Perhaps it's for the best if i turn around and face it. However, i need to prepare. I need to go away, even for just a bit. Who knows, maybe i'll encounter something nice along the way.
i wish i was a kid again living with my dad probably the last time i was genuinely happy idc if the living situation was bad or unsafe it was still with my dad and i wish i can get the 8 years without him back i feel like my life would be different and thank you for this music keep doing what ur doing i love it im crying at 6:30am and ur music helped me get some of my emotions out thank you
Everyday these thoughts circle around my head, i wish they either went away or finally took action. Im so tired of all of this. To some my life is "perfect" but to me my life fucking sucks.
The path i've been following for as long as i can remember is gone. Its dark, and quiet. Im lost. Still, he told me, as long as i keep moving, i'll find a way, and if not; I will forge my own.
My life makes no sense, I wish money wasn't an issue and I could just wander around the world endlessly instead of sitting at a desk everyday. I don't want to grow old like that please
Friend, I love your music It gives a deep comforting sadness. Would it be okay to use some of your music in a Silent Hill fan video I may work on? Will credit you, of course. And it is purely a passion project.
3 times..3 times she "pranked me" into thinking she loves me. A sick joke that ruined my entire life..she used to text me alot, and so I did too. One day she types I love you, I still remember the feeling of being loved for the first time. Then she said it's a prank. She did it 2 more times before I scolded her. About a year later I told her this time I love you, she said she was deeply sorry for what she had done to me, and she was only a kid and that it's her fault. I told her it's ok.. I still see her ig stories and all, we dont talk at all now (Social and religous rules that we respect), and she probably likes another guy. I just wanna be loved by a girl, I want a companion, a partner..
Make sure you love yourself first, my friend. Be interested in yourself, take care of yourself. If you spend time chasing butterflies, they'll only fly away. If you build a garden, the butterflies come to you.
I want a companion too, solitude makes me sick. Last week I had a date with the perfect girl, I even kissed her, then she ghosted me and eventually said we didn't match. Have been crying every evening since then.
@@djt8937 you know what's the worse thing is? I actually tried and I'm still doing this. I'm hitting the gym and I'm in better shape than the time I first met her. I'm more educated as well and I can say I'm physically and somewhat mentally better. But the lonliness just kills me man, I don't chase women due to the Islamic society norms and rules and I'm thankful for them on one hand, on the other I feel like shit when I remember I'm gonna have to wait at least 6 years before I get married..(I'm 18)
@@ExecutionSommaire Jesus dude that sucks hard..I'm sorry you have to go through this now. Work on yourself for the time being and I hope you find someone that is your real partner..best of luck
The urge to disappear and never come back.
Everyday😭 🇫🇷✈️🇺🇸
Perhaps it's for the best if i turn around and face it.
However, i need to prepare. I need to go away, even for just a bit.
Who knows, maybe i'll encounter something nice along the way.
Your YT banner is really cool. I love that aesthetic.
Thank you
I sleep peacefully with your videos every night... Thanks for what you do, you're in my prayers, you are not alone ❤
i wish i was a kid again living with my dad probably the last time i was genuinely happy idc if the living situation was bad or unsafe it was still with my dad and i wish i can get the 8 years without him back i feel like my life would be different and thank you for this music keep doing what ur doing i love it im crying at 6:30am and ur music helped me get some of my emotions out thank you
Thank you 💗
// I walk the void, and through this journey, I learn that no place shall embrace me. //
// Felt like that'd fit this. //
the void is dark. but i’ve walked this way for long. light cant change the path now for i am gone
/wanted to add something. hope you like it:) /
@@j.c.9990 // Arguably the best response I've seen. //
It’s a better day when you upload
The path to paradise, begins in hell. Solider through the hard times - you're loved & needed. Much love.
Everyday these thoughts circle around my head, i wish they either went away or finally took action. Im so tired of all of this. To some my life is "perfect" but to me my life fucking sucks.
The path i've been following for as long as i can remember is gone.
Its dark, and quiet. Im lost.
Still, he told me, as long as i keep moving, i'll find a way, and if not;
I will forge my own.
Entiendes la escencia de la música de Silent Hill. Muchas gracias por tu trabajo
Damn first time being this early, also luv your video
thank uuu 🖤
they're come back these FCKING THOUGHTS
thx for being here
Your videos… a safeplace.
I fucking hate having feelings, I would have left my family years ago.
My life makes no sense, I wish money wasn't an issue and I could just wander around the world endlessly instead of sitting at a desk everyday. I don't want to grow old like that please
I am tired of disappearing, without actually being disappeared.
I like your vids bro keep posting
Merci departure je t’aime
I don't wanna be sad, nor happy, I just want to free my mind, and think of nothing for a moment
LESGOOOOOOO
Yay another playlist 😊
Is it possible to make video like where you are just walking in the dark it really gives that sense of being missing
i want to become a fish and go to many places.
Friend, I love your music It gives a deep comforting sadness. Would it be okay to use some of your music in a Silent Hill fan video I may work on?
Will credit you, of course. And it is purely a passion project.
Minecraft vibes my goodness..
i miss myself
Word
3 times..3 times she "pranked me" into thinking she loves me. A sick joke that ruined my entire life..she used to text me alot, and so I did too. One day she types I love you, I still remember the feeling of being loved for the first time. Then she said it's a prank. She did it 2 more times before I scolded her. About a year later I told her this time I love you, she said she was deeply sorry for what she had done to me, and she was only a kid and that it's her fault. I told her it's ok..
I still see her ig stories and all, we dont talk at all now (Social and religous rules that we respect), and she probably likes another guy.
I just wanna be loved by a girl, I want a companion, a partner..
Make sure you love yourself first, my friend. Be interested in yourself, take care of yourself.
If you spend time chasing butterflies, they'll only fly away. If you build a garden, the butterflies come to you.
I want a companion too, solitude makes me sick. Last week I had a date with the perfect girl, I even kissed her, then she ghosted me and eventually said we didn't match. Have been crying every evening since then.
honest solitude is better than fake love
@@djt8937 you know what's the worse thing is? I actually tried and I'm still doing this. I'm hitting the gym and I'm in better shape than the time I first met her. I'm more educated as well and I can say I'm physically and somewhat mentally better.
But the lonliness just kills me man, I don't chase women due to the Islamic society norms and rules and I'm thankful for them on one hand, on the other I feel like shit when I remember I'm gonna have to wait at least 6 years before I get married..(I'm 18)
@@ExecutionSommaire Jesus dude that sucks hard..I'm sorry you have to go through this now. Work on yourself for the time being and I hope you find someone that is your real partner..best of luck
I don't wanna be sad, nor happy, I just want to free my mind, and think of nothing for a moment