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- Francine's channel is at / @francinehascancer .
My recent blood tumour marker results:
January 25, 2024
CEA 34 CA19-9 370
March 18, 2024
CEA 370 CA19-9 11,000
Next steps:
Wait for my PET scan date to be confirmed.
Work on my terminal to-do list.
Work on crying less and becoming excited for my next stage of existence.
Thank you to the thousands of people on this channel that are supporting and caring for me.
Paul.
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Paul I'm so happy to hear from you! I have been very concerned. I am a Nurse in Canada and MAID is something I truly believe in. It's ok to be tearful, and we are here for you! I cannot understand why comments have been cruel and negative. Hurt people hurt people is what people say, but I don't know how anyone could subject you to that!? You are loved and supported! ❤ You are remarkable, in the way that even at the point you are at in life, you are still concerned about leaving a legacy of learning through your experiences! The world needs more you!!
You took the words right out of my mouth with your comment. I just can’t even begin to understand negative comments, Paul is so courageous. Paul thank you for your update. You wish to not cry anymore . I cried right with you. What I aspire to be is as strong as you are under such difficult circumstances. Kudos to you. You are OUR hero and we love you.
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Beautifully said❤.... agree!! Paul please cry if you must,tears are so healing,never change. Much love & strength to you friend. We are standing right beside you in whatever you choose ❤.
@@jeanroth159Why did you post your comment 7 times? Just curious. Still loved your comment though. (-;
Te queremos
Hi Paul, just wanted you to know that as an NHS doctor who has followed your journey for a year or so, you’ve taught me so much about how I can be a better supporter and advocate for my patients experiencing similar journeys. Thank you for your humility and openness in such hard times, you have a much bigger impact than you know
A good doctor hears their patients. An excellent doctor listens to their patients.
Your comment is very touching. Your patients are lucky to have you. 💕
It’s a good thing Paul isn’t with the NHS cos I wouldn’t trust them to get anything done with their poor service and long waiting lists
@@cultfiction3865The NHS are brilliant im proud to be british and have the NHS
Paul, that’s devastating news! I am hoping that there is something the doctors can do, even if it means ensuring you quality of life that you so much deserve. Your tears are raw and real, and it makes you truly human. Grieve well and live well. All the best energy in the universe sent your way for peace and love. You are much loved ❤
I'm sitting here ...68 years old...and healthy (for now...things can go south quickly at this age). I've been smoking for over 50 years...go figure. I've done everything wrong as far as lifestyle and so far have remained healthy. Following Paul's journey makes me realize how precious this life is and not to take ANYTHING for granted. Sending big hugs and prayers for strength through this overwhelming time.
You can’t consider yourself healthy when you’ve been a lifelong smoker. You gave done extensive damage to your body and statistically likely to die from lung cancer. You might want to consider stopping. Your luck will run out.
Dear, dear Paul, my heart truly goes out to you. We are in parallel cancer journeys. Mine starting in ovaries, spreading throughout abdomen and peritoneal, ascites, plural effusion, pulmonary embolism, surgery and countless small cancerous nodules that are through out my abdomen, chest cavity and imbedded in my messentary tissue. I’ve had different treatments which quit working or put me in hospital or damaged my heart. I have been told my cancer is incurable and I also am terminal. Right now, I am giving my body a break from treatments, bc it’s not handling them well. So I am feeling better, but just like the last time I took a break, after a few months the cancer continues to grow and gets to a point that I can’t handle it. I don’t know what I want to do this time. I am with City of Hope and even though I feel they are as good as it gets I have lost so many friends I made there while having treatments together. People who did everything by the book. Some of them I feel died sooner and sicker from the treatments. I’ve come to the conclusion that for certain cancers advanced stages, there isn’t a cure, yet. Just a prolonging. I have no fear of dying and have accepted the fact I may be dead soon. BUT, the heartbreak is I have five beautiful children and five beautiful grandchildren that I’m not ready to say goodbye to and they for sure aren’t ready to let me go. I do know that when my time is near, I hope to die with dignity will medical assisted death. All we can do is live one day at a time and make informed decisions regarding our health. I try to make the best of what each new day gives me. Some days are better, some days very bad. You are in my thoughts, my heart is very heavy for all of us. With love.
