Requiem - Animatic [Dear Evan Hansen]

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  • @beeyoungkah
    @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1549

    Thank you so much for watching my animatic! It means a lot to me! Thank you thank you!
    Some things to address the common questions:
    1) Yes the audio is pitched down a bit. I thought I would get a copyright strike if I used the original audio. Someone told me i wont so I'll use the original audio in the next animatic
    2) this really is my first animatic. Which is why I'm incredibly proud to finish it. It took me two weeks, since I've been doing it late at night after I've done schoolwork and projects
    3) I've noticed that some of you guys were asking if i had a DA account or tumblr. I have a DA account but I don't post there. I haven't posted anything there in a long long while lmao. I DO have a tumblr.
    Find me at beeyoungkah.tumblr.com or @beeyoungkah on instagram if you wanna see more of my drawings or see little updates on the animatics im working on. My DA is beeyoungkah.deviantart.com but I doubt you'll find anything worthwhile there lol
    It's cool if you don't though. I'm just gonna leave this here for people who are interested. Thank you so much for watching my animatic and for leaving likes and comments! You guys are so nice! Thank you!!! ❤️

    • @mmk4806
      @mmk4806 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      beeyoungkah Sadly, I don't have Tumblr, but I'm sure it's beautiful.

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      StoryTheShadow 563 bahaha please 😂 it's mostly just reblogs of musical stuff. I post drawings occasionally but not often as I'd like 😅 maybe that's also the reason why I haven't created a DA account yet

    • @i-am-a-fangirlbe_afraid2187
      @i-am-a-fangirlbe_afraid2187 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Dude...this is so beautiful....my eyes are raining

    • @ilovepurple171
      @ilovepurple171 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      beeyoungkah I think the pitched down audio sounds cool with though! Awesome job.

    • @klowea2982
      @klowea2982 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      beeyoungkah thIS GAVE ME CHILLS HOLY FUCK I ALMOST CRIED ON PUBLIC THIS IS BEAUTIFUL OH MY GOD YOU DESERVE MORE SUBS

  • @emiliafaye3181
    @emiliafaye3181 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4482

    "All my hope is pinned on Zoe..." let that sink in... She thinks its true. And she hates herself for hating him, but she CANT HELP IT😫😭 This gets me.

    • @TrebleMuave
      @TrebleMuave 5 ปีที่แล้ว +124

      Emilia Faye May be Connor actually think that. He already planned his suicide, why would he kept the letter anyway? He neatly keep it with him, not for returning, but for confession he never had a chance to make.

    • @samukajabateh1640
      @samukajabateh1640 5 ปีที่แล้ว +181

      @@TrebleMuave according to the novel, he took it as a insult. Even his ghost referenced it as evan pulling a fast one . His last message to the world was writing his name on Evan's cast

    • @adami6187
      @adami6187 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      @@samukajabateh1640 different medias, different stories. I don't doubt Steven Levenson, the writer of the script, intended that to be true. There's a reason he's the most requested writer in Broadway right now

    • @gerstein03
      @gerstein03 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@adami6187 why do you doubt that? Are you Steven Levensen?

  • @MissFarewells
    @MissFarewells 7 ปีที่แล้ว +759

    I will always and forever adore how Zoe is the one who says "Why should I play the grieving girl and lie saying that I miss you and my world has gone dark without your light." while Larry says that " *my world has gone dark without your light* "
    It will forever break my heart that above all that was wrong with Connor, Larry still loved his son.

  • @kayladearmanmusic2795
    @kayladearmanmusic2795 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2727

    I love that she doesn’t change what she remembers of her brother. She refuses to act like he was a perfect human being that treated her like a princess. He was obviously a jerk. She shouldn’t have to miss him if she truly doesn’t.

    • @Fatima-cg4ns
      @Fatima-cg4ns 5 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      KaylaDearmanMusic he wasn’t a bad person. He was bipolar and had issues. Have you actually read the book?

    • @Fatima-cg4ns
      @Fatima-cg4ns 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Depressed Kermit When is it stated that she abused her sister?

    • @squippites7356
      @squippites7356 5 ปีที่แล้ว +168

      He had issues and treated his sister badly, but his family never committed to helping him. You can’t really blame one person here.

    • @Fatima-cg4ns
      @Fatima-cg4ns 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Depressed Kermit She never says that he abused her. You should really read the book.

    • @squippites7356
      @squippites7356 5 ปีที่แล้ว +66

      BlueRacoon owo but this isn’t the book, this is the musical.

  • @noir.9923
    @noir.9923 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3773

    woah...this animatic captures the emotion and zoe she got abused by Connor and how the family doesnt even feel no emotion after his death??? wow I really like this animatic

    • @stephaniepagano7373
      @stephaniepagano7373 7 ปีที่แล้ว +243

      I know everyone talks about Conner abusing Zoe, but I havent seen the musical in person, so could someone tell me, what did he do? I haven't been able to find anything that says and I'm genuinely curious.

    • @butterflytaster5553
      @butterflytaster5553 7 ปีที่แล้ว +429

      Stephanie Pagano
      According to Zoe, Connor once came to her room and started banging on her door, screaming "I'm going to kill you!" like we see in the film reel in the animatic, so a lot of people have inferred that he abused her verbally and was generally unstable

    • @zebrallama6720
      @zebrallama6720 7 ปีที่แล้ว +374

      Butterfly Taster I'm not making any excuses for him, what he did was wrong, but no one got him help when he needed it. He was clearly mentally unstable yet his family did nothing. Thats the thing about this musical: Not a single character is innocent and free from blame, no one was perfect.

    • @butterflytaster5553
      @butterflytaster5553 7 ปีที่แล้ว +188

      Zebra Llama
      It wasn't my intent to pin all the blame on Connor, in fact, I agree with you. I was just making a neutral statement based on what information the musical supplied on the topic of why Zoe doesn't want to mourn Connor. That's also why I said "a lot of people have inferred"-- as in I was being impartial. Just wanted to clear that up, since I truly do wish something was done to help Connor.
      Though in a cut (can I call it cut? Is that the right term?) song called "In the Bedroom Down the Hall" Cynthia reveals that he had actually been going to therapy ("maybe they could take away the anger in his eyes"), so I suppose they hadn't completely just sat back and watched.
      Sorry this got too long, just wanted to put it out there.

