traveling to Shanghai and deciding to drop out of college | Glow up Diaries Episode 12
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Episode 12 was filmed: December 2018
ABOUT THE GLOW UP DIARIES: At rock bottom I picked up a camera and began documenting my physical and mental pain that seemingly existed without meaning. From age 17 to 22 years old I recorded the “Glow Up Diaries” which is a raw docu-series of my deepest, most painful moments in an effort to find a newer, brighter existence. I openly share my difficulties despite the insistence of the media that such “shameful” feelings be kept in a closet.
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THIS VIDEO WAS FILMED IN DECEMBER 2018. To those commenting hate about wealth - I earned my money myself and saved up for this. I have been wanting to go to Shanghai since I was a child. I work and I don’t get anything from my parents. When I was editing this video I had so much fun being creative with the storytelling and editing. I was excited to share it with you guys in hopes of inspiring others because I loved watching videos of people’s crazy travel experiences growing up. It inspired me to set goals and make it happen for myself one day when I was older. It’s all about perspective. You can choose to hate and be unhappy about a highlight in someone’s life or you can become inspired by it and say hey..maybe not now but I know that if I’m committed, I can make it happen for myself one day. That’s exactly what I told myself years ago. I have nothing but gratitude for everything that has happened in my life, the good and the bad. Also my issue wasn’t university. My issue was the university I WAS AT. It didn’t specialize in what I wanted to learn and the location was terrible for where I want to go with my career. I’m not going to stay in a place that doesn’t help me grow. Check out Episode 15 of the Glow up Diaries for a more in depth response to my decision to dropping out of college.
I'm so happy you're back. I've miss you so so much!! I love ü
Love your videos. I find them very inspirational and I always watch them when I am feeling low. Love you and stay strong.🤗
Dear Alivia, thank you so much! You inspire me and help me and so many others!!❤️❤️❤️ I wish I could meet you one day. Also props to you for uploading so early in the morning! Sending my love from Germany! 💓💓💓
#glowgang
love you....aliviiii ..from india
You look happy in shanghai you should study there
"Your homeland isn't the only reality."
So many more people need to realize this
what does that mean
mycheeksarered what you see isn’t everything that is there to see, that there is more to life than what you already know... at least that’s how i took it
Where is it?
Carol Carvalho 1:12
The problem isn’t about her having money. If she has the resources to take a trip for her mental health, she should absolutely do so. The problem is that a lot of her videos are framed as advice. So, although it’s not what she meant, it can very much come across like “struggling with school and mental health? Just take a luxury trip to find yourself!” When that’s not something most people can afford. *The problem is that Alivia’s videos often blur the lines between what is advice, and what is for herself.*
That is very true. I appreciate you pointing this out.
Exactly thats
why I can't relate to them
Still there are stuff within the “unaffordable experiences” that you still can do. You can change the way you look from home, to eat something new look up recipes, doing something new is also doable from home. The important thing is the intention and keeping yourself busy with nurturing stuff that are available to you.
Well, it is HER glow up. She never said that what works for her would work for everyone.
@@starrycactusx5978 the point of op's comment meant : by the way she initially and consistently portray stuff through her video, she doesn't only show people what she went through. she wanted people to learn and take from it. it sends a message of advice, which meant to be taken by everyone watching. where in this scenario, taking a luxury mental health trip and deciding to drop out of college is a privilege that only alivia and a very small group of people, can take. and alivia herself seems to be agreeing with op
its crazy to remember that the glow up diaries were filmed like two years ago, like damn, the world is so different. This whole series would be different if filmed now...its like a time travelling machines or a time capsule. I find the idea so interesting. Its mind blowing, don’t know how else to describe it. 2018....
2020...🍓❤️
2020 🦠
im not understanding the hate. this is HER glow up not yours so yeah not every aspect is gonna be relatable.
Agree and people are harsh with her too. Like sis doesn't deserve all the unconstructive criticism, it's almost hate... Let her in peace and keep your negativity for yourself
I didn’t see one hate comment tho
zuheir 5
I don’t see that many, but keep in mind this was posted months ago. People could’ve deleted them, they could’ve been taken down, anything could’ve happened to them.
Goodnight- Moon yeah when the video was first uploaded there were some hate comments she even addressed them
@@zuheir546 Just keep scrolling down... You'll find tons eventually
I just want to say something real quick. Everyone who says: „It’s always the same/it’s getting booooring/u repeat urself“ that’s what a glow-up is all about. U NEED to FAIL. U need to fail 100 times to success once. I love this series, it helped me be that healthy person I’m today and I’m unbelievable grateful for it. Alivia helped me get through my hard years, she gave me hope when I almost gave up. So please, do not hate someone who’s trying to help other people. She’s doing amazing and I’m proud of her, proud of myself and proud of everyone else who had to go through this or is going through this at the moment. Long story short, thank u :) for everything, u saved me from myself.
