the voicemail for him. || Spoken Word Poetry
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 29 ก.ย. 2024
- Here you go my loves, a poem from the heart.
xoxo, skye love.
I only own MY poem and MY voice.
Stalk me:)
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“i built a home in you... i miss home, i miss you”
🌺
nice name
That phrase was hit me! such nice poetry, right? We actually just posted a spoken word video on our TH-cam Channel about how "comparison is the thief of joy". Would Love to hear your thoughts since you seem to have similar interest.!
They say home is where the heart is
This hit me like a train
im missing him... we never went further than just being friends... but he always made me feel something else. yet he played me, im not ready to let him go, he’s leaving this year... and im not ready to call him a memory. i want to desperately grasp onto what will never happen, but i self consciously know that he will never be mine. i will always and forever remember him as my first love that i never managed to fully let go
I'm crying rivers, although I didn't break up or anything.. man this is so ... ugh. I luv e Az nd wish we never fall apart
That is exactly what I’ve wanted to say for the longest time. I just don’t know if there’s any way to get over love
my heart broooo
I missing you and I love 💘 😔
I will never come back t.
I love you so much baby boy i can't forget you 🥰i miss you everyday please change your mind and come back to my life 🥺
I've never been in love, yet why do I feel like I just broken up with someone 😂 This is amazingly done! Stay safe, Skye.
Your heart has broken that means you've fallen in love with some one.
But you not recognise it
Right
GlisteNAD exactlyyyy
Um I'm the samee
I just found your channel and it's funny how you said everything that i felt for a long time that's a masterpiece keep going❤
Awesome
I just read your comment and i think you might enjoy our last video, We actually just posted a spoken word video on our TH-cam Channel about how "comparison is the thief of joy". Would Love to hear your thoughts since you seem to have similar interest.!
Me too
❤️❤️❤️❤️#enigmawork
That's why words have powers touch or rip your heart apart..
Loving someone truly sucks. 😑
Agreed d
Yes ... love sucks
Sometimes It can
It only sucks when they DONT love you back REMEMBER that💯💯
Yes:’
Listen, just take a moment and hear me out. Just this last time. I miss you and its weird to me that I miss you, because I always thought that I'd be the one to leave such a residing mark on you. And it woukd make you come back one day. But I'm wrong this time. I know that I shouldnt miss you, well, I mean I know I shouldn't be missing you. But it's just something that keeps knocking on the back of my brain and its telling me that you exist. And I know you exist. But it wants me to know that I know you exist and yet.... Here I breath
I love you. I know I never said it enough or maybe I just didn't show it ... But I do. And no matter how many times we fell apart, I'd always be OK with brushing off the dirt and getting right back on the bike. I'm sorry for the wrongs I committed and I'll plead guilty to every charge in the case of broken hearty in the first degree. If anything... I just wish toy the best it's not like you'll care to play this back, and if you did why woukd you care what I have to say? Cause to you I'm really just that one girl who got away. Except I'm not because I'm right here and I'll always be right here. I built a home in you, remember? Maybe that's why I'm so distraught. I. Miss home I miss you. Its been months since we last spoke and I can't help but wonder if my home was over thrown by the flames and you just got lost in the smoke. Cause by now you'd be back and we'd be OK. I keep every memory safe, I don't let anyone touch them and I can't promise that I won't keep torturing myself and go back to replay them. I miss December, the times we had were short lived but they were amazing, nonetheless. I hear the laughing in my mind telling me to just leave it and you... Behind. I remember when we first met we spoke and it was like we'd already known each other for years, or maybe that's just me and I'm counting all of the tears that I cried over not knowing if I'm ever going to keep coming and going. It seems now that im stuck where I stand, pretending I don't know you and giving you the upper hand. Things won't get easier, I know that now for sure, I just wanted to say it all one last time before I attempted to let you go... For good.
I don’t think your the girl that got away cause that would mean you were still something and I know your not.....WE wouldn’t be in love and enjoying Our lives that’s a fact💯💯💯
kara cronin umaaah sooo nice
Thanks
Bye.
@Moganes Waran???
Hey you random person 💓
Love u 💓
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I love u more
S2J 4Evr loveyoutoo! ❥
Iove u guys 🤗
thank you 💛
this came put at 4am my time. thank you,he still exists. i pushed him away not the other way around,i pushed him away because i loved him and he never knew because i never said i still love you and i always will no matter what because you are you,and i love him.
NEVER BREAK YOUR OWN HEART.
Already happened💔
to late. 😟
Ali I’m sorry. I went thru a bad one. Won’t do it again.
