Jenny was so fortunate to have Kyle. He took over all duties and responsibilities...kids, cooking, errands, kid's activities, etc. He deserves so much credit.
Jenny, I do hospice for a living and have taken care of many cancer patients. What you need to do is get scheduled pain meds and take them even if you aren’t having pain because you don’t want to wait until it’s so bad it takes you out. You also need a PRN pain med for break through pain. I hate hearing your not taking meds cause you don’t have pain and then you have horrible pain. You need to try to keep it scheduled because then you will have less exacerbations of episodes. I think of you daily and pray you beat this. On a personal note I’ve been battling stage 2 breast cancer for 11 months….so I can somewhat relate. I’m so glad to see you have a awesome support team and an amazing husband, keep fighting my TH-cam friend. You got this!
The intensity of the pain from cancer, and the pain from a c-section does not compare, but a family member learned the hard way after giving birth to take the pain med regularly. I’m so glad that a nurse advised you to take your meds. There’s no good reason to put yourself through unnecessary pain. It’s not character building.
Yes! Staying ahead of the pain is soooo important! You can't heal when you are in pain! You can't heal when you can't sleep because you are in pain! It is better to be over medicated than under...
Staying ahead of the pain is so important to having the quality of life that you value with your kids, husband, family, and friends. So many people associate taking the pain meds as such a negative and a sign of not doing well, but actually taking them on a schedule and having a PRN med for break thru can actually give you improved quality of life and more independence/ability to do some of the things you want to do. Pain is so incredibly debilitating & my heart and prayers go out to you and yours. 🙏🫶
I agree with taking the pain medication on schedule. I've had severe chronic pain and neuropathy for around 15 years. The pain management team/clinic I switched to added an extended release and switched the breakthrough medication. They were focused on improving my quality of life and is has helped. I take everything on schedule so the pain doesn't build. I didn't do what I was supposed to last week as far as staying ahead of the pain. I was throwing up from the pain alone starting on Thursday and I haven't been able to stand up and walk around since then... it's now Monday. I do have flares that the breakthrough medication doesn't "cover". Don't be afraid of the pain medication. They are demonized in a way that makes chronic pain and cancer patients hesitant. What's the point of living if we don't have quality of life?
My heart goes out to you.. yes it is so hard for us when marriages are ended and it makes us notice the healthy strong ones and appreciate them.. I wish you well and remember to take care of you and hold yr head high ...dignity and grace show others we will make it and thrive and eventually we own that for ourselves. With love.
Same here, my marriage of 27 years just ended legally but I have no complaint compared to what this beautiful family is facing. So much love sent your way🪽🪽
@@joevlogs1279 I had the best man in my life I met him in high school and he died in 2014 we were together until then. I am now 72 I don’t need someone else’s man..
I worked in a pharmacy and it was heartbreaking to see people who’d been DIAGNOSED with severe painful illnesses that would have a hard time getting their pain medication. I remember specifically a husband that would come to pick up morphine for his very ill wife and had to wait each time for the medication to be approved. Something is definitely wrong with the system. It shouldn’t be so hard to differentiate between the people who truly need these meds from the people that are drug abusers. 😡
I went thru that same thing! My children’s Dad had stage 4 neuroendocrine pancreatic cancer with innumerable liver mets, bone mets, (eventually brain mets) and even one time our pharmacist refused to fill the higher morphine dosage that the doctor prescribed! He had to WAIT til the doctor called and raised holy hell with the pharmacist.
I agree! Pain meds are almost impossible to get here in Oklahoma. Even for stage 4 cancer! Our family doctor told me about a stage 4 cancer patient of hers who has NEVER had a prescription pain pill. Hie oncologist said they only prescribe pain pills when you enter hospice. What?!?! I had stage 3 cancer in 2005, and I can't imagine getting by with only tylenol and ibuprofen during treatment. Politicians cracked WAY down on prescribing pain meds from doctors. It started in earnest in 2018 in an effort to crack down on drug addiction. It's been proven not to work as Oklahoma has had a big increase in drug addiction deaths since 2018. Politicians have NO business making health decisions for us!
Thank you for bringing up these good points! I have severe, chronic pain and I have to jump through many hoops to continue my pain meds. My doctor is very compassionate but the clinic has overbearing rules in place. I have to sign a yearly contract that is several pages long, see my doctor every 1-2 months, and they call me in any time they want for me to drop everything and go in for a same day drug urine test. I have been on the same pain med at the same dose for 11 years. My conditions are progressive, I grow worse over time, and there is no cure. It isn’t right to be treated like a drug addict. The current state of our world is not going to fix this problem so it is us who have to suffer. 😢
It’s so HARD to believe U are GONE Jenny in only 7 Months from this Video….You now are NO longer in Pain and We will ALWAYS MISS You….You fought this Cancer ♋️ and we’re a Warrior and went thru Hell….You now are at Peace…..
Rest in peace beautiful Jenny. We all will miss you so so much! I'm so glad that kyle has this video to look back on of her saying "I love you kyle" and all the videos she made winnie and Elis will always be able to see their amazing momma anytime they want because jenny cared enough to allow us all to be with her during her cancer journey. I personally will never ever forget jenny. She helped me mentally more than she ever knew with losing my dad to cancer. 💕
My heart goes out to you my father had stage four rectal cancer that spread throughput his body I was his caretaker and it just broke my heart to see him sitting on the couch in excruciating pain even pain meds didn't help much I can't imagine what it's like to have little children and deal with your amount of pain you are in you are an amazing person and I am sending good vibes and prayers your way!
