The most disturbing part of this is the fact her grandmother threw her mother out on the street at 13 for getting pregnant instead of going after the person who got her pregnant🙁 a child
I hope that grandma rots straight to hell. I'm honestly pissed she didn't get in jail for that, because how can you get away throwing your OWN child on the street? She literally started the cycle...
The type of woman who believes a child can be a “whore”. She probably got jealous that the grandpa was touching the grandchildren instead of her. I have no clue how these people exist.
my favorite interviews are the ones where the person being interviewed tells their story in great detail, no pausing, no interferences from the interviewer.
Maybe I’m just a cold soul. But I’ve lived in the street. She’s a sociopath. I believe about 40% ph what she says. She’s also a victim. But that doesn’t give you a pass to be a victimizer.
That's because she's one of those people you can tell she never had anyone to ever ask her "how was your day?" "Tell me about yourself." "What was your life like?" She's never had anyone actually just sit down and talk to her , CARE about her or what she has to say or what she thinks. It's very sad. Especially because just having THAT , someone who wants to listen , is so SO healing and cathartic. I love listening to people...I wish I had known her so I could be that for her ....
The way she just goes on and on about her story without him asking hardly anything, first of all, my favorite kinds of interviews because they just say what's on their mind as it comes to them. Second, you can tell she hasn't really had anyone to talk to about these traumatizing life events. You can tell she's been wanting to get this off her chest for a very, very, very long time and this platform gives her and everyone else who's on here that space to finally do it.
Perhaps, but that seems like a wide assumption. After experiencing trauma, many people just want to feel heard. Plus, recounting trauma also creates a cycle of reliving it, so it feels fresh each time. Which is probably why it seems like she’s never talked about this before. Because she’s reliving all of this horrible stuff when she talks about, and it’s as fresh as the first time she shared it. But, who knows.
So many people failed this intelligent girl. I can't imagine how successful she would have been in a different world if she had better circumstances. This girl went through garbage as a child, but managed to graduate early from highschool and finish some college on her own. I wish her the best
100% down for her view on virginity. It’s what you give, not what’s taken from you. Virginity is only lost through consent, not through sexual violence.
Yeah so super intelligent to traffic young girls and make them addicted to hard drugs, stalk and beat up a innocent girl, sell your own sister and take her money for your own disgusting needs and oh yeah that one girl she did not know she was missing, so intelligent!
As a Hispanic, we need to talk about how it’s socially acceptable to be homophobic or for our men to be PERVS or a RAPIST and act all hush hush about it. We need to evolve and make our family members take accountability!!! The women who let this happen OR HIDE IT are DISGUSTING as well.
Being a perv, and a homophobe are all free will, so long as you don't hurt anyone, its all acceptable. A rapist is met with death in the East, in the West they're imprisoned and then killed in jail. It all even out
Bro that's really messed up. A child says theyre being raped and her families response is to say "it stays in the family" Goes to show family dynamics can be so toxic. Doesn't matter if it's family or friend. Anyone can hurt you.
I personally think the penalty/charge for a family member abusing the child should be much, much higher then it is. It's one thing when an absolute stranger does this sort of evil, but when it's someone who is responsible for your care and you are beholden to them to care for you..? At their mercy? Yeah, that's a special kind of evil that needs to be flushed out, punished harder. It should be something that someone is absolutely terrified to do, because if the did...? The penalty would be so terrifying, it would give them pause from ever having done it to begin with. Right now, because society is so apathetic when it comes to the welfare of children, families with generational abuse running through them can continue to exist. If society started caring, and backed that up with a real punishment....? I think some change would happen. A lot of people think that morality comes easy, that making the moral choice is just a natural and easy thing to do for everyone. They're wrong. Most people operate on a frequency where, they require actual threat or benefit to be motivated to do something. They won't do anything unless you give them incentive, and they won't stop what they're doing unless they're actually afraid of the consequences.
My oldest brother did this to me when I reported to a teacher at school I was being abused and CPS got involved. He's 15 years older than me and he said "what happens in the family stays in the family I don't care if someone puts a gun to your head". I don't have much of a relationship with my brother now.
Her vibrant memory is clear indication that’s she’s an intelligent woman and mentally capable of great things. I pray she finds herself in a better place.
Vibrant clear memories that you can explain in great detail like it was yesterday, when it was really years ago, is trauma. You remember and see it and feel it, like it has just happened , everyday. It's like it imprints in your mind photographically. Normal happy memories, you store away neatly in a cupboard in your memory and can close the door on it, draw it out when you want, but in time, you do loose details and it fades ,you recall on it but it's hazy many years later. Trauma. Different story. It sits at the front of your mind clear as day and it doesn't fade.
The fact that she had the potential to be a high achieving student if she was born into a standard middle class family is tragic. She liked school and actually sacrificed time and energy to continue going to school while all this was happening. It’s pretty rare to find that type of love for academics in all socioeconomic classes, much less from someone with her background.
@@9kazcat Just want to point out that the opposite can be true as well. I'm diagnosed with C-PTSD and one symptom it causes for me dissociative amnesia. I have lost most of my memories from age 21 and below, and have poor memory in general. My sister experienced similar traumas in our childhood home and has an excellent memory. Our brains can do different things in reaction to trauma, and not everyone has crystal clear memories. My brain nearly wiped itself clean as a protective measure
The fact that she was 9 and thought that she was grown. Sad. Even sadder that the aunt didn't protect her. Every adult (is you can even call her mother an adult) in her life failed her.
Her mom suffered the same hardships growing up, and her mom was also a child raising a child. Her mom wasn't old enough not even kind of responsible for having failed her. Her mom was simply trying to survive.
she has been shedding tears, she just keeps wiping them away as they form in the corners of her eyes. She is fully traumatized. Her story is horrific to say the least. She's a true survivor.
@@annaxefta587 tears or not, this girl is hurting....to live the life she lives, you have to be broken inside ...poor girl, I hope she finds God and sees in herself what God sees in her....she just needs some gentle love
She's the predator now. She became the monster she ran away from. And p.s. I wouldn't be surprised if these are mostly exaggerated stories. The rehearsed story, then repeating numbers of the ages of poignant life struggles...open ur eyes, ppl. I know a ton of girls like her.
These interviews remind me of how truly blessed I was to grow up with a dad, uncles and a grandfather who has never made me feel uncomfortable, or tried to do anything inappropriate with me. It seems so many of these terrible life stories are rooted from physical and sexual abuse they had growing up, they were set up for failure...
Its genuinely horrifying. Some of these kids are growing up around straight up monsters. Its so unfair, from the beginning they have to fend for themselves whilst being abused and tortured. No chance of getting out without severe scarring at the very least. Its the saddest start to life imaginable and the exact opposite of everything a child needs.
Her aunt is disgusting for slapping her and telling her that they keep it in the family! I feel so sad for what she has gone through and still is going through! She has such a resilient soul!❤️
@@KaliAnu9 I was shocked the day someone I know told me she went thru a similar thing. She got to a point where she would be abused by a family member and keep it to herself. This was during her childhood. It’s truly repugnant that some people would ask a child to keep that a secret. I hope these abused children can heal one day
If you are unmarried and have small children or teens you have no business leaving your boyfriend with kids that arent his. So many kids get touched in these situations
The fact that she can tell this story and not shead a tear, goes to show how her experiences have turned her heart so cold. She was broken and now she don’t care to break. I pray for her, she is beautiful and deserves more.
With every traumatizing, horrific experience that she had, it added another brick around her heart to the point where that wall, is too strong to brake down, no matter what.
I’m Mexican and Growing up a Mexican family this is soooo true. The men get away with anything and the women protect them instead of the children. The men will get their plates served before the kids smh! I left when I was 15.
When she was talking about her & her mom in the car, what her mom was saying to her before she left the car, I bawled. That poor baby. Failed by so many people her whole life.
1) It's hard for me to sit here and not be mad about her further victimizing other vulnerable women. 2) It's weird that the male pimp respected her sexuality and didn't just see her as someone to be dominated like he did with the other women. 3) She was victimized by men, so she started acting like them to protect herself. Come full circle and shes abusing other women because she thinks they're worthless the same as those men think.
I was looking for this comment. I cannot believe the people praising her for pimping out women. If it was a male though, people would have everything to say. The double standard is repulsive. This female is repulsive.
I also thought this. I think in our haste to be compassionate for people we want to justify every bad action they take, but realistically she’s felt or at least seen how it feels to be in the position of those under her and chooses to perpetuate that. Applauding her is doing nobody any favours
@@rastagyaljay Blame liberal feminism which supports pimping and prostitution. This girl's life was horrific but I'm not going to excuse her for trafficking other vulnerable girls especially her own sister!!!!
@@lygiabird6988 Damn I' m glad to see a few people voicing some of the things going through my mind. This young woman sounds like she has incorporated alot of rehearsed scripts and stories, some hers others maybe not hers. She reminds me of someone I know who is also female and has pimped young women and is a straight- up abusive predator. She can seem very charming and convincing while scheming your downfall. She seems a bit narcissistic. The way she is prattle on like maybe she is a bit manic or on something. If you start examining the pieces to the story it doesn't all make sense. I may be wrong but she seems spun- out, and I've been around some spun- out people. This is just another perspective and does not mean I do not wish her well.
It's possible that the Grandfather molested/raped the Aunt which is why she had such an extreme reaction... & that's probably what someone in the family said to her
@@Red_1976 Grandmother just wanted to have the title of "Married" because she believes that is her only value and status in society. We have to do better in each generation.
