Justin I know you probably won't see this, but you have given ME the inspiration to motivate my SON to quit heroin. I asked him once "What is your biggest reason for running to heroin?" He replied "My fear of everything."
@cheapskatepanic He is happily clean! He still has fear of what his future holds, but I told him "Son, God has spared your life for a reason- whatever you are meant to be will come to you. And guess what? Your future has been here the whole time, it's been patiently waiting for you to find it, but you could only see it when you turned to the right path. So stay open, meet the "real you," he's come back to us. I know you'll like him. We've missed him, we've cried for him, we prayed he'd live. He is YOU. Welcome to the world. And we are all here to help you, much better than you THOUGHT that evil heroin could. Because we will NEVER turn away from you. That's what love is. Dear God, you've given me back my real son!"
@@christinaoleary3138 Thank you so much! We fought as a team together for 15 years, because honestly people don't realize when your child has become so heavily addicted, they've lost the ability to make the decision themselves, that the only way they'll stay clean is when THEY'RE READY. Lmao, as if my son, a heroin addict for 15 years will suddenly make such a decision. Whoever made that saying "You can't make them quit, they'll only quit when THEY are ready!" Really? So perhaps they'll make that decision when they od and die. Thev lesson is this: help you child, constantly make them admit when they're high, make them see how their addiction affects the whole family, tell your child he's regressed to a child's age because he's always high when he leaves the house, and we HAVE to follow him around to make sure he stays safe. A child has more common sense than he does because that's what heroin does to him. Doesn't that make you feel weird knowing I'm lurking somewhere in the distance because you're too high to have the capability to do the right things. Don't you realize we are all tired of praying that you'll come home later that night and you didn't die? And then you're so high you pass out on the sofa, but guess what? WE have to take turns watching you to make sure your heart is beating and you are able to breathe. Your welcome. I never turned my back on him, instead I never left him. When he became clean, he told me he never could've done it without me.
I am 48 days no drugs an alcohol been an addict since i was 15 i am now 42I have ptsd severe anxiety and depression and I am a recovering addict in early recovery and I am grateful to be alive and this song is so real and speaks volumes to me I heard it for the first time in detox an I listen to it often as it helps me in my recovery an when I'm having a hard time I listen when I'm happy I listen to it as well its truly a beautifully written masterpiece thank you so much
@@AmandaArbeaus well that Andrea come on keep it up you can do it think of God he will help it could be any. God you can do it. I have got faith in you good on you girl Paul from Australia.
James, I'm an addict. 25 days for me although I'm on a script. So proud to hear people getting it together and beating this lonely, poisonous thing we suffer from. This is 6mnth later, hope ur still doing great, if not get into a meeting, it saved my life ❤
I am Lindsey, and I am an addict. I've got 7 months clean... I would not be alive today without the music of blue october. Every chapter of my life has a song.. even the chapters I don't read aloud.. thank you blue october. Thank you justin.. you be kept my head out of the dirt in some of the darkest times of my life. I listen to this song and worry list daily. It is my Zen. I have so much gratitude for you guys. 💓
Lindsey Holcomb Congratulations on 7 months sober! Keep doing what you're doing that helps you stay sober. I love hearing success stories like yours. I know the battle of addiction is a daily battle! Everyday is a new day, stay positive my friend 💗 and know you're not alone in this world.
To everyone fighting their fights I love you so much and I believe in you. Your value as a person is priceless, and the world is a better place with you in it.
He gets it. Of all the singers out there who sing of depression, self harm, suicidal ideation, and heartache, his seems to be the most accurate and honest portral today. Cuts to the bone and speaks to the heart of me. Thank you, and for everyone who suffers this way, know that you are never alone, although it often feels that way.
Thank you for your service and I'm so sorry you feel that way, please know that you are still here for a reason or many reasons, very special purposes that are meant to be fulfilled in this earth, because those purposes will fulfill you and impact many lives, more than you know. you got this Soldier!💙🙏🇺🇲💪
I’m a long term chronic pain patient and I’m still here because of their music. Sounds dramatic but it’s the truth. Those times I was so close to ending it all, I put on their music and somehow found the strength to keep on. I thank God for Justin and Blue October. It’s the package. The violin and drums? Touch my soul.
I’m in the same boat. Have Trigeminal Neuralgia (for 6 years now and just getting worse..) and was driving to my pain doctor appointment and this song came on in my car - it’s on my playlist but I almost forgot about this song until my phone decided to play it. And I just started tearing up while listening, the last bit really got me. Now l’m watching this video while I’m sitting in the patient room waiting to see my dr..
Don’t let anyone tell you that you’re being dramatic because of chronic pain issue. I have full body Complex Regional Pain Syndrome and I’m so tired of people thinking I’m being dramatic when I find something to relate to because they can’t relate to what I go through. Stand proud in the things that get you through the day! 🖤
Today….. After years of listening , I felt brave enough to share my story as well . Reading comments from every song , it just amazes me the affect this band has had on all of us . I left an abusive marriage in 2015 , we have kids so he is never going to go away but I’ve found my ground and stood it. this music has carried me through the anxiety , depression and hopelessness i felt . I was finally able to see them live last week. It was such an emotional experience for me , more than any one could ever understand. Thank you
People....this is what fervent prayer looks like. If you ever need to learn to outwardly pray the way your heart aches, this is it. I've only seen this type of prayer 3 times in my life.
Hayley Nelson hey... I could not have put it better myself... its in his face in the tone of his voice in his gestures... its powerful!... Can you let us know the other two times???
Sometimes dictionaries do a poor description of things involving the heart and soul. I've seen prayers that were just tears falling down people's faces. While I do believe in God, I don't like religion. Whatever"god" someone believes in, doesn't necessarily make them religious. Prayers are a spiritual thing, far above religion.
Hayley... I am totally with you! I am slightly disturbed by the very negative anti-religious response that you received earlier. Religion and faith are all too often confused, and the word religion too often synonymous with corruption and politics, but speaking about people having a faith, or a belief system... that is their right and their choice and I personally respect people for their choice, and for having a belief system with which they used to guide their life. I am not a religious fanatic and never for a minute took your comment to be some sorta bible bashing... but I too can recognize the honesty, urgency and fervence in his voice, his face and his lyrics...and have the same understanding of 'prayer' as you do. But as an interesting aside point, something the 'haters' might find intriguing - Justin Furstenfeld actually does have a belief in God (see various youtube clips in which says 'God bless' and in reference to a sick friend 'we are praying for you") and references God twice in this very song, "Oh God just move on" and "Ask him to help you carry on" and watching interviews in which he talks about his getting clean and life change prior/during the writing of their last album 'Sway' (which includes this song) he again references his faith. So... let's just drop the anti-religion... there really is no need for it... RESPECT!
The only band/man I've ever known who gives the same passionate singing in his videos as he does on stage. ....not the "pretty" lip syncing. But the "I'm screaming with all I have in my body until you can hear me through this screen" singing. I will never not respect that. And, I'm also in love with the revival in this song. It felt very true to him unlike a couple more recent tracks. "The same" but with growth. Which is the kind of "different" that maintains authenticity and integrity. And that's the most admirable transition a band/person can make. I love it. Moving song, video, person, band. Always.
what about Nirvana? they hated lip syncing so much that when ask to do so Kurt Cobain sung so low that he wawsnt even saying anything, and the bass player just stood there dancing
Good example. There are/were many other older bands that were awesome in the ways PG was trying to explain. She forgot about the other half of the band though, Justin would be nowhere without his band and esp Ryan(violin and strings)that is a huge part of their sound for me.
Justin, Thank you for you and the bands music. I am 56 years old and have been suffering from chronic depression my whole life. My daughter sent me this video, and has been a blessing. We saw you and the band in Albuquerque on November 4th. I was blown away. THANK YOU so much. My healing is getting better thanks to you and BLUE OCTOBER. Please don't stop writing incredible songs. I know you are making a POSITIVE impact in so many lives. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU
Yes I suffer from the same thing. It’s not good but when I listen to him he just makes me feel so good. I just spit up my fiancé. I’ve got dumped fucking hell it hurts. It’s good to see you. Get some relief from Justin‘s music. good on you mate. Paul from down under.
Brandon Jeffers TOTALLY TRUE ON THAT...IVE BEEN INTO BLUE OCTOBER SINCE THEY FIRST CAME OUT...IM STILL AMAZED AT HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE STILL NOT HEARD OF THEM!!! BOY HAVE THEY BEEN MISSING OUT!!
In October, my husband left me. In December, my mom died unexpectedly. Fear of what horror lurks around the next corner follows me every day. But this song has touched me like no other has for a very long time. Thank you for writing these beautiful words. I listen to this song over and over, tears sliding down my face, reminding myself, "Today, I don't have to fall apart. I don't have to be afraid. I don't have to let the damage consume me." I'm getting back up. Thank you, Blue October.
Peyton Olson Thank you, Peyton. Things really are getting better all the time. I still have very bad days, but I have beautiful, wonderful days full of hope, love, and happiness too. Take care. :)
***** Always believe things happen for a reason. Sometimes we get beat down so badly, but things will all make sense one day. Keep positive and know you can get through anything.
I love the part when he screams "get up"... i can feel the emotion in his voice. As if to say, "You can do it, no matter who you are; and i'm your proof."