It breaks my heart to see you in such pain and distress. Sending you love and hugs. It is beyond me how you manage to cope with everything. You are a 🌟 you are and will always stay in my prayers. God bless you sweetheart❤❤
❤I will be pray for dad I understand what you going through my mother have ovarian cancer stage 3 c is been hard but putting god first will heal you spiritually and give you strength and ur dad and god will lift you when you feel down and when need him
I know you care and are doing what is in your power but I don't think Jenny has "got this" the pain is worsening Jenny is deteriorating and needs to move to home palliative care. She needs additional home help and home care nurses to manage her pain and help with meals/cleaning etc. I don't know how it works in the US in the UK we have NHS community cancer nurses who manage your care at home and we have "home helps" who come and clean the house/shop/iron etc for a very small fee if your doctors say you require help. I was a cancer nurse for many years and Jenny needs to be encouraged to reach out to her medics as no cancer patient should be left to endure pain like this! Having to ration pain meds is no acceptable!,😢😢😢
@@annabizaro-doo-dah it sounds like Jenny has wonderful Drs. And I am sure Jenny and Kyle communicate with her Drs. often. We can't say that Jenny is deteriorating, each patient has different pain thresholds. It is best to leave the decision making up to Jenny and Kyle and her medical team. It's best not to speculate, as no one else knows Jenny's health, better than Jenny and her healthcare team. Not to mention, it was rather insensitive and a bit out of line to be telling someone else what to do.
Hello I'm so sorry 😢 I pray you will be healed 💓 Please look up on TH-cam... Mike winger- prophises that Jesus fulfilled: evidence for the Bible pt10 It's a major reason for my faith in God. Theres a chance I'm right so please give it a go. The video is long but even if you only watch a little I believe it is still worth it. We have the choice to continue unrepentanly in sin and unbelief or to repent and believe and turn to Jesus (God). Jesus died for our sins on the cross then rose so that those who believe will be forgiven and saved. God loves you ❤
Rest peacefully beautiful girl! I sure miss you! I can only imagine the pain your family are in and i wish it wasn't this way! You are such a beautiful soul and will forever be missed!!! Love you and your family and everyone of you are in my prayers!
I’ve been a chronic pain patient for over 15 years. It can be SO VERY confusing, frustrating and sometimes frightening. Keeping you and your sweet family in prayer. 🙏🏻💜🇺🇸
Please don’t invalidate chronic pain. I don’t have cancer but I’ve had chronic pain for 22 years now, since I was 27. I have attempted to unalive myself twice because of it. It will never go away until there are cures for my illnesses. Cancer and the pain it can cause must be absolutely horrendous and I hope to God I never have to face that. Sheryl I know exactly what you mean. Sending you gentle hugs ❤
Please advocate for yourself with the pain and discomfort you are experiencing. As a nurse I know you are the best source for determining your pain and anxiety needs. It’s so wonderful to see your videos and your positive approach through your journey is inspiring to any and all. Your comfort through this time is top priority! Sending you comfort and strength vibes! You’re a beautiful and deserving woman ❤❤❤
Totally agree agree about speaking up about PINdvrls. Another nurse here! Nobody should be in terrible pain. It wears you down and can lead to poor dietary intake, poor sleep, changes in your mood and emotions. Keep sharing your pain with all of your providers. Prayers for full healing, no pain, and a future free from cancer!!!! With God ALL is possible!!! ❤
Praying for you Jenny! Lord please give Jenny relief from pain and answers to what is going on in her body. Most of all please heal her from any cancer and give her the chance to live a normal life for her and her sweet family 🙏❤️✝️
Your team needs to give you the right med and amounts so you can take them regularly. If you don’t take a dose you just get too far behind and it takes longer to get your pain back in control. Hope u feel better soon. 💕
Your team needs to give you the right med and amounts so you can take them regularly. If you don’t take a dose you just get too far behind and it takes longer to get your pain back in control. Hope u feel better soon. 💕
I think you are getting breakthrough pain. I'm a retired nurse and I've seen this so often. You feel better for a while ( or have too few meds left as with you ) reduce pain medication then it comes back with a vengeance. I hope now your prescription is sorted you can get on top of it- and stay on top of it. As always sweet Jenny prayers are coming your way from UK x🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I fully agree. I too am a UK nurse with many years of experience nursing cancer patients (mainly liver and leukemia). I've been very concerned for Jenny over the last week and feel as if she has deteriorated. Rationing her meds has triggered episodes of breathlessness with the breakthrough pain, too. In the UK Jenny would have community nurses visiting to help manage pain and washing/dressing as needed and a home help for housework etc but I don't know how the complex US system works😬
Seeing the absolute joy on Winnie’s face - that is a testament to how awesome you and Kyle are. Not to say you guys ignore what’s going on or never talk about the challenges in front of the kids - but you do it in the right way. You both should be so proud of how you’re raising your children ❤
My heart breaks for you with all the physical pain and mental suffering you endure. You show Herculean strength in all that you do with and for your family. Still playing with your kids and being present. It’s truly awe inspiring. If I were in your shoes I know I would be in bed alone. I don’t think I could do all that you do. You are an amazing Mom and Wife! Praying for you!!!
Jenny, I’m SO RELIEVED your people got your pain medicine figured out. Please try taking it before you actually need it. It’s harder to control pain after it already has a hold on you. I have not had cancer but I have had chronic pain for about 25 years. I’m glad you’re letting yourself rest. That’s so good for you. My nieces husband just got diagnosed with lung cancer in the beginning of December. It had already gone to his brain. They were able to remove one brain tumor, but not the other one. He is staying positive, even with a stage four diagnosis. Praying for both of you!❤❤❤✌🏻
Her illness is physical, I would be very upset if I had stage four cancer and someone suggested anxiety could cause my pain.I know there is no malice in your statement but it might upset Jenny.
