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- This next vlog was going to be a simple pregnancy update of our beautifully healthy and happy twin boys. But before I could upload it I received some tragic news, completely out of the blue.
A bit of history:
At my last scan I was 19 weeks pregnant and it was our best scan so far. The boys were doing their best ever and we were feeling super confident. We were also on such a high from celebrating their gender reveal.
On the 9th of August, I went to a regular 20 week check up at the hospital. I wasn’t expecting to talk about anything but a bit of a birth plan with my obstetrician and twin chit chat. Little did I know, I was about to hear the most heart breaking, earth shattering and painful news a mother could ever hear.
I am sorry this vlog is such a sad one. I completely understand if you can’t watch it. I know I wouldn’t have been able to before this happened. For those of you who do watch it please know that we are ok and if you are watching and can relate to this pain I hope it can bring some form of comfort and togetherness.
Thank you for all your love and support.
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Caileigh - / caileigh.sellars
I read a few comments but I lost my twins at 23 weeks so unfortunately I am going to not watch this prayers tho
Thank you for your message Angel. This makes me so sad to hear. I wish I could take away all your pain! I totally understand not watching. I can’t even watch them myself now.
My friend just lost her twins at 21 weeks pregnant... so sad but there could of been a mistake made by a doctor that caused it
I lost my twin boys last month at 21 weeks :(. It’s excruciating. Sending love and strength to any mommy out there missing her little ones.
I am so very sorry for every momma who has lost their sweet baby. May you find peace and know it is not your fault. Prayers and hugs. You will see your sweet angel again one day.
Angel Michelle Cardenas I’m sorry to hear about your loss. Sending prayers 🙏🏽
Please know that nobody could have stopped this...not you, nor the doctors. A complete stranger is here in Texas crying for you and sending all of my prayers and well wishes to you, your husband, and your fighting baby boy.
I find it really hard to reply to these messages, but I just want you to know it means so much to hear this, so thank you!
This is the most heart wrenching thing I’ve ever watched. I’m so sorry.
I am so sorry. Praying God will give you peace that passes all understanding in this most difficult time. It will last for a while but there is light and happiness on the other side. Hugs to you 🌸
IM SO SORRY ABOUT THE NEWS. YOUR NOT ALONE. I LOST MY SON WHEN I WAS 5 MONTHS PREGNANT. IT WAS THE WORST TIME OF MY LIFE. I WANTED TO GIVE UP. ITS BEEN A LONG ROAD. MUCH LOVE & RESPECT. 💙😭💐
Jennifer Phillips I lost my first baby boy I went all the way only had 3 days left and I didn’t feel movement went into hospital to be told my baby had died.They told me I had to deliver 💔💔Knowing they were going to bury my baby I said no ,but obviously I did .i gave birth to the most beautiful baby boy I have ever seen .The midwives said normally still birth babies skin peels but they said he looks like he’s asleep .My husband had to get death certificate which was the hardest part he came in crying saying instead of getting a birth certificate I’m getting a death certificate for my son.I have since been blessed with 3 of the most dashing handsome boys 17/15 and my baby 12 now .They are my life.stay strong and may God bless you in my thoughts and prayers ❤️
I’ve never watched you before but you’re so strong. I am a remaining twin myself and I can tell you sometimes I feel like something is missing but at the end of the day there’s nothing we can do. You will get through this just think of everyone that are here with you
I am 7 weeks pregnant with a high risk pregnancy.. I lost a baby 4 years ago..from the bottom of my heart.. I’m so sorry for your loss...
You are so strong and a wonderful women and mami ... it's so sad and i wish you all the best ...and there is a little star in heaven,looking for his sister and brother all the time.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending you all the love in the world. ♥️
I’m so sorry for you loss, I pray your other baby is safe
Your special . Sending All our love across the miles .💕
This came up in my recommended for whatever reason, but I’m sorry for your loss.
Same🥺
Ditto. I’m so sorry for your loss.
same
I'm a surviving twin, who's lost twins of their own. Strength isn't something you choose during things like this, so instead I wish you grace and peace.