Hurt people hurt people. She was failed from the start of life which led her to do the stuff that she does now. This is why we have to listen to our children and believe them.
@@christmastree6817 i agree, once you’re an adult its up to you to seek professional help to heal the trauma but you still have to admit that your childhood makes you the type of adult you become
I'm from the middle east and we were taught that if we dishonor our fathers name we deserve to die or get beat up because we are females, do you see me hurting people? No I went to therapy I still go
I’m sorry, the second she said she pimped her little sister, all my empathy went out the window. I protected my little brother from physical abuse, I can’t imagine putting him in harm’s way
I don’t even know if I’m buying her story. Anyone with a story this rehearsed who doesn’t take a single break through the whole thing is usually a lifelong bullshitter who’s been using fake stories all their life and that’s why it’s so fresh in their head. Look at pimps they’re mostly all intelligent and charming dudes with a laid back lifestyle. She is basically a meth’d out tweaker who sold her friends and siblings.
@@aaliyahmitchell272 girl her sister was 15 years old plus she was touched at a early age why didn't Sabrina get her some fucking help or do something and then what makes no sense is if the sister was just so content with the situation then why the fuck did she suddenly just get preggers and run away from Sabrina and then before that Sabrina sick ass said she was selling drugs to her family out of spite so for all we know she could have had that lil girl on drugs and encouraged her to to do it so Sabrina could feed her own addiction I mean Sabrina was on crack for christ sake. Think she leaving parts out to save her image a lil bit and then if she looked out for her so dearly then why didn't she care when the lil girl ran off. I think she blamed that lil girl for what happened with their grandfather and she resented her for having to take the abuse to protect her which led to her life going down hill.
@@climbergreg5011 burn in hell. The only reason you don’t think she’s pretty is because she’s bigger. If she was skinny you wouldn’t be saying that because she’s actually beautiful
I’m amazed that her family was so concerned about her complexion as of being dark skinned meant something bad… meanwhile her family actively supports sexual assault amongst family members
You mean to tell me that this girl still managed to get a college degree. Talk about still trying to do right by the book but with no guidance. You got my vote baby.
If she has a record bro it wouldn’t matter. That kind of job you can’t have no record unless you start your own business, which that is what we should be doing anyway, entrepreneurship is key. But don’t let me get started about how college is the biggest scam in the world lol 😂.
@@unbiascowboy1537 it has its benefits if played right. College preparation ( the smart way) and financial literacy are the two things we’re aren’t really taught in school.
I believe her. Her story is horrendous. She's definitely been dehumanized by the things she witnessed as a child. I think everyone can't believe her because she's not showing any sort of emotion of sadness or empathy towards what happend. But you really can't expect people that grew up like this to give a damn about anything. She's definitely in survival mode.
I think desensitized is a better word, but she actually cries through part of it. She is shedding tears but wiping them from her eyes as she talks without skipping a beat. I think towards the end when she keeps looking up she is trying not to shed tears too.
No, people can be very different. My mother went through hell, she has chosen to not reproduce this violence and protect me. You always have the choice, sorry. She has no empathy, she has nothing. She went through hell, yes, but this does not implicates that she has to continue to pimp others, of course not.
Idk how much of her story is true though. She said she was Spanish speaking up to 15yo but she has no accent? I’ve been around a lot of Native Spanish speakers and they have a thick accent still.
This story is killing me. From the aunt, to the grandfather, grandmother, social workers, foster parents. How are there so many breaks in this system? Every aspect is just apart of a huge failed system. How are there so many missed opportunities? So many instance of rape and sexual abuse. I'm so lost and upset. I wish I could have taken her in and showed her what a real family is supposed to be like. Where were the good souls that could have helped her out? Is this what society has become? Where were the teachers that could have listened and assisted. Man, I just hope I can become a light for someone out there.
Unfortunately a lot of people in the government see the disadvantaged as burdens so they make it almost impossible to get someone all the support they need. You need so much documentation and a huge paper trail to even be considered for some assistance programs and the minute you make any progress they will kick you off benefits. The administrators and elected officials who make it harder for people to escape poverty must be held accountable for this negligence at every level.
The fact her mum had her at 13 that tells you everything you need to know about how that family operates. Instantly I thought the mum had been abused if she's pregnant at 13.
And this isn't new btw. stories about how the government and systems that intend to protect them have failed kids have been coming out since at least the 80s. And nothing has been done about it.
This girl never had a chance. I can’t wait until she turns her life around and uses that social work degree to get girls OFF the streets, and help them get clean. I know she will one day. I hope it’s sooner than later. This girl is powerful, I hope she uses her intelligence and charisma to make a positive contribution (like judge Mathis did).
This kind of person can never help ppl get off the streets she made her choice, spoke her truth and that’s it. She don’t want nobody off the streets that’s how she loses money.
@@spuffythemilfmilker5390 is my whole point that her memory can’t be that vivid especially as a weed smoker and meth but hey just my thoughts on what I’ve been thinking
@@wordart4323 hell naw!! Now we could be wrong but I was frigging exhausted I’m like all this and YOUR STILL TWELVE 😂😂😂she been thru more in the year of her 12 than I think Everybody has in their lives 😂😂😂
Mark, start asking these people what they think a solution could be. “What do you think you need in order to heal” or “what do you need to start recovering”. They will have more insight than any charity or government. Maybe they’ll have unwise ideas but maybe they won’t.
She went through a lot during her childhood. She is lovely, confident and smart. Unlike other people interviewed on this channel who need help yet find it difficult to battle their addiction, for her I think she chose to be this way and is aware of her doings. She graduated and is smart but yet chose to go the wrong way. And seem proud to be an addict and pimp. I hope she realizes her potential. Maybe a change of environment and people will help. She is meant to represent and be a voice for these people going through what she experienced
This poor woman. She never stood a chance. When I hear stories like this of bouncing in and out of foster homes, battling incestuous rape and constant molestation, drugs, and no real adults to take care of her as a child, it truly breaks my heart. Imagine what she could've accomplished if she had a proper home and protected from all this evil. One of the reasons I want to be a foster mom in the future.
@@Tanyhdz That's sad. I hope he can change his mind because it's life changing! My grandparents adopted 2 children. One is my uncle who grew up with them and I would have no idea he was adopted (treated just the same). And they adopted another one in their old age. My sister and I used to give her the clothes and shoes we grew out of. Now this girl is a happily married pharmacist!!! I can't even imagine what could've been had she not been adopted. A life saved from abusive foster homes, prostitution, drugs using and dealing, and whatever else is on the streets. I want to do that for someone else.
@@Tanyhdz same here! He thinks it will be too much on me because of my disabilities. But I think I could change lives. I do hope u can change his mind easier than I can change my husband’s
she did! and she kept trying over and over to do the right thing (finish high school, stop drugs, etc.) and kept on finding herself unable to get out of the life she was in. it's tragic.
Why aren't social workers investigating these people who are accepting kids in their homes, only for money. This is a disgrace! Shame on the system. May the Lord Jesus convict their hearts. Save their souls.
"We now live in a nation where doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the press destroys information, religion destroys morals and our banks destroy the economy." ーChris Hedges
“I was grown, she’s wasn’t” honestly makes me sick to think at 12 this was her thought process. Not that she thinks that per se but what she had to have gone through to come to that conclusion
Sabrina's survival skills - despite her addiction - is commendable. Completing high school & an associate's degree with all these traumatic events she went through since childhood was not an easy feat. Her kidnapping story gave me chills... she literally was pooping on herself from fear and is still here!! God has His hand on this young lady. I pray she finds a way out of this lifestyle.
Soft White Underbelly might consider interviewing advanced weaponry remote technology victims. I'm expected to complete graduate coursework with mid-level buzz, shock, remote sound location, and then there is censorship here. I'm glad I was completely betrayed by Bloomington, Ind. My non-biological mother taught me to always have a good attitude!
How is it commendable? She pimped multiple women including her 15 YEAR OLD sister!!!! Trauma doesn't mean pass that legacy down.....she should have protected her!
Yea and put her little sister right in the mix. Screw that. We were molested and abused to as children I can tell you I would have killed somebody over my brothers. I would have never handed them over to the beast
It’s almost hard to believe anyone could go through all of this. It’s beyond sad. Whoever failed her as a child is responsible. Wish we could save them all. 🥺
she is a victim repeating cycles that were put onto her. being 2 years old and your mom has you out on the street with you.... how could you not get into this. shes not right for what she has done but you gotta see this through. she is a walking image of what happened to her as we all are.
I just wanna give her a hug. She seems like an really good person that was born into unlucky circumstances. I’m so proud of her graduating high school AND getting her AA through everything she was going through.
@@knoelle1357 yes, I’m aware it is common. The child care system is tremendously flawed, and always has been. Really deplorable that for whatever reasons, trafficking and abuse prevail while kids/people slip between the cracks
She’s lived SO MANY lives and she’s still so young. She’s so smart too! I can’t believe how much I’ve heard in 30 mins. This video is too short! I want to listen to her and her story for hours.
“I’m just on crystal….” Just? As a former addict myself those 4 words make me cringe. There’s no way of making being on meth something small or light hearted. It’s deadly, demonic & can drive you insane. I hope she gets help one day.
@@who511 you won't get addicted by being around the smell. I promise. If anything if you know you hate the smell of smoke that's one more reason to never do it.