Hi Jenny . I am a practicing Hindu and just wanted to tell you that I am constantly praying for you and your family and I am sure there will come a day where you would have left all this behind and be proud of what you have overcome. I am arranging for a group prayer session with some friends so we can chant and think about you and keep you in our prayers. I have unwavering faith in my God that he will heal you.
I M SO THANKFUL FOR YOUR PRAYERS!!!! Prayers really work! My daughter just had a double mastectomy and our prayer team we had was a blessing. Keep the prayers for JENNY and her family. They are warriors. My daughter is coveted in prayer.
I’m so sorry that you have had such a bad pain day. Specific prayers are being sent for your pain. I’m believing that this all means that the cancer IS dying. Oh, and Kyle, I love your flowers! They are beautiful! 🙂❤️
You and Kyle have beautiful, well behaved kids, Winnie looks just like you and Ellis looks like his dad, you have an amazing husband and dad and you are still a fantastic mum and wife. You’re so thoughtful and kind, I love watching you all. Xxx
Hospice has programs to help so kyle can work, and programs for Winny preschool or daycare. There are options. My twin sister died of bladder cancer 5 years ago it takes a village to help and care for a ill family when they have children. You need to take the pills on a schedule so you are not in so much pain and you can participate in household and family life.
Oh my goodness that little Winnie is just adorable! Blowing kisses and making faces, what a lil cutie 💜 Best of luck with the MRI, will be praying for you
I am so sorry your going thru all these agonizing symptoms. Kyle you are the true example of what every man should be. Prayers, hugs, love to you all. I hope your pain management team can figure something out
I rarely comment on videos of people I don't know but I am thinking of your family and I hope you can feel better soon. You guys are awesome together, great team work! Be kind to yourself Jenny, you deserve it. There is absolutely no need to feel guilty for asking for help when you need it. You got this!
'Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with Thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God, and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus". Phillipines 4:6-7. Prayers and hugs from Mississippi! Love you and your family so much!
Praying for you, Jenny. I too have extreme anxiety when having an MRI and because of an aneurysm clip, I have them 2x a year. It’s been 5 years and I was finally told about MRI with sedation for my last MRI. Alleluia, it worked. Big hugs and prayers to you, you got this 🙏❤️🙏
My sister (she has terminal gallbladder cancer and is in palliative care) was having trouble getting her meds right so I made her a spreadsheet with them divided by type and how often, and she's made it into a little sort of journal. It's one page per day on a clipboard and it's working great for us ❤ I hope very much your team is able to make you comfortable. ❤❤
@@tinafaye2985 palliative care is very different from hospice ! You can stay on palliative for many many years, some are palliative care patients for more than 10 years and they are helping others / working with other new palliative care patients …
I am so sorry you're in so much pain today. Prayers have been said, and I just love watching this beautiful beautiful family. And just remember God can do anything. Stay strong hugs
Hi Jenny, be strong for tomorrow ! We are all bringing healing & good news for your scan around the world 🌎 prayers really do work, love from Balgal beach Queensland Australia 🙏🙏🙏❤️🩹
Lifting you up in prayer for your MRI today (Wed) and continuing for pain to be completely abated!!! Y'all are so lucky to have each other. Kyle is amazing and such a sweet kind spirit but you are an amazing Mom and wife too!!! I know Jesus will be right there with you and He will make it bearable. I know the sedation will be a total game changer (try not to be too mad at them for not offering it to you sooner, LOL). Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers!! 🙏🙏🙏
Jenny, you are so strong and such an example and inspiration to others. I know you may not feel like it but you are. I have just been crying and cursing this d$&@ robber, thief cancer! It stole my sister a year and a half ago with glioblastoma of the brain. My heart felt prayers for you and your family. Peace and comfort for you all!!
So sorry for your loss. Cancer is a beast. My son had leukemia at 19. Fortunately he made it through, but it's left scars; some you can see, and some you can't.
Oh Jenny you poor baby .I know you and yr medical are on to this pain thing ...can you get any medical mariuana to top it up ..just wondering xxxxJosie
@@susanfleming496 thank you! She was sick a year before they even diagnosed her. She passed out driving and they said it was her heart. But it wasn’t. They did surgery and 3 months later she was gone. It was awful. She held out hope to the end.
I miss you Jenny. When I noticed several vlogs ago that your face had started to get rid of the puffiness, it made me so sad as this was the beginning of you going downhill quickly. You were so courageous with ALL The treatment and sickness you had pushed yourself through to save your life for your kids and Kyle. I am so thankful you no longer have to take pills, clinical trials, radiation, or have to suffer with the pain anymore.
Jenny, I have watched your vlog for a long time but seldom comment. I am holding you and your sweet family in my heart and praying all goes well with the brain MRI. I don't blame you one bit for being anxious! It is wonderful that you have such a great team caring for you and responding quickly when you need them. You are an amazing woman! I marvel at how well you handle it all. Ditto for Kyle. I know you are cherished not only by your family and friends, but by strangers who are scattered all over. Sending you blessings from Milwaukee . . . ♥♥
I’m praying for you Jenny. NO MORE BRAIN LESION. Cancer is melting away and will one day be gone. Stay positive and strong (as you are). You’re an amazing mom. Lots of love from Canada ❤
Oh the memory you just put into my head! My mom had breast cancer when I was 12. She was in hospital on picture day and my arm was in a sling from an injury. My dad had to help me to get ready. I wore his favorite dress and a necklace he had gotten me for Valentines Day. My hair looked amazing-side part, with a bow, very late 1970’s. It is one of my favorite pictures even though I am at that awkward preteen phase and hideous.
