Iam glad you are feeling great keeping your head up because its getting crazier and crazier I want you to know that I ride with you and the most high spirit got your back and you have great people that love you always.Bless you my beautiful lady and your families.🌹🌹❤❤Iam praying for you and sending you positive vibes stay safe.
Hello, I recently discovered your channel thanks to the algorithm. :) I can relate so much to you. My family is complicated and I have some trauma from my childhood to this day. But I`m glad that you are in better place right now! I am inspired by you. I had depressive morning and thanks to my friends I feel better rn c:
Hi promieniechwil, thank you for your kind comment! It means so much to me that i made a difference in your morning (even if just a small one). I'm sending you all the love and strength because you deserve it. Keep believing in yourself -- your abilities and your self-worth. I know it can be difficult because we have been told hurtful things growing up, but you are whole as you are! And you deserve to experience beautiful things. ❤️️💞☀️ So seek them out, welcome them, and enjoy being the wonderful you that you are. Remember you're not alone in the challenging times. We're all here witcha 🌻 Hugs!
Love your videos. I think you’re doing great by the way. I suffer from childhood trauma as a result of my mother. I came to realise this last year after going through some self care work. I was never allowed to feel angry, be sad or displease my mother. I was taught that it’s wrong to displease someone and you should be punished accordingly. Perfection was expected from me. In essence I wasn’t allowed to be a normal child. I was taught to bottle up my feelings because anything less meant trouble. I was also the one that got punished when she couldn’t handle her own trauma. So even when I wasn’t doing anything, I was still getting heat from her. It shattered my self confidence as a child and hindered my own development which led to many problems through out my adult life. I resigned to the fact that she was the person who raised me - but she was not my mum. A mother should love their child at the bare minimum. She provided a roof over my head, fed me, made sure I had an education but never gave me what I really needed as a child. It always seemed like a chore to her, you know, to look after her children. I see it more clearly now as she does the exact same thing with her grandchildren. I take care of myself now and give myself the love I deserve for both then and now. I lay the shame and guilt on her doorstep where it belonged and banished her from my life. I know what a family should be but unfortunately mine is severely dysfunctional. We’re taught to believe family is everything but that’s certainly not my story and really don’t buy into that BS anymore. I hope to rise above myself and the injustice that I was served. I hope to be a parent to my own children some day in a way that my mother never could. I suffered for years but I’m finally on a better path. Anyway I never leave comments like this online but just wanted to share this ☺️ Keep up your great work. Excellent content.
😭💞💞💞 There's so much empathy and love when reading your comment. Thank you so so much for sharing, and for your kind supportive words. I was so glad to read that you're on a better path, and i celebrate you for making the choices and getting yourself here!!! 🥳️ You deserve to experience unconditional love, you deserve to feel and express your emotions, you deserve to feel like you MATTER. These are things i have to remind myself (some days are way harder, sometimes impossible), and i hope you know that i'll be rooting for you when you have harder days too. The road won't be easy, but it's the one we're making for ourselves. Boy, that sounds cheesy, but also so empowering! 💪 Thank you for this beautiful connection
Hi feel talks, I have just discovered your channel and wanted to say thanks for putting yourself out there and sharing some your story and insight on your own internal struggle. I admire how you show your feelings on here, even in their rawest form. I think it's incredibly courageous of you to be so emotionally candid in front of the camera. I can relate on the topic of letting go of the attachment of a parent in order to find your own inner peace. It'm is an empowering feeling coming to the conclusion that you can't truly feel like your own person until you free yourself from the expectations of others. Just wanted to say, I'm really happy for you! Doing things for the sake of enjoyment rather than out of expectation to perform can be truly uplifting. You've inspired me to read some books, as well as some other things. Admittedly, I've been spending a bit too much time on the tube. I am really glad though that the binge ended up leading me to here. it's a good place to stop and take a book break :)
😭😭😭 Thank you for your comment, Jonathan. It means so much. I hope you are feeling the healing begin within you, and can embrace whatever change it brings. I hope you know that you are worth loving and exploring (even when in particular moments, it's the hardest thing to believe). I'd love to know about your journey if you ever want to share. Thank you for finding me, and i truly appreciate this connection. 💞🌱🌻☀️
Hope your doing well luv!! I'm going through a bit of a parental drama rn myself and I thought about you and your journeys, I pray for the same strength and guidance you had down your path, I miss u! Stay well my friend
Sorry for such a late reply! I'm sending you all the strength!! (Any developments you'd like to share?) You got this 💪💪💪 Your emotions and experience are valid. Stay strong and keep believing in yourself ❤️️❤️️
@@FeelTalks well, me and my fathers relationship is pretty rocky right now, some bad stuff went down and were not really talking not that I'm really forgiving right now though, still! I'm keeping up as much as I can :) have a new job in retail which I'm enjoying and I'm learning how to drive kinda haha believing things are gonna turn out okay :) even though it's kinda tough right now :( Still! Really appreciate the kindness my dear friend! I really hope you've been well to!! Hope no new developments have happened ;( sending you all the strength and love!
