I love how much more comfortable Ed has gotten being in front of the camera and he seems more outgoing in his video! I love these kinds of videos so much. Hope all is well with the system!
Hearing Ed talking about overcoming his trauma role and making it his, something that makes him happy, was so beautiful and happy. I’m so glad he’s been able to come into himself in a safe and supportive environment. -Wyn
Ahh miss the heck out of you guys! The editing on this was amazing too 😍 Ed was super clear and endearing. Love him so much! He also explained developing through negative coping mechanisms as a persecutor and being healthier and happier in such a concise and easy to understand way. Inspiring and lovely ❤️ you're not your trauma and everyone is capable of change. Amazing clips and editing, you guys should be so proud of this! - Chloe 💖
Meet and greet idea for ed! People leave bottles of wine in a local Welsh park! Leave and go home! Ed arrives later with gaz to collect said bottles with cute notes on them, staying away from people and keeping his introverted heart wine happy XD
@@Saffire96 the subconciois mind is powerful. This is something that I picked up in that "Split" film when the psychologist talked about how each alter has certain characteristics and even illnesses. For example; the host might have been stung by a bee and is allergic to bees so the body begins to flare up with an allergic reaction. When the first alter comes through, the body begins healing itself, as this alter does not believe they were stung by a bee, only the host. The body and mind are truly connected and the body responds to the perspective of the mind. So the "left handed" thing really interested me. I think D.I.D. is such a fascinating thing.
This video genuinely had me crying. When Ed says he was hurting and would do negative things because of his pain, and his lovely husband told him he can do that in a positive way that not only was better but made Ed feel better. I can’t imagine how much happier Ed is now. I love you guys 😭😭😭
Wow, Ed, we are so proud of you. You have come so far in the last couple of years and we are honored to have been able to catch glimpses of the journey. You are certainly worthy of treating yourself and so much more! You are such an inspiration to our system and so many others. Thank you for opening up to us!
When Ed said Jamie has helped him channel his need to please in other ways my heart lit up. I’m so happy that Ed’s reached a place that he isn’t letting the trauma control him. And the fact that Jamie has helped him just made all the mushy feels❤️
Ed, you've done such a massive work with your own personal development, I'm very impressed. And I'm very happy for you that you've managed to turn your trauma behaviour into something that makes you happy! You've really made me think today about my own trauma issues (I have complex PTSD), and if there is anything of all that's rattling around in my brain that I can turn into something positive. Thank you, Ed!
I love everything about this. Ed being so much more comfortable in front of the camera. Showing systems can have families and function in life. Showing “bad” alters are like that for a reason, exist for a reason and can be so much more than just “bad.” Fable being a lovable little shit. Evie being an absolute angel. Gaz being the ball of fun that he is. And of course, Ed himself. Such a lovely human being that deserves all the love.
Thank you for being so open about this. Eds help our alters understand better our Persecutors and helps our Persecutors feel more comfortable growing in who they are. Shes grown alot in the last couple of months and can really relate to Ed's experiences, so thank you.
The fact that Ed puts make-up on because he feels the body looks good with it is ADORABLE. And he’s growing more comfortable with the camera and I’m SO proud of him!!!
i know this might not mean much because you dont know me but i want to say i am so proud of ed. When he said that jamie had helped him become a positive person and that he cooks as a way to help him and all that is so powerful. Ed you are an insperation and an amazing person.
We love a loving, fashionable, absolutely _killer_ king of a father. It's so nice to learn about Ed as a person ❤️ It's a long road to heal enough to be open but you're such a beautiful person when you let yourself shine. Totally inspiring
Your channel is 100% my mental health happy place. When I feel sad, I come and watch your videos. I'm alone this Thanksgiving and you've all been a friend in this lonely time. Thank you so much - I love you all!
Ive always thought something like "if the alter feels like a male or is a certain way then why dont they dress how that looks" and ed put it perfectly here and it gave me a different perspective. That was that its up to the alters to respect the body in the form that the host or main fronting alter has to feel the best in. Thats beautiful.
