Please, write a book about your love story. It is amazing. I am sure it will be a bestseller in no time. you could even get a movie out of it. I would definitely read/ watch it a 100 times and still think it is a beautiful love adventure that I can read/ watch again. Thank you for sharing.
Honestly I forgot all the time that they share this body. I kept waiting for a shot of Ed and Jamie together. Mostly because they were talking about how inseparable they are inside. I wish I could see into their inner world because their relationship is adorable.
Me too, truly. I don't even know how long I've been watching their channel now. I think at least 3-4 years, and I've grown to love and feel like I know each of them, all for their own different and unique personalities. I'd be lying if I said I didn't wish I could be all of their friends, and meet them all personally. They're all such wonderful people, and it's hard not to forget that they share the same body honestly. Their channel has brought so much wonderful insight on those who live with D.I.D., and helps to reduce the stigma. I can't put into words just how much I love getting to know them, and literally just want more and more videos. hehe. (All within a reasonable manor though. Some fans tend to forget people who make YT videos, are just that. People. They need to take breaks, and they need to focus on their health. Esp. since they have a baby and a whole family. heh :)..) Anyways, my bad! I'm not quite sure how I managed to accidentally type such a long message but I guess moral of my super long paragraph is that I totally agree with your comment. Hehe. Hope anyone whom may read my comment has a wonderful day! Hope everyone finds a reason to smile today. Stay safe!
This makes me think of the song “do you love me?” from fiddler on the roof. Because they had an arranged marriage so she’s saying we’ve been married 25 years but he’s still asking her if she loves him. There are lots of couples who “stay together for the kids” or out of obligation. I feel like that insecurity it pretty normal.
I LOVE how much happier Ed seems these days. There was a time I thought he’d never be okay with being on camera. It’s so lovely to see him seeming so comfortable.
Yes, yes and yes! It makes me so stinking happy to see him finding himself, and becoming comfortable with himself being seen by the world. I love his personality so much and no matter how down of a day I'm having, he's always able to make me giggle and smile. hehe 😊🥰
This is super cute and I like that we are seeing a different side of Ed, he turns into this bubbly ball of cute and flustered when speaking about Jamie. Perfect couple and very funny with how different they are and react to liking each other, in a good way of course.
I totally agree with this comment, but I also just had to comment because your wording was so perfect and it just described his curtness so well. I just love it all. hehe 🥰
Ed: I am a sassy badass whose emotions are comprised primarily of rock music and not being afraid of things Also Ed: *squeals in anime-eyed teenage girl over Jamie*
And I think that Jamie and Ed’s relationship is a way of finally coming to terms with and accepting what happened and it’s like the actual definition of self love and acceptance
Jamie: He was an art piece Ed: I hated him on sight Jamie: Such an interesting-- creature that used so much slag sometimes it takes me a while to process what he was saying Ed: You should have heard him back in the day, he spoke like he had a silver spoon in his mouth, it was so annoying Jamie: I was so mesmerized by him Ed: I found him annoying attractive This is so cute yet so funny, I love---
I love how candid you are about how you know this backstory isn't 'real' in the traditional sense but it still feels so vivid that it might as well be. It sounds like when you have a dream and all the pieces fit together around the main 'scene' to facilitate the plot - when you wake up you suddenly notice that all the details don't make sense but you still have those strong feelings that the dream created. Thank you for sharing your experience :)
I wish there was technology that could somehow capture/record/see the interworlds of those with DID because the idea of it absolutely fascinates me. Also this is such a beautiful love story 🖤
But there is such a technology. It's called The Sims Just joking XD I felt like I couldn't loose the chance. Hope this is not offensive to people with DID
Jamie: He makes me whole Me: literally, yeah Honestly I think the science of their situation actually makes the story even sweeter because they literally are 2 parts of a whole, they literally can't function without each other.
When Jamie said "He talked so much slang that it could be barely understandable" I felt that 😂 (I'm not a native English speaker and it was difficult sometimes to understand Ed, but it was SO worth to try and comprehend all the video 😍)
Boyy, I got you! That British accent is THICCC. 😂😂 I think I understood like half of the whole story. OMG! I felt like I was about to take a listening test at college. 😂😂😂💔
Same... (I'm as well not a native english speaker) and the accent made a little hard to understand (not that I'm complaining) but you're right! It was worth it
My inner world was never this intricate. I think I would have climbed inside my head and never left. I'm integrated but if I could have that, I would in a heartbeat. Don't let anyone tell you that the only goal is integration. You're not a broken toy to be fixed. You are an amazing creation of your own circumstances. If I could go backwards (even though it means I wouldn't exist) I would. I wasn't broken but was forced by circumstance and a situation they couldn't escape to integrate. I feel like parts are missing. Can't tell the shrinks that. To them, I was sick and now I'm all better (except the PTSD, panic, depression etc)... but I'm not better. I wasn't broken to begin with. Integration may be the perfect goal for some, but is not a cure all. I feel more broken now that I'm "normal"(hah!) Than they ever did before me.
I'm so sorry you feel like that. And that you've had to encounter "professionals" that treat/ed you in such a way. No psychiatrist or therapist should see a patient with the goal of "fixing" them. Like you said, people are not toys that can simply be glued back together. The goal should always be to help the patient. And that can mean many different things. With DID it doesn't always mean integration. Each system is different and has different goals and needs. I'm sorry that you were treated by someone who apparently wasn't looking out for your system's overall well-being. It sounds like they were just following what they thought might be best for your diagnosis rather than your needs. I hope that you can find those missing parts of yourself. But to be honest, the majority of people (mental health issues or not) feel that as well. Part of what keeps us going is searching for something/someone to make us feel whole. I truly hope that you find yours and that you find peace and happiness within yourself. It sounds like Jamie and Ed were able to find that, and they still struggled. But happily ever after isn't like in stories or films. It's something that, even once we find it, we continuously have to work at and for. Thank you for sharing about your integration, and once again I'm sorry for how it's made you feel. You are not broken, and things can always get better. 💗
I'm sorry you're struggling. I really think no matter the issue that things should BE a guideline like maybe for some integration is like Jamie and ed and Ollie being a family. Maybe we don't need them to become 1 part when 3 parts can love each other. I hope that you're able to find healing for the issues due to integration and such Maybe you need a new team who listens?
