Hey guys! Firstly I wanna say, I would recommend NOT watching with headphones as the sound is ass 😩 secondly I just wanna I don’t say anything, dark or personal just a briefing on what’s been happening! So the trigger warning was more just because I mention depression etc. Also talking about mental health is such unknown territory for me so everything I’m saying is just my personal experience I don’t include any information on here or advice, everyone’s mental health is different, and it relates to everything. Lots of love and I’m so happy to be back! 💕
Hello, Harmony Nice u are such a huge inspiration to me i am very new to witch-craft so thanks for helping me😁(And sending u the best energy, good to hear from u, love your hair, I think we all love you)
I hope you feel better and faster so that you regain that inner peace and happiness! You’re beautiful, wonderful, funny, and super sweet- speaking from personal experience: don’t beat yourself too much, you are a great person and deserve time off for self-care and self-love; the people that truly love and support you will stick with you through the good and bad and those should be the people you should focus on, you can’t please everyone and you won’t need to with those that do matter! Love you and blessed be sweetie 💓😘
PS: F*&! brands. The people who love you watch you because you're kind and funny and genuine, not because you're some long-hair witch goddess birthed from the center of the moon.... You're a lovely person. I watch you because you make me laugh with your hysterical mumble outtros, because I relate to you a lot and you inspire me to be more creative. Wicca and witchcraft are about the truth of nature. And by being you, exactly as you are, you are being more spiritual, more WICCA than any other thing you do.
I love this Harmony, this raw, beautiful Harmony. I'm excited to see you recover and grow. I live in an area where mental health is really played down and I haven't really gotten professional help but I'm also working closer to bettering myself and knowing that there is good even when it's all going to hell. Thank you so much for talking about this and giving us an update, we love you so much!
Your hair looks incredible and you look incredible and I am so proud of you for being so strong. All the best with the way forward. We all love you lots 💛💛💛💛💛💛
I'm very late to this "party". I had a mental breakdown in March 2022 and the videos you've posted, the new ones and the old ones have really helped. It's been like taking advice from a friend. Thank you.
You are lucky to have us but we are lucky to have you. You don't need to stress yourself about making videos which make you feel unconfortable. I'm so glad that you embrace the way YOU are because you are such a kind, loving, brave and inspiring woman. Don't feel guilty to feel unhappy, it's ok and this world is sometimes hard to handle. Sending you good vibes 🌿🌻
I was feeling very similar for the past year-ish, mainly because of my uni. I felt and still somewhat feel really burned out and out of place, out of motivation to go on with whatever faint plan I had. On top of it, many things had been revealed to us concerning what would be possible to do after our course and it was really crashing. I feel like I need time to go on a journey into myself, into who I am, what I can do, what I love to do and just discover and get out of my comfort zone while doing things I always wanted to do but either didn't have the time to or was too shy to try. I'm so glad I'm not th only person who feels this way, love u, stay strong and get better!
Your mom is right, everyone needs someone sometimes. Every single person goes through struggles in their life. Mental health issues, other health issues, loss from death or betrayal, financial struggles etc everyone has truly struggled with something. And we all have more struggles ahead of us but at least that means were survivors who are still alive.
Feeling like you're in a spiritual/religious slump is one of the most limiting, horrid feelings - but I trust you'll dance yourself out of it soon. :) I know that's just one aspect of what you're going through, but I wanted to mention it. Also, your bravery to make the decision to move back home and figure it all out is amazing! It's so painfully easy to stagnate and getting stuck in the stuckness - I'm sending you lots of love and digital hugs!
Anya Esma ik this comment has nothing to do with me but 😹 you mentioned a religious crisis in a way. And it sounds like you know the feeling! I’ve had a religious issues for the past YEAR and it’s been one the most horrible things I’ve ever had to go through. It’s triggered my depression really bad and made me hate who I am and basically made me just a little ball of paranoia and overthinking and horrible..ness😹 I have no idea what to do. please message me if you could, or want to, or even see this. thank you 💗
In high school I had a couple of really rough years, I got to the point of being suicidal, I didn’t think I would ever feel real joy again. It took years to heal and see things differently but I am happy again, I have been for years now. My depression was situational, I can’t speak for other people but I was able to come out the other side and I’m so grateful to still be here today. A future you may be thinking the same so never give up. Life is worth it.
i completely understand. i went though a burnout while i was in college, it fucking sucked. i didn’t even know what was happening to me, i just felt so hopeless, i used to cry every night. it’s such a terrible and hopeless thing to go through. i love your videos so much, i look forward to them a lot no matter what sort of video it is, i always enjoy your personality and how you are as a person. i support you
Merry Meet Harmony! I’m 53, I provide medical care at festivals and in my own community as an EMT, and I’ve struggled with depression since I was a teenager. Working in emergency management I spend so much time taking care of others that sometimes I forget to take care of myself. I have an incredible support network of friends and family that help me in my rough times. Recognizing that you need help and asking for help is the first step to making yourself well. I first found your videos about two years ago and I loved them. I share them with all my friends of all ages, because you are bright and honest and you show an absolute joy about Wicca and just talking about life in general. Thank You for being the incredible person that you are. You are loved and cherished, and I look forward to your book, and your future endeavors. Michael
you’re completely valid in feeling down and you have to let people down sometimes. we love you and appreciate your content that you are proud of and happy with!
I’ve never related more. I am Wiccan but I struggle with bipolar which makes it hard sometimes to be able to stay motivated. I go through similar depressed episodes for months but then be extremely happy for months. But what I’ve learned over time is once your diagnosed it helps you know it’s not your fault you feel this way. It’s not anyone around you, but just mental health. I’m glad you opened up :)
So glad you're feeling better. I've lived somewhere I hated, with a job I hated, and I know what that does to you. I'm so glad you reached out for help when you needed it. That's strength.
Have definitely missed you! Always love to hear about someone else's experiences with depression because then I don't feel as alone ♥️ and also, I'm loving your hair so so much!
I relate to this so much. I made a move last summer that was supposed to be a way to achieve my dreams but 6 months in my depression got to levels I haven't seen since I was younger and self harming. I made the decision to move back home after being on my own for 10 years and my depression and anxiety has been so dramatically reduced. I still struggle with it but this change has opened my eyes to the underlying issues I've been repressing for who knows how long. Thank you for sharing your story and being so open, its important and healthy to talk about self care and too often people stay quiet and just allow this to eat them up. You're awesome. I found you through Wicca 2 years ago or so and have fallen in love with all your content. I just want you to know that even if you do need to take a break from youtube or just Wicca videos we will all still be here for you! Take care and shower yourself in self love!
this is SO important. we love you, Harmony. and to anyone out there struggling with things - the brighter days are ahead of you, and you are loved too.
