New Year, Videos Every Day | Lucy Moon
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- I think I drank too much, I'm still afraid of growing up.
Welcome to a video every day in January! We start with this bright and optimistic number from 3am in Lucy's bedroom.
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Damn lucy I love you so much
love you bby
Lucy Moon I SHIP
Asha VLOGS OMG SAME
Those glitters look so cute
I think i teared up on the last part
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my first poptart I need this in my life
really love the lighting + the glitter
"...stop unintentionally getting less sleep, stop unintentionally not eating. I want to prioritize myself and my mental health".
Same.
Lonsterrr same
Lonsterrr Sa... oh bums, I think I just failed that first one 😳 May or may not have had anything to do with sipping tea and "just one more vid" 😅
SpanielBounce lol nooooo go sleepppp you can do it i believe in you
I thought you said "I want to make myself better through positive memes" n I was like yes I relate
Seriously though, I really loved this video and you
Every time you talk, you just make so much sense to me because I hear a lot of me.
Prioritising yourself and your mental health is an excellent idea. I'm really looking forward to seeing daily videos from you in January - that will brighten up my month! Happy New Year!
I think self-improvement is not a linear process. During periods when ones energies and willpower are strong you need to take advantage by pushing forward hard. When ones energy ebbs one should take a little time to recharge the batteries by self-nurturing activities. The most important thing is to create and maintain a habit of vigilance against indulging in destructive thoughts, feelings and behaviors. Gradually one can change their nature and discover the real within oneself. It's life's greatest challenge that offers the greatest reward, joy.
Yayyy. for VEDJ 2017 !! !
Self-care and sleep are magical. I hope your 2017 is amazing.
This is exciting and I'm pumped to watch more of your stuff! Hopefully it inspires me to actually do VEDA but ~time~
I have faith in you!! Always inspired by your creativity xx
I'm on a forced journey to self improvement too, since last month. So far, it only brought me insomnia and weight gain...I supposed it takes time to regain some kind of control. Happy new year Lucy, and stay strong. Looking forward to more videos from you! ❤❤❤
you're so beautiful. The way you look,act,talk,speak, it's all stunning
For some reason I've been finding it hard to watch any TH-camrs really for the tail end of the year but somehow you have this thing that is easy, I can ease into your videos. I know I'll see a bit of pain half the time, I know something will often be there that feels less like TH-cam and more like some old friend's diary entry, and there's hurt and hope and some weird sense of calm, and it cuts right into that weird lost online feeling. I want to live out there in the real world too. Let's do our best. Take care and have a sweet and fresh new year.
Nice choice of hard light and dramatic background for the chat. Sweet edit.
Vedj is one of my favourite things about new year
this video made me cry so much, I also definitely did not like new year this year, I'm not one for it usually anyway, but this year was so hard, on Saturday evening I was miserable because another year was coming and I didn't want it to, not that I wanted to stay in 2016 but more kind of - put simply, I didn't want to live long enough to see 2017. I don't like my life, in fact it's fair to say I absolutely hate it. But I'm still here, and so are you, and we just keep going don't we, right? Xxx
+Louisa Rhodes Yes, we keep going. Life has many peaks and troughs and we can work through them to happier times. Lots of love 💕
Louisa Rhodes I feel like this too. I've been staying away from youtube because I can't stand the New Year New me shit. Everything about the new year is making me feel uneasy and unhappy. I feel like I'm stuck in 2015 and I don't want to move forward.
Louisa Rhodes You put into words my feelings exactly. I had an awful nye, I spend it lonely and sad and I surely didnt want to live another year.. and yet here I am, and yet i'm still trying and this really made me feel like I'm not alone on that. thank you.
Ugh you put my feelings into words pretty well there
Can't wait!
Love there's glitter in ya mug
You sound a little sad, but you are on a great personal journey and I'm sure you will have a super positive year :)
Hey Lucy! You are so introspective and self aware, and I wonder if you've seen a therapist or if you've thought about it? It seems like you use your videos as a sort of therapy for yourself, as I know it's so helpful sometimes to just say something out loud. But I think a professional would help a lot while you're struggling with this. Your audience can offer you feedback and advice, but we're all biased and mostly have our own experiences to pull from, and we look at you as a creator that we're familiar with and so we have a version of you in our heads that can never match up to who you really are, so anything we say is automatically going to be a bit misguided, no matter how well intentioned. I know dodie is beginning therapy now, and (I'm American so I have to wait for insurance) I'm going to try to do it this year as well, and I think everyone really benefits from it. I wish you all the best this year! I'm sorry that you're having a tough time and nothing I can say will make it easier, but in the end it'll be this experience that turns you into the best version of yourself. :)
Yeah, she does! She's mentioned it before ( like in her recent baking video)
Buckets and Elephants TH-cam and Blog! oh good good!