Hannah do you wanna help me to save me from myself too🥺👉🏾👈🏾
Gabrielle Lynn yea its rough out here
Ayo Ma babes, I’m always here 🥺 I don’t know if I can help but if u really need me, I’ll be there :)
Gabrielle Lynn same for u, I’m here for u 🥺 I’ll help if u r in a deep hole :)
I’m really doubting if continuing to fail will lead to success. Glowing up is so hard. I feel like I got worse since I wanted to improve myself... If 100 failures is really what I need for the one success then I guess I’ll keep going.
I don’t get why know one is acknowledging how adorable she looks with those bangs
No*
Ikr she's adorable 😍
ikr she looks so pretty !! i love them
Too busy being jealous aparently
Ok, since I live in Shanghai I'd like to make it clear for some people:
1. Food in China is cheap. Even if the restaraunt looks fancy, even if the food looks fancy - I've never spent more than 40 dollars (not alone, with at least 1 friend) on our "luxury" days. And since I love sea food, it usually includes lobsters, shrimps, crabs and so on.
2. Hotels in China are much cheaper than in Europe/US - for the most beautiful hotels with several rooms, a bathtub, I've never paid more than 80 usd per night. For the cheapest one, when I needed to save money I paid no more than 20 usd per night but that hotel was also in the city centre and still pretty nice. If I wanted, I could find a cheaper option in the suburbs.
3. Other things like bars, markets, different activities are also pretty cheap.
The only thing that was quite expensive is the flight but it's not impossible for someone to save enough money for their comfort!
Stop blaming Alivia for having money for this trip. She worked hard and deserved being happy, and there's nothing bad about sharing it. You, people, were enjoying this channel, watching this "netflix show", you liked seeing her struggling and fighting with obstacles, "supported" her when she had problems, because we all have problems, BUT as soon as Alivia felt happy and free you started judging her! Truly, some people just cannot bear seeing somebody having a good life. Stop calling these series "fake" or " pretentious", admit that you are simply jealous. Think about your feelings when you watch it - do you really hate what you see or you actually want your life to look like this? (Once in a while, because if you remember well, she only went on a short trip). If you chose the second answer, work hard. Your hard work will pay off.
P.S. I'm sorry for any mistakes. English is not my first language.
Ikrrr!!! Thank God someone pointed it out
Your english is pretty good! Thank you for clarifying and spreading positivity!
So true!
Oh thank u for that , i guss i'll go there after the whole lockdown end here💔
I would like to move to Tokyo when I get older. I live in the US but I want to travel the world and experience new things.
i actually think the timing of this vide couldn't be perfect.. lets remember china as the beautiful and rich culture it is and not just based on events over the past few months
camille louisa agreed. A lot of people are being racist to the Chinese and Japanese, Korean people where I live (Canada) and I hope people see this and realize that China isn’t an evil country
@@teehee5700 yes, that's more annoying than the virus itself
@@teehee5700 This video was made in 2018
@@samsunggalaxya1323 umm y'all know that many viruses first came our in Europe and the USA such as the Spanish Flu (it didn't come out in Spain) so lets not be racist
mayramelikoglu I’m not supporting prejudice but, see, the coronavirus actually came from China...🥴
this is so random but i love how there's shinee playing in the background when her sister was bargaining
HONESTLY THAT'S THE FIRST THING I NOTICED
WAS GONNA COMMENT THIS
VIEW IS THAT SONG
i jumped out of bed i was like WAIT HOLLUP
@Mya Heart nice song I really like your voice a lot
Bruh if I told my mom I wanted to drop out of college, she'd drive me to a convent, not an airport
I think it was her sidter
I mean she's making money and financially independent anyway with education or without.
@@aah-nanana7341 money from yt?
Lmaooo same😂
@@shakeelmemon2816 What else?
Y’all know she’s a TH-camr right? She’s going to have her own money she’s able to spend for herself
But not THAT much money, selling the illusion of "I worked for all of that myself, my parents didnt pay it" is LAME.
she make’s me feel as if im good enough even though im not perfect. and that ladies and gents, is what we need.