Still Awake I’m so sorry. I hate it when ppl felt how I felt. Xx
It's weird how close this is to my struggle right now.... it sucks losing your home 😥😥😥
I swear its 3am... I'm shaking in my blanket..... And I just miss him... I'm staring at the ceiling and wondering what went wrong..
Edit: well thanks for all the support.. I'm now over him and im doing better now😀
how was it? are u still feeling the same pain?? :
I feel you, things will get better and we will be alright. You didn't lose him, he lost you. You are strong and someone will come along one day that cherishes you like no other.
I finally found someone like me.... 😔 right now it’s 2 am and I’m crying into my pillow holding no one will hear and come ask what wrong cuz god knows what I’ll say to them...I miss him so much too and the worst part is knowing it’s all my fault 😖😣
Its not that you will always be like this... You just werent meant for each other and thats okey. Everyone will experience this pain sometime and we are here for each other. Dont stay silent. You should go and tell him or anyone else. It will save your soul if he knows it even if he doesnt feel the same as you do for him and believe me i know it better than anyone else
Have you ever fallen in love with someone who you had never been able to touch
He loves you like crazy! You dont have to let him go, because Jesus has never let you go!
1 John 4:19
"We love Him because He first loved us."
:DDD YASSS TEAM JESUS BOIII!!!!!
That is beautiful XD I wasn't expecting to find a christian here! GOD bless u all
It's needful for you to add this Angel
Amen!
I wish I didn’t have to let him go. Jesus has spoken to me many times saying he’s not for me but he seems perfect to me... #sadtimes
I miss him.
I dont know where it all went wrong, i dont know if it was something that i did.. Or maybe something that i didnt do.
Its all so confusing, i dont know anything anymore.
All i know is that i miss him and i love him and i want him to come back, i wanna feel him close to me
💔
Bc there is no life in them.
They get bored and move on to their next victims.
They don't love themselves.
No empathy.
It's not you it's them.!!!!
I'm going. through the same thing.
@@marylumley7181 you're absolutely right.❤️ He came back a few times claiming that he missed me but he only missed my body, not me. He has used me in every way possible, so i just had enough about a week ago and blocked him everywhere, for good this time.
I don't feel every word, but those that I do (especially the beginning) - hit really hard.
These videos got me though so much in my life. My depression my breakups and my school life. You spoke my feeling made them real made me know how I was feeling and I can’t help myself so I reach out and you were there. Helping me making my realise to get help. Now I have met my fiancé and I couldn’t be more happier. X thanks for everything
I built a home in you ;
A words of truth ,
A love with your feelings , I wish I could have my last sleep with my last breathe
In a home where we both built a home for our feelings ;
It wasn’t big enough but it always filled with our tears ;
Now it’s makes me fear ,
Can I swim in my own tears?
Will you hold me and save me with all my tears?
Heart shatters and wonder bout the thought what you have bout my love,
It seems I wasn’t good enough for you
It seems I wasn’t a person with a heart
All I feel to cry
All my tears goin to dry
It’s hurt , when I look your pic before sleeping and after wakin it’s start with you pic ;
How could you be so careless?
Is our love were one sided?
If it’s not then why it’s only affecting me not you?
Your touches through my skin
Your voices to my ears
Everythin stayed but I couldn’t found you not even close to me neither far;
Are you with me?
U never card before why start now
And I'll plead guilty to every charge in the case of broken heart in the first degree. 😩💕💕💕
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Those words hit me hard
My girlfriend recently broke up with me. And this, spoke to me. I try not to cry too much in my life but I did for the first time in a while -- it hit really hard after listening to his. It felt good to let my tears out. Just wished I could have been that person for her.
Ik that feeling bro & tbh i let out a few tears too & it's been a year since we broke up but I'm doing better & I'm slowly getting out of that mindset & trust me bro it's gonna be hard & idk what your life is like but after that I got really lonely & i still am til this day but i try get shit done like go for a run or workout like just anything yunno but anyways I hope you feel better bro because I fr know that feeling man but just know things change & over time things get better & you either learn from the relationship & grow or just fall back into another love trap.. I recommend the first Choice lol like for me I'd always want love & always chasing it then i realized i was always getting cheated on & left is because it was never really love it was just lust & that's because we were both chasing it like in life we just have to grow as a person & do shit we like & a eventually the right person will show up at the right time. (Sorry this was long & didn't make much sense but stay true to yourself & always remember self love is the best love!!)
