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i know i can create my expereince and shape it i know it deeply and i will hold on till then ,one day ill be there

i want to be your strength too.

Im so happy i found your ac

I am 18 and suffering from almost 5years not just mentally. I was the boy who had the above average physical, above average brain capability(i topped my every single class till 11th), i had potential, clear goal in life for future to support my family and also the every person who knew me believed me that i would be a great person in every aspect but when the fate came in front of me and said that you are not allowed to even live anymore and from that time, i became the person that went to his lowest point possible in life....................................... i am just speechless

I wanted to save everyone, but no one ever saved me.

the only ones I can save are those who are already ready to be saved

I belong in Silent Hill

I'm tired too, I know how you feel. But that's okay. We can't all be strong, all the time. It's moments like this, where we can enjoy some respite. Regain our energy, and keep pushing forward. Keep searching for that reason to live for.

I’m physically here but that’s it…..32 and I can safely say this sucks

To anyone reading this you're loved.

I'm fucking hideous

just want the pain to end im tired i cant deal with shit no more all just crumbling down

We all belong somewhere. When you wake at 3:16 am and you feel alone, like no one understands your pain. Remember that number the universe is trying to tell you something important.

The comfort of having people you love around you will certainly help you deal with many problems, but if loneliness is ahead, remember that it is temporary, because soon you will have People in the same situation as you, you know how to suffer so instead of sinking into this darkness you could help other people to get out of this darkness, because when you do a good deed Somehow it will be reciprocated, and you may even be able to get out of this darkness. What I want to say is that you are not alone. Many people feel this emptiness, but with unity we can fill this void Together.

i dont know what the hell im doing here, i dont know where im going to be in 5 years and i dont know how to feel about it. we're all gonna die someday, right? everything is so pointless, weird, superficial... i wish i could be different. i wish i could make my mom pround of me.

this hits so fucking hard, your titles always appear in my recommended at the perfect time. reflecting what i really feel in the current moment.

Great atmosphere, as always. Thanks, D.

I am here because I need to write. Writing is my lifeline it is what gave me a purpose to live and not end it all when I was hopeless because I had lost all my dreams of being a professional dancer due to no support or backbone from my family and otherwise. They mocked me, made fun of me and whatnot just so I couldn't achieve it, and writing became my only outlet and slowly my dream, passion and love. But my parents never took the opportunity to understand me like they did my siblings and never tried to. They kept pushing me until and broke and I don't speak to them at all unless necessary because I still live under them and I still am nowhere near my dream of a big break, but I write everywhere, my blog, my Inkitt account even my Instagram as I love to create what I can. But their words and comments hurt more than I like to admit, and it pains me more than I like to admit that my siblings got the parents I wanted my whole life. I am just here to remain calm, keep my peace and not fall apart. Why does it hurt so much? I don't know despite making peace with it. I don't know. I just know I don't know where to put it except my words. I don't want to give up my dream of being a writer. I would rather end it all than give away that one thing that gives me purpose.

keep wondering what my purpose is, & why no matter how hard I try, I can never find love or keep them in my life.. I just keep floating endlessly I guess until my time is up…

this is so beautilful

Listening to these help me reflect on life and where I'm going in it, but it also makes me feel peace, like as if I'm either floating in the ocean without a care in the world or that the rain falls and never stops, at least that's where I find the most peace, thank you for making these

Well done. Everything.

At least my phone knows when to console me

because you're an irreplaceable person to me.

I have no control over the way I’ve been feeling lately, I’m just sort of hiding behind this fake smile I have while I’m out in public. I enjoy the interactions I make when other people it’s the best part of my day like seriously it is, I enjoy getting advice from older people with more life experience but when I’m alone I just overthink so much and I don’t know how to handle or control my feelings for others. I also crave affection from other person but I don’t know if they have the same crave I have for them.

Silent hill 2 is released! Make fantastic great videos no it.

I was digging this till I realized what was happening on my screen. great music. just low key kinda creepy with the character rocking back and forth.

Specifically for me; no. I live with the mindset yhat I am already dead. No, not depressed 00's emo, but as in "I hate my life, and if it doesn't matter anyway let's live our life for lives that feel they do matter; that matters". And? Well, my complacency has wandered into a place that no matter what I do I'm going to fuck up at least half of everything. I don't hate my life for my sake alone; I hate my life for everyone-around-me's sake.

I believe that I have plateau'd and failed in life, living with family, dead end job, a relationship that feels like it's ending. I know things can get better, and they will. It's just that the current moment is soul crushing, and it's killing me that I can't somehow fix it.

I dont think so...

So much sadness here. Some lost. Some broken. However none remain completely destroyed, there is still time to repair yourself. To rise above of Oceans current. Ascend to the sky, and become the mighty Phoenix.