My mom had 4 miscarriages within the past 2 years then eventually became pregnant again. She gave birth Jan 8 2020. The baby died an hour after birth. All of us were heartbroken
Katelynn H sending love
Sending love to your family🤍
So sorry to hear that. Much strength for your mom and the family.
I'm so sorry, honey, for your loss. Sending you and your family love and blessings.
sending your family so much love and light ✨
I lost my twin sister before i even got to meet her.. got her name tattooed, even though i have never met her i still miss something... she passed away inside the stomach
im so sorry for your loss. I have a sister too altough she is 4 years older then me but i cant imagine ever losing her. I see you are an army which is why i felt the need to show you my support. I hope bts helped you in any way and if you feel sad, they will always be here as well as army. Love you
Daja is in love with BTS this is so sweet, thankyou so much for the sweet comment, and im sorry for your loss aswell.. 💔💛
Romana Rilana same with happened with my twin Alyssa 🥺. I still get this feeling like she’s with my. I know she’s watching over me but I sometimes feel like she’s with me🤗
So sad! I had a twin brother , but we lost him at 6 months! I have the same feelings ! I am 23 now and in my whole life there was or is a feeling of emptyness. Sometimes I wish I had the chance to meet him! I feel you ....
Hi Romana me too I lost my twin and I never met her we were identical twin I was born first she was stillborn the ambilcord was wrapped around her neck my mom never named her so when I was old enough and could understand what happened I named her I didn't have to even think the named popped into my head her name is Nichole Lynn I miss her every day and think about her I can't wait to meet her
I don’t have children but I cannot not even imagine the pain. I’m wishing you peace during your sorrow. So sorry to hear the news
I wish I could wrap my arms around you , you are so strong.
Your kindness is making me want to cry.
@@CaileighSellars ♡ I hope time heals.
@@melissasafford1533 me too I have you in my prayers 🙏❣️
@@CaileighSellars I lost twins at birth. I had triplets. It was an unprepared delivery. Natural childbirth, and not a pleasant experience. I was happy that one of the three survived, baby c. I understand the loss, the pain, the bitter disappointment. Going home to take down 2 cribs was beyond sad. We will forever feel the loss. You have a beautiful family.
@@joybean5784 I hope your baby is doing well... Blessings ❤️
My mom had me and my twin Emily 2 minutes apart 4 hours after birth Emily suddenly died from her surgery for our weft fingers (pinkie and ring finger)I never got to know her but every year on our birthday I go to her grave and cry because I didn’t even know her but somehow I feel so close to her so much love to a sister I never met 3 months after I was born my mom got pregnant again and named the baby Emma to honor Emily me and Emma are really close because Emma was born prematurely and we aren’t even a year apart so we have always been the same age we are exactly like twins look the same dress the same act the same and people always assume we are because because normally when I say I’m a twin they go yea Emma (we were in the same classes every year) But Sometimes I wonder if life would’ve been different growing up with Emily
I'm so sorry about your twin 😔 my mom miscarried my twin before I was born...so I understand how you feel and what you are going through 😔 my mom had a girl 1 year after I was born too....so she acts like my twin, im very thankful for her....and im glad you have a sister 🖤
I’m so sorry to here that, my younger sister was born in February, 5th 2007, she was still born and I don’t remember anything because I was two.. my parents gave up on having children so I’m a only child and never got to have a sibling. My parents barely talk about her and it’s really hard for me, her name is Ariel and we were three years apart, I feel like I knew her but didn’t..
I have a twin but one day i asked my mom if there was ever a chance of one of us dying which one and what time...and she said both bc in the womb i took all the food and all that so my mom had to have a C-section bc my head was on top on my twins lap and i was born as big as a pumpkin and my twin was born the size of my moms hand so her nickname was peanut...so she had a chance of dying in the womb bc she didnt get any of the nutrients but when she was born...she was fine and was able to go home in under 12 hours...were with me i came and my lings werent working, i didnt know how to eat or breathe and more....so i stayed in the hospital for 3 and a half months before i was able to go home bc my lungs kept ?failing? But welp i still have breathing problems...but i got bullied for alot of things and one of the reasons was that i was the youngest (i personally think thats not fair and its not right) When i was 11...i walked into my older sister talking to her friend and her friend asked..."how many other siblings do you have" and my sister said 5...i went up and tried to correct her that its 4 not 5 and she replied with "oh mom never told you?!?" And so ofc i said tell me what...and she said "dont tell mom i told you this but you were going to have a younger sister...she would be about 9 years old when i got told about this --but now she should be 12--" and then she said..."Mom was supposed to tell you when she thought you were old enough and mature enough..." My older sister was 2 when this happened and she got told when she was 6...3 years later after ive already found out....my mom still doesnt know that i know about my younger sister...ive become very independent in school now....and then recently we got new neighbors and their twins 😊but then later on they told me that they were going to be a triplet and it was a boy but he didnt make it😭theres a lot but welp i dont have the energy to cry and i dont like showing "bad emotion" in front of people lol....idk what to do im socially awkward...
