I feel the same way with wanting to leave it all behind, but I can't. After all, everybody matters to somebody. I may not even realize how much of an impact I have made on someone else's life or that I really mattered to someone. There were even times where I felt like I had nothing to live for, but I thought about the people that I would leave behind, and that's why I'm still here today. I also have my precious fur babies as my emotional support animals. Enough about me, go live your life. There's more to life than this shitty economy! We can only give so many fucks.
@PrincessZelda6543_Official Thanks, I really appreciate your reply. Your words literally touched my heart . I wish you and anyone struggling in silence a happy , stress less , meaningful, and joyful life .
I like to think of my room as a Resident Evil save room. There may be threats that linger outside, but here in this room, for just this moment, for however long I stay here. I am safe.
That's a sacred place. A home, I feel that too. But still, be ready and armed, when your safe space is assaulted by foreigners, you have to be prepared.
There use to be lots of fighting and stabbings around my granmothers apartment. I was scared so many nights. It made me stronger. Hope you are doing okay. I know it must be tough @@deadinside8781
It was a nice colorful world when I just a kid. People are gentle and kind. But right now 21 years old, no university no job, no future, no friend... I start disappearing in my family’s conversation. I want to disappear either. But however I think “something different gonna happen tomorrow” so i keep awake, push myself to try harder and be better. I’m tired but It’s okay I guess… For any reason for u here.. Bless you. And thank you
Hope you find the things you are looking for. 21 is really young and your brain is still developing. The way you feel will change every few years. Feeling a bit different every day by trying something new is a nice way to compound massive improvements over the course of weeks and months.
@keinlordtime I'm 23 and sometimes I feel lost too. I guess it's a normal process we all face . I think we should play this game of life the way we want and don't listen to others opinions.
I heard a phrase somewhere a long time ago that stuck with me. it went something like this: people are just waiting for things to change, but things never change by themselves. you are the only person who can change your life. we create it ourselves. stop waiting for the moment and start living it. it really kind of woke me up from a long sleep.
It's dangerous, I'd argue. Last year I tried to have an open heart for a pissed off co-worker who had personal issues in life and he had an issue with me too just for existing. When I had a meeting with him, he cursed my face and talked shit behind my back. Never again... For now on, I choose to have compassion, but if I annoy you, I could care less.
I know exactly how that feels and I know what you mean. it used to be like that for me for awhile until I finally found her and was able to completely open up to her, and it felt like the happiest ive ever felt in my entire life, and I felt that happiness for almost 2 years. until that stopped 6 months ago. because she wants nothing to do with me now and probably wants to forget all about me, even when I still miss her. so now I'm back to this feeling that you're talking about, but now it's amplified and even worse. sorry if that was a lot, just felt like I really felt the same way
I am in my mid twenties and so far I have watched my younger, only sibling pass away from cancer, all of the friends I ever had drift away, and now I suffer with a mental health condition that has severely derailed my own life. I relate wholeheartedly with your statement. We must keep pushing forward.
From an older man to a younger one, Your life will get a lot better than it is, then it'll get a lot worse. ....Then it'll repeat, and one day, long from now, today will suddenly appear beautiful. Best of luck🌜
Well actually what push humans to be cruel is our current economic system that is. Based on conflicts and competition instead of solidarity and cooperation it’s called capitalism there is enough food medicines houses for everyone but the cruel law of the market doesn’t care about people’s misery only profit profit profit accumulation of profit inventing in the military to conquer other markets by force as USA’s rich elite does in every profitable no defended zone on the planet and of course the others elite like Chinese elites Russians etc…
Everything in this world will pass away one day. But there is a Man waiting for you, someone who will stick by your side for all eternity, Jesus Christ.
Been suffering from insomnia for about 3-4 months now. Its completely ripped away my life. The sleep deprivation and derealization is something fierce. Im seeing my doctor about this, but oh boy does it seem like the end of times for me. Very tired. Weak. Fed up. Sad. Praying to recover somewhat.
hey, I’m really sorry for what you’re going through. i think we all have things that we deal with on a daily basis. even myself, i have some problems and most of the time it feels like it’s going to be over very soon. so, i try to make art as a way to let these feelings out in some form. even right now as i write this reply, i feel really bad and weird. i still hope that things get better for you and that you get to live a fulfilling life. I’m always a text away if you’d like to talk about anything.
@departureskies Thank you so much for the reply :D Absolutely love your music. I listen to it whenever I panic or need to relax. Completely agree on everyone going through things. So I just need to be a little bit tougher. Sleep deprivation and depression are rough, but I can do it. Been down this road before a few years back. And really it's just my anxiety being fixated on certain things. I hope you feel better soon too. We got this :)
I was so sad and it was 4 or 5 am. I was ready to cry at that moment. suddenly I saw a star blinking at me. It's been years since I saw any star and seeing that was a magic. I went out to enjoy stars and moon and sunrise with birds flying around the sky and clouds all together. I think god was smiling at me. God bless all of you. enjoy every little moment
Loneliness and melancholy is always present with me but that's okay , We are Wandering in the fog but I hope we find a way out some sooner and some may take a while but we eventually will .
I'm in a weird place where I isolated myself during quarantine and prefer being alone. My friends gave up trying to reach me. I still go out every couple days and see my friends at bars. For the most part, being alone helped me face certain traumas I was avoiding. I like this new me.
@@3fx.11 idk how i deal with it.Maybe god is helping me but in this day and age I'm grateful to be solo cause there are too many fake people but I'm also grateful for my little brother for everything.
i thought that i'll be dead before i turn 18. now i'm almost 20, in next 2 week i'm starting university but i don't have plans for next couple days, week, years. i'm just trying to survive another day. i'm scared of going back to uni, scared to open up to new people, to once again experience one of the lowest points in my life. i don't want to continue but i don't have much choice but for now i just want to focus on anything that can make my mind quiet. that ambient is somehow familiar, makes me a little anxious but it's also strangely... calming. makes my mind quiet
Literally same here except I'm 21. Having experienced the extra year, managing stress gets easier, anxiety won't be as bad. However, motivation won't simply materialize out of thin air. And lacking that, there will always be moments like this. Throughout your stay at uni, you will cycle between having the worst time of your life, and feeling like a god after you pass exams each semester. But... I suspect, much like me, the source of your lack of motivation may be what comes after uni...
you actually described it perfectly… like, everyone is so busy with their own lives, am I getting left behind by doing nothing else than existing?? also s2 jinx pfp omg we can’t be sad we gotta wait for season 2 to come out 🙏🙏🙏..
Depression, i never thought i will live with this at my 22 yr, i'm so young but i don't get any excuse for still breathing. I quit the university(i really have bad IQ), i stop searching for a job for my bad luck in everything, i don't like go out and see people, i don't have any purpose in this life, i just living for wasting the time you know, even my family is already tired of my problem (My Depression of course). Idk when is gonna be my last day but i really think that quitting this world is sure the best decision i can make, i'm no one after all, maybe the other world is not too bad. You know, Crying... getting mad of everything my trash life give to me is... not happiness, you feel awful, always thought my life is nonsense, at least now.
dont leave us bro, life also has good parts. if you can, expert help for depression is the best way to tackle it... don't be afraid to seek such help, it's perfectly fine. i just want to see you happy dude :)
IQ is Nonsense. You have your unique creative potential. You can be great. Just keep pushing. Find something, if minimal, but Constant reason to be less frustrated with life. Live a good Life you deserve it, allow yourself to so, but remember, this is a daily, constant internal battle.
Life is easy We aren't Love is fun We aren't Dreams are amazing We aren't We can seek whatever to please our souls But as long as we don't enjoy our own company Who are we? What are we? Besides a citizen
I'm 30. 13 years ago I seriously thought about suicide. I even found a better way for myself. 13 years later, I still don’t understand why I live. But I find peace in music. I won’t say that this video brought me back to life, but music is 95% of my life. My personality does not allow me to learn to play instruments. But I beg you, if you love music, try writing it for yourself. You will discover a completely new world. I love you, whoever you are.
