If you can't get support from friends and family then you just have to do what I do. Just live out of pure spite just to spite all who have wronged you. It seems to work.
❤️ watch the pale blue dot video bro. It doesn’t matter, just search your feelings. Ik its easier said than done but try to find something that interests you. It wont matter at the end. You have a life and you are as valuable as everyone else even if it don’t feel like that for you.
I feel invisible, like no one understands the pain I feel everyday. I just want someone to tell me it’s going to be ok and actually see what I’m going through everyday.
madhuri madhu you need to talk , don’t shut everyone down! Don’t think your NOTHING! You have many people. Who love you! And will help you! I know how you feel ... I cutted .. I wanted to end my life... But I was scared .. But now I’m happy 😊 Now I don’t need to fake smile , now my smile is real! Try to look at the mirror and only say good things about you . Or you can play pink whale! Works too! Don’t say ANY bad ones !!! REMEMBER after every storm ⛈ there is rainbow 🌈!
I think I have depression but I’m scared to tell anyone Everyone knows me as the mentally and physically ‘strong’ girl. And I have this ‘wall’ of me being strong and I can’t tear it down. I’m scared of people seeing me as weak and not taking me seriously.
I have all 7 of these symptoms but I keep telling myself that I’m overreacting and that other people need phycologists more than me, so I shouldn’t waste their time.
Ive been through so many things in the past 15 years but for all the people who go through these symptoms im here with you and i pray that everyone who is make the right decisions because its hard i was actually reading some of the comments and im in tears thinking about what some of you guys said its very disturbing to know that we all go through the same things and you're not alone but we have to get help guys its too much on the mind that we cant even think things through i lost my brother at the age of 13 he was 15 yrs old and im actually still depressed and im 29 now his birthday is on the 21 of October and he was killed sep 1st so its very hard for me around these times but i never given up and thats not the half had a very rough life so as i keep you guys in my prayers stay strong no matter what and i love you beautiful people
I dont know of this is depression but one second I feel energetic, happy, motivated, then the next i feel like why am i in the world, I don’t want to be alive, and I start crying and me and my brother share a room and I cry silently while he doesn’t notice I’m only 9 and I don’t want to be depressed and if I tell my mom she will criticize me and give me a full lecture on what to do and the whole reason is Kpop fancams I watched one and I was really scared. I’m not scared anymore but I feel depressed. I know people have it worse and nobody should care about this but I just wanted to tell everyone, thank you for reading this. 🦋💕
All my family cares about is my grades but they don’t understand that I’m struggling just to not breakdown and cry in the middle of the hallway in school
For once in my life I don't have these symptoms, it is such a great feeling!!! For anyone going through this right now please understand it isn't how you are always going to feel so please don't give up. I find exercise and early nights and a healthy diet help.
I think I have depression... I once was a happy kid, a very optimistic one, but I've been feeling empty a lot lately. Christmas didn't even feel like a special day to me, I'm supposed to be happy I received harsh words from my father's partner before Christmas, it felt like a friend was insulting me as a joke, that's what I felt during that time.
so i display all of the signs and when 'sence of worthlessness' came up i just burst into tears. I've always felt like I've battled with depression as i am lonely and tend to push everyone away. only recently I've tried to face it, i think its finally time to find a proffesional to help
honestly I never expected that, some of the signs mentioned in the video are actually symptoms of depression. thanks a lot for clearly explaining these symptoms.
Sadness and irritability are really hard to get over, I know for myself. The most important thing is to be surrounded with friends or family who will give you some advice or cheer you up.
Reading the comments I'm not sure if I feel comfort knowing that I am not alone or deep sadness that there are so many of us that unfairly go through this everyday...
Thanks for all the insights on signs of depression... in recent years mental illness has been affecting most people its good to realize these early signs before one commits suicide
i’ve always felt very happy, and was always super optimistic, but since quarantine i feel empty and numb, even when i do see friends i don’t really feel anything. i used to love playing guitar and skateboarding and now when i do such things i feel absolutely nothing.
I think It's hard to find early stages of depression, your video clearly describes the A to Z signs of depression, might be helpful for many. Thanks for sharing this.
It's so important to know the signs of depression so we can figure out how to deal with it. Thanks for the information you give in the video, I think any one can have one of those signs during their life, the sooner you realize the sign, the better you can get. Thanks a lot.
