Sun in 12th house are typically closer to GOD/ Universe than most people. Angels on earth really. If we are compelled to help people. It's just our natural way of being. The remedy. Find a position that will pay you to be of service to others, volunteer from time to time. I am working on getting PAID. We are physical beings and we must eat. Do what you love. Sun in 12th house virgo :) We hold too much emphasis with the relationship with the father. Yes, this is by design, so we can connect with the truth father spirit. Self esteem issues come into play but we were people of great importance in our past lives. We are here observing!
I have my sun in Virgo as well, it’s funny you said we were important before. My ex had told me I wasn’t important anymore. Which had me thinking. I feel the same way about getting paid. We have to survive as well and shouldn’t be doing things for free.
@@user-rb2oz6wv8b wow, crazy. I was looking up 12th house sun again on some random sight when you replied. you will always be important. I think of this as a vacation lifetime. If you were so important, how can you just be an average joe again. Yes, We gotta stop doing shii for free. that's my motto these days.
Sun (and Venus!) in 12th House Sag. Pretty extreme... Really resonated with the things you said, also working on it. This year was the year a lot changed for me. Not choice but to have faith and trust. 🙏
Well Tan I am 71 years old and this is the very best explanation of my sun in the 12th house ever . My mother died when I was 7 and left 6 children for my dad to bring up. He was never the same love dad I knew. He became alcoholic and just wasn't there any more. Even though I was only a child I knew the pain he was in. Unfortunately then I married an alcoholic, abusive and nasty. I have done a lot of care work because I've always wanted to help others. There's so much to say but just cried all the way through it but thankyou I finally know what it's all been about. Bless your heart ❤ xx
I rarely ever comment, but honestly...this video just saved my future...my father came to America to try to achieve his American dream, but didn’t ultimately achieve it. My mom had to sacrifice her career to support my whole family financially, while my dad struggled to get his business off the ground, and we were always so disappointed in him. He was so stubborn in his determination to see his business succeed that when my mom and others would tell him to get a regular job, he wouldn’t do it. There were years where my dad barely worked and would act more like a home keeper hanging around the house, than attempting to be a breadwinner. My mom (still) has the tendency to constantly remind me how much I am like my dad, which bothers me so much because I was and still (sadly) am ashamed of my dad’s lack of success. I never had a deep connection with my dad, even though he is otherwise a sweet, angelic man. Truly. But I have still never yet forgiven him. And after watching this video, I realized that I also haven’t forgiven myself. Right now I’m unemployed, despite a great education (like my dad) and strive to be an entrepreneur (like my dad) but I know deep down that I also need to gain some more experience, yet I have been struggling to apply to jobs. I feel so free right now, after watching your video, you have no idea. I cannot put into words how profound your explanations and metaphors were to me. I cannot wait to watch Ad Astra and see the parallels. I owe you my deepest gratitude, Tan, thank you! 🙏🏽
Hello! you literally described my life and my parents. We came from Puerto Rico, I've finally forgave my dad and let him go because I kept allowing myself to be in that cycle with him when he never wanted to change...
I have an extremely similar story too. My parents came from west Africa. I’m first generation American. I was shocked reading your story because it felt like I was reading mine.
This definitely.ade me cry...So incredibly beautiful Tan!!!! My son turned 12 yesterday and I was revisiting his chart. I've advanced my studies of astrology since I last looked at his chart and realized his sun is in the 12th house. I looked up a video(clicked on yours) to learn more about what energies are at play. His father has been absent from his life since he was 3.... This is INCREDIBLY informative for me to try and help the navigation of what all you've explained!!! Geeeezzz!! It ALL makes since and is playing out very clearly here. The movie story line really hit hard... I feel this deep longing for my son to want to "save" his father in some kind of way. Hurts my heart. But this is all confirming in so many ways and helps me understand my son better. Thank you!
I don't necessarily want to save people. I want to empower them. My motto is why give a man a fish when you can teach him how to fish. I believe in human potential. 12h scorpio sun, venus and pluto.
You're right about how my parents were struggling to have me back then. I am the last child and the only baby girl of my family. The age difference between my older brothers and I are somehow scary. I always in sick bed when I was young. They are overprotective towards me. All my life is great and comfortable. I always interest in astrology, conspiracy theories, or spiritual things. I trust my gut instinct and my intuition. I don't know how my life will be in the future but I always have a feeling or almost like a call that I must do something big and serve humanity. I learn from people everyday. The people who enter my life always bring some karmic lessons and teach me about how to forgive. Thanks you for this video, Tan. You're great.
Wow. What an amazing video. Loved it. Sun in 12th house here. 100% resonated. I did not have a good relationship with my father. He was a workaholic and I did not get to see him very often. I saved myself :) Love and Light
I met my dad a week ago to find closure for the hate I’ve held for him for so long now I feel there’s no end to the depths of the love I can give without sub consciously holding on to hate
I know that it's been almost an year since you've posted this video but I can't help myself not to comment. I have the Sun in the 12th house Saggitarius, I'm 24 now. 10 days ago my father died. I can't describe how much truth you've spoken in this video, it is as if you knew my life. I am aware that my father (and his parents) didn't want me to be born, but eventually learnt how to love me from my mom. He's been present physically and financially but his emotions were never with me, at least when I was little. Now that I think about it, all my life has been spinning around him, his "present absence" if it makes sense. Been in therapy because of it. When I was around 16 I've made a decision (Capricorn rising, of course I'm the one with the decisions) to kick him out the house because I couldn't take it anymore. I was scared for mom but I can't say I really hated him. It was me (us) vs him and I knew in a way that we couldn't save him. Long story short he came back the next year. Fast forward, he died because of the excesses he made: obesity, borderline alcoholism, workaholism. I'm not saying these things to blame him, but I understand him. I put his life in perspective and feel pain and mercy for him. He was always caught between hammer and anvil, between his parents and us, his family. Watching your video I came to the conclusion that I am at least on the right path, no matter how slow I walk. Thank you for your insight.
Wow! This has been the major missing link for me. I was using the Placidus system so far. But in whole sign system, my Sun moved from 11th to 12th house and your video resonated 100% with me. You have a great gift and talent and a big heart for sharing this with us all! God bless you!🙏🏼
Have a 12th house stellium sun, mars, mercury, & Saturn in Aries! I often have to be the adult in the conversation with my parents, especially in disagreements or times of strife. My purpose in this life is to be of service to raise the awareness of human consciousness, whether it be through conversation, art, or actions & I focus at times so intently on wanting to help them I take away from servicing & being attentive to myself too much at times. This video came perfectly for me, muchos gracias!! I also watched the first few mins of this movie a few nights ago but fell asleep lmaoo. But it’s crazy the synchronicity of it all just so happening!!!
I have a 12th house stellium as well with all of them being in Leo. I could not resignate with this comment more. Wow!!! I have constantly had to be the “mature” one in my family even when it comes to my parents marriage.
Omg I have a 12H stellium and my Saturn is in Capricorn! I also have a Capricorn stellium and Midheaven and I work hard to make money and I do try to save people. this is so deep
WOW, WOW, WOW!! This is by far the best explanation of Sun in the 12th house that I've heard. My father was severely mentally ill and self medicated with hard drugs. My self worth, self-esteem, self value did not exist. I went through several years of trying to heal the damaged he caused. I'm finally at a place of full acceptance. Thank you so much for this video! It gave me so much insight and confirmation!
Loved this video, thank you. You’re always so insightful! This very much describe my journey. My father is a narcissist. For the longest time I thought I could win his love. Realizing that this will never happen was devastating but at the same time freeing, because I know now it’s not personal. His trauma just became my trauma. It was a huge relief to forgive him because it meant forgiving myself as well. Being present is still a challenge at times, lots of things are challenging tbh, but I’m finally happy to work on it. I’ve let him go and I’m finding myself.