    • @angelurbina5823
      @angelurbina5823 7 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      natsukashii maybe not abused thats just how some brothers and sisters acted and it wasn't all conners fault he was messed up in the head. He didnt have anyone to care for him, or that was just he thought. he just didn't reach out to his family. Maybe I haven't seen the musical yet.
      GOOD ANIMATIC

  • @meicookie7364
    @meicookie7364 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1800

    Bruh I remember singing “I will sing aquarium” XD

  • @pearlyp9898
    @pearlyp9898 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2398

    I thought that Connor and Zoe were close as kids tho? Like, from what was said in the dialogue, plus how Zoe says "you've given me my brother *back* " it seems more like at some point Connor started struggling a lot with his mental illnesses and stuff and everything went downhill and no one in the family really knew how to deal with it. So yes, Connor abused his sister with his outbursts and stuff, but their parents never fully committed to helping Connor get the treatment he needed, especially Larry, who used to say that Connor was just 'pretending for attention' and stuff, and during the time that we got to see Zoe interact with Connor at the start of the musical, she seemed to be teasing him a lot and stuff, which, I guess is fair, but it still makes me think about how their parents' careless attitude towards Connor might have rubbed off on her as well in some way, and, well, I'm just saying that it wasn't all Connor's fault. It was the whole family who was messed up, some more and some less, but they all could have handled it all better nonetheless.
    Edit: oh, also, the removed songs from the musical described how Connor used to be happy as a kid, and how he liked to tell jokes a lot and stuff, so yey, more evidence that Connor isn't an entirely bad person I guess :'>

    • @melissaq8854
      @melissaq8854 7 ปีที่แล้ว +227

      Terēze Locika i have to agree, especially with some of the lyrics in this song. It seems that she is struggling because she does miss him but at the same time is struggling to come to terms with how much je struggled in the end

    • @lazyDazyo_0
      @lazyDazyo_0 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      i dont see him as a bad person, my brother where the same way they where mean but i cant hate them i just cant

    • @venisquxxr8214
      @venisquxxr8214 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      in the books it goes into detail about Connor and Zoe

    • @issabellamerie7139
      @issabellamerie7139 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      @@user-os9sd5oe4w Thats the thing I love about this musical, there aren't really any villains or bad guys, just mistakes that where taken too far.

    • @rebeccahallett6442
      @rebeccahallett6442 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      isn't Connor the guy who is trying to get Even's sister? and isn't it Even that had the mental illness?

  • @madisynbeare826
    @madisynbeare826 4 ปีที่แล้ว +719

    everyone says that this animatic is amazing because it shows that Zoe shouldn’t miss Connor because he was terrible to her, and she doesn’t miss him because she shouldn’t. But listen to the way she says “Don’t say it wasn’t true, that you were not the monster… that I knew…” and then it sounds like she’s crying. and she ends with “and my world has gone dark…” and doesn’t finish like she usually does. The purpose of this song is to show that despite everything her brother did, despite the pain and fear he caused her, she still misses him. This whole song is her finding reasons not to hurt, not to grieve, to not feel because why should she miss him? He was terrible to her.
    But she realised that she misses him because that was her brother. Maybe he ripped the heads off her Barbies, but he still played general and soldier with her while their parents fought. He still picked her a flower and said ‘it’s missing a petal, just like you’re missing a few screws upstairs’, yet the flower was beautiful.
    He was her first friend. And she loved him and she hates herself for it.
    That’s the beauty of this song. It shows Zoe’s true persona. A broken, grieving girl who lost her big brother.
    The first stages of grief, of course, are denial and anger.

    • @lunaroseartz9126
      @lunaroseartz9126 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Why isn’t your comment more popular?! This was kind of what I was thinking as well 😊

    • @tumblingartist
      @tumblingartist 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Well said!

    • @gerstein03
      @gerstein03 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      This is very well said. I completely disagree but it's very well said and a cool perspective on it

    • @reeseleonardia5890
      @reeseleonardia5890 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      wholeheartedly agreed. i’m not trying to dismiss zoe’s trauma, but i feel like it’s so clear that her part in requiem is her refusing to humanize him because of her trauma. the way i see it, she wouldve been really upset at his treatment to her when his mental state got bad, she mightve kept hoping that he would get better and stop abusing her, only to be disappointed - so she gives up and villainizes him completely, even after he kills himself. to me, her verses seems like she’s trying to avoid grieving, and chooses to only see the bad in him to defend her actions. “i could *give in* to all of the gloom,” “don’t tell me that it wasn’t black and white. after all you put me through, don’t say it wasn’t true, that you are not the monster that i knew.” i do wish we could see what exactly caused connor’s depression and anxiety though.

  • @bonkza2024
    @bonkza2024 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1158

    Wait if this is the first animatic....
    Imagine the improvement!

  • @ambaerry
    @ambaerry 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1033

    "First" animatic. Lies. Witchcraft. Fake news. This is too good to be a first animatic. It captures so much emotion.

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Penguin Paridise hahaha i dont know how to respond to that....

    • @ambaerry
      @ambaerry 7 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      beeyoungkah You take it as a compliment. As someone who has been trying to build up the confidence to post my animatic, this is very good. This is outstanding to be a first animatic.

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Penguin Paridise well then, thank you so much! I'm really sorry. I'm an idiot who doesnt know how to accept compliments. Aaahh... im so sorry.
      And i sure hope you'll post your first animatic! I'd love to see it! :D

  • @kentomologistzz
    @kentomologistzz 7 ปีที่แล้ว +774

    "first animatic"
    *Grabs pitchfork and torch*
    Kill the witch!

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +132

      MollyTheGhost NO GOOD DEED SHALL I DO AGAIN!!

    • @gachalifestories624
      @gachalifestories624 4 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      No OnE MOURNS THe WIcKEd

  • @beomgyusmcnugget1055
    @beomgyusmcnugget1055 4 ปีที่แล้ว +145

    For anyone hating on ANY of the Murphys:
    The whole point, in my perspective, of the family dynamic of the Murphys was to show that when someone you know, love, or are related to commits suicide, there is no one right way to feel.
    Honestly every emotion is valid
    Sadness that they were feeling this way and they are gone and the whole grieving process is crushing you
    Anger for the fact that they “threw it all away” and you know, abandoned you
    Relief that now they might be in a better place
    Guilt for not doing better, or guilt over feeling any of the above emotions
    Or denial of one of the above emotions.
    I’m just saying, that they’re all doing the best they can, it’s not easy, it’s messy, and no matter how you or me or anyone else would’ve dealt, this is how *they* dealt, and that’s one of my fav things about this story.

  • @Angie-ji7be
    @Angie-ji7be 7 ปีที่แล้ว +941

    I think what's really sad about this part of the story is that Connor's mother is really the only one grieving. The thing about family tragedies is that... It's a family tragedy! When a family member dies, the entirely family is usually affected, so at least that way, you're not alone; at least you have someone with you who understands the loss you're experiencing. But this wasn't the case with Cynthia. She's the only one feeling loss and it was causing more fights between her and the rest of the family. Perhaps if it weren't for Evan, the Murphy's probably would've broken apart to even more pieces

    • @ashlingking1063
      @ashlingking1063 6 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      Angie I think they're all grieving in their own way.

    • @AsdfAsdf-mi6ks
      @AsdfAsdf-mi6ks 6 ปีที่แล้ว +88

      Angie as someone explained, everyone was mourning in their own way. Cynthia was in the denial stage of grieving while Zoe and Larry were in the anger stage of grief.