She makes me feel as if i'm good enough even though i'm not perfect, and that ladies and gents, is what we need*
Im so sorry
@@grayce8524 thanks :)
sorry i'm dizzy oupsie sorry im german
@@evaa4646 pew pew, im so sorry...
Didnt mean to offend or make you insecure or smthn 🥺👉👈
I almost gave up on everything this day, I felt hopeless and my diet is unhealthy then I saw this 🥺❤
"Clear your mind" I will.
sis if you need someone to talk you can dm me on instagram @catherinexoxo I'm here for u 🥺
same here
You've got this♡
You can get through it :) down times are a part of life and life is fun so don’t be too hard on yourself, enjoy the ride ☀️🍀
@@XricheeX dwwdww th-cam.com/video/11mA9DDYoUQ/w-d-xo.html
Instead of being jealous because I'm broke
I feel inspired to do this and work to be able to do this
Happiness doesn't come from what you have or not, but from how you see life.
It's your choice to be jealous or motivated.
It's not a hard decision.
the best thing about those diaries is how it shows that glowing isnt a linear path, its a cycle of ups and downs and it might get very repetetive but the point is to keep trying, and each time we start again we have yet way more experience and conclusions about things. being here since ep one and all i have to say alivia, thank you for being such an inspiration.
I saw “drop out of college” and “death” and I clicked so quickly
Army?
Dead inside yes😭agree user name
i’m confused, so this video was in 2018, so does that mean she went back to college 2019 or 2020?
@Little Leah you stfu..I was supposed to ask her a question if she said yes..like wtf !!!!!
that’s how clickbait works
Alivia: "I want to drop out of college"
Her mom: "why don't you take a trip to Shanghai? Clear your mind a bit"
Me: "I don't think I want to do college if I can't afford it and don't know exactly what I want to do"
My mom: "you like McDonald's? Good."
that's her sister lol
I think the phone conversation is with her sister tho.
That wasn't her mom. DUMMY
@@choicethetaurus nice song Choice The Taurus I really like it
I know people are coming at you for your comment but sis you're right ahaha my parents would kick my ass and tell me to go back to study
I loved the video Alivia! It was beautifully shot and gave some great advice. It's so sad to see the video's message be overshadowed by negative comments mocking your trip. I think a lot of people are forgetting that this whole series is supposed to talk about Alivia's personal glow up story. She isn't telling us that we need to hop on an international flight to glow up, she's simply sharing her own experience and what she learned from it. She even give us little steps like changing your hairstyle or trying new foods as ways to mimic some of experiences she had.
The jealousy in the comments lmao. Be happy for others your time will come
lol ikr. she never once said 'oh so u feel depressed and want to be mentally stable again? take a rich ass trip like me. problem solved.' she did it for herself. it's *her* glow up diary, her journey to blossoming her mind and soul. idk why is everyone so butthurt.
or it won’t
@@nuyataylor4885 control yourself.
This really opened my eyes. When the video progressed i suddenly started crying without knowing why. I thought about it a bit and it’s because there is nothing for me where i live now. There is nothing i want here and just being here demotivates me from everything. I don’t even have friends here, i isolate myself, I am constantly stressed and I even developed an eating disorder. The only thing that keeps me here is school. School that i have to finish because it’s obligated and i have no choice. I just know that the second i have the chance i`ll go far away, to somewhere i can be happy. And just watching this made me remember that i am going to get that and i just have to wait a little bit more. Thank you Alivia, for reminding me that i can go somewhere i feel better aswell
I hope you achieve that goal and move out :)
My last year of school was really drowning as well - I felt stressed, lonely, tired and demotivated. But after I finished school, I just took a year off and went abroad as an Aupair in Rome, stoped thinking about my future and purely enjoying the moment! It was the best! I can only recommend taking a bit of time to clear your head - even if it is only throughout summer break! Now I’ve started college which is also great since you get to reinvent yourself and get to meet a bunch of new people sitting in the same boat. Hang in there! Whatever you do, I’m sure your time after school will be great! Just be open to new experiences, be confident in yourself (because you’re awesome!) and don’t be shy to be the first to start up a conversation!
Sonja thank you! Reading this really helps with motivation. Rome sounds wonderful by the way! Thanks for the encouragement❤️
@@majakrysinska6463 wdwwwwdd th-cam.com/video/11mA9DDYoUQ/w-d-xo.html
I can relate to your story I went to school and honestly I felt like school was the only thing that I could focus on.There were days I would come home crying because of people that brought me down.i always think I'm alone but my mindset has changed alot where by I believe I can go far .Life is like a test we need to path and trust me by you not giving up and putting Jesus in your life you can accomplish anything stay strong coz I believe you will go far
okay but your reasons behind dropping out that you stated made me realize that I was about to make a huge mistake by not telling my mum I don't want to do psychology anymore. I like it a lot but I'm not motivated and I've realized it would be really damaging on my mental health and am putting myself at risk of triggering trauma flashbacks by hearing other peoples traumas as I wanted to work in the trauma unit...
