monsanto has a poison for every level of the natural food chain!!! Last night as I pulled into my driveway, a Sharp shin HAWK raced through my front yard trees, a small bird in it's talons....he was sooooooo fast, I couldn't tell whether he had a sparrow or one of the juvenile chicks from the ignorant neighbors' chickens (stupid ppl do stupid things!!!...& WILDLIFE WILL TAKE FULL ADVANTAGE OF IT!!!). A Sharp Shin HAWK is an Accipiter...chases their prey down in flight...ONLY EATS BIRDS!!! Certain species of Falcon also mainly eat birds... NOT trying to crash your preference, but I AM A REALIST...humans have done irreversible damage... the bottom of the food chain has already been showing vivid evidence of it for decades... Coming back here again will be a serious gamble, especially if you return as a carbon based life form... it's already a depressing situation as I see it from my current carbon based life form....🧐🖤❣️
Cancer Sun, Leo in the 12th house, Virgo rising. This is on point! Feels like this video was made for me lol. I cut off past life enemies months ago that were jealous of my spiritual power after gaining the confidence in my power. I feel like my karma is almost completely cleared and I'm about to be 27 in June. Also I did have past lives in the Himalayas.
I also feel I had past life karmas which I have to clear in this birth ....this is why I took some decisions in this birth..now I can realise why I took those wrong decisions, it was because of my past life karmas ...
Wow thank. I had morning thoughts about how I'd wasted time money effort on beautifying myself in my early adult life, maybe looking for my identity? I also attracted a lot of female jealousy and was treated horribly by many friends. Then this video popped up. You have taught me that I may have been dealing with karma. Well, I'm 43 now and actually, very stable and comfortable with who I am and, I don't take any crap. I have pisces sun, venus and mars. My Aquarius ascendent and capricorn moon have actually helped me a lot... Thanks again, you're a little gem
This interpretation is so good. Sun in Aquarius. Mars and Mercury in the 12th. You are right! After your Saturn return you start to get out of the woods when you take care of yourself and ownership of your life. Thank you! ;)
I have sun in 12th house in sidereal. It's in the 11th in placidus. They both resonate but this 12th house one resonates so much more. I'm 27 and I feel like I'm finally starting to purge the negative and come into my own but it's almost the hardest time for me its just so fucking intense. I pray for this to be over soon
Thank you very much 😊 you're a truth-seeker. One must exercise patience and mindfulness to bring the natal Sun 🔆 from the 12th to the 1st astrological house. Courage is very much required because nobody will believe you before you believe in yourself first.
Soooo so true for me 🥲💜thank u! So well said lol I’m a Leo mercury 12th house(also sun and moon Leo 12th house)🥲 and i resonate to everything you said so much! I LOVE MUSIC I feel like I couldn’t survive with out it. It has always been necessary for my healing but I don’t sing or write even in just obsessed with it and I talk in lyrics a lot as well as it inspires me and teaches me so much. Im manifesting working in music or on tour or on radio and someday when I learn to speak all my experiences and ultimately help people heal. Im 27 about to be 28 this month and still finding my voice in public. definitely better one on one and have so many intense conversations with random strangers all the time and feels psychic. But I definitely benefit from being in solitude when I’m around too much energy. Thank you 🙏🏽
This video was great as a 12th houser, Venus, Mercury, Sun, AND south node this video basically explained how I’ve always felt. Thank you for this video.
this was by far the best sun in 12th house video thankU for this 💗 I’m virgo sun 12rh house , my chart says I’m actually in between the 11th and 12th house but I resonate more with 12th house .
Thank you so much this really helps, my life has always been tough with people who don't understand me, absence of a father figure, Being super psychic and taking on everything this is very true completely resonates with me i always want to be guided I'm a Pisces with a 12th house sun, 12th house Pisces Mercury, 12th house Venus, Saturn and Jupiter i also have Pisces 12th house opposing my Virgo 6th house its a lot but I love it I'm absolutely Blessed.
