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- A note: This video was captured during a difficult time in my life and is not indicative of my actual beliefs and current feelings.
I've left it up in the hopes it helps others and lets them know they're not alone and that things can get better.
If you're struggling with mental health and dark thoughts please get help and help yourself.
Suicide hotline: 988
A note: This video was captured during a difficult time in my life and is not indicative of my actual beliefs and current feelings.
I've left it up in the hopes it helps others and lets them know they're not alone and that things can get better.
If you're struggling with mental health and dark thoughts please get help and help yourself.
Suicide hotline: 988
I'm glad you're still here, but yeah, bro, I know exactly how you felt at that time and your words are so true. I'm going through this right now. It's always good to vent how you feel. Thanks for sharing your video. Keep it real. 👍
Thank You for this. You've just described my life as well. I hate to be here and everything You've said is also me so I understand. But guess what, even if we relate and understand each other, still doesn't help a lot. Life really is a huge Bullshit!
Bro, I thought I was the only one who felt this way. If you are a little awkward, it'll be hard forever
Hay, I understand how you feel and can relate a lot! I would really like to meet people who have these feelings too, so we can relate together :) I feel I am giving my attention and care to the wrong people and that is what causes the intense feelings of loneliness. Would be cool to connect
@alicia-matrix Hey Alicia, I feel the same. Not sure how to do that though. Any ideas?
"Dont kill yourself just wait, because you're gonna die anyway" is one of the best anti-suicide messages I've heard lmao
It actually is. Death is permanent while life can improve and switch around in an instant. So why rush it when you are 100% guaranteed to get death in the end.
“Do yourself no injury. Other men are always good for that.” -kingdom of heaven.
I so would have gone, but I have people who rely on me, so I’m trapped.
@@chickedee1085 same this shit is prison
@@james90790 we didn’t even get a choice if we wanted to do the 70 years. It must be great if a person likes it.
The fact that you made this video and opened up means you're stronger than most in this fake world. You're not alone my brother.
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Only pets knows people how they really are,they dont talk ,dont judge and they give a humanbein so much love with their cuteness,,only pets see humans how they really are,,
Agreed, I want people like these as friends.
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@@andrewhenderson7858 And even then a friendship is work. I start to believe that i dont really need friends and even if, it will be too hard to find them.
@@teeaymusik9811 Friends are a big reason I'm able to stay sane. Hell, I was thinking to cop some bud so I looked up the nearest murder in my area and it was a stabbing at a gas station. I go there and I approach the cashier asking him where I can get some weed, I of course buy something to satisfy the camera. This random ass person turns out to be a plug and we become great friends over time. After a couple years he doesn't see me as a customer though a close friend. I smoke with him every day, for free. We can talk about literally anything with too much resistance.
Dude I'm almost 45 and I totally get what you're talking about. I've always been outside of "the circle". High school doesn't actually end it just changes its name to full time job. Keep your head up man, alot of people in the comments say it's good to have real people in a sea of fakes trying to conform. They're right. Don't let this world dull your shine.
I'm in my 40's also and I'm curious. Has your state of mind changed significantly in recent years? Like, I used to be depressed a lot for the reasons mentioned in this video, but nowadays I've just accepted things and through that I've been able to forgive myself and accept the way I am and the depression is now gone. I can't say I love myself either, but I have peace in my mind.
So real. I’ve known people, usually women who act like bitchy teenage girls. High school doesn’t end for some.
@@TheRubberStudiosASMRwomen never grow up they only grow old.
I was the black sheep in my family, I get made fun of by strangers, bosses and coworkers..god is fucking testing me but I can’t figure out the why
@@musicandpoetry_8 it’s not that you don’t fit in it’s that you stand out. It’s your superpower if you use it to play the system. Sometimes you gotta lean into aspects that make you different because in the current society fitting in is seen as boring and makes you have lower status.
"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society" - Jiddu Krishnamurti
Bingo.
It’s a measure of character to continue to do the right thing when surrounded by the weak.
Ah, but can you name any society able to claim not being sick?
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I don’t have to. I have character.
"jack calls the kettle black, then jack don't go back"
I’m 33 years old and I still feel like a loner and outcast at work and in society. I see other people be “normal” and wonder to myself why I can’t be like them. And the truth is they are better at faking their happiness with their smiles. I can’t fake anything and that is why I appear weird because I’m actually showing my emotions without hiding it.
Yeah, i got ya, I'm too blunt to be subtle.
Not everyone is fake. Ofcourse everyone has good and bad days. To connect with people you have to adjust which is not being fake. We can't get everything by just being ourselves all the time.
@@ft-sd6ux Yeah that's true that we have our authentic sides that's not fake. I also wouldn't recommend anyone to try so hard by adjusting if there's no reciprocity.
Yep me too, I’m too real and blunt and people are opposed of the truth and more mad I’m not able to hide it. Why can’t we all come together and be supportive of the truth
I relate a lot too this, I am very blunt and will be honest when going through a bad time and it feels like people want you to pretend like you are "fine" all the time.
"If you're a little weird or awkward, no one likes you." I feel that.
That probably because you are weird and awkward too so you see the similarities. But don't make a pathetic attention seeking video it's dull and been done loads
Yep. I like someone, don't fit in well but still trying in ways to contribute to him. Some people just have a profound effect on you, without being able to filly explain why.
except Men have 100000 X harder lives than women. Women honestly don't even have anything to complain about. They will never know the sufferings of man.
I can definitely relate to that, feeling insecure, awkward, and gawky. I never married and am 47. There are days when I can't think of anything better in my life after work.
@@kristinadospoy7347 try being horrible to people worse off than yourself it makes you feel better and more powerful
"Everything about life has to do with other people and I don't want to be around other people anymore, because all it is is disappointment every time." This statement in particular hits hard. This is essentially 90% of how I feel around most people nowadays.
Reminds me of the quote: "expect the worst then you'll be pleasantly surprised"
Although this is quite useful
You're not alone bro, I feel exactly the same way, you've no idea
Many do. I truly feel like I was born into a world I’m not supposed to be in. If your an empath then unfortunately you set yourself up to get used.
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I felt like this for most of my life so far. I had a point where I was tired of being overlooked and treated like I was invisible. That’s when I started acting like an arrogant selfish douchebag piece of garbage just like everyone else. Pretending to like people that I know are scumbags to get ahead. Stepping on the heads of people who didn’t speak up for themselves so I could have opportunity. Having no regard for other peoples feelings and straight up ghosting anyone who didn’t improve my situation. Guess what happened. Women showed ten times the interest in me. Career advancement seemed to just fall into my lap. More opportunities. Literally every aspect of my life has improved. I still have my very few people that I am genuine with but that’s it. The only difference between me and the majority of other successful people that you see getting why they want day to day is that they are shallow minded morons who justify their selfish and arrogant behavior and convince themselves they aren’t scumbags and I am 100% premeditated and with purpose. Stop clinging on to that idiotic moral code and sense of good because I absolutely promise you that one day when you do you are going to look back and wish you dropped that nonsense a long time ago.
I'm 64 years old divorced after 30 years retired living alone with no friends and a fucked up family. I totally hear you! I can't stand being around people, and I'm lonely a lot when I'm alone. I know it's not going to change until I die.
I have a feeling that no one feels so loser in life. I can say that you have no idea how much I have suffered I'm willing to do anything for money because I’m absolutely bored Life is only fun for stupid people. I don't know where justice is when some people are born rich and some people are born poor God be damned if he is the cause of this
I’m left speechless by the fact that a total stranger was able to express every single concern and negative thought I’ve ever had over the last few years so precisely and accurately.
Trust me you’re not alone man. I absolutely know how you feel on every single aspect of this topic, to the core. Stay strong, we’re in this together.
Same for me
A lot of people have realized just how people genuinely are, well I did in 2020. The change in people was rapid and they turn on others just so quickly. People have been totally controlled by the MSM for years, and still damn well are. The thing is, stay focused on what is good and right for you, stop worrying about what others think, because they really don't matter and are not worth it as they are self centered to the max and of course they are not interested in your problems, they are fixated on themselves. Nobody should ever kill themselves, they won't care about that either, but you will be lost even to God if you do that! This guy needs to realize there is not much time left for any of us, and that is the damn truth.
