Hard Day - Brain MRI Under Sedation - CT Scan to See What The Cancer is Doing

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  • Kyle’s Channel:
    / @kyleapple9702
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    Jenny Appleford
    7211 Haven Ave, Unit E-407
    Rancho Cucamonga, CA 91701
    INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
    FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
    For business inquiries: veganapplefords@gmail.com
    DIAGNOSIS:
    March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
    February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
    Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
    TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
    2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
    Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
    2022: Chemotherapy
    10 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
    6 with Carboplatin, 4 without
    Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
    CURRENT TREATMENT:
    I am on a clinical trial for my specific gene mutation
    Our GoFundMe Link:
    gofund.me/5edf81e5
    The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. This is also an easy way to update a lot of people at once. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my
    family.
    Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.

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  • @amierikke6225
    @amierikke6225 ปีที่แล้ว +976

    I’m an Rn with over 40 years of clinical experience including oncology. I think every healthcare professional/worker whether a doctor, nurse, radiology technician, administrator, dietary or housekeeper, all team should watch your channel. You give us insight into what individuals go through, helping us to understand and support a person going through this challenging journey.❤

  • @MistymeQueen
    @MistymeQueen ปีที่แล้ว +775

    Man, I wish I had a Kyle. I just cannot get over how loving, nurturing and positive he is. God Bless you, Jenny.

    • @wanya_telborn
      @wanya_telborn ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Yes mam! He’s a gem ❤

    • @godschild3640
      @godschild3640 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@wanya_telborn I have a question and I don’t want to be rude but if my cancer hits the brain because I have lung cancer stage four I would not have them radiate the braid because I would die fast but how would a person die a brain cancer would they go into a coma, and then die that would be an unpaid full death, but if it would spread to other parts of my body that would be painful, but how does a person die with lung cancer? If you could answer me that would be wonderful and what are the red dots it’s all over the inside of my legs and parts of my body. I had a CAT scan with no contrast with contrast and then a pet scan so I don’t know what pictures they were showing me, but they have a whole bunch of red dots and then there’s glowing white things that I think that was the cancer. Well if you could answer me back thank you very much.

    • @rickygouda2110
      @rickygouda2110 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I certainly pray for you dear Jenny, how miserable you may feel, this will also pass. Jenny. much love and a big big hug.

    • @phillipevans1152
      @phillipevans1152 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      You're right, she is fortunate to have Kyle at her side. True love.

    • @sdd123
      @sdd123 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Every woman needs a Kyle!!!

  • @ericaaubie860
    @ericaaubie860 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    Jenny fought so hard to stay here with Kyle, and her children.

  • @LearnGrowThrive1
    @LearnGrowThrive1 ปีที่แล้ว +295

    This man needs to get an award for the best husband and father I have ever witnessed. You're so loving, kind and most of all extremely supportive to your wife. Most women only wish to be treated this way. You're so blessed to have each other! I am praying for you Jenny...I don't think most people can even imagine walking in your shoes for one day. You have embodied such great courage and strength even when you clearly had nothing left to give at times. You're an inspiration for others that might be walking down the same road. You are truly a gift!

    • @motherofthreeb6337
      @motherofthreeb6337 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The bad girl who get Kyle's end up killing them! 😢

    • @melissamerrill7412
      @melissamerrill7412 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      ​@@motherofthreeb6337what's that suppose to mean??

    • @melissamerrill7412
      @melissamerrill7412 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I 💯 agree!!!! He is one amazing husband and father!!!❤️

    • @janelleabbott2227
      @janelleabbott2227 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      This brings tears and so much sadness. Jenny fought so hard😢😢😢And Kyle is absolutely wonderful.❤❤❤

    • @jennifernicole2644
      @jennifernicole2644 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@motherofthreeb6337 weird sob you are.

  • @mitzisimpson6262
    @mitzisimpson6262 ปีที่แล้ว +283

    I am a brain tumor survivor. 27 years now. I hated the contrast MRI. I would be sick to my stomach for 24 hours and the metallic taste was awful. I am praying for you and I am so proud of you for sharing your journey. You are helping so many people. Bless you

    • @Goldenretriever-k8m
      @Goldenretriever-k8m ปีที่แล้ว +11

      i just had a contrast brain MRI last week, the taste was so weird and metallic for sure! but i also felt a pain in my heart, like a pinching, and I thought I was having a heart attack for a minute but tried to calm down, and then I also smelled a weird rubbing alcohol smell

    • @doreenpflancer1913
      @doreenpflancer1913 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You are so brave.i pray for you.❤

    • @ontherocks8712
      @ontherocks8712 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Your truly amazing Jenny.I pray for you.I hope you will have many quality years with your delightful family.❤

  • @jankrygier1607
    @jankrygier1607 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +96

    As I rewatch some of these older videos I see more and more of what Jenny went through. Just so very sorry that she didn't get her happy ending. Sometimes life just is not fair.