Thnx for this! Cancer sun in 12th, 11th house Cancer for moon (conjunct with) Venus, & Mars! Mercury in 12th conjunct with rising in 1st both in Leo I faxed childhood abuse until I ran away and became independent at 16 Was in the army but life became miserable After that was a personal trainer then online fitness coach Now been travelling the world for years in my RV from the PTSD compensation from the army, I'm basically guaranteed retired for life I've been digging deep into my spiritual journey over the years now, pursuing nondesire & nonattachment through the tao ☯️ I've been considering taking my travel vlogs and incorporating elements that encourage the spiritual path but also social revolution in others Oh and I'm skipping a LOT that is very accurate to "symptoms" of being 12th house, especially crazy shit happening right in front of me all the time
Thank you for more clarity. Cancer Sun conjunct, within a single degree, N Node in 12… The awareness that this insecurity is merely disillusionment, it’s just liberating. Thank you
I really enjoyed this video. I have a lot going on in my 12th house and I have gone through a lot of escapism, and feeling unseen. I have struggled with mental health as well. Anxiety has been a big thing for me... It has felt really hard to just develop an identity for myself I just turned 34 and I have not yet reached the "unfuckwithable" phase but I can tell I am sure getting close! I have been told I have a calming energy as well!
All of this is so my experience. Re the absent father thing - I'm sun conj Saturn conj ascendant in 12th (I have a stellium too oof but diff story) and I discovered after my Saturn Return that I'm autistic and so is my dad 🤣 autistic can sure feel like I'm psychic sometimes! I need very strong boundaries. Thanks for the video! :)
I have a Sag sun and stellium in the 12th house and when I say I cannot FUNCTION without being near and in water... I mean it. I specifically move to cities next to lakes, I paddleboard, and for the first time in a bit I haven't had a bathtub and I miss it more than anyone reasonably should.
I have been trying to understand my place here. I’m a Virgo 12th house sun everything you said here is true. I’m just now finding that clarity you talked about. But still so much to learn and I have been forced to guide myself… all soo true
I ve honestly felt a relieve in life since the return of my saturn. I sensed the beauty of life on a more materialistic plane and tried to implement manifestations since then. It used to be very sad for me before my 28 yo. And having the moon and mercury in the 12th as well... 😅
Hey, i am 12th house sun with mars and neptune in the 12th house in sag and capricorn ascendant… it hasnt been easy. I was very down… and You have described me. It helped thank you
Pisces stellium in the 12H (sun, mercury, Jupiter) Earth is so boring lol. this reading is so accurate! I have past life remembrances of being in jail, being a writer and a Munk on a hill!
Wow, tears in my eyes, so spot on!! Literally answered every question and frustration I was asking and venting to God in my car driving home today. Thank you for this. I also have Mercury and Neptune in my 12th, off to learn about those now 😂
Omg the “always wanting to be led” part is so true. I’ve already read so much psychology, astrology, and anything to help me understand my life more and I keep trying to find something that will tell me what I should do lolll but I’m starting to find more comfort and power in following my own guidance.
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So true and I love the empowering process of resisting “being led” I also have Aquarius on my 8th and it seems to amplify this phenomenon in my world.
FOLLOWING YOUR OWN GUIDANCE SEE PSALMS 1:1 ON NOT BEING MISLED OR MIS GUIDED BY OTHERS. WE LEARN TO TRUST THE SPIRIT WITHIN US CALLED GOD/GODDESS HOLY SPIRIT ECT. IF WE CANT GUIDE OURSELVES THEN WHO IS WORTHY OTHER THAN OUR SOUL/SPIRIT THAT DWELLS WITHIN. SOME PEOPLE I WOULD FOLLOW HE/SHE TO THE DOOR OR THE FRIG.. LET ALONE BE GUIDED BY THEM. YET WE LIVE AND LEARN ...NAMASTE FAMILY
Hi. Maybe have a look at Human Design. Get your Body Graph done. I’ve found it very useful.
Same
I told my adopted mom when i was 7 "this world is just so boring" and she didnt know what to say to that lol. People project on me so much.
😢 im so misunderstood
For awhile I have had an overwhelming feeling that this is my last lifetime. Very interesting to hear this!
there is no scientifically proof that this is our last birth as i also have sun in the 12th house and it is sitting in the 12th house with ketu
Wow. I feel extremely seen. This video had me sitting completely still in my chair, both somehow burdened and liberated at the same time; feeling intensely emotional but also somehow at peace with the implications of my Scorpio stellium in the 12th house. For anyone else with the Sun in the 12th, do you ever have the feeling that you were born knowing the answers, ALL the answers, and yet somehow as an adult your mission is to remember them and pass them on to others? It does all seem to fit the download that came to me the one time I meditated on my life's purpose: "to transform fear into love". Powerful stuff. Thanks for sharing your knowledge, Barbara!