Well, honestly, I don't get that from Justin... I keep getting that "YOU'RE your proof!" Kinda thing... Taking on this song and others as a cadence helped me keep in mind what Will Smith had to say during his retelling of his paradigm shift with "fear" and jumping out of a perfectly good airplane... There's certain people that have spoken/narrated some motivational stuff that I want to carry with me, slowly replacing all the heavy stuff I didn't CHOOSE to carry with me. (Yes, Linkin Park reference.) THIS song, home, calling you, and into the ocean have helped me grow past that self deprecation and justifying negative self-talk that was keeping me from being self compassionate... Guess I can give myself a chance these days?
I hope all of you struggling are still fighting til this day and for the rest of you life! I’m proud of you all you guys for fighting, stay strong beautiful people
One year ago, this song brought me to bountiful tears. Now, I see the ‘shadows’ lifted and great accomplishment replacing the sadness. I am no longer afraid of who I am to others. To those battling, keep going. The sun is ahead. I am living proof. I am still evolving. I think no one ever stops.❤
This song has taken me through depression, anxiety, the loss of my best friend and was my anthem during cancer treatment the last year and a half. Meeting the guys was on my bucket list last year. I got to meet them in Orlando. They were all so kind. I sing this song while I am having to do MRI and CT scans. I sang this song while I was in the hospital 4 times in the last year. I have a hospital playlist and it is on there. It keeps me going. Thank you.
@Eren Cox sorry to hear that! I'm at the hospital now getting my CT scan to see if I'm still cancer free. I hope your daughter does well with treatment.
PTSD fear is especially potent. That FEAR needs its own word. It’s been almost 2 years….. but I just faced my attacker. Did what needed to be done and as I walk/ran from the courthouse to my car the only thing in my mind was the word FEAR. The second the door closed I BURST. burst into tears. The burst must have had a shockwave because tears and fears and forms of energy I can’t name, all burst out of me at the same time. . Immediately pull up this video and ugly cry while my heart stitched together for the first time since almost 2 years ago. Thank you Justin. I just back up.
One of my favorite memories with my sister was at a Blue October concert, holding her hand and crying while we sang this song. She passed from her addiction and I still listen to this song and think about holding her hand. Blue October has gotten me through most of the pain in my life and they still do.
Fentanyl took my brother a few months ago. Nothing comes remotely close to describing the pain of losing a parent or sibling. I hope you're doing okay out there. ❤️
I am my own worst enemy, I criticize myself in everything I do and I sometimes find that I hate myself, I listen to Fear and Home and it brings me back to being the husband and father I need to be. God love Justin and Blue October for creating this art and giving it to those of us who struggle everyday.
7. Months out of a 13 yr abusive marriage.fear and trauma kept me bound to him .self doubt and torment from narcissist abuse.This song helped me see my self worth..i got back up..im free now and thankful to be alive..thank you for a powerful song that factually makes you want to get back up..i did..❤ this song
I feel your pain Donna. I’m glad you are free at last. Also, don’t give up on your dreams as you’ve got a new chapter of life to accomplish. I’m glad this song was able to put you through and I’m certain you are a lover of good music. I’d love to also help share and Recommend some amazing songs if you don’t mind. Stay safe. Awaits your reply, Ty 😊
This song has become a daily anthem for me. Ive been dealing with depression for 15 years and it was at its worst this year. I seriously considered taking my own life this year, but im still here. Im only 30, i have many years ahead of me. I dont have to fall apart. Noone does. Get back up! if life knocks you down 7 times, get back up 8.
GET BACK UP, GET UP, UP! So powerful. ❤ It took me years to get back up after I lost everything. There were times I actually shouted at myself to GET BACK UP!! 😭 But I got back up, and this song means so much to me. Should be a massive hit for mental health.
Me too Sue and we aren't alone. This band is a blessing to us that weren't as blessed in our heads until our hearts took charge and then we understood life.
I'll never be able to accurately explain how much his music means to me. Every lyric of every song speaks to me on so many levels. I absolutely LOVE this band!
same my father listens to there music because it speaks to him his name is also Justin I don't know much about him besides he likes this band I only meet him once when I was little but just listening to this music makes all the surrounding trouble go away.
I so agree Keely! My fiancé hates their music and I think it is because he can't handle the emotions. The emotion in every single song is what makes Justin and the rest of the band fucking AMAZING!!!!!
I wake up every morning struggling with Depression and PTSD. And I fear that I will feel this way the rest of my life. I don't want to feel this way everyday, it wears me out. I heard this song and it make me want to accept what i'm going through and keep moving forward.. I fear this everyday, I tell myself to breathe so I can beat this fear. Thank you for this song. I play it almost everyday...your words are so inspiring
+angie allen i know how you feel. ive been in a depression since i was 13. im 28 now and its only gotten worse. i no longer have the strength to fight. i have virtually no reasons to remain alive. the only reason why i get through each day is because of this band.
My legend. My lookup. My motivation. We all have a choice! You choose. Fail or Rise!!! And I choose to RISE! Thank you for reminding me what is Life. God Bless!.
My dad lost his daughter and for the past 15 years he has been battling cancer, depression, anger issues, a bad back, he was a boxer, and on top of that he has been battling trying to get his daughter back. Blue October has inspired my dad so much. He went to church and he got baptized and then he got saved be the Lord my dad never believed in talking in tung's but he did and his life has been changed. Thank you Blue October you have helped my dad so much through these past years. Much love keep up the great work!!
Hey dad I'm here listening to this song and I know you are too. just wanna say how much i love you and adore you. You are my everything. and we r gonna fight this cancer.
This song. My addiction, my depression. This song bringing my addiction to an end, happier days ahead. Blue October, every song inspires the hell out of me. Thank you.
"Fear, in its many forms-of loss, loneliness, change-reveals our vulnerability. Yet, it's within this vulnerability that we find our true strength, for in facing our fears, we learn resilience and the depth of our love for friends and family. It's a testament to our humanity, that even when things don't go right, we find ways to persevere and find light in the darkness."
I listened to this song over and over before I faced my ex husband in court for a domestic violence case... I get chills every time I hear it... I can relate to many of his songs...
tita aceofspades I to related this to my ex husband and domestic violence but what this song did for me was made me understand my husband even more with that he became my best friend ten years three kids later and wouldnt trade it for the world haveing forgivness in my heart for what he did to me that made him make up for it with our kids
Same reason I found this song. I just ended an abusive relationship. The damage to my body will heal but the emotional damage is what's hardest. I be forgiven him and hope he gets the help he needs and that maybe he will heal too. I know I will
I lost my husband of 20 years...it killed me. We loved Blue October. This song and many others has got me through my husbands passing. This song inparticular..because I was scared. The fear of being alone and moving on...but I got back up.
Angel Doemer I lost my husband of 20yrs we were married at 19. I played this song at his funeral as he always struggled with pain in his life from childhood. I heard this song the day he passed and new from the first verse! Sorry about your loss.
Looking back on their old stuff, THIS is how a band/front man should evolve, keeping things familiar but actually maturing as time goes on. Once upon a time Blue October sang about somber topics such as depression, divorce, suicide, and hatred now have a song about forgiveness, compassion, acceptance, perseverance and happiness. All of my respect goes to Justin Furstenfeld for not only allowing himself to walk down a better path, but also showing people out there that life doesn't always have to be about the bad things. Mad respect Justin, keep up all the fantastic work!
I used for years, I lied, I stole, I cheated anyone I could. One day I had an awaking. No matter how bad I beat myself up I realized there are still some of us that are still struggling. This song is my mantra. No matter your situation always remember, YOU ARE NOT ALONE, find your peace, call a friend, DON'T EVER, EVER, GIVE UP.
Tribute to my brother Jody Hildebran. My brother this is our favorite song! He died Jan 2016 leaving two boys behind and a grieving family. Love this song Jody its ours! Love your sis Leigh. Miss you like crazy!!!!!
I believe that Justin sees how many tortured souls he has helped and this is making him stronger. I am one of those souls. Thank you Justin. I have never had a song hit me this hard.
My uncle died yesterday, the day after his 61st birthday. Both he and his wife were hit by a car in a crosswalk. My uncle was the one who got me into music as a kid, and I always looked up to him. He showed me this music video at his house in 2017 and I'll never forget the experience. This song moved him deeply, and now I listen to it in tears. This song helps so much.
I listen to this song as a worship song. I listen to this song as I write my heavy burdened prayers in my journal and I raise my hands and pray this song. This song has gotten me through so many trials just as so many other worship songs and yes it may not be Christian but it speaks to my spirit, it awakens strength and remembrance who I am in the Father and what I am capable if I just lose the fear that has and holds me back.
After reading the last few lyrics, I am of the (very strong) opinion the singer is a believer, though that doesn't necessarily mean the entire band is.
Didn't know anyone else thought of this song as a religious song, like I do! Being a recluse for over six years..agoraphobia before that...social phobia, anxiety, GAD, panic attacks, panic disorder(highly evolved) MDD & PTSD (abuse survivor from childhood throughout adult..) This song helps me...empowers me! And STRENGTHENS ME!! No matter how many times I've fallen..I've always gotten back up! From childhood! Thank Justin for a song that let's us all know we're not alone!
Did anyone else get goosebumps this is a glorious day for this man and many others who are watching this felt that amazing presence thank you and God Bless You🙏❤☝️
This song Fear and hate me , changed me! I lost all my family that was hard enough! But the guilt of my selfish existence was the hardest thing I have had to deal with !! This song with knowing that JESUS CHRIST and his father love me no matter what gives me peace !! Hence the respect for the artist and his beautiful song ! GOD bless you all !! And reach for his never ending love and grace !❤❤
One year ago, I came to this video and commented about how much I wanted the lyrics to be true for me, just like it is for Justin. At the time, I didn't actually believe or think that that was a possibility for me. I had completely given up on myself and the world, and any possibility of me getting any better, being happy. But here I am, one year later, and the things that I thought were so impossible, things that I never believed I'd have for myself, the things that Justin has, I now DO have. Something I so longed for and wanted I FINALLY have. I haven't been happy in years and now I finally am. I believe that things can change for me and get better. They've already started. And believe me when I say that this song has been a HUGE part of that healing. I'd listen to it so much and just want this. And now I have it.