What I wanna do since forever but pushed aside bc my mum doesn't want me to do it as she did it and didn't like it... It's to be a nursery and kindergarten teacher! For the lil babies uwu
I'm not going to make the mistake of stressing out to go to Uni for 8 years for something I DON'T WANT because I'm afraid of my parents reaction and just do.what I want!
I'm passionate about the field I'm in, but not enough to pursue a career in it. My parents will flip at my decision...but it's not their choice to decide, it's mine. First I actually have to tell them...😣
i’m confused, so this video was in 2018, so does that mean she went back to college 2019 or 2020?
민지야~ I've always wanted to perform in ice shows- like Disney on ice. I'm in college now with a sport management major and I like it but it really feels like a back up to me. My first love is skating and I want to be the one performing. My coach was in icecapades when she was a skater and a couple months ago she said I could just leave college and audition now if I wanted to- and that made me really think. My parents' logic is that it's important for me to have a back up career and I think it's wise to aswell. But I don't know what I think about the idea of locking myself into a back up plan. I've thought about a gap semester just to learn more about myself but I don't know. This is coming from someone who is going to the same college her parents AND her grandmother went to.
That is my exact situation!!!! My passion is music :) I’m good at psychology and I have a passion for it but I’m not motivated and it also brings up trauma for me as well. But I don’t know what to do in the mean time :/ apply for college and go into psychology or something else...
Same. I’m really afraid that pursuing psychology will be triggering but thankfully I have four whole years before actually doing it and I’m taking AP psych next year so I can try it out before devoting my entire career to it. Hopefully the therapy I’m doing in the meantime will help
The bangs are probably the best style choice u’ve ever made. They look amazing on uuu
Hey alivia just a suggestion: it would help if you put dates or approximate dates in your videos of when these things happened
Honestly you've inspired me so much, my country is quarantined because of coronavirus and because of your videos I'm trying to be more productive and become flexible, thank you so much and don't listen to the haters ❤️❤️
yeah she inspired me in so many ways.
Me too, I'm from Brazil and my country is quarantined too and I'm trying to be more productive too
This was kinda bittersweet to watch for me because I wish I could’ve done this when I was in college. I also felt lost and in need of change and inspiration, but my family forced me to continue studying at college. They were NOT supportive of me taking time off and I didn’t have any money to do anything otherwise. So now I have a degree and work at an unfulfilling full-time job, but it’s paying my bills so I have to appreciate it. I can’t deny that I get jealous of people like you though, people that ditched college to travel to nice countries and stay in pretty hotels and eat cute pastries to “find themselves”. And there’s people like me who had to accept reality and just muddle through all of the mundane in order to survive. Still feeling lost by the way, but now I can’t help but feel bitter too 🥀
I get this but I did it to myself. I wasn't sure if I was going to get any support when moving out so did the sensible thing rather than what I wanted. Honestly you have to steal moments of happiness. DO take some time off to travel if you can and try out different things that can make you happy where you are now. You literally have to do small gestures that make you happy so you can stay sane!
I'm 18 years old and I don't feel happy with my career, neither with my school. I've talked with my parents about this many times, but they aren't helping. They think I must finish this career. Neverthless, I can't help but feel completely lost and helpless. Any tip?
Where do you think she got the money for that trip? They are called savings. She also had to work to earn that money, what happens is that she does not spend money on material nonsense things. So you start saving and a couple of years from now you can give yourself the pleasure of traveling 😘
Alex Peters If you are about to finish do not give up. You can do it. 💪🏻
@@user-hg2kd1nz4l Honestly I am pretty sure those are not savings. You just have to take a look at some of her videos to understand that she comes from a rich family
i love that the one thing that stayed consistent throughout ur journey was drinking water. even though you were having a tough time with other aspects of ur journey, you were always drinking water. proud of you :)
Me when I need to clear my mind: goes on a walk around the block Alivia: books a first class ticket to Shanghai lol
Same haha😂
I just eat food to clear my mind
You can do anything to clear your mind, she's told us that many times throughout this series
In the past, I couldn't imagine that you could drop out of college. Last year, I dropped out too, I was depressed and suffering from anxiety episodes so I started with therapies. It took so much time to me to take the decision but I found in my healing process that it was the bravest thing I have ever done. I'm so thankful for this video Alivia.
