I don’t know if you remember this but in your “Everything Wrong With Shadow The Hedgehog” you starting talking about how we should open up and tell people if we are down, I was at a really bad and dark place at that time, I just want you to know that you saved me from myself and now I’m more confident to open up about my feelings, so thanks Charri, I heard you
I was about to say the same thing. I had to pause the video for a while when he got to that point because what he said was a mix of what I was thinking as well as mostly just what I needed to hear. I was also in a really dark place at that time to put it lightly. I've had times where I went back to that video just for that section so I can remember what it is I'm working towards and how grand my impact is on the world; that it's okay for me to view myself as someone as grand as others. Shadow as a game and as a general character - vice versa with Sonic of course - has always helped me similarly, & Chariii helped a lot for me to contextualize it in the forefront of my mind; something especially crucial when you're struggling with what I was at the time. It all reminds me that it's okay to open up and how that keeps us going. All in due time.
This video is titled "Everything Wrong with Tetris", but it feels like you wanted to call it "Everything Wrong with me". There's nothing wrong with you Charriii, you're a great creator and an amazing person, you're a funny guy and you did that on your own, your personality isn't based on Cinema Sins or anyone else, everytime you upload it makes my day better, it makes all of our days better, that's you, no one else, you're doing that, even if you think you aren't having an impact, you've definitely had one on all of us, don't let anyone make you think different.
I knew this was an april fools but if the vent in this is genuine I'm really glad you are able to share your emotions because I know it's difficult, do what you love and don't let others put you down man, I also have trouble with youtube like this. I really hope you are doing alright, although it's difficult to "follow your dreams" you should never give up. Have a great day and take your time to feel better because everyone sometimes needs time to be upset. And also, to me your content has been really amazing and inspiring, and if you don't want to do the same type of content, then that's completely fine.
@@xSkysilver what? I mean the everything wrong with tetris title is obviously kind've an april fool but once you get into the video it's actually serious
Even though I’ve come to your channel for the Everything Wrong Withs, I want to point out that I’ve always SEEN your more artistic side through your videos. I can see some of it shine through in most of your work and I wanna say that it never went unnoticed by me. That little extra flavor, that person, that real person that I see in these videos is one of the reasons why I’ve always had a lot of respect for you, even if you never made the most “original content”. I remember when I was checking out your channel one time and saw the trailer for your series and my gut sort of…….wrenched? Because I noticed how little attention it got. This project that you had poured love into didn’t really even get a chance and I can completely understand that frustration. I remember when I first heard you had been developing a game I was happy for you and excited. Because I sort of want to see more original stuff from you. Whenever you’ve put something somewhat different out I always got hyped because I’ve always had this feeling that you have potential as a creatively driven person. I can’t say if a whole lot of other people feel such a specific way towards you and your work as I do since I tend to fixate on such specific parts of creators sometimes to a fault, but I just wanna let you know that you are in fact being heard. I can understand exactly what you feel. I’m hoping that as an artist you can find yourself in a better place with what you’re making. I’ll always be here to see it. Don’t know if you read comments, but I felt so seen by you venting about being seen, as weird as that sounds, but yeah. I hope you can find some better ground to stand on. A guarantee a lot of us are right behind you to cheer you on.
As an aspiring game dev myself, I get where you're coming from. I've had my idea for 12 years and I still haven't finished coming up with the story. I know what it's like to feel like my creation doesn't matter to anyone but me. I hope you get to accomplish your goals and follow your passions. I loved your EWW videos and that was how I found out about you (specifically the Mario RPGs, and i would love to see one for Brothership) but you deserve the chance to do something you actually have fun with.
I’m so happy to hear you just… talk. Talk about your thoughts, about your feelings, about your life, everything. You’re one of the most genuine and honest youtube personalities and I’m glad you’re still here.
But on a serious note you can vent as much as you need April fools thing or not as a community we will still stand by you. Even if not everyone will I can i atleast say I can. And as my mom said make stuff for yourself not for other's. Take care ok Charriii?
And honestly at awnser you question if it's meaningful to anyone if you have brought people together I can say if you ask me yes you have. I mean thinking about the minus world podcast or even this community in your own channel you've definitely made people come together. I mean I enjoy your content a lot to where I'll listen to the playlist's when I work of stuff sometime,play video game or hell even before I take a nap( I enjoy listening to people talk in videos when I sleep ik it's weird shush. Lol) and granted I did find you thought Everything wrong with but I also enjoyed the videos of you doing like the smash or pass or that kinda stuff as well your just really entertaining and funny to be honest with ya. And honestly your Oc's are interesting and even thought I don't have a computer or anything like that so I can't play the demo/beta or anything like that I kind of find it inspirational the fact that you've stuck with a project for so long! Hell inspires me with editing some of my videos! It's honestly amazing! And to be honest with you I get the feeling of people not really caring about your characters or anything like that because I have two characters named Luna and Nova on my main Channel and they don't really seem to interest people granted I haven't pushed them out there much but still. Ik the pain and like ya said your not alone I agree,but allow me to say the same to you. As I know I said a bit ago we've got your back even if some leave. People will still stay. Idk just stuff I've learned in life as someone who is still very small on this platform as well. But just your amazing Charrii and ik a lotta this might seem like rambling,but I just want to say I hope you never forget that. ♡
Good on you man, and besides we all have that point in our lives sometimes right, economical struggles or not you got through them, and we are always here for you, content or not.
This video is really relatable I’ve felt and still do feel some of his feelings myself with my own works. I’m about to graduate college and I want to be a game designer or concept artist and yet i worry if I have the skills to be either. My first comment was negative too and I don’t plan on being big on here but a lot of what he’s said I can relate to and I think others can too.
I have a lot to say, but i'll put the most important ones up top. 1. Plans, careers, and destinies change constantly. Even if you can't get that game out or, you can't become a popular animator, there's always something out there to do, that you like doing. People who can't animate in 2d find it easier to do things like, SFMs, animation in 3d. People who can't code for a game can do better writing the plot narratives. People who can't do mechanics can do schematics, stuff like that ya know? If something falls through there's always alternatives in the same vain. 2. People who take critiques too seriously are blinded by nostalgia or are sheeps. Not every game is perfect, don't take them seriously. Especially modern youtube where bots and hate comment trolls are more rampent than ever before. 3. If i've learned anything from my parents, you don't quit until its physically impossible, and even then you find something else to focus on. There's lots and lots of potential breakthroughs to do with your life.
Massive respect for being this real with your audience. If I were you and I were dealing with the same or similar problems, I don't think I'd have the guts to be this open. Being human is really F-ing hard sometimes. I don't have the proper words to go on this whole spiel about your situation, but sometimes bringing people smiles and comfort in the form of these videos goes a longer way than words can express. It may not be me, but I'm sure someone out there probably had the course of their entire life changed because of one of your videos. No matter what happens, that's something to be proud of.
Chariii, dude. I've said this to countless other creators: Just do whatever makes you happy. Yeah, I love the EWW videos, but wherever I see videos like the Big the Cat challenge, or the "Every I Love About Sonic '06" video, I'm excited to see something new and different from you. Even if your main thing isn't exactly original, I always look forward to your brand of humor and personality in them. Your videos make me smile every time I see them, no matter what kind they are. And for what it's worth, I'd love to see more of the genuine you.
You are what Cinemasins wants to be. You are a real person not just a mouthpiece. I may have watched you in the past because "lol diet Cinemasins" but now I don't even watch them anymore but I'm still here watching you, man. I'm hoping that your creation project comes to life one day. Everyone struggles and everyone gets in a dark place, don't stay there, we're all here to help pull you out of your rut. Whether it be through silly comments or chatting with you directly. One day, you'll receive that "lap dance" keep going.
I don't know about everyone else, but I genuinely love listening to their videos... they make me happy. I don't think you're a Cinemasins ripoff because you bring your own unique character and feel to it.... I watch a lot of you and a lot of Cinemasins.... personality-wise, you don't come off at all like Jeremy. I just hope you realize that you are valued by many people, and, if it matters, I care about your presence here. I'd have a lot less great content to watch if you weren't. So I hope you stick around for a long time.
Thank you. For me you're always that one friend (even if we never met) who I can just listen to and feel better afterwards, whenever I'm chilling or feeling like I'm at my lowest point. You deserve every happy ending that life can throw at you.
As I’m sure hundreds have mentioned already, your Shadow the Hedgehog video and that one section about how we should open up and stay in the game is what kept most of us here. Hell, that may even go double for me, because if it weren’t for that video, and by extension, yourself, I wouldn’t have been able to help my buddies through their varying troubles. But I don’t exactly have the mindset nor time to properly respond to this, but I guess in short, everything you do here (whether it be art or otherwise) amazes me. Thanks.
Don't worry Nahum, we loved everything you put out over the years, I especially love your sonic videos with your creative humor , from the wacky jokes to the brief deep in some there convoluted stories to that suicide talk on the shadow remake, I've enjoyed the things you put out and I hope you get to reach your goals,also hope soul stars coming along well
I'll be honest, Charrii. I've never seen the Cinema Sins stuff, and I first found your channel because one of the Everything Wrong With videos randomly showed up in my suggested videos. I've loved the videos you make ever since. Do what you feel you gotta do, and do whatever you're comfortable with. We all understand, and we support you no matter what you decide.
I'm glad I was able to listen to this, since this channel is inspiring in more ways then one- and charrii its cool thay you hold on to things since I appreciate that dedication overall dude. Thanks for being vulnerable despite the lack of Lap dance in the scene
I love these genuine moments in your videos a lot. My favorite one is the one in the middle of the Everything Wrong With Shadow The Hedgehog remake. I see them as very valuable to my experience of watching your content. I'd say you're one of the most genuine people I've seen on this website, and I think that's a very valuable trait to have when creating. Although this video is sad at times, I'm really happy it exists, because it shows the often overlooked side of creators like you. I'm thankful that your channel still exists. I really am.
your videos have helped me when i feel down and make me laugh. recently i watched all the kingdom hearts videos and the "OH THATS SO GOOD FOR YOU" joke always made me feel better and ibe even started saying that with my friends when i play video games with them
I had no idea that you were going through this, I won't lie, I've had some things to go through myself, but they don't even compare to what you were going through. Thank you for being genuine and telling us everything and I hope you're doing better mentally now that you know how much of an impact you have made to many communities
I actually really like your experiments, like the “love” video you did with Arceus. Thank you for expressing your feelings, we all need to do it and it’s brave of you to do that.
compared to everybody else who's also done the cinemasins format, i always stick to you because well...it's you. you're a genuinely funny and talented guy and i truly do hope that you thrive off of what you wanna really do someday. we love you no matter what though.
So, I don't mean to make this sound bad, but as an inspiration for what I hope to make a youtube career out of, I would love to meet Charriii. He seems like an amazing guy, and I love the passion this guy has for his projects, especially Soulstar. I find it terrifying to try and develop something like that, especially since the ways I can do so are less than easy. But this guy, even when struggling, is able to keep doing what he wants. I effing salute you Charriii, and wish you the best in your endeavors.
I've literally gone through your whole EWW catalogue at least once, and many of the vids multiple times each. I put them on when I need a pick me up, when my isolated lifestyle gets to be so much, sometimes as things to focus on to keep my mind from wondering and allow myself to relax before sleep. You may be a content creator, but you're also a person, and though you may feel you don't show your true self to us a lot, you have definitely. Be it in things like this, in your shadow the hedgehog sidebar, outtakes and the like. Even if you think Charriii5 is a character, Nahum Luna is that character's soul. It's your work, your passion, your humor. That is the reason people hear what you're saying here, and now. Charriii5 is nothing and means nothing, without you, Nahum. Not to even mention many lives including my own would be devoid of much humor, happiness, introspection, and more that you have brought as well. I do wish you the best of luck with all your future endeavors professional and personal, whatever they may be.
Charii, you're awesome. You may think that you're not original, but you really are. Even if the base format of Everything Wrong With has been done, as far as I can tell (I might be wrong but whatever) you pioneered the idea of spinning it off, and now there are like 50 gamingsins channels, CinemaWins, GamingWins, all because you initially started spinning off. Also see a therapist, please.