One signal I get is that I become very untidy. I'd say I'm normally averagely tidy, but when a depressive episode is coming, I can't be bothered to tidy up. It can start even before I'm aware of my depression.
To any one with this, please do not give up . For the young people, please talk to your parents, if they are of no help, go to a counselor at school. Don't give up until you find someone who belives you and wants to help you. Most people do not understand depression and how it feels unless they have had it. Please keep reaching out until you find someone who will help you. You are not crazy, not dumb or lazy, you have a real medical problem that needs to be treated.
Awesome video about the signs and symptoms of depression. The depression is really dangerous and we couldn't ignore the symptoms of depression. Thanks a lot.
We all see this video, and we all are in this video, not ones can’t save as only you can save you, the live is beautiful and we need to continue to live free and love ❤️ we all beautiful inside and outside 🇺🇸🇨🇱💜🦋😘
i told my mom how i felt and literally bursted into tears and all she said was “might be cause you look at the screen too much.” and i don’t know what to do at this point...
Your channel is SOOOOO precious! Every single word is worth of a gold! About depression, I have 3 of these signs, had more before but the older I am the more I'm aware of various negative triggers around me and I'm giving my best to keep my inner peace in control.
As far as i know, Research suggests that depression doesn't spring from simply having too much or too little of certain brain chemicals. Rather, there are many possible causes of depression, including faulty mood regulation by the brain, genetic vulnerability, stressful life events, medications, and medical problems.... Thanks for the video !
I think one of my friend is in depression but the signs are so subtle and changing it is difficult to say something certain. Thanks for explaining them, helps really.
It is important to know which are the most common symptoms of depression since we can identify it in time and be able to treat it, this video can help many people who may be going through this
watched this video abt 3 months ago and never thought i would feel like this one day but after 3 months and lots of changes happened to me during this three months and now i am experiencing almost all the symptoms in this video
It’s not easy to say so publicly what you just said. If you only ever made this one video, you have probably done more good that you could ever know. So many people who feel alone. So many people who suffer in silence and so many people who just need a few words to encourage them to seek the help they need.
When everyone in the comment section cry at night for some reason, i am out here trying to find out what i cry for every night but the tears won't stop
this is pretty scary cause I feel like I have most of these symptoms but I still don't think I am depressed cause it's a state of mind. I have no choice but to believe that I am still fine cause that's all there is keeping me sane, this small utter belief that not everything in my life has gone wrong is enough to keep me on my feet and hopefully, it will eventually make me content with my life. Thanks for reading, I truly hope you find happiness as well.
Awesome video about Signs Of Depression & Symptoms. You have described in detail about this. I appreciate your videos because I'm sure this will help all people. Thanks for sharing.
a really helpful video on understanding depression, most depress person don’t even know they are depress, this will really share awareness to those who don’t know 😊, thanks for sharing
I have most of these symptoms, but I don’t like to believe I have depression so I hope everyone in the comments who r truly depressed get the help and attention they need. I’m genuinely scared that some people’s life are at risk because of this diagnosis that is very common and are found in most teens we see today. I’ve seen so many comments where teens bottles up all these problems and hide away which builds up which could lead to serious issues. Please reach out to a trusted adult or seek therapy ! :) 😊
Very useful informations. You gave a well explanation about signs of depression & symptoms. I learned more about depression & symptoms. You are done great job by sharing this helpful information. Thank you.
Thanks for this video.This is really useful and informative video about 7 Signs Of Depression & Symptoms .She explained well and great review.feeling really hopeless,lost interest in pleasure is the tough situation and dangerous also.
I'm sad, I click some videos and say I give up, I can't be happy anywhere with anyone. .But I think should I tell them? But the feeling of "if they find I'm so miserable inside, they won't want to talk to me again" wins and I shut up🙃
Very helpful info about signs of depression and how can one overcome it. It is really useful for those who are suffering from depression like me, thanks a lot for the video.
