Wish my boyfriend would listen to this song and realize that this was written for ppl like him who cant ever hold up to his promises and says the most hurtful things that tear me up
Ok..... ok ok ok. I've been a long time Staind fan, about 20 years. Dysfunction album saved my life once before..... why have I not heard this before?? Have I??? What????
Dude this was a really illusive song for years. It was suppose to be an extra song on Staind’s “Chapter V” album but didn’t make the cut. Oddly, a 30 second ringtone was available. So for several years I only heard 30 seconds of this song as it was impossible to find in its entirety until it was finally released in full with their 2008 Illusion of Progress album.
Aw shoot, man. I just turned 50 years old. My wife moved out two months ago. I am heartbroken. Married for 26 years. Just try to be a better you. I quit drinking 13 weeks ago, that was a huge part of why she left. Keep the faith. Try to be positive, bro. 😎❤️👍🏻🎶
The day I realized I fear to go to sleep because I couldn't distinguish if it was real or only in my mind. I've searched my soul and prayed and G.O.D. said may you feel what it is to love and nobody feel the same. May you cry my tears of pain because my eyes can no longer shed a tear. My love my one my only I have searched high and low and long and loaded and behold I finally found you. I finally found the one who I call mother. God spoke the words to me. As I watched the clock strick 5 am another day I stayed awake another time I couldn't reculate the voices in my head as being my words or words spoken to me through me for me so that my words my broken heart could finally find the reason and see the truth through insanity of the rhythm and the rhyme the through the chords stumped eventually becoming your songs. Confused of who words or tears in which you cry are they yours or are they mine. Or do they belong to everyone in this world whom has influenced us throughout our lives.
Beautiful I wish I new exactly what you are going through so I could know how best I could be here for you. I just want to be there for you Darling. I could be there for you while you fix yourself. Beautiful you determine how and when you would like me to assist or offer input
I am a burn victim of 80% 3rd and 4th degree from my head to my waist and the only ting I remember was lighting a ciggerate but 7yrs and 37 surgeries later I find out that someone did it to me and there is nothing that I can do about it so this song has great meaning to me and now I am left with all the damage and hate being out in public but I am alive and no I wasn't a drug user
I absolutely love this band the Artist is Amazing 👏💜❤ He is one of the most talented Musicians Singers. I've ever Heard I so appreciate 😌🙏His Awesome songs They are Beautiful, Meaningful and Soul Touching 💜 I THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL PERSON GOD BLESS YOU 🙌🙏AND YOUR MUSIC AND YOUR LIFE.
Now this song is rated high on my list of favorites. I've said , not in these exact words , but have shared the basic message it carries to someone in the past. GREAT ART! THANK YOU
Been listening to Aaron Lewis since J-CAT then it became staind and it’s been such a good ride with all his music. I almost went out like Layne a longtime ago but his music definitely saved me in so many ways. I’ve been to a lot of shows and they keep getting better with time. 💪🏼✊
I've been finished with this man for 18 months and yet I still love him but there is no point in speaking or talking it is done x I'm so sad about it I feel so broken tht I hv had to finally let go 💔 😔
I been going through same thing and you can't make everyone happy no matter how hard you try my attitude now is do best you can and take a deep breathe this too shall pass
@@whitewitchqueen I hope you're right. I'm so tired of begging to be considered. Just considered about how things might be hard on me too. I just wish I could make them happy. Take care of yourself
I would never volunteer my heart for anyone, EVER. I really don't like where your mind is at. I have empathy for you. Whoever this is that has been through this very sad place in life. Look to God only he can help you now. Too much bitterness for my taste. I live with no drama here. I will pray for people like this. They seem very broken. Prayers up !
I do not hear bitterness at all !! I think he fell in love with someone who could not feel or accept his love or anyone else's for that matter because her eyes are closed /mind he doesn't want to leave her but he can't be a number just another volunteer only to bleed his heart and hurt his soul.
Sometimes nomater how hard we try they come and steal that again and again . I only wanted someone to share life with. In a rightous style . Just to be left alone again picking up pieces of my mind and soul.