Probably how the alters act when they wake up Ed: * chugging coffee in one hand and doing perfect makeup in the other * Jamie: * straight to housework * Jake: nah * back to sleep * Ollie: * sigh * hand me a fucking Capri Sun I’m going to play Minecraft
I've been having a really... reeeeallly shite day/week/year. this video really helped somehow? I think ed has such a calming demeanor (at least to me?). He's like, 'yeah things are sometimes shite, but we gotta get on with it luv, and rock the world'
The brain is fascinating, and it’s not even just the personalities; being able to completely rewire its language and motor skills almost instantly is absolutely insane. Like I’m ambidextrous and it still takes me a second to turn off my right-handed brain and turn on my left-handed one.
Seeing how Ed has taken the drive that the trauma gave him and seeing how he’d turned that into something good is inspiring- all of us can learn from Ed Xx
Ed is the best! He is my inner feeler. He says and is how I am. It’s just me and I’m awkward and can’t make eye contact and I have major anxiety. I play online games because my actual personality comes out. I love Ed because he is beyond great. Keep cursing on Ed! I appreciate you more than you know.
I love seeing Ed come more into his own now! He is so inspiring. It is nice seeing his comfort in front of the camera grow. The self confidence is practically glowing from him and not in a bad way. Hope you do get back into art, Ed! I am a painter as well, would love to see your work!
Not gonna lie but I had a minor flash in my mind where it was Ed and Jamie at the market with our precious little one. I love that you, Ed, are the bad@$$ with the big heart. So proud of you for finding the courage and comfortability to show us a day in your shoes.
I knew I’d love to see Ed do a day in the life!!! He may have come from indescribable trauma, but he has become so much more than his genesis. As someone who’s followed their system for quite a long time I’m so relieved to see him happy and enjoying life! Rock on Ed!
I loved the "did I mention I love wine" at the end, that had me cracking up! I love seeing how much Ed has grown! You make that art and read those books and take care of the body!! woo!
I recently found your channel.. YOU are amazing all of YOU, keep smiling, and don't let anyone ever dull your fantastic sparkle, the fact you embrace who you are is golden xxx
Yes!! I have been waiting for Ed’s day in the life! I love how he turned things into a positive action. Man I think it would be so amazing if Ed shared some of his favorite recipes, or if he was comfortable making an art video! Keep up the good work Jess, Ollie, Ed, Jake, and Jamie!!
I love Ed so much He's actually really sweet he's just protective but in like a maternal And it make sense like your don't fuck with mommas baby and Ed (although male) is Momma Bear nonetheless I just watched the 360 simulation and it really helped me understand the inner world better Obviously I can't completely understand it I don't have DID but it was cool to kind of see what Jess sees Much love to you all❤❤
This channel made me aware of DID and you, Ed, are the one who made me understand how complex an alter can be. You made me see that alters arent just one sided or one emotion, but amazing personalities and identities. I love your honesty and adore your laugh.
Is there ever any jealousy that exists in Ed or Jamie over the intimate relationship that Gaz has with them since Ed and Jamie are married yet Gaz has the physical relationship with Jess's body and Ed or Jamie may be out at those times. I hope that makes sense 👍
Stacie Hostetler seems they’ve all talked it out. Jamie and Gaz will also be intimate as well. But I’m sure it’s a complicated issue that each system has to sort out.
Well.. typically systems talk out these things with their partners. Like Nin, Her relationship is with just Nan.. kyle and Jeremy are together also.. so when another altar shows up, they stop with the loving relationship and it turns into more of a friendly mutual relationship. Naturally the partners would still care for each other and the system (with correct communication) would know who that person is. But they’re not going to act on those feelings while someone else is fronting in the body. Doing something to jess would not necessarily effect the other altars in the same way.. it’s the same difference with dating and physical touch. Altars need to have a mutual understanding about what’s going on or it could cause a lot of internal issues.
Ed, it was so nice to see you open up like this. i hope no one treats you like a bad alter anymore, you are definitely not that. even when you were doing unhealthy things it just came from a place of trauma. anyone that has been through trauma can understand that urge. sometimes your mind has no idea how to process it other than lashing out at yourself and things around you. i think you're doing great babe.
