Today my grandfather died after suffering from cancer for a long time. It really hurts me to realize that he is no more. But this music really helps me come to terms with it. I have no one to talk to about it, and if this comment is seen at least here, I won't be so lonely.
your not alone we are here may your grandfather rest in peace and i wish you to have a wonderful day just remember he is still with you watching over you god bless you have a nice day :)
This music makes me feel that I am walking in a still world. A world that needs some movement and identity, but everything seems so disintegrated and broken that no one can jix it and make it better. Sometimes it even feels like life trying to sprout in this world would itself be a joke on what life stands for. But only we are present there, only a few people, who can make sense of this place, who can unfortunately, only add to the monotonous and irreparable state of this world, that which we are so desperately trying to escape and leave for good. Seeing any semblance of human settlement or life in a place like this makes me not want to be there, but it is inevitable. Sometimes it even amazes me that how can such a selection of 'songs' even exist? Who fathomed this? Who believed in it? Who wanted it? We don't know......
You're thinking about something rather complicated. However, I could tell that you are an intelligent person who thinks deeply about things. This isn't sarcasm or anything. It's my honest opinion. please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
The real world is cruel, harsh, bitter, bad... yet its also somehow beautiful, like a pretty snake deceiving their prey to consume them with despair, but the prey is aware of that..
i'm a 15 year old girl. i was diagnosed with anxiety and anorexia 4 months ago. it's not easy. i want to relapse. i want to die. i want to forget about everything. i hate how i look and how i act. i am an overachieving perfectionist, burnt out gifted kid. i used to be happy when i got an A, now i just feel disappointed because it's not perfect. unless i feel exhausted physically, mentally, emotionally and socially, i don't feel like i've done enough. school is stressful and i picked up a lot of extra activities (student council, japanese classes, driving school, organizing an event) to finally feel proud of myself, to finally feel like i'm worth something. it doesn't work. in fact, nothing is working out. i genuinely feel like i don't have a future. i know i'm smart, i know i'm capable and i know that i technically should be able to do it, but i just... can't.
@@nicolaslettau9926 thank you for these kind words, they cheered me up a bit. sadly though, you can't help me i'm afraid. it's a problem rooted in my psyche and mind meaning that no external factors can fix it. i just needed to vent. thank you though!
@@coffeefilterI’m sorry you’re experiencing that much pain at your age. Life doesn’t get much easier when you get older, but you do become stronger. 24 here, OCD, autism and depression with social anxiety, believe me, I’ve wanted to o*f myself more than once. I sincerely hope things get better for you.
i feel you on this one, Jesus Christ made me understand everything, my first week of consistently reading the bible (book of james) made me see the world from a different prespective, maybe give it a try this might be a sign 🔥
Don't beat yourself up, coffee, ive watched my family drift apart and nearly killed myself trying to hold them together, if you don't feel happy with the current outcome then do something else abt it... i got tired of doing that so I started rebuilding an old atv, that's might work for you, try rebuilding something or woodworking or go hangout with friends, all I'm saying is, don't look at the shitty parts in the current moment, look at how far you've come and how much fun things you've done along the way
Escaping reality never disappoints with no regrets of feeling it. It feels so unreal like a illusion to just escape reality... Don't escape reality Just forget reality Reality was just a vast moment of past life ---Illusim
Trying to find just one more reason to live. To not give up. But I don't think I'll find one in time. Just.... Just a little bit more time... you can surely get through this. It's what I always tell myself but that only delays my thoughts of letting go of the last thread that Im clinging to... I think I might just NOT YET. But every day the mental exhaustion just gets worse always on the edge of a mental breakdown and yet... I'm not asking for pity nor sympathy infact I'm just trying to distract myself from my thoughts just before typing this I was looking out my window (I'm on the second floor) and contemplating whether or not I should open the window and just jump head first. I'm not okay and I acknowledge that (I'm going to stop here and try to find a reason to keep myself from giving up more than I already have)
Hello. I don't know about your life. 'Sonder' is my philosophy. I won't tell you that, "it Will be alright" but can you just wait? Just wait. Don't wait for anything to make you feel okay about things but wait for yourself. Just wait. 'Life' is not any one single event that occurred to you. Wait.
No se si es la realidad o no, pero así sea por una hora escuchando estas playlist; puedo sentir mi enfoque mental profundo y dejar pensamientos intrusivos atras.
good morning!!! There's nothing wrong with fighting bravely, but being natural and not forcing yourself will lead you to the most natural and happy path. please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
No. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
Sometimes I have dreams/nightmares so vivid it feels like I'm connecting with a different dimension.. And I don't like it Pretty sure I dreamt of this exact house as a lil child, but in a wintery setting
I'm Japanese, but I've noticed that many foreigners write abstract, poetic sentences. I think it's amazing. please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
I don't want to move on. What do you mean it's gonna be 2025? Wasn't it just 2024? 2023? 2022? Where is this time going? I hate this. I'm a hyperempath and get connected to everything, and I haven't moved houses once in my lifetime, which means I've had this room my entire life. What do you mean this room won't be mine anymore? What do you mean I'll be across the world? Is this really something I want to sacrifice just for a dream that might not work out? Too much.. I feel like I'm running out of time, I only have 4 years of having my room left and then I have to say goodbye for.. forever. I can't say goodbye forever, thats not who I am...