Heard someone say religion is a way to cope with existential questions. Never heard something so true. Used to be atheist but now i have my own beliefs. It really helps having a "target to blame" even if you know its made up. Always vent your frustration in whatever way, dont eat it up. That was my biggest mistake and im still recovering from that. If you read all of this, youre a good person. If you didnt, youre still a good person. Humans focus too much on the negativity in life. Be better, have fun. Greetings from a total stranger.
I hope to come back here someday and say that things have improved or maybe that everything went well. I'm too afraid to give up, but I'm not gonna lie.... it's hard to keep going. I'm tired but I still have a little hope.
Mental health took a dive this week ... I feel so confused and conflicted. I feel as though I'm worth nothing, I hate my guts, my mind, my self loathing. Yet, I will always keep this to myself, I dont want people knowing, I don't want to burden them. I shouldn't even be complaining either. I have a good that I'm doing well in, and I made a couple new friends. I talk to one of them a lot but I don't know if there's something more, it's all so trivial and stupid. I get in my head to often, I just want it to be quiet.
Me too. I'm also really tired. I really wish I can stop that feeling the one that tells me no one really loves me and they're just faking it. That feeling is so DRAINING and I hate it. That's why I thought I'd start adapting new habits to get my mind off these stupid thoughts and all that overthinking! So I really wanna lean how to draw the idea of drawing is just so comforting to me, the ability to transform whatever thought on your mind into a paper is really something I find amazing. I'll start learning tomorrow. Wish me good luck guys
For all of you who haven’t realized it yet. Realize it now, you’re alive. . Make that the core reason you can smile and strive for your goals and determinations.
I’ve gone through a lot of pain, hurt and sadness this year. Lost a lot, and my mind has been clouded with darkness for a long time now. You never know what this feels like until you feel it. I appreciate that TH-cam recommends me stuff like this. It helps to ease the pain I feel. Hopefully I can move on and forget about all that I’ve gone through next year, and emerge as a new me. Thank you for this, I mean it.
This song has helped me through my dark mind. I've been here for 3 hours, and I must say, I have already confronted my biggest problems. To whoever is reading this, remember that tomorrow is another chance to try again. Forgive yourself and learn to forgive others. Your life is in safe hands, especially when you are in a calm state of mind. and lastly, subscribe to help this channel come up with more masterpieces and even to help make the creators day, we never know what is going on in their lives that lead to the creation of this beautiful masterpiece.
today was my first day at a new job and I didn't do well. feel really ashamed and lost now I was looking forward to this day. funny how confident i was just this morning
I had the same experience about a year ago for my “dream job” Please celebrate the ambition and effort you put into going for that job and the fact that you wanted it to go well. Shame only comes to people who care about something What you care about is less important than the fact that you have the capability to care Don’t take your good qualities for granted … you clearly give a shit about doing well and this should be celebrated Trying hard in your job is within your control but actually performing well (the outcome of your work) is NOT in your control Jobs are not real life. Our relationships and hobbies is real life. Wish you all the best ❤
@merovech7 You have no idea how much I appreciate your words, I didn't have anyone to really talk to about this, so you've helped tremendously. And you're completely correct, I'm glad that I still gave it a shot and I know I genuinely tried. :) wish you all the best as well!
Thank you for your kind words :) I like how your platform feels like a safe space. It's a nice community you've built. I recently found your channel and I'm loving your work, I'll look forward to more of it! @departureskies
Everybody gets down sometimes. Even the best of us. And everybody's happy sometimes too, even the worst of us. So don't let yourself believe what you think when you're down. Wait until the sun rises, when you can see clear skies and then believe what you can see in your future when the fog lifts, and the darkness is gone
I feel that way as well at times. It is normal to feel sad. More importantly, it is human to feel sad. As much as people want you to cover up your sadness with a mask, please do not give in. You will find true happiness soon and if it is not soon, then someday. Just let yourself feel, and everything will be okay.
Just go outside walk around. Just get up once. Go and see some nature. If you cant make your own Inspiration, then take it from somewhere else. Do it for me if not anybody else. You are not the disappointment you think, you are in a self reinforcing negative Spiral. This will be your lifes hardest challenge. My tip: appreciate the little things. You have a home and a bed. Food too. Imagine your life without that.
@@luvx4uSometimes, going outside won't help to solve problems, because the problem is somewhere else hidden like yours, somewhere in your heart, soul. I don't know if you know Jesus because He deals with this kind of issues as well as all. I think you should turn to Him in prayer. I will pray for you too. Don't worry everything will be fine if you give Him all your issues and you will see improvement. Take care ❤
I’ve got no motivation to do anything. Losing interest in my hobbies on and off. I’m trying so hard to distract myself but the waves of what seems like random sadness are too strong. I have no idea why I feel like this and I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
@@milesasplin eh I’m doing a little better. I’m actually going to be seeking professional help tomorrow as I don’t think I can do this by myself anymore. Thanks for asking
@@ReckSaber3664 im glad to hear that man. Just keep in mind, not every professional is gonna feel like they work, but just because someone is bad at their job, doesn't mean there's not someone out there who can help you. But I'm proud of you for reaching out 🙏🏽
Been listening to this channel for a week now and its funny how I keep coming back to this ambiance when Im drawing and playing wow, hanging in disc with friends. the titles always get me too. Its strange my brain forgets im listening to the same audio looped!
I hate how everyone is so focused on hating That perfectionism, why am i meant to love and understand things all by myself, didn't know it was forbidden I'm tired of everyone, they all feel so unauthentic Anyway, thanks for the music, it calmed me down a bit
I sorta feel you. My hatred for society is creeping back slowly and slowly, it's so hard to coexist with people who ruin society and completey dumb it down
I feel so sad all the time. Sometimes i dont even have a specific reason to feel sad, i just do. I cant escape my mind and im isolating myself from the world. Im so lost. I dont know how to fix myself, because no matter what I do this empty gut wrenching feeling wont go away.
I miss my grandparents and their loving home, even if I never got to be close to them due to the language barrier. I wish I could’ve told them about me, tell them stories about my life. And now they are gone forever, and I never got the chance to even say 'I love you'. Miss you Nena and Oga 🩷
It’s impossible to think and be mindful at the same time. Take small holidays from your thoughts by focussing on something in the real world … your breath is the most personal connection to the world. Then you can feel and touch real world objects. A few seconds away from your thoughts should be celebrated.
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@keepcalm3221 thank you, its strange but i forget that sometimes, in this world that seems full of people who think they know whats best for you, its great to feel at peace for a while with those who understand 😊💖
I thought I am over depression and anxiety phase but the cycle just keeps on repeating. I am now in the situation where I once was 10 years ago. Nothing has changed.
I am exhausted from simply existing in a world I have no chance in. I feel inferior to others so I imagine myself being superior in my head. I know that acting that way would not actually fix my perceived flaws, but it is better than pitying myself forever. I even try to tap into my inner child in order to cope with the stagnant reality that I live in.
@@tsunshunprincess that’s completely normal and I’m sure a lot of people tend to do that to save themselves from negative thoughts. it’ll be okay. eventually
Tired... I haven't felt happy in more than a decade, sure I laugh sure I have moments of fun, but happy, no never, im alone in my home on the internet in games, alone with my thoughts and regrets, I put effort into people that never give it back the same way or at all, so I remain alone, the weight of everything is crushing, I fear I might not have much longer but for now I'm still here, just tired....
