I’m leaving this comment here so every time someone likes it, I’ll get reminded to listen to this good song again! :) thanks for 50 likes it reminded me 50 different times haha
Lyrics Bout time that I I close my eyes and hide from the darkness Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?) Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? 'Bout time that I I close my eyes and hide from the darkness Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?) Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet) I wanna die, I wanna leave I wanna disappear from everything I wanna hide, I wanna see What life would be like if it wasn't for me Fucking it up, making it worse Hurting myself, throwing on dirt Making shit hurt, more than it should Running from love, running from family Running from people that don't understand me Running from everything that life hands me Even my own mother couldn't stand me (I couldn't stand me) Disappointed myself Shit is annoying, I know I need help Help from destroying myself If you know how I felt then I'm sorry you do Sorry that no one was holding you through all the war you went through I close my eyes and hide from the darkness Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?) Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? 'Bout time that I I close my eyes and hide from the darkness Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?) Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet) Yeah Feeling the stress, I need some rest I need to get some things off of my chest My head's a mess, feel like I'm stuck in distress Feel like I'm fucking depressed Sit in the dark, sit with my thoughts Asking myself, "Shit, am I lost?" Giving myself, but don't know what cost Living this up, wish I could pause It got me stuck up not giving a fuck Feel like I wanna give up It's 3:00 a.m., and I'm opening up All of the chapters I should've kept shut And you know the moments, it's hard to be honest You feel like you're drowning in all of your problems You feel like you're down, and your heart is just pounding Trying to get out of it, close on your eyes and then I close my eyes and hide from the darkness Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?) Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? 'Bout time that I I close my eyes and hide from the darkness Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?) Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet)
I have the hardest time crying even when i really need to. When i first heard this i was going though so much s***. I had lost my job, my home, my brother to my mistake and moved back with family. The person i loved more than anything in the world ended up hurting me physically and if there were any justice he would be in jail right now. i shut everyone out. I forced myself to sit with my cousin while he was playing games and this song was playing. I felt like everything that i was holding in just suddenly forced itself out. I cried for so long and when i finished i felt like i was able to start moving on. Every time i remember the bad s*** that happened I just come back here to get it all out of my system. Its been hard moving on and forgetting what happened and what that "man" did to me and sometimes the thoughts linger and hurt so much. But having this small piece of calm during that s*** storm i went through 3 months has helped more than you’ll ever be able to know. So thank you. Its been hard to feel okay but this song helps.
"Sorry that no one was holding you through all the war you went through" This line is so beautiful and sad at the same time, it reminds me of someone.🖤
about 6 n a half years ago would of been the time I left this place but came back to life at the hospital and I've been struggling with depression drugs popping mad pills idk how I kept it together for so long but these pass few months I've been going threw it fighting my dam self in my head every night n bed and just think about going to popping pills again but just started smoking a lot of weed wish is good either but man shits just been running back in my head like why did it fail the first time maybe 2nd chance will get me to just fall asleep n not wake up then yesterday night I randomly found this song and been streaming all your music at work today had to stop to like every song that played on my play list thank you for it I needed it I broke down crying this morning for no reason but your music brought little light back in my life so thank you for that!!!!
Hey 🖤 I don’t know what you been through to feel like you need to end it like that or wish the pain to end. But remember it doesn’t go away, that pain will just carry on to those around you and leave a void and sorrow in peoples lives. So I’m glad you’re still around. I started realizing how pain could turn into my strength and I used the same pain in my life, just like you have, to fuel me to keep going. To remind me of who I am. And most importantly… to remind me of where I’m going. You can do the same. So dope that my songs help you stick around and gives you some sense of light. Wish you all the best. With love, chyde
@@ChydeOfficial yea man that's the main reasons that's been holding me down n not being selfish I would tell myself when I'm gone I sure freinds n family gunna be sad n down about but over time I feel my parents would have been leaving a better life I put them threw he'll it hate man but dam since I found you and Parker jack been on repeat all day escape from you survivors guilt,take me away, sad n happy, soldier,if I die tonight,lost my self,last letter who I am man honestly I could go on for days listing songs that kept me up if that makes sense appreciate you replying man keep making music like this I'm sure yall saves so many people listening to your music so keep them coming also loved alone as well your new released so far haven't had 1 track I wanted to skip !!!!thanks again yall sorry for ranting like this hahaha
Amen! I'm still laying in darkness stuck to the floor. Can't get up, down sad down dead I died in your light. Why am I so heartbroken. I couldn't be what I needed to be for my family. Kill all these moments in my eyesight. Blame all on me, I'll be your bloody towel I'll clean the mess. Have I showed you Less, maybe I'm to much damage my disability, I did my best with what's beats inside my chest. Broken promise, gave all my words, I should have just shut up myself. I know I need help God I please rescue me, My life spiritual a mess. Amazing song will be added to playlist 2:47
You two don't understand how hard this song hit me when I first heard it, it made me think for a while because my mom left me and nobody I know could relate to that and I rlly have no to talk to about this kinda stuff because it been getting to me and it bad bc at school I don't let not one person truly knows but this song omg it is different
Dam son this is truly a master peace. The fact two people had the same life as me and can put it in to words still shocks me. Even my own mother couldn't stand me this hits home.