Beautiful words you said ❤️ 😊
@SeaTurtle515 I wish you only love, light and peace on your journey forward. My hope and prayer for you is that you have some time each day when you can get some enjoyment from your life. Your grandchildren will most certainly miss you and carry on your beautiful and spirited legacy. Thank you for sharing. No doubt you’ve helped others along the way.
@@shawnconnors596 Thank you for your lovely and uplifting words, they brought tears to my eyes.
Best wishes SeaTurtle. My heart is heavy too. Enjoy here while you can, and I'll see you on the other side. Paul.
My love goes to you as it sounds like you have and continue to endure so much. I am so deeply sorry that treatment hasn't been more successful in halting or curing this terrible disease. My love and prayers are with you. ❤❤🙏🤗Xxxx
Gidday, Paul: I'm an expat Kiwi, now living in California. For a big part of my career in health-care, I worked in Oncology and Palliative Medicine. All of my patients were the sweetest people on the planet!. I lost my dad to cancer, when I was 16. I'm sending you all the support that I can from across the miles. I wish you clarity and peace during this uncertain season of your life. Whether you know it, or not, you are likely touching the journeys and hearts of more people than you realize. This world is all the more richer and wiser, for you being here.
I dont know why people bother commenting negative things. You don't need it, no one does. Sending love from nsw
It's normally to invoke a reaction from people / trolling and ignoring them is the correct thing to do.
i don’t understand why people take time out of their day to comment stuff like that
@@babebee999 people can be completely heartless and enjoy bullying. They want attention…. Doesn’t matter what we would say to them.
Because they don't have enough to do. They need to get a job or a hobby.
Agreed!
Count me as your newest supporter, Paul. I care about you and what you're going through. I'm in your corner. ❤ -Honna
Hang in there, brother... we love you!
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I don't know you, Paul, but I love you. Love and good vibes from someone you've touched in SF CA USA.
i am so sorry you are going through this. you are a light amongst so much darkness these days.
Paul. I'm so very sorrowful to hear this! Please know that, if it's okay with you, I'll keep you in my mind, in a bubble surrounded by light, by peace and serenity and love! Right now, it's a period of shock, I imagine, for you. Yet that will change, to were you'll feel super peaceful. At this time though, you must cry. Cry all you need to cry! Shout all you need to shout! And if it's okay with you, your supporters and special loving friends, will catch you and be with you, all the way and as long as you want/need!
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With you in thought and in spirit, sweet Paul! From here, in Central Texas,
love, Anne-Marie🌵🪻🌵🙋🏻♀️
This world is a better place because of people like you. I have been following your journey now for several months and I cry along with you. You are with me in spirit and I am with you as far as your journey takes you. We love you Paul.
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People in society today are simply spiritually corrupt, so sorry Paul....I visited Francine today because of your generous heart dear Gentle Warrior......
Yes. Delete all negative comments. It is your channel, your rules. I cannot understand youtube channels who leave negative comments up. They should be deleted, no questions asked. Totally agree.
Praying for you Paul. Strength.
Everyone's definition of negative is different.
But I can understand when someone's sick they don't want to deal with any negativity.
It blows my mind how anyone could be so heartless and cruel to leave vicious comments to someone who is battling illness. Shame on them and love to Paul x
Paul, I'm so sorry to learn of this. I am rooting for you. You beat it once - you can do it again! ❤❤❤
I stumbled upon your channel a while ago and have been impressed by how you deal with this fate. You're already a role model to me. Should I ever get such devastating diagnose, I want to handle it with as much dignity as you do. Thanks for inspiring us and for all the good advice (e.g. making a will, keeping your crucial data in a safe). Sending lots of strength for what lies ahead. Regards from Germany
He's pretty awesome 💯
He's a true trooper. Sue in Illinois 🇺🇸
Good work ignoring the idiots mate, it's not worth anyone's time. You can't fix stupid.
Much love to you, Paul. I’m not terminal but I’m living with an extremely debilitating condition. I know how hard life can be. However much time you have left, I hope you find as much joy as possible. You should be proud of the legacy you’ll be leaving here.