As someone with Sun in 12th House I can say that this was 100% spot on for me. Everything you said resonated a lot, and I've been unpacking it lately as I've gotten into my own birth chart. Alcoholic father, and wounds to do with worthiness etc. Also quite a private person and internalise a lot, devoting a lot of energy and time to my spirituality. It creates a sense of isolation as others don't know or wouldn't understand what Sun in 12th house people go through. Due to the placements part of my big mission in life is to learn how to define myself and master my material world (always struggled with mundane things and with time, money etc.). I also have natal mars retrograde, so the self-actualisation and recognition thing is complicated. Venus also in 12th House... I'm pretty far out haha. Thanks for your great video on the topic. Glad to find soul brothers and sisters here who can relate.
Completely resonated with this video. I have Virgo sun in my 12th house (libra rising) and I feel like I’ve never really understood this placement no matter how much info I come across with info on it. My personal experience with my father was not so good growing up. Whenever things got tough with him and my mom, my dad (Sagittarius) would travel back to his home country for months on end. I guess traveling or escaping is his way of coping with difficult or stressful feelings. Even the times when he was around for the most part, it felt like he wasn’t really present and wished to be somewhere else. Now I’m navigating these feelings and nurturing my inner child as much as I can. Thank you for this video!
Wow, this is so Intuitiv and right on. My father was an alcoholic and never could provide for us, emotionally or financially. I spend 7 years in a childrens-home. My Sun, Jupiter, Mercury and Venus are in the 12 house. I fell really sorry for my Father, (Mother, 2 brothers, too) He must have suffered greatly under this burden of incompetence. (Our shit Karma must have brought us all together) Thanks for your explanation!
Thank you this is so accurate 😁 I’m in the process of coming out of the delusion of my ego. I’m finally saving my life and finding myself. ❤ my Saturn return is coming up next year yay
It feels good to come to a space where others can understand the difficulty of learning how to love yourself, forgive the father who wronged you, and not sacrifice yourself in the process. Everything you said resonated, and I'm so so thankful I followed the path I chose, because I was able to forgive him, for myself, even when everyone told me not to and couldn't understand when I did. And then i let him go.. [tw-death] when i learned he transitioned into the next life a year later.. it was a rough revelation for me- an understanding of a heart-wrenching, devastating, life changing lesson. The only thing that helped me through this grief is knowing that I followed my heart, my gut, &my intuition in regards to my relationship with him. It was a blessing to learn how to forgive him and I am so, so grateful
I’m sun 12th house libra. I love astrology since long time. And this was the best interpretation of 12th sun. I’ve seen my father last year in April. After 10 years we meet and before we met that time we didn’t see each other as well around after ten other years when i was 8, 7.. last year felt and was exactly like this brad Pitt movie that i saw actually. And was the exact same thing.. there was nobody to rescue. Didn’t want to be rescued. And didn’t have a place he loved back on my planet. The biggest plot twist of my life. My ex was there too at the meeting she left me a bit later... was even my Saturn return year chapter . my head changed since then. And with your words reflect ,resonates and gives a clear clue about how this 12 thing is concretely. Thanks
Thank you for this video, I cried. I am now on my healing spiritual journey and i have found that a lot of my core issues regarding low self esteem and lack of discipline come from my father. I follow sidereal astro so my chart ruler is leo 12H. Thank you again!
thank you for this video. sun is in the 12th for me, and my mc is in pisces. i’ve never met my father before and he never wanted anything to do with me, still doesn’t. i feel sorry for him at this point because of his own trauma. the anger was too much for me so i let it go.
I get my mind absorbed by the way you speak, with such precision and deepness, capable of relating it with so much content, and in real a touching way!! you are so talented, you really came to this world to send a message . love your videos
This is the best video I have ever seen explaining accurately Sun in the 12 house. Your love and energy is bringing peace to the hearts and empowering!! I can relate so much to my father and myself. I am always trying to save my father and he is always running away..sometimes it's so weird :) Here, we only need to heal this tricky dynamic by forgiving our father in our hearts every day and sending him that love. Energy is real, when we send positive vibrations to them, they work. I am trying to heal this Karma and my father's too. When we understand consciousness and spiritual awakening process, we can relate so much to this karma and really see to ourselves, how beautiful this placement is..!!
you got me there girl! I have my sun the in 12th house and you talking about '''relationship with the father'' got me teary eyed a bit. you're spot on! I am impressed on how accurate your description is.
The whole “save the world” thing is a very slippery slope for egos. They would just live to single-handedly save the world like Brad Pitt! But ego action is what we need to save the world from! We may be a part of the transformation, but it is not us as one or more egos that does it! I like your comment about remaining in the present moment as the best way to transcend ego. Are you a student of Eckhart Tolle?
My sun is in gemini in 12th house, sometimes i feel that I don’t belong to earth(sense of belongingness) 😆, still learning to unblock my throat and heart chakras.
This is the most profound video I've ever seen, my dad has pisces in his rising and Ive always had this thought that my dad was lost at sea, and having this described is giving me the most seredipitious and enlightning revelation. I even look like my grandpa and always felt this karmic weight, and to save the father on neptune just captures that feeling in such a beautiful way. Something interesting too was that my dad grew up in a port town in Guatemala, and loved swimming far in the ocean as a kid, while my grandpa was a sailor. i felt like youve given me a key to a lifelong question. thank you so much!! you are a wonderful soul!!
Omg 8:40 = on point. So many ideas, so much inspiration in my mind, but I dont have the will nor the lifestyle to MAKE those happen in the 'practical sense'. I would need little workers to do the day-to-day extraneous stuff for me, while I work on the "big" things/ideas 😆😁 and don't let me start on administrative paperwork, cleaning, running errands... It sucks all my energy. Btw I have mercury in the 12th house as well.
Thank you for a wonderful and positive talk on a tough/vague subject like this one, Tan. The way you connected the movie's plot with this placement was uniquely spot-on. I feel so empowered after listening to you and I'm definitely going to try and implement your advice. You're a sweetheart and it's always a pleasure hearing your beautifully profound insights. :)
I like how when you were talking about the importance of us having a career where we help other people - the ambulance/firefighter/police siren was becoming louder. 😆
This video helped me a lot and came in at the perfect time 💕 thank you! Aries sun in the 12th house as well as my rising in Taurus. My father was a drug addict that passed away in my late teens. I was fortunate enough to have multiple experiences with him after his passing to be able to work on forgiveness. I always tell people i have a better relationship with him now than when he was alive. I also have my true north node in Aquarius and south in leo so i found it interesting about the wanting fame in helping people. Thank you for giving me a deeper understanding in my evolutionary astrology journey 🙏
This resonates with me a lot when dealing with my mom holding me back from a lot of things I’ve wanted to do and be at a young age which affected my self esteem. My Sun is in the 8th house and Moon is in the 12th.
Thanks for this video. A lot resonated even though I am not sun in 12th house, I have a “sunny” 12th house ( because it is Leo and I have mercury and mars conjunction in there). I have always struggled with grasping time and been described as a day dreamer. I frequently get in flow and lose a sense of time often running late. It’s hard to manage and fit into this modern world!
My dad was in an accident and had to move to a rehabilitation center from the time I was 7-10. He’s now the closest person besides my daughter to me. My dad was always there for me but when my parents divorced after his accident (married 20 years) my faith in long term relationships disappeared. I never blamed him but I knew I could only depend on myself as a woman and never trust a man to support me. To this day, I feel my dad is the only man who will always be there for me. Maybe this is what I need to overcome.
