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I play wish you were here by Pink Floyd. It was to get through a terrible weekend after hearing that my girlfriend tested positive for Covid, she's also a diabetic. Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here / chartrand th-cam.com/video/IXdNnw99-Ic/w-d-xo.html
I hate safe places, and the word journey grates on my nerves. I used to be a heroin addict, I got clean 11 years ago on my own volition because I realized I was being a weak asshole. That's all it took, no need for discussions or talking through stuff, or "support". I just stopped being pathetic and put my foot down. Outside of serious mental disorders like schizophrenia, most mental issues are a personality flaw that you can fix if you really want to.
@@xscorpx While we may be able to influence our healing, we aren't taught how. It's not just "welp, I'm going to stop feeling depression symptoms today." Nobody WANTS to feel that. Nobody WANTS to be addicted. Some people just need help and support and that is A-Ok. We have different experiences, have learned different lessons and even have different genetic and chemical components that might make it more difficult. And this is coming from someone who got off cocaine without a group or intervention. Everyone is different and has different needs. Proud of you for your recovery!
I actually experiencing the darkest episode in the 40 years of my life and shed a few tears when you said how desperate it feels when others can't see your reality. That hid very hard because it's so true. On the otherside I don't feel so fucking alone and for the first time in about 2 years now i feel understood and realize I'm not the only one feels that why. And it's somehow paradox that a complete stranger from the internet makes me a bit smiling and optimistic after that long time. Thank you soooo much!!!❤ Take care of you and please stay safe and healthy!!!!
Haven't heard this band in a while. I almost forgot about them. Well tomorrow marks the one year anniversary of my survival. I am glad I found your channel. Thank you. I would really like to see your reaction to 'Gone' from Ashes of Ares. To answer your question about vibes the band formed in 1992, but the album this is on was released in 2020
"I need a chaser when I swallow my pride" - what a line! I like that one. Not normally my genre but I do admire the subtlety of an upbeat melody but the underlying darker lyrics and how they contrast. Also the line at the end where he says "losing count of all the times I put you first, and left myself behind" reminds me a bit of this line from an old Dream Theater song called "The Mirror" - "Let's stare the problem right in the eye; it's plagued me from coast to coast. Racing the clock to please everyone; all but the one who matters the most." What I find interesting in that song and this song, is that both songs have a lot of references, to alcohol related themes. (Former Dream Theater drummer Mike Portnoy used to have a big problem, and decided to not only get sober, but also make art out of it, and wrote a 12 step suite over the course of 5 albums.)
I know I've already committed on this video but, talking about lyrics to songs vs just listening to music. I hate this style of music, but the lyrics are powerful. So I'll give it a 👍
Im going through what you talked about with no one listening. I had surgery on my stomach 2 weeks ago andxim cosistanly pooping black which means upper digestive bleeding. I still have other issuses they keep lignoreing. I have beem dealing with theses pains since 2018 and nobody wants to help nobody beleaves me. I get furoius then after the anger fueled blackouts i get extremely depressed and cry for hours cause i know nobody cares nobody wants to help me. My Mom and my brother are sick of hearing me.the doctors want to go by what it says on theres charts not whats coming from the mouth of the source of the pain. Im always anxious. And i talked about im prescribed medical weed for anxiety and sleep and it doesn't even work. Maybe the pain is in my head. My friends and family fear i am going to kill my doctors or self and say i should see a psychologist cause my outbursts get more and mord violent and depressive. Im tired of this pain. I cant got to thd bathroom with out shooting pains going through my reproductive everytime i use the bathroom. Im in physcial and mental turmoil and nobody who can do something to help ignore me. Im not close to the edge anymore i past the edge im already falling to the from the bridge. Lehigh Valley health networks is trying to kill me. They know somethings wrong and its killing me and thier doing nothing about it. The doctor keep sending me for irrevelent tests that have nothing to do with my reproductive system pain. Actually i have medical records flagging reproductive system issues from and 2012 and they keep putting it off as pain from my STOMACH SURGERY. And again im still pooping black they dont even want to do a endoscope to see if anything went wrong with thier stiches or internal inclusion. I got punched in the mouth alot i know what blood smells like. I smell it constantly and taste it. My stomach iscstill bleeding inside and they dont care. Lawyers dont want to help. I can't even get a probono for just fileing the malpractice suite i need against a certain doctor and his staff. But havent worked 3 months and ran out of savings. Im down to the last of my food i have no clue where to start for emergency foodstamps or a food bank. Im a very akilled workers a fuckin prodigy. I always made good money and never thought id ever need govt assistance. Im scared and stuck. I need help.