I reworded this while she talked of her dreams in her sleep. Before I sang she'd started having a bad dream and woke up. I lullabied her back to sweet dreams
Negative ghost rider that pattern is full, try spreading the night listening to some motivational speaker. Mix it up and listen to something positive and make some healthy choices.
I've been married to a narciccist for 20 years and I am completely empty inside and so alone. He will never be the man I need or that our kids deserve. I need to leave. Its time to leave. I've suffered far too long and know he will never change. He isn't capable of changing. Its time to accept it and move on.
It is purchasable with the Illusion of progress deluxe edition but if I remember correctly the deluxe version is a ripoff because you have to buy two of the same song (believe) in order to get it.
I have been trying for years to move on, to get over you. Its drive me completely insane being haunted by a living Soul. A Blesskng and a curse. I'm sorry for everything and for any words i said that shattered you when you left. I'm sorry not sorry that I didn't give up on you. Probably never will. Honestly, you'll always be in my heart. It's all up to God to bring you back into my life. When you start if your already not searching for us again please come to me. I love you Dakota. Al lb. J want is for us to be Happy, together or apart. Keep on, keeping on. Love. MECHELLE
I'm so sorry too. I thought with me leaving everyone alone that s what you all wanted. Now, I'm struggling so hard to move on by my self. I wished things to be better for Every one. I'm truly so sorry to all the ones I loved at one point in time in my life. Love Sherry
I don't know how or where to start to reestablish the lines of communication and build a bigger brighter abundantly blessed future together in love and happiness together forever and more unconditionaly beautiful. Darling I love you more than ever before in any life or time.
"When did you decide.........cause thats not what got us here" hits home with me after all but falling in love with a girl who is still in love with a bad situation and then being told sheahe chooses that over what might be a great relationship with a man that she would never have to wonder if he loves her.
I am me I been trying to tell you that I have been not right I was scread you think I was loseing it that I was not right but I trying to stay strong but I not and I need you so bad I want and need you I am loseing everyone I can’t lose you I swear I been telling the truth I just need you please don’t give up on me I love you so much
I do I may have said crazies thing-or maybe it’s true I do think a lot and wondering why I’m am sorry I don’t like myself and I do blame myself for letting it happen and i don’t know how to take care of it because I aloud it and in the end I’m by myself and lonely 😞 I just wanted to be loved and involved I do know I am 💯 but things weren’t and now I’m lonely 😞 I guess if I needed a loyal person and I would choose myself that’s what I am loyal with a big heart and I do take blame for my own things I don’t put other people to blame so I guess I need to help myself I don’t have anybody elsewhere 💯😢😢😢😢😢😢
Sweetheart, it sounds to me like you know what you did wrong. But you have to stop beating yourself up when you have owned what you did and showed as much remorse as your capable of. A lot of us that have been deeply hurt by actual rotten people don't ever get to see that. The remorse and hurt just isn't there. It's a blank screen. You have heart and admitting you did wrong shows that. It's been a few months since you wrote this, whatever's happened since, don't ever forget your not one of the rotten ones.
I feel the same way I was in a relationship for 6 years and I feel it happened because I didn’t stop The fighting and Arguing I just left him this October and it’s bean hell something I don’t ever won’t to go though again I have 2 daughter and I hope Thay NEVER GO THOUGH THIS 😢😢💔💔
Stand for true in every real YOU!! I KNEW the true for a long long time now it's closer each day but I see now just who really cares...and whom doesn't sadly! But now that I want to live for me this body will not let it be sadly; MAYBE ONE WILL FIND ME AND BE NEXT TO ME UNTIL THE VERY END OF ME NO MATTER HOW SOON THAT WILL BE FOR NELDA CHANCY!!
Mine left me for a millionaire, I guess she loved money more than me it's okay I have no hate no regrets. I'm a musician and she is not one. I love women for who they are.
@@pigebear + So I went get that actual CD and, its not on there...🤬 I think it's only available through Apple music. And I dont do Apple products. For personal reasons...