Ed, I just watched the latest video of ‘ask an alter’. I learnt a lot about you all, most of all from you. I appreciate hearing your side and feelings. Thank you for that. X sending lots of love.
One, your makeup is on fleek and two, you probably already know this but you are valid and can do what ever you like, if it’s wearing makeup or dressing a certain way, you are amazing
I love the eyes. You have a way of make the eyes just come out of the screen. If you ask me, you are one of the strongest caretaker types, to keep everything up and good and make the world around you a positive place. Thank you for letting us in to your world, Ed.
ANP/EP hybrids FTW! Seriously though, it's awesome how you have found positive and enjoyable ways to express that side and ways to love yourself. Also, your makeup validates one of our guys who is also a goth and does the most makeup on the body, but he's still very much a guy. Sometimes he felt a bit self-conscious or torn about that, but then I showed him videos with you in them, and he has been much more confident about expressing himself and just having fun with the makeup now. So thank you for being a great example and a supportive influence for him 🧡🖤
I have been so busy and haven’t watched y’all in awhile but it makes me so happy to see Ed so much more comfortable in front of the camera. You seem very happy and that makes me so happy in turn.
Ughhhhh, I wish I could meet everyone in person, but I would love to see a video of you baking your favorite sweet?? I think it would be cool! Thank you for sharing Ed!
Ed has really come out of his shell 😭💕 He seems way more comfortable in front of the camera than he used to be. Like he was super reserved in the first "Meet the Alters" video but now he's super outgoing here and it's cute as heck! 😊
I can relate to his journey so much. Actually letting yourself be kinder to yourself is so hard when you lived with no self respect before. But you are worthy we all are! Selfcare is the greatest comeback! :)
"I'm not all bad, it's just the way that the world sees me" ...That really stood out to me, because I too very much relate those words.. Danke. I know none of you know me, but please know I appreciate you all. I would also like to add that you all give me hope.. Though in particular, I want say: Seeing the life you are able to build and live, Ed... Gives me hope against the Stigma. And congratulations. (I hope this makes sense to you, as I am unsure how to further describe this) Thank you for sharing this. (I know this is an older video, and so at that I want to say: I have seen through these videos, how far you've come especially, Ed. And it is honestly.. Inspiring. But this is all I can say.. I am quite glad you are able to be yourself.. And not have to hide. Each and every one of you, for that matter. I am wishing all of you, well. Especially against this year.
RE first impressions... My honest first impression of Ed: this fierce queen is too good for me and he knows it. You are seriously charming and charismatic Ed, don't ever forget it
Eye makeup on POINT! I love black/red together so this look is fantastic! Also, that growth Ed! Way to turn your anger around into a more positive outlook on life!
My Christmas List starts out with this line: Ed from Multiplicity&Me and Jeffree Star do a collab and do each other’s makeup. Please, world, let this happen...
Omgggg !!!! I loveee you ed! You are fuckin hilarious!! Beautiful soul babe, your trauma does not define you. 😘 you have come so far & I love to watch the progress of you and the others in the system. Y’all are my FAVORITE. ❤️
Awesome vid Ed loved it! Our lead persecutor/trauma holder has had the same growth that you have and its so amazing to see from both the inside and the outside how much happier you (and she) are these days. Well done you!
“Yes I wear makeup. Yes I’m a bloke, I just reckon the body looks nice in it” that was so cute🥺❤️
Savvy .56 I know 😍🥺
"10 years ago, when I was a little shit..." There it is. There's the autobiography title I was looking for.
XD
Ed talks so much differently than Jess it's so fascinating
I love how much more comfortable Ed has gotten being in front of the camera and he seems more outgoing in his video! I love these kinds of videos so much. Hope all is well with the system!
