I feel u. I'm on " the spectrum " . I felt the same way and still deal with that feeling of being different or " apart". I might sound different than you but I can relate. in and out of doctors growing up and still see a doctor . yup Asperges...exactly. at first you wouldn't know. I got good at cracking on people because I grew up getting made fun of for that and being gay. me with my foot thing and my big mouth at 13 ...I told a " friend " what I thought after a friendly wrestling match and he told everyone. he wrestled on the wrestling team and was bigger and I never joined the team. so his pride got hurt and they all ( him and his homies) just mobbed me like cowards do. but yeah I understand 💯 💶 it's not easy and I'm glad I have supportive fam and friends. I didn't feel like I had any in school. and I still deal with negative feelings daily . but it can be done. the arm wrestling group has really been helpful that I uploaded on my channel. believe it or not I got the job I have rn through someone I do pro arm wrestling with. strong hands right? why not get paid for them 😂! best of luck and stay strong bruh! you got this!
I feel u. I'm on " the spectrum " . I felt the same way and still deal with that feeling of being different or " apart". I might sound different than you but I can relate. in and out of doctors growing up and still see a doctor . yup Asperges...exactly. at first you wouldn't know. I got good at cracking on people because I grew up getting made fun of for that and being gay. me with my foot thing and my big mouth at 13 ...I told a " friend " what I thought after a friendly wrestling match and he told everyone. he wrestled on the wrestling team and was bigger and I never joined the team. so his pride got hurt and they all ( him and his homies) just mobbed me like cowards do. but yeah I understand 💯 💶 it's not easy and I'm glad I have supportive fam and friends. I didn't feel like I had any in school. and I still deal with negative feelings daily . but it can be done. the arm wrestling group has really been helpful that I uploaded on my channel. believe it or not I got the job I have rn through someone I do pro arm wrestling with. strong hands right? why not get paid for them 😂! best of luck and stay strong bruh! you got this!