It's not a celebration for me really either. It's a sort of dark relief that the worst year of my life is over. I've had serious clinical depression for 3 years now, and it really reached a new level this year. I've lost all my friends this year. Everything's gone wrong this year. Thank fucking god it's over.
Bella Z M R it'll get better ❤️
Bella, as Churchill said ''if you're going through hell keep going'' i've been there and i won't tell you you'll feel better soon as it can and maybe will take time but i can assure you that if you make it through there will be times of joy that are nothing compared to the joy you felt before. It's pure happiness, sacred joy and gratitude for being alive only those who suffered a lot and came back from it will ever know.
thank you both, I really appreciate it 💙
The only way is up! I hope this new year brings you a lot of (self) love and joy xx
I'm sooo[slightly too]oo excited for this 😛
Lucy you're a Queen, happy new year 😙💜
no queens no masters ;)
Prioritising yourself and your mental health is super important!
I hope you have a wonderful 2017 with a lot more highs than lows ❤
Sending lots of strong and positive energy your way. You're a clever pony with bright eyes and a warm heart.
Exactly my goals. To live. To not let every day go by without noticing it. Without living it.
This is scarily relatable
So happy that you're doing Vedj this year!!
Wishing you the best of luck this year, Lucy:)
I get that feeling of how pointless celebrating the New Year seemed for the first time this year, and how it doesn't feel like a fresh start. But I do have a different view on the topic of mental health. I'd also like to improve my mental health, but personally, I do want to even though it's honestly scary because this is out of my comfort zone. I'm not completely forcing myself. I've left it untreated for too many years now because I didn't think I needed help and I didn't want help, but it got so much worse last year. I have close friends going through shit, and I want to get better so I know how to help them properly and be there for them in a positive way. And I want to stop trying to distance myself from friends and family that I care about.
"Can you imagine going back a year today and telling everyone what happens" really hit home hard for me for so so many reasons & now I'm here sobbing my eyes out & actually accepting that things weren't okay but that's alright for the first time in a long while. So, for that, thank you
ah cannot wait for moonuary/vedj! you're my favorite youtuber at the moment and you've inspired me so much, thank you ✨
Happy new year Lucy💚
God will give you the perfect power to continue .
I know this sounds a bit odd but I've found that forcing myself to think nice thoughts makes me happier. Obviously not the cure to all sadness but getting myself into the habit of complimenting strangers on the train in my head or thinking "its a lovely day today" and stuff like that makes my baseline mood a lot better over time. I just thought maybe it could help you in a way? Good luck with this year you're fantastic!!!!!
Really looking forward to 30 more vids in January 😚 happy new year, stay strong!
Lucy, I adore you. Your strength through your recovery is really inspiring. Your mindset and self-awareness is something to admire. Thank you for making me feel less alone in my battles by openly sharing yours. Much love
Lucy, thank you for being a continual inspiration. Your videos are so lovely and relatable. It's nice to see you reflect on imperfection and grow more beautiful each time. Today I want you to know that I'm celebrating your bravery along with the other strong women in my life. I'm so lucky to be able to be so proud -- let's all keep moving forward together.
I've suffered with bad mental health for the past 3 years. my new years resolution for 2016 was to have control over my mental health. I took control over my mental health and had the best year i'd had in years.
Sending love, hugs and positive vibes your way, Lucy. Stay strong, love and believe in yourself, and know you are not alone in your journey. This will be such a good year x
You rock girl, you're strong and will get through this storm!
wow. you completely stole the thoughts out of my brain. beautiful. happy new year, lucy!
"The fire in my belly is wearing off and I just want to be ignorant. I wish I hadn't messed my life up until I was 25"
Lucy, I'm in the same exact boat. Just know you aren't alone in this journey towards self-improvement, girl! xx
Yaaaaayy Lucy I'm so excited for you & this month!
