This is my official lyric video i hope you guys enjoy the song and that it can help you like it helps me ! FOR ALL MY OTHER MUSIC Search Parker Jack on all platforms
Lyrics: Cause if I'm meant to die Then fuck it let me rest in peace I think depression has finally got the best of me Dead inside But that's just how I'm meant to be I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally Cause if I'm meant to die Then fuck it let me rest in peace I think depression has finally got the best of me Dead inside But that's just how I'm meant to be I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally If I pass away, fuck it just put my cash in my casket Or wipe your tears with my bills Cause after life there's no sadness I understand that its selfish but I can't find a way past it Cause if deaths the only option That's the wish I need granted Then flip the table and ask yourself if the way I'm feeling is valid Cause if its not then tell me why I feel this way I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain Stomach rot, it feels like I'm taking at least a hundred shots Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved a lot Slowly taught, your worth less to people if you're broke and lost Broken spots all over my body like some polka dots I just wanna feel alive Cause if I'm meant to die Then fuck it let me rest in peace I think depression has finally got the best of me Dead inside But that's just how I'm meant to be I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally Cause if I'm meant to die Then fuck it let me rest in peace I think depression has finally got the best of me Dead inside But that's just how I'm meant to be I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally I get no respect Even though I'm close to death Life feels like its suffocating Taught myself to hold my breath, maybe I should hold it less You don't know what lonely is until you see how lonely gets You don't what lost feels like till you lose yourself to stress Maybe I'm a fucking mess and I should just agree to that When trapped inside your mind you realize you want your freedom back Already took a hundred shots, maybe I should take some more Life feels like its pissing on me, I guess when it rains it pours Cause if its not then tell me why I feel this way I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain Stomach rot, it feels like I'm taking at least a hundred shots Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved a lot Slowly taught, your worth less to people if you're broke and lost Cause if I'm meant to die Then fuck it let me rest in peace I think depression has finally got the best of me Dead inside But that's just how I'm meant to be I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally Cause if I'm meant to die Then fuck it let me rest in peace I think depression has finally got the best of me Dead inside But that's just how I'm meant to be I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
Wish u would of said “I just wanna feel ALIVE” on the second verse…that’s the catchy part of the song “could hear ya fans screaming that part when ur preforming🔥🔥🔥
Love the music brother, fuck that guy at the top “literally just repeated the same line over and over” 😂😂😂 just doesn’t understand music hope you doing alright too brotha man song ain’t long enough so it’s on repeat 🙌🙌🙌
One of the realest most underrated artist don't ever stop putting out help ..one of my most inspiring people it's more than music too me it's therapy. And it don't cost me anything but my time 🤜🤛💯🔥
I still dont know how this guy doesnt have over a mill you got alot of talent man! keep this shi up bc it helped me and my team thru shi. hope you well dawg
My boy , I feel your pain , fucked up life situations that affect us, and we still trying to survive in this fucked up world, you read what i say , yet if you would se what I mean, life is drak when the devil wants it would take what it wants.
I lived this way most my life. It's the loneliest road we walk. This pain is excruciating torture and to function carry it is nearly impossible. The more I held it in the pressure built and it started spilling onto those I wanted to protect from it. Being punished for everything I did whether good or bad my whe life I still feel like I get punished for how warped the pain ppl inflicted upon me that melted into who I am and created me I am trauma infused head to toe and I can't undo what was done just try to improve but it's hard when you know those who you love most are kind when you are around but judge me and make fun or talk crap about me when all I do is love them for the unconditionally and I'd do anything in the world for them . I show them me and they make me feel they don't see me still. My heavy is too heavy for me to talk about but yet I am judged because they don't understand. I feel like I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't. Loving them ill never be able to stop. I don't want to ever. I just wish they would want to know me and not their idea of who they think I am . Nobody has ever asked me about me and who I am. Theh think they already know. So I let them because it won't matter what I say it seems they already have decided for me even if they choose the lie instead of understanding the reality. I hate that im too heavy that nobody can stomach the history that made me that created me. I had zero say in the matter. But nobody truly listens its just all clatter and waste their time cause they always feel there is something better to do with their time. Why am I the one who is always patient , understanding and kind. Why am I the one who has to wait for everyone to be ready on their time line? Who knows not I . This is where I will just keep it all to myself and hidden inside . I'll do hat I do best and not say a word. 😔🥺😔
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Let's gooooooooooooo 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
who else can already sing the whole thing two weeks after it was posted officialy?