The song kills me how can I get you she understand? How much I love you how much my soul and my heart is cracking and breaking an aching for you I can't tell you enough
You ever hid behind others from yourself? People say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Ya ever climbed a mountain presented Infront you an recognized you did it knowing the many that couldn't, but found yourself paying closer attention to the scars the journey left on you with feelings a way words can't show? I've been through the bullshit. An recognize I'm stronger then the many but the thought doesn't build me up only humbles me feeling my scars and Stainds left on me. I'm not afraid of the mountains to climb, wars to fight. I'm just tired.
Come to talk to me....everything will be solved.......u earn the money for what.......is it for our happiness.......but now I dont have this feeling of joy because of your absence.......
Going through some real shit right now. Alcohol is the worse drug of em all. I'm losing someone special right now. Drugs aren't doing me any favors but how else ya kill the pain and feed the beast at same time.
Wow, it’s like he was watching my marriage fall apart over the past few months 💔😢 14 years of love and I no longer exist, or he makes it seem that way 🤔
My husband won’t even look at me. He and me were inseparable , I don’t even remember how we got here. Fighting , ignorance, just so much unimportant shit. Got us here? and now, nothing. He filed for a divorce , moved out , has someone new now, still married. The divorce I don’t agree with Ive been fighting for it for over a year . I want him to remember . He says I’ll never be his friend . I’ll never be anything to him, I’m not his family he says . We have a 15 month old son. I’m so hurt , I just tried to die about 10 times now. And looks like life is taking care of the pain for me. I have a huge tumor and it’s killing me. Caused by stress they said. So here I am waiting , wondering , just empty . I miss him so much . It’s possible to not be able to live without that person? He’s all I know , it’s gone 😢😢😢😢
bighead...u no there's more to the story....n it still keeps getting worse....was u gonna tell me u got her pregnant too...y am I finding it in a message here ....im here crushed still lookin at these walls...n really u don't care...i see disrespect all over ....
😢💔 He still keeps calling. Craziness still comes out. I still care. It’s fading. It’s no what got us here. I still see what I once saw. It’s fading now too.
I feel your pain! I don’t understand why a man can’t be faithful too loyal wife I found out my husband has been cheating and still lies about it because. Heart is broken but I’m wiping tears of and giving him a chance too just say he sorry but he refuse too.
This is to my friend Matt, sorry I don't really know how to handle another man in my life since my husband but I will promise you this.... I will work real hard on it cause I don't want to see are friendship grow . I am trying my friend.... Lisa
If you've ever loved a narcissist.. you feel every word of this .
Or when they don't know they are
Wish my boyfriend would listen to this song and realize that this was written for ppl like him who cant ever hold up to his promises and says the most hurtful things that tear me up
Hi Amber I feel the same way in my relationship.
Something is wrong.try to.talk..if I did.that I'd be not in this hole..so Amber don't give.up.on him.
Sorry to hear that why does he do that to you
I am sure he loves you very much it may go deeper then you think the past can haunt a person pretty good.dont give up on him
My husband is a lot like that
Ok..... ok ok ok. I've been a long time Staind fan, about 20 years. Dysfunction album saved my life once before..... why have I not heard this before?? Have I??? What????
Dude this was a really illusive song for years. It was suppose to be an extra song on Staind’s “Chapter V” album but didn’t make the cut. Oddly, a 30 second ringtone was available. So for several years I only heard 30 seconds of this song as it was impossible to find in its entirety until it was finally released in full with their 2008 Illusion of Progress album.
@@Ward413 I think it was on the Japan deluxe edition of one of their albums but this is one of their best songs IMO.
I'm with ya on this one, It's my first time too, I think...?
❤️
C.
Yes , I never heard this one either . Nailed it for me in my current situation 😥
Same
Songs like this only make separation from my wife and 2 year old a million times harder.. prayers for this guy.
Aw shoot, man. I just turned 50 years old. My wife moved out two months ago. I am heartbroken. Married for 26 years. Just try to be a better you. I quit drinking 13 weeks ago, that was a huge part of why she left. Keep the faith. Try to be positive, bro. 😎❤️👍🏻🎶
@@nicholasmonsarrat719 prayers for you and your family man!