Demon is a persecutor in our system and Jack is a physical protector. They've been dating for a majority of the time we've been a system. They are getting married in-system tomorrow
1. jaime had an inner world family that moved around a lot, so they spent some time in the US (which is why jake has an american accent) 2. he's bisexual
Was Jamie co-conscious with Ed while Ed was recording? Once I could have sworn I heard Jamie laugh through Ed, and once I thought I heard an embarrassed Jamie noise come from Ed.
In my opinion, this video and the vulnerability you showed here is one of the most, if not *the* most stigma-reducing video(s) you guys have made. Fantastic work 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
You two are so sweet! Your family with Ollie is beautiful. I got misty-eyed when Ed was speaking of how worth it it would be to be married even for a day to Jamie. I'm not the sappiest person but you guys are just so touching, it's amazing, truly. Your love is so strong and just..happy. loved this video!
Yooo I have come to terms with the fact that I’m gay but I’m still in the closet and you’ll get to were you love yourself and I hope that happens soon for you Sending love and hugs your way friend
Its so incredible how aware they are with the brain and how it works to make them become a family internally. I was smiling like crazy and just adore them together. I cant help but feeling scared and the fact that they said things have changed in the inner world. I, selfishly, never want to see this system change. I love you all so much! ❤ thank you for sharing this with us.
What a lovely sentiment! Thank you 💕 honestly I think we’re all feeling a little uncertain about it all... but we know at the end of the day, it’s because we’re healing 💗
@@MultiplicityAndMe absolutely! And although that is the ultimate goal, it's a bitter sweet thing, I'd imagine. My dream is that you will heal and yet remain a beautiful system. But this isnt my life 😂 I hope whatever happens, at any time, that you all are at peace with it. ❤
It's nice to see some of the alters! How's Ollie doing? From what I remember, he was having a hard time since the pregnancy & baby being born. I hope you all are doing okay ^^
listen i do not want to sound too cliche here, but i related to jamie's part of the story so much .... i wish that i someday will have the strength and bravery to accept myself as much as he (or ed) does now. and oh my god the way ed was blushing while taking about jamie, that smile was contagious lmao i don’t think i’ve ever seen ed smile THAT much in a video (and I'm loving the way you guys have been editing your videos lately)
I know I thought Ed might cry for a second talking about even if I only had this for a day... ❤️ I know I did. Rooting for you in your own journey @burntaurum 💛
shrikerlove yes! i thought so too, his feelings were showing massively, just like he said at the start of the video, and thank you for you kind words 🙏🏻😌
Loving yourself (including acceptance) is a hard and important journey. You aren't alone! One day you will find peace and find the perfect partner fornyour. And when you do one day you will realize that nothing else matters but them and how much you guys love each other! Rooting for you!
What a brilliant, beautiful and inteliigent group of minds working together. It’s truely amazing. The level of imagination, how close and loving and supportive everyone is of each other.The fact that Ed is so intuitive and understands the meanings behind every scenario.The incredible sense of humour everyone posseses in spite of everything that’s happened to them.It’s admirable.Everything you’ve done is so brave and I’ve just been in awe of the boys progress over the years and how much Jess has achieved. How open minded and accepting Gaz is as well, the relationship he has with each of you. The enthusiasm all you have for life.It’s all beautiful.I’ve really enjoyed seeing your journey and how you’re all doing. It’s a reminder that there are still pure and wonderful souls in the world
@@brandiaxell8400 Jamie is a Ravenclaw, I agree. I actually think Ed could be Gryffindor. He seems very brave, more than being ambitious. Ollie is definitely Hufflepuff. Jake... difficult... cuz of how creative he is, I'd say Hufflepuff. Jess would be Ravenclaw I think, although she is as brave as a Gryffindor.
Can we all just take a moment to appreciate and recognize how amazing the editing balance between the two of them was in order to tell the story!? Loved this video with all my heart. I think it was kind of the way the brain managed to say ''If this relationship can work so beautifully on the inner world, you guys can make it work out there, even though you'll be all sharing the same body''.
Jamie & Ed you 2 are perfect! 🖤❤🧡💛💚💙💜 I literally was in tears when Ed started talking about being married to Jamie for 1 day. It really warmed my heart! 😍
19:10 I'm so glad Ed said what I was thinking! They are together solely to keep the collective in harmony, and he knows that's the reason. It's so bitter sweet and I would love to watch a movie that accurately shows this situation and how it could affect each of them involved... I suppose I would call myself a fan of Ed.. Quite a weird feeling for me, to be honest.
Do you think the "girlfriend" would be a consciousness inside the inner world, now? Or do the Alters all feel each other? Can a hidden Alter be outside of the "island" which is the ENTIRE "inner world"? Or do they ALWAYS reside INSIDE the space? I guess I have nothing else in my life I care about, so this DID topic is really satisfying something I feel I've been missing my entire life. - - - I feel like a weirdo after typing my thoughts out.. uugh.
" a different kind of Queen" yaaass omfg XD really tho this is *SUCH* an beautiful story and I'm so happy for both of you as well as Ollie. Just...ugh it's so adorable I can't handle it y'know?
It is so interesting that all of this story and background and all the different details and perspectives can fit inside one single mind. One single brain has been able to just make up this incredibly intricate and detailed world unconsciously where all the different parts of them have their role and separate memories and experiences. It’s so fascinating how our brains work and how much they can do and come up with in order to protect themselves, especially the brain of a child. If any of what I said seems offensive or just wrong then I’m really sorry, not trying to be mean or disrespectful I just don’t have a lot of knowledge about any of this.