KEEP GOING KEEP GOING DONT U GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS I WAS DEPRESSED BUT I CHANGED MY LIFE AND HERE TO SUPPORT AND AM HERE TO HELP DONT LET ANYTHING STOP U UR HAPPY LIFE IS WAITING FOR U KEEP PUSHING LIFE IS HARD AND MINE IS TOO BUT DONT LET THAT STOP U WORK ON UR DREAM WORK ON YOURSELF AND I WILL BE UR FIRST SUPPORTER DYING IS PERMANENT DONT DO PERMANENT THINGS FOR TEMPORARY PROBLEMS KEEP PUSHING I WILL BE HERE TO HELP ANYBODY AND I WILL BE THERE FIRST SUPPORTER
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I’m leaving this comment here so every time someone likes it, I’ll get reminded to listen to this good song again! :) thanks for 50 likes it reminded me 50 different times haha
I reminded you again
Now your at 51 live a good life man
@@frostbite4474 you too man
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You're in the right place, man!
this song has officially reached my soul, ive had this song on replay for months now, love the work bro keep it up
🖤 means a lot. share it
Innit same
*that line broke my heart when he said* *even my own mother couldn’t stand* *me* 🥺🥺
relatable line tho
💔
That's how my mom is too
Same here
I have the same
Lyrics
Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet?
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet)
I wanna die, I wanna leave
I wanna disappear from everything
I wanna hide, I wanna see
What life would be like if it wasn't for me
Fucking it up, making it worse
Hurting myself, throwing on dirt
Making shit hurt, more than it should
Running from love, running from family
Running from people that don't understand me
Running from everything that life hands me
Even my own mother couldn't stand me (I couldn't stand me)
Disappointed myself
Shit is annoying, I know I need help
Help from destroying myself
If you know how I felt then I'm sorry you do
Sorry that no one was holding you through all the war you went through
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet?
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet)
Yeah
Feeling the stress, I need some rest
I need to get some things off of my chest
My head's a mess, feel like I'm stuck in distress
Feel like I'm fucking depressed
Sit in the dark, sit with my thoughts
Asking myself, "Shit, am I lost?"
Giving myself, but don't know what cost
Living this up, wish I could pause
It got me stuck up not giving a fuck
Feel like I wanna give up
It's 3:00 a.m., and I'm opening up
All of the chapters I should've kept shut
And you know the moments, it's hard to be honest
You feel like you're drowning in all of your problems
You feel like you're down, and your heart is just pounding
Trying to get out of it, close on your eyes and then
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet?
'Bout time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I learned that yet? (Have I learned that yet?)
Have I learned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet)
Nice
It says earned not learned, on spotify is the same mistake
LOLL@@Dutch_warrior1
he already gave us lyrics
Doesn't it say... earned.. not learned
I have the hardest time crying even when i really need to. When i first heard this i was going though so much s***. I had lost my job, my home, my brother to my mistake and moved back with family. The person i loved more than anything in the world ended up hurting me physically and if there were any justice he would be in jail right now. i shut everyone out. I forced myself to sit with my cousin while he was playing games and this song was playing. I felt like everything that i was holding in just suddenly forced itself out. I cried for so long and when i finished i felt like i was able to start moving on. Every time i remember the bad s*** that happened I just come back here to get it all out of my system. Its been hard moving on and forgetting what happened and what that "man" did to me and sometimes the thoughts linger and hurt so much. But having this small piece of calm during that s*** storm i went through 3 months has helped more than you’ll ever be able to know. So thank you. Its been hard to feel okay but this song helps.