I've been watching your content since around 2016 and it's been helping me appreciate the deeper elements of certain stories like Sonic or Kingdom Hearts. Even just trying different franchises like the ones that were trickier to sin was fun to watch, and seeing you branch out into broader horizons like your passion projects is inspiring. Your "dubbed by one person" videos have been my favorite content in recent years, which I'm not trying to devalue your EWWs (the Pokémon ones are especially great) but you have a versatile range that you've even included in your recent EWWs and it sounds like you've had fun with it from the quality in each video. Your thumbnail art is also quite nice and lively in terms of color and personality. I can feel the pain and self-doubt in this video from your tone. We all have those feelings of doubting ourselves in how far we've come, where we want to go from here, and even if it's worth it to go on. You might not have started the concept of "Everything Wrong With" but damn if you're not one of the most notable content creators to stick with it for this long. My point is, you don't have to feel shackled to one idea even if TH-cam itself works against creators who deviate from what people expect from them. You've managed to create a fanbase of your own from evolving a video style idea into something more personalized. You're not alone, Nahum. We got your back.
you are bring heard, charriii, trust me. I can tell you that your videos have, in a way, brought me closer to some of my friends. I find videos of yours genuinely interesting and entertaining, and then I share that with them, and they enjoy hearing about it. and the feelings your feeling are, definitely relatable. i started piling up my own emotions and it didn't help. at all. so yeah, talking about it does help :]
It impresses me so much, that even when your going through things, you just want help other people. You give advice even when your hurting. That's, just so cool. Its really touching.
I turn 40 next month and I’m in the same boat as you. I’m getting ready to go hard into my own game development. And a large part of that is because of you. If you ever need to talk. I’d be more than happy to listen and help how I can. Keep following your dream even if it may be hard. You’ll never be disappointed in yourself. I’m proud of you.
I feel like your ‘character’ has started falling away a bit in more recent content. From the ‘everything I love about’ instead of ‘everything wrong with’s to blooper reels to stuff surrounding soulstar. (solstar? I hope I spelled that right.) I felt this bubble of happiness whenever I felt like I got to see another glimpse of you as a person in content because your content honestly makes my day, I often rewatch some of it just to feel comfortable (I’ve rewatched the mario EWW’s too many times to count by now), so getting to see the guy behind that made me happy for some reason. I’m pretty lonely, a bit lost as to what to do with my life in the future once I’m done studying and I also feel like there’s no place I belong, personally or professionally. I’ve tried hanging on to the little piece of writer’s passion in me despite not having much time or motivation to write these last years. So a lot of the feelings brought up in this video hit close to home. Content where the usual character drops kind of feels like ‘befriending’ the person making it, and it usually makes me stick around when I could’ve moved on to other channels long ago. I feel like I like the humour on this channel better than the jokes the actual CinemaSins make, so that always helped me draw a distinct line between that content and yours. The format might be the same, but the style, the feeling isn’t. Even other ‘eww’s I found on other channels didn’t click with me the same way yours did. I think that shows at least part of the uniqueness of what you do and that it shouldn’t just be lumped in as ‘copying’. This comment will probably be lost in the sea of other comments that will flood this video soon enough, but when it feels like someone opens their heart to you a little and tells you ‘I can hear you’, it makes me want to respond in kind that ‘I hear you too.’ WE hear you. It’s tough to balance passion and content that ensures the bills get paid, it’s tough to feel like you put a lot of work in but don’t really get recognition for it, to feel like you don’t belong… and I can’t exactly give any answers to that, but it’s nice that even with all that tough shit weighing you down, just talking about it can lighten the load, even if for a moment. It might feel like you’re burdening people or making them uncomfortable but I feel like someone who’s willing to listen might get more out of talking with you about it than they lose. They get to know you better, they learn some experiences from a perspective that isn’t their own… I feel like there’s a lot that can be learned and cherished even speaking about the darkest of things. This was a lil messy brubble of thoughts but I hope it made a lick of sense, haha. I hope things settle in place sooner rather than later, you got this, Charriii.
14:46 Your work is meaningful to people in ways you may never see. The smiles you put on people's faces, the lives you touch by putting this content out, you may never know them, you may never see them, but my mentality has always been that knowing I even made just one person happy, just one person laugh, just one person smile when they were feeling blue, then all of everything I've ever been through was worth it just for them.
I hope you see this. Please never change. We need more people like you that care what they do and how it can effect and resonate with someone. I joined BECAUSE of those sonic videos but I STAYED for you and your humor.
I found you on accident. Both times. My first video of yours I watched was the strangled red Pokémon creepy pasta. Which I didn’t hate but didn’t like. Then around the time everything wrong with a started booming I was kinda flipping through channels out of boredom and I stumbled across your channel a second time. Even when I stopped watching those other channels I kept watching yours. You had a bit more to say. Wasn’t just quick joke and some cynicism. I think that’s what kept me watching. It’s equally endearing and inspiring. Seeing you grow. Your channel holds something for me that makes me feel something on a different level. Helps me get back in touch with the motivation I may have lost, misplaced or forgotten. All this just a roundabout way of saying I’m glad your still here, and as long as you are I’ll probably still be watching. This message is late I didn’t see the video till today but I’m happy I saw it at all.
If you want to change your content, do something you feel is yours, you can do it, of course people will leave, but on the other hand, people interested on the new content you would have would come too and see you, and watch you, and you would be happier I support you anyway, doesnt matter if your "everything wrong with" is never made again, you need to do something you like
"people interested on the new content you would have would come too and see you, and watch you, and you would be happier"...thing is, Nahum (after this video I feel like we owe it to him to acknowledge his real side) isn't wrong. So many creators out there, it's easier to leave someone than to subscribe to them. But yeah, to avoid burnout, when push comes to shove, he's gotta do the right thing for himself
@@castleoffiction96 he just made a "everything i love about sonic the hedgehog: the movie" And i had an idea, what if he mixes the everything wrong with and the every thing i love about to make an "everything i know from" With a count for good and bad things, that would be neat
I needed this. Second time I'd be watching this video and I imagine I'll watch it a few more times. Thank you for everything you do, and we're proud of you.
I know that ultimately at the end of the day, I'm just a simple viewer, but I've been following the content throughout the years, and I really want to let you know that it shows just how much effort and hard work you put into your content. Through all you've made I remember myself feeling lots of different emotions, and all of it were happy memories. I can't even remember how many years it's been since I discovered your content, back with the EWW Brawl video, but I remember the feeling I've had then, that still persists today, where I'm always happy to see more from you. I remember showing one of your videos around to this one group I was in a long time ago, and I made friends with someone as we yammered on about what you made. I know ultimately, I am just a viewer, but I love seeing the artistic side of you, whenever you are able to have it be present in videos. I hope the day comes where you're able to continue your passion project.
Chariii, as an aspiring (and very much struggling) musical artist, I understand your pain here. To be able to bring a community together through your craft is a wonderful thing, something I think every creator of everything should strive toward. As someone who's had projects rejected and had projects fail, I know how you feel there as well. I just wanna personally take a second to say thank you for the amazing content you've created. There's been multiple times that I've been in a deep, dark depression and I've turned to TH-cam, but your genuinely funny commentary, your jokes, hell, the videos themselves as a whole, have saved me from my thoughts on numerous occasions, and as someone who is still struggling with confidence and is still struggling to make their dream known, I get you. Fortunately, I think I can speak for quite a few people when I say your videos have been more than just distractions. Building a community, on a platform like this especially, is quite difficult, but I'm gladly a part of the Chariii5 community, and will continue to be even if and when you decide to stop making videos. Thank you so much, Chariii, for being a life changer and an inspiration to so many, you're the best 😊 🤜🤛
Thanks, man. Just thanks. For everything, I mean. You mean a lot to me, I probably would be the way I am without you, and thank for, just, taking times like this to just speak your mind, and say what you need. Do whatever you want, keep talking however you want about whatever you want, we’ll be here, we’ll keep listening, and I hope you’ll keep listening to us too. And regardless, people watch your content not because of who you’re ‘copying’ or anything, it’s because of you, because they like you, or think you’re funny, or like the way you do things. And even if you change your content, people will keep watching, there’ll always be somebody who’ll watch your content, no matter what happens. Just, be you, don’t listen to anyone else telling you to change who you are or do whatever you don’t want to do, do what you want however you want. Be happy, is all anyone wants of you. And really, thanks, having the famous content creator open up about their feelings and spill their heart out fo effectively the world to see makes me feel more comfortable and confident to do the same. Maybe. Anyway, yeah, be fine, and make whatever amazing content you want to make since, after all, it’s your content, it’ll be amazing no matter what heh.
You're are amazing to open up about this and talk to the hundreds of thousands of people that watch your content man. we're here for you. If you ever feel down, just know that we are here supporting you. every turn you take, every choice you make, we're here for you. if you start making different types of content, we'll be here supporting you! We'll always be here. Never forget that.
This is the side of you that I really love. I do enjoy your EWWs, but I also love when you take a moment to just be yourself. Don't feel bad for what you do. You still bring joy to so many people, and I respect that. Oh and by the way, you're not done with Sonic just yet. You haven't finished the classic games. You haven't even touched the Advance Trilogy, Generations 3DS, Sonic Boom Shattered Crystal, or Sonic Boom Fire and Ice. Plus, Frontiers comes out this year, and a couple of your oldest videos could use a redo. So you've still got some things to do with the Blue Blur
As someone who feels his creativity is his only strength, I feel like I understand what you’re getting at. But I hope it means something when I say I love the content you do post, even if it’s not exactly what you want to do. Thanks for your amazing videos. I’m excited if you continue with the Pokémon generations. I was actually thinking about that recently and it got me excited.
So I already can see all of the beautiful and supporting comments and I'm just gonna be one of the other hundreds of comments, but..... I like to share a few words as well: I've been following this channel for the longest times and whenever I list my favorite creators, I would always have you on the list because I love the videos you make. Not just the EWW, but also the other stuff. You are genuently a great creator and a very creative person. I'm sure people can tell. When I first found out about the minus world thing I was stoked. Watching minus world I first realized, that you are different as a person when I first thought you would be. Getting over on your twitch lately really brought me a lot of fun and joy. It showed me a completely different side of you, that I didn't knew before and I really appreciate that a lot. You were a great inspiration for my first steps of trying to get a creator myself (not youtube) and you definitely had a huge impact on my journey over the last year (you really dont want to see my discord posts where im simping about Soul Star lol). There are a lot of different people following you for different reasons, but seeing the comments unser this video you can see that a lot of them care about you. Not just as a creator, but also as a person. Sometimes you just feel for no reason. It is nobody's fault. I think it shows a lot of streight, that you came forward and shared these emotions with us. On a last note: You are doing great! You are still young. It is alright to struggle. It is alright to fail. And it is alright to feel down about it. You will get up and do something even greater. The struggle of last year must have been hard. I would love to say I understand, but truth is: I haven't been there, so I don't. I wish we could have done more. I said that before, but say it again: even though we failed last year, I know this is not the end of it. You will make it work regardless. I know that. Just know there are many people who support you. We love you 💜 Sorry for the long text 😅
Everything Wrong With Tetris, you forgot to subtract one cause there’s actually zero sins,instead of separating people it calms you down and let’s you speak your mind so either one sin for being too unproblematic and old to where you can’t really get mad at it or others about it or zero sins because it’s a great way to get people to calm down and forget what makes them feel anger and rage because it’s such a simple, fun game that leads you to just not really care about the game and only care about those around you. Honestly, who here hears the word Tetris and gets mad/upset or starts to feel uneasy/awkward? No one. Who here hears the word Tetris and thinks ‘Ah, neat that’s a pretty old game.’ and brings people back to better days because it’s such an old memory that can bring back old memories. This is all just my opinion but personally speaking, I think that Tetris was literally the best game you could’ve chosen.