Leigh Otten I agree totally, he actually seems like a much nicer n more friendly person
Hearing Ed talking about overcoming his trauma role and making it his, something that makes him happy, was so beautiful and happy. I’m so glad he’s been able to come into himself in a safe and supportive environment. -Wyn
We cannot thank you guys enough for your advice, support, guidance and kindness ☺️💗 thank you so very much for watching and checking in! Xx
Ahh miss the heck out of you guys! The editing on this was amazing too 😍 Ed was super clear and endearing. Love him so much! He also explained developing through negative coping mechanisms as a persecutor and being healthier and happier in such a concise and easy to understand way. Inspiring and lovely ❤️ you're not your trauma and everyone is capable of change. Amazing clips and editing, you guys should be so proud of this! - Chloe 💖
You guys are so amazing!👌🏻
DissociaDID introduced me to this channel!
I'm sure Kyle would love him
Meet and greet idea for ed! People leave bottles of wine in a local Welsh park! Leave and go home! Ed arrives later with gaz to collect said bottles with cute notes on them, staying away from people and keeping his introverted heart wine happy XD
Easter egg hunt, Ed style 🤣
Honestly the best plan ever! 🤣😍
Dumb question time who's Gaz? Sorry New subscriber from Oklahoma
@@carlasuannelockett1694 Jess' husband!
Ed:*is left handed*
Me: and by bias grows evermore let's go lefties
It is amazing to me that different alters can have different handedness. I love the brain sometimes
LEFTIES UNITE!!!
Hows life treatin ya, my fellow lefties?
I'm only a leftie in my communism 😎
@@Saffire96 the subconciois mind is powerful. This is something that I picked up in that "Split" film when the psychologist talked about how each alter has certain characteristics and even illnesses.
For example; the host might have been stung by a bee and is allergic to bees so the body begins to flare up with an allergic reaction. When the first alter comes through, the body begins healing itself, as this alter does not believe they were stung by a bee, only the host.
The body and mind are truly connected and the body responds to the perspective of the mind.
So the "left handed" thing really interested me. I think D.I.D. is such a fascinating thing.
I NEED to get some make-up classes from Ed
Ed you’re so good with the baby. You’re very worthy! Thank you for this video. Love u guys!
Yaaaass Ed could do make-up tutorial videos or baking, etc would be great to see more of him.
I was thinking the same !!!
"I am worthy. I am worth this and my trauma can't tell me otherwise." You got this Ed! So inspiring!
This video genuinely had me crying. When Ed says he was hurting and would do negative things because of his pain, and his lovely husband told him he can do that in a positive way that not only was better but made Ed feel better. I can’t imagine how much happier Ed is now. I love you guys 😭😭😭
Ed is so relatable ❤
Wow, Ed, we are so proud of you. You have come so far in the last couple of years and we are honored to have been able to catch glimpses of the journey. You are certainly worthy of treating yourself and so much more! You are such an inspiration to our system and so many others. Thank you for opening up to us!
i so freaking love ed and his voice/the way he speaks
Same it's soothing to me.
“My trauma can’t tell me otherwise” I LOVE THAT. Stealing it and running with it. Thank you Ed for giving us this . I love you so much ❤️
Ed is a combination of traits that you wouldn't expect to see in the same person. That's what makes him really fun.
I laughed at the toy interruption! Loved this so much and loved his laugh. Thank you for this n_n
"10 years ago when I was a little shit" had my dying. I can sooooo relate lol.
The body (face) is beautiful no matter with or without makeup. I wish I looked half as good!
Great to "spend the day" with you Ed.
The immediate spilling of the coffee is the most relateble thing I've ever seen in my entire life.
It was great to learn more about Ed, and Eevee is just precious :)
LMAO i laughed so hard when he called the body short and dumpy. I love the blunt honesty.
its not dumpy tho!
When Ed said Jamie has helped him channel his need to please in other ways my heart lit up. I’m so happy that Ed’s reached a place that he isn’t letting the trauma control him. And the fact that Jamie has helped him just made all the mushy feels❤️
Ed with baby Eevee made my heart sing, they're both so cute ❤ I'm really happy for the whole family
It showed another side of Ed.
a gay stepford wife.... love that
Ed, you've done such a massive work with your own personal development, I'm very impressed. And I'm very happy for you that you've managed to turn your trauma behaviour into something that makes you happy! You've really made me think today about my own trauma issues (I have complex PTSD), and if there is anything of all that's rattling around in my brain that I can turn into something positive. Thank you, Ed!