@@tykviisionz4766 Thanks man, I really really appreciate. Thanks for taking the time out to help me out.
The break up happened because of a chain reaction of negativity because I was an amateur. I was able to get a beautiful and nice girl, but couldn't manage it because I realized I didn't really love myself.
I started to become more and more jealous and insecure as I made dating mistakes --like not putting enough effort.
Unfortuntaly she broke up with me less than a month ago, for another guy :(. So much regret, if I only knew more and had experience like I now have. I would been able to maintain it. She was so loving and amazing, and took that for granted.
This was my first relationship. So I was an amateur. I learned a lot, like a lot. This break up opened my eyes. It changed my perspective to become a better boyfriend in the future. It sad I had to sacrifice my dream girl in order to learn dating experiences.
Its hard though, I keep thinking about her. I shouldn't be missing her but It keep just knocking on the back of my head, telling me shes out there and exist. I feel like I'm left with all our pain and memory while she's happy, moved on, and talking to other guys (idk if shes happy or moved on but i assume).
Anyways, thanks for cheering me up! helped a lot!
@@tykviisionz4766 I have been working out a lot, and running. Great stress reliever.
Like, I'm trying to move on as much as possible. But everytime I have time to even THINK, I think about her.
Will it really take a year for me to get over her? Is time the only way I will be able to overcome this? I don't want to hoe around and drink my sorrow away because my friends told me that only delays the time to overcome my heart break.
What did you do? Thanks for the great advice.
@@mrkim0325 Nah bro just stay away from stuff like alcohol like please man! It only makes things worse & it's a waste of time & energy like put that time & energy into working out or just something that benefits yourself & it won't take long I mean yah you will still think about her a lot but aslong as she's happy your happy like it's to late to get her back but that's okay because you will meet tons of other girls & they will be something you'd never thought you'd get! all you need to do is not give up & keep working to be the best you can possibly be & just be more open minded & positive about things in your next relationship but don't go into a relationship I'd just wait if I were you & just do things you like & eventually you'll meet a girl who likes the same things you do but the best advice I can give is Just always be yourself & always put self love first like it's not selfish it's just important like if you learn to love yourself & care for yourself every day you basically become immortal haha but you won't need anyone in the long run & it really builds your mentality. Stay lifted man & if you ever get lost in life just know everything you need is within & you can do anything if you put your mind into it just don't give up!!
@@mrkim0325 & If you want some better habits I usually meditate every morning & take cold showers because it's amazing like people are fr missing out lol & it's always good to stay out of your comfort zone & I usually go for runs in the morning & workout daily & one last thing i suggest Is writing down why you're doing all of this because half way through you will probably lose motivation & everything but once you write it down you can always go back to it & get that same drive back
This hits so close to home. Sitting on my couch crying, I still have him in my life but we are so far apart at the same time :(
Hunters of Artemis: *Laughing in sadness because of their past haunting them-*
Why is this literally me😔 Even the December part...
Same here with me 😔😔.. Letting go is hard
Same. When I heard December, my tears just fall apart and I'm crying so bad. Why it is so difficult for me
Why can't i get you out of my head.. I'm tired of crying every night and feeling alone my depression has gotten worse. U were my person you never gave up on me but you did because you left. I miss him every day i want him to come back to me.I know hes not coming back and i need to accept that but i can't..
it's been years since we last spoke and i still fuckin wonder if my home got overthrown by the flames & you just got lost in the smoke .. this video broke me.
Just went through the hardest breakup of my life. This is everything I'd want to say to him. So, so well done.
im so so so sorry i hope ur okay
How you doing man?
Yeah me too
I’m suddenly very addicted to listening to these.
