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je te laisserai des mots - patrick watson 00:00
where is my love - syml (acoustic version) 2:38
to build a home - the cinematic orchestra 6:43
color me blue - akane 12:50
fourth of july- sufjan stevens 16:02
quiet resource - evelyn stein 20:41
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"it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts" this was deep
agree
Agreed
What is that saying from
@@LandoCalrissian2028 I think it was Bojack
once in that situation
but idk why but I miss her but.. she is the one who breaks my heart piece by piece...
"The hardest thing about depression is that it's addictive. It begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. You feel guilty for feeling happy."
Fr
I was so Depressed of how bad my performance to our final College project
I hated myself deeply, I was trying to recover from all of the trauma I experienced.
And now my friends find my very annoying this morning and kicked me in the group my depression has just gotten a lot worst
Wowzers batman 2am and that kicked me in the D***, not a day goes by I don't feel guilty for just trying to exist
I feel that and i did not even turn 18 yet… dong life at home anymore any have no job .. i feel useless and if my gf and my dog wouldn’t be in my life i would be gone.
I cry a lot bc i dont see my family but rn its the best for me..
..man i don't know what to say but people really know how to hit with these words
"The loneliest people are the kindest,
the saddest people smile the brightest,
and the most damaged people are the wisest.
All because they don't wish to see others suffer
like they do."
-Someone from TH-cam comments
just spreading the words
❤❤❤
I will remember this
As true a statement as can be said.
Bro...this hits deep in the heart man. So true.
True words. Once I met a woman, cheerful kind and simple-minded. I would never guess what difficult time she had time ago. She had hard childhood, her mother kicked her out of the home when she was fifteen. But despite that fact, she said that is was relief, because keep living there would probably even more hard. At that time she even thought about suicide. She worked anywhere she could, her employment history maybe longer than Google user agreement. When she became adult her life was still tough. Night shift on factory, come to home, get the child ready for school, and after sleeping a little wake up and make housework, help child with home work and go to work again. She lived like that for years. And finally, when she earned enough money, bought a decent house and became self-sufficient, a war took everything from her. But now, despite all that, she still has her daughter, and is pregnant with another child. It's dire to think, that such adorable man as her, could die at one time, and I am very glad, that now she's safe and sound and so are her kids.
P.S.: sorry for my English. I am on my way to improve it.
The first time i fell in love with someone, i turned them down thinking to my self i could never be enough. Eventuality, they did ask me out, but i was not ready to love. I was too nieve. I responded with "wait for me". Eventually i did ask her out. She said yes. It felt as if my whole world was changed.
We spent all our time together and it was pure bliss. We were happy. And yet, after years, she caught a glimps of another guy. And left me.
Its hard to think that this person would ask someone out, make them feel love and happiness for the first time, but can take it away in the snap of their fingers. Now that i have experienced what love is, and how it feels, i want it more, but knowing the pain that i can come from it makes me reluctant to ever love again. Just by the fear of that pain.
Maybe im not meant to love. Maybe i never will again.
Even tho i say so much about not loving, i would still go through my experiences with her again, just for that smile. To me, that's what love is.
Thx for reading this. Dont forget to enjoy everything while its still with u.
I hope you find someone who loves you enough to say "I have all i need right here, and I will want for no other". At the end of the day that is all i want, that type of devoted love, an unchanging love i can grow old and die with. I hope you find that love yourself. Stay strong bro.
@@NCSCGoblinI was gonna try and cheer bro up but seems you beat me to it. Thank you, stay safe and have fun 👍
let me tell you, if she left you for another man then that was not love, because love never fails. What you had was a relationship of happiness, you may have loved her, but she didn't love you in the same way. I dislike people who take advantage of others. you didn't deserve that. just hold on, and it wasn't your fault, she just took advantage of her own selfish needs. Dont think of everyone as the same, because some, just like you, know how it feels to be taken advantage of and would never do the same to others. I hope you find someone worth trusting.
This hits different on the last week of high-school and knowing you may never see some of your classmates again
that really hits deep, you feel it coming you’re helpless, but eventually a few will stick around ❤️🩹🫂
Been three yrs now I haven't seen any of them 😕 I still keep in touch tho even tho I may not see them face to face I still see text them from time to time
felt the same way bud. it's been 4 years and all of us went different ways - some went to university in a different town, some moved away, some ended up going to a different country and never came back, others just disappeared. while we do occasionally text each other, it's not the same. bet that a few people will stick around tho - maybe even someone who wasn't that close to you before. :) while others may slowly fade out of your life, there are always those who appear anew. you just have to accept it as one (of many) changes that are going to happen in life.
I had a lot of friends at school, but when school ended everyone I knew just went....silent
And I realized from then on
I was better of Alone
i was abt to type that
Most of you talk about the sadness of losing someone. But who do you miss if who you lost is yourself and who you were back in times that are just not coming back
exactly :))))
Johnny Cash has a song called "Hurt" which contains the line
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And I feel that deeply between hating myself for lacking the commitment to lose weight (am 400lbs, need to get to 250 at least), as well as feeling like I have no real friends and I'm just Tolerated because I've been part of the group for 15yrs.