As many have said, this is the best interpretation of sun in 12th house that I've seen. I was able to be with my Dad and spend time with him before he passed. That time was a gift in many ways but mostly it allowed both of us to let go of a lot of baggage. I felt as if an old form of me had been put to rest. Great comparison with the film. Good luck with your endeavors.
Wow! I discovered this in trying to rectify my natal chart. Not only has it helped in that, it has shown me how to deal with my Sun in the 12th. Your epiphany with the movie to make this video is a stroke of genius! It is like a message from the Universe. It was beautiful. And, I've got to see that movie.
Thank you Tan for this video my progress sun and mercury are now on my 12 house in scorpion with my natal Uranus. I feel I am loosing my mind like a fish out of water the pain in My psique and the soul level pain is so real as any other physical pain yet the depth of these wounds are so unbearable and people can’t not see or imagine what you are going through even if you try to explain. Now add the fact that I am a 5/1 human design where everyone expects that I will safe them, fix them, their projections are so amplified that I can’t even breathe. I never felt so invisible, so unseen, so lost, so turned inside out, the pain is so real in every way
Thank You Tan This was so insightful, you've given me so much to reflect upon. So sorry 😞 for you loss of your father. My father passed Dec of 2020 my siblings and I are going through so much-needed processing of emotions. Blessings 🙏
My relationship with my mother is neutral. She was kind of absent in my childhood days. I lived on another place from where she was. And now, were just still on a neutral level. I prefer her over my father. My relationship with my father from my childhood was pretty much a loving and fun bond. But as i grow up, I felt distance between me and him. Now, I feel uncomfortable around his presence. I feel trapped and needing to be set free. I guess this video was accurate. Thank you for the video.
You should rename your channel to.. Tan Astrology and "Healing". This is literally my life story.. Father was distant as he didn't have a model for himself to be a father. Can be called a care taker instead. Never gave me confidence..nor did have confidence himself. I've been feeling like the whole relationship is a lie for quite sometime now..and thanks to your video..again I made peace with how they cannot be changed... And learnt how I should be moving on instead of being stuck in the patterns..I'm going to save this and watch it again to absorb the message 🙏 The part about fantasising good things is so true. At times I fear them becoming a mirage. Somewhere there's need to manifest the glory which one feels inside with this placement..I feel I need to help people identify their psychological traumas especially in children where they cannot express, because of my own childhood silent sufferings and disappointments..I want everyone with a hammered psyche to repair and see the beauty of the world. I do get preachy and philosophical in that process. But the pain I felt compels me to disseminate knowledge so that someone maybe saved by my wisdom in someway.. My parents had issues conceiving.. That part is right too.. And my sun is in libra😌.. double the damage.. But I can't at times help being mean. Given what was dished out to me.. And I find it exceedingly difficult to grapple with realistic goals and efforts..add to it this bringing down of self esteem by the paternal figure..a sure shot recipe for disaster.. but it's nice to hear you say this placement may also indicate someone legendary .. hopes!! Also tan..If you believe in past life karma.. What do you think gives someone such placements... And what could the soul lessons be..
Taaaaaannnnn wow this is an amazing interpretation of this placement! Literally this video speaks to me and the EXACT journey I’m on now in my life. In summary, I left my hometown when I was 21 years old and moved across the country to fulfill my own wishes/dreams. I decided to save myself (out of pure intuition) since I knew my father and family situation was never going to change.
This is illuminating and very deep. You are a master storyteller and have captivated me into subscribing. I found you by “accident” today looking for info on gate 47.
Wow! This video was so powerful, and spot on to my experience. Themes of addiction and absence between my father and I. Im still struggling with my wish to save him, and my own escapist tendancies. My sun is in an exact oppostition to my 6th house capricorn NN as well, so that final quote hit pretty hard. Staying firmly planted in reality is the foundation of my physical/mental health, and spiritual evolution, despite the benefits and familiarity of the 12th house. Ive been thinking a lot about what those houses and signs mean for me, how to better balance them and make my dreams reality. Ad astra is now a necessary watch for me. Thank you so much for this video! ❤ peace
The best interpretation i heard ever ...i felt so resonated and as a bonus u also suggested how to overcome that in a very practical spiritual way ...AWESOME AWARENESS YOU HAVE ⚕🕉🇮🇳
Thank you so much for this interpretation, you helped to really understand myself. I have my Sun in Libra in 12th house and broken Mars also in Libra in 12th house.
I’ve probe Ely heard you befor…. But today …. It was so……. Exact….. amazing.. I thought about my father the other day and how there is something to resolve… Truly amazing how I fit into this . Thank you
This video made me cry. Thank you for explaining this so beautifully alongside the Ad Astra movie. I am steady and calm. I’m active and engaged. I’m unsure of the future but I’m not concerned!
Tan I am 70 years old and I used to delve deeply into Astrology years ago, very fascinated by it, I was even a part of the Australian Astrological Association or some such thing. I have my Sun, Mercury and Venus in Scorpio in the 12th House and can say that my life has been filled with much loss. I feel that my interest in Astrology all those years was very much part of my deep spiritual search for God at that time. I was involved with many things, yoga, palmistry, greek mythology, you name it. The search within was constant and strong to find the true God. So yes, I was involved with lots of things trying to find who God really is. Back in 1992 whilst suffering another terrible loss in my life a friend led me to Jesus. At first I was a very reluctant traveller, this is not what I had envisioned for myself, for my life, but the Lord has done a deep change in me. And Ive seen many miracles through the Hand of Christ. I think you may understand when I say that I feel I have transcended Astrology even though I can relate to a lot of things you say here. But I can also say when the real God comes into your life all these things are left behind, overpowered by the strongest power of love and life there is. I write this in sincerity. You seem a lovely soul.
Hi Tan so spot on with this video, lost my father when I was young never had great self confidence. I feel like my mission in life is to help other ppl. I guess in doing so I will be helping myself to be fulfilled.
My Sun is in the 12th house. All my life I have always had this “Neo” ego. Feeling like something is missing that im stuck in this matrix. Why was a born this way, why does everyone treat me so unfairly. Especially being a black woman and society that we are in right now. I dedicated my life to find out the history of what happened here on the planet that cause soooooo many people to hate the African American culture and other cultures as well. I grew upset in college becuase I learned that my father was not my real father and my family lied to me all these years. I grew so upset to find out that my real father is out there and I never met him and why he left me. Why all the secrets. My life is seriously a movie being played out and I try to escape it by isolating myself and working on my music. It’s crazy Becuase all of this is making so much sense now. My mom was around but she didn’t raise me out of love but out of tough love. Almost to the point where I had to raise myself. Thank God technology was around for me to find out how to connect with my spiritual self and how to learn more about my craft. I was alway called the “black sheep” of the family by my family members.
Thank you so much for this. My bio father abandoned me when I was 5 and this was the most closure I had ever gotten about it all, I cried like the whole time while watching this. 🌸
Wow. What a special video. You are such a wonderful astrologer, truly. I enjoy your content so much and my giant 12th house stellium feels your compassion. You are so genuine. Thank you so much. :)
Thank you for this video, Tan. I am at the three minute mark and already balling my eyes out. I will edit my comment once I hear more of your beautiful and soulful interpretation. My parents were indeed not expecting me, they were not aware of me when I was forming in my mother's woumb. I existed already but they didn't know it. My parents were both in a cult when I was born so instead of being with my mom in the hospital room while i was born, my father went to go see the cult leader speak. Because of this my name was spelled wrong on my birth certificate and I wasnt given a middle name (while all my siblings were). These were latent little wounds that had not actually come to the surface until i clicked play on your video. You have no idea how much I appreciate your interpretation. You are already helping me process those emotions. Thank you. Now to watch the rest of the video! Edit: Wow. This video was a gift to my soul. Thank you so much for translating what having sun in the 12th house feels like, Tan. You are a truly gifted and talented astrologer. Watching this video was so moving and healing for me. Every single word resonated with an aspect of my experience of having sun and mercury in the 12th house in cancer. The part about us coming back into our bodies into this space time reality is so true. My default is to escape into otherwordly fanatsies that seem impossible to manifest here on earth but i know the very fact that i can imagine them means they are possible and I must ACT on them and focus on my IMMEDIATE environment. Wow. So powerul. Thank you!
