Dear Isabel, I am old enough to be your grandmother. Letting go of our dear animal friends is not an easy road. The grief we feel is real and the tears need to flow. Embrace your emotions while moving forward. I will be with you in spirit and heart. ❤
About the grief, watch THE LADY OF HEAVEN Movie. It’s about the grief of Lady Fatima, daughter of the Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him & his progeny (from a Shia point of view).
I cried right along with you, girl. I’ve watched since the beginning and I think this one touched me the most. The footage of White sleeping in the last one made me realize how special she was. The footage of Black, alone, broke my heart. I’m thinking of you and Logan, I hope you two are ok ❤️
My white kitty is sitting in my lap as I watch your video. He is so precious. I tell him that every day. I love every little thing he does (almost). Kitties enrich our lives so much. I really feel your loss of your White Cat. Black Cat was so sweet in this video, walking to you and chirruping. Blessings. I'm glad you had and have such wonderful kitties and they could and can live such glorious lives in the mountains with you.
As a grandmother close to 70, I’m well into the letting go process, but if I can offer a word of encouragement… …when you open your hand to let go, it doesn’t stay empty, but inevitably God replaces with the next thing that He couldn’t have had you not let go, and it’s a beautiful journey. The grief of the experience of loss is soon replaced with the next adventure and each is more beautiful then the last🍃🌸🍃
Sending you and Logan all my love, Isabel. I cried all the way through this video ... not because it was sad but I could appreciate the love of a beloved pet. I put my 18 year old cat down last week. She was my best friend. I was reflecting on how White came to you and how she departed the same way. I'm not so sure if we have the opportunity to say "Good-bye" (like I did) is any easier. We still cry and cry no matter how they leave us. Consider yourself hugged in warmth. XOXO♥
You should never have to feel like you need to apologize for having these sad emotions and feelings or for sharing them on your platform. That's what I enjoy about your channel, it's real and honest and shows all aspects of our life. Losing an animal is the same loss and just as hard as it is to lose family or a close friend. 💛
I'm so sorry your cat went missing, my dog of 15 years passed away just over a month and a half ago and it's deeply painful to lose a pet, they're a member of our families, I can't imagine what it's like to not get closure, sending healing vibes
Luxi, I'm so sorry about your pup. I have lost many beloved pets over the years and I completely understand the pain and the weight of the grieving process. I also feel horrible for Isabel and the loss of White, I couldn't even finish the video. 😟
Hey ya stranger,,,I also had to leave my dog,,,because I had to leave my hometown country, to another country for my career,,, I had to give up my dog to someone I don't know,,and I'm telling that this is the most difficult feeling to do so,,,we care about them but they care more than us. Hope I would be able to afford to bring him back as soon as possible,,and so sorry for your loss,,
Oh Isabel, I'm so sad about White, I'm sending you warm strong hugs. It has only been a week, don't be unfair to yourself by trying to let go of your beloved friend and family so quickly. White has earned a huge place in your heart and has been such a loving companion to you all this time. Have a good cry, have many good cries until you start thinking of the happy times with White, instead of the sad loss. We love you so much too!
oh Isabel I am so sorry. I remember a few weeks ago you were concerned about snakes. Our pets are such a sweet example of unconditional love and they truly are amazing examples for us all to follow. Never apologize for being real with us. We love you so much and are so grateful for you and what an inspiration you are on so many levels. Life really is a long series of “hello’s” and “good bye’s”. You were so blessed to have know such amazing love. Be well dear friend. ❤
Isabel, the words you spoke about 'letting go and dealing with loss' during this autumn has helped me find the beginning of healing, for I lost my husband to cancer and recently, I survived an operation to get rid of it. Filming a video in 4K and careful editing is highly skilled, and you have possession of this great skill in bringing it almost as another form of art; your prose is as moving as are the rich colours your camera portrayed. I am massively grateful for finding you. ❤ Very best wishes, Wendi 🌻🌻🌻
Wishing you much love. Did your husband and you get the covid vaccine? Because I cant tell you how many people I know who have suddenly developed cancer after these shots.
Sharing grief can seem incrediby difficult. It is freeing, however, over time. I'm so incredibly sorry to hear about your husband and then getting cancer yourself alone. Head up, eyes forward. It will get better.
@@rachelconradie8480 My husband died from 4th stage cancer, yet I survived it by an urgent operation last week. I am due for the latest covid+flu shot soon as my name is already on the list to be visited. Thank you for your kind words, Wendi 💛
I am fantasizing that white kitty will return home safely with a few kittens of her own. ❤️ I'm not sure what gender Black and White are, or if they were neutered but, White returning with some wee ones is my wish for this scenario.
"Life is a balance of holding on and letting go." ~Rumi Sending you strength courage & love as you traverse this pass! Your sacreds created for your sis are heart warming! 💗🪶🌿
I live in the Sierra Nevadas...my beloved kitty went missing about one year ago. It was devastating, but I was ok. Because I was so thankful to have had known her beautiful soul. Spirit is eternal, and one day you and White will be reunited in form. Until then your bond remains formless ❤ Love to you sister.
Sorry for your loss. It's amazing that everything that you sent to your sister, including the card, was handmade by you! You are such a sweetheart and a rare bird.
I'm so sorry to hear that White went missing! Letting go is terribly hard. I lost my mom last year when I was 28 years old, and it completely changed the course of my life. Just know Isabel, that your videos are so supportive and wholesome. You help people get through the roughest of times with your content and authenticity. I hope White is able to come back to you. Just hang in there, the pain gets a little easier with time.
I look forward to your videos you inspire me Isabel I just lost my son he was 38 we are saddened by his passing we miss Robbie everyday you remind me so much of my own life growing up in the bush god bless you and Logan ❤
@@spearmint4093I reevaluated my life, and determined my priorities. Got out of a relationship that wasn't serving the best version of ourselves. I'm off to new adventures as a nurse, traveling and meeting new people.
I’m extremely sad White has gone missing. I thoroughly loved how in every video she followed you everywhere. My heart too is breaking as she reminded me of my cat Meeskoo who looked just like White. Meeskoo lived to be 18 years old and passed one year ago. Our furry babies bring joy and wisdom to our lives❤️🐾
So sorry to hear about little White. I know how heartbreaking it is. The loss of a furry family member is devastating. Hold onto the moments you had. Hug Black tight. The little one would be feeling the loss just as much.