Sometimes, somewhere along my life I was an actual good person for once. Someone who was kind instead of being nice.
Nowadays I loathe about it whenever i'm alone, I want to be them again, but I just can't find a way to get them back. I hate myself because of it, which is quite ironic.
AZ I feel for that. I used to be able to wake up looking forward to the day...now I wake up against my will. Sometimes I'd rather stay dreaming cuz atnleast I have peace. The waking world is nothing but a war of many kinds.
I wish everyone cam someday heal somehow from things we don't talk about in comments or behind screens.maybe one day I can accept I'm allowed to exist, until then I'm useful till told useless. Love yall.
I know I said I wouldn't be uploading any copyrighted playlists but this one right here means a lot to you guys ♥♥
I appreciate it, I like this one a lot
@@fec1324 well, that warms my heart, thanks for sticking around 🫂
thank you so much for re-uploading this i am going through really hard things right now and you truly don't know how much this means to me and how much it has been helping me
@@FreaksNGeeks99 I’m really sorry to hear that, but hey nothing lasts forever so keep on doing your best to get better ❤️🩹 you are safe here
❤❤
"Diane, do you ever look up at the stars and feel like they're tiny holes in the sky sucking out all the oxygen and suddenly you can't breathe because you're thinking about how small you are and how meaningless it all really is."
last week of high school and finally being free of all those people who harmed you for the last 12 years huh...
feels freeing
it feels sad
@@miel7352 well it’s not like i can fix my 12 years of trauma that i suffered at school and outside of school right?
I wish i could’ve been happy one day… but I can’t be happy anymore
@@ash_Psyyyy I'm in my tenth year and I've never wanted to give up my life so much, I feel totally pathetic and empty because my country is rubbish and my life is unhappy bc of this shit. My friends don't help me or care, but they try something, the person I liked treats me like crap, and I don't want to do anything about it, life sucks, but you know what? It can't get any worse, so I'm going to enjoy how shitty it is now, because when I turn 18, it's going to be worse.
@@miel7352 dont lose hope, i know its hard, find some good people that will help you. build yourself even if it means starting from scratch, live your life to the fullest, never lose hope on love and always be kind, try to look at the bright side (stay as positive as possible, if people dont, then let them be, never let them lose your light), just keep on going, you got this, i believe in you :D
this is my last year at high school too im feeling sad n happy in the same time😔
Just so everyone knows it’s ok if you cry even if we don’t know you we are here for you
I'm sorry we left off so sour, but having the time spent with you was amazing, and I thank you.
You are the man for giving us this. You will be remembered.
❤️🔥❤️🔥
everyone talking about how their lives are but what about the guy that uploaded this playlist..?
thanks for checking in♥️ I’m doing fairly well
and again, thanks for checking in, means a lot to me and I hope you are doing great too
@@TUHS i am doing great too man!!
@@slrishyyt3988 lovely to hear that
I'm just going with flow of life let it happen , to quit I'm not ready, I don't know were I'm am I'm genuinely alone in my life 😇
he's enjoying the adsense
it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts
i know everyone has their own stories here i'm gonna just release my thoughts.
there was a girl in my uni but i'm planning to moving on so im gonna drop out that uni, which means l will probably never meet them again like never. it was exactly 4 months before my last day at uni, when l started to feel something towards her. but i knew it will never work and l was scared to approach her seeing her attitude which is silent, introvert, barely talks with anyone, specially those face expressions. anyone could think that she is a high headed one but you will see that slight upside down shy smile only if you notice every single little thing like how kind, pure and beautiful she looks when she smiles. and l remember how l used to look at the lecture hall door till she appears and that fast heart beating l get like l'm having a heart attack, like when everything around you disappear but only her, sometimes that 1 second eye contact we hold, that feeling like i'm drowning in water and my only saviour is her, the tightness in my throat, heart, whole body, everything is now over. it's been a week since i dropped that uni and l still have dreams of her, waking up with tears. l don't even know her name, age, where she is from. most of our batch mates do not know anything about her since she does not talk with anyone and even l did not try harder knowing that this will only wound myself but who am l to kidding. and l was scared this is the first time l felt something strong for someone. for all this time i was someone who did not chase love or believe in love and l still do not know whether this is just a mere feeling or not. those silly thoughts i got when over shoulders brush at elevator one day. how i compared our height difference.how l thought me and her whenever l see a cute couple being lovely. even just holding hands, l wanted to feel it with her. hug her tightly so she can not run away. but everything is over now. l will not ever see her again( also thanks to my great friends whom i can not even open up. so yeah) hope l will never get feelings like this.
Damn bro.....Just damn. Its at moments like this that it makes you wonder if it was worth it to stay away, if it was worth it to not talk to them, if it was worth it to think "I do not believe in love". I prefered to stay away from everyone growing up, it was my default way, and because of that i now look back and wonder if maybe it was a mistake, a mistake to be a ghost in the lives of others, a mistake to not make myself more known. You get caught up on what could have been, the happiness that could have been, the love that could have been, and it overwhelms you, tortures you. I can't tell you what to do bro, but maybe you might want to at least find a way to learn her name from classmates? Everything starts with a name afterall. Up to you, i don't know what to tell ya beyond the obvious fact you probably don't want to think about. You fell for her bro, and you fell hard. Good luck.
felt weird not seeing this playlist in my main page
I actually just saw this in my main page because I've been listening to music lately
Same
Yeah same
my grandpa died 3 hours ago. i really wish i got to know him better i feel like i missed out on every chance i had to be with him. at least i got to say goodbye…
Sorry for your loss.