Easiest way I can put it. Find your passion, seek something that enhances the mindset you possess that allows growth. Another thing, you seem troubled by your past, the friends who've stabbed your back, things you've done (intentional or not) that you regret indefinitely; unable to forgive yourself. You have pain and sorrow most befitting of the unfortunate life you possess. And a large part of that perhaps is your life spent alone. I hope you may find hope in the idea that just because you are alone; doesn't mean you are lonely. You can be content with life, even if the time you spend is without others. You can be happy; seek the joy you will find nowhere else alone. That's not to say you should live life alone indefinitely. Only that perhaps it's best you spend your time worrying about yourself above others, valuing yourself and your potential, learning to live and love life alone for a time. Maybe that can help with your pain. I wish you the best mate, love yah.❤
i feel like i don’t belong anywhere, i’ve lost my best friend even though i didn’t do anything wrong, no matter what i do it’s always wrong. why do the kindest people always get hurt the most?
They don't. Your kindness rather it's returned or not shows that you're in a better place than the ones you care about that treat you badly. So believe it or not, you're in a better place than unkind people. Only you have the heart to care in a world of so many people who don't. And that's never a bad thing as long as you care about yourself and the ones you love the most, and their negative opinions or actions the least if that helps at all
its the opposite, kind people perceive hurt strongly because they don't give hurt to anyone, nor are they filled with hurt. Everyone is born kind, its the hurt from being kind is what makes people turn unkind. just think about that
I've always feel like there's something missing in me, like there's a huge void within me. I am not okay, but I can't seem to find the reason why. I'm busy with college and here I am right now. I don't know if it's something or someone that is missing. Melancholy and just pure emptiness always hit hard in late nights...
Thats because we dont belong here. We do things that are against our nature. I dont belong college even tho im good at it. This is not where i should be, what i should be doing...
Perhaps the very state of loneliness fuels your desperation for togetherness. Maybe it's best you let yourself be content with being alone for a time, get used to the feeling. Slowly, after which incorporating more and more social interaction (that is not forced) into your daily life until human interaction interweaves itself into your life; naturally. Essentially, assess why you drift others away from you, find the difficulty, and then improve yourself... alone. (Advise for where to start: Look towards how you behave alone, versus how you behave towards others, look to intertwine those behaviors).
I saw this family channel i watch them i can't help but to be jealous they are so happy their parents is able to give their needs i know i should be thankful of what i have but still i wish i wasn't born poor.
I know it’s hard for everyone out there, but listen: joy comes from within, try to focus on few things that really concern you the most. Don’t worry about the outcome, just pour yourself into it. If it works, that’s great, if it doesn’t, you did whatever you could. With all the hardships you have endured and the pain that you have suffered, you’re still here. You don’t have to have it all figured it out now.
Going through my first break up and in my last semester in college. Never in my life have I been this emotionally and physically exhausted. Silent Hill has been calming the chaos- a place to stay when life gets heavy. Thank you Silent Hill.
When I feel the pain that I am used to feeling, sometimes i don't know how to react it anymore, sometimes I feel like getting angry and want to cry and at the same time I just feel like i accepting it with an open heart. It feels like being in a situation that gives me pain and sadness again and again makes me not say many things anymore, I took a deep breath, and let it be. I'm trying to cry because my soul feel tired but my eyes can't cry, i think my body feel tired same like my soul. Then i just choose to lying down and accept it, closed my eyes dan feel it, there is tired and strength mixed inside my heart, and inside say it would gonna be okay if you trust the progress, so let it be and keep going.. don't give up, we never know what's the next chapter of our life, we might regret it if we give up now, it's always worth to keep walking even though the path is hard, There is always a miracle ending to every story with a difficult beginning 🤍
I was hopeless for a long time but I found what I wanted to do recently. I do what I want, I try and try and figure out something new. I was happy, I had a fun time with my work. But it's not enough, I realize I had no talent at all, no one recognizes me because I'm not good enough, and I feel lost, again. Listening to this video made me cry. I was trying to think positively. Every day is a new beginning, I start many times, and I wonder how long it take until I can get what I want. Maybe I am just impatient..... I will continue even though I don't know what to do next. If in the future I can pass through a difficult time like this and maybe get some small personal success, I will come back and tell you guys...
Hey guys, I'm okay now. I had a tough time, and I felt useless, but everything is alright with me now. I have to move on and do what I can. After a hard time and passing through it I feel relief. So peaceful
I self isolate, I can’t talk to anyone about my problems without feeling physically sick to the point I sob and vomit from not wanting to. Nobody understands I can’t just open up to them, as if it’s just that simple. I thought he’d understand, care, maybe ask if I was okay like I did him, even if all he got was a ‘just tired’. Yet here I am, watching him get a gf who replaced my name in every message, bio, topic, and thought that crosses his mind. He didn’t understand that even when I told him it was nothing to do with him, I just couldn’t talk to anybody for a while. He took it personally, and moved on as if I left him. I never left him. I’m still here for him, but he isn’t for me.
Hear me out of he doesn't love you it's okay he is not the whole world I know u loved him and I know u care but is it really worth it for a person who couldn't even understand you who didn't care about anything and replaced u ? And if u really love him give him the freedom to act as he wants you just focus on yourself and be the best you can be and stay happy love yourself and do things that u like let him he happy if he is happy that way you just take care of yourself
listening to this calms the mind and emotions. ur music help me focusing on drawings and get work done 🖤 keep doing what u love, and i hope ur day is ok, and it gets better! thank you 🫂🖤 this is random, but i wanna thank that special someone who i wish him a very good luck in the future for introducing ur music to us.
this channel has reinvigorated my love for not only music but wanting to try and make my own again after months of depression and self-hatred, i will always be loyal to the late nights of peace this music grants me, allowing me to feel free again thank you
(sorry for any spelling mistakes, I'm using a translator) Hi, yeah, you don't know who I am and I don't know who you are, but I want to say that I hope you can get through this and that everything will work out. Stay strong and have faith, everything will get better ❤
Im 20. Unfortunately our generation has faced its own challenges. Poverty, lust, hatred towards our neighbor, selfishness. My father abandonded my family recently. Im still living my testimony. I will not inherit divorce, i will not inherit the spirit of abandonment, i will not inherit poverty. I feel lost, i feel weak, i feel like if i were to die tomorrow it wouldnt matter. But thats what keeps us from recieving the blessings God has in store for us. Whether you are a Believer or not i pray blessings over everyone amd to not experience the trauma I have. Its not fair, it wants to take my life and no one deserves it. I pray everyone stays safe and has a healthy attitude when life treats us like we are worthless. All love to anyone who reads this or not.
its been too log looking for someone who cares about me as much as I care about them and I am sure there are people out there that feel the same way. May I meet you in this life and may we care for each other the same. And not feel left behind.
It hurts when the feelings you've given to those you care most for treat you in return like nothing but a stranger in a familiars clothing. Sometimes, you go through life never quite finding that someone... though, in spite of such a fact, it's only right you go against such odds in hopes that someone will care, someone will be there to assist you in your agony. What's important is you try... you attempt at finding that person/people, as they will not come to you; they never will. It's all too much responsibility at times, just like all facts of life. Give it your all... even if it doesn't work out in the end, atleast you can say you've tried; and that doesn't mean nothing. I say all this both to you and everyone reading. It's never wrong to try or to even attempt trying. Stay safe❤.
I'm having a headache and my eyes are heavy..being tired of human relations and hatred behaviour but this 1 hour of song giving me peace and calmness i can say now I'm okay
I don’t know why but coming across these videos recently help calm and put me to sleep. I’m so burned out and anxious all the time lately that even people and loud noises set me off, just constant overstimulation from everything and everyone. These videos are the only thing that ease me while laying in a dark room.
i don't know what to do with myself anymore. ive tried and tried to believe it'll all work out but nothing ever changes. how can there be a point of change when i don't even know how to change myself. the only person I love more than anyone in this world ignores me. my insomnia has been getting worse. the derealization is so bad. sometimes i just wish i could restart and go back to the girl i was before.