you’re such a strong, brave, intrusive and thoughtful woman and soul. i’m so proud of your progress and of you deciding to take care of yourself first. we love, support, and root for you always. all of my love to you & everyone who reads this✨💞
I am so happy you're getting support and that you're feeling better. I have been in the same phase, at the same time and I myself am feeling better nowadays. I would wake up and feel completely empty, feeling like I should stop everything I love, I wasn't satisfied about anything and that's really difficult to endure. But for me these thoughts generally lasted for few minutes then I forced my attention to focus on the positive and accepted that all these things where hurting me after what I would be fully happy. Taking control of the way I was perceiving things and the way I felt was helping a lot. I always tell myself "It's never the situation itself that hurts me, it's the way I perceive it" This way I know it's in my power to change my thoughts. When hard time happens it's also good to ask yourself "why"? I studied mental health a lot to affirmed that Depression and Anxiety do not exist. These are symptoms that our smart and loving body are sending us as a signals to tell you that there's a some inner work to do because that's blocking you and you need to rebalance it. When you reach a depressive state it's because you ignored the issue(s) and still deal with the poison, the mind forgets but the subconscious mind never forgets. To cure a mental health you need to access your subconscious mind and heal what needs healing. Accept then move on. If something disturbs you and create a trauma, it asks you to take a new direction. When you ignored traumas for years, it comes back, even if you forgot. This is why I believe the best way to cure depression is through hypnosis since you can access the old records in your subconscious mind and rewrite them. (even those from your past / future lives) Not an easy battle but this is in your hands. No one externally can have the answers, you do. And I hope you'll find a way to do what's right for your soul and spirit. Sending love your way ❤️
Adding a book recommendation to these wonderful and true words: Women Who Run With The Wolves by Clarissa P. Estés. It's a really important and helpful book about soul work and healing fully from within, and she focuses on old stories, myths and the ancient female nature in her writing. Has helped me a ton and I am convinced anyone should read it, especially as a woman! All the love to all of you fellow humans, confront yourself deeply to get better and relearn the healing self love ♥ We are all carrying the ancient wisdom and answers within ourselves, we just need to learn how to listen to our innate voice ♡
Right now I’ve watched the video; ONE: your hair is amazing you be you harmony. TWO: I love you and your videos and I have missed them but you are a real person and you need to do what’s healthy for you and as your fans we will always support you and want you to do what’s best for you. THREE: as someone who suffers from depression I can tell you the best thing to do is get out into nature. Go for a walk when you’re sad. When you come back you will feel better. Something about nature gives you hope. I know that hopelessness well and I want you to know DONT FEEL PRESSURE TO UPLOAD. FOUR: remember we’re no just subscribers each and every one of us is your FRIEND and we will support you. I love your Wicca videos BUT I love your makeup tutorials, unsolved mysteries, paranormal story times, mukbangs, and lookbooks. I’m so excited to see what you come up with next now is the time to experiment remember it’s your channel you have that freedom and platform to do what you want 🖤🖤🖤
Yes! Harmony, I love ALL of your videos. I started out looking for advice on how to start my Wicca journey, but have loved every video you have loaded. I try to listen/watch at least one of your videos every day. I can always tell that my mood is uplifted whenever I do. You inspire me!!! I struggle with depression too. And like you, I have not been clinically diagnosed, but I know that emptiness and hurt even when everything seems to be going right on the surface. It's crippling and you hate to disappoint anyone or to be a burden. It's one of the reasons I try to hide mine. Keep trudging through! I know you will be well soon and I'm looking forward to it. Knowing that someone I look up to has depression too makes me feel better. Take your time, all of your subscribers will wait. Better days are heading your way, Much love to you Harmony 🌞❤️
You are so brave for speaking out about these issues and also for getting help when you realized you couldn't do this alone! And even in this difficult time you are thinking about others and how you can help them! Posting the links was really thoughtful of you. You are such an inspiration! I've had (comparatively small) issues with mental health too, mainly due to too much stress and pressure I put on myself. I tried to live up to what I thought were other people's expectations and that made me really miserable. It's great to see someone sharing their story and I can't tell you how much that helps! Please don't stress about youtube and social media, we're here because we care about you. It's absolutely fine if you want to make changes in your life and on here. The most important thing is your health and I think everyone watching this channel will continue supporting you because you are just a great human being; so full of love and kindness! I wish you all the best and send positive vibes your way! ✨ Lots of love from Germany! ❤️
Anyone who shares stories about mental health needs to be applauded. It's too often hidden away and festers into something truly awful. The great thing is there has been a gradual shift in how people view mental health, and that's thanks to the effort of people like yourself. I also have so much respect for those who live life as their authentic self. People take a battering every day in our society about needing to look a certain way or having to label everything. The only thing I can say is please continue to share information and stories about mental health, and keep living life as the real you.
you’re so beautiful and i’m so sorry you’ve been going through a tough time. remember that you’re exactly where you need to be- even though it doesn’t seem like it sometimes. i’m struggling too and you’re never alone
Harmony, before I say anything else, I would like to stress that I am SO very proud of you. You are strong and smart and amazing and beautiful and oh so inspirational. When I saw that this video was a 'let's talk' style of video with topics that are very serious and that I can relate to (more than I would like to admit) I did an initial listen through as I brewed some tea, grabbed a snack, and pulled out my notepad so that I can take notes of key points and prevent any thoughts from escaping. 0:32 - your hair looks amazing short! It is so cute and very pretty. Once you've had it short for a while, I would love to see a video on how you style and care for it. I would also like to say that the background is very pretty, and I would like to potentially see a video of you working on the garden or a tour of it at the very least. 1:18 - thank you for sharing this with us. These topics can be hard to talk about with someone close to you, and even harder with hundreds of people online. 4:52 - I am so glad that you had a support net that you could fall on when things got tough. Yes, things can seem perfect on the outside, but sometimes that 'perfection' isn't enough, simply because it isn't what you need or what makes you happy. 5:55 - I too suffered from depression as a teenager. And I know how scary it can be to feel yourself slipping back to that... Hole. Later in life. I am glad that you were able to get the help you needed. 6:07 - Your mum is 200% right. Everybody needs help at some point. Nobody, despite their strength, can do everything alone. 6:21 - not many would be willing to move back into their parent's home once they have already moved out and started their lives, and for many, they are unable to do so even if they were. I am so happy that you were not only willing but able to do so so that you could get the help you needed. 7:28 - I am very happy that you know not only your needs, but your limits as well. And that your partner is willing and able to help you meet them. 8:33 - I love my crystals, herbs, candles, and natural fixes for everything as much as the next witch (wiccan/pagan/other) but sometimes you need to get help from a professional who has gone to school and learned how to help with these things. 9:27 - I am happy that you were able to get the help you needed. From my experience, the biggest upside from having been depressed earlier in life is that you know the signs so that you can catch it and get help sooner when it starts to show up later in life. 10:20 - thank you for not only posting a trigger warning but also including resources like helplines and charities in the description box. 10:43 - Breaks are good to take, especially when you are not feeling your best. I would like to stress that you should NEVER feel the need to put us and your content before you and your health (mental and physical) we will patiently wait for you to return when you feel better. We care more about YOU than we do about your videos. 10:54 - I originally came for the Wicca related videos, though to be honest, that is not why I stayed. Yes, I love your content, but I adore you and would love to see more of whatever you are willing to share with us. I like my Harmony like I like my sugar: RAW. Never feel like you need to take parts of your life and keep them hidden because of some 'brand' that has been placed on you. Break the brand, be you! 12:18 - hobbies are great to have. They help you grow and learn, and they do wonders for your mental health. I can not wait to see videos about the instruments and other hobbies you pick up. I just now noticed how long this has gotten, so I will end it with this: I am very proud of you, and am very happy that you are starting to feel better. Best wishes 💫
you really help me harmony. im having surgery next week and have had depression my entire summer and just by watching you talk about your life it gives me a little bit of hope for myself.
I appreciate you showing your mental health battles so so much. I’ve been in a really dark place recently and seeing you fighting back really gave me some hope with my own battle.
I'm so proud of you for reaching out to others for help and reassurance and kindness, Harmony. You're a gorgeous soul and I hope you get back to a better place soon. Sending you all of my love. x. (Also, your hair looks lovely on you. Probably my favorite I've seen on you.)
You are the second of my favorite youtubers to make a mental health video today. Honestly I hope things get better for you and just know that sharing this part of your life, helps others people get through their own shit. Much love 💜
Your haircut is so cute! Thank you for opening up like this to us, and it's great to hear that you're starting to feel better and take control of making difficult decision to better yourself
I can’t put into words how nice it is to hear that someone that I look up to is able to admit their struggles. Thank you for sharing and we’re here to support you.
So glad to hear you’re taking proactive steps to help yourself get healthy again! I went through something similar a few years ago and I’m so grateful for my parents for letting me move back home and being there while I was basically just useless and weak and really needed to be looked after. It made it feel less like a breakdown or a defeat or whatever and more like a much needed vacation from life’s stress.
I am so glad that you are taking this new direction. I relate to this deeply and resonate with what you're saying. Mental Health is honestly scary for me to talk about but more and more I'm realizing that talking about our experiences unapologetically is incredibly liberating. I personally discovered you through your Wicca videos, but I absolutely love the diverse content your channel has. While everything may not be my favorite fascination like wicca/witchcraft is I love seeing you share your passions with us. So while I'll always be here as soon as I know you uploaded a magickal video, I adore the rest of your content and your authenticity inspires countless people including myself! I subscribed for your genuine spirit and stayed 'cause its spooky bahahaha. It's so so so good to see you back and this video really made my day. Just goes to show that we are never alone. Looking towards the Sun, Shadows always fall behind. Much love and light! Can't wait for your next video! Blessed be!
it makes me so sad that it seems any time somebody has plans for the future, something happens that gets in the way... i love you so much harmony, you are my inspiration, and i know that you will get through this rough patch. i too have been struggling with my identity recently and i hope that standing in solidarity with you will help you through these times! you are amazing and strong and kind 💕💕💕
I wish you the best of luck with your recovery and hope you feel better and happier soon! You are so amazing, thank you for being such a great inspiration.
I'm really happy for you Harmony. I feel that cosmically/astrologically this is a time for a lot of us coming into our power on personal levels, especially women. It sounds super cliche to say that but I know a lot of people out there feel this as truth. I'm personally stepping into my power and accepting myself exactly as I am as well as working through insecurities and realizing the shitty thoughts that I put myself through sometimes, and how they're absolutely not true. So GOOD ON YOU for pulling yourself up by your bootstraps and committing to your growth, your self worth, and to loving yourself even through the shit!
