🩰 30 year old ballet beginner is violently humbled by FIRST POINTE CLASS ✨ *EMOTIONAL*
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- Come behind the scenes of my first pointe class EVER as an adult beginner ballerina. In this episode of the Dance Diaries, I'm giving you ALL the details from figuring out how to sew my first pair of pointe shoes, to my first ballet class on pointe shoes at 30 years old!
The truth is, learning to dance en pointe is really challenging, and it's been a true test of my mental strength. Especially leaning pointe as an adult, it's been extra difficult to go through this whole ballet journey without a consistent guide. This adult point class in nyc was incredible because it took me out of my comfort zone.
As an adult ballerina in NYC, it's hard not to compare myself to the rest of incredibly talented ballet dancers here. I get really emotional in this ballet vlog because of the pressure so many of us face as adult beginners to "catch up" to everyone else.
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Hi there! I'm Veronica, welcome to my beginner dance journey. When I was 17, I was told by a teacher that I would never be a ballerina. I let that thought control me for YEARS but now, in my late 20s, I moved to New York City and I'm finally starting ballet late. This is a space for me to document the ups and downs of learning how to do ballet in my 20s and show anyone that it's never too late to live your dreams.
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0:00 - intro
0:46 - how I got en pointe as an adult beginner
2:33 - sewing my first pair of pointe shoes!
8:12 - my first pointe class EVER at 30!
12:41 - what's pointe REALLY like? post pointe class thoughts
14:49 - struggling with self doubt
17:48 - a bad day in ballet
22:45 - overcoming my fear at my SECOND pointe class!
24:06 - notes on self doubt & being gentle
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Congratulations on beginning your pointe journey! It is a huge right of passage and testament to all your hard work and determination. Beginning as an adult has its challenges in balancing real life responsibilities while balancing training, but it is that resilience, work ethic and passion that will give you longevity in your life in this art form.
I am a ballet teacher who teaches pointe and wanted to share an exercise that may be helpful for practice rolling through the shoe when coming down from pointe! You can start in sixth position/parallel and progress by trying from first position, once proper foot alignment is maintained in sixth position:
Plie on count 8
1- Releve over the box
2- Release the toes through 3/4 pointe to Demi pointe
3- Let Heels Touch the floor flat
4- Plie
Repeat for counts 5-8 and repeat the entire exercise for 4-8 repetitions
If you feel like you are slipping out of the box, that may mean that the shoe is still super hard/not broken in and your intrinsic muscles are trying to break down the material in the shoe but can’t yet. So the only two options right now are to feel like your sliding/slipping against the floor or your feet are sliding away from the box from inside of the shoe. Adding theraband exercises focusing on articulating through your Demi pointe might be helpful as you continue to break in your new pointe shoes and your feet get even stronger (you have beautiful flexibility which is half the battle!)
Also, there is a great exercise I sometimes use from Lynne Charles (creator of 4Pointe) called “jogging” which helps for building those intrinsic muscles and isolating the Demi pointe to help with a smooth roll down through the shoe :) You can find her on TH-cam, but Basically, the exercise goes like this:
7-8: Step up onto pointe or you can plie releve in sixth position
+: release the right toes to Demi pointe, keeping both heels high and pressing through your ribbons
1: press the right toes back over the box onto pointe
+: release left toes to Demi pointe
2: press left toes over the box
Keep repeating 8-16 repetitions. You can progress by doing the exercise one first position, focusing on maintaining foot alignment and turnout :)
You are doing amazing. Keep going! The journey is worth it ❤
Omg this is INSANELY helpful! Thank you so much for take the time to share such a thorough explanation! I can’t even express how grateful I am! You must be a fabulous teacher and your students are so lucky to have you!!
@@VeronicaViccora you are so welcome! I love watching your videos and your joy, optimism and dedication to mastery in ballet are already making an impact for so many. Your voice and journey matters- happy dancing :)
What a kind-hearted you are. Bless you 🙏
If you "can't be the dancer you want to be" there isn't any disgrace in trying. I started at age 6. Worked relelentlessly torturing my body as I wasn't born with great feet. In fact they were flat with huge bunions. Super painful. Had my mom stand on my feet every night . Practically slept in all variations of splits. Went to fine arts school for high school. Was on several ballet scholarships and was supported by my loving parents thru it all. No. I never became the pre-pro then pro ballet dancer I wanted to be after 13 yrs of dedication to ballet but I learned about life and the importance of the struggle and not just the final outcome. ❤ Wishing you every good thing!❤
I used to teach adult beginner violinists. People do not realize how much guts it takes just to attempt something so difficult for the dust time as an adult
That's beautiful, thank you for saying that
I went back to ballet recently at age 66. I danced most of my life and a total of about 10 years of ballet between 12-60. I have found that now I am a MUCH better student and, while I haven't gotten my strength back yet, I am confident that it will come because as an older student I know how to work harder and better. ENJOY IT AND KEEP DANCING!!!
Me too! We can do it!