Me lol
🙋🏻♂️
Two days for me
Lol
2 weeks? Try 2 hours.
this song is awesome ive been blasting whole time night and night but when are we getting lonely and why me 🤔
WHY ME is next 🖤
Finally 💯🔥🔥
🇮🇳❤️
Best mental health song this year💯👀
eeehm no ? its the opposite
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wow, I love your music, your vibe, flows, lyrics, everythingggg about this
One of 2 songs i want played at my funeral next month. Ekohs Numb is the other@
Lyrics:
Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
If I pass away, fuck it just put my cash in my casket
Or wipe your tears with my bills
Cause after life there's no sadness
I understand that its selfish but I can't find a way past it
Cause if deaths the only option
That's the wish I need granted
Then flip the table and ask yourself if the way I'm feeling is valid
Cause if its not then tell me why I feel this way
I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain
Stomach rot, it feels like I'm taking at least a hundred shots
Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved a lot
Slowly taught, your worth less to people if you're broke and lost
Broken spots all over my body like some polka dots
I just wanna feel alive
Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
I get no respect
Even though I'm close to death
Life feels like its suffocating
Taught myself to hold my breath, maybe I should hold it less
You don't know what lonely is until you see how lonely gets
You don't what lost feels like till you lose yourself to stress
Maybe I'm a fucking mess and I should just agree to that
When trapped inside your mind you realize you want your freedom back
Already took a hundred shots, maybe I should take some more
Life feels like its pissing on me, I guess when it rains it pours
Cause if its not then tell me why I feel this way
I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain
Stomach rot, it feels like I'm taking at least a hundred shots
Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved a lot
Slowly taught, your worth less to people if you're broke and lost
Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
Cause if I'm meant to die
Then fuck it let me rest in peace
I think depression has finally got the best of me
Dead inside
But that's just how I'm meant to be
I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally
Wish u would of said “I just wanna feel ALIVE” on the second verse…that’s the catchy part of the song “could hear ya fans screaming that part when ur preforming🔥🔥🔥
Found it on insta reels
Loved it bro
More power to you and ur art ❤
New upload ❤
I'M EARLY also I love this😍 already added to my playlist on music keep up the good work I love ur music Parker
I already know the lyrics
Love the music brother, fuck that guy at the top “literally just repeated the same line over and over” 😂😂😂 just doesn’t understand music hope you doing alright too brotha man song ain’t long enough so it’s on repeat 🙌🙌🙌
yes i love your music keep up the good work cant wait for the next new track make sure to subscribe to him
One of the realest most underrated artist don't ever stop putting out help ..one of my most inspiring people it's more than music too me it's therapy. And it don't cost me anything but my time 🤜🤛💯🔥
You took your time with this one
Saw it in FB . Its 🔥 bruh
PERFECTTTTTT
Holy frick one of the best songs
I know right
I really want to promote your music on channel but could not find your email anywhere :(
parkerjack101@gmail.com
I felt the song , depression is getting me slowly i don't know what to do so much in my head im slowly giving in
Fight it brother,stay strong 💪
I don't know why I feel better listening to ur songs
Same
Sometimes I like to be reminded that I’m not alone
Let’s gooooo🔥🔥🔥
Man. Keep going.
Been seeing this on reels and finally am about to save this!
Let's gooooooooooooooooo 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Really wanna meet this guy
Then tell my why I feel this way?
first
heat af🔥🔥
Thank u for this my new fav song that I think depression has finally got the best of me
i was waiting for this, you're so underrated, i love your music, u deserve more than this, thx for every song man
mind hunter🥶
Yo this just popped up and instantly felt it, damn.. such a great song 💯 I needed this
Finally drops this song geez
this is such a smooth and fire song, one of the best songs I've heard lately
Fire bro 💪
i gibe u 100 view
This was great for someone like me that learns the song when i see what is being said! Love the video!
Love it Parker! 💙
Ive been eating! On repeat!