Paul, I have been following your journey, but never commented. However, I wanted to let you know that you are very brave and you have the right priorities. It's your life...live it on your terms now. So much is chosen for us, but how we choose to live each day belongs to us (until it doesn't 😢). Live on YOUR terms. ❤
So glad to see you again Paul, didnt like seeing you stop posting because of negitive people bringing you down. Thankyou for continuing to share your story with all of us, it takes alot of currage to put yourself out there like that. Lots of care mate, peace
Hi buddy. I am a 50 something year old man from Canada. Know that you’ve made a difference and there is someone here thinking about you and will for as long as I’m around. I don’t have the words as I’m sure you can understand and many kilometres separate us. Were it possible I’d like to see you and give you a hug. You will have an enduring legacy. Thank you for putting yourself out there. Much love from Dartmouth, Nova Scotia, in 🇨🇦.
Been missing you, Paul. You are right to remove negative commenters and ban them. You don’t owe anyone an explanation! I am praying for your recovery 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Agree 👍💯
Agree 💯 percent! ❤
YEP
God Bless, you Paul. Prayers and good vibes sent your way. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I can't say a word to help any of this. I can only thank God himself for everyday I have of this life, and do all I can to help others.
God bless this heroic man fighting the battle of his life.
Paul I will be praying for you every day. I feel so awful listening to this news. I so want you to feel better.
My heart is broken. I am so sorry Paul. 💔 When I go in for my cancer scans tomorrow I will be thinking of you.
I wish you the very best for your health ❣️
I'll be thinking of you tomorrow and especially while you wait for your scan results.
@@piaogilvie8463 thank you ❤️
@@graniabenge2814 aww thank you! They forgot to book my follow up appointment, and when I chased them up I got one for 13th May. 😭 thats more than a month waiting, it’s all a waiting game and it stinks if you ask me 🤣❤️
Sending you a virtual hug from me in 🇬🇧😊
I’m facing stage 4 cancer myself, and I want you to know that your courage, positivity, strength, and resilience are incredibly inspiring. You’re surrounded by love and support every step of the way. Keep fighting and stay true to the amazing person you are.
Sending you love and positive energy.
Paul - you are an amazing human. Take care xx
Paul you are so brave. Best wishes from Germany.
It's a beautiful Tuesday afternoon here in southern England, and Paul, I am thinking of you. Several months ago I had no idea who you were, but your influence - however small - has changed my life for the better, and made me a wiser person in the way I interact with our world. You've done that. Can you know a stranger on the other side of the planet from a series of TH-cam videos? Well, so what if you can't, I feel like we all do - and we are lucky to know you. We aren't going anywhere, not a single one of us. We'll all be with you, marching on, and on, and on, and on.
I left my earlier comment while not quite halfway thru video , Paul in Perth , I think you are a very brave Human being, what ever you decide will be the right choice for you and we will be here for you thought it all ❤
Paul, I have a sister and we are complete opposite’s I am very emotional my sister is not. We are all different creatures. Please let the emotions out don’t keep them inside ❤. Thank you for the update and I am so glad that you’re blocking negative comments nobody needs that! ❤❤❤❤
I am glad to see you posting again. I appreciate hearing your story.
I have watched your journey for sometime. Your story and demonstrated strength has been inspirational. Know that it’s okay for you to take your life in your own hands. It’s not easy, to decide to continue treatment or not. I can’t place myself in your shoes but as a viewer, I value what you have given us. Maybe others will take this opportunity to express what they have learned from you and what you have shared.
Please picture your fellow cancer warriors, all over the world, holding your hand and walking beside you - Focus on those people who make you feel loved - Create a routine that includes fun food, favorite hobbies etc. - You are loved by so many!!! Julie, from California 💕
Prayers for you. I also have Peritoneal carcinoma and I also have nodules in my lungs AND a 2nd DVT in my legs. I was not a candidate for CRS/HIPEC. I’m really scared as I know you are. God be with you Paul❣️ Much Love from the state of Arkansas, USA❤
I also have appendix cancer and pmp. Also not a candidate for HIPEC. Been on pembrolizumab for a year with basically no adverse effects. When that topped working over to chemo and FOLFOX. Two week regimen where the first makes you really tired but the next is ok. When that stopped working they set me up on FOLFIRI so now i only have a couple of days in the 2-week cycle that is really ok. My wish is to move over to some new immune oncology drug. But they seems to be to distant. You feel that the development of new treatments does not move fast enough when you are on death row…
Prayers for you too, Fonda ❤
Prayers and love to you as well!