    • @Phoebe457
      @Phoebe457 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      "Your lie is the only thing keeping them together"
      "It saved their marriage"
      :(

    • @cristinacuadrasal7783
      @cristinacuadrasal7783 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Phoebe457 wHY DOE STHAT SOUND FAMILIAR THO

    • @Phoebe457
      @Phoebe457 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      cristina cuadrasal if you’re recognising it from DEH, the first is a line that Connor says in act 2 and the second is something Zoe says later on

  • @nikkiberay4903
    @nikkiberay4903 7 ปีที่แล้ว +340

    [ZOE]
    Why should I play this game of pretend?
    Remembering through a secondhand sorrow?
    Such a great son and wonderful friend
    Oh, don't the tears just pour
    I could curl up and hide in my room
    There in my bed, still sobbing tomorrow
    I could give in to all of the gloom
    But tell me, tell me what for
    Why should I have a heavy heart?
    Why should I start to break in pieces?
    Why should I go and fall apart for you?
    Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
    Saying that I miss you
    And that my world has gone dark without your light?
    I will sing no requiem tonight
    [LARRY, spoken]
    I'm going to bed.​
    [CYNTHIA, spoken]
    Come sit with me.​
    [LARRY]
    Cynthia.​
    [CYNTHIA]
    You can't stand to be in this room for five minutes?
    [LARRY]
    I'm exhausted.​
    [CYNTHIA]
    You know, Larry, at some point you're going to have to start dealing-
    [LARRY]
    Not tonight. Please.​
    [CYNTHIA]
    Just read this.​
    [LARRY]
    I'll keep the light on for you
    [LARRY, sung]
    I gave you the world, you threw it away
    Leaving these broken pieces behind you
    Everything wasted, nothing to say
    So I can sing no requiem
    [CYNTHIA]
    I hear your voice, I feel you near
    Within these words, I finally find you
    And now that I know that you are still here
    I will sing no requiem tonight
    [ZOE & LARRY]
    Why should I have a heavy heart?
    [ZOE]
    Why should I say I'll keep you with me?
    Why should I go and fall apart for you?
    Why should I play the grieving girl and lie
    Saying that I miss you
    And that my world has gone dark without your light?
    (I can see your light)
    I will sing no requiem
    Tonight
    'Cause when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep
    No one lights a candle to remember
    No, no one mourns at all
    When they lay them down to sleep
    So, don't tell me that I didn't have it right
    Don't tell me that it wasn't black and white
    After all you put me through
    Don't say it wasn't true
    That you were not the monster
    That I knew
    'Cause I cannot play the grieving girl and lie
    Saying that I miss you
    And that my world has gone dark
    [LARRY]
    I will sing no requiem
    [CYNTHIA]
    I will sing no requiem
    [ZOE]
    I will sing no requiem tonight
    [LARRY & CYNTHIA]
    Oh... oh

    • @margaretmayga6631
      @margaretmayga6631 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Nikki Beray You can see the difference when Zoe replace "Why should I play the grieving girl?" then in the last part to "I CANNOT play the grieving girl." No matter how Connor abuse her physically and verbally; she wanted to believe that he's a good person but couldn't for all what he did to her. As to why both Zoe and their father don't want to mourn him since they thought Connor wasn't trying enough to connect with them like how they expected him to do. But for Cynthia: she still believed that Connor was still with them and a kind-hearted person since she "heard his voice."

    • @nikkiberay4903
      @nikkiberay4903 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Margaret May Alojipan Ga its not that easy to forgive especially when the person in question is someone you wouldn't expect to be the one to hurt you. but mothers are a totally different subject. even if their own child stabs them to death, they would never hold a grudge.

    • @薇vern
      @薇vern 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks!

  • @yourereadingmynamearentyou3699
    @yourereadingmynamearentyou3699 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2053

    #1 I love this animatic so much. The effort you put into it and the emotion in the scenes is just... inincredible
    #2 I love the details of Connor's abusive behavior. Lots of people love to portray him as this different guy who never did anything wrong, when in reality he was a mentally ill kid and a terrible person. This really shows how Zoe doesn't feel right mourning for someone who abused her.
    #3 I love the detail you did with the parents, with you showing how emotional Cynthia was when she was reading the letters and how cold yet conflicted Larry was holding the baseball glove. It's an amazing portrayal really of how Larry and Cynthia tried to get to their son, but they didn't try hard enough.
    #4 I hope to see more animatics from you. This was amazing. Kudos for your first one.

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      You're Reading My Name, Aren't You? OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG YOUR COMMENT IS GIVING ME LIFE!! AAAAAAAAAHHH HURL ME AT THE SUN!!! YOUR ATTENTION TO DETAILS is just so MAGNIFICENT!! Thank you!!! Thank youuu!!!

    • @yourereadingmynamearentyou3699
      @yourereadingmynamearentyou3699 7 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      beeyoungkah You're welcome! You deserve it!

    • @alexdrawrz1167
      @alexdrawrz1167 7 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      You're Reading My Name, Aren't You? Okay, 1, Connor wasn't a terrible person. Sure, he did some bad things and he wasnt the nicest, but the thing was that he had mental issues that werent being taken care of. If he got meds or went to therapy it would have turned out much better for him but he didnt get what he needed.

    • @alexdrawrz1167
      @alexdrawrz1167 7 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      And 2, larry didnt try to get through to connor. He thought that the fact that connor commited suicide was a huge waste, and that all his hard work was wasted, like connor was some project that didnt turn out right. He didnt feel sad that connor died, he was angry that he did it, that all his hard work was ruined.

    • @katarinaweber9749
      @katarinaweber9749 7 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      I actually see Connor’s treatment of Zoe as a classic cry for help. It’s pretty well known that most bullies are suffering deeply from various mental conditions... it isn’t as simple as merely being abusive and doesn’t necessarily mean he’s a terrible person.
      From this whole song I’ve actually always seen it as the way people deal with grief. Cynthia edges sort of towards denial... believing Connor is still there and refusing to acknowledge that he’s truly gone. Zoe and Larry both edge towards anger with Zoe focusing on all the reasons she should be glad he’s dead, rather than fall apart, and Larry framing it as a waste rather than facing the thought that maybe he failed somehow. They’re all very normal stages of grief and I kind of think the entire point of the play is lost when we judge any of them. The real villain here is mental illness... whether borderline personality disorder/depression in Connor, extreme social anxiety in Evan that leads to him lying to try avoiding social stress/embarrassment, and the reactions of healthy people without these issues trying to make sense of the fallout of people succumbing in various ways to their illness and acting under the influence of them.

  • @lucy-lf5iy
    @lucy-lf5iy 7 ปีที่แล้ว +423

    THIS DESCRIBES HOW ALL THE CHARACTERS FEEL PERFECTLY I AM ACTUALLY IN LOVE I WOULD MARRY THIS ANIMATIC IF I COULD MY GOD

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Komaru Naegi HAHAHAHAHA 😂😂

    • @Angie-xw5fr
      @Angie-xw5fr 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      OH mY gOd iT's A MahIRu

  • @boobooreviews3402
    @boobooreviews3402 7 ปีที่แล้ว +268

    I've never seen Dear Evan Hansen, but the music within it is gorgeous. I think your animatic clearly portrays how Connor abused Zoe when they were growing and how she doesn't understand how he could be a good friend to anyone. And how even his parents don't feel anything after his death. Which is what you want from an animatic, to be able to tell what they are going through with the beauty of the music and the glorious-ness of the drawings. It also shows how his mother wants to be closer to him, but could never manage to do it. That she loves him, but can't show it due to the lack of relationship between them. Absolutely jaw-dropping. Well done.