Last week I thought so many times about you and your missing cat. I am very sorry of your loss. I was hoping she would appear again and I really had to cry with you when I watched your video. Animals making this world a better place and they help us so much getting through rough times in our lives. It hurts letting them go. I wish you just the best Isabel.
Isa, I am so so sorry for the loss of your little one, White. No words can heal what you're going through, but you're on the right track. Loss makes us realize who is important in our lives...and your sister is going to LOVE that care package! Keep loving and hold onto Black, he lost her, too!
so sorry about white cat 😞 I lost my cat a while ago but ended up finding her, don’t loose hope just yet! 💛 although I understand that preparing for the worst it’s also important and accepting the circumstances as well. Sending love for the three of you and white cat 💛
I'm so sorry for your loss, Isabel. Losing a pet is one of the hardest things. You don't have to apologize for your emotions; it's okay to feel & let that be known 🤍 Sending all the love your way 💌
White had such an adventurous spirit. I always loved seeing that sweet cat following you around and frolicking in the forest alongside you, and I even saw it bringing you a mouse gift in the background of one of your videos. The connection between you two was such a pleasure to watch. Of course living in the mountains has it's dangers, but I'm sure if that cat had the choice to give up the dangers along with the fun and adventure to settle for an indoor life, it wouldn't have chosen to be safely inside. Just know that you and the cat shared the best of times together. And if you are at all spiritual, I have felt that cats always have a strong spirit that keeps you company for years after they pass. My sweet little cat was in my life for 19 years and I felt her presence for many years after that, and should often bring me to tears.
You look SO adorable with that head lamp on!! Oh Isabelle... I teared up hearing about White -- I love those two cats. I hope there is some kind of miracle and she turns up again - for you AND for Black!
Don’t apologize for emotion. As someone who in ‘89 became a widowed mom at age 26 I believe you have a platform and following which could help young adults articulate such emotions. Back then I used to see my friends cross the street to avoid interaction with me because they just didn’t know how honestly. Keep being you and keep being real. Love and hugs honey
@@bellaellis2813 Nothing, if anything she stated that she is in love with him. She had to kitties that adopted her as their mom and suddenly one went missing. She has searched for him/her, but hasn't found him/her. I just hope she doesn't come into harm while looking for her kitty (mountain lions, bears, wolves, etc.)
I’m so sorry your sweet cat White is missing. I lost a cat in Southern California because no one told me to keep her in (I wasn’t from anywhere with wild animals). I never lost hope though, and you shouldn’t either. She may well wander home any day now, and I hope she does. Sending you, Logan and Black lots of love. ❤
Sending you warmth and love. My dog died a few weeks ago after being attacked by a pitbull during our morning walk so I truly understand how you feel. The loss of their little paws following you around. No one to sleep by your head. I hope White is safe and that they come back somehow and you'll be back with your loved one.
I’m a mother of several cats and other pets and i can relate to loving and loosing a family member so suddenly. I pray you find White while finding peace in knowing he brought unexpected joy and memories you’ll have forever.
I also take in rescue kittens. I've had 9 at one time. I've lost 4 in last 5 years..and it's actually caused me severe depression. SO So painful. From one cat lover to another.💔💕💜💙
I too am involved in rescue, it’s now her job to protect black kitty, out there tgey r snacks for the wildlife snd honestly having a cat there is sickening. They have no defense and it’s only a matter of time. Kitty needs to b inside or given to someone in her family
Isabel - thank you for your soft words. I often find myself here on your page and watching your videos because they make me feel calm and peaceful. I'm sorry for your loss of White Cat, but you never know, she may be back. Thank you for being raw with us and letting us be part of your tender place. I hope you feel better in the upcoming weeks, a good cry is always a good feeling. :)
So sorry White has gone missing 😢 What a sad time and you will be shattered searching for her. Letting go is hard , I lost my Dad nearly 3 weeks ago he was 94 and had a good life ....no matter what age it's so painful , but I am so blessed to have had both parents for so long in my life . At that age for them having to let go of their independence, their possessions, moving out of the home they had owned for 56 years to go into care ....was so hard , life is about letting go ...my daughter is about to move from home here in Scotland to work in NYC for a year ! Letting go of my dad and my daughter in the space of a few weeks ....but grateful for her opportunities and proud of her chasing her dreams ....Your filming is beautiful, look after yourself ❤🥰
Our fur babies hold a very special place in our hearts, they're family. I'm sorry you're going through this, Letting go is never easy. You have a beautiful channel and although this one was sad, it's important for all of us to hear. You're wise beyond your years. Thank you for sharing and making such a beautiful place for all of us to be a part of each week. Wishing you and Logan peace and comfort during this difficult time. ❤
@@joysundari3771 Starting at 1:30 she talks of losing *someone* she loves very much, and goes on to mention having to let go of relationships that no longer work. I think she focuses on losing her pet (not “someone”) because she cannot bear to talk directly about the breakup. She can laugh about having to give up searching for the cat, but losing Logan is something much more sad and personal that she would need much longer than a week to process.
I know what it’s like to lose a beloved furbaby…. If you don’t end up finding her, just know that she will always be with you in your heart and memories. 😢❤
Your life really can change so quickly and you’re right, life means letting go. We’re in the process of losing a loved one to a horrible disease and it’s the hardest thing our family has ever been through. Stay tender Isabel, and remember that grief is itself a powerful display of love ❤️
You have such a gentle heart, I'm here crying for your loss and I'm sure you were crying much more for your cat, loss is such a touchy subject for me because I lost so many people and animals this past 3 years... it's hard letting go, I'm still trying to. I wish you the best in life thank you for doing videos that makes me feel in the present with my body. 💜
It is sad that White has not come home but I know he will always be in your heart. I’m happy you have someone to share your love and losses with now. I also thought the care package you made for your sister was so thoughtful and packed full of love! Gifts of the heart.❤
I forgot how much I loved your videos, because life got a little busy and sad lately, even though your videos and your thoughts have been giving me hope all year....but thank you for this one, really grateful for watching this today, dealing with loss and letting go of a cat friend has been what I've been struggling with too.