Beau Osborn 🙏😎 faith. Weird, my wife and I probably communicate better now living in 2 different places. Keep the faith. Prayers for you, Beau 🙏
You're not alone..she just left me..our daughter will be 2 in march..I need prayers myself..
My heart goes out to you...
Once he said “it’s 8am and still no sleep” hard pill to swallow. Dying to go back in time.
This song hurts.... But the truth does. N we need to remember it takes two.
Amen.
The day I realized I fear to go to sleep because I couldn't distinguish if it was real or only in my mind. I've searched my soul and prayed and G.O.D. said may you feel what it is to love and nobody feel the same. May you cry my tears of pain because my eyes can no longer shed a tear. My love my one my only I have searched high and low and long and loaded and behold I finally found you. I finally found the one who I call mother. God spoke the words to me. As I watched the clock strick 5 am another day I stayed awake another time I couldn't reculate the voices in my head as being my words or words spoken to me through me for me so that my words my broken heart could finally find the reason and see the truth through insanity of the rhythm and the rhyme the through the chords stumped eventually becoming your songs. Confused of who words or tears in which you cry are they yours or are they mine. Or do they belong to everyone in this world whom has influenced us throughout our lives.
I love you girly. No matter what. You were a sweet child all three of you girls. I'm only human....and I have my own test to pass.
What is going here?
Beautiful I wish I new exactly what you are going through so I could know how best I could be here for you. I just want to be there for you Darling. I could be there for you while you fix yourself. Beautiful you determine how and when you would like me to assist or offer input
Peace be with you😎🙏
Amazing. Words cannot describe the beauty of this song. Love live STAIND.
Llll
this one and "please" are at the top
This song is the best...
The goosebumps kicking...
it s a shame it is not on spotify !
I am a burn victim of 80% 3rd and 4th degree from my head to my waist and the only ting I remember was lighting a ciggerate but 7yrs and 37 surgeries later I find out that someone did it to me and there is nothing that I can do about it so this song has great meaning to me and now I am left with all the damage and hate being out in public but I am alive and no I wasn't a drug user
God do I love his voice! Gives me goosebumps everytime!
I'm. Going to see him tomorrow in Detroit
I absolutely love this band the Artist is Amazing 👏💜❤ He is one of the most talented Musicians Singers. I've ever
Heard I so appreciate 😌🙏His Awesome songs They are Beautiful, Meaningful and Soul Touching 💜 I THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL PERSON GOD BLESS YOU 🙌🙏AND YOUR MUSIC AND YOUR LIFE.
Peace😎🙏🌼
Catherine Georgiann, you my love,are doomed by the demons that you entertain, to never hear and never see, the love for you that lives in me😞😣😢
Now this song is rated high on my list of favorites. I've said , not in these exact words , but have shared the basic message it carries to someone in the past. GREAT ART! THANK YOU
Been listening to Aaron Lewis since J-CAT then it became staind and it’s been such a good ride with all his music. I almost went out like Layne a longtime ago but his music definitely saved me in so many ways. I’ve been to a lot of shows and they keep getting better with time. 💪🏼✊
I've been finished with this man for 18 months and yet I still love him but there is no point in speaking or talking it is done x I'm so sad about it I feel so broken tht I hv had to finally let go 💔 😔
I'm dealing with some family trouble and this really hit the mark. Good luck everyone
I been going through same thing and you can't make everyone happy no matter how hard you try my attitude now is do best you can and take a deep breathe this too shall pass
@@whitewitchqueen I hope you're right. I'm so tired of begging to be considered. Just considered about how things might be hard on me too. I just wish I could make them happy. Take care of yourself
Going through the same thing so I know how you feel and if you need a friend I'll be your friend
@@jayharper4996 you too
I hope you are well, and all was worked out.
I would never volunteer my heart for anyone, EVER. I really don't like where your mind is at. I have empathy for you. Whoever this is that has been through this very sad place in life. Look to God only he can help you now. Too much bitterness for my taste. I live with no drama here. I will pray for people like this. They seem very broken. Prayers up !
