These challenges definitely do not get fixed overnight and they may never go away but when times get hard all that you can do is to lean on your support group when you can't find the strength to power through on your own. Just please remember that we are all here to be a part of your support system. the camera and vlogging can help but live interaction is sometimes better. if you struggle try doing a completely unplanned live stream and watch as your supporters come from around the world to be with you. You are loved!
People w/ intense emotions are usually passionate in their own fields..like actors, musicians, painters etc..may be there is something you always want to do where you can channel that intense emotion...you're human its ok if sometimes you feel empty..life is not 100pct happiness..that's why we got tears whenever we're lonely and in pain.
How dare anyone criticize your parent's home and say it is messy! Their lifestyle and their comfort suits them and the way they prefer to live. No one would ever come into my home and criticize the way I live without me kicking them out! I say to those people - let me do my thing and you do yours. In other words those people need to worry about their own life and not the lives of others.
Haha. I knew you still be wearing your flip-flops. Tsinelas. Love it. Your roll looked as good as Subway. Your mum's food looks tasty. Great drone shots. I bet you are loving your new toy. Your face of concentration as you brought it to land. Your vlogs are great. You always make me smile. Bless your mum. Lovely lady. Onwards and upwards, you are doing great. So powerful you share your feelings. It will help so many people. Your lucky to have lovely parents. That has your back. Have a good evening. Great vlog. Thank you for sharing.
I see sadness in your eyes, trying to cope with living, I understand how awkward you must feel, the feeling of never fit in. I know for ur mum and dad looking out for u. Just hang in there it will change improve for the better Keep the fate
I like your mom Kumander D, she's a jolly Lady,and your Dad is good looking like you,I enjoyed watching the three of you,Ang saya kapag Kasama Ang mga magulang Di ba,?
Behind those laugh and smiles I know how hard you’re going through . Just do what you love to do enjoy every precious moment with you parents . for the last 7 years sure they miss you very dearly . Parents seems to be a wonderful people . So thoughtful KD . Stay positive . Parents love you we as viewers love you most of all God loves you . We will always be watching you anticipating for more vlogs .
You’re so upfront KD. I think you might just need some kind of purpose. It’s up to you to find it and if you seek, look up and HE will show you the way. I hope you’ll find contentment . I might be your moms age or I may be older but I am sure she cherishes this moment you’re there with them. Yes, truly, make the most out of the present. The future remains to be explored but as they said, whether you like it or not the universe is unfolding as it should. Enjoy your adventures. Strive to be happy. Take care
So difficult starting a bizness in Filipines. So many obstacles like theft,trust. Your greatest down fall in the Philippines is money. To Reside in the Filipines is a great life.
I never thought your father would be Mr Bean LOL. Your parents seem to be very nice. Enjoy them while you can. Sending good vibes from Sydney Australia brother
Hi Anselm/Kumander Daot! Thank God to seeing you smiling and seemingly well. I pray you will be completely healed. In God all things are possible buddy. I salute you for your courage and honesty for sharing us your mental illness. We got your back friend and will keep praying for your wellness. Come back strong and well Kumander. We miss your blogs in the Philippines too. Don't give up cos God and us will not give up on you. Power on Kumander Daot! You can do this man! Regards to your mom and dad as well! God bless you and your family.
You've got Filipinized with the pasalubong. I think your parents are delighted to taste Filipino sweets. Keep on vlogging and we'll keep on watching. I enjoyed your vlog, really.
Vlogging is helping you alot kumander alot of people love you now....stay positive kumander and always goodvibes...just focus to all the people around you that's love you....
Anselm..be strong my friend and please know you're an awesome inspiration for me... I truly relate.. I'm also a fellow Brit who resides in the Netherlands now.. I absolutely love your vlogs mate. Hopefully I'll be in "Mindanao Tubay " once these travel restrictions are fixed ! Peace out my friend and always do what's best for you 😁
Kumander Daot just please continue to be positive there are lots of people that care for you even though they don't know you and I am one of those. I am just a fan of yours because I saw your vlogs and it seemed you were happy ang jolly but as you said you're not. I am a Filipino living in Australia with my husband and son. I don't have a family here. My husband is Australian. It was so sad for me. But then I thought my family loves me and cares for me. I have to look after myself for my son's sake. I know it's not that easy. It may be easy to say but hard to do. Please look after yourself. You can do it. Be happy and positive. Take care.
That house looks very well lived in, and your parents are lovely. For the landing pad, twist it and do a figure 8. It'll fold easier and more naturally since that's how it's meant to be folded.