@@marisonamheri2831 thank you 💞
just know that god loves u ;D
@@perlit_playz 💞
Hope thinks are better for u and I support u!!
@Jas_playsss in a much better place but that mf is beating the chargers 😤
What a lyrics bruh , its not just a song 🥺 it's filled with feelings 😭 he described my life in a song 😭
Every line hits hard specially when you're crying 🙃
love this bro thanks for your talent and time you took to make this masterpiece 🙏🏽
LOVE THE SONG!
Deserves to be in my playlist
Ture❤
This song is everything 🖤🖤
🖤 thank you. Share it with people
Every single word of this song is relatable to me.....
He described my life with a song😭
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us man us
😢 little summary of my fkn entire fkn life
fr
Same😢😢😢😢😢😢
Thanks for the real lyrics that I'm the one who thinks I don't feel anything yet feel them❤️🥀
Love this ❤
"Sorry that no one was holding you through all the war you went through"
This line is so beautiful and sad at the same time, it reminds me of someone.🖤
This song is just so me. I'm tired. I wanna runaway from everything 🙂
One of the most underrated song 😢
bro lyrics is connected to my life ❤
yes
This song hits you right in the feels every time💔💚
This is my new fave song
🖤 share it with people
This song pierces straight to my soul.
🖤 much love…. share it.
This song describes how I feel right now 🙏👏
So relatable..
I loved it❤❤❤
about 6 n a half years ago would of been the time I left this place but came back to life at the hospital and I've been struggling with depression drugs popping mad pills idk how I kept it together for so long but these pass few months I've been going threw it fighting my dam self in my head every night n bed and just think about going to popping pills again but just started smoking a lot of weed wish is good either but man shits just been running back in my head like why did it fail the first time maybe 2nd chance will get me to just fall asleep n not wake up then yesterday night I randomly found this song and been streaming all your music at work today had to stop to like every song that played on my play list thank you for it I needed it I broke down crying this morning for no reason but your music brought little light back in my life so thank you for that!!!!
Hey 🖤 I don’t know what you been through to feel like you need to end it like that or wish the pain to end. But remember it doesn’t go away, that pain will just carry on to those around you and leave a void and sorrow in peoples lives. So I’m glad you’re still around. I started realizing how pain could turn into my strength and I used the same pain in my life, just like you have, to fuel me to keep going. To remind me of who I am. And most importantly… to remind me of where I’m going.
You can do the same.
So dope that my songs help you stick around and gives you some sense of light. Wish you all the best.
With love, chyde
@@ChydeOfficial yea man that's the main reasons that's been holding me down n not being selfish I would tell myself when I'm gone I sure freinds n family gunna be sad n down about but over time I feel my parents would have been leaving a better life I put them threw he'll it hate man but dam since I found you and Parker jack been on repeat all day escape from you survivors guilt,take me away, sad n happy, soldier,if I die tonight,lost my self,last letter who I am man honestly I could go on for days listing songs that kept me up if that makes sense appreciate you replying man keep making music like this I'm sure yall saves so many people listening to your music so keep them coming also loved alone as well your new released so far haven't had 1 track I wanted to skip !!!!thanks again yall sorry for ranting like this hahaha
How can I thankyou for this MASTERPIECE 🥹
By sharing it with as many as you can❤️
this is amazing man well done!!
Amen!
I'm still laying in darkness stuck to the floor.
Can't get up, down sad down dead I died in your light.
Why am I so heartbroken.
I couldn't be what I needed to be for my family.
Kill all these moments in my eyesight.
Blame all on me, I'll be your bloody towel I'll clean the mess.
Have I showed you Less, maybe I'm to much damage my disability, I did my best with what's beats inside my chest.
Broken promise, gave all my words, I should have just shut up myself.
I know I need help God I please rescue me,
My life spiritual a mess. Amazing song will be added to playlist 2:47
Cuz You are Yaloo
😂😂
Went through all lines !!! Now became heartless n numb.. anyday can explode
I'm from Lithuania and this song was in my music list, big love from Lithuania🇱🇹❤
Very excellent. My brother's voice is really great.🔥🔥🔥😎
🙇🏻♂️🇹🇭
This is how I felt for over 39 years, and I still do.
I can definitely write a book
The feelings that u get from this song is emotionally attached to each one of us either way
Believe me this channel will be famous 🔥 one day .... big love and support from North East India....
listen this song on repeat 2 days
Honestly one of the best songs i have herd in a long time vary underrated
0:45 Here comes the FIRE 🖤🔥!