So beautiful and wonderful to hear your journey together. Can 100% relate to having completely opposite Alters who are in pairs and balance each other out. A huge thing for the system was learning to work cooperatively together and love each other as one big family. It took time but was an absolute game changer. Love you guys ❤️❤️❤️
What a wonderful story... It's so beautiful it almost made me cry. Also here's a little message for Ed: First of all, you really are an art piece like Jamie said. But that's not why I'm writing this. The thing is, I've noticed that you always start these videos with doubt. So I wanted to share a little story with you. I volunteer in a project that is supposed to help deaf kids, but all we ever did was play with them and do origami etc. Although it was fun, after some point I started to doubt myself. Like having fun is cool and all, but these kids need genuine help with their education. Their teachers don't know proper sign language and they don't understand written language very well because their language is quite different than our language. So I asked our coordinator if we were really helping them. He said "When you go to a warzone to save kids, you don't immediately start immense therapy with them. For a while, you just play". I thought he said that like "it's the best we can do", so I wasn't very content with his answer. But after a couple of months, the teachers of those deaf kids started telling us things like "you should keep coming to our school. They started fighting less and they do things together now! They are behaving a lot better. They keep talking about you guys the whole week when you're not here!" I was surprised. I didn't expect simply trying to do things together with them would help them so much. I'm sorry that this took way too long. But the point here is, this semester I learned that when something is too strong or too deeply embedded in a person or even an entire culture, the best you can do are the smallest things. Because teaching only works when it's backed up with real life experience. And I believe your wonderful stories are the closest some people can get to a real life experience of having friends with DID. It would be nice if they supported this experience with education too, but I believe the real foundation that can change their prior beliefs are your stories. So thank you, Ed, for sharing these with people even when you doubt if it will work. Also thanks to all others! I love you all very much!
I saw the documentary about you and I've have become slightly obsessed. I have been very intrigued by DID for many years since I was a young girl after I read a story about someone with this type of disorder. I find it incredible how strong and complex the human mind actually is. I love how each of your alters have developed over time and I love that you are making these types of videos to inform people about the life of someone with this type of disorder and how it isn't a bad disorder, it actually can be incredibly helpful when a young child has gone through something that they mentally can not handle. so much love for you all! I just wish I could talk to you in person! ❤❤
Love how they went from being irritated by each other to where they are now! 😂😂 bless I also love the way that Ed speaks, reminds me of Adele! He’s super funny. An amazing film could be made about you two
You two are so adorable. I really loved this peek into your past. It's good to see an LGBT couple that had their struggles but came through the other side in a healthy way. Beautiful story! And Ed I LOVE your aesthetic right now! ❤️❤️❤️
Does the fact that the inner world is starting to get fuzzy/fading scare you? Or does it come and go depending on how life is going in the outside world? I don’t mean it in a negative way, but I couldn’t help but feel a tinge of sadness when I heard that! On the other hand I’ve never seen Ed so happy than talking about Jamie 💗
To see Ed of all people so happy and to hear him talk about his pleasant, happy experiences, should teach us that everyone can have our own times of being happy, wether it be by ourselves or with the ones we love, wether it be “socially acceptable” or not. All that matters is that you’re happy. I love the MultiplicityAndMe System, and I wish you all a good future...and I’m not just talking about your inner world
Aw! Your story literally is like a romance novel! So dramatic, but it ends up with a happy ending. So cute! Ed being mushy about Jamie makes me so happy and emotional. I really relate to Jamie's struggles, I still feel bad to this day because I treated my ex lovefriend like a dirty little secret. I'm still friends with them to this day and I'm still not out publicly, but I know I will someday. Thank you for sharing your story!
Your story just look like that fantastic romantic movie that everyone thinks '' that is not going to happen in the real life, it's too beautiful to be real''
I know this is an old video, but I can't help but share. We had an opposites attract moment in our system too. James is very serious, dedicated to being a gatekeeper, pretty emotionally distant most of the time. Quite masculine and very apathetic about the idea of a relationship. (Before I knew about the system I often cross dressed and believed I was trans and aromantic...this was James!) Foster is quite literally the opposite, super outgoing and social, genderfluid, expressive, often quite vulgar in a funny way. They were opposites!! They fought ALL THE TIME. But now they are tentatively together-wouldn't say dating, but definitely an emotional partnership where they are affectionate and sweet to each other. They are also both dating our fiance along with me, so they are poly...kinda? It gets quite complicated with DID. These two are some of the most polar opposites ever, and I love them and they care for each other. Quite a sweet story. :) -Jules
This is an absolutely beautiful love story, and I am so grateful that you shared it with us. My husband and I have been together for 23 years, and the magic is simply to love one another ever day and commit to growing and learning together. Ed and Jamie have this in spades and I see so much happiness for their entire family. It’s simply adorable to see how smitten they both are with one another. 💖
I absolutely love everything about your family! I have learned so much about DID which has helped with everyday practice as a nurse & provided me with so much understanding as a person! Psychology used to be something I dreaded but now it’s fascinating, everything comes from things we as humans experience. Your videos make me smile! Thanks for your courage to share & break the barriers down!
I always felt a little strange about telling people that I'm in a relationship with another one of our head mates. It probably seems silly for other people, but it doesn't matter, because I love him more than anything. His name is Jamie too ironically. I asked him to marry me October 20th last year. We've been engaged for almost 5 months now. I can't see myself being with anyone except him. He makes me really happy and he's always there for me. He's like my guardian angel and definitely my soulmate. -Jack
I’m watching this in tears at 2 in the morning. Through all of the videos i’ve seen there is so much proof that Ed and Jamie are a perfect pair. With Jamie helping Ed out with his role and insecurities and Ed helping Jamie see the world and himself in a different light. It is so inspirational that you two were legitimately meant for eachother. It gets me so happy to know that even though Ed struggled so much in his past Jamie is always there to balance and comfort him. You two are.. amazing.. And your system wouldn’t be the same without your love. Sending love to your system ❤️❤️❤️ Time to go back and cry because you two are so sweet. I can only dream of a love as strong and deep as yours. ❤️❤️❤️😤😤😤
Pardon me while I go and wash my face from the tears... that was BEAUTIFUL. I love hearing the love stories of others, and how they met, and what went into making your relationship what it is today. I loved this video!! Absolutely loved it. If I may, how did the other kids come into play? I remember Ed saying there are two other children in the inner world. Obviously adoption, LOL. Does Jess ever see the other babes when she is in the inner world?
Just based on my understanding from the other videos I've watched (which you may already know by now) their inner world is set a bit in the future, like Ed mentioned. Ollie has explained that technology is more developed and same sex couples are able to have children with both parents' dna. Which I truly hope will be an option in this outer world, so his brother and sister are half siblings to him.
And as for Jess, she can't go inside the inner world. They're not entirely certain why. When she isn't fronting I believe she goes to the like "viewing area".