I am hoping I can get where you are. I have BPD and am broke, likely/about-to-be homeless, and so suicidal and everyday is just me searching for a reason not to give up. I am sorry I'm a burden just saying this on youtube. I'm just tired and have no where to go. I need hope, and I'm so jealous of Justin. I wish I had my friend back.
eskimo289 You'll get here one day! You just have to stay strong. I was diagnosed last summer with BPD (bipolar disorder) and it's been such a long, hard road. I spent five years being depressed, four of them suicidal, two years self-harming and one suicide attempt. I NEVER thought that I would ever be where I am now. I know how you're feeling now. All I can say is stay strong. Make goals for yourself and keep looking forward to them, making them possible. You absolutely can do this. I believe in you 100%. You'll have what Justin has, too
BPD for me is Borderline Personality Disorder. Sometimes misdiagnosed as bipolar though. And I have depression too, obviously. But medication hasn't helped me with that. I am 30, and I've been this way since half-way through my teens. I've tried to grow and change so many things, I don't even know who I am... and I don't know if trying to change MORE is going to have any different results than it has been up to now. I feel hopeless and jealous that others have found things I can't. I wish I had the hope for me you do. I haven't given up, but man I don't feel any hope anymore. I want it all to just end.
I’m happy for you brother! I’m still struggling but am trying to get and stay clean (alcohol). I beat an opiate addiction that I had from 14-20, but I feel my alcohol addiction that developed at 23 is beating me. I hope to be there with you one day 🙏💯
We just saw blue October live in Asbury Park. While singing this song, Justin grabbed my fiancé’s hand and sang to her. There are no words into how amazing that was. The pure rawness and emotion of this band is second to none.
I'd never really listened to Blue October before... But this song came on the radio while I was on my way to the hospital to take my father off of Life Support. I can't even begin to explain how much of a source of strength this song has become for me. My father passed away last night at 7:13pm and I was humming this to myself as we waited for him to pass. Thank you.
I'm sorry for your loss, I can relate. It's wonderful that you can find solace in this video, as I do too, and have to thank my Wife for turning me on to it! :)
I'm so very sorry for your loss. I lost my mom in December and find a lot of comfort in this song too. I hope you are doing ok. HUGS to you, my friend.
SilverRain79 I am so truly sorry for loss. I lost my mother the year before my son was born. This song brings so many people comfort in so manys.. I'm glad it was there when u needed it most as it was for me as well.
2 months clean, now I'm faced with the feelings of depression, anxiety and other shit, I read about this song in a recovery group and I'm so glad I did! This song gets me through each and every day!
I've loved blue October since '06 and I've listened to his story since then. and this cd is awesome and got me threw a lot. I've been trying to get clean and sober. I start treatment in June and this cd has really been helping me not use. Music is power. Music heals. Music helps. 😀
I am dealing with the same thing I have wasted so much of my life on drugs and lost so much its been a battle but it's a battle we can win and make a difference in our life keep up the good work and just remember you are not alone
Hey. I'm Marley. I'm 12 years old and I am a week out of self harm and 5 months out of addiction of vaping, smoking, and alcohol. I grew up in an abusive house and was s*xually assaulted a lot of my life. God/whomever bless Blue October for making this song. My mom showed me this song and I'm so thankful for that. I showed my friend DJ this song because he is also going through stuff. Love you Blue October. 💙💙💙 XOXO, MarMar J❤️
4:47 Marley, you are so brave and beautiful to admit at your young age the things that you have. I am so proud to be able to read this and wish that I had been that brave at 12, 40+ years ago. I have been extremely self destructive in my life because it mirrors your own. I am much older and still have so much to learn as you do. The one piece of advice I can offer/give someone your age that I can see a reflection of myself in is 1) every morning when you stand in front of the mirror you say to yourself “Marley if no one has told you today that they love you I love you” and hug yourself tightly 2) no matter what is wrong in your life, no matter the pain, past, horrific thoughts and situations, no matter how broken you may feel, every single day you have to put both feet on the ground and put one foot in front of the other and keep moving forward in your life away from this part. You will never forget what happened however it does not create or define who you will become as an adult but it will always be there and a part of you. I am so sorry that you had to struggle and survive this at such a young age because I remember those horrible times and moments when I had no power or control or choices. But remember this kiddo, you are not just a survivor, like me you are a mother fucking warrior now and you must keep telling your story. You may be able to help another child or adult regardless if you know it or not. I will be keeping you and your mother in my prayers each and every day. Good luck with your future and keep going forward and never give up hope.
Don't let anyone tell you you're not enough...best advice i got..sometimes you have to wait till the right wind blows, put up your sail and get closer to the destination...happiness
Hey there, not gonna preach to you, but long story short, God brought me out of a destructive addiction that destroyed my marriage. Almost lost my kids and everything, but after 40 years of doing things my way I gave up and gave it to God and got saved. Through Jesus, God restored me and then some. He’s a good God and didn’t die on a cross to make it hard. All the love and prayers your way!
I rarely ever post comments about anything in regards to my life, but I have a very bad fear of driving long distances. My fiance lives 9 hours away and I finally made the decision to overcome that fear by making that drive. Not only did this song motivate me to do the drive, but on my drive home days later, I played this song again and it was invigorating. I felt insanely free, accomplished and so overly proud of myself. That "Get back up!" makes me cry like a baby everytime.
I don't know you, but I am so proud of you! There is nothing you can't do and I am so glad you learned this. :-) (I also cry when he says, "Get back up!")
that's so amazing especially finding the courage and strength to do what I'm guessing your fears would hold you back , I can relate its pretty amazing this song. yes that get back up part makes me cry every time to.but u did it im so happy for you and that accomplishment
I can't stop watching this video. The pure raw and REAL emotion is addicting by itself Justin I asked you at the House of Blues concert Nov 2023 what your favorite song to play was.... You and the band said, "Fear". Now I get it. Its my favorite one to listen to now. Keep delivering your heart. All of you. Your music offers so much more than the average listening pleasure. There are powerful and extraordinary messages in the lyrics. But above all .... There's immeasurable power in the Way YOU SING
Anyone that says music doesn't heal, needs to hear this song! Everytime I hear it, I feel it touch the deepest depths of my soul! Thank you Blue October!
10 years I've had Blue October and Justin in my "LIFE"!!! TRULY BLESSED TO HAVE A GREAT BAND AND "FRIEND"! I PROMISE ALL OF YOU IT GET'S BETTER AND EASIER EVERYDAY 🎉❤😊
When everything gets to much. And I feel like I don't need to be here anymore. I come here, listen and read your comments. It brings me peace knowing so many have overcome.
I lost my mom in August and an uncle 2 weeks later. The rest of my family is fractured almost beyond repair. 7 years sober but sometimes it's still so hard
This song has drug me forcefully out of a deep depression more than once. The words are like a mantra to me. It's like a reminder that you are good enough and there is a reason to continue on. Eternally grateful for these words, especially today. Thank you.
This is one of the best songs ever written. As someone who struggels with fear I can't explain how personal this feels. PS this man has no idea how gifted he is. I have a piece of art that reminds me of this song/scene hanging on my wall. "Get back up!" (Its just an old beautiful painting of an oceanfront with rock formations.Painted by a woman who was an art teacher.)
Living with PTSD from a deadly relationship is something I have been coping with for 12 years. Going through everything from addiction to bad relationships, the music that Blue October creates is the most Beautiful Music to my soul. Thank You Justin and the band. I love you guys. ❤️🙏❤️
@@lalanianeal203 I am So Sorry you and your children ever went through that. It’s Not your fault though. It’s Not. I lost my son to adoption after the dad chose drugs and lost his job. He also chose to cheat on me again and again. We lost our apartment and I couldn’t find anyone to help me. Even organizations. So I made the best choice for my son and the most selfless choice. So don’t blame yourself. Because I’m betting that you did your best in this horrible relationship. God Bless You. ❤️🙏
I can only speak as a fan - but it's so amazing to see how far he has come in life. Not in his career, but in his life. It's... "interesting" is the only word I can find to observe the disposition and lyrics he has throughout his musical career in reflecting his own life. True role model. I do miss his "old look" - but I love his "new look". This is a man I wish I could meet - helped me out of a lot of dark places, this one.
Just spent a month in jail doing cold turkey detox, and Justin's music carried me through every step of it. I wanted everyone to Hate Me at first, then during the hallucinations I wanted to drown Into The Ocean, then I faced my Fear and gave it over to God, then I came out the other side strong as fuck! And I focused on Home and seeing that my actions Makes You Happy. I got to come Home yesterday, and I'm such a grateful fan. Thank you for all the inspiration Justin. You are my spirit animal. Your story was my true inspiration. You brought me out clean. I gave it all to God, and I'm working on rebuilding my family. Thank you again. You are the best!
This song keeps me holding on when every fibre of my being wants to end it all. Borderline, addict, panic disorder and depression and things I battle with every day. Justin's words have kept me alive and moving forward for many years. I've dropped 120 pounds walking to his music nightly. He is so humble. I strive to be like him.