I'll be praying for you this morning for your MRI and know that the sedation will make is so much easier on you. I wish I lived near you and could come and help out when you have these hard days. Does meditation help at all with your pain. I have used it in the past but had better luck using my headphones and a guided meditation that would basically side track my brain where it couldn't focus on the pain. I realize you couldn't do this while you have Winnie but it might help you sleep better. I pray that your cancer is just angry at blu since it's losing the fight and soon you will be cancer free. ♥from PA.
I hope talking helped you deal with what you are feeling. Resting is good. I am so glad you have such a caring and loving hubby and family. You, indeed, are most blessed!
Ugh as a fellow chronic pain sufferer I get how frustrating and scary it can be because it’s something not under our control. Completely sucks sometimes!! I would say anxiety would be completely normal in your situation 100 percent, prayers and glad you find comfort in family that’s so nice. ❤❤❤
@@tinafaye2985 Absolutely, with SO many of us PRAYING everyday for lovely Jenny and her beautiful little family, at least a MILLION prayers are being given quite OFTEN☆♡☆♡☆♡~:)
Don't know how you guys do it but somehow you manage to make a video dealing with cancer, pain, and anxiety, uplifting to watch...Yes, I will pray for you and it will be my pleasure to do so...❤️
Jen, you are doing so well and you are an inspiration to us all. I hate people describing cancer as a ‘battle’ or a ‘fight’ because it makes us feel like we should have some control with our actions and we don’t. We just have to ride the waves, do the little we can do, and leave the rest to God. Sleep well tonight and know you’re doing all you can do ❤️
I hate that you are in pain! Praying hard for you! So touched by the love and devotion Kyle shows you! You guys are a love story - a very beautiful one!!!! Hope things get better in the coming days! Hugs!💞
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Jenny was so fortunate to have Kyle. He took over all duties and responsibilities...kids, cooking, errands, kid's activities, etc. He deserves so much credit.
Jenny, I do hospice for a living and have taken care of many cancer patients. What you need to do is get scheduled pain meds and take them even if you aren’t having pain because you don’t want to wait until it’s so bad it takes you out. You also need a PRN pain med for break through pain. I hate hearing your not taking meds cause you don’t have pain and then you have horrible pain. You need to try to keep it scheduled because then you will have less exacerbations of episodes. I think of you daily and pray you beat this. On a personal note I’ve been battling stage 2 breast cancer for 11 months….so I can somewhat relate. I’m so glad to see you have a awesome support team and an amazing husband, keep fighting my TH-cam friend. You got this!
The intensity of the pain from cancer, and the pain from a c-section does not compare, but a family member learned the hard way after giving birth to take the pain med regularly. I’m so glad that a nurse advised you to take your meds. There’s no good reason to put yourself through unnecessary pain. It’s not character building.
Yes! Staying ahead of the pain is soooo important! You can't heal when you are in pain! You can't heal when you can't sleep because you are in pain! It is better to be over medicated than under...
Staying ahead of the pain is so important to having the quality of life that you value with your kids, husband, family, and friends. So many people associate taking the pain meds as such a negative and a sign of not doing well, but actually taking them on a schedule and having a PRN med for break thru can actually give you improved quality of life and more independence/ability to do some of the things you want to do. Pain is so incredibly debilitating & my heart and prayers go out to you and yours. 🙏🫶
I agree with taking the pain medication on schedule. I've had severe chronic pain and neuropathy for around 15 years. The pain management team/clinic I switched to added an extended release and switched the breakthrough medication. They were focused on improving my quality of life and is has helped. I take everything on schedule so the pain doesn't build. I didn't do what I was supposed to last week as far as staying ahead of the pain. I was throwing up from the pain alone starting on Thursday and I haven't been able to stand up and walk around since then... it's now Monday. I do have flares that the breakthrough medication doesn't "cover". Don't be afraid of the pain medication. They are demonized in a way that makes chronic pain and cancer patients hesitant. What's the point of living if we don't have quality of life?
I am so glad you’ve brought this up. It is so very important. I can’t imagine the doctors not informing Jenny of this. Idk…
The only solace I get is from knowing that she isn’t in pain anymore. I hope Kyle and the kids are doing ok. Jenny was a warrior and beat cancer.
My marriage of 15 years just ended and my heart is full listening to Kyle talk about his wife and family. Blessing to you and your family
My heart goes out to you.. yes it is so hard for us when marriages are ended and it makes us notice the healthy strong ones and appreciate them.. I wish you well and remember to take care of you and hold yr head high ...dignity and grace show others we will make it and thrive and eventually we own that for ourselves. With love.
@@josiedickson6959 thank you for your kind words ❤️❤️. Means more than you know
Same here, my marriage of 27 years just ended legally but I have no complaint compared to what this beautiful family is facing. So much love sent your way🪽🪽
Kyle is so dedicated, leaving work to come home to take care of you and Winnie, what a wonderful man❤
That has to be done.
I want a Kyle!!
Sorry gal's, this is Jenny's husband... Find your own man.
@@joevlogs1279 I think everyone is saying that they want a devoted partner like him
@@joevlogs1279 I had the best man in my life I met him in high school and he died in 2014 we were together until then. I am now 72 I don’t need someone else’s man..
I worked in a pharmacy and it was heartbreaking to see people who’d been DIAGNOSED with severe painful illnesses that would have a hard time getting their pain medication. I remember specifically a husband that would come to pick up morphine for his very ill wife and had to wait each time for the medication to be approved. Something is definitely wrong with the system. It shouldn’t be so hard to differentiate between the people who truly need these meds from the people that are drug abusers. 😡
I absolutely agree 👍
I went thru that same thing! My children’s Dad had stage 4 neuroendocrine pancreatic cancer with innumerable liver mets, bone mets, (eventually brain mets) and even one time our pharmacist refused to fill the higher morphine dosage that the doctor prescribed! He had to WAIT til the doctor called and raised holy hell with the pharmacist.