Hey! 15 yo dancer here, just wanted to say theres no “right” sewing method for your shoes, because everyone’s feet are different. the way you sewed the 2nd shoe (the one where you could not see the stitch marks on the satin) is the one I personally use. Please don’t get in your head about sewing methods, because everyone is truly so different lol. I got my first pair of pointe shoes at 14 and I already thought I was too late, but seeing you live out you’re dreams despite what other peolle may think is really refreshing. Good luck on your ballet journey en pointe 🩰💖
that's so helpful! thank you for taking the time to share that! Sending lots of luck and love to you on your journey as well
You are awesome! It's refreshing to hear a young lady your age making respectful and encouraging comments! Thank you!🐦🐦❤️✌️🩰 YOU GO VERONICA!!
hi, i’m 14 and i think i’m starting pointe next month! i’m so glad to hear that i am not the only one starting pointe at 14, because of covid i couldn’t dance for 3 years and there are so many times when i would compare myself and overthink, but i know i have to power through because at the end of the day it’s my life and my passion!
omg 😭😭 pleaseeeeee dont compare yourself to other dancers (especially ones older/younger than you)!! and congrats for about to go en pointe!!!!!!!!! seriously its so much fun but fair warning it is painful. my first shoes sucked for me (bloch european balance) and i actually had to get re fitted for a whole nother shoe before the first ones died… still in the 2nd pair (Rubins cant remember which specifically) and they sre working much better. when you get fitted try as many options so you wont have to bother you’re parents to get an entire new pair like I did 😭 wishing you so much luck and congrats
@@balletforlife3 thank you so much! i’m so excited to start, im currently in a demi-pointe class and a lot of the older dancers who’ve also been in demi-pointe say that the transition to pointe is a lot easier. obviously its still going to be painful😭
Why would anyone discourage any one for trying a form of dance. We don't discourage people from swimming, the gym, taking self defense or creating art...
As dance is the number one thing people have said that brings them joy...why aren't more of us doing it? Good Luck and enjoy with all your heart.
Thank you, and I couldn't agree more. There are so many elements of our culture that don't make sense, haha but we have to keep following our joy!
Oh, dar’lin never ever give up. I’m a 66 year old former dancer getting back to the barre. If i can do this YOU can do it. There is a world of ballet Moms who would gladly sit with you as you stitch your shoes.
aww thank you so much, this is so sweet! Totally made my day
I also want to add that your dance journey is yours and that therefore you can‘t disappoint anyone else. For me, your journey and passion are the inspiration I‘m looking for when I‘m watching your videos. I don‘t need you to arrive at a certain place. That said, congratulations to the beginning of your pointe journey! That‘s an amazing milestone!
that means soooooo so much more than you know. Thank you so much for being here and being so encouraging! It's very relieving to hear that and helps so much
^^^^THIS^^^^. Set goals, but don't feel rushed. Enjoy the journey! Take pride in your efforts!
dont let anyone say its to late to start. your alive so no reason to not enjoy life and do what you love
couldn't agree more, thank you so much for this
You’re gonna look back on this video once you are a pointe-pro and be so happy at how far you have gone. One wonderful determined day at a time! Thank you for sharing the first steps of your journey, it is an inspiration!
Wow
Hey Veronica, you are NOT making a mistake, I promise. I began ballet at 21 and pointe at 23-ish. At 28, I dance in a school and a small contemporary ballet company, performing at least 2 bigger shows a year and several small ones. Eventually pointe kinda clicks; it just starts to feel more normal the stronger you get. At this age I can feel some of the strain on my body, but it's been 100% worth it. Even now though, your struggles are SO RELATABLE. There are days when I ask, "what am I doing?" ..... but you just gotta move on through that. (Btw one of my classmates started pointe in her 50s. Another started in late 20s, and she is legally blind. Both have done their 1st pointe performances within the last year.)
Based on your clips of dance in this video, you are clearly a natural at ballet. You absolutely have what it takes. The same passion that has taken you this far in your technique will take you to where you want to go. Ballet is for believers. Keep believing!
"Bad Ballet Days" are the absolute WORST. I think everyone gets them too - from young and old beginners all the way up to us professionals. All it takes is a day where maybe you didn't get enough sleep, or enough good food, or maybe your body decides that your period is gonna be extra painful, or to just stop doing what felt great yesterday for no discernable reason at all. Our bodies are not machines that can perform at 100% all the time, and I've found that ballet takes a bigger physical toll the more advanced you become. I hope you keep fighting through all the difficulties on this path you've chosen, because you're such an inspiration to me; you remind me why I dance and why its been worth all the trials.
So true. The PMS literally blocks the pelvis. The stiffness is real, we loose a bunch of split degrees. The body is in mode Cocoon ON. 😤😭
Not to talk about balance. Our axis leaves the chat. I know that my period is coming because I can pirouette. Post-period, I can do my bun and wash my teeth in retiré relevé😅.
Okay thank you for saying this because mine also DESTROYS all sense of balance I have, so frustrating but also good to know it's totally natural. Thanks to both of you for all of this wisdom and encouragement!
Okay technique compliments.. Girlll you’re right over your box, and your balance?! So incredible!! And those shoes are breaking in just the right spot for you. I love the euro stretch. Ah. I’m so excited lol
Try suede tips if you’re slipping in the shoes on the box ❤❤
thank you!!! That's super encouraging, you're the best!