I was looking at your Instagram stories about how we see your relationship and just had to come back to watching this. You are so romantic. This story always makes me smile.
Ed and Jamie, your love story reads like a novel, very cute and mushy at times with angst and questions but ultimately a happy ending. I’m thankful for you two sharing.
I only just now watched this video and I am literally so emotional right now. Ed and Jamie have one of the most pure loves I've ever seen. You can tell from how they talk about each other that this is real and true love ❤
I would love to hear more about how there are "NPCs" in the inner world, as well as more on what Jamie mentioned in the beginning- that you don't realize you're an alter until you front? I'm confused but I want to learn more about that.
I don't have DID but from what I had heard from other systems is like you play mmorpg game but from the future where you are absolutely full in the game and in order the storyline to have logic the game makes npc like characters that you can't control and you don't know you play the game till your phone rings and you take off your helmet or device and see the real world but each time you enter the came you forget you play game because it is hyper realistic and immersive
This is maybe a personal question, and if it is, don’t feel obligated to answer :) but I was wondering how things will work with your daughter as she gets older. Will she call only Jess mum and all the alters by their names? Or will she call everyone mum? Or possibly dad? Just something I feel like could be handled in a few different ways, so I wonder if you have given it some thought yet. Love your channel!
I have never heard an alter talked about their history and memories so thoroughly and with so much detail before, we are new to this and I haven't gotten to know the others in our system as well as that yet (hell, only 2 out of 5 of them will even talk to me) but i hope that some day i can know them all this well and get to hear all their stories , Love you guys :)
You know it's so hard to remember they are in your body jess. They all feel so real and they are all so amazing! Your alters are amazing and I'm so glad Jamie and Ed are happy together!
So sweet! Also refreshing. I didn't know there could be "filler characters" as you said. Or a while world. We basically have a cave system and a garden. A few animals. That's it
Please, write a book about your love story. It is amazing. I am sure it will be a bestseller in no time. you could even get a movie out of it. I would definitely read/ watch it a 100 times and still think it is a beautiful love adventure that I can read/ watch again. Thank you for sharing.
@@MultiplicityAndMe well, you guys seriously rock. That was the fastest dream come true in my life. Now you just need a film director :D Good luck
@@MultiplicityAndMe thank you for posting i lost this
Oh my god what?!
Excuse me while I read all of this
It is seriously great idea!! Or a move it would be awesome!!
I literally went to the comment section to say to write a book but you beat me to it I would read that book in a heartbeat.
Ed: I get mushy when I talk about Jamie
Also Ed: I hated him on sight 😂
Lol! Tbh I can't imagine a love story featuring Ed that started any other way haha
Schoobydoo same
A king!
Some people have Love at first sight ed has hate at first sight for everyone
Ed: I hated him on sight
Jamie: He was an art piece, he was gorgeous, in this essay I will-
Thank you for liking Jess, Jamie, Jake, Ollie, and Ed! It’s a pleasure learning from you all! You all are wonderful!
jamie: all I'm asking for is a favor
ed:
ed: you're asking me to be your husband
jaime: and as my husband, you should grant me this favor
Heidi Bermudez friends???
Fucking hilarious
But just as mates! No romantic feelings at all! Nooooo none. Nope, nada! 😄
@@aleesabarker8352 no need for roomates already headmates
Honestly I forgot all the time that they share this body. I kept waiting for a shot of Ed and Jamie together. Mostly because they were talking about how inseparable they are inside. I wish I could see into their inner world because their relationship is adorable.
They could do it with the Sims and there's the vr thing you can see
Me too, truly. I don't even know how long I've been watching their channel now. I think at least 3-4 years, and I've grown to love and feel like I know each of them, all for their own different and unique personalities. I'd be lying if I said I didn't wish I could be all of their friends, and meet them all personally. They're all such wonderful people, and it's hard not to forget that they share the same body honestly. Their channel has brought so much wonderful insight on those who live with D.I.D., and helps to reduce the stigma. I can't put into words just how much I love getting to know them, and literally just want more and more videos. hehe. (All within a reasonable manor though. Some fans tend to forget people who make YT videos, are just that. People. They need to take breaks, and they need to focus on their health. Esp. since they have a baby and a whole family. heh :)..) Anyways, my bad! I'm not quite sure how I managed to accidentally type such a long message but I guess moral of my super long paragraph is that I totally agree with your comment. Hehe. Hope anyone whom may read my comment has a wonderful day! Hope everyone finds a reason to smile today. Stay safe!
Same lol
19:37
Ed, at 3 am: Hey, do you like me?
Jamie: Ed, we've been together for 14 years
Ed: yeah, but do you LIKE like me?
This makes me think of the song “do you love me?” from fiddler on the roof. Because they had an arranged marriage so she’s saying we’ve been married 25 years but he’s still asking her if she loves him. There are lots of couples who “stay together for the kids” or out of obligation. I feel like that insecurity it pretty normal.
I LOVE how much happier Ed seems these days. There was a time I thought he’d never be okay with being on camera. It’s so lovely to see him seeming so comfortable.
Yes, yes and yes! It makes me so stinking happy to see him finding himself, and becoming comfortable with himself being seen by the world. I love his personality so much and no matter how down of a day I'm having, he's always able to make me giggle and smile. hehe 😊🥰
This is super cute and I like that we are seeing a different side of Ed, he turns into this bubbly ball of cute and flustered when speaking about Jamie. Perfect couple and very funny with how different they are and react to liking each other, in a good way of course.
I totally agree with this comment, but I also just had to comment because your wording was so perfect and it just described his curtness so well. I just love it all. hehe 🥰
Ed: I am a sassy badass whose emotions are comprised primarily of rock music and not being afraid of things
Also Ed: *squeals in anime-eyed teenage girl over Jamie*
And I think that Jamie and Ed’s relationship is a way of finally coming to terms with and accepting what happened and it’s like the actual definition of self love and acceptance
I've noticed that in a lot of systems with couples, it's a "logic" part and an "emotional" part. I have a theory it has to do with a yin-yang thing.