@@ipiepiepiei9550 I'm really happy to hear that you have some fun and exciting things happening for you 🥳 And time will definitely help with relationship things. Let yourself go through it at your pace. Try not to feel too rushed or anything. You got this! 😊 And I'm equally grateful for your friendship! Thank you for sharing an update with me, and thank you for the strength and love! 💞
@@FeelTalks My self hate gets into every aspect of my life. I'm diagnosed with Chronic Depression, Severe Anxiety and Suicidal Tendencies. I have a couple people who support me as best they can. But I have spent hundreds of thousands on Doctors, Therapists, Psychiatrists and Attorneys. I feel guilty for wasting all that money on myself.
@@CJMohommed I`m sorry to hear that. You shoudnt feel guilty about that, really, life is so hard sometimes, world is messed up and complicated especially right now. Therapy etc is helpful even without having specific mental health issues. I suffered from suicidal tendencies in my childhood and sometimes I feel it now, but I am not giving up. And you shouldnt too. I hope that you will feel better
I was just thinking of your late silence as a good sign! I wasn’t wrong!
God bless you
This was so nice to read. It just fills my heart 💞 Hugs to you!!
❤❤❤ love and miss you, you are amazing
Iam glad you are feeling great keeping your head up because its getting crazier and crazier I want you to know that I ride with you and the most high spirit got your back and you have great people that love you always.Bless you my beautiful lady and your families.🌹🌹❤❤Iam praying for you and sending you positive vibes stay safe.
Thank you for the love! Sending good vibes right back at you!! 🙏❤🌈
It seems that you found yourself 🥺 I'm so happy for you 🥰 bless you ☀
❤️️❤️️❤️️ !!!
Hello, I recently discovered your channel thanks to the algorithm. :) I can relate so much to you. My family is complicated and I have some trauma from my childhood to this day. But I`m glad that you are in better place right now! I am inspired by you. I had depressive morning and thanks to my friends I feel better rn c:
Hi promieniechwil, thank you for your kind comment! It means so much to me that i made a difference in your morning (even if just a small one). I'm sending you all the love and strength because you deserve it. Keep believing in yourself -- your abilities and your self-worth. I know it can be difficult because we have been told hurtful things growing up, but you are whole as you are! And you deserve to experience beautiful things. ❤️️💞☀️ So seek them out, welcome them, and enjoy being the wonderful you that you are. Remember you're not alone in the challenging times. We're all here witcha 🌻 Hugs!
Love your videos. I think you’re doing great by the way. I suffer from childhood trauma as a result of my mother. I came to realise this last year after going through some self care work. I was never allowed to feel angry, be sad or displease my mother. I was taught that it’s wrong to displease someone and you should be punished accordingly. Perfection was expected from me. In essence I wasn’t allowed to be a normal child. I was taught to bottle up my feelings because anything less meant trouble. I was also the one that got punished when she couldn’t handle her own trauma. So even when I wasn’t doing anything, I was still getting heat from her. It shattered my self confidence as a child and hindered my own development which led to many problems through out my adult life. I resigned to the fact that she was the person who raised me - but she was not my mum. A mother should love their child at the bare minimum. She provided a roof over my head, fed me, made sure I had an education but never gave me what I really needed as a child. It always seemed like a chore to her, you know, to look after her children. I see it more clearly now as she does the exact same thing with her grandchildren. I take care of myself now and give myself the love I deserve for both then and now. I lay the shame and guilt on her doorstep where it belonged and banished her from my life. I know what a family should be but unfortunately mine is severely dysfunctional. We’re taught to believe family is everything but that’s certainly not my story and really don’t buy into that BS anymore. I hope to rise above myself and the injustice that I was served. I hope to be a parent to my own children some day in a way that my mother never could. I suffered for years but I’m finally on a better path. Anyway I never leave comments like this online but just wanted to share this ☺️ Keep up your great work. Excellent content.