    • @Sheyann_89
      @Sheyann_89 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

      Yes same here. I knew she went through a lot but rewatching her videos really shows you how much she truly did go through. 💕 Such a beautiful soul here on earth and now a beautiful angel.

  • @victoriamartinez1079
    @victoriamartinez1079 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    You know I go back and watch these videos just to hear Jenny‘s voice and see her sweet face but oh my Lord it’s so painful to watch knowing the outcome in the three years that she suffered and fought this dreaded disease and kept hope that she would be one of the lucky ones to beat this disease and it took her almost 3 years She was a precious loving, caring, kind person and everything she did. She did it with love. I’m so sorry Jenny I will always pray for your husband and your children. Kyle is doing an amazing job rest in peace, sweet Jenny 💔

    • @4106justme
      @4106justme 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

      She went through.hell

  • @marydowd1290
    @marydowd1290 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +32

    Your wife fought so very hard to live. Thank you so much for sharing this with the world. You are incredibly brave

  • @RoselBenham
    @RoselBenham ปีที่แล้ว +122

    The nerves are very fragile right now, your husband is the most incredible support you can ask for😘

  • @wanya_telborn
    @wanya_telborn ปีที่แล้ว +92

    Kyle Appleford is the best life partner and a rock star!!! I can only imagine what he must be going through but NO MATTER WHAT keeps it together for Jenny and keeps her going
    You are both inspiring as a couple
    Kyle you are so sweet and gentle
    We love you both are praying continuously ❤

  • @adunn5173
    @adunn5173 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +38

    My heart is really hurting for Kyle, he was so there for his love. I think he is going to feel so lost for a time. I’m so praying for him and his children, God love them all.

  • @OdetteC_1
    @OdetteC_1 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +25

    Oh gee, its so hard to watch Jenny's cancer journey knowing the outcome. Truly heart breaking. ❤ RIP Sweet Lady. ❤

  • @nonabardin9162
    @nonabardin9162 ปีที่แล้ว +570

    God bless you, Jenny. I was, like you, diagnosed with lung cancer in Oct 2022. Stage 4, 12 months to live. I asked God for a complete healing. And after just 4 rounds of chemo, with NO sickness, the cancer was GONE. But, i was then diagnosed with brain cancer last month. A .4 cm lesion. Starting 10 rounds of radiation next month. Scary, but it sure beats the alternative!

    • @kerryprzytula7
      @kerryprzytula7 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Many blessings and prayers for you. I hope everything goes well.

    • @margaretgauthier2464
      @margaretgauthier2464 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Prayers for you🙏🙏🙏

    • @robyncurtis8542
      @robyncurtis8542 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      May God truly bless you and I pray that all your dreams come true along with Jenny and Kyle

    • @paulinemuirhead4604
      @paulinemuirhead4604 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I keep praying 4 you jenny I going through same thing as you you give us so much hope loveyou and family

    • @lisasaracino9469
      @lisasaracino9469 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      🙏🏼💙

  • @mariajones827
    @mariajones827 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    Please God wrap your arms around Jenny 🙏

  • @tashfiquehossain3109
    @tashfiquehossain3109 ปีที่แล้ว +332

    Hey Jenny, You are amazing and strong. I'm 42 year old Male with Adenocarcinoma with ROS1 mutation. I have a 6 year old son (Zephyr) and a 13 year old Daughter (Varisha). My cancer was diagnosed on March 11, 2023. I started taking targeted ROS1 TKI by mouth today. I have started watching your videos to regain my mental strength. Just wanted to reach out and let you know that your videos give me so much inspiration. Stay strong!

    • @peggysue7898
      @peggysue7898 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      You are in my prayers 🙏❤

    • @1WVaMomma
      @1WVaMomma ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Praying for you and your family ❤

    • @peacefulminimalist2028
      @peacefulminimalist2028 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I am so sorry for your diagnosis, but you’re so lucky to have the targeted therapy. I just read about the leader of the cancer association in my country. She was diagnosed with adenocarcinoma in 2012 and it was spread to her bones and brain, she is still living her life today, working and with minimal side effects of the oral medication 11 years in. Modern medicine is truly amazing! Wishing both you and Jenny many many years to come ❤

    • @tashfiquehossain3109
      @tashfiquehossain3109 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@peggysue7898 Thanks Peggy ❤

    • @tashfiquehossain3109
      @tashfiquehossain3109 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@1WVaMomma thanks a lot Joyce ❤

  • @judescinnamon
    @judescinnamon ปีที่แล้ว +81

    Kyle is so warm, loving and knows what to say and when to listen and just be there. An absolute gem and treasure 💕