There's nothing wrong you eyes There's nothing wrong you nose There's nothing wrong you height There's nothing wrong you skin There's nothing wrong you mouth There's nothing wrong you hair There's nothing wrong you face There's nothing wrong you body There's nothing wrong you hands There's nothing wrong you fingers There's nothing wrong you teeth There's nothing wrong YOU I love you the way you dance I love you the way you laugh I love the way you sing I love the way write I love the that your strong I love you on the days your happy I love you on the days your sad I love you on the days you feel lonely I love you on the days you feel like no one cares I love you on the days you feel amazing I love you on the days you feel weird I love you on the days where you feel stress I love you on the days you wanna cry I love you on the days where you feel alright I love you on the days you feel miserable I love you on the days you feel crazy I love you on the days you feel loved I love you for trying I love you for staying strong I love you for waking up I love you for blinking I love you when life is kinda meh I love you when you feel worth it I love you when you're hard times I love you when you need someone I love you when your tired I love you when your energetic I love that your mean I love that your sensitive I love that your smart I love you imperfection I love your style I love your art I love you in the day I love you in the morning I love you in the night I love you in the afternoon I love in the midnight I love you even if it's 3 am I love you in at your worst I love you at your best I love you everything you do I love you all the time I love you just the way you are You are perfect I am so proud of you:) You made it this far You are amazing:) Don't give up NEVER GIVE UP You're pretty You're precious Dont need to be insecure about your face You are so beutiful
it hurts to see so many people struggle. I always imagine those people getting born again and not even ready to face the problems of this world. It feels so unreal that a child can suffer from mental illness...I suffer from ocd at the age of six,what honestly really exhausted me. But I know deeply inside that its okay (even tho i never heard "it will be okay"). Being not okay is okay.
I'm so tired of everything. I'm in some kind of pain 24/7, the only emotions i feel and remember feeling are anger, sadness or emptiness. I don't even feel human anymore. Hell, I don't think I can even cry anymore. I'm constantly one inconvenience away from a full blown meltdown. The only reason I'm still alive is because I know me dying would hurt my family and my one friend, and I can't bear the thought of leaving my cat alone and confused as to why I'm no longer there im my bed to hug her. I'm only fifteen, but fuck, I've wanted to stay asleep in a dreamless state since I was 10
I'd do anything to take my wish back. "I wish i was a grown up". Ive never felt so much pain, confusion and hurt as a "grown up". I miss when life was easy, when it had colour. All i see are dull shades of what once were bright rainbows. I cant escape it, distractions are temporary. The pain is forever.
There is so much time, time waiting for me to turn it into the beautiful canvas of a portrait painted with the stuff of fulfilled dreams, yet I painfully ponder its white untouched surface. I have so much time, yet when the time comes, I am too tired to grasp it.
im currently 16 and on holiday break. During this days, without school, I feel conflicted between peace and loneliness. Life in the family has not been easy, there will always be one person hating on another and no one will try to reconcile or atleast talk it out. For friends I feel as though I am not impt to them or they are secretly talking shit bout me. Idk anymore. When I look at yt videos or any social media posts about teenagers living their best life, I wonder why i couldnt be the same? why isit so hard for me? what should i do differently? should i change things about me? Right now im trying to find a job to spend my time and not waste any of it at home doing nonsense. But even that is hard cuz i have not received word from any company i have applied to (fyi this is my first time finding a job). Im excited and also nervous. I hope life treats me better in the coming days; Atleast something positive to make me smile.
That urge to disappear and never leave a trace behind me
Hey man, whatever you’re going through it’s going to be alright.
@kingmango4054 Thank you bro.❤️
Wish I could do that without dying
I feel the same way with wanting to leave it all behind, but I can't. After all, everybody matters to somebody. I may not even realize how much of an impact I have made on someone else's life or that I really mattered to someone. There were even times where I felt like I had nothing to live for, but I thought about the people that I would leave behind, and that's why I'm still here today. I also have my precious fur babies as my emotional support animals. Enough about me, go live your life. There's more to life than this shitty economy! We can only give so many fucks.
@PrincessZelda6543_Official Thanks, I really appreciate your reply. Your words literally touched my heart . I wish you and anyone struggling in silence a happy , stress less , meaningful, and joyful life .
I like to think of my room as a Resident Evil save room. There may be threats that linger outside, but here in this room, for just this moment, for however long I stay here. I am safe.
That's a sacred place. A home, I feel that too. But still, be ready and armed, when your safe space is assaulted by foreigners, you have to be prepared.
Damn. I don’t always feel good or safe in my room. I’m glad your room is still a safe place.
There use to be lots of fighting and stabbings around my granmothers apartment. I was scared so many nights. It made me stronger. Hope you are doing okay. I know it must be tough @@deadinside8781
@@deadinside8781I see your playlist. Mind if I give you some advice?
Hold up, his writing is fire 🔥
It was a nice colorful world when I just a kid. People are gentle and kind. But right now 21 years old, no university no job, no future, no friend... I start disappearing in my family’s conversation. I want to disappear either. But however I think “something different gonna happen tomorrow” so i keep awake, push myself to try harder and be better. I’m tired but It’s okay I guess…
For any reason for u here.. Bless you. And thank you
Hope you find the things you are looking for. 21 is really young and your brain is still developing. The way you feel will change every few years. Feeling a bit different every day by trying something new is a nice way to compound massive improvements over the course of weeks and months.
@@merovech7 thank you. Bless u
@keinlordtime I'm 23 and sometimes I feel lost too. I guess it's a normal process we all face . I think we should play this game of life the way we want and don't listen to others opinions.
Hope you’ll be ok❤ Take care!
I heard a phrase somewhere a long time ago that stuck with me. it went something like this: people are just waiting for things to change, but things never change by themselves. you are the only person who can change your life. we create it ourselves. stop waiting for the moment and start living it.
it really kind of woke me up from a long sleep.
Oh to just listen to stuff like this for hours instead of dealing with real world problems and responsibilities.
Same
So freaking true ❤ all i ever wanted was to just be at peace and become an business owner
@@Lil_vivi13 I hope you find the peace you are looking for one day.
@@orochi5611 i hope so too thanks .
@@Lil_vivi13l hope you have nice life be happy Queen❤
To anyone that feels like they can't/tried and failed; open your heart, be vulnerable. It's ok to not be ok, but it isn't ok to stay there.
no :3
Thank you I needed this comment .
It's dangerous, I'd argue. Last year I tried to have an open heart for a pissed off co-worker who had personal issues in life and he had an issue with me too just for existing. When I had a meeting with him, he cursed my face and talked shit behind my back.
Never again...
For now on, I choose to have compassion, but if I annoy you, I could care less.
The feeling of not being close enough with anyone you know to bare your soul to them.
Maybe it's not so bad having others, but still being alone.
Do you know the feeling of not having anyone at all?
Maybe for some it really is not that bad.
Love this comment
@klarrrrrrr I hope you find friends you can be closer to, but I also hope you can be comfortable on your own in the meantime.
I know exactly how that feels and I know what you mean. it used to be like that for me for awhile until I finally found her and was able to completely open up to her, and it felt like the happiest ive ever felt in my entire life, and I felt that happiness for almost 2 years. until that stopped 6 months ago. because she wants nothing to do with me now and probably wants to forget all about me, even when I still miss her. so now I'm back to this feeling that you're talking about, but now it's amplified and even worse.
sorry if that was a lot, just felt like I really felt the same way
Cada cierto tiempo me vuelve la necesidad de pasar tiempo a solas, mucho tiempo
I feel tired, i cant anymore, i just wanna go to sleep forever :(
Same here sucks being me.
SAMEE
same
Same but a have a 7 month old that depends on me so here I am
@@Shes_megitsune a baby?
How did everything go so wrong. I was a happy and smart kid
I am in my mid twenties and so far I have watched my younger, only sibling pass away from cancer, all of the friends I ever had drift away, and now I suffer with a mental health condition that has severely derailed my own life. I relate wholeheartedly with your statement.
We must keep pushing forward.
@@ponderingponderer3010I’m very sorry that you are going through this. I hope you get the chance to heal and recover from your lost.