I suffered myself from depression and I understand how confusing and hard it is to live. I wish you to feel better ! and always remember that you are worth it, that you are guilty of nothing and that you are loved.
happy to you post again! but please take all the time needed to let yourself breathe for a minute. Thank you for sharing so much, I am 21 and have recently gotten a bit back into my depressive ways of a teen as well and it's kind of scary to feel myself going back into that struggle and the unknown. But wicca has helped me a lot to embrace the beauty around me, but mental health doesn't care about that and is like always there ugh. I love you a lot Harmony and your hair is so beautiful!!
Harmony... thank you. I know exactly what you're saying because I have been going through that same exact odd chaotic uproar that is completely internal, and on the outside it seems like I've got everything going for me. Suddenly I'm like wondering if anything I'm doing is right for me, and losing interest in all that I love. I've no absolutely NO idea why I suddenly am questioning my relationship, my living situation, my choice of career, no idea. But I'm getting older and I need to make these decisions or time will for me. Seeing this video helped me realize sometimes as complex, spiritual human beings, and as powerful and intuitive women, sometimes we feel things that are not felt on the surface. And they are just as valid as tangible or external issues. I'm so happy you're feeling back on track, I'm right behind you on that and a forever fan and friend as well, from a Virgo to a Taurus 💜
Sweetheart I just want to hug you! I think a lot of people who are mentally well and emotionally healthily diverse can find moving to a city a complete assault on the senses and it can cause a decline in their ability to cope with life and suddenly usual strategies don't work. It can be devastating and happen to anyone. I don't want you to feel like this is a relapse to your teen state or a step backwards. it sounds far more like like a situational change and trauma has triggered some really destructive thoughts and habits that you are particularly vulnerable to with your preexisting conditions and health. I'm so glad you are being supported by people in your life, we are here for you and love youxxxxxx
You are a beautiful young woman and i know it's easier said than done but YOU KNOW that you need to make YOU happy and not others first..i think that's a common thing with us mentally ill people, we never put ourselves first and we need to do that more.. so kudos to you for taking a break and realizing you need to help yourself..it is hard when you think, as a Wiccan, that you are supposed to be happy and think things are always great but they aren't and that's ok.. it's ok to get upset and feel crappy sometimes..i think it's important to remember that being Wiccan is not about staying happy it's about knowing how to get happy again after the shit falls away and not letting it consume you..just to come at it with a more positive attitude and that's supposed to help keep you happier in the long run..i also want to mention that it's ok to stray from your practice for a little to take "me time" I think we all go through that where life gets in the way..it gives you the tools you just have to use them..i also think it's important that your fans know that you're normal and have issues too just like the rest of us..great job! you have so many followers and they are loyal and love you..you are great!! love💘your vids and congrats on the book!
I feel you so much with all of a sudden not knowing your identity and not knowing what you wanna do. I went through that at the beginning of this year while in college, I spent weeks crying, not knowing what to do, not knowing who I was, I was so low on energies that I just wanted to leave everything behind, drop it all. I spent days isolating myself, not wanting to talk to anyone. I can relate to what you've recently been through so much. But I hopefully got through it, although it wasn't very easy, I just talked to the people closest to me about everything, let it all out and heard what they had to say. I feel a lot better right now, still not really knowing some things because I still have to figure them out, but this is just to let you know that you're not alone, there are more people like us going through these things and we have to fight to feel better because that is something that's not impossible even tho it seems like it at the moment, and I know you know these things. I really love your content, Harmony, I love your whole vibe, your radiate good vibes, you're literally one of my two favorite TH-camrs. If you need to take a break to recharge your energies, do it. Even the strongest fall down sometimes. Mental health is so important, it comes first than everything else. I hope you're doing okay, thank you so much for your content. Love you, take care 💓
Thank you so much for this video. You talking about this so naturally and openly helps breaking the stigma on depression. I know what it feels like and I know the worst thing is telling yourself it's "not that bad", it's "not really depression" or "but everything is fine, I should be happy". Depression doesn't discriminate. All the strength for you to face the darkness, Harmony. Don't blame yourself for making the decisions you need to make to feel better. PS: Love how the sun lights up your hair from behind in the end. Like a good sign :)
Harmony, you’re truly amazing! Thank you for sharing what’s been going on with us! So many of us can relate to how you’ve been feeling. I, for one, know exactly how it feels! Stick to your intuition & what feels right to you & you’ll never go wrong! Do what truly makes YOU happy & not what makes others happy! Be yourself! Glad you’re feeling better & I’m so happy to see your making choices for YOURSELF! Can’t wait for new uploads from you! Your true crime/paranormal series is absolutely amazing! I binged them all! You’re so good at it & so respectful! Xoxoxox 😍🖤🤟🏼🌞🌙⭐️
You're such a beautiful person and brave for letting your audience in on what's going on. I struggle with my identity, depression, anxiety, PTSD, and still have some panic attacks. It's refreshing to know other people are healing themselves and having positivity out of hard times. Thank you so much for sharing.
Beautiful hairrrr ugh I miss when mine was that length! ❤️ This last year has been similar for me in terms of depression and anxiety. I feel you. Keep taking care of yourself! Sounds like you have lots of great people in your life.
So happy for you! I'm 28 and went through something similar this past year. Acknowledging that you need help and reaching out for it is the hardest part. For me, everything immediately turned around and I'm slowly getting back to my normal.
You’re so strong for admitting this in front of so many people, and I’m happy you’re able to be open about mental health ❤️ There still is so much stigma around it. I’ve been through hell and back, through treatment after treatment and inpatient after inpatient in the past six months. I’ve learned a lot and now I feel like I can appreciate awareness like this more. Thank you.
Well done Harmony, sometimes half the battle is won when you reach out for help, I wish you every happiness for the future. And just know your not the only one, I've had 2 battles with my mental health and every time I have come out the other side even stronger so keep doing what your doing, do what you love & find the passion again, go with what lights you up. Lots of love xxx
That was such an incredibly brave thing, talking about your deepest feelings, struggles, and hopes. I’ve recently felt like I was never going to get out of the emotional slump I was in and I have cried, and shut myself away, but like you, I think I’m beginning to see light at the end of that incredibly long dark tunnel. Hope all stays well with you. Lots of love 💗
Such a beautiful soul. Hang in there! Kudos to you for sharing about the “D word.” Not a fun club to be a part of, but you are not alone. I hope you keep finding lots of reasons to keep to smiling. Sending you lots of love from Texas.
You've literally explained my life the past 7 - 8 months and although I hate that someone else is feeling the same, an exceedingly heavy weight has just dropped from my shoulders knowing that it's not just me. I also had an intense period during my teen years (between 15 - 18) and phases every so often, and I can feel the familiar loss of the ground beneath me this past year. It's a scary thing to be my age (25) and thinking that the bad times for mental health are behind me. You know, assuming that being older means that I'll be mentally more strong and healthy. As it turns out, I was wrong and my mental health has been very much up and down. I feel like my ugly side and my anxious side have sort of been in control and it's caused me to drop out from university, and lose a very skilled job that I can't imagine I'll go into again. However, things are slowly developing, so I am beginning to look up more and feel excited for the unknown that lays ahead. Harmony, you should feel so lucky to have such a supportive family and partner. You're a truly unique woman and I hope you find yourself through your transformation, whether it be anything physical or just a new way of thinking - or even both. Well done for making this video and more importantly, thank you. It has made me very emotional, but it's a good thing. Sorry to babble, I'm never very good at wording things, most especially when I feel such a huge release. Keep going, you're so strong. 😙
I'm yours fan , i love you so much , i saw your pictures on instagram , it's fantastic , i'm a vietnamese😂, but i love your video so much , it's help me learn so much ❤ Blessed be 🌛🌑🌜
This resonated with me so much! Depression is so tricky! You can believe the world is so beautiful, but feel that you are hopeless and unwanted. You aren’t alone. Much love💗💗
Feeling very similar, I’ve moved to be with my partner to a big city, Sheffield and it’s giving me such bad social anxiety and depression I just want to go back home to Lancaster (the Pendle witches curse is very real) but I don’t know how to make that happen and I don’t want to be without my partner. Really happy you have a safe, nurturing environment to grow and heal in. This summer really has burnt my out and I’m looking forward to autumn and going into myself.
As a native Sheffielder (probably not a word 😄) it makes me so sad to hear you're not happy here 😞. It is a big city so it can be exhausting, I understand. I'm not sure whereabouts in the city you are but whenever I feel overwhelmed I love going to the big parks or the peak district, for example Cemetery Park is very gothic and beautiful, Graves Park has lovely animals, even the countryside between Barnsley to Sheffield is gorgeous and peaceful. Sometimes you just need to be at home though 😔❤️
Just wanted to say THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! For putting your self out there and sharing what you're going through. Depression all to often is just swept under the rug. People don't realize how hard it is deal with and how scary it is. That trapped feeling you can't get rid of. As wiccan also you just feel like such a failure and not true to your practice ( or at least I do). I've also taken big move back to mom & dads. And completely starting over. Now I'm very very slowly starting to feel like myself again. Being creative, being more active in my wiccan practice. And trying to reconnect with my loved ones more. This was so inspiring to watch and so encouraging. Thank you having the courage to be a open book. I wish you the best of luck in your recovery!! Blessed Be✌🏼💜
thank you so much for opening up. this video really resonated with me because I have been currently battling with depression too, and it can be really hard to deal with, especially when the people around you don't understand why your feeling this aching chasm of loneliness, confusion and self doubt/hate.