Thank you for sharing your story, life sure is a mystery... it's ugly, beautiful, horrible and wonderful all at the same time.
Are you and your twin identical? Almost twinless twin baby is identical.
My sister had triplets. 2 of them died at 29 weeks in the womb, the one who survived lived one hour before his lungs collapsed and the doctors couldn't do anything...
Both my sister and her husband were devestated but tried again.
3 miscarriages later they were found in their bed, laying side by side with 4 packs of sleep pills bedside them and some letters for us...
This happened 10 years ago and we still are mourning each of the triplets death, the 3 miscarriages and of course their death
Kaa rooo There truly are no words to express how devastating it is to hear about the loss you must feel every day, my heart goes out to you and your family ❤️
I'm so sorry that your family had to go through all of that. It's unimaginable. I'm so sorry.
That’s so terrible, I’m so sorry for your loss 💖
Dear God this is heartbreaking 💔💔
Omg this is so heartbreaking I'm so sorry for your loss.
The comments section is absolutely heartbreaking. Prayers for all the brave moms 😖
My son is now one years old. When I found out that I was going to miscarry his twin we were devestated. People made jokes about doding that bullet about going from 2 to 4 kids. But it hurt. My doctor was insensitive. We cried alot and still wonder what could have been if our baby boy would have survived. I was diagnosed with twin vanishing syndrome and told to go home and there was nothing they could do. Not all twins walk side by side some were given wings to fly.
I'm really sorry that people were not sympathetic to your situation 😔
That’s horrifying that people made “jokes” like that. Unbelievably cruel and heartless.
This exact thing happened to my mother with my brother’s twin brother. People are ridiculously insensitive! It’s not like “well, at least you still have one, and God still got an angel” is soothing. I’m sorry this happened to you!
How can people joke on something like this??! Sorry u had to hear that...hugs x
I've never heard of people joking about something like that. I'm so mad reading this. Rethink about what kind of people you let around you.
I don't know how I got here but my heart lays heavy for you and your family
Same
When my mom was pregnant with me, I was supposed to be a twin, but she lost the other. You're not alone. Things get better. You are heard and seen and loved. Your lost baby will return to you one day ❤
The same as me. My mum lost my twin at 12 weeks.
That babe is waiting for you in heaven. Sorry for your loss. God needed his angel right now.
Same happened to me
Same. I never understood why I felt so lonely my whole childhood even with three other siblings.
Emily sorry for your loss ❤️
This comment section is heartbreaking, but the amount of love gives me so much faith in humanity
I lost one of my twin daughters, they were identical but one didn’t make it.. it’s hard and I always think about what my life could have been. I’m so sorry this happened to you.. stay strong mama ❤️
my mom had a miscarriage when she was pregnant with me and my twin. i luckily survived, but after i was born my mom found out she probably could never have kids again and she also found out i was born with a heart disease. it was a very long battle for both my mom and dad but luckily i survived my heart surgery and 5 years later i got a younger brother:) i just wanna give u a big hug, i’m sending you so much energy and love
I’m so sorry for ur loss but I’m happy ur brother is here today 😊
Tasneem Salau-Deen awww thank you💗💗
I’m so sorry for your loss, losing a child is pain nobody should ever have to feel. Keeping you in my prayers xx
Who the fuck monetizes a video about having a miscarriage....
No parent should ever bury their child. So painful.