@@eddieandersoniii7190 Thank you for your kindness friend, I hope all remains well for you
Some may say that society has failed us, but I think we just have false expectations of reality.
I'm constantly mourning the person I could've been. Life keeps reminding me of it over and over.
Currently going through the same. I don't know how we can get through it, but I wish the best for you :)
From an older man to a younger one,
Your life will get a lot better than it is, then it'll get a lot worse.
....Then it'll repeat, and one day, long from now, today will suddenly appear beautiful. Best of luck🌜
im really tired of this world, the hatred is everywhere
I hear you. I wish I could wait for this world to stop hating, but that day is not anywhere near
It feels bad when I'm around it so much that I end up becoming a part of the hatred
@@fewpew5787ik.
Well actually what push humans to be cruel is our current economic system that is. Based on conflicts and competition instead of solidarity and cooperation it’s called capitalism there is enough food medicines houses for everyone but the cruel law of the market doesn’t care about people’s misery only profit profit profit accumulation of profit inventing in the military to conquer other markets by force as USA’s rich elite does in every profitable no defended zone on the planet and of course the others elite like Chinese elites Russians etc…
Everything in this world will pass away one day. But there is a Man waiting for you, someone who will stick by your side for all eternity, Jesus Christ.
Been suffering from insomnia for about 3-4 months now. Its completely ripped away my life. The sleep deprivation and derealization is something fierce. Im seeing my doctor about this, but oh boy does it seem like the end of times for me.
Very tired. Weak. Fed up. Sad.
Praying to recover somewhat.
hey, I’m really sorry for what you’re going through. i think we all have things that we deal with on a daily basis.
even myself, i have some problems and most of the time it feels like it’s going to be over very soon. so, i try to make art as a way to let these feelings out in some form. even right now as i write this reply, i feel really bad and weird.
i still hope that things get better for you and that you get to live a fulfilling life. I’m always a text away if you’d like to talk about anything.
@departureskies Thank you so much for the reply :D
Absolutely love your music. I listen to it whenever I panic or need to relax. Completely agree on everyone going through things. So I just need to be a little bit tougher. Sleep deprivation and depression are rough, but I can do it. Been down this road before a few years back. And really it's just my anxiety being fixated on certain things.
I hope you feel better soon too. We got this :)
sameeeeeeeee
Hug
I was so sad and it was 4 or 5 am. I was ready to cry at that moment. suddenly I saw a star blinking at me. It's been years since I saw any star and seeing that was a magic. I went out to enjoy stars and moon and sunrise with birds flying around the sky and clouds all together. I think god was smiling at me. God bless all of you. enjoy every little moment
That's so sweet and cute lol
that’s beautiful
That's so sweet ❤ they were shining for you
Loneliness and melancholy is always present with me but that's okay , We are Wandering in the fog but I hope we find a way out some sooner and some may take a while but we eventually will .
That urge to disappear and never leave a trace behind me
I'm in a weird place where I isolated myself during quarantine and prefer being alone. My friends gave up trying to reach me. I still go out every couple days and see my friends at bars. For the most part, being alone helped me face certain traumas I was avoiding. I like this new me.
I love being alone its always a best feeling for me . cause all my life i was used abused, beaten , so im basically fine on my own.
@@Lil_vivi13is that why you are atheist? You feel God has betrayed you? Or that God allowed those things to happen to you?
@@Lil_vivi13how do you deal with being alone? Does it ever get too lonely?
@@3fx.11 idk how im dealing with it but maybe life has something stored in for me but im so grateful for my little brother may god bless him.
@@3fx.11 idk how i deal with it.Maybe god is helping me but in this day and age I'm grateful to be solo cause there are too many fake people but I'm also grateful for my little brother for everything.
i thought that i'll be dead before i turn 18. now i'm almost 20, in next 2 week i'm starting university but i don't have plans for next couple days, week, years. i'm just trying to survive another day. i'm scared of going back to uni, scared to open up to new people, to once again experience one of the lowest points in my life. i don't want to continue but i don't have much choice
but for now i just want to focus on anything that can make my mind quiet. that ambient is somehow familiar, makes me a little anxious but it's also strangely... calming. makes my mind quiet
I'm in the same situation at 20yo too and i can't give u many advice but i can tell u that u're nt alone
Im 19 and just started college. Its embarrassing when people around me are 17-18. I feel lonely and unmotivated
Literally same here except I'm 21. Having experienced the extra year, managing stress gets easier, anxiety won't be as bad. However, motivation won't simply materialize out of thin air. And lacking that, there will always be moments like this. Throughout your stay at uni, you will cycle between having the worst time of your life, and feeling like a god after you pass exams each semester. But... I suspect, much like me, the source of your lack of motivation may be what comes after uni...
This sound just makes sense when nothing else does..
🙏 th-cam.com/video/54Uj3IfcIyw/w-d-xo.htmlsi=ZuSvnc6osB65H1Fw
To anyone who's reading this, just know that a random french girl loves you, and is proud of you. 💗
😢🖤🦋
❤❤❤
We are proud of you too queen
🖤🖤🖤
❤️
That urge to go back and start over.
It's strange how simple it is to discover relatable people in this comment section, but in real life, it's a very different story.
this
me when i've hit the lowest point in my life and i feel like everyone has there own person and i just exist because i'm alive.
you actually described it perfectly… like, everyone is so busy with their own lives, am I getting left behind by doing nothing else than existing??
also s2 jinx pfp omg we can’t be sad we gotta wait for season 2 to come out 🙏🙏🙏..
@@Alisabel0426 yess you're so right and i'm glad me and someone are in the same boat
and i fully agree we gotta save our tears for arcane season 2
Depression, i never thought i will live with this at my 22 yr, i'm so young but i don't get any excuse for still breathing. I quit the university(i really have bad IQ), i stop searching for a job for my bad luck in everything, i don't like go out and see people, i don't have any purpose in this life, i just living for wasting the time you know, even my family is already tired of my problem (My Depression of course).
Idk when is gonna be my last day but i really think that quitting this world is sure the best decision i can make, i'm no one after all, maybe the other world is not too bad.
You know, Crying... getting mad of everything my trash life give to me is... not happiness, you feel awful, always thought my life is nonsense, at least now.
Btw, i love Silent Hill so much, 1-4 are gold.
dont leave us bro, life also has good parts. if you can, expert help for depression is the best way to tackle it... don't be afraid to seek such help, it's perfectly fine. i just want to see you happy dude :)
IQ is Nonsense.
You have your unique creative potential. You can be great. Just keep pushing. Find something, if minimal, but Constant reason to be less frustrated with life.
Live a good Life you deserve it, allow yourself to so, but remember, this is a daily, constant internal battle.
@@TheQuasarDragon1706well said, I too think you can do it just keep pushing forward🙂
I understand how you feel. Go to the nearest trail there is and be still in nature next time it rains. really helps me
Life is easy
We aren't
Love is fun
We aren't
Dreams are amazing
We aren't
We can seek whatever to please our souls
But as long as we don't enjoy our own company
Who are we?
What are we?
Besides a citizen
not everyone gets loved and dreams
I want to sleep forever.
realest comment ever.
This honestly
I love you
Never give in. Your spirit is stronger than any thought. You dont want to be a loser right?
Feel this
I'm 30. 13 years ago I seriously thought about suicide. I even found a better way for myself. 13 years later, I still don’t understand why I live. But I find peace in music. I won’t say that this video brought me back to life, but music is 95% of my life. My personality does not allow me to learn to play instruments. But I beg you, if you love music, try writing it for yourself. You will discover a completely new world. I love you, whoever you are.
Congrats on keeping on walking
I'm tired and I'm glad. Sometimes I just gotta take a 4h long nap, be alone in my room for a while, do my own stuff.