@@steveddad4385 it’s not that they’ll hurt their children directly, it’s what they do indirectly… that child will grow around her toxic lifestyle and be more at risk for having parents in jail, foster care, rape, trauma, no stability, and a troubled adulthood, etc… Not to say that their aren’t exceptions to the rule and it’s not a few who grow better from those situations but the cards are stacked against that baby even before it’s born. Who bring a baby into a toxic environment? Even if she wanted to send her child to her family, they have molestors and protect them so nowhere is safe. Anything could happen in the lifestyle she’s living….
Whole thing was sad but I literally screamed out loud & silently cried when she mentioned what her grandfather was doing to the 4yr old. I’ve so many nieces/nephews that age and they r so innocent 😢😢
Her whole story is wild. She is definitely decensitized and dehumanized by all of the trauma in her life. I will pray that the Lord will continue to bless her. She's a strong women. Not a lot of people can go through what she has and still be standing and talking the way she is. She's a miracle in itself and I pray for the Holy Spirit to invade her mind and change her heart. Give her peace Lord
if there really is a god, he definitely had everything to do with what happened to her... or maybe there is no god, just people doing their worst or best...
My heart breaks for her…when she spoke of witnessing her mother’s murder, I pictured her as a beautiful little girl and cannot even begin to imagine that horror of that day.
a lot of parents say their kids saved their lives. maybe that would be her blessing to pull her out of it. but i do understand your thinking.. we can only hope she'd improve her circumstances.
@@kayrenee319 we shouldn't pin those children's lives on a MAYBE that she will change. What if she doesn't? Then those kids themselves will potentially fall victim to the cycle of abuse plaguing so many families.
WTH was up with her social worker sending her into these heinous situations? Time and again the social worker failed to keep her safe, each house seemed worse than the next. smh
@@thefeminine9152 people will probably diss you for pointing out the race but tbf, suburban women really dont want to walk into Section 8 housing areas or underpriviledged neighborhoods...
My daughter wants to be a social worker and I encourage her to do so. She has seen and lived both walks of life (being comfortably well off and also struggling by me asking my kids to steal food to bring home). I know they're understaffed and overworked so I'm hoping she will continue to be interested in this. She's only 15 now so I know she'll probably change her mind a few times but I'm just happy she has this on her heart at a young age.
Cali does not have a requirement that individuals have the proper training to be social worker…. “Social workers” in Cali can be anyone who has a bachelors degree. It’s sad and disrespectful to the profession. Cps does no real training and many children fall between the cracks
the fact that shes being so honest even about her wrongs is truly pure, people hardly do that. she might be wrong and tough but shes honest and learned her stuff
I kinda feel like the grandfather got her mom pregnant and that’s why she got kicked out. I’m not even ten minutes in and this is a lot. I’m glad she did this interview, the way she keeps going without him asking a lot of questions means she really wanted to get this out. She probably doesn’t have ppl in her life that she can be vulnerable with and just share her life. And for her case workers to not protect her in any home she was in is wild! Hoping the best for her.
Shes part Samoan. Obviously her grandfather isn't Samoan since they confused her coloring with black (and she herself says the family who raised her is mexican). Her grandparents didn't know who her dad was.
Dated a girl in foster care when I was around 16, her foster parents treated her very different from the other children. Like she was their little servant and shit.
@@aliceinwavyland i was wondering if i was the only one that thought that. Some shit just didnt add up. But then again the wildest shit is the truest. So idk. Its hard to judge.
She plays with her hands as a defense mechanism....its like distracting yourself from the pain by the sensation of touch so you don't totally break down.....I grew up with lots of abuse and poverty and experienced some pretty horrific things and I do the same things with my hands ....it's embarrassing when people point it out because I don't always realize I'm doing it ... Don't just assume she's lying because you've been so blessed to not have to develop all types of coping mechanisms
Man, this was by far the most intense interview I seen on Mark’s channel. I think he only ask two questions and she explained everything from there. I’m glad she’s healthy enough to be conscious and aware but eventually the drugs is going to take a toll on her. I pray that she stops before it gets to that point, she deserves a wonderful life, she went threw so much pain it’s heartbreaking
If that was a man you would be ready to throw the whole nigga away. This women has repeatedly said she doesn't give a fuck, she's said she's money a hungry few times and delusional She said she don't give a damn if you go to jail or not so she most likely a snitch too. Smh
I would love to see an update on her. I enjoy her storytelling and how she doesn't gloss over what she went through and the things she did because of it.
Mark is truly an earth Angel. Allowing people to talk about their trauma while not judging. Showing empathy and offering help if they’re willing to accept. I admire your qualities.
Yes, for sure. He is giving them a voice. That on its own is so therapeutic. Like Niqi said, it gives some the opportunity to literally go on the outside to see with in. So powerful.
If I’ve learned one thing from these videos, it’s to be grateful for how I grew up. I used to complain about my parents being in my ass and keeping me on the straight and narrow, but I truly appreciate Hod for blessing me with the family I have. Lil Mama has been through wayyyyy to much, and all the men that tried to touch on her need to be………
How did all of these crooked foster homes slip through the cracks of the system & get away with people in the home doing awful things to children letting them get molested. Terrifying that things like this are still currently happening. She’s an amazing story teller & I’m glad she was given a platform to tell hers❤️
It doesn't get reported, that's how they get away with it. This is one of the reasons I support prochoice because bringing a child into the world to suffer is not worth it.
Because they do Not care when the foster homes are in the hood and 98 percent of the children/victims are minorities. They do not value their lives, beginning at birth
“It Can’t Get No Better than That” Babygirl, I swear it can. She’s so intelligent, headstrong and a top tier business woman. Sending love and light that she will get sober and remain sober, because she’s definitely capable of it, and that she heals from the trauma she’s embraced over the 27 years she’s been in the universe. I PROMISE, IT DO GET BETTER THAN WHERE YOU ARE.
Top tier businesswoman? She keeps going broke, gets high on her own supply, her girls keep running away, she pimped out her 15 yr old sister.. C’mon bruh
Sabrina sounds like she’s told her story many times. I sound the same when doing an intake with a new therapist. We have told our trauma so many times that it’s a story. Unfortunately, the things that happened to us made us feel less than and we keep telling ourselves that we are less than. After 10+ years I’ve found a form of EMDR therapy that is working to heal those past traumas - actually turning them into “just” a story, with no feeling attached. “Just” a memory, that in turn changes the misconceptions that I have about myself from that past experience. It’s amazing to finally feel like there is some sort of healing. On the outside, I’m a strong, successful woman, and I am starting to see that - little glimpses. I hope if you’ve read this far, and you relate to my situation in some way, that you keep working on yourself because once you find that thing that works for you, it’s amazing how much different you feel when there’s a little hope for your mental health.
These kinds of videos just remind me of how important this channel really is. The fact that she finally got to tell her story, that someone listened and that so many people CARE.. Thank you for sharing this with us.
This was one of the best interviews. She's a captivating story teller and has the most tumultuous story. She was ready to tell her story. She's incredibly intelligent. I'd love to see an update on her in the future.
It is not a "story". The purpose of the interview is to inform and possibly get some help, not to entertain. It is the testimony of the life of a person just like you and me.
Mee too... please do an update on her. I pray she's doing better. If ur reading this Sabrina, hit me up bc there are many opportunities here where I live. College is practically free rn. Please try to do good now w all this trauma u could be a great therapist/MICD Counselor. I will pray for u!!! Ur Indigenous and u have a different way of life that was taken from our families. Try to find out what was or is your traditional ways. It will help u. There's a lot of people out here that needs to hear your story and that will help u. But of course she will have to do the work and stop w the pimping & pandering. There's a better life for her if she can really get the help she needs.
When people grow up with bad people they can carry these tendencies into adulthood. I don’t support her doing that in any way but I hope her sisters fate isn’t going to be like hers
I’m Hispanic born and raised in bolivia. The bit about them “washing the black off her” is not a lie. We hear that when we’re growing up when any of our siblings are a little browner.
@@latinasforthewin4274 it means cleanse the blood. It's a term used in a lot of Spanish speaking countries in reference to not having babies by darker people in those towns
@@pwest1101 no I know what you are talking about . In bolivia they say “mejorar la raza” like they say you should do that when you get married, which means don’t marry somebody moreno (brown) cause you’ll have brown babies.
Pls do an update on this girl, this is one of the best interviews you had in my opinion. You can tell she's been through a lot and is still standing strong. I hope she really changes her life for the better!
I’m 3 minutes into this video and her mothers story broke my heart. Pregnant at 13 from probably a grown man, forced into underage prostitution and murdered for trying to take her life back 💔 the fact that this happens to thousands kills me
The Samoan strength shines through the pain. Amazing how she's able to project happiness with her situation considering all of the muck she's lived through. Almost like a lotus flower which retains its beauty even though it's literally growing out of toxic sludge and crap.
This has to be the best interview I’ve seen on this page. She’s genuine. When she started crying about her mom I knew I couldn’t stop watching. She has a testimony. Somebody help her achieve everything she wants out of life ❤️
I'm torn. I like this girl. I like her energy, her confidence, her smarts and her work ethic. However, she's done some really questionable things that I can't support. I get why she went that way, though. Life dealt her a terrible hand.
Well luckily, you're not our lord and savior Jesus Christ, so you're not responsible for judgment upon her transgressions....eat a slice of humble pie dude
Interviews are a guilty pleasure of mine. So much so that I will watch every interview for a musician or actor without listening/seeing a single work of theirs. The quality of these simple, clean, eclectic interviews is unmatched. Well done!