I do not hear bitterness at all !! I think he fell in love with someone who could not feel or accept his love or anyone else's for that matter because her eyes are closed /mind he doesn't want to leave her but he can't be a number just another volunteer only to bleed his heart and hurt his soul.
Sometimes nomater how hard we try they come and steal that again and again . I only wanted someone to share life with. In a rightous style . Just to be left alone again picking up pieces of my mind and soul.
very powerful song from my all time favorite..
This song has help me realize so much , and thankful to have found it
I reworded this while she talked of her dreams in her sleep. Before I sang she'd started having a bad dream and woke up. I lullabied her back to sweet dreams
This song makes me cry can't help but wonder why and how.
Share it with someone. Or maybe you need to take it’s advice?
So true. Live your life. Be mindful. Have peace😎🙏
2:34 am and while he is sound asleep I will spend another night trying to ask and answer myself again as to why I do this
RLC c totally understand what you mean.....
Negative ghost rider that pattern is full, try spreading the night listening to some motivational speaker. Mix it up and listen to something positive and make some healthy choices.
Yes absolutely beautiful.
Love the song. Has such true meaning in its words. Love Stained. Glad someone sent it to me, so I could save it in my favorites list.
This song 🎵❤ 💕 is me and my husband.
I love this song! Aaron Lewis always has something meaningful to say. ❤
Great song brings up good memories an bad still cranking out them good tunes in 2019😍😎😎
Stains. Is Best Band I ever I've Listen to they. Are. grrreat. The word r amazing love there music🤩🦋🦋
I have never heard this before Love it been a Staind fan since 2002
Whoah....hits me hard every single time i hear this song 🎵 thanks #STAINED for speaking words for me I couldn't have put into myself #☆☆☆☆☆
Stained best of the best...
Yep
I listen all day to this music all day !! I can't seem to feel my heart enough.🦋 Why I haven't an answer . Does anybody ?
I have the answers..but you won't be able to handle it
💜🙏
Great song great band great singer!
Amanda..everytime I hear this song..couldn't mean anyone else..#Alienfrequency
Greatest music I've known. B
Im a fan of staind 20 years ago.I never heard dis song so beautiful..Go aaron lewis
Onee of the best songs of theirs
Iam a strand fan ❤ like this song
Been listening since early 90's always seems to follow wtf I'm going through Erin Lewis is god
I wish you well. Peace😎🙏
talk about timing.. just broke up w my boyfriend of almost a year and this song is all to perfectly descriptive of that relationship....
half this album does the same thing lol...
I always see even when my eyes are closed
This man is fantastic there's nothing he can't sing
Very intenced song but I love a powerful song like this there's more to this song you just gotta dig deeper to understand🥀☝️
✨🕊️🧠
If you dont talk probably not your boyfriend anymore
I find myself reading the comments instead of actually listening to the song. Sad song.
I haven't been able to get M & H & the 4 out of my head.
Sadly this reminds me of my 5 year old relationship with a narcissist 🖤
@@tanyareign3793 🖤
Ditto...
I've been married to a narciccist for 20 years and I am completely empty inside and so alone. He will never be the man I need or that our kids deserve. I need to leave. Its time to leave. I've suffered far too long and know he will never change. He isn't capable of changing. Its time to accept it and move on.
@@nicolehein8285 to
Me too
this shit on point
Another Favorite Band Of Mine...
another great song not available anywhere else
Another powerful one!!♥️💔
My fav Staind song..hands down.
#AlienFrequency
Seems to come just in time no matter what life throws us like he's been there obviously
So true, struggles in life- Aaron Lewis can put heartfelt words to anything. Peace😎🙏
I wish this song went faster bc I struggle to focus on slow songs. BUT these lyrics are so fucking good.
Please, Staind, make this available to purchase on iTunes.
same problem, cant find let it out on google play either, gutted:(
Not on Amazon music either....sad---another great song I never knew Staind had until now.