Your neighborhood looks lovely and quite historical looking with the way the structures looks. Kinda reminds me of Mary Poppins 😆. I love seeing your parents involved in your videos. Can’t wait to see more sceneries you will have in your vlogs. 🙏🏼🤙🏼👍🏼❤️ greetings from Los Angeles California USA
Yes Kumander!!! Plow on! Thats right get busy, fill every moment with doing things because it helps!everyone has some form of trials in our daily lives and getting busy with productive stuff might just save us 😊
The road to wellness is usually fraught with bumps and even detours but you’ll get there, KD. You got this. When you feel particularly low, think of the great many people who love you and wish you well. You got this, dear man.
Hillo kumander daot kaya n nimo ikaw p isipin mo ang MGA parent mo at MGA amigo at Amiga n daghan nagmahal sau ...basta prayer LNG jud h ayaw pawalan Ng pag ASA take care love yours self..god blessed with family..
One day at a time bro. I suffer from something similar and the problem follows you were ever you go. Just try not to think ahead to much and deal with what’s at hand. Things will be ok my friend I hope your seeking professional help. If you left today and went back to the Philippines in would be in the same boat as when you left. Keep up brother!!!
Kumander Daot, You seem like a kid playing with a new toy! Nice seeing you so happy, hope you show us more around your place when you are out of quarantine!
U are one of kindDaot!!I admire your strength and kudos to your mom and dad!!family is love and where the heart is!!do you have kids by the way!!God bless
I don't know but it makes me happy when I see foreigners like to eat what I love to eat 😊. I love jackfruit. Durian as a fruit stink, but as flavors to candies/sweets is not bad at all.
Happy to see you having a great day🙏❤️ you know what you can do is clean your room and take out things you don’t really need in your bedroom and put them in your storage room. Cleanliness will give you peace of mine and serenity. Put some live plants and continue with blogging. God bless ko Andre daot👍🏻maybe someday you can bring them to the philippines👌
Enjoy filipino food more vlogs with your mom&dad,by the way tell us some why so many books? Is your mom&dad are professor?just enjoy life kumander d. Have faith in God happy to see you recovered🙏
And yes I am serious about it being that cold which also includes the windchill factor. I was outside training in that dry cold temperatures, I never forgot how cold that felt. It didn't matter how much clothing you were wearing the dry cold went right through it all. It felt like I was burning
thank you for showing the bird's eye view of your city. It's beautiful! Your house is huge! your parents are wide readers ! I see! who cares about the house being messy, it's winter , it's time to hybernate and clean up in the spring. your parents are slowly warming up to the camera. it' s nice if they are in it.....
GOOOOD Evening, you have a good mom, she’s always smiling, ,, She is sweet and supportive. you are doing great. Keep on vlogging ,, take care and stay safe,,, greetings from Nederland all you guys there.
We support you all the way brother. You can beat everything your strong and you have amazing family and good friends like kulas and the crew. So be safe and keep vlogging you got this. Peace parekoy hinay hinay sa tambok kai ang highblood nato dira
Kd u have adapted to fiipino habit of bringing pasalubong s to our love ones ...and ur parents seems so cool...love to watch them...be happy and stay jolly always despite ur suffering from mental disorder...u really know how to cope up with by being a jolly person..and salute u for being true to urself...we understand u more better now....good day kd...
Loving the UK vlogs:) You mom and dad seem lovely, and the books...oh my, I can sit in one corner for hours! Take care of your self Kumander, we're all here rooting for you. One day, you'll be able to manifest the peace you want, the happy you want. Sending prayers and healing thoughts.
Very nice...good job with the drone! Not bad...enjoy your Mom and Dad. Love your home...very British like and nice yard! Good size and great neighborhood! Now I miss my home...but concentrate on getting better. One day at a time...wishing you the very best in the days ahead! Sige lang...ayo-ayo and God Bless...🙏🙏🙏
Damn that sandwich you made, made me hungry! Looked so good. I like your Kumander D’s kitchen vlogs lol. Flip flops outside the house although it’s so cold is me also! Good job on flying drone for the first time and pasalubong to your parents Kumander!
Hang in there Kumander. I came back from 3 years government service in and out of Nicaragua in the revolution in the 70s. Came back chronically depressed. Not the same condition I know...but often felt unbearably emotionally crushed. I have endured the next 4 decades by always staying busy and trying to always see the positive in life. Not giving advice for your condition. I contemplated suicide once. Which is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.... they say We both know it does not feel like a temporary problem. I think you have a great future as a U tube personality. Glad you are seeking help. Your struggle is for You, your parents, your wife and your fans. Persevere ... my friend.