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      BooBoo Reviews okay i dont know where to even start so let me just say THANK YOU! Thank you so so so so so much for watching this! You made so many excellent points in your comment and it really made me so happy. Thank you so much! You are fantastic!

    • @boobooreviews3402
      @boobooreviews3402 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I've only just seen this reply, and I had honestly forgot I commented. But that I am very much welcome, all of what I said is completely true, because you're animatic is purely so beautiful. You earn all the awesome points for making this, continue to make such beautiful things like this. And if you wouldn't mind my suggesting a song for you, "Good For You". Another Dear Evan Hansen song, but I believe you will be able to bring out all of the beautiful-ness inside of the song and turn it into something magical. Good luck for the future!

  • @tuononnovainbici
    @tuononnovainbici 7 ปีที่แล้ว +493

    This must have taken forever to draw and animate.. amazing job! Definitely worth it, we can see all the sentiment and effort in this, plus your drawing style is excellent

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Andrea Pazzaglia It actually makes everything worth it when I read comments like yours. So thank you so much! THANK YOU!! ❤️

  • @vs3034
    @vs3034 7 ปีที่แล้ว +642

    It's amasing! You captured perfectly the emotions of the characters .
    Your drawing style is beautiful and i really like how you drew zoey!
    Also, *cries*

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      panda pop !!!!! Wowowow thank you!!! THANK YOU! I'm glad you liked it! Thank you so much!!

    • @vs3034
      @vs3034 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      beeyoungkah i should thank you!!!for blessing us with a piece of art!

    • @halafakhrane6876
      @halafakhrane6876 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      beeyoungkah girl you goooooooood

    • @halafakhrane6876
      @halafakhrane6876 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      panda pop perfect you are perfect

  • @CaptainQuirky
    @CaptainQuirky 7 ปีที่แล้ว +410

    This is PHENOMENAL! The art is so beautiful and the symbolism and emotions are done perfectly. I am in awe of how amazingly you interspersed scenes of Zoe terrified as a child being tormented by Connor. The little details like Mr. Murphy holding the baseball glove were also super poignant. This animatic is simply fantastic, and I am going to rewatch it until I've committed every frame to memory

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      CaptainQuirky And here I am just... jaw touching the floor at your wondeful wonderful comment... i'm just... wOW... I'm super happy that you picked up on those details and told me so in the comments :3 THANK YOUUUUUUU

    • @CaptainQuirky
      @CaptainQuirky 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank YOU! I'm super happy that you shared this wonderful video with us! This is already probably my 6th or 7th time watching it- I just love it so much!

  • @anayaweick7964
    @anayaweick7964 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    All my hope is pinned on Zoe.
    That scene gets me every single time I watch this animation. She’s feeling the guilt of hating Connor, and she reads the note fully believing that Connor loved her deep down (He could’ve, but Zoe doesn’t think he did at all, and this note made her think again), and she also is realizing she’ll never be able to forgive him for what he did.

  • @wienerdoxie9766
    @wienerdoxie9766 7 ปีที่แล้ว +573

    Holy cow, this is great! I've actually never seen the full musical but I really enjoy this song and I've watched just about all the animatics for it. The point being, this is the best animatic I've seen for this song, period. For all the other animatics I've had to look in the comments to get an explanation of the story but this one tells the story and everything you need to know through the visuals. It's such a breath of fresh air, and something that I believe is really hard to get just right. I actually learned more about these characters' backstories in this animatic than all the others and the youtube comments combined. Bravo! Not to mention the art is spectacular. Thank you for this beautiful contribution to the Dear Evan Hansen animatics.

    • @katecornell3090
      @katecornell3090 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same

    • @Jewels.26
      @Jewels.26 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      WienerDoxie97 I second this 🙋🏻‍♀️
      Well said.👏🏼😁

    • @yourlocalmoolip3852
      @yourlocalmoolip3852 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too

    • @pip1278
      @pip1278 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same ! When I heard the song the first time I just thought that she wasn't sad because the guy was dead ( it happens not to be sad when someone die ) and know it's all clear ^^ amazing job !

  • @ainsm216
    @ainsm216 7 ปีที่แล้ว +938

    who are the 11 people that disliked i jUST WANNA TALK

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      ainsley trash hahhaha easy there XD

    • @ainsm216
      @ainsm216 7 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      beeyoungkah oH MY GOD I JUST CHOKED

    • @nimabegum7244
      @nimabegum7244 7 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      They probably trolls that need a hug because they must be hurting inside if they think this is bad.

    • @meeeeeee-vr8xd
      @meeeeeee-vr8xd 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      "just talk"

    • @megansimone5865
      @megansimone5865 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I feel bad for them. Life is hard for the visually impaired

  • @_phaedra_1817
    @_phaedra_1817 5 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    The fact that it was Zoe being told to not pick on Connor breaks my heart. That's what goes on in so many households. So I feel Zoe's pain. It happens in my own life. I'm the one that gets told to be nice, when really sometimes I'm not in the wrong. I also get told not to make such a big deal over small things and crying about them. And I assume that's also what goes on with Zoe. But I would be so heartbroken if I ever lost my little brother. I love him to death.
    Beautiful animation! I love the way you did the visions! And the part where they came to realize he was gone, oh, it hurts. Thank you!!

  • @amyisaway7800
    @amyisaway7800 7 ปีที่แล้ว +301

    this is so gorgeous!! sometimes with animatics you get a beautifully drawn thumbnail and more basic drawings but yours was somehow even better than the thumbnail! your style is enviable - the perfect blend of cartoon and realistic. please please please keep it up!

  • @cybork1910
    @cybork1910 7 ปีที่แล้ว +108

    IT'S 3 AM HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME CRY--
    No but seriously this is beautiful for your first animatic, especially the little details. The memory of Connor throwing that baseball at Zoe, his ghost hugging his mother ( or maybe she imagines he'd do it? ) or how Zoe felt about how everyone told her to stop being mean to her brother and how it made her feel. Your Animatic captures the tone and emotion of this song very well and I am so glad you made it. Thank you for this piece of art!

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Cybork AAAAAAAHHHH!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! ❤️❤️❤️ and that wasn't Connor's ghost ahahaha that was sort of a symbolism of Connor's letters being a source of comfort for Cynthia. "Now that I know that you are still here" and also sorta yes, it's like an imaginary hug from Connor, at least in Cynthia's point of view hahaha

    • @cybork1910
      @cybork1910 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      beeyoungkah I assumed as much since it seemed to fit a lot better than that "ghost hug" idea, haha! But it's it's a lovely detail and it just adds so much to the desperation of Cynthia about losing her son and how she longs to be able to hug him again and aahh it's just a lovely detail and I can honestly say this entire Animatic is one of my favorites?? Especially the little cut ins at the duet parts and how the just complement each other and the emotions very well--
      I'm rambling now but yeah, it's a great animatic and I like how you can definitely see the love and thought put into it!