Tiktiktik.lol
😭 this is so relatable for me right now 😭 he was my first boyfriend and it lasted 2 years until now 😭
to all those girls out there that have been here before i will take your tears and cry them all for you... im moving on steven.. you broke my heart
sorry if this comment is to emotional
omg.. im so sorry and tysm, hope uro kay
This is so beautiful ❤
I really miss my ex cuz he was like my brother😭 and then cuz I was not cute and good enough he broke up 😭 so that made me depressed as nevem before cuz I loved him..💔 I still love him💔😔
April 3rd, 2018 you walked into my life and gave me the best months of my life. August 26th, 2018 you left. People keep telling me that it’ll get better. That I’ll move on but, I don’t think the realize that I’ve tried. In a little over a month it’ll have been 2 years without you... 2 years that you read my messages but never responded... 2 years that I laid in bed wondering what I did wrong. The girls tell me it was you and so do some of the guys. When I mention it was my weight they tell me I’m beautiful any size...but they don’t get to feel this. My world shattered...you where my 2nd true love. I know the 3rd will be that special horse. But your the last person I’m ever going to need... because I don’t want you... I no longer crave a text or crave you to read mine. But I feel it... when I’m alone you come back into my thoughts like my anxiety when I’m in public. When I’m alone my mind wonders if your alone thinking of me. I wanted to be your someone because I tried to be. I did everything in my power to make you stay. But in the end it wasn’t enough. For the first time I admitted to someone that I wanted to jump from a building to get close to you. My soul doesn’t feel like it belongs to me anymore... it hasn’t since I met you. You gave me so much more than you took but you took a lot I won’t get back... for the first time today I began my nightly routine... I’ve not slept since you left and I can’t unless I ruin myself first but I can’t... your there looming over me like a bad cloud on a sunny day. I’m trying to do everything for you still... but it’s not working... so if you see this... and if you read this. I know you have to feel it too... my soul doesn’t belong to me because it’s yours... you have to feel that... but if you don’t.. just know that the day I said ‘I love you’ I meant it..I haven’t stopped and you can come back whenever you need a home..I’ll be there...waiting
my first love hits differently cause i cared for him so much and he just hurt me and i keep thinking about all my trust issues and harm he’s caused me still and even tho he hurt me i still miss him he was my best friend. i shouldn’t miss him but i can’t help it ...
Ok so why is nobody talking about how adorable her voice is? i mean.. we need to protect this cutie. (,,◕ ⋏ ◕,,)
Damn this got me in my feels 😭😭
Ok this is exactly my mind
"& no matter how many times we fell apart, id always be okay with brushing off the dirt." yeah. every time. 🥺 i hope ure alright now ! without him, too. ure loved. thank u for this 💓
"I remember when we first met, we spoke and it was like we'd known each other for years, or maybe that's just me and I'm counting all the tears" this hit me so hard...
Wow I love this 😭😍
Thank you for your honesty,
For I won't be leaving what we both have worked so very hard to uphold behind! I so very much have Love for YOU and only YOU.. it was me who opened him mouth further than one should have, but it was pure honesty. And for that I paid the sacrifice for my words spoken over many situations. Although with everything that has happened I'm yours thru thee end of time.
YES, IM LOSING FAITH, yet I'm still YOURS. We said our vows to one ANOTHER.
I remember what happened now, yet there's a few things that haven't occured yet that I'm dragging and dreading upon, because the vr headsets make it hard to figure out what was real on them nights versus what was fiction. Them drugs you used on me did something else, I can't remember what happened now.
Parts of what I think happened to what might have happened are a jumbled mess in my brain and I'm not able to straighten them out since you drug me so I'm unable to see you while wearing one of them japanese inventions "one way Cloak"
Sometimes if I look right quick I think I see you. But when I look there's a blur almost see thru..
Never know if it's actually you or not but I know when someone is close, the sticking me with a syringe 💉 to duck me up alone from the shit you put in the food drink cigarettes and chew really screw me up..
Trust has been an issue for me lately. I've learned even if I don't open it up it's already been messed with.. side is a dead give away. Any liquid is tampered with before it touches my lips... It messes with my mind so much that I have trouble focusing and remembering everything..
It's getting old. Everything I've ever felt about you is beginning to feel like it was all fake maybe what I can't remember causes me to think too much.. I begin picking at what I once knew was real and fitting those pieces to fit what are along whit what I thought was only 3 years, but everyone keeps telling me it's 2 years ahead of what I should actually be. It's a giant mind rape if you ask me.. I would love to my/ our son. And if possible our daughter.
My son I've only met 2x and my daughter just a single time. But she was 9 months old..
Wasn't able too witness the birth of either child.
This year supposedly being 2021
and I know it's not that year. The mind game this year is off by 3-5 months for the baby you say is mine..
That vr game was alot of fun to play with it just blew my mind how they knew what I was gonna say when I saw you in the game on a laptop..
Those drugs made my mind actually begin to believe that it was actually real. Reality!
I just don't understand why you keep drugging me if you said you wanted me to be 100%sober. I'd give up smoking if you'd just stop messing with me.
The cigarettes calm my racing heart down
I've been looking for a magical bus with the keys you said would fit a bus that I witnessed.
They don't fit any bus I've ever seen so far,
I only have 2 keys that I know what and where they go to.
Thee other few keys not sure what nor where they go to.
I carry them for a reason I'm unsure of.