Love you mate. G'day from Melbourne Australia. I love how you didn't blink when you cracked the Gimbel cover. Very Daot. You and me brother. The other day I moved house and borrowed a friend's truck to move. I used a bedsheet to pad some of the cargo and it blew off the truck bed, fell on the engine, and caught the engine on fire. Now I have my friends truck in the mechanics getting some very expensive repairs. Would have been a hell of a lot cheaper just to get a removalist. But hey, what could go wrong right? Ha. But ho-hum. Life goes on, keep breathing, keep living, keep feeling. It is all good.
Thanks for the video. Anselm, you are not alone. We are ALL here to support you. Keep what you are doing, do the necessary steps to make yourself better. Hugs❤️
I'm waiting for the Kumander Daot SNOW VLOG!!!! :)
I wish it would snow here instead of just teasing me ☹️
Kumander Daot, come here where I am you will see the snow and we can meet and do a VBlog together,
After all Bret Maverick isn't too far away from where I am, about 2 days drive away. Lol
These challenges definitely do not get fixed overnight and they may never go away but when times get hard all that you can do is to lean on your support group when you can't find the strength to power through on your own. Just please remember that we are all here to be a part of your support system. the camera and vlogging can help but live interaction is sometimes better. if you struggle try doing a completely unplanned live stream and watch as your supporters come from around the world to be with you. You are loved!
It’s cold 🥶 🥶 hehehh 😊
People w/ intense emotions are usually passionate in their own fields..like actors, musicians, painters etc..may be there is something you always want to do where you can channel that intense emotion...you're human its ok if sometimes you feel empty..life is not 100pct happiness..that's why we got tears whenever we're lonely and in pain.
Your mom is so adorable, your dad seems a kind person as well. Lovely parents❤
How dare anyone criticize your parent's home and say it is messy! Their lifestyle and their comfort suits them and the way they prefer to live. No one would ever come into my home and criticize the way I live without me kicking them out! I say to those people - let me do my thing and you do yours. In other words those people need to worry about their own life and not the lives of others.
Your mother is a happy person, she used to laugh always like you. Threfore, you're a happy family ☺
Haha. I knew you still be wearing your flip-flops. Tsinelas. Love it. Your roll looked as good as Subway. Your mum's food looks tasty. Great drone shots. I bet you are loving your new toy. Your face of concentration as you brought it to land. Your vlogs are great. You always make me smile. Bless your mum. Lovely lady. Onwards and upwards, you are doing great. So powerful you share your feelings. It will help so many people. Your lucky to have lovely parents. That has your back. Have a good evening. Great vlog. Thank you for sharing.
I see sadness in your eyes, trying to cope with living, I understand how awkward you must feel, the feeling of never fit in. I know for ur mum and dad looking out for u. Just hang in there it will change improve for the better Keep the fate
Very positive advice. Godbless you. Even its not for me, I appreciate the caring words from you. 😅
Is your Dad a professor. I love th library in your house
My dad has a PhD (DPhil, actually!), But he's not a professor, he just loves to read!
@@KumanderDaot wow. Must have a smart Dad
Thanks for the reply . Tc yourself am enjoying all your Vlogs
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You have a very stable family structure from which you can draw so much energy to help you.
BTW, I love seeing your mum on the video and hearing her infectious laugh, giving good vibes xx
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That's what I thought too... 💕
I like your mom Kumander D, she's a jolly Lady,and your Dad is good looking like you,I enjoyed watching the three of you,Ang saya kapag Kasama Ang mga magulang Di ba,?
I love your mom she’s always smiling,and even dad.
Behind those laugh and smiles I know how hard you’re going through . Just do what you love to do enjoy every precious moment with you parents . for the last 7 years sure they miss you very dearly . Parents seems to be a wonderful people . So thoughtful KD . Stay positive . Parents love you we as viewers love you most of all God loves you . We will always be watching you anticipating for more vlogs .
Pray always Kumander because comfort in the love of God is the best!
Receive God's Shalom in Lord Jesus
Amen
Hello from Manchester, England 🇬🇧, but originally from Manila, Philippines. An avid follower here 😊 xx
Watching from Manchester too
Hello to Manchester!