I always turn to this song when my anxiety gets the best of me. The emotion he sings with is amazing and the lyrics reach my soul. This song ALWAYS helps me in my darkest moments. Thank you for that.
The shot when Justin sings get back up and the wave hits him is such a vivid shot of standing up to what tries to knock you down, and I dig it, it cements the meaning of this song, much love Justin
This song is like a spiritual encounter. I've never in my life had a song hit me so deep and on so many different levels. I've never seen an artist put such feeling into a video. I'm fascinated with listening, but also watching him act through what he's saying because he expresses it so open-heartedly. Absolutely beautiful. This is what music should be. People who don't like this just aren't listening.
It was approximately 8 years ago when I was at my lowest. For whatever reason I felt extremely lonely and especially in the evenings, it was almost unbearable. Like a cold veil that fell heavy on my body. A heavy weight I carried around. I came across this song by Blue October and found some comfort in it, and strength. And eventually I made the necessary changes in my life and got back up. For all of you who are struggling, there is always a sun behind the clouds, a light in the deepest darkness and a god beyond the demons. Keep going. I promise you, you will come out stronger. Do not give up. After all these years, I listen to the song with memories, but with a strong heart. Thank you, Blue October.
Jeezus, that VOICE!! Every whisper, every plea & shout, conveys exactly the emotion he's trying to show. He's a master & doesn't hesitate to share it all.
I love the fact that I can come back to this song months later and real people are still having discussions about the video. Thank you Justin and thank you to the community. There is hope in humanity!
I just started getting sober and I've known Justin for a LONG time. Watch "Hate Me", "Fear", and "Home", in that order. It's impacting. Only Justin can sing like this.
+Cory Peters Congratulations and please do whatever you have to do to make each day a clean one. Get mad at the drugs, they invaded your body...are you gonna let them continue to beat you or are you gonna kick it's ass out of your life?!!! Every morning when you wake up, it's a scary feeling...like an "unknown" feeling of how will you get through another day. Do this: Each morning tell yourself all I have to do is make it through today and at midnight I can proudly say I did it! If I did then I'll meet myself here tomorrow night, midnight, same place, same time, and once again I will say I made it through another day. Please sweetie.💜 I'm a Mom of a recovering addict. He's been clean for 17 months. After 13 years...he finally kicked the drugs ass and told it to go away. He says it was the worst feeling in the world to quit, everyday was like hell! I asked him what kept him going...He said "Mom, now I have a life to live for, instead of a death to wait for."
I've been dealing with so much depression and darkness in the last year ....I just found this song ....its empowering....the emotion in his voice and his so gs from the past ....gives me some hope
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Justin I know you probably won't see this, but you have given ME the inspiration to motivate my SON to quit heroin. I asked him once "What is your biggest reason for running to heroin?" He replied "My fear of everything."
Hi, I'm wondering how you and your son are doing.❤❤❤❤❤
Sending love to you and your son. You are both warriors ❤
@cheapskatepanic He is happily clean! He still has fear of what his future holds, but I told him "Son, God has spared your life for a reason- whatever you are meant to be will come to you. And guess what? Your future has been here the whole time, it's been patiently waiting for you to find it, but you could only see it when you turned to the right path. So stay open, meet the "real you," he's come back to us. I know you'll like him. We've missed him, we've cried for him, we prayed he'd live.
He is YOU. Welcome to the world. And we are all here to help you, much better than you THOUGHT that evil heroin could. Because we will NEVER turn away from you. That's what love is. Dear God, you've given me back my real son!"
@@christinaoleary3138 Thank you so much! We fought as a team together for 15 years, because honestly people don't realize when your child has become so heavily addicted, they've lost the ability to make the decision themselves, that the only way they'll stay clean is when THEY'RE READY. Lmao, as if my son, a heroin addict for 15 years will suddenly make such a decision. Whoever made that saying "You can't make them quit, they'll only quit when THEY are ready!" Really? So perhaps they'll make that decision when they od and die. Thev lesson is this: help you child, constantly make them admit when they're high, make them see how their addiction affects the whole family, tell your child he's regressed to a child's age because he's always high when he leaves the house, and we HAVE to follow him around to make sure he stays safe. A child has more common sense than he does because that's what heroin does to him. Doesn't that make you feel weird knowing I'm lurking somewhere in the distance because you're too high to have the capability to do the right things. Don't you realize we are all tired of praying that you'll come home later that night and you didn't die? And then you're so high you pass out on the sofa, but guess what? WE have to take turns watching you to make sure your heart is beating and you are able to breathe. Your welcome.
I never turned my back on him, instead I never left him. When he became clean, he told me he never could've done it without me.
I was lost in my addiction and I am finally free thank you Jesus 8/1/20 ❤️🩹🦋
I've been an addict and alcoholic since I was 18 I'm now 33 and bc of his music I can proudly say that I am 99 days sober
Congratulations!! Keep on keeping on! 💙🥳
Congrats, let it be natural, and stop counting
Congratulations
Well done. I hope you stay on track and succeed.
Keep going!!!!
I am 48 days no drugs an alcohol been an addict since i was 15 i am now 42I have ptsd severe anxiety and depression and I am a recovering addict in early recovery and I am grateful to be alive and this song is so real and speaks volumes to me I heard it for the first time in detox an I listen to it often as it helps me in my recovery an when I'm having a hard time I listen when I'm happy I listen to it as well its truly a beautifully written masterpiece thank you so much
@@AmandaArbeaus well that Andrea come on keep it up you can do it think of God he will help it could be any. God you can do it. I have got faith in you good on you girl Paul from Australia.
James, I'm an addict. 25 days for me although I'm on a script. So proud to hear people getting it together and beating this lonely, poisonous thing we suffer from. This is 6mnth later, hope ur still doing great, if not get into a meeting, it saved my life ❤
I am Lindsey, and I am an addict. I've got 7 months clean... I would not be alive today without the music of blue october. Every chapter of my life has a song.. even the chapters I don't read aloud.. thank you blue october. Thank you justin.. you be kept my head out of the dirt in some of the darkest times of my life. I listen to this song and worry list daily. It is my Zen. I have so much gratitude for you guys. 💓
Congrats you can do it. Work the steps. We are cheering for you!!!!
Step 6 right now
Thabks for the encouragement
@@lindseyh7004 welcome
Lindsey Holcomb Congratulations on 7 months sober! Keep doing what you're doing that helps you stay sober. I love hearing success stories like yours. I know the battle of addiction is a daily battle! Everyday is a new day, stay positive my friend 💗 and know you're not alone in this world.
To everyone fighting their fights I love you so much and I believe in you. Your value as a person is priceless, and the world is a better place with you in it.
Needed this today too... Thank you
He gets it. Of all the singers out there who sing of depression, self harm, suicidal ideation, and heartache, his seems to be the most accurate and honest portral today. Cuts to the bone and speaks to the heart of me. Thank you, and for everyone who suffers this way, know that you are never alone, although it often feels that way.
+kim bit
Kim thank you for putting in words what I could not.
+kim bit Hear Ye! Hear ye!
+kim bit Yes he does, that is what bonded me to his words
+kim bit 100% with you.
+The_Squeakster. Twenty One Pilots is lifeeee!! ♥
My god man. This guy's singing his heart out... touches the deepest part of me.
SAME! He is amazing, his voice, emotion and, and his performances are so moving.
We always should capitalize our heavenly father’s name. God
@manirg03 🎯
Same ....every single time I listen to this song.💗
You said it perfectly. His words are obviously from his deepest thoughts from his heart.
Such an inspiration to me. So grateful for this band.
Been dealing with PTSD and also being a disabled Veteran. Every time I feel like ending it all, I listen to this song. Semper Fidelis
Hang in there man... thank you for your service
I hear you. Love to you.
I am not alone by Kari Kobe is my song when I feel on the edge x
Stay strong dear soul. We are survivors
Thank you for your service and I'm so sorry you feel that way, please know that you are still here for a reason or many reasons, very special purposes that are meant to be fulfilled in this earth, because those purposes will fulfill you and impact many lives, more than you know. you got this Soldier!💙🙏🇺🇲💪
I’m a long term chronic pain patient and I’m still here because of their music. Sounds dramatic but it’s the truth. Those times I was so close to ending it all, I put on their music and somehow found the strength to keep on. I thank God for Justin and Blue October. It’s the package. The violin and drums? Touch my soul.
I’m in the same boat. Have Trigeminal Neuralgia (for 6 years now and just getting worse..) and was driving to my pain doctor appointment and this song came on in my car - it’s on my playlist but I almost forgot about this song until my phone decided to play it. And I just started tearing up while listening, the last bit really got me. Now l’m watching this video while I’m sitting in the patient room waiting to see my dr..
Not dramatic at all. I also live in chronic pain and feel the same way. The 1st time I heard it live in 2015, I cried like a baby. 💙
Center Arizona Shelter Service try it Becky Powers ❤
Therapy
Don’t let anyone tell you that you’re being dramatic because of chronic pain issue. I have full body Complex Regional Pain Syndrome and I’m so tired of people thinking I’m being dramatic when I find something to relate to because they can’t relate to what I go through. Stand proud in the things that get you through the day! 🖤
Today….. After years of listening , I felt brave enough to share my story as well . Reading comments from every song , it just amazes me the affect this band has had on all of us . I left an abusive marriage in 2015 , we have kids so he is never going to go away but I’ve found my ground and stood it. this music has carried me through the anxiety , depression and hopelessness i felt . I was finally able to see them live last week. It was such an emotional experience for me , more than any one could ever understand. Thank you
This helped/helps me with my PTSD and suicidal thoughts!!! This is our anthem, no matter what you battle
Honestly I have to say probably one of the most under appreciated bands out there.