I'm seeking the keys while I'm drugged up, but are told where they are n when I sober up and finally remember what and where, there never there. I'm to the point where I don't even wanna go look, because I already know the outcome. And if they magically appear, the car won't be there. So I've given up...
If this actually real and not a bs game. Then you can come see me, because when I'm done with what little wood there is left to cut I'm planning on just leaving maine, because I've came to the realization of, If I keep playing this game and chasing dragons that don't exist to find my family that can't be found, why not give up n move away? It's not like you'll see your wife and 2 kids but if you stay you still don't get that either..
If I do leave I'll stay single because my mind is so destroyed and warped that I really don't think anyone would want anything to to with how fucked up you beat my skull in. Suicide is the one thing I promise I wouldn't do from the beginning of all this, I've met alot of really cool people, some famous and others being youtube stars.. 😆
Most of wish said not to kill yourself.
I'm not sure how much I can take, my mind is going dark again. I was doing really well coming out of the grave we put me in. But recently I feel like I'm doing more harm than good. My head and body really hurt from the hammer side of That hatchet..
Pain comes n goes, and when it does life become a thought that doesn't need to exist. And I figure ways to end my life, for you left and never came back. And turned it on me. Tables are turned and I really don't wanna live anymore 😭
I can't keep this going, something needs to give because I'm about too, give my life back to God, I just can't hold on anymore. I just done with how I'm allowing you to treat me. When I said goodby the other keep I really thought I actually said it. Then I remembered I gave my heart to you the day we met, and I can't be away from my heart any longer. Please come back.
I've learned MANY lessons from this walk of faith. I'd rather not see how far I can walk alone in life for the ones I Love. Purity can only be so pure. I'm literally going crazy. The barn that I been stacking wood is finally almost fully filled after that when I tie up the knoose at the top there's a wall of wood simulating the wall that I could never seem to break thru when I was trying to find you.
So I figured when I hung my self with thee ole 6 knots that will be thee end, I figured if I can just blackout fast enough I won't feel any more of the pain you seem to want me to endure upon. All of which is a well planned attempt for lucky number 6 and the realization of strike 3. I figured I'd be sent to hell for my sins.
Least it will be warm. Is the nasty thought I drool upon when the light goes out.
I really want to go home if that's a real place. I've always knew home as a noun. A person place or thing.. amber you are my place my person and the thing I want in my life.
Home is and always has been in your arms.
I've loved you all along I still do and always will. I just need you and everything else in it.
Being away is really hard to get better if I can't figure anything out.
Them keys to the shelby would definitely ring my bell as a wake up call.
I already checked out the remainder places there not there. The pole was just a taped wire. And the lean to only had a pinecone it..
I'm only hanging on by a few mental strands.
Once I disconnect I won't ever come back.. I really don't want to see that part.. I WANT US. I WANT YOU
I WANT TO HOLD YOU AS WELL AS MY BABIES.
I WANT TO BE A HAPPY FATHER AND THE LOVING HUSBAND TO HIS BEAUTIFUL BRIDE..
I
❤️
U
SINCERELY YOUR FOREVER AFTER
And everytime the phone beep, it literally kills my heart💔
Loving someone and losing them is the worst type of pain.🥺
Found your channel, watched ALL your videos & just HAD to subscribe! Love your content, keep up you are amazing! ❤ (Never forget it!)