This is a great song Parker keep up the work
Music like this makes me want to write again
Great song! Congratulations Parker keep at it. We need a banger mental health album.
Best song to drive fast to 🎉
I still dont know how this guy doesnt have over a mill you got alot of talent man! keep this shi up bc it helped me and my team thru shi. hope you well dawg
Lol
I can remember when I was going to kill myself and this song is so relatable
Where I'm at now
I just wanna feel alive
Sometimes I feel like this but why do I I just a human being I don't know what to believe in so yh alaway been that way
Yo this hit's real g
Let’s gooooo bro 💪💪 best song ever 👊
my friend just passed today and this is how i feel
Hope this song brings you comfort
Man your songs are crazy really love them
I needed this song
My boy , I feel your pain , fucked up life situations that affect us, and we still trying to survive in this fucked up world, you read what i say , yet if you would se what I mean, life is drak when the devil wants it would take what it wants.
I like the sound of it and the tone
You and a few other artists are one of the only reason why I am still living. Keep up the good work.
Keep ur head up
I heard that brother he sings what I think some artists just hit different stay strong ur not alone
never alone mate come back here if you ever get low, we will be here!!
I can't wait to watch the official video
Parker, I love your music and your content it helps me a lot.
This will be on repeat for a while, incredible man
Finally🔥
Hmm the sample of million dollar baby is stere fs , possibly a foreshadowed upcoming feature ?
Holy shit bro I feel the exact same way it’s crazy how this world just fucks its inhabitants
Ok I like it but it really sounds like NF's old flow but with curse words.
Thank you parker, i needed that. Before, i was near killing myself
Soo good 🔥🔥
This song deserve a medal 🏅 🔥🔥🔥
I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT HE'S FEELING IN EVERY WORD HE SAID.
HAVE THE SAME EXACT FEELING.
Been waiting for this to drop and still came late sorry let you down still fire tho x
nothing but love for this song! thank you brother!
Omg i fucking love this song 😢 i do some times want to drop dead inside
Ngl I was waiting on Instagram to see if he dropped it for the longest
Best mental health song in this generation
You make some great music you are a with artist music
Moore Jessica Harris William Taylor Margaret
Hey man i like it realy and i love the text❤I
I thought he was gone never drop this bih it hard tho
Finały u realesed it , good.🔥👊
I can somg it after only listening 2 times
lyrics got me freezing in the rain🥶🛩️
this is the first time that someone understands me
God daaaaamn lord have mercy
Is your name gaze
I Just Wanna Feel Aliveeeeeeeeeeee💔
The best song ever ❤️🩹
Didn't live up to the hype
Underrated..
hey but it's still good
That is how I feel💀
bro this song is fkn fire
get this man famous
This hits hard 😥😥😥😥
This is fire 🔥 😮😊
Bro it’s so fast 😂❤😊
I lived this way most my life. It's the loneliest road we walk. This pain is excruciating torture and to function carry it is nearly impossible. The more I held it in the pressure built and it started spilling onto those I wanted to protect from it. Being punished for everything I did whether good or bad my whe life I still feel like I get punished for how warped the pain ppl inflicted upon me that melted into who I am and created me I am trauma infused head to toe and I can't undo what was done just try to improve but it's hard when you know those who you love most are kind when you are around but judge me and make fun or talk crap about me when all I do is love them for the unconditionally and I'd do anything in the world for them . I show them me and they make me feel they don't see me still. My heavy is too heavy for me to talk about but yet I am judged because they don't understand. I feel like I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't. Loving them ill never be able to stop. I don't want to ever. I just wish they would want to know me and not their idea of who they think I am . Nobody has ever asked me about me and who I am. Theh think they already know. So I let them because it won't matter what I say it seems they already have decided for me even if they choose the lie instead of understanding the reality. I hate that im too heavy that nobody can stomach the history that made me that created me. I had zero say in the matter. But nobody truly listens its just all clatter and waste their time cause they always feel there is something better to do with their time. Why am I the one who is always patient , understanding and kind. Why am I the one who has to wait for everyone to be ready on their time line? Who knows not I . This is where I will just keep it all to myself and hidden inside . I'll do hat I do best and not say a word. 😔🥺😔
Best sing😊😊😊
Why it banging tho
Fire, fire man ; )