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I’m so sorry, Paul ❤️🇨🇦
You will be in my prayers. 🙏🙏🙏🙏
I can only pray for the very best for you ❤it’s okay to cry, this is a very difficult time for you. Love and many prayers ❤❤❤ from Portland Oregon USA ❤
Paul regarding negative comments you OWE NOONE your time or attention. Hell, I cannot imagine what would prompt someone to write negative comments on a video where a person is updating people with his cancer. If someone ever did that I see no good intention behind it.
Please stay strong and much love!
Nikola from Montenegro
My dad passed away in august 2023. He chose to go to bed in his own home and stay there. His blood tests showed he had prostate cancer with extensive bone mets which he had probably had for years and had lived through this stage. He was nursed by myself and my sisters until he passed away 4 weeks after going to bed . Paul, my dad visited heaven a few days before he passed away on different occasions, and trust me when I say that my dad was not spiritual in the slightest. He said that it was beautiful and very peaceful and that he wanted to stay but couldn’t because my mum wasn’t there for him. This experience with my dad has completely changed my view . My dad was adamant where he was going and he described the feeling to his doctor when he visited him. Do not be scared . My thoughts are with you x
Paul sending you positive energy and prayers from Fl🥰😘💔🌴🦩🙏🙏🙏🙏Hugs Donna
Prayer Paul.
So beautiful. Thanks for sharing.
My Nana had very advanced dementia and kept asking me at the resthome if I'd seen Eben. I thought she meant my brother who had never visited her and I wondered why noone told me. Eventually it made sense.... she said he was up in the trees on the bank and kept waving at her asking why she's taking so long. This happened more than once.
Then I realised it was her first husband, my grandfather.... also called Eben. Deceased years earlier... he was waiting to collect her.
I am praying for you Paul. My hubby has been fighting cancer for 6 years now. Advanced stages multiple myeloma stage 3 :(.
I am sorry for your loss Tracey
Paul, you are so brave and beautiful with your tears. Don't wish them away. I once heard that 'tears are the deeply felt expression of the heart which itself has no words' ❤❤❤ Your heart is overflowing!
Despite everything you still manage to smile and see the joy in life. And you are thoughtful and generous in sharing your experience so openly and wishing to leave a legacy. You are doing that with every video you post and I'm sure many people have been helped by you.
I'm glad you have Caroline ❤ We all need that one special cheerleader when times get rough..🙏
I had an aunt in Canada who chose the MAID route. At the time I was shocked, because I only found out one week before, even though she'd had everything in place for a year. She was somehow ashamed to choose death with dignity rather than a natural death but she'd nursed her own husband through the same illness & died naturally, before MAID. It was very hard. She dreaded the same for herself. I think we should all have this choice and no one should be judged for it. It takes a lot of courage to make such a decision. It is not the choice of a coward. You are a hero.
Thank you for sharing your heart so openly. There are many out there, myself included, sending you so much love and support.
You are not alone ❤🙏❤
I'm so sorry, you are so brave, I could not do what you do. Best wishes
Dear Paul, I wish you Nothing but the best. You are such a beautiful soul..... I still hope for a miracle. ❤ Best wishes from Austria!
I am a medical professional. So I have seen cancer many times. Also worked with Death with Dignity. I really wish you don't have to go through this or anyone else for that matter. Sending Love your way. Remember you are still very much here ❤️ Greetings from Newport Oregon❤️
it might be bad news, but the world has undoubtedly been made a better place because of kind and compassionate people like paul.
Hi Paul, it’s ok to cry. You have been very gracious in your updates. It is heartbreaking to see you crying but as a cancer survivor I know crying is good for you. You are brave and I do admire that you are taking control and making the right decisions for you. God bless you and I am praying for strength and peace.
nerve damage is always hard to treat, i took a freak fall at church camp a few years ago during a military fund raiser game I got undercut and land on my feet but basical diangle if you can picture that but it instantly sent a shock wave down my spine and through my feet and I have had pain and reduced mobility ever since. I recently hit weight room and feel like bulkig up has given me some relife.
