There are many things that I feel could be worked on which is why I think you are so unheard, but I see some incredible potential in you both. Keep up the hard work 👑👑
i try so hard to put on a smile for those around me but sometimes i just want to scream feeling like nothing but a failure as a husband, son, and brother. not sure why im typing all this here for randoms to read but it just felt right. heres to hoping life gives me a break bc i cant handle much more
I saw a clip on tiktok and came for the whole song and bro this shit hit me hard. It's not every day you hear a song for the first time and it brings you to tears. Good job man
I felt crying at the last part, it was like a friend telling me face realization and look how it will effect everyone around you… thank you for this song (I think I commented on the wrong song for this comment, but this song is still a masterpiece)
"I’m sorry mom I’m not the perfect son" I'm sobbing on my pillow rn cuz it's been years since this thought is in my mind. My mother always gave me her most love, even and most importantly when i didn't deserve it. I'm scared to grow up and be like my dad and i know that something about him, about the trauma he gave me, about his addiction, his anger, his behaviour, are inside me, and i'm scared as fuck i will become like him. 2 years ago i wrote a couple of goodbye letters, and i put them in a document i always have in my phone with me, so if i will ever have the courage to do it, i could send them all to the people i love the most, mom included. I tried therapy and i wanted to take it again, but i can't even trust myself anymore cuz i will probably delay it again and again and i Will end up closing my mind again, i will stay blurred and just live like that with some breakdowns here and there till i maybe i will finally give up or either live a life i will constantly hate.
Man this song hits home so fuckin hard. not many artists can speak this true to myself & the struggles that not only me but other people feel on the daily, i may be a fucked up fuck up, but there is peace i knowing we're not alone in this fucked up world, sometimes all we need is someone to connect with that knows the lows and the feels but at the same time its astounding how complete strangers can relate to each other through something as simple as music and find support from people just like them. keep up the work Chyde much love bro
Be appreciative with what u have, parent/parents is the only person will support you on life. Reconnect then you will understand. Life will go you more problems but they will be there for you.
Ive been out here fighting my demons going and going since i was teen their is no in between just dreams ill never dream fighting to be alive but really wanna die everytime i cry but pick myself up and keep going for the people that know me even tho im so lonely …… sorry i just wanted to put this out here for anyone who feels like
Damn good song. Although with as many different heavy quotes as you had in this you could’ve made at least eight different hit songs with each quote and you could’ve elaborated on each one of them. Main chorus sounded like Post Malone so it definitely gets attention
@@KateKshir they’ve been 18 years old too once and I’m sure they weren’t saints either. We all grow and go through our phases of growth. As long as you do your best to be a good person and focus on improving yourself there’s nothing nobody can demand from you. 10 years from now you will be completely different place in life and in your being and things won’t feel this way. 🙏🏼 just hang in there
Ever hear a song and thought it was wrote just for you?
I felt that
Over and over
Mark my word you gonna shine soon brother❤️
"I got knocked down and couldn't climb back up, I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect son(I replaced it with daughter)" This made me cry
Good decision coming to vibe before bed
There are many things that I feel could be worked on which is why I think you are so unheard, but I see some incredible potential in you both. Keep up the hard work 👑👑
You like pickles?
Well I love enchiladas😎
Let’s make a hallmark movie
@@I_love_enchiladas28463 yessir
Never heard a song I relate too more in my whole life it’s a banger and it’s all fax bro
bro literally So related.. keep it up..❤
Love it Parker
He knows how to explain a situation with a song❤️ Love this🎉
Your songs have realy been helping me lately
I'm crying now. This hits really close to home. Love your music. Greetings from Hungary.
@@angeldust99558 love you more 🖤 stay strong
I close my eyes and hide from the Darkness. That hits home homie 😢
Love it man. You are truly a talented artist. Love your music. Listen to it daily.
i try so hard to put on a smile for those around me but sometimes i just want to scream feeling like nothing but a failure as a husband, son, and brother. not sure why im typing all this here for randoms to read but it just felt right. heres to hoping life gives me a break bc i cant handle much more
@@oathsworn_9873 hang in there bro🖤
The best 🥰 Finally uploaded🎉😍🔥
I saw a clip on tiktok and came for the whole song and bro this shit hit me hard. It's not every day you hear a song for the first time and it brings you to tears. Good job man
Idk man.. every song parker has been on has done this to me.