I'm really sorry you feel that way. You've always inspired me to make content. I know it's easy to think that your work doesn't matter, but you are being heard. We all love your videos and will continue to support you. We love you. Please don't ever doubt yourself because you are amazing.
I can't believe I nearly missed seeing this video- I'm almost at a loss of words of everything you shared, and.. I definitely understand the feelings you talked about. You are also definitely making a impact on me, honestly, you're one of my inspirations man. Your artistic side is something I look up too, and your animations in the past and here now at the end of videos have been something that had always made me happy to see. Heck, I'll admit, every time you do that "Signing off," I make the same gesture just to end it off with you and it always made me smile. Same of course goes for with your thumbnails, it make me happy to see your art! Gives me this sense of hope in me that, "Hey, maybe I can do something with my art like that one day!" Cause as artist myself who struggles to get their name out there and what not, it can be definitely rough.. "Everything Wrong with's" aside with all the funny jokes and stuff I like, your art side is something I love most, and from one artist to another, you got my support through and through. Definitely keep striving to reach new heights! Do what you can to make it happen buddy.
As someone who was literally kicked out of high school for being "too different" and "unable to 'fix'", I completely understand feeling isolated and useless.
They saw my creative writing I did in my past time and took it as a threat or something. Also the thing that got me kicked out was a viking imitation I did for my friends. But that was almost 3 years ago now and I'm over it.
Thanks for this message. I’ve felt similar things as you have and have gone through things recently and this kinda helped me a bit seeing someone gone through similar things as me
Man, I cannot thank you enough for letting some of that out. It was not the first time you´ve showed signs of being distraught, and every time one came out i (and i suppose most of us here) wondered what was getting you into such a dark place. Beyond my enjoyment of your productions (both in humor parodies and in your animation work that i´ve seen), and even beyond the people with whom i´ve bonded over your youtube series (I´d love to tell you of it if you´d like to hear it, but my message is not centered on that now) , i ´d like to simply say some things. I think they could help you get some perspective. I have gone through similar waters, and have had good folk near me traverse them as well. Strap in, reader. This is a long one. Beyond matters and titles such as imposter syndrome, which, regardless of whether they are real or not are just hard to really deal with when YOU are the one living with them, are to be considered and accounted for. Not by "disproving" them with deeds and remarks, but with your growth. Your advance throughout the years and the opportunities that have been opened up because of it. Regardless of the end results, the fact that you´ve attempted, and advanced in such fields and be in contact with such environments shows a capability, resourcefulness and talent that need be cherished. There is a degree of luck in realizing one´s dreams, and it is a nasty factor at that... but rest assured, keep at it, artist. We want to know you, to see you, to see you soar and rise and go. To not try is the one true way to gaurantee defeat. Making the people around you feel tense or awkward with your issues, if it is a matter of being distraught or in emotional pain is not a problem that the people around you will mind grappling with. The tension is there, there is a degree of discomfort, but it is a negligible matter in comparison to the harm that represents keeping it in. I cannot say in a strong enough manner that i care for you without sounding cliche, as we haven´t met or interacted before, but in the same way you can look up to another creators, game makers, animators, etc and admire their work, progress life or whatever, there is a small and maybe one sided bond there, and mine towards you can put up with a small bit of tension if it means you are feeling more supported. I am certain, that either around you and your circle, in the community, and even in this audience, i am not alone in that sentiment. If there is a tension to be felt at all, its born out of empathy, of a wish to see you well, a conflict at facing a complex and serious situation, or a concern over your wellbeing. To Chariii, the voice, the scripwriter, the character, the animator, the artist and the snazziest being in a striped shirt. We and (by extension I) love you man. There´s Nothing Wrong with Opening up in 17 minutes. Most of us might have come because of the initial pastige, but we have and will stay because of you.
“I wanted to make an impact on someone” hey. Dude. You 100% did. Look at all of these people talking about how your speech about depression on the 2019 shadow video got them through hard times. Hell it even touched me, an unfeeling jerk. You do make an impact
Charriii, I just wanted to let you know, that what you have been doing is definitely meaningful to people. You have no idea how many times I've been having a bad day, and turning on one of your videos have never failed to cheer me up. You don't understand how much your videos mean to me, and it's not just me. You have changed my life, OUR lives, more then you could ever know.
Your videos have honestly gotten me through the tough times in my life, especially when I had thoughts of suicide, your videos have always made me laugh. So yes, you're content matters, and you matter even more. I truly enjoy everything you've made
Thank you for venting. Holding on to all that negativity is truly a bad thing. Making people laugh, making people question themselves, making people mad - I think you're making a good impact on the platform.
I think I started watching your content five years ago or so, and it's always been able to make me either smile, laugh, gain insight on specific things about games I've never played (or otherwise) or all three at once, and it's something I've always appreciated to have with me. Recently you began to do EWW pokemon games and those are the ones that kept me engaged the most in recent time because pokemon as a series is one i cherish an absurd lot, but also there's the fact that I simply love when one of my favorite content creators (you) is covering said series I love. The way I see it, yeah you're obviously using the format that another channel created, but the way you do so is unique in its own right to not only be worth watching, but to also keep people coming back: You always bring up facts, tangents and trivia that deviates from the actual "sin" naming for decent stretches of time and they're wildly entertaining and also strangely educative. I don't know if I'm the only one who appreciates the EWWs for these things, but I'm sure that these are valid things to appreciate since they brighten my days up whenever I see a new upload, and that's what matters to me. Regarding the dissatisfaction you're feeling, the best thing I can suggest is to engage with the audience more to know what they'd like to see and see if your interests line up with that? Alternatively, given the sheer amount of people watching you, maybe you can get into contact with someone who knows of a path to follow that may gratify you to follow? There's definitely options to consider choosing from, even if from where you are they may not look like that many. You got this man!
Coming from when I first picked up watching your content, to when I eventually decided to sub and fully watch and enjoy what you do, you have a spot in my heart. I get the passions, the feelings, the... goals in life in what you like to do and what you craft. Art, writing, and game development is my trades of enjoying life, but, working with the schedule that hampers a lot of what you can do, what you can fit into sharing with friends, or finding the people who support and encourage what you enjoy doing, eventually, it starts to hurt you as a person if you can't find ways to balance everything. I, myself, am prone to stress, deal with anxiety, and push myself as much as I can because yeha, money's needed. You don't want to lose out on what keeps you going, on what's going to net you another day safe, warm, and happy under a roof. It gets hard. But enough relating from me. I'm proud of your content, of how you've done what you've done, and I've been watching for more info on your game you talked about some in other vids. I love the care and passion you put into what you do, and honestly, you make the world a better place, my man. Keep it up! Reach for the stars! ...Or ya know, live and learn... Ok I can't make any good sonic puns but all in all, please. Enjoy hat you do, find the fun in your craft, and share it! Heck, if you can ever get a demo or a even a drawn skit out of anything every now and then just to have that art to enjoy, do it! I'm rooting for you all the way.
I just want to say, when I'm struggling with my depression/anxiety and need something to get me out of those episodes I will come and watch your videos because they your voice and your commentary are so great that I can calm down, I know I'm not great at explaining things but I really appreciate your work on this channel! Every little touch of personality that you add in is exactly what makes me like your videos over alot of other creators because you are willing to share more about how you feel and it feels more genuine. I hope you have a lovely day and that things will get better for you, thank you 😊
A deep backstory/explanation on how Chariii5 came into place and how he kept making these type of videos. I know this was made in April Fools day, but man I appreciate everything you make to bring comedy and fun moments.
Hey Nahum, I've been a watcher of your channel for a few years now. I just want you to know that you're not only heard, but you are having an impact on so many people, including me. Seeing you have so much passion for your own projects inspires me to keep working on mine. Especially since mine involves Sonic OCs, seeing you do your stuff really helps me feel like my stuff is less well... stupid. You're your own person, you've got a distinctive style and brand all your own. We're all inspired by something and you've taken what inspired you and flew with it. You're not alone, either. I totally relate to feeling worthless but I want you to know you're not. You're valid, loved, affect so many people and will continue to affect many people. Much love bro ❤❤
I know this is several months late, but... Please don't give up the fight, your content has saved me more times than I have admitted, I'm just went through THIS WEEK and re-watched the vast majority of your videos just going through the playlist leaving it on even falling asleep because the kind of energy you bring to your sin videos doesn't feel like it comes from a place of hate. A FEW DAYS AGO FROM POST THIS YOUR SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG VIDEO REACHED ME WHEN I FELT NO ONE ELSE COULD! I don't care if it's EWW or Poorly dubbed or the Sonic Marathon or Soul Star, I'm here for it. Your journey to find yourself as a content creator on this platform is valid, I see you, WE SEE YOU. You may not think you have a community but I'd venture to bet otherwise, you think all of us come here just because we want to see someone hate on games? Who else called Shadow Meatball? Who else did a FULL DUBBED UNDERTALE PLAYTHROUGH? Who else has decided that instead of insulting the creators and devs they would highlight flaws and plot holes in a way they you can feel their frustration but at the same time still feel their love for gaming and understanding that developing ANYTHING isn't easy. Keep doing what you do Charriii and I don't mean the EWW, I mean keep finding a way to put a piece of YOU into everything you do. I for one understand having a passion project that you can see spanning before you in a way NO ONE else can, but just not having the time and resources to bring it to reality. I have been working on a story since I was in the 7th grade, I'm 34 years old now, and the only way I'll stop is when I'm dead. Me and my brother started this together and we are still working on it to this day, I'm working on world building and drawing character models and he is building the pantheon of gods, building the rules that define the universe at large and has learned to draw maps. We have had some major set backs and it's hard to not see them as failures but knowing that we have friends and family truly interested in what we are working on keeps us going. So don't quit, keep fighting because your story is worth being told and your vision is worth being seen.
Keep going at it, good luck! Also I love how it goes from “I’m working on character design and world building” to *”my brother is creating a pantheon of gods”*
@@captainblue5096 Thank you, an yeah we have learned a lot over the years and one of the things we want is to make a fully realized universe, this included greater and lesser deities. While i have given input, suggestions and feed back, world building a story that spans several planets, cultures, civilizations, wild life, minerals, and resources takes time. The more we do the more we find to be done, so it's certainly something I will be working on my entire life to see realized. 😁
I'm glad to hear you talking about this, and I'm sure many more are! Its nice to just listen to someone talk about what they're going through and understanding it. Maybe this sounds generic, but having been watching your content for so long, probably all the way back to the original Shadow EWW, I can say gir sure that I didn't stick with this channel just for that, I stuck with it because I enjoyed hearing you talk about things. Whether it's everything wrong with something, everything to love about it, whatever it was. And now it feels just like that with getting to hear you talk about your real self or show it in videos like the flash games one. I stayed because I enjoyed it and your artistic side inspired me a bunch, and I'll stick around for whatever it is YOU want to do because I know I'll still enjoy it. ❤
As someone who's been dealing with a lot of mental health issues and doubts as of recently, especially regarding connecting with reality and self worth, I really should've sat down to see this video sooner. I will admit, I came back to your channel to rewatch some of your EWW videos, but I'm thankful I decided to check this one out. Now that I have, I wanted to thank you, even if it's a little bit late to the party. I know you said you struggle with feeling vulnerable and talking about your issues, but I really appreciate it, because if anything, it just makes me feel more understood. I've been struggling with connecting with people as of recent, and hopefully this doesn't come off as creepy or as though I'm trying to form a parasocial relationship of any kind, but this didn't feel like just a video. It felt like I was over at someone's house, quietly watching them play Tetris and nodding along as they talk about their issues and their struggles. I almost wanted to verbally respond at times, offer comfort or ask a question or something. It felt comforting and relatable, and a nice breath of fresh air. I fucking cried near the end because your struggles felt so relatable, especially when you started talking about never wanting to be divorced from yourself. I'm happy I heard you, and I'll definitely give your content a shot, no matter which direction you go.