I agree! Pain meds are almost impossible to get here in Oklahoma. Even for stage 4 cancer! Our family doctor told me about a stage 4 cancer patient of hers who has NEVER had a prescription pain pill. Hie oncologist said they only prescribe pain pills when you enter hospice. What?!?! I had stage 3 cancer in 2005, and I can't imagine getting by with only tylenol and ibuprofen during treatment. Politicians cracked WAY down on prescribing pain meds from doctors. It started in earnest in 2018 in an effort to crack down on drug addiction. It's been proven not to work as Oklahoma has had a big increase in drug addiction deaths since 2018. Politicians have NO business making health decisions for us!
I completely agree with you 👍
Thank you for bringing up these good points! I have severe, chronic pain and I have to jump through many hoops to continue my pain meds. My doctor is very compassionate but the clinic has overbearing rules in place. I have to sign a yearly contract that is several pages long, see my doctor every 1-2 months, and they call me in any time they want for me to drop everything and go in for a same day drug urine test. I have been on the same pain med at the same dose for 11 years. My conditions are progressive, I grow worse over time, and there is no cure. It isn’t right to be treated like a drug addict. The current state of our world is not going to fix this problem so it is us who have to suffer. 😢
It’s so HARD to believe U are GONE Jenny in only 7 Months from this Video….You now are NO longer in Pain and We will ALWAYS
MISS You….You fought this Cancer ♋️ and we’re a Warrior and went thru Hell….You now are at Peace…..
Rest in peace beautiful Jenny. We all will miss you so so much! I'm so glad that kyle has this video to look back on of her saying "I love you kyle" and all the videos she made winnie and Elis will always be able to see their amazing momma anytime they want because jenny cared enough to allow us all to be with her during her cancer journey. I personally will never ever forget jenny. She helped me mentally more than she ever knew with losing my dad to cancer. 💕
she was so brave and strong. gosh. i miss her. ❤
We're all missing you sweet Jenny i can't begin to imagine what Kyle & your family feels. You were so strong & that's why you WON beautiful angel.🕊️
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Rip Jenny😢
Dramatic?? Are you kidding me? You are truly amazing the way you deal with all of this, pain included. WE LOVE YOU JENNY!!!❤
My heart goes out to you my father had stage four rectal cancer that spread throughput his body I was his caretaker and it just broke my heart to see him sitting on the couch in excruciating pain even pain meds didn't help much I can't imagine what it's like to have little children and deal with your amount of pain you are in you are an amazing person and I am sending good vibes and prayers your way!
It breaks my heart to see you in such pain and distress. Sending you love and hugs. It is beyond me how you manage to cope with everything. You are a 🌟 you are and will always stay in my prayers. God bless you sweetheart❤❤
❤I will be pray for dad I understand what you going through my mother have ovarian cancer stage 3 c is been hard but putting god first will heal you spiritually and give you strength and ur dad and god will lift you when you feel down and when need him
@@evajuarez1558 No, God does not heal everyone. However, we are to pray, trust and obey Him no matter what the outcome.
Praying for you Jenny. Keep thinking good thoughts. 🙏
@@evajuarez1558 Thank you so much it's greatly appreciated it's nice to know that there are people in the world who understand and care
So many heartfelt prayers coming your way, Jenny. YOU GOT THIS. YOU ARE NOT ALONE
I know you care and are doing what is in your power but I don't think Jenny has "got this" the pain is worsening Jenny is deteriorating and needs to move to home palliative care. She needs additional home help and home care nurses to manage her pain and help with meals/cleaning etc. I don't know how it works in the US in the UK we have NHS community cancer nurses who manage your care at home and we have "home helps" who come and clean the house/shop/iron etc for a very small fee if your doctors say you require help. I was a cancer nurse for many years and Jenny needs to be encouraged to reach out to her medics as no cancer patient should be left to endure pain like this! Having to ration pain meds is no acceptable!,😢😢😢
@@annabizaro-doo-dah it sounds like Jenny has wonderful Drs. And I am sure Jenny and Kyle communicate with her Drs. often. We can't say that Jenny is deteriorating, each patient has different pain thresholds. It is best to leave the decision making up to Jenny and Kyle and her medical team. It's best not to speculate, as no one else knows Jenny's health, better than Jenny and her healthcare team. Not to mention, it was rather insensitive and a bit out of line to be telling someone else what to do.
From a fellow cancer fighter/thriver, sending so much love 💗 you got this.. we can do hard things ❤
Hello I'm so sorry 😢 I pray you will be healed 💓
Please look up on TH-cam...
Mike winger- prophises that Jesus fulfilled: evidence for the Bible pt10
It's a major reason for my faith in God. Theres a chance I'm right so please give it a go. The video is long but even if you only watch a little I believe it is still worth it.
We have the choice to continue unrepentanly in sin and unbelief or to repent and believe and turn to Jesus (God). Jesus died for our sins on the cross then rose so that those who believe will be forgiven and saved. God loves you ❤
Hugs Hope, wish You are fine, Best wishes for You and your health
All the best !! Xx
Rest peacefully beautiful girl! I sure miss you! I can only imagine the pain your family are in and i wish it wasn't this way! You are such a beautiful soul and will forever be missed!!! Love you and your family and everyone of you are in my prayers!
I’ve been a chronic pain patient for over 15 years. It can be SO VERY confusing, frustrating and sometimes frightening. Keeping you and your sweet family in prayer. 🙏🏻💜🇺🇸
Pain and Cancer is alarming.