I understand the seriousness of this particular topic. And I understand that people need to reach for the skies in order to acquire the help they need or to at least be noticed. However I feel that there are more people in the world that are depressed/ have depression, and they either don’t know it or they don’t feel like notifying anyone. There are possible reasons for this. Maybe they think people will say they are attention seeking. Who knows. I say this because it’s how I feel. I am uncertain weather I have this unforgiving distress or not, I do have all of these symptoms but I don’t feel I have the courage to tell someone, for one of the reasons I said above. If you see someone who appears to be alone or avoiding people, talk to them. They need attention, otherwise, they progressively get worse. Depression does make to follow onto suicide. I felt like cutting my lips off the other day until I realised, “OMG WHAT AM I DOING?!” And started my search on TH-cam to see if I could help myself. Please reconsider hurting yourself if you feel like this. Bye.
I don’t know if I’m depressed because I’m usually happy sometimes but sometimes I get in a bad mood and just want to cry.. Right now I watch a sad video about someone I care about so much but I physically can’t cry. I was pulling my hair and thinking negatively trying to cry but I can’t. I listened to sad songs and I felt like crying but I can’t. Some days I get so stressed and I don’t think I can reach my goals and dreams that I just want to quit and sleep all day... but I don’t want to die because I don’t think there’s life after this... so I am so stressed with the state I’m in.. Like I get so motivated when I try and reach goals but I realize it’s going to be harder or I don’t think I can so I become numb. Fuck this.
Only time I feel okay is when I’m alone in my room at the weekend.
Same here I go into my room and close my door..then put on my headphones to escape
@@MrEOM41 same
Mario Rudnicki rude sicko
Yep
Same
The fact I had to search this up Bc I can’t tell what emotions I am feeling
Really depression is a life killing experience. It is very important to get support from friends and family.
Ehem I don't have friends and my family says I'm seeking attention
Heh... My family lost hope in me, I'm delayed in my schooling, cuz I lost my motivation due to my failures...
If you can't get support from friends and family then you just have to do what I do. Just live out of pure spite just to spite all who have wronged you. It seems to work.
i don't want anyone to bother with my problems
Kirti saket it’s harder to speak out than that especially being a boy
I don't have 'hopes and dreams' anymore. They died long ago.
❤️ watch the pale blue dot video bro. It doesn’t matter, just search your feelings. Ik its easier said than done but try to find something that interests you. It wont matter at the end. You have a life and you are as valuable as everyone else even if it don’t feel like that for you.
Same
Duuuuuuude!!!! 🥲
Yeah the social construct of growing up makes you less creative and ends up killing what you used to be.
now these are names i havent heard in a long time
Why do I feel so ashamed to admit I'm depressed....
I know your feeling but for some reason you think people will treat you seriously
Yea
I never thought I would be sitting in my bed crying watching a TH-cam video to know if I’m depressed, im so broken...but no one understands 😔💔
Know yourself she’s only understand you only if you understand her ( yourself )
How r u now?
Its been 8 months.
the fact I searched this up..
True
😭
You're not alone
its because non of us ever thought that we will end up her
the worse thing is that you know what you are feeling and you are not that kind of person
same
I feel invisible, like no one understands the pain I feel everyday. I just want someone to tell me it’s going to be ok and actually see what I’m going through everyday.
That moment when you want to end your life to stop the pain💔. Im tired of seeing my self sad and not happy with life anymore.
It’s gonna get better I promise
I had depression for 4 years. I'm now always happy again but I think it's interesting to watch this
Can you please help me with your thoughts about how you felt better and got helped?
good for you
Food
madhuri madhu you need to talk , don’t shut everyone down! Don’t think your NOTHING! You have many people. Who love you! And will help you! I know how you feel ... I cutted .. I wanted to end my life... But I was scared .. But now I’m happy 😊 Now I don’t need to fake smile , now my smile is real! Try to look at the mirror and only say good things about you . Or you can play pink whale! Works too! Don’t say ANY bad ones !!! REMEMBER after every storm ⛈ there is rainbow 🌈!
Alok Murmu check my comment 😊 Hope it helps you
I think I have depression but I’m scared to tell anyone
Everyone knows me as the mentally and physically ‘strong’ girl. And I have this ‘wall’ of me being strong and I can’t tear it down.
I’m scared of people seeing me as weak and not taking me seriously.
Through* i meant to put
I have all 7 of these symptoms but I keep telling myself that I’m overreacting and that other people need phycologists more than me, so I shouldn’t waste their time.
If you’re reading this I hope you have an amazing life and accomplish everything you wish
Sorry dude arhat you got lost in the ocean of comments, have a like! And have a great day, week ect.