It is soo nice to see you cry and I mean that in the most amazing way, you are always so positive and seeing you raw on video is heart breaking but also sweet. We're all human, we cry, laugh, and lost is the hardest thing I can think we ever have to deal with in life. White cat is so special to your viewers like me that have been following you from almost the beginning while you were in Hawaii ! So I'm praying for your family and pray she appears one morning ✨️🌻❤️
So so sorry about White 💔 🐈 ❤️ Loss is such a difficult part of this existence that we all must face but knowing there's love and caring coming to you hopefully helps 🙏
I am so sorry about White :( There is so much loss in this world, and one day we'll all be gone, but at least we have the wonderful moments with one another while we are here, and quality is better over quantity. You gave White a loving home and he was very lucky in the time you had him. I still hope you find him or he comes home. Positive vibes coming your way.
Your videos motivate me to work more than I typically would throughout the day. I find myself reading, or journaling, or exercising or doing something productive instead of sitting on my rear all day. Thanks for the wisdom and carefree vibes that practically radiates off of you.
such a lovely video, the carepackage to your sister is a really nice thing to do. Sometimes those close relatives do so much and you appreciate them so few times
Thank you for being raw and emotional and true. I’m sorry for your loss…when I lost my pets I felt the same way. They are like my children…family. ❤ Much love and healing 🙏
We know how hard this loss is. I live North of Atlanta on a dirt road surrounded by woods. I had to come to terms with giving my cats freedom meant- they could be in peril. It's been a struggle because to date all of my cats have lived a wild free, Loved shortened existence. I have a sun porch I've turned into my cat room. I call them in at night and open the door in the morning. Its working. Also I found one using a pet psychic. After 5 days I turned to her and she told me my cat was in a run down building hurt. I searched all the places I knew of and found her hurt with a broken leg. She survived and is well. I will now always turn 1st to one.
Letting go is probably one of the most difficult parts of life. My angel dog, Mitzi, is still holding on like a champ at 18-20 yrs. of age but that time is coming really fast and I am emotionally all over the place. I love my moo sooo much. She has been a great joy in my life. Beautiful care package for your sister. Sure she will love it. Thanks for sharing. I love the music and the scenery and the foods. Your videos warm my heart up like a good cup of coffee in the fall and winter! Thanks!❤️
I also lost a cat some time ago, and I have no idea what happened to him. Like you, I walked for days, searching everywhere, calling and trying to hear moewing. I had a hard time to let go, it's terrible not to know what happened, your imagination runs wild. What helped was to care for my other cat... and to remember the sadness I felt was nothing compared to the happiness we brought eachother while he was there. I imagine him purring on the lap of old lady sometimes.
Sending lots of love, Isabel. Losing a kitty was one of the hardest things of my life so far, and I’m so sorry you are having to go through that right now. You’ve given both your cats so much love, and even through these videos I can tell they’ve been living the best lives two cats could have. White will find her way back to you❤️
I had to put my cat down over a week ago. It was lymphoma or bone cancer. He was 12 years old. I needed this Isabel. I just discovered your channel. I love the picturesque views, and your statements of encouragement. Keep the wonderful videos coming. Thank you.
I hope you can get in all your beautiful garden veggies before the frost. It would be fun to watch you in a video on how you preserve them. At first I thought Logan Had left….😩😩 but I see not……so happy he is still there. You two make such an adorable couple. I feel for you with the loss of White. They are a part of your family and the loss is real! Your so talented with so many things. Soap making, food preserving, weaving, beautiful food prepared.
thank you so much for being vulnerable & authentic online. You are such an inspiration to me, not only in the way youʻve curated your lifestyle but also in the way youʻre so open with your feelings & struggles in your videos. The seasons of loss, grief & other emotional winters are a part of this human existence & itʻs so nice seeing someone live fully through those. Itʻs not easy to show up with that much acceptance of lifeʻs ebs & flows so thank you for leading the way. Youʻre a beautiful soul & I hope to meet a friend like you someday.
I m really amazed by the work and the beauty of the nature surrounding you, only few content makers like you and like liziqi have this magical scape land and hard work that really make me happy to watch and take good energy as well.
This week was my dad's birthday. He was supposed to turn 50 this year. A milestone he was never able to live. Letting go is a fundamental part of life. A thing that I always think about is how ending something or letting go of someone or something gives your body also a sence of grief. Take your time to heal yourself as well in this difficult time❤️
This video couldn't have had a more perfect timing for me, it really touched me and make me feel less alone in the whole process of trying to let go. Thank you, really😊❤️
I’m so sorry that your cat is missing. I hope he returns to you. This video has related so much about my life and letting go when it pertains to my youth. The video was very touching.
Dear Isabelle, my heart grieves with you. I can surely relate to your loss. I lost my precious cat who ran off and never returned a few years ago. If White lost her way, I pray she'll find her way back into your loving arms soon.🙏🏻 So thoughtfully sweet of you to send your Sis a beautiful care package. I pray that her loneliness will be replaced with peace and love. By the way, I was listening to your and Logan's beautiful music on my playlist. Your wonderful music brings me lots of comfort so thank you to you and Logan. Sending you loads of love and a big hug. ❤️
We love you Isabel. As an outdoorsman and historic reenactor I share you feelings of loss of the season and the coming of winter. Not being able to get out as often as we like or do the things we enjoy and love...until Spring is reborn. Granted, I stay busy with my channel here, our historic mysteries, research and our parahistoric investigations, but nothing beats the beautiful mornings of Spring, Summer and Fall, waking up outside and seeing, feeling and smelling nature.
My 5 yr old cat disappeared in June, it became my first time not being a pet parent in 15 years. Your video helped me have a good cry and let go even more. Thank you. Be gentle with yourself, and remember that it’s all perfect. ♥️
Your Cat is not it's body as we're not ours, that form of consciousness just took a new form, that's all. It's ok, it's always been ok and will continue to be ok. :) You were blessed to have the cat in your life for the time you did. Love you and Thank you!!! Words could never describe how beautiful and inspiring it is to see someone at your age have the wisdom and maturity you have, truly beautiful to witness.