It is so important to hear these stories. Every system, every single system that was supposed to help her - from family to community to government - failed this woman so spectacularly. Nothing that happened to her was ever okay and people need to KNOW what these systems are and what they are doing to human beings.
they should all be put into jail, court etc. how bout we swap the point of view. unfortunately systems with power will never admit to their defeat because of the greed and hunger for money.
The way she carried this entire interview. She’s so well spoken , and been through so much. I pray that God removes her from that lifestyle because she could go on to do great things.
First of all it’s sad to hear any stories like this, but ladies you have to stop allowing these random people around your kids, you can’t trust family members so why trust strangers. My heart and prayers goes out to her and I pray that she can get help and change her life.
I was molested as a child and as a teen by a family friend and I now have two kids. I always get so scared that the same shit will happen to them… I know it won’t be the same person that did it to me because he’s no longer around us… my whole point is that I don’t trust anyone, not even my family. My boyfriend and I work so my mom watches them and I get scared that they might go through the same shit… and I know I will hate myself for it. 😓
The most disturbing part of this is the fact her grandmother threw her mother out on the street at 13 for getting pregnant instead of going after the person who got her pregnant🙁 a child
And protecting her predator husband too. Disgusting
I hope that grandma rots straight to hell. I'm honestly pissed she didn't get in jail for that, because how can you get away throwing your OWN child on the street? She literally started the cycle...
The type of woman who believes a child can be a “whore”. She probably got jealous that the grandpa was touching the grandchildren instead of her. I have no clue how these people exist.
@@toomessy Honestly the cycle probably started before her too. I wouldn’t be surprised if her mom was fucked up and her mom’s mom was fucked up.
It probably was the grandfathers baby.
my favorite interviews are the ones where the person being interviewed tells their story in great detail, no pausing, no interferences from the interviewer.
Same
Right? She’s a great storyteller!
Maybe I’m just a cold soul. But I’ve lived in the street. She’s a sociopath. I believe about 40% ph what she says. She’s also a victim. But that doesn’t give you a pass to be a victimizer.
Yup
That's because she's one of those people you can tell she never had anyone to ever ask her "how was your day?"
"Tell me about yourself."
"What was your life like?"
She's never had anyone actually just sit down and talk to her , CARE about her or what she has to say or what she thinks. It's very sad. Especially because just having THAT , someone who wants to listen , is so SO healing and cathartic.
I love listening to people...I wish I had known her so I could be that for her ....
The way she just goes on and on about her story without him asking hardly anything, first of all, my favorite kinds of interviews because they just say what's on their mind as it comes to them. Second, you can tell she hasn't really had anyone to talk to about these traumatizing life events. You can tell she's been wanting to get this off her chest for a very, very, very long time and this platform gives her and everyone else who's on here that space to finally do it.
Amen
Perhaps, but that seems like a wide assumption. After experiencing trauma, many people just want to feel heard. Plus, recounting trauma also creates a cycle of reliving it, so it feels fresh each time. Which is probably why it seems like she’s never talked about this before. Because she’s reliving all of this horrible stuff when she talks about, and it’s as fresh as the first time she shared it. But, who knows.
I disagree. It seems like her story is extremely polished like it's something she leans on and it's been told a thousand times.
Amen amen amen....... this young lady been through so much and the system failed her, smh...... #SAD
@@christophersmay4508 agreed
So many people failed this intelligent girl. I can't imagine how successful she would have been in a different world if she had better circumstances. This girl went through garbage as a child, but managed to graduate early from highschool and finish some college on her own. I wish her the best
I agree ❤
❤❤Christ loves you beyond comprehension, turn to him
100% down for her view on virginity. It’s what you give, not what’s taken from you. Virginity is only lost through consent, not through sexual violence.
this 💕
Love this
Agree and the interviewer is creepy for implying that she’s not a virgin since she’s been molested. That was a wack question
If it makes people feel better to say that then yes but going by the definition no.
@@FurianFlame129 sexual intercourse and forcible sexual violence are not the same . Virginity is lost through sexual intercourse.
Imagine what she would achieve if she was brought up in a stable family environment, she’s so intelligent
She is cunningly adaptive.
So true.
I was thinking that the whole video. Just wow. She's so smart, she just needs to redirect her energy, but she's in survival mode.
Yeah so super intelligent to traffic young girls and make them addicted to hard drugs, stalk and beat up a innocent girl, sell your own sister and take her money for your own disgusting needs and oh yeah that one girl she did not know she was missing, so intelligent!
@@gido4524 based
She was ready to talk , ready to let people know her story! Barely any questions asked & she covered everything
I was just thinking the same thing
Rite 😏
Its the meth
@@steveddad4385 I was wondering..
@@steveddad4385 lol yes she def a liar
As a Hispanic, we need to talk about how it’s socially acceptable to be homophobic or for our men to be PERVS or a RAPIST and act all hush hush about it. We need to evolve and make our family members take accountability!!! The women who let this happen OR HIDE IT are DISGUSTING as well.
And racism
Speak for your own family.
Maybe it's because you guys are usually alcoholics, and have a lot of the same family problems that black people do??? 😂😂😂
As jennifer said, speak for yourself. With what kind of people you hang around to think like that? And what kind of people are you to hang with them?
Being a perv, and a homophobe are all free will, so long as you don't hurt anyone, its all acceptable. A rapist is met with death in the East, in the West they're imprisoned and then killed in jail. It all even out
Bro that's really messed up. A child says theyre being raped and her families response is to say "it stays in the family" Goes to show family dynamics can be so toxic. Doesn't matter if it's family or friend. Anyone can hurt you.
A Barrie Ontario wife (Brookview Dr.) She knows her husband molests kids and shes fine with it.
It's very sad. And it happens in so many families 😔
Creepy nasty family ehhh
I personally think the penalty/charge for a family member abusing the child should be much, much higher then it is. It's one thing when an absolute stranger does this sort of evil, but when it's someone who is responsible for your care and you are beholden to them to care for you..? At their mercy? Yeah, that's a special kind of evil that needs to be flushed out, punished harder. It should be something that someone is absolutely terrified to do, because if the did...? The penalty would be so terrifying, it would give them pause from ever having done it to begin with.
Right now, because society is so apathetic when it comes to the welfare of children, families with generational abuse running through them can continue to exist. If society started caring, and backed that up with a real punishment....? I think some change would happen.
A lot of people think that morality comes easy, that making the moral choice is just a natural and easy thing to do for everyone. They're wrong. Most people operate on a frequency where, they require actual threat or benefit to be motivated to do something. They won't do anything unless you give them incentive, and they won't stop what they're doing unless they're actually afraid of the consequences.
My oldest brother did this to me when I reported to a teacher at school I was being abused and CPS got involved. He's 15 years older than me and he said "what happens in the family stays in the family I don't care if someone puts a gun to your head". I don't have much of a relationship with my brother now.
Her vibrant memory is clear indication that’s she’s an intelligent woman and mentally capable of great things. I pray she finds herself in a better place.
Vibrant clear memories that you can explain in great detail like it was yesterday, when it was really years ago, is trauma. You remember and see it and feel it, like it has just happened , everyday. It's like it imprints in your mind photographically. Normal happy memories, you store away neatly in a cupboard in your memory and can close the door on it, draw it out when you want, but in time, you do loose details and it fades ,you recall on it but it's hazy many years later. Trauma. Different story. It sits at the front of your mind clear as day and it doesn't fade.
You can tell Shes very intelligent ! I 🙏 she finds herself
poor memory doesn't mean someone isn't intelligent either. It can be how the person processes trauma.
The fact that she had the potential to be a high achieving student if she was born into a standard middle class family is tragic. She liked school and actually sacrificed time and energy to continue going to school while all this was happening. It’s pretty rare to find that type of love for academics in all socioeconomic classes, much less from someone with her background.
@@9kazcat Just want to point out that the opposite can be true as well. I'm diagnosed with C-PTSD and one symptom it causes for me dissociative amnesia. I have lost most of my memories from age 21 and below, and have poor memory in general. My sister experienced similar traumas in our childhood home and has an excellent memory. Our brains can do different things in reaction to trauma, and not everyone has crystal clear memories. My brain nearly wiped itself clean as a protective measure
She said “ I been molested but in my eyes I haven’t gave myself up” that gave me goosebumps you go girl
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I felt this in my soul👏🏻👏🏻
Yet she’s doing nasty stuff
❤
I appreciate her perspective 🙏
The fact that she was 9 and thought that she was grown. Sad. Even sadder that the aunt didn't protect her. Every adult (is you can even call her mother an adult) in her life failed her.
@Gena E…absolutely!!
Her mom suffered the same hardships growing up, and her mom was also a child raising a child. Her mom wasn't old enough not even kind of responsible for having failed her. Her mom was simply trying to survive.
I wouldn’t be surprised if the grandfather molested the mother as well.
Childrens are human being.and when you got to grow up fast her mother was put out forgod sake
she ment she was older than the 4 year, she jus said it like that cause that's how she could articulate it... u thinking to deep.
she has been shedding tears, she just keeps wiping them away as they form in the corners of her eyes. She is fully traumatized. Her story is horrific to say the least. She's a true survivor.