RIP, fly high
Sorry, bro...
Saying goodbye is a great privilige, don't forget that.
May your grandfather rest easy.
Good luck Mako, keep treking, wanderer.
You'll meet him in heaven someday
I fell in love with someone for the first time, and that was all it took for me to never love again. Her sighs of relief as I lied to her about my feelings, while her friends surrounded her, also felt relieved.
One time in my life i wasn't thinking that im happy (everything is find, my career is not over, i have no problem, a lot of hope )until now i realize it was the last time......
You over there, the one scrolling through the comments, yeah you, come here and read this for a moment
0.00001%
Wonder what it is?
You had a 0.00001% chance to be born a human, and not to mention that you are rare, everything from your fingerprint to your personality, everything is exceptionally rare,
Remember this one thing,
Everything that happens is in God's plan,
All the good, all the bad, everything is planned by god,
The devil might be screaming right now, but God's there watching in the corner waiting for the right moment to elevate your life,
Don't end your life,
Even though you feel nobody loves you,
Some people do including me and everyone in the comments,
If you don't believe me, then remember that god loves you,
God loves all his creations, and find them all beautiful.
I can't say that I know how you feel right now, because I don't know what you're going through,
Just know that you are one of the rarest creatures in the world,
and some people love you, including god (and me ofc ily
No one said thank you yet so thank you😊
@@team-tim- your welcome
🥹🥹 thanks
Thanks🥹
Thank you for your words❤️
To be honest my bestfriend just texted me 10 minutes ago and said : hey... I'm going to another city for the next three years and when I'll come back I'll probably won't find you ( I'm 14 btw so I can't go to her visit her or do anything). And I started crying from that time and I'm still tho while I'm writing and now my whole family is starting judging me because I'm crying for my bestfriend that I've known her for the past 11years...
I know some of you will judge me cause I'm just 14 and you'll think that I'm doing it just for likes and to get some attention but my bestfriend was really my only family my whole family hates me from the bottom to the top and she was my only safe place.
It's incredible sad... Don't blame yourself for crying. I believe that you really strong and you will cope with this! My best friend ones said that there are no good moments without bad ones. I want to believe in her words because I am now living similar feelings to yours... I'm 16 and my parents divorced and I lost my family... I love both parents very much and I quarrel a lot with my mom because of this because she thinks my dad is bad person... You're exactly cope with this situation, I believe in you! Sorry for the mistakes , my English is not very good)
im on your side
if you need to cry, feel free to, sometimes your best friends are your family, better than blood relatives even, family dosent define you by blood, its by the people you choose to surround yourself with, so if you need to cry, go ahead, if people judge you? let them, you've got alot on your mind right now, your young, so you got time
Hi, i just read your little story and i want to say that it's going to be okay, but that's a bit cliché don't you think. Sweatheart i don't think that it's bad what you are feeling. Life is a journey like most people will say and for some of us it's either going to be easy or verry painfull. It's more painful if the people you're seeking love from aren't realy giving that. Think of yourself as a sprout that has yet to bloom, nobody is giving it water to bloom so YOU have to give it water for it to grow, you have to place that sprout where there is sunlight and a place to grow. It's not an easy feat, but with patience and never giving up, i am certain that you will find your sprout a beatifull place on this earth.
My biggest advice for you my dear and this goes for everybody reading this comment. Don't give up on yourself, because you are the only one that is only capable of truly loving yourself, i know this is cliché, but see it as this. Every single person in your life is a new experience to a new beginning, good or bad. Some of them may become old,but everything you experienced beautiful or sad has taught you something. It has taught you how to feel, how to express. Don't think this as somthing bad and try to grow. Have faith and learn. Try to be poitive for youself, it's not easy, nothing ever is.But do love that sweet person that you know you can be. When they say patience is key to everything it realy is true. I'm speaking from experience. Cry out as much you want, fight for yourself if it needs to be. Learn to grow, forgive and let go. Holding on to bagage is only going to make it heavier for you carry.
But always remember....Be kind to yourself and to every version of yourself.
@@Shinjiwook9702 hang in there. Can't promise everything's gonna work out but I can promise there are good people in this world
When i read "your last time together"... Damn, I miss her (best friend, friendship ended)
Same but him and he ruined it
I had one, ik I made a mistake but damn, do I really deserve to be treated like that?
I don‘t even speak English but this playlist make me cry... thank you
I hope you feel better ❤️🩹
@@TUHS thank you, I also hope you improve after all, you were the one who created the playlist
@@RadijaPedro ahh thanks a lot for that, means the world to me
Music is the sound of the heart. ❤
TUHS thank you for connecting us all to each other. Vibes attract your tribes right?
Time for us all to start healing. Someway, somehow.
I would never have expected I would met my most attached friend group at a random game back when I was twelve... Now seeing it now.. I was so lucky we decided to keep contact on discord...