Sending you so much love and Light, Isabel. Our furbabies carve deep into our hearts. Your thoughts and creativity help so much more than you know. HUGS!! ❤
I'm so sorry Isabel for the loss of White. She was the sweetest cat I've ever seen, who was so totally in love with you that she couldn't leave your side. This video wasn't morbid; it was real, perhaps the most real video you've ever done because it touches upon something that most human beings try to avoid - loss and death, yet they are inevitable parts of life. Thank you for opening your heart, my dear one. My heart cries with you. Sending you lots of love.
So sorry for your loss. Never forget to take as much time as you need to heal from losing a pet that brought so much happiness into your life. May you feel better with each passing day. Hugs from the Black Hills of SD.
Thank you Isabel. Neither morbid, nor depressing, your share was honest and demonstrates a way to process inevitable detachment. May your sadness pass quickly. You, and Black Cat, and Logan, will help each other through your loss of White Cat (who is happy and free from the soul trap of Earthbound existence). The cinematography of your videos is stunning, and what a beautiful gift you made for your sister! I recognize your Gr8 efforts; you’re doin’ good~🧚♀️🥳💗
My dog of 12 years passed during lockdown. The last time I grieved like that was when my mum passed in1982. We are all different and there's no right or wrong. I love watching your video and so inspirational. God bless. 🙏🌾🌴❤️
My heart feels your grief, I know it well. My husband, my prince, passed at the young age of 49. I understand life is a cyclical process…seed, birth, life, death, rebirth….yet, I grieve. Grieving has cracked open my heart like nothing else. The vulnerability in grief somehow makes us softer, more compassionate if we embrace it. One of the most important realizations I have had through the grieving process is; If we live mindfully in the present, we cannot be attached. It's literally impossible. Love & prayers to you and Logan 🙏💜 May the Light of our Creator shine brightly on your broken hearts and wrap you in holy comfort.
Isabel, this might be my favourite video of yours recently. I absolutely loved the intro scenes and thoughts, and it was lovely to see the deeper side to you, the tears are so valid! Wishing you luck in letting go❤
My heart goes out to you two at the lose of your cat. I couldn't get over the deep sadness in Logan's eyes in the IG story post this last week. It's definitely hard to lose the little creatures that bring us such love and joy. Sending good thoughts your way Isabel and Logan.❤️
Isabel you're so inspiring and such a breath of fresh air. I so love to watch your videos, this one touched me so much as I recently in the last few weeks lost my beautiful cat Forest, my heart is still so sore as she was my world and companion and followed me wherever I went. I made a garden and planted a beautiful rose plant in honour of her and some crystals around the plant, its so hard when you loose someone so close and our animals are so part of our family. Sending you and Logan lots of love 🤗💗 thank you so much for your videos you shine so much xx
I've been thinking of White all week since you announced on your Insta stories. I have hope for the both of us. Sending you, Logan and Black a big hug and lots of love.
Thank you so much Isabel for sharing what you currently feel. I am deeply sorry for the situation with your beautiful cat. I recently lost my cat. Sadly I woke up one morning and fond him without live on the bathroom floor 😢 I feel you sharing your deep thoughts helps normalize grieving of a beloved pet. I send you big hugs to help you feel better 💖
I'm so sorry about White cat. You're such a sweet girl and it makes me cry to see you hurting. I've lost some cats living in the woods and it's one of the saddest things. I hope you find your kitty. 🙏
Dear Isabel, I am old enough to be your grandmother. Letting go of our dear animal friends is not an easy road. The grief we feel is real and the tears need to flow. Embrace your emotions while moving forward. I will be with you in spirit and heart. ❤
About the grief, watch THE LADY OF HEAVEN Movie. It’s about the grief of Lady Fatima, daughter of the Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him & his progeny (from a Shia point of view).
Sweet White Cat, find your way home. Your energy is sadly missed. Thank you for all the smiles your sweet kitty face gave so many.💚💚💚
I cried right along with you, girl. I’ve watched since the beginning and I think this one touched me the most. The footage of White sleeping in the last one made me realize how special she was. The footage of Black, alone, broke my heart. I’m thinking of you and Logan, I hope you two are ok ❤️
My white kitty is sitting in my lap as I watch your video. He is so precious. I tell him that every day. I love every little thing he does (almost). Kitties enrich our lives so much.
I really feel your loss of your White Cat. Black Cat was so sweet in this video, walking to you and chirruping.
Blessings. I'm glad you had and have such wonderful kitties and they could and can live such glorious lives in the mountains with you.
Can we just appreciate her efforts she is putting in her videos for us.✨💞😭
Absolutely...💝🙏
Always💐
She’s the best ❤
For sure!! 🌺🌺🌼🌺🌺
Every Sunday 🌺👍
As a grandmother close to 70, I’m well into the letting go process, but if I can offer a word of encouragement…
…when you open your hand to let go, it doesn’t stay empty, but inevitably God replaces with the next thing that He couldn’t have had you not let go, and it’s a beautiful journey. The grief of the experience of loss is soon replaced with the next adventure and each is more beautiful then the last🍃🌸🍃
Sending you and Logan all my love, Isabel.
I cried all the way through this video ... not because it was sad but I could appreciate the love of a beloved pet. I put my 18 year old cat down last week. She was my best friend.
I was reflecting on how White came to you and how she departed the same way.
I'm not so sure if we have the opportunity to say "Good-bye" (like I did) is any easier. We still cry and cry no matter how they leave us.
Consider yourself hugged in warmth. XOXO♥
Such sweet empathic words; thank you. 💛
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just rewatched it the oddyssey filled with God's and goddesses amen
You should never have to feel like you need to apologize for having these sad emotions and feelings or for sharing them on your platform. That's what I enjoy about your channel, it's real and honest and shows all aspects of our life. Losing an animal is the same loss and just as hard as it is to lose family or a close friend. 💛
So sorry to hear that Whitey is missing. Sending hugs, love, light and healing.❤
Sweet soul, I cried when you cried. It’s amazing how much love you have harvested within this channel. Sending some your way ♥️
I am learning that men need to grief as well . Your channel has helped me deal with my 88 year old fathers death . Thank you ❤.