How did your parents react? Im thinking about dropping out, but don't know how to tell my parents.
@@lockheart619 Hi. My parents saw that I was depressed, my atittude was different because I felt that I had taken bad decisions. I received more support from my mom but they both knew I needed time to grow up, organize my ideas and goals and rest. If you need time to think and heal, go ahead, it's better to make mistakes now than in 20 years later, nobody wants to feel lost. I hope you can take a pleased decision not for others but for yourself ♡
i’m confused, so this video was in 2018, so does that mean she went back to college 2019 or 2020?
@@kenneseyl2819 I think she is gonna explain us in the next episodes bc she pinned a comment when she said that she had moved into China..
Diana C. What was you healing process like?
"San Diego?"
"No that's lame,"
Me, who lives in San Diego: :O
Ikr I'm from there too I was like okay damn
Ouch 😢
I think they just meant it’s too near, they wanna go somewhere further
ALEXA M damn living in San Diego... a dream of mine.
They may have been there or they want to take a more...wild trip?
I love how you film yourself growing older and developing your personality with us
I think the message of this video is not like, "Go take a luxury trip". It's more like, "Go try something you never did, try something completely new". You can take a walk in a park you've never been to, you can start learning how to play ukulele or how to skate. Just choose something and dive in, no matter what it is. That's what I'm doing right now, and I tell you it works and it's worth trying!
WHEN I TELL YOU I SCREAMED AS SOON AS I SAW THIS, I AINT LYING IVE BEEN WAITING FOR SOOOO LONG OMG YESSS QUEEN IS BACK ILY SO MUCH!!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️
same omg
SJSKJSJ SAME AAAA
@Mya Heart good song I really like it a lot
honestly, you uploading this just motivated me to get out of bed and actually get things done. since my school closed last week i lost motivation to do anything but be in bed and watch stuff. so thank you so so much 💞💞
rain same !
rain same
Glowing up and succcess aren’t linear. Sometimes you fall down, you fail but you learn to stand up. You keep trying and trying and eventually you get it. Love the series !!
I don't think the people commenting on your privilege are necessarily hating on you,, they're just pointing out how you're not very relatable. I did enjoy the video, however.
True.. And ppl are unnecessary bashing them
@kaitok omgsh are you serious? She is literally one of the most relatable people on TH-cam
socially awkward black girl no
kaitok um yeah you can't tell me this series is not relatable
socially awkward black girl it’s not
When you are always chasing 'happiness' you will always be unhappy. Happiness is fleeting. Chase Joy instead.
Steph Powell thank you so much for this! 💗
💗💗💗
I LOVE this! You are so right. Sometimes we aren't happy doing something but it's still something we have to do. Immediate happiness isn't always the best
Joy and happiness are the same thing. I don't understand
@@gabriellameattray9778 no. Joy is the assurance that God is in control of everything. It isn't a feeling and therefore isn't fleeting. Its steadfast. Happiness is a feeling, feelings are fleeting, ever changing and not to be trusted. The sun could be shining, you have money in the bank, people who love you and everything could be right in the world yet you still don't feel happy. Or you could be happy and one small thing happens and it disappears. Happiness is fleeting, like trying to hold onto dry sand. But joy is long lasting.
Imagine having the money to even consider taking an overseas trip on a whim
umuthi I was waiting for someone to comment on that, we can only work with what we got
Look at her Instagram story on "theglowupdiaries". She saves up and makes her money by herself.
@@n0ctem845 please tell me you are joking
Right!!! 🥺
First class too
Ugh Im lowkey frustrated that everything is from 2018 like i wanna know what she is going thru noww
You will see it in the season 2 of the Glow Up Diary
Well after she moved out of college, she went on to move into an apartment of her own as an independent young adult. She was very happy, healthy and free from stress. Making her own money and living. Trying to seek something or maybe already found a passion for learning new things. But then corona came and she had to move back into her parents house.
She still uploads videos tho, all these are past videos that she edited later. The next season will come out in October 2020
I know these jokes r getting a bit over done but...
"I needed to move, leave home, shuffle my surroundings and wake up in a new place" - the virus
This video was made two years ago?
Me: seriously paying attention
Me: Hears Shinee in the background
My inner Shawol: *has entered the chat*
Wait when? timestamp?