The amount of tears. The Epiphany!
Yes x100. I'm borderline obsessed with trying to remember what it is I KNOW I incarnated at this point in time. It's very very frustrating. I also have 2 stelliums in my 12H, one in aquarius and the other is pisces. oh and my nn is in my 6H in Leo, furthering my belief that I came here with important information, but I cannot remember it.
Yes!
Omg yaaasss, it's like all the answers are those items you didnt write on your grocery list youre now trying to remember in the checkout line.
Before 30 i always felt lost, let other take decisions for me. It drained my energy even during my job.
Now at 34 feel more connected to myself. Dont give a damn about what others think or let other decide. Also focus on my work has improved with strong desire to attain self set goals.
Finally, someone that sees this 12th house sun the way I do. I truly believe that people born with this placement are on assignment to transmute karma, dissolve the ego and experience samadhi/nirvana and possibly mahasamdhi (complete absorption with source). It’s a mystical placement. I’m a 12th house Sun in Leo, it’s been quite the journey for me. But I’m really starting to understand my purpose here.
YES !!!! I agree!!!!
well this gave me sm solace ❤
I have this placement 😢...my life is in hell 😢
Escapism is so typical for me
It’s amazing that you said it’s our last lifetime on Earth. 🌍 I’m intuitive and a tarot reader and learned that I’ve been here a while and am almost done. ❤
My best friend, who was an earthly angel, died suddenly at 46 while reading a book to her young son. It was deeply traumatic and sad for us all. When I looked at her chart, I saw 6 planets in the 12th house. I wondered about the idea of this being her "last life". She did struggle with her identity as she was adopted into a family that never fully accepted her. Blows my mind how everything is DIVINELY ORCHESTRATED! Thank you.
Did she have sun or ketu in the 12th house?
@@wintherace108 Sun and moon in 12th.
As a Leo sun in the 12th i completely agree with your analysis of this placement.Having both my Moon Sun and Saturn in the 12th house , il felt kind of lost in this world when i was a younger.I turned 45 this year and i know my purpose in this life is to uplift others since i noticed i attract the lost souls . I have finally managed to find the right balance between self care and care of the others in order not to be drained too much as you said.
I'm 36 years old and I still haven't figured out what I'm doing in this place.
I’m 42 hopefully I find mine soon I have sun, moon, Saturn, Jupiter all in Virgo ♍️ 12 house. Libra ♎️ rising and mercury in ♎️ 12th house too
Definitely feel like others don’t know me and even when I speak and try to clarify things they’d don’t even hear me
Same
Hi! To my 12th house Sun people!! Thank you so much love!! I truly appreciate you for providing such a unique perspective. You’re absolutely incredible. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Wow! This is sooo true. My friend has his Sun in Pisces. He seems really bored with this life, as you said. He stirs up controversy, just to alleviate the boredom. He's super spiritual and often says he feels very misunderstood. His personality is extremely unique.
Every thing you say is so true!
Sun in the 12th and Jupiter in the 8th. Mars, Mercury and Chiron in Pisces (12th house sign). Dad was an alcoholic, addict. I’ve been through hell and back and still struggle with my identity vocationally, always hated being in the spotlight. prefer solitude and to be working behind scenes. I have no interest in being the boss. … Since 2010, I’ve embraced my mystic side and have released the victim or martyr. I’m into all things esoteric from astrology, reiki, meditation, magic, Akashic work, to shamanism. I’m becoming Unfuckable with. 😉… all that I’ve been through has me feeling like I can help others through writng books and doing readings. I plan to retire to Spain or Portugal. It’s a hard placement until you make peace with it and understand it’s blessings.
I always pray i don’t get reincarnated into this life anymore i always pray never to return here i need to rest
It is mentally draining here that's for sure.
I'm a muslim , there's no such thing as reincarnation 😂 don't worry .