I am a patient at Chris O'Brien Lifehouse in Sydney
I am disgusted that anyone would post negative comments
You have my prayers and unconditional support
I am disgusted as well . They should be ashamed of themselves for writing such horrible things. Sending you a virtual hug from 🇬🇧❤
What is a negative comment or What is a positive comment? The world is full of different opinions and views.
People can't help themselves sadly the side of humans including my so called family I've seen is disgraceful.. in saying that there is certainly more good than bad
@stillehavet4453 There is a noticeable difference between a negative comment and an opposing view. Anyone is capable of voicing an opposing view with compassion, so if a comment is negative, it is bc the opinion was expressed without it.
One can have an opinion that is 100% in contrast, yet still voice it effectively and compassionately. Otherwise, the opinion isn't benefitting the world (or changing opinions).
And in situations such as this, even kindly sharing an opposing view is usually wrong.
@@jessicawilson2772 Agree 💯👍
If I were you, you know what i'd do? I'd go to that cockatoo park, go on a rafting trip, go exploring somewhere! Unless your feet hurt too awfully much... but still, I would go out as much as i physically could and enjoy this wonderful world (or just australia) today! Living in the day and moment would be good, rather than dwelling on health issues... which is fine if you want to of course, but going out and having fun will brighten you up, I'm sure of it! Love you! Love and Light sent your way!!
Paul, let's wait and see what the pet scans show. It could be something that the doctors can cure with little discomfort but with amazing results for your future. Please don't think the end is near. Sending you love and only positive thoughts.
Paul you are such a strong Man. Just keep the faith and continue to believe in the good Lord. It's not over until he says it's over. Good luck with your Scan in the coming weeks. 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Alice from the Cayman Islands. TFS ❤️🪻
So sorry to hear this Paul. What a valiant effort. We are all visitors to this world. Best wishes.
NDE person here if you ever need to talk. I have stage 3 colon cancer. My near death experience from a botched surgery was the best gift because I understand where I’ll end up now. It’s very peaceful and the love you’ll encounter is unlike anything on earth. Rest easy Paul. This is all out of our hands. There is a GOD and you’ll be blessed, no matter what. Trust.
I love people like you... GOD BLESS YOU. ive been blessed to be a very limited experiencer of OTHER'S transitions from living to the spirit existence... and what little I was shown was amazing and gives me hope... I hope he sees your comment and takes you up on a conversation... ive been directing him towards listening to NDE's since before his surgery as I'm a nurse and understand what he was facing... PAUL, love you brother!!! PLEASE CONTACT THIS PERSON❤❤❤
I’m one too. Nice to see you here. He doesn’t seem to want to embrace this, but I’d certainly tell him about it too. There’s nothing to fear.
You are in my prayers as well.
@@Defundthemasons True, and to be honest I’d fear pain & suffering in his shoes, but I’ve had two close calls, and ultimately facing that, calm came over me, I was ok with whatever happened.
❤sorry to hear things are not going well. Paul...we are all better people from you sharing your journey with us ....prayers heading your way ....
I’m sorry to hear that Paul.. 😕Wishing you loads of strength! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Paul hang in there , and enjoy every moment.
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Sending lots of love from our family in UK to u n ur family so sorry you are going threw this I hate this disease took my father 7 year ago were all here for in any way we can be
Hi Paul, I'm from Melbourne and just stumbled across your video yesterday as it appeared in my TH-cam feed. I'm so so sorry you are dealing with this evil cancer. You sound like such a lovely top bloke. I certainly don't blame you for only wanting positive comments Some people can be really nasty. I'm so sorry you have had such -ones. I cannot think why people would want to put someone down even more than they already are. I'll be here following you. Wishing you all the very best.
Rachel
I’m currently supporting my husband through hospice , in his last 6 months as well. He too choose quality over quantity after 10 years of fighting various cancer reoccurrences. Unfortunately we are in a place where the assistant death isn’t available, so we are letting nature take its coarse.