@@oneseeker2 Yes, it's way beyond chronic pain, a totally different monster. We can only hope Jenny's isn't spreading.
@@oneseeker2 Pain and any illness is alarming. Some illnesses cause pain so bad it creates delirium.
Please don’t invalidate chronic pain. I don’t have cancer but I’ve had chronic pain for 22 years now, since I was 27. I have attempted to unalive myself twice because of it. It will never go away until there are cures for my illnesses. Cancer and the pain it can cause must be absolutely horrendous and I hope to God I never have to face that. Sheryl I know exactly what you mean. Sending you gentle hugs ❤
@@fairlyvague82 Well, thank you so much. A gentle hug right back. 💜
Been a quiet observer for awhile. Your family is precious! 🙏 & well wishes.
Please advocate for yourself with the pain and discomfort you are experiencing. As a nurse I know you are the best source for determining your pain and anxiety needs. It’s so wonderful to see your videos and your positive approach through your journey is inspiring to any and all. Your comfort through this time is top priority! Sending you comfort and strength vibes! You’re a beautiful and deserving woman ❤❤❤
Totally agree agree about speaking up about PINdvrls. Another nurse here! Nobody should be in terrible pain. It wears you down and can lead to poor dietary intake, poor sleep, changes in your mood and emotions. Keep sharing your pain with all of your providers. Prayers for full healing, no pain, and a future free from cancer!!!! With God ALL is possible!!! ❤
Should have read pain levels.
I'm so sorry you're in so much pain. I wish I could do something to help you. I keep praying for you and your family every night 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤.
Praying for you Jenny! Lord please give Jenny relief from pain and answers to what is going on in her body. Most of all please heal her from any cancer and give her the chance to live a normal life for her and her sweet family 🙏❤️✝️
Amen.
Your team needs to give you the right med and amounts so you can take them regularly. If you don’t take a dose you just get too far behind and it takes longer to get your pain back in control. Hope u feel better soon. 💕
Your team needs to give you the right med and amounts so you can take them regularly. If you don’t take a dose you just get too far behind and it takes longer to get your pain back in control. Hope u feel better soon. 💕
They can move up your scans too since you are feeling like this. It’s so stressful to wait.
You mean well,but have to accept that Stage 4 can be treated but not cured.
I should know,because I’m Stage 4 too.
I think you are getting breakthrough pain. I'm a retired nurse and I've seen this so often. You feel better for a while ( or have too few meds left as with you ) reduce pain medication then it comes back with a vengeance.
I hope now your prescription is sorted you can get on top of it- and stay on top of it. As always sweet Jenny prayers are coming your way from UK x🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I fully agree. I too am a UK nurse with many years of experience nursing cancer patients (mainly liver and leukemia). I've been very concerned for Jenny over the last week and feel as if she has deteriorated. Rationing her meds has triggered episodes of breathlessness with the breakthrough pain, too. In the UK Jenny would have community nurses visiting to help manage pain and washing/dressing as needed and a home help for housework etc but I don't know how the complex US system works😬
Seeing the absolute joy on Winnie’s face - that is a testament to how awesome you and Kyle are.
Not to say you guys ignore what’s going on or never talk about the challenges in front of the kids - but you do it in the right way.
You both should be so proud of how you’re raising your children ❤
My heart breaks for you with all the physical pain and mental suffering you endure. You show Herculean strength in all that you do with and for your family. Still playing with your kids and being present. It’s truly awe inspiring. If I were in your shoes I know I would be in bed alone. I don’t think I could do all that you do. You are an amazing Mom and Wife! Praying for you!!!
Jenny, I’m SO RELIEVED your people got your pain medicine figured out. Please try taking it before you actually need it. It’s harder to control pain after it already has a hold on you. I have not had cancer but I have had chronic pain for about 25 years. I’m glad you’re letting yourself rest. That’s so good for you.
My nieces husband just got diagnosed with lung cancer in the beginning of December. It had already gone to his brain. They were able to remove one brain tumor, but not the other one. He is staying positive, even with a stage four diagnosis. Praying for both of you!❤❤❤✌🏻
You're a good man Kyle!!
I love how Ellis pulled flower in for a group hug. Super sweet
Perhaps it’s anxiety that’s triggering nerves? Not sure how it works but you look well Jenny even though you’re in pain. Praying for you ❤
Her illness is physical, I would be very upset if I had stage four cancer and someone suggested anxiety could cause my pain.I know there is no malice in your statement but it might upset Jenny.
Unbelievable you would try to say the pain was caused by anxiety.
I've been in chronic pain since 1997/98.. Pain is no joke when it's constant even on pain meds ... Prayers for you and your lil family 😊
From fellow cancer fighter you got this ❤ sending prayers 🙏🙏🙏
Hi Jenny . I am a practicing Hindu and just wanted to tell you that I am constantly praying for you and your family and I am sure there will come a day where you would have left all this behind and be proud of what you have overcome. I am arranging for a group prayer session with some friends so we can chant and think about you and keep you in our prayers. I have unwavering faith in my God that he will heal you.
What a beautiful person you are.
I M SO THANKFUL FOR YOUR PRAYERS!!!! Prayers really work! My daughter just had a double mastectomy and our prayer team we had was a blessing. Keep the prayers for JENNY and her family. They are warriors. My daughter is coveted in prayer.
What a wonderful way to show first of all, how precious Jenny is, but also what a wonderful person you are. The world is better because of you both.