I need a jamie in my life haha i have zero logic
Jamie: He was an art piece
Ed: I hated him on sight
Jamie: Such an interesting-- creature that used so much slag sometimes it takes me a while to process what he was saying
Ed: You should have heard him back in the day, he spoke like he had a silver spoon in his mouth, it was so annoying
Jamie: I was so mesmerized by him
Ed: I found him annoying attractive
This is so cute yet so funny, I love---
I love how candid you are about how you know this backstory isn't 'real' in the traditional sense but it still feels so vivid that it might as well be. It sounds like when you have a dream and all the pieces fit together around the main 'scene' to facilitate the plot - when you wake up you suddenly notice that all the details don't make sense but you still have those strong feelings that the dream created. Thank you for sharing your experience :)
this makes so much more sense to me added onto this video !
Beautifully described
Makes much more sense.
I wish there was technology that could somehow capture/record/see the interworlds of those with DID because the idea of it absolutely fascinates me. Also this is such a beautiful love story 🖤
Some people want to use neurons to create images of what people dream/see in real life, so that technology could be used for that purpose.
She made a video like this recently 😊
But there is such a technology. It's called The Sims
Just joking XD I felt like I couldn't loose the chance. Hope this is not offensive to people with DID
**sobs while eating pringles**
It's so beautiful😭😭👌❤️
What a mood 😭💕
@@MultiplicityAndMe I literally squealed when you responded
I am doing the exact same thing... Pringles and all.
@@icebear6598 Because people relate to in on a personal level
what flavor Pringles are we talking?
*Sounds like a Wattpad story to me*
(In a good way)
Love the profile pic, and I agree lmao
@@four1629 haha thx ❤️❤️
Bittersweet I would 100% read
Bittersweet literally 😂
@@mmx123 gosh, sometimes I wish I had a love story like that haha
Jamie: He makes me whole
Me: literally, yeah
Honestly I think the science of their situation actually makes the story even sweeter because they literally are 2 parts of a whole, they literally can't function without each other.
Jamie: I love Ed so much 🤧💕💖😍😍💕❤️🤭💓
Ed: this posh little bastard........
When Jamie said "He talked so much slang that it could be barely understandable" I felt that 😂
(I'm not a native English speaker and it was difficult sometimes to understand Ed, but it was SO worth to try and comprehend all the video 😍)
It's ok, I'm a native english speaker (I'm American though) and... yeah. Same. But he's wonderful and I wouldn't want him to try and change it.
Boyy, I got you! That British accent is THICCC. 😂😂
I think I understood like half of the whole story. OMG!
I felt like I was about to take a listening test at college. 😂😂😂💔
Same... (I'm as well not a native english speaker) and the accent made a little hard to understand (not that I'm complaining) but you're right! It was worth it
"Caught Us Shagging On The Couch."
Slang. is. So. Good.
When does he say that? I can't understand very well for their accent and there are no subtitles
10:15 if anyone wanted it(? Or needed it(?
I am definitely like Ed when I fall in love. Don't look at me but also don't not look at me. 😂😭
Eddie and Jamie need to have an official wedding now. Obviously inner world. Even though an outer world wedding would be QUITE entertaining. 😂❤
InclinedBeauty they actually did a few years ago when the inner world details were still clear! It was so cute and perfect ngl 😭💗
Oh my god can you imagine Ed's dress?
@@schoo9256 He said he wore a dress?
He definitely did not wear a dress 😂
@@MultiplicityAndMe But who walked down the aisle?
My inner world was never this intricate. I think I would have climbed inside my head and never left.
I'm integrated but if I could have that, I would in a heartbeat. Don't let anyone tell you that the only goal is integration. You're not a broken toy to be fixed. You are an amazing creation of your own circumstances. If I could go backwards (even though it means I wouldn't exist) I would. I wasn't broken but was forced by circumstance and a situation they couldn't escape to integrate. I feel like parts are missing. Can't tell the shrinks that. To them, I was sick and now I'm all better (except the PTSD, panic, depression etc)... but I'm not better. I wasn't broken to begin with.
Integration may be the perfect goal for some, but is not a cure all.
I feel more broken now that I'm "normal"(hah!) Than they ever did before me.
I'm so sorry you feel like that. And that you've had to encounter "professionals" that treat/ed you in such a way. No psychiatrist or therapist should see a patient with the goal of "fixing" them. Like you said, people are not toys that can simply be glued back together. The goal should always be to help the patient. And that can mean many different things. With DID it doesn't always mean integration. Each system is different and has different goals and needs. I'm sorry that you were treated by someone who apparently wasn't looking out for your system's overall well-being. It sounds like they were just following what they thought might be best for your diagnosis rather than your needs. I hope that you can find those missing parts of yourself. But to be honest, the majority of people (mental health issues or not) feel that as well. Part of what keeps us going is searching for something/someone to make us feel whole. I truly hope that you find yours and that you find peace and happiness within yourself. It sounds like Jamie and Ed were able to find that, and they still struggled. But happily ever after isn't like in stories or films. It's something that, even once we find it, we continuously have to work at and for. Thank you for sharing about your integration, and once again I'm sorry for how it's made you feel. You are not broken, and things can always get better. 💗
I'm sorry you're struggling. I really think no matter the issue that things should BE a guideline like maybe for some integration is like Jamie and ed and Ollie being a family. Maybe we don't need them to become 1 part when 3 parts can love each other. I hope that you're able to find healing for the issues due to integration and such
Maybe you need a new team who listens?
Demon is a persecutor in our system and Jack is a physical protector. They've been dating for a majority of the time we've been a system. They are getting married in-system tomorrow
Opposites attract?
Congrats! ❤️ Wish them both the best.
Congrats!
Hearing Ed say that the inner world has gotten less detailed because their life overall has gotten better made my heart so warm !!! 💛
"With this art piece that was him"
what a beautiful statement
I need a movie or a book made about this on my table RIGHT NOW
Wait a minute.. Jamie had a girlfriend in America!?!? This story is getting deep!!! 🍿🍿
And s child! 🍿🥤
ooh hello non binary folk
1. jaime had an inner world family that moved around a lot, so they spent some time in the US (which is why jake has an american accent)
2. he's bisexual
I find Jamie attractive as well 😅
@@heidibermudez2072 I was wondering about Jake's accent today!
Was Jamie co-conscious with Ed while Ed was recording? Once I could have sworn I heard Jamie laugh through Ed, and once I thought I heard an embarrassed Jamie noise come from Ed.