How’d they die?
Oh, just "Learning"!? LOL
Sorry for your loss ❤
@@a.j_lifetimea.j6494 from having lived a long time.
I just lost my father this year too. It's definitely very hard. I'm sorry for your loss as well ❤️🩹
Big hugs for White. Somewhere out there he/she is watching over you and receiving your gentle care and is acknowledging your deep affection.
I'm so sorry your cat went missing, my dog of 15 years passed away just over a month and a half ago and it's deeply painful to lose a pet, they're a member of our families, I can't imagine what it's like to not get closure, sending healing vibes
Yes, pets are indeed members of the family.
Luxi, I'm so sorry about your pup. I have lost many beloved pets over the years and I completely understand the pain and the weight of the grieving process. I also feel horrible for Isabel and the loss of White, I couldn't even finish the video. 😟
I recently lost my dog too. I’m so sorry for your loss also.
Hey ya stranger,,,I also had to leave my dog,,,because I had to leave my hometown country, to another country for my career,,, I had to give up my dog to someone I don't know,,and I'm telling that this is the most difficult feeling to do so,,,we care about them but they care more than us. Hope I would be able to afford to bring him back as soon as possible,,and so sorry for your loss,,
So sorry for your loss!😢
Oh Isabel, I'm so sad about White, I'm sending you warm strong hugs. It has only been a week, don't be unfair to yourself by trying to let go of your beloved friend and family so quickly. White has earned a huge place in your heart and has been such a loving companion to you all this time. Have a good cry, have many good cries until you start thinking of the happy times with White, instead of the sad loss. We love you so much too!
oh Isabel I am so sorry. I remember a few weeks ago you were concerned about snakes. Our pets are such a sweet example of unconditional love and they truly are amazing examples for us all to follow. Never apologize for being real with us. We love you so much and are so grateful for you and what an inspiration you are on so many levels. Life really is a long series of “hello’s” and “good bye’s”. You were so blessed to have know such amazing love. Be well dear friend. ❤
Isabel, the words you spoke about 'letting go and dealing with loss' during this autumn has helped me find the beginning of healing, for I lost my husband to cancer and recently, I survived an operation to get rid of it.
Filming a video in 4K and careful editing is highly skilled, and you have possession of this great skill in bringing it almost as another form of art; your prose is as moving as are the rich colours your camera portrayed. I am massively grateful for finding you. ❤
Very best wishes, Wendi 🌻🌻🌻
Wishing you much love. Did your husband and you get the covid vaccine? Because I cant tell you how many people I know who have suddenly developed cancer after these shots.
Sharing grief can seem incrediby difficult. It is freeing, however, over time. I'm so incredibly sorry to hear about your husband and then getting cancer yourself alone. Head up, eyes forward. It will get better.
@@rachelconradie8480 My husband died from 4th stage cancer, yet I survived it by an urgent operation last week. I am due for the latest covid+flu shot soon as my name is already on the list to be visited. Thank you for your kind words, Wendi 💛
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So sorry for your loss and glad you are beginning the healing process. Isabel's videos are wonderful for that.sending good vibes your way.
Thank you Isabel!! 🤍 sending you hugs and extra love. May white kitty return safe and unharmed 🤞🏻🥰
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I am fantasizing that white kitty will return home safely with a few kittens of her own. ❤️ I'm not sure what gender Black and White are, or if they were neutered but, White returning with some wee ones is my wish for this scenario.
"Life is a balance of holding on and letting go."
~Rumi
Sending you strength courage & love as you traverse this pass! Your sacreds created for your sis are heart warming! 💗🪶🌿
I live in the Sierra Nevadas...my beloved kitty went missing about one year ago. It was devastating, but I was ok. Because I was so thankful to have had known her beautiful soul. Spirit is eternal, and one day you and White will be reunited in form. Until then your bond remains formless ❤ Love to you sister.
I live in the Sierra mountains as well(; sorry to hear about your fur baby
Well, as they say “there’s a million different ways to skin a cat”…
You're centered and mature for your age. This world needs your light. Thank you for being so beautiful.
Sorry for your loss. It's amazing that everything that you sent to your sister, including the card, was handmade by you! You are such a sweetheart and a rare bird.
I'm so sorry to hear that White went missing! Letting go is terribly hard. I lost my mom last year when I was 28 years old, and it completely changed the course of my life. Just know Isabel, that your videos are so supportive and wholesome. You help people get through the roughest of times with your content and authenticity. I hope White is able to come back to you. Just hang in there, the pain gets a little easier with time.
♡ sorry for your loss of mom. How did it change your course of life?
I look forward to your videos you inspire me Isabel I just lost my son he was 38 we are saddened by his passing we miss Robbie everyday you remind me so much of my own life growing up in the bush god bless you and Logan ❤
@@spearmint4093I reevaluated my life, and determined my priorities. Got out of a relationship that wasn't serving the best version of ourselves. I'm off to new adventures as a nurse, traveling and meeting new people.
I’m sorry you lost your mom ❤
@@virginiaantsanen2500 I pray you find joy & peace in the sweet memories of your son. Rest peacefully young Robbie. Blessings & hugs from Texas.
I’m extremely sad White has gone missing. I thoroughly loved how in every video she followed you everywhere. My heart too is breaking as she reminded me of my cat Meeskoo who looked just like White. Meeskoo lived to be 18 years old and passed one year ago. Our furry babies bring joy and wisdom to our lives❤️🐾
So sorry to hear about little White. I know how heartbreaking it is. The loss of a furry family member is devastating. Hold onto the moments you had. Hug Black tight. The little one would be feeling the loss just as much.
Last week I thought so many times about you and your missing cat. I am very sorry of your loss. I was hoping she would appear again and I really had to cry with you when I watched your video. Animals making this world a better place and they help us so much getting through rough times in our lives. It hurts letting them go. I wish you just the best Isabel.