We’ve gone through the anger, the crying, the humor . Now just enjoying every day he wakes up. Going on a three week cruise in 12 days to Europe. He has decided to just take it a day at a time. He says he will keep living until he isn’t anymore. He is going to be 84 in 12 days so he’s lived a rather full life.
I'll pray for you guys
He shouldn't be gay and more stoic imho
@@fightingforcatalonia excuse me ? Explain
Don't let the jerks win! So many supportive people here. Ignore the jerks-they don't matter. Prayers for you Paul
Miracles can happen Paul, I am praying for one to happen to me, and to you 🙏
Hi Paul. I have just joined your journey. I think you are sounding very positive and brave. It's still healthy to shed a tear my friend. My husband was 57 when cancer took him from me. That was 16yrs ago. He wished he hadn't bothered with chemo etc. It made him ill andso half way through they took him off it because the cancer was rampant. I send my love and my prayers. ❤
I'm very sorry you're going through this right now Paul. Don't be sorry for crying you're going through something that is tremendously difficult and only what a few people can understand. You are brave and doing a great job with the handling. Please keep us updated, I will pray for you
Paul, there is nothing wrong about crying. I‘m crying right now. I did not expect these bad news, as your scan results were quite promising. Life is so mean and unfair sometimes.
I‘ve been thinking about you constantly these last few weeks, hoping that you were doing o.k. 😢
Just the other day I damaged the driver‘s door of my Toyota Aygo and rewatched your video about paint codes.
Until I found your channel I had never followed a TH-camr, but you made it into my heart…
You give us so much.
I wish I could help, but there is nothing I can do but sending as much love and care as I can
As always ❤
Bettina/Germany
You deserve ALL POSITIVE comments. Praying for you Paul. You are in my thoughts 🫶🙏🏻
Paul, man I'm so grateful for your Mazda videos. I know this about a cancer update and I am truly sorry that this fate has befallen you.
I've referenced your Mazda dash removal so many times and have appreciated every time I see you had a hard time just like I did. Also the rear brakes, you saved me from so much more cursing.
I hope the videos let a part of you live on for friends, family, and Mazda fans like myself.
😢 sending love, hugs and prayers.
Paul, I’m in Houston and have been following your journey. I love you so much! ❤ I wish we could have met and had some beer or wine from time to time. You are an amazing person in so many ways. I have prayed for you and will keep praying for you. I am Christian and recently became Catholic and what I know is this: the love of God is an infinite ocean. He loves you. So many of us love you. For every one comment posted, I bet there are 10 lurkers who love you too. That’s it. I just wanted to raise my hand as one of those hundreds of silent lurkers.
Thank you. Paul.
Dear Paul, you have created a wonderful legacy. We shall wrap our arms around you with support and love. Always sending love and strength and prayers.
Cancer is such a cruel disease .. this news is heartbreaking especially after the hope you had after the surgery. Prayers from the United States. 🥺🫶🏻
Mate, there are a lot of asshats on this planet, and you don't need one damn one of them in your life. I love the fact that you are cutting them off this channel. This channel is about love and support for you. Nothing less. Stay Aussie strong mate. Much love to you Paul.
Hi Paul.. I just saw you for the first time this evening. I will never be able to understand why anyone would want to send a negative comment your way. I did want you to know that I am glad that I so to speak met you and that you will certainly be in my thoughts. I hope your journey no matter which way it may lead you is Peaceful and filled with Love.
Paul, it’s so good to see and hear you! I’m sorry to hear your news. I feel that you are making a most valuable contribution to us all with your journey documentation. I affirm your decision to turn off the negative comments. The ones I’ve seen seem vile to me. Please know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I thank you for the support you have given me in my own cancer journey. Wishing you the best.
Dear Father God in heaven. Please help Paul in his hour of need. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Amen
Amen!!!💕
Amen,,,,🙏❤️
Jesus please heal this man we love you Jesus.
Amen 🕊
Dearest Paul, I’d like to share these words with you that I think you’ll find beautiful. Someone had recently shared them with a man that has terminal cancer and they are too beautiful and meaningful not to share with you.