I agree. I lost my son at 33 weeks, July 7th 2020 and had to bury him on the 18th of July. Most painful thing I’ve ever been through. One day at a time.. ❤️🙏🏾
I have no idea who you are as this was in my recommended videos, but I'm so sorry you had to go through this.
Few weeks ago I found out I was pregnant with twins which was quite a shock but I couldn't have been happier, but I was soon filled with dread as one of the babies amniotic sac was half the size of the other which was an indication of an early case of twin to twin transfusion syndrome (something I had never heard of) but I tried and kept a positive attitude alas 2 weeks later at my second ultrasound I was told there were no heartbeat. Just like that I had lost my two babies. It's been a week since I've had my curretage and I started lactating in the following days. It's hard. It's unfair. I feel like my babies were stolen from me and there's nothing I can do about it.
I'm with you and eveybody else who sadly had to go through something similar. xx
I'm so sorry about your babies. Sending love ♥️❤♥️
I am deeply sorry for your loss, sending all the love your way 💕
I'm so sorry to hear that,I found a quote which I hope brings some sort of closure or help to you
"An angel wrote my baby(s) name(s) in the book of life and as she closed the book she whispered
'too beautiful and pure for this world' "
May God comfort you. I know this feeling. 😭🙏🏾❤️
Sorry for your loss...sending prayers to you
I’m a twin and my brother was lost at around 6 months and my mom carried me full term. I read her journals to him throughout the pregnancy. I still can’t process what it must feel like but I just want to say I’ve never had any health issues growing up from sharing the womb, and even though my mom lost him I had a higher chance of living. (I’m an IVF baby and she struggled carrying for years) She was bed ridden for the rest of the pregnancy since we were high risks but it’s possible to over come this, and I’m proof of it.
My twin passed away while pregnancy too.
Sometimes I feel like he or she supports me through times which is super special!❤️
Chiara Kln yes call upon her/him when you need support. Our loved ones respect our free agency and often are waiting for us to call upon them for help!! Oxo
Chiara - That is so beautiful and cool and lovely. You have a guardian angel/BFF/playmate/support, always in your corner. You won something lucky from something unlucky ❤❤
Same here. We were premature born and my twin sister passed away when we were 7 months old. She's still with me in heart and soul! 💕
Me too
Give it to God. Have faith in a new beginning. God bless!
I guess I shouldnt have watched this being pregnant with twins 😭😭
Im so sorry for your loss xxxx
Please don't let yourself get into a bad state of mind, there is no need to stress yourself out. I wish you all the luck and strength with your pregnancy ❤
How are you doing love?
I have a friend who had twins twice and they are all doing great
my thoughts exactly :( I feel so awful for this mama :(
I'm 37 weeks pregnant and stuff like this and steal birth scare me
I am not pregnant nor a mother but I cried like a baby when I saw this vid❤️ prayers 🙏🏾
Same. 😭
Same,we aren't mother's but we are women and we feel her pain & we have empathy
I'm so sorry for your loss, and everyone on here that has suffered the loss of babies or baby. My heart goes out to you all 😔💔
I lost my daughter's twin at 14 weeks. My daughter is 15mos now and I'm not over it. It still hurts.
I lost my sons twin in early pregnancy, hes 10 yrs new and still hurt. Sorry for your loss 😔
I also lost my sons twin at 7-8 weeks, it was so hard but I carried on for the sake of the other baby who turned out to be a wonderful and cheeky and caring boy who just turned 3 this year. I always wonder what the other baby would have been like and what sex it would have been and also if my son feels like theres something missing as Ive read about the bond twins share. I will wonder about it all forever
@@moodycowcaz sorry for your loss. There is a video you may find soothing on the channel OK To Be Smart. It's about how a mother's child will *literally* always be part of her. It's called: The incredible biological connection we all share with our mom.
This was in my recommendations. Thank you for sharing your experience. Your feelings. People have REAL feelings and REAL emotions and I feel like we shame people for sharing how they really feel. I don’t know you. But I am sending my love and positive feelings your way.
I could not imagine. This was very difficult to watch. You’re absolutely amazing. You’re LOs
watching over y’all
PLEASE READ THIS..I could only watch up until no heartbeat.