I add my voice to this too, really relate to this 👍
i don't feel so ALONE anymore. i didn't realize i was depressed. i thought it was just me and that's just how it is. thank you for sharing your thoughts .big hugs friend 👍@@TomNoles007
Rights it’s scary how accurate his description of life is to the way I see life and his thought process is so similar to mine it truly did scare me for a bit
You discovered an army of people who can relate to you..... you're not alone. Thanks for the video
It’s funny how we’re all here feeling the exact same but we could pass each other at a coffee shop and never know 😞
@@musicandpoetry_8 people should try to talk to each other more often than usual. It all starts with a "hey" or a "hello"
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@@jasonzacharias2150 only people in this entity can talk to people within the entity
And as planned we are all scattered (no actual unification) with our feelings captured on a computer
You are expressing what millions of people feel. Isolation sucks, but we get more isolated all the time. You’re smart and sensitive, which is a recipe for alienation. Stay strong, and learn to appreciate your own company. You’re not crazy; it’s the world that is crazy.
The sheeple are the herd, but you are smarter 😊
@@ginakelley749 They are a Hive Mind.
@@reesedaniel5835Bro I've been thinking we live in some sort of Matrix. I have been noticing a lot of people acting similarly weird like they are possessed by an agent or something of that nature... I don't understand why people think you are crazy if you think such things, but people need to understand that life is a lot weirder than we know.
So true
Right from the advent of internet and social media, I realized that there’s no single feeling, thought, experience that felt that no one else does.
Your feeling is what millions feel and do through.
You’re not alone.
I think about some of those things my self.
Life is actually weird‼️
The biggest crime against humanity is this society. I feel you brother, keep pushing.
Someone finally says what no one wants to admit. We’re used to feeding on lies because that’s the way humanity has raised itself on.
Yep, fed that positive BS otherwise we’d all lose it and have a breakdown. Those fakers can’t admit this whole thing is complete and utter bollocks and a waste of time. I feel so sorry for newborns… I’ve only got 20 to do..👍🏼
Bollocks means many things for us English but this term means fucking bullshit! We're fed lies as soon as we're born people are starting to wake up
Sad but true
I'm not used to it at all. It shocks me that people say this type of thing that it's normal to live a lie. No it's not. You're making the world worse by lying and going along with the lies. I was super afraid of lying until my 40's and it's so frustrating that other people expected me to lie my way through work and social situations.
wrong info here ladies and gents
I always felt like I wasn't normal... but one day I just stopped caring to fit in. Once I decided that, I felt happy. I'm an introvert and love being alone... well, actually, I talk to God a lot, and never feel alone
i feel superior knowing i am NOT like the normie, they repulse me.
@@deathvalleybro9320 im 19, and feel the same man i wouldn't say i feel superior or suuper repulsed
but when i hear people physically speak out things tied to pointless internet culture/ slang
or talk about legitimately nothing of value so often it makes me think that real connection is dead
and if i'm not a certain height or attractiveness, with a certain attitude i'm heading to a place of immense disappointment
Don't give up my man I know exactly how you feel
yeah man.. u got it right! 💪 i do the same thing. God is so cool.
@@UnknownBrowser changing image can help.
i went from 7 stone to 17 stone and also became a body language expert, i know now how to hold command and have presence around people, this forged many new paths for me. you can alter your image and it changes peoples perception of you.
"People don't care about any of your issues or how you feel" That's the truth.
This has been true for 10,000 years, and the ancients found a way to cope with this reality. What’s your excuse?
That's irrelevant. Nobody can make you happy or fulfilled except you no matter how much they may want to.
it can be a self fulfilling prophecy. if you truly mean those words that means you are one of those sucky "people" too.
I def feel like I'm not supposed to be in this World 🤔🤔🤔
@@virtuerseRelax grandpa.
The thing you said about having a screwed up family and that pretty much determining the rest of your painful existence…. Was so real
Very impressive how you have articulated so clearly how millions of people around the world feel.
Basically normal .. lazy , lost , stupid , spoiled , no ambition .., waiting for a miracle 🤪😅🤣💩
They act like they care but they really don't those people are fake and they don't deserve to be here
I'm 51 and I've felt like this for about 41 of those years. I'm even married and have 3 kids, and that can be fun sometimes, but this world still feels like I crash landed on it and my real home is somewhere far far away in another galaxy...
That's all I want in life. Someone to wish me a goodnight for once and have the support of her presence, and little blessings that I could raise to ensure the continuity of my bloodline; a family who I could love and provide for. I'm in my 30s and have been living alone for many years, and my last relationship destroyed a lot of my hope as there were drugs involved. Just a lot of betrayal, and living with thought that I could find her dead any moment; became too, and I tried so hard much to help but severing the relationship saved her. She was forced to get help...funny how she's married now lol. Ever since for me, well I get to sit and ruminate in it. My parents who aren't getting any younger are far away and I barely ever see them, on top of one them being ill. I want to please my family and Lord, and I just want to feel joy in life. For once, I just want reassurance that things will be ok.
Yeah, I feel it too, I'm almost 50, and I see this world as ridiculous, stupid and a constant Monty Python sketch at the same time. Well, Monty Python is funny, most of the world most of the time is not. Good luck to your family!
All you can do, basically, is try to find people you like and stick with them and find a hobby or/and job you like. Sounds easy, is f.cking hard unfortunately.
I think we feel like we are alien to this place and it sucks because this is NOT the ultimate. We know this is not utopia/heaven. Right now is like living in the matrix, and we are learning lessons as best as we can. Maybe part of it is to see how much things can suck when there is corruption of things/people and sin. Then after we learn here we go onto the next thing. This is like an intense study session or an intense work out to build stamina to be ready for the next stage. Although sometimes I wish there was nothing after this it was just lights out, there is too much evidence that this is not the case and our consciousness/soul continues after our bodies.
**Also, if the world is a sick place, it would mean we were sick too if we were well adjusted to it. We are poorly adjusted to the sickness in this world when we ourselves are not like the world.
Im the same age. But you have a family. I don’t.
I feel the same way, the last 20 years. I am 53, married with one child. Life sucks, just living with no purpose, you know. I don't want to die, I've never thought about dying, but I find no joy in life. I have nothing in common with my wife, friends, colleagues. Life is about sharing pleasure and joy and sadly, I don't seem to find people to do that.
I am 73 years old and I have thought and felt the same way you do. I've tried so hard all my life and I could never get ahead. I always put others ahead of me. I had a stroke 4 weeks ago just when I was getting so close to getting caught up with my financial situation. The only ones I cared for and loved were my dogs. Now they are gone. I've always wanted to know what did I do so wrong to have such a difficult life. But you're young. Don't ever give up. You come across like a very deeply thinking and feeling young man. I can relate! Sending you a big hug!
Hey there, I hope you are recovering and feeling better now. Sorry about your dogs too. Maybe you should get another one!
" NOT GIVING UP" IS JUST AN OPINION. MAYBE IT IS ALL THE WAY AROUND, NOT GIVING UP IS KEEP SUFFERING WHEN YOU COULD HAVE A BETTER OPTION, WHAT KEEPS US GOING IS.....FEAR ! MAYBE IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION, DEATH MIGHT BE THE WAY OUT, BE FREE, FREE YOURSELF FROM A CORRUPTED, DESTRUCTIVE, GREEDY SYSTEM. I DON'T FIT IN. WHY SHOULD I KEEP GOING !?!?
"hope is the worst of all evils, because it prolongs man's torments.” Frederick Nietzsche
Bruh, at 37, I have no tangible reason to believe shit is ever gonna get any better. Pretty sure its already peaked and even then shit fuckin sucked!
I care. I can't say it gets better. I wish i could. I dont want to play anymore either but I just keep plugging along hoping to get smooshed like a bug on the ground one of these days
@@melissawilliams7238I’m 25 and feel like I’ve lived 10 lifetimes with the amount of bullshit I’ve had to go through. Some of us are dealt shit cards that we do not deserve. My mom told me this morning word for word to “just keep plugging along” but that’s all I’ve ever done🥲 I am so tired, I am a shell, how am I supposed to work my way up when all I want to do is not be here around our strange ass species. I’ve worked 5 different jobs this year already and still can’t pay my rent month to month without help, I am so tired and doneeeeee
Feel lucky to feel weird because we’re in a world with idiots
So true but feeling weird amongst these people is hell
Ahem *Of idiots
@@musicandpoetry_8not really. They make humanity look bad.