It is purchasable with the Illusion of progress deluxe edition but if I remember correctly the deluxe version is a ripoff because you have to buy two of the same song (believe) in order to get it.
@@theonlyone992 cool
just copy it...TH-cam to MP3
He has an amazing singing voice love strained
The song is show powerful I relate to it all the way
Love this song. Brings back so many memories.
I have been trying for years to move on, to get over you. Its drive me completely insane being haunted by a living Soul. A Blesskng and a curse. I'm sorry for everything and for any words i said that shattered you when you left. I'm sorry not sorry that I didn't give up on you. Probably never will. Honestly, you'll always be in my heart. It's all up to God to bring you back into my life. When you start if your already not searching for us again please come to me. I love you Dakota. Al lb. J want is for us to be Happy, together or apart. Keep on, keeping on. Love. MECHELLE
I'm so sorry too. I thought with me leaving everyone alone that s what you all wanted. Now, I'm struggling so hard to move on by my self. I wished things to be better for Every one. I'm truly so sorry to all the ones I loved at one point in time in my life.
Love Sherry
Remember I was once there for all my friends n took most of you all in.
I don't know how or where to start to reestablish the lines of communication and build a bigger brighter abundantly blessed future together in love and happiness together forever and more unconditionaly beautiful. Darling I love you more than ever before in any life or time.
Awwww that's sad
honestly my favorite track and it wasn't on any major albums until later added
"When did you decide.........cause thats not what got us here" hits home with me after all but falling in love with a girl who is still in love with a bad situation and then being told sheahe chooses that over what might be a great relationship with a man that she would never have to wonder if he loves her.
Beautiful
amazing song
B ♡ E ♡ A ♡ U ♡ T ♡ I ♡ F ♡ U ♡ L......thank you.
❤
sadly this reminds me of how I was towards my ex i regret it alot
me too ...........
As Long as you Learned from it. We all make mistakes
I am me I been trying to tell you that I have been not right I was scread you think I was loseing it that I was not right but I trying to stay strong but I not and I need you so bad I want and need you I am loseing everyone I can’t lose you I swear I been telling the truth I just need you please don’t give up on me I love you so much
Beautiful song
Playing games no more shuttling the door
I do I may have said crazies thing-or maybe it’s true I do think a lot and wondering why I’m am sorry I don’t like myself and I do blame myself for letting it happen and i don’t know how to take care of it because I aloud it and in the end I’m by myself and lonely 😞 I just wanted to be loved and involved I do know I am 💯 but things weren’t and now I’m lonely 😞 I guess if I needed a loyal person and I would choose myself that’s what I am loyal with a big heart and I do take blame for my own things I don’t put other people to blame so I guess I need to help myself I don’t have anybody elsewhere 💯😢😢😢😢😢😢
Sweetheart, it sounds to me like you know what you did wrong. But you have to stop beating yourself up when you have owned what you did and showed as much remorse as your capable of. A lot of us that have been deeply hurt by actual rotten people don't ever get to see that. The remorse and hurt just isn't there. It's a blank screen. You have heart and admitting you did wrong shows that. It's been a few months since you wrote this, whatever's happened since, don't ever forget your not one of the rotten ones.
I feel the same way I was in a relationship for 6 years and I feel it happened because I didn’t stop The fighting and Arguing I just left him this October and it’s bean hell something I don’t ever won’t to go though again I have 2 daughter and I hope Thay NEVER GO THOUGH THIS 😢😢💔💔
You can always ask God for help!
gr8 song
Only if..YOU..Amanda..would hear this........
#AlienFrequency
The first thing I seen is the only reason I'm still here.
Stand for true in every real YOU!! I KNEW the true for a long long time now it's closer each day but I see now just who really cares...and whom doesn't sadly! But now that I want to live for me this body will not let it be sadly; MAYBE ONE WILL FIND ME AND BE NEXT TO ME UNTIL THE VERY END OF ME NO MATTER HOW SOON THAT WILL BE FOR NELDA CHANCY!!