Man, I just want to say, I came for the EWW series but I always stayed for the talent behind it, I always enjoyed your takes on things and I have enjoyed your other avenues of content, I know times can be rough and unfortunately sometimes we go in paths we never wanted or intended, but the best way to look at it is that if that path has kept you going then it's not a wasted effort, life is full of obstacles and a lot of people don't end up doing or getting what they want, but don't be discouraged because of set backs, there will be several, trust me I have so many demons that I wonder how I'm still here everyday, but the point is to remember that there is still good things in life that make you happy, I genuinely hope you are doing okay man, I would miss you if you were gone, you are one of the few youtubers I ALWAYS watch every upload of, honestly your content has really made an impact on me and my friends, we love the jokes and humor, but I hope you keep doing whatever content makes you happy man! Even if that means you retire the EWW series, I've been subscribed for you, the man behind Charriii5. Take care of yourself man and I wish you the best luck in your future!
Alright first of all, I'm really glad that you decided to explain this to everyone. I know holding shit inside can do quite a bit of harm, the fact that you took the time to help eveyone understand this stuff was real brave. I can relate to a lot of points made in this video and have definitely felt like talking to people about this kinda things would make them uncomfortable and whatnot. I really really wanna be an artist, but pursuing that line of work is pretty fucking scary. It doesn't pay very well and if you do somehow manage to land in a contract or something like that, you don't have the amount of freedom you'd like. Part of being an artist is having the freedom and creativity to express yourself. I know that no matter what you do Chariii, I'll support you; not just because I enjoy your content, but because I like you as a person. Y'know despite there being a screen between everyone on the internet, having common interests, and emotions really makes you feel a lot closer to people you don't know personally. I'm really glad that I'm a part of your community. Again going back to these emotions and feelings you've talked about, I know that these kind of feelings suck and I wouldn't wish them on anyone, but it's still comforting to know that you're not alone when other people DO feel the same. Everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses. We should all cover eachothers back in order to be the strongest and happiest we can all be. Love you man, keep doing you :)
It takes of guts to be up front and open like that! You already had my respect for being arguably the best version of Cinemasins! Now you have my respect for simply being you!
You mention concepts such as "Not wanting to be a character", and "Wondering if you mean something to someone", etc. You absolutely mean something to me as both a fellow creator, as someone who absolutely enjoys your content, and you in general. I love your personality, you're funny/witty, definitely smart, and you want to know the very best part about you? You're real. Ik that's a very odd thing to say, but what I'm saying is, you don't come on here and put on an act. You don't put on this "Creator Persona", and when you're alone or out in public become someone else. You're real to me. And you show no issues with expressing that honest and true side to everybody. I can get holding some stuff back to not feel like a burden or feel like you're asking for something in return. For me, I always struggle with getting my honest feelings out there, because I don't want people to take it as "Hey, I want your pity" or "I want to be sympathized/empathized' and think of me as a jerk for it. It's okay to actually have sympathy/empathy for somebody, but it can feel hard to vent anything and not expect someone to just treat it like it's no big deal or that they feel like you're just being selfish in a way. Idk, but my point here is to say that to me, you absolutely feel real, and you're one of the best creators I've ever come across. Keep doing the things you love, and try your hardest man. Nobody has these "great expectations", that you have to live by. It's your life, your passion. Do it how you will, continuing being as genuine as you have been, and you'll always have somebody in your corner (and I'd say you have a LOT in your corner lol)
You mentioned that you sense that you make people uncomfortable when you talk about your personal problems. Contrary to that, I felt comfortable hearing you speak on your difficulties because everyone is going through something that’s mentally and emotionally taxing. It’s a part of the human experience that everyone can relate to. Thanks for being vulnerable - I know I can identify with some of the issues you described as a master’s degree student who’s questioned whether I can do anything in my future career.
This will probably come off a bit weird at least to me but some times when I'm going through something thats bothering me I'll play this video cause it makes me feel like I'm not alone and that even if I feel unheard that, even if I don't know it. There is someone out there who listens. Even if this was posted on April 1st it helps me feel better, not through laughing and avoiding thinking about what's bothering me but instead it sort of, helps ground me back to reality that no matter how trapped and silent I feel, there is someone to talk to and help, relieve those feelings. I thank you Charriii because this both serves as a reminder to some people that you are in fact your own person with your own troubles, and as a reminder that, not everything will be okay, and that in itself is okay and the best way to get through it, is to just talk it out.
Listen, I get it man. Me and others will stick around with you and help you through your rough times! We'll always be here! It's OK to feel like this. I know it's money sometimes, but for passion, the true fans will be with you. Always
Keep doing what you love, and yes, sometimes a biggest fear or bug that storytellers or animators have is that not everyone always gets to see the pure talent being expressed.
I feel you Char. I've been wanting to be an animator as well, but I've learned that not only do I not have the talent or patience for it, but I don't know how to apply it towards a future career.
"Oh hey, Charriii made an April fools video, I wonder what it's about." "Oh." "Oh dear." I'll admit. Without something like this, I probably never would have really cared about anything you released that wasn't essentially 'gaming cinema sins'-related, so good call with the title there. You managed to reach those like me. But you know what? Because you put your feelings out there, let us know what's on your mind, I think I'll be willing to give whatever you put out next a chance.
8:41 I don't think the piece rotation system is even that bad, like yeah it can be very strict but in comparison to some modern games which are just plain ridiculous when it comes to how you can move pieces through impossible gaps, this one feels fine
We totally hear you, we're right here with you. I can't tell you how excited I got when you started off videos talking about project soulstar or when I see videos outside the usual EWW format, because it's great to see you doing what you want to do as opposed to what pays the bills, seeing you live or even as far back as those dumb sm64 races everyone used to do on the old hobo bros channel I can confidently say you're a fun personality man, don't be afraid to show more of it to us!
you're right it's good to talk about these things especially to people who enjoy your company, honestly I've been going through a similar thing that you've been going through but I have someone to help me through it and I want to be a person to help a lot of people that go through it so it's good to send out this type of message. stay safe and stay awesome 👍
So I'm late to this, catching up on my TH-cam Subs and everything and I wanted to give my thoughts a few days after thinking it over, because that's how I am. You are an amazing guy and I'm so glad to have at least interacted you the way I have with our group of friends on Twitch. You know some of the art videos you've done and posted on here, I regularly I use it as a listening tool and a motivation for my own, because I want to get better. And you've inspired me to keep going with art and my own personal writing. I'm incredibly thankful for all the things you've done. This amazing art you gave me that I keep as a profile pic on youtube, and you even used a Noctowl in your Gen 2 playthrough and named it Skyat, like honestly you didn't have to do that and it gave me a big dumb grin on my face. You of all people Nahum deserve to vent your frustrations and your feelings, TH-cam is not an easy place for work and I can understand how much the algorithm is against you. Never ever forget the impact you've made on the friends you have, because even the small little things mean a lot to some people.
I totally understand what you are feeling. I'm not sure if this will make you feel a little better, but I'm always happy when you talk about games because personally, I see it more as you talking about a game you like, that I often also like, instead of "oh he is needlessly insulting a game". Other than that I always love how and when you voice the characters. It gives your videos so much charme and fun, and it often makes me want to play the games myself. I don't know how to say the next point but seeing the thumbnails you draw makes me feel excited about the video, because I know *you* uploaded something, and it is just so awesome that you make them yourself, plus them just looking really great. I saw someone saying that you tried to make a little series on here, so I will definetly look for that. Lastly, you are not bothering us when you want to talk about your feelings. We want to help you and make you feel good about yourself, because even if we don't know you that well, what at least I saw of you through your videos was a charming, funny person that often offered some insight into how he enjoyed the games he talked about and even gave us advice for how to treat people. Please make more things that make you happy Nahum, at least I can promise that I will be watching with great interest. =)
God damn I almost cried in this video Rest assured that no matter what you put out we'll always be watching, weather it's EWW or something else, we'll always watch, take your own advice man, you're not alone, there's always someone there for you
Dude. Don't give up. On anything. You belong as much as the next or the last. Your content is and will always be what you believe in. The fanbase will always be divided. However you have a community of people who come to this channel because you make them laugh. You're an amazing creator. Always found it cool that you hand drawn every thumbnail. Your content brings people together. You may feel like you have no time now. Yet somehow you may find the time. Chari you're awesome at drawing for sure. Honestly I come here to this channel to look for something to make my day better. You kinda have a way of doing that man. You're not alone either. No void you have an audience of people who are here for you. And that lapdance would have been a nice end scene lol. Oh and I really hope that you're able to make that game you dream of getting out. You have someone looking forward to seeing you make it a reality. And looking forward to play it. Just know. There's belief in what you have and will accomplish. At least from me. Keep believing in yourself dude.
Just wanted to let you know Charriii that there is nothing wrong with any of your content no matter what you do. For me personally I not only enjoy the EWW series you do here but many of your other videos as well including ones like the "Is is possible" challenges you have done as well. Don't be afraid to try out new things because I know that me and a lot of your other fans on here enjoy you for who you are and enjoy your content because it helps bring us together under a community. Like you always say, "Stay safe and Stay awesome", and that goes for yourself as well man, you got this no matter what.
I’m glad you are willing to be open about this type of thing. I’m aware a lot of people who kind of accidentally started doing TH-cam eventually had a crisis of faith of sorts, and had to use one of these videos to put it all into perspective. I suppose nothing I say will really have an effect on what you do from here, but here’s hoping whatever it is you feel happy doing it.
3:01 I know how that is. I started my review show since 2013 but I haven't worked on it since around 2017 and it was the one type of video I had managed to stay consistent with for five years (even if production slowed down over that time with 2013 having the largest number of reviews). I'm having trouble getting motivated to make _anything_ lately too.
I watched until the end. The journey you have undergone has been a large one but I have tremendous respect for you determination in pushing on. A lot of you said hit hard, such as seeing others around you find success or being worried on weather trying something new may turn out to be a waste of time. A lot of the creative market is a dog-eat-dog kind of thing. The only thing I do know is that you have too keep on pushing despite the set backs. Game development especially can be a hell of a thing to do, especially indi when you have no experiance. I myself am trying to do many of the things you are, so a lot of what you have said felt familiar. I remember when you did show off your demo and it was looking quite professional! I hope you do not lose heart in yourself and your work, a lot of the time I don't care about the game you are sining, but I watched anyway because you presented your videos well. Keep on keeping on and thanks for sharing 👏
Hey, I don't know all that your going through but personally you have givin me such a huge inspiration to be a voice actor. I don't actually see your "everything wrong with series" as negative videos but positive ones full of comedy pushing game creators to be better. I understand there must be a huge struggle being such a strange genra as you are but your work does impact an audience positively.
I don’t know if you remember this but in your “Everything Wrong With Shadow The Hedgehog” you starting talking about how we should open up and tell people if we are down, I was at a really bad and dark place at that time, I just want you to know that you saved me from myself and now I’m more confident to open up about my feelings, so thanks Charri, I heard you
I'm so happy for you! Also my name's Sarah too :)
That’s amazing! I’m so happy for you! Use Charri’s Shadow message as a reminder whenever you’re feeling down!
I was about to say the same thing. I had to pause the video for a while when he got to that point because what he said was a mix of what I was thinking as well as mostly just what I needed to hear. I was also in a really dark place at that time to put it lightly. I've had times where I went back to that video just for that section so I can remember what it is I'm working towards and how grand my impact is on the world; that it's okay for me to view myself as someone as grand as others. Shadow as a game and as a general character - vice versa with Sonic of course - has always helped me similarly, & Chariii helped a lot for me to contextualize it in the forefront of my mind; something especially crucial when you're struggling with what I was at the time. It all reminds me that it's okay to open up and how that keeps us going. All in due time.
Thats a W
Y’all thank you for being so sweet I really appreciate it😊🙌
This video is titled "Everything Wrong with Tetris", but it feels like you wanted to call it "Everything Wrong with me". There's nothing wrong with you Charriii, you're a great creator and an amazing person, you're a funny guy and you did that on your own, your personality isn't based on Cinema Sins or anyone else, everytime you upload it makes my day better, it makes all of our days better, that's you, no one else, you're doing that, even if you think you aren't having an impact, you've definitely had one on all of us, don't let anyone make you think different.