My mom just died. Legit a few hours ago. I’ve seen this more than 10x. My dude speaks true. I come back to listen so that I’m not alone.
Patrick im so heartbroken for you..I love you brother 💔
😢😢.
I'm sorry buddy. Wishing you strength. Lots of it.
bro ur strong asf fr man lmk if u wanna talk or play some shit idk man genually wish the best for u tho
Sorry for your lost brother, stay strong.
My condolences! Stay strong.
I’m 73 and have felt like I never fitted in and was different . I don’t belong in this world. Making me cry cause I know the feeling
OMG is as if I wrote the same line!
Exactly
Good almost over for you
@@scholaroftheworldalternatehist. your reply has made me laugh
@@JaniceCole1950 15 year old boy here, struggling to understand why society is so messed up.
I'm a 36 year old Marine Corps Veteran. People=Sh!t. I know it sucks...the feeling of loneliness. But when you have been back stabbed as many times as me you start to realize people ain't worth sh!t. Your better off on your own. The more alone you feel the more powerful you become. When you take people out of the equation all your focus is on yourself. Master your body and forge yourself into a weapon. Master your mind\spirit and no one can ever break you. You are not alone. That voice inside your head is the only friend you will ever need.
I appreciate this. One of the better more thoughtful comments.
You are right! It feels like I’ve been trapped for the longest time with my own family, who’ve been happily stabbing me in the back for the longest time. For too long, I’ve been putting off talking with a therapist on how to get away from them, and I will reach out to one tomorrow! I’m tired of letting my life pass me by just to please them! Why even? They don’t appreciate me and have pretty much ruined any chance for me to move forward in my career because it was something that they picked for me! All I want is to be alone and free, far away from them and anyone else that knows them!
@@ihsuFM89 I have the exact problem you're not alone
I have to disagree with you. We are social creatures, and being alone is only gonna be more detrimental to your health. You need a mindset shift
This is the essence of a champion
I relate to you so much bro. I hate feeling like I’m watching everybody else enjoy life while I watch outside the window
Comparison is the thief of joy. Looking at things from a different perspective helps me in various situations. What you see from people is what they want you to see or what other people want you to see. They could be going through shit as well. While you’re watching through the window make sure the room you’re in is good.That you’re good. When you’re where your looking at the view would be alot better from your eyes
@@paradisemental cope
@@felizjuevez5124 huh
I'm 65 and have felt the same in the past. The problem is you are trying to 'fit in' to a 'normal' life. I discovered being alone IS normal for many of us. Modern life IS bullshit, you have awakened. Create your new path alone and stay strong. In time, others will follow you.
So true..Ive always wondered what this hypothetical "normal " is. There is no such thing as normal in this society.
@@ericknudten7272So true
44 yr old Marine combat veteran. You just described the plight of males today. Spent 10 yrs serving with three tours. I’m still talked down to and ridiculed by complete self centered shallow strangers over nothing except for simply being in their immediate vicinity. If they only knew I could snap their neck with one maneuver. But I don’t. I smile and walk away. Believe me, we are all tired too.
❤ I see people. Every time I see a Vet. I Smile with a depth of respect and nod good day! It’s Jesus in me ❤
its a sad truth brother, men of all ages are alone. I really wish there was an easy way to connect with each other.
THIS IS HOW I FEEL EVERY DAY WALKING NEAR OTHER PEOPLE WHO TALK DOWN TO ME
@@DavidGlennWilliamson Yes, I went to the store yesterday and people are more miserable than ever and take it out on me. I’m glad you spoke up! I have nervous system disorder and they made me more nervous. I felt like shrinking inside myself. I Love me and like me so I will stay in my room until too hungry and have to go to the store. Jesus is my best friend. He thinks I’m kick ass! And he thinks I’m cute too 🥰
I feel the same way, I don't belong here
You are normal. The people in this world are fake and once you see things for what they REALLY are its hard to unsee it. I STRUGGLE WITH THIS EVERYDAY. I'm 39 and I understand you completely
You're wise, and insightful.
Yes, most wear masks.
Religion is one of the worst for hypocrisy.
So True!!
I feel like as a sensitive and kind person, I’m moving through a dystopian world where people are constantly trying to bring me down, my family, friends, people I meet at work or just a majority of the people I meet and I want friends but since most people are so shitty, I stay friendless, lonely and depressed
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I feel lonely sometimes, but loneliness is an emotion. It passes.
Love yourself. Relish the moment. Every moment has a treasure.
Your happiness is within you.
@@musicandpoetry_8Many people are very different than you. They are very social but that is very hierarchy oriented. For me as a scientific person I was often attacked for making correct observations. They then still need you to "defuse the bombs", but anyway. I later understood that they see authenticity as a threat to their social identity and they will hate you even though you are only trying to help. It's going to sound harsh but if a wasp stings you you aren't sad and you have to treat most people the same
I feel this and have felt this for my entire life. Im so fucking tired of existing and being isolated and alone. This human need for connection and people makes me pissed off because deep down its all I want, and to be part of a community with people who care about eachother but people have traumatised me so much that I can't function in any area of my life. People and relationships are hell. This world is hell. Like you said nothing gets better no matter how hard you try. It just fucks you over again and the weight of chronic loneliness will just keep on crushing you until you die.
At 57 years old, I am you! I spent 15 years worried about being by myself. I finally realized the only reason I felt bad about my situation, was because I had been brainwashed by society to think it was a bad thing. I finally said screw society and what they think of living as a singular. Finally I did not feel so bad about it. Things will change when they are supposed to, until then I am going to enjoy the hell out of my own company, also enjoying the things I want to do without having to ask anyone else's permission, or plan around their demands.
Spot on...when you begin to realize the disaster that most people are and how abnormal modern society really is things get easier.
Exactly like WHITNEY HOUSTON SAD IN HER SONG THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL IS LEARNING TO LOVE YOURSELF IS THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL
That's the spirit! I definitely recommend getting yourself a pet, dog or cat - they love you unconditionally, unlike some humans!
@@ginakelley749 more like, "unlike all humans"
Be you and never regret it. Just keep going. All the best for you! 🏋
Hey Mari, Here is my story. I grew up in a poor abusive household with a single parent. I did not have any friends and spent all my time alone with my dogs. Everyone hated me cause I was weird and wore poor people clothes. I moved to Canada when I was 18. Became a nurse and started working all the time. (all the overtime) I saved up a lot of money and just recently got engaged to a beautiful young lady who is super kind and a wholesome person. We just bought a farm an hour and a half from the city. Its 52 acres!!! Now we can stay away from people forever!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its gets better. But you got to make it better. Also just saying... you seem legit cool! Hope you the best.
Happy to hear that life got better for you bro. You just mirrored my thoughts about how cool this dude is.
yeah, once you grow out of the initial realization "woe is me" faze that life fucking sucks for most people- it's pretty straightforward on what you have to do. Eventually you will be too tired to even give a fuck and you'll at least have some money/things and get stronger in some way.
t. boomer who lived life on easy mode
@@TTH4 me? I’m 32! Lol
@@Denergyonix No, I was referring to @mjgll, although you are quite old too
I was molested at the age of 5, growing up the only thing I wanted was to be left alone away from people. I realized dealing with human nature is the most draining thing I have to face. I tried bonding with people and told them of my past for them to acknowledge me with some habits I want to change. I got some hate from speaking about it, you see the discomfort in their eyes. So now I am 28 I decided to move away from people and restart. I workout, travel, create art and do things that help me out of my past.
You can open up to people! They just have to be the right people.
Your not alone. I have not experienced that same thing but other stuff.
And I think I was supportive when someone told me about what happened to him at 8 years old. It was his friends father. Some of us can support others in the right way. And we don't look away from difficult issues.
Amazing! Perfect!
Good lad....It takes a lot of bravery to speak about that, and I, as a stranger have nothing but respect for you. Stay strong brother, you're already stronger than many other people.
You have the courage of a lion. It takes a lot of courage to speak about such a traumatic thing. You have slayed the dragon it no longer lives. Be proud and happy.
Travelling is on my list too but i dont realy like beeing tok much around other people. My question do you travel to remote places in other cou tries or do you visit big citys? Whats your preference.