“Cancer is so limited…..it cannot cripple LOVE, it cannot shatter HOPE, it cannot corrode FAITH, it cannot eat away at PEACE, it cannot destroy CONFIDENCE, it cannot kill FRIENDSHIP, it cannot shut out MEMORIES, it cannot silence COURAGE, it cannot invade the SOUL, it cannot reduce EXTERNAL LIFE, it cannot quench the SPIRIT, it cannot lessen the power of the RESURRECTION.”
These are such powerful words! You are so brave to share your journey with everyone. I know your story will help those facing the same fate.
They told my Mom she wouldn’t last a year from her bladder cancer. She refused treatment and lived many years more before she died at 92….she did not die of cancer!
Your body is always fighting the cancer…sometimes you beat the cancer.
Stay positive!!!
Was it possibly a misdiagnosis?
Magical Thinking does not work.
Wow!
@@ayasha89games66 No…the surgeon did remove out the cancerous growths from her bladder which were extensive….she was given 1 year to live if she refused treatment….which she did
and 1 year later….the doctor told me my Mom made the right decision on refusing radiation and chemo….and she was not going to die from bladder cancer.
Your immune system is always working to destroy the cancer cells….
hello madam, may i ask what you mom did after sugery, did she change her diet, exercise more or nothing change
Be kind to yourself. Emotions are part and parcel of being alive. Smiling, crying, laughing-all part of wonderful life.
Hey Paul, I will keep you in my heart and thoughts brother! Take care! ✌🏾❤️
Oh Paul I am SO sorry to learn this news. I've been thinking about you.
I volunteer at a hospice where VADs happen. This gives many patients peace of mind - being in control. Some patients have had up to 30 family & friends celebrating their life & saying goodbye personally. It can be lovely.
Paul I will continue to pray for you. You have been a great inspiration for me as my hubby is battling cancer. I know that whatever you do is the right thing for you . Crying for me is healing and releases my hurt! I am so sad to hear this news. You have been through a lot. Also still trying to heal from surgery. I pray for your tears to lesson for you as that is what you want. You are a wonderful soul. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! Much love from the US!
What kind of horrible people would leave negative comments?! Get rid of them. Everyone else is holding you in their love and light.
He shouldn't be gay and more stoic imho
@@fightingforcatalonia You are obviously a very sad person. 🥺
So sorry to hear your news Paul. Your humility, through all of this, is admirable. Feel at peace when ignoring the trolls - you have serious health issues, but they have toxic hearts and are in a far worse situation than you, for they cannot see the goodness in people and this world. You have already been through so much but try to focus on the facts rather than your fears - whatever the outcome of your forthcoming scan, fill your time with friends, adventures, and joy. None of us know how much we have left, so make it count !
Paul, I just subscribed not to follow your journey toward dying but the beautiful way you are approaching this last part of your life.
No fear Paul. ⭐️
Love and light to you. 🙏
I’m sorry to hear this terrible news Paul. But let’s wait and see what the PET scan shows. I actually was half expecting you to be well on the way to recovery but it seems I was wrong about that. I’d recommend taking the available treatment. I remember a guy once say “it’s not over till it’s over.” And this can be true. There’s always a chance of a miracle, even if it’s not a very big chance. Sending you lots of love
Paul I'm so sorry to hear of this news. I think you're fortunate to live in a place that offers voluntary euthanasia. I'm in Kentucky and we don't have that here. I really hope that the PET scan gives you better news than expected. Wishing you the best!
You are such a courageous and inspiring man, Paul (you inspire me to try to be a better man; stronger, humbler, more appreciative). Thank you, Paul
You are a sweet and brave man! You are helping others. Thank you.
Commenting to show support. Well wishes from the USA.
Dear Paul, none of us have an expiration date stamped on us. We simply don’t know. When I lost my best friend who was my husband I thought of the miracle of time we were granted. It was all too short of course but each day was a gift. I didn’t lose hope until after his last breath. He never had any pain so that was a blessing too. Probably when the cancer went to the brain it cut sensory off. I wish you complete comfort. I hope for a miracle for you. I hope you do your favorite things as many times as you can. God bless you Paul.