You took The words right out of my mouth
So do I!
Yeah charri your subscribers are here for you and we are your family away from your family
Jesus loves you my friends
I wish I could have thought of a speech this good to explain what we all feel
I knew this was an april fools but if the vent in this is genuine I'm really glad you are able to share your emotions because I know it's difficult, do what you love and don't let others put you down man, I also have trouble with youtube like this. I really hope you are doing alright, although it's difficult to "follow your dreams" you should never give up. Have a great day and take your time to feel better because everyone sometimes needs time to be upset. And also, to me your content has been really amazing and inspiring, and if you don't want to do the same type of content, then that's completely fine.
April fools? Man the only fool I see here is this comment of yours
I agree with you Glitchy Boi.
@@xSkysilver ratio
@@xSkysilver what? I mean the everything wrong with tetris title is obviously kind've an april fool but once you get into the video it's actually serious
Jesus Christ adores you all
Even though I’ve come to your channel for the Everything Wrong Withs, I want to point out that I’ve always SEEN your more artistic side through your videos. I can see some of it shine through in most of your work and I wanna say that it never went unnoticed by me. That little extra flavor, that person, that real person that I see in these videos is one of the reasons why I’ve always had a lot of respect for you, even if you never made the most “original content”. I remember when I was checking out your channel one time and saw the trailer for your series and my gut sort of…….wrenched? Because I noticed how little attention it got. This project that you had poured love into didn’t really even get a chance and I can completely understand that frustration. I remember when I first heard you had been developing a game I was happy for you and excited. Because I sort of want to see more original stuff from you. Whenever you’ve put something somewhat different out I always got hyped because I’ve always had this feeling that you have potential as a creatively driven person. I can’t say if a whole lot of other people feel such a specific way towards you and your work as I do since I tend to fixate on such specific parts of creators sometimes to a fault, but I just wanna let you know that you are in fact being heard. I can understand exactly what you feel. I’m hoping that as an artist you can find yourself in a better place with what you’re making. I’ll always be here to see it. Don’t know if you read comments, but I felt so seen by you venting about being seen, as weird as that sounds, but yeah. I hope you can find some better ground to stand on. A guarantee a lot of us are right behind you to cheer you on.
Jesus Christ, the God who healed me loves you 😊
As an aspiring game dev myself, I get where you're coming from. I've had my idea for 12 years and I still haven't finished coming up with the story. I know what it's like to feel like my creation doesn't matter to anyone but me. I hope you get to accomplish your goals and follow your passions. I loved your EWW videos and that was how I found out about you (specifically the Mario RPGs, and i would love to see one for Brothership) but you deserve the chance to do something you actually have fun with.
I’m so happy to hear you just… talk. Talk about your thoughts, about your feelings, about your life, everything. You’re one of the most genuine and honest youtube personalities and I’m glad you’re still here.
But on a serious note you can vent as much as you need April fools thing or not as a community we will still stand by you. Even if not everyone will I can i atleast say I can. And as my mom said make stuff for yourself not for other's. Take care ok Charriii?
And honestly at awnser you question if it's meaningful to anyone if you have brought people together I can say if you ask me yes you have. I mean thinking about the minus world podcast or even this community in your own channel you've definitely made people come together. I mean I enjoy your content a lot to where I'll listen to the playlist's when I work of stuff sometime,play video game or hell even before I take a nap( I enjoy listening to people talk in videos when I sleep ik it's weird shush. Lol) and granted I did find you thought Everything wrong with but I also enjoyed the videos of you doing like the smash or pass or that kinda stuff as well your just really entertaining and funny to be honest with ya. And honestly your Oc's are interesting and even thought I don't have a computer or anything like that so I can't play the demo/beta or anything like that I kind of find it inspirational the fact that you've stuck with a project for so long! Hell inspires me with editing some of my videos! It's honestly amazing! And to be honest with you I get the feeling of people not really caring about your characters or anything like that because I have two characters named Luna and Nova on my main Channel and they don't really seem to interest people granted I haven't pushed them out there much but still. Ik the pain and like ya said your not alone I agree,but allow me to say the same to you. As I know I said a bit ago we've got your back even if some leave. People will still stay. Idk just stuff I've learned in life as someone who is still very small on this platform as well. But just your amazing Charrii and ik a lotta this might seem like rambling,but I just want to say I hope you never forget that. ♡
@@chloeg6399 PLEASE!!! Lets make this comment popular enough so Charriii sees It.
Good on you man, and besides we all have that point in our lives sometimes right, economical struggles or not you got through them, and we are always here for you, content or not.
^
Jesus loves you btw 😊
I wouldn’t say all
This video is really relatable I’ve felt and still do feel some of his feelings myself with my own works. I’m about to graduate college and I want to be a game designer or concept artist and yet i worry if I have the skills to be either. My first comment was negative too and I don’t plan on being big on here but a lot of what he’s said I can relate to and I think others can too.
love your channel dude don't give up
@@vortex5405 thank you I plan on adding more to it when I finish school :)
I have a lot to say, but i'll put the most important ones up top.
1. Plans, careers, and destinies change constantly. Even if you can't get that game out or, you can't become a popular animator, there's always something out there to do, that you like doing. People who can't animate in 2d find it easier to do things like, SFMs, animation in 3d. People who can't code for a game can do better writing the plot narratives. People who can't do mechanics can do schematics, stuff like that ya know? If something falls through there's always alternatives in the same vain.
2. People who take critiques too seriously are blinded by nostalgia or are sheeps. Not every game is perfect, don't take them seriously. Especially modern youtube where bots and hate comment trolls are more rampent than ever before.
3. If i've learned anything from my parents, you don't quit until its physically impossible, and even then you find something else to focus on. There's lots and lots of potential breakthroughs to do with your life.
Massive respect for being this real with your audience. If I were you and I were dealing with the same or similar problems, I don't think I'd have the guts to be this open. Being human is really F-ing hard sometimes. I don't have the proper words to go on this whole spiel about your situation, but sometimes bringing people smiles and comfort in the form of these videos goes a longer way than words can express. It may not be me, but I'm sure someone out there probably had the course of their entire life changed because of one of your videos. No matter what happens, that's something to be proud of.
Jesus loves you
Chariii, dude. I've said this to countless other creators: Just do whatever makes you happy. Yeah, I love the EWW videos, but wherever I see videos like the Big the Cat challenge, or the "Every I Love About Sonic '06" video, I'm excited to see something new and different from you.
Even if your main thing isn't exactly original, I always look forward to your brand of humor and personality in them. Your videos make me smile every time I see them, no matter what kind they are. And for what it's worth, I'd love to see more of the genuine you.
You are what Cinemasins wants to be. You are a real person not just a mouthpiece. I may have watched you in the past because "lol diet Cinemasins" but now I don't even watch them anymore but I'm still here watching you, man. I'm hoping that your creation project comes to life one day. Everyone struggles and everyone gets in a dark place, don't stay there, we're all here to help pull you out of your rut. Whether it be through silly comments or chatting with you directly. One day, you'll receive that "lap dance" keep going.
"You are not alone"
"I can hear you"
That phrase hits different when you are home alone
it was a phrase that i needed to hear, it helped me feel actually wanted
@@TheMaidenAndRedShow i was home alone and im also a scared little baby
@@ricardobr1493 O_o
"Look behind you."
Bro that line actually made me cry
I don't know about everyone else, but I genuinely love listening to their videos... they make me happy. I don't think you're a Cinemasins ripoff because you bring your own unique character and feel to it.... I watch a lot of you and a lot of Cinemasins.... personality-wise, you don't come off at all like Jeremy. I just hope you realize that you are valued by many people, and, if it matters, I care about your presence here. I'd have a lot less great content to watch if you weren't. So I hope you stick around for a long time.
Thank you.
For me you're always that one friend (even if we never met) who I can just listen to and feel better afterwards, whenever I'm chilling or feeling like I'm at my lowest point. You deserve every happy ending that life can throw at you.
As I’m sure hundreds have mentioned already, your Shadow the Hedgehog video and that one section about how we should open up and stay in the game is what kept most of us here. Hell, that may even go double for me, because if it weren’t for that video, and by extension, yourself, I wouldn’t have been able to help my buddies through their varying troubles. But I don’t exactly have the mindset nor time to properly respond to this, but I guess in short, everything you do here (whether it be art or otherwise) amazes me. Thanks.
Don't worry Nahum, we loved everything you put out over the years, I especially love your sonic videos with your creative humor , from the wacky jokes to the brief deep in some there convoluted stories to that suicide talk on the shadow remake, I've enjoyed the things you put out and I hope you get to reach your goals,also hope soul stars coming along well
Nahum? Is that Charriii's actual name?
Did you even watch the video?
@@Misukian Did you even watch the video?
@@rafisol4910 16:06 he mentions it here.
@@susiehaltmann3342 16:06 he mentions it here.
I'll be honest, Charrii. I've never seen the Cinema Sins stuff, and I first found your channel because one of the Everything Wrong With videos randomly showed up in my suggested videos. I've loved the videos you make ever since. Do what you feel you gotta do, and do whatever you're comfortable with. We all understand, and we support you no matter what you decide.
I'm glad I was able to listen to this, since this channel is inspiring in more ways then one- and charrii its cool thay you hold on to things since I appreciate that dedication overall dude. Thanks for being vulnerable despite the lack of Lap dance in the scene
This EWW is underrated as heck, like only 54k views, this one made me cry with “ You’re not alone, I can hear you “.
I love these genuine moments in your videos a lot. My favorite one is the one in the middle of the Everything Wrong With Shadow The Hedgehog remake. I see them as very valuable to my experience of watching your content. I'd say you're one of the most genuine people I've seen on this website, and I think that's a very valuable trait to have when creating. Although this video is sad at times, I'm really happy it exists, because it shows the often overlooked side of creators like you. I'm thankful that your channel still exists. I really am.
your videos have helped me when i feel down and make me laugh. recently i watched all the kingdom hearts videos and the "OH THATS SO GOOD FOR YOU" joke always made me feel better and ibe even started saying that with my friends when i play video games with them
I had no idea that you were going through this, I won't lie, I've had some things to go through myself, but they don't even compare to what you were going through. Thank you for being genuine and telling us everything and I hope you're doing better mentally now that you know how much of an impact you have made to many communities
I actually really like your experiments, like the “love” video you did with Arceus. Thank you for expressing your feelings, we all need to do it and it’s brave of you to do that.
compared to everybody else who's also done the cinemasins format, i always stick to you because well...it's you. you're a genuinely funny and talented guy and i truly do hope that you thrive off of what you wanna really do someday. we love you no matter what though.
So, I don't mean to make this sound bad, but as an inspiration for what I hope to make a youtube career out of, I would love to meet Charriii. He seems like an amazing guy, and I love the passion this guy has for his projects, especially Soulstar. I find it terrifying to try and develop something like that, especially since the ways I can do so are less than easy. But this guy, even when struggling, is able to keep doing what he wants. I effing salute you Charriii, and wish you the best in your endeavors.
I've literally gone through your whole EWW catalogue at least once, and many of the vids multiple times each. I put them on when I need a pick me up, when my isolated lifestyle gets to be so much, sometimes as things to focus on to keep my mind from wondering and allow myself to relax before sleep. You may be a content creator, but you're also a person, and though you may feel you don't show your true self to us a lot, you have definitely. Be it in things like this, in your shadow the hedgehog sidebar, outtakes and the like. Even if you think Charriii5 is a character, Nahum Luna is that character's soul. It's your work, your passion, your humor. That is the reason people hear what you're saying here, and now. Charriii5 is nothing and means nothing, without you, Nahum. Not to even mention many lives including my own would be devoid of much humor, happiness, introspection, and more that you have brought as well. I do wish you the best of luck with all your future endeavors professional and personal, whatever they may be.
Charii, you're awesome. You may think that you're not original, but you really are. Even if the base format of Everything Wrong With has been done, as far as I can tell (I might be wrong but whatever) you pioneered the idea of spinning it off, and now there are like 50 gamingsins channels, CinemaWins, GamingWins, all because you initially started spinning off.