My Grandmother has this along w/her Saturn + mars ALL in Capricorn all pretty much conjunct. She also has Neptune in the 8th… & an Aqua moon + Venus on the ascendant
Her mother died during childbirth w/my gmas younger brother. Her father remarried a woman who ended up being schizophrenic (this was also during the depression so nothing was known of MH)
She ran the household & raised her siblings by 12; she ADORED her father but HE HAD to work 80hrs a week JUST to keep a roof over their head… but god he adored her.. HER mother (the one who died) had a HUGE stellium in Pisces w/ mars in Aries… she pushed to keep having kids DESPITE being told she wouldn’t survive.. it didn’t matter.. she felt it was her duty to give her child a sibling… (in those days, the idea of having an only child was seen as cruel)
She’s rlly into metaphysics… her family was born again baptist but she ran away from the church/left home at 16
My Grandma has been thru A LOT but god; she’s the most incredible person I’ve ever met. I’m so honored to have been raised by her.
She built a whole lot of something out of nothing at a time where woman weren’t even allowed to buy a house w/o a man’s signature..
Her Capricorn nature didn’t allow her to admit she had psychic gifts for a really long time..after she had a stroke, it was like her walls came down in a way where she was so upfront about it. Crazy cause when she had that stroke there was no way in hell I thought any good could possibly come from it… yet w/those walls coming down; it’s made us closer & given me answers I never couldve fathomed
Best 12th house sun video on youtube by far 🤯💚💚💚
Thank you!!!
Are you a 12th houser? You truly understand the 12th house as if you are in it yourself. A lot of people misunderstand this placement and house. This is the best interpretation this far along with your interpretation of a Scorpio Moon. You have corrected a lot of parts of astrology that are misunderstood and have become regurgitated cliche generalizations. This definitely sounds like you have personally experienced this. You’re absolutely the truth. Your channel is going to take off.
I am !!! Thank you so much for the kind words !! 😊♥️♥️🌟
I agrees Pisces sun 12th house and Scorpio moon. I need to find her Scorpio moon video!
Thanks!
Girl I feel like you looked through my soul
Transforming the energy, I have both Sun and Mercury in 12th, edit: In Gemini
I have children come to me, even saved a toddler from extreme danger, I was in right place at right time. Had a teenager in trouble knock on my door trying to get help.
You were bang on! (Everything except escapism/substance abuse: I’m petrified of anything which could alter my consciousness. Never touched that stuff) subscribed, thank you so much.
Now going to Moon in 8th, oy…😄
I’m 35 and still feel lost and like I don’t know who I am. 😣
Substance abuse: Currently stoned even though I was trying to cut back. Absent father: Mine died when I was 6. Identity issues: Trans and Borderline Personality Disorder.
Literally everything you're saying for me is true. Gods I really hope this is my last incarnation on earth because I feel spiritually exhausted.
Sun ☀️ in 12 House in Aquarius ♒️ didn’t have a clue who I was until mid 40’s (still don’t know what Iam meant to be doing) and Iam now mid 50s I had a spiritual awakening in late December 2012 an absent father who just passed this year when transit Pluto in my 12 house was exact degree and conjunct my sun ☀️ yes I have sun ☀️ and Mercury conjunct and I start to tell some friends or acquaintances a story and no one is listening-it is like WTF I’ve listened to you for hours and now I have something to say and your not listening 🙉 a healing ❤️🩹 wound that needs attention 🙄
Wow 100% accurate and I’m not even halfway through the video. My Saturn return is coming up next year and I haven’t felt this much security in my entire life. I feel as though I’ve lived a thousand life times from birth until now. Loved in many city’s. I’ve been abused and almost killed by three karmic relationships. My father worked out of town my entire childhood. My mother took advantage of my vulnerability. I’ve struggled with drug addiction and alcoholism up until last year when I fell pregnant with my daughter. Through adolescence I was had many tarot readings and astrology readings done that all said the same thing. I have a long way to go in my life but have never felt more grounded. Totally can’t wait for my Saturn return and for the rest of my life ❤
Wow! I am the 12th house sun and agree with all 🙏 I was a bit lost till 30 (now 41). I hade a misterious experience during birth of my daughter. This changed my life and I started to understand depth and higher vibration of myself. My father was and still is big issue for me, he doesnt understand me, trying to change me to be "normal" .. I have a gift to see my past lifes and past lifes of others. I love Egypt and all antient mysteries. I am aries, very active, sport, family.. but need a lot of time to be only with myself. I love water and feel like healing me all the time. And many many other thinds mentioned 🙏 thank you 🙏
Hii.. 👋 Is it true that You can see others Past Lives🥺😇
This is all soooo relatable and TRUE ! I’ve been watching videos for years about my 12h placements. And this is one is the most accurate and relatable. Thank you so much for sharing!!! I feel like I understand myself so much more
This has helped me in ways I can not yet understand. Have been studying astrology for 3 months now and when i tell you I have only heard 12H Sun = BAD 🤦🏽♂️. May the cosmos bless you, I will be spam watching your videos of my placements. The way you verbally detail is immaculate. I want to learn so that I can really SEE someone with a glance at their chart.