@@VeronicaViccoraall good! I don’t think suede tips are all that popular in the us, but you can buy a little piece of suede to glue just on to the platform of your pointe shoe to stop from slipping. It acts like rosin, but honestly I much prefer suede as it’s always there. Some shoes (like gaynors or merlets) come with it pre sewn which is nice
thank you!! this is so helpful! I'll definitely look into it. After my second class I felt like it was less of a problem, I think I just have to build the strength in my feet to control it more! But this is awesome info
@@VeronicaViccorayou’ll definitely find what works for you. Then you’ll get stronger and it’ll change and so on and so forth haha. Part of the fun of it imo ❤
I am also a beginner ballerina at 30, and it's hard for me to not compare myself to you flexibility wise! In your footage, you are usually the most obviously flexible person in the shot, getting your leg significantly higher and straighter than others. I wish I was starting with this skill already brought to the table, as you have. I feel like not only am I starting as a new dancer but I ALSO have this other massive hurdle to overcome - the flexibility issue. And it really, really has an effect on the aesthetics of dancing and the poses.
You are a beautiful dancer and I would never clock you as a beginner. You really seem like a natural.
Hi! I’m not Veronica, but just wanted to say that when I started ballet, I also wasn’t flexible AT ALL. After only two years of dancing and stretching regularly, my flexibility has improved massively! I now have my splits on both sides which I though was almost impossible, and my overall flexibility is better. It’s totally possible to improve your flexibility and strength!! Don’t let it be a setback or an issue in your ballet journey, and remember it’s a process!
Please also keep in mind that she was a yoga instructor at some point. Flexibility isn’t entirely new to her.
Couldn't agree more with everything everyone else has said! That's so interesting to know, thanks for being vulnerable enough to share that. Yes, I was a yoga instructor, so I already have 6+ of experience just working on flexibility alone. That took a very long time as well, but that's part of the journey is already in the past.
Also, the shots where you see me being the "most flexible" in the room are generally from my basic adult workshops where this is the very first time many of those dancers are dancing EVER. Usually, in the classes I'm not allowed to film, I'm one of the least flexible! It WILL come with time and patience but I totally understand how challenging it can be to not compare yourself.
I always try to remind myself not to compare someone else chapter 10 to my chapter 1, but it's easier said than done!
You can gain flexibility at any stage of your life. Consistency and patience are key👌🫰
@@mingfei1622I started yoga not too long ago (regularly for one year now, before that there were pauses) and I wonder how often you have to practice for maintaining the flexibility and how long the breaks are allowed to be
I'm 57 and I'm thinking about starting ballet again. I don't care what people think and neither should you. Do what you want. It's your life, not their's!❤
Go for it! I took a year of ballet when I was 13, and I returned a couple of years ago at age 66.
Thank you so much to you both!
Please do...I started at age 57 too. Now I'm 66.
People who are sending all of those hate messages are insane, my God! 🙄
it's the price of being on the internet haha for the most part, this community is seriously so cool and supportive
Definitely.
I am not at all a ballet dancer, but rather, a classical singer. As someone who has taught skills to older people (though the muscles and physicality involved are *very* different), that imposter syndrome hits everyone hard.
You are Doing The Thing, and that is awesome. And being gentle on yourself is going to serve you *so much more* than you (or anyone on the internet) giving you a hard time.
You've got this.
Thank you so much for this
You are absolutely right about one thing, you’re not the person or dancer we all think you are.. you’re much more!
🩰🫶
oh my goodness thank you. seriously
As a former ballet teacher, I want to offer you a little bit of advise and encouragement. First of all, you did so well in your first class! And don’t be so hard on yourself! Everyone grips onto the bar at first, but give it a consistent month and you’ll be surprised at the difference! As for the difficulty of rolling through your feet, maybe check with your teacher about how/if your shoes need to be broken in. Just keep up with ankle exercises, rolling out your muscles and icing your feet!
As for the toll on your body and mind, I recommend looking into some vitamin options? Definitely collagen can help with muscle stability and ginkgo can help with your mind or magnesium to help with sleep? Obviously do your own research on all that to decide what will work best for you 😊
Thank you soooo so much for these awesome tips and your encouragement. Your students are very lucky to have learned from you
I'm almost thirty now and haven't been in dance since I was a teen, but I had been taught at the Houston Ballet Academy and had been en pointe for about four years when I stopped.
That said, her outer soles appeared to me as though they were separating from the soles of her feet when going onto to the box and down to floor positions. Also, they do not appear snug on the heel at all. It looks like they may not be the right size, especially since she said that she feels like her foot is slipping off the box.
Of course, they could just require some breaking in. It's been just over a decade since I did ballet, so some things about pointe shoes may have changed in that time, but what do you think, as a former instructor?
I'm genuinely curious.
Im reading through as a non dancer but problems with ankles and thigh muscles bad arthritis and cant get down on floor so how would i be able to roll out mucles which is a new thing to me i still dont understand that concept YET open to any vitamins for muscles
Thank you I'm just starting out and I was wondering what's the best vitamins to take during my journey
@@ekhothecat You make some really good points! I was focusing on if she was getting over the box (which a lot of beginners are scared to do), and I didn't notice the heel! I think that either the elastics are not sewn in the right place, or you might be right about the shoe size not being quite right. Of course, it's also possible that it was because of the shoes not being broken in enough or correctly. It's certainly something she should bring up with her teacher or pointe shoe fitter. Well spotted!
I am not a dancer, but I am a middle aged woman who started playing roller derby at 50. I can relate to the "struggle" ... I wish you greatness, and I believe in you.
