I agree with the people who said about kyles masculinity, even when he is in traditionally "female" clothing and makeup, the way he holds himself and talks, is just so unmistakenly masculine. I cant imagine looking at him and thinking female. Even with makeup hes so masculine somehow, i dont know how he does it but its there
When Kyle says that he’s been in the body since age 3, just imagining a 3 year old going through the amount of repeated trauma that it requires to develop DID makes me so sad for the Chloe of the past 😞
@erica Chloe is the legal name of the individual. She was also the host before she integrated with an alter named Nina, forming a new alter with both Chloe & Nina's memories which was Nin, who is the host now. Chloe originally started the channel, if you go back and watch old videos.
Before Kyle even switched out I had the mental image of him coming down the stairs behind Nin when she mentioned the banana thing to clarify & talk about it lmao
@@thecrazymotherchannel6833 in their recent video Kyle talks about alters arguing over stuff and literally says "who threw spaghetti all over the floor" 😂
I found out about this channel because of Anthony’s video and it’s so incredible how much I learned in just few days. Thank you so much for having this channel and educating most of us who don’t know a lot about DID.
I love how Kyle just comes out whenever anyone's making fun of him lol, in the makeup videos he came out when Nan/Riv/Nin were all making fun of his accent and this time he fronted when Nin brought up the banana story lmaoo
@@elx9929 They were the videos titled something along the lines of "alters doing my makeup" or "non-human alter does my makeup". One is with Riven doing Nin's makeup (where Kyle fronts towards the middle) and the other is where Chloe does Nan's makeup (where Kyle fronts right at the end)
Kyle comes out when the body is emotionally exhausted. In the video she mentioned how hard it is being a person with DID and how scary it is if the littles start being in the front in the public And she dissociated.
Practice Positive Progress promise you it’s even more frustrating when you’re a trans guy but theyre one of the most frustrating biological things ever anyway regardless of gender
julian g d yeah it’s also pretty hard for me as well seeing as I’m gender fluid. It really does tear at my ego whenever I’m on my period while I identify with he/him pronouns. It’s also very difficult being told by my family that my breasts will be decently large. Whenever I’m reminded of my actual gender while I identify as a male I just have a breakdown because I feel invalid. Anyways imma shut up now
Kyle immediately DASHING to the front when the banana story is mentioned and he has to have his say 😂 ♥️ You are an amazing protector and guy dude, no need to explain yourself!
He like tried to tell nina that he disliked that she stated it and as she was trying to listen he was like "fuck it let me take control it's my damn turn!" 😂😂
When periods came up I felt really bad for Kyle. I have trans friends who've told me about how dysphoric that is. I assume it's similar. But then he brought up the littles and that it's really dysphoric for them too. I can't even imagine how horrible it must be to be in that state of consciousness and be going through that. My heart goes out to them and any other system who's littles or masculine altars that go through that.
Leo, one of our main Alters is male, he is trans and was the main body controller till the system was discovered by him recently so we've all gotten used to it really, one of our littles doesn't really care but he doesn't really feel emotions but another of ours who's more emotional doesn't really like it and hated fronting when the body is experiencing cramps, it can be annoying for me ( Jayden ) and the other female alters too because periods are just shit in general to be honest but we'll be getting period blockers when we're older for Leo and the Littles Hope this helps! - Jayden, Leo's system ( temp name )
@@fishsmoothie7463 Hey Jayden! I hope ur having a great day:) I hadn't thought of period blockers. Glad your system can get that eventually, but sucks y'all have to wait.
When someone asked Kyle if he liked being an alter, it really made me realize how frustrating it must be to be an alter. Like they are conscious, they have their own thoughts so obviously they want to live their own lives, but they can't because they all have to share a body.
Nin ur little hit it home for me when she came out I actually teard up n I don’t tear up much so it was really great hearing her point of view. She’s so strong n I’m proud of her n all of u
When Kyle talked about missing Chloe I started to cry. The connection they had none of us will truly understand. I even missed Chloe when I heard about the integration and I never even met her. I love and have such respect for Nin though and Chloe is still so much there. She isn't gone
Cloud Pixel I’m semi new as well but I believe Chloe was the old host! But her and another alter (Nina) combined together in a way to from Nin! There is 3 videos talking about it around 4 months ago if you want to know more about it!
I honestly don't see why having a banana in bath is wrong or disrespectful haha! If anything at all, I like Kyle even more now! His passion for food is just awesome! I am also 100% convinced that least everyone who's following the DissociaDID channel adores Kyle at least as much as all and any of the other alters in the system! Big love! The channel is super interesting and spreads a lot of awareness throughout the world!
I could understand how it would be a bit off-putting to have that be the very first impression people have of you, ESPECIALLY if you have a super serious job that requires people to respect you. Long-time viewers of DissociaDID know that the banana story isn't representative of Kyle's whole personality, we understand as much as we can the breadth of his role and how hard his job is. That said, I know newer viewers will catch on fast, and even just watching Anthony's video to the end, it's evident from the way he talks and carries himself that he's great at what he does and by no means just a guy who was eating a banana in the bath.
Guilty Potato i cracked up due to HOW RELATABLE it is even as a singleton. Like are you a grown adult if you haven’t stressed to the point of amnesia/sleep/blackout drunk eating in the tub? Like that is SUCH a human experience which is why we enjoyed it as a moment so much. Kyle fucks up and falls asleep sometimes too, even when needing to do important tasks. They’re all so relatable because we’ve all been in those situations too individually, even if we can’t all understand switching or the other aspects. But what each alter experiences? So human, so relatable. Those moments only solidify his reality, they don’t invalidate it at all and we love him all the more for these little tidbits imo. Ps about to go subscribe to your patreon. My first ever patreon sub! And after my next check I’ll be subscribing to @TeamPiñata’s if they have one. I want to see your systems together permanently pretty bad, I love how wholesome and genuinely supportive your systems are. Possibly the most positive relationship(s) on this entire website. Like I NEED y’all to be together permanently lol. So much love to your system, especially omega. I really really hope she’s doing okay, i hope my subscription can go to something nice for her. ❤️
I just went back and rewatched Anthony's video to find the section you mentioned. It was incredibly powerful, and the little gave an amazing answer. Anthony was so sweet and handled the situation so well. The entire video was very powerful and educational.
Kyle drinks out of the cup Nin was drinking from and my brain was screaming "there are other people germs on that thing don't drink out of there!" And then was like, "right it's the same body". Please tell me if I was the only one!
This comment is mainly for Kyle: I found this channel because of anthony’s video and when I heard Nin talking about you I fully understood your role in the system and how important it is, the ‘’banana guy’’ story was funny to me because it actually shows a more ‘’human’’ side to DID and how you guys live a day to day life and stuff, for me that felt that she was showing how people with DID/alters are normal people like everyone else. But besides the story, what I mainly got from the video is how important and necessary you are and how you’re an amazing person! And to everyone else in the system, you’re all VERY brave and inspiring, keep doing the great work you guys do in this channel! Lots of love ❤️
Thayla yes she’s so sweet and genuine in Anthony’s video and then I watched her reaction to Trisha’s video I got to know a little bit more about Nin,and she’s so lovely.
I actually love the banana story. It humanizes you so much, shows that you really are your own person with your own wants and likes and not just a role
I just love how we can immediately tell when it is Kyle, his voice is different, his accent is heavier. Definitely unmistakably more masculine than Nin at almost any given moment. Even with the female body and face and that makeup I just know when it's him.
I'm so glad Anthony understood that your request to review the footage was similar to a guardian of a child making a similar request. It proves that he was truly listening and understanding the situation as opposed to when ppl exploit vulnerable communities for views. We love to see it from a TH-cam founder
@RollingDutchmann at this point, wish majority of men (not all) had to go through having no body lol :0 if it takes severe hardships for you not to be a decent person then why even bother.
You know what I find really weird? Like its Chloe/Nin's body, but when other alters front, I don't seem to see them as Nin? Like when Kyle fronted, I saw it as Kyle and only Kyle, even though it had the face of Nin.