I Love you Jesus Loves you God Bless in Jesus' Mighty Name 😊 ❤‭‭Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. ❤God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.❤For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you, Jesus ❤'s you 2 Timothy 3:1-17 ESV [1] But understand this, that in the last days there will come times of difficulty. [2] For people will be lovers of self, lovers of money, proud, arrogant, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, [3] heartless, unappeasable, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not loving good, [4] treacherous, reckless, swollen with conceit, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, [5] having the appearance of godliness, but denying its power. Avoid such people. [6] For among them are those who creep into households and capture weak women, burdened with sins and led astray by various passions, [7] always learning and never able to arrive at a knowledge of the truth. [8] Just as Jannes and Jambres opposed Moses, so these men also oppose the truth, men corrupted in mind and disqualified regarding the faith. [9] But they will not get very far, for their folly will be plain to all, as was that of those two men. [10] You, however, have followed my teaching, my conduct, my aim in life, my faith, my patience, my love, my steadfastness, [11] my persecutions and sufferings that happened to me at Antioch, at Iconium, and at Lystra-which persecutions I endured; yet from them all the Lord rescued me. [12] Indeed, all who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted, [13] while evil people and impostors will go on from bad to worse, deceiving and being deceived. [14] But as for you, continue in what you have learned and have firmly believed, knowing from whom you learned it [15] and how from childhood you have been acquainted with the sacred writings, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith in Christ Jesus. [16] All Scripture is breathed out by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for training in righteousness, [17] that the man of God may be complete, equipped for every good work. 1 John 2:1-29 ESV [1] My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you may not sin. But if anyone does sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous. [2] He is the propitiation for our sins, and not for ours only but also for the sins of the whole world. [3] And by this we know that we have come to know him, if we keep his commandments. [4] Whoever says “I know him” but does not keep his commandments is a liar, and the truth is not in him, [5] but whoever keeps his word, in him truly the love of God is perfected. By this we may know that we are in him: [6] whoever says he abides in him ought to walk in the same way in which he walked. [7] Beloved, I am writing you no new commandment, but an old commandment that you had from the beginning. The old commandment is the word that you have heard. [8] At the same time, it is a new commandment that I am writing to you, which is true in him and in you, because the darkness is passing away and the true light is already shining. [9] Whoever says he is in the light and hates his brother is still in darkness. [10] Whoever loves his brother abides in the light, and in him there is no cause for stumbling. [11] But whoever hates his brother is in the darkness and walks in the darkness, and does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes. [12] I am writing to you, little children, because your sins are forgiven for his name’s sake. [13] I am writing to you, fathers, because you know him who is from the beginning. I am writing to you, young men, because you have overcome the evil one. I write to you, children, because you know the Father. [14] I write to you, fathers, because you know him who is from the beginning. I write to you, young men, because you are strong, and the word of God abides in you, and you have overcome the evil one. [15] Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. [16] For all that is in the world-the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life-is not from the Father but is from the world. [17] And the world is passing away along with its desires, but whoever does the will of God abides forever. [18] Children, it is the last hour, and as you have heard that antichrist is coming, so now many antichrists have come. Therefore we know that it is the last hour. [19] They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us. But they went out, that it might become plain that they all are not of us. [20] But you have been anointed by the Holy One, and you all have knowledge. [21] I write to you, not because you do not know the truth, but because you know it, and because no lie is of the truth. [22] Who is the liar but he who denies that Jesus is the Christ? This is the antichrist, he who denies the Father and the Son. [23] No one who denies the Son has the Father. Whoever confesses the Son has the Father also. [24] Let what you heard from the beginning abide in you. If what you heard from the beginning abides in you, then you too will abide in the Son and in the Father. [25] And this is the promise that he made to us-eternal life. [26] I write these things to you about those who are trying to deceive you. [27] But the anointing that you received from him abides in you, and you have no need that anyone should teach you. But as his anointing teaches you about everything, and is true, and is no lie-just as it has taught you, abide in him. [28] And now, little children, abide in him, so that when he appears we may have confidence and not shrink from him in shame at his coming. [29] If you know that he is righteous, you may be sure that everyone who practices righteousness has been born of him. ❤😊

I wanna fall asleep, but a really long one, I’m tired and I think it’s my time to say goodbye….

I probably listen lot around December. It’s peaceful music.

I hope nobody found that but idk who am I, idk what to do. I feel lost in this world, like I’m never in the right place, like if this world will never fit me. I’m so scared. I’m young and I feel like I throw away my life

I wish I could be pure, innocent, clean...like a princess. In fact, like a proper girl. I never really felt like a girl at all even though I have the physical body of a girl. I always felt out of place to the point where I can never even consider myself a human being in comparison to normal girls, to beautiful girls. God, I wish in my next life that I can be a proper girl so I could finally feel like a princess. Amen. ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Let go and just be.

i know it can be hard and that sometimes you feel like you can’t find the end of the pain, but trust me, everything will be fine. someone over there is caring about you, you’re never alone. i love you.

my life's been busy, i don't have as much time to support you anymore

i dont know and im so tired of this

When you find where you belong, you can finally capitalize "I"

for a long time good people have been too depressed and it continues still . the remedy has never been easy . the title and the music match the need for solace and lone contemplation from the toxic noise of the world outside and within . you have captured its essence .. thankyou .......There is no one here my friends ...... just us .........we are not alone yet we respect and give each other the space and the impenetrable walls inbetween until we find it fitting to let others in our dark yet solacing , black yet blissful den .....Till then rest easy and rest knowing you are in a place unseen and unfound and permanently insulated from the toxicity of the world

No matter how long I've gotten over my ex, I still love her. Even though she already has another bf in another school, I still miss those simple times when we just talked about random things in our heads, kept repeating our goodnights to one another, stayed up until 3am judt chatting or sleep calling, and most importantly, those moments at night we had deep talks between one another that lasted at times until 3 in the morning. How I wish to go back to that time were for the first time I loved somebody else besides my parents. How it was both our first time in an actual relationship trying to navigate the complex web of love. I just wish I wasn't so lustful at that time, kept our relationship hidden from my parents for a long time, prevented myself from falling into anxiety and overthinking that it made our relationship toxic, and wished I was stronger both physically and mentally at that time. But alas, its too late for me to continue complaining about my regrets whether I like it or not. Nonetheless, my feelings for her will always stay the same no matter what. I'll never forget the memories we've made together on that relationship and how much it has taught me about myself and the things I have to work on myself. Thank you for loving me, Akia. Elijah-

i don't wanna wake up tomorrow it's not funny anymore

Who am I?