  • @16princessdaisy
    @16princessdaisy 7 ปีที่แล้ว +562

    WHAT! HOW ARE YOU NOT FAMOUS YET? 😭😭😭

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Andrea C. M. I'm still new to youtube hahaha 😅 But thank you so much for watching it!! ❤️

  • @themermaidmarsh3888
    @themermaidmarsh3888 7 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    You drew my emotions so perfectly.. I have a brother exactly like Conner was. Only worse. And he is still alive, and he's hurting my family again. Ever since I found this song I can't help but cry. Zoe and I feel the same in the exact same context. I know my brother isn't dead but he destroyed our family. I'm 17, almost an adult now. And he's torn our family apart. I cant help but feel if he did die.. i wouldn't sing a requiem for him then either. He's hurt so many people. The last straw was going to a family reunion recently and finding out he abused my cousin as well when she was a little girl. And the scene when Zoe says Conner was banging on her door screaming how he would kill her for no reason. That happened to me. It happened to both me and my mother. We called the police. And dad wouldn't do anything. Now we all have trust issues. And this animatic, it's us. Thank you for drawing this, I always want to draw what I see and feel but I cant. Thank you for helping me. I showed this to my dad last night and he said "somebody feels the same way you do." Thank you.

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      TheMermaid Marsh Wow, thank you for sharing. It's amazing how music and theatre help people even in little ways. I hope you are ok and you are safe. You are very brave for sharing your story. Thank you.

    • @HanaroseAmor
      @HanaroseAmor 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      An updated thought. (That's my other account). I just noticed. My mother is mimicking Conner's mom now. She knows what my brother did.. but since he's her son she's not willing to let him go. Even though he always only hurts her she can't manage to let him go

    • @HanaroseAmor
      @HanaroseAmor 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      beeyoungkah I just wanted to thank you again for drawing this. I watch it sometimes when I'm thinking about it all. It helps me a lot. More than you will ever know. Just thank you so much.

    • @HanaroseAmor
      @HanaroseAmor 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Still come back to this in 2019, I love your work. 💕

    • @ChrisC155
      @ChrisC155 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@HanaroseAmor Holy fuck, i hope you're okay

  • @emie395
    @emie395 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    As someone who actually hasn't seen the musical but is obsessed with the soundtrack, the animatics grant a much clearer insight into the raw emotions of the characters. This one especially because you're given a visual as to what the family went through with Connor. This was really well done. Awesome job!

  • @mmmmmm6998
    @mmmmmm6998 7 ปีที่แล้ว +168

    HOLY CRAP YOU NEED MORE SUBSCRIBERS THIS IS AMAZINGLY DRAWN!!!

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      AAAAAAAAAHHH!!! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you so much for taking time to see it

  • @ohwow6640
    @ohwow6640 7 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    My gosh?? Like this is the most amazing animatic I've seen so far! Like the expressions, proportions, everything looks so perfect! I'm glad that I saw this. You have a new sub! Here before 1 thousand :)

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Perontivine AAAAAAAA Thank you so much!!! Thank you!!!! ❤️

  • @rvessiroses8054
    @rvessiroses8054 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I love the fact that his face is blurred out in the end, that got me man

  • @colorlessoz
    @colorlessoz 7 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    why does this one not have more views? dang it ok I have a brother still alive but has done/kinda still does do drugs and this song from the sister's point of view is so me. all of her memories in this I can totally relate to in every way it is actually a little scary. especially the " I'll kill you" part. Thank you for making this.

    • @CaptainQuirky
      @CaptainQuirky 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I feel the same! I have a (now estranged) brother who's very similar to Connor. It's pretty rare to see negative or non-existent relationships between siblings portrayed in media, so I always appreciate when I see a character I can relate to like Zoe. I think beeyoungkah captured it so amazingly! It feels like they looked directly into my mind!

    • @colorlessoz
      @colorlessoz 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yeah due to drugs, my brother has now schizophrenia, paranoia, bi-polar issues, social anxiety, anxiety in general, and depression. people don't really stop to consider that the drugs affect your brain to the point you can't even think even when you're not high really. He once got in a car wreck high and it snapped his neck. the doctors said he would most likely be paralyzed but by the grace of God he actually isn't. I only fear that one day that might be the case for him, or he takes one too strong and it either A: basically turns him into a vegetable or B: actually kills him.
      But the scariest possible reality is that if that were to happen, I might feel like Zoe where I don't even care. now I do have moments where I DO care for him, but he has been so in and out of my life that I don't care if he lives with me or is in jail or prison.

    • @CaptainQuirky
      @CaptainQuirky 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      That sounds really tough! I've always known drugs were dangerous but I've never had anyone in my life addicted to them, so your story really gives me some perspective on that. Yeah, my brother has Aspergers, and in my parents' mind, him having any form of mental illness means I need to forgive him and love him no matter how he acts- that's why the part of the video where Zoe's parents are telling /her/ to stop picking on /him/ resonates with me. But I definitely relate to what you said about perhaps not caring even if he did pass away. I haven't seen him for 2 years, so he hasn't been someone I've considered a loved one for a while. Recently, I heard that he had gotten punched in the face and had his nose broken and orbital bone fractured, and I felt a little bad about that, but mainly because the event upset my parents, I think. I definitely don't want my brother living with me, but whether he's just far away or in jail for his crimes doesn't really matter to me.

    • @alexstroumbakis1963
      @alexstroumbakis1963 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Colorless Oz I’m really sorry

  • @Ellie-gw7ph
    @Ellie-gw7ph 7 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    This art style is gorgeous. This is amazing in the imagery. I cannot believe that this is your first animatic. It's perfect!

  • @dreamcatcher6531
    @dreamcatcher6531 7 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    This animatic and song helped me get through my cousin and best friends suicide.
    It still hurts and I’m still in shock.
    He killed himself 2 days before my graduation.
    I didnt want to cry at my grad but I did.
    I miss him terribly.

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Queen Psycho I'm very sorry for your loss... it makes me happy to know that my animatic helped a bit. I know you must have heard this a lot, but I really hope you're doing well. Thank you for sharing :)

  • @radboi2157
    @radboi2157 7 ปีที่แล้ว +278

    Holy moly this is amazing they must be so popular!
    *looks at subscribers*
    thiS IS NOT RIGHT!1!!!11!
    Edit: Wow 1.5k! Last time I checked, there was 8.

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      sKreEEE HAHAHAAHAHA your comment made my day 😂 thank you so much for watching ❤️❤️

  • @gerstein03
    @gerstein03 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My favorite part of this song is Zoe's line "After all you put me through, don't say it wasn't true! That you were not the monster that I knew"
    It's a heartbreaking catharsis to hear her basically telling Connor's ghost that he doesn't get to act like he was a tortured soul after he's dead and make her feel bad for not missing him when all he did in life was make her miserable. She's rejecting the idea that him being troubled and mentally ill excuses what he did to her and her pain that he caused. It's very powerful and I think it's really incredible to see it in Zoe's character

  • @nataliexholland
    @nataliexholland 7 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    This made me cry. This was amazing. I don't have words.