Andrei Hrin yes and definitely his facial expressions. And the way his mouth moves. Much his own. As you watch more and get to know them more you’ll be able to tell who is who even from a photo.
So does Kyle have 2 triggers now? Accents and Bananas? Hilarious how he kinda shoved Nin away for a bit to protect his honor : ))) (which i honestly think- being the banana guy is great first impression tbh)
i just realised how significant it is that chloe and nina integrated given what nina’s previous role was. so proud of you all, and now that kyle has integrated too it’s amazing to see how far you have come and how much progress you’ve all made. amazing work and love to all of u!!
Some advice about the period thing; I don't know how you guys handle your period (don't need to know) but you might want to look into period underwear companies that cater to people with gender dysphoria. There's a company in Canada called Luna Pads that has a line of period boxer briefs that were designed with trans-men in mind. I don't know if there are any in the UK or EU that are comparable, but it's worth a shot. I can speak from experience about this company's products and period underwear in general. They wick away moisture better than regular pads and there's nothing to insert. They're thicker than regular underwear but they don't feel like diapers. They're an investment but if you care for them properly, they will last a long time before you need to replace them. Just an idea in case Kyle or any of the other male alters get triggered into the body during that time of the month and are stuck for a long time. They can throw a pair on quickly and not have to worry about pads or tampons. Might be good for Pinata system to look into as well.
When the sweet little one said “how can I answer when you haven’t asked me the question yet!” When Antony was waiting for an answer..... my freaking heart melted. I’m the kinda person who doesn’t really like to hang around with children, but that little one just got me on the floor in a puddle! Love your System! Love you all.
Back here after the Trisha Paytas drama, and I c a n n o t imagine what could have happened if Trisha targeted that sweet little. I cannot comprehend the rage we'd have directed at Trisha if that ever happened. Keep the littles safe, istg
Can’t imagine how jade is feeling in particular, I’m in shock that she basically mocked her in every way should could. I have no faith in humanity left due to the support she still gets. I’m so hurt and upset about everything she stands for.
@@gothicwebby2097 Yeah. She basically imitated what the little said in Anthony Padilla's video. I think it was in her "switching" video? Not sure though.
I’m going to be honest: i absolutely HATE when people say “ain’t” like I constantly tell off my siblings & friends. But Kyle is the only person who can say “ain’t” and not make me physically cringe.
Adrianna. G one of my teachers wouldn’t say “ain’t” and wouldn’t say “can’t”. It was always “caint”. “You caint do that. I caint gonna do that.” Hate that guy
when kyle said the uni refused them because of their diagnosis my jaw dropped, i can't believe a uni would do that!! that's horrible and so so so unfair !!! @ whatever uni turn on ur location i just wanna talk,,
sooo true about kyle exuding male energy, whenever he's fronting he carries the body in such a masculine way and you can so notice the difference between him and the female alters
46:22 to ~47:10 is such a good example of why Kya is how he is now. Kyle knew what it was like to be at odds with the host. and now that Kyle is a part of Kya, just as much as Chloe, Nina, and Nin were, Kya has such a unique and valuable view on their system and the world around them. we appreciate you guys :)
what kyle said about how he wishes he had his own body makes me so sad. he's such a positive dude and i wish he could follow his own dreams like he said he wanted to do
I think it's so ironic that a psychology department discriminates against someoene with a mental disorder. You'd think with all that scientific knowledge they would be more understanding 😅😅
Its why i want to be a psychologist (in my first year atm) to help people like those with DiD have someone to go to, even with learning about trauma and depression/ anxiety, DiD or the old name MpD isnt mentioned or considered
Zeinab Hijazi my mother is A psychologist... she told me my shit was all in my head and I just had to get over it.... I think there are some amazing ppl out there. But my mom reminded me that some ppl who get that degree got it bc they could study well, they don’t necessarily need the talent or in dept understanding. It’s a shame and I love my mom but Still.
@@mayallyourbaconburn7133 That must really suck, I'm sorry 😔 eventhough it can be very frustrating that your family might not understand now, I hope that maybe with time they will be more accepting. And in the meantime you can have an awesome community online!
Zeinab Hijazi just to clarify I don’t have did. Tho I do have a stress disorder but it’s nothing compared to did. But still thanks for caring sorry for Any misunderstandings my comment might have caused.
Kyle, pulling the body's hair up immediately after switching, " i AIN'T JUST THE BANANA GUY" ahahahaha love you Kyle, it was just a funny story you have 100000000000% of my respect!!!!! EDIT: 51 min in and Kyle is gonna make me cry THANKS FOR BEING SO VALIDATING
Dear Nin, Kyle and everyone in the the system, listening to Kyle talk about your discrimination in university was really infuriating. I myself am an attorney, and it really brings me back into some of the core reasons why I got into law, human rights. I hope that one day I am able to take on cases such as yours to help those who are discriminated because of a disorder, desease or any other kind of affliction and make the world maybe just a little bit better. Lot of love to all of you from Mexico. Thanks for sharing so much valuable information about DID.
I loved when Kyle came to the front during Anthony's video and said "I thought we decided on trousers". He is so naturally funny. Who doesn't enjoy a good bath banana?
My bf is ftm and seeing how much his dysforia impacts the way he sees himself is horrible and being able to be there for him and make him see himself in a much more positive way feels like the best thing ever and I'm so happy to have him in my life and to see him smile and laugh makes me feel like the luckiest guy on earth
Even though the banana story was the first impression I got of Kyle, I don’t remember him for that at all. I see him as a very wise, calm guy with a heart of gold and always will.
Kyle, it's okay, your honor is restored. Since 3 years old... chloe was like your daughter or little sister. Omg i understand why It makes me tears up, I just wish everyone in the system could have a happy life without pain.
Kyle, your energy is so maskuline noone could mistake you to be female, at least not me. Maybe because I watch many trans people so I've gotten used to look over the looks or body and notice behaviour, gestures, voice tone and stuff PS: you seem so cool
Things like that aren't always so dependable though! Kyle is for sure more masculine than me and I've been living as male since I was 14, sometimes mannerisms aren't quite so cut and dry I'm afraid
I'm curious what that little thought about being able to answer Anthony's question. They seemed very excited in the video when they got the chance to answer it. I'm also curious as to what the other Alter's thought of their answer. Chloe/Nin and many other adult alters have talked about DID on this channel before it was kinda interesting to here how a child views the disorder. They did a VERY nice job, send them my thanks and love!
Im glad you did leave it in the little she did an amazing job answering that question! I just met my 2 littles and understand now why you keep your save!
Kyle, I just want to say, I just lost my older brother recently and you have such a calm, protective, big brother type of energy that it reminds me of him so much. Thank you to you and everybody else in the system for sharing your stories and your knowledge of DID.
I was introduced to your channel by my girlfriend who has DID, it helped me tremendously in the early days when I didn’t even know what DID was. I was very abruptly introduced to her system on our second date, she mentioned that she had DID and had been feeling a bit switchy that day but really wanted to come on the date and see me but just wanted to let me know in case. Christmas music is a really strong trigger for one of her littles and unfortunately the cafe we were at started playing it on the speakers half way through the date. Not the best first meeting, but fortunately her primary protector was able to come to the front and we moved her outside, away from the music.I then got a sit down chat from the protector that basically went along the lines of, “what are you intentions with our host?” 😅. Not exactly the introduction my girlfriend was hoping for but I guess it worked out as now we are living together. Anyways, just wanted to thank you for this channel, it helps in humanising DID and I always recommend your channel to people when they ask questions. Thank you xx
Been around for a while and I'm so happy and proud that you guys are getting so much visibility from the video you did. Ya'll are amazing, lots of love
Same here :) I had known about the channel but kept forgetting to look into it. Then his video came out and I was like “oh gosh, I need to get to know them”
@@Emmy-ql6wr glad you decided to come look into the channel, they're all so lovely, watching their videos is an amazing way to brighten your day a little, at least it is for me
yeah same ive been watching since she had 60k or 70k subs. ive always been so interested how the brain works and DID is an interest of mine and thats when i saw her channel and subscribed immediately cuz they are so amazing and i love her accent
And also the community is so respectful and open. I’m also glad for other systems that they have such a nice community to feel comfortable and understood in. And anyone in general as well just to be open and talk to each other.