Also see a therapist, please.
I've been watching your content since around 2016 and it's been helping me appreciate the deeper elements of certain stories like Sonic or Kingdom Hearts. Even just trying different franchises like the ones that were trickier to sin was fun to watch, and seeing you branch out into broader horizons like your passion projects is inspiring. Your "dubbed by one person" videos have been my favorite content in recent years, which I'm not trying to devalue your EWWs (the Pokémon ones are especially great) but you have a versatile range that you've even included in your recent EWWs and it sounds like you've had fun with it from the quality in each video. Your thumbnail art is also quite nice and lively in terms of color and personality.
I can feel the pain and self-doubt in this video from your tone. We all have those feelings of doubting ourselves in how far we've come, where we want to go from here, and even if it's worth it to go on. You might not have started the concept of "Everything Wrong With" but damn if you're not one of the most notable content creators to stick with it for this long. My point is, you don't have to feel shackled to one idea even if TH-cam itself works against creators who deviate from what people expect from them. You've managed to create a fanbase of your own from evolving a video style idea into something more personalized.
You're not alone, Nahum. We got your back.
you are bring heard, charriii, trust me.
I can tell you that your videos have, in a way, brought me closer to some of my friends. I find videos of yours genuinely interesting and entertaining, and then I share that with them, and they enjoy hearing about it.
and the feelings your feeling are, definitely relatable. i started piling up my own emotions and it didn't help. at all. so yeah, talking about it does help :]
This is probably the most serious April Fools video ever.
It impresses me so much, that even when your going through things, you just want help other people. You give advice even when your hurting. That's, just so cool. Its really touching.
I turn 40 next month and I’m in the same boat as you. I’m getting ready to go hard into my own game development. And a large part of that is because of you. If you ever need to talk. I’d be more than happy to listen and help how I can. Keep following your dream even if it may be hard. You’ll never be disappointed in yourself. I’m proud of you.
I feel like your ‘character’ has started falling away a bit in more recent content. From the ‘everything I love about’ instead of ‘everything wrong with’s to blooper reels to stuff surrounding soulstar. (solstar? I hope I spelled that right.) I felt this bubble of happiness whenever I felt like I got to see another glimpse of you as a person in content because your content honestly makes my day, I often rewatch some of it just to feel comfortable (I’ve rewatched the mario EWW’s too many times to count by now), so getting to see the guy behind that made me happy for some reason. I’m pretty lonely, a bit lost as to what to do with my life in the future once I’m done studying and I also feel like there’s no place I belong, personally or professionally. I’ve tried hanging on to the little piece of writer’s passion in me despite not having much time or motivation to write these last years. So a lot of the feelings brought up in this video hit close to home. Content where the usual character drops kind of feels like ‘befriending’ the person making it, and it usually makes me stick around when I could’ve moved on to other channels long ago. I feel like I like the humour on this channel better than the jokes the actual CinemaSins make, so that always helped me draw a distinct line between that content and yours. The format might be the same, but the style, the feeling isn’t. Even other ‘eww’s I found on other channels didn’t click with me the same way yours did. I think that shows at least part of the uniqueness of what you do and that it shouldn’t just be lumped in as ‘copying’.
This comment will probably be lost in the sea of other comments that will flood this video soon enough, but when it feels like someone opens their heart to you a little and tells you ‘I can hear you’, it makes me want to respond in kind that ‘I hear you too.’ WE hear you. It’s tough to balance passion and content that ensures the bills get paid, it’s tough to feel like you put a lot of work in but don’t really get recognition for it, to feel like you don’t belong… and I can’t exactly give any answers to that, but it’s nice that even with all that tough shit weighing you down, just talking about it can lighten the load, even if for a moment. It might feel like you’re burdening people or making them uncomfortable but I feel like someone who’s willing to listen might get more out of talking with you about it than they lose. They get to know you better, they learn some experiences from a perspective that isn’t their own… I feel like there’s a lot that can be learned and cherished even speaking about the darkest of things.
This was a lil messy brubble of thoughts but I hope it made a lick of sense, haha.
I hope things settle in place sooner rather than later, you got this, Charriii.
14:46 Your work is meaningful to people in ways you may never see. The smiles you put on people's faces, the lives you touch by putting this content out, you may never know them, you may never see them, but my mentality has always been that knowing I even made just one person happy, just one person laugh, just one person smile when they were feeling blue, then all of everything I've ever been through was worth it just for them.
I hope you see this. Please never change. We need more people like you that care what they do and how it can effect and resonate with someone. I joined BECAUSE of those sonic videos but I STAYED for you and your humor.
I found you on accident. Both times. My first video of yours I watched was the strangled red Pokémon creepy pasta. Which I didn’t hate but didn’t like. Then around the time everything wrong with a started booming I was kinda flipping through channels out of boredom and I stumbled across your channel a second time. Even when I stopped watching those other channels I kept watching yours. You had a bit more to say. Wasn’t just quick joke and some cynicism. I think that’s what kept me watching. It’s equally endearing and inspiring. Seeing you grow. Your channel holds something for me that makes me feel something on a different level. Helps me get back in touch with the motivation I may have lost, misplaced or forgotten.
All this just a roundabout way of saying I’m glad your still here, and as long as you are I’ll probably still be watching. This message is late I didn’t see the video till today but I’m happy I saw it at all.
If you want to change your content, do something you feel is yours, you can do it, of course people will leave, but on the other hand, people interested on the new content you would have would come too and see you, and watch you, and you would be happier
I support you anyway, doesnt matter if your "everything wrong with" is never made again, you need to do something you like
"people interested on the new content you would have would come too and see you, and watch you, and you would be happier"...thing is, Nahum (after this video I feel like we owe it to him to acknowledge his real side) isn't wrong. So many creators out there, it's easier to leave someone than to subscribe to them. But yeah, to avoid burnout, when push comes to shove, he's gotta do the right thing for himself
@@castleoffiction96 he just made a "everything i love about sonic the hedgehog: the movie"
And i had an idea, what if he mixes the everything wrong with and the every thing i love about to make an "everything i know from"
With a count for good and bad things, that would be neat
I needed this. Second time I'd be watching this video and I imagine I'll watch it a few more times. Thank you for everything you do, and we're proud of you.
I know that ultimately at the end of the day, I'm just a simple viewer, but I've been following the content throughout the years, and I really want to let you know that it shows just how much effort and hard work you put into your content.
Through all you've made I remember myself feeling lots of different emotions, and all of it were happy memories. I can't even remember how many years it's been since I discovered your content, back with the EWW Brawl video, but I remember the feeling I've had then, that still persists today, where I'm always happy to see more from you.
I remember showing one of your videos around to this one group I was in a long time ago, and I made friends with someone as we yammered on about what you made.
I know ultimately, I am just a viewer, but I love seeing the artistic side of you, whenever you are able to have it be present in videos.
I hope the day comes where you're able to continue your passion project.
Ah yes gotta love watching one of your favorite TH-camrs vent while they play Tetris in the background I love these kinds of videos
Bruh, you serious?
@@vito6197 yeah I watch these kinds of videos all the time
Chariii, as an aspiring (and very much struggling) musical artist, I understand your pain here. To be able to bring a community together through your craft is a wonderful thing, something I think every creator of everything should strive toward. As someone who's had projects rejected and had projects fail, I know how you feel there as well. I just wanna personally take a second to say thank you for the amazing content you've created. There's been multiple times that I've been in a deep, dark depression and I've turned to TH-cam, but your genuinely funny commentary, your jokes, hell, the videos themselves as a whole, have saved me from my thoughts on numerous occasions, and as someone who is still struggling with confidence and is still struggling to make their dream known, I get you. Fortunately, I think I can speak for quite a few people when I say your videos have been more than just distractions. Building a community, on a platform like this especially, is quite difficult, but I'm gladly a part of the Chariii5 community, and will continue to be even if and when you decide to stop making videos. Thank you so much, Chariii, for being a life changer and an inspiration to so many, you're the best 😊 🤜🤛
Thanks, man. Just thanks. For everything, I mean. You mean a lot to me, I probably would be the way I am without you, and thank for, just, taking times like this to just speak your mind, and say what you need. Do whatever you want, keep talking however you want about whatever you want, we’ll be here, we’ll keep listening, and I hope you’ll keep listening to us too. And regardless, people watch your content not because of who you’re ‘copying’ or anything, it’s because of you, because they like you, or think you’re funny, or like the way you do things. And even if you change your content, people will keep watching, there’ll always be somebody who’ll watch your content, no matter what happens. Just, be you, don’t listen to anyone else telling you to change who you are or do whatever you don’t want to do, do what you want however you want. Be happy, is all anyone wants of you. And really, thanks, having the famous content creator open up about their feelings and spill their heart out fo effectively the world to see makes me feel more comfortable and confident to do the same. Maybe. Anyway, yeah, be fine, and make whatever amazing content you want to make since, after all, it’s your content, it’ll be amazing no matter what heh.
I Came For An April Fools Prank..
Not Cry..
Man This..Has Been The Most Real Video I've Seen All Day..
You're are amazing to open up about this and talk to the hundreds of thousands of people that watch your content man. we're here for you. If you ever feel down, just know that we are here supporting you. every turn you take, every choice you make, we're here for you. if you start making different types of content, we'll be here supporting you! We'll always be here. Never forget that.
This is the side of you that I really love. I do enjoy your EWWs, but I also love when you take a moment to just be yourself. Don't feel bad for what you do. You still bring joy to so many people, and I respect that. Oh and by the way, you're not done with Sonic just yet. You haven't finished the classic games. You haven't even touched the Advance Trilogy, Generations 3DS, Sonic Boom Shattered Crystal, or Sonic Boom Fire and Ice. Plus, Frontiers comes out this year, and a couple of your oldest videos could use a redo. So you've still got some things to do with the Blue Blur
As someone who feels his creativity is his only strength, I feel like I understand what you’re getting at. But I hope it means something when I say I love the content you do post, even if it’s not exactly what you want to do. Thanks for your amazing videos. I’m excited if you continue with the Pokémon generations. I was actually thinking about that recently and it got me excited.
So I already can see all of the beautiful and supporting comments and I'm just gonna be one of the other hundreds of comments, but..... I like to share a few words as well:
I've been following this channel for the longest times and whenever I list my favorite creators, I would always have you on the list because I love the videos you make. Not just the EWW, but also the other stuff. You are genuently a great creator and a very creative person. I'm sure people can tell.
When I first found out about the minus world thing I was stoked. Watching minus world I first realized, that you are different as a person when I first thought you would be. Getting over on your twitch lately really brought me a lot of fun and joy. It showed me a completely different side of you, that I didn't knew before and I really appreciate that a lot.
You were a great inspiration for my first steps of trying to get a creator myself (not youtube) and you definitely had a huge impact on my journey over the last year (you really dont want to see my discord posts where im simping about Soul Star lol).
There are a lot of different people following you for different reasons, but seeing the comments unser this video you can see that a lot of them care about you. Not just as a creator, but also as a person.
Sometimes you just feel for no reason. It is nobody's fault. I think it shows a lot of streight, that you came forward and shared these emotions with us.
On a last note:
You are doing great! You are still young. It is alright to struggle. It is alright to fail. And it is alright to feel down about it. You will get up and do something even greater.
The struggle of last year must have been hard. I would love to say I understand, but truth is: I haven't been there, so I don't. I wish we could have done more.
I said that before, but say it again: even though we failed last year, I know this is not the end of it. You will make it work regardless. I know that.
Just know there are many people who support you.
We love you 💜
Sorry for the long text 😅
Everything Wrong With Tetris, you forgot to subtract one cause there’s actually zero sins,instead of separating people it calms you down and let’s you speak your mind so either one sin for being too unproblematic and old to where you can’t really get mad at it or others about it or zero sins because it’s a great way to get people to calm down and forget what makes them feel anger and rage because it’s such a simple, fun game that leads you to just not really care about the game and only care about those around you. Honestly, who here hears the word Tetris and gets mad/upset or starts to feel uneasy/awkward? No one. Who here hears the word Tetris and thinks ‘Ah, neat that’s a pretty old game.’ and brings people back to better days because it’s such an old memory that can bring back old memories. This is all just my opinion but personally speaking, I think that Tetris was literally the best game you could’ve chosen.