Heard someone say religion is a way to cope with existential questions. Never heard something so true. Used to be atheist but now i have my own beliefs. It really helps having a "target to blame" even if you know its made up. Always vent your frustration in whatever way, dont eat it up. That was my biggest mistake and im still recovering from that.
If you read all of this, youre a good person. If you didnt, youre still a good person. Humans focus too much on the negativity in life. Be better, have fun.
Greetings from a total stranger.
I hope to come back here someday and say that things have improved or maybe that everything went well. I'm too afraid to give up, but I'm not gonna lie.... it's hard to keep going. I'm tired but I still have a little hope.
🖤🧿👁️🗨️🔥🔥🔥🧠
Hold onto that hope. I dont know you but i somehow feel like your soul will feel better in time. Breathe. The universe holds you.
Don't give up bro, I know you can do it. I, and everyone else here belives in you
Mental health took a dive this week ... I feel so confused and conflicted. I feel as though I'm worth nothing, I hate my guts, my mind, my self loathing. Yet, I will always keep this to myself, I dont want people knowing, I don't want to burden them.
I shouldn't even be complaining either. I have a good that I'm doing well in, and I made a couple new friends. I talk to one of them a lot but I don't know if there's something more, it's all so trivial and stupid.
I get in my head to often, I just want it to be quiet.
The peace of being alone in silence.
Lucky you 😢
Me too. I'm also really tired. I really wish I can stop that feeling the one that tells me no one really loves me and they're just faking it. That feeling is so DRAINING and I hate it. That's why I thought I'd start adapting new habits to get my mind off these stupid thoughts and all that overthinking! So I really wanna lean how to draw the idea of drawing is just so comforting to me, the ability to transform whatever thought on your mind into a paper is really something I find amazing. I'll start learning tomorrow. Wish me good luck guys
For all of you who haven’t realized it yet. Realize it now, you’re alive. . Make that the core reason you can smile and strive for your goals and determinations.
Alive for what
I feel stressed all the time and I'm tired of this felling
Its hard for me also
Moonlight on glass, pearl in windowless gloom. The eyes lift, only to find no moon.
I’ve gone through a lot of pain, hurt and sadness this year. Lost a lot, and my mind has been clouded with darkness for a long time now. You never know what this feels like until you feel it. I appreciate that TH-cam recommends me stuff like this. It helps to ease the pain I feel. Hopefully I can move on and forget about all that I’ve gone through next year, and emerge as a new me. Thank you for this, I mean it.
Reading all these comments makes me feel less lonely. I really love all y’all and wish everyone the best💯🤞🏾
I love you and wish you the best to stranger🙏❤️
This song has helped me through my dark mind. I've been here for 3 hours, and I must say, I have already confronted my biggest problems. To whoever is reading this, remember that tomorrow is another chance to try again. Forgive yourself and learn to forgive others. Your life is in safe hands, especially when you are in a calm state of mind. and lastly, subscribe to help this channel come up with more masterpieces and even to help make the creators day, we never know what is going on in their lives that lead to the creation of this beautiful masterpiece.
I just want the overthinking and anxiety to stop. I want the world to forget about me
I love this community ngl
Me too
today was my first day at a new job and I didn't do well. feel really ashamed and lost now I was looking forward to this day. funny how confident i was just this morning
I had the same experience about a year ago for my “dream job”
Please celebrate the ambition and effort you put into going for that job and the fact that you wanted it to go well. Shame only comes to people who care about something
What you care about is less important than the fact that you have the capability to care
Don’t take your good qualities for granted … you clearly give a shit about doing well and this should be celebrated
Trying hard in your job is within your control but actually performing well (the outcome of your work) is NOT in your control
Jobs are not real life. Our relationships and hobbies is real life. Wish you all the best ❤
hey, it’s okay.
do your best next time!
@merovech7 You have no idea how much I appreciate your words, I didn't have anyone to really talk to about this, so you've helped tremendously.
And you're completely correct, I'm glad that I still gave it a shot and I know I genuinely tried. :)
wish you all the best as well!
Thank you for your kind words :) I like how your platform feels like a safe space. It's a nice community you've built.
I recently found your channel and I'm loving your work, I'll look forward to more of it! @departureskies
@@lacedfloret hey I’m glad it helped ❤ talking is good 😊
silent hill playlists comfort me like no other
Alone, study, listen to this, perfection
I am very sad. And no one likes to be with a sad person
You wanna talk?
Everybody gets down sometimes. Even the best of us. And everybody's happy sometimes too, even the worst of us. So don't let yourself believe what you think when you're down. Wait until the sun rises, when you can see clear skies and then believe what you can see in your future when the fog lifts, and the darkness is gone
Let's be sad together. For the time being.
I feel that way as well at times. It is normal to feel sad. More importantly, it is human to feel sad. As much as people want you to cover up your sadness with a mask, please do not give in. You will find true happiness soon and if it is not soon, then someday. Just let yourself feel, and everything will be okay.
@@annaluna3848 it’ll still be okay.
you can always reach out to people to share your sadness with. that’s what people/friends are for
i believe in u!
Life sucks I don’t wanna live anymore but I’m too afraid to die…
Just go outside walk around. Just get up once. Go and see some nature. If you cant make your own Inspiration, then take it from somewhere else. Do it for me if not anybody else. You are not the disappointment you think, you are in a self reinforcing negative Spiral. This will be your lifes hardest challenge.
My tip: appreciate the little things. You have a home and a bed. Food too. Imagine your life without that.
fuck "just go outside"
stop saying this shit to people.
@@Angel-_-Dust-d3eagreed.
@@MatsYoo I go out frequently haha but it doesn’t really help with anything I’m experiencing but anyways thanks for the advice ❤️
@@luvx4uSometimes, going outside won't help to solve problems, because the problem is somewhere else hidden like yours, somewhere in your heart, soul. I don't know if you know Jesus because He deals with this kind of issues as well as all. I think you should turn to Him in prayer. I will pray for you too. Don't worry everything will be fine if you give Him all your issues and you will see improvement. Take care ❤
I’ve got no motivation to do anything. Losing interest in my hobbies on and off. I’m trying so hard to distract myself but the waves of what seems like random sadness are too strong. I have no idea why I feel like this and I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
how are you holding up man? sorry you feel like this. I feel the same way sometimes
@@milesasplin eh I’m doing a little better. I’m actually going to be seeking professional help tomorrow as I don’t think I can do this by myself anymore. Thanks for asking
@@ReckSaber3664 im glad to hear that man. Just keep in mind, not every professional is gonna feel like they work, but just because someone is bad at their job, doesn't mean there's not someone out there who can help you. But I'm proud of you for reaching out 🙏🏽
I fw this kinda background heavy
yea this actually makes me feel some kind of peace just what I was looking for, it's perfect thank you
Been listening to this channel for a week now and its funny how I keep coming back to this ambiance when Im drawing and playing wow, hanging in disc with friends. the titles always get me too. Its strange my brain forgets im listening to the same audio looped!
I hate how everyone is so focused on hating
That perfectionism, why am i meant to love and understand things all by myself, didn't know it was forbidden
I'm tired of everyone, they all feel so unauthentic
Anyway, thanks for the music, it calmed me down a bit
I sorta feel you. My hatred for society is creeping back slowly and slowly, it's so hard to coexist with people who ruin society and completey dumb it down
feel you guys, same.
I feel so sad all the time. Sometimes i dont even have a specific reason to feel sad, i just do. I cant escape my mind and im isolating myself from the world. Im so lost. I dont know how to fix myself, because no matter what I do this empty gut wrenching feeling wont go away.
This music makes me focus on my work better, thank you
I miss my grandparents and their loving home, even if I never got to be close to them due to the language barrier. I wish I could’ve told them about me, tell them stories about my life. And now they are gone forever, and I never got the chance to even say 'I love you'. Miss you Nena and Oga 🩷
I’m pushing everyone away and I’ve completely lost myself to my thoughts 😊
It’s impossible to think and be mindful at the same time. Take small holidays from your thoughts by focussing on something in the real world … your breath is the most personal connection to the world. Then you can feel and touch real world objects. A few seconds away from your thoughts should be celebrated.