Being trans masc kyle’s personality is so comforting to me . I’m currently hella dysphoric bc I’m bleeding and this video was a nice distraction. I’m so glad Anthony’s video brought me to this channel. When Kyle comes out it’s so comforting like a weighted blanket in the form of an alter I swear. Nin is also such a lovely person. I haven’t watched too many of the other alters to really get any thoughts on the others.
Same. The video about Nin and Nan getting engaged made me feel so ridiculous cuz Nan was talking about filming the proposal and the wedding and i literally FORGOT the rest of the guys couldn't just sit with the guests or smt 😂😂
I'm confused, like what would person mean? Cause it leads to other definitions, person'individual- human. What would count as human? Can someone who has multiple identities be different people, or the same person , but compared to a broken pot, like Nin's comparison on her TH-cam channel. Does body make person? Or does soul? Identities? If body counts than they wouldn't have to worry. But if SOUL or Identity than she would. But Soul doesn't fight viruses, the essential organs do.
And when he short pauses instead of using the T sound. Ba- ry (battery) , mul- iples (multiples), piña- a (piñata), men- al (mental), and so on. Its so distinct and cool 🤣
Nin and Kyle were their usual amazing selves with a fab mix of scientific information and comedy gold, but I'd never seen Anthony's videos before, and thought his approach and reactions were brilliant. So considerate, compassionate, professional and supportive. And to your little, you my darling are an absolute legend! So brave and strong. Your honesty and bravery will have helped so many people, and I hope you are so so proud of yourself because there are a heck of a lot of people here that are so proud of you. Sending you all a ton of love and support 🥰
When the child alter came up, I immediately started crying because of how vulnerable they are... it was so cute but all I could think was to be protective.. to whoever that child alter was: YOU DID A GREAT JOB, SO PROUD OF YOU FOR BEING YOU❤
"You have to let go of some dreams (to even support this system)." That actually really hurts. Unimaginable, all the alters having their own bodies. The fact you have to sacrifice your dreams to assure you guys live is heartbreaking, but it *is* your job.
Kyle, the story about banana didn't discredit you in any way 💛 Actually it's completely vice versa, as someone, who's watching this channel for a while and has a soft spot for you, I found this story really funny and real! It shows that you are a real human, with his own motives, wishes and flaws, that you are not some magic knight, you are a real, young, bubbly, and maybe sometimes even awkward dude 😅 I loved it, showed me your side I've never seen before. Hope to see you more on the channel 🖤💜😉
If Kyle is still fronting (or he happens to be seeing this later at any point), then I want you to know that the way you feel towards others (the whole idea of wanting so hard to be able to help them and putting that weight on your shoulders) hit such a strong chord with me. Even though I don't have DID, I've still struggled with the idea that I sometimes don't feel as if I have a personality of my own past just taking on the emotions or troubles of my friends, and I can only imagine how hard that must be for you at points. But I hope you know that you're appreciated, I'm sure by your system very much, but also by us viewers. Seeing you and relating so much to you has helped me understand how real and whole each and every alter in a system is, and its also helped me a bit in realizing that I also have worth of my own. Keep up the good work mate
SO confusing when Kyle is talking about the engagements and interworkings of relationships. Like... imagine... wedding day... switch happens and now it’s Kyle there in the middle of vows and is like “wait! Not me... wrong one, we need to switch back pronto’
I don’t know about anyone else, but Kyle in general makes me feel so incredibly safe. Not to discredit how unbelievably validating and amazing Nin and the rest of the system is... but as someone who has also been through it, I would love for Kyle to talk about childhood trauma because I think I would personally receive the topic very well from someone that makes me feel as safe as Kyle makes me feel. I’m sorry if that’s offensive, I love this whole system so stinking much 🥺💖
Kyle is so soothing. I woke up from a bunch of nightmares to watch the stream, and listening to him talk relaxed me enough that I fell back asleep and missed the end of the stream. 😅 Sorry about missing the end, but thank you for posting it, I'll finish it now 😝 Edit : Thanks for all the likes!! ❤️
Does anyone else just appreciate Anthony when Withheld came out and started crying after trying to answer the question? Anthony straight up hugged her and I'm so proud of him for being so kind
I’d love to see a “day in the life” video. I’m super interested in how you guys handle the amnesia between switches and how you orient yourselves when you come to the front. Also I’d love to hear first hand experience about when you leave the “front seat” do you tend to keep “watching” what happens to the body when you’ve switched back into the inner world.
Found my way here from Anthony Padilla's video. You all seem amazing, and I'm so sorry to hear about the University discriminating against you all because of the diagnosis!
When Kyle was giving advice for people with mental disorders and said "you'll be alright" I just immediately started crying. I have depression and I really needed to hear that. Kyle is just such a beacon of light and positivity ❤ I love their entire system but Kyle's personality really stands out to me. Keep doing what you're doing guys! You help people more than you know ❤
I am reading a ton of people who discovered they had DID or other disorders thanks to Anthony's video or DisosiaDID, and while it is great to try and understand one's self, it is important to remember that self diagnosis on mental stuff has a tendency to be exagerated, and that missdiagnosis can lead to a missrepresentation and problems for people who actually have the disorder. If you suspect you might have DID or any other disorder try and go see an specialist to get a more accurate and proffessional diagnosis and help. Much love to all of you, wish you the best.
Diego R. Definitely, but having that moment of “wait this makes so much sense” can definitely be super mind blowing. Ofc you should then go to a psychiatrist and confirm your suspicions- but it’s an amazing first step.
@@dragongaming2796 absolutely and I'm not trying to discredit those moments or emotions, I fully believe one can find out this kind of stuff just by hearing someone talk about it and relating, and don't think anybody in the comments is exaggerating, I'm just reminding people there is a next step after that moment of self realization, and that it is (perhaps) one of the most important.
You’re right, but also with disorders like DID there is a lot of stigma and for some people it can be dangerous (or financially impossible) to seek medical help. I know other systems that have had a terrible time with their countries medical systems and I don’t wish that for anyone, so if you seek help do it when and where you know it’s safe. Also to seek the DID/OSDD community, and find systems that are within the same medical system as you for advice. Just a lil caution.
I absolutely agree with you! However, findding someone is difficult. It can be difficult even finding a therapist, a therapist who has the experteze and also the health insurance or the financial means to persue that. Besides you need to find a professional you also feel comfortable with. For me without these videos id still struggle with my previous therapists. I was switching in and out infront of them and confusing them and me. And we were getting no-where on my healing journey. Until i found a new therapist and suggested i might have DID and that id like us to research into this. Also i feel like the videos made me function as a human better and understanding myself better. But i understand your concerns. I personally don`t share that i suspect DID with anyone but my partner and my therapist and i think thats wise for anyone who thinks they might have DID. At least until they are in a good place mentally, to make that decision conciously and as a whole system.
I'm always really thankful to channels who break down the stigma on mental health disorders. It was really disheartening when I found out my older sister said she didn't believe me when I told her I had really bad panic attacks and was brought to the hospital in the middle of class until she herself experienced one. thank you for all that you do, truly.
Hi. So I’m a neuroscience major, and I just want you to know that you have inspired me to work harder. You made me feel like one day I’ll be able to really help people and validate people.
Is it weird that I see Kyle when I hear Kyle???????????? Even though no one has ever seen Kyle 😂 Chloe gave me such a clear image of Kyle.... Don't worry Kyle, I see you with blue eyes...