😭💞💞💞 There's so much empathy and love when reading your comment. Thank you so so much for sharing, and for your kind supportive words. I was so glad to read that you're on a better path, and i celebrate you for making the choices and getting yourself here!!! 🥳️ You deserve to experience unconditional love, you deserve to feel and express your emotions, you deserve to feel like you MATTER. These are things i have to remind myself (some days are way harder, sometimes impossible), and i hope you know that i'll be rooting for you when you have harder days too. The road won't be easy, but it's the one we're making for ourselves. Boy, that sounds cheesy, but also so empowering! 💪 Thank you for this beautiful connection
Hi feel talks, I have just discovered your channel and wanted to say thanks for putting yourself out there and sharing some your story and insight on your own internal struggle. I admire how you show your feelings on here, even in their rawest form. I think it's incredibly courageous of you to be so emotionally candid in front of the camera. I can relate on the topic of letting go of the attachment of a parent in order to find your own inner peace. It'm is an empowering feeling coming to the conclusion that you can't truly feel like your own person until you free yourself from the expectations of others. Just wanted to say, I'm really happy for you! Doing things for the sake of enjoyment rather than out of expectation to perform can be truly uplifting. You've inspired me to read some books, as well as some other things. Admittedly, I've been spending a bit too much time on the tube. I am really glad though that the binge ended up leading me to here. it's a good place to stop and take a book break :)
😭😭😭 Thank you for your comment, Jonathan. It means so much. I hope you are feeling the healing begin within you, and can embrace whatever change it brings. I hope you know that you are worth loving and exploring (even when in particular moments, it's the hardest thing to believe). I'd love to know about your journey if you ever want to share. Thank you for finding me, and i truly appreciate this connection. 💞🌱🌻☀️
Just found your channel today my life has changed
😭😭😭 Hugs!!! 💞🌈
Hope your doing well luv!! I'm going through a bit of a parental drama rn myself and I thought about you and your journeys, I pray for the same strength and guidance you had down your path, I miss u! Stay well my friend
Sorry for such a late reply! I'm sending you all the strength!! (Any developments you'd like to share?) You got this 💪💪💪 Your emotions and experience are valid. Stay strong and keep believing in yourself ❤️️❤️️
@@FeelTalks well, me and my fathers relationship is pretty rocky right now, some bad stuff went down and were not really talking not that I'm really forgiving right now though, still! I'm keeping up as much as I can :) have a new job in retail which I'm enjoying and I'm learning how to drive kinda haha believing things are gonna turn out okay :) even though it's kinda tough right now :(
Still! Really appreciate the kindness my dear friend! I really hope you've been well to!! Hope no new developments have happened ;( sending you all the strength and love!
@@ipiepiepiei9550 I'm really happy to hear that you have some fun and exciting things happening for you 🥳 And time will definitely help with relationship things. Let yourself go through it at your pace. Try not to feel too rushed or anything. You got this! 😊 And I'm equally grateful for your friendship! Thank you for sharing an update with me, and thank you for the strength and love! 💞
I am pleased to know that you are doing much better.
I am quite the opposite at the moment and all I see is darkness ahead for myself.
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Wanna share? ☕️☕️
@@FeelTalks My self hate gets into every aspect of my life. I'm diagnosed with Chronic Depression, Severe Anxiety and Suicidal Tendencies. I have a couple people who support me as best they can. But I have spent hundreds of thousands on Doctors, Therapists, Psychiatrists and Attorneys. I feel guilty for wasting all that money on myself.
@@CJMohommed I`m sorry to hear that. You shoudnt feel guilty about that, really, life is so hard sometimes, world is messed up and complicated especially right now. Therapy etc is helpful even without having specific mental health issues. I suffered from suicidal tendencies in my childhood and sometimes I feel it now, but I am not giving up. And you shouldnt too. I hope that you will feel better
@@promieniex Thanks for sharing and your kind words. I am on new meds and I am trying to work on feeling better.