  • @karenturner3995
    @karenturner3995 ปีที่แล้ว +181

    Oh Jenny, I just want to reach through the screen and give you a hug. You are the sweetest person and don’t deserve any of this, yet you carry on with such grace. People live their whole lives and aspire to be the type of person you are. You are pure of heart and soul and your goodness shines through. You WILL be cancer free one day and living your best life. Another TH-camr that you may want to check out is Tiffany from “Tiffany Thinks”. She had a long hard battle with cancer and is now enjoying her life cancer free. Sending a bouquet of good wishes from Richmond, Virginia.💐🌺🌸🌼🌻🌹🌷☀️🌈

    • @threeqtrtime
      @threeqtrtime ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I follow Tiffany as well, both of these girls are the sweetest and most genuine souls. They both are so strong and brave ❤❤

    • @xoAnimal_Loverxo
      @xoAnimal_Loverxo ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel the same exact way. I just want to hug her an tell her so many people around the world are praying for her an want nothing but the best for her an to be cancer free! Her an her family deserve nothing but the best!

    • @sbee985
      @sbee985 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@threeqtrtime me also, these are my two girls I follow and pray for!

  • @ralex3697
    @ralex3697 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    Kyle is an Angel, wow an amazing person
    Not many people are at this level. He is really a special person.
    God bless. Please get well Jenny.

  • @brandip77
    @brandip77 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    Jenny, you’ve been gone just about a month, and you are still such an inspiration. Kyle, you are such a sweetheart. Everyone needs a Kyle. I’m so sorry Jenny is gone. She did not deserve this. Life just isn’t fair. May God bless and comfort you, the kids and your pets. I think about you guys all the time.

  • @jonathandrennan3323
    @jonathandrennan3323 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Kyle is the man all of us should aspire to be.

  • @lisahinckley9359
    @lisahinckley9359 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    I Love how he Loves you! He lets you cry let’s you have your anxious moments that is brutal strength on his part. He never seems to be dismissive or find a solution he just takes it and is truly sharing in your journey. Thank you Jenny for all the sharing you do the education we are getting is invaluable your family is making us better humans. Much love and prayers ❤

    • @yashsinghal1023
      @yashsinghal1023 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Seriously i love Kyle ❤

    • @IsLaPuSiLlY1
      @IsLaPuSiLlY1 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hugs to you and the family

    • @susanfisher773
      @susanfisher773 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so glad you have Kyle💗. I’m on the opposite end and so I learned to be strong for me. Bless your heart Jenny. I have to believe you’ll learn one day your cancer free. Love your family and the good you bring to this world💪🏻🤗💪🏻🤗

  • @paulanderson997
    @paulanderson997 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Gods blessings to you Jenny, I watched my wife go through what you are. That was 15 years ago. She just got done baking cookies! We are thankful for everyday we have together.

  • @annettenevius768
    @annettenevius768 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    She was so honest and amazing. I can’t imagine how her presence is missed 😢

  • @KW-es2bz
    @KW-es2bz ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Dear Jenny, my husband and I will be praying for you tonight🥰

  • @gaylefw5072
    @gaylefw5072 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    You should name your new dog Blue 🐕 Jenny, it's ok to be scared. You are human. My entire family is praying for you. Sending so much love to my favorite family of four ❤🌷

  • @robynlynn5665
    @robynlynn5665 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I just want you to know --- I pray for you daily and I'm asking God to work a miracle in your body for a complete healing. I lift you in prayer every single day. Sending much love to you guys from Pennsylvania. ❤

  • @maddyk8505
    @maddyk8505 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    kyle you are a once in a lifetime kind of guy. Jenny we love you sweetheart ❤️❤️🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @karenclement4518
    @karenclement4518 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Jenny I am so sorry. No one understands what stage 4 cancer patients go through. Every day cancer rears its ugly head. Something always going on that's scary, painful, and difficult. I can't sleep for days before scans. Jenny, I hold on to hope there is new drugs all the time. I'm here 3 years already. You are loved and much prayer coming your way. Another sister in battle with you.

  • @maxamillionschnell
    @maxamillionschnell ปีที่แล้ว +157

    Kyle really is an inspiration to spouses of the chronically ill. I can only hope to be so supportive and kind.

    • @porcelaindolli3
      @porcelaindolli3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Your nice comment shows that you are already there, friend.

    • @BhappyD
      @BhappyD ปีที่แล้ว +5

      They are such a wonderful couple. True soulmates. And Kyle is an incredible and supportive caregiver, to match his incredible and sweet wife. Both there for eachother unconditionally. No judgement or ill will between them in even the most difficult of circumstances. Their strength both on their own individually, and as a couple, is an inspiration. God bless them.