THE FIRST 5 minutes and I’m crying bc it’s true. i “caused a lot of problems” in terms of coming. I was in the hospital for a while since she forever me out of her. my mom wanted to get rid of me and then my father was an alcoholic. this is just wow.
Thanks Tan, I really enjoyed your video & would like to add to as a Sun in leo, mercury+venus+ mars in Virgo all in the twelfth. We are more attuned to the SOUL & the element ether, called “akasha” in Sanskrit.
Sun, Venus and Lilith in 12th. Absent father... Find it hard to be in the spotlight, but end up in situations where I am very much in focus. I understand appreciate myself a lot but force myself to be 'out there' in the world.
My father cannot gauge who is right for him... He cheated on my mom and the one he's with now is using him for his money. I'm shamed by society for being a daughter of such a man. I'm angry cuz he emotionally abandoned me and at the same time, I wanna save him for his health is fragile and cuz I forgave and love him and that woman is no good for him. But he won't let me. You're right, I can't save someone who don't want to be saved. The last quote was really good ❤ thank you
Omg, that is my life. Well, that part of it. Father issues. Or, issues with treatment by father. As Pluto came out for a moment from the sign where it's been opposing my 12th house sun from since 2008, a huge section of the dynamic and dysfunctional structure of father relationship simply crumbled away without a wisp of a trace left. It had been building to an increasingly painful crescendo, I took an action to relieve the pain (with no recognition of the role my relationship with my late father was playing), and triggered an intensly painful episode that gave me major insight into my attitude about my attitude, so to speak, killed a deadly view I'd been holding of my dad, released both him and me from an aversive clinch, and is still teaching me. And did I mention, a dreadful pain gone, gone, gone. Now Pluto's gone back into Capricorn for another moment, and what I hope is the final support layer of the bad dad scenario is constantly showing itself to me. Because I have a long-standing meditation practice, now that you've painted the picture of the 12th house/father workings, I have high hopes for when Pluto goes back into Aquarius for good. Thank you.
Geeze. I have chills. I have never heard anything like this but somehow i get it? 12th house IN SCORPIO!! double whammy 😩 Thanks for this. Definitely gonna watch this movie now
Whoa how's your journey been? I've got the same placements accept for the cancer and jupiter placement and I've got Capricorn ruling my 5th house, staying connected to people gets so exhausting for me
I always had my sun in the 11th, but I never really resonated with it, but as I re did my astrology with the right time my sun is now in the 12th, which makes so much more sense to me. My moon is already influenced my Neptune 😭 but I’m still learning on what it means to have a 12th house sun and a lot of resonates, especially the ideology that we are being that are truly in imagination and that need to help others. I’ve always been a sensitive person and now that I know about this it makes a lot more sense lol
I am so thankful to have watched this video, This was extremely on point including with the fact that I grew up with three different fathers who all have similar things in common with drinking, abuse, neglect, and distance Through time it has always been that wanted to make these relationships right, but no matter how hard I tried there’s just things that I hold onto that I didn’t realize I hadn’t forgiven yet and a lot of what I do because I want to see people fathers Thank you for helping me realize the focus should always be myself
Thank you for this wonderful video and explanation!! Resonated highly with me , and the best I have seen. Sun, Mercury and Uranus in the 12th 🏠 in Leo ♌ 🌟
Wow this is so accurate. My father has a drug addiction and this is exactly how I feel about him and life in general, this situation throughout my childhood and whole life changed my whole perspective towards the world
I also have my sun in 12h (as well as Pluto and True Node). I understand about both the deep sense of loss and the desire to save the world. While I have gone through much healing with my father - especially since my mother’s death - I feel my sun here refers to my father nature. In a past life, I was part of a spiritual group that sought to save the world. But we failed. I not only list the world but my 4 children died and u was estranged from my wife. In seeing that vision, I have never felt so deep a loss and sorrow. It still deeply affects me in this life.
This is amazing. so first im an Aries. my sun, mercury are in aries. my jupiter is in Taurus. all are in the 12 house. whats even more extraordinary is that my father was a pisces and he passed away before I turned 30. our relationship was rocky. even more in my houses of astrology my 12 house in Pisces!! 😩👁️👁️. I am truly blown away!
I am only halfway through this video and already so much it has resonated with me. I am a Taurus sun and mercury in my 12th house. I have never had a true emotional connection with my father or stepfather. My father ended up remarrying when I was younger and became very religious and at a young age tried to teach me that being gay is a sin. From that moment on I looked at him in a different light. I was so confused at how dismissive and closed minded he was. But looking at his hurt and seeing where my life went (im 28) I consider myself a very open minded and loving person accepting of all people of all walks of life. And I don’t think that I would have this mindset if it wasn’t for that exchange with my dad. My stepdad is also a workaholic and has never been present in my life growing up.
I frequently fantasize about my future and know that I have a purpose here in this world. I dream of making something of myself and it’s clicking with me now I am meant to broaden other peoples perspectives. And give love and acceptance to those who feel it’s missing in their life
Sun in 12th house are typically closer to GOD/ Universe than most people. Angels on earth really. If we are compelled to help people. It's just our natural way of being. The remedy. Find a position that will pay you to be of service to others, volunteer from time to time. I am working on getting PAID. We are physical beings and we must eat. Do what you love. Sun in 12th house virgo :) We hold too much emphasis with the relationship with the father. Yes, this is by design, so we can connect with the truth father spirit. Self esteem issues come into play but we were people of great importance in our past lives. We are here observing!
I have my sun in Virgo as well, it’s funny you said we were important before. My ex had told me I wasn’t important anymore. Which had me thinking. I feel the same way about getting paid. We have to survive as well and shouldn’t be doing things for free.
@@user-rb2oz6wv8b wow, crazy. I was looking up 12th house sun again on some random sight when you replied. you will always be important. I think of this as a vacation lifetime. If you were so important, how can you just be an average joe again. Yes, We gotta stop doing shii for free. that's my motto these days.
Sun (and Venus!) in 12th House Sag. Pretty extreme... Really resonated with the things you said, also working on it. This year was the year a lot changed for me. Not choice but to have faith and trust. 🙏
I’m a Pisces sun 12th house well said
Well Tan I am 71 years old and this is the very best explanation of my sun in the 12th house ever . My mother died when I was 7 and left 6 children for my dad to bring up. He was never the same love dad I knew. He became alcoholic and just wasn't there any more. Even though I was only a child I knew the pain he was in. Unfortunately then I married an alcoholic, abusive and nasty. I have done a lot of care work because I've always wanted to help others. There's so much to say but just cried all the way through it but thankyou I finally know what it's all been about. Bless your heart ❤ xx
I rarely ever comment, but honestly...this video just saved my future...my father came to America to try to achieve his American dream, but didn’t ultimately achieve it. My mom had to sacrifice her career to support my whole family financially, while my dad struggled to get his business off the ground, and we were always so disappointed in him. He was so stubborn in his determination to see his business succeed that when my mom and others would tell him to get a regular job, he wouldn’t do it. There were years where my dad barely worked and would act more like a home keeper hanging around the house, than attempting to be a breadwinner. My mom (still) has the tendency to constantly remind me how much I am like my dad, which bothers me so much because I was and still (sadly) am ashamed of my dad’s lack of success. I never had a deep connection with my dad, even though he is otherwise a sweet, angelic man. Truly. But I have still never yet forgiven him. And after watching this video, I realized that I also haven’t forgiven myself. Right now I’m unemployed, despite a great education (like my dad) and strive to be an entrepreneur (like my dad) but I know deep down that I also need to gain some more experience, yet I have been struggling to apply to jobs. I feel so free right now, after watching your video, you have no idea. I cannot put into words how profound your explanations and metaphors were to me. I cannot wait to watch Ad Astra and see the parallels. I owe you my deepest gratitude, Tan, thank you! 🙏🏽
Hello! you literally described my life and my parents. We came from Puerto Rico, I've finally forgave my dad and let him go because I kept allowing myself to be in that cycle with him when he never wanted to change...