I felt every word you said, like I was the one leaving the voicemail. ❤️
Your voice is lovely ☺️
And your writing is right in the feels 😔
Damn!! this video is so heart touching and so relatable. So beautifully done❤️
people are saying their stories so i guess ima say mine . i was 10 when this happened, i was so sad about these people bullying me and stuff , then i tried one night to commit suicide. ..... didn’t come so good after telling my best friend .( darius ) he made this group chat , and i was in it of course and my ex was in it and i started to want to kill myself even more . but i saw this boy named khristyen.... and for some reason thought he was someone that was gonna he in my future , he added me .... he made me stop wanting to commit suicide . i loved him from the moment he did , i even told him , he told me he loved me too.... i truly thought we wasn’t gonna talk anymore but we talked about our selfs and talked for 2days and come to find out we live in different states...... but we got so close throughout those 2 days . it was the best moments and he asked me if i was taken , i said no , recently getting over a break up . he said oh would you date a boy in a different state then you ? i said yes i’ll like to try why? and he said oh okay, next 3 minutes he asks me if i wanted to be he’s girlfriend , i obviously said yes . you don’t know how much that word i love you meant ..... i knew it was real and stuff because of my ugly past , i’m grateful i went through what i went through before him. but we talked for almost 11months we was just fine , the 12th month we got into arguments and all this . then we broke up , i think 5 months later he texts me saying look i’m sorry , truly . i said oh it’s fine . he said do you wanna try again ? i said yes ofc (i regret it) he’s like okay and we start talking then i get trust issues. and we broke up again . ( why wouldn’t i have trust issues if were online dating? ) anyways yea we broke up , i texted him on june 18 2019 asking him and telling him hey i got my phone took but if you wanna be friends have my number and he did , and we got closer together , then we started dating and then we start loving and treating each other well and then ..... we argue again...... he was like wanna face time? i said yes but then i didn’t want to so i told him i didn’t , he said ok i’ll go face time someone else , i truly think there’s nothing wrong with this but i got kinda hurt . and i said yeah go call your hoes (as a joke) b it he took he serious and said okay and i said damn it’s like that and he got mad and said yes it is , i just said alright go ft them don’t text me bye and then he said alright good i will bye . and next day i didn’t text him then i take my phone off of airplane mode and i get a message from him and it’s a song and he said idk i think we should break up i said really? and they song was ruthless by MarMar oso and i said i didn’t cheat wdym and stuff and he said i’m playing then i said don’t do that and started cleaning and stuff and he texts me are you okay , and i’m like yeah i’m just cleaning and he said oh do you wanna face time when your done i said yeah sure . i get done and i start telling him i’m done ready to face time , but i got hungry and left my phone and went to eat and i get back and i said sorry i was eating then he’s like it’s fine and then i said okay call me , he does .it was a nice conversation a wyd typa convo . then he was telling he’s brother about yesterday and i just didn’t believe it . i just went on pause and told my friend ( mari )and she said bro wtf he don’t want you , i obviously didn’t believe it then he’s cousin walks in and he goes on mute ..... and then he texts me “oh you can hang up 😂 if you want “ and i said wow that was childish , ima take a shower and ima call someone else because you really just did all that for what? and then he said alr BRO you can just stop texting me and move tf on i said 😨 it’s not abt that khristyen . left me on read . told my friend ( jahnorick ) to text him and he did and he tried to get us together then i told he’s girlfriend ( lindsey ) to text him and it kinda worked and he opened up that he just needed time and he still loved me and missed me . and i felt good and then i think jahnorick told him to text me and work things out and we did we were just fine . next day we were fine . but he left me on deliver for 7 hrs but that’s not even why i was mad , but he TEXTED MY SISTER IN LAW!!!! because i told my sister in law , and she said i’ll text him , 1 minute later he’s typing and i’m like wow 😤😢🥺 and he acting like if nothing wrong with it , not saying it’s not okay for him to be texting my sister in law but he could of atleast of told me . but anyways i check my phone nope hasn’t even opened it . i started to tear up , and my sister in law was like no don’t cry . and i’m like 😩😢 and then i get home and i post a picture with some words and it obviously had something to do with him , it just said bro why am i always our last when i put that person first ? 😢 i’m tired , i’m drunk of love , i’m sad , i’m weak , i can’t take love no more ... and i guess he seen it and blocked me and my sister in law .... and then i text him on imessage why you block me and he said bro we should of known this wasn’t gonna work out , and don’t act dumb you know what you did and said . i said but it’s true you texted my sister in-law and not me ? wtf and you expect me to blow you up or what? and he left me on read and then since that i asked my friends that have/had him added did he unfriended them or block them , they said no why? i just kept it in , and said oh just wondering , and i’m thinking everynight he probably thinking ima tell lindsey and jahnorick to text him , but i learned and figured he just wanted and wants my attention. and i stopped texting him since and i been okay but when i’m alone i think abt him , i don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. after a week i check and he was active that moment and he only had me and my sister in law on skype , so i’m thinking he’s probably thinking i texted him or he was gonna text me or thinking abt me idk . and i checked again like 4 days ago and he was active again. i think he misses me just doesn’t wanan open up because i haven’t texted him in 2 weeks and thinking i moved on . but two days ago my friend ( xavi ) tells me he’s talking to someone else , because she asked him but i think he said that because he knew she was gonna tell me since she’s my friend. because the 2nd time we broke up i would ask him you talking to anyone he would say don’t worry abt it ( we wasn’t dating at this time ) but he still came back to me after 🤦🏻♀️ when he said he was talking to someone . boys are petty . we hittin 2 years on june 18th 😭 i wanna tell him happy anniversary but i don’t because he gonna think i’ma blow him up but that’s my story i don’t know what to do .
update : he is texting me . 😪
another update : he asked me out
Aw, im sorry😭❣ Hopefully later on you find the one💓
Ale_lyrics 14 thank you luv . and yes im talking to sum one right now . thank you for taking your time to read that z
Wow , ur story is kind of complicated.