OMG YASS BOY I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS!!!!!
FRICKING LOVE ED! 😍
I love everything about this. Ed being so much more comfortable in front of the camera. Showing systems can have families and function in life. Showing “bad” alters are like that for a reason, exist for a reason and can be so much more than just “bad.” Fable being a lovable little shit. Evie being an absolute angel. Gaz being the ball of fun that he is. And of course, Ed himself. Such a lovely human being that deserves all the love.
Thank you for being so open about this. Eds help our alters understand better our Persecutors and helps our Persecutors feel more comfortable growing in who they are. Shes grown alot in the last couple of months and can really relate to Ed's experiences, so thank you.
The fact that Ed puts make-up on because he feels the body looks good with it is ADORABLE. And he’s growing more comfortable with the camera and I’m SO proud of him!!!
i know this might not mean much because you dont know me but i want to say i am so proud of ed. When he said that jamie had helped him become a positive person and that he cooks as a way to help him and all that is so powerful. Ed you are an insperation and an amazing person.
Omg I never realized how inspiring Ed was, I love him even more!❤️
We love a loving, fashionable, absolutely _killer_ king of a father. It's so nice to learn about Ed as a person ❤️ It's a long road to heal enough to be open but you're such a beautiful person when you let yourself shine. Totally inspiring
Your channel is 100% my mental health happy place. When I feel sad, I come and watch your videos. I'm alone this Thanksgiving and you've all been a friend in this lonely time. Thank you so much - I love you all!
Ive always thought something like "if the alter feels like a male or is a certain way then why dont they dress how that looks" and ed put it perfectly here and it gave me a different perspective. That was that its up to the alters to respect the body in the form that the host or main fronting alter has to feel the best in. Thats beautiful.
I'm so happy to see Ed getting so involved with the channel!
I love seeing Ed become more comfortable on camera! He is so charming and I love hearing his story 🥰
Probably how the alters act when they wake up
Ed: * chugging coffee in one hand and doing perfect makeup in the other *
Jamie: * straight to housework *
Jake: nah * back to sleep *
Ollie: * sigh * hand me a fucking Capri Sun I’m going to play Minecraft
Okay I'm so sorry but 4:55 part made me laugh so much haha I love you Ed, you make everything so much more fun ❤️
Ed is just such a breath of fresh air sometimes. I love his honest brutality
I've been having a really... reeeeallly shite day/week/year. this video really helped somehow? I think ed has such a calming demeanor (at least to me?). He's like, 'yeah things are sometimes shite, but we gotta get on with it luv, and rock the world'
Ed: (mentions he’s emo)
(𝒈𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒔)
𝑬𝒅: (𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒈ins singing along)
Ed is an absolute queen. Love him!
I think its so cool that different alters can have different dominant hands. that is so cool to me
Ed you're fantastic. Got such a soft spot for you ❤️
Not surprised at all that Ed is the creative, artsy, organized one and is LEFT HANDED 💜 very leftie. I stan.
The brain is fascinating, and it’s not even just the personalities; being able to completely rewire its language and motor skills almost instantly is absolutely insane. Like I’m ambidextrous and it still takes me a second to turn off my right-handed brain and turn on my left-handed one.
Yay, Ed! We're so excited to be privy to your day! 💜💚💙❤🧡💛
I feel like this is the happiest and most positive I've seen Ed. I think their sweet little baby is a part of that growth. So lovely to see
A Stepford gay wife
I’m dying
Seeing how Ed has taken the drive that the trauma gave him and seeing how he’d turned that into something good is inspiring- all of us can learn from Ed Xx
This was an amazing video, I really enjoyed getting to know a bit more about Ed. Thank you Ed for opening up and letting us get to know the real you.
Your 360 video helped me get a picture of who he is the actor did a great job
Ed has always been my fave. He's very relatable and so honest! Nice to see you again Ed
Ed is the best! He is my inner feeler. He says and is how I am. It’s just me and I’m awkward and can’t make eye contact and I have major anxiety. I play online games because my actual personality comes out. I love Ed because he is beyond great. Keep cursing on Ed! I appreciate you more than you know.