YOU ARE SO RIGHT MY FRIEND
A Blue October song needs only Justin’s vocals, and the band. No frills needed.
so true, they should have won so many awards.
honestly, 100% agree. im so lucky i came across them they.re incredible
without a doubt !
but most people lack depth out there, so maybe that's ok
People....this is what fervent prayer looks like.
If you ever need to learn to outwardly pray the way your heart aches, this is it.
I've only seen this type of prayer 3 times in my life.
Hayley Nelson hey... I could not have put it better myself... its in his face in the tone of his voice in his gestures... its powerful!... Can you let us know the other two times???
Sophia Plate sure, in the movie "Ushpizin" and when my stepdad was diagnosed and fighting ALS.
Just because someone prays, doesn't make it religious. You can pray with your body and your heart, I said nothing about religion.
Sometimes dictionaries do a poor description of things involving the heart and soul. I've seen prayers that were just tears falling down people's faces.
While I do believe in God, I don't like religion. Whatever"god" someone believes in, doesn't necessarily make them religious.
Prayers are a spiritual thing, far above religion.
Hayley... I am totally with you! I am slightly disturbed by the very negative anti-religious response that you received earlier. Religion and faith are all too often confused, and the word religion too often synonymous with corruption and politics, but speaking about people having a faith, or a belief system... that is their right and their choice and I personally respect people for their choice, and for having a belief system with which they used to guide their life. I am not a religious fanatic and never for a minute took your comment to be some sorta bible bashing... but I too can recognize the honesty, urgency and fervence in his voice, his face and his lyrics...and have the same understanding of 'prayer' as you do. But as an interesting aside point, something the 'haters' might find intriguing - Justin Furstenfeld actually does have a belief in God (see various youtube clips in which says 'God bless' and in reference to a sick friend 'we are praying for you") and references God twice in this very song, "Oh God just move on" and "Ask him to help you carry on" and watching interviews in which he talks about his getting clean and life change prior/during the writing of their last album 'Sway' (which includes this song) he again references his faith. So... let's just drop the anti-religion... there really is no need for it... RESPECT!
The only band/man I've ever known who gives the same passionate singing in his videos as he does on stage. ....not the "pretty" lip syncing. But the "I'm screaming with all I have in my body until you can hear me through this screen" singing. I will never not respect that. And, I'm also in love with the revival in this song. It felt very true to him unlike a couple more recent tracks. "The same" but with growth. Which is the kind of "different" that maintains authenticity and integrity. And that's the most admirable transition a band/person can make. I love it. Moving song, video, person, band. Always.
Great post! Totally agree
I agree
This fully represents my point of view aswell ! Cheers :)
what about Nirvana? they hated lip syncing so much that when ask to do so Kurt Cobain sung so low that he wawsnt even saying anything, and the bass player just stood there dancing
Good example. There are/were many other older bands that were awesome in the ways PG was trying to explain. She forgot about the other half of the band though, Justin would be nowhere without his band and esp Ryan(violin and strings)that is a huge part of their sound for me.
Justin,
Thank you for you and the bands music. I am 56 years old and have been suffering from chronic depression my whole life. My daughter sent me this video, and has been a blessing. We saw you and the band in Albuquerque on November 4th. I was blown away. THANK YOU so much. My healing is getting better thanks to you and BLUE OCTOBER. Please don't stop writing incredible songs. I know you are making a POSITIVE impact in so many lives. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU
Keep going!!!
Yes I suffer from the same thing. It’s not good but when I listen to him he just makes me feel so good. I just spit up my fiancé. I’ve got dumped fucking hell it hurts. It’s good to see you. Get some relief from Justin‘s music. good on you mate. Paul from down under.
This band is seriously one of the most under appreciated groups of all time to me. Justin's lyrics can be related to by anyone. That's a gift.
I agree cuz I can relate to him so much on a couple of songs mother one Hate Me..
Brandon Jeffers agreed. I have been a fan of his since the beginning. Its been amazing to see how hes transformed over the years. Incredible man
Apparently he thinks he has to write boring lyrics now to look like he is staying sober. That sucks. I guess we wait until he can write freely again.
Brandon Jeffers TOTALLY TRUE ON THAT...IVE BEEN INTO BLUE OCTOBER SINCE THEY FIRST CAME OUT...IM STILL AMAZED AT HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE STILL NOT HEARD OF THEM!!! BOY HAVE THEY BEEN MISSING OUT!!
+Snurp Tinynarwhal Oops! The band told you "not" all caps - better tell them you forgot
In October, my husband left me. In December, my mom died unexpectedly. Fear of what horror lurks around the next corner follows me every day. But this song has touched me like no other has for a very long time. Thank you for writing these beautiful words. I listen to this song over and over, tears sliding down my face, reminding myself, "Today, I don't have to fall apart. I don't have to be afraid. I don't have to let the damage consume me." I'm getting back up. Thank you, Blue October.
this is inspiration.
Peyton Olson Thank you, Peyton. Things really are getting better all the time. I still have very bad days, but I have beautiful, wonderful days full of hope, love, and happiness too. Take care. :)
***** Always believe things happen for a reason. Sometimes we get beat down so badly, but things will all make sense one day. Keep positive and know you can get through anything.
Thank you! :)
Stay strong you got this:)
I get chills watching this video, because imo, it's not a "video!" It's like he's screaming to the world... really expressing himself. It's beautiful.
Same
Believe in yourself
Justin is a true artist. I liked No Doubt too. And thanks for Cripes and the Fly. I forgot all about it. Pease.😊
I know....me too ! :(
Megan Bordenave So very true
1 year in remission of stage 2 cancer.
This song is so real and raw and I love it!
It's giving me hope ✨💕
❤
🤍🤍🤍🤍
You got this!
I love the part when he screams "get up"... i can feel the emotion in his voice. As if to say, "You can do it, no matter who you are; and i'm your proof."
Yes!!!!!!
That's it caus no matter what kinda darkness lives and how small we feel, we are worth it
Absolutely
Well, honestly, I don't get that from Justin... I keep getting that "YOU'RE your proof!" Kinda thing... Taking on this song and others as a cadence helped me keep in mind what Will Smith had to say during his retelling of his paradigm shift with "fear" and jumping out of a perfectly good airplane... There's certain people that have spoken/narrated some motivational stuff that I want to carry with me, slowly replacing all the heavy stuff I didn't CHOOSE to carry with me. (Yes, Linkin Park reference.) THIS song, home, calling you, and into the ocean have helped me grow past that self deprecation and justifying negative self-talk that was keeping me from being self compassionate... Guess I can give myself a chance these days?
Live in Texas version...is the 1
I hope all of you struggling are still fighting til this day and for the rest of you life! I’m proud of you all you guys for fighting, stay strong beautiful people
@@ZombieGirlGaming41088 ❤
It's so amazing going from the video for Hate Me over to this one and seeing this man's journey through life.
i feel like his journey is paralleled to mine.
i just saw them live last Friday. it was moving. Religious like.
+S. V. you live in Maryland?
Ok. Christina Parsons I'll engage.... What?
VengfulDeathCow yes you are correct :)
And then going from this video to the video for Home...and just bawling my eyes out because this man is so great.
I will celebrate my 1 year clean this week!!! Any one reading this know that there is hope!!!
Such passion in his facial expressions and voice. I can hear the strength and joy in his voice when he belts out "get back up"
Yesssss
@@Julia-vn5re 1
You should hear it in person…the best “total body goosebumps” from the beginning to the end…even after you see him a handful of times in concert!!!
One year ago, this song brought me to bountiful tears. Now, I see the ‘shadows’ lifted and great accomplishment replacing the sadness. I am no longer afraid of who I am to others. To those battling, keep going. The sun is ahead. I am living proof. I am still evolving. I think no one ever stops.❤
your absolutely spot on your shared words. thank you.
Right on .. I relate to your comment❤
This song has taken me through depression, anxiety, the loss of my best friend and was my anthem during cancer treatment the last year and a half. Meeting the guys was on my bucket list last year. I got to meet them in Orlando. They were all so kind. I sing this song while I am having to do MRI and CT scans. I sang this song while I was in the hospital 4 times in the last year. I have a hospital playlist and it is on there. It keeps me going. Thank you.
💙💙💙💙💙💙
💙 𝘉𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘍𝘢𝘮 💙
💙 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 💙
💙💙💙💙💙💙
💙𝖧𝗈𝗉𝖾 𝗎𝗋 𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒 💙
💙💙𝙷𝚄𝙶𝚉💙💙
Blessings to you!
One of my best friends went to HS and they were good friends
@Eren Cox sorry to hear that! I'm at the hospital now getting my CT scan to see if I'm still cancer free. I hope your daughter does well with treatment.
PTSD fear is especially potent. That FEAR needs its own word. It’s been almost 2 years….. but
I just faced my attacker. Did what needed to be done and as I walk/ran from the courthouse to my car the only thing in my mind was the word FEAR. The second the door closed I BURST. burst into tears. The burst must have had a shockwave because tears and fears and forms of energy I can’t name, all burst out of me at the same time.
. Immediately pull up this video and ugly cry while my heart stitched together for the first time since almost 2 years ago.
Thank you Justin.
I just back up.
So proud of you
One of my favorite memories with my sister was at a Blue October concert, holding her hand and crying while we sang this song. She passed from her addiction and I still listen to this song and think about holding her hand. Blue October has gotten me through most of the pain in my life and they still do.