    • @DaisyKline
      @DaisyKline ปีที่แล้ว +2

      He sure demonstrates what LOVE is all about !!! ❤❤❤

    • @ceebedor7290
      @ceebedor7290 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes! These two are the very definition of love. Each of them engenders love and devotion to the other. I don’t know what God is thinking but I think the world needs this precious family in it.

  • @gigiknowsbest7391
    @gigiknowsbest7391 ปีที่แล้ว +194

    Kyle should make affirmation videos. He calms us all with his words of wisdom and hope filled messages. He's such a perfect match for you Jenny. We love you all!❤️

    • @kimkelly9046
      @kimkelly9046 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I second this

    • @patricias.5346
      @patricias.5346 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Me too!! I love you and your family. I suffer from horrible horrible anxiety. And you and your family give me hope

    • @Jennybeeeeee
      @Jennybeeeeee ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@patricias.5346 I agree!

    • @Secular-Serenity
      @Secular-Serenity ปีที่แล้ว +10

      He is such a gentle calm soul.

    • @AbbyKuusisto
      @AbbyKuusisto ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Agreed!

  • @jaynpenny
    @jaynpenny 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    As I rewatch these videos all I can selfishly say is can’t we just go back to this time. I know she was in pain but it would be so nice if she was back with us. Oh Jenny Damn this disease.

  • @littlemissshihtzu
    @littlemissshihtzu ปีที่แล้ว +39

    I cried, I prayed, I smiled, and then I cried again while watching the two of you! This video touches upon so many, many feelings and emotions. Jenny and Kyle...the two of you have one of the most beautiful love stories I've ever witnessed. Through all the tears and all the pain, there is so much love and hope here! You are such brave souls with such kind and humble hearts. It's impossible not to love you! I'm sending so many prayers and positive, healing thoughts your way. Love your new family member!!! 💖💓💞🙏🙏🙏

  • @trishabowkus7885
    @trishabowkus7885 ปีที่แล้ว +129

    I don’t usually comment, but this got to me. I’m praying for you Jenny. You and your husband are the most kind, loving people I’ve ever seen. Your love for each other is such a blessing to see. I’m so very sorry you are having to walk through this journey with cancer. I know Jesus is with you every step of the way. I pray you are comforted in knowing you have a lot of prayer warriors praying for you. And your children are the sweetest!! ❤🙏

  • @BB-zs4dl
    @BB-zs4dl ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Jenny, the best piece of advice I've ever gotten was to "wait to worry". I'm a worrier by nature and worry and anxiety is bad for the body, soul and mind. So, Wait to Worry! You got this girl! Much love from Wisconsin.

    • @threeqtrtime
      @threeqtrtime ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I love this… best advice ever. I need a tatoo of this ❤❤❤

    • @BB-zs4dl
      @BB-zs4dl ปีที่แล้ว

      @@threeqtrtime A tatoo of this is a great idea!

    • @sopranomegs
      @sopranomegs ปีที่แล้ว

      Great advice. I am a worry wort and I need to remind myself this daily. ❤

  • @psychedforlife7176
    @psychedforlife7176 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    Praying for those kiddos and Kyle. God bless Jenny's soul, I know she's looking over them and no longer lives in pain. Her memory lives on. ❤️

  • @bridgetgabriel
    @bridgetgabriel ปีที่แล้ว +97

    I always wonder how Kyle doesn’t break down seeing her go through this, and how hard this must be for him ❤ as well as Jenny

    • @Stacie2440
      @Stacie2440 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      In the videos anyway he does seem strong and positive but those are the ones who break down behind closed doors and keep their pain to themselves💙Prayers for both of them🙏🏻

    • @helpingothers1643
      @helpingothers1643 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      I think I can speak into why Kyle shows so much strength while going through this. He does it on the outside while he is grieving on the inside. I speak from experience. I pray God will be with this beautiful family. Please God, help them.
      I hate cancer. I really miss my daughter. Grief is hard. I pray 🙏 for healing for all cancer patients and their loved ones.

    • @JF-NYC-NJ-Girl
      @JF-NYC-NJ-Girl ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@helpingothers1643 I’m so sorry about your daughter- sending you love and light

    • @giovannapetrosillo700
      @giovannapetrosillo700 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@Stacie2440verissimo

  • @judyricco6635
    @judyricco6635 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    Name the pug ‘Rally’ as an ongoing inspiration of your battle to rally from cancer! Sending love and prayers! You got this!❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Sandra-pm3it
    @Sandra-pm3it ปีที่แล้ว +41

    I am also praying for everyone of your followers who are fighting their own cancer battles. What a caring supportive group. Much love to you all. (My husband is one of them.