God, it's so nice to listen to people just.. talk.
I wish we did that more often.
I'm really sorry you feel that way. You've always inspired me to make content. I know it's easy to think that your work doesn't matter, but you are being heard. We all love your videos and will continue to support you. We love you. Please don't ever doubt yourself because you are amazing.
I can't believe I nearly missed seeing this video-
I'm almost at a loss of words of everything you shared, and.. I definitely understand the feelings you talked about. You are also definitely making a impact on me, honestly, you're one of my inspirations man.
Your artistic side is something I look up too, and your animations in the past and here now at the end of videos have been something that had always made me happy to see. Heck, I'll admit, every time you do that "Signing off," I make the same gesture just to end it off with you and it always made me smile.
Same of course goes for with your thumbnails, it make me happy to see your art! Gives me this sense of hope in me that, "Hey, maybe I can do something with my art like that one day!" Cause as artist myself who struggles to get their name out there and what not, it can be definitely rough..
"Everything Wrong with's" aside with all the funny jokes and stuff I like, your art side is something I love most, and from one artist to another, you got my support through and through.
Definitely keep striving to reach new heights! Do what you can to make it happen buddy.
As someone who was literally kicked out of high school for being "too different" and "unable to 'fix'", I completely understand feeling isolated and useless.
What the crap is wrong with your school!?
Everything wrong with Highschool
They saw my creative writing I did in my past time and took it as a threat or something. Also the thing that got me kicked out was a viking imitation I did for my friends. But that was almost 3 years ago now and I'm over it.
I’m upset with them either way. I bet you’re a very creative person!
@@evector1284 Your school should be the ones getting expelled
Thanks for this message. I’ve felt similar things as you have and have gone through things recently and this kinda helped me a bit seeing someone gone through similar things as me
Man, I cannot thank you enough for letting some of that out.
It was not the first time you´ve showed signs of being distraught, and every time one came out i (and i suppose most of us here) wondered what was getting you into such a dark place.
Beyond my enjoyment of your productions (both in humor parodies and in your animation work that i´ve seen), and even beyond the people with whom i´ve bonded over your youtube series (I´d love to tell you of it if you´d like to hear it, but my message is not centered on that now) , i ´d like to simply say some things. I think they could help you get some perspective. I have gone through similar waters, and have had good folk near me traverse them as well.
Strap in, reader. This is a long one.
Beyond matters and titles such as imposter syndrome, which, regardless of whether they are real or not are just hard to really deal with when YOU are the one living with them, are to be considered and accounted for. Not by "disproving" them with deeds and remarks, but with your growth. Your advance throughout the years and the opportunities that have been opened up because of it. Regardless of the end results, the fact that you´ve attempted, and advanced in such fields and be in contact with such environments shows a capability, resourcefulness and talent that need be cherished.
There is a degree of luck in realizing one´s dreams, and it is a nasty factor at that... but rest assured, keep at it, artist. We want to know you, to see you, to see you soar and rise and go. To not try is the one true way to gaurantee defeat.
Making the people around you feel tense or awkward with your issues, if it is a matter of being distraught or in emotional pain is not a problem that the people around you will mind grappling with. The tension is there, there is a degree of discomfort, but it is a negligible matter in comparison to the harm that represents keeping it in. I cannot say in a strong enough manner that i care for you without sounding cliche, as we haven´t met or interacted before, but in the same way you can look up to another creators, game makers, animators, etc and admire their work, progress life or whatever, there is a small and maybe one sided bond there, and mine towards you can put up with a small bit of tension if it means you are feeling more supported. I am certain, that either around you and your circle, in the community, and even in this audience, i am not alone in that sentiment. If there is a tension to be felt at all, its born out of empathy, of a wish to see you well, a conflict at facing a complex and serious situation, or a concern over your wellbeing.
To Chariii, the voice, the scripwriter, the character, the animator, the artist and the snazziest being in a striped shirt. We and (by extension I) love you man. There´s Nothing Wrong with Opening up in 17 minutes.
Most of us might have come because of the initial pastige, but we have and will stay because of you.
“I wanted to make an impact on someone” hey. Dude. You 100% did. Look at all of these people talking about how your speech about depression on the 2019 shadow video got them through hard times. Hell it even touched me, an unfeeling jerk. You do make an impact
Charriii, I just wanted to let you know, that what you have been doing is definitely meaningful to people. You have no idea how many times I've been having a bad day, and turning on one of your videos have never failed to cheer me up. You don't understand how much your videos mean to me, and it's not just me. You have changed my life, OUR lives, more then you could ever know.
Your videos have honestly gotten me through the tough times in my life, especially when I had thoughts of suicide, your videos have always made me laugh. So yes, you're content matters, and you matter even more. I truly enjoy everything you've made
I felt so much of what you said. It feels amazing to be heard. I started talking things out with my friends more and I've felt so much better
Thank you for venting. Holding on to all that negativity is truly a bad thing. Making people laugh, making people question themselves, making people mad - I think you're making a good impact on the platform.
I think I started watching your content five years ago or so, and it's always been able to make me either smile, laugh, gain insight on specific things about games I've never played (or otherwise) or all three at once, and it's something I've always appreciated to have with me.
Recently you began to do EWW pokemon games and those are the ones that kept me engaged the most in recent time because pokemon as a series is one i cherish an absurd lot, but also there's the fact that I simply love when one of my favorite content creators (you) is covering said series I love.
The way I see it, yeah you're obviously using the format that another channel created, but the way you do so is unique in its own right to not only be worth watching, but to also keep people coming back:
You always bring up facts, tangents and trivia that deviates from the actual "sin" naming for decent stretches of time and they're wildly entertaining and also strangely educative.
I don't know if I'm the only one who appreciates the EWWs for these things, but I'm sure that these are valid things to appreciate since they brighten my days up whenever I see a new upload, and that's what matters to me.
Regarding the dissatisfaction you're feeling, the best thing I can suggest is to engage with the audience more to know what they'd like to see and see if your interests line up with that?
Alternatively, given the sheer amount of people watching you, maybe you can get into contact with someone who knows of a path to follow that may gratify you to follow? There's definitely options to consider choosing from, even if from where you are they may not look like that many.
You got this man!
I knew immediately there was something amiss because in Soviet Russia, nothing is wrong with Tetris, komrad.
Coming from when I first picked up watching your content, to when I eventually decided to sub and fully watch and enjoy what you do, you have a spot in my heart. I get the passions, the feelings, the... goals in life in what you like to do and what you craft. Art, writing, and game development is my trades of enjoying life, but, working with the schedule that hampers a lot of what you can do, what you can fit into sharing with friends, or finding the people who support and encourage what you enjoy doing, eventually, it starts to hurt you as a person if you can't find ways to balance everything. I, myself, am prone to stress, deal with anxiety, and push myself as much as I can because yeha, money's needed. You don't want to lose out on what keeps you going, on what's going to net you another day safe, warm, and happy under a roof. It gets hard.
But enough relating from me. I'm proud of your content, of how you've done what you've done, and I've been watching for more info on your game you talked about some in other vids. I love the care and passion you put into what you do, and honestly, you make the world a better place, my man. Keep it up! Reach for the stars!
...Or ya know, live and learn... Ok I can't make any good sonic puns but all in all, please. Enjoy hat you do, find the fun in your craft, and share it! Heck, if you can ever get a demo or a even a drawn skit out of anything every now and then just to have that art to enjoy, do it! I'm rooting for you all the way.
I just want to say, when I'm struggling with my depression/anxiety and need something to get me out of those episodes I will come and watch your videos because they your voice and your commentary are so great that I can calm down, I know I'm not great at explaining things but I really appreciate your work on this channel! Every little touch of personality that you add in is exactly what makes me like your videos over alot of other creators because you are willing to share more about how you feel and it feels more genuine. I hope you have a lovely day and that things will get better for you, thank you 😊
A deep backstory/explanation on how Chariii5 came into place and how he kept making these type of videos. I know this was made in April Fools day, but man I appreciate everything you make to bring comedy and fun moments.
Good to know my childhood youtube channel still uploads :)
Please never stop being an awesome guy.
Hey Nahum, I've been a watcher of your channel for a few years now. I just want you to know that you're not only heard, but you are having an impact on so many people, including me. Seeing you have so much passion for your own projects inspires me to keep working on mine. Especially since mine involves Sonic OCs, seeing you do your stuff really helps me feel like my stuff is less well... stupid. You're your own person, you've got a distinctive style and brand all your own. We're all inspired by something and you've taken what inspired you and flew with it.
You're not alone, either. I totally relate to feeling worthless but I want you to know you're not. You're valid, loved, affect so many people and will continue to affect many people.
Much love bro ❤❤
I know this is several months late, but...
Please don't give up the fight, your content has saved me more times than I have admitted, I'm just went through THIS WEEK and re-watched the vast majority of your videos just going through the playlist leaving it on even falling asleep because the kind of energy you bring to your sin videos doesn't feel like it comes from a place of hate. A FEW DAYS AGO FROM POST THIS YOUR SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG VIDEO REACHED ME WHEN I FELT NO ONE ELSE COULD! I don't care if it's EWW or Poorly dubbed or the Sonic Marathon or Soul Star, I'm here for it. Your journey to find yourself as a content creator on this platform is valid, I see you, WE SEE YOU. You may not think you have a community but I'd venture to bet otherwise, you think all of us come here just because we want to see someone hate on games?
Who else called Shadow Meatball? Who else did a FULL DUBBED UNDERTALE PLAYTHROUGH? Who else has decided that instead of insulting the creators and devs they would highlight flaws and plot holes in a way they you can feel their frustration but at the same time still feel their love for gaming and understanding that developing ANYTHING isn't easy. Keep doing what you do Charriii and I don't mean the EWW, I mean keep finding a way to put a piece of YOU into everything you do.
I for one understand having a passion project that you can see spanning before you in a way NO ONE else can, but just not having the time and resources to bring it to reality. I have been working on a story since I was in the 7th grade, I'm 34 years old now, and the only way I'll stop is when I'm dead. Me and my brother started this together and we are still working on it to this day, I'm working on world building and drawing character models and he is building the pantheon of gods, building the rules that define the universe at large and has learned to draw maps. We have had some major set backs and it's hard to not see them as failures but knowing that we have friends and family truly interested in what we are working on keeps us going. So don't quit, keep fighting because your story is worth being told and your vision is worth being seen.
Keep going at it, good luck!
Also I love how it goes from “I’m working on character design and world building” to *”my brother is creating a pantheon of gods”*
@@captainblue5096 Thank you, an yeah we have learned a lot over the years and one of the things we want is to make a fully realized universe, this included greater and lesser deities. While i have given input, suggestions and feed back, world building a story that spans several planets, cultures, civilizations, wild life, minerals, and resources takes time. The more we do the more we find to be done, so it's certainly something I will be working on my entire life to see realized. 😁
I'm glad to hear you talking about this, and I'm sure many more are! Its nice to just listen to someone talk about what they're going through and understanding it. Maybe this sounds generic, but having been watching your content for so long, probably all the way back to the original Shadow EWW, I can say gir sure that I didn't stick with this channel just for that, I stuck with it because I enjoyed hearing you talk about things. Whether it's everything wrong with something, everything to love about it, whatever it was. And now it feels just like that with getting to hear you talk about your real self or show it in videos like the flash games one. I stayed because I enjoyed it and your artistic side inspired me a bunch, and I'll stick around for whatever it is YOU want to do because I know I'll still enjoy it. ❤
As someone who's been dealing with a lot of mental health issues and doubts as of recently, especially regarding connecting with reality and self worth, I really should've sat down to see this video sooner. I will admit, I came back to your channel to rewatch some of your EWW videos, but I'm thankful I decided to check this one out. Now that I have, I wanted to thank you, even if it's a little bit late to the party.