Thank you !!! So glad it resonated :)))
If you don’t mind me asking, how much would you charge for a house reading? I just really loved how well you explained a placement I have hear.
@@deavynlacy8465 hi !! No problem - I do general natal chart readings for $152 USD they are a 45-minute private video I send you and you can watch it as many times as you'd like. You can find them here:
www.iambarbarajosic.com/shop
12th house sun, just found you through a search. Loved the way you explained this. Easily understood for me. Thanks!
I'm so glad that I hear this is the last reincarnation ❤
Me too
Thank you Barbara!! I’m a 12th house sun in Cancer, and after my Saturn Return I got my voice back. I’m now committed to sharing about Tarot, Astrology, and Numerology on my TH-cam channel!
That’s amazing !! Love it all !! 🥰♥️
Thank you! This is very insightful and helpful. I haven't known much about the houses, but have a twelfth house sun, Mercury, Venus, and Jupiter. Most things I've read have been rather negative, but it now makes sense that it would take awhile to discover yourself especially when surrounded by others needs in addition to your own.
WOW I’m 12th house sun, Mars, Mercury & Chiron. My sun conjuncts Mercury, & I’m a life path 11. You’re the first astrologist who really understands how I feel. I feel like everyone is so intrigued & influenced by me, yet I don’t feel like I fit in.
I concur. I'm 12th house sun, moon and chiron. That statement you made about people being influenced by you hit hard. I try to fit in but I'm different and I really prefer to be alone at home
I don’t remember where my Chiron is, but also 12th house sun, mercury, & mars despite being an Aries! Very true though..
Amazing video 💫
I’m a 12 house sun in Pisces. My boyfriend is a 12th house sun in Taurus.
Whenever we go out we are energy magnets. I used to be very overwhelmed by this but coming into higher knowledge, I’m thankful because I now know my purpose, I’m teaching him his
wow thank you so much for making this video. even tho it’s only one placement you are talking about, it is still the SUN so it resonated very deeply. I never understood why i felt like i exuded siren energy without any water in my chart but the piscean 12th House sun energy brings it all together.
You are too right, Barbara. I always felt this weird unexplainable dept to my soul (mind? spirit? psyche? don't know). My need for seclusion and a horrible longing for the past have been with me my all life. Subscribed! Love, Ana C.
Thank you !! Glad it resonated ♥️🌟🌟
Thanks, this was so helpful. I literally got goosebumps when you mentioned that 12th house suns may have been in some sort of isolation in past lives, because I went for a past life regression, and all I can see was me walking around all by myself away from civilization and by myself even when I was around others. In it I witnessing the destruction of a large group of people from a far away, vantage point, all by myself. I didn’t put much stock in it, because I thought that it was all just my own imagination.
Omg, absence of dad part is so true, I never had my dad’s emotional, mental and financial support.
And thinking about others- 100% true
Everything is so spot on except the part about not wanting to shine for my work because personally I have Leo over my first and 12th house. With sun and mercury in Leo in the 12th house. I have to desire to be in front but something’s holding me back.
Omfg I’ve never heard anyone be this spot on. Especially the parts about being pouring out to me.