If anyone reads this, just know human psychology is built on a few factors. We all want the same thing. We want comfort, we need food, sleep and sex, but a big one .... we want to be a part of something, be wanted, be involved. And throughout history there has always been judgement and shaming. When we accept ourselves as an extension of the universe, we can push through the fantast of "spotlight" syndrome. The story isnt ours alone, but everything together at once. Most people don't understand or hear what I say as If i am so far out there, but let me leave you with these words. There is no safety, life is a sandbox, for us to create and explore. Never become oppressed, never become a sheep. Express yourself, explore yourself and lead with love. You are unique and special, even if you don't want to believe it, its true.
@@ahmedharkins3117 i'm sorry to hear that. I don't know what you're going through, but i hope you find relief or the answers you need.
Remember bro, you do not feel this alone. There are so many people thinking the same way.
Dude, I am 46, no friends, never married, got only part time job to get by, and lonely for the most part. I figured no matter how much effort we put into reaching out and connect to people just for the sake of friendship, things don't work out. I tell you most people are ruined these days. It's not entirely our fault if people chose to clout with others instead of us. Genuine friendship is becoming rare. I will be making similar videos like yours soon. I have learned a lot in this life so i might wanna share it with anyone who wants to listen.
I will make one too
Thanks for sharing. And yes, make videos when you get the time and inspiration to do so.
I mean listen if your socially inept don’t expect to have friends then be sad and depressed when you don’t have any also stop taking life so god damn serious you never know how things in life will start but you can decide how they end so you might as well do it with a smile. Plus you know you have to actually put in an effort as well friendship is a two way street it’s not hard just learn about the person talk about things they like with them listen to them be helpful honest it’s really not hard but I guess if you have no self confidence it’s hard but you can’t just sit there and except shit to change
Jesus will change that. He did for me.
I'm thinking about it too. Just can't seem to do it.
You just explained exactly how I felt for 20 years
Same here.
It’s such a struggle to act like you’re okay when all your thoughts are saying the worst things. Life really sucks
Whenever i feel down which is 95% of the time anyway, I think about my favorite Bruce Lee quote, *"Don't pray for an easy life. Pray for the strength to endure a hard one"*
It's all a process accepting it is hard, but I think once it happens, the weight lowera down to be managebale
I agree with him that you should try to make the best experience with the life you were given.
But at the end of the day there will have been a person that didn’t have to go through hardship and lived happily and died just like the one that has to live a hard life
but if you have the strength to endure a hard one then it basically becomes an easy one ..so don't pray for either no ? ;p
Praying is crap
The World Economic Forum psychopaths are making life worse on purpose. They destroyed community life, marriage, family, religion, belonging. I feel exactly like you do, Mari. Lost and alone, no one to turn to, learning to be ok with myself. ❤
I totally agree. I'm 55, I haven't had an easy life, but I've had a lot of happy times. Since the 'viru3' my world has collapsed. I believe that there are so many people suffering from this psyop that they're waging on us. The world has been driven crazy & I think anyone intelligent enough to see it is probably feeling the same way. When you feel like there's no future, you lose all sense of purpose in living.
@@TheMrrabbit1968 you’re right. It’s hard to live with no hope and no future. I’m working hard on turning my will and life over to the care of the higher power. Living in the moment and looking for what I can give to others is all I can focus on now.
It’s like the whole world has a broken heart.
Hey! I just wanted to remind you that you are not alone. Jesus loves you so much. He will give you a reason to live, if you turn to Him. He will never leave you nor forsake you. Have a blessed day! 😊🕊
You’re just saying ideas not facts. Take a real look at reality
All the things you mentioned don't make sense either, neither the family, nor the wife's or children nor anything material nor traditional values.
All of those things you mentioned are perpetual ties that nature uses to maintain the cycle of death and life. The best of all would be not to exist.
It’s not you, it’s them.
The fact you have this kind of insight at your young age, proves you have a special heart, so don’t give up.
As a 45 year old guy I feel bad for him.
I noticed a change in society for the worse in 2006. That was the year society entered 1st stage of decay.
Society today is depressing.
Im 35 and I feel the same bro. I fit nowhere, no deep connections, and my life sucked from the day I was born. When things seem to go well I get pulled right back to my old miserable life. Dont know why i cant have a normal life like everyone else
Reincarnations bro ! Don’t worry just let it go and put your DONT CARE MODE AND PRAY TO GOD IF YOU CAN ! GOD REALLY SAVED ME ! ❤
Gym
what happened to you the day you were born?
@@jondaniel6948 war and almost died of disease
@wzupppp sorry to hear that, what country were you born in?
I’m 20 & what you described is literally what I’m feeling right now. No friends, No girlfriend, can’t hold a conversation with anyone. Always stuck in my mind just thinking about all the bs. I’m glad I stumbled across your video bc it does kinda comfort me knowing I’m not the only one that feels this way.
Same ..
I isolate on purpose.
I m just an introvert. I guess
Honestly i feel miserable
But at the same time I have no clue about what to do.
I feel trapped
Same here…
You’re 20 wait til you get to 37…..
Love life miracle will happen, I speak from experience. My memoir Love of Life - A Miraculous Story! will release early next year.
Lol@@ckrazy813
The modern world is so much worse than how the world was in the 90s and early 2000s. People ghost you, they don’t care about you, and if you don’t fit in then they will target you. Life is actually hard every single day. If you’re not a fake person, you will struggle massively.
I completely resonated with what you said and the depression has set in with me too. I consider myself one of the lucky ones though because I do have a family that loves me and I love them back. I don’t have any children or a partner though, and I think I will be alone forever because I do not like people.
I wish you luck on your journey. Just gotta try to make the best of it 🙏🏼
The problem is smartphones. Being constantly connected changes people's behaviour too much
@@emmaphilo4049 💯
@@emmaphilo4049 The problem is narcissism and lack of empathy.
People will show their frustration in different ways. Some will be like this guy, dissapointed at his own species and avoiding contact; Others will try to hurt before they get hurt, and some will be cruel for no reason at all... it's a problem that expands on itself, further amplifying it's effect.
The culture, the work system and people's education are probably the real villain that is making society be this way. Technology just make these things more evident.
God bless Lauren ❤
@@emmaphilo4049agreed. It’s terrible.
For what it's worth, it's somewhat comforting listening to you. You're definitely not alone. ❤️
Any person willing to talk about the human conditioning, and refuses to control people, and refuses to be controlled, is stronger than they think
BRAVO!!!! :)
And controlling people is not the same as demanding a baseline level of mutual humane decency out of one another
Ive been hospitalized 4 times for mental illness. I live a lonely painful life. 😞 i feel you man.
god bless you bro
I pray for your peace of mind and a happy future..Take care brother x
I've been hospitalized like 3 times or something. 3 big times.
3 times here. I am getting discharged tomorrow. I get it.
Get off the phone, and communicate. You'll young people stay on the mobile phone.
I feel this young mans pain. I feel the same way, too. Life is getting too expensive. Inflation is still on the rise. People don't want to hire you. It's just unreal and really sad.
Where you live bro? I got 2 jobs for you that WILL hire you
foodservice, always hiring
Entry level: 20 years experience required
I understand what you mean and how desesperate and depressing it can be just stay strong and try to hold on to your love ones and keep trying to work 🙏🏼
Well said. Groceries are INSANELY expensive.
I'm 27 and feel the same way as you do. Some nights I really wish I had someone to talk to and cuddle.
28 and same 💔
@@callmediffuse I hope life will send you someone who is wonderful 🙂 You are worthy of love
😂😂😂😂😂
the thing that really crushes me is that i don't think i'll ever be truly happy ever again. i feel like I'm not cut out for this world. i feel like a total disappointment to everyone including myself.
Wow, I feel that way all the time. Wish I could help you.
@@andrewwabik5125 thanks man. i really appreciate it, but i don't think anyone can even help me
take a solo trip through another continent and you can be whoever you want to be. Its refreshing and give a different perspective of life
Me too feel like I should have never been here I'm total waste I'm not lying at all I have no reason too be here
@@woodroblue8332 hey, what’s up? Is there any specific reason, or do you just feel that right now?