And of all of them there is him, the one since the moment we met, we didn't stop taking to each other and getting along among our stupid crap we said at those times.. the reason why we clicked... We were more alike than we thought, we were two kids who just got out of school due problems and were neurodivergent and lonely who never had th chance to have irl friends. He brought me so much laughs, memories and feeling of belonging through all of my adolescence, I would have never found things I nowadays like if it wasn't from him. He encouraged me to be better.. Despite few fights there and there I always had that role of keeping the group together.. I was the heart of the group, he was the soul of it.
For me, he became more than friend, he became a brother. To slowly realize as we grow up his reality.. I.. everything fell down.
Physically, emotionally abused, shit hole of family and things I prefer not to say. His mental health was already bad when I met him and at the moment everyone reached our 20s and started their own lives. Most of the time it was just me and him on the chat... He became suicidal and severely depressed. No matter how much I tried to do something to help him, it wouldn't be enough, he needed irl asap. But we were thousands of kilometers apart.. I can't do nothing..
He had breakdowns every now and then, but even so we still did the things we always did together all along..
He wishes he never has been born, that he only brings bad stuff and he's the reason ot why I am emotionally worse now...
He says I should regret meeting him.. it "would" have been better at the same time he says I'm the only person who never has betrayed him ....
It hurts a lot....... My biggest wish would be able to met him , get him off that hellscape , run together.. somewhere else where we can be our true selves and finally be free as brothers ... But only I can day dream
To this time he's still alive.. but sometimes I can't avoid thinking everyday this could be our last time together....
I don't want to be alone anymore
stay strong ❤❤
you two will get out of it someday, just like me and my friend did ❤
there will be a good ending to it all.
stay strong and support each other :)
I am deeply touched by your story because I have experienced the same thing. . I cried in front of your comment, the memories went back to every line I read.....
What do you do when everything feels pointless?
Like things are not bad but you see no more value from anything and the only comfort left comes from staying trapped in your own personal space.
Like I see people do things like it's natural, like when they laugh with kids but for me it's not natural at all.
I don't know, feels like I'm stuck everywhere, in my life, in my mind, in my soul.
I tried to get help many times in different ways and it either was of no help or made things worse.
I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy or excited for something.
I feel that deep and all I can say is, I've come to accepting g it's okay to not be okay sometimes, it's okay to find peace and comfort in your own solitude away from people for fear of hurting others with your pain. What's not okay is allowing your pain to define the person you want to be.
Pain demands to be felt but joy asks gently to show you gentle, peace and love,
grief tears your heart and mind apart, yet little things like the smell of rain on cut grass, fresh roses, the crisp air of fresh snow, or the taste of your favourite foods, the feeling of a blanket out of the dryer, all try its best to stitch together the pieces.
If nobody has told you today or in awhile, you are doing the best you really can, and that's brave and amazing of you! You have done enough and then some, put down the sword and rest, let us help carry your burdens for a little while till your feet can find the ground again ❤
3rd time watching. there is a deep sadness in my heart which i can physically feel. i can feel my lungs losing will. i dont know why i am sad, only that i am.
It's all gonna be okay someday man. Things are gonna turn out alright 🫶
Come closer to God, my brother, and see how your soul awakens from the tremors of fear
update: idk probably 10th time.
We had so much fun together, he was my everything, but whenever we were on distance, we were fighting about silliest things, but they didn’t make me love him less, no. 3 weeks before I supposed to fly to him, he said I was too much for him and what he feels is not enough to continue our relationship.
Still I feel like everything has no point in this life without him.
Our last time together was so heartwarming and loving moment.
I cannot love anyone else in this world, he’s the only one. And I hope he’ll have a wonderful life.
The one who made this playlist, thank you, you make me feel better.
Love is a gift
Thank you❤️
I'm just like you but the other way around.
She is the only one who I've loved since I was 14y/o, going back and forth... And never seems to be the right time
@@lagimaster seems like we were wrong for those who was right for us. Hoping one day all of us will get better and live long happy life.
Sending you love and hugs❤️
My grandma Diane just passed an hour ago, that intro got me… Love you grandma! ❤
may her soul rest in peace ❤️🩹
Thinking back to my high school days really hits me hard every time, yes there are those that i hate or dislike, but even so i do miss all of them, even the girl i liked, even though it doesnt matter because i have moved on and met my partner, hanging out with the boys, the gang, and the girls too, but what hits the most is that we wont ever smile and laugh as hard as then anymore, the memories every time i listen to these playlist just surges back and makes me damn emotional. Still, im happy with my life now , and will bring forward all of the memories with me.
Its not much, but to whom has read until this point, i wish you all the best in striving to become a better version of yourself. The memories will be with you forever, but making new ones with new people and your loved ones will always show you that its worth living in this world.