Cancer Sun ☀, cancer rising, cancer mercury, 12th house sun, mercury, Gemini, jupiter and chiron all in 12th. Moon conjunct neptune also... Way too much of this energy in my life! I feel like things are getting harder the older I get. I'm a Capricorn moon also so another tough one to deal with!Thank you for your insight, I feel like you gave a deeper insight into us than other videos I've watched on this aspect and you focused more on the power of the placement rather than just the negative side so thank you 💖
Same placements. The older I get the harder it is.
i was diagnosed with schizophrenia at 18
Very nice video . Being a 12 th house Sun , Moon person I can surely tell you my feelings and research on this particular position.
These are the bunch of people close to their LIBERATION. This life they have got to PERFECT some of their things and then GIVE maximum to the world. These are the people who will take LEAST when they die from this material world. Anger and sexual energies if controlled , then the miracle will happen sooner. All my brothers and sisters who have similar conjunctions and commented here , must practice be THOUGHT LESS through meditation. TRATAK will be really helpful to our father SUN.
Very interesting! I used to have an incorrect birth time, so I thought I was a sun in the first house person, only to find out it was actually in the 12th house. It felt like a demotion. But I see now everything has been teaching me and helping me grow. Pluto has had its way with every single one of my planets already (just turned 40), I’ve passed my initial Saturn return, and my progressed sun is now in my first house. Watch out world, haha, just kidding. I do find more satisfaction in helping others shine, yet I find can’t help but shine myself in the process
Yippee 🥳 I love this and kinda happy about this being my last lifetime on this realm. Everything you have mentioned is true to me and my life, I’m 50 now and feel I’m coming into my authentic self. THANK YOU SO MUCH. Xxxxx ❤🧚♀❤ interesting how I married a wonderful and very loving 🥰 cancer hubby of 27 years that is 11 years older then me.
I am cancer my Sun is in the 12.House ❤️
same!
Wow Im 29 . Spent most of my life in prison and now I am a spiritual teacher
No. I really don't wanna come back here.... wasaaaaaay too much hatred, greed, pain... I do what I can to mitigate the damage, but it's bigger than what I can mitigate... Bad attitudes, negative thinking... selfish SELF-CENTERED total disrespect for life & the planet itself.... If 12th House placements denote this being my last Walk here, I welcome it.... something to look forward to!!!❣️🖤
Same here...I don't wanna come to this earth anymore...if I would have to come then will be back as a bird...not as a human being
@@wintherace108 ....as a wildlife rehabilitator (for 28 years), maybe not a bird... too much toxin in the environment!!!...I see A LOT of poisoning....birds naturally feed on diverse plants, seeds, insects, even other birds & mammals... Monsanto has a poison for every level of the natural food chain!!!
Last night as I pulled into my driveway, a Sharp shin HAWK raced through my front yard trees, a small bird in it's talons....he was sooooooo fast, I couldn't tell whether he had a sparrow or one of the juvenile chicks from the ignorant neighbors' chickens (stupid ppl do stupid things!!!...& WILDLIFE WILL TAKE FULL ADVANTAGE OF IT!!!). A Sharp Shin HAWK is an Accipiter...chases their prey down in flight...ONLY EATS BIRDS!!! Certain species of Falcon also mainly eat birds...
NOT trying to crash your preference, but I AM A REALIST...humans have done irreversible damage... the bottom of the food chain has already been showing vivid evidence of it for decades... Coming back here again will be a serious gamble, especially if you return as a carbon based life form... it's already a depressing situation as I see it from my current carbon based life form....🧐🖤❣️
Cancer Sun, Leo in the 12th house, Virgo rising. This is on point! Feels like this video was made for me lol. I cut off past life enemies months ago that were jealous of my spiritual power after gaining the confidence in my power. I feel like my karma is almost completely cleared and I'm about to be 27 in June. Also I did have past lives in the Himalayas.
I also feel I had past life karmas which I have to clear in this birth ....this is why I took some decisions in this birth..now I can realise why I took those wrong decisions, it was because of my past life karmas ...
Wow thank. I had morning thoughts about how I'd wasted time money effort on beautifying myself in my early adult life, maybe looking for my identity? I also attracted a lot of female jealousy and was treated horribly by many friends. Then this video popped up. You have taught me that I may have been dealing with karma. Well, I'm 43 now and actually, very stable and comfortable with who I am and, I don't take any crap. I have pisces sun, venus and mars. My Aquarius ascendent and capricorn moon have actually helped me a lot... Thanks again, you're a little gem
This is so accurate it’s fucking scary. Your content is amazing. Keep doing what you do. It’s healing xxx
Thank you so much !! ♥️♥️
1:20 6:00 9:00 13:40 16:00 taking on others Trauma as my own!!!! Omg I feel this strongly
13:33 I really took notice of this early in life. People just want to tell me their secrets.