I know you said you struggle with feeling vulnerable and talking about your issues, but I really appreciate it, because if anything, it just makes me feel more understood. I've been struggling with connecting with people as of recent, and hopefully this doesn't come off as creepy or as though I'm trying to form a parasocial relationship of any kind, but this didn't feel like just a video. It felt like I was over at someone's house, quietly watching them play Tetris and nodding along as they talk about their issues and their struggles. I almost wanted to verbally respond at times, offer comfort or ask a question or something. It felt comforting and relatable, and a nice breath of fresh air. I fucking cried near the end because your struggles felt so relatable, especially when you started talking about never wanting to be divorced from yourself.
I'm happy I heard you, and I'll definitely give your content a shot, no matter which direction you go.
Man, I just want to say, I came for the EWW series but I always stayed for the talent behind it, I always enjoyed your takes on things and I have enjoyed your other avenues of content, I know times can be rough and unfortunately sometimes we go in paths we never wanted or intended, but the best way to look at it is that if that path has kept you going then it's not a wasted effort, life is full of obstacles and a lot of people don't end up doing or getting what they want, but don't be discouraged because of set backs, there will be several, trust me I have so many demons that I wonder how I'm still here everyday, but the point is to remember that there is still good things in life that make you happy, I genuinely hope you are doing okay man, I would miss you if you were gone, you are one of the few youtubers I ALWAYS watch every upload of, honestly your content has really made an impact on me and my friends, we love the jokes and humor, but I hope you keep doing whatever content makes you happy man! Even if that means you retire the EWW series, I've been subscribed for you, the man behind Charriii5.
Take care of yourself man and I wish you the best luck in your future!
Alright first of all, I'm really glad that you decided to explain this to everyone. I know holding shit inside can do quite a bit of harm, the fact that you took the time to help eveyone understand this stuff was real brave. I can relate to a lot of points made in this video and have definitely felt like talking to people about this kinda things would make them uncomfortable and whatnot. I really really wanna be an artist, but pursuing that line of work is pretty fucking scary. It doesn't pay very well and if you do somehow manage to land in a contract or something like that, you don't have the amount of freedom you'd like. Part of being an artist is having the freedom and creativity to express yourself. I know that no matter what you do Chariii, I'll support you; not just because I enjoy your content, but because I like you as a person. Y'know despite there being a screen between everyone on the internet, having common interests, and emotions really makes you feel a lot closer to people you don't know personally. I'm really glad that I'm a part of your community. Again going back to these emotions and feelings you've talked about, I know that these kind of feelings suck and I wouldn't wish them on anyone, but it's still comforting to know that you're not alone when other people DO feel the same. Everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses. We should all cover eachothers back in order to be the strongest and happiest we can all be. Love you man, keep doing you :)
You’re not alone Charriii.
It takes of guts to be up front and open like that! You already had my respect for being arguably the best version of Cinemasins! Now you have my respect for simply being you!
You mention concepts such as "Not wanting to be a character", and "Wondering if you mean something to someone", etc.
You absolutely mean something to me as both a fellow creator, as someone who absolutely enjoys your content, and you in general.
I love your personality, you're funny/witty, definitely smart, and you want to know the very best part about you? You're real.
Ik that's a very odd thing to say, but what I'm saying is, you don't come on here and put on an act. You don't put on this "Creator Persona", and when you're alone or out in public become someone else.
You're real to me. And you show no issues with expressing that honest and true side to everybody. I can get holding some stuff back to not feel like a burden or feel like you're asking for something in return.
For me, I always struggle with getting my honest feelings out there, because I don't want people to take it as "Hey, I want your pity" or "I want to be sympathized/empathized' and think of me as a jerk for it. It's okay to actually have sympathy/empathy for somebody, but it can feel hard to vent anything and not expect someone to just treat it like it's no big deal or that they feel like you're just being selfish in a way.
Idk, but my point here is to say that to me, you absolutely feel real, and you're one of the best creators I've ever come across.
Keep doing the things you love, and try your hardest man. Nobody has these "great expectations", that you have to live by. It's your life, your passion. Do it how you will, continuing being as genuine as you have been, and you'll always have somebody in your corner (and I'd say you have a LOT in your corner lol)
You mentioned that you sense that you make people uncomfortable when you talk about your personal problems. Contrary to that, I felt comfortable hearing you speak on your difficulties because everyone is going through something that’s mentally and emotionally taxing. It’s a part of the human experience that everyone can relate to.
Thanks for being vulnerable - I know I can identify with some of the issues you described as a master’s degree student who’s questioned whether I can do anything in my future career.
This will probably come off a bit weird at least to me but some times when I'm going through something thats bothering me I'll play this video cause it makes me feel like I'm not alone and that even if I feel unheard that, even if I don't know it. There is someone out there who listens. Even if this was posted on April 1st it helps me feel better, not through laughing and avoiding thinking about what's bothering me but instead it sort of, helps ground me back to reality that no matter how trapped and silent I feel, there is someone to talk to and help, relieve those feelings. I thank you Charriii because this both serves as a reminder to some people that you are in fact your own person with your own troubles, and as a reminder that, not everything will be okay, and that in itself is okay and the best way to get through it, is to just talk it out.
Wow this is more depressing part when you talk about depression in shadow the hedgehog becuse i know what your going thru
Listen, I get it man. Me and others will stick around with you and help you through your rough times! We'll always be here! It's OK to feel like this. I know it's money sometimes, but for passion, the true fans will be with you. Always
Keep doing what you love, and yes, sometimes a biggest fear or bug that storytellers or animators have is that not everyone always gets to see the pure talent being expressed.
I feel you Char. I've been wanting to be an animator as well, but I've learned that not only do I not have the talent or patience for it, but I don't know how to apply it towards a future career.
If there’s nothing wrong with Pong, why would there be anything wrong with Tetris?
I'm guessing you commented this before watching the vid.
@@vito6197 yes
@@vito6197 1 Sin!
guess I missed the lapdance in Pong
"Oh hey, Charriii made an April fools video, I wonder what it's about."
"Oh."
"Oh dear."
I'll admit. Without something like this, I probably never would have really cared about anything you released that wasn't essentially 'gaming cinema sins'-related, so good call with the title there. You managed to reach those like me. But you know what? Because you put your feelings out there, let us know what's on your mind, I think I'll be willing to give whatever you put out next a chance.
8:41 I don't think the piece rotation system is even that bad, like yeah it can be very strict but in comparison to some modern games which are just plain ridiculous when it comes to how you can move pieces through impossible gaps, this one feels fine
We totally hear you, we're right here with you. I can't tell you how excited I got when you started off videos talking about project soulstar or when I see videos outside the usual EWW format, because it's great to see you doing what you want to do as opposed to what pays the bills, seeing you live or even as far back as those dumb sm64 races everyone used to do on the old hobo bros channel I can confidently say you're a fun personality man, don't be afraid to show more of it to us!
You definitely put smiles on peoples faces.
you're right it's good to talk about these things especially to people who enjoy your company, honestly I've been going through a similar thing that you've been going through but I have someone to help me through it and I want to be a person to help a lot of people that go through it so it's good to send out this type of message. stay safe and stay awesome 👍
So I'm late to this, catching up on my TH-cam Subs and everything and I wanted to give my thoughts a few days after thinking it over, because that's how I am. You are an amazing guy and I'm so glad to have at least interacted you the way I have with our group of friends on Twitch. You know some of the art videos you've done and posted on here, I regularly I use it as a listening tool and a motivation for my own, because I want to get better. And you've inspired me to keep going with art and my own personal writing.
I'm incredibly thankful for all the things you've done. This amazing art you gave me that I keep as a profile pic on youtube, and you even used a Noctowl in your Gen 2 playthrough and named it Skyat, like honestly you didn't have to do that and it gave me a big dumb grin on my face. You of all people Nahum deserve to vent your frustrations and your feelings, TH-cam is not an easy place for work and I can understand how much the algorithm is against you. Never ever forget the impact you've made on the friends you have, because even the small little things mean a lot to some people.
I totally understand what you are feeling.
I'm not sure if this will make you feel a little better, but I'm always happy when you talk about games because personally, I see it more as you talking about a game you like, that I often also like, instead of "oh he is needlessly insulting a game".
Other than that I always love how and when you voice the characters. It gives your videos so much charme and fun, and it often makes me want to play the games myself.
I don't know how to say the next point but seeing the thumbnails you draw makes me feel excited about the video, because I know *you* uploaded something, and it is just so awesome that you make them yourself, plus them just looking really great.
I saw someone saying that you tried to make a little series on here, so I will definetly look for that.
Lastly, you are not bothering us when you want to talk about your feelings. We want to help you and make you feel good about yourself, because even if we don't know you that well, what at least I saw of you through your videos was a charming, funny person that often offered some insight into how he enjoyed the games he talked about and even gave us advice for how to treat people.
Please make more things that make you happy Nahum, at least I can promise that I will be watching with great interest. =)
God damn I almost cried in this video
Rest assured that no matter what you put out we'll always be watching, weather it's EWW or something else, we'll always watch, take your own advice man, you're not alone, there's always someone there for you
Dude. Don't give up. On anything. You belong as much as the next or the last. Your content is and will always be what you believe in. The fanbase will always be divided. However you have a community of people who come to this channel because you make them laugh. You're an amazing creator. Always found it cool that you hand drawn every thumbnail. Your content brings people together. You may feel like you have no time now. Yet somehow you may find the time. Chari you're awesome at drawing for sure. Honestly I come here to this channel to look for something to make my day better. You kinda have a way of doing that man. You're not alone either. No void you have an audience of people who are here for you. And that lapdance would have been a nice end scene lol. Oh and I really hope that you're able to make that game you dream of getting out. You have someone looking forward to seeing you make it a reality. And looking forward to play it. Just know. There's belief in what you have and will accomplish. At least from me. Keep believing in yourself dude.
Just wanted to let you know Charriii that there is nothing wrong with any of your content no matter what you do. For me personally I not only enjoy the EWW series you do here but many of your other videos as well including ones like the "Is is possible" challenges you have done as well. Don't be afraid to try out new things because I know that me and a lot of your other fans on here enjoy you for who you are and enjoy your content because it helps bring us together under a community. Like you always say, "Stay safe and Stay awesome", and that goes for yourself as well man, you got this no matter what.
Happy April Fool's Day to you as well Charii. Keep doing what you do because we'll always be here to support you no matter what happens.
I’m glad you are willing to be open about this type of thing. I’m aware a lot of people who kind of accidentally started doing TH-cam eventually had a crisis of faith of sorts, and had to use one of these videos to put it all into perspective. I suppose nothing I say will really have an effect on what you do from here, but here’s hoping whatever it is you feel happy doing it.
3:01 I know how that is. I started my review show since 2013 but I haven't worked on it since around 2017 and it was the one type of video I had managed to stay consistent with for five years (even if production slowed down over that time with 2013 having the largest number of reviews). I'm having trouble getting motivated to make _anything_ lately too.
Zed: Damage Received, SEVARE DAMAGE! Recharge mode engaged.
I watched until the end. The journey you have undergone has been a large one but I have tremendous respect for you determination in pushing on. A lot of you said hit hard, such as seeing others around you find success or being worried on weather trying something new may turn out to be a waste of time. A lot of the creative market is a dog-eat-dog kind of thing. The only thing I do know is that you have too keep on pushing despite the set backs. Game development especially can be a hell of a thing to do, especially indi when you have no experiance. I myself am trying to do many of the things you are, so a lot of what you have said felt familiar. I remember when you did show off your demo and it was looking quite professional! I hope you do not lose heart in yourself and your work, a lot of the time I don't care about the game you are sining, but I watched anyway because you presented your videos well. Keep on keeping on and thanks for sharing 👏
Hey, I don't know all that your going through but personally you have givin me such a huge inspiration to be a voice actor. I don't actually see your "everything wrong with series" as negative videos but positive ones full of comedy pushing game creators to be better. I understand there must be a huge struggle being such a strange genra as you are but your work does impact an audience positively.