I have been through a lot in my short 22 years, and I know how bad depression can get. Music is one thing thang has been a very important part of my life and soul. Please listen to Simon & Garfunkel, any album would do. They are an amazing duo, and in my opinion, really paved the way for modern indie folk rock. You will really enjoy them, especially if you're really feeling that 60s/70s vibe lately!! Love you harmony!!
It means you are finally ready to deal with it. This past year was my hardest when it comes to my mental health, and I felt the same way. It comes to a point when you are so ready to be better, you have to force yourself to dive in and understand. It sucks and it is hard, but you know you have the ability to be everything you've always wanted.
I love how you spoke about being happy with being how you are now! That really helped me because I've felt I've been in a slump for a little as well. Thank you for this video girl. You're truly not alone.
I am a Christian witch. I recommend candle, meditate, visit ocean, cleansing, read psalms. Pray. Feed the birds. Forget social media for a while. Read happy books. If none helped, get medication. You will be fine
i've been struggling a lot with my mental health and identity, too, recently, and i'm slowly reaching a point where i feel like i can reclaim who i am, and it's strangely comforting to see someone going through the same sort of thing. i'm so, so glad that you've managed to muster the strength to figure out and allow yourself to grow into who you are - after all, the only person who really knows you is you, and we're all going to love you regardless. it's so good to hear and see you doing what's best for you, and no matter what direction you decide to take your channel, we're all still going to be here. take your time, and take good care of yourself.
I’m only 14 years old but roughly three months ago I was planning to kill myself with an overdose. Spring was always a hard time for me. The only thing that stopped me from killing myself was my friend Hannah who coincidentally looks like you and is a witch herself. I told her everything that was going on with seeing shadows and hearing people whisper in my ear but getting no diagnosis for scitzophrena I thought I was just a broken little piece of trash. I started having flashbacks to past lives and started to dress 1920s just to ease the pain. And she said “you’re a witch”. It sounds cheesy but those words saved my life. I’m on medication now and learning and practicing witchcraft thanks her and you. I know you aren’t scuicidal, and I’m so so so so so so so thankful you’re not. But I thought this might help hearing someone else’s story I guess. You have helped me and sooo many people. Please take breaks whenever you need to. I’m so glad you’re doing better and just want you to know that there is hope. Sending autumn leaves of love ur way! 😊☺️🍁🍂🧚🏼♀️🍁🍂🍁🍁🍂🍂 🧝🏼♀️💛❤️🧡
I just got put on medication for my own depression rollercoaster... I grew up in a house where taking meds was taboo so it's been difficult being the "family pioneer" and taking the first step to acknowledge my mental health and do something about it. I hope your therapy sessions help and thank goodness for your family and friends being there for you. You're not alone,sister!
i connect with you so much during this video. you are saying exactly what i can’t say. thank you for existing and doing this and taking control of your situation and finding help. i wish you all the luck and happiness in the world. i believe in you 💛
When I graduated college I decided to move from the tiny town I was living on to LA and I have never been unhappier. I resonate so much with the way you were talking about your move in this video. I moved back home with my mom and I have way fewer bad days now. It’s okay to go home. Im so happy to hear someone else going through what I went through.
I'm so happy that you looked for help, is the first step to help you get out of the situation, it definitely takes out a big weight from your chest, and I hope you'll feel better soon ❤️
I’ve been following your channel from the very beginning, and throughout high school you’ve been the greatest inspiration for me. I started practicing Wicca after years of not knowing any faith. You always manage to calm me down and hearing you are getting better by the day is a ray of sun in my day. Stay you, stay true, happy and blessed. We all love you so so much. ✨ magical kisses from a Greek witch❤️
Thank you so much for this. I’ve been struggling a lot and it’s getting bad again, kind of around the same time as you mentioned. The “forcing to believe everything is fine” is especially relatable. Showing there’s a way out is helping, though- and I hope it’s helping others as well. Sending love 💕
It's so fantastic that you're working so hard on your mental health and making great progress! I always think that it's incredibly important to talk about. Even when things seem like they're good, it's hard to pull through and really enjoy life when your mind is struggling. You're amazing and I hope everything keeps getting better and better.
Thank you so much for sharing such a vulnerable part of yourself. Since subscribing a few years ago, I’ve always felt like you would hold thing back and weren’t 100% authentically you. This video is all the tiny glimpses of who you truly are that we have all held onto. Thank you so much, this is the harmony I’ve always wanted to see and held out hope would be shared. Please take all the time you need to progress and get better. Much love harmony nice xo
Thank you so much for making this video. 🖤🖤🖤 So many youtubers avoid talking about the importance of mental health and their own personal experiences with mental health issues and mental illness. Talking about this breaks that barrier that social media influences create between reality and perceived reality. I’m so happy that you’ve seeked support and that you’re taking care of yourself 🌞 Thank you!!!
Thank you so much for this, Harmony. I love you all the more for this honest and heartfelt video. I'm not here just for your wicca videos, I'm here because I see the light in you and I fell inlove. I am a lot like in your place (a few months ago) emotionally right now, but I just cannot afford to acknowledge my feelings because I am caring for my child (homeschooling and everything) and my partner. But I know soon I will also burnout and I feel it coming but I am currently trying to find a way to help myself before it happens. I am trusting the universe to show me the way... I am excited to see more of YOU and not the image you "want" to show everyone. And I am glad I found you in this life.
This resonates so much with my experience with depression. It got so bad that my best friend drove two hours just to watch me until my therapy appointment the next day. It was my darkest period since I was younger. I’m 25 now, and I’ve been diagnosed with major depressive disorder. I started antidepressants, still going to therapy, and trying every day to get better. I’m not exactly where I want to be just yet, but I’m feeling like a human being again. I feel like myself. The thing that helped me the most was knowing that I’ll have bad days, and being comfortable with that. The next day can still be a good day. And where you’re at now isn’t forever.
I suffer from depression as well. Your honesty is a great step forward. Your videos, truly, help me on my bad days. Keep being you. Much love and admiration from Canada.
Harmony you are an inspiration - opening up about the subject of depression and mental health is so healing for many people. You are shining a light - this video is literally an act of witchcraft. In speaking as you have you have probably helped to heal 20 thousand people- your words are powerful. Thank you from all of us.
I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for over 3 years now, and I know how tough it gets. Take all the breaks you need Harmony, focus on yourself and making sure you are okay!
I just went through this- exactly this. It's really really helpful for me to hear someone I watch and admire getting over the same thing, it gives me hope. Thank you for making this.
Harmony, what you've said really hit me hard. I'm around your age, in uni, with a nice paying summer job, and being able to comfortably pay for college and living for the first time in my own. Despite this, I've started going to therapy for what now is diagnosed as depression and anxiety. It doesn't make sense and it really sucks, but I want you to know that it was really comforting to hear about how someone else is going through something similar to what I'm feeling and experiencing. Take care of yourself and take your time healing. We can get through this!
![[TH] 2024 PMGC League | Survival Stage วันที่ 1 | PUBG MOBILE Global Championship](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/FVFT-PFwU80/mqdefault.jpg)
Hey guys! Firstly I wanna say, I would recommend NOT watching with headphones as the sound is ass 😩 secondly I just wanna I don’t say anything, dark or personal just a briefing on what’s been happening! So the trigger warning was more just because I mention depression etc. Also talking about mental health is such unknown territory for me so everything I’m saying is just my personal experience I don’t include any information on here or advice, everyone’s mental health is different, and it relates to everything. Lots of love and I’m so happy to be back! 💕
Hello, Harmony Nice u are such a huge inspiration to me i am very new to witch-craft so thanks for helping me😁(And sending u the best energy, good to hear from u, love your hair, I think we all love you)
This is @pentagramharmony on instagram, and I’m so happy you’re back!! I hope you’re good 💕💕
Harmony Nice you look so beautiful and peaceful, like real you !
Harmony Nice i love you harmony
I hope you feel better and faster so that you regain that inner peace and happiness! You’re beautiful, wonderful, funny, and super sweet- speaking from personal experience: don’t beat yourself too much, you are a great person and deserve time off for self-care and self-love; the people that truly love and support you will stick with you through the good and bad and those should be the people you should focus on, you can’t please everyone and you won’t need to with those that do matter! Love you and blessed be sweetie 💓😘
PS: F*&! brands. The people who love you watch you because you're kind and funny and genuine, not because you're some long-hair witch goddess birthed from the center of the moon.... You're a lovely person. I watch you because you make me laugh with your hysterical mumble outtros, because I relate to you a lot and you inspire me to be more creative.