This interpretation is so good. Sun in Aquarius. Mars and Mercury in the 12th. You are right! After your Saturn return you start to get out of the woods when you take care of yourself and ownership of your life. Thank you! ;)
I have sun in 12th house in sidereal. It's in the 11th in placidus. They both resonate but this 12th house one resonates so much more. I'm 27 and I feel like I'm finally starting to purge the negative and come into my own but it's almost the hardest time for me its just so fucking intense. I pray for this to be over soon
Thank you very much 😊 you're a truth-seeker.
One must exercise patience and mindfulness to bring the natal Sun 🔆 from the 12th to the 1st astrological house. Courage is very much required because nobody will believe you before you believe in yourself first.
Soooo so true for me 🥲💜thank u! So well said lol I’m a Leo mercury 12th house(also sun and moon Leo 12th house)🥲 and i resonate to everything you said so much! I LOVE MUSIC I feel like I couldn’t survive with out it. It has always been necessary for my healing but I don’t sing or write even in just obsessed with it and I talk in lyrics a lot as well as it inspires me and teaches me so much. Im manifesting working in music or on tour or on radio and someday when I learn to speak all my experiences and ultimately help people heal. Im 27 about to be 28 this month and still finding my voice in public. definitely better one on one and have so many intense conversations with random strangers all the time and feels psychic. But I definitely benefit from being in solitude when I’m around too much energy. Thank you 🙏🏽
Perfectly interpreted and articulated Barbara! I greatly admire your sacred talent and gift for astrology. xo
Thank you for the kind words Estée !! Glad you enjoyed it ♥️♥️
My father was incarcerated when I was 9yrs old and was released when I turned 34yrs old . Resonated
This video was great as a 12th houser, Venus, Mercury, Sun, AND south node this video basically explained how I’ve always felt. Thank you for this video.
Wow! Spot on for the most part. I'm Scorpio Sun and Rising. My sun is in 12th house when using whole chart. My profession is empowering ppl.
this was by far the best sun in 12th house video thankU for this 💗 I’m virgo sun 12rh house , my chart says I’m actually in between the 11th and 12th house but I resonate more with 12th house .
Thank you !! Glad you enjoyed ♥️
Thank you so much this really helps, my life has always been tough with people who don't understand me, absence of a father figure, Being super psychic and taking on everything this is very true completely resonates with me i always want to be guided I'm a Pisces with a 12th house sun, 12th house Pisces Mercury, 12th house Venus, Saturn and Jupiter i also have Pisces 12th house opposing my Virgo 6th house its a lot but I love it I'm absolutely Blessed.
Thnx for this!
Cancer sun in 12th,
11th house Cancer for moon (conjunct with) Venus, & Mars!
Mercury in 12th conjunct with rising in 1st both in Leo
I faxed childhood abuse until I ran away and became independent at 16
Was in the army but life became miserable
After that was a personal trainer then online fitness coach
Now been travelling the world for years in my RV from the PTSD compensation from the army, I'm basically guaranteed retired for life
I've been digging deep into my spiritual journey over the years now, pursuing nondesire & nonattachment through the tao ☯️
I've been considering taking my travel vlogs and incorporating elements that encourage the spiritual path but also social revolution in others
Oh and I'm skipping a LOT that is very accurate to "symptoms" of being 12th house, especially crazy shit happening right in front of me all the time
Thank you for more clarity. Cancer Sun conjunct, within a single degree, N Node in 12… The awareness that this insecurity is merely disillusionment, it’s just liberating. Thank you
Last lifetime here sounds great 😌
Awe man this was so accurate. Ima cancer rising and cancer sign is 29 degrees within 12th house.
I really enjoyed this video. I have a lot going on in my 12th house and I have gone through a lot of escapism, and feeling unseen. I have struggled with mental health as well. Anxiety has been a big thing for me... It has felt really hard to just develop an identity for myself I just turned 34 and I have not yet reached the "unfuckwithable" phase but I can tell I am sure getting close! I have been told I have a calming energy as well!