You're not alone, man. I can definitely relate to everything you said. 😬 I’m 24 years old, autistic and really struggling to find my place in this fast-paced modern world. Everything feels so 'alien' to me here and I feel like I was made to live on another planet... Where kindness, community and differences are actually celebrated.
you set your mind to who you are and want to be
yes i Believe Satan the God and Ruler of this 🌍wants to keep people lonely and Depressed so they kill themselves and be seperated from the love of Jesus Christ Forever and Ever! 😢its a sad Reality people Commit Suicide while Jesus God Himself Died on the Cross for their Pain and Sin ):
Yup... same here😅
Yes, it’s such a harsh place, it’s never really been for me, the things that happen here, the people, it’s like an army assault course but mental as well as physical. Looking forward to cross line, if I had a choice to take part it would be a massive “no”.
Same man, I have asperger's and adhd, depression and anxiety, ocd. Life is a mess rn and it doesn't feel worth it to live with autism and adhd for the rest of my life. The good times do not feel worth the pain and exhaustion, and trauma.
I wish I had a friend like you. Someone who’s real. Everyone is so fake nowadays it’s pathetic. Can’t be real with anyone cause no one cares and it makes them uncomfortable to talk about real issues that are going on.
I volunteer ✋🏽
How do we connect??
Same here. I feel like he’s the one person in this world that gets it. Everyone around me is a performer.
Exacly!! I respect and really like people who can show themselves vonorable.
@@anweshakar146 Hi Anwesha, shuvra this side. I'm 21F from Assam and I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts from the last past 5 months after my breakup. I'm also dealing with extreme loneliness, please help me.
I stopped trying to be real years ago. Mostly everyone in real life is npc like.
I've never heard someone describe exactly how I feel about myself and the world. I'd love to be your friend, because I feel like we'd get on really well. Thank you for posting this.
You're sensitive, intelligent, handsome and articulate. You're valuable. This video has helped thousands. YOU'VE helped thousands!! Just breathe, sweetheart. ❤
How should this help anyone? He is obviously not the smartest. He has a simple representation of what reality is and how it is supposed to be. He doesn't seem to be able to recognize his own matrix. I don't see how you would make such absolute statements otherwise. Life is complicated. I feel sorry for him ofc.
@@19DavidVilla96 he is low iq af
The modern world has created this feeling. Humans are not meant to live like this. My heart breaks for his generation.
@@19DavidVilla96there is a big flaw with this thinking too. You think there is a “best view” of what life is meant to be when in reality there is no “best” there only is “is” no view is better than another after all because it’s all delusion
another false hope giver lol
this is so relatable and real. i wish more people posted these kinds of videos
Thank you. That’s why I posted cause I felt like no one talks about this stuff and I have no one to talk to about it so I had to release all these thoughts I had built up. Hope you’re doing well thanks.
@@Marifilmsso we should do something
@@Marifilms You young people have undergone massive social engineering done by Democrats. Good teachers have been driven out by the teacher's unions and unruly children. They plan for you to just give in and become like them. What your abusers fear most: truth & Jesus.
They do they don't get views because their channels are not popular. Such as mine i I got no views for almost a year
They do but they don't get aby attention
I wouldn’t wish this upon my worst enemy. I know exactly how you feel. For years I tried and tried but nothing works. Got attractive, got jacked, become funny, etc. Anything I could try to be a better person & more enjoyable person fails. I blame social media, smart phones, & bad education. 99% of people are f*cking idiots & are asleep 24/7. People like us, are extremely rare it’s ridiculous.
Love your channel bro
Ikr! I remember the world before the 2010s and it was a much better world overall. Sure it wasn't Heaven, but it was much closer to it than whatever came after it.
@stevo6891im 28 and have felt the same ever since i was about 14, social media is horrible & has ruined people, i think more people today are lonelier than you realise.
It's very hard, too hard, only the strongest can survive this world.
@@ladybird491 I don't think it's about strength. That statement just isn't true. Not only the "strongest" survive in this world, but many people have lived with many weak and uncouragas people, feeble people, dull, unintelligent, uncreative people-you name it. As Shcopenhaur would say, the will to live is "an irrational, "blind, incessant impulse without knowledge" that drives instinctive behaviors, causing an endless insatiable striving in human existence." Many people have no idea why they exist, but it's simple: an instinctive desire. Biology keeps you alive enough to reproduce and pass on genes. I don't think it accounts for intelligence, rationality, or the possibility to see the world for what it is and choose whether you accept it or deny it. That is strength, that power to act on life itself to strive or deny, to proclaim that the universe, with all its might, cannot contain you. I am not a mindless drone; life will not hold me hostage when it so chooses.
This reminds me of the early days when the internet was still pretty new. Playing games online and chat rooms was the most social thing at the time. You get to meet a lot of weird people. Just hang around with people that click. Don't mess with people that just gives you a headache. Not worth your life to spend it with people you hate.
This is the best advice that I have ever seen on the Internet. Also, Nothing makes sense, and there is no reason for things happening. We human beings act irrationally, and logic is a mere illusion. If one embraces the incoherent, illogical, irrational, and chaotic nature of reality and rejects the illusion of logic and reason, one reaches true enlightenment.
This is one of the most powerful and most impactful videos i have ever seen on YT , this young guy is so brave and authentic to tell his story in no dramatic nonsense ,.no kind og fake energy like victimhood meetoo kind of vibe, just pure genuine pain and a push to connect with other people feelling the same way ...
On the contrary, he is completely playing the victim here. He says we are a born a certain way and there is nothing we can do, which is bullshit. He just doesn't want to change deep down.
Yea i mean i couldn't ask for more from a youtuber.
@@Ella-te7fe i think he wants to change, and will. Hes just venting, and hoping instead of judgmwnt he'll get understanding
And look at how many views he got; it resonates somehow. People are fed up these days in America, the West, the World... he's not alone
I felt how you felt. As a young man, I experienced what you're going through. 20 years later, I can tell you it does get better if you keep trying. Just push the boulder one inch--or even one millimeter--each day. Nothing happens overnight. No magic bullets. It's a building process. Brick by brick. Someday, you'll look back and say, "Damn, I came a long way from where I was."
That is true.
Being in your twenties is a really tough age and yes you have to push trough it. Thank you for encouraging this young man he needs people in his corner.
Great speech 😊
Not true. I'm 44 and my only friend is a 71yr old woman. My best friend's mother. She's alone too. He died (her son) in 2013 of neurofibromatosis type 1 and 2. I almost died in 01' of a stroke and massive brain cyst where I have an implanted shunt. I have no energy because my cerebellum was crushed to nothing and I live in chronic pain with no pain meds to give me a break from it. I was supposed to be completely paralyzed. He was the only one who understood pain and loneliness. I was young when I almost died, and nothing is getting "better." This whole "you're still young" narrative is crap. Time is short. It's the same now/present moment as it was then. The only thing that changes through so called time, is the story of the mind. A collective narrative that this same present moment moved to a new one. Not so. And so....time 'moves' quickly, and before you know it, it's 20-30 years later and you don't know where it all went. Blink of an eye. So, I will not blow smoke up a depressed person's rear, and say it will get better as an absolute. I won't. I have experience.
@@Shadows-RC I’m sorry that has been your experience and that you are in constant pain but I guess everyone’s experience and how they deal with it is different. I am still grateful I am here to experience what’s beautiful in life and think it is important to encourage one another through the sorrows that come with it. Well wishes 🌻to you and your friend.
I know exactly how you feel. It’s like watching a video with my mind open wide. That’s my everyday reality.
I'm 51 and homeless right now. This gen x'r knows exactly how you feel bro! God bless ya bud! ❤
Gen Xer here. Wishing you well, brother.
@@jenl3162 🙏
Gen Xer here. Try to keep your head up.
You don't have to be depressed to just get what he's saying tbh. That's what makes this video so perfect tbh.
The worst part about depression for me is when you completely think there is no solution and reality proves that to you over and over again and you end up just feeling let down. 😕
get off the pills. thats the real problem
I have been in functional depression for most of my life. I don't even know what it means to be happy. I hope for things to be better but I don't see my life getting much better. If I didn't have work to go to I wouldn't talk to anyone.
@@andrewjohn2124 YOU have been on medication, the first step in achieving happiness is getting off the pills
it's truly over man
I am 48 years old and feeling this exact way. Thank you for sharing. It helps to inspire pushing forward which I don't really want to do, but will keep trying.
Dude, I'm a grown man and still feel this way sometimes. Give yourself time to discover more about yourself. You will find a lane. Prayers to you.