Wicca and witchcraft are about the truth of nature. And by being you, exactly as you are, you are being more spiritual, more WICCA than any other thing you do.
We love you Harmony! 🌻 It's ok to take breaks from YT, we won't be going anywhere!!
I love this Harmony, this raw, beautiful Harmony. I'm excited to see you recover and grow. I live in an area where mental health is really played down and I haven't really gotten professional help but I'm also working closer to bettering myself and knowing that there is good even when it's all going to hell. Thank you so much for talking about this and giving us an update, we love you so much!
Your hair looks incredible and you look incredible and I am so proud of you for being so strong. All the best with the way forward. We all love you lots 💛💛💛💛💛💛
I'm very late to this "party". I had a mental breakdown in March 2022 and the videos you've posted, the new ones and the old ones have really helped. It's been like taking advice from a friend. Thank you.
You are lucky to have us but we are lucky to have you. You don't need to stress yourself about making videos which make you feel unconfortable. I'm so glad that you embrace the way YOU are because you are such a kind, loving, brave and inspiring woman. Don't feel guilty to feel unhappy, it's ok and this world is sometimes hard to handle. Sending you good vibes 🌿🌻
Marie - Océane - More good vibes
Marie - Océane - Je t'ai vu dans les commentaires de Pagans&Witches Amino
C'était sans doute moi, ouip ! Je te souhaite une agréable journée en tout cas! Et peut-être que si je le retélécharge on s'y recroisera?
Marie - Océane - Oui peut être 😊 , Si ça peut t'intéresser il y'a un chat pour les français "French pagans&Witches" Bonne journée 😘
I was feeling very similar for the past year-ish, mainly because of my uni. I felt and still somewhat feel really burned out and out of place, out of motivation to go on with whatever faint plan I had. On top of it, many things had been revealed to us concerning what would be possible to do after our course and it was really crashing. I feel like I need time to go on a journey into myself, into who I am, what I can do, what I love to do and just discover and get out of my comfort zone while doing things I always wanted to do but either didn't have the time to or was too shy to try. I'm so glad I'm not th only person who feels this way, love u, stay strong and get better!
I feel this on such a deep level
Your mom is right, everyone needs someone sometimes. Every single person goes through struggles in their life. Mental health issues, other health issues, loss from death or betrayal, financial struggles etc everyone has truly struggled with something. And we all have more struggles ahead of us but at least that means were survivors who are still alive.
Bless you, Dear. I hope your life is bringing you the comfort, peace, and contentment you seek.
You look so good with short hair❤️❤️❤️
Feeling like you're in a spiritual/religious slump is one of the most limiting, horrid feelings - but I trust you'll dance yourself out of it soon. :) I know that's just one aspect of what you're going through, but I wanted to mention it. Also, your bravery to make the decision to move back home and figure it all out is amazing! It's so painfully easy to stagnate and getting stuck in the stuckness - I'm sending you lots of love and digital hugs!
Anya Esma ik this comment has nothing to do with me but 😹 you mentioned a religious crisis in a way. And it sounds like you know the feeling! I’ve had a religious issues for the past YEAR and it’s been one the most horrible things I’ve ever had to go through. It’s triggered my depression really bad and made me hate who I am and basically made me just a little ball of paranoia and overthinking and horrible..ness😹 I have no idea what to do. please message me if you could, or want to, or even see this. thank you 💗
In high school I had a couple of really rough years, I got to the point of being suicidal, I didn’t think I would ever feel real joy again. It took years to heal and see things differently but I am happy again, I have been for years now. My depression was situational, I can’t speak for other people but I was able to come out the other side and I’m so grateful to still be here today. A future you may be thinking the same so never give up. Life is worth it.
i completely understand. i went though a burnout while i was in college, it fucking sucked. i didn’t even know what was happening to me, i just felt so hopeless, i used to cry every night. it’s such a terrible and hopeless thing to go through. i love your videos so much, i look forward to them a lot no matter what sort of video it is, i always enjoy your personality and how you are as a person. i support you
Take your time Harmony, we're not going anywhere :)
Merry Meet Harmony!
I’m 53, I provide medical care at festivals and in my own community as an EMT, and I’ve struggled with depression since I was a teenager. Working in emergency management I spend so much time taking care of others that sometimes I forget to take care of myself. I have an incredible support network of friends and family that help me in my rough times. Recognizing that you need help and asking for help is the first step to making yourself well. I first found your videos about two years ago and I loved them. I share them with all my friends of all ages, because you are bright and honest and you show an absolute joy about Wicca and just talking about life in general.
Thank You for being the incredible person that you are. You are loved and cherished, and I look forward to your book, and your future endeavors.
Michael
this too shall pass🌻
you’re completely valid in feeling down and you have to let people down sometimes. we love you and appreciate your content that you are proud of and happy with!
I’ve never related more. I am Wiccan but I struggle with bipolar which makes it hard sometimes to be able to stay motivated. I go through similar depressed episodes for months but then be extremely happy for months. But what I’ve learned over time is once your diagnosed it helps you know it’s not your fault you feel this way. It’s not anyone around you, but just mental health. I’m glad you opened up :)
I hope you’re having a good day today 😊
So glad you're feeling better. I've lived somewhere I hated, with a job I hated, and I know what that does to you. I'm so glad you reached out for help when you needed it. That's strength.
Have definitely missed you! Always love to hear about someone else's experiences with depression because then I don't feel as alone ♥️ and also, I'm loving your hair so so much!
I relate to this so much. I made a move last summer that was supposed to be a way to achieve my dreams but 6 months in my depression got to levels I haven't seen since I was younger and self harming. I made the decision to move back home after being on my own for 10 years and my depression and anxiety has been so dramatically reduced. I still struggle with it but this change has opened my eyes to the underlying issues I've been repressing for who knows how long. Thank you for sharing your story and being so open, its important and healthy to talk about self care and too often people stay quiet and just allow this to eat them up.
You're awesome. I found you through Wicca 2 years ago or so and have fallen in love with all your content. I just want you to know that even if you do need to take a break from youtube or just Wicca videos we will all still be here for you! Take care and shower yourself in self love!
this is SO important. we love you, Harmony.
and to anyone out there struggling with things - the brighter days are ahead of you, and you are loved too.
you’re such a strong, brave, intrusive and thoughtful woman and soul. i’m so proud of your progress and of you deciding to take care of yourself first. we love, support, and root for you always. all of my love to you & everyone who reads this✨💞
I am so happy you're getting support and that you're feeling better. I have been in the same phase, at the same time and I myself am feeling better nowadays. I would wake up and feel completely empty, feeling like I should stop everything I love, I wasn't satisfied about anything and that's really difficult to endure. But for me these thoughts generally lasted for few minutes then I forced my attention to focus on the positive and accepted that all these things where hurting me after what I would be fully happy. Taking control of the way I was perceiving things and the way I felt was helping a lot. I always tell myself "It's never the situation itself that hurts me, it's the way I perceive it" This way I know it's in my power to change my thoughts.
When hard time happens it's also good to ask yourself "why"? I studied mental health a lot to affirmed that Depression and Anxiety do not exist. These are symptoms that our smart and loving body are sending us as a signals to tell you that there's a some inner work to do because that's blocking you and you need to rebalance it.
When you reach a depressive state it's because you ignored the issue(s) and still deal with the poison, the mind forgets but the subconscious mind never forgets. To cure a mental health you need to access your subconscious mind and heal what needs healing. Accept then move on. If something disturbs you and create a trauma, it asks you to take a new direction.
