I can totally relate to your high school experiences. I feel so alone and left out in school and to top all of that, I struggle with mental heath. I'm currently still in high school (I'm in grade 11 rn), and it has not been getting any better. I skipped a lot of classes, skipped lunch (I refuse to open my face mask because I'm rlly insecure of how I look and that I used to get made fun/bullied for my appearances), etc. Thanks for posting this video, it helps me cope with what I've experience in school and makes me feel like I'm not the only going through all these things
Highschool was the worst years of my life, I'd rather kill myself than do it again. You couldn't pay me any amount of money to do it again. I'm never NEVER coming back! I graduated in 2022 and I'm also not going to any highschool reunions or visiting that terrible place.
Thank you for sharing your story. I still struggle to accept that I didn’t have this “perfect” high school experience that we imagine. I graduated in 2017. I’m South African and we have 5 years in High School (we have 7 years in Primary School and we don’t have middle school). Everything started falling apart about halfway through high school for me but it reached its peak in my final year (we call it grade 12 or matric but I think you call it senior year) when I just became incredibly anxious. I didn’t know what was wrong with me but I just couldn’t focus and I was sweating and shivering in class. I had panic attacks every day and it got to a point where I stopped going to school. I pretended to go to school and then just walked back home and slept. I never did homework. Nothing. It stressed me out so much because I really didn’t want to disappoint anyone or make trouble. I didn’t like skipping school. I decided that I had to stop skipping and went back to school but each time I would give up halfway through the day and walk back home or drive back home. The day when I got caught was when my French teacher told me that I had to prepare because the department of education was going to come to the school and test learners and, since I was the worst French learner in my class, they will be testing me too. She wanted to warn me so that I start studying but I just freaked out on the inside and I felt like I couldn’t breathe so I went to my car and drove directly to my mom’s work to tell her everything. She was super nice about it (although angry at first about the skipping school thing) and she arranged for me to see a psychologist who ended up booking me off from school for 3 months. It was intense. He was super nice though but the school wasn’t very happy. Apparently I was the first learner in my school’s history to be absent so much in my matric year. That was just a horrible experience, especially when I had to go back again later that year. Honestly I still cannot believe that my matric year was like that. I still don’t know what caused it. Maybe it was hormones or my thyroid medication. I have no idea because I was healthy & happy but then everything just turned. Anyways… Thanks for letting me vent. I’ve never typed this much in a comment space. You seem like a really nice person! Keep going, you’re going to blow up some day. I see you already have on TikTok. You deserve it!
I’m sending you lots of love❤️ You're a powerful, beautiful person, and the fact that you went through that and withstood it shows how strong you are. Because of this, you can at least be truly proud of yourself after high school. Those people who treated you like that, definitely not..
The students at my school spread rumors I was gay in high school nothing ever got physical but I knew at some point I would have to come out and I couldn't take it I was being treated like trash and disrespected on a daily basis I spent my senior year in and out of the mental health hospital where I was diagnosed with schizo affective. I just remember thinking if I came out I would have to go through life with disdain and disrespect from other people I'm bisexual.
nobody wants to be friends with me i hate that at my school if someone bullies you. you defend yourself or say something back and then all of a sudden nobody wants to be friends with me and seem to hate me even people that i thought were my "friends"
You're a different generation to me, but it was much the same suffering for me. I graduated in 2013. I was bullied socially and physically and I see most people are not decent, if it wasn't for their own bullying or facing stigma a lot of people wouldn't feel to become better people. I always had these types of people that would give un wanted opinions. I don't just dislike Gen Z I dislike Generation Y. I see there's so much superficialities and mental health with these younger bracket generations.
Yeah I understand completely. I went through hell my junior year of high school and in my senior year my school gave me a half day. I didn't even want to be there for that because my bully was still in my homeroom and my gym class and our lockers were right next to each other. That school so did not care what happend to me but it was still nice to leave early.