Thank you Kumander Daot 😊 xx
You’re so upfront KD. I think you might just need some kind of purpose. It’s up to you to find it and if you seek, look up and HE will show you the way. I hope you’ll find contentment . I might be your moms age or I may be older but I am sure she cherishes this moment you’re there with them. Yes, truly, make the most out of the present. The future remains to be explored but as they said, whether you like it or not the universe is unfolding as it should. Enjoy your adventures. Strive to be happy. Take care
Well said.
exactly.. you only have 1 mom and dad, every days, hours, minutes and seconds count. KD mom and dad truly misses him, I can see it on their faces.
So difficult starting a bizness in Filipines. So many obstacles like theft,trust. Your greatest down fall in the Philippines is money. To Reside in the Filipines is a great life.
Your mum is a big g help for your recovery, interact with her more often,,,,good luck
I never thought your father would be Mr Bean LOL. Your parents seem to be very nice. Enjoy them while you can. Sending good vibes from Sydney Australia brother
Mr. Bean used to have me in stitches!
Dad is handsome and mum is pretty. Do you have siblings anselm??? Hehehe
@@ClaireUSMC99 me to. Hilarious.
I love how your mom laugh just like you kumander.
Hi Anselm/Kumander Daot! Thank God to seeing you smiling and seemingly well. I pray you will be completely healed. In God all things are possible buddy. I salute you for your courage and honesty for sharing us your mental illness. We got your back friend and will keep praying for your wellness. Come back strong and well Kumander. We miss your blogs in the Philippines too. Don't give up cos God and us will not give up on you. Power on Kumander Daot! You can do this man! Regards to your mom and dad as well! God bless you and your family.
You've got Filipinized with the pasalubong. I think your parents are delighted to taste Filipino sweets. Keep on vlogging and we'll keep on watching. I enjoyed your vlog, really.
for the landing pad, hold it on opposite sides then twist to make an 8 then you can join both circles together
Great advice, I have the same pad....once you get it then its easy.
Nice job on your first flight! That table isn't messy it "functional!" All the best from Vancouver, Canada.
Functional! Love it!
Vlogging is helping you alot kumander alot of people love you now....stay positive kumander and always goodvibes...just focus to all the people around you that's love you....
To fold that "helipad", you have to hold it at opposite ends and twist it.
Anselm..be strong my friend and please know you're an awesome inspiration for me... I truly relate.. I'm also a fellow Brit who resides in the Netherlands now.. I absolutely love your vlogs mate. Hopefully I'll be in "Mindanao Tubay " once these travel restrictions are fixed ! Peace out my friend and always do what's best for you 😁
You're getting better and better Kumander Family is home....
Lovely and supportive parents, you’re very lucky Kumander 🥰🙏
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Kumander Daot just please continue to be positive there are lots of people that care for you even though they don't know you and I am one of those. I am just a fan of yours because I saw your vlogs and it seemed you were happy ang jolly but as you said you're not. I am a Filipino living in Australia with my husband and son. I don't have a family here. My husband is Australian. It was so sad for me. But then I thought my family loves me and cares for me. I have to look after myself for my son's sake. I know it's not that easy. It may be easy to say but hard to do. Please look after yourself. You can do it. Be happy and positive. Take care.
Being with your parents is priceless! Cherish every moment! You’re in the right track KD. God is good!👍😊
Praise God
Your Mum and Dad are soooo cool - family is precious. Look after them, Kumander. 👍
Great work on the drone.- looking forward to the adventures. 👌
I’m happy for you KD.... I love your mum!❤️❤️❤️ she is having fun with you. Your parents are very supportive of you. ❤️❤️❤️
Very honest Kumander! The problems won't just go away but hopefully you find ways to manage it. Enjoy the time with the family.
Hello Kumander Mum! Would like to see more of her!
That house looks very well lived in, and your parents are lovely.
For the landing pad, twist it and do a figure 8. It'll fold easier and more naturally since that's how it's meant to be folded.
Awesome video. It was nice to see what Newport looks like even just a glimpse. Your parents seems nice. Your mum helping you vlog is the coolest!!
Your neighborhood looks lovely and quite historical looking with the way the structures looks. Kinda reminds me of Mary Poppins 😆. I love seeing your parents involved in your videos. Can’t wait to see more sceneries you will have in your vlogs. 🙏🏼🤙🏼👍🏼❤️ greetings from Los Angeles California USA
It reminds mo of old books I used to read. The drawings and colors just everything are the same...hehehe
Keep opening up the depth of your mind...this might be your therapy....We are listening...not condemning..