When you ignored traumas for years, it comes back, even if you forgot. This is why I believe the best way to cure depression is through hypnosis since you can access the old records in your subconscious mind and rewrite them. (even those from your past / future lives) Not an easy battle but this is in your hands. No one externally can have the answers, you do. And I hope you'll find a way to do what's right for your soul and spirit. Sending love your way ❤️
Adding a book recommendation to these wonderful and true words: Women Who Run With The Wolves by Clarissa P. Estés. It's a really important and helpful book about soul work and healing fully from within, and she focuses on old stories, myths and the ancient female nature in her writing. Has helped me a ton and I am convinced anyone should read it, especially as a woman! All the love to all of you fellow humans, confront yourself deeply to get better and relearn the healing self love ♥ We are all carrying the ancient wisdom and answers within ourselves, we just need to learn how to listen to our innate voice ♡
Take care of you
Right now I’ve watched the video; ONE: your hair is amazing you be you harmony. TWO: I love you and your videos and I have missed them but you are a real person and you need to do what’s healthy for you and as your fans we will always support you and want you to do what’s best for you. THREE: as someone who suffers from depression I can tell you the best thing to do is get out into nature. Go for a walk when you’re sad. When you come back you will feel better. Something about nature gives you hope. I know that hopelessness well and I want you to know DONT FEEL PRESSURE TO UPLOAD. FOUR: remember we’re no just subscribers each and every one of us is your FRIEND and we will support you. I love your Wicca videos BUT I love your makeup tutorials, unsolved mysteries, paranormal story times, mukbangs, and lookbooks. I’m so excited to see what you come up with next now is the time to experiment remember it’s your channel you have that freedom and platform to do what you want 🖤🖤🖤
Hari _ 🖤🖤🖤
Yes! Harmony, I love ALL of your videos. I started out looking for advice on how to start my Wicca journey, but have loved every video you have loaded. I try to listen/watch at least one of your videos every day. I can always tell that my mood is uplifted whenever I do. You inspire me!!! I struggle with depression too. And like you, I have not been clinically diagnosed, but I know that emptiness and hurt even when everything seems to be going right on the surface. It's crippling and you hate to disappoint anyone or to be a burden. It's one of the reasons I try to hide mine.
Keep trudging through! I know you will be well soon and I'm looking forward to it. Knowing that someone I look up to has depression too makes me feel better.
Take your time, all of your subscribers will wait.
Better days are heading your way,
Much love to you Harmony 🌞❤️
You are so brave for speaking out about these issues and also for getting help when you realized you couldn't do this alone! And even in this difficult time you are thinking about others and how you can help them! Posting the links was really thoughtful of you. You are such an inspiration! I've had (comparatively small) issues with mental health too, mainly due to too much stress and pressure I put on myself. I tried to live up to what I thought were other people's expectations and that made me really miserable. It's great to see someone sharing their story and I can't tell you how much that helps!
Please don't stress about youtube and social media, we're here because we care about you. It's absolutely fine if you want to make changes in your life and on here. The most important thing is your health and I think everyone watching this channel will continue supporting you because you are just a great human being; so full of love and kindness! I wish you all the best and send positive vibes your way! ✨
Lots of love from Germany! ❤️
Anyone who shares stories about mental health needs to be applauded. It's too often hidden away and festers into something truly awful. The great thing is there has been a gradual shift in how people view mental health, and that's thanks to the effort of people like yourself. I also have so much respect for those who live life as their authentic self. People take a battering every day in our society about needing to look a certain way or having to label everything. The only thing I can say is please continue to share information and stories about mental health, and keep living life as the real you.
you’re so beautiful and i’m so sorry you’ve been going through a tough time. remember that you’re exactly where you need to be- even though it doesn’t seem like it sometimes.
i’m struggling too and you’re never alone
Harmony, before I say anything else, I would like to stress that I am SO very proud of you. You are strong and smart and amazing and beautiful and oh so inspirational.
When I saw that this video was a 'let's talk' style of video with topics that are very serious and that I can relate to (more than I would like to admit) I did an initial listen through as I brewed some tea, grabbed a snack, and pulled out my notepad so that I can take notes of key points and prevent any thoughts from escaping.
0:32 - your hair looks amazing short! It is so cute and very pretty. Once you've had it short for a while, I would love to see a video on how you style and care for it.
I would also like to say that the background is very pretty, and I would like to potentially see a video of you working on the garden or a tour of it at the very least.
1:18 - thank you for sharing this with us. These topics can be hard to talk about with someone close to you, and even harder with hundreds of people online.
4:52 - I am so glad that you had a support net that you could fall on when things got tough.
Yes, things can seem perfect on the outside, but sometimes that 'perfection' isn't enough, simply because it isn't what you need or what makes you happy.
5:55 - I too suffered from depression as a teenager. And I know how scary it can be to feel yourself slipping back to that... Hole. Later in life. I am glad that you were able to get the help you needed.
6:07 - Your mum is 200% right. Everybody needs help at some point. Nobody, despite their strength, can do everything alone.
6:21 - not many would be willing to move back into their parent's home once they have already moved out and started their lives, and for many, they are unable to do so even if they were. I am so happy that you were not only willing but able to do so so that you could get the help you needed.
7:28 - I am very happy that you know not only your needs, but your limits as well. And that your partner is willing and able to help you meet them.
8:33 - I love my crystals, herbs, candles, and natural fixes for everything as much as the next witch (wiccan/pagan/other) but sometimes you need to get help from a professional who has gone to school and learned how to help with these things.
9:27 - I am happy that you were able to get the help you needed.
From my experience, the biggest upside from having been depressed earlier in life is that you know the signs so that you can catch it and get help sooner when it starts to show up later in life.
10:20 - thank you for not only posting a trigger warning but also including resources like helplines and charities in the description box.
10:43 - Breaks are good to take, especially when you are not feeling your best. I would like to stress that you should NEVER feel the need to put us and your content before you and your health (mental and physical) we will patiently wait for you to return when you feel better. We care more about YOU than we do about your videos.
10:54 - I originally came for the Wicca related videos, though to be honest, that is not why I stayed. Yes, I love your content, but I adore you and would love to see more of whatever you are willing to share with us. I like my Harmony like I like my sugar: RAW. Never feel like you need to take parts of your life and keep them hidden because of some 'brand' that has been placed on you. Break the brand, be you!
12:18 - hobbies are great to have. They help you grow and learn, and they do wonders for your mental health. I can not wait to see videos about the instruments and other hobbies you pick up.
I just now noticed how long this has gotten, so I will end it with this: I am very proud of you, and am very happy that you are starting to feel better.
Best wishes 💫
you really help me harmony. im having surgery next week and have had depression my entire summer and just by watching you talk about your life it gives me a little bit of hope for myself.
Sending only the best energy and love your way Harmony ❤ things get better with patience and time
I appreciate you showing your mental health battles so so much. I’ve been in a really dark place recently and seeing you fighting back really gave me some hope with my own battle.
I'm so proud of you for reaching out to others for help and reassurance and kindness, Harmony. You're a gorgeous soul and I hope you get back to a better place soon. Sending you all of my love. x. (Also, your hair looks lovely on you. Probably my favorite I've seen on you.)
You are the second of my favorite youtubers to make a mental health video today. Honestly I hope things get better for you and just know that sharing this part of your life, helps others people get through their own shit. Much love 💜
Your haircut is so cute! Thank you for opening up like this to us, and it's great to hear that you're starting to feel better and take control of making difficult decision to better yourself
I can’t put into words how nice it is to hear that someone that I look up to is able to admit their struggles. Thank you for sharing and we’re here to support you.
We love you!!!!
So glad to hear you’re taking proactive steps to help yourself get healthy again! I went through something similar a few years ago and I’m so grateful for my parents for letting me move back home and being there while I was basically just useless and weak and really needed to be looked after. It made it feel less like a breakdown or a defeat or whatever and more like a much needed vacation from life’s stress.
🖤🖤 You're not letting anyone down, you beautiful beautiful soul!!
Take all the rest you need and we all love you!! 😊😊
I am so glad that you are taking this new direction. I relate to this deeply and resonate with what you're saying. Mental Health is honestly scary for me to talk about but more and more I'm realizing that talking about our experiences unapologetically is incredibly liberating.
I personally discovered you through your Wicca videos, but I absolutely love the diverse content your channel has. While everything may not be my favorite fascination like wicca/witchcraft is I love seeing you share your passions with us. So while I'll always be here as soon as I know you uploaded a magickal video, I adore the rest of your content and your authenticity inspires countless people including myself!
I subscribed for your genuine spirit and stayed 'cause its spooky bahahaha. It's so so so good to see you back and this video really made my day. Just goes to show that we are never alone. Looking towards the Sun, Shadows always fall behind. Much love and light! Can't wait for your next video! Blessed be!
YOUR HAIR LOOKS SO GOOD
it makes me so sad that it seems any time somebody has plans for the future, something happens that gets in the way... i love you so much harmony, you are my inspiration, and i know that you will get through this rough patch. i too have been struggling with my identity recently and i hope that standing in solidarity with you will help you through these times! you are amazing and strong and kind 💕💕💕
I wish you the best of luck with your recovery and hope you feel better and happier soon! You are so amazing, thank you for being such a great inspiration.
I'm really happy for you Harmony. I feel that cosmically/astrologically this is a time for a lot of us coming into our power on personal levels, especially women. It sounds super cliche to say that but I know a lot of people out there feel this as truth. I'm personally stepping into my power and accepting myself exactly as I am as well as working through insecurities and realizing the shitty thoughts that I put myself through sometimes, and how they're absolutely not true. So GOOD ON YOU for pulling yourself up by your bootstraps and committing to your growth, your self worth, and to loving yourself even through the shit!
You look so good 😍😍❤️❤️
I suffered myself from depression and I understand how confusing and hard it is to live.