@@rumaisahakhlaque3028 4:23 sis
I was literally looking for this comment. I was like “WAIT DO I HEAR SHINEE”😔😂😂
@@stopit7289 Shawols unite 😂😂💙💙
MEEE!
Your sister is so supportive! You definitely should take a break from college, the 1st year is overwhelming and usually makes us feel lost (I'm not even in college, but my first year of high school was like this, so I can only assume it feels the same) and we need a fresh perspective on life to find what we truly want to do.
Miku Hatsune that’s her sister
I mean at the beginning in the phone call, wasn't that her mother?
Miku Hatsune no that’s her sister
This series is just getting better and better. It's amazing to see such an honest and genuine glow up of someone so close to your age. You should definitely be proud of yourself. Cannot wait for the next episode.
I’m literally crying my heart out 😭 I started watching this series while I was doing a semester abroad in Korea at one of the Korean Ivy League Universities (Korea University) and I just got back a few weeks ago and I realized that I miss that excitement that moves you to be more creative and in general motivated ❤️
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7:06: "open your moth you had coffee too"
7:08 : " No I like my coffee breath"
😂🙊
This moment was literally me.
Just as I read it, the part went on.
To everyone commenting that she is a "rich kid" and privileged, she went on this trip with her OWN earned money not her family's.
Even if their parents help her to pay the trip,there is not place to hate on her.
I absolutely adore this journey you’re sharing with us. It’s so human and down to earth, it actually is helping me find my way through my own struggles. Thank you so so much!!!
I thought she wrote 'i lost my virginity at the night club' at first lmao
😂😂
Isnt that the same meaning as what she wrote? im so confused did she just o.o
I thought the same thing, my heart dropped a bit and I had to go back and replay it Lol
jingyou she said “lost my nightclub virginity” because she visited a nightclub for the first time, assuming that’s bc the legal age there is 18, not 21 like it is in America
@@MsLivinglegend19 owhhh i see thanks
I’ve been watching this girl for years it’s been months since I watched her videos and honestly now I’m thinking I LOVE HER LIV YOU ARE AMAZING
She has actually glowed up so much from the first videos and that's more motivating than the glow ups from a makeup makeover and a new hairstyle ugh oml😭❤️ she is SO inspiring
You're such a source of motivation. I dropped out of college two years ago to study something completely different but I feel like completely myself and I learnt about what I really want to do with my life, my projects, my futur and what matters the most. Nothing is easy and you're doing great ! You deserve the best 💪
I can even describe how long I've been waiting for this, thank you Alivia! :)
I'm so glad this video also shows that the glow up diaries are about becoming your better self, and not just about weight loss, your diet, being healthy, etc.
Okay I just finished watching and girl, yes it took long until this episode was uploaded, but it was worth the wait. The amout of effort put into this is crazy, and this video is so aesthetically pleasing, holy shit.
You're a huge, HUGE inspiration to me, because of you I started losing weight and trying to glow up myself, so THANK YOU SO MUCH AND NEVER STOP DOING WHAT YOU'RE DOING!! 🤸♀️❤️😊
I can't express my gratitude enough to you. I want to say thank you for starting the Glow Up series. You inspired me to start my own channel and I hope to reach and help as many people as you do through your videos. Thank you for showing your hardships in life as many people have related to them and have solace through them.
alivia... thank you. i’ve been struggling with depression as well as binge eating disorder since jan. after some major life events left me alone, to my own broken devices. i’ve had no motivation for work, school, not even my well-being. this series has given me a new perspective on life... it’s- no- you’ve inspired me to change. i remember watching you years back for inspiration (for flexibility haha) and i’m so glad i returned to your channel to find myself once again inspired by you. thank you:)!
Alivia brings so much light & positivity to youtube, she'd make such a great therapist as a job ♡
she does bring light and positivity, but she has a lot of unhealthy mindsets and a long, long way to go before she’s ready to help others professionally. Even some of her videos can be harmful. Don’t get me wrong- she’s a wonderful girl. But she’s not there yet
@@erin_the_extra2329 i agree with what you said but this series hasn't ended yet so maybe the alivia in this video isn't ready to give advice, but present/future alivia might be :)
Alivia, I absolutely love your glow up diaries! I just wish they were a bit longer. We want to see more of what you have to offer, and that doesn't necessarily mean more videos, but longer videos! Sending love to everyone at this time!!💛❤❤❤
i'm tellin you girl, you are so inspiring to me. i look forward to watching more of your journey. your editing is quite amazing too :)
I cant tell you how thankful i am that you started these episodes, they really changed me for the better, they showed me how to live healthier, happier and to appreciate all the little moments in life. You showed me how to live my live fully.