I have this same placement and had the same experience with my parents.
I have a similar story. It has the same elements.
I have an extremely similar story too. My parents came from west Africa. I’m first generation American. I was shocked reading your story because it felt like I was reading mine.
This definitely.ade me cry...So incredibly beautiful Tan!!!! My son turned 12 yesterday and I was revisiting his chart. I've advanced my studies of astrology since I last looked at his chart and realized his sun is in the 12th house. I looked up a video(clicked on yours) to learn more about what energies are at play. His father has been absent from his life since he was 3.... This is INCREDIBLY informative for me to try and help the navigation of what all you've explained!!! Geeeezzz!! It ALL makes since and is playing out very clearly here. The movie story line really hit hard... I feel this deep longing for my son to want to "save" his father in some kind of way. Hurts my heart. But this is all confirming in so many ways and helps me understand my son better. Thank you!
I don't necessarily want to save people. I want to empower them. My motto is why give a man a fish when you can teach him how to fish. I believe in human potential. 12h scorpio sun, venus and pluto.
The best way to save people is to empower them so they are self-sufficient.
My sun ☀️ is in the 12th house. This is the best explanation I’ve seen for this placement thus far! Thank you!
My in Pisces
You're right about how my parents were struggling to have me back then. I am the last child and the only baby girl of my family. The age difference between my older brothers and I are somehow scary. I always in sick bed when I was young. They are overprotective towards me. All my life is great and comfortable. I always interest in astrology, conspiracy theories, or spiritual things. I trust my gut instinct and my intuition. I don't know how my life will be in the future but I always have a feeling or almost like a call that I must do something big and serve humanity. I learn from people everyday. The people who enter my life always bring some karmic lessons and teach me about how to forgive. Thanks you for this video, Tan. You're great.
So I finally decided to watch Ad Astra and wow what a masterpiece that movie is. Thanks for the amazing recommendation. 12th house Leo sun ☀️ ♾️
Wow. What an amazing video. Loved it. Sun in 12th house here. 100% resonated. I did not have a good relationship with my father. He was a workaholic and I did not get to see him very often. I saved myself :) Love and Light
Sending you much wellness and success ☄🍃
I met my dad a week ago to find closure for the hate I’ve held for him for so long now I feel there’s no end to the depths of the love I can give without sub consciously holding on to hate
I know that it's been almost an year since you've posted this video but I can't help myself not to comment. I have the Sun in the 12th house Saggitarius, I'm 24 now. 10 days ago my father died. I can't describe how much truth you've spoken in this video, it is as if you knew my life. I am aware that my father (and his parents) didn't want me to be born, but eventually learnt how to love me from my mom. He's been present physically and financially but his emotions were never with me, at least when I was little. Now that I think about it, all my life has been spinning around him, his "present absence" if it makes sense. Been in therapy because of it. When I was around 16 I've made a decision (Capricorn rising, of course I'm the one with the decisions) to kick him out the house because I couldn't take it anymore. I was scared for mom but I can't say I really hated him. It was me (us) vs him and I knew in a way that we couldn't save him. Long story short he came back the next year. Fast forward, he died because of the excesses he made: obesity, borderline alcoholism, workaholism. I'm not saying these things to blame him, but I understand him. I put his life in perspective and feel pain and mercy for him. He was always caught between hammer and anvil, between his parents and us, his family. Watching your video I came to the conclusion that I am at least on the right path, no matter how slow I walk. Thank you for your insight.
Wow! This has been the major missing link for me. I was using the Placidus system so far. But in whole sign system, my Sun moved from 11th to 12th house and your video resonated 100% with me. You have a great gift and talent and a big heart for sharing this with us all! God bless you!🙏🏼
Have a 12th house stellium sun, mars, mercury, & Saturn in Aries! I often have to be the adult in the conversation with my parents, especially in disagreements or times of strife. My purpose in this life is to be of service to raise the awareness of human consciousness, whether it be through conversation, art, or actions & I focus at times so intently on wanting to help them I take away from servicing & being attentive to myself too much at times. This video came perfectly for me, muchos gracias!! I also watched the first few mins of this movie a few nights ago but fell asleep lmaoo. But it’s crazy the synchronicity of it all just so happening!!!
Hahaha it's a mood provoking movie! 😂 Sending you much success with your 12th house placements 💕
Tan Astrology thank you Tan! Love your channel also just starting my Astro journey during quarantine. You are one of my favorite astrologers!! ♥️🙏🏽
damn! im the same! same experience too!!
I have a 12th house stellium as well with all of them being in Leo. I could not resignate with this comment more. Wow!!! I have constantly had to be the “mature” one in my family even when it comes to my parents marriage.
Omg I have a 12H stellium and my Saturn is in Capricorn! I also have a Capricorn stellium and Midheaven and I work hard to make money and I do try to save people. this is so deep
WOW, WOW, WOW!! This is by far the best explanation of Sun in the 12th house that I've heard. My father was severely mentally ill and self medicated with hard drugs. My self worth, self-esteem, self value did not exist. I went through several years of trying to heal the damaged he caused. I'm finally at a place of full acceptance. Thank you so much for this video! It gave me so much insight and confirmation!
Loved this video, thank you. You’re always so insightful! This very much describe my journey. My father is a narcissist. For the longest time I thought I could win his love. Realizing that this will never happen was devastating but at the same time freeing, because I know now it’s not personal. His trauma just became my trauma. It was a huge relief to forgive him because it meant forgiving myself as well. Being present is still a challenge at times, lots of things are challenging tbh, but I’m finally happy to work on it. I’ve let him go and I’m finding myself.
I get it 12th house sun ignored, abandonment, no intrest fom the parents especially the mums sid3
Omg girl this had me crying in the charity shop lol. Lost my father due to mental illness as a young child. This was so healing to hear. Beautiful.
As someone with Sun in 12th House I can say that this was 100% spot on for me. Everything you said resonated a lot, and I've been unpacking it lately as I've gotten into my own birth chart. Alcoholic father, and wounds to do with worthiness etc. Also quite a private person and internalise a lot, devoting a lot of energy and time to my spirituality. It creates a sense of isolation as others don't know or wouldn't understand what Sun in 12th house people go through.
Due to the placements part of my big mission in life is to learn how to define myself and master my material world (always struggled with mundane things and with time, money etc.). I also have natal mars retrograde, so the self-actualisation and recognition thing is complicated. Venus also in 12th House... I'm pretty far out haha. Thanks for your great video on the topic. Glad to find soul brothers and sisters here who can relate.
Completely resonated with this video. I have Virgo sun in my 12th house (libra rising) and I feel like I’ve never really understood this placement no matter how much info I come across with info on it. My personal experience with my father was not so good growing up. Whenever things got tough with him and my mom, my dad (Sagittarius) would travel back to his home country for months on end. I guess traveling or escaping is his way of coping with difficult or stressful feelings. Even the times when he was around for the most part, it felt like he wasn’t really present and wished to be somewhere else. Now I’m navigating these feelings and nurturing my inner child as much as I can. Thank you for this video!