Yes Kumander!!! Plow on! Thats right get busy, fill every moment with doing things because it helps!everyone has some form of trials in our daily lives and getting busy with productive stuff might just save us 😊
Such a sweet and wonderful person! 👍
Nice to hear and see you laugh, Anselm. Mum’s food looks delicious and dad changed his sweater ☺️❣️👏🏻
thank you KD for taking us to your world. it gives us an experience of what it's like living in your side of the world. Stay safe, mate...
Breath of Heaven, Breath of Heaven...
The books in the shelves it makes me feel at home cozy reading those books i love it.🥰.
Your mom laugh like you do.. giggle🥰
I love seeing all those books too! 📚
Lovely neighborhood! Drone is fantastic! 🤗
The road to wellness is usually fraught with bumps and even detours but you’ll get there, KD. You got this. When you feel particularly low, think of the great many people who love you and wish you well. You got this, dear man.
Hello! Watching from LA California!!🇺🇸❤️🙏🙌🏻
Ylu are so sweet and thoughtful to your parents. God bless you.
Looking forward to the end of your quarantine period so you can show us around and max up the use of your new toy drone😊
Pretty good in flying and landing the drone Kumander! The look of concentration on your face while landing it is epic! 😁 Your mom is lovely.
Wow ...be happy KD ...GOD BLESSED
you have a nice n supportive family, go on vloging you make us smile n happy am 73 yrs. old fr. the plillipines..
Yes my friend, will be skating on the Rideau Canal soon ;)
Somebody is a reader in the family. I like your parents, they are very supportive and nice.
Practice makes perfect to fly ur drone commander..soon u will be like kulas flying a drone...🤙🤙🤙
Hillo kumander daot kaya n nimo ikaw p isipin mo ang MGA parent mo at MGA amigo at Amiga n daghan nagmahal sau ...basta prayer LNG jud h ayaw pawalan Ng pag ASA take care love yours self..god blessed with family..
One day at a time bro. I suffer from something similar and the problem follows you were ever you go. Just try not to think ahead to much and deal with what’s at hand. Things will be ok my friend I hope your seeking professional help. If you left today and went back to the Philippines in would be in the same boat as when you left. Keep up brother!!!
Do you have kids? Adults who have kids are so busy taking care of the kids that they will have no time to think about themselves.
Man up brother! Quit being weak!☺
You're so sweet with your mum and father, it's how u got brought up....they do love those pasalubong! Enjoy bonding with your parents 😘💕💖
Kumander Daot, You seem like a kid playing with a new toy! Nice seeing you so happy, hope you show us more around your place when you are out of quarantine!
I’m so jealous of your front door! What a lovely house. And look at all those books! 😍
Gud evening Kumander Daot... pinoy from Germany 🇩🇪.. when are u coming back to ur 2nd Home Philippines 🇵🇭 take care always...
Sosyal ni kuya german Shepherd.
Pinoy na pinoy ka Kumander Daot, so sweet, bringing pasalubong to your parents.
Hello KD. Happy to see you and your Mom. Sounds like Harry Potter.
U are one of kindDaot!!I admire your strength and kudos to your mom and dad!!family is love and where the heart is!!do you have kids by the way!!God bless
I don't know but it makes me happy when I see foreigners like to eat what I love to eat 😊. I love jackfruit. Durian as a fruit stink, but as flavors to candies/sweets is not bad at all.
Happy to see you having a great day🙏❤️ you know what you can do is clean your room and take out things you don’t really need in your bedroom and put them in your storage room. Cleanliness will give you peace of mine and serenity. Put some live plants and continue with blogging. God bless ko Andre daot👍🏻maybe someday you can bring them to the philippines👌
Good to see you're enjoying with your Mom and dad
I like how much u love ur family especially ur parents.
aw kumander, what a lovely place, despite newbie feels, you got good shots hahaha.
You have loving parents Kumander. You also is a loving son.
Don't worry about your so-called "problem". Everybody has it. Just continue loving others.
"I need food, what is this? HECK" Heck of a treat .
What a lovely parents! SEND MY REGARDS to them.