With bands like mxpx, less then jake, and goldfinger dust off the mics im hope skapunk is gonna return alot of the bands especially mxpx grew up with their fan base
Duuuuuuuuuddddddeee 🤙🤙🤙 had a reel big fish and golgfinger vibe to it... Damn if only I still had a board. Solid jam, solid lyrics and I honestly never heard of it before until now. But it honestly sounds like something off the movie grind soundtrack but that's just me saying lol wud up y'all positive vibes to all of you guys and gals
💖Keep the mental health conversation going by sharing your story here in the comments. No matter where you are in your journey, you have a safe place here to share your struggles and accomplishments without judgment. This is how we shatter the mental health stigma.💖
And if you need some direction and would like me to be your Happiness teacher, you can sign up for my Happiness Boost course here:
amandawebsterhealth.com/happiness-boost/
I play wish you were here by Pink Floyd. It was to get through a terrible weekend after hearing that my girlfriend tested positive for Covid, she's also a diabetic.
Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here / chartrand
th-cam.com/video/IXdNnw99-Ic/w-d-xo.html
@@jakesmith6233 Sending energy for a swift recovery!
@@MentalAmanda Thank you!
I hate safe places, and the word journey grates on my nerves. I used to be a heroin addict, I got clean 11 years ago on my own volition because I realized I was being a weak asshole. That's all it took, no need for discussions or talking through stuff, or "support". I just stopped being pathetic and put my foot down. Outside of serious mental disorders like schizophrenia, most mental issues are a personality flaw that you can fix if you really want to.
@@xscorpx While we may be able to influence our healing, we aren't taught how. It's not just "welp, I'm going to stop feeling depression symptoms today." Nobody WANTS to feel that. Nobody WANTS to be addicted. Some people just need help and support and that is A-Ok. We have different experiences, have learned different lessons and even have different genetic and chemical components that might make it more difficult. And this is coming from someone who got off cocaine without a group or intervention. Everyone is different and has different needs. Proud of you for your recovery!
I actually experiencing the darkest episode in the 40 years of my life and shed a few tears when you said how desperate it feels when others can't see your reality. That hid very hard because it's so true. On the otherside I don't feel so fucking alone and for the first time in about 2 years now i feel understood and realize I'm not the only one feels that why. And it's somehow paradox that a complete stranger from the internet makes me a bit smiling and optimistic after that long time. Thank you soooo much!!!❤ Take care of you and please stay safe and healthy!!!!
I’m actually suffering from depression and this made my day❤😊
"Hopeless case" "science of sellong yourself short " are other good song of theirs for them tough times.
This and " The Science of selling yourself short" are great. So many good albums tho
"Science of Selling Yourself Short" by them is another good one and remotely same category.
Less Than Jake!.. cool band !.. 😘☺️ lovely pick
Haven't heard this band in a while. I almost forgot about them. Well tomorrow marks the one year anniversary of my survival. I am glad I found your channel. Thank you. I would really like to see your reaction to 'Gone' from Ashes of Ares. To answer your question about vibes the band formed in 1992, but the album this is on was released in 2020
Congratulations on your wonderful anniversary, Jay. Glad your here!
@@edwards.8758 Thank you
Congratulations! I'm glad that you're here!