I love that you called him Antony the whole time it was really cute ALSO! every time you explain your inner world it always starts me thinking about how I would want to make or see some visual or narrative representation of it because it sounds really interesting and like an amazing way to educate people on what did is/is like and also caves are A+
The part where Kyle said he would never have his own body and what comes with that, family, career, house, etc. brought me to tears because it's so unfair and because he has a lot of the traits, both in character and phisically, of the man I would gladly have a relationship with and in time have a family of our own and so on. I hope to find someone similar as soon as possible. I also wish Kyle all the happiness and love. Keep up the good work, you're a sweetheart. 💜 I also want to mention that every time I see the littles or Omega I feel the urge to sing as if they would hear me the chorus to the song ”Safe an Sound” by Taylor Swift and The Civil Wars and hug them. All the best to the system, you have my respect for many reasons. It was quite difficult to write the comment because… teary eyes. 🥺
"You ain't broke." "You ain't weak." Damn. I have borderline personality disorder. I developed it when I was 11 from trauma. Hearing someone say things like this never gets old is always so appreciated. Thanks Kyle, thanks to all you guys ❤️
I have BPD too and even though it’s definitely not the same as DID these videos make me feel so much better about understanding my brains responses and coping mechanisms to my trauma
I’m so happy to hear you gave consent to have Anthony include the little in the video! I was so worried ever since I saw that video. I’m glad he obtained your consent first!
I assume holding trauma that was happening to Chloe. So maybe fronting as Kyle when trauma was occurring to protect Chloe. But on a deeper level, not sure. Great question.
Kyle talks with his hands. Nin talks with her eyebrows.
Yes! I noticed that Nin's eyes are very expressive!!
that’s so interesting woah thank you for pointing this out
I’m cracking up at this lmao so true
Silkenray YES
So you're basically saying that Kyle is Italian?
Nin: mentions Banana bath
Kyle: I have thoughts
😂😂😂😂 I fucking died when they switched and the first thing was this facial change and "I ain't the banana guy!"
Same! So funny, I freakin' love Kyle, he cracks me up. Such a babe ^-^
And he will be sharing them in general protector style 😂😂
kyle immediately coming to the front to rant about being banana guy made me crack up omg
I don't find when?
Anja_ Z 24:16
Kyle: He attack, he eat snack, but most importantly! He protect the pack (:
Kaitlyn i absolutely love this comment
Yeah this comment is amazing
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Do you mean that he is a snacc c;
Haha cute 🖤
I agree with the people who said about kyles masculinity, even when he is in traditionally "female" clothing and makeup, the way he holds himself and talks, is just so unmistakenly masculine. I cant imagine looking at him and thinking female. Even with makeup hes so masculine somehow, i dont know how he does it but its there
Well it's natural for him, so, we all have our own ticks ;]
YESSS
Love that boy
I agree!
He makes me question my sexuality
When Kyle says that he’s been in the body since age 3, just imagining a 3 year old going through the amount of repeated trauma that it requires to develop DID makes me so sad for the Chloe of the past
😞
@erica yep
@erica Chloe is the legal name of the individual. She was also the host before she integrated with an alter named Nina, forming a new alter with both Chloe & Nina's memories which was Nin, who is the host now. Chloe originally started the channel, if you go back and watch old videos.
That's so sad 😖
@@alexissejnoha7257 ROFL
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Oh that makes more sense I thought nina is nin but you explained this really well, what do you mean by nin is the new host?
I love how Kyle came out as soon as Nin started talking about the Banana thing
Wich minute? :0
When?
Start around 20:00
Meghan G do you know the time signature for when Kyle came out?
@@anikamilevska Nin mentions the banana/Kyle thing at 22:20 and he comes out at 24:15
I honestly remember Kyle's reaction to the skirt more than the banana story lol
sakura 4869 same! I actually had to take a moment to try and remember what they were talking about, but with the skirt I remembered straight away
Yessss lol
My two favorite things about kyle
Lol
Honestly same because it was my first time hearing him talk.
"Of course we're in a f**** skirt. " lol
"If it's a trigger switch it can just *boom* different person"
Kyle whenever someone mimics his accent: YOU WANNA GO M8
Toki Sucks tbhhhh and it’s hilarious and perfect😂😂
Lmao
He's so adorable when he does that
LMAO
Before Kyle even switched out I had the mental image of him coming down the stairs behind Nin when she mentioned the banana thing to clarify & talk about it lmao
Cuppiecake Zombie honestly same lmao
😂banana bath. Why not. Now Spagetti in the bath... That get tricky.
Him just there: "Hey, we need to talk!"
@@thecrazymotherchannel6833 in their recent video Kyle talks about alters arguing over stuff and literally says "who threw spaghetti all over the floor" 😂
I love your pfp
I found out about this channel because of Anthony’s video and it’s so incredible how much I learned in just few days. Thank you so much for having this channel and educating most of us who don’t know a lot about DID.
I know, ive probably watched hours worth in days
Welcome to the fan club! Arent they amazing?
Watched and learned so much in a night
Sameee
Same and now I love it
Kyle talking about how he doesn’t mind the makeup as much anymore because he gets validation from the community 😭
I love how Kyle just comes out whenever anyone's making fun of him lol, in the makeup videos he came out when Nan/Riv/Nin were all making fun of his accent and this time he fronted when Nin brought up the banana story lmaoo
What video is that?
@@elx9929 They were the videos titled something along the lines of "alters doing my makeup" or "non-human alter does my makeup". One is with Riven doing Nin's makeup (where Kyle fronts towards the middle) and the other is where Chloe does Nan's makeup (where Kyle fronts right at the end)
@@kilarthmac oh thank youu
Kyle comes out when the body is emotionally exhausted. In the video she mentioned how hard it is being a person with DID and how scary it is if the littles start being in the front in the public
And she dissociated.
Kyle is the protector after all.
Kyle: "periods as a guy, no. Don't enjoy it"
Me: "periods as a girl, no. Don't enjoy it either."
Practice Positive Progress i love how i had just so happen to read this comment as the words were coming out of his mouth 😂😂😂
Practice Positive Progress promise you it’s even more frustrating when you’re a trans guy but theyre one of the most frustrating biological things ever anyway regardless of gender
julian g d as a trans guy who is currently on my period i can very much agree with you lol
julian g d yeah it’s also pretty hard for me as well seeing as I’m gender fluid. It really does tear at my ego whenever I’m on my period while I identify with he/him pronouns. It’s also very difficult being told by my family that my breasts will be decently large. Whenever I’m reminded of my actual gender while I identify as a male I just have a breakdown because I feel invalid. Anyways imma shut up now
@@louloudaki_ I believe that. I didn't mean to belittle that idea with my comment, although I can see how it came out that way. Sorry :/ ...
Kyle from DissociaDID 🤝🏼 Ben from SimplyNailogical : "I AIN'T JUST A BANANA GUY."
sicaberry Ben’s got company yooo!
Banana men
Hahahha yessss
Yasssssssss
Just yes!!
We need merch saying "Love you, babes" immediately. I'd buy it
Or Kyle's Babes. Like Charlie's Angels. 🤣💖😍
I would absolutely buy a shirt that said ‘Kyle’s babes’
I need love you babes mercy like yesterday
YAAAAAAS NIIIIIIIN
Kaylen Jackson hahahha love it
Kyle immediately DASHING to the front when the banana story is mentioned and he has to have his say 😂 ♥️ You are an amazing protector and guy dude, no need to explain yourself!
He like tried to tell nina that he disliked that she stated it and as she was trying to listen he was like "fuck it let me take control it's my damn turn!" 😂😂
time stamp plz
Jessica Sousa around 24:12
When periods came up I felt really bad for Kyle. I have trans friends who've told me about how dysphoric that is. I assume it's similar. But then he brought up the littles and that it's really dysphoric for them too. I can't even imagine how horrible it must be to be in that state of consciousness and be going through that. My heart goes out to them and any other system who's littles or masculine altars that go through that.
I was hoping that littles wouldnt come out when menstruation happened
As a trans man this is truly a really bad situation, if it feels the same for them I feel bad as well :/
Leo, one of our main Alters is male, he is trans and was the main body controller till the system was discovered by him recently so we've all gotten used to it really, one of our littles doesn't really care but he doesn't really feel emotions but another of ours who's more emotional doesn't really like it and hated fronting when the body is experiencing cramps, it can be annoying for me ( Jayden ) and the other female alters too because periods are just shit in general to be honest but we'll be getting period blockers when we're older for Leo and the Littles
Hope this helps!