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      nataliexholland neither do i because of your wonderful comment 😭❤️❤️

    • @beefstroganoff1774
      @beefstroganoff1774 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      nataliexholland ya know what else is amazing, your profile pic

  • @NicoleMP885
    @NicoleMP885 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    2:42 Cause when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep, No one lights a candle to remember No, no one mourns at all When they lay them down to sleep
    Simpler version: No one Mornes the Wicked

  • @Jeremy-vu3ef
    @Jeremy-vu3ef 7 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    I relate to Zoe a lot. I have an twin brother who has been abusive my whole life with parents who were distant. I would get blamed for his behavior. I don't know how I would react to his death but it would probably resemble Zoe's reaction.

    • @coolperson6513
      @coolperson6513 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I hope your relationship gets better

  • @katarinaweber9749
    @katarinaweber9749 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I adore this because I think you beautifully capture the nuances of different people dealing with intense grief. We have Cynthia’s denial and Zoe/Larry’s similar but opposing forms of anger. You can so easily see Zoe holding on to anger and trying to keep the pain of loss at bay by focusing on all the ways she suffered with how Connor treated her, and then the beautiful way in which that anger starts to crumble as she wonders if she’d been wrong about him all along and desperately doesn’t want that’s to be the case. Then there’s Larry who also tries to be angry at Connor for throwing away the life he was given as a deflection to not see HIMSELF as a failure for having missed any warning signs.
    It’s just so amazing and I feel you captured the grieving process so beautifully in this animatic... phenomenal job, it’s rare to see one perfectly capture the spirit of the lyrics and overall message of the musical ❤️

  • @eknitscars
    @eknitscars 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm crying! I've watched this like 50 times on repeat and can't get over how beautiful and emotional, not to mention well-drawn it is. First animatic ever? You're a natural. Simply amazing! ♥️

  • @fear_toxin
    @fear_toxin 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Firstly, YOUR ART IS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE!! The expressions, the body proportions, the detail, the background, the shading- all perfect! Secondly, I love the way you really showcased Connor and Zoe's relationship; it added even more emotion to this! And the additions of the letters/emails were very well used! All in all, this was absolutely stunning! I look forward to more content from you :)

  • @caitlyn7310
    @caitlyn7310 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sometimes you’re grieving a better version of what they could have been.

  • @Pakanli
    @Pakanli 7 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    So good. So incredibly good. Powerful, passionate, and excellent!
    okay i'll stop gushing now

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Angie York OMG such praise AAAAAAHHH!! Thank you SO MUCH!!! ❤️

  • @robbieistired
    @robbieistired 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    the first time you listen to requiem you feel so upset but then you watch an animatic and you just start crying.....my fanfiction (I write on paper then transfer to computer/phone) is soaked with tears now

  • @emilysakamoto7818
    @emilysakamoto7818 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Holy crap! This animatic is beautiful. The art is so detailed, and it shows their emotions so well. And it's your first one! I'm very impressed

  • @mintkody
    @mintkody 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Even though Connor was a shit brother, I still feel bad, he clearly took a wrong turn in his life and he lashed out. When he needed help the most he couldn't get it. His mother didn't seem to care but now cares because she gets a piece of him, even though it was a lie. His dad is silent about it but seems to hate what Connor did in his life. Zoe knows the most about it but she still believed Evan. She believed he cared but he was still a horrible monster. Honestly this song tugs at my heartstrings, it shows how people react to death
    His mother is denial that he was bad
    His father is disappointed in Connor
    And Zoe was probably confused as to why he was such a horrible person and yet his letters showed he seemed to care

  • @illslapuuu3757
    @illslapuuu3757 7 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    1st: I found this animatic.
    2nd: I was like; “WOAH, this is so GOOD!” **likes instantly**
    3rd: I was thinking in my head; this has got to be like your 1,000,000th animatic, UGH I bet I’m so late.
    4th: Checks your channel *subscribes*
    5th: Checks videos...
    6th: HOLY SH- THIS IS THE FIRST AND ONLY HOLY MOLY.
    This was amazing! Looking forward to more (:

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Rylie McCloskey ahaha thank you ^___^

  • @squirrall
    @squirrall 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I sincerely hope you get more recognition for this! It's 2 am here and I'm crying. I especially like the linework !!!!

    • @gracie5701
      @gracie5701 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Squirrall Pyawasit Its 3 am here! She is awesome though

  • @absolutumiocus2749
    @absolutumiocus2749 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    That final portrait of the Murphys is just great, since you can see Connor's face obscured by sunlight

  • @chideraa7302
    @chideraa7302 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Ive become obsessed with this song, but solely because of this beautiful animation... Is that bad? It just never gets old

  • @niqisnothere
    @niqisnothere 7 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    MY DUDE THIS IS FUHKING AMAZING HOLY SHIT I CANT BELIEVE IM ACTUALLY FRIENDS WITH YOU *HYPE HYPE HYPE*

    • @niqisnothere
      @niqisnothere 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      beeyoungkah IVE WATCHED THIS LIKE 70 times na, Gabbie said I need to calm down

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Niqui Belen hahaha you should listen to her. She is wise 😂😂

  • @mooshiplans1869
    @mooshiplans1869 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I fell in love with this song after feeling guilty I wasn’t sad about my abusive fathers death when everyone else was and this video is just so strong thank you

  • @juliepheris3434
    @juliepheris3434 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Oh my goodness I love this video! I can't believe it was your first animatic, it's so good! I really like your art as well as the way you showed Zoe's memories of her brother.

  • @emily-jm8ul
    @emily-jm8ul 7 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    **deep bi sigh**
    WORDS FAIL
    WORDS FAIL
    THERES NOTHING I CAN SAY- EXCEPT SOMETIMES YOU THINK OF EVERYTHING YOU WANTED AND SOMETIMES YOU THINK OF EVERYTHING YOU WISH YOU HAD AND ITS RIGHT HERE, RIGHT HERE, RIIGHT HEERE IN FRONT OF ME

  • @bethbr150
    @bethbr150 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song always hits me in the feels. And this is just beautiful, I'd watch the whole show animated as amazingly as this.

  • @bankcolgate2155
    @bankcolgate2155 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    See, this video is great because at 0:33 you can see the precise moment when you KNOW it's gonna fuck you up emotionally. You kicked so much ass with this!

  • @caduceusdraws
    @caduceusdraws 7 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    Ok I'm freaking out about this being your first animatic, this is soooooooooo well made!!!! I love your drawing style, who did you sell your soul to for these skills?? If I had to say something it'd maybe put more expression in their faces (they lost someone close and don't know if they should be mourning after all) but it's such a small detail compared to everything else! How it cuts to the father after following Zoe, the parallel between her and father, how the mother is reading the letter and keeping Connor near her, how we see Zoe's memories with her brother and the picture in the end with Connor's face hidden.... UGH it's so good!

    • @caduceusdraws
      @caduceusdraws 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I don't know if this is your first video -apparently it is on your channel- but I wanted to add that the editing is on point! (sound and image etc etc)

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Mikolam07 GAAAAAAHH!! OMG THANK YOU! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! THANK YOU!!
      This is my first video/animatic and I am so glad that it is well received and there are little complaints towards my editing skills hahaha
      I did pitched down the song a bit because I might get a copyright strike. Do animatics get copyright strikes?