Ur gullible
U see tears? Lol
@@annaxefta587 tears or not, this girl is hurting....to live the life she lives, you have to be broken inside ...poor girl, I hope she finds God and sees in herself what God sees in her....she just needs some gentle love
She's the predator now. She became the monster she ran away from. And p.s. I wouldn't be surprised if these are mostly exaggerated stories. The rehearsed story, then repeating numbers of the ages of poignant life struggles...open ur eyes, ppl. I know a ton of girls like her.
I wonder how her 15 year old sister she was pimping is doing...
These interviews remind me of how truly blessed I was to grow up with a dad, uncles and a grandfather who has never made me feel uncomfortable, or tried to do anything inappropriate with me. It seems so many of these terrible life stories are rooted from physical and sexual abuse they had growing up, they were set up for failure...
It’s so sad
Its genuinely horrifying. Some of these kids are growing up around straight up monsters. Its so unfair, from the beginning they have to fend for themselves whilst being abused and tortured. No chance of getting out without severe scarring at the very least. Its the saddest start to life imaginable and the exact opposite of everything a child needs.
seriously! and holy fucking shit how many men are doing this to their family members. its fucking insane.
@@triciatakanawa The crazy part is the women that knows these men are doing these things and cosign the men.
@@dollarvan13 how how how do they live with themselves? how can they be okay with that? ugh
Her aunt is disgusting for slapping her and telling her that they keep it in the family! I feel so sad for what she has gone through and still is going through! She has such a resilient soul!❤️
The aunt must have been groomed and must have gone through it herself
@@ae.h6693 I totally agree to allow it to go on like that she’s sick!
That part made me so mad
@@KaliAnu9 I was shocked the day someone I know told me she went thru a similar thing. She got to a point where she would be abused by a family member and keep it to herself. This was during her childhood.
It’s truly repugnant that some people would ask a child to keep that a secret.
I hope these abused children can heal one day
@@csm5040 I totally agree with you I hope they can move past and live a better and happier life that they deserved from the beginning!❤️
If you are unmarried and have small children or teens you have no business leaving your boyfriend with kids that arent his. So many kids get touched in these situations
😞Soo Fuckked up..soo true though
True but honestly who can you trust? My mom married my step father when I was an infant and he molested me for over 7 years
Only my bd can watch my son and only at my house
It seems like it should be common sense, but it happens so frequently! I simply can't understand!
@@amberadams2935 Only his FATHER, right? Not your bd.. his FATHER!
The fact that she can tell this story and not shead a tear, goes to show how her experiences have turned her heart so cold. She was broken and now she don’t care to break. I pray for her, she is beautiful and deserves more.
Would you let her live in your home?
@@MrKrushgutz What does that have to do with her comment tho?
@@forme1882 i was trying to figure out the same thing.
She did shed a 😢
With every traumatizing, horrific experience that she had, it added another brick around her heart to the point where that wall, is too strong to brake down, no matter what.
I’m Mexican and Growing up a Mexican family this is soooo true. The men get away with anything and the women protect them instead of the children. The men will get their plates served before the kids smh! I left when I was 15.
Shouldn’t be like this at all I see you have a beautiful baby... so now you know how to raise your family up Right. Always do the right thing ok
That is super not right.
I wouldn’t at all relate husbands getting their meals to rape and abuse . Lots of people serve their husbands first
Omg how sad
Nah. Babies and young ones get their plates first. Or, with teens and husband, whoever is in the kitchen and on time gets served first.
When she was talking about her & her mom in the car, what her mom was saying to her before she left the car, I bawled. That poor baby. Failed by so many people her whole life.
Her story is insane but I cant imagine the life her mother had. Rest in peace
1) It's hard for me to sit here and not be mad about her further victimizing other vulnerable women.
2) It's weird that the male pimp respected her sexuality and didn't just see her as someone to be dominated like he did with the other women.
3) She was victimized by men, so she started acting like them to protect herself. Come full circle and shes abusing other women because she thinks they're worthless the same as those men think.
I was looking for this comment. I cannot believe the people praising her for pimping out women. If it was a male though, people would have everything to say. The double standard is repulsive. This female is repulsive.
I also thought this. I think in our haste to be compassionate for people we want to justify every bad action they take, but realistically she’s felt or at least seen how it feels to be in the position of those under her and chooses to perpetuate that. Applauding her is doing nobody any favours
@@rastagyaljay Blame liberal feminism which supports pimping and prostitution. This girl's life was horrific but I'm not going to excuse her for trafficking other vulnerable girls especially her own sister!!!!
@@twistedbabydoll85 it’s not a liberal thing idiot. Good lord it’s embarrassing to even read shit like this. Grow up
@@lygiabird6988 Damn I' m glad to see a few people voicing some of the things going through my mind. This young woman sounds like she has incorporated alot of rehearsed scripts and stories, some hers others maybe not hers. She reminds me of someone I know who is also female and has pimped young women and is a straight- up abusive predator. She can seem very charming and convincing while scheming your downfall. She seems a bit narcissistic. The way she is prattle on like maybe she is a bit manic or on something. If you start examining the pieces to the story it doesn't all make sense. I may be wrong but she seems spun- out, and I've been around some spun- out people. This is just another perspective and does not mean I do not wish her well.
It always starts from their childhood, it's actually sad
Right and majority of the time it's always people in the family hurting/molesting the children. Makes me sick that people cover for them.
Yea but it’s no excuse not saying you’re saying that I’m just saying
Trauma is generational and passed down until someone breaks the cycle
Every single time!!
Well yea that's easiest time to manipulate someone, besides there not many other options for it to start
Wow the grandfather was probably abusing a number of people in the family for her aunt to say that.
Definitely. Her mom for sure. What a horrible death.
It's possible that the Grandfather molested/raped the Aunt which is why she had such an extreme reaction... & that's probably what someone in the family said to her
What’s with the grandmother?!! Denial. Totally toxic family.
The grandma knew they always know eventually when it’s a generational problem ..
@@Red_1976 Grandmother just wanted to have the title of "Married" because she believes that is her only value and status in society. We have to do better in each generation.
I’ve watched a few episodes and I’ve learned learned that a minute of kindness from a stranger is more love than some people get in their entire life
True ❤
She has had more drama in 27 years than I want to deal with in 27 life times!
she's still got kind of a young face as well
If she a pimp, so am I. LMAO
Yes...most ppl haven't been through this much. She can write a book.
it's all typical in liberal states, why people flee now
She is a warrior!!
Hurt people hurt people. She was failed from the start of life which led her to do the stuff that she does now. This is why we have to listen to our children and believe them.
Sadly that still cause karma on that person for there sins on others it’s just a horrible cycle of evil😡
@@christmastree6817 i agree, once you’re an adult its up to you to seek professional help to heal the trauma but you still have to admit that your childhood makes you the type of adult you become
I'm from the middle east and we were taught that if we dishonor our fathers name we deserve to die or get beat up because we are females, do you see me hurting people? No I went to therapy I still go
AMEN
Some people ARE EXISTING T. R. A. S. H....
I’m sorry, the second she said she pimped her little sister, all my empathy went out the window. I protected my little brother from physical abuse, I can’t imagine putting him in harm’s way
I don’t even know if I’m buying her story. Anyone with a story this rehearsed who doesn’t take a single break through the whole thing is usually a lifelong bullshitter who’s been using fake stories all their life and that’s why it’s so fresh in their head. Look at pimps they’re mostly all intelligent and charming dudes with a laid back lifestyle. She is basically a meth’d out tweaker who sold her friends and siblings.
I completely agree, I don't have any feelings of her being genuinely good.
Same! I started feeling sympathy, but then remembered she's a pimp. None from me. Nope!!
She was also trying to protect her the whole time :) and the little sister willingly came to her, she says it in the last part
I was gonna say the same, some of this seems off, too many extra details that make it feel fabricated.
Pimpin your own baby sister is crazy though idk how she just went past that so easily
I know, and everyone praising her in these comments...
Exactly. At this point she's also a predator.
but she said her sister said was gonna do it anyway
@aaliyahmitchell272 wtf does that matter her sister was a minor
@@aaliyahmitchell272 girl her sister was 15 years old plus she was touched at a early age why didn't Sabrina get her some fucking help or do something and then what makes no sense is if the sister was just so content with the situation then why the fuck did she suddenly just get preggers and run away from Sabrina and then before that Sabrina sick ass said she was selling drugs to her family out of spite so for all we know she could have had that lil girl on drugs and encouraged her to to do it so Sabrina could feed her own addiction I mean Sabrina was on crack for christ sake. Think she leaving parts out to save her image a lil bit and then if she looked out for her so dearly then why didn't she care when the lil girl ran off. I think she blamed that lil girl for what happened with their grandfather and she resented her for having to take the abuse to protect her which led to her life going down hill.
No lie out of a lot of interview she kept me In tune with her stories. We definitely gone need a update on her.
Facts big facts
Agree 💯
I'd bet money she's gotten rolled up by parole already
gotta be thankful for what you have when you hear stories like this
Rite💯
Yep
You are so right. AMEN!
i come to this channel when i’m feeling bad about myself and it humbles me right up
damn straight
Shout out to that black family that took her in even if it was for a little while. Happy to know there's still decent human beings out there.
@@steveddad4385 😂😂😂😂
While she was speaking on that is when I decided to comment. If that agitates you, good😂.
That’s how I felt to for her to be more comfortable with black people instead of her own sad part Is Hispanics do this often
Did she say she got jumped because she was pretty?... the girls who jumped her must not have had their glasses on.