I'm crying now.. This hits so close to home..
I felt crying at the last part, it was like a friend telling me face realization and look how it will effect everyone around you… thank you for this song
(I think I commented on the wrong song for this comment, but this song is still a masterpiece)
hope your song gets more exposure on platforms! great song 👏
You’re one of my favorite artist keep it up love your music
Aye keep up your good work my man ❤
"I’m sorry mom I’m not the perfect son"
I'm sobbing on my pillow rn cuz it's been years since this thought is in my mind. My mother always gave me her most love, even and most importantly when i didn't deserve it.
I'm scared to grow up and be like my dad and i know that something about him, about the trauma he gave me, about his addiction, his anger, his behaviour, are inside me, and i'm scared as fuck i will become like him.
2 years ago i wrote a couple of goodbye letters, and i put them in a document i always have in my phone with me, so if i will ever have the courage to do it, i could send them all to the people i love the most, mom included.
I tried therapy and i wanted to take it again, but i can't even trust myself anymore cuz i will probably delay it again and again and i Will end up closing my mind again, i will stay blurred and just live like that with some breakdowns here and there till i maybe i will finally give up or either live a life i will constantly hate.
@@simoneorefice8974 🖤
Omg i so relate to this 😢
كنت انتظر هذا العمل منذ أسبوع احبك 🇸🇩
“AND I HOPE THAT I WILL GET TO SEE THE DAYS WHEN IM NOT SAD” I hope too
I wish you a good afternoon and the continuation from France 🇫🇷✨
Such great song, we could have a edit where both songs are mixed together.
Great song
This song hits
Killed it. As per usual
Fireeerr
The Lyrics ❤️
Man this song hits home so fuckin hard. not many artists can speak this true to myself & the struggles that not only me but other people feel on the daily, i may be a fucked up fuck up, but there is peace i knowing we're not alone in this fucked up world, sometimes all we need is someone to connect with that knows the lows and the feels but at the same time its astounding how complete strangers can relate to each other through something as simple as music and find support from people just like them. keep up the work Chyde much love bro
@@kodawolf9569 much love 🖤
Omg 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I know this song from Instagram❤🔥🔥
I love you man you helped me while having relationship issues
@@HaydenDeano 🖤
Yo i got severe depression,this makes me reflect on everything ive been through
Same here brother 😔
This shit so hard man keep that shit up
Be appreciative with what u have, parent/parents is the only person will support you on life. Reconnect then you will understand. Life will go you more problems but they will be there for you.
Flow 🙏
Ive been out here fighting my demons going and going since i was teen their is no in between just dreams ill never dream fighting to be alive but really wanna die everytime i cry but pick myself up and keep going for the people that know me even tho im so lonely …… sorry i just wanted to put this out here for anyone who feels like
Keep going 🖤 be strong
Yes
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Only 11k views? Push this song it deserve more views
Yeah push it
Why can I relate
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🖤😔💔
Damn good song. Although with as many different heavy quotes as you had in this you could’ve made at least eight different hit songs with each quote and you could’ve elaborated on each one of them. Main chorus sounded like Post Malone so it definitely gets attention
Can you add your songs to Apple Muisc? It's fantastic, and I adore it. I hope you produce more musical masterpieces in the future.
@@Quangnguyen-n3d I am on Apple Music
music.apple.com/se/artist/chyde/581637475?l=en-GB
Mi favorito es este que desearía que no desapareciera nunca mi super bien ❤️🩹❤️🩹
Any Pakistani ❤❤
Gg
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Emotionally damage sorry mom take love brother🕊️
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I just always feel like a fuck up.... I disappoint my parents constantly at 18 years old. They tell me to my face that they are disappointed in me
@@KateKshir they’ve been 18 years old too once and I’m sure they weren’t saints either. We all grow and go through our phases of growth. As long as you do your best to be a good person and focus on improving yourself there’s nothing nobody can demand from you. 10 years from now you will be completely different place in life and in your being and things won’t feel this way. 🙏🏼 just hang in there
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I'm just e f*cking disappointment for my family....my mom.....for everyone.... I'm just e looser bro 😅💔
collab?
wanna collab ?? i am a music producer .
Great song