- Jayden, Leo's system ( temp name )
@@fishsmoothie7463 Hey Jayden! I hope ur having a great day:) I hadn't thought of period blockers. Glad your system can get that eventually, but sucks y'all have to wait.
Yeah! Luckily we have mostly girls in our system! :0 it does suck a bit for me and Ziro but oh well!- Leo
Kyle: Your special and you not alone
Me: starts to cry
Two seconds later
Kyle: PERIODS AS A GUY
We all need a little Kyle support in our lives
When as that
@@poshcat4380 52:00 mark maybe a second or two before
50:20
Yeah, I felt that. That was me too.
Periods sound so shitty,
I'm glad I don't have them,
And I feel sorry for Kyle.
"I ain't just the banana guy."
No Kyle, you're the best banana guy.
I'm new to the channel! What was the video for Kyle?
Couch Potato ;w; it was the interview, with Anthony Padilla
Idk if you watch simply nailogical but ben would fite
Yeesh Yalls are SALINATED heck yeah Ben the banana man
He is also our favorite banana guy
When someone asked Kyle if he liked being an alter, it really made me realize how frustrating it must be to be an alter. Like they are conscious, they have their own thoughts so obviously they want to live their own lives, but they can't because they all have to share a body.
Yeah…….
Yep. Thanks for seeing it ❤
Nin ur little hit it home for me when she came out I actually teard up n I don’t tear up much so it was really great hearing her point of view. She’s so strong n I’m proud of her n all of u
Lazy Gamer Girl yo do you have time stamp?
@@cryingattheclub5150 its in the interview on Anthony's channel not here I dont think
@@cryingattheclub5150 it's near the end of Anthony's video.
When Kyle talked about missing Chloe I started to cry. The connection they had none of us will truly understand. I even missed Chloe when I heard about the integration and I never even met her. I love and have such respect for Nin though and Chloe is still so much there. She isn't gone
Liberty S. Same I teared up hearing Kyle talk about Chloe and being with her since they where 3 plus when he said that she was his babe 🥺🥺🥺😭😭
I always kinda saw them as siblings or twins for some reason. Since Kyle was there from the very beginning maybe?
Hey Im new about this topic...can I ask what happened to chloe?
Cloud Pixel I’m semi new as well but I believe Chloe was the old host! But her and another alter (Nina) combined together in a way to from Nin! There is 3 videos talking about it around 4 months ago if you want to know more about it!
I was upset about Chloe too....how invested are we lol...Love Nin, she's amazing x
Well, Anthony IS the best interviewer ever. It says so on his shirt.
lol
I honestly don't see why having a banana in bath is wrong or disrespectful haha! If anything at all, I like Kyle even more now! His passion for food is just awesome! I am also 100% convinced that least everyone who's following the DissociaDID channel adores Kyle at least as much as all and any of the other alters in the system! Big love! The channel is super interesting and spreads a lot of awareness throughout the world!
I could understand how it would be a bit off-putting to have that be the very first impression people have of you, ESPECIALLY if you have a super serious job that requires people to respect you. Long-time viewers of DissociaDID know that the banana story isn't representative of Kyle's whole personality, we understand as much as we can the breadth of his role and how hard his job is. That said, I know newer viewers will catch on fast, and even just watching Anthony's video to the end, it's evident from the way he talks and carries himself that he's great at what he does and by no means just a guy who was eating a banana in the bath.
Guilty Potato i cracked up due to HOW RELATABLE it is even as a singleton. Like are you a grown adult if you haven’t stressed to the point of amnesia/sleep/blackout drunk eating in the tub?
Like that is SUCH a human experience which is why we enjoyed it as a moment so much. Kyle fucks up and falls asleep sometimes too, even when needing to do important tasks. They’re all so relatable because we’ve all been in those situations too individually, even if we can’t all understand switching or the other aspects. But what each alter experiences? So human, so relatable. Those moments only solidify his reality, they don’t invalidate it at all and we love him all the more for these little tidbits imo.
Ps about to go subscribe to your patreon. My first ever patreon sub! And after my next check I’ll be subscribing to @TeamPiñata’s if they have one. I want to see your systems together permanently pretty bad, I love how wholesome and genuinely supportive your systems are. Possibly the most positive relationship(s) on this entire website. Like I NEED y’all to be together permanently lol.
So much love to your system, especially omega. I really really hope she’s doing okay, i hope my subscription can go to something nice for her. ❤️
As a male I can relate a bit more to Kyle,
Just the idea of doing a public interview
in a fucking skirt, is terrifying.
@@Brocolli_Pizza luckily Anthony is a very considerate person.
Kyle’s my favorite alter mainly because of that story haha 😂😂
I just went back and rewatched Anthony's video to find the section you mentioned. It was incredibly powerful, and the little gave an amazing answer. Anthony was so sweet and handled the situation so well. The entire video was very powerful and educational.
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@@ouaie3901 starts around 23:11
Truth
Where can I find this video please?
@@stephanijeopdevelt5600 anthonypadia
Kyle drinks out of the cup Nin was drinking from and my brain was screaming "there are other people germs on that thing don't drink out of there!" And then was like, "right it's the same body". Please tell me if I was the only one!
I've done this too many times to be proud of 😂
😂
I WAS THINKING THE SAME THIGN!"!"
I swear I saw this comment on the initial upload
nope, did the same thing 😭😭
This comment is mainly for Kyle: I found this channel because of anthony’s video and when I heard Nin talking about you I fully understood your role in the system and how important it is, the ‘’banana guy’’ story was funny to me because it actually shows a more ‘’human’’ side to DID and how you guys live a day to day life and stuff, for me that felt that she was showing how people with DID/alters are normal people like everyone else. But besides the story, what I mainly got from the video is how important and necessary you are and how you’re an amazing person! And to everyone else in the system, you’re all VERY brave and inspiring, keep doing the great work you guys do in this channel! Lots of love ❤️
Thayla yes she’s so sweet and genuine in Anthony’s video and then I watched her reaction to Trisha’s video I got to know a little bit more about Nin,and she’s so lovely.
I actually love the banana story. It humanizes you so much, shows that you really are your own person with your own wants and likes and not just a role
I just love how we can immediately tell when it is Kyle, his voice is different, his accent is heavier. Definitely unmistakably more masculine than Nin at almost any given moment. Even with the female body and face and that makeup I just know when it's him.
I'm so glad Anthony understood that your request to review the footage was similar to a guardian of a child making a similar request.
It proves that he was truly listening and understanding the situation as opposed to when ppl exploit vulnerable communities for views.
We love to see it from a TH-cam founder
Yeah, I thought the same. Became a bit worried first about the little coming out but then I heard his comment and I felt better about watching further
WHY can’t there be more men like Kyle in this world?! 😩
Exactly, I need a Kyle in my life. He’s understanding,caring,funny,doesn’t judge, doesn’t harass or anything like that, I love him.
There are, in books and movies
@@MelodiaTodoElDia yeah cus that's so helpful
Not just men, people in general. This mans is amazing
@RollingDutchmann at this point, wish majority of men (not all) had to go through having no body lol :0 if it takes severe hardships for you not to be a decent person then why even bother.
I 100% have a crush on Kyle and I don’t know how to handle it
You are not alone
Kayla Jay hmmm his voice is nice
tell me about it lol 🤣😭
He's so hard not to like!
S a m e
You know what I find really weird? Like its Chloe/Nin's body, but when other alters front, I don't seem to see them as Nin? Like when Kyle fronted, I saw it as Kyle and only Kyle, even though it had the face of Nin.
Lots of viewers feel that way! Most I think who watch the systems posts regularly 😊
I think it's the body language. I find it kinda cool how masculine Kyle makes the body look, even with feminine make-up on.