Love ya all!! Happy pride month 💞
I knew this already but Ed's my absolute fave alter, he's the real MVP
I love how happy Ed seemed here, hearing him be all peppy and describing what he enjoys made me smile so much 😊
Ed, you are absolutely wonderful. I adore your personality and how funny you are. Thanks for making me smile!
I love seeing Ed come more into his own now! He is so inspiring. It is nice seeing his comfort in front of the camera grow. The self confidence is practically glowing from him and not in a bad way. Hope you do get back into art, Ed! I am a painter as well, would love to see your work!
Love the makeup. I love when Ed does it. He does an awesome job on the eyes. They really pop.
Ed is such a mood I love him so much😥💖
Ed is more charming than sassy actually ^--^ Really love his evolution has a person and in relationships!
Not gonna lie but I had a minor flash in my mind where it was Ed and Jamie at the market with our precious little one. I love that you, Ed, are the bad@$$ with the big heart. So proud of you for finding the courage and comfortability to show us a day in your shoes.
I knew I’d love to see Ed do a day in the life!!! He may have come from indescribable trauma, but he has become so much more than his genesis. As someone who’s followed their system for quite a long time I’m so relieved to see him happy and enjoying life! Rock on Ed!
"It's always nice in the markets in town"
*bloodcurdling scream in the distance*
You are a beautiful person, Ed.
I love seeing Eds growth over the years, really proud of him for it. Also, definitely someone I could get along with, a good person.
I loved the "did I mention I love wine" at the end, that had me cracking up! I love seeing how much Ed has grown! You make that art and read those books and take care of the body!! woo!
I recently found your channel.. YOU are amazing all of YOU, keep smiling, and don't let anyone ever dull your fantastic sparkle, the fact you embrace who you are is golden xxx
Yes!! I have been waiting for Ed’s day in the life! I love how he turned things into a positive action. Man I think it would be so amazing if Ed shared some of his favorite recipes, or if he was comfortable making an art video! Keep up the good work Jess, Ollie, Ed, Jake, and Jamie!!
Ed has come such a long way🥺 were so proud of him
this was beautiful im so glad to hear how Ed has gained self love
I love Ed so much
He's actually really sweet he's just protective but in like a maternal
And it make sense like your don't fuck with mommas baby and Ed (although male) is Momma Bear nonetheless
I just watched the 360 simulation and it really helped me understand the inner world better
Obviously I can't completely understand it I don't have DID but it was cool to kind of see what Jess sees
Much love to you all❤❤
This channel made me aware of DID and you, Ed, are the one who made me understand how complex an alter can be. You made me see that alters arent just one sided or one emotion, but amazing personalities and identities. I love your honesty and adore your laugh.
Ed is so cool and nice! So good to see him get more and more comfortable infront of the camera
Is there ever any jealousy that exists in Ed or Jamie over the intimate relationship that Gaz has with them since Ed and Jamie are married yet Gaz has the physical relationship with Jess's body and Ed or Jamie may be out at those times. I hope that makes sense 👍
Stacie Hostetler seems they’ve all talked it out. Jamie and Gaz will also be intimate as well. But I’m sure it’s a complicated issue that each system has to sort out.
Well.. typically systems talk out these things with their partners. Like Nin, Her relationship is with just Nan.. kyle and Jeremy are together also.. so when another altar shows up, they stop with the loving relationship and it turns into more of a friendly mutual relationship. Naturally the partners would still care for each other and the system (with correct communication) would know who that person is. But they’re not going to act on those feelings while someone else is fronting in the body. Doing something to jess would not necessarily effect the other altars in the same way.. it’s the same difference with dating and physical touch. Altars need to have a mutual understanding about what’s going on or it could cause a lot of internal issues.
Its amazing to see how much more confident Ed had gotten at this point.💜
Ed, it was so nice to see you open up like this. i hope no one treats you like a bad alter anymore, you are definitely not that. even when you were doing unhealthy things it just came from a place of trauma. anyone that has been through trauma can understand that urge. sometimes your mind has no idea how to process it other than lashing out at yourself and things around you. i think you're doing great babe.