This comment section makes me feel like I'm not alone. Love you guys💙
My depression started when I lost my parents and it pisses me off when I try explaining it and people act like it's no big deal
I think the worst part of depression is feeling alone and I appreciate your videos because I'm sure this will help all people.
Ive been through so many things in the past 15 years but for all the people who go through these symptoms im here with you and i pray that everyone who is make the right decisions because its hard i was actually reading some of the comments and im in tears thinking about what some of you guys said its very disturbing to know that we all go through the same things and you're not alone but we have to get help guys its too much on the mind that we cant even think things through i lost my brother at the age of 13 he was 15 yrs old and im actually still depressed and im 29 now his birthday is on the 21 of October and he was killed sep 1st so its very hard for me around these times but i never given up and thats not the half had a very rough life so as i keep you guys in my prayers stay strong no matter what and i love you beautiful people
I dont know of this is depression but one second I feel energetic, happy, motivated, then the next i feel like why am i in the world, I don’t want to be alive, and I start crying and me and my brother share a room and I cry silently while he doesn’t notice I’m only 9 and I don’t want to be depressed and if I tell my mom she will criticize me and give me a full lecture on what to do and the whole reason is Kpop fancams I watched one and I was really scared. I’m not scared anymore but I feel depressed. I know people have it worse and nobody should care about this but I just wanted to tell everyone, thank you for reading this. 🦋💕
Sounds like you're bipolar.. maybe?
@@Val-us4xn ik same thing happens to me. I think I have bipolar depression
I feel sad for kids nowadays. I was happiest when I was at your age. Things were supposed to be innocent, simple and beautiful when you are a child.
So tha issue is kpop
All my family cares about is my grades but they don’t understand that I’m struggling just to not breakdown and cry in the middle of the hallway in school
Who ever is reading this comment your all worries will be soon disappear. And good time & happiness is on the way. 😊☺
I hope so but ty
It doesn't
For once in my life I don't have these symptoms, it is such a great feeling!!! For anyone going through this right now please understand it isn't how you are always going to feel so please don't give up. I find exercise and early nights and a healthy diet help.
I think I have depression...
I once was a happy kid, a very optimistic one, but I've been feeling empty a lot lately.
Christmas didn't even feel like a special day to me, I'm supposed to be happy
I received harsh words from my father's partner before Christmas, it felt like a friend was insulting me as a joke, that's what I felt during that time.
Depression is my worst enemy.
It’s my best friend
No Body this comment made my day
I am tired of everything and hate myself the most. Could not hold back and cant let go either.
This comment section is the most relatable one so far among all the videos I watched.... 🥺
She literally describes my life lol
I got all of the 7 symptoms. It is hard to live everyday. 😭
so i display all of the signs and when 'sence of worthlessness' came up i just burst into tears. I've always felt like I've battled with depression as i am lonely and tend to push everyone away. only recently I've tried to face it, i think its finally time to find a proffesional to help
These depression signs are very accurate, sadly I know someone that is suffering from these symptoms.
honestly I never expected that, some of the signs mentioned in the video are actually symptoms of depression. thanks a lot for clearly explaining these symptoms.
I'm crying while watching this video 😭
Sadness and irritability are really hard to get over, I know for myself. The most important thing is to be surrounded with friends or family who will give you some advice or cheer you up.
This is the best video about depressions and symptoms. Thank you for this video. Keep up the good work!
I couldn’t hold my tears 5:03
Reading the comments I'm not sure if I feel comfort knowing that I am not alone or deep sadness that there are so many of us that unfairly go through this everyday...
it is funny how happy you get knowing you are not alone in the way you feel. So many people reacting to this video in the same way.
"All the kids are depreesed"
-Jeremy Zucker
"We are the generation that wants to die"
-Conan Gray
I wanna die too but I have to live so that my parents won't suffer.
@@artwithbenipal3521 i felt that
@@artwithbenipal3521 I feel u...
reading these comments somewhat comforts me, knowing that I am not the only one going through this.
Thanks for all the insights on signs of depression... in recent years mental illness has been affecting most people its good to realize these early signs before one commits suicide
i’ve always felt very happy, and was always super optimistic, but since quarantine i feel empty and numb, even when i do see friends i don’t really feel anything. i used to love playing guitar and skateboarding and now when i do such things i feel absolutely nothing.