Same thou
Andrei Hrin yes and definitely his facial expressions. And the way his mouth moves. Much his own. As you watch more and get to know them more you’ll be able to tell who is who even from a photo.
I know what you mean,
Tho for some the differences aren't distinct enough,
Especially the female alters are a bit weird sometimes.
So does Kyle have 2 triggers now? Accents and Bananas?
Hilarious how he kinda shoved Nin away for a bit to protect his honor : ))) (which i honestly think- being the banana guy is great first impression tbh)
His accent is hilarious though. :D
I MUST REGAIN MY HONOR I DONT NEED ANY CALMING BANANAS
Ikr it's an amazing first impression
i just realised how significant it is that chloe and nina integrated given what nina’s previous role was. so proud of you all, and now that kyle has integrated too it’s amazing to see how far you have come and how much progress you’ve all made. amazing work and love to all of u!!
Some advice about the period thing; I don't know how you guys handle your period (don't need to know) but you might want to look into period underwear companies that cater to people with gender dysphoria. There's a company in Canada called Luna Pads that has a line of period boxer briefs that were designed with trans-men in mind. I don't know if there are any in the UK or EU that are comparable, but it's worth a shot.
I can speak from experience about this company's products and period underwear in general. They wick away moisture better than regular pads and there's nothing to insert. They're thicker than regular underwear but they don't feel like diapers. They're an investment but if you care for them properly, they will last a long time before you need to replace them.
Just an idea in case Kyle or any of the other male alters get triggered into the body during that time of the month and are stuck for a long time. They can throw a pair on quickly and not have to worry about pads or tampons. Might be good for Pinata system to look into as well.
What a brilliant idea!
Hope Kyle sees this! ♥
Just trying to get this to the top x
God that must suck being a boy and getting a period. It sucks being a girl and getting period. I hope Kyle sees this.
Miss.Phoenixx trust me it does lol
kyle: *hears the word banana*
kyle: "hang on imma take the wheel""
Its banana time
*Kyle take the wheeeeel*
😂
Kyle: “Let me drive the bus”
When the sweet little one said “how can I answer when you haven’t asked me the question yet!” When Antony was waiting for an answer..... my freaking heart melted. I’m the kinda person who doesn’t really like to hang around with children, but that little one just got me on the floor in a puddle! Love your System! Love you all.
The first thing I heard when I joined this when it was live was “you’re all my babes” and I was like “oh hey it’s Kyle!”
Time stamp?
Back here after the Trisha Paytas drama, and I c a n n o t imagine what could have happened if Trisha targeted that sweet little. I cannot comprehend the rage we'd have directed at Trisha if that ever happened. Keep the littles safe, istg
Turns out she did.
Can’t imagine how jade is feeling in particular, I’m in shock that she basically mocked her in every way should could. I have no faith in humanity left due to the support she still gets. I’m so hurt and upset about everything she stands for.
Lara SHE DID??
@@gothicwebby2097 Yeah. She basically imitated what the little said in Anthony Padilla's video. I think it was in her "switching" video? Not sure though.
Lara that’s not okay, that alter is literally a child!
I’m going to be honest: i absolutely HATE when people say “ain’t” like I constantly tell off my siblings & friends. But Kyle is the only person who can say “ain’t” and not make me physically cringe.
Adrianna. G one of my teachers wouldn’t say “ain’t” and wouldn’t say “can’t”. It was always “caint”. “You caint do that. I caint gonna do that.” Hate that guy
Even I cringe at that word lol
@@theoneandonlysingqueen910 you use it to say
"Am not" " are not" and "is not"
so who's gonna tell them that the south exists
@@lillyw2695 LMFAO rip ikr?
when kyle said the uni refused them because of their diagnosis my jaw dropped, i can't believe a uni would do that!! that's horrible and so so so unfair !!! @ whatever uni turn on ur location i just wanna talk,,
Should I grab my torch or my pitchfork?
Shy Lemon grab a flamethrower. We march at dawn
Just to talk I sWeAr
Petition to allow systems into universities
I hope they can at least share more info of the uni ... I just hope that’s not my uni in the uk or else I would definitely complain as an alumni.
sooo true about kyle exuding male energy, whenever he's fronting he carries the body in such a masculine way and you can so notice the difference between him and the female alters
46:22 to ~47:10 is such a good example of why Kya is how he is now. Kyle knew what it was like to be at odds with the host. and now that Kyle is a part of Kya, just as much as Chloe, Nina, and Nin were, Kya has such a unique and valuable view on their system and the world around them. we appreciate you guys :)
Thank you ♥️
what kyle said about how he wishes he had his own body makes me so sad. he's such a positive dude and i wish he could follow his own dreams like he said he wanted to do
I think it's so ironic that a psychology department discriminates against someoene with a mental disorder. You'd think with all that scientific knowledge they would be more understanding 😅😅
Its why i want to be a psychologist (in my first year atm) to help people like those with DiD have someone to go to, even with learning about trauma and depression/ anxiety, DiD or the old name MpD isnt mentioned or considered
Zeinab Hijazi my mother is A psychologist... she told me my shit was all in my head and I just had to get over it.... I think there are some amazing ppl out there. But my mom reminded me that some ppl who get that degree got it bc they could study well, they don’t necessarily need the talent or in dept understanding. It’s a shame and I love my mom but Still.
Lord Jaraxxus good luck I hope u suceed I wanna study neuroscience for fairly similar reasons.
@@mayallyourbaconburn7133 That must really suck, I'm sorry 😔 eventhough it can be very frustrating that your family might not understand now, I hope that maybe with time they will be more accepting. And in the meantime you can have an awesome community online!
Zeinab Hijazi just to clarify I don’t have did. Tho I do have a stress disorder but it’s nothing compared to did. But still thanks for caring sorry for Any misunderstandings my comment might have caused.
Kyle is so funny. He basically hijacks the conversation about him and is like “woah! Lemme get this straight, k?” 😂
Kyle, pulling the body's hair up immediately after switching, " i AIN'T JUST THE BANANA GUY" ahahahaha love you Kyle, it was just a funny story you have 100000000000% of my respect!!!!!
EDIT: 51 min in and Kyle is gonna make me cry THANKS FOR BEING SO VALIDATING
Dear Nin, Kyle and everyone in the the system, listening to Kyle talk about your discrimination in university was really infuriating. I myself am an attorney, and it really brings me back into some of the core reasons why I got into law, human rights. I hope that one day I am able to take on cases such as yours to help those who are discriminated because of a disorder, desease or any other kind of affliction and make the world maybe just a little bit better.
Lot of love to all of you from Mexico. Thanks for sharing so much valuable information about DID.
I wish you all the luck and success on that route c:
When Kyle said “you’re not broken, you’re not weak” directly into the camera, I literally cried.
I loved when Kyle came to the front during Anthony's video and said "I thought we decided on trousers". He is so naturally funny. Who doesn't enjoy a good bath banana?
As a trans guy, I love watching Kyle. I relate to him so much and I'm so proud of him. Body dysphoria is extremely hard to go through keep doing you ♡
My bf is ftm and seeing how much his dysforia impacts the way he sees himself is horrible and being able to be there for him and make him see himself in a much more positive way feels like the best thing ever and I'm so happy to have him in my life and to see him smile and laugh makes me feel like the luckiest guy on earth
Even though the banana story was the first impression I got of Kyle, I don’t remember him for that at all. I see him as a very wise, calm guy with a heart of gold and always will.
Kyle, it's okay, your honor is restored.
Since 3 years old... chloe was like your daughter or little sister. Omg i understand why
It makes me tears up, I just wish everyone in the system could have a happy life without pain.
Kyle, your energy is so maskuline noone could mistake you to be female, at least not me.
Maybe because I watch many trans people so I've gotten used to look over the looks or body and notice behaviour, gestures, voice tone and stuff
PS: you seem so cool
Things like that aren't always so dependable though! Kyle is for sure more masculine than me and I've been living as male since I was 14, sometimes mannerisms aren't quite so cut and dry I'm afraid
Kyle: I don't think I'd integrate with Nin
*Less than 2 years later*
Kya: *the integration of Kyle and Nin*
Lol love you Kya (and other alters)♥️
I thought the same thing XD
I'm confused so we dont have Kyle anymore?