Очень трогательный комментарий. Спасибо большое) Я постараюсь сдать экзамен 😔 и пойти дальше по своей дороге
i love this channel, community, and playlists so much. in fact, i always come back to listen to your playlists every now and then!
this really made me smile, thanks a lot for sticking around and supporting this community 🫂❤️🔥❤️🔥 you are truly special
thanks for re-uploading. this playlist is great.
surething, thanks for sticking around
my last year at high school everyone will go on their own way ... i wish my friends don't get changed
Everything will be fine that was me last year trust me you'll LOVE IT 💞
❤❤ love this when I tried to listen to this song yesterday I was surprised that this song was not playing but now it's soothing my heart a lot
thanks a lot for sticking around, hopefully this one stays up ❤️🔥
Thank you for this… listening to this playlist and reading the comments makes me think about all of my friends I’ve lost on the journey- and how much I’m scared of losing the ones I have right now. For Catherine: You were my best friend, until you weren’t. I’m sorry my mom was strict. For Camron: Every second I knew you made me laugh. I’m sorry you moved. For Ava: All the words you wrote in the note saved my life again and again. I’m sorry we only knew each other for a week. For Sienna: You love me, and I love you. I’m sorry we’re so far apart.
Thank you for a safe space to put this… I wish I had places like this everywhere. Thank you for this playlist.
It's evident that this playlist holds a special place in your heart, allowing you to reflect on the friends you've lost along the way and the fear of losing those you currently have. It's natural to feel nostalgic and grateful for the memories shared with each friend mentioned. Each relationship has its own significance and impact, whether it's the laughter shared with Camron, the support received from Ava, or the love exchanged with Sienna. It's important to honor those connections and cherish the moments spent together, even if they were fleeting. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and memories in this safe space provided by the playlist. Remember, it's okay to feel grateful for the past while also treasuring the present relationships you have.
I think one of the most messed up feelings is wanting to be happy, being able to smile, laugh, and feel love but know it doesnt last long or forever or you cant pretend to be someone your not so others will love a versio of you. That its always been a "rush" to be cared about, be told wow your handsome today or jnlove hearing you sing to yourself, and when you find people who give that rush in your life to have them disappear because your an overthinker, over worried, over caring, over sharing, overwhelmed, let people walk all over you rather than hurt someone else and be a monster..or just over it all in general.
Messed up that the people we really need in ournlives are right here in the comments behind screens, lord knows how far apart. Yet so close.
Im broken so bad the dust cries for mercy yet ill still try to hold yalls pieces together best i can😅🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲
It sounds like you're going through a lot right now, and it's completely normal to feel overwhelmed by conflicting emotions and pressures. Wanting to be happy and feeling loved is a natural desire, but it can be challenging when those feelings seem fleeting or elusive. It's okay to struggle with being true to yourself while also seeking acceptance from others.
Feeling like you're constantly on edge and worrying about how others perceive you can be exhausting, and it's understandable that you might feel like you're falling apart at times. Remember that it's okay to prioritize your own well-being and to seek support from others, whether they're online or in your everyday life.
It's important to recognize your own worth and to be kind to yourself as you navigate through these difficult feelings. You're not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to support you through this. Take things one step at a time and be gentle with yourself as you work towards healing and finding peace.
@dpq_ not just a right now thing...I've been tolerating too much for too long, I want to believe I do have people who care but I'll level with you. I truly don't.my little sister is the only nail holding me down hell it's excruciating but choose to be single for 8 years, try to open up to someone i met naturally and still he leaves me on read after saying he's a shoulder to cry on...hard to believe or trust anything anymore. I've been so used and abused that at this point any sort of affection be it toxic or good, I love bomb tf out of them....over share, over feel, o er think, get overwhelmed and inevitably even I'm over my own drama and emotions...I'm 28...my dads right..I need to grow up still cuz here I am looking for attention in the comments of a song to people I'll never know or speak to...I'll know who's a real friend irl when I paint my suv interior red one of these days....12 gauge fits most pipes...worst part is where I'm from even looking for help you'll be charged n have a criminal record for simply talking about self deletion...doesn't make sense to be punished for already being beaten and punished...I'm sorry, I don't know you but I do appreciate the time you took out of your day to type that message. I hope someday your able to heal from things you don't talk about as well. Idk maybe in another life.. I just don't want to try anymore. I'm tired..I have edema in my legs from literally busting my a** cuz around my house if I don't nobody else will...roommate will see me upset and peace out to their boyfriends. I think I'll call it a night peeps...I don't want to do this anymore...it's just not worth it
For anyone reading this, you truly are an amazing person with so much potential and so much heart. The love that you hold in that heart seeps through the cracks in your soul. You need to use that love to repair those cracks. Love yourself. Love yourself for who you truly are. How are you meant to love another without knowing how to love yourself? I believe in you, you can do it, and until you can love yourself, I will love you. As long as I breathe, you will be loved.