Thank you so much, you honestly sound incredibly cool
In my 70s and very happy for you. You are a dancer and can only grow better each day. You don’t have to become professional, just dance your heart out because you want to.
Yes! My thoughts exactly! From a woman in my 50's.
thank you for this
We’re not inspired because you’re a quick study (even though you definitely are!) we follow your journey because you’re going at your OWN pace. Most of us have never seen anything like it and that’s exactly what inspires us. Keep doing what you’re doing because it’s pure magic! ✨
Omg Cat thank you so much, I have been thinking of these kind words for weeks and they're so encouraging, thank you so much
I envy you. I'm 67years old and would love to attend a ballet class. I took ballet lessons when I was young and loved every one of them. Ballet is beautiful and is a fantastic way to keep fit .
Keep enjoying your ballet
and never listen to anyones unnecessary comments. This journey is YOURS... ❤️XXXX
I am 67 yrs old and take adult beginner ballet classes and intermediate classes. I find ballet excellent exercise that I really enjoy. It is both good for our mind and body. I encourage you to give it a try. It will keep you healthy and fit. I was 47 when I took my very first class.
DO IT. I took ballet on and off for a total of 10 years from age 12-60 and finally went back to class recently (age 66) and I am obsessed and, while not strong yet, am a WAY better student. DO IT!!!
I love this whole conversation happening
@@VeronicaViccora You're welcome. I'm actively look for a class near to where I live. Fingers crossed 🤞😊
It's never too late. I took my first ballet class at age 57 and I'm now 66.😊
Your feet look fantastic in those shoes! It’s an incredible accomplishment to reach pointe and a wonderful milestone in life. Just a few tips from a fellow dancer:
- using dental floss to sew is stronger than thread and you won’t really be able to see it
- having two elastics that cross over is a great way to have the shoe stay on and give you more support, especially as a beginner
- as you progress in your pointe journey, don’t be afraid to experiment with different paddings because pointe should not be deathly painful!
I wish you lots of luck! ❤
amazing tips!! Thank you so much for them and for your encouragement!!
As a former ballet teacher I want to thank you so much for sharing your whole journey on your channel, hard parts and all. Your experience is so relatable for so many new pointe students of all ages. It's typical to build up expectations and then struggle with the reality of how far you feel from where you want to be eventually. You are learning new coordination and strength in ways in which you never have used your body before, and you are doing WELL. Adult ballet students were my absolute favorite students as a teacher; I I'm so grateful you are demystifying so much of the learning process and struggle. You are absolutely on the right track, and you are helping so many others as you work through your own struggles. I love seeing the reality of how difficult it can feel AND see you feel on-mission by the end of the video!
that's soooo so encouraging! Thank you!! Your students are extremely lucky to have you!
I just started powerlifting a few months ago where I joined a club team and I can relate to the imposter syndrome. Even though my sport does not require you to start out young, putting yourself out there as a beginner at 30 (I'm 29 so almost the same) is super scary, especially when I see teenagers lift heavier than me, but you just got to stay in that fear and tell youself "you know what, I'm super scared, and I feel like an imposter but I'm still here doing it!". I'm so greatful that you're sharing your journey and the beginning stages because we're taught that your sport will just come to you naturally and you'll just suceed right away, but that only happens to some people, and far from all. These videos are so encouraging for those of us starting a sport at a later stage in life. Also, sidenote: I think the ballerina core that you're doing is super cute!
Thank you sooooo so much! that's awesome! Powerlifting sounds really exhilarating! And you're absolutely right. That's a great mantra "I'm scared, but I'm still here doing it," I'll remember that one
If I hadn't become disabled I would have loved to start ballet as an adult! (Unfortunately no accessible dance classes near me so doing basics through youtube when my body will let me) I was never a dancer but was a gymnast for too many years 😂 one thing my coach said to me was that it's ok to want to quit, but you can never decide that it's time to stop after a hard day. You always have to show up at least one more time and decide to stop after you have a good day. That's helped me with big decisions so many times through my life, not just in sport
Former ballet student here, same age as you and haven't done ballet consistently in years after an injury (and frankly because of the toxicity of the energy I was met with it in the world of ballet in Paris). I am now pursuing completely different endeavours professionally and dancing in more forgiving genres for fun, but thinking about trying ballet again. You are a model of a healthy attitude. Everything you say is so relatable (and the trolls are only feeling it too strong). Your effort to brighten dance up and never give up and make space for amateurs trying their hardest is deeply courageous and much needed. You're inspiring.
I’m a 12 year old dancer and all I can say is wow, this is your first point class and you already have great balance, and you’re right over your box. I started point at 9 and I definitely didn’t get on my box like that. You are doing amazing keep up the good work!
You did so good on the first class!! Almost over the box!!!! Stunning balance!! I'm shocked ahahah I'm gonna start pointe soon (I'm 26) and I hope I get a pinch of what you acomplished lol Trust the process. My teacher said "pointe will never be comfortable, but you'll get used to it" and perfom beautifully!! There is no shame on being behind (I feel this too!!), and I trust your colleages will respect your pace. Be kind to your body, nourish your muscles and soul, don't let the fear take away your joy!! I'm rooting for you
Thank you so much friend, I'm rooting for you too! You're spot on in everything you've said!