Virgo sun in 12 and libra rising 👍👏
My dad would walk out too when my parents were having problems
I have the same placement!
I’m also a Virgo sun in the 12th house and a libra rising with a Sag dad!!
I am also a virgo sun in 12 with libra rising and similar feelings with not really understanding my placement
Wow, this is so Intuitiv and right on. My father was an alcoholic and never could provide for us, emotionally or financially. I spend 7 years in a childrens-home. My Sun, Jupiter, Mercury and Venus are in the 12 house. I fell really sorry for my Father, (Mother, 2 brothers, too) He must have suffered greatly under this burden of incompetence. (Our shit Karma must have brought us all together) Thanks for your explanation!
Thank you this is so accurate 😁 I’m in the process of coming out of the delusion of my ego. I’m finally saving my life and finding myself. ❤ my Saturn return is coming up next year yay
It feels good to come to a space where others can understand the difficulty of learning how to love yourself, forgive the father who wronged you, and not sacrifice yourself in the process. Everything you said resonated, and I'm so so thankful I followed the path I chose, because I was able to forgive him, for myself, even when everyone told me not to and couldn't understand when I did. And then i let him go.. [tw-death]
when i learned he transitioned into the next life a year later.. it was a rough revelation for me- an understanding of a heart-wrenching, devastating, life changing lesson. The only thing that helped me through this grief is knowing that I followed my heart, my gut, &my intuition in regards to my relationship with him. It was a blessing to learn how to forgive him and I am so, so grateful
I’m sun 12th house libra. I love astrology since long time. And this was the best interpretation of 12th sun. I’ve seen my father last year in April. After 10 years we meet and before we met that time we didn’t see each other as well around after ten other years when i was 8, 7.. last year felt and was exactly like this brad Pitt movie that i saw actually. And was the exact same thing.. there was nobody to rescue. Didn’t want to be rescued. And didn’t have a place he loved back on my planet. The biggest plot twist of my life. My ex was there too at the meeting she left me a bit later... was even my Saturn return year chapter . my head changed since then. And with your words reflect ,resonates and gives a clear clue about how this 12 thing is concretely. Thanks
I also had in 12H in ♎
Thank you for this video, I cried. I am now on my healing spiritual journey and i have found that a lot of my core issues regarding low self esteem and lack of discipline come from my father. I follow sidereal astro so my chart ruler is leo 12H. Thank you again!
thank you for this video. sun is in the 12th for me, and my mc is in pisces. i’ve never met my father before and he never wanted anything to do with me, still doesn’t. i feel sorry for him at this point because of his own trauma. the anger was too much for me so i let it go.
I have a very similar story, feels good to know that I'm not the only one battling such inner turmoil and that we're in this together. :)
I get my mind absorbed by the way you speak, with such precision and deepness, capable of relating it with so much content, and in real a touching way!! you are so talented, you really came to this world to send a message . love your videos
This is incredible. It really resonates with me.
This is the best video I have ever seen explaining accurately Sun in the 12 house. Your love and energy is bringing peace to the hearts and empowering!! I can relate so much to my father and myself. I am always trying to save my father and he is always running away..sometimes it's so weird :) Here, we only need to heal this tricky dynamic by forgiving our father in our hearts every day and sending him that love. Energy is real, when we send positive vibrations to them, they work. I am trying to heal this Karma and my father's too. When we understand consciousness and spiritual awakening process, we can relate so much to this karma and really see to ourselves, how beautiful this placement is..!!
Loved this. The 12th house is difficult for me to understand. I’d love to see other videos of your thoughts on planets in the 12th house
you got me there girl! I have my sun the in 12th house and you talking about '''relationship with the father'' got me teary eyed a bit. you're spot on! I am impressed on how accurate your description is.
This was my confirmation that I'm on the right path💘
The whole “save the world” thing is a very slippery slope for egos. They would just live to single-handedly save the world like Brad Pitt! But ego action is what we need to save the world from! We may be a part of the transformation, but it is not us as one or more egos that does it!
I like your comment about remaining in the present moment as the best way to transcend ego. Are you a student of Eckhart Tolle?
I constantly feel that ppl don’t care about whatever I do.
I find that too... But I also find that others appreciate what I AM. Not what I do so much as just me being loving and caring
My sun is in gemini in 12th house, sometimes i feel that I don’t belong to earth(sense of belongingness) 😆, still learning to unblock my throat and heart chakras.
oh this girl knows her stuff
This is the most profound video I've ever seen, my dad has pisces in his rising and Ive always had this thought that my dad was lost at sea, and having this described is giving me the most seredipitious and enlightning revelation. I even look like my grandpa and always felt this karmic weight, and to save the father on neptune just captures that feeling in such a beautiful way. Something interesting too was that my dad grew up in a port town in Guatemala, and loved swimming far in the ocean as a kid, while my grandpa was a sailor.
i felt like youve given me a key to a lifelong question. thank you so much!! you are a wonderful soul!!
Omg 8:40 = on point. So many ideas, so much inspiration in my mind, but I dont have the will nor the lifestyle to MAKE those happen in the 'practical sense'. I would need little workers to do the day-to-day extraneous stuff for me, while I work on the "big" things/ideas 😆😁 and don't let me start on administrative paperwork, cleaning, running errands... It sucks all my energy. Btw I have mercury in the 12th house as well.
True, so true!
Thank you for a wonderful and positive talk on a tough/vague subject like this one, Tan. The way you connected the movie's plot with this placement was uniquely spot-on. I feel so empowered after listening to you and I'm definitely going to try and implement your advice. You're a sweetheart and it's always a pleasure hearing your beautifully profound insights. :)
Nice to meet fellow indians here …🙏🏻♥️😌
I like how when you were talking about the importance of us having a career where we help other people - the ambulance/firefighter/police siren was becoming louder. 😆
I noticed that too!!
Damn! So accurate! Thank you!
This video helped me a lot and came in at the perfect time 💕 thank you! Aries sun in the 12th house as well as my rising in Taurus. My father was a drug addict that passed away in my late teens. I was fortunate enough to have multiple experiences with him after his passing to be able to work on forgiveness. I always tell people i have a better relationship with him now than when he was alive. I also have my true north node in Aquarius and south in leo so i found it interesting about the wanting fame in helping people. Thank you for giving me a deeper understanding in my evolutionary astrology journey 🙏
This resonates with me a lot when dealing with my mom holding me back from a lot of things I’ve wanted to do and be at a young age which affected my self esteem. My Sun is in the 8th house and Moon is in the 12th.
My suns in the 8h and my moon in the 12h aswell
Thanks for this video. A lot resonated even though I am not sun in 12th house, I have a “sunny” 12th house ( because it is Leo and I have mercury and mars conjunction in there). I have always struggled with grasping time and been described as a day dreamer. I frequently get in flow and lose a sense of time often running late. It’s hard to manage and fit into this modern world!
Me too! I don’t have a sun in my 12th house, but Leo rules my 12th house..
Selena has this placement, and she's very philantropic :)
My dad was in an accident and had to move to a rehabilitation center from the time I was 7-10. He’s now the closest person besides my daughter to me. My dad was always there for me but when my parents divorced after his accident (married 20 years) my faith in long term relationships disappeared. I never blamed him but I knew I could only depend on myself as a woman and never trust a man to support me. To this day, I feel my dad is the only man who will always be there for me. Maybe this is what I need to overcome.