Love to put this as background music while I’m working, its so relaxing
Bro when i read this one you did (I didn't know this is our last day together) this is my last year leaving school bro😢😔
Man I will miss my friends. Damn the days goes fast huh😔😥🥺
man, time just flies by we barely notice it, just embrace the memories and hold on to them
Bro, tell them how you feel. And spend a lot of time with them
why does my life always have to feel bottomless loneliness🥲
I never thought it would be the last time with her. Also thank you for this playlist 💗
cherish the memories, atleast you still have that
you’re welcome ♥️
we had so much fun. i thought he would be the one. then he jus disappeared. by dissapear i mean he said he was going to be gone for a few days and hasnt come back..
this playlist calms my agitated soul so much , thanks
happy to help ❤️
all you`re doing is promising you`ll one day breaking their hearts" hits hard
My favourite playlist right now..💙
This playlist makes me feel like I'm in heaven
last year of middle school. I swore I hated everyone and I wouldn’t miss them, but here I am
piano + violin = supreme
This is so good considering she left, kinda comforting
i usually moved group of friends to group of friends but now i realised ive left a lot of people alone, stranded i finally found some friends that fit me that are like me but im still not letting those other ones go the nick names they gave me from giving them a juicebox i hoppe my old friends are ok and we can still be bros
- keep running because if you stop you might fall
If you keep running, make you sure you know where you’re going because you could get lost and end up right where you started.
It hits hurt when u can relate to it..
Your best friend having a crush on your lover😊your bestfriend taking your girl out on a date😊her acting to you as she loves you😊her growing feelings in your heart😊her rejecting you(before being with my friend)😊 her going not liking me cause I'm a president😊her uploading posts to make you jealous 😊your friend asking what he should gift her😊her liking it without knowing it's your idea😊and finally your friend asking you to attend their marriage 😊god please hug me I'm hiding my pain but even if i express a drop from my ocean they always complaing and make fun of me i just want to smile from inside this fake smile kills me
I'm so sorry this happened to you, you're so much better off without those horrible people in your life who treat you like this. Try and find people who understand you, I know its hard but you will find them eventually just dont give up, they're out there waiting for you
Thank you for re-upload I need this still 😢
anytime ♥️
05/18
i didn't know it was our last time
last time together, holding hands
i didn't realize, nor notice
that quiet, light change in how you said my name
before i knew it was the end
before i knew your love has died
and died the happiness, my heart
When i read "your last time together"... Damn, I miss him!!!
Just for once please? Ayy?🥲
my favorite play list
i dont know if anyone will read this but im turning 18 in a few months and i feel like ive never truly felt happy in ages and nothing is like it is before. i keep looking back at when i was 10-13 and everything was so simple back then. now im all alone, even though i have friends and family i feel so completely alone and im scared to open up, i dont want to get attached to anyone, im so scared to love but at the same time i cant take it anymore. i met someone online a few days ago and we hit it off really quickly and got comfortable and i thought i could take it if we were to stop talking because ive mastered being detached but the second they stop talking to me and it seems like its over im back to feeling that awful loneliness again and idk what to do. i guess i accidentally got emotionally attached too quickly? and maybe caught feelings though i dont wanna admit it to myself?? well, anyway, life is so shit, i dont know what even keeps me going, nothing makes me happy anymore, i feel like im on my last damn straw right now and idek what to do
i don't think any of us really know what to do, but we all keep going because, well honestly there isn't really a 'because'. time goes by so fast, 3 years ago felt like 6, I hardly remember it. That is what feels so dumb about life, each memory I make I feel like I will forget in a few months or a year. I only really feel like I've truly gained consciousness in my life this year, I had a conversation with my siblings 2 years ago, they were asking me if I thought I was conscious, heck no I said I was conscious but I really don't believe I was. I think only now i might be, and I can't even be positive because time still feels like it passes the same. Maybe it's because I cry about the future more, and the past? Maybe that's why I feel 'conscious'? I guess we all just try, and even when we don't want to anymore, we keep doing it, because that's just second nature for us.
I feel you there, I turned 18 a few months ago and I can totally get what you are feeling cause I went through it. And I don't know exactly what changed but I do know that over time that feeling that DREAD, went away and I started to think more positive. Please keep moving even when it seems like you can't you have to otherwise you stop and don't start moving again. Its easy to get lost in your thoughts, but think we are still young we have so much time, time for fun, time for new experiences and we gain new freedoms, and hopefully your parents are there for you like mine were. All in all don't stress it, there's nothing we can do to go back in time though I really wish we could we can't so for now I live in the moment.❤ Good luck and feel better. Please.
It sounds like you're going through a really tough time, and it's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed and lonely, especially as you're navigating the transition into adulthood. It's okay to feel scared of opening up and getting attached to others, especially if you've been hurt in the past. But remember, it's also okay to allow yourself to feel vulnerable and to seek support from those you trust.
Building emotional connections with others can be challenging, and it's natural to feel apprehensive about getting attached too quickly. Take things one step at a time, and try to be gentle with yourself as you navigate these feelings. It's okay to admit to yourself that you may have caught feelings for someone, and it's okay to explore those emotions at your own pace.
Remember that you're not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to support you through this difficult time. Consider reaching out to a trusted friend, family member, or counselor to talk about what you're going through. You deserve to feel happy and supported, and there is hope for brighter days ahead. Take things one day at a time, and remember that you're stronger than you think.
i think i may do it tonight. this is a very good playlist and i think today is going to be the last time that i would've spoken to them. to all of them. if things go my way ill be gone in the morning
Life is worth more than you think. I don't know what you're going through but even if you think all hope is gone, it's not, you'll learn to adjust more with the current events. Keep going on to spite everyone who gave up on you. Don't let go.
finallly i can be vibing this sad night again
I think, when everyone of us read the title, it remind us the one person that meant world to us…I lost her, friend, person i loved, someone who stayed with me until 4am awake…
"Günlerdir hissettiğim bu şey ben yarım mı kaldım.." 🖤
I just left my old school and my country I'm now leaving in another country permanently and I spent my whole life dedicated to that school I was on top of my class I have a billboard of me was in the student council and one of the role models and it's sad that I had to leave everything behind and there's no way I can go back but I'm happy with the memories I made there😊
i'm crying ... no reason ...