I can relate to your feelings. I have been feeling like this since 3 years
I think It's hard to find early stages of depression, your video clearly describes the A to Z signs of depression, might be helpful for many. Thanks for sharing this.
I have all the symptoms without even realizing, I have been living with them for years now, I felt it was reality.
It's so important to know the signs of depression so we can figure out how to deal with it. Thanks for the information you give in the video, I think any one can have one of those signs during their life, the sooner you realize the sign, the better you can get. Thanks a lot.
The moment when she mentioned being hopeless made me cry
I was just looking for this. I am very satisfied with this presentation. Thanks for this great and useful video.
Many of them I thought were not symptoms of depressions until now. Thank you making me aware.
One signal I get is that I become very untidy. I'd say I'm normally averagely tidy, but when a depressive episode is coming, I can't be bothered to tidy up. It can start even before I'm aware of my depression.
To any one with this, please do not give up . For the young people, please talk to your parents, if they are of no help, go to a counselor at school. Don't give up until you find someone who belives you and wants to help you. Most people do not understand depression and how it feels unless they have had it. Please keep reaching out until you find someone who will help you. You are not crazy, not dumb or lazy, you have a real medical problem that needs to be treated.
Awesome video about the signs and symptoms of depression. The depression is really dangerous and we couldn't ignore the symptoms of depression. Thanks a lot.
I have all Therese symtoms
If you're crying, it's because you're grateful someone understands you and takes you seriously
Think hard enough and you'll find something to live for no matter how big or how small
Is there anyone on here that is going through this that I can talk to?? Someone who understands exactly what I'm going through
We all see this video, and we all are in this video, not ones can’t save as only you can save you, the live is beautiful and we need to continue to live free and love ❤️ we all beautiful inside and outside 🇺🇸🇨🇱💜🦋😘
i told my mom how i felt and literally bursted into tears and all she said was “might be cause you look at the screen too much.” and i don’t know what to do at this point...
Your channel is SOOOOO precious! Every single word is worth of a gold! About depression, I have 3 of these signs, had more before but the older I am the more I'm aware of various negative triggers around me and I'm giving my best to keep my inner peace in control.
depression is very lethal when not treated. I am glad this is a help to everyone.
I have just found you All this morning and knowing it's just not me is already a comfort
As far as i know, Research suggests that depression doesn't spring from simply having too much or too little of certain brain chemicals. Rather, there are many possible causes of depression, including faulty mood regulation by the brain, genetic vulnerability, stressful life events, medications, and medical problems.... Thanks for the video !
I think one of my friend is in depression but the signs are so subtle and changing it is difficult to say something certain. Thanks for explaining them, helps really.
Depression is crying all throughout this video because you're actually experiencing what she listed as symptoms.
I had no idea that feeling hopeless is a symptom of depression, thank you so much for the explanation!
It is important to know which are the most common symptoms of depression since we can identify it in time and be able to treat it, this video can help many people who may be going through this
watched this video abt 3 months ago
and never thought i would feel like this one day
but after 3 months and lots of changes happened to me during this three months
and now i am experiencing almost all the symptoms in this video
It’s not easy to say so publicly what you just said. If you only ever made this one video, you have probably done more good that you could ever know. So many people who feel alone. So many people who suffer in silence and so many people who just need a few words to encourage them to seek the help they need.
I have most of it and the most common is difficulty in decision making
When everyone in the comment section cry at night for some reason, i am out here trying to find out what i cry for every night but the tears won't stop
this is pretty scary cause I feel like I have most of these symptoms but I still don't think I am depressed cause it's a state of mind. I have no choice but to believe that I am still fine cause that's all there is keeping me sane, this small utter belief that not everything in my life has gone wrong is enough to keep me on my feet and hopefully, it will eventually make me content with my life.
Thanks for reading, I truly hope you find happiness as well.
Video is excellent and very detailed. Thank you so much for explaining about the 7 Signs Of Depression and their Symptoms. Expecting more like this...
Thank you for posting this, clear and concise information.
It is really important to know these symptoms in time and look for ways to attack them. thank you very much for this useful information
Your life isn't in people's thougt. Get strong, focus on happiness.
You can do it. 💪Fighting ✊. You are strong. You can do it.
This is spot on. I went from akithesia to Anhedonia. It was by far the worst ride of my life.