At 26 weeks pregnant I had a ultrasound my twins were doing great aside from one taking from the other. 3 days later I was having pains and I went to the hospital and one of the twins has no heartbeat. I went for a scan and neither had one. I had to vaginally deliver my stillborn twins which is the worst thing any human could possibly have to go through.
There is NOTHING anybody can say to make you feel better. However, I am praying for you and you will get a little stronger day by day. Take it easy on yourself. 💖
Birdy I’m so sorry.
The Yin Den awe thank you so much! 💕
I am so sorry 🙏🏻
Bofo and Gio Adventures thank you hun ❤️
You are very strong. Sending love to you🤍
I went into premature labor and delivered my daughter, Michaela, was born at 24 weeks. She passed two hours later. I’m so sorry for what you have gone through.
I'm so sorry for your loss
I'm so sorry for ur lost😔
Sorry for your loss. I had a tubal pregnancy that broke so I could never have any more kids except for my daughter. I ended up adopting my son though and I love him very much
Rita Jimmie I love your family dynamic. We gave up on children and have filled our home with Great Danes ever since.
Your daughter and I share the same name. She is with you every day 💙
I FEEL SO SORRY FOR YOU ,YOU ARE SO STRONG
Thank you again Cheryl, you are so sweet ♥️
I cannot imagine the pain having to have a still birth
What kind of heartless piece of crap could possibly give this video a thumbs down? I’m truly hoping it’s an expression of sadness because of this poor couple’s loss. My heart is with you. I have two children, and I can not imagine this pain. Love and light to you ✨
Maybe thumbs down means they are sad for this strong woman
I think people misunderstand the thumbs down.
If anything I give a thumbs down to that hospital,not doing anything babies have survived that small before.They stood around waiting for them to die.I would have been yelling to do something
I had 2 miscarriages wasn't able to see them my heart still aches after 30 years.You never really will forget the grief it only hurts less.I don't know if I could stand watching them die,forever in my mind.I'm glad I have only an ultrasound I'm so sorry for you,can't possibly imagine the sorrow you have.I will pray for your little angels.Dont worry they are under a gardinangle waiting for the day you hold them again😫😢🙏🙏💞
I wish you peace and healing through this difficult time.
I’m so sorry! There is nothing in this world that hurts more than losing a baby! 😔😔
These stories are so heartbreaking. I didn't have twins but I was blessed to have a healthy baby. My condolences to those who have lost their babies.
Oh my dear mommy. I'm heart broken right along with you. Losing a baby is the most difficult thing one can ever endure, but you will persevere. You will remember this sweet baby boy through his siblings. He will always be in your heart and nothing can take that from you!
The waiting while they try and find a heartbeat is indescribable then the required 2nd ultrasound to confirm that there is definitely no heart beat is the hardest thing. Thank you for sharing your story sending love
It's been 24 years and I'll never forget that moment either... Sending love to you Amie & to all sharing their losses here ❤️
I don’t know how this video showed up as recommended on my page, but I lost my baby boy in March 2020 also at 20 weeks. I feel your pain, but I looked at your channel and saw that Frankie survived. I saw your birthing video and could not stop crying of happiness. Frankie has given me hope again that miracles do happen. ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss...I hope all goes well with the other baby.
Im also mother to twin angels i lost my twins but my daughter lived for a month my baby boy passed while being air lifted to have an emergency c section his heart stopped my baby girl elexia lived for a month she fought hard to stay but her body was tired i miss lil robert & elexia everyday stay strong beautiful ❤
@Melly Contreras so sorry for your lost. So sorry to read that. Especially where e read that your babygirl had fought to stay. I cried a lot. Reminds me of my babygirl, almost 4months old, who died after a open heart surgery, she did not wake up again from the anesthesia. It happened more than 6years ago, in 2013.
that’s honestly one of the most heartbreaking things i’ve ever read. my heart goes out to you❤️❤️
Melissa and Dora, I'm so sorry ❤❤❤. I guess we meet people in life and I guess never know what they have gone through! Hugs 😘
My one twin passed away and my other is 5 yo now. I was depressed but now I see we are bless to have one instead of none.
not pccorrect blessed to have one but there will always be the pain of losing the one. One doesn’t replace the other. I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my baby boy at 4 months old. The pain is literally gut wrenchingly unbearable.