@@mr.teatimesrt6725 no Kyle and Nin integrated to create Kya who's the new host
@@RatchelRach ok that makes sense
@@RatchelRach thx
I'm curious what that little thought about being able to answer Anthony's question. They seemed very excited in the video when they got the chance to answer it. I'm also curious as to what the other Alter's thought of their answer. Chloe/Nin and many other adult alters have talked about DID on this channel before it was kinda interesting to here how a child views the disorder. They did a VERY nice job, send them my thanks and love!
Im glad you did leave it in the little she did an amazing job answering that question! I just met my 2 littles and understand now why you keep your save!
My two littles are dreaming off so I get you completely!!
Kyle, I just want to say, I just lost my older brother recently and you have such a calm, protective, big brother type of energy that it reminds me of him so much. Thank you to you and everybody else in the system for sharing your stories and your knowledge of DID.
I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️😞
I love the mug so much. "It's a Nadia thing." THAT'S SUCH A NADIA MUG.
I was introduced to your channel by my girlfriend who has DID, it helped me tremendously in the early days when I didn’t even know what DID was.
I was very abruptly introduced to her system on our second date, she mentioned that she had DID and had been feeling a bit switchy that day but really wanted to come on the date and see me but just wanted to let me know in case.
Christmas music is a really strong trigger for one of her littles and unfortunately the cafe we were at started playing it on the speakers half way through the date. Not the best first meeting, but fortunately her primary protector was able to come to the front and we moved her outside, away from the music.I then got a sit down chat from the protector that basically went along the lines of, “what are you intentions with our host?” 😅.
Not exactly the introduction my girlfriend was hoping for but I guess it worked out as now we are living together.
Anyways, just wanted to thank you for this channel, it helps in humanising DID and I always recommend your channel to people when they ask questions.
Thank you xx
Art3mis Stark that’s so cute!
Glad you are quite understanding and patient.
😳
Kyle is so good at his job he makes strangers outside the system feel safe too. Its amazin.
OK, can we PLEASE have merch that says "Kyle's babe"? LIKE PLEASE?!
OMG YESSSSSSS
Only if Jeremy is okay with it, though.
@@FallenBenevolence true that! lol
Agreed though so much yes!
I'd seriously consider buying a "One of the babes" shirts
Been around for a while and I'm so happy and proud that you guys are getting so much visibility from the video you did. Ya'll are amazing, lots of love
Same here :) I had known about the channel but kept forgetting to look into it. Then his video came out and I was like “oh gosh, I need to get to know them”
@@Emmy-ql6wr glad you decided to come look into the channel, they're all so lovely, watching their videos is an amazing way to brighten your day a little, at least it is for me
yeah same ive been watching since she had 60k or 70k subs. ive always been so interested how the brain works and DID is an interest of mine and thats when i saw her channel and subscribed immediately cuz they are so amazing and i love her accent
Same here. I’m so happy to see so many new people interested and wanting to learn. Because I adore this bunch and also piñata 🖤
And also the community is so respectful and open. I’m also glad for other systems that they have such a nice community to feel comfortable and understood in. And anyone in general as well just to be open and talk to each other.
Being trans masc kyle’s personality is so comforting to me . I’m currently hella dysphoric bc I’m bleeding and this video was a nice distraction. I’m so glad Anthony’s video brought me to this channel. When Kyle comes out it’s so comforting like a weighted blanket in the form of an alter I swear. Nin is also such a lovely person. I haven’t watched too many of the other alters to really get any thoughts on the others.
When Kyle said ".... Says Nin" I was like "did she text that?" 🤦 It's embarrassing how many times I forget you guys share the same body
Same. The video about Nin and Nan getting engaged made me feel so ridiculous cuz Nan was talking about filming the proposal and the wedding and i literally FORGOT the rest of the guys couldn't just sit with the guests or smt 😂😂
This comment is actually pretty cute.
Kyle actually said "says Nan" . He was talking about their partner system Nan
@@TwilightAlise sameee 😂 I really was like "but Kyle could film... No, wait. Nevermind"
Government:
You can't have more than 5 people in a place because of coronavirus
People with DID/OSDD:
😳
Same body so so same immune system.
pika productions XD they were making a joke. don't ruin it
I'm pretty good at that .
@@funny.gon-12 That's..... sad
I'm confused, like what would person mean? Cause it leads to other definitions, person'individual- human. What would count as human? Can someone who has multiple identities be different people, or the same person , but compared to a broken pot, like Nin's comparison on her TH-cam channel. Does body make person? Or does soul? Identities? If body counts than they wouldn't have to worry. But if SOUL or Identity than she would. But Soul doesn't fight viruses, the essential organs do.
I like how you can notice subtle differences between Nin and Kyle. They hold cups differently and they have differences in body language
You know it's kyle when he uses F sounds instead of TH sounds. Somefink, fing, etc. It's so adorable and so obvious 😄
And when he short pauses instead of using the T sound. Ba- ry (battery) , mul- iples (multiples), piña- a (piñata), men- al (mental), and so on. Its so distinct and cool 🤣
Nin and Kyle were their usual amazing selves with a fab mix of scientific information and comedy gold, but I'd never seen Anthony's videos before, and thought his approach and reactions were brilliant. So considerate, compassionate, professional and supportive. And to your little, you my darling are an absolute legend! So brave and strong. Your honesty and bravery will have helped so many people, and I hope you are so so proud of yourself because there are a heck of a lot of people here that are so proud of you. Sending you all a ton of love and support 🥰
You are more responsible with your littles than family channels with their children. Amazing!
Speaking of periods as a guy, in our system, the girls seem to disappear during that time of the month.
They’re lovely, really. Lmao (heavy sarcasm)
They probably just want to stay in their room 😂
I wish I could do that lol
Just throw my problems at someone else and hide until they disappear haha
Omg that seems awful! At least now when a girl says "you guys don't know what is having a period" you can scream "I AM RIGHT HERE!"
Lady Hella
Exactly!! Hahaha, at least periods go away with T.
XD
Hahaha
Kyle: *inhales*
Kyle: I AINT THE BANANA GUY
I love how the first thing Kyle said was:
“I ain’t just the banana guy”
Then immediately puts up the hair
I love you all💗💗
When the child alter came up, I immediately started crying because of how vulnerable they are... it was so cute but all I could think was to be protective.. to whoever that child alter was: YOU DID A GREAT JOB, SO PROUD OF YOU FOR BEING YOU❤
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I think she's talking about in Anthony's video. It was very powerful. I cried way more then I should.
"You have to let go of some dreams (to even support this system)." That actually really hurts. Unimaginable, all the alters having their own bodies. The fact you have to sacrifice your dreams to assure you guys live is heartbreaking, but it *is* your job.
Yea, that's so depressing that they have to give up in their dreams to be a working system, I feel bad that they don't have their own separate bodys.
Well I'm a babe now apparently. I don't make the rules, it's just been declared and so I am.
Kyle, the story about banana didn't discredit you in any way 💛 Actually it's completely vice versa, as someone, who's watching this channel for a while and has a soft spot for you, I found this story really funny and real! It shows that you are a real human, with his own motives, wishes and flaws, that you are not some magic knight, you are a real, young, bubbly, and maybe sometimes even awkward dude 😅
I loved it, showed me your side I've never seen before.
Hope to see you more on the channel 🖤💜😉
If Kyle is still fronting (or he happens to be seeing this later at any point), then I want you to know that the way you feel towards others (the whole idea of wanting so hard to be able to help them and putting that weight on your shoulders) hit such a strong chord with me. Even though I don't have DID, I've still struggled with the idea that I sometimes don't feel as if I have a personality of my own past just taking on the emotions or troubles of my friends, and I can only imagine how hard that must be for you at points. But I hope you know that you're appreciated, I'm sure by your system very much, but also by us viewers. Seeing you and relating so much to you has helped me understand how real and whole each and every alter in a system is, and its also helped me a bit in realizing that I also have worth of my own. Keep up the good work mate
SO confusing when Kyle is talking about the engagements and interworkings of relationships.