❤
Sorry about your sister. Music is a powerful thing. Been around forever since Jesus for a reason. Touches the soul and makes us feel alive
🖤🖤
🤝💕מי ייתן ותמצא שלווה
Fentanyl took my brother a few months ago. Nothing comes remotely close to describing the pain of losing a parent or sibling. I hope you're doing okay out there. ❤️
I am my own worst enemy, I criticize myself in everything I do and I sometimes find that I hate myself, I listen to Fear and Home and it brings me back to being the husband and father I need to be. God love Justin and Blue October for creating this art and giving it to those of us who struggle everyday.
❤
Be strong friend
Most underrated songwriter ever. His songs hit you right in the soul, because you know they came straight from his own.
7. Months out of a 13 yr abusive marriage.fear and trauma kept me bound to him .self doubt and torment from narcissist abuse.This song helped me see my self worth..i got back up..im free now and thankful to be alive..thank you for a powerful song that factually makes you want to get back up..i did..❤ this song
I feel your pain Donna. I’m glad you are free at last. Also, don’t give up on your dreams as you’ve got a new chapter of life to accomplish. I’m glad this song was able to put you through and I’m certain you are a lover of good music. I’d love to also help share and Recommend some amazing songs if you don’t mind. Stay safe. Awaits your reply, Ty 😊
Thank you I have shared this many times❤@@J.Garnier-ue7pv
@@J.Garnier-ue7pvsend songs thank you
@@donnaevans7361 You are welcome Donna. Where are you from?
@@J.Garnier-ue7pv Colorado but I'm now in South Carolina
This song has become a daily anthem for me. Ive been dealing with depression for 15 years and it was at its worst this year. I seriously considered taking my own life this year, but im still here. Im only 30, i have many years ahead of me. I dont have to fall apart. Noone does. Get back up! if life knocks you down 7 times, get back up 8.
be strong! we want you here!!
See a therapist, please. There’s help, people love you!
💙🌊🌤🙏🏼
If u need to talk ,I know how u feel, I can listen
This song is amazing i listen to it at least once a day makes me feel like i am not alone
Still never seen someone pour so much raw energy and emotion into their music besides Blue October.
You should see em live!!
Glad to hear that....
@@solti235 ...I've been wanting to see them live, I love this group! I've been listening to them since the beginning.
They put on an amazing show!!!
Away from the sun
GET BACK UP, GET UP, UP! So powerful. ❤ It took me years to get back up after I lost everything. There were times I actually shouted at myself to GET BACK UP!! 😭 But I got back up, and this song means so much to me. Should be a massive hit for mental health.
Sue, great job!
Me too Sue and we aren't alone. This band is a blessing to us that weren't as blessed in our heads until our hearts took charge and then we understood life.
FEAR OH YEA FEAR WILL BREAK YOU DOWN AND MAKE YOU LIKE YOU WHERE NEVER ENOGH ❤❤❤
Hang in there Sue!
❤
i have no words… just tears rolling down my cheeks.
I'll never be able to accurately explain how much his music means to me. Every lyric of every song speaks to me on so many levels. I absolutely LOVE this band!
same my father listens to there music because it speaks to him his name is also Justin I don't know much about him besides he likes this band I only meet him once when I was little but just listening to this music makes all the surrounding trouble go away.
I so agree Keely! My fiancé hates their music and I think it is because he can't handle the emotions. The emotion in every single song is what makes Justin and the rest of the band fucking AMAZING!!!!!
+Michelle Brooks Don't marry him, mark my words and you'll remember this comment some day
incredible band.
Me too. He speaks to my soul
I wake up every morning struggling with Depression and PTSD. And I fear that I will feel this way the rest of my life. I don't want to feel this way everyday, it wears me out. I heard this song and it make me want to accept what i'm going through and keep moving forward.. I fear this everyday, I tell myself to breathe so I can beat this fear. Thank you for this song. I play it almost everyday...your words are so inspiring
You gonna get through! I had the same issue and I felt exactly the way you said it. It's so hard to get through but you can do it!!
***** thank you for your thoughts and words of encouragement
+angie allen i know how you feel. ive been in a depression since i was 13. im 28 now and its only gotten worse. i no longer have the strength to fight. i have virtually no reasons to remain alive. the only reason why i get through each day is because of this band.
no one cares
nahahhh
thank you for helping me stay sober. i’m sure you hear often but you have NO IDEA the impact you’ve made.
My legend. My lookup. My motivation. We all have a choice! You choose. Fail or Rise!!! And I choose to RISE! Thank you for reminding me what is Life. God Bless!.
My dad lost his daughter and for the past 15 years he has been battling cancer, depression, anger issues, a bad back, he was a boxer, and on top of that he has been battling trying to get his daughter back. Blue October has inspired my dad so much. He went to church and he got baptized and then he got saved be the Lord my dad never believed in talking in tung's but he did and his life has been changed. Thank you Blue October you have helped my dad so much through these past years. Much love keep up the great work!!
:) thank you, Jesus
Christ, for giving
life to this testimony
❤
Hey dad I'm here listening to this song and I know you are too. just wanna say how much i love you and adore you. You are my everything. and we r gonna fight this cancer.
Cassandra Gonzalez xoxo 💜
Well said
Cassandra Gonzalez I am still praying for your father!! I lost my Daddy Nov.17th, 2017. I pray for you and yours everyday!!! Xoxo 💜
Much love
How is ur dad now
This song. My addiction, my depression. This song bringing my addiction to an end, happier days ahead. Blue October, every song inspires the hell out of me. Thank you.
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I'm searching for happier day's. Fear is huge, but I'm not going to let it decide my future. Thanks, Blue October!
@@shellysmith8431 I read just this week: Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
"Fear, in its many forms-of loss, loneliness, change-reveals our vulnerability. Yet, it's within this vulnerability that we find our true strength, for in facing our fears, we learn resilience and the depth of our love for friends and family. It's a testament to our humanity, that even when things don't go right, we find ways to persevere and find light in the darkness."
I listened to this song over and over before I faced my ex husband in court for a domestic violence case... I get chills every time I hear it... I can relate to many of his songs...
cyber hug to you sister!
tita aceofspades I to related this to my ex husband and domestic violence but what this song did for me was made me understand my husband even more with that he became my best friend ten years three kids later and wouldnt trade it for the world haveing forgivness in my heart for what he did to me that made him make up for it with our kids
Same reason I found this song. I just ended an abusive relationship. The damage to my body will heal but the emotional damage is what's hardest. I be forgiven him and hope he gets the help he needs and that maybe he will heal too. I know I will
your stronger then you think you got this
Respect
Dear Lord I wish this song would play on loud speakers throughout the world for all to feel. #fear
This song is AWESOME HUH.... “ in the of the song when he sings, SO GET BACK UPPPP, GET UP!! UPPPP! “ Gets me every time..... such an emotional song!
Word!!!
Yes!
@@armandogonzales2689 oh my goodness yes what a great idea! Let's put some worldwide speakers
That's my wish, can't stop listening 🎧
To all who reading this...
You are bold
You are so brave
You're still alive and overcame so much things
You are loved
You are beautiful
Love❤
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@@petrakonadu3875 ❤
Much love ❤️ my friend
@@BloodstainedBeliever ❤️ goes back my friend
😭this song helped my wife understand the way I feel ever day and has helped me find the strength to keep going
beautiful story
This song has helped me as well
Helps me too. Severe anxiety disorders, depression etc best song I've heard in a long time!! Incredible music & man!
You’ve got this, Shawn! I hope you are doing well. Keep on keeping on.
Me too, help me to go on without my brother. He dies two years Ago. The memories still live in me, but now I can walk, again. Keep going
I lost my husband of 20 years...it killed me. We loved Blue October. This song and many others has got me through my husbands passing. This song inparticular..because I was scared. The fear of being alone and moving on...but I got back up.
Angel Doemer I’m so sorry you lost your husband 😢
Angel Doemer, my sincere condolence for the lost of a loved one, may you find peace :)
Angel Doemer I lost my husband of 20yrs we were married at 19. I played this song at his funeral as he always struggled with pain in his life from childhood. I heard this song the day he passed and new from the first verse! Sorry about your loss.
💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏🌷🌷🌷😇😇😇
Bless you. May peace be in your soul!
Looking back on their old stuff, THIS is how a band/front man should evolve, keeping things familiar but actually maturing as time goes on. Once upon a time Blue October sang about somber topics such as depression, divorce, suicide, and hatred now have a song about forgiveness, compassion, acceptance, perseverance and happiness. All of my respect goes to Justin Furstenfeld for not only allowing himself to walk down a better path, but also showing people out there that life doesn't always have to be about the bad things. Mad respect Justin, keep up all the fantastic work!
I used for years, I lied, I stole, I cheated anyone I could. One day I had an awaking. No matter how bad I beat myself up I realized there are still some of us that are still struggling. This song is my mantra. No matter your situation always remember, YOU ARE NOT ALONE, find your peace, call a friend, DON'T EVER, EVER, GIVE UP.
I really needed to read that today. Thank you for sharing.
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Tribute to my brother Jody Hildebran. My brother this is our favorite song! He died Jan 2016 leaving two boys behind and a grieving family. Love this song Jody its ours! Love your sis Leigh. Miss you like crazy!!!!!
My sincere condolence to your loss of a love one :) may you find peace :)
Thank you!!
I believe that Justin sees how many tortured souls he has helped and this is making him stronger. I am one of those souls. Thank you Justin. I have never had a song hit me this hard.
pinkfloydman have you listened to " the worry list", also Blue October... I have small children and that one made me really cry!