Nothing lasts forever, not even this fear you are experiencing. Life is both joy and sadness, light and dark, it wouldn’t be called life without it. Know that you are not alone, and you are loved very much even if you don’t believe it. Eventually this fear will leave and you will find joy again. You just have to trust in whatever it is you believe in… a higher a power, the creator, God, yourself… the universe. You are much more than this pain you are feeling. You are worth so much, and you are valuable in this earth. I don’t know you, but I know exactly how you are feeling because I’ve been there myself. Trust that this too shall pass, and you will find joy again, and when you do, embrace fully and experience it. Life is not easy, but it is worth it, you are worth it.
Why tf is everyone opening up in the comments while me being me, just listening to the music while making fake scenarios 😭😭 (Not like I complain or anything about people who are opening up, I just wish I could've help them or could've open up as well, though after I read the comments it makes me feel like I have nothing serious to open up and just exaggerating)
this isn't reality, it is a copy of a real world that was designed so beautifully by the demiurge In order to trick immortal souls into believing death is real whilst harvesting their energy
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Today my grandfather died after suffering from cancer for a long time. It really hurts me to realize that he is no more. But this music really helps me come to terms with it. I have no one to talk to about it, and if this comment is seen at least here, I won't be so lonely.
your not alone we are here may your grandfather rest in peace and i wish you to have a wonderful day just remember he is still with you watching over you god bless you have a nice day :)
@@hunter-mh9ol Thank you for such kind wishes and words❤️. I really appreciate it. Have a nice day too)
sorry for your loss
@@LSTSOUNDS Thank you❤️🩹
We’re here for you if you like to talk about it there are people who are ready to hear you and be with you ❤️
This music makes me feel that I am walking in a still world. A world that needs some movement and identity, but everything seems so disintegrated and broken that no one can jix it and make it better. Sometimes it even feels like life trying to sprout in this world would itself be a joke on what life stands for.
But only we are present there, only a few people, who can make sense of this place, who can unfortunately, only add to the monotonous and irreparable state of this world, that which we are so desperately trying to escape and leave for good.
Seeing any semblance of human settlement or life in a place like this makes me not want to be there, but it is inevitable. Sometimes it even amazes me that how can such a selection of 'songs' even exist? Who fathomed this? Who believed in it? Who wanted it? We don't know......
You're thinking about something rather complicated. However, I could tell that you are an intelligent person who thinks deeply about things.
This isn't sarcasm or anything. It's my honest opinion.
please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
I've always came here as a way of escaping the harsh reality of life
💙
You are not alone
Reality is always bitter..
The real world is cruel, harsh, bitter, bad... yet its also somehow beautiful, like a pretty snake deceiving their prey to consume them with despair, but the prey is aware of that..
Ty for providing this songs dont stop posting we need u
i'm a 15 year old girl. i was diagnosed with anxiety and anorexia 4 months ago. it's not easy. i want to relapse. i want to die. i want to forget about everything. i hate how i look and how i act. i am an overachieving perfectionist, burnt out gifted kid.
i used to be happy when i got an A, now i just feel disappointed because it's not perfect. unless i feel exhausted physically, mentally, emotionally and socially, i don't feel like i've done enough.
school is stressful and i picked up a lot of extra activities (student council, japanese classes, driving school, organizing an event) to finally feel proud of myself, to finally feel like i'm worth something.
it doesn't work. in fact, nothing is working out. i genuinely feel like i don't have a future. i know i'm smart, i know i'm capable and i know that i technically should be able to do it, but i just... can't.
You are worth it.❤ I don't know you at all, but I really admire you. Is there something I could do for you?
@@nicolaslettau9926 thank you for these kind words, they cheered me up a bit. sadly though, you can't help me i'm afraid. it's a problem rooted in my psyche and mind meaning that no external factors can fix it. i just needed to vent. thank you though!
@@coffeefilterI’m sorry you’re experiencing that much pain at your age. Life doesn’t get much easier when you get older, but you do become stronger.
24 here, OCD, autism and depression with social anxiety, believe me, I’ve wanted to o*f myself more than once.
I sincerely hope things get better for you.
i feel you on this one, Jesus Christ made me understand everything, my first week of consistently reading the bible (book of james) made me see the world from a different prespective, maybe give it a try this might be a sign 🔥
Don't beat yourself up, coffee, ive watched my family drift apart and nearly killed myself trying to hold them together, if you don't feel happy with the current outcome then do something else abt it... i got tired of doing that so I started rebuilding an old atv, that's might work for you, try rebuilding something or woodworking or go hangout with friends, all I'm saying is, don't look at the shitty parts in the current moment, look at how far you've come and how much fun things you've done along the way
Thank you for bringing me peace in this place of solitude. I hope everyone has a good day
💜
Beautiful soothing music, and an amazing image as always! Thanks so much.💖
Escaping reality never disappoints with no regrets of feeling it. It feels so unreal like a illusion to just escape reality...