You're not alone! I too am consumed by the Fear and the Perfectionism😭. I've been on pointe for about a year and when I started I was hanging onto the barre for dear life. I still can't get over the box entirely, but I think my shoes may not have been fitted properly. But it does get better! Your feet get stronger and you gain confidence, and eventually you don't feel like your toes are breaking off anymore 😅. Don't be too hard on yourself, you're an amazing dancer, your feet are gorgeous, and it looks like you're getting over the box pretty well, so you're starting off strong! ❤
Thank you soooo much! it's really kind and encouraging of you! sending you big hugs!
I am an adult beginner in ballet struggling with my first 2 months in proper ballet classes and this honestly was so inspiring. I am practicing everyday and my body hurts all the time. Learning a lot about mental strength. Thank you for posting this. Also, you are a wonderful ballerina.
Hey girly I was in the same exact boat that you are in. So when I decided to return to ballet after leaving the ballet scene for so many years, the past ballet trauma started resurfacing. With that it caused some depression and body image issues and bad eating habits. Thankfully with the help of my friends and my awesome ballet mistress that has calmed down. I was being so hard on myself thinking I wasn't good enough and that everyone was so much better than me but my instructor let me know that no one is better than anyone and everyone is always learning. Just know that you progress at your own pace no matter how fast or slow that may be.
wise wise words
One can aspire to be good at any art, especially performing arts, like ballet, singing,musical instruments and you should do your best. But you don't have yo be some duper, diva etc to benefit from doing arts. Just do it for sheer hell of it, because you love art, life, culture, whatever. All you have to do is do it. If in a group, I never compete or aspire to be 'the group star', though sometimes it just happens that way. If I know I'm not brilliant at it eg ballet, I just aim to keep up with the rest , not do wrong steps, sing off key etc and thereby stuff
up the entire group performance. Easier to do this if you are happy playing non attention grabbing roles I. Shiny costumes that highlight your lack of ability. The audience will ser it and judge your performance.
Hi... I took my first pointe class at the age of 58 at The Joffrey Ballet School. I see that's where you're having your first class, too😊. Congratulations...!!
I am very impressed with what you did in your 1st class on pointe.
I am so proud that you listened to your body and knew it was time to go back to your flats. You avoided injury. Smart woman!
Also everyone had to start on flats for a while before pointe. Give yourself a break.
You're doing really well.
Keep it up. Follow your heart.❤🎉
Thank you so much, I'm trying to be very careful and gentle with my body! I want to dance forever and ever! Sending so much love
I just want to say thank you. I decided to start ballet for the first time…at 50. I had almost talked myself out of it until I saw your posts. I guess seeing you work through your fears and feelings made me feel normal. Thank you and continue being AWSOME!
I'm so glad I stumbled across this video. I'm so proud of you! I did ballet for 8 years as a kid and the joy from dancing is incredible:) I did pointe for a few of those years and everyone has a different experience but wow it IS a lot of work! Doing a few dance classes a week, it took a full year to be able to do a dance number en pointe for a performance. So stepping away from the barre on your second class is very impressive. Big reminder to be gentle with your body. Take care of those ankles especially as it's easy to overwork yourself and roll an ankle out of fatigue so definitely listen when your body needs to slow down. And hold onto that joy in dancing
Oh, girl, you look like you've been doing ballet your entire life. You're beautiful! Great job and good luck
Thank you so much!! So grateful to have someone as kind as yourself here
be proud, don't stop and stay calm. The emotional outbursts wont help. Your doing great and being scared and failing is part of the process. You are enough.
You are truly an incredible, brave, inspiring person Veronicca!!😊 Thank you for being honest with us and showing us your realistic ballet journey. I know from myself, that some days are going to be more challenging. But when you feel like you're about to give up and that you're not enough, remember how far you've come and how much stronger ballet made you. And yes, it's okay to slow down and take days off. I learned that myself recently as well. Please take care of yourself and continue being your amazing self. You are enough, you do enough and you have enough!! You're doing wonderfully!!🥰🥰
gosh what a kind kind soul you are! Thank you so much for being here and for taking the time to leave such a sweet, supportive comment. It means the world
Congrats for starting Pointe! It is a great achievement! It does feel very overwhelming when you transition from a beginner to an intermediate dancer because you're more exposed to the realm of opportunity which also brings a lot of self doubt & comparison to others. I believe that almost every dancer has struggled with this feeling of inadequecy because we all have insecurities & we are all just human. Set goals for yourself to achieve & continue to believe in yourself. Continue to build connections & shed your light & positivity to the world! I promise you, good things will come! 💘
I am sitting here nearly crying for joy at you taking this leap of faith to pursue your passion. I danced ballet on and off from a kid through to college. I'm now launching a dance ministry at my church and working to get myself back in shape. You are an inspiration to many of us former dancers who know there is still a desire stirring in us to get back out there. All the best in your dance journey. You're right where you should be. Keep dancing! :)
You are an amaaaazing dancer! I started at 30 too, and took my first pointe class at 32. The post 1st pointe class nervous breakdown is real! Omg it was like realizing how tall the mountain actually is.
Haha yessss thank you so much for validating that! I love the adult ballet community so so much
Being you is more than enough to help others
I can relate so much! I started Irish dancing at 30 years old two years ago, and even though I've been dancing almost all my life in other styles like ballet, sometimes I find it so demanding that I just want to cry and quit. Today is one of those days, after a 4-hour class. I think it's normal to doubt... anyway, thank you for sharing your experience. You are going to improve very soon, no doubt. Just keep going!