Sophia Plate i have too, i don't have a children, but the song made me understand a bit, really touching.
My uncle died yesterday, the day after his 61st birthday. Both he and his wife were hit by a car in a crosswalk. My uncle was the one who got me into music as a kid, and I always looked up to him. He showed me this music video at his house in 2017 and I'll never forget the experience. This song moved him deeply, and now I listen to it in tears. This song helps so much.
Praying for you 🙏
I'm so sorry I'll pray for you.
If you do anything before you die, watch him perform this live. It's a must.
Allison Ellayne seen it twice myself. its something else. People weeping and singing along. I wonder if he realizes what he has done for people?
I saw him last night! Such a beautiful experience!
I was totally weeping!
agreed, great isn't he?
so very very true
I listen to this song as a worship song. I listen to this song as I write my heavy burdened prayers in my journal and I raise my hands and pray this song. This song has gotten me through so many trials just as so many other worship songs and yes it may not be Christian but it speaks to my spirit, it awakens strength and remembrance who I am in the Father and what I am capable if I just lose the fear that has and holds me back.
Keep writing
After reading the last few lyrics, I am of the (very strong) opinion the singer is a believer, though that doesn't necessarily mean the entire band is.
God speaks in many ways.
all we have to do is pray our ears and hearts are open to His voice.
Didn't know anyone else thought of this song as a religious song, like I do!
Being a recluse for over six years..agoraphobia before that...social phobia, anxiety, GAD, panic attacks, panic disorder(highly evolved) MDD & PTSD (abuse survivor from childhood throughout adult..)
This song helps me...empowers me! And STRENGTHENS ME!!
No matter how many times I've fallen..I've always gotten back up! From childhood!
Thank Justin for a song that let's us all know we're not alone!
@@patriciamiller1947 I pray you find peace; God be with you.
Did anyone else get goosebumps this is a glorious day for this man and many others who are watching this felt that amazing presence thank you and God Bless You🙏❤☝️
yes!!!
YES!!! Everytime I listen to this song I do. Which is often.
Yes💕
This song Fear and hate me , changed me! I lost all my family that was hard enough! But the guilt of my selfish existence was the hardest thing I have had to deal with !! This song with knowing that JESUS CHRIST and his father love me no matter what gives me peace !! Hence the respect for the artist and his beautiful song ! GOD bless you all !! And reach for his never ending love and grace !❤❤
One year ago, I came to this video and commented about how much I wanted the lyrics to be true for me, just like it is for Justin. At the time, I didn't actually believe or think that that was a possibility for me. I had completely given up on myself and the world, and any possibility of me getting any better, being happy.
But here I am, one year later, and the things that I thought were so impossible, things that I never believed I'd have for myself, the things that Justin has, I now DO have. Something I so longed for and wanted I FINALLY have. I haven't been happy in years and now I finally am. I believe that things can change for me and get better. They've already started. And believe me when I say that this song has been a HUGE part of that healing. I'd listen to it so much and just want this.
And now I have it.
Sarah Catherine keep in touch, we are in the same place. 💙😘
Heather Estes I hope you continue getting better!
I am hoping I can get where you are. I have BPD and am broke, likely/about-to-be homeless, and so suicidal and everyday is just me searching for a reason not to give up. I am sorry I'm a burden just saying this on youtube. I'm just tired and have no where to go. I need hope, and I'm so jealous of Justin. I wish I had my friend back.
eskimo289 You'll get here one day! You just have to stay strong. I was diagnosed last summer with BPD (bipolar disorder) and it's been such a long, hard road. I spent five years being depressed, four of them suicidal, two years self-harming and one suicide attempt. I NEVER thought that I would ever be where I am now. I know how you're feeling now.
All I can say is stay strong. Make goals for yourself and keep looking forward to them, making them possible. You absolutely can do this. I believe in you 100%. You'll have what Justin has, too
BPD for me is Borderline Personality Disorder. Sometimes misdiagnosed as bipolar though. And I have depression too, obviously. But medication hasn't helped me with that. I am 30, and I've been this way since half-way through my teens. I've tried to grow and change so many things, I don't even know who I am... and I don't know if trying to change MORE is going to have any different results than it has been up to now. I feel hopeless and jealous that others have found things I can't. I wish I had the hope for me you do. I haven't given up, but man I don't feel any hope anymore. I want it all to just end.
"Today I don't have to fall apart!" Nailed it with this song! A lot of us who suffer from pain, depression or uncertainty in life can relate...
5 years sober. See you in another year
Proud of you!
@@styxjunkii Thank you 🙏🏻
I’m happy for you brother! I’m still struggling but am trying to get and stay clean (alcohol). I beat an opiate addiction that I had from 14-20, but I feel my alcohol addiction that developed at 23 is beating me. I hope to be there with you one day 🙏💯
@@grantdavid9466 One day at a time brother
@@grantdavid9466 now get back up dont let fear get you about 15 years of sobriety with alcohol.
We just saw blue October live in Asbury Park. While singing this song, Justin grabbed my fiancé’s hand and sang to her. There are no words into how amazing that was. The pure rawness and emotion of this band is second to none.
I'd never really listened to Blue October before... But this song came on the radio while I was on my way to the hospital to take my father off of Life Support. I can't even begin to explain how much of a source of strength this song has become for me. My father passed away last night at 7:13pm and I was humming this to myself as we waited for him to pass. Thank you.
I'm sorry for your loss, I can relate. It's wonderful that you can find solace in this video, as I do too, and have to thank my Wife for turning me on to it! :)
I'm so very sorry for your loss. I lost my mom in December and find a lot of comfort in this song too. I hope you are doing ok. HUGS to you, my friend.
SilverRain79 I am so truly sorry for loss. I lost my mother the year before my son was born. This song brings so many people comfort in so manys.. I'm glad it was there when u needed it most as it was for me as well.
It must still be a much loved song for you
2 months clean, now I'm faced with the feelings of depression, anxiety and other shit, I read about this song in a recovery group and I'm so glad I did! This song gets me through each and every day!
God bless you hon❤
I've loved blue October since '06 and I've listened to his story since then. and this cd is awesome and got me threw a lot. I've been trying to get clean and sober. I start treatment in June and this cd has really been helping me not use. Music is power. Music heals. Music helps. 😀
I listen to it everyday without fail. Music is definately a healing agent. Bless Justin for sharing his journey with all of us.
I am dealing with the same thing I have wasted so much of my life on drugs and lost so much its been a battle but it's a battle we can win and make a difference in our life keep up the good work and just remember you are not alone
go back to the smack hun..life is much easier qhen youre fucked up n high
Thank you Blue October for changing my life in ways no one could ever understand!!!
I know that feel, I owe so much to Blue October is just amazing.
Me too.
They changed my life with this song also ;)
GET BACK UP!! GET UPPPPP!! Man that moved me
Hey. I'm Marley. I'm 12 years old and I am a week out of self harm and 5 months out of addiction of vaping, smoking, and alcohol. I grew up in an abusive house and was s*xually assaulted a lot of my life. God/whomever bless Blue October for making this song. My mom showed me this song and I'm so thankful for that. I showed my friend DJ this song because he is also going through stuff. Love you Blue October. 💙💙💙
XOXO,
MarMar J❤️
4:47 Marley, you are so brave and beautiful to admit at your young age the things that you have. I am so proud to be able to read this and wish that I had been that brave at 12, 40+ years ago. I have been extremely self destructive in my life because it mirrors your own. I am much older and still have so much to learn as you do. The one piece of advice I can offer/give someone your age that I can see a reflection of myself in is 1) every morning when you stand in front of the mirror you say to yourself “Marley if no one has told you today that they love you I love you” and hug yourself tightly 2) no matter what is wrong in your life, no matter the pain, past, horrific thoughts and situations, no matter how broken you may feel, every single day you have to put both feet on the ground and put one foot in front of the other and keep moving forward in your life away from this part. You will never forget what happened however it does not create or define who you will become as an adult but it will always be there and a part of you. I am so sorry that you had to struggle and survive this at such a young age because I remember those horrible times and moments when I had no power or control or choices. But remember this kiddo, you are not just a survivor, like me you are a mother fucking warrior now and you must keep telling your story. You may be able to help another child or adult regardless if you know it or not. I will be keeping you and your mother in my prayers each and every day. Good luck with your future and keep going forward and never give up hope.
Hey Mar💙 I hope you’re on EIGHT months now! 😊 stay strong 💪
Glad you found the song..amazing band with such great songs
Don't let anyone tell you you're not enough...best advice i got..sometimes you have to wait till the right wind blows, put up your sail and get closer to the destination...happiness
Hey there, not gonna preach to you, but long story short, God brought me out of a destructive addiction that destroyed my marriage. Almost lost my kids and everything, but after 40 years of doing things my way I gave up and gave it to God and got saved. Through Jesus, God restored me and then some. He’s a good God and didn’t die on a cross to make it hard. All the love and prayers your way!
This guy sings with such raw emotion. Speaks to people on the deepest level. Gotten me through some really hard times . Thanks man , truly amazing
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I rarely ever post comments about anything in regards to my life, but I have a very bad fear of driving long distances. My fiance lives 9 hours away and I finally made the decision to overcome that fear by making that drive. Not only did this song motivate me to do the drive, but on my drive home days later, I played this song again and it was invigorating. I felt insanely free, accomplished and so overly proud of myself. That "Get back up!" makes me cry like a baby everytime.
Im 43 and have terrible panic attacks and i can barely car at all anymore...congrats..thays awesome.