You sincerely voiced so many of my thoughts right now. You certainly aren't the only one who is afraid of growing up, and afraid they are running out of time to fuck up. It is refreshing to see your gratitude towards your friends. Here's to a positive outlook as you put it. Happy New Year every one
I love your videos because they feel very real and personal. A lot of youtubers make a lot of videos that are supposed to be real, and even might be real, but it always feels like they're still in their TH-cam persona. I just feel very much as if a friend is talking to me when watching your videos. You're not accentuating or dramatizing a part of your personality the way most people on TH-cam do to seem more interesting. It's just you sharing your thoughts uncensored and being honest. Or at least that's very much the feel of your videos, obviously I don't know you in real life so I can't actually know if that's what you're doing. I just appreciate the fresh of breath air that your content brings to a platform where it feels like most of the videos are glamorized and edited to appear a certain way.
You got this Lucy! It takes time, and time doesn't speed up just because we want it too. Some days will be better and others will be worse. But don't wish days away. "Sometimes you need those bad days, to help you appreciate the good ones." That's one of my resolutions anyway. Can't wait for the videos throghout this month!
And happy New Year to whoever is reading this! Make it special :)
thank you, to you too
love love love your glitter
You articulated so many of my thoughts these last few days!! Can't wait for these videos, I have so much respect for you and the content you make
I completely relate to what you said about feeling like it's taken you so long to get yourself together and stop hurting yourself. If it helps I am 31 next week, and I'm only now properly trying to face up to my dependency on alcohol. The fact that you have faced up to this and are working so hard to heal yourself at 25 is massively impressive to me, and I have so much respect for you. I subscribed after watching 'Hi, I'm Lucy'. That video was a major catalyst for me going sober this NYE for the first time in over a decade. In short, you might feel at your lowest ebb but you're doing an amazing thing; not only for yourself, but for others.
Thank you for sharing. With completely different circumstances and experiences I understand the lack of celebration. You've captured this beautifully. Thank you.
Recommendation (one that I'm trying to follow myself): See more live theater this year. There are great small local theaters that put on stellar productions, but offer tickets that cost less than a meal at a restaurant. I want to see plays that give me something to think about, and consume content that forces me to not check my phone every 5 minutes. Theater is underappreciated :)
Lucy thank you for your willingness to talk about mental health, and the difficult realities of trying to improve poor mental health. Visibility is important and you're doing a brilliant job. Also though, if it's becoming too public for comfort at any point, or is becoming more difficult, don't feel like you have to continue to show us how things are going, and take us on your journey - your health and happiness are most important.
Good job staying sober during the holidays! It must be incredibly difficult especially in culture from the UK
Lulu Fiona I don't think it's that hard really depending on your lifestyle and the people surrounding you. If the people near you support you and it's not a part of your link to socialising then it's an easier thing to do. It all depends on your relationship with it I suppose
AlrightDarlingx ya that's really true it's a shame that a lot of people link drinking and socializing. It's also good that Lucy is realizing her problems at a young age I can imagine it would be harder to give up when you are older.
It was recently that I realized 'the worst year of my life' is always going to be the last year. and that's kind of like a play on how time tends to heal fresh wounds, because based on our perspective, the most recent year is going to always be 'the worst' and unless I change my perspective on how I reflect my year, I won't ever see my time spent any other way.
The glitter looks so cool
I love Blackbear
Wishing for a wonderful new year for you (and for everyone). May your new year add to a new level in your life you need to beat.
1) this video makes me feel so cosyy
2) let us hope this year is way better than the last
3) GLITTER SO CUTE
im so proud of you for no alcohol lucy!! you are amazing!! xx
I can relate to this so much, I don't remember ever going into a new year feeling so uneasy and kind of... despondent? Finding it difficult to look forward to anything or get excited about the future atm.
I hope things work out for you, Lucy.
you perfectly articulated how I feel currently. I hope that you feel better and more positive soon! you have such a beautiful and unique personality. I am so excited to see what you accomplish in 2017.
This was so beautiful. The lighting and coloring was so easy on the eyes, and the song was so moody... ❤
thank you. you are giving the realness that is needed in the world, where almost everything seems to perfect. I hope you can go through this journey and finally feel fully clear. Good luck, Lucy. You can do it.
I'm looking forward to VEDJ more this year than any other year. The journey that you're on at the moment is one very similar to where I'm at (and has been for a while, I think), so hearing your reflections and inputs often keeps me on the right track.
So here's to a good 2017 full of self-improvement in the right way :)
You're very brave to chronicle your struggles with alcohol with such honesty. My very good friend had a similar journey and he's still battling it every day. Stay strong!!
i feel the exact same about it not being a brand new slate as it usually does
3:16 ahhhh andie and dodie did anyone else get so excited!?