Don't escape reality
Just forget reality
Reality was just a vast moment of past life
---Illusim
Your music always calms me down
i'm glad ❤
I will be able to relax and sleep deeply thanks to the comfortable sound.
The videos on this channel are FANTASTIC.. Thank you for your creations
This is perfect for studying the reality of God in His holy Word
good morning.
please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
This music blocks any mental activity!
I like this
G o o d n i g h t
Trying to find just one more reason to live. To not give up. But I don't think I'll find one in time. Just.... Just a little bit more time... you can surely get through this. It's what I always tell myself but that only delays my thoughts of letting go of the last thread that Im clinging to... I think I might just NOT YET. But every day the mental exhaustion just gets worse always on the edge of a mental breakdown and yet... I'm not asking for pity nor sympathy infact I'm just trying to distract myself from my thoughts just before typing this I was looking out my window (I'm on the second floor) and contemplating whether or not I should open the window and just jump head first. I'm not okay and I acknowledge that (I'm going to stop here and try to find a reason to keep myself from giving up more than I already have)
Hello.
I don't know about your life. 'Sonder' is my philosophy. I won't tell you that, "it Will be alright" but can you just wait? Just wait. Don't wait for anything to make you feel okay about things but wait for yourself.
Just wait. 'Life' is not any one single event that occurred to you. Wait.
No se si es la realidad o no, pero así sea por una hora escuchando estas playlist; puedo sentir mi enfoque mental profundo y dejar pensamientos intrusivos atras.
I don't suffer from depression, but.. There are days when I almost get mentally lost. However I will keep fighting, I have to fight!
good morning!!!
There's nothing wrong with fighting bravely, but being natural and not forcing yourself will lead you to the most natural and happy path.
please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
love this!
H Y P E R R E A L I T Y
No.
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
--Diamond Dragons (series)
If its not gonna create a problem for you, can you please tell me how do you get these music from spotify without copyright?
Everything has copyright.
However, how you use it can cause various problems.
please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
Sometimes I have dreams/nightmares so vivid it feels like I'm connecting with a different dimension.. And I don't like it
Pretty sure I dreamt of this exact house as a lil child, but in a wintery setting
💗
yea
Bəlkədə biz burda olmamalıydıq yəqin Allahdandi ama elə məqamlar var ki onlari unutmaq olmur
I'm Japanese, but I've noticed that many foreigners write abstract, poetic sentences. I think it's amazing.
please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
What do you think? is it the dreamers who see the truth, or is this all we get? 🌌
I don't want to move on.
What do you mean it's gonna be 2025? Wasn't it just 2024? 2023? 2022? Where is this time going?
I hate this. I'm a hyperempath and get connected to everything, and I haven't moved houses once in my lifetime, which means I've had this room my entire life.
What do you mean this room won't be mine anymore? What do you mean I'll be across the world? Is this really something I want to sacrifice just for a dream that might not work out?
Too much.. I feel like I'm running out of time, I only have 4 years of having my room left and then I have to say goodbye for.. forever. I can't say goodbye forever, thats not who I am...
early(first comment)
Sleep well, everyone
you too
@@EAEEOEAyou too 💤
U too
I'm too scared to live and too cowardly to kill myself... this compilation leaves me hovering between these feelings.
please stay
Nothing lasts forever, not even this fear you are experiencing. Life is both joy and sadness, light and dark, it wouldn’t be called life without it. Know that you are not alone, and you are loved very much even if you don’t believe it. Eventually this fear will leave and you will find joy again. You just have to trust in whatever it is you believe in… a higher a power, the creator, God, yourself… the universe. You are much more than this pain you are feeling. You are worth so much, and you are valuable in this earth. I don’t know you, but I know exactly how you are feeling because I’ve been there myself. Trust that this too shall pass, and you will find joy again, and when you do, embrace fully and experience it. Life is not easy, but it is worth it, you are worth it.
Jesus is the answer
@ Not for me.
Reality is when you have lost everything even yourself.
No, this ain't reality. Reality is much safer than this. :)
maybe for you
@adrianmikulski6845 Of course for me, it's me Dan. But sooner or later things could become dangerous for everybody. :)
good morning.
please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
hey
Am I dreaming
раньше я расслаблялся под такую музыку, теперь я пуст. что со мной?
I seriously wonder..
If you cannot talk or type to me or anyone else for that matter when you sleep and dream, then this is still reality
Why tf is everyone opening up in the comments while me being me, just listening to the music while making fake scenarios 😭😭
(Not like I complain or anything about people who are opening up, I just wish I could've help them or could've open up as well, though after I read the comments it makes me feel like I have nothing serious to open up and just exaggerating)
Your comment is very insightful and unusual.
please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
These new AI mixes all look and sound exactly the same
𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙮? 🥀
good morning
please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
this isn't reality, it is a copy of a real world that was designed so beautifully by the demiurge In order to trick immortal souls into believing death is real whilst harvesting their energy
That's an interesting comment.
please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
@@SOUEIYAMAOKA will do bro always like new music!
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