I know I'm late for a comment, but I wanted to write something. I'm in my third year of high school right now and I'm really sick. I don't have any real friends and I can't wait to finish high school. I've had enough. I came across your video and it helped me a lot. You're a wonderful person. I'd love to meet you
My toxic high school experience: Got called the f slur by toxic high school classmates And also My toxic high school experience!: Got yelled at by toxic high school classmates all because they didn't like my laugh that landed me into tears. Since I couldn't handle the yelling and the threats by being threaten to be sent into the office or getting threaten to have my jaw being knock out over my Laugh.
hi so i realised im having a very similar experience like yours i moved to a new city got a friendgroup and got close w this one girl and everytime we argued it was always me who apologized even tho she was the one who hurt me, she had 0 accountability and she defended herself abt ANYTHING including being RACIST? and that was my last straw i finally left that group and EVERYONE was turned against me by her im always alone at school functions and its hard cos its a new city and idk anyone here
hey i know that i'm late to comment but can I just say I have honestly been going through the same stuff as you for most of my high school years... and know I'm in my first senior year, have just left my toxic friend group and am finding it hard to fit in with groups as there are many big groups in my year and I only vibe with small groups. Anyways I just wanted to you to know that sharing this experience of yours has really shown me that even though I'm still crappy but that I'm not alone. Please comment on this ...it would really make my day :)
I’m pretty sure I’m watching your videos now and I’m your 80th view but some years later I’ll be looking at 80K views and not 80 :) I was here first ok
Forcing him to sit alone is disgusting I’ve been around around children with disabilities too
I can totally relate to your high school experiences. I feel so alone and left out in school and to top all of that, I struggle with mental heath. I'm currently still in high school (I'm in grade 11 rn), and it has not been getting any better. I skipped a lot of classes, skipped lunch (I refuse to open my face mask because I'm rlly insecure of how I look and that I used to get made fun/bullied for my appearances), etc. Thanks for posting this video, it helps me cope with what I've experience in school and makes me feel like I'm not the only going through all these things
you spoke beautifully!! thank you for your comment, I am sorry you are struggling in similar ways as I did. praying for you.
High school sucked for me too. I’m so thankful it’s over ! Praying for you as well 🙏🏾
Highschool was the worst years of my life, I'd rather kill myself than do it again. You couldn't pay me any amount of money to do it again. I'm never NEVER coming back! I graduated in 2022 and I'm also not going to any highschool reunions or visiting that terrible place.
Thank you for sharing your story. I still struggle to accept that I didn’t have this “perfect” high school experience that we imagine. I graduated in 2017. I’m South African and we have 5 years in High School (we have 7 years in Primary School and we don’t have middle school). Everything started falling apart about halfway through high school for me but it reached its peak in my final year (we call it grade 12 or matric but I think you call it senior year) when I just became incredibly anxious. I didn’t know what was wrong with me but I just couldn’t focus and I was sweating and shivering in class. I had panic attacks every day and it got to a point where I stopped going to school. I pretended to go to school and then just walked back home and slept. I never did homework. Nothing. It stressed me out so much because I really didn’t want to disappoint anyone or make trouble. I didn’t like skipping school. I decided that I had to stop skipping and went back to school but each time I would give up halfway through the day and walk back home or drive back home. The day when I got caught was when my French teacher told me that I had to prepare because the department of education was going to come to the school and test learners and, since I was the worst French learner in my class, they will be testing me too. She wanted to warn me so that I start studying but I just freaked out on the inside and I felt like I couldn’t breathe so I went to my car and drove directly to my mom’s work to tell her everything. She was super nice about it (although angry at first about the skipping school thing) and she arranged for me to see a psychologist who ended up booking me off from school for 3 months. It was intense. He was super nice though but the school wasn’t very happy. Apparently I was the first learner in my school’s history to be absent so much in my matric year. That was just a horrible experience, especially when I had to go back again later that year. Honestly I still cannot believe that my matric year was like that. I still don’t know what caused it. Maybe it was hormones or my thyroid medication. I have no idea because I was healthy & happy but then everything just turned.