    • @Sheyann_89
      @Sheyann_89 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Such a kind comment. Thank you for taking the time to comment such sweet things. Cancer is just awful. Its such a scary thing to go through. The people who are battling it are some of the strongest people on this earth. I'm so sorry to hear your husband is battling this disease as well. Prayers to you both. My dad passed away from bladder cancer so I've seen what it does and it breaks my heart knowing others are fighting for their lives and going through such a tough thing to go through. There's always hope though. Bless you and your family. 💕

    • @michelegrosskopf1205
      @michelegrosskopf1205 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Prayers to your husband as well 😢🙏

  • @LoriMyers-mr7hg
    @LoriMyers-mr7hg 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    I miss her so much ❤️.

  • @jazzhamster4168
    @jazzhamster4168 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    9:50 can you see the orbs (that came from nowhere) floating around? These are not dust particles, these are angels. You are protected. Your love, your relationship is so strong that you have reached higher states of dimensions..

  • @mayaluna11
    @mayaluna11 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I cried right along with you Jenny and that's ok. Tear ducts are here to get the bad juju out. You did it like the champ you are. Kyle is not only an obvious blessing to you, he helps Jenny fans feel less helpless watching hard days. Special shoutout to Winnie & Ellis and both pugs ❤

  • @paperandtwine
    @paperandtwine ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Winnie is so cute, Ellis is real dapper. I’ve survived cancer twice and my thoughts are with your family. Watching the rest of the video now

  • @debrabostwick2250
    @debrabostwick2250 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Jenny, my heart goes out to you for I was diagnosed with a benign brain tumor seven years ago. I under went brain surgery and the majority of the tumor was removed but a small part was inoperable due to its location. For the rest of my life I must have annual MRI’s with and without contrast to make sure it doesn’t grow once again. So far so good. Occasionally I have CT scans, too. I am grateful to be alive and even though I lost the majority of my sight on the affected side, life is good. Hang in there even though scans every two months are a lot to deal with. I can tell you’re a special soul who’s experience is teaching many about endurance in the face of adversity and doing whatever has to be done in spite of any obstacles, all to continue on this journey that’s called life. Oh, and that stuffed pug dog is cute!

    • @kelliwillis417
      @kelliwillis417 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Jenny passed away November 5 2023

  • @marisaperkins5158
    @marisaperkins5158 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Dearest Jenny and Kyle, you must be the only 2 people in this world I have never met but that I loved so much! Praying for you every day ❤

  • @elainehammond4598
    @elainehammond4598 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    Dearest Jenny: You are ALWAYS - each and every day, in my prayers. You are such a brave woman and I am incredibly proud of you. Sending you, Kyle and your beautiful family lots of love.

  • @rhondamcloughlin3773
    @rhondamcloughlin3773 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    Kyle is the “Treat Master” . You guys are the best for each other and your children. 🥰

  • @jimkuntz8423
    @jimkuntz8423 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    We are all praying for you Jenny, we want to see a full recovery, you got this you are a warrior!!!

  • @jacquelinemcgrath3168
    @jacquelinemcgrath3168 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    In Jesus name wrap Jenny in His Precious Blood for Peace Strength and Healing... Sending love to you and your lovely family 🎉🎉❤❤

  • @kkmhj
    @kkmhj ปีที่แล้ว +91

    Every part of this video warms my heart -even the sadness. The catwalk for your big day, Kyle finding your pug for a little bit of joy and the reactions of passersby at the hospital, the rawness of conversation and huge hug from Winnie afterwards, Kyle is like a kid in a candy store as he’s pulling out his finds for Ellis and Flowers love for her stuffy😄Jenny, praying for you and your precious family. We are in this with you♥️🙏🏼🙌🏼

  • @lindafrazier8799
    @lindafrazier8799 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Jenny you hold the line.....miracles are on the way! Fabulous family!

  • @thecraftyannapolitan5453
    @thecraftyannapolitan5453 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    "Today she's got that no metal look, complete with fear and anxiety."😂😂🤣😭😭😭 Maintaining a good sense of humor is essential when dealing with any life hardship. I'll have to remember this great Kyle quote the next time that my scanxiety is through the roof!😂🙌🏽
    Honestly, you should put this on some merch and sell it. Hilarious...and stress alleviating!😄
    Peace, blessings and healing prayers to you all.

  • @GoGoTwice
    @GoGoTwice ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It really shows the importance of friends, family and loving support

  • @somersetflower
    @somersetflower ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Winnie, you look fab-u-lous 😊
    So proud of your Mummy having another scan you look after her so well.🧚‍♂️
    Ellis you look so trendy 😊
    So proud of the way you keep mummy calm and try not to worry her 🌟
    Mummy and Daddy are so proud of both of you, and I can see why - you are such good children .
    Love from Janice 🇬🇧 xx
    BLUE GOT THIS JEN 💙
    LET KYLE HOLD YOU TIGHT AND DONT BE AFRAID -YOU GOT THIS !