Not pccorrect you are right.. I can feel that how I feels when you have none..
Losing one twin sucks, and then losing the other twin a month later is really hard. It never gets easier losing twins. Praying for you
*I had to break HIS HEART* hardest words EVER. GOD GIVE you strength 🙏🌻🙏
Sending light to you and everyone watching who needs a hug! 💡
I don’t have children, but I FELT HER PAIN. I cried so hard watching this...I’ve seen it happen first hand and I’d never wish this upon my worst enemy. Sending prayers and love and support for you sweet! ❤️❤️❤️
My prayers go out to you and your family. I lost one of my twins early in my pregnancy, a few weeks later I lost my dad.
Aww... I’m really sorry to hear that. I hope you’re doing well and the other twin made it! ❤️
I also lost my child. I've carry her the whole 8 months but i didn't even have a chance to hug & kiss her. She only lived 42 minutes. She has anencephaly. This is heartbreaking. You are strong! Prayers for you.
Mae, i am so terribly sorry for your loss.
Omg, I have never really given thought about that when one baby passes it would release toxins and is dangerous to the other baby and yourself. I mean, it's just something I've never thought of. I know this was months ago, but my heart hurts for you so much. I had twin girls and one of them had spina bifida and she passed away at 8 years old. It was a black hole that was punched into my world and 7 years later, I still haven't recovered. I hope you find some peace.
This is so sad to hear. I wish you and your other daughter all the best and I'm sure her sibling is somewhere at a good place watching you and taking care of you. I send you all my love
Yeah it can be very dangerous and cause the mother to go into septic shock, it's very scary
@@punxie89 you are right. At 30 weeks my mom got listeria because of it i died in her womb. I was poisoning her as Well as the bacteria so the labour started. I was Lucky that it happened very very soon and the Doctor knew what was happening. They took me out and revived me. Both of us were very lucky. It was 39 years ago.
@@Clelia16 Holy crap! That's quite the start to your life, eh? I'm glad you were ok
Swusie you deserve to have some peace, please seek some grief counseling.
I’m so sorry for your loss my son and daughter in law lost one of their twin daughters at 27 weeks and my surviving granddaughter had to be delivered prematurely 2days later she weighed 2 lbs 1oz..she is a healthy 16 year old today..we will never forget her sister❤️❤️❤️😢😢😢
This hits so close to home, I just found your channel and I can’t stop going through the motions with you, feeling with you. I’m loving you so, amazing mama. Bless you.❤️
You are so incredibly kind, my word. Thank you so much. Messages like this make it all feel slightly easier, knowing I am not alone ❤️
This is so horrible I’m literally heartbroken 😞
Im the surviving triplet. The only one! My sister and my brother both died x youre so so strong tho x
I am so sorry you are going through this. I am lost for words. I know I can't say anything to make this better. Just know I am praying for you and your son that he survives. Around 17:50 you say that people are going through worse. I want to try to comfort you a little by saying not to minimize your feelings or the situation. You are allowed to feel however you feel. In my opinion nothing is worse than the death of a loved one. Material things can be replaced but not people.
Yes... this is important 🙌🏼🙌🏼♡♡♡
Im so sorry it has taken me this long to reply. When i first read your message it meant so much to me. It was comforting hearing this from someone and just reading how much you care. Bu then my emotions over took my brain and left me with no words. I really appreciate you taking the time to write this to me. Thank you!
This feels weird since I’m a twin myself and my sister almost died
I’m surviving this it’s been 18 years for my angel daughter as of December. We celebrate katelynn’s birthday then as that was when she was born in our hearts. My daughter Kirsten will be 18 in April. There is not a single day that goes by that I don’t wonder, that I don’t miss her, and not a day that I don’t realize I’ve been blessed with an angel on earth. My daughter Kirsten is the brightest light in my darkest storm. She was what I fought for, for 22 weeks. I remember feeling like everyday was a battleground, I’d pray just one more day, I’d pray for her kicks, I’d pray before every doctor visits, every phone call. But I prayed to be comfortably numb so I could survive and do what I had to do. My husband is in the Army and was deployed when I found out and I had to lie to him until his commander was putting him on a plane home. My mom had to tell him as I literally could not say it.