Thank YOU for sharing that! It's so important to surround yourself with likeminded people to know you're not alone
@@VeronicaViccora Thank you, you're really kind! 🥰I try to train as hard as I can, but sometimes, as you know, it just doesn't seem to be enough... Then, I completely understand the pressure to learn as quickly as possible and the feeling of entering class super excited only to leave feeling defeated and with feet begging for mercy. Seeing you so discouraged really touched me... but it's not true that the body at this age can't improve or learn new and complex things, the key is to get back on track and understand that the heaviest burden is not physical, but mental. You're a fantastic dancer, and your passion will drive your progress! This channel truly provides support for all those who challenge themselves and have a real passion for dance. 💃❤🔥
Thank you so much for all of this! ❤ you’re so so right
I have to say I am so completely impressed with you! You are so amazing doing this hard thing. Don’t listen to anyone that has anything other than praise for you and your efforts. Ballet dancing is hard when everything is perfect, much less when you have additional challenges such as starting later in life. You will get this just like the other things you have gotten. You are so graceful. I can’t wait to see your pointe journey. ❤❤
Thank you so much, what a kind and beautiful soul you are, I'm so grateful to you!
believe it doesn't matter if u sew them "right" or "wrong" I've been dancing since 2 years old and nobody cares how u sew them it rlly depends on how u like to sew them there's no right or wrong
Thank you for your vulnerability Veronica and sharing your journey online! Ive told myself the same exact things this past year coming back to dance and starting pointe at 32 for the first time as well!
As a true admirer for ballet, the Art and history of it, I really enjoy watching you dance and your barre work. It's very inspiring, and has helped so many of us. I'm starting late too, at 17, but a year later I don't want to regret not starting the year before. And if you ever notice, it's always the people who are at the bottom who will try to put you down and the teachers who have years experience, will tell you from wisdom that it is never too late. It's never to late to learn something new, and to do what you love.
soooo much wisdom! I wish I was as wise as you when I was 17
I'm extremely proud of you for deciding to dance!! I took ballet for many years when i was young, and was on pointe for many years. Im almost 60 now,but im going to take ballet lessons simply for the exercise,and making myself feel better about myself. Ballet is extremely difficult,but it will make me rebuild muscle,lose weight and feel great. Im hoping to work back up to pointe. I truly commend you for your choice,and please don't let others affect your decision making. Keep going. Do it for yourself, and im not sure what you're using for your shoes,but use lamb's wool. Youll learn to pack them correctly. Good luck,and you look great!!
You’re the best! You are driven for a reason and it’s part of your life’s purpose and design. You have a natural talent and may all your dreams come true. Life is taking you to where you need to be. You’re a maverick and I admire your courage and journey. You’re being open and showing the journey which will be of help to so many people afraid to try anything. I’ve returned to dance at an older age and it’s beyond rewarding. Dancing provides a lifetime of joy!
You don't know what your words mean to me
Congratulations on get on pointe! You go! I’m 41 and just started ballet 3 years ago and I’m working towards that goal as well and I’m not giving up. Just going to keep going I don’t care how long it takes. I appreciate your videos and all your helpful thoughts. I love yoga as well, it keeps me sane in this crazy world.
I’m not lying to you AT FREAKING ALL your arches are to die forrrrrrrrr 😭
aww thank you!!! :)
good pointe work, an expert teacher giving very solid careful barre work,
this will be a great foundation to work on ....
NEVER Let others Tell you what to do GOOD JOB You are Beautiful. It Takes Time ti learn. You So got this. ! NEVER GIVE UP!!!
Sending you lots of big hugs ❤️❤️❤️ thank you for not giving up and for folowing your wish, your purpose to help us all in our journeys to. BUT please please be gentle with yourself and don't think that in ANY way you dissapointing us. I understand that being a youtuber is a lot of stress, a lot of wanted and unwanted attention, but you created a beautiful community here with people who love you and will follow you in the good and the bad, the pretty and the ugly, so don't be scared to fail, it's ok, we are here for you 🥰🥰😇
you've made me cry. thank you soooo much for saying that. you have no idea what it means
Goooooo Veronica! I love watching grow and progress ❤. Thank you for sharing your journey and story with us. 😊🙏🏼
Thank you so much friend!! You're so sweet!
I love this video so much! I started doing pointe work about three years ago, and one thing I struggled with was my demi pointe! When you first get a pair of pointe shoes the demi pointe is really hard to roll down on because they are so new. As you dance more on your new shoes they will start to get broken in and then they will be easier to roll through. Congratulations on starting your journey!
I danced for 15 years but never did well on pointe, knowing everything now from watching everyone else I realize how poor my fit was.
Thank you for putting videos like these out there as you get to be the one helping us when we search for honest info for beginners.
And not only is your flexibility & form amazing, but your dancing on pointe was incredible.
Thank you so much, sorry to hear you had a poor fit though! That must have made it incredibly difficult!