Always supportive of you, mate! Know that it is not over till the fat lady sings. Having had one stage 2, two stage 3"s, one stage 4, had the last rites/sacraments at age 22, survived last year's 5-12 months prognoses, I am still around. Stranger things have happened. Keep going, just keep going.
Keep going, you have a good attitude! ❤
Paul keeping you in my prayers! Sending love❤!
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I am a breast cancer survivor since 2003. My 48 yr. old daughter died April 3 of 2023
She lived with me the last 23 yrs. of her life. She had liver end stage disease, d 15:23 diastolic heart disease, kidney disease, and serious sleep apnea. She worked up to 2 months before she died. She had asities and the 2 and time her liver and kidney nos. were too bad to do the draining. We were told to go to a. big medical center where they would decide if she could have a liver transpl t.No was the decision
She went home with me and had home health. She fell and went to a local hospital. The Dr. told her didn't know when she would die.She loved a week, planned her funeral and saw family and friends to say goodbye. On Sunday Dr. told me she will die today or tomorrow, He stopped her treatment and she stayed there for Hospice care. She went into a coma thAt night and died early the next morning a peaceful death
She just stopped breathing. I was there and when I looked at her, I knew her spirit had left her body.i did not see her last breath. I knew she was with God. It has been a yr, the hardest yr. of my life without her but through faith I know only the body died, she will live for eternity. Someday I will see her again. This gives me peace I can live with. I celebrated her 1st heavenly birthday last week. This was the peace of God that brought me through her journey to heaven. I pray that you will seek this peace. Jesus is the answer. I will pray for you.God speed. 15:23
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Hello, fellow warrior! So glad you’ve decided to come back. No one should have to die-or live-without their community around them. I selfishly hope that you will keep fighting. I know that my world is definitely better with a little Paul in Perth in it. Sending love to all us Paul in Perthers ❤
So glad to see you Paul. I have thought of you and prayed for you.❤😊
Hello Paul,
Anita from New York, USA
Was very distressed to hear your video just now, I pray for you every night, I do 🙏🏻, shame on those folks who leave negative comments, please don’t read them, delete them right away. Please concentrate on your quality of life, dance like you’ve never danced before, embrace your true friends, and know you got true loyal friends and supporters around the world, who care about you. Your so darn cute, hug your self more 💕💕💕💕
Feel my hug, 💕💕💕
Thank you Anita. Hugs back at ya. Paul.
We are with you Paul. You are a gift to the world. You are so very loved. 🌷
So sorry to see this video Paul. I'm in Toronto and yesterday we had a total solar eclipse. Unfortunately it was overcast and I was a bit casual about the whole thing to begin with because I'm 61 and I've lived through a couple of eclipses already (otherwise I might have driven a few hours into better weather). But there was a very brief break in the cloud cover and so I grabbed my eclipse glasses and just managed to catch a glimpse of the sun, which was about 1/5 eclipsed, for maybe 10 seconds. And I realized that even though I have been alive for previous eclipses, I never actually looked at one directly before because I never had proper glasses. So I had seen pictures or video or watched them indirectly on a piece of cardboard. And I have to tell you - those 10 seconds were (literally) AWESOME. I'm not religious but I am in awe of the world and I really believe that we are so arrogant to think that science can make sense of it all. I wish you the very best on your journey, wherever it may take you. And if you've lived so far in relative peace, good health, a bit of comfort and with people in your life who love you, then you have have been more fortunate than millions and millions and millions of people.
You are absolutely right. Paul.
So glad to see you Paul. Truly. I'm sorry the results were not good but please know we've got nothing but love for ya over here! All the best from Toronto Canada xo
The most important is you and how you’re doing and we love you my dear i am so sad😢 and praying for this news oh my god so devastating 😢
Sweet Paul. You are a remarkable man. Bless you on this journey. You will get to a point of acceptance, readiness and you will be able to let go and have freeness is knowing you are moving onto an unimaginably wonderful, peaceful and loving place with warmth and joy awaiting you. It will not be lonely. You will lead your own walk to the next chapter of your life. This is not where it ends. There’s is more to us as humans than this minuscule earth we live on. All my love. Alanah x
So glad to see you. I have missed! Much love