    • @laurarojas5838
      @laurarojas5838 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      beeyoungkah no they don't. At least I don't think so. All other animatics I've seen have the normal song and they're perfectly fine.

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Laura Rojas ah.. is that so? Ok! Thank you!! ❤️ I'll do that for the next one

  • @rainbow_sparkles1492
    @rainbow_sparkles1492 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I've been watching this amimatic for ages and for some unknown reason, I haven't commented till now. I really love this amimatic and I'm pretty sure it's my favourite. You so clearly protray emotions and as someone who's currently going through whay Zoey went through, I can confirm it is 100% realistic. Both my brothers have threatened me countless times and so many other countless things and this animatic really did bring me to tears. You really did just bring so much more into the song by showing the abuse of the past. Not only did you do that, but you also managed to clearly show how the parents feel about the situation, a downfall most animatics have. Thank you for creating this, and I can't wait to see how you improve. ❤

  • @chinchun1215
    @chinchun1215 7 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    HI GUYS MY FRIEND BIANCA MADE THIS IM SO PROUD PLS SUPPORT HER

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Christine Aberion Chin pls 😂😂😂

  • @xoruporu310
    @xoruporu310 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Gosh.. This is seriously so good and moving! The details are amazing and the storytelling just heartbreaking💔
    But it's so well done with such a great artstyle

  • @ЗояКалайджиева
    @ЗояКалайджиева 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Actually if you think, this song is fundamentaly like "Me inside of me" in Heathers. Just think about it. It's how everyone started s worshiping Heather after her dead and became "angel", because "she took her life". Everyone completly forgets all the harm she caused. Here Zoe is trying as hard as she can to see Connor in other light, but she just can, after all he's done.

    • @11MissingPhoenix
      @11MissingPhoenix 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Now im thinking of a Connor version of "Me inside of me" 💀

  • @chexxmexx
    @chexxmexx 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your art just made this song like 11 times sadder😭😭😭 i frickin love this

  • @vaughendustries
    @vaughendustries 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    "All my hope is pinned on Zoe."
    Reading those words and thinking they were her brothers, right before it all. That's heartbreaking.
    Zoe being told those words were from Conner, and how she's been hurt by Evan's lies.
    Is what's truly heartbreaking.

  • @moony361
    @moony361 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I feel like this is the most accurate depiction of Zoe's feelings I've ever seen. The fandom demonizes her, when it's clear she's been hurting for years and years. I cried actual tears at the end during the photo sequence. This is beautiful.

  • @cheyenneford7336
    @cheyenneford7336 7 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    This is the best animation I've seen. You are amazing! Keep it up.

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Cheyenne Ford OMG! Thank you! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! ❤️

    • @cheyenneford7336
      @cheyenneford7336 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Do you have a deviantart? I would love to see more of your work!

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Cheyenne Ford really???? Omg!! No, i havent made a deviantart yet but I DO have a tumblr. Same username 😊

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Cheyenne Ford really???? Omg!! No, i havent made a deviantart yet but I DO have a tumblr. Same username 😊

    • @cheyenneford7336
      @cheyenneford7336 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm so going to follow you! I absolutely love your work.

  • @samanthaapplegarth6286
    @samanthaapplegarth6286 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That last shot where the light glare is obscuring Connor’s face in the picture frame? *chef’s kiss*

  • @emmaarcaro
    @emmaarcaro 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    You have an amazing art style!! This was a very well made animatic! Great job! For some reason I keep finding myself coming back to this video tho lol

  • @idk1540
    @idk1540 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this is literally the most emotional ive ever gotten over and animatic. something about the part where they showed connor's funeral just got to me, and i also never thought about the fact that Zoe believed what was in the note?? idk I'm an emotione mess rn

  • @butterflytaster5553
    @butterflytaster5553 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This is amazing. Your art style is phenomenal in its detail and realism and the way you presented how Zoe felt about the fact that Connor's attitude towards her juxtaposed his supposed suicide note and how he was always prioritized over her, and added in that film reel of how their relationship changed through the years was an incredible touch. My only comment is about how it seemed rather static in some parts. I feel like you could've shown more emotion in some of the character's faces, and perhaps used more/different frames at a time, or even just subtly tweak a few frames to show some change in the character's actions.
    But those are just my two cents, and I greatly enjoyed this animatic overall, good job :)

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Butterfly Taster Thank you so much! Agshagauaghsladh THANK YOU! I struggle with placing emotions on faces. Thanks for giving me feedback. I'll try and improve or incorporate it in the next animatic. You telling me what to improve on helps a lot and i really appreciate you saying it in a nice way. Thank you!!

    • @butterflytaster5553
      @butterflytaster5553 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Anything to help a fellow artist out :) I find that you can convey more emotion through the eyebrows, eyes, mouths and how you twist them, and definitely shadows.

  • @gracealvarez5170
    @gracealvarez5170 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    "This is my first attempt at an animatic! Hope you enjoyed it!"
    This is one of the B E S T I've ever seen, keep it up!

  • @kaitlynricebowl4711
    @kaitlynricebowl4711 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is absolutely amazing! The way you portray the emotions with their expressions is just amazing! I absolutely LOVE your style! I can't wait to see the other things you will post on here! Keep up the amazing work!❤️❤️❤️

  • @pandaluna0
    @pandaluna0 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The picture you put in the end was amazing. The fact that you can't see Connor's face just makes you cry. It makes you understand he actually died. It's like taking the picture and just get him out of it. I liked the fact that you put Connor there... huging the mother ans so. I wouldnt have loved this song without the animation

  • @caseyshirota3979
    @caseyshirota3979 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i cried when zoe was reading the letter and it said "all my hope is pinned on zoe"

  • @cybercriminal3110
    @cybercriminal3110 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The author's style is so beautiful. Really refreshing after anime eyes and bubble heads of the majority of animatics.

  • @musicalava4224
    @musicalava4224 7 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Me before clicking the video: This looks great. Let's watch.
    Me after: WHAT SORCERY HAS THIS HUMAN LEARNED TO CREATED SUCH AMAZING ART!?

  • @hannahfeldman247
    @hannahfeldman247 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Like... I never cried listening to the musical. Not once. But that shot of the casket just *destroyed* me and I don't know why but yay I'm crying now

  • @inkbery4473
    @inkbery4473 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is truly beautiful, it almost made my sob all over again, and... WHAT DO YOU MEAN I CANT LIKE A VIDEO MORE THAN ONCE

  • @nour-mariabouzid1982
    @nour-mariabouzid1982 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love how in the painting at the end, you can see everyone’s face clearly, but the light reflecting off the glass hides connor’s face. Truly a work of art

  • @jallinjosephin3961
    @jallinjosephin3961 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I just love how you captured the three different attempts of them to cope with their grief so perfect! There is Zoe whos world is falling apart because her brother who was always picking on her and being mean while never being punished for it has this (potantially) other sweet side which she can't belive really existed in the first place.
    There is the mother who findes peace in those fake mails because she finally sees the son she always liked to pretend she had.
    And there is the father who can't really belive it and tries to cope with his death through Evan (at least later)
    I love your work!❤️❤️❤️
    (Sorry for the wrong gramma i'm from austria and it's late here... )

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jallin Josephin awww thank you ❤ i love your comment ❤ and dont worry about grammar. English is not my main language either lol

  • @jesus_says_chill8688
    @jesus_says_chill8688 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ...
    I don’t know how to vocalise my thoughts right now. That was genuinely amazing wtf.
    The art style is beautiful and the transition between each frame was, just pleasing tbh.
    You can really feel their sadness through the video and how they all have a different reason for not having a requiem, it’s brilliant
    Amazing job.