Where at in the video
Jennifer Gleason I didn’t hear it, but it might just be a product of having been together so long. you pick things up from each other. :)
Ed: I get mushy when I talk about Jamie
Me: Awwwwe😍😍😍
Jamie: He looked at me with this death glare
Me: ... That escalated quickly🤣🤣🤣
In my opinion, this video and the vulnerability you showed here is one of the most, if not *the* most stigma-reducing video(s) you guys have made. Fantastic work 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
Ship it
You two are so sweet! Your family with Ollie is beautiful. I got misty-eyed when Ed was speaking of how worth it it would be to be married even for a day to Jamie. I'm not the sappiest person but you guys are just so touching, it's amazing, truly. Your love is so strong and just..happy. loved this video!
This was amazing. I'm struggling hard with my sexuality right now. Somehow this calmed down the anxiety a little bit.
Hope you feel better soon. It's okay to struggle. I've been there too and still am sometimes.
@@CassandraCain thanks, I know it will get better, eventually 💛
I believe a lot of us have been in your shoes. It's ok to be you. Love who you are.
Yooo I have come to terms with the fact that I’m gay but I’m still in the closet and you’ll get to were you love yourself and I hope that happens soon for you
Sending love and hugs your way friend
@@josephtaylor1009 the same to you. Thanks for your words 💛💛
This is so beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story guys. -Wyn
I'm sorry, but who in their right mind would dislike this video!? Jamie and Ed are the cutest
Its so incredible how aware they are with the brain and how it works to make them become a family internally. I was smiling like crazy and just adore them together. I cant help but feeling scared and the fact that they said things have changed in the inner world. I, selfishly, never want to see this system change. I love you all so much! ❤ thank you for sharing this with us.
What a lovely sentiment! Thank you 💕 honestly I think we’re all feeling a little uncertain about it all... but we know at the end of the day, it’s because we’re healing 💗
@@MultiplicityAndMe absolutely! And although that is the ultimate goal, it's a bitter sweet thing, I'd imagine. My dream is that you will heal and yet remain a beautiful system. But this isnt my life 😂 I hope whatever happens, at any time, that you all are at peace with it. ❤
Jaime: Yeah I may be falling head over heels for Ed and I may be begging him to marry me but dont worry guys it's all
*~p l a t o n i c~*
Lmao dudes bein guys
No homo bro 💕
It's nice to see some of the alters! How's Ollie doing? From what I remember, he was having a hard time since the pregnancy & baby being born. I hope you all are doing okay ^^
I can't remember having a bad time, but thank you for asking :D I'm doing well; adjusting to the new life like everyone else. From Ollie
Casey Brooks I think it was Jake who was having a hard time
It was jake having difficulty
@@guen4413 I couldn't remember if it was Jake or Ollie, thank you for clarifying ^^
@@MultiplicityAndMeHow is Jake feeling now? I can't imagine how the pregnancy affected him. I hope he is happier now
Notification from multiplicity and me!... me: ON ITTTTTT!
seawitch ! Same
listen i do not want to sound too cliche here, but i related to jamie's part of the story so much .... i wish that i someday will have the strength and bravery to accept myself as much as he (or ed) does now. and oh my god the way ed was blushing while taking about jamie, that smile was contagious lmao i don’t think i’ve ever seen ed smile THAT much in a video (and I'm loving the way you guys have been editing your videos lately)
I know I thought Ed might cry for a second talking about even if I only had this for a day... ❤️ I know I did. Rooting for you in your own journey @burntaurum 💛
shrikerlove yes! i thought so too, his feelings were showing massively, just like he said at the start of the video, and thank you for you kind words 🙏🏻😌
acceptance takes time. ive been there. i hope you find peace ❤️
Victoria R thank you honey, one day i will 🙏🏻💘
Loving yourself (including acceptance) is a hard and important journey. You aren't alone! One day you will find peace and find the perfect partner fornyour. And when you do one day you will realize that nothing else matters but them and how much you guys love each other! Rooting for you!
What a brilliant, beautiful and inteliigent group of minds working together. It’s truely amazing. The level of imagination, how close and loving and supportive everyone is of each other.The fact that Ed is so intuitive and understands the meanings behind every scenario.The incredible sense of humour everyone posseses in spite of everything that’s happened to them.It’s admirable.Everything you’ve done is so brave and I’ve just been in awe of the boys progress over the years and how much Jess has achieved.
How open minded and accepting Gaz is as well, the relationship he has with each of you. The enthusiasm all you have for life.It’s all beautiful.I’ve really enjoyed seeing your journey and how you’re all doing. It’s a reminder that there are still pure and wonderful souls in the world
Do you think you and your alters could take the sorting test on pottermore? I think that be pretty interesting :3
I think Ed would be Slytherin, Ollie Hufflepuff, Jake Hufflepuff/Gryffindor and Jaime Ravenclaw?
I think I got whose who right anyway
@@brandiaxell8400 Jamie is a Ravenclaw, I agree. I actually think Ed could be Gryffindor. He seems very brave, more than being ambitious. Ollie is definitely Hufflepuff. Jake... difficult... cuz of how creative he is, I'd say Hufflepuff. Jess would be Ravenclaw I think, although she is as brave as a Gryffindor.
Can we all just take a moment to appreciate and recognize how amazing the editing balance between the two of them was in order to tell the story!? Loved this video with all my heart.
I think it was kind of the way the brain managed to say ''If this relationship can work so beautifully on the inner world, you guys can make it work out there, even though you'll be all sharing the same body''.
Jamie & Ed you 2 are perfect! 🖤❤🧡💛💚💙💜 I literally was in tears when Ed started talking about being married to Jamie for 1 day. It really warmed my heart! 😍
"To and a fro'n with me like a ping pong ball" - Ed 2k19. Perfect Ed never change. 😂😂
Me: Reading comments during video *I'M NOT CRYING*
JAMIE: He makes me *WHOLE*
"Waterworks"😭💜💜💜💜
This is like an intense fanfiction
I simply had goosebumps by the end. Thank you for sharing this vulnerability with us! Much respect and love from the U.S.!
1:01 that's so goddamn sweet i'm 1 minute in and i'm already getting emotional lmao i cannot
Ed talking about Jamie gave me so many feels that I teared up
19:10 I'm so glad Ed said what I was thinking! They are together solely to keep the collective in harmony, and he knows that's the reason.