I wish you to feel better ! and always remember that you are worth it, that you are guilty of nothing and that you are loved.
happy to you post again! but please take all the time needed to let yourself breathe for a minute. Thank you for sharing so much, I am 21 and have recently gotten a bit back into my depressive ways of a teen as well and it's kind of scary to feel myself going back into that struggle and the unknown. But wicca has helped me a lot to embrace the beauty around me, but mental health doesn't care about that and is like always there ugh. I love you a lot Harmony and your hair is so beautiful!!
Harmony... thank you. I know exactly what you're saying because I have been going through that same exact odd chaotic uproar that is completely internal, and on the outside it seems like I've got everything going for me. Suddenly I'm like wondering if anything I'm doing is right for me, and losing interest in all that I love. I've no absolutely NO idea why I suddenly am questioning my relationship, my living situation, my choice of career, no idea. But I'm getting older and I need to make these decisions or time will for me. Seeing this video helped me realize sometimes as complex, spiritual human beings, and as powerful and intuitive women, sometimes we feel things that are not felt on the surface. And they are just as valid as tangible or external issues. I'm so happy you're feeling back on track, I'm right behind you on that and a forever fan and friend as well, from a Virgo to a Taurus 💜
Sweetheart I just want to hug you! I think a lot of people who are mentally well and emotionally healthily diverse can find moving to a city a complete assault on the senses and it can cause a decline in their ability to cope with life and suddenly usual strategies don't work. It can be devastating and happen to anyone.
I don't want you to feel like this is a relapse to your teen state or a step backwards. it sounds far more like like a situational change and trauma has triggered some really destructive thoughts and habits that you are particularly vulnerable to with your preexisting conditions and health.
I'm so glad you are being supported by people in your life, we are here for you and love youxxxxxx
This video radiates beauty and love. It’s so cool to see how much you actively love yourself.
You are a beautiful young woman and i know it's easier said than done but YOU KNOW that you need to make YOU happy and not others first..i think that's a common thing with us mentally ill people, we never put ourselves first and we need to do that more.. so kudos to you for taking a break and realizing you need to help yourself..it is hard when you think, as a Wiccan, that you are supposed to be happy and think things are always great but they aren't and that's ok.. it's ok to get upset and feel crappy sometimes..i think it's important to remember that being Wiccan is not about staying happy it's about knowing how to get happy again after the shit falls away and not letting it consume you..just to come at it with a more positive attitude and that's supposed to help keep you happier in the long run..i also want to mention that it's ok to stray from your practice for a little to take "me time" I think we all go through that where life gets in the way..it gives you the tools you just have to use them..i also think it's important that your fans know that you're normal and have issues too just like the rest of us..great job! you have so many followers and they are loyal and love you..you are great!! love💘your vids and congrats on the book!
Thanks for the highlight..Blessed be everyone
I feel you so much with all of a sudden not knowing your identity and not knowing what you wanna do. I went through that at the beginning of this year while in college, I spent weeks crying, not knowing what to do, not knowing who I was, I was so low on energies that I just wanted to leave everything behind, drop it all. I spent days isolating myself, not wanting to talk to anyone. I can relate to what you've recently been through so much. But I hopefully got through it, although it wasn't very easy, I just talked to the people closest to me about everything, let it all out and heard what they had to say. I feel a lot better right now, still not really knowing some things because I still have to figure them out, but this is just to let you know that you're not alone, there are more people like us going through these things and we have to fight to feel better because that is something that's not impossible even tho it seems like it at the moment, and I know you know these things. I really love your content, Harmony, I love your whole vibe, your radiate good vibes, you're literally one of my two favorite TH-camrs. If you need to take a break to recharge your energies, do it. Even the strongest fall down sometimes. Mental health is so important, it comes first than everything else. I hope you're doing okay, thank you so much for your content. Love you, take care 💓
So glad to hear that you’re doing better and talking to a professional. 💕 Love you lots Harmony! You’re beautiful inside and out. ✨
Thank you so much for this video. You talking about this so naturally and openly helps breaking the stigma on depression.
I know what it feels like and I know the worst thing is telling yourself it's "not that bad", it's "not really depression" or "but everything is fine, I should be happy". Depression doesn't discriminate.
All the strength for you to face the darkness, Harmony. Don't blame yourself for making the decisions you need to make to feel better.
PS: Love how the sun lights up your hair from behind in the end. Like a good sign :)
Harmony, you’re truly amazing! Thank you for sharing what’s been going on with us! So many of us can relate to how you’ve been feeling. I, for one, know exactly how it feels! Stick to your intuition & what feels right to you & you’ll never go wrong! Do what truly makes YOU happy & not what makes others happy! Be yourself! Glad you’re feeling better & I’m so happy to see your making choices for YOURSELF!
Can’t wait for new uploads from you!
Your true crime/paranormal series is absolutely amazing! I binged them all! You’re so good at it & so respectful!
Xoxoxox 😍🖤🤟🏼🌞🌙⭐️
You're such a beautiful person and brave for letting your audience in on what's going on. I struggle with my identity, depression, anxiety, PTSD, and still have some panic attacks. It's refreshing to know other people are healing themselves and having positivity out of hard times. Thank you so much for sharing.
Beautiful hairrrr ugh I miss when mine was that length! ❤️
This last year has been similar for me in terms of depression and anxiety. I feel you. Keep taking care of yourself! Sounds like you have lots of great people in your life.
So happy for you! I'm 28 and went through something similar this past year. Acknowledging that you need help and reaching out for it is the hardest part. For me, everything immediately turned around and I'm slowly getting back to my normal.
Thank u for opening up and sharing - this helps me feel like I’m not alone 💜💜
You’re so strong for admitting this in front of so many people, and I’m happy you’re able to be open about mental health ❤️ There still is so much stigma around it. I’ve been through hell and back, through treatment after treatment and inpatient after inpatient in the past six months. I’ve learned a lot and now I feel like I can appreciate awareness like this more. Thank you.
Love you Harmony🌻 Stay strong❤ Life is hard and sometimes wears an ugly mask but under the pain, life is always beautiful🍃❤🌻
Well done Harmony, sometimes half the battle is won when you reach out for help, I wish you every happiness for the future. And just know your not the only one, I've had 2 battles with my mental health and every time I have come out the other side even stronger so keep doing what your doing, do what you love & find the passion again, go with what lights you up. Lots of love xxx
i love you, harmony
That was such an incredibly brave thing, talking about your deepest feelings, struggles, and hopes. I’ve recently felt like I was never going to get out of the emotional slump I was in and I have cried, and shut myself away, but like you, I think I’m beginning to see light at the end of that incredibly long dark tunnel. Hope all stays well with you. Lots of love 💗
Such a beautiful soul. Hang in there! Kudos to you for sharing about the “D word.” Not a fun club to be a part of, but you are not alone. I hope you keep finding lots of reasons to keep to smiling. Sending you lots of love from Texas.
You've literally explained my life the past 7 - 8 months and although I hate that someone else is feeling the same, an exceedingly heavy weight has just dropped from my shoulders knowing that it's not just me.
I also had an intense period during my teen years (between 15 - 18) and phases every so often, and I can feel the familiar loss of the ground beneath me this past year.
It's a scary thing to be my age (25) and thinking that the bad times for mental health are behind me. You know, assuming that being older means that I'll be mentally more strong and healthy. As it turns out, I was wrong and my mental health has been very much up and down. I feel like my ugly side and my anxious side have sort of been in control and it's caused me to drop out from university, and lose a very skilled job that I can't imagine I'll go into again. However, things are slowly developing, so I am beginning to look up more and feel excited for the unknown that lays ahead.
Harmony, you should feel so lucky to have such a supportive family and partner. You're a truly unique woman and I hope you find yourself through your transformation, whether it be anything physical or just a new way of thinking - or even both. Well done for making this video and more importantly, thank you. It has made me very emotional, but it's a good thing.
Sorry to babble, I'm never very good at wording things, most especially when I feel such a huge release.