Mama! You are a dancer! Ignore the imposter syndrome feelings. Just hold your head up, lift through your core, turn out & dance like you mean it! You give all of us older dancers hope & your grace ❤
Thank you so much! This was the kick in the pants I needed!
you are a little ray of sunshine watching you go through your ballet journey. you’ve got this! everyone has bad days but it makes the positive even brighter xxx
Thank you so much
So happy you are going for your dream. Just remember it is your dream and you deserve it. I started point at 40. It is really hard on your body, especially if you are not dancing every day, but it is possible if you do understand your limits and do the best you can. I have had a lot of the same thoughts over the years but found that I was the most at peace when at the studio dancing. ❤ Best of luck to you! Don't give up! Plus, yoga is my favorite cross training for dance. 😊
this video could not have come at a more perfect time for me. I am so grateful for your vulnerability. we can be true to our dreams AND our needs at the same time. here’s to not giving up. ♡
omg thank you for saying that!! cheers to that!!
DON'T GIVE UP! You have amazing extension and turn out and if I hadn't seen the title of this video, I honestly wouldn't have known it was your first pointe class. You're doing fantastic and you WILL improve. Keep tracking your progress and you'll look back and be able to see how far you've come. Pointe is hard but if it was easy, everyone could do it but the thing is, not everyone can do it but you're not those people. You can do this, it will get easier. Every ballet dancer ever has been where you are, thinking it's impossible. You're not alone in that but keep pushing through and one day, you'll do a pirouette, then 2 and you'll wonder how you did it but then realise how fantastic you are. I don't know you but wanna tell you, from across the pond, from one dancer to another, you've got this, I have faith in you and you're going to be such a good danc so PLEASE believe in yourself because I believe in you and your goals.xx
I love that you are showing the struggle because ITS REAL ❤❤❤❤
it's good to know that
Clearly you love ballet so please keep going. You'll progress at your own speed and no need to rush or compare yourself to others. I myself, started beginner ballet at the age of 50. I've been at it for 14 years taking 2 classes per week and sometimes 3 classes per week. My pointe journey was much like your own. I experienced fear and misgivings but I continued none-the-less. Today I'm very comfortable en pointe and I am able confidently do everything asked of me during class. All of my peers are considerably more experienced than I, having danced as children, however, I've come such a long way and through perseverance I can now dance at a comparable level. The thing is to enjoy it and just keep going.
youll get there! you look great, and you'll build the strength and it'll all get easier! congratulations on your first point class. The pointe shoes you have are a split sole model so that is giving you a gorgeous foot shape and lines. also in the video it looked like the roll through both up and down was really great. This is a favorite of mine of the Bloch models. youre doing great dont stress the small things
Thank you for saying that! That makes me feel so much better! And yes, so far these shoes are really wonderful in my opinion, they just feel so right! Thanks a million! 🥰
Would love to see @ThePointShop react to this (idk how to tag)
You are honestly so inspiring. I have at 26 just started to learn figure skating and have wanted to take a beginner ballet class but there aren't many available in my area that work with my schedule.
The difficulty of being an adult and trying new things is honestly underrated.
First finding time and money but also the inability to be taken seriously, or the expectation you have the skills of someone who has been dancing or doing whatever since preschool is hard.
Your inner monologue is so much more clouded and harder to overcome.
Thankyou so much for sharing this, you are making a difference to your audience. You are also not alone.
Congratulations on this milestone you have come so far since your first video. You are such a beautiful dancer.
omg i needed this video so much. thank you!
Thank YOU 💕
I LOVE THIS!!! I just turned 30 and I've been looking into getting back into ballet. Thanks for the motivation, lovely lady! And you keep going! You're awesome!
Do it!! 30 year old ballerina club! (And happy birthday)
@@VeronicaViccora thank you 😊
uhhh I haven't even started watching this but just seeing the thumbnail made me so happyyyyyy
corecction excited for the video! not happy you felt humbled just exited seeing your journey an achieving to even go on point
I knew what you meant! Thank you so much for your enthusiasm and kindness and everything!!
I love your videos. I’ve just started doing ballet so your videos are very important for me. Please continue to update your TH-cam channel, it’s beautiful
Thank you for sharing that. I absolutely will
As a dancer I would just like to say I have seen a lot of beginner adults you are SUBSTANTIALLY better than most of them Like seriously you’re very very good for a beginner!❤
Thank you! You're definitely seeing the highlight reel though haha
You are such an inspiration. Thank you!!!!
Thank you so much
I love this. Go girl !!! Go GO GO GO GO
Thank you my friend
I think you did fabulously! You will be so proud of this journey, it is hard but it is yours and it is worth it and the only person you could ever disappoint is yourself so please be kind to yourself!
Thank you so much, you're 100% right
Been waiting for this vlog! I'm so happy and proud for you! Please relish EVERY moment! You are amazing! 🩰
thank you angel! Your support is such a light in my life!
@@VeronicaViccora just two gals living the dream 💃🏽
I love your videos. You are so real, so brave. Please keep it up.❤
Thank you so much beautiful soul!
don't give up now veronica, you've worked hard to achieve what you've accomplished
trust me it doesn't get easier, you only get better x
thank you friend
omg 🥺*tears came out* your vlogs are my save-spaces to face my fears.💥 thank you so much for doing this amazing mission!🧚♂
Thank you so much beautiful soul! Keep going after your artwork!
hello!! Watching ur videos really inspires me to want to relearn ballet again, I’m 16 and I dance other genres but seeing every step u bravely take and ur improvement truly inspires me and I’m sure you know you’re doing great🩷 lots of love !!🫶🎀
I'm right there with you! I'm 29 and restarted ballett last year after like 12 years of other sports... now I just try to laugh off the stuff that doesn't work and remind myself that my primary thought should be to try hard and have fun❤ I admire you so much
YES! Totally! It's so easy to forget that this is supposed to enjoyable!