It's so bitter sweet and I would love to watch a movie that accurately shows this situation and how it could affect each of them involved... I suppose I would call myself a fan of Ed.. Quite a weird feeling for me, to be honest.
Do you think the "girlfriend" would be a consciousness inside the inner world, now? Or do the Alters all feel each other? Can a hidden Alter be outside of the "island" which is the ENTIRE "inner world"? Or do they ALWAYS reside INSIDE the space?
I guess I have nothing else in my life I care about, so this DID topic is really satisfying something I feel I've been missing my entire life.
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I feel like a weirdo after typing my thoughts out.. uugh.
" a different kind of Queen" yaaass omfg XD
really tho this is *SUCH* an beautiful story and I'm so happy for both of you as well as Ollie. Just...ugh it's so adorable I can't handle it y'know?
It is so interesting that all of this story and background and all the different details and perspectives can fit inside one single mind. One single brain has been able to just make up this incredibly intricate and detailed world unconsciously where all the different parts of them have their role and separate memories and experiences. It’s so fascinating how our brains work and how much they can do and come up with in order to protect themselves, especially the brain of a child.
If any of what I said seems offensive or just wrong then I’m really sorry, not trying to be mean or disrespectful I just don’t have a lot of knowledge about any of this.
So beautiful and wonderful to hear your journey together.
Can 100% relate to having completely opposite Alters who are in pairs and balance each other out.
A huge thing for the system was learning to work cooperatively together and love each other as one big family.
It took time but was an absolute game changer.
Love you guys ❤️❤️❤️
Ed & Jamie, Jess & Gaz, both beautiful love stories!
I mean ed is just so real and brutal when it come to this channel and I love it
6:38
Just a bookmark for myself so I can watch them gush about each other over and over.
You guys are so cute it hurts my heart!
I love this side of Ed. you two are so cute together!
What a wonderful story... It's so beautiful it almost made me cry. Also here's a little message for Ed: First of all, you really are an art piece like Jamie said. But that's not why I'm writing this. The thing is, I've noticed that you always start these videos with doubt. So I wanted to share a little story with you. I volunteer in a project that is supposed to help deaf kids, but all we ever did was play with them and do origami etc. Although it was fun, after some point I started to doubt myself. Like having fun is cool and all, but these kids need genuine help with their education. Their teachers don't know proper sign language and they don't understand written language very well because their language is quite different than our language. So I asked our coordinator if we were really helping them. He said "When you go to a warzone to save kids, you don't immediately start immense therapy with them. For a while, you just play". I thought he said that like "it's the best we can do", so I wasn't very content with his answer. But after a couple of months, the teachers of those deaf kids started telling us things like "you should keep coming to our school. They started fighting less and they do things together now! They are behaving a lot better. They keep talking about you guys the whole week when you're not here!" I was surprised. I didn't expect simply trying to do things together with them would help them so much.
I'm sorry that this took way too long. But the point here is, this semester I learned that when something is too strong or too deeply embedded in a person or even an entire culture, the best you can do are the smallest things. Because teaching only works when it's backed up with real life experience. And I believe your wonderful stories are the closest some people can get to a real life experience of having friends with DID. It would be nice if they supported this experience with education too, but I believe the real foundation that can change their prior beliefs are your stories. So thank you, Ed, for sharing these with people even when you doubt if it will work. Also thanks to all others! I love you all very much!
When the boys see pictures or videos of each other do they recognise them in jess' body?
I want an animated show of this story plsss
Seasons upon seasons of this! Pls!!!!
I saw the documentary about you and I've have become slightly obsessed. I have been very intrigued by DID for many years since I was a young girl after I read a story about someone with this type of disorder. I find it incredible how strong and complex the human mind actually is. I love how each of your alters have developed over time and I love that you are making these types of videos to inform people about the life of someone with this type of disorder and how it isn't a bad disorder, it actually can be incredibly helpful when a young child has gone through something that they mentally can not handle. so much love for you all! I just wish I could talk to you in person! ❤❤
Damn Ed looking like a snacc had distracted me the whole video. Boi was looking cute as hell. The whole video was so cute
Love how they went from being irritated by each other to where they are now! 😂😂 bless
I also love the way that Ed speaks, reminds me of Adele! He’s super funny.
An amazing film could be made about you two
You two are so adorable. I really loved this peek into your past. It's good to see an LGBT couple that had their struggles but came through the other side in a healthy way. Beautiful story!
And Ed I LOVE your aesthetic right now! ❤️❤️❤️
this is so cute, and DID is so incredible, inner worlds are so interesting to me
Does the fact that the inner world is starting to get fuzzy/fading scare you? Or does it come and go depending on how life is going in the outside world?
I don’t mean it in a negative way, but I couldn’t help but feel a tinge of sadness when I heard that! On the other hand I’ve never seen Ed so happy than talking about Jamie 💗
When Ed said "Jamie's dad caught us shagin on the couch" it caught me so off guard
To see Ed of all people so happy and to hear him talk about his pleasant, happy experiences, should teach us that everyone can have our own times of being happy, wether it be by ourselves or with the ones we love, wether it be “socially acceptable” or not. All that matters is that you’re happy. I love the MultiplicityAndMe System, and I wish you all a good future...and I’m not just talking about your inner world
Ed is a mood, he is just so hilarious and upfront, it's actually fabulous :]
Aw! Your story literally is like a romance novel! So dramatic, but it ends up with a happy ending. So cute! Ed being mushy about Jamie makes me so happy and emotional. I really relate to Jamie's struggles, I still feel bad to this day because I treated my ex lovefriend like a dirty little secret. I'm still friends with them to this day and I'm still not out publicly, but I know I will someday. Thank you for sharing your story!
Omg this is literally what I’ve been waiting for all these years 😍😍😍😍😍😍 love you guys so much 💋💋
This is now one of my favorite videos on the internet, thank you both so much for sharing your story in such an honest and real way!