I don't know you, but I am so proud of you! There is nothing you can't do and I am so glad you learned this. :-) (I also cry when he says, "Get back up!")
@@bonbon0416 Thank you so much!
that's so amazing especially finding the courage and strength to do what I'm guessing your fears would hold you back , I can relate its pretty amazing this song. yes that get back up part makes me cry every time to.but u did it im so happy for you and that accomplishment
So proud of you! I myself am getting there, after two really bad accidents in finally getting comfortable back on the freeway but I'm getting there.
I can't stop watching this video. The pure raw and REAL emotion is addicting by itself Justin I asked you at the House of Blues concert Nov 2023 what your favorite song to play was.... You and the band said, "Fear". Now I get it. Its my favorite one to listen to now. Keep delivering your heart. All of you. Your music offers so much more than the average listening pleasure. There are powerful and extraordinary messages in the lyrics. But above all .... There's immeasurable power in the Way YOU SING
Anyone that says music doesn't heal, needs to hear this song! Everytime I hear it, I feel it touch the deepest depths of my soul! Thank you Blue October!
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4 months clean! This song has helped me get over the battle. Thank you Blue October! Can't wait to see you on the 29th!
Two years clean myself it makes me so happy to see another person like us that got clean
10 years I've had Blue October and Justin in my "LIFE"!!! TRULY BLESSED TO HAVE A GREAT BAND AND "FRIEND"! I PROMISE ALL OF YOU IT GET'S BETTER AND EASIER EVERYDAY 🎉❤😊
This song is amazing. I’m facing a tough health crisis and this is my new Favorite Song!! This music will get me through this difficult time ❤
Anyone out there that fights day to day to be sober. . I love you and... just love your life.. a river runs one way just like life. Don't look back
That "GET BACK UP" is everything!
Yeah! It's so hard sometimes... But thanks for the wonderful music and lyrics that many of us need!
Get back up, its like he is behind me pushing me up!
It sure is!
It's everything. I still fall, but I do get back up. This song is near and dear to my heart.
@@Charlotte-gk7yq
Absolutely!
I'm a recovering alcoholic sobriety 14 years this mans music is so brilliant, and so real love this song classic ,every word hits home
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When everything gets to much. And I feel like I don't need to be here anymore. I come here, listen and read your comments. It brings me peace knowing so many have overcome.
I don't know if you read these things Justin but you AND everyone in Blue October have saved my life. Cee
Mine too!
That's why I pray for u everyone love world
@@ivansnegireff3759 Thank You. 6 years, still sober
Sometimes even after 6years i still want to give it up
I lost my mom in August and an uncle 2 weeks later. The rest of my family is fractured almost beyond repair. 7 years sober but sometimes it's still so hard
This song has drug me forcefully out of a deep depression more than once. The words are like a mantra to me. It's like a reminder that you are good enough and there is a reason to continue on. Eternally grateful for these words, especially today. Thank you.
Me also you aren't alone. Love from Tennessee 💞✨💞
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My stepbrother Dakota loved blue october and I listen to their music now to keep him alive!!!!
Been listening to this song for years and every time I fall this is my song!!!! when reverting back all I can say this is my salvation.......
Same. It was and still is. Got me through a divorce & failed back surgery in 2014. Its still keeping me up. 💙
@@tinarobinson4710 Same here. Be blessed ❤️
This is one of the best songs ever written. As someone who struggels with fear I can't explain how personal this feels. PS this man has no idea how gifted he is. I have a piece of art that reminds me of this song/scene hanging on my wall. "Get back up!" (Its just an old beautiful painting of an oceanfront with rock formations.Painted by a woman who was an art teacher.)
Living with PTSD from a deadly relationship is something I have been coping with for 12 years. Going through everything from addiction to bad relationships, the music that Blue October creates is the most Beautiful Music to my soul. Thank You Justin and the band. I love you guys. ❤️🙏❤️
I feel this, I struggle with the same. The worst struggle is that he abused my children also and I have tremendous guilt from being so blind to it.
@@lalanianeal203 I am So Sorry you and your children ever went through that. It’s Not your fault though. It’s Not. I lost my son to adoption after the dad chose drugs and lost his job. He also chose to cheat on me again and again. We lost our apartment and I couldn’t find anyone to help me. Even organizations. So I made the best choice for my son and the most selfless choice. So don’t blame yourself. Because I’m betting that you did your best in this horrible relationship. God Bless You. ❤️🙏
I can only speak as a fan - but it's so amazing to see how far he has come in life. Not in his career, but in his life. It's... "interesting" is the only word I can find to observe the disposition and lyrics he has throughout his musical career in reflecting his own life. True role model. I do miss his "old look" - but I love his "new look". This is a man I wish I could meet - helped me out of a lot of dark places, this one.
Just spent a month in jail doing cold turkey detox, and Justin's music carried me through every step of it. I wanted everyone to Hate Me at first, then during the hallucinations I wanted to drown Into The Ocean, then I faced my Fear and gave it over to God, then I came out the other side strong as fuck! And I focused on Home and seeing that my actions Makes You Happy. I got to come Home yesterday, and I'm such a grateful fan. Thank you for all the inspiration Justin. You are my spirit animal. Your story was my true inspiration. You brought me out clean. I gave it all to God, and I'm working on rebuilding my family. Thank you again. You are the best!
This song keeps me holding on when every fibre of my being wants to end it all. Borderline, addict, panic disorder and depression and things I battle with every day. Justin's words have kept me alive and moving forward for many years. I've dropped 120 pounds walking to his music nightly. He is so humble. I strive to be like him.
DawnInCanada God bless you and much love
always remember you have the blue community behind you to fol,low your dreams!
We have something in common
This man helped me so much with my anxiety and lack of self worth and domestic abuse. Thank you so much xxx
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I always turn to this song when my anxiety gets the best of me. The emotion he sings with is amazing and the lyrics reach my soul. This song ALWAYS helps me in my darkest moments. Thank you for that.
Amen!
The shot when Justin sings get back up and the wave hits him is such a vivid shot of standing up to what tries to knock you down, and I dig it, it cements the meaning of this song, much love Justin
Thank you Blue October for helping so many people in pain with your wonderful music! This is how we all will unite in the end!
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This song is like a spiritual encounter. I've never in my life had a song hit me so deep and on so many different levels. I've never seen an artist put such feeling into a video. I'm fascinated with listening, but also watching him act through what he's saying because he expresses it so open-heartedly. Absolutely beautiful. This is what music should be. People who don't like this just aren't listening.
I have to WATCH it and listen full volume!! It MOVES...
That it does. It's a rarity with modern music.
It makes me tear up every time I watch it because he feels every word he's singing and he makes me feel it right along with him.
Lacie Price it is mesmerizing!
I must've watched this 1000 times. It just doesn't get old.
The tears from my darkness just rolling!!!!
We do recover ❤
Keep fighting the fight!! Don't fight the battle alone!! It gets better i promise you! You matter to someone ❤️
Yes we do!!!
Yes, we do. Thanks God
It was approximately 8 years ago when I was at my lowest. For whatever reason I felt extremely lonely and especially in the evenings, it was almost unbearable. Like a cold veil that fell heavy on my body. A heavy weight I carried around. I came across this song by Blue October and found some comfort in it, and strength. And eventually I made the necessary changes in my life and got back up. For all of you who are struggling, there is always a sun behind the clouds, a light in the deepest darkness and a god beyond the demons. Keep going. I promise you, you will come out stronger. Do not give up.
After all these years, I listen to the song with memories, but with a strong heart. Thank you, Blue October.
You can definitely see how much passion he has for this topic of the song
Jeezus, that VOICE!! Every whisper, every plea & shout, conveys exactly the emotion he's trying to show. He's a master & doesn't hesitate to share it all.
I love the fact that I can come back to this song months later and real people are still having discussions about the video. Thank you Justin and thank you to the community. There is hope in humanity!
Probably the most underrated band in history. Justin is def one of the most underrated frontmen in history. Love these guys
Geez where have I been? I just heard about Blue October today. His lyrics are so deep you can hear the emotion in his voice.
just saw them live. bro, you haven't felt the lyrics yet. you can hear, see and feel the emotion off of him. great band
I just started getting sober and I've known Justin for a LONG time. Watch "Hate Me", "Fear", and "Home", in that order. It's impacting. Only Justin can sing like this.
Yeah I did that. Very moving... I can see the changes in his looks also.... Good music :)
me too buddy..just got out of detox 6 days in the hospital. One day at a time, only today and tmrw. stay strong man.
+Cory Peters Congratulations and please do whatever you have to do to make each day a clean one. Get mad at the drugs, they invaded your body...are you gonna let them continue to beat you or are you gonna kick it's ass out of your life?!!! Every morning when you wake up, it's a scary feeling...like an "unknown" feeling of how will you get through another day. Do this: Each morning tell yourself all I have to do is make it through today and at midnight I can proudly say I did it! If I did then I'll meet myself here tomorrow night, midnight, same place, same time, and once again I will say I made it through another day. Please sweetie.💜 I'm a Mom of a recovering addict. He's been clean for 17 months. After 13 years...he finally kicked the drugs ass and told it to go away. He says it was the worst feeling in the world to quit, everyday was like hell! I asked him what kept him going...He said "Mom, now I have a life to live for, instead of a death to wait for."
I've been dealing with so much depression and darkness in the last year ....I just found this song ....its empowering....the emotion in his voice and his so gs from the past ....gives me some hope
You hang on to that hope; it's the life-force we need TO get back up. You're stronger than you know.