This playlist is tooo goood. Have to make some AMV's out of them!
such a great playlist thankyou
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omg! i was trying to play this playlist that i had saved and i was so confused that it wasnt playing, i'm glad its back up!
surething ❤️
@@TUHS tysm!❤
@@Moon_Dust1500 anytime ♥️♥️
i really love her, to the point that i wish i never met her at all :
🥲❤️🩹
"I'm sorry, but I want to feel weak... at least for a little bit"
This is peaceful and sad at the same time, bringing the happy, funny and saddest moments you have with your loved ones really digs deep as we grow older cherish the time you have.
p.s love the playlist :)
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Gracias a dios me aparecio el resubido, no me hubiera gustado perder esta hermosa playlist.
I moved on from the place where i used to live since my 13,i mean.. 4 years ago or something like that,i left all my friends there,included my friend group,my best friend.
I thought i would be happier here cause i always felt outcast when we all attend do something,not same for bestie i will explain after this. I love my friend group really too much,even now,i didnt got proper friends since my primary school cause everyone treated me like.. i am not there,i am here for just mins,like i am the light on background and nothing else. It was first time when i felt myself accepted in a group in a public of peoples in my class.
I met with my bestie at 8th grade and i will never regret for it,the only shame.. i realized too late she is changed when we stopped going cram school together after LGS exam for our highschool,then i realized how the highschool changed the Tenshi (Its the nickname i gave to her) but not me,i was always same and i hate it,i hate how i cant keep up with news,i hate when i cant keep up with things,i always hated cause it makes me throw back up at background and i was start to get sick of it.
At the end like i said,i felt like.. i dont have friends,i just know plenty peoples that i call my friend but i am not their friend like i see them in my 'friend' title,like they never cared,never missed me even i moved on from there to another city..
I just talk to them in some simple weeks after i move on.. then they stopped typing,i know they have their own lives to live on too,but it hurts when they gave simple answers,not conversations like before which starting from plenty words,like they.. ignoring me.
Like i said,i felt a bit relief cause i thought here would be more good.
But no,here is worse than the city i move on from.
I dont have any friends as i've been going to another school here in 2 months,i tried to get used to peoples here but i got into some little arguements and fights,and i realized.
The circle is keep going,keep turning me around my life and realize how i bring myself back to my primary school.
I am a student in a highschool and i just wanted real friends who cared for me and i cared for them,i just wanted a real bond of friends.
Not a fake friend group who everyone gossipping behind each others back and not a bestie i cant keep up,but it wasnt her fault tho.. peoples could change i understand,i hope i could do it too.
What a shame i start to lose my hope.
Saying goodbye to my childhood friends soon..
Graduation is by the end of May, i can sense all the memories burning away slowly as time goes on.
Memories are something that can be held in high regard and as long as those memories live so do your friendships. It's not the end more like the beginning of something different. Something fun. Stay safe friend good luck in this chaotic world. ❤
wooow, thanks a lot
enjoy ❤️🔥
Épic play list
There is a way , am feeling low and listen to this , it takes me really low , but after , u fee energized and ready to keep pushing on , ,
For anyone curious. The picture is from "I want to eat your pancreas." It is a beautifully written, though painful anime. 10 out of 10 recommend. That said, amazing playlist, my guy.
finally got the anime, thanks a bunch 🤍
God's got you all. "So with you: Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy." John 16:22
'' Maybe together but not for ever'' saddest thing i've ever heard...
Hello
I'm soooo stressed about school I have the bac exam and it's really hard in Morocco where I live so i do lot of housework and this playlist helped me to feel what i needed to
I'm sure you will be rewarded for your efforts, let us know how your exam went :)
@@Ikraaa._. As soon as I do it
I well tel you how was it
Thx for your message ☺️
@@rayanexp8245 have a good day ✨
thank you
Welcome!
TUHS tbh you are the best channel ever I saw you reply to a lot comment and it is so appreciate of you man hope you have a good day ! :3
thanks for the kind words ♥️
I do really appreciate it and I hope you have the best day/night ever ✨
@@TUHS You too ! 🩷
I’m done caring I’m done living I’m. Just. Done…
This hit me in places that really hurt
Still miss her
Lemme ask you broken up people something for a second: If you were told you had only 3 days left to live what would you do? Have fun right? Go out with family and friends right? Go to the park, workout maybe right? So if you were told a girl likes you over and over again and she breaks your heart mentality what’s stopping you from enjoying what I just said? Going out, going to the park, gym, family, friends, hobbies. Tell me why when your heart gets broken you cry and wimp but when your heart will stop you go out and enjoy life? It’s hard it’s tuff to move on sure but it’s not the end of the world, you can still enjoy everything with or without whomever broke your heart! If I was told someone liked me I’d give it a chance but if they decide to break my heart I’m not gonna stay in my room all day, I’m going to the park still, I’m gonna visit my friends my family, ima gonna work out like I normally do, I’m gonna sleep early, I’m gonna do everything the same as I always would, why? Cause it’s just one person leaving. There’s 8 billion people on earth and you are sad one person doesn’t want you? Who cares? There’s still 9.999.999.999 billion people who want you, so why focus on one or more people? I’ve been hurt before but it’s never stopped me from doing what I loved, going out, playing games, visiting people, watching movie/TVshows, I don’t let no one stop me (unless legally) if you ever think no one wants you I’m always here for someone to talk to! I’ve been there for so many people and I’m still here for anyone strangers, friends, close friends, family, or just anyone at all.