After 18yrs, I know there is no rite way to survive this, there is no rite way to handle this, and that each of you will process this differently and that is ok. Lean into each other, not out and know that you will endure this, you will survive, but your not in this alone either. I’d also encourage you to look into the TTTS foundation, they were loads of support to me then.
I’m sending love and comfort to you.
It takes a lot of strength to come on here and post this. I’m crying with you, as I have twin 2 year old boys who also had TTTS and they NEVER knew. Had I not had them at 37 weeks they would not have survived. My heart breaks for you, I’m so sorry you had to go through this. Prayers for you and your whole family (ALL of your babies) 🙏🏻💛
This honestly hurts to watch, my mom had a miscarriage about a year ago, it hurt so much and it still hurts to this day, but you are so strong! I hope you will be okay!
I am so sorry for your loss, both my sisters had this happen to them, it's so heart breaking and I am so sorry again. Sending you love and hugs. Thinking of you and your family. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.
It is one of the hardest things you have to do. It is one minute at a time.
Thank you for such wise words Janine.
I am so sorry for ll the women who have los a child during pregnancy or after being born.
I can’t imagine the pain you’ve experienced. I’m so sorry for you.
I know losing a child is like. It still hunts me everyday. lost my baby when he was 20 weeks. My prayers with you.
I can’t begin to imagine what you and your family are going through. Losing a child is the hardest thing... I’m heartbroken for you. I wish you strength and peace and a healthy baby boy ❤️
I’m so sorry for you’re loss😭 my twin passed away in the stomach as well❤️. My sisters due with her baby boy may27th. Genuinely feel so bad for u. I wish they’re was something the can do to prevent this from happening😭❤️❤️
I had this happen when I was four months pregnant with twins. My remaining baby had liver calcifications and they did weekly ultrasounds until birth. The doctors were convinced he would be mentally challenged or have a birth defect. My son ended up being perfectly healthy and he is now seven years old. Best of luck and love to you.
My mom was pregnant with me and my twin. My twin died 1 week before the gender reveal. You are a strong woman. My prayers to all moms going through horible news
I’m an identical twin and this popped up in my recommended, so I had to watch it. I am so sorry for your loss, and you are such a strong mother. My sister and I are giving you every piece of our love and condolences💖💖💖💖
I was a twin and my mom lost the other twin when she was about 15 some weeks but she passed the baby and I stayed in mom’s belly. It was almost 30 years ago. I’m so sorry for your loss 😔❤️
I have the same story...
The same thing happened to my mum when she was pregnant with me, during her first few weeks my biological father wished us dead then she miscarried my twin
me too
I am so sorry for your loss, I lost one of my twins at 9 weeks but the other stayed. On 1st of August 2019 twin B was born and she is now 6 months old.
I'm absolutely heart broken for you.. my mother (before I was born) went through miscarriages. She stopped counting at 13 so lord only knows how many more she had. No woman should ever go through that. I'm so sorry.
OMGosh, your mom went through so many miscarriages ☹️
@@pandalala888 yeah:/ all she wanted was a bunch of babies but sadly that was not her path❤ she's one kick ass woman though!☺
@@michalmeeks oh I bet! Well she had you right?! 😉
I know this was 4 months or so ago, but I’m amazed by your strength. I can’t imagine how hard it was to wait for your hubby to come home, and bare that grief alone. It was incredibly selfless. I do not know you, but my heart breaks and celebrates simultaneously for you. I send all my love and prayers to you and your beautiful boys.💕
So sorry for your loss. I hope things worked out for the other boy. I was a twin and my twin passed away in the womb as well and I turned pretty healthy considering ❤️
Grace Turpin - ❤️
She has a birth video and the other twin came out loudly crying 💕.
My mother lost a baby boy when she wqs around 35. Then she luckily had my twin sister and I at 37 we lost our Triplet brother sadly. I didn't know about it myself until my mother told me a few years ago, it was too painful for her to talk about it
He is near to the brokenhearted, sweet mama. Praying for you, your baby that is being formed, and your baby that will wait for you. Peace and better days ahead
I lost my twins. At 15 weeks. Broke my heart it happened 3 months ago and I still can't deal
I am so so sorry Krysten, I wish you didn’t have to go through this. My heart breaks with yours. I am always here if you want to talk ♥️
May God comfort you...