  • @virginiadavis2933
    @virginiadavis2933 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    You have lots of prayers, we love you Jenny

  • @ChoochooseU
    @ChoochooseU ปีที่แล้ว +3

    No one knows that particular pain from the lung till you’ve experienced it and it’s like the most intense, maddening pain.
    I sooooo feel for you.
    I had fluid around my heart and lungs and both times, it was such an intense awful pain.
    I recall them wanting to get an EKG in the ER and I was scrreeaaamminnng crying and telling them I cannot lay flat!!!! It hurts way too much.
    It’s hard to explain to someone until you’ve had it.
    I also both times felt like it caused me to feel suffocating type feelings as well as the pain.
    I’m SO GRATEFUL they were able to perform the test and not cause you to suffer this time!
    🙏🏻
    Always in my prayers you and your precious husband and children.

  • @deannathomas4149
    @deannathomas4149 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Watching this talking out loud,
    You don’t have to deal with this shit anymore. No more pain Jenny no more pain. ❤ sweet girl

  • @sherrimorrill8772
    @sherrimorrill8772 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    I watched Kyle as you were struggling today, and it made me even more aware of what my husband must feel when I have my bad days. We are so fortunate to have partners who can walk through the fire with us. You were so brave Jenny!

  • @10andmore
    @10andmore ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I wish every person has a Kyle in his live !! Jenny you did it !! Im so proud of you!! Sending lots of prayers!!

  • @lauramanning6922
    @lauramanning6922 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Kyle. What a great person. Thank you for sharing him with us. Your love will last forever. He is a true advocate. His parents raised a truly kind human.

  • @pativy9598
    @pativy9598 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Kyle is truly your angel Jenny. I pray for a miracle for you and your beautiful family. God hears our every prayer and He loves you more than Kyle, your children or anyone on earth ❤️🙏🏻🌷💕

  • @nursehoney24
    @nursehoney24 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    God bless your heart Jenny ❤ You are such our hero, & it’s perfectly ok to not be ok sweetheart. I absolutely bawl watching your videos, it hits very close to home for me. I watched my poor sister go thru this, but her cancer was a different type. I was her caretaker 24/7 & still today I wouldn’t change it. I took a leave of absence & moved her in so I could take the best care of her. Many many prayers going up for you 🙏🙏🙏

  • @anitaward2120
    @anitaward2120 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    We are all praying and sending positive vibes. We all love you Jenny, Kyle, Ellis and Winnie!❤❤

  • @debrafishbaugh8702
    @debrafishbaugh8702 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Yes R.I.P Jenny apple i will miss you for ever. ❤❤❤

  • @carolwilson2713
    @carolwilson2713 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    It is hard enough to face having cancer on a regular day, but scans and tests always ramp it up. Good to cry and let it out instead of trying to hold it inside. We are here to listen and send you loving, supporting thoughts.

  • @susannechickenmom5621
    @susannechickenmom5621 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    ♥️🙏🕯️
    The love in Kyle's eyes when he looks into your eyes, that is powerful love. I had to stop watching and write this because I started to cry, it felt like I could touch the love, yes I am a sensitive person.

  • @janeschmidt9611
    @janeschmidt9611 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Prayers to stay strong, peaceful, pain free and to trust in the Lord. Love you, Jenny! 🥰🦋

  • @Lostmary1
    @Lostmary1 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Each day that you go through these scans, tests, and much more,,,, you are a inspiration, and a super woman, you completed the tests!!! And you are able to see the kids, have dinner with family!!! You are showing everyone it can be done, and you survived the ordeal , didn’t have to like it, or enjoy it,,, but you are still here! Talking g about it, talking about your family, being all together!! And smiling!!! You and hubby keep making these videos, Continue to stay strong, keep talking about this, continue to let your kids see that their mom is and always has been their super hero!!!! 💗🙏🙏💗

  • @user-sf1ev5xd5q
    @user-sf1ev5xd5q ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You are allowed to be emotional and never apologize for your emotions. You and Kyle are such beautiful people. God bless you both💜💜

  • @suzanne296
    @suzanne296 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Deep Breathe, watching now,tears are OK.

  • @francesrivard9045
    @francesrivard9045 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You are a great guy Kyle. Anyone wouldbe gld to have you as a friend.

  • @jennifernicole2644
    @jennifernicole2644 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Jenny was such a gem! One of the toughest women I’ve ever encountered and her hubby is a gem, too! One of the most loving, supportive men I’ve ever encountered!

  • @heatherlanghoff7550
    @heatherlanghoff7550 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I feel stupid that there isn’t something more profound to say, except you are definitely one of the bravest people I have ever seen. Trust that the universe has your back, and all will be taken care of no matter the journey.

  • @shelly7405
    @shelly7405 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    You guys are so cute and funny. Your hubby is such a big supporter. He is amazing. So hopeful and encouraging. Thinking of you and praying for you all. Thanks for the fun laughs when going through such hard times. You brightened my lonely day :) Kids are so precious I know. I have 3. Take care today.