That’s what I’m trying to do right now. I’m 20-years-old, and I’m trying to redirect my life and find out who I truly am
@@Timothyrpiano - me too
@@TimothyrpianoCHAMP, you’re still so young! Life hasn’t even started yet my friend. Find what you like or that you’re good at AND BECOME THE BEST AT IT!
Ppl will come to you and ppl will gravitate to you. Forget about social norms or what society expects, concentrate on you!
You got this, G!
@@guzzy4318😮7
@@guzzy4318 dont give up my friend,keep moving forward
Brother, you’re not alone. You literally just described me. I’m a 29 year old US Marine veteran, on the verge of tears right now. I can’t tell you how much this resonated with me. My whole life has been exactly the same Way you just described.. Will it get better? I don’t know, that’s what I’m telling myself. This world is fucked, even more so it seems nowadays. I used to be so extroverted and a People person, but anymore I keep to myself. People trigger me. But you are not alone, and just know hearing someone else talk about this, made me feel less alone ..
31 year old Marine vet here, same issues
yeah the government fucking sucks
@@bbqfire6199 Then come to CHRIST! get your will to live back.
As knowledge increase ,the more deceptions of this world comes clear and visible.
We all have heard the story of “ADMA AND EVE”, but we know not that:
ADAM = MANKIND, for it is a NAME, both males and females carry. Adam = not only male or males. Genesis 5:2 Male and female created he them; and blessed them, and called their name Adam, in the day when they were created. Therefore, there is no Adam and Eve, there is only ADAM
Truth is to seek`d out, to asked for, ....
bible verse:
Matthew 7:7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
truth is not given in this world. but kept secret.
And To who ever wants to become a youtuber or influencer:
Mark 8:36 For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?
Luke 9:25 For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away? Matthew 16:26 For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?
Ecclesiastes 1:3 What profit hath a man of all his labour which he taketh under the sun?
Be a influencer of truth, not of evil. Expose the masonry club /what they do and who`s in it), influence not to support it.
Let you moto be not: do what thy wilt - a mason`s qoute.
Have a moto of: GO AND SIN NO MORE
im here with you brother. 24 ive been diagnosed with Major Depression & General Anxiety Disorder. I also used to be so outgoing n talk to anyone but now im so self conscious that its hard for me to even look people in the eyes. Your message gave me camaraderie. Im trying to do better. i believe storms past, but the smallest actions we do today, minimize the next storm. Praying for you man. For all of us. We just have to keep resourcing n seeking help. Self love/compassion is not taught. Keep going, youve inspired me to keep going.
@@theharshtruthoutthereBeautiful message
I'm a 51 year old male and never had a true friend and I agree, people suck. I never even had a girlfriend. The safest place I feel is alone in my bedroom, away from society. I feel better off alone than with a group of people who make me feel lonely and can't relate to me. I have bipolar with Autism Spectrum Disorder. I was even told by some guy in my neighborhood that I have less than 1% chance of ever being accepted by society. He told me that 25 years ago.
Have you done any work to improve your situation over the years?
Truth be told, I'm 24 and the reason I've been depressed all these years is because I've never been with any girl, despite me trying over 20 times, but those 20+ times they've casted me aside; never gave me the time of day. It's all due to how I look and the money I make, instead of them accepting me for me as a human. That's why I always felt ugly and empty inside. That's why I gave up on most in life. Speaking of life, I never had that, but I wanted to build one with a girl, but again they ignore me; all I have is work for almost 5 years.
Just out of curiosity what is your relationship with the lord? Maybe you haven't received what you want because you'll just abuse it and not really love it, our you might love, but they won't love you and you may not be able to deal with it.
I cant say for sure. Take it to Jesus, or take classes on how to interact with females.
Cases like you anger me a lot because it's a reminder that cases like you are male-dominated
@@geovoniejohnson4853if you can get some money togetyer for an prostitute then its an idea. Ive been slapped and humiliated for trying with girls ive watched them run off with so called friends. Whores really stopped me going crazy coz i managed to find the release i needed. As for having a girlfriend.... man have u heard the shit they talk. I dont think i could cope
You’re right about no one gives a shit. They don’t.
When it comes down to it, they choose themselves over you.
I’m 38. I felt exactly like you when I was 15/16. Back then I lived in Africa. I came to the U.S. alone at 18 cos I just had to escape. Today my life is much better. You’re still very young. My advice is focus on your work but on your days off and spare time, develop a skill. It doesn’t matter what the skill is. Preferably coding or something in the arts world like mastering creative softwares. Once you’re great at a skill, your world opens. In college I was a photographer. I was the “weird kid” walking around taking photos of everything. Slowly as my photos got better, people started asking for photoshoots of themselves and their pets and I slowly started photographing weddings. I had more friends than I could wish for cos with photography my world opened up massively. Today I’m a registered icu nurse. I don’t do photography as a job anymore. I still do it for fun like doing shoots with random models here and there and also landscapes. Once you get a skill and you’re good at it, your world opens and you will surely make friends much easier.
I’m trying to escape Babylon hell aka the matrix of America
@@neox9369 if you think America is bad you should see 90+% of the rest of the world that lives in poverty with no means of escape or even hope of a better future.
When I was a teenager, I could go rent a game, go to the movies, hang out outside the bookstore, go get a burger, aimlessly walk the local flea market, go skating and go home.
Now the skating rink is closed down, you can download any game or movie on earth if you aren't dumb, the flea market is now just food vendors, mattresses and clothes, the cops run anyone around who shows up in front of the bookstore now, and fast food places are almost caustic to be in.
The stores you used to go visit are either replaced by crap or closed down entirely, and the activities you had to do are absent.
Really, I have zero clue what a young man is supposed to fucking do on his day off in 2024 beyond staring into the abyss.
Yeah! I feel like a lot of people are blaming themselves, but are not noticing all these societal changes you just listed. It's not a personal failure, it's a deterioration of the social fabric, even if the reason is hard to pinpoint at the moment.
This is spot on. So much of old hangouts are gone or changed. Not to mention, modern day hangouts are probably going to be $100 every time you step out the door. Most people can’t do that unless they go into credit card debt.
As a teenager, I can honestly agree. Having no father, I talk with my grandpa often, and he tells me about how much the world has changed. He told me straight up that he feels horrible that I can't experience the same things he did, and he knows that it makes me feel horrible as well when I can't do things simply because my safety is in mind. I'm not medically diagnosed with depression or anxiety or anything of the matter, but I feel that way every day I wake up and go to sleep. This world twisted me into a person I wouldnt ever think I would be in my teenage years. Miserable. Resentful. Distanced. Lonely. I bawl my eyes out every day because I question why my father committed, and he only did it so he wouldn't go to jail for not paying child support. This might just be a rant of my own, but I cant do this in person without screaming and/or breaking down in tears. Have a good day.
Nothing makes sense, there is no reason for things happening. We human beings act irrationally, and logic is a mere illusion. If one embraces the incoherent, illogical, irrational, and chaotic nature of reality and rejects the illusion of logic and reason, one reaches true enlightenment.
@@adeleinetheartist8267 I find a lot of that boils down purpose to an "everything is meaningless" stance that a lot of doomer people take on. I don't believe everything is meaningless. I know that you and I can put our own meaning to any manner of things, and frequently do. Family, connections, memories, places. It's my purpose to protect that meaning for myself and the people I care about. Throwing it away as chaos seems dismissive when have some indirect control over whether it is or isn't. You don't think you could effect the causality of the universe but at any given moment, a friend might call you in a suicidal state and the outcome of that call be a life and death situation with real cause and effect. Is that so easy to dismiss as you having no effect on a chaotic universe? I don't think so. You effected someone's life positively. Can you think of anything better?
Lol same I feel the exact same way. I’m a 26 year old girl and so done.
One thing you must never do, is let others drag you down.
As mark twain said, " The more I know people, the more I love dogs".
Dogs are great
Dogs maul people.
You're right. I'm one of those people that likes dogs much more than humans😅
Life is hard, Mari. Because it is real, not imaginary. Hang in there, bud. There are many who want you to do well and work on your behalf. Day by day, focus on what is in front of you.
You don’t know if it’s not imaginary because you don’t know what this “place” is yet… Look how immersive VR is and continues to advance. This just might be a realistic simulation! Remember that!
Life is great until you run out of alcohol.