You are allowed to grieve. Please know it is healthy to grieve.
I’m so sorry! I lost my baby boy at 13 weeks in September. There is not timeline for how long you will grieve, I’m with you sending you a huge hug! ❤️
@@paolaviland5594 thank you so much.
I lost one of my triplets in 2001 after being hospitalized for stress after 9/11. My girls were delivered 8 weeks later and I love sharing the ultrasound of the three of them. The worst part was that everything was bought in peach, purple and pink and their names (baby a) Ava, (b) Bryn, (c) Ciara. My girls are so different, one is an avid horse rider and the other sings and dances ... I wonder who their sister would be. Love to you and your family, be kind to yourself
I'm so sorry 💔
I just had a miscarriage on December 14th of my little boy. I still can't deal with losing him.
I hope twin B makes it. Praying for your family.
I had a missed miscarriage dec 5th I still cry about it, it's my 5th miscarriage 😔😭
@@RashellesCreations15 so sorry! My sister in law has had three miscarriages so far. Both of her children are rainbow babies.
Rachel Garcia i hope everything good happens to you in future . I hope your dream comes true very soon .
@@aneeshachacko2127 Thank you!! 🙂 We are going to try for our rainbow baby soon.
We are 14 1/2 weeks pregnant with our rainbow baby so far. We found out that it is a boy. Hes going to be named after his brother who we previously lost.
Condolences. It's difficult to lose a child at any age. Hope the other twin is ok.
My mom had a miscarriage at 18 weeks with my little brother on 9/9/2001 because of domestic violence. I was only one but I had a connection with my brother. It’s still hard on my mom even though she doesn’t want to show it, but I can tell in her voice. You aware very strong
I’m sorry for your lost if twin A.
Last year of October I miscarried my twins. Most heartbreaking thing I've ever been through 😭
My first pregnancy was twin girls. I lost one at 19 weeks. Water broke at 22 weeks. The great doctors helped me keep my daughter in longer. At 29 weeks my daughter was born. 6 lbs 12 oz. After her birth she stopped breathing and spent a week in NICU. All the heart ache and pain. She just turned 16. FYI: 11 months after her birth I gave birth to twin girls. Yes!!! Both healthy. It hurts. But my children now are my backbone. They are the ones that keep me going.
I'm going through something similar. My baby has obstruction in his abdomen, keeping the fluid from going out and staying in his abdomen. He has low chance of surviving. I'm trying to be brave and continue through this rough time. We can do this.
I'm hoping for the best and sending love yo you for either outcome 💜♥️💜♥️💜
I am praying for you ❤️
Dear Lord Jesus, I pray that you help this mother
Please give us an update on your boy. My son had emergency surgery at 8 weeks old. He had pylori stenosis! They saved him! He would have starved to death. Praying for your child.
I couldn't watch past 6 minutes. Absolutely heartbreaking.
I’m so sorry about one of your twin boys it makes me sad I’m crying I’m praying for you and your family your so strong
I am so sorry that this happened to you & your family.
Oh my god this is absolutely heartbreaking
My mum had a miscarriage before she had me and now I really understand what she went through I really hope you’re alright x 💕
I just saw this. This is shattering, I am so so sorry. I will be thinking of you and hoping for the very best for your little boy... Love and support From Dallas Texas.
Words just can't express how sorry I am this happened.
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I just found your channel and wanted to say that I think you’re pretty bad ass for Vlogging this! This will help women across the globe feel like they’re not alone in this! I know it’s been a few months, but still wanted to share my thanks for you making this and posting it!! Much love to you and your family, from my family in the US. 💖💖💖
My sister in law lost her first child, a girl, at 6 months gestation. It broke her.
My sister was stillborn after 7 months in the womb. One time I put my hand on my mother's stomach, because the baby was kicking. It turned out that this was one of the last times she kicked. So I think she was having a life- death battle. Even after 14 years it still sends shivers to my spine everytime i think about this.