  • @cryssiortiz6977
    @cryssiortiz6977 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    You and your family are in our hearts.❤ ❤❤❤

  • @mactheslovac8673
    @mactheslovac8673 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    The love these two had for each other was amazing I mean just amazing

  • @lyndamcleod2242
    @lyndamcleod2242 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Oh my bonnie Jenny,god is with you my darling girl,you have so many of us praying for you every day!!!What a man you have in Kyle,he is handsome,funny,supportive,and a superb daddy,one in a million!!! We all love you both so much!!! Love you and sending you prayers every day from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 x x x x x

  • @Tori1949-d6p
    @Tori1949-d6p ปีที่แล้ว +14

    God Bless you Jenny! I cry right along with you. I am a cancer survivor myself but I’m 74 years old, it just breaks my heart to see you going through this. Kyle is an angel! Give him a big hug for me!! ❤❤

  • @nancyfoster620
    @nancyfoster620 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Cancer sucks, no way around it but you, Jenny are a special person with an equally special family. Loved the fashion show, you always look cute no matter the outfit! You’ve got this, love from 🇨🇦.

  • @27Eilene
    @27Eilene ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Kyle is a great partner man. You’re a lucky woman Jenny.

  • @pinkscorpion3295
    @pinkscorpion3295 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I’m so blessed that TH-cam recommended your video to me . I just started watching your journey last night . These days ,I have been having insomnia really bad due to my depression .So I was up all night catching up on all your videos . Some of them I laughed at and some of them I cried . I recently was told that I had some abnormal cells . I will have to go in for a biopsy next week and I’m so anxious . I would like to tell you . I will say a prayer for you and for myself . God is in charge of our lives . I feel he needs us here a little bit longer for our children. Stay strong 💪 We are warriors . We got this! Love ya from your newest fan here in Dallas Texas ! Warm hugs and thank you for sharing with us on your personal journey. You and your husband are very blessed to have each other and those precious babies .

  • @dmgirl101
    @dmgirl101 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    Sending you love & prayers, Jenny! I have been following your journey for a while. My mom is a stage 4 breast cancer survivor. She was diagnosed back in 2005, but will celebrate her 72nd birthday in June. The chemo/radiation worked well in targeting & treating the cancer that had spread to her bones. We didn't have hope all those years ago, but she was such a fighter and here we are 18 years later and she's still fighting. I believe you can fight this too! I'm in your corner cheering you on from afar.

    • @marilyntonelli8832
      @marilyntonelli8832 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      That’s an incredible story like my Mom! Uterine cancer at 52. Uterine cancer came back in lungs 25 years later at 77. She’s 90 now. Now at 63 I have a more aggressive uterine serous carcinoma cancer but hoping for “Mom strengths”

    • @moniquewurth8945
      @moniquewurth8945 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      May God give you strentgh and heal you in the 3 Holy name.

    • @sdd123
      @sdd123 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wonderful.I know Jenny will do the same.

    • @neresataylor4230
      @neresataylor4230 ปีที่แล้ว

      Keep the faith God will see you through

  • @kimkik5068
    @kimkik5068 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    So so sorry, what a rough, emotional day. God certainly blessed you with a gem of a husband!

  • @sandrabissex5135
    @sandrabissex5135 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Dear Jenny and Kyle - Thank you for your work and patience in videoing your lives and times throughout Jenny's lung cancer seige.
    I'm willing and glad to join those who are lifting prayers for you two, plus Winnie and Ellis, and Jenny's brother and sister, and her husband and children and Jenny's mom and dad and Kyle's family...all those who are helping with Everying during this Difficult Interlude.
    Talking about "extended family"‼️❣️
    I admire all of the feelings you share, Jenny and Kyle, acknowledging all the physical, emotional and psychological reinforcements that are necessary in your days as well as medication for the pain caused by the cancer and its treatments.
    Enjoying fun times that include as many family members as possible...or as few as necessary ..during holidays, weekends, birthdays, vacation intervals and babies' births. No drugs or alcohol necessary. In your families, fun is viewed as a healthy sacrament...ya gotta have it, along with as much kindness as possible.
    I so enjoy your "fashion shows" as you each walk along the sidewalk next to your home about to leave home for Almost Everything.
    And one more important addition to this discourse: my father's mother's name was named Winifred, along with one of her daughters, my Aunt Winnie.
    Bless you, Jenny and Kyle, as you continue along this painful and difficult interlude. May our prayers envelop you and may God's love and mercy reign.