Bro that aggression 💥♥️
Wow. This is such a powerful song ! Describes my life and how I feel in one song 🥺
🖤
Just dropped a new song. Listen to “Depression” by Chyde here:
open.spotify.com/track/0NfUau5M1nQo3RBgPl1hUS?si=6_pvEJ2XTeyauTDp85nunA
@@ChydeOfficial another amazing song!!
Holy f! This hit so hard! Thanks for this moment what i felt while listening this song! Greetings from finland!🎉
You’re welcome and thank you for the love 🖤
Thanks for this master piece..❤
Its my f life.. I lissen this on repeat every day..
This words is next level ❤️❤️
The second time i play this music im completely dazed and it look's like the music is me. Love this man. Hope you make more of this💪🔥🔥
Much love. Appreciate the words. Share it with people 🖤
Even after this long, this guy is still underrated 😢... But I am really happy for you NF....you are a very good rapper and always will be
Thanks for this masterpiece one love from Nepal ❤
You two don't understand how hard this song hit me when I first heard it, it made me think for a while because my mom left me and nobody I know could relate to that and I rlly have no to talk to about this kinda stuff because it been getting to me and it bad bc at school I don't let not one person truly knows but this song omg it is different
bro thankl really thanks
this lyric so relate with my life now, i love this song, thanks for make this song for everyone who have stressfull
Love this song every words are meaningful and true ❤️
Guys this track is f*cking good! 🖤💯🔥
I came from Instagram ✌
today is my birthday, and ifeel worst im sad I can't explain thanks to this song i feel a lil bit of comfortable.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR CARDINALTAGLE241 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ❤🎂
Bro just described my entire life with one song
This song is always staying on my Playlist 😊
🥰
True story ! Thank you for this song :) good job!
The vibe is insane you are soo under rated keep your head Clear broski and one Day you will make it big peace
Yep this is the help that is needed
Dam son this is truly a master peace. The fact two people had the same life as me and can put it in to words still shocks me. Even my own mother couldn't stand me this hits home.
Heart touching. Lyrise brow
This hit my soul I love this
🖤
This is my life right now. Literally the song
Merry Christmas.. some of us might not be around for much longer.. enjoy the people you have while you can..
🖤 sending love
This deserves a million views
❤️❤️❤️
Once i hear this masterpiece goosebumps everytime take love from Bangladesh 🇧🇩🙌🏻
Thank you very much, i loved this song ❤
This literally sums my whole life up
This song encapsulated my soul
🖤
Love this song i feel it
CHYDE this song deserve 100 billion views 😭😭
Solid! 💪
I feel it ❣️
Masterpiece ❤
I've listened to this song so much when I cried, that I've memerized it word for word
woow such a very good song,i'm didn't listing before this powerful rap.
Teh best song ever❤❤❤
Bro Ngl I found you like early this week and every song feels so personal to me. You’re shit is great I hope you keep writing
Cheers🤘
Thanks for creating this song
🖤 you’re welcome
Great song
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness, damn ❤
Thank you for the masterpiece..🫂🤌❤️
Som incrível pra caramba.
Great song dude 🙏
Idc what people say, chide and Parker jack are the best in my opinion no mater what❤️❤️❤️
hits different 😔
Thank you for making such a beautiful song
I needed this song
Fav storytelling recently ❤
Rip x love your music dawg
This song is a Truth of every life😢😢
So good
It really hitted me
Respect 🔥
He just raps my life story 💕love
He described my life with a song 🥺
Those words man big love from the world ❤
i love this song it still help me
Thank you for this song
Much needed for my stresses
You’re welcome 🖤
KEEP GOING KEEP GOING DONT U GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS I WAS DEPRESSED BUT I CHANGED MY LIFE AND HERE TO SUPPORT AND AM HERE TO HELP DONT LET ANYTHING STOP U UR HAPPY LIFE IS WAITING FOR U KEEP PUSHING LIFE IS HARD AND MINE IS TOO BUT DONT LET THAT STOP U WORK ON UR DREAM WORK ON YOURSELF AND I WILL BE UR FIRST SUPPORTER DYING IS PERMANENT DONT DO PERMANENT THINGS FOR TEMPORARY PROBLEMS KEEP PUSHING I WILL BE HERE TO HELP ANYBODY AND I WILL BE THERE FIRST SUPPORTER
It’s on my loop today.
Hits diff. 💔