  • @scottlupo7733
    @scottlupo7733 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Wow. Great job. Adds depth to the song.

  • @billchignib4218
    @billchignib4218 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Never have I found a requiem animation better than this and this is my favorite song by them so I'm glad to have your talent working on this song. Keep it up

  • @ЗояКалайджиева
    @ЗояКалайджиева 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This speaks to me as a person who has toxic and abusive grandparents. My grandma died last year. Everyone was talking about her as if she was a good person. Now, when ever they talk about her to me and my sister they would try to make us guilty for not seeing her (we sadly live in the same house on different floors). They would say that she just "loved us so much" and "wanted to see us more". Even if it was love, taht doesn't justify what she has done to us. She. Caused. Me. Trauma. Because. Of. Her. I. Almost. Died. Once. And I may over react about the trauma, but I am pretty sure I am not. And no - I really am not blowing up that thing with the death. For serious. Thank God for my carring mom. Not just she raised us the best way possible, but didn't lie to us about our grandparents and once we started to get little bit older, even expoesing them.

  • @ddragayn
    @ddragayn 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    All the flashes of Connor tormenting Zoe.. really drive home the song. And your expressions, wow, they're great. The detail put into this pays off!! Stunning work!!!

  • @mrbreadpitt
    @mrbreadpitt 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    WHAT WHY DOES THIS HAVE 1K VIEWS ONLY!?
    THIS IS BOOTIFUL!
    THIS NEEDS LIKE 500K+ VIEWS IN MY OPINION .

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Galaxy.Weirdo ahahaha thank you 😅

    • @mrbreadpitt
      @mrbreadpitt 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      np

  • @itsx_justx8158
    @itsx_justx8158 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love how you included a lot of details! Not only to the characters' appearances, but to the background and how the scenes are drawn so it clearly depicts what is happening while the song is being played. I hope you make more works like this.

  • @beeyoungkah
    @beeyoungkah  6 ปีที่แล้ว +372

    Support me/buy me a coffee at ko-fi.com/beeyoungkah 😀

    • @secret_animationspoppy4461
      @secret_animationspoppy4461 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      beeyoungkah this is beautiful keep up the spectacular work

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Secret_Animations Poppy thank you so much!!

    • @secret_animationspoppy4461
      @secret_animationspoppy4461 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      beeyoungkah your welcome

    • @hms1994
      @hms1994 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It's sooooooooo gorgeously beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!

    • @tobinbones8577
      @tobinbones8577 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Do you have a patreon?

  • @trickingzenith
    @trickingzenith 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've been looking for a good Requiem animatic for awhile. You supplied the PERFECT one, it's all so high quality and amazing! Congrats, you've earned yourself one of many well deserved subs

  • @lydiajones293
    @lydiajones293 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    somone tell me why I did no relise one of the resons she is so hurt is becuse of the line "all my hope is pinned on zoe" she thinks she failed him im going to cry

  • @wojciechponka5677
    @wojciechponka5677 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    That looks beautiful, you do GREAT JOB

  • @katiemichel88
    @katiemichel88 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You're an amazing artist, this is hands down the greatest animatic I have ever seen. You deserve way more subscribers.

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Katie Michel Wow... i have no words. Words fail... 😂😂 but OMG thank you so much!!! Thank you! I dont think i'll ever be worthy of such praise! But thank you!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!

    • @katiemichel88
      @katiemichel88 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      beeyoungkah Odd question but, is that JD from the Heathers as your profile image?

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Katie Michel YES! Yes it is!! I'm surprised someone recognized him in my style hahaha thank you for noticing 😂

    • @katiemichel88
      @katiemichel88 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      beeyoungkah You are awesome do you have a Tumblr or deviant art page cause I need to follow you

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Katie Michel I don't have a deviantart but I DO have a tumblr. You can find me at beeyoungkah.tumblr.com :3 that one is also still fairly new but I post occasionally

  • @sammythelamby8363
    @sammythelamby8363 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh my lord it is these kind of animatics where the song never makes you cry but the way the artist pieces it together and tells the story makes you BALL!

  • @infinityforever8850
    @infinityforever8850 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    You know have 30 subscribers and I hope you get a lot more, you have true talent

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      infinity forever aaaAAAAHHH!!! Thank you thank you thank you!!!

  • @niccaz8213
    @niccaz8213 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This has got to be the most absolute and best version of requiem. It definitely captures how each one is feeling and everything in in there every little moment that they sing and everything especially with Zoe and how she's feeling and stuff. I also love the art style as well as very well done not just what the drawing of people but I also want to applaud the background as well even if it just isn't animatic or if it was a full animation either or that it would be is very awesome and well done and absolutely amazing I applaud you

  • @Auroraistic
    @Auroraistic 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    wHOA WHOA I did not know it was humanly possible to be this good at drawing. Like seriously this is some black magic. No but for reals this is amazing 😁

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      AHAHAHAHA thank you 😂 I sacrificed goats so I can learn how to draw 😏😂😂😂

    • @Auroraistic
      @Auroraistic 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      beeyoungkah I might have to try that 😂

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Auroraistic dddddoooooo eeeeeetttt 😂😂 (and wowowowow you made so many animatics!!! How do you do it?? How do you make so many??)

    • @Auroraistic
      @Auroraistic 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      beeyoungkah I honestly dont know. I don't have as much detail in mine ( I'm working on putting more in ) So I get it done faster? And immediately after I finish one I start working on another one sometimes. And I guess I just have too much free time 😂

    • @beeyoungkah
      @beeyoungkah  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Auroraistic hahaha maybe 😂😂 i do it at night after classes and projects 😂 thank the art gods i didnt get an art block when i was doing this animatic.
      Oh and good luck on your animatics! I'm sure you'll do amazing!! GO YOU!!!

  • @a.rushiii
    @a.rushiii 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so wonderfully I made. I think you captured the emotions and point of view of each character perfectly, your art is absolutely beautiful, and I love the memories of Connor present throughout the house. I can't explain how much I love this. It's honestly one of the best animatics I've ever seen.

  • @brosepticeye9709
    @brosepticeye9709 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    See this animatic perfectly portrays mourning for someone you don't believe you should mourning for. I'm going threw a situation where people want me to mourn for this person but the stuff he put me threw and then they say that he loved me more than anything . Why should I mourn for that person . Anyways this shows that everyone mourns differently

  • @quintessenceofdust
    @quintessenceofdust 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow. Just wow. You're amazing! You need to do more! This is absolutely beautiful, I could feel the emotions pouring out. So realistic, too! And all done digitally. Amazing.