@@climbergreg5011 burn in hell. The only reason you don’t think she’s pretty is because she’s bigger. If she was skinny you wouldn’t be saying that because she’s actually beautiful
I’m amazed that her family was so concerned about her complexion as of being dark skinned meant something bad… meanwhile her family actively supports sexual assault amongst family members
You mean to tell me that this girl still managed to get a college degree. Talk about still trying to do right by the book but with no guidance. You got my vote baby.
She said she has a degree...do you believe folk on drugs and she said she has the " Fucc its"...im gone need to examine them college transcripts
@@radiantrenee406 it’s very judge mental of you to assume she can’t get a degree just because she’s on drugs
If she has a record bro it wouldn’t matter. That kind of job you can’t have no record unless you start your own business, which that is what we should be doing anyway, entrepreneurship is key. But don’t let me get started about how college is the biggest scam in the world lol 😂.
@@unbiascowboy1537 it has its benefits if played right. College preparation ( the smart way) and financial literacy are the two things we’re aren’t really taught in school.
@@radiantrenee406 2 years she received an associate degree
I believe her. Her story is horrendous. She's definitely been dehumanized by the things she witnessed as a child. I think everyone can't believe her because she's not showing any sort of emotion of sadness or empathy towards what happend. But you really can't expect people that grew up like this to give a damn about anything. She's definitely in survival mode.
She watched her mom get shot 17(?) times at 8. She's somewhat numb to a lot of things.
I think desensitized is a better word, but she actually cries through part of it. She is shedding tears but wiping them from her eyes as she talks without skipping a beat. I think towards the end when she keeps looking up she is trying not to shed tears too.
And BEING "DRUGGED OUT" ! ITS why SO MANY USE, TO GET AND FEEL COMPLETELY NUMB!!
No, people can be very different. My mother went through hell, she has chosen to not reproduce this violence and protect me. You always have the choice, sorry. She has no empathy, she has nothing. She went through hell, yes, but this does not implicates that she has to continue to pimp others, of course not.
Idk how much of her story is true though. She said she was Spanish speaking up to 15yo but she has no accent? I’ve been around a lot of Native Spanish speakers and they have a thick accent still.
This story is killing me. From the aunt, to the grandfather, grandmother, social workers, foster parents. How are there so many breaks in this system? Every aspect is just apart of a huge failed system. How are there so many missed opportunities? So many instance of rape and sexual abuse. I'm so lost and upset. I wish I could have taken her in and showed her what a real family is supposed to be like. Where were the good souls that could have helped her out? Is this what society has become? Where were the teachers that could have listened and assisted. Man, I just hope I can become a light for someone out there.
Abusers and predators go for these positions where they are in contact with vulnerable children!
Unfortunately a lot of people in the government see the disadvantaged as burdens so they make it almost impossible to get someone all the support they need. You need so much documentation and a huge paper trail to even be considered for some assistance programs and the minute you make any progress they will kick you off benefits. The administrators and elected officials who make it harder for people to escape poverty must be held accountable for this negligence at every level.
Society or 'the system' is designed to make us forget that all we are is Love. Enough said.
The fact her mum had her at 13 that tells you everything you need to know about how that family operates. Instantly I thought the mum had been abused if she's pregnant at 13.
And this isn't new btw. stories about how the government and systems that intend to protect them have failed kids have been coming out since at least the 80s. And nothing has been done about it.
Her stories are extremely detailed. Most people recognize liars because their stories change and do not connect. Hers is connecting too well.
She been through alot but I ask God to be with her.
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She has nothing to gain from this interview honestly. She's probably just telling her story.
This girl never had a chance. I can’t wait until she turns her life around and uses that social work degree to get girls OFF the streets, and help them get clean. I know she will one day. I hope it’s sooner than later. This girl is powerful, I hope she uses her intelligence and charisma to make a positive contribution (like judge Mathis did).
Lol she ain’t near judge Mathis
Amen ! 💯🙌
@@pat22nasty thats not the point but ok
Seems like the social workers are the ones ghat put her in that position!
This kind of person can never help ppl get off the streets she made her choice, spoke her truth and that’s it. She don’t want nobody off the streets that’s how she loses money.
For all of the drugs she's done, her memory is phenomenal.
Same thing I said…. 🧐
Well duh, most drugs will damage your body,but can improve other things like memory or strength. Its quite normal.
Seems made up to me shit I just smoke weed and…. Wait what were we talking about 😔😟🤣🤣🤣
@@spuffythemilfmilker5390 is my whole point that her memory can’t be that vivid especially as a weed smoker and meth but hey just my thoughts on what I’ve been thinking
@@wordart4323 hell naw!! Now we could be wrong but I was frigging exhausted I’m like all this and YOUR STILL TWELVE 😂😂😂she been thru more in the year of her 12 than I think Everybody has in their lives 😂😂😂
Mark, start asking these people what they think a solution could be. “What do you think you need in order to heal” or “what do you need to start recovering”. They will have more insight than any charity or government. Maybe they’ll have unwise ideas but maybe they won’t.
Great comment!
Super comment!
Wonderful idea. It could be a small start for even one person to rethink their life choices.
@snlsnl44 That's a goal, not a first step. There's many steps to that alone.
Yes! This is a great idea
She went through a lot during her childhood. She is lovely, confident and smart. Unlike other people interviewed on this channel who need help yet find it difficult to battle their addiction, for her I think she chose to be this way and is aware of her doings. She graduated and is smart but yet chose to go the wrong way. And seem proud to be an addict and pimp. I hope she realizes her potential. Maybe a change of environment and people will help. She is meant to represent and be a voice for these people going through what she experienced
Agree and why you want to be a pimp when it was pimp who killed your mother.
She could choose to be something better
This poor woman. She never stood a chance. When I hear stories like this of bouncing in and out of foster homes, battling incestuous rape and constant molestation, drugs, and no real adults to take care of her as a child, it truly breaks my heart. Imagine what she could've accomplished if she had a proper home and protected from all this evil. One of the reasons I want to be a foster mom in the future.
Pls really do ur homework it’s not easy at all theses kids will accuse you of doing things your not doing some can not be saved.
I truly want to be one. But my husband doesn't think likewise..
@@Tanyhdz That's sad. I hope he can change his mind because it's life changing! My grandparents adopted 2 children. One is my uncle who grew up with them and I would have no idea he was adopted (treated just the same). And they adopted another one in their old age. My sister and I used to give her the clothes and shoes we grew out of. Now this girl is a happily married pharmacist!!! I can't even imagine what could've been had she not been adopted. A life saved from abusive foster homes, prostitution, drugs using and dealing, and whatever else is on the streets. I want to do that for someone else.
@@Tanyhdz same here! He thinks it will be too much on me because of my disabilities. But I think I could change lives. I do hope u can change his mind easier than I can change my husband’s
@@guadalupemontantes7524 Any of them can be saved, some just take more work than others.
I love the fact that she spoke up EVERYTIME
Very this. IT WAS NEVER A SECRET, they just wasn’t listening. 👍🏾
Yes, me too! I was so surprised and almost proud of that. Makes it all the more sad and disgusting that still none of the adults helped her.
Badass, I know a woman who went through the legal process, speaking up is very hard
she did! and she kept trying over and over to do the right thing (finish high school, stop drugs, etc.) and kept on finding herself unable to get out of the life she was in. it's tragic.
Why aren't social workers investigating these people who are accepting kids in their homes, only for money. This is a disgrace! Shame on the system. May the Lord Jesus convict their hearts. Save their souls.
It's alot more common than people will ever know!
"We now live in a nation where doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the press destroys information, religion destroys morals and our banks destroy the economy."
ーChris Hedges
Where is your Lord Jesus when these sick mfs hurting these children?😒
They’re too busy power tripping and taking kids away to hurt ppl they consider “undesirable”. They’re useless at best and monsters at their worst.
I was asking the same question...SMH
The cycle continued with this woman 😢 I hope she can turn her life around she is young can use her skills for better. Blessings
“I was grown, she’s wasn’t” honestly makes me sick to think at 12 this was her thought process. Not that she thinks that per se but what she had to have gone through to come to that conclusion
Definitely not. Those adults lied to her to get their way with her💀
@@esethuntloko3288 I mean yeah, that’s exactly my point
no i believe at that time she said she was actually 8 years old!
I think she just meant she was older then her
@@mevalejj9707 of course that’s what she meant, but consider the nuance of what she said when she could have just said “I was older than her…”
Sabrina's survival skills - despite her addiction - is commendable. Completing high school & an associate's degree with all these traumatic events she went through since childhood was not an easy feat. Her kidnapping story gave me chills... she literally was pooping on herself from fear and is still here!! God has His hand on this young lady. I pray she finds a way out of this lifestyle.
She JUST got out and now she's pimping again... she hasn't learned a thing. She only cares about herself and that is obvious .
Soft White Underbelly might consider interviewing advanced weaponry remote technology victims. I'm expected to complete graduate coursework with mid-level buzz, shock, remote sound location, and then there is censorship here. I'm glad I was completely betrayed by Bloomington, Ind. My non-biological mother taught me to always have a good attitude!
How is it commendable? She pimped multiple women including her 15 YEAR OLD sister!!!! Trauma doesn't mean pass that legacy down.....she should have protected her!
Yea and put her little sister right in the mix. Screw that. We were molested and abused to as children I can tell you I would have killed somebody over my brothers. I would have never handed them over to the beast
@@matthewhawking4318 that made little sense
It’s almost hard to believe anyone could go through all of this. It’s beyond sad. Whoever failed her as a child is responsible. Wish we could save them all. 🥺
I do not care what y’all say, she’s a predator to her own family, a child!!!!!