Anyways… Thanks for letting me vent. I’ve never typed this much in a comment space.
You seem like a really nice person! Keep going, you’re going to blow up some day. I see you already have on TikTok. You deserve it!
I’m sending you lots of love❤️ You're a powerful, beautiful person, and the fact that you went through that and withstood it shows how strong you are. Because of this, you can at least be truly proud of yourself after high school. Those people who treated you like that, definitely not..
The students at my school spread rumors I was gay in high school nothing ever got physical but I knew at some point I would have to come out and I couldn't take it I was being treated like trash and disrespected on a daily basis I spent my senior year in and out of the mental health hospital where I was diagnosed with schizo affective. I just remember thinking if I came out I would have to go through life with disdain and disrespect from other people I'm bisexual.
nobody wants to be friends with me i hate that at my school if someone bullies you. you defend yourself or say something back and then all of a sudden nobody wants to be friends with me and seem to hate me even people that i thought were my "friends"
Keep doing it keep sticking up for yourself God knows I wish I had ✨
You're a different generation to me, but it was much the same suffering for me. I graduated in 2013. I was bullied socially and physically and I see most people are not decent, if it wasn't for their own bullying or facing stigma a lot of people wouldn't feel to become better people. I always had these types of people that would give un wanted opinions. I don't just dislike Gen Z I dislike Generation Y. I see there's so much superficialities and mental health with these younger bracket generations.
Yeah I understand completely. I went through hell my junior year of high school and in my senior year my school gave me a half day. I didn't even want to be there for that because my bully was still in my homeroom and my gym class and our lockers were right next to each other. That school so did not care what happend to me but it was still nice to leave early.
I’m going through high school right now and I can’t wait to leave! Sadly I have still got a few years of this torture 😭
It gets so much better girl!!! I’m adult and haven’t really dealt with that same behavior anymore, as an adult you can pick and choose
me, that school is hell for me
I know I'm late for a comment, but I wanted to write something. I'm in my third year of high school right now and I'm really sick. I don't have any real friends and I can't wait to finish high school. I've had enough. I came across your video and it helped me a lot. You're a wonderful person. I'd love to meet you
Aw you got this, I'm so sorry you are feeling that way. You aren't alone.
My toxic high school experience: Got called the f slur by toxic high school classmates
And also My toxic high school experience!: Got yelled at by toxic high school classmates all because they didn't like my laugh that landed me into tears.
Since I couldn't handle the yelling and the threats by being threaten to be sent into the office or getting threaten to have my jaw being knock out over my
Laugh.
hi so i realised im having a very similar experience like yours i moved to a new city got a friendgroup and got close w this one girl and everytime we argued it was always me who apologized even tho she was the one who hurt me, she had 0 accountability and she defended herself abt ANYTHING including being RACIST? and that was my last straw i finally left that group and EVERYONE was turned against me by her im always alone at school functions and its hard cos its a new city and idk anyone here
Omg I just feel almost the same way !😢
I have decided to adopt you as my TH-cam older sister! 👯♀️
love that.
hey i know that i'm late to comment but can I just say I have honestly been going through the same stuff as you for most of my high school years... and know I'm in my first senior year, have just left my toxic friend group and am finding it hard to fit in with groups as there are many big groups in my year and I only vibe with small groups.
Anyways I just wanted to you to know that sharing this experience of yours has really shown me that even though I'm still crappy but that I'm not alone. Please comment on this ...it would really make my day :)
You are absolutely not alone!! I am so glad you left your toxic friend group, go you!
People have different journeys and that's ok
I’m pretty sure I’m watching your videos now and I’m your 80th view but some years later I’ll be looking at 80K views and not 80 :) I was here first ok
aw omg this was such a sweet comment thank you for supporting me it means the world