Anhedonia is a murderer
I was just watching this to see if any of my friends were depressed
Awesome video about Signs Of Depression & Symptoms. You have described in detail about this. I appreciate your videos because I'm sure this will help all people. Thanks for sharing.
I have found that I m depressed! 🙂
a really helpful video on understanding depression, most depress person don’t even know they are depress, this will really share awareness to those who don’t know 😊, thanks for sharing
Experiencing this all. Ever since my mom died. Lost my job, its been downhill. I can't deal
I had few symptoms but after the lockdown now I feel all of this 💔 thanks for the advice
Brilliant video and also excellent details about the 7 Signs of Depression & Symptoms! Thanks a lot for the good advices!
I have most of these symptoms, but I don’t like to believe I have depression so I hope everyone in the comments who r truly depressed get the help and attention they need. I’m genuinely scared that some people’s life are at risk because of this diagnosis that is very common and are found in most teens we see today. I’ve seen so many comments where teens bottles up all these problems and hide away which builds up which could lead to serious issues. Please reach out to a trusted adult or seek therapy ! :) 😊
I did not know about these signs and symptoms of depression, I will now be prepared thanks to the video
Very useful informations. You gave a well explanation about signs of depression & symptoms. I learned more about depression & symptoms. You are done great job by sharing this helpful information. Thank you.
Very grateful for the sharing in this video. Now is much more alert on signs of depression as learning from here
Thanks for this video.This is really useful and informative video about 7 Signs Of Depression & Symptoms .She explained well and great review.feeling really hopeless,lost interest in pleasure is the tough situation and dangerous also.
I am very pleased to know symptoms of depression! Thanks for the online counseling.
I'm sad, I click some videos and say I give up, I can't be happy anywhere with anyone. .But I think should I tell them? But the feeling of "if they find I'm so miserable inside, they won't want to talk to me again" wins and I shut up🙃
good advices from a great expert ! thank you for the explanations
Thank u x this helps bc I’m always told I overreact when I cry and when I try to get help x
I didnt cry while watching these...
My tears are gone :)
Great tips! I learned a lot from this video, you helped me a lot!
Very helpful info about signs of depression and how can one overcome it. It is really useful for those who are suffering from depression like me, thanks a lot for the video.
I understand the seriousness of this particular topic. And I understand that people need to reach for the skies in order to acquire the help they need or to at least be noticed. However I feel that there are more people in the world that are depressed/ have depression, and they either don’t know it or they don’t feel like notifying anyone. There are possible reasons for this. Maybe they think people will say they are attention seeking. Who knows.
I say this because it’s how I feel. I am uncertain weather I have this unforgiving distress or not, I do have all of these symptoms but I don’t feel I have the courage to tell someone, for one of the reasons I said above.
If you see someone who appears to be alone or avoiding people, talk to them. They need attention, otherwise, they progressively get worse. Depression does make to follow onto suicide. I felt like cutting my lips off the other day until I realised, “OMG WHAT AM I DOING?!” And started my search on TH-cam to see if I could help myself.
Please reconsider hurting yourself if you feel like this.
Bye.
i used to love eating and watching youtube now dont want to eat i spit all my food out idk why and there is nothing anymore that i want to watch
Very helpful video. Thanks for sharing 7 Signs Of Depression & Symptoms details.
Excellent video about the signs and symptoms of depression... It is a very good information for those who lives in such a challenging situation...
I got goosebumps atleast 50 times in this 7 min video! I am feeling myself so hopeless........ 😔😔😔😟
Really well Explained video, about Depression symptoms. Shocking to know it can be deadly if untreated
I wish I could donate my life to those who want to live longer.
This is really great video. Thanks for sharing this useful information with all of us, you are the best.
I don’t know if I’m depressed because I’m usually happy sometimes but sometimes I get in a bad mood and just want to cry..
Right now I watch a sad video about someone I care about so much but I physically can’t cry. I was pulling my hair and thinking negatively trying to cry but I can’t. I listened to sad songs and I felt like crying but I can’t.
Some days I get so stressed and I don’t think I can reach my goals and dreams that I just want to quit and sleep all day... but I don’t want to die because I don’t think there’s life after this... so I am so stressed with the state I’m in..
Like I get so motivated when I try and reach goals but I realize it’s going to be harder or I don’t think I can so I become numb. Fuck this.
And I show most or all these symptoms but ins not 24/7 so idk.... my mom was talking about taking me to a physiologist