  • @pattyleeper343
    @pattyleeper343 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    When I’m feeling down or thinking that life sometimes is hard, I watch our precious Jenny and what she endured while fighting with all of her heart to live and be there for her children and husband. Jenny Angel, you give me strength to put one foot in front of the other each day. ❤️

  • @pepsiyummie1
    @pepsiyummie1 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love the catwalk. You guys are the best parents. I pray your scan results are what you want to hear. Healing to you sweet girl♥️

  • @lindabrooks8149
    @lindabrooks8149 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Lucky woman! Kyle is such a Gem! SO sweet, you can see how much he loves you. Praying for good results...stay strong Jenny! ❤

  • @susancampbell8492
    @susancampbell8492 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Everyone deserves someone that looks at them the way Kyle looks at you. This is going to be a good day for you!

  • @yolandaocampo6058
    @yolandaocampo6058 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    You got this Jenny; you’re going to kick the cancer’s butt!!! We feel your pain when we see you crying, but please know you have an army of people praying for you to get better soon!!!!! We love you!!!😘

    • @kelliwillis417
      @kelliwillis417 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Do you still follow Jenny ?

  • @susanelvington6554
    @susanelvington6554 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I'm so sorry you and your family are having to go through this journey. Even when you break down Jenny, you're still strong. You should name the Pug "Champion", because you're going to be the Champion over this cancer. You are in my prayers daily and I know God has you in his care. Love & hugs from West Tennessee! ❤🙏

  • @beautifulsoulgirl8683
    @beautifulsoulgirl8683 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Jenny. 11 years sounds so long but think about how amazing that is. She is living with cancer for 11 years. That is a miracle. I believe maybe a year or 2 of stability will make these appointments less scary for you. You will go into scans KNOWING they are stable, and not scared that they aren’t. You will know your body and always go in expecting no changes or better changes. I hope this helps, and wishing you the best results 😊❤

    • @Ceek2353
      @Ceek2353 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      😅 my mom

  • @laurawilliams5363
    @laurawilliams5363 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    The way you two support each other and your kids and other loved ones is so awesome! Prayers and healing are being sent your way dear lady! Your kids were adorable today!!!

  • @debraweikel4521
    @debraweikel4521 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Cancer is an emotional roller coaster. So many ups and downs.
    I hope your journey gets easier. Have faith and don’t give up.
    You have the sweetest husband. Every woman wants a man like him. And those precious babies. Flower included.

  • @angelajones6539
    @angelajones6539 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    You are not broken! You are beautifully made! Continued love and prayers sent daily. You have such an amazing support system that loves and cares about you.

  • @charliebarrow7086
    @charliebarrow7086 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Watching from Germany. Started off with your maternity clothing tips years ago. And then it turned to the cancer journey over time. I wish I could run into you, hug you both and tell you that you inspire people from all over. I am routing for you, and so are countless others.

  • @susanparker4550
    @susanparker4550 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    How insightfull to get Jenny a giant toy pug, you know will make her smile! You are such a kind & very thoughtfull man, God love & Bless

  • @Anxietyandme74
    @Anxietyandme74 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are such an amazing woman…..you may seem your not strong but you are and not just for you but for your big supporters your husband, kids, and your TH-cam family…. I’ve been watching you for a while now, and I see the strength and motivation in your eyes that maybe one day will give other people hope and strength as well. I have to keep going back to get my right breast checked because they see a mass and assist and I go back every four months for scans although I’m not at the point of saying I have breast cancer but I am scared. Thank you for giving me the strength. I need to keep going. You are an amazing mother, wife and TH-cam friends so, thank you and good luck to your appointment today.

  • @dab7963
    @dab7963 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Not only are you brave your husband is also extremely brave you have beautiful children and your husband is so loving and supporting. I just turned 63 and you have given me a new outlook on life and I now focus more on living each day to its fullest. Thank you for your child and for inspiring so many of us you have changed my outlook on life just by watching the courage that you and your family exhibit. I truly hope that you receive wonderful news and that you beat this damn cancer and it goes into remission. My cousin who I am very close to is experiencing this right now and your videos help me to not only deal but to also know how to speak with him. I sometimes and often do not even know what to say.

  • @inkandpencilstain6146
    @inkandpencilstain6146 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Kyle, that was so sweet of you to get the stuffed toy! You and Jenny are wonderful together. You are the best parents!

  • @bdmbpm1467
    @bdmbpm1467 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Jenny you are so blessed to have a partner in life. I can't imagine having to go through your illness alone. Add to that l, you have a partner who is willing and mentally strong, able and caring.
    Kyle is blessed to have his partner, a loving, kind and strong woman who is thoughtful to how your illness affects those that love her.

  • @Nobody91795
    @Nobody91795 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I’m so sorry for what you go through, Jenny. But thank God for Kyle. He is such an amazing man, supportive and positive. You’ll get through this girl. Stay strong and happy. It will pass ❤ will be as a bad dream one day ❤