As many have said, this is the best interpretation of sun in 12th house that I've seen. I was able to be with my Dad and spend time with him before he passed. That time was a gift in many ways but mostly it allowed both of us to let go of a lot of baggage. I felt as if an old form of me had been put to rest. Great comparison with the film. Good luck with your endeavors.
Wow! I discovered this in trying to rectify my natal chart. Not only has it helped in that, it has shown me how to deal with my Sun in the 12th. Your epiphany with the movie to make this video is a stroke of genius! It is like a message from the Universe. It was beautiful.
And, I've got to see that movie.
Thanks for this. Sun and south node in 12th house. Definitely feels like this has been a big theme in 2020
Thank you Tan for this video my progress sun and mercury are now on my 12 house in scorpion with my natal Uranus. I feel I am loosing my mind like a fish out of water the pain in My psique and the soul level pain is so real as any other physical pain yet the depth of these wounds are so unbearable and people can’t not see or imagine what you are going through even if you try to explain. Now add the fact that I am a 5/1 human design where everyone expects that I will safe them, fix them, their projections are so amplified that I can’t even breathe. I never felt so invisible, so unseen, so lost, so turned inside out, the pain is so real in every way
That message was conveyed so beautifully! It really made sense for me 💗 thank you
Thank You Tan
This was so insightful, you've given me so much to reflect upon.
So sorry 😞 for you loss of your father. My father passed Dec of 2020 my siblings and I are going through so much-needed processing of emotions.
Blessings 🙏
My relationship with my mother is neutral. She was kind of absent in my childhood days. I lived on another place from where she was. And now, were just still on a neutral level. I prefer her over my father. My relationship with my father from my childhood was pretty much a loving and fun bond. But as i grow up, I felt distance between me and him. Now, I feel uncomfortable around his presence. I feel trapped and needing to be set free. I guess this video was accurate. Thank you for the video.
You should rename your channel to..
Tan Astrology and "Healing".
This is literally my life story.. Father was distant as he didn't have a model for himself to be a father. Can be called a care taker instead.
Never gave me confidence..nor did have confidence himself. I've been feeling like the whole relationship is a lie for quite sometime now..and thanks to your video..again I made peace with how they cannot be changed... And learnt how I should be moving on instead of being stuck in the patterns..I'm going to save this and watch it again to absorb the message 🙏
The part about fantasising good things is so true. At times I fear them becoming a mirage. Somewhere there's need to manifest the glory which one feels inside with this placement..I feel I need to help people identify their psychological traumas especially in children where they cannot express, because of my own childhood silent sufferings and disappointments..I want everyone with a hammered psyche to repair and see the beauty of the world. I do get preachy and philosophical in that process. But the pain I felt compels me to disseminate knowledge so that someone maybe saved by my wisdom in someway..
My parents had issues conceiving.. That part is right too..
And my sun is in libra😌.. double the damage.. But I can't at times help being mean. Given what was dished out to me..
And I find it exceedingly difficult to grapple with realistic goals and efforts..add to it this bringing down of self esteem by the paternal figure..a sure shot recipe for disaster.. but it's nice to hear you say this placement may also indicate someone legendary .. hopes!!
Also tan..If you believe in past life karma.. What do you think gives someone such placements... And what could the soul lessons be..
Taaaaaannnnn wow this is an amazing interpretation of this placement! Literally this video speaks to me and the EXACT journey I’m on now in my life. In summary, I left my hometown when I was 21 years old and moved across the country to fulfill my own wishes/dreams. I decided to save myself (out of pure intuition) since I knew my father and family situation was never going to change.
This is illuminating and very deep. You are a master storyteller and have captivated me into subscribing. I found you by “accident” today looking for info on gate 47.
This was probably the best interpretation I've heard. It felt very emotional to me.
Wow! This video was so powerful, and spot on to my experience. Themes of addiction and absence between my father and I. Im still struggling with my wish to save him, and my own escapist tendancies. My sun is in an exact oppostition to my 6th house capricorn NN as well, so that final quote hit pretty hard. Staying firmly planted in reality is the foundation of my physical/mental health, and spiritual evolution, despite the benefits and familiarity of the 12th house. Ive been thinking a lot about what those houses and signs mean for me, how to better balance them and make my dreams reality.
Ad astra is now a necessary watch for me. Thank you so much for this video! ❤ peace
The best interpretation i heard ever ...i felt so resonated and as a bonus u also suggested how to overcome that in a very practical spiritual way ...AWESOME AWARENESS YOU HAVE ⚕🕉🇮🇳
Interesting…. Love the way you used the movie as inspiration…. My father struggled with health issues…. Thanks! 🙏
Thank you so much for this interpretation, you helped to really understand myself. I have my Sun in Libra in 12th house and broken Mars also in Libra in 12th house.
I’ve probe Ely heard you befor…. But today …. It was so……. Exact….. amazing.. I thought about my father the other day and how there is something to resolve…
Truly amazing how I fit into this . Thank you
This video made me cry. Thank you for explaining this so beautifully alongside the Ad Astra movie. I am steady and calm. I’m active and engaged. I’m unsure of the future but I’m not concerned!
Thank You So Much. I appreciate your perspective on this particular subject. I am content.
Tan I am 70 years old and I used to delve deeply into Astrology years ago, very fascinated by it, I was even a part of the Australian Astrological Association or some such thing. I have my Sun, Mercury and Venus in Scorpio in the 12th House and can say that my life has been filled with much loss. I feel that my interest in Astrology all those years was very much part of my deep spiritual search for God at that time. I was involved with many things, yoga, palmistry, greek mythology, you name it. The search within was constant and strong to find the true God. So yes, I was involved with lots of things trying to find who God really is. Back in 1992 whilst suffering another terrible loss in my life a friend led me to Jesus. At first I was a very reluctant traveller, this is not what I had envisioned for myself, for my life, but the Lord has done a deep change in me. And Ive seen many miracles through the Hand of Christ. I think you may understand when I say that I feel I have transcended Astrology even though I can relate to a lot of things you say here. But I can also say when the real God comes into your life all these things are left behind, overpowered by the strongest power of love and life there is. I write this in sincerity. You seem a lovely soul.
Amen!
Nah I'm good...
Sun in Capricorn 12th House...Loved that you used Ad Astra as a metaphor for your interpretation...very moving! Thank you ❤🙏
Hi Tan so spot on with this video, lost my father when I was young never had great self confidence. I feel like my mission in life is to help other ppl. I guess in doing so I will be helping myself to be fulfilled.
My Sun is in the 12th house. All my life I have always had this “Neo” ego. Feeling like something is missing that im stuck in this matrix. Why was a born this way, why does everyone treat me so unfairly. Especially being a black woman and society that we are in right now. I dedicated my life to find out the history of what happened here on the planet that cause soooooo many people to hate the African American culture and other cultures as well. I grew upset in college becuase I learned that my father was not my real father and my family lied to me all these years. I grew so upset to find out that my real father is out there and I never met him and why he left me. Why all the secrets. My life is seriously a movie being played out and I try to escape it by isolating myself and working on my music. It’s crazy Becuase all of this is making so much sense now. My mom was around but she didn’t raise me out of love but out of tough love. Almost to the point where I had to raise myself. Thank God technology was around for me to find out how to connect with my spiritual self and how to learn more about my craft. I was alway called the “black sheep” of the family by my family members.