Wow, you’re speaking my life!😅 Alot makes sense when you explained this!
Thank you! 🙏🏽
My sun and ascendant is here in the 12th house....in cancer .... like whoa. Sooooo accurate
All of this is so my experience. Re the absent father thing - I'm sun conj Saturn conj ascendant in 12th (I have a stellium too oof but diff story) and I discovered after my Saturn Return that I'm autistic and so is my dad 🤣 autistic can sure feel like I'm psychic sometimes! I need very strong boundaries. Thanks for the video! :)
You definitely hit the nail on the head for me Sag Sun and Mercury in the 12th house. I am 68 and finally figuring it out.
This definitely is helpful to rewatch! I’m turning 25 in November
I have a Sag sun and stellium in the 12th house and when I say I cannot FUNCTION without being near and in water... I mean it. I specifically move to cities next to lakes, I paddleboard, and for the first time in a bit I haven't had a bathtub and I miss it more than anyone reasonably should.
So looking forward to my saturn return, I‘m ready for that solar plexus to be open 💥😊
This is insightful and profoundly accurate.
Thank you ❤ yep very true. I’m a 12th sun. Musician. Life has been very difficult early on. I think my 40s will be better 😅
Very much so! Thank you so much!!!! ❤
I have Scorpio in the 12th house conjunct Pluto. I have a strong interest in the occult and unseen.
I have been trying to understand my place here. I’m a Virgo 12th house sun everything you said here is true. I’m just now finding that clarity you talked about. But still so much to learn and I have been forced to guide myself… all soo true
I ve honestly felt a relieve in life since the return of my saturn. I sensed the beauty of life on a more materialistic plane and tried to implement manifestations since then. It used to be very sad for me before my 28 yo. And having the moon and mercury in the 12th as well... 😅
This video just made me sob my heart out. I feel so seen. Thank you.
Definitely on point!! Sun moon mercury Venus 12th house cancer! Wish I knew this when I was a kid
12th in Vedic astrology and sun in 11th in tropical astrology
Wonderful!!! Thank you for this insightful video. I'm a 12th house sun and found this info spot on.
Capricorn in the 12th house Mercury and Mars I never feel heard. U are so correct
I have this placement but i never ever allow anyone to make decisions for me
I feel seen and understood, thank you so much 🥹🙏🏽❤️
You’re welcome! 🥰♥️
Hey, i am 12th house sun with mars and neptune in the 12th house in sag and capricorn ascendant… it hasnt been easy.
I was very down… and You have described me. It helped thank you
Yes that is true. As an Aries, my sun is in 12th house and I do have father issue in my eraly year.
Sagittarius 12th house Sun conjunct Neptune, Jupiter, mercury conjunct Venus - this is a great series, thank you xXx
explains why i love taking baths lol sometimes i’ll take up to 2-3 baths a day
This is the only video that made me understand the 12th house sun
Thank you!!
I’m crying watching someone describe me exactly in a random TH-cam video 🥲🥲🥲
♥️♥️♥️
@@barbarajsc ❤️ Thanks Barbara :) I’ve watched this 4 times since last night “for guidance”
Leo South Node 12th house / Sun in the 5th - I resonate with this for 100%
Wow, well here I am in the midst of my Saturn return, finding this video and understanding my whole life. Thank you very much ❤
Sun 12th House- dad was incarcerated for unaliving my mom. My moon in 12th also
This is the best video on this I've ever seen!!
Thank you 🥰♥️
By far the best interpretation!!!
My north node is here also my my Sun.
Pisces stellium in the 12H (sun, mercury, Jupiter) Earth is so boring lol. this reading is so accurate! I have past life remembrances of being in jail, being a writer and a Munk on a hill!
Wow, tears in my eyes, so spot on!! Literally answered every question and frustration I was asking and venting to God in my car driving home today. Thank you for this. I also have Mercury and Neptune in my 12th, off to learn about those now 😂
So glad the reading resonated !! I’ve got a bunch of 12H videos in my 12H playlist if you’re interested :)))
This resonated and spoke to me deeply. Very good and informative, thank you.