future you will definitely look back on this video and your first class, and realize how far you’ve come ✨ pointe (ballet overall!) is such journey, with so many ups and downs; even when you think you’ve finally “mastered” something, you’re constantly humbled in the best way. you’ll get there!! you’ve made it this far, you’ll continue to achieve so many milestones, i’m sure 🎉
i feel you on the overthinking , though 😭 we are our own worst critics and sometimes the ones who hold ourselves back so much. but like you said, it’s all part of the process! you’ll get over this slump in no time, and feel on top of your technique again ✨ and then you’ll slide back down and realize you have so much more to learn all over again 🖤
You're sooooo right about all of this, thank you so much for this
OMG! You're actually so talented 🥰
aww thank you! that's so sweet of you to say
Please never give up! I’m an adult figure skater and seeing your passion is really encouraging me
Thank you so much! Figure skating is sooooo much fun!
ahhh omg veronica i'm so happy for you, i had a huge smile on my face watching you dance en pointe :) and it looks so good for your first time! keep going
Thank you soooo much! That means the world to me!
You got this ❤ sometimes all you can do is to do your best, and if you always do that then what you want to happen, will happen. I just takes some time. You’ve gotten on pointe in less time than a lot of dancers, which shows you have drive. As long as you keep doing what you are doing, and sticking with it, you will reach your goals. I believe in you.
thank you so much!!! Your encouragement is so kind and helpful. I'm so grateful to have you watching! Cheering you on as well
@@VeronicaViccora TYSM ❤️❤️❤️
I love your Videos❤they make every day better❤You can be soooo proud of yourself ❤you are a beautiful, wonderful and great people ❤❤
you have no idea how much your words mean
@@VeronicaViccora you are the best TH-camr 💗thanks for your nice words 🌹
Honey dont give up. That desire in you is so genuine and you need to realize it. Youre at the beginning, you just started pointe. YOU WILL GET THERE! Dont give up pretty ballerina! ❤🩰🩰❤
Thank you so much again kind soul!
You have the arch every dancer wants ❤ congrats on your pointe shoes! You look beautiful
Thank you so much
new subscriber! you’re so genuine and wholesome seeming! i danced for 12 of my younger years and quit for cheerleading (wouldn’t recommend) but came back to ballet this week and my life has turned into one big ball of love again, can’t wait to go more on this journey and binge all past videos ofc haha
was also going to say idk if i seen you stretch or break in your pointe’s before first use but bending the soles and somewhat cracking the whole plastered part will help you have more grip/mobility in your shoes! by this point in your craft I’m sure you’ve learnt this so i hope you’ve been great!!
Thank you so much for the tips, they're so helpful! So happy to hear your life is a big ball of love again, wish that for everyone
Always remember, you never stop learning and if you can keep the love for music, and dance alive you can remain happy 🥰
You're so right, thanks a million
Trying something new is NEVER something you will or should EVER regret. What people regret is NOT trying things, not taking the chance, not facing those fears and anxieties. Regardless of the outcome, years from now, decades from now you will feel soooo satisfied and proud knowing you had the courage to start this journey. I have crushing regrets about something I never followed through on...I have to live with that, and it's a feeling I don't wish on anyone. Putting yourself out there, even at 30, means you will never be left wondering...."what if?" I envy you, that.
Love your videos, you’re such an inspiration ❤❤❤❤ don’t give up 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Thank you friend! here's to never giving up!!!
Hey! It’s VERY normal for your first pointe classes to feel foreign. I got on pointe 2 years ago and your video reminded me of my first pointe class and how different and difficult it was, but now, two years later, pointe feels like flat but just a little harder. Hang in there! What you did was incredibly good for first time on pointe, you’ll better and better in no time :)
You can do it! I did it as an adult and it was the best time of my life. Never give up!
that's soooo encouraging!! Thank you so much! and congrats for your accomplishments!
Me being excited for you, but also knowing you’re in for a world of pain and frustration, ha ha but it does get better so don’t be too hard on yourself!!! For the seeing everyone has their own preference so don’t worry about doing it wrong. I like to sew mine along the seam line so you can make a really sturdy stitch but it doesn’t ruin the aesthetic.
You're doing great! don't give up!
Thank you for taking the time to be so encouraging!!
I love your channel !! so inspiring ! - i’m currently healing a knee injury from a dance class, so i hope to get back to it soon 💓
healing from injuries is tough! Get better soon!
You are awesome and give me motivation. Please don't give up your dreams because others are mean. ❤
Awww thank you so much! I never will :) even if it hurts in the short term, it can’t stop us 🥰
Yes! You will be the dancer you want to be - ballet is closer to being a musician than an athlete in terms of mastery - you put in the loads of work, and for a long long time, and it feel like you suck for a long time, but then suddenly you begin to become a master. Pointe also is drudgery work for the first couple years or so, but so worth it! That is the normal journey! I technically started late, but I have been surprised by the body’s beauty (I’ve ended up teaching, too), and you look really, really good. You looked great for a first pointe class. The visual reward vs effort is low for awhile, just like music! ❤❤
Thank you so much for all of this, I love what you said about it being closer to being a musician than an athlete!