Even in her sadness, she shows strength and compassion. Thank you for teaching to have gratitude for everything and everyone in this life🙏🏻
Isa, I am so so sorry for the loss of your little one, White. No words can heal what you're going through, but you're on the right track. Loss makes us realize who is important in our lives...and your sister is going to LOVE that care package! Keep loving and hold onto Black, he lost her, too!
so sorry about white cat 😞 I lost my cat a while ago but ended up finding her, don’t loose hope just yet! 💛 although I understand that preparing for the worst it’s also important and accepting the circumstances as well. Sending love for the three of you and white cat 💛
I'm so sorry for your loss, Isabel. Losing a pet is one of the hardest things. You don't have to apologize for your emotions; it's okay to feel & let that be known 🤍 Sending all the love your way 💌
White had such an adventurous spirit. I always loved seeing that sweet cat following you around and frolicking in the forest alongside you, and I even saw it bringing you a mouse gift in the background of one of your videos. The connection between you two was such a pleasure to watch. Of course living in the mountains has it's dangers, but I'm sure if that cat had the choice to give up the dangers along with the fun and adventure to settle for an indoor life, it wouldn't have chosen to be safely inside. Just know that you and the cat shared the best of times together. And if you are at all spiritual, I have felt that cats always have a strong spirit that keeps you company for years after they pass. My sweet little cat was in my life for 19 years and I felt her presence for many years after that, and should often bring me to tears.
You look SO adorable with that head lamp on!! Oh Isabelle... I teared up hearing about White -- I love those two cats. I hope there is some kind of miracle and she turns up again - for you AND for Black!
I really appreciate Isabel's sense for colours in her videos...
I was thinking the same thing throughout the video.
Don’t apologize for emotion. As someone who in ‘89 became a widowed mom at age 26 I believe you have a platform and following which could help young adults articulate such emotions. Back then I used to see my friends cross the street to avoid interaction with me because they just didn’t know how honestly. Keep being you and keep being real. Love and hugs honey
Please tell me what happened to her boyfriend ?
@@bellaellis2813 Nothing, if anything she stated that she is in love with him. She had to kitties that adopted her as their mom and suddenly one went missing. She has searched for him/her, but hasn't found him/her. I just hope she doesn't come into harm while looking for her kitty (mountain lions, bears, wolves, etc.)
Those first two minutes are absolutely beautiful-brought me to tears. Grateful for you, Isabel, and this channel.
I’m so sorry your sweet cat White is missing. I lost a cat in Southern California because no one told me to keep her in (I wasn’t from anywhere with wild animals). I never lost hope though, and you shouldn’t either. She may well wander home any day now, and I hope she does. Sending you, Logan and Black lots of love. ❤
Loosing our furbabies is so painful and sad - I send you a huge warm hug 🤍
Sending you warmth and love. My dog died a few weeks ago after being attacked by a pitbull during our morning walk so I truly understand how you feel. The loss of their little paws following you around. No one to sleep by your head. I hope White is safe and that they come back somehow and you'll be back with your loved one.
I’m so sorry for the loss of your dog…😢
Wow that’s so awful. So sorry about your doggy.
I’m a mother of several cats and other pets and i can relate to loving and loosing a family member so suddenly. I pray you find White while finding peace in knowing he brought unexpected joy and memories you’ll have forever.
I also take in rescue kittens. I've had 9 at one time. I've lost 4 in last 5 years..and it's actually caused me severe depression. SO So painful. From one cat lover to another.💔💕💜💙
I can relate but it’s beings like us who will continue to have the capacity to give love because that’s what’s keeps us going.
I too am involved in rescue, it’s now her job to protect black kitty, out there tgey r snacks for the wildlife snd honestly having a cat there is sickening. They have no defense and it’s only a matter of time. Kitty needs to b inside or given to someone in her family
Isabel - thank you for your soft words. I often find myself here on your page and watching your videos because they make me feel calm and peaceful. I'm sorry for your loss of White Cat, but you never know, she may be back. Thank you for being raw with us and letting us be part of your tender place. I hope you feel better in the upcoming weeks, a good cry is always a good feeling. :)
So sorry White has gone missing 😢 What a sad time and you will be shattered searching for her. Letting go is hard , I lost my Dad nearly 3 weeks ago he was 94 and had a good life ....no matter what age it's so painful , but I am so blessed to have had both parents for so long in my life . At that age for them having to let go of their independence, their possessions, moving out of the home they had owned for 56 years to go into care ....was so hard , life is about letting go ...my daughter is about to move from home here in Scotland to work in NYC for a year ! Letting go of my dad and my daughter in the space of a few weeks ....but grateful for her opportunities and proud of her chasing her dreams ....Your filming is beautiful, look after yourself ❤🥰
Our fur babies hold a very special place in our hearts, they're family. I'm sorry you're going through this, Letting go is never easy. You have a beautiful channel and although this one was sad, it's important for all of us to hear. You're wise beyond your years. Thank you for sharing and making such a beautiful place for all of us to be a part of each week. Wishing you and Logan peace and comfort during this difficult time. ❤
Sending lots of love. ‘Letting go’ is one of the hardest lessons we have to learn..
Praying for White's safe return 🙏 So glad you have Logan with you so you're not alone. Sending you lots of love and warm hugs ❤️🤗
She broke up with Logan. Did you miss that part?
@@凯思 what are you talking about??
@@joysundari3771 Starting at 1:30 she talks of losing *someone* she loves very much, and goes on to mention having to let go of relationships that no longer work. I think she focuses on losing her pet (not “someone”) because she cannot bear to talk directly about the breakup. She can laugh about having to give up searching for the cat, but losing Logan is something much more sad and personal that she would need much longer than a week to process.
@@凯思 ok thank you, but I think she just lost the cat and you're imagining the rest.. Logan appears in the video as well..
I know what it’s like to lose a beloved furbaby…. If you don’t end up finding her, just know that she will always be with you in your heart and memories. 😢❤
its not a baby...its a pet
Pets are our babies, wonderful companions that enrich our lives and help keep us sane in this crazy world.
Whitey mc nuggets . So delicious.
I’m so very sorry for the loss of your cat. Our pets are family. It’s very difficult. May you find peace as you slowly let go. Much love and light.❤
I'm so sorry for your loss. She was your best buddy, following you around everywhere ❤ Amazing cat.