@@Mr.Honest247 a holographic projection an illusion ;)
Trust me, man. Everyone is fighting demons, we’re all just good at putting on our masks, before heading out into society. I was the same, always an outcast, had massive self confidence issues to the point where I hated people even looking at me. Walking with my head down so drivers by wouldn’t look at me. Now I have a loving wife and two beautiful kids. Still have a lot of the issues I had when I was younger but my Wife and kids show me there is light in this world. Keep your head up man I know things will turn around for you and you find your light in this world
I guess you just have to have hope that something will work out for the best
Life is bullshit ,what a profound statement,I can comprehend how you've come to this conclusion, as I myself realized though a few books spiritual learnings let's say, and there's no purpose unless you can invent one or make one, there is no karma, there is no Universal justice, and the is a shit load of unfairness and cruelty on this planet, usually men at the back of the hell we now call reality, the truth does hurts ,even the truth that you have discovered ,at such a young age ,your issue is you became too wise to soon , you even no it's pointless to give up and die ,as this too is etched in stone , it seems like strangers can show more love and compassion than family or friends, and there are alot of strangers on this planet, we are obviously all on the same planet but most certainly in a different World than everybody else but many folk who are free thinking can relate and empathize with you , like Janis Holland says in one of her songs , it's the same fucking day, if I had kept to myself in my static caravan I would be 20 thousand pounds better off and safe and sound, but people stole ,burnt me Home to the ground , and smashed my next home to bits ,why you may ask ,well jealousy has stolen every thing from me ,when all I asked for was a humble appreciative grateful existence, let's alone in the hills ,but people are crazy and desire to see others fail ,and make sure they do ,madness, I've no answers for you other than if good things happen then a good thing has happened ,and same for shite things , it's just that you are under no illusions like the majority, stings but your awake and aware, and I care ,where I know you or not ,which I think we very similar guess we can only keep fighting the fight , life is not what you make it ,people can soon change that , like you say , luck and good fortune plays it part ,life's hard ,but it's harder for someone else , we're all strangers in a strange land ,some live in fear ,you live in fact, sending love brother ,wow do I feel you ,yes I do ,
Janis Joplin I mean
@@Timothyrpianoif ur just hoping for the best in every situation how is that working for you lol
@@zackkunkel9495 you just have to have hope
It's crazy luck just to be alive. Every living being should be happy just to have life.
You are not alone young man. You have no idea how many people relate to you. Thank you for sharing. This video is helping more people than you realize.
You have a beautiful and empathic soul...You will do great things in this world. People do care, but there are dark forces in this world trying to convince you otherwise. STAY strong.
That's right. There are people out there who care about humanity and want to make the world better. Unfortunately, it can be a struggle to find them.
I find the kinder I am, the worse things are. I’m done trying with people. I wish people like us could get together and support each other. This world is hard. I’m sorry you are hurting.
This is EXACTLY what I've been thinking to. We need to have more online group supports ans create more of those so that people don't feel so isolated and so alone. Because there were times when I've really wanted to talk to my own groups of people and I didn't have any. It's the most loneliest thing ever so it would have been quite ideal to have like-minded human beings being in one place. We need to support each other more than ever!
Kind people get eaten by the wolves.
I relate hard to this. If I’m kind and helpful people walk all over me and abuse my time and vigour. Which often leads me to spiral into being very walled off and gruff. Somehow people almost feel challenged to then be nice to me. I mean it’s flattering to get respect in that way since I’m a grown, athletic man but deep down I would love to just live very simply and in harmony with my surroundings. I just don’t have that „villain“ mentality in me. I find that so cringe and predictable. Kindness to me is the strongest emotion we can extend to each other and more often than not if someone is truly kind to me without expectation of anything I return they get a fast track toward my soul and can get an actual glimpse of the me deep down that needs to be buried not for lack of self love but rather out of protection of my own energy and self. We are so close yet so far away from being where we could be as a society.
Everybody says this but nobody really does anything about it. All it takes is like a website being made.
@@-Ohioyeah but kind people band together to kill the fucking wolf
Hi, Mari. Bro I understand what you’re going through. Sometimes I feel like I don’t belong here in this society either -many times. I wonder what my purpose is constantly. I dislike social situations with people because it’s not within my comfort zone but I can’t go through life ignoring people. Life is built on communication - that is how society runs unfortunately. I can suggest to you that being yourself is all you need to do. Be polite , be honest and life won’t seem so pressuring.
I'm 64 years old, and I've felt pretty much the same way all of my life. People, both, intrigue me, and drain me. I'm an empath, and I've discovered many people are hurting, yet, they masquerade as being "happy" I'm not a fake. I love being alone in my own company, and doing what brings me personal joy, nomatter how small...I try to be kind to whomever I can be, without being manipulated. The world is changing for the worse, and so are people... all that I can do is be a genuinely caring person...until my time is up here. Be encouraged🙏🏾
Yes well I’m an empath as well and we really don’t have a choice in being nice to all really do we, considering we feel everyone’s pain so we’ll it would be masochistic to hurt them, as it hurts us 😂
So true
You're not alone, a lot of us feel this way. I have personally been feeling like this since I was a teen (34 now). Topics like this will touch millions of people. We look forward to hearing more from you.
I'm 67 years old and gotta tell you it doesn't get any easier. Accept the things you cannot change, the courage to change the things you can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
It gets slightly easier in that the tolerance level rises, the emptiness doesn’t ’cut’ so much, but yes it can follow people around like a bad smell.
Wow you really helped out
As 23 year old that’s why I’m afraid to move from my moms place. Atleast I won’t be lonely here😢
@@bigggincognitohammy6791you’ve gotta leave the nest.
My husband and I both struggle with alcoholism and I can say that those are some very powerful words.
I used to think this way when i was a teenager but no longer. At 30 i thoroughly enjoy my life, my online buisness and the freedom ive eventually gotten.
The modern world has created this feeling. Humans are not meant to live like this. My heart breaks for you and your generation, i grew up in the 60s/70s, we never knew depression or anxiety. We were happy, truly happy. Technology, over population, terrible diets, all these things have destroyed our young, throw in a lockdown for good measure. I pray for you young man ❤ i just dont know how to fix it x im in my 50s now, and i live a very happy life, but thats because ive adapted my whole life to fit in with how i want to exist in this world.
All these mental health problems reminds me of the “dancing pandemic” where people started dancing and couldn’t stop, bc it’s a mind virus. The fact that people have a word or phrase to put to a thought or feeling, almost is like a spell put on you. And now it’s a thing.
100% TRUTH!
Thinking the same thing.
agree , i think modern living has a lot to answer for, an rotten politicians selling out children's futures.
I feel like you’re a bit ignorant here. The 60s/70s definitely weren’t perfect and not everyone was happy. I could easily list a bunch of problems many people had back then. Some things are definitely worse now, but many others are way better now
This is totally relatable. Society is not normal, it’s set up for consumerism. When I was 19 I sounded just like you. Things will improve, there is only one you and sometimes we have to project a positive outcome even though we can’t see it. Have faith and focus on yourself, you have the power to change things.
Thank you. Sneaked a peek at your channel you should post some music again ha hope things are going well.
Yes
No, it won't. I'm 50 and since my 20s, things have gradually gotten worse. I always felt I have to fit in, make this world work somehow for me. Fact is, it doesn't. And I stopped trying to change to be accepted. I'm too old for this shit. I bow to no one anymore.
@@Marifilms I felt this way at your age. If I could please share a few things I learned , I Hope you’re at a place where you can receive it.
1. Make sure there’s no untreated issues. I discovered I have ADHD and that diagnosis put a lot in focus.
2. You’re young so your brain is still developing in a way that your focus is on yourself. I’m
Not calling you selfish it’s normal development before your 30s. But you need to begin to look at what you can GIVE. who you can serve. That’s what truly gives life purpose. You’re still in a self focused phase and that can lead to misery. What do you give to the world and where could you develop your gifts to serve others. So many people need you.
3. God. However that looks to you, seek God. Without some type of relationship to the creator you will always feel a void. Just pray even if you don’t know exactly who you’re praying to. He will answer! I can tell you that Jesus is the answer but I know everyone doesn’t know him yet. He saved my entire life several times. But wherever you start, it’s a start. I would start with the Bible, but start reading in Matthew. Jesus is the key. If you do not believe that at this time, just talk to the being who made all of this. He will answer. Perhaps slowly. and in phases. And things come through good human beings who serve him as well.