I hope u will move on fast and forget about him .
Jennifer Olivas Aguilar I’m so happy for you🙂 and I hope you have a better relationship with this one☝🏽
you just spoke everything in my mind.. i pity myself for worrying about him, knowing he doesnt even think of me. but i have nowhere else to go. my life hit the pause button since he left, i dont know when will it start to play again. it sucks being so lost. _"im right here, i will always be right here"_ 💔
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My ex girlfriend, my best friend, my everything left, and it put me in so much pain and here I am two months later, and I’m still in the same pain I had when she first left, and there’s not one day that doesn’t go by, that a tear falls from my eye, I miss her, Love is hard, but don’t stop pushing forward cause remember there is always one person that loves you
I feel you my guy, me and my ex dated for 3 years, talked about kids, moving out our dreams ect.. u truely thought she was the one. And one day she called me saying she couldn't do it anymore. The pain i felt was terrible. Its been 5 months now and something i relaized is the pain you feel dosnt always go away you just learn to deal and cope with it. I truely do hope you find inner peace and love, but for me ima keep going and waiting. Since her love would be worth waiting a lifetime even if that means i die alone.
O WOW 😢😢😢😢😢😢😍
It's beautiful but it needs pauses between some of the lines to create a stronger sense of deep regret & consideration of the emotions in that situation. A "breathing" moment if you will, that will portray a better experience of the emotions.
It's still good, but seems a tiny bit rushed or like it's being read off a script. 🤷🏽♂️
Oh wow,,, it's little bit sad but it's good very impressive
Broke off a 12 year relationship recently this hit home..
When I call her phone doesn’t even go to voicemail so I don’t even have a chance to say anything 😞 😭 I miss you x
I care what you have to say because I love you . I love you even though there are so many things you did that hurt me . I care what you say because you are important to me . I care what you say because i worry bout you constantly . Why would you care what I have to say ?
whoever's here just know that I really feel you guys and life is tough let's just try to keep positive
Skye please make more poems. I’m so glad i discovered your channel!
“Why would you care what I have to say” ooouf that hit hard :(
God loves you so much go to him and stop going to things and other people who are temporary.
Damn if I saw this two days ago I could send it to him, but we got bsck together so now it would feel weird too.
This is so beautiful... But there’s nothing to feel guilty about. Life is as it is. Don’t worry!
Your so underrated you deserve more views. I found you not that long ago but your so great ❤❤
Look I’m not gon cap I’m a guy and I just wanna say even as a guy you help me so much in so many situations and I can’t thank you enough
well i m glad
I know how it feels to miss him or her,you are not alone you know.
*i miss him too.*
I really love this stuff it hits so deep and opens your mind and heart thank you
i love this. so much. thank you for writing, and posting. keep going!!
This poem is super inspiring and no joke had me holding back some tears. Im trying to start my own spoken word channel and all the references in the description are super helpful thanks!!
Love this openness, more people need to be open like this for other people to know that their not alone
I like it the way you read, Friend. New friend. Thanks.
I love these because someone has been going the same thing I have , can you make one where the person you love the most love someone else I’m going through this now
Had a breakup from a toxic relationship. And I'm happy I don't feel this anymore. I am free.
Holy buckets! I love this type of poetry! Just found you and seeing great things!
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I love the idea of Spoken Word/Free verse poetry! But, I do love a good rhyme from time to time 😉 Thanks for watching ❤
I wish I could tell such a strong words like this to someone who'll break my heart in the future.
Just ran to this channel its like speaking directly to me😖🤞🏽 you are amazing thanks for this it gives some healing ❤️
This makes me so sad & I can't stop crying.. this fr made me think of my ex.
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All the feelings here are so beautifully expressed ... Loved it ...
Got a inspiration for my poems ...
Thanks ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much, I'm going through a rough time because my girlfriend left me a while ago, but this hits the spot. Never can forget her. Got so crazy goosebumps...
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I can't I am tearing up inside This voice it's something mesmerizing really
The saddest thing is that most people including me don't check their voice mail
Have liked before watching coz I know it'll be amazing as always ♥️♥️
Why do make us wait so long😭😭! We missed you
I have to make sure it's perfect for you guys!