YES
exactly… like trafficking her child sister heart breaking
But she is a terrible victim of that same family.
Facts. She been through so much and didn't have the tools to break the curse. She leaning into it bad @@vicstee482
she is a victim repeating cycles that were put onto her. being 2 years old and your mom has you out on the street with you.... how could you not get into this. shes not right for what she has done but you gotta see this through. she is a walking image of what happened to her as we all are.
I just wanna give her a hug. She seems like an really good person that was born into unlucky circumstances. I’m so proud of her graduating high school AND getting her AA through everything she was going through.
@Alex A she gives free will. I’m sure they wouldn’t choose to be pimped out babes.
she definitely needs one.
I agree! My heart is broken..she was doing so well at her friend's house
She is an awful person she literally admitted to getting young impressional girls hooked on meth to pimp them for money
@@johnny2f55 you won't hear anything from these feminist 'women' they thrive on degeneracy
I want a follow up on her immediately! I haven’t watched a story on here this interesting in a minute
Right
Me too
I hope she's doing so good. Ugh she just needs her way out
Same
@@steveddad4385 no 🙄😒 go away
She needs to write a book.
Interesting. The foster care system trickled down to human trafficking. How the hell was that lady a foster parent.
her life is like a movie
This is more common than you can imagine. Child trafficking is a huge problem in the foster care system.
Piece of Cake by Cupcake Brown is a memoir that's very similiar with Sabrina's story.
@@knoelle1357 yes, I’m aware it is common. The child care system is tremendously flawed, and always has been. Really deplorable that for whatever reasons, trafficking and abuse prevail while kids/people slip between the cracks
@@chelseadaniele125 omg I loved that book, forgot about Ms. Cupcake Brown!
Listening to these interviews has made me realize I have absolutely nothing in life to complain about🌷Thank you for sharing🌺
She’s lived SO MANY lives and she’s still so young. She’s so smart too! I can’t believe how much I’ve heard in 30 mins. This video is too short! I want to listen to her and her story for hours.
5 minutes in and I’m already traumatized. Praying for healing and restoration. This is horrific and tragic
“I’m just on crystal….” Just? As a former addict myself those 4 words make me cringe. There’s no way of making being on meth something small or light hearted. It’s deadly, demonic & can drive you insane. I hope she gets help one day.
Truth
Great job in getting sober! I know it can be hard
Congratulations on sobriety! Hope you’re well
@@who511 you won't get addicted by being around the smell. I promise. If anything if you know you hate the smell of smoke that's one more reason to never do it.
You have to understand that going from being a poly drug addict to a user of only ONE drug is a huge step.
Ok she's had a bad childhood but nothing justifies her pimping out her sister who was just 15.
She did what she knew and was exposed to. It is a such thing as generational curses and sin that need to be broken.
She said she wants kids soon, but I really hope she doesn’t bring a kid into this
@@steveddad4385 it’s not that they’ll hurt their children directly, it’s what they do indirectly… that child will grow around her toxic lifestyle and be more at risk for having parents in jail, foster care, rape, trauma, no stability, and a troubled adulthood, etc… Not to say that their aren’t exceptions to the rule and it’s not a few who grow better from those situations but the cards are stacked against that baby even before it’s born. Who bring a baby into a toxic environment? Even if she wanted to send her child to her family, they have molestors and protect them so nowhere is safe. Anything could happen in the lifestyle she’s living….
@@steveddad4385 what are the chances? 100%
Did she say she got jumped because she was pretty?... the girls who jumped her must not have had their glasses on.
@@steveddad4385 that’s sad
she’d make a good mom, she’s been thru a lot so she wouldn’t do it to another child. children teach u unconditional love
She looked like she was fighting back tears the whole time she recounted her story, for real.
Ofcourse she's was reliving the memory of her mother being shot and killed!!
@@bigman4407 Man everything she talked about...fuuuuck.
The abused became the abuser 😔
Praying for Her heart and mind
Yup
In this case....
who did she abuse
@@onmymothermf did you just not watch the video at all?
@@onmymothermf the woman in her circle
@@onmymothermf bro she said she pimped out her 15 year old sister .
Whole thing was sad but I literally screamed out loud & silently cried when she mentioned what her grandfather was doing to the 4yr old. I’ve so many nieces/nephews that age and they r so innocent 😢😢
I also teared out like this is too much and her sacrificing herself really hit me hard
Then she said, "Take me, I'm grown." But she was only 12!!! 😢
Damn you know it's a crazy interview when mark barely has to say a word
😂
Big facts !!!!
Her whole story is wild. She is definitely decensitized and dehumanized by all of the trauma in her life. I will pray that the Lord will continue to bless her. She's a strong women. Not a lot of people can go through what she has and still be standing and talking the way she is. She's a miracle in itself and I pray for the Holy Spirit to invade her mind and change her heart. Give her peace Lord
*desensitized
But yes, you’re right.
Amen
Amen
if there really is a god, he definitely had everything to do with what happened to her... or maybe there is no god, just people doing their worst or best...
Amen
My heart breaks for her…when she spoke of witnessing her mother’s murder, I pictured her as a beautiful little girl and cannot even begin to imagine that horror of that day.
25:52 “I want kids” this woman is an example of someone who should NEVER have kids
a lot of parents say their kids saved their lives. maybe that would be her blessing to pull her out of it. but i do understand your thinking.. we can only hope she'd improve her circumstances.
@@kayrenee319 we shouldn't pin those children's lives on a MAYBE that she will change. What if she doesn't? Then those kids themselves will potentially fall victim to the cycle of abuse plaguing so many families.
WTH was up with her social worker sending her into these heinous situations? Time and again the social worker failed to keep her safe, each house seemed worse than the next. smh
@@thefeminine9152 people will probably diss you for pointing out the race but tbf, suburban women really dont want to walk into Section 8 housing areas or underpriviledged neighborhoods...
My daughter wants to be a social worker and I encourage her to do so. She has seen and lived both walks of life (being comfortably well off and also struggling by me asking my kids to steal food to bring home). I know they're understaffed and overworked so I'm hoping she will continue to be interested in this. She's only 15 now so I know she'll probably change her mind a few times but I'm just happy she has this on her heart at a young age.
social workers are ASS!!! when will we realize this
Cali does not have a requirement that individuals have the proper training to be social worker…. “Social workers” in Cali can be anyone who has a bachelors degree. It’s sad and disrespectful to the profession. Cps does no real training and many children fall between the cracks
It’s always like that sadly
the fact that shes being so honest even about her wrongs is truly pure, people hardly do that. she might be wrong and tough but shes honest and learned her stuff
I kinda feel like the grandfather got her mom pregnant and that’s why she got kicked out. I’m not even ten minutes in and this is a lot. I’m glad she did this interview, the way she keeps going without him asking a lot of questions means she really wanted to get this out. She probably doesn’t have ppl in her life that she can be vulnerable with and just share her life. And for her case workers to not protect her in any home she was in is wild! Hoping the best for her.
Shes part Samoan. Obviously her grandfather isn't Samoan since they confused her coloring with black (and she herself says the family who raised her is mexican). Her grandparents didn't know who her dad was.
That's exactly what I was thinking
@@hadarawilson5947Me too I had the same thoughts
Bingo
@@pocketlinttreasures33That’s probably what she has been told. I’m willing to bet that DNA would prove otherwise.
As I sit back and watch all these interviews it breaks me to hear how horrific people childhoods were. So so heartbreaking.. God bless
They just allow anyone to become foster parents…
They really do. You have no idea.
Exactly then they get paid to be bad parents....then good parents need $50k plus dollars to adopt...its ridiculous
@@SouthernGyrl it’s ridiculous! I think if there is money involved there needs to be a rigorous background check
Exactly 💯
Dated a girl in foster care when I was around 16, her foster parents treated her very different from the other children. Like she was their little servant and shit.
The way she plays with her hands while talking says a lot. I hope life gets genuinely better .
Probably meth
Because she's lying
@@aliceinwavyland i was wondering if i was the only one that thought that. Some shit just didnt add up. But then again the wildest shit is the truest. So idk. Its hard to judge.
I think it’s because she uncomfortable talking about her life, and drugs.
She plays with her hands as a defense mechanism....its like distracting yourself from the pain by the sensation of touch so you don't totally break down.....I grew up with lots of abuse and poverty and experienced some pretty horrific things and I do the same things with my hands ....it's embarrassing when people point it out because I don't always realize I'm doing it ... Don't just assume she's lying because you've been so blessed to not have to develop all types of coping mechanisms
She has been through so much. I hope her life gets better. Protect the children and set them up for success!
She not protecting children bruh
Success? She literally pimped her lil sister and got other women hooked on meth she was abused and became the abuser
Bruh she literally abuses women stfu
Man, this was by far the most intense interview I seen on Mark’s channel. I think he only ask two questions and she explained everything from there. I’m glad she’s healthy enough to be conscious and aware but eventually the drugs is going to take a toll on her. I pray that she stops before it gets to that point, she deserves a wonderful life, she went threw so much pain it’s heartbreaking
She’s really likable in my eyes, she’s just been through a lot
!!!!
Be careful...she has the "FUCC ITS"
I agree
She's a damn devil.