Great job
What just happen? I do not understand
It's ok I'm that way 24 7
I'm not the only one who hears this song and believes the writer was talking to a narc
Mines a narcissistic. I left
Sent this to my ex narc
or bpd
My ex sent this to me today. 😢😞. And it’s too late for her and I.
So sorry , man. Heartbroken here too
Still relate to this rn
Mine left me for a millionaire, I guess she loved money more than me it's okay I have no hate no regrets. I'm a musician and she is not one. I love women for who they are.
Let It Be- The Beatles
Just let it be. I hope your one finds you, or you find your one.
Surprise !! The Lord works in mysterious ways.😎🙏
this song make me always crying
(hugs) u need it
Me too
Love this guy
This is the story of a true narcissistic relationship. From the perspective of the caring loving person 💕
Dennis. You betrayed me royally.
I wish I could buy this damn song from somewhere! I love it & cant find it.
The Illusion of Progress it is on this cd
@@pigebear + I have that actual physical CD! So it's like a hidden song at the end?
@@pigebear + So I went get that actual CD and, its not on there...🤬
I think it's only available through Apple music. And I dont do Apple products. For personal reasons...
Yeah..💔
Twin flames
This song is litearlly killing me..
This song is beautiful and it makes me hurt with with all my heart and being
The song kills me how can I get you she understand? How much I love you how much my soul and my heart is cracking and breaking an aching for you I can't tell you enough
I dont know why I keep calling does it get us anywhere. It a nutshell it gets me absolutely no where
You ever hid behind others from yourself? People say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Ya ever climbed a mountain presented Infront you an recognized you did it knowing the many that couldn't, but found yourself paying closer attention to the scars the journey left on you with feelings a way words can't show? I've been through the bullshit. An recognize I'm stronger then the many but the thought doesn't build me up only humbles me feeling my scars and Stainds left on me. I'm not afraid of the mountains to climb, wars to fight. I'm just tired.
😢😢😢😢😢 y❤ shows all the time . 4:43
🤯thanks 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Hang in there..TK
Come to talk to me....everything will be solved.......u earn the money for what.......is it for our happiness.......but now I dont have this feeling of joy because of your absence.......
Going through some real shit right now. Alcohol is the worse drug of em all. I'm losing someone special right now. Drugs aren't doing me any favors but how else ya kill the pain and feed the beast at same time.
How does he do it? He makes it seem as it was wrote for you.
This is more for my family then anyone, my uncle's brothers sisters bio parents...
Wow, it’s like he was watching my marriage fall apart over the past few months 💔😢
14 years of love and I no longer exist, or he makes it seem that way 🤔
Sorry. It did the same for me on my last relationship
My husband won’t even look at me. He and me were inseparable , I don’t even remember how we got here. Fighting , ignorance, just so much unimportant shit. Got us here? and now, nothing. He filed for a divorce , moved out , has someone new now, still married. The divorce I don’t agree with Ive been fighting for it for over a year . I want him to remember . He says I’ll never be his friend . I’ll never be anything to him, I’m not his family he says . We have a 15 month old son. I’m so hurt , I just tried to die about 10 times now. And looks like life is taking care of the pain for me. I have a huge tumor and it’s killing me. Caused by stress they said. So here I am waiting , wondering , just empty . I miss him so much . It’s possible to not be able to live without that person? He’s all I know , it’s gone 😢😢😢😢
bighead...u no there's more to the story....n it still keeps getting worse....was u gonna tell me u got her pregnant too...y am I finding it in a message here ....im here crushed still lookin at these walls...n really u don't care...i see disrespect all over ....
😢💔 He still keeps calling. Craziness still comes out. I still care. It’s fading. It’s no what got us here. I still see what I once saw. It’s fading now too.
I feel your pain! I don’t understand why a man can’t be faithful too loyal wife I found out my husband has been cheating and still lies about it because. Heart is broken but I’m wiping tears of and giving him a chance too just say he sorry but he refuse too.
Theres alot of times I just can't sleep
This is to my friend Matt, sorry I don't really know how to handle another man in my life since my husband but I will promise you this.... I will work real hard on it cause I don't want to see are friendship grow . I am trying my friend.... Lisa
Still here