Like... imagine... wedding day... switch happens and now it’s Kyle there in the middle of vows and is like “wait! Not me... wrong one, we need to switch back pronto’
I don’t know about anyone else, but Kyle in general makes me feel so incredibly safe. Not to discredit how unbelievably validating and amazing Nin and the rest of the system is... but as someone who has also been through it, I would love for Kyle to talk about childhood trauma because I think I would personally receive the topic very well from someone that makes me feel as safe as Kyle makes me feel. I’m sorry if that’s offensive, I love this whole system so stinking much 🥺💖
Kyle is so soothing. I woke up from a bunch of nightmares to watch the stream, and listening to him talk relaxed me enough that I fell back asleep and missed the end of the stream. 😅
Sorry about missing the end, but thank you for posting it, I'll finish it now 😝
Edit : Thanks for all the likes!! ❤️
I love listening to Kyle talk too ❤️. @dissociadid. Kyle should do a "story time" episode!
Does anyone else just appreciate Anthony when Withheld came out and started crying after trying to answer the question? Anthony straight up hugged her and I'm so proud of him for being so kind
I’d love to see a “day in the life” video. I’m super interested in how you guys handle the amnesia between switches and how you orient yourselves when you come to the front. Also I’d love to hear first hand experience about when you leave the “front seat” do you tend to keep “watching” what happens to the body when you’ve switched back into the inner world.
I think they did do a day in the life video.
They did a day in the life video already, and you get to see some beautiful English countryside :))
Found my way here from Anthony Padilla's video. You all seem amazing, and I'm so sorry to hear about the University discriminating against you all because of the diagnosis!
When Kyle was giving advice for people with mental disorders and said "you'll be alright" I just immediately started crying. I have depression and I really needed to hear that. Kyle is just such a beacon of light and positivity ❤ I love their entire system but Kyle's personality really stands out to me. Keep doing what you're doing guys! You help people more than you know ❤
I am reading a ton of people who discovered they had DID or other disorders thanks to Anthony's video or DisosiaDID, and while it is great to try and understand one's self, it is important to remember that self diagnosis on mental stuff has a tendency to be exagerated, and that missdiagnosis can lead to a missrepresentation and problems for people who actually have the disorder.
If you suspect you might have DID or any other disorder try and go see an specialist to get a more accurate and proffessional diagnosis and help.
Much love to all of you, wish you the best.
Diego R. Definitely, but having that moment of “wait this makes so much sense” can definitely be super mind blowing. Ofc you should then go to a psychiatrist and confirm your suspicions- but it’s an amazing first step.
@@dragongaming2796 absolutely and I'm not trying to discredit those moments or emotions, I fully believe one can find out this kind of stuff just by hearing someone talk about it and relating, and don't think anybody in the comments is exaggerating, I'm just reminding people there is a next step after that moment of self realization, and that it is (perhaps) one of the most important.
You’re right, but also with disorders like DID there is a lot of stigma and for some people it can be dangerous (or financially impossible) to seek medical help. I know other systems that have had a terrible time with their countries medical systems and I don’t wish that for anyone, so if you seek help do it when and where you know it’s safe. Also to seek the DID/OSDD community, and find systems that are within the same medical system as you for advice. Just a lil caution.
Absolutely true! thanks for pointing it out.
I absolutely agree with you! However, findding someone is difficult. It can be difficult even finding a therapist, a therapist who has the experteze and also the health insurance or the financial means to persue that. Besides you need to find a professional you also feel comfortable with.
For me without these videos id still struggle with my previous therapists. I was switching in and out infront of them and confusing them and me. And we were getting no-where on my healing journey. Until i found a new therapist and suggested i might have DID and that id like us to research into this.
Also i feel like the videos made me function as a human better and understanding myself better. But i understand your concerns. I personally don`t share that i suspect DID with anyone but my partner and my therapist and i think thats wise for anyone who thinks they might have DID. At least until they are in a good place mentally, to make that decision conciously and as a whole system.
I'm always really thankful to channels who break down the stigma on mental health disorders. It was really disheartening when I found out my older sister said she didn't believe me when I told her I had really bad panic attacks and was brought to the hospital in the middle of class until she herself experienced one. thank you for all that you do, truly.
Hi. So I’m a neuroscience major, and I just want you to know that you have inspired me to work harder. You made me feel like one day I’ll be able to really help people and validate people.
Is it weird that I see Kyle when I hear Kyle???????????? Even though no one has ever seen Kyle 😂 Chloe gave me such a clear image of Kyle.... Don't worry Kyle, I see you with blue eyes...
Ikr
Youre deff not the only one! Id love there to be like an animation of the banana guy switch tho 😂
I love that you called him Antony the whole time it was really cute
ALSO! every time you explain your inner world it always starts me thinking about how I would want to make or see some visual or narrative representation of it because it sounds really interesting and like an amazing way to educate people on what did is/is like and also caves are A+
Rebby Berard she actually made part of her inner world in the sims 4 and explains it as she builds it so you could look that up! 😌
How would have she called him otherwise ? I don't mean to be rude, I'm just wondering :')
@@skoldpa i think op means she pronounces his name "antony" instead of "anthony"
@@emma3036 Oh right, thanks ! ^^ English isn't my first language so it didn't even cross my mind that there could be two different pronunciations
@@skoldpa I love your name.
Listening to Kyle talk about his past and having to give up his dreams and hopes for himself truly truly breaks my heart. All my love Dissociadid.
The part where Kyle said he would never have his own body and what comes with that, family, career, house, etc. brought me to tears because it's so unfair and because he has a lot of the traits, both in character and phisically, of the man I would gladly have a relationship with and in time have a family of our own and so on. I hope to find someone similar as soon as possible. I also wish Kyle all the happiness and love. Keep up the good work, you're a sweetheart. 💜
I also want to mention that every time I see the littles or Omega I feel the urge to sing as if they would hear me the chorus to the song ”Safe an Sound” by Taylor Swift and The Civil Wars and hug them.
All the best to the system, you have my respect for many reasons.
It was quite difficult to write the comment because… teary eyes. 🥺
"You ain't broke." "You ain't weak." Damn. I have borderline personality disorder. I developed it when I was 11 from trauma. Hearing someone say things like this never gets old is always so appreciated. Thanks Kyle, thanks to all you guys ❤️
I have BPD too and even though it’s definitely not the same as DID these videos make me feel so much better about understanding my brains responses and coping mechanisms to my trauma
I’m so happy to hear you gave consent to have Anthony include the little in the video! I was so worried ever since I saw that video. I’m glad he obtained your consent first!
I'm curious what kyle used to do when Chloe didn't know about him
I really want to know aswell
@@soomiko yes, even more now kwnowing he was since chloe's age 3.. what could he do if he fronted in a 3yo body. a babys?
RomyArg30 he would have been a child as well I think , he said that when the body had a child’s mind then he was like a child too
I assume holding trauma that was happening to Chloe. So maybe fronting as Kyle when trauma was occurring to protect Chloe. But on a deeper level, not sure. Great question.
I wonder too
kyle: you’re not alone
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kyle: so, menstruation
Finally a guy who truly understands every girl's pain
@@ABAO2009 trans guys also can
@@notsokewlnowisit9905 They do? If so, how can they not have children? 🤔
@@ABAO2009 I mean they can, it just causes a lot of dysphoria, so we don't have them,
Waiting for 420
me: **a proud lesbian**
kyle: “you’re all my babes now” **smile**
me: nOw wAIt JUsT Å MiNuTE!!!
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uhhhhh sorry i’m not sure, if u watch the video you’ll find it
sorryyyy
nood
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@@rainydayyz lmao
“You have to let go of some dreams” is so heartbreaking to hear.
Shanna Marie I knowww right , it just broke me there a little