4. Study the hermetic principals. We as humans have so much more power than you seem to know metaphysically. His created this universe in a way that we can participate in creation. You CAN manifest what you want. Study manifestation. Just never forget that god created that concept and it’s only possible because he allows it. Never let manifestation make you think you don’t need god Bc as things work for you , that temptation will come in. But you can manifest your life.
You need to shift your focus from self to giving to/serving others. And from the 3D created physical realm to the metaphysical and spiritual. That’s where liberation is.
@@Marifilmsand I wanted add one thing: I grew to realize that the reason I was so different is that I was created to BE the change I wanted to see. The world needs people like you. You need to BE the kind of person for others, that you’re wanting for yourself. Be that kind of coworker, friend, mate ect. Sometimes that’s your purpose. To be that light that’s missing in the world. I truly recognize that on you and I’ll bet you discover that as you grow. Sometimes we think our purpose has got to be some big major thing like becoming a leader publicly. Sometimes you’re created to be the leader in your world and for all of those you encounter. When you think like that you realize just how many people each of us touches snd affects. You can literally impact the world that way. Just think about the butterfly effect.
It is better to stay away from people sometimes. A lot of people are evil and will manipulate you and start drama for no reason. Its hard finding someone you can actually trust and talk to without being judged. I've learnt to be okay with being alone and it brings me peace.
Same here. Nowadays, I expect to be let down by people so I don't like to try to open myself up anymore.
The more people you are around, your life will be worse.
Well, it's obvious, brother, you are not alone, and it's obvious that people strangers are here that care. I can already see you will grow through this like so many of us. Chin up, little brother, as you see things change. Congratulations
I've been homeless for extended periods, I have Schizoaffective Disorder, addiction issues, and ADHD, and frigging totally get where you're coming from. So many people are in a similar boat, man. You're right. People don't give a shit, but not entirely. It's difficult to make space for other people when we're all dealing with this crap. It gets better when you stop trying to change what's happening right now, always expecting things to be the perfect way that media tricks our minds into believing... but there's beauty all around us. Especially when you realize that even feeling sad is beautiful. It means you care. Nothing is fair. But you sir, are a slice of gold. Keep rockin' buddy. Cheers.
I'm with you bro
Same hear.
Try finding a girl on your level,very rare.
Group think is the easy way for the kids and young adults. Good for you for being YOU. You are actually grown. Embrace this. You are realizing how fake everyone seems to be. Do not fit in. Be in you. Stay YOU.
Group think is always hard for me. Always found myself being a contrarian wherever I'm at.
@@Violet_Odoratasame
You actually create a lot of connection by being vulnerable like this on camera and it brings me comfort to see somebody feels like I do. It's a refreshing change to all the happy faces and ultra successful lives we normally see on TH-cam
Please hold on,sweetie, you are important in this world. I am a 65 yr. old lady and I've been where you are, after my daughter was killed at 25 years old. I had her sons to raise and they have been a blessing. prayers made a huge difference, and I will be praying for you, Mari. God has good things ahead for you, and He cares about you very much. I wish I could be there to give you a big hug. Please take care of yourself, God bless! .....Mary
Sorry about your daughter's loss. I agree with what you are saying I myself wouldn't know where I'd be without Christ. "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14:27
I doubt there is God.
Living on girl mode
Bro , every person I ever talked to or tried to connect or be friends with, blocked m, rejected me, ignored me, left me on seen, that’s how it always is for me, and I’m a good hearted guy so I don’t understand why, I treat people very kind and I have a lot of love to give. Why is everyone disgusted by me?!
You have just said everything I've felt my entire life....
well just dont take meds and you will be fine
You're not alone, man. I'm 29, alone, I live by myself in other country, no friends, no family, nothing. I'm seeing everyone in the streets with their friends/girlfriends/wives etc being happy and having everything they want, when they want very easy while I work my fkin ass off to have barely minimum of what they have. I became cold af that I barely feel something. Sometimes I want to cry but I can't. Only God can do something at this point.
This is real. Thank you brother for sharing. I love you for that
Eu me tornei frio também ao longo de alguns anos. Eu sei que estou em um beco sem saída. Tenho o meu pai como companheiro e sinto que ele percebe que eu estou no fim da linha mas ele não pode fazer muito por mim a não ser continuando a me amar e me dar suporte. Tenho pena de mim mesmo por não ter conseguido dar orgulho a ele, ter um dado um neto. Sou filho único e sinto tristeza maior ainda por isso. Já que não posso dar orgulho a ele seguir a linha da família. Me sinto derrotado a mercê da misericórdia de Deus
Maybe you are not taking enough risks for what you really want. U seem to suffer from this situation but do u really put action toward your goals? Do u face ur fears and overcome them? I mean, you want friends but maybe you are afraid being rejected or being yourself in front of others or you are too self centred. You want a girlfriend but u are too afraid to talk to a woman or you bring bad energy cause you always complaining. Life is not just existing, life is pushing your limits and all you want is beyond your fears and limitations. U attract what you are. We are all humans, the only difference is our mindset. Some are optimistic and fight back, some are pessimistic and complain. In both case life will not change for you, you have to adapt or you will stay in this state and waste your life, and I guarantee nobody will care. So take care or YOUR life now, you are young but time flies. What do u prefer? A dull life full of regret? Or a life full of experiences and good memories? U choose
I can relate to living in a foreign land without any support. It's not easy at all.
@@norbatdepaname I think you summed it up perfectly. It's optimistic vs Pessimistic mindset. I was extremely pessimistic from my teens and all through my 20s. I'm 36 now and it took like 5-6 years of reprogramming my mind set into thinking more positively. My coworkers are a lot of pessimistic minded individuals and they all joke about how positive I am all the time. If I'm tasked with something no one wants to do, I don't ask "why me?" or assume I'm being punished or singled out, I just assume I was chosen because it's my turn and they know they can rely on me to accomplish the task.
If there is one thing I've noticed over the years, those of us who continuously fail, have a tendency to create their own reality and hold themselves back because they are trapped in their own mind, full of doubts, insecurity, and anger with a victim mindset. If they can break away from a negative mindset and reprogram their brain gradually with positive reinforcements, stop comparing their situation to others, be content with their current situation and finding things to be thankful for, while striving for a better life, than they can improve. People should set realistic goals and stop trying to compete with the Jones's. You may perceive them to be well-off and happy, but for all you know, that person with a 3 story home is hundreds of thousands in mortgage and credit debt just to keep up appearances.
My own situation isn't exactly ideal for my age but I try to find the positives in everything and know I can keep improving. I've often struggled with taking risks but when I do, they almost always pay off and if they fail, it was a good learning experience.
I give a frack. I am watching. You are not alone. Many of us feel like you do. We are all misfits to a certain degree, but here we are, sharing together because you took the chance to reach out on YT.
I wish people like us could give each other
These are good vids. We can all relate and it is helping me a bit.
Thank you for posting this. I slapped myself hard in the face repeatedly today and have been deeply upset all week. It’s comforting to hear that others feel this way too and now I feel like I can close my eyes.
Listening to you is so therapeutic because you're saying everything we all have been wanting to say for years. Thank you for existing. ♥️
So many, thousands of people engaged with your video. It shows that a lot of people feel out of place, weird, alone and that they don't belong in this "reality". You created your own little movement just by being you. It's a pretty big deal. ❤
I agree with you. Life is boring as fuck and people suck. If you are a bit weird its kinda over. My only advice is try to find people that are similar to you.
Move to another town. Cant be depress forever
I agree, if you feel weird and like m one gets you find other people as weird as you
Life is so fuucking boring, I wish sleep lasted 20 hours in every 24. Dull, doing a fricking job as dreary as hell and WORKING with exactly the type of characters that you hate. Eating roughly the same type of foods all year, never enough fn money to get through. Utter bollocks. I can’t wait to get out of the trap. I’ve hated every minute since I was 5 years old. It’s not for me and if I had the choice to live again I’d ram it up the ass. And what makes it worse is seeing fellow humans going through even worse and I’m thinking where the fuk am I. Hell hole
Once you get to know Jesus you whole perspective changes trust me.
@@dennisiriele4379 Stop preying on people in their time of need. If a god is so natural and needed, he’d have figured it out himself.
Im surprised to find someone else who verbalizes and understands this feeling.
Word for word.