Thank you, the same thing goes for you❤❤
@@Heyshutup-xs no problem, just know I’m always here for someone
the wallpaper....
nostalgia...
Do u know the sauce?
Thank you man, I love you
Love you too man 🫂
Thank you for this playist I dont feel well but when I watch this video I feel beter
TYSM 🌟
♥️♥️
That background image! 😣 I dont know, but im getting a feeling that i never felt, who made that 🛐
This playlist is so beutiful🥰🥰
I appreciate ❤️🔥
My boyfriend broke up with me two days after our date and i had no idea it was our last time together. I would have cherished it more.😢
I'm so sorry hun :( You have space now to hopefully find someone to love just as much as you did him. Learn from this, cherish every moment you share with someone even if you're not doing anything but sitting in silence.
i almost cry
Being alone giving me a peace, Freedom, Happiness i love how im being alone
I finally found the person that makes me happy, just to cruel that everything's working against us. So I guess I'll go back to having no home
"dont be sad shes just not right but there still one person that waiting for you to come back"jesus love(o3o)
The most painful part was watching her crying on her bed... The bed that we shared so many good times like Halloween coming home after walking around and watching movies until that got cut off by her needing to leave or when we layed and talked for hours... I remember her favorite vinyl was playing the album that had helped bring us together in our last days but that music has turned sour Everytime I hear those songs all I can think is of her and how the last time that I will ever be in that room with her I left her crying not able to think straight through the pain... I know throughout I was walked over I know I'm happyer now but the image of how happy she was how happy I could have been if she changed I wish it was different I wish instead of how I left you on that night we could have just kissed and made up I wish I wasn't forced to hold onto the ghost of who you were I wish you could have seen how badly you were hurting me... I loved you I wish you loved me enough to change before it was to late
I moved from place to place
Country to country
City to City.
I never got the feeling what it felt like...
To have a friend that always stuck with you.
Just got my heart kinda broken lol. This playlist kinda expresses how i feel rn.
maybe this is our last time together, I felt sad, I don't know but for her I'm just a boy that can't appreciate her, but in fact I did everything all my best, just to keep her mine but now everything was gone hope she's doing well, without me.
❤Thanks
It’s good to know there’s a lot like us 🥰
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the last time i saw her i never once thought that it would or could be the last time, she was my crush and i still love her and the last time i saw her i ignored her because i was petty, i just wanted her attention and to talk to me but she clearly didn't want to talk to me (i didn't realize back then) and she couldn't even be honest to me about it, she's blocked me on 2 different messaging platforms and i'm never gonna see or talk to her every again, listening to this made my heart ache for her (like other things) but a bit more painful
❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
Hmph, looks like it makes 2 of us. Exactly the same storyline as mine. She blocked me on everything, Its sad that no one accepts truth & light and only darkness.
Ive tried protecting her from her friends, from the little bits of things that i was informed of since we began. I tried leading her to a brighter path, not just leading, it is not my duty neither. As a man it was not my part, yet i had to take action too cuz I am her man and harm to her will not stand or shall i let it go her way. I will never let that happen or harm to come her way again, being drunk and getting taken photos, forced to date someone by those who she calls "friends". Whats the meaning in helping? The meaning in love & trust? A mother? A brother? A grandfather? Friends? i wont-. The human race has by far corrupted my feelings, along with the demon race (not as much as the humans).
im just tired.
Her last words were "you have to move on". Out of the blues, she said: "mom said not to talk to you anymore".
Let me explan: her mother is never there for her children, she goes out partying, drinking with friends, smoking at her friends or ex's houses. Thats all she does!!! She has a baby, and my lover (her older sister) takes care of her while she (mom) goes out and stuff, she comes home late when she said she would be back early!!!!
I wont go into full detail, but no one can help in anyway. :]
Theres a reason why destruction must come first before creation.
Anyways this is why i started playing games and just upload random videos no matter how long. I'll seek my way back to her one way or another.
No matter the costs. . . .
@@dragonthekidd damn thats rough, hopefully you get a chance to get back to her, its too late for me, i just have to move on and live with the memories of her, i'll always love her
@@EzraH214 nothing is never too late
@@dragonthekidd i delusionally told myself that for far too long, i wasted too many opportunities, maybe if i acted more confident she would've given me a chance but its pointless to think about it, its likely she would never have loved me in that way no matter how i acted