It's very difficult to lose our fur babies. They are an extension of our family. Sending you thoughts of love and comfort ❤️
Your life really can change so quickly and you’re right, life means letting go. We’re in the process of losing a loved one to a horrible disease and it’s the hardest thing our family has ever been through. Stay tender Isabel, and remember that grief is itself a powerful display of love ❤️
I just lost my cat of 9 years a month ago. It was sudden and unexpected. It felt like I lost a family member. Sending you so much love right now. ❤
Sending so much love.
I had to say goodbye two two of my three cats this summer. The unconditional love they give is a gift. 💗
You have such a gentle heart, I'm here crying for your loss and I'm sure you were crying much more for your cat, loss is such a touchy subject for me because I lost so many people and animals this past 3 years... it's hard letting go, I'm still trying to. I wish you the best in life thank you for doing videos that makes me feel in the present with my body. 💜
It is sad that White has not come home but I know he will always be in your heart. I’m happy you have someone to share your love and losses with now. I also thought the care package you made for your sister was so thoughtful and packed full of love! Gifts of the heart.❤
Your empathy is the reason I enjoy this channel so much.... Its beautiful that you share your thoughts with all of us - Thank you ♥
You wouldn't know empathy even if it hit you on the head in the form of a shoe.
I forgot how much I loved your videos, because life got a little busy and sad lately, even though your videos and your thoughts have been giving me hope all year....but thank you for this one, really grateful for watching this today, dealing with loss and letting go of a cat friend has been what I've been struggling with too.
ME TOO.
It is soo nice to see you cry and I mean that in the most amazing way, you are always so positive and seeing you raw on video is heart breaking but also sweet. We're all human, we cry, laugh, and lost is the hardest thing I can think we ever have to deal with in life. White cat is so special to your viewers like me that have been following you from almost the beginning while you were in Hawaii ! So I'm praying for your family and pray she appears one morning ✨️🌻❤️
So so sorry about White 💔 🐈 ❤️ Loss is such a difficult part of this existence that we all must face but knowing there's love and caring coming to you hopefully helps 🙏
I am so sorry about White :( There is so much loss in this world, and one day we'll all be gone, but at least we have the wonderful moments with one another while we are here, and quality is better over quantity. You gave White a loving home and he was very lucky in the time you had him. I still hope you find him or he comes home. Positive vibes coming your way.
Your videos motivate me to work more than I typically would throughout the day. I find myself reading, or journaling, or exercising or doing something productive instead of sitting on my rear all day. Thanks for the wisdom and carefree vibes that practically radiates off of you.
such a lovely video, the carepackage to your sister is a really nice thing to do. Sometimes those close relatives do so much and you appreciate them so few times
The best part of your videos is how real you are. Life isn't always happy.
Thank you for being raw and emotional and true. I’m sorry for your loss…when I lost my pets I felt the same way.
They are like my children…family. ❤
Much love and healing 🙏
So sad to lose a loved one. I cried with you. Time will help healing and I hope this autumn and winter will bring you the best.
So sorry you lost White. So was such a free spirit. Sending ❤
We know how hard this loss is. I live North of Atlanta on a dirt road surrounded by woods. I had to come to terms with giving my cats freedom meant- they could be in peril. It's been a struggle because to date all of my cats have lived a wild free, Loved shortened existence. I have a sun porch I've turned into my cat room. I call them in at night and open the door in the morning. Its working. Also I found one using a pet psychic. After 5 days I turned to her and she told me my cat was in a run down building hurt. I searched all the places I knew of and found her hurt with a broken leg. She survived and is well. I will now always turn 1st to one.
Great idea!
Letting go is probably one of the most difficult parts of life. My angel dog, Mitzi, is still holding on like a champ at 18-20 yrs. of age but that time is coming really fast and I am emotionally all over the place. I love my moo sooo much. She has been a great joy in my life. Beautiful care package for your sister. Sure she will love it. Thanks for sharing. I love the music and the scenery and the foods. Your videos warm my heart up like a good cup of coffee in the fall and winter! Thanks!❤️
I also lost a cat some time ago, and I have no idea what happened to him. Like you, I walked for days, searching everywhere, calling and trying to hear moewing. I had a hard time to let go, it's terrible not to know what happened, your imagination runs wild. What helped was to care for my other cat... and to remember the sadness I felt was nothing compared to the happiness we brought eachother while he was there. I imagine him purring on the lap of old lady sometimes.
I'm so sorry for your loss 😔😢I have two little kitty's too and I can't imagine losing them. You're in my prayers 🙏
Sending lots of love, Isabel. Losing a kitty was one of the hardest things of my life so far, and I’m so sorry you are having to go through that right now. You’ve given both your cats so much love, and even through these videos I can tell they’ve been living the best lives two cats could have. White will find her way back to you❤️
I had to put my cat down over a week ago. It was lymphoma or bone cancer. He was 12 years old. I needed this Isabel. I just discovered your channel. I love the picturesque views, and your statements of encouragement.
Keep the wonderful videos coming.
Thank you.
I hope you can get in all your beautiful garden veggies before the frost. It would be fun to watch you in a video on how you preserve them. At first I thought Logan Had left….😩😩 but I see not……so happy he is still there. You two make such an adorable couple. I feel for you with the loss of White. They are a part of your family and the loss is real! Your so talented with so many things. Soap making, food preserving, weaving, beautiful food prepared.
thank you so much for being vulnerable & authentic online. You are such an inspiration to me, not only in the way youʻve curated your lifestyle but also in the way youʻre so open with your feelings & struggles in your videos. The seasons of loss, grief & other emotional winters are a part of this human existence & itʻs so nice seeing someone live fully through those. Itʻs not easy to show up with that much acceptance of lifeʻs ebs & flows so thank you for leading the way. Youʻre a beautiful soul & I hope to meet a friend like you someday.
I m really amazed by the work and the beauty of the nature surrounding you, only few content makers like you and like liziqi have this magical scape land and hard work that really make me happy to watch and take good energy as well.