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@@subarnaroy7787 I try!! Thank you so much.
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@@subarnaroy7787 Each poem does reflect my feelings or something I have been through yes.
1:41 Hits me hard.
1year ago I broke up with him bc I wasn’t sure abt our relationship anymore though there’s nothing wrong at all Im just overthinking abt committing..... then I realize that I was wrong but I was too late I tried to explain but he just said that I shouldn’t go back to the past,I’ll just hurt even more so I didn’t disturb him anymore. Tho I still feel sad and want to tell him what I want to say but I cant so I just buried it. I wish this video existed back then.... Im still thankful for him bc We both grow and had a time to heal before we commit to our new individual’s chapter in life so if jeyk found this I want to say all these messages and the video was for u hope u are happy now without regrets ;)))
Amazing I just found your channel. I love writing and viewing poetry. Loving the wrong person can suck.
God..have I mentioned how much I loved your last voice mail poem? I just love voice mail poems
Lady thank you❤️
How did this girl find my journal and post it on the internet? 🥺
You even got the month right....
Am in love with your voice and all you put hands. On just started uploading my poems and uve inspired me more that I can do it even behind the camera ,your vocal emotions are too real
Life is beautiful... I believed it after I realized this...
My granny loves butterflies. So small and meaningless. But she loves them.. it tells me that even if you feel like you are nothing.. you are still loved by somebody...
Hummingbirds need food every two hours or they die.. when we put feeders out it's a small deed that saves so many lives. Meaning small deeds are helpful.
Turtles live forever. Just like your love for all of your family and friends.
Jellyfish don't need a heart or organs to live.. we don't need to meet certain standards in order to live our life....
It's your life! Fucking open your eyes and realize that! Life is beautiful! You are beautiful! Ignore those assholes! You've got yourself! That's all we fucking need! I love you!
“I built a home in you remember” “I miss you I miss home”😭😭 I rlly miss home💔💔
you miss my picu
jakej home?????!!!!!!!!!!
ty mas prasky ale asi spatny???
This cut way to deep, knowing that person wouldnt return
Everyday I think of her. All day and all night. When will I ever get my chance it sucks x
I've felt this way
Girl Karen im always wants you no matter how long it takes i like only you 💘💘💝💝💖💖💪😎🤘😍
I wish i could send this to my ex.....bc he liked someone else thats why he broke up with me over a text💔.... and we loved going on bike rides..we got along like we had known eachother for years.. but we had only met like a day or two before i mived into his class exept he was new to the school..he asked me out the next year on the 15th of February 2019 and i said "yes" obviously and i was the one always texting him "i love you" and stuff like that.....and we were dateing for 1 year and it was going well and than i kept getting dm's from kids my age wanting me to date them and calling my bf ugly and saying they were gonna steal me from him..but i was never gonna go with them bc i came in with my bf and i was gonna come out with him..but than another few months pasted....
(sometimes he didnt reply to my dm's for over a week or two) and than out of no where he said "let those other boys talk to you bc it dosent seem that u care about me, bye." So i texted his mum and talked to her at her shop and than i spent all day crying....and than i get home and text my bfs bestfriend and ask if my bf seemed ok at school today?.. and his friend said
"he wasnt at school today"
And than he said
"I will go call him now..whats going on?"
So i replied:
"I just need to talk to him rn"
And than his friend talked to him on the phone and than texted my bfs name in a group chat with me him and my bf in it.. and than my bf replied
"i am done!"
And i was like
"Wait!? Why??"
And he replied with this emoji
"😡" and said
"I said we r done!"
And than his friend pitched in and yelled at me through text
"He said he is done!!"
And i said
"Ik.."
So i called my ex's mum and said
"Um ***** just broke up with me......"
Than she said:
"He went to the doctor's today i will talj to him later..."
And i havnt heard from his mum since that phone call
And than me and my ex had a big fight after i got back from being miserable at scouts and he said
"I dont want u in my life!"
And i said
"Well i want u in mine! And i bet u like another girl.."
And he said
"I do so F***k off and go talk to another boy!"
And i said
"No bc another boy isnt u!"
And than he said he would block me and yelled at me again..and blamed it on my mother....
And than i have texted him "sorry for getting mad can we still be friends?"
And he hasnt replied.....
so im gonna get my revenge with launching my career...in modeling with JDW first and than work my way up.😈💔
Things were going fine I thought we were good but he suddenly left like that without giving me any reason I tired so much to stop him telling him how much I love him and don't leave me there but he just left, am still crying hard having sleepless night thinking what could have went wrong.