Yes kulas or canada is laughing and I can feel it K. Daot specially when you fly the drone hahhaa
Enjoy filipino food more vlogs with your mom&dad,by the way tell us some why so many books? Is your mom&dad are professor?just enjoy life kumander d. Have faith in God happy to see you recovered🙏
Try minus 25 degrees or even colder like I felt before at -93 degree Fahrenheit
My coldest so far is -15... I am not used to it haha
Real life’s journey what kind of planet is that for -93 degree F... you serious
Watson Lake in the Yukon Territories of Canada back in the year 1991 or 1992
And yes I am serious about it being that cold which also includes the windchill factor. I was outside training in that dry cold temperatures, I never forgot how cold that felt. It didn't matter how much clothing you were wearing the dry cold went right through it all. It felt like I was burning
thank you for showing the bird's eye view of your city. It's beautiful! Your house is huge! your parents are wide readers ! I see! who cares about the house being messy, it's winter , it's time to hybernate and clean up in the spring. your parents are slowly warming up to the camera. it' s nice if they are in it.....
🇬🇧 So much colder than 🇵🇭 You should do British mom m dad try Filipino snacks video 👍
yes a snacks mukbang would be fun :)
GOOOOD Evening,
you have a good mom, she’s always smiling, ,,
She is sweet and supportive. you are doing great.
Keep on vlogging ,, take care and stay safe,,, greetings from Nederland all you guys there.
You’re a sweet child.
We support you all the way brother. You can beat everything your strong and you have amazing family and good friends like kulas and the crew. So be safe and keep vlogging you got this. Peace parekoy hinay hinay sa tambok kai ang highblood nato dira
good evening nimo dnha kumander
awesome to see you happy/smiling Kumander..your mom is sweet and supportive..
Lovely and happy family!!!!! You’re blessed and loved😊
Kd u have adapted to fiipino habit of bringing pasalubong s to our love ones ...and ur parents seems so cool...love to watch them...be happy and stay jolly always despite ur suffering from mental disorder...u really know how to cope up with by being a jolly person..and salute u for being true to urself...we understand u more better now....good day kd...
Loving the UK vlogs:) You mom and dad seem lovely, and the books...oh my, I can sit in one corner for hours! Take care of your self Kumander, we're all here rooting for you. One day, you'll be able to manifest the peace you want, the happy you want. Sending prayers and healing thoughts.
Lovely and very respectful, and happy family you are
The place is so impressive. Books all over the place. Love it💖💖💖👍👍👍
Nice one Kumander D. You're parents are so nice and happy people and very supportive of you. God Bless.
Your charm and simplicity that attracks me to keep viewing your vloggsss.Keep safe.👍🏿👍🏿👍🏿👍🏿
I am so happy for you, you have a beautiful family, enjoy, God bless and be safe.
Very nice...good job with the drone! Not bad...enjoy your Mom and Dad. Love your home...very British like and nice yard! Good size and great neighborhood! Now I miss my home...but concentrate on getting better. One day at a time...wishing you the very best in the days ahead! Sige lang...ayo-ayo and God Bless...🙏🙏🙏
Damn that sandwich you made, made me hungry! Looked so good. I like your Kumander D’s kitchen vlogs lol. Flip flops outside the house although it’s so cold is me also! Good job on flying drone for the first time and pasalubong to your parents Kumander!
Enjoy your stay you have wonderful parents God bless
I can tell and feel the love that you have towards your parents.
Hello .I'm a new subscriber of you.From Philippines. I love watching your vidios.
Your mom is such an Angel and smile all the time.:)🙏
Hang in there Kumander.
I came back from 3 years government service in and out of Nicaragua in the revolution in the 70s. Came back chronically depressed. Not the same condition I know...but often felt unbearably emotionally crushed.
I have endured the next 4 decades by always staying busy and trying to always see the positive in life.
Not giving advice for your condition.
I contemplated suicide once.
Which is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.... they say
We both know it does not feel like a temporary problem.
I think you have a great future as a U tube personality.
Glad you are seeking help. Your struggle is for You, your parents, your wife and your fans. Persevere ... my friend.
Love you mate. G'day from Melbourne Australia. I love how you didn't blink when you cracked the Gimbel cover. Very Daot. You and me brother. The other day I moved house and borrowed a friend's truck to move. I used a bedsheet to pad some of the cargo and it blew off the truck bed, fell on the engine, and caught the engine on fire. Now I have my friends truck in the mechanics getting some very expensive repairs. Would have been a hell of a lot cheaper just to get a removalist. But hey, what could go wrong right? Ha. But ho-hum. Life goes on, keep breathing, keep living, keep feeling. It is all good.
Wow! Learning how to fly a drone! That’s a great airial view of your place... and that’s a nice drone landing.
Thanks for the video. Anselm, you are not alone. We are ALL here to support you. Keep what you are doing, do the necessary steps to make yourself better. Hugs❤️