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She loves the silent hill series. I wish I could still talk to her about it. I miss you every day.
У тебя все обязательно получится, не унывай!!) Я верю в тебя..
I wish i could fall asleep forever
i’ve been there friend. get outside and look up at the clouds. breathe the fresh air in your lungs and remember you’re here for a reason. stay strong
I cried, i needed this peace thank you ❤
that means you’re human 💙
@keepcalm3221 thank you, its strange but i forget that sometimes, in this world that seems full of people who think they know whats best for you, its great to feel at peace for a while with those who understand 😊💖
great music to cry into my own arms and pretend someone else is holding me, do u make these songs yourself? i can’t find them anywhere else
I thought I am over depression and anxiety phase but the cycle just keeps on repeating. I am now in the situation where I once was 10 years ago. Nothing has changed.
I’m sorry to hear that. I hope you feel better and get the support you deserve.🙏❤️
I am exhausted from simply existing in a world I have no chance in. I feel inferior to others so I imagine myself being superior in my head. I know that acting that way would not actually fix my perceived flaws, but it is better than pitying myself forever. I even try to tap into my inner child in order to cope with the stagnant reality that I live in.
@@tsunshunprincess that’s completely normal and I’m sure a lot of people tend to do that to save themselves from negative thoughts.
it’ll be okay. eventually
@@departureskiesThank you for your thoughts and kindness. I know that everyone here truly appreciates your work. 🩷
@@tsunshunprincess i still think I’m just incredibly lucky to be discovered by so many amazing people including yourself.
so thank YOU!
I do the same thing i am a loner the only person i ever had was my little brother.
@@Lil_vivi13I relate to you as well. Mostly had my siblings with me my whole life too. So yeah, the loneliness is a factor.
Your music is saving lifes
Tired... I haven't felt happy in more than a decade, sure I laugh sure I have moments of fun, but happy, no never, im alone in my home on the internet in games, alone with my thoughts and regrets, I put effort into people that never give it back the same way or at all, so I remain alone, the weight of everything is crushing, I fear I might not have much longer but for now I'm still here, just tired....
Easiest way I can put it. Find your passion, seek something that enhances the mindset you possess that allows growth. Another thing, you seem troubled by your past, the friends who've stabbed your back, things you've done (intentional or not) that you regret indefinitely; unable to forgive yourself. You have pain and sorrow most befitting of the unfortunate life you possess. And a large part of that perhaps is your life spent alone. I hope you may find hope in the idea that just because you are alone; doesn't mean you are lonely. You can be content with life, even if the time you spend is without others. You can be happy; seek the joy you will find nowhere else alone. That's not to say you should live life alone indefinitely. Only that perhaps it's best you spend your time worrying about yourself above others, valuing yourself and your potential, learning to live and love life alone for a time. Maybe that can help with your pain. I wish you the best mate, love yah.❤
i feel like i don’t belong anywhere, i’ve lost my best friend even though i didn’t do anything wrong, no matter what i do it’s always wrong. why do the kindest people always get hurt the most?
They don't. Your kindness rather it's returned or not shows that you're in a better place than the ones you care about that treat you badly. So believe it or not, you're in a better place than unkind people. Only you have the heart to care in a world of so many people who don't. And that's never a bad thing as long as you care about yourself and the ones you love the most, and their negative opinions or actions the least if that helps at all
the mean people gets treated the nice..
the *kind* people gets treated the worst…
its the opposite, kind people perceive hurt strongly because they don't give hurt to anyone, nor are they filled with hurt. Everyone is born kind, its the hurt from being kind is what makes people turn unkind. just think about that
real man.
I've always feel like there's something missing in me, like there's a huge void within me. I am not okay, but I can't seem to find the reason why. I'm busy with college and here I am right now. I don't know if it's something or someone that is missing. Melancholy and just pure emptiness always hit hard in late nights...
Thats because we dont belong here. We do things that are against our nature. I dont belong college even tho im good at it. This is not where i should be, what i should be doing...
I’m so tired of feeling alone but I also feel like i push people away, I just don’t know what I’m doing wrong
Perhaps the very state of loneliness fuels your desperation for togetherness. Maybe it's best you let yourself be content with being alone for a time, get used to the feeling. Slowly, after which incorporating more and more social interaction (that is not forced) into your daily life until human interaction interweaves itself into your life; naturally. Essentially, assess why you drift others away from you, find the difficulty, and then improve yourself... alone. (Advise for where to start: Look towards how you behave alone, versus how you behave towards others, look to intertwine those behaviors).
I saw this family channel i watch them i can't help but to be jealous they are so happy their parents is able to give their needs i know i should be thankful of what i have but still i wish i wasn't born poor.
This really helped me to push trough my piles of homework and other stuff. I'm so glad I found these kinds of playlists ❤
I know it’s hard for everyone out there, but listen: joy comes from within, try to focus on few things that really concern you the most. Don’t worry about the outcome, just pour yourself into it. If it works, that’s great, if it doesn’t, you did whatever you could.
With all the hardships you have endured and the pain that you have suffered, you’re still here. You don’t have to have it all figured it out now.
This is what I needed. This world we live in a lie and scripted. It's sick.
Hey i'm so proud of u, yes u!! Keep ur head up, ly :)
Thanks but I don't deserve it
@AlexanderGogo-z3h YOU deserve it 🫶🏼
Going through my first break up and in my last semester in college. Never in my life have I been this emotionally and physically exhausted. Silent Hill has been calming the chaos- a place to stay when life gets heavy. Thank you Silent Hill.
When I feel the pain that I am used to feeling, sometimes i don't know how to react it anymore, sometimes I feel like getting angry and want to cry and at the same time I just feel like i accepting it with an open heart. It feels like being in a situation that gives me pain and sadness again and again makes me not say many things anymore, I took a deep breath, and let it be. I'm trying to cry because my soul feel tired but my eyes can't cry, i think my body feel tired same like my soul. Then i just choose to lying down and accept it, closed my eyes dan feel it, there is tired and strength mixed inside my heart, and inside say it would gonna be okay if you trust the progress, so let it be and keep going.. don't give up, we never know what's the next chapter of our life, we might regret it if we give up now, it's always worth to keep walking even though the path is hard, There is always a miracle ending to every story with a difficult beginning 🤍
Wow, lately you're producing absolute gems. Thank you.
Thank you for this
And I hope we find our peace wherever it is. Whether it’s with ourselves or others or our favorite things ❤
This is my safe place because I don’t have one in real life anymore. Thank you for making these tracks❤
I was hopeless for a long time but I found what I wanted to do recently. I do what I want, I try and try and figure out something new. I was happy, I had a fun time with my work. But it's not enough, I realize I had no talent at all, no one recognizes me because I'm not good enough, and I feel lost, again. Listening to this video made me cry. I was trying to think positively. Every day is a new beginning, I start many times, and I wonder how long it take until I can get what I want. Maybe I am just impatient..... I will continue even though I don't know what to do next. If in the future I can pass through a difficult time like this and maybe get some small personal success, I will come back and tell you guys...
Hey guys, I'm okay now. I had a tough time, and I felt useless, but everything is alright with me now. I have to move on and do what I can. After a hard time and passing through it I feel relief. So peaceful
I self isolate, I can’t talk to anyone about my problems without feeling physically sick to the point I sob and vomit from not wanting to. Nobody understands I can’t just open up to them, as if it’s just that simple. I thought he’d understand, care, maybe ask if I was okay like I did him, even if all he got was a ‘just tired’. Yet here I am, watching him get a gf who replaced my name in every message, bio, topic, and thought that crosses his mind. He didn’t understand that even when I told him it was nothing to do with him, I just couldn’t talk to anybody for a while. He took it personally, and moved on as if I left him. I never left him. I’m still here for him, but he isn’t for me.