This so moved me. God Bless you. Please keep them going for Kyle and their kids so, they don't suffer so much. 🙏💫💖🌱🌎
And God did get her beyond this, just not in the way we had all wanted it to be. 🙏💫💖😪
I’m so sorry that you have had such a bad pain day. Specific prayers are being sent for your pain. I’m believing that this all means that the cancer IS dying. Oh, and Kyle, I love your flowers! They are beautiful! 🙂❤️
Yes mam I’ll pray as well
You and Kyle have beautiful, well behaved kids, Winnie looks just like you and Ellis looks like his dad, you have an amazing husband and dad and you are still a fantastic mum and wife. You’re so thoughtful and kind, I love watching you all. Xxx
Hospice has programs to help so kyle can work, and programs for Winny preschool or daycare. There are options. My twin sister died of bladder cancer 5 years ago it takes a village to help and care for a ill family when they have children. You need to take the pills on a schedule so you are not in so much pain and you can participate in household and family life.
I admire how you and your husband stay so positive. Lots of positive thoughts for your scan results.❤️
Praying for you and your family
Sending love Jenny Apple...aka...Wonderwoman!!
1.30 in afternoon from Scotland praying for you Jenny and your lovely family xxx
Oh my goodness that little Winnie is just adorable! Blowing kisses and making faces, what a lil cutie 💜 Best of luck with the MRI, will be praying for you
Prayers for good results and for God to be with you during the scan to keep you calm!!
I live on my heating pad with my colitis pain. I can only imagine what you're going through. I'm really praying for your comfort.
I am so sorry your going thru all these agonizing symptoms. Kyle you are the true example of what every man should be. Prayers, hugs, love to you all. I hope your pain management team can figure something out
I rarely comment on videos of people I don't know but I am thinking of your family and I hope you can feel better soon. You guys are awesome together, great team work! Be kind to yourself Jenny, you deserve it. There is absolutely no need to feel guilty for asking for help when you need it. You got this!
'Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with Thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God, and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus". Phillipines 4:6-7. Prayers and hugs from Mississippi! Love you and your family so much!
It is sad hearing how severe your pain became. I am praying for you.🙏🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻😊
Praying for you, Jenny. I too have extreme anxiety when having an MRI and because of an aneurysm clip, I have them 2x a year. It’s been 5 years and I was finally told about MRI with sedation for my last MRI. Alleluia, it worked. Big hugs and prayers to you, you got this 🙏❤️🙏
How awful that you are suffering. I’m so sorry. You are such a good momma. ❤
Praying for you guys.
My sister (she has terminal gallbladder cancer and is in palliative care) was having trouble getting her meds right so I made her a spreadsheet with them divided by type and how often, and she's made it into a little sort of journal. It's one page per day on a clipboard and it's working great for us ❤ I hope very much your team is able to make you comfortable. ❤❤
Palliative care is not hospice. They take care of meds and help with that. Hospice is getting u comfortable before death.
@@tinafaye2985 How do you know? Speak for yourself busy body
@@tinafaye2985 palliative care is very different from hospice ! You can stay on palliative for many many years, some are palliative care patients for more than 10 years and they are helping others / working with other new palliative care patients …
@@tinafaye2985I never cease to be amazed at the unbelievable rudeness of some people like you.
Dear jenny....so happy to see you....wish you all the best...love from austria🌞🌈❤
Aw Jenny, I wish I could give you a gentle comforting hug....prayer for total health sent upstairs!!! xo from Alberta
I am so sorry you're in so much pain today. Prayers have been said, and I just love watching this beautiful beautiful family. And just remember God can do anything. Stay strong hugs
I hope this new pain goes away. And I will be praying that your scan goes well.
You have a great guy in Kyle. Love you, Joan ❤️🙏🏻
Hi Jenny, be strong for tomorrow ! We are all bringing healing & good news for your scan around the world 🌎 prayers really do work, love from Balgal beach Queensland Australia 🙏🙏🙏❤️🩹
Lifting you up in prayer for your MRI today (Wed) and continuing for pain to be completely abated!!! Y'all are so lucky to have each other. Kyle is amazing and such a sweet kind spirit but you are an amazing Mom and wife too!!! I know Jesus will be right there with you and He will make it bearable. I know the sedation will be a total game changer (try not to be too mad at them for not offering it to you sooner, LOL). Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers!! 🙏🙏🙏
Hello Jenny, Sending love and prayers for healing and to get rid of the pain. Winnie looks adorable, Flower too.🦋🦋🦋🦋
Jenny, you are so strong and such an example and inspiration to others. I know you may not feel like it but you are. I have just been crying and cursing this d$&@ robber, thief cancer! It stole my sister a year and a half ago with glioblastoma of the brain. My heart felt prayers for you and your family. Peace and comfort for you all!!
So sorry for the loss of your sister 💗
So sorry for your loss. Cancer is a beast. My son had leukemia at 19. Fortunately he made it through, but it's left scars; some you can see, and some you can't.
Oh Jenny you poor baby .I know you and yr medical are on to this pain thing ...can you get any medical mariuana to top it up ..just wondering xxxxJosie
@@susanfleming496 thank you! She was sick a year before they even diagnosed her. She passed out driving and they said it was her heart. But it wasn’t. They did surgery and 3 months later she was gone. It was awful. She held out hope to the end.
Praying for you , Jenny. Praying for less pain, good results, healing and peace. ♥️🙏🏻♥️
I miss you Jenny. When I noticed several vlogs ago that your face had started to get rid of the puffiness, it made me so sad as this was the beginning of you going downhill quickly. You were so courageous with ALL The treatment and sickness you had pushed yourself through to save your life for your kids and Kyle. I am so thankful you no longer have to take pills, clinical trials, radiation, or have to suffer with the pain anymore.