@@MentalAmanda thank you
Thanks for bringing more positive energy to youtube and sharing your love of music. 🎸
"I need a chaser when I swallow my pride" - what a line! I like that one. Not normally my genre but I do admire the subtlety of an upbeat melody but the underlying darker lyrics and how they contrast. Also the line at the end where he says "losing count of all the times I put you first, and left myself behind" reminds me a bit of this line from an old Dream Theater song called "The Mirror" - "Let's stare the problem right in the eye; it's plagued me from coast to coast. Racing the clock to please everyone; all but the one who matters the most." What I find interesting in that song and this song, is that both songs have a lot of references, to alcohol related themes. (Former Dream Theater drummer Mike Portnoy used to have a big problem, and decided to not only get sober, but also make art out of it, and wrote a 12 step suite over the course of 5 albums.)
Love ya angel. Thank you for doing what you do.
I know I've already committed on this video but, talking about lyrics to songs vs just listening to music. I hate this style of music, but the lyrics are powerful. So I'll give it a 👍
Check out A Better Place, A Better Time by Streetlight Manifesto. Great song and great message
Nice also The reaction , expecialy In The commentary
Im going through what you talked about with no one listening. I had surgery on my stomach 2 weeks ago andxim cosistanly pooping black which means upper digestive bleeding. I still have other issuses they keep lignoreing. I have beem dealing with theses pains since 2018 and nobody wants to help nobody beleaves me. I get furoius then after the anger fueled blackouts i get extremely depressed and cry for hours cause i know nobody cares nobody wants to help me. My Mom and my brother are sick of hearing me.the doctors want to go by what it says on theres charts not whats coming from the mouth of the source of the pain. Im always anxious. And i talked about im prescribed medical weed for anxiety and sleep and it doesn't even work. Maybe the pain is in my head. My friends and family fear i am going to kill my doctors or self and say i should see a psychologist cause my outbursts get more and mord violent and depressive. Im tired of this pain. I cant got to thd bathroom with out shooting pains going through my reproductive everytime i use the bathroom. Im in physcial and mental turmoil and nobody who can do something to help ignore me. Im not close to the edge anymore i past the edge im already falling to the from the bridge. Lehigh Valley health networks is trying to kill me. They know somethings wrong and its killing me and thier doing nothing about it. The doctor keep sending me for irrevelent tests that have nothing to do with my reproductive system pain. Actually i have medical records flagging reproductive system issues from and 2012 and they keep putting it off as pain from my STOMACH SURGERY. And again im still pooping black they dont even want to do a endoscope to see if anything went wrong with thier stiches or internal inclusion. I got punched in the mouth alot i know what blood smells like. I smell it constantly and taste it. My stomach iscstill bleeding inside and they dont care. Lawyers dont want to help. I can't even get a probono for just fileing the malpractice suite i need against a certain doctor and his staff. But havent worked 3 months and ran out of savings. Im down to the last of my food i have no clue where to start for emergency foodstamps or a food bank. Im a very akilled workers a fuckin prodigy. I always made good money and never thought id ever need govt assistance. Im scared and stuck. I need help.
Where do you live? I can try to help you find resources.
I'd Love to see you react to Disturbed "Down with the sickness"
There's at least one song in every LTJ album that makes me think they're stalking me.
With bands like mxpx, less then jake, and goldfinger dust off the mics im hope skapunk is gonna return alot of the bands especially mxpx grew up with their fan base
Amanda I LUV U
I'm not sure what to do with myself. Not feeling well! I don't know what I should do
What has you confused?
@@MentalAmanda my blood count is going high again don't know if I want to fight it. If it wasn't for my dog I would throw in the towel now.
@@donaldpare9050 The world needs you to fight it
Please react to Lorna Shore’s “Pain Remains parts I II and III” (tip if you do, have the lyrics pulled up at the side)
Duuuuuuuuuddddddeee 🤙🤙🤙 had a reel big fish and golgfinger vibe to it... Damn if only I still had a board. Solid jam, solid lyrics and I honestly never heard of it before until now. But it honestly sounds like something off the movie grind soundtrack but that's just me saying lol wud up y'all positive vibes to all of you guys and gals
Pls react Adams song Blink 182
React to bubby galloway suicidal thoughts
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you should take a listen to: Luke combs even though i'm leaving
Please react to slipknot sulfur