Your story just look like that fantastic romantic movie that everyone thinks '' that is not going to happen in the real life, it's too beautiful to be real''
I know this is an old video, but I can't help but share. We had an opposites attract moment in our system too. James is very serious, dedicated to being a gatekeeper, pretty emotionally distant most of the time. Quite masculine and very apathetic about the idea of a relationship. (Before I knew about the system I often cross dressed and believed I was trans and aromantic...this was James!) Foster is quite literally the opposite, super outgoing and social, genderfluid, expressive, often quite vulgar in a funny way. They were opposites!! They fought ALL THE TIME. But now they are tentatively together-wouldn't say dating, but definitely an emotional partnership where they are affectionate and sweet to each other. They are also both dating our fiance along with me, so they are poly...kinda? It gets quite complicated with DID. These two are some of the most polar opposites ever, and I love them and they care for each other. Quite a sweet story. :) -Jules
This is an absolutely beautiful love story, and I am so grateful that you shared it with us. My husband and I have been together for 23 years, and the magic is simply to love one another ever day and commit to growing and learning together. Ed and Jamie have this in spades and I see so much happiness for their entire family. It’s simply adorable to see how smitten they both are with one another. 💖
YAY!! I've been so excited for this video. You two are lovely together. Much love
I love Ed and Jamie's love story 😍, this is so lovely
I absolutely love everything about your family! I have learned so much about DID which has helped with everyday practice as a nurse & provided me with so much understanding as a person! Psychology used to be something I dreaded but now it’s fascinating, everything comes from things we as humans experience. Your videos make me smile! Thanks for your courage to share & break the barriers down!
I always felt a little strange about telling people that I'm in a relationship with another one of our head mates. It probably seems silly for other people, but it doesn't matter, because I love him more than anything. His name is Jamie too ironically. I asked him to marry me October 20th last year. We've been engaged for almost 5 months now. I can't see myself being with anyone except him. He makes me really happy and he's always there for me. He's like my guardian angel and definitely my soulmate.
-Jack
I’m watching this in tears at 2 in the morning. Through all of the videos i’ve seen there is so much proof that Ed and Jamie are a perfect pair. With Jamie helping Ed out with his role and insecurities and Ed helping Jamie see the world and himself in a different light. It is so inspirational that you two were legitimately meant for eachother. It gets me so happy to know that even though Ed struggled so much in his past Jamie is always there to balance and comfort him. You two are.. amazing.. And your system wouldn’t be the same without your love. Sending love to your system ❤️❤️❤️ Time to go back and cry because you two are so sweet. I can only dream of a love as strong and deep as yours. ❤️❤️❤️😤😤😤
It’s so weird how different they are but it’s 1 body! It’s amazing
Pardon me while I go and wash my face from the tears... that was BEAUTIFUL. I love hearing the love stories of others, and how they met, and what went into making your relationship what it is today. I loved this video!! Absolutely loved it.
If I may, how did the other kids come into play? I remember Ed saying there are two other children in the inner world. Obviously adoption, LOL. Does Jess ever see the other babes when she is in the inner world?
Just based on my understanding from the other videos I've watched (which you may already know by now) their inner world is set a bit in the future, like Ed mentioned. Ollie has explained that technology is more developed and same sex couples are able to have children with both parents' dna. Which I truly hope will be an option in this outer world, so his brother and sister are half siblings to him.
And as for Jess, she can't go inside the inner world. They're not entirely certain why. When she isn't fronting I believe she goes to the like "viewing area".
"And then he kicked me out, cheeky prick"
God. Haha I love Ed! Such a mood😍
I was looking at your Instagram stories about how we see your relationship and just had to come back to watching this. You are so romantic. This story always makes me smile.
Got me legit crying over here ❤️ such a beautiful love story
I love this story. I love your system and how genuine and caring you all are. I wish Jamie and Ed everlasting love and happiness
Ed and Jamie, your love story reads like a novel, very cute and mushy at times with angst and questions but ultimately a happy ending. I’m thankful for you two sharing.
This needs to be a book, id read the hell out of it
I only just now watched this video and I am literally so emotional right now. Ed and Jamie have one of the most pure loves I've ever seen. You can tell from how they talk about each other that this is real and true love ❤
I would love to hear more about how there are "NPCs" in the inner world, as well as more on what Jamie mentioned in the beginning- that you don't realize you're an alter until you front? I'm confused but I want to learn more about that.
I don't have DID but from what I had heard from other systems is like you play mmorpg game but from the future where you are absolutely full in the game and in order the storyline to have logic the game makes npc like characters that you can't control and you don't know you play the game till your phone rings and you take off your helmet or device and see the real world but each time you enter the came you forget you play game because it is hyper realistic and immersive
That message at the end literally made me cry this entire video was so sweet
This is maybe a personal question, and if it is, don’t feel obligated to answer :) but I was wondering how things will work with your daughter as she gets older. Will she call only Jess mum and all the alters by their names? Or will she call everyone mum? Or possibly dad? Just something I feel like could be handled in a few different ways, so I wonder if you have given it some thought yet. Love your channel!
Kiya Simmons all mum 😊 at least that’s the plan. We’ll always be her mum regardless of who’s out and we want to make sure she always knows that 💕
@@MultiplicityAndMe how do the boys feel about being called mum?
They understand it’s for baby’s best interests and are seemingly okay with it
Great question, this will be very interesting, I'd love to know more about the child with did parent growing up.
In a system I know everyone is daddy, (kids are 7-15) all involved consider it a title regardless of alter gender.
Our mind is a beautiful thing isn't it? What a gift you have with all these wonderful people loving and taking care of you.
Me: Awww this so cute I love this!
Jamie: And then we got word that my Ex was pregnant and Ollie was born
Me: Ohh my god
This is so so cute. i love it
I have never heard an alter talked about their history and memories so thoroughly and with so much detail before, we are new to this and I haven't gotten to know the others in our system as well as that yet (hell, only 2 out of 5 of them will even talk to me) but i hope that some day i can know them all this well and get to hear all their stories , Love you guys :)
The inner world and it's workings are so interesting! I'd love to see an entire video about it.
You know it's so hard to remember they are in your body jess.
They all feel so real and they are all so amazing!
Your alters are amazing and I'm so glad Jamie and Ed are happy together!
Branch The Dutchie this is so true. The more we get to know him, the idea of their world inside of the world of the host body is just astounding.
Can you imagine if instead of them doing it separately, they were co-Conscious
So sweet! Also refreshing. I didn't know there could be "filler characters" as you said. Or a while world. We basically have a cave system and a garden. A few animals. That's it