If that was a man you would be ready to throw the whole nigga away. This women has repeatedly said she doesn't give a fuck, she's said she's money a hungry few times and delusional
She said she don't give a damn if you go to jail or not so she most likely a snitch too. Smh
I would love to see an update on her. I enjoy her storytelling and how she doesn't gloss over what she went through and the things she did because of it.
the comment i was looking for!!
Mark is truly an earth Angel. Allowing people to talk about their trauma while not judging. Showing empathy and offering help if they’re willing to accept. I admire your qualities.
💯
Yesssss!!
Yes, for sure. He is giving them a voice. That on its own is so therapeutic. Like Niqi said, it gives some the opportunity to literally go on the outside to see with in. So powerful.
Seems like with this video Mark is allowing someone to lie and glamorize sick bull crap.
What help is he offering?
If I’ve learned one thing from these videos, it’s to be grateful for how I grew up. I used to complain about my parents being in my ass and keeping me on the straight and narrow, but I truly appreciate Hod for blessing me with the family I have.
Lil Mama has been through wayyyyy to much, and all the men that tried to touch on her need to be………
How did all of these crooked foster homes slip through the cracks of the system & get away with people in the home doing awful things to children letting them get molested. Terrifying that things like this are still currently happening.
She’s an amazing story teller & I’m glad she was given a platform to tell hers❤️
It's a broken system. Social workers only visit the homes once a month tops.
It doesn't get reported, that's how they get away with it. This is one of the reasons I support prochoice because bringing a child into the world to suffer is not worth it.
Because they do Not care when the foster homes are in the hood and 98 percent of the children/victims are minorities. They do not value their lives, beginning at birth
@PamBeforetheStorm Foster kids have it rough.
@@medusa8019 Yes they absolutely do 💯💯
She’s been living in hell all of her life. I feel so sad for this woman.
Same💔
“It Can’t Get No Better than That”
Babygirl, I swear it can. She’s so intelligent, headstrong and a top tier business woman. Sending love and light that she will get sober and remain sober, because she’s definitely capable of it, and that she heals from the trauma she’s embraced over the 27 years she’s been in the universe. I PROMISE, IT DO GET BETTER THAN WHERE YOU ARE.
Top tier businesswoman? She keeps going broke, gets high on her own supply, her girls keep running away, she pimped out her 15 yr old sister..
C’mon bruh
“Top tier business woman”??? She’s a drug-addicted criminal pimp…
You got a crystal ball?
A moral, loving, supportive family is the most critical and important aspect for the development of a healthy individual
Sabrina sounds like she’s told her story many times. I sound the same when doing an intake with a new therapist. We have told our trauma so many times that it’s a story. Unfortunately, the things that happened to us made us feel less than and we keep telling ourselves that we are less than. After 10+ years I’ve found a form of EMDR therapy that is working to heal those past traumas - actually turning them into “just” a story, with no feeling attached. “Just” a memory, that in turn changes the misconceptions that I have about myself from that past experience. It’s amazing to finally feel like there is some sort of healing. On the outside, I’m a strong, successful woman, and I am starting to see that - little glimpses. I hope if you’ve read this far, and you relate to my situation in some way, that you keep working on yourself because once you find that thing that works for you, it’s amazing how much different you feel when there’s a little hope for your mental health.
Thanks for sharing
Thank you for sharing wish you all the best!
Right like she speaks about her life as very matter of fact
These kinds of videos just remind me of how important this channel really is. The fact that she finally got to tell her story, that someone listened and that so many people CARE.. Thank you for sharing this with us.
This was one of the best interviews. She's a captivating story teller and has the most tumultuous story. She was ready to tell her story. She's incredibly intelligent. I'd love to see an update on her in the future.
Ngl some of them bore me out but she kept me every second like omg that happened then what…yk if your telling me a story keep the listener intrigued
It is not a "story". The purpose of the interview is to inform and possibly get some help, not to entertain. It is the testimony of the life of a person just like you and me.
Mee too... please do an update on her. I pray she's doing better. If ur reading this Sabrina, hit me up bc there are many opportunities here where I live. College is practically free rn. Please try to do good now w all this trauma u could be a great therapist/MICD Counselor. I will pray for u!!! Ur Indigenous and u have a different way of life that was taken from our families. Try to find out what was or is your traditional ways. It will help u. There's a lot of people out here that needs to hear your story and that will help u.
But of course she will have to do the work and stop w the pimping & pandering. There's a better life for her if she can really get the help she needs.
being abused doesn’t justify exploiting vulnerable women. hell is hot.
god, even her little sister wasn’t safe. 🤮
When people grow up with bad people they can carry these tendencies into adulthood. I don’t support her doing that in any way but I hope her sisters fate isn’t going to be like hers
@@puffmello2674i understand bad traits n stuff but literallt sexually exploiting women and ur OWN little sister is inexcusable
I’m Hispanic born and raised in bolivia. The bit about them “washing the black off her” is not a lie. We hear that when we’re growing up when any of our siblings are a little browner.
Same my fathers from Bolivia and tells me of the mesitzo and what they do.
@Latinas For The Win are u familiar with the term "LA siempre de sangre"?
@@pwest1101 no what’s that mean?
@@latinasforthewin4274 it means cleanse the blood. It's a term used in a lot of Spanish speaking countries in reference to not having babies by darker people in those towns
@@pwest1101 no I know what you are talking about . In bolivia they say “mejorar la raza” like they say you should do that when you get married, which means don’t marry somebody moreno (brown) cause you’ll have brown babies.
Pls do an update on this girl, this is one of the best interviews you had in my opinion. You can tell she's been through a lot and is still standing strong. I hope she really changes her life for the better!
Please don't. Let this check rot and whatever crack den she's hiding in
This girl has been to hell and back...getting through each day was torture. I hope things get better for her--she deserves peace in her life
People deserve what they put in.
I’m 3 minutes into this video and her mothers story broke my heart. Pregnant at 13 from probably a grown man, forced into underage prostitution and murdered for trying to take her life back 💔 the fact that this happens to thousands kills me
Same especially because I live in Compton but I never imagined what those females have been thru so sad 🥺
Sounds like her dad prob fucked w her and that’s what led her to that it’s so terrible
This is one strong young woman, and although she’s been through some horrific things in life, she’s pretty inspirational.
The Samoan strength shines through the pain. Amazing how she's able to project happiness with her situation considering all of the muck she's lived through. Almost like a lotus flower which retains its beauty even though it's literally growing out of toxic sludge and crap.
yeeees
she said she’s Mexican
Never mind I caught the Samoan part my mistake
Mexican,Samoan and Puertorican
@@Yvonnnnee she's also Puerto Rican & Samoan. She was probably raised by her Mexican side
This has to be the best interview I’ve seen on this page. She’s genuine. When she started crying about her mom I knew I couldn’t stop watching. She has a testimony. Somebody help her achieve everything she wants out of life ❤️
All she wants to do is get high on crystal meth and run the streets wym. She said it herself it don’t get no better
Where did she cry over her mom?
I'm torn. I like this girl. I like her energy, her confidence, her smarts and her work ethic. However, she's done some really questionable things that I can't support. I get why she went that way, though. Life dealt her a terrible hand.
If you knew the sins of every person, would you like them less? Nourish wholeness.
Well luckily, you're not our lord and savior Jesus Christ, so you're not responsible for judgment upon her transgressions....eat a slice of humble pie dude
I agree entirely with ur comment
You can tell she’s smart
@@illex759 perfectly said!
I like how people overlook the fact she admitted to trafficking a minor
Why?
So sad. All the fidgeting she did, with her hands, are a clear indication of anxiety issues. She is a beautiful woman…I pray life gets better for her.
Could also be meth.
Interviews are a guilty pleasure of mine. So much so that I will watch every interview for a musician or actor without listening/seeing a single work of theirs. The quality of these simple, clean, eclectic interviews is unmatched. Well done!
It is so important to hear these stories. Every system, every single system that was supposed to help her - from family to community to government - failed this woman so spectacularly. Nothing that happened to her was ever okay and people need to KNOW what these systems are and what they are doing to human beings.
they should all be put into jail, court etc. how bout we swap the point of view. unfortunately systems with power will never admit to their defeat because of the greed and hunger for money.
I absolutely love her story. The way she speaks it, the way she describes it. Everything about THIS
The way she carried this entire interview. She’s so well spoken , and been through so much. I pray that God removes her from that lifestyle because she could go on to do great things.
Its called being manipulative.
This woman will forever be a child...stuck in her childhood trauma-ish is real in the field..
She didn't even have the chance to be a child
May she one day find the peace and love she deserves, from experience one day the trauma can lessen but it will always hurt deep down
She's very childlike
Sadly💔💔💔
She needs to beware of them adult consequences though.
First of all it’s sad to hear any stories like this, but ladies you have to stop allowing these random people around your kids, you can’t trust family members so why trust strangers. My heart and prayers goes out to her and I pray that she can get help and change her life.
I was molested as a child and as a teen by a family friend and I now have two kids. I always get so scared that the same shit will happen to them… I know it won’t be the same person that did it to me because he’s no longer around us… my whole point is that I don’t trust anyone, not even my family. My boyfriend and I work so my mom watches them and I get scared that they might go through the same shit… and I know I will hate myself for it. 😓
It's not random people, it's usually people you know and should trust🤦🏻♀️
You can’t trust anyone around kids except yourself, tbh. Family or friends, too.
She is my favorite interview!! I hope you are doing well out here Cash, stay safe! Please do a update on her if you see her again