Love you❤❤❤
Alivia, I don't know if you'll see this but on the chance that you might I wanted to tell you how much I appreciate this series and you in general. I've been a subscriber ever since the beginning of 2018, and you've inspired me so much. I've always wanted to lose weight and become the best me that I can be, however, I've failed too many times to count. But something changed this morning, I went and worked out for the first time in months, and I can say that I actually did push myself (I've never pushed myself this hard before). And I ate a great breakfast and then I saw your video. And I knew it was a sign that this time was different. So, thank you Alivia. Stay safe, Love you!
Ahhh I'd love to have the option to just fly to another continent when I feel like I need it...
WWWhow does she have the money?
Work for it. Get the money. And go.
@@varelabelsoffical Who said I don't work for it? It's just not that simple if your family is not wealthy to begin with ;) Come on, I like Alivia's channel and I've been a subscriber for a long time, but some things are just obvious and the fact that she had it easier from the start doesn't take away the fact that she works hard and deserves what she'd earned.
@@martyna______6 Yes but as Alivia stated, she did not have any financial support from her parents, she worked for her money, meaning your parents don't have to be wealthy to begin with. :)
@@varelabelsoffical If your family is wealthy, it gives you way more that just money. It gives you the feeling of stability, mental calmness and is basically a safety net. Of course at this point in her career Alivia has some financial stability of her own so she doesn't need it, but I bet it was comforting at the beginning.
Money always helps.
I rewatch this this video over and over because I relate to it so much. Like, I don't want to sound silly, but for years it's like my heart is aching, I don't feel like I am where I'm supposed to be. I've always had this desire to go to Asia, I work quite a lot and I've been doing nothing but saving up, but it's still expensive tho. But the worst part is not having anyone willing to take a trip like that with me. And I don't want to do something like that on my own. You inspire me a lot and I love your videos and mentality!
I've been watching this series for so long and I just want to say that I am so happy for you, I know that you're doing okay now and you figured things out but seeing you glow and grow up while I was also going through similar circumstances made me feel like we're in this together, I am so happy and proud of how far you've come.
I love you Alivia, you are such an inspiration in my life. You are the best youtuber for me. You made me realize my mistakes and how to live life. Keep doing what you do, because what you do always inspire people
YASSSSS I WAS LITERALLY REWATCHING THE OLDER EPISODES
You looked extremely happy over the course of this trip. I'm glad that you took this time to enjoy the city of Shanghai (I've never been there but it looks like a beautiful and interesting place) and enjoy yourself. It seemed that you took this time for self-healing and you let yourself eat the food, explore the places, buy the things you liked, etc.. I wish the best for you in the future years to come!
When I turned 20 I decided to move to Shanghai and that is still the best decision I've took in my life. A few months later, due to coronavirus, I headed back home to France. Now, I'm just waiting for borders to reopen, and then I'll move to China again. Living there has definitely changed the way I see life
How so? Tell me more!
There is something so special about your videos that I can‘t find anywhere else on TH-cam and that makes me so addicted to your videos🙏🏼
“In that moment I decided to drop out of college”... idk it’s hard for me to just accept this saying and how you said it so lightly and easily
There was much more thought behind it. I had been weighing out the pros and cons for a while. That moment helped confirm my decision. Sorry for the confusion.
you also have to think, she already had money. she really did not even have to go to college to begain with
@@princemuhi7752 Those are not the reasons you go to college.
Alivia I have literally been waiting everyday for this glow up diary video since the last one! You insire me so much to do better, I admire you and you make me want to do so much more than what I am!
i live for these glow up diaries, love the creativity ❤️
Alivia, you’re such an inspiration, I love you so much 🖤🖤
the positivity you're giving off motivates me to work on my glow up too
This was really beautiful, I smiled when you made changes and tried something new whether you were hesitant or not because it shows your willingness to change; a confrontation a lot of people never allow themselves to get to. Amazing!!
Your glow up diary episodes literally helped me so much! I'm currently on a glow up journey (more mentally then physically) and I know I'm not there yet, I still have many insecurities and self doubts, I'm not as confident as I want to be and I overthinking a lot! But I already saw some progress and my mindset really changed in the past 6 months. I really hope that I don't lose track and that I continue doing all these things that at first might be a little uncomfortable and difficult to do, but that are worth it in the end. Thank you. 💗
You’re such an inspiration to me Alivia. You have impacted my life so much! 💕 thank you!