Hear me out of he doesn't love you it's okay he is not the whole world I know u loved him and I know u care but is it really worth it for a person who couldn't even understand you who didn't care about anything and replaced u ? And if u really love him give him the freedom to act as he wants you just focus on yourself and be the best you can be and stay happy love yourself and do things that u like let him he happy if he is happy that way you just take care of yourself
It's ok not be ok
Lovely & calming, thanks
listening to this calms the mind and emotions. ur music help me focusing on drawings and get work done 🖤 keep doing what u love, and i hope ur day is ok, and it gets better! thank you 🫂🖤
this is random, but i wanna thank that special someone who i wish him a very good luck in the future for introducing ur music to us.
this channel has reinvigorated my love for not only music but wanting to try and make my own again after months of depression and self-hatred, i will always be loyal to the late nights of peace this music grants me, allowing me to feel free again
thank you
things are getting harder and harder, idk if im going to pass this phase alive
(sorry for any spelling mistakes, I'm using a translator) Hi, yeah, you don't know who I am and I don't know who you are, but I want to say that I hope you can get through this and that everything will work out. Stay strong and have faith, everything will get better ❤
You will ❤
@@Noaaah_boi ty🙏
@@thecov3n ty❤️
First video ever to calm me down. Thank you God.
Im 20. Unfortunately our generation has faced its own challenges. Poverty, lust, hatred towards our neighbor, selfishness. My father abandonded my family recently. Im still living my testimony. I will not inherit divorce, i will not inherit the spirit of abandonment, i will not inherit poverty. I feel lost, i feel weak, i feel like if i were to die tomorrow it wouldnt matter. But thats what keeps us from recieving the blessings God has in store for us. Whether you are a Believer or not i pray blessings over everyone amd to not experience the trauma I have. Its not fair, it wants to take my life and no one deserves it. I pray everyone stays safe and has a healthy attitude when life treats us like we are worthless. All love to anyone who reads this or not.
Look after yourself bud ❤
this has been my favorite piece you've ever made. I listen to it literally every day and to sleep at night. Thank you for making this. ❤
still going strong. ❤
its been too log looking for someone who cares about me as much as I care about them and I am sure there are people out there that feel the same way. May I meet you in this life and may we care for each other the same. And not feel left behind.
It hurts when the feelings you've given to those you care most for treat you in return like nothing but a stranger in a familiars clothing. Sometimes, you go through life never quite finding that someone... though, in spite of such a fact, it's only right you go against such odds in hopes that someone will care, someone will be there to assist you in your agony. What's important is you try... you attempt at finding that person/people, as they will not come to you; they never will. It's all too much responsibility at times, just like all facts of life. Give it your all... even if it doesn't work out in the end, atleast you can say you've tried; and that doesn't mean nothing. I say all this both to you and everyone reading. It's never wrong to try or to even attempt trying. Stay safe❤.
I'm having a headache and my eyes are heavy..being tired of human relations and hatred behaviour but this 1 hour of song giving me peace and calmness i can say now I'm okay
Remember you can be the light that shines in someone’s day and you don’t even know it
I don’t know why but coming across these videos recently help calm and put me to sleep. I’m so burned out and anxious all the time lately that even people and loud noises set me off, just constant overstimulation from everything and everyone. These videos are the only thing that ease me while laying in a dark room.
i don't know what to do with myself anymore. ive tried and tried to believe it'll all work out but nothing ever changes. how can there be a point of change when i don't even know how to change myself. the only person I love more than anyone in this world ignores me. my insomnia has been getting worse. the derealization is so bad. sometimes i just wish i could restart and go back to the girl i was before.
I miss her everyday. Most of the time I'm okay but at night I just want to crumble. I wanted to navigate this life with her. I'll always love her.
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I’m sorry to hear that love can be complicated and messy but it’s not all bad, I hope you find the love that you deserve.🙏❤️
There's nothing wrong you eyes
There's nothing wrong you nose
There's nothing wrong you height
There's nothing wrong you skin
There's nothing wrong you mouth
There's nothing wrong you hair
There's nothing wrong you face
There's nothing wrong you body
There's nothing wrong you hands
There's nothing wrong you fingers
There's nothing wrong you teeth
There's nothing wrong YOU
I love you the way you dance
I love you the way you laugh
I love the way you sing
I love the way write
I love the that your strong
I love you on the days your happy
I love you on the days your sad
I love you on the days you feel lonely
I love you on the days you feel like no one cares
I love you on the days you feel amazing
I love you on the days you feel weird
I love you on the days where you feel stress
I love you on the days you wanna cry
I love you on the days where you feel alright
I love you on the days you feel miserable
I love you on the days you feel crazy
I love you on the days you feel loved
I love you for trying
I love you for staying strong
I love you for waking up
I love you for blinking
I love you when life is kinda meh
I love you when you feel worth it
I love you when you're hard times
I love you when you need someone
I love you when your tired
I love you when your energetic
I love that your mean
I love that your sensitive
I love that your smart
I love you imperfection
I love your style
I love your art
I love you in the day
I love you in the morning
I love you in the night
I love you in the afternoon
I love in the midnight
I love you even if it's 3 am
I love you in at your worst
I love you at your best
I love you everything you do
I love you all the time
I love you just the way you are
You are perfect
I am so proud of you:)
You made it this far
You are amazing:)
Don't give up
NEVER GIVE UP
You're pretty
You're precious
Dont need to be insecure about your face
You are so beutiful
Thank you. I hope you have an amazing life🙏❤️
This playlist is like sitting in the rain, feeling every drop cleanse the heaviness of life. Thank you for this.
it hurts to see so many people struggle. I always imagine those people getting born again and not even ready to face the problems of this world. It feels so unreal that a child can suffer from mental illness...I suffer from ocd at the age of six,what honestly really exhausted me. But I know deeply inside that its okay (even tho i never heard "it will be okay"). Being not okay is okay.
I'm so tired of everything. I'm in some kind of pain 24/7, the only emotions i feel and remember feeling are anger, sadness or emptiness. I don't even feel human anymore. Hell, I don't think I can even cry anymore. I'm constantly one inconvenience away from a full blown meltdown. The only reason I'm still alive is because I know me dying would hurt my family and my one friend, and I can't bear the thought of leaving my cat alone and confused as to why I'm no longer there im my bed to hug her. I'm only fifteen, but fuck, I've wanted to stay asleep in a dreamless state since I was 10
im in between trying to better myself and giving up on life, just enjoying the temporary happiness.
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I'd do anything to take my wish back. "I wish i was a grown up". Ive never felt so much pain, confusion and hurt as a "grown up". I miss when life was easy, when it had colour. All i see are dull shades of what once were bright rainbows. I cant escape it, distractions are temporary. The pain is forever.
i kinda miss my childhood.
There is so much time, time waiting for me to turn it into the beautiful canvas of a portrait painted with the stuff of fulfilled dreams, yet I painfully ponder its white untouched surface. I have so much time, yet when the time comes, I am too tired to grasp it.
im currently 16 and on holiday break. During this days, without school, I feel conflicted between peace and loneliness. Life in the family has not been easy, there will always be one person hating on another and no one will try to reconcile or atleast talk it out. For friends I feel as though I am not impt to them or they are secretly talking shit bout me. Idk anymore. When I look at yt videos or any social media posts about teenagers living their best life, I wonder why i couldnt be the same? why isit so hard for me? what should i do differently? should i change things about me? Right now im trying to find a job to spend my time and not waste any of it at home doing nonsense. But even that is hard cuz i have not received word from any company i have applied to (fyi this is my first time finding a job). Im excited and also nervous. I hope life treats me better in the coming days; Atleast something positive to make me smile.
I feel you and bro tbh I don't know why it's like that for us but listen to music we hate the feeling of being without some one
@@von99wrld15thxz bro music always helps 😭 hope u feel better someday