Jenny, I have watched your vlog for a long time but seldom comment. I am holding you and your sweet family in my heart and praying all goes well with the brain MRI. I don't blame you one bit for being anxious! It is wonderful that you have such a great team caring for you and responding quickly when you need them. You are an amazing woman! I marvel at how well you handle it all. Ditto for Kyle. I know you are cherished not only by your family and friends, but by strangers who are scattered all over. Sending you blessings from Milwaukee . . . ♥♥
Sharon here.... Prayers Jenny. ❤👍
Hello. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers daily.
I pray that you can get pain relief as soon as possible. I know your team will figure it out.❤
Always praying for u Jenny u are a darling girl x my journey hasn't long started and I take inspiration from u hun xxx all my luv T ❤ xxx
I’m praying for you Jenny. NO MORE BRAIN LESION. Cancer is melting away and will one day be gone. Stay positive and strong (as you are). You’re an amazing mom. Lots of love from Canada ❤
Praying for you sweet lady. You are so brave and a true inspiration to everyone. Remember God is always in control. ❤️🙏❤️
Jenny, I wish I lived closer because I would definitely be there to help you on the hard days. Continued love and prayers!! ❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
Your kiddos are so cute! 🙂❤️❤️
We absolutely are praying for you Jenny! You are an amazing woman and so blessed to have Kyle!! Our love to you and your family!!
You have my prayers Jenny. You will do great with the MRI. Calling Kyle when you needed to was good parenting.
Winnie is the cutest and y’all have the sweetest children. So loving ❤
Oh the memory you just put into my head! My mom had breast cancer when I was 12. She was in hospital on picture day and my arm was in a sling from an injury. My dad had to help me to get ready. I wore his favorite dress and a necklace he had gotten me for Valentines Day. My hair looked amazing-side part, with a bow, very late 1970’s. It is one of my favorite pictures even though I am at that awkward preteen phase and hideous.
Jenny, I pray for you daily. I also pray your pain goes away!🙏❤❤
I am so sorry this is happening to you. Sending healing vibes.
Prayers for peacefulness and good MRI results. Will be thinking of you sending good thoughts ! 🙏🙏 your family is beautiful ❤️
I'll be praying for you this morning for your MRI and know that the sedation will make is so much easier on you. I wish I lived near you and could come and help out when you have these hard days. Does meditation help at all with your pain. I have used it in the past but had better luck using my headphones and a guided meditation that would basically side track my brain where it couldn't focus on the pain. I realize you couldn't do this while you have Winnie but it might help you sleep better. I pray that your cancer is just angry at blu since it's losing the fight and soon you will be cancer free. ♥from PA.
So very challenging to navigate the pain cycle. Glad your team is helping you now. God is on His throne! Prayers for total and complete healing!
I hope talking helped you deal with what you are feeling. Resting is good. I am so glad you have such a caring and loving hubby and family. You, indeed, are most blessed!
Rip jenny. Bless u kyle
Ugh as a fellow chronic pain sufferer I get how frustrating and scary it can be because it’s something not under our control. Completely sucks sometimes!! I would say anxiety would be completely normal in your situation 100 percent, prayers and glad you find comfort in family that’s so nice. ❤❤❤
I am thankful that I can pray for you Sweet Jenny. Praying for Kyle and those babies too🙏
A million prayers coming your way! May you have a pain-free, successful scan. I'm with Kyle - that cancer just might be dying 🤞🤞🤞🤞
@@tinafaye2985 Absolutely, with SO many of us PRAYING everyday for lovely Jenny and her beautiful little family, at least a MILLION prayers are being given quite OFTEN☆♡☆♡☆♡~:)
I’m praying you’re just healing 🙏🙏🙏❤️
Prayers for long lasting relief for you❤
Prayers are sent.
Winnie is such a cutie pie. Love the love Kyle has for his family. Everyone needs a Kyle in the lives. Bless you and your family.💕
Kyle is the true meaning of a wonderful father AND husband!
@@sdd123 yes, indeed.
In prayer for you, sweet Jenny. I hope the MRI is going well and that the results are good! Praying for your anxiety, fear and pain.
So sorry for your pain
Jenny ..my heart felt 🙏 prayers 💕 Everything will go well! Tina from Greece
Don't know how you guys do it but somehow you manage to make a video dealing with cancer, pain, and anxiety, uplifting to watch...Yes, I will pray for you and it will be my pleasure to do so...❤️
Praying for you Jenny!🍀
Jen, you are doing so well and you are an inspiration to us all. I hate people describing cancer as a ‘battle’ or a ‘fight’ because it makes us feel like we should have some control with our actions and we don’t. We just have to ride the waves, do the little we can do, and leave the rest to God.
Sleep well tonight and know you’re doing all you can do ❤️
An MRI under sedation, what a wonderful recommendation! That was the best part of my journey. Going into lala land.
Praying for you sweet Jenny! 😘🙏🏼💪🏼
Pain is a monster Jenny, I'm so glad you have a good pain team. Prayers sent for you 🩷 you are just the best family love to you all
A good pain management team?
@@oneseeker2 yes? Is there a problem with that
Kyle. You’re amazing and so is your employer and coworkers!
Big prayers for you tomorrow,Jenny. Much love from Oklahoma. 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻🏋️♀️
Jenny you and Kyle and your precious children are in my prayers 🙏🏽. Dear Lord, comfort this family with your Mercy 🙌🏽
Sending you hugs and positive vibes for your scan. You are such a sweet kind and strong women and mother. We are all in your side.
Praying for excellent testing and Complete Healing 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️
Praying for you Jenny and lots of love to you all love from Elinor from Wales 🏴 xxx
I hate that you are in pain! Praying hard for you! So touched by the love and devotion Kyle shows you! You guys are a love story - a very beautiful one!!!! Hope things get better in the coming days! Hugs!💞
Miss you Jenny🕊