Keep going, you're so strong. 😙
I'm yours fan , i love you so much , i saw your pictures on instagram , it's fantastic , i'm a vietnamese😂, but i love your video so much , it's help me learn so much ❤
Blessed be 🌛🌑🌜
This resonated with me so much! Depression is so tricky! You can believe the world is so beautiful, but feel that you are hopeless and unwanted. You aren’t alone. Much love💗💗
Feeling very similar, I’ve moved to be with my partner to a big city, Sheffield and it’s giving me such bad social anxiety and depression I just want to go back home to Lancaster (the Pendle witches curse is very real) but I don’t know how to make that happen and I don’t want to be without my partner. Really happy you have a safe, nurturing environment to grow and heal in. This summer really has burnt my out and I’m looking forward to autumn and going into myself.
wish you all the best and lots of strength for the time to come ♥
As a native Sheffielder (probably not a word 😄) it makes me so sad to hear you're not happy here 😞. It is a big city so it can be exhausting, I understand. I'm not sure whereabouts in the city you are but whenever I feel overwhelmed I love going to the big parks or the peak district, for example Cemetery Park is very gothic and beautiful, Graves Park has lovely animals, even the countryside between Barnsley to Sheffield is gorgeous and peaceful. Sometimes you just need to be at home though 😔❤️
Just wanted to say THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! For putting your self out there and sharing what you're going through. Depression all to often is just swept under the rug. People don't realize how hard it is deal with and how scary it is. That trapped feeling you can't get rid of. As wiccan also you just feel like such a failure and not true to your practice ( or at least I do). I've also taken big move back to mom & dads. And completely starting over. Now I'm very very slowly starting to feel like myself again. Being creative, being more active in my wiccan practice. And trying to reconnect with my loved ones more. This was so inspiring to watch and so encouraging. Thank you having the courage to be a open book. I wish you the best of luck in your recovery!! Blessed Be✌🏼💜
I can't wait until I'm an adult because then my mom can't stop me from getting help with my depression
Start meditating hun 🤍
@@Celestialsecrets222 haha my adhd won't let me but I'm doing better
@@Menhera_Clown sending you so much of love and light from another side of the world.. im
Glad you are doing good 🙏🏻✨ stay blessed
thank you so much for opening up. this video really resonated with me because I have been currently battling with depression too, and it can be really hard to deal with, especially when the people around you don't understand why your feeling this aching chasm of loneliness, confusion and self doubt/hate.
I have been through a lot in my short 22 years, and I know how bad depression can get. Music is one thing thang has been a very important part of my life and soul. Please listen to Simon & Garfunkel, any album would do. They are an amazing duo, and in my opinion, really paved the way for modern indie folk rock. You will really enjoy them, especially if you're really feeling that 60s/70s vibe lately!!
Love you harmony!!
Jamie Harrison Simon and Garfunkel are AMAZING 💙💙💙 They’re helped me so much
It means you are finally ready to deal with it. This past year was my hardest when it comes to my mental health, and I felt the same way. It comes to a point when you are so ready to be better, you have to force yourself to dive in and understand. It sucks and it is hard, but you know you have the ability to be everything you've always wanted.
Also love the freaking intro
I love how you spoke about being happy with being how you are now! That really helped me because I've felt I've been in a slump for a little as well. Thank you for this video girl. You're truly not alone.
I am a Christian witch. I recommend candle, meditate, visit ocean, cleansing, read psalms. Pray. Feed the birds. Forget social media for a while. Read happy books. If none helped, get medication. You will be fine
I'm so curious about being a Christian and a Witch. How can you be both? I would love to hear a bit of your story. 🌼
^
I love you! Take all the time you need. Nothing is more important than taking care of you
I'm early
I'm never early
Hello Harmony
i've been struggling a lot with my mental health and identity, too, recently, and i'm slowly reaching a point where i feel like i can reclaim who i am, and it's strangely comforting to see someone going through the same sort of thing. i'm so, so glad that you've managed to muster the strength to figure out and allow yourself to grow into who you are - after all, the only person who really knows you is you, and we're all going to love you regardless. it's so good to hear and see you doing what's best for you, and no matter what direction you decide to take your channel, we're all still going to be here. take your time, and take good care of yourself.
I’m only 14 years old but roughly three months ago I was planning to kill myself with an overdose. Spring was always a hard time for me. The only thing that stopped me from killing myself was my friend Hannah who coincidentally looks like you and is a witch herself. I told her everything that was going on with seeing shadows and hearing people whisper in my ear but getting no diagnosis for scitzophrena I thought I was just a broken little piece of trash. I started having flashbacks to past lives and started to dress 1920s just to ease the pain. And she said “you’re a witch”. It sounds cheesy but those words saved my life. I’m on medication now and learning and practicing witchcraft thanks her and you. I know you aren’t scuicidal, and I’m so so so so so so so thankful you’re not. But I thought this might help hearing someone else’s story I guess. You have helped me and sooo many people. Please take breaks whenever you need to. I’m so glad you’re doing better and just want you to know that there is hope. Sending autumn leaves of love ur way! 😊☺️🍁🍂🧚🏼♀️🍁🍂🍁🍁🍂🍂 🧝🏼♀️💛❤️🧡
I just got put on medication for my own depression rollercoaster... I grew up in a house where taking meds was taboo so it's been difficult being the "family pioneer" and taking the first step to acknowledge my mental health and do something about it.
I hope your therapy sessions help and thank goodness for your family and friends being there for you. You're not alone,sister!
Old age? What are you in your early 20's?
i connect with you so much during this video. you are saying exactly what i can’t say. thank you for existing and doing this and taking control of your situation and finding help. i wish you all the luck and happiness in the world. i believe in you 💛
When I graduated college I decided to move from the tiny town I was living on to LA and I have never been unhappier. I resonate so much with the way you were talking about your move in this video. I moved back home with my mom and I have way fewer bad days now. It’s okay to go home. Im so happy to hear someone else going through what I went through.
I'm so happy that you looked for help, is the first step to help you get out of the situation, it definitely takes out a big weight from your chest, and I hope you'll feel better soon ❤️
I’ve been following your channel from the very beginning, and throughout high school you’ve been the greatest inspiration for me. I started practicing Wicca after years of not knowing any faith. You always manage to calm me down and hearing you are getting better by the day is a ray of sun in my day. Stay you, stay true, happy and blessed. We all love you so so much. ✨ magical kisses from a Greek witch❤️
Thank you so much for this. I’ve been struggling a lot and it’s getting bad again, kind of around the same time as you mentioned. The “forcing to believe everything is fine” is especially relatable. Showing there’s a way out is helping, though- and I hope it’s helping others as well. Sending love 💕
It's so fantastic that you're working so hard on your mental health and making great progress! I always think that it's incredibly important to talk about. Even when things seem like they're good, it's hard to pull through and really enjoy life when your mind is struggling. You're amazing and I hope everything keeps getting better and better.
Thank you so much for sharing such a vulnerable part of yourself. Since subscribing a few years ago, I’ve always felt like you would hold thing back and weren’t 100% authentically you. This video is all the tiny glimpses of who you truly are that we have all held onto. Thank you so much, this is the harmony I’ve always wanted to see and held out hope would be shared. Please take all the time you need to progress and get better. Much love harmony nice xo
Thank you so much for making this video. 🖤🖤🖤 So many youtubers avoid talking about the importance of mental health and their own personal experiences with mental health issues and mental illness.
Talking about this breaks that barrier that social media influences create between reality and perceived reality.
I’m so happy that you’ve seeked support and that you’re taking care of yourself 🌞 Thank you!!!
Thank you so much for this, Harmony. I love you all the more for this honest and heartfelt video. I'm not here just for your wicca videos, I'm here because I see the light in you and I fell inlove. I am a lot like in your place (a few months ago) emotionally right now, but I just cannot afford to acknowledge my feelings because I am caring for my child (homeschooling and everything) and my partner. But I know soon I will also burnout and I feel it coming but I am currently trying to find a way to help myself before it happens. I am trusting the universe to show me the way... I am excited to see more of YOU and not the image you "want" to show everyone. And I am glad I found you in this life.
This resonates so much with my experience with depression. It got so bad that my best friend drove two hours just to watch me until my therapy appointment the next day. It was my darkest period since I was younger. I’m 25 now, and I’ve been diagnosed with major depressive disorder. I started antidepressants, still going to therapy, and trying every day to get better. I’m not exactly where I want to be just yet, but I’m feeling like a human being again. I feel like myself. The thing that helped me the most was knowing that I’ll have bad days, and being comfortable with that. The next day can still be a good day. And where you’re at now isn’t forever.
I suffer from depression as well. Your honesty is a great step forward. Your videos, truly, help me on my bad days. Keep being you. Much love and admiration from Canada.
Harmony you are an inspiration - opening up about the subject of depression and mental health is so healing for many people. You are shining a light - this video is literally an act of witchcraft. In speaking as you have you have probably helped to heal 20 thousand people- your words are powerful. Thank you from all of us.
I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for over 3 years now, and I know how tough it gets. Take all the breaks you need Harmony, focus on yourself and making sure you are okay!
I just went through this- exactly this. It's really really helpful for me to hear someone I watch and admire getting over the same thing, it gives me hope. Thank you for making this.
Harmony, what you've said really hit me hard. I'm around your age, in uni, with a nice paying summer job, and being able to comfortably pay for college and living for the first time in my own. Despite this, I've started going to therapy for what now is diagnosed as depression and anxiety. It doesn't make sense and it really sucks, but I want you to know that it was really comforting to hear about how someone else is going through something similar to what I'm feeling and experiencing. Take care of yourself and take your time healing. We can get through this!