Ed, I just watched the latest video of ‘ask an alter’. I learnt a lot about you all, most of all from you. I appreciate hearing your side and feelings. Thank you for that. X sending lots of love.
I didn’t realize you were left-handed Ed, I am as well! 😊
One, your makeup is on fleek and two, you probably already know this but you are valid and can do what ever you like, if it’s wearing makeup or dressing a certain way, you are amazing
I love the eyes. You have a way of make the eyes just come out of the screen. If you ask me, you are one of the strongest caretaker types, to keep everything up and good and make the world around you a positive place. Thank you for letting us in to your world, Ed.
I loved that description " chic, goth, gay Stepford Wife"
Ed I really appreciate your honesty and taking us on your journey with you on this day.
ANP/EP hybrids FTW!
Seriously though, it's awesome how you have found positive and enjoyable ways to express that side and ways to love yourself.
Also, your makeup validates one of our guys who is also a goth and does the most makeup on the body, but he's still very much a guy. Sometimes he felt a bit self-conscious or torn about that, but then I showed him videos with you in them, and he has been much more confident about expressing himself and just having fun with the makeup now. So thank you for being a great example and a supportive influence for him 🧡🖤
I have been so busy and haven’t watched y’all in awhile but it makes me so happy to see Ed so much more comfortable in front of the camera. You seem very happy and that makes me so happy in turn.
Ughhhhh, I wish I could meet everyone in person, but I would love to see a video of you baking your favorite sweet?? I think it would be cool! Thank you for sharing Ed!
Gosh, Ed is so adorable. I’m proud of how far he’s grown, he’s a real sweetheart. Sending lots of love to the system! Hope y’all are well :) ❤️❤️❤️
Ed has really come out of his shell 😭💕 He seems way more comfortable in front of the camera than he used to be. Like he was super reserved in the first "Meet the Alters" video but now he's super outgoing here and it's cute as heck! 😊
Awww Ed being so comfortable talking to us all on camera makes me melt! I feel like we won his friendship !❤
I can relate to his journey so much. Actually letting yourself be kinder to yourself is so hard when you lived with no self respect before. But you are worthy we all are! Selfcare is the greatest comeback! :)
"I'm not all bad, it's just the way that the world sees me" ...That really stood out to me, because I too very much relate those words..
Danke. I know none of you know me, but please know I appreciate you all.
I would also like to add that you all give me hope.. Though in particular, I want say: Seeing the life you are able to build and live, Ed... Gives me hope against the Stigma. And congratulations. (I hope this makes sense to you, as I am unsure how to further describe this) Thank you for sharing this.
(I know this is an older video, and so at that I want to say: I have seen through these videos, how far you've come especially, Ed. And it is honestly.. Inspiring.
But this is all I can say..
I am quite glad you are able to be yourself.. And not have to hide.
Each and every one of you, for that matter.
I am wishing all of you, well.
Especially against this year.
RE first impressions...
My honest first impression of Ed: this fierce queen is too good for me and he knows it.
You are seriously charming and charismatic Ed, don't ever forget it
Ed your journey brings us so much joy and hope.
It’s sweet that Ed likes to take care of the new baby 💛💛 proper dad material
Ed is such a mood
Eye makeup on POINT! I love black/red together so this look is fantastic! Also, that growth Ed! Way to turn your anger around into a more positive outlook on life!
thinkinh back to when Ed was super against this TH-cam stuff and now look at him
My Christmas List starts out with this line: Ed from Multiplicity&Me and Jeffree Star do a collab and do each other’s makeup. Please, world, let this happen...
Omgggg !!!! I loveee you ed! You are fuckin hilarious!! Beautiful soul babe, your trauma does not define you. 😘 you have come so far & I love to watch the progress of you and the others in the system. Y’all are my FAVORITE. ❤️
Awesome vid Ed loved it! Our lead persecutor/trauma holder has had the same growth that you have and its so amazing to see from both the inside and the outside how much happier you (and she) are these days. Well done you!