This week was my dad's birthday. He was supposed to turn 50 this year. A milestone he was never able to live. Letting go is a fundamental part of life. A thing that I always think about is how ending something or letting go of someone or something gives your body also a sence of grief. Take your time to heal yourself as well in this difficult time❤️
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I’m so sorry, it’s especially hard when someone passes away young.
This video couldn't have had a more perfect timing for me, it really touched me and make me feel less alone in the whole process of trying to let go. Thank you, really😊❤️
Oh honey I am so sorry for your loss. The loss of a fur baby is profound and painful. I send you my love, condolences, hugs, and hope for peace.
I’m so sorry that your cat is missing. I hope he returns to you. This video has related so much about my life and letting go when it pertains to my youth. The video was very touching.
Dear Isabelle, my heart grieves with you. I can surely relate to your loss. I lost my precious cat who ran off and never returned a few years ago. If White lost her way, I pray she'll find her way back into your loving arms soon.🙏🏻 So thoughtfully sweet of you to send your Sis a beautiful care package. I pray that her loneliness will be replaced with peace and love. By the way, I was listening to your and Logan's beautiful music on my playlist. Your wonderful music brings me lots of comfort so thank you to you and Logan. Sending you loads of love and a big hug. ❤️
We love you Isabel. As an outdoorsman and historic reenactor I share you feelings of loss of the season and the coming of winter. Not being able to get out as often as we like or do the things we enjoy and love...until Spring is reborn. Granted, I stay busy with my channel here, our historic mysteries, research and our parahistoric investigations, but nothing beats the beautiful mornings of Spring, Summer and Fall, waking up outside and seeing, feeling and smelling nature.
My 5 yr old cat disappeared in June, it became my first time not being a pet parent in 15 years. Your video helped me have a good cry and let go even more. Thank you. Be gentle with yourself, and remember that it’s all perfect. ♥️
Praying your cat comes back. I’m so sorry. I get so attached to animals too. Hugs
Your Cat is not it's body as we're not ours, that form of consciousness just took a new form, that's all. It's ok, it's always been ok and will continue to be ok. :) You were blessed to have the cat in your life for the time you did. Love you and Thank you!!! Words could never describe how beautiful and inspiring it is to see someone at your age have the wisdom and maturity you have, truly beautiful to witness.
Sending you so much love and Light, Isabel. Our furbabies carve deep into our hearts. Your thoughts and creativity help so much more than you know. HUGS!! ❤
I’m so sorry White Cat is gone - I hope she appears again. I get these feelings of loss, especially this time of year! ❤ sending hugs ❤
such a beautiful video isabel, always so pure and authentic - thx for sharing your voice
I'm so sorry Isabel for the loss of White. She was the sweetest cat I've ever seen, who was so totally in love with you that she couldn't leave your side. This video wasn't morbid; it was real, perhaps the most real video you've ever done because it touches upon something that most human beings try to avoid - loss and death, yet they are inevitable parts of life. Thank you for opening your heart, my dear one. My heart cries with you. Sending you lots of love.
So sorry for your loss. Never forget to take as much time as you need to heal from losing a pet that brought so much happiness into your life. May you feel better with each passing day. Hugs from the Black Hills of SD.
Grief is such a process and it often feels constant. Taking the time to acknowledge what you're going through is beautiful. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you Isabel. Neither morbid, nor depressing, your share was honest and demonstrates a way to process inevitable detachment. May your sadness pass quickly. You, and Black Cat, and Logan, will help each other through your loss of White Cat (who is happy and free from the soul trap of Earthbound existence). The cinematography of your videos is stunning, and what a beautiful gift you made for your sister! I recognize your Gr8 efforts; you’re doin’ good~🧚♀️🥳💗
She broke up with Logan. That’s what the video is about.
My dog of 12 years passed during lockdown. The last time I grieved like that was when my mum passed in1982. We are all different and there's no right or wrong. I love watching your video and so inspirational. God bless. 🙏🌾🌴❤️
My heart feels your grief, I know it well. My husband, my prince, passed at the young age of 49. I understand life is a cyclical process…seed, birth, life, death, rebirth….yet, I grieve. Grieving has cracked open my heart like nothing else. The vulnerability in grief somehow makes us softer, more compassionate if we embrace it. One of the most important realizations I have had through the grieving process is; If we live mindfully in the present, we cannot be attached. It's literally impossible. Love & prayers to you and Logan 🙏💜 May the Light of our Creator shine brightly on your broken hearts and wrap you in holy comfort.
Isabel, this might be my favourite video of yours recently. I absolutely loved the intro scenes and thoughts, and it was lovely to see the deeper side to you, the tears are so valid! Wishing you luck in letting go❤
Sending all the love 💕 I just recently lost my cat so I understand, it definitely feels like loosing a family member
My heart goes out to you two at the lose of your cat. I couldn't get over the deep sadness in Logan's eyes in the IG story post this last week. It's definitely hard to lose the little creatures that bring us such love and joy. Sending good thoughts your way Isabel and Logan.❤️
Isabel you're so inspiring and such a breath of fresh air. I so love to watch your videos, this one touched me so much as I recently in the last few weeks lost my beautiful cat Forest, my heart is still so sore as she was my world and companion and followed me wherever I went. I made a garden and planted a beautiful rose plant in honour of her and some crystals around the plant, its so hard when you loose someone so close and our animals are so part of our family. Sending you and Logan lots of love 🤗💗 thank you so much for your videos you shine so much xx
I really appreciate the genuine way you share your life here. Sending you healing vibes and love.
It's awful losing our fur babies. Hugs to you
Loss is very hard no matter who we loose in our life, big hugs and comfort for you. 💔
I've been thinking of White all week since you announced on your Insta stories. I have hope for the both of us. Sending you, Logan and Black a big hug and lots of love.
Thank you so much Isabel for sharing what you currently feel. I am deeply sorry for the situation with your beautiful cat. I recently lost my cat. Sadly I woke up one morning and fond him without live on the bathroom floor 😢 I feel you sharing your deep thoughts helps normalize grieving of a beloved pet. I send you big hugs to help you feel better 💖
I'm so sorry about White cat. You're such a sweet girl and it makes me cry to see you hurting. I've lost some cats living in the woods and it's one of the saddest things. I hope you find your kitty. 🙏