I always felt bad for having sun in the 12th house so I feel this video is a sign. Thanks Tan
Thank you so much for this. My bio father abandoned me when I was 5 and this was the most closure I had ever gotten about it all, I cried like the whole time while watching this. 🌸
i loved this video❤ im gonna watch this so many times because it resonated so well
Wow. What a special video. You are such a wonderful astrologer, truly. I enjoy your content so much and my giant 12th house stellium feels your compassion. You are so genuine. Thank you so much. :)
Thank you for this video, Tan. I am at the three minute mark and already balling my eyes out. I will edit my comment once I hear more of your beautiful and soulful interpretation. My parents were indeed not expecting me, they were not aware of me when I was forming in my mother's woumb. I existed already but they didn't know it. My parents were both in a cult when I was born so instead of being with my mom in the hospital room while i was born, my father went to go see the cult leader speak. Because of this my name was spelled wrong on my birth certificate and I wasnt given a middle name (while all my siblings were). These were latent little wounds that had not actually come to the surface until i clicked play on your video. You have no idea how much I appreciate your interpretation. You are already helping me process those emotions. Thank you. Now to watch the rest of the video!
Edit: Wow. This video was a gift to my soul. Thank you so much for translating what having sun in the 12th house feels like, Tan. You are a truly gifted and talented astrologer. Watching this video was so moving and healing for me. Every single word resonated with an aspect of my experience of having sun and mercury in the 12th house in cancer. The part about us coming back into our bodies into this space time reality is so true. My default is to escape into otherwordly fanatsies that seem impossible to manifest here on earth but i know the very fact that i can imagine them means they are possible and I must ACT on them and focus on my IMMEDIATE environment. Wow. So powerul. Thank you!
Yes those first few minutes were tear markers for me too
This is great! I love how you used the movie to illustrate the concepts. Thank you for this video
THE FIRST 5 minutes and I’m crying bc it’s true. i “caused a lot of problems” in terms of coming. I was in the hospital for a while since she forever me out of her. my mom wanted to get rid of me and then my father was an alcoholic. this is just wow.
Thanks Tan, I really enjoyed your video & would like to add to as a Sun in leo, mercury+venus+ mars in Virgo all in the twelfth. We are more attuned to the SOUL & the element ether, called “akasha” in Sanskrit.
Omg it’s so true ( both father and fatherly figures after you have lost your father)💔✨✨✨
Sun, Venus and Lilith in 12th. Absent father...
Find it hard to be in the spotlight, but end up in situations where I am very much in focus.
I understand appreciate myself a lot but force myself to be 'out there' in the world.
15:45 I literally teared up.. such a good analogy. thank you for this..
My father cannot gauge who is right for him... He cheated on my mom and the one he's with now is using him for his money. I'm shamed by society for being a daughter of such a man. I'm angry cuz he emotionally abandoned me and at the same time, I wanna save him for his health is fragile and cuz I forgave and love him and that woman is no good for him. But he won't let me. You're right, I can't save someone who don't want to be saved. The last quote was really good ❤ thank you
Omg, that is my life. Well, that part of it. Father issues. Or, issues with treatment by father. As Pluto came out for a moment from the sign where it's been opposing my 12th house sun from since 2008, a huge section of the dynamic and dysfunctional structure of father relationship simply crumbled away without a wisp of a trace left. It had been building to an increasingly painful crescendo, I took an action to relieve the pain (with no recognition of the role my relationship with my late father was playing), and triggered an intensly painful episode that gave me major insight into my attitude about my attitude, so to speak, killed a deadly view I'd been holding of my dad, released both him and me from an aversive clinch, and is still teaching me. And did I mention, a dreadful pain gone, gone, gone. Now Pluto's gone back into Capricorn for another moment, and what I hope is the final support layer of the bad dad scenario is constantly showing itself to me. Because I have a long-standing meditation practice, now that you've painted the picture of the 12th house/father workings, I have high hopes for when Pluto goes back into Aquarius for good. Thank you.
Geeze. I have chills. I have never heard anything like this but somehow i get it? 12th house IN SCORPIO!! double whammy 😩
Thanks for this. Definitely gonna watch this movie now
The red rose behind you is interesting
You are absolutely brilliant.
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Today I realised, 'Everybody has a Price Tag' thanks for the lesson Tan.
I love this pink on you. So pretty!!
I am a Sun in 12th house
Leo Sun ,Mars ,Mercury , Cancer Jupiter = 12th houses
Im a 12th house Stellium and Leo Stellium + Leo ASC
Whoa how's your journey been? I've got the same placements accept for the cancer and jupiter placement and I've got Capricorn ruling my 5th house, staying connected to people gets so exhausting for me
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My Capricorn Moon is on 5th house
But my capricorn is 6th house because I have Leo ASC
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Hi, i have those same placements too! Leo Sun, Mars, Mercury, Cancer Jupiter all in 12th house. Leo ASC. Hows your life man
This is explained in such a beautiful way, thank you ❤️ (I have a 12th house stellium including sun moon merc venus)
I have my Sun, Moon and Mars in 12th house and Sagittarius. Always wanted to get a real chart reading!
I always had my sun in the 11th, but I never really resonated with it, but as I re did my astrology with the right time my sun is now in the 12th, which makes so much more sense to me. My moon is already influenced my Neptune 😭 but I’m still learning on what it means to have a 12th house sun and a lot of resonates, especially the ideology that we are being that are truly in imagination and that need to help others. I’ve always been a sensitive person and now that I know about this it makes a lot more sense lol
Thank you for your eloquent articulation of your interpretation - it really resonates with my experience.
I am so thankful to have watched this video, This was extremely on point including with the fact that I grew up with three different fathers who all have similar things in common with drinking, abuse, neglect, and distance
Through time it has always been that wanted to make these relationships right, but no matter how hard I tried there’s just things that I hold onto that I didn’t realize I hadn’t forgiven yet and a lot of what I do because I want to see people fathers
Thank you for helping me realize the focus should always be myself
Wow and thank you for sharing this.
Thank you for this wonderful video and explanation!!
Resonated highly with me , and the best I have seen.
Sun, Mercury and Uranus in the 12th 🏠 in Leo ♌ 🌟
Wow this is so accurate. My father has a drug addiction and this is exactly how I feel about him and life in general, this situation throughout my childhood and whole life changed my whole perspective towards the world
This is so accurate and helpful. Thank you ❤️
That was lovely I enjoy the way you present it …. Your first few sentences really hit me ..and also the rest of it ,,,, thank you ,,,,
I also have my sun in 12h (as well as Pluto and True Node). I understand about both the deep sense of loss and the desire to save the world.
While I have gone through much healing with my father - especially since my mother’s death - I feel my sun here refers to my father nature. In a past life, I was part of a spiritual group that sought to save the world. But we failed. I not only list the world but my 4 children died and u was estranged from my wife. In seeing that vision, I have never felt so deep a loss and sorrow. It still deeply affects me in this life.
You truly have a gift. I appreicate all the knowledge you share on here!
This is amazing. so first im an Aries. my sun, mercury are in aries. my jupiter is in Taurus. all are in the 12 house. whats even more extraordinary is that my father was a pisces and he passed away before I turned 30. our relationship was rocky. even more in my houses of astrology my 12 house in Pisces!! 😩👁️👁️. I am truly blown away!
This was so deep and beautiful and helpful thank you 🙏
I am only halfway through this video and already so much it has resonated with me. I am a Taurus sun and mercury in my 12th house. I have never had a true emotional connection with my father or stepfather. My father ended up remarrying when I was younger and became very religious and at a young age tried to teach me that being gay is a sin. From that moment on I looked at him in a different light. I was so confused at how dismissive and closed minded he was. But looking at his hurt and seeing where my life went (im 28) I consider myself a very open minded and loving person accepting of all people of all walks of life. And I don’t think that I would have this mindset if it wasn’t for that exchange with my dad. My stepdad is also a workaholic and has never been present in my life growing up.
I frequently fantasize about my future and know that I have a purpose here in this world. I dream of making something of myself and it’s clicking with me now I am meant to broaden other peoples perspectives. And give love and acceptance to those who feel it’s missing in their life