I haven't been watching your videos for long, but I have quickly fallen in love with them. I'm excited to watch your journey even through this tough time, you have only upward to go. You are a star.
I identify with "the only thing that was keeping me high is gone". And now I have to relearn how to take care of myself and how to be there for me. I just subbed!
Vedj is always my favorite yesss
2016 was a bit of a weird year! 2017 will be AMAZING Lucy! Happy new year! Thanks for being real and a continuous inspiration!
The hardest part of this transition is almost over, you're just in the eye of the storm. you are strong enough! intuition tells me that there will be better days.
Love you lucy! We'll make it a Great year!
I absolutely loved this ending!
Happy new year, I hope it's filled with all the happiness you deserve x
You're wonderful, Lucy. I love you so much. Keep your head up, everything will sort itself out. I love your singing at the end too. I love you in every way possible
This video ended so beautifully
love the song spent hours finding it then realised you covered it wow truly amazing gutted I cant download this version 😭
Just stay strong love. I feel so lucky that I get to see you online. I know it's not the whole Lucy, but... idk...
I'm just.. blown away by you. The way you speak. The way you look. The way you are... You are just... Lucy, and that's a beautiful person! If I could date anyone... well damn
All the things you said, I've been thinking. My situation is different to yours, but it's still all mental health. I wish you luck for your year x
I like the way your brain works. Happy New Year love!
I do not know if anyone ever will read this but I just want to share this. I cryed so much during this video. This new years eve I spent with my mum, we both cryed, knowing that all of our relatives, friends and people who we thought were important left us all alone. All of the betrayal that we both experienced made us feel some sort of fear for whats coming next. We both felt so scared, devastated and lonely. But last night i had a realization. Yes, I am only 17, yes, I don't have any friends, yes, all the people around me are fake, but THANK GOD that this year is all gone. I know that I am way to grown up for my age, I am glad that I do not have friends that bring me down, I know that I can bring myself up and that sooner or later my life will be better. Do not give up ! Work on your new year's resolutions ! Be brave ! Be yourself ! Love yourself and only then someone else will start loving you !
"Relearn and reprogram" - totally get this. I think this is so typical in early sobriety. My addiction counselor always says SOBER stands for "son of a bitch everything's real" lol. And we've forgotten how to deal with real. It takes time, but our brains, hearts and souls readjust and re-equilibrate. That is one of the things promised to us in the 12 steps. Hang in there! You're doing great.
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vedj returns!! So amazing to see you work so hard at life, too xo
I hope, with all my heart, that your 'being lucky' will transform into you being happy and that 2017 will help you want to change to the better instead of feeling forced to do so.
May life find you and may it become the best friend you've ever had
Over the past 3 months you have slowly become my favourite TH-camr. Why? Well I could say something about rawness and honesty here, but I'd rather leave it open and say I don't really know why. You have a nice brain space.
a positive outlook sounds like a great idea
I lobe how honest you are, honestly you're great
2016 was shit on every level for me. Hopefully 2017 will turn around.
Damn. I'm so excited.
Sending love and positive vibes your way, Lucy xx
This totally hit home with me, and really made me think. so thank you so much.
i've had a few turning points in my life and i've found most of my journeys of self improvement felt forced to begin with because it felt like i was holding on to something that was bad for me in the end. keep pushing forwards
Can't wait to see all the new content from you this year!! :D
Lucy you are such a fantastic person and I hope that 2017 treats you right. You are such a positive, happy force, and I really hope that you take care of yourself.
Lucy, everything will be alright! You have amazing friends and your audience to support you. Just stay strong 💕
This was very well said. Thanks for this. You're doing a great thing :) keep it up and I hope this year is great for you and I ❤️
those last couple of shots, they were so beautiful
Blackbear yesssssss
You're simply amazing.
I'm so excited Vedj is back! Hope this year brings more happiness and opportunities in everybody's lives! 😊😊
I look forward to a new video everyday in January Lucy. Thank you for your solemn honesty of how you feel about the year to come. Like you I didn't feel the typical joyous buzz of anticipating the year anew. I related so much to what you said and hope your 2017 is full of greatness. Much love :) xx
P.S. thanks for doing what you do I can't tell you how much it means to me
Lucy this video was incredible. Simple and perfect, I loved every second of it.
Happy New Year! As you can see from the comments, we're all here to support you. Lots of love