I'm 27 and wtf , these videos are so dang good. Thank you for inspiring me ! I feel stuck , and maybe being stuck isn't so bad. Its the little things that move you forward.
That convo was so heartwarming, it’s so good that your family is supportive of your personal growth and not just educational
This is the type of video where I would rewatch over and over again. Thank you for the upload!!
Omg i waited soo long for this episode
Same!
Same
Me tooo
Same!!
i'm so happy for her :') the last one minute of the video made my heart so happy.
I’ve really seen your growth in your style, your editing , everything. I am so proud of you and inspired by you. Watching the stretch alongs you posted when you were a little high schooler and wanting so much to be like you to watching you bloom and evolve has been such a gift. Thank you for sharing. Lotsa love.
I love you so much. You gave me the confidence and you put the thoughts I had in my head into a video. Grow Alivia grow! I can't believe we got to go on this little journey with you.
Just for a moment imagine being able to have enough money to travel like this. Wow. Makes me happy.
Beautiful video Alivia!
" all it takes is just a little effort "
i felt it...
Hi:) I was binge watching TH-cam videos after turning in my essay that I’ve worked on the whole day at 12 and came across this video. It is currently 3 in the morning. Your video just made me realize how unmotivated I am and how I’m making no efforts to be the best I can be. After watching your video, I realized that i really need to change. I saw your video on making a glow up diary right after. Now I’m ready to just sleep and start new tomorrow by making myself a glow up diary:) thank you for sharing this❤️ i needed it😔
You are one of the few TH-camrs that still keep shit real. Thanks God that TH-cam helps me find you....keep up with the good work girl! ❤️
i am so unhappy with everything in my life right now but i always thought ig has to be like that in order to be happy in the future... i have a feeling u have to endure it so maybe after all this suffering you will be happy when u get older... someone please help
I don't know what your current situation is, but there will always be problems in someone's life. That's not to say you don't become more resistant to it. You learn life lessons over time and from my own experience I am now better able to cope with situations. Believe me it is also not realistic to always be happy. But be thankful for the moments that you can be, those are the precious moments. A few years ago, I was in the same mental status as you with the view that everything will magically turn out great in the future. (I still don't know your current situation, but here's what I picked up)
Wish you the best hope this can help you a little bit.
@@milena363611 thank you for this❤
in every problem there always a solution i learned this on my experiences
nagstag keros happiness really is a state of mind, of course certain circumstances will help you to feel happier but sometimes just tweaking your mindset a little will make you feel better :) if not, ask yourself - is suffering now really going to be worth it in the end? I have friends in med school who want to be a doctor more than anything so are putting up with crazy schedules and profs in order to get where they want to be - because that’s where their passion lies! But, if it it’s something you just think you want and are suffering because it doesn’t truly align with what you want then maybe consider changing your path or doing something different - there is no guarantee of tomorrow and life is yours to rebrand and renew at any moment 💓
You don't have to wait for the "future" to be happy. Fight for your happiness. Start from today. As time passes by,if you're trying your best every single day, you'll see the difference
This was so brave what you did!! I'm very impressed. We see you glow up and you teach me so many lessons!
Thank you sooo much Alivia 💕💕💕💕💪 you're the best
i just wanted to say thank you. The Glow Up Diaries help me so much when I'm falling off track or giving myself negative self talk
You’ve got this Alivia! Seeing how far you’ve come without giving up is outstanding. You’re beautiful inside, and of course out. You have our support any time of the day and no matter what decision/decisions you make, I know they are for the better. Love you always, and I’m so proud of you doll 💗
I like seeing other ppl comment their stories. It makes me realize that I'm not the only one going through what I'm dealing with right now. College isn't for me, but I'm still figuring out what I'm going to do if I drop out or *how* to tell my parents. I need advice, but I don't know who to turn to. Seeing other people's stories make me realize I'm not alone.
Experienced Advice here : You should first figure out what you really like/want to do. Dont urge to drop or you will regret. And if you are clear with your thoughts on what you really want to do then you can tell your parents abt it.
PS:- I also droped from BSc to persue Medicine 😇
Hope you didn't waste scholarship money just because you aren't academically qualified to succeed.
This video really reminded me of some current life goals. I’m just about to start my freshman year of college, and I realize that I need to go for myself. I want to pursue animation. And I know it will be really hard, but seeing Alivia take action towards her own dreams makes me want to work towards mine. I also really want to travel and see the world. So this kinda ignited a flare of determination to land a good job so I can save up money and travel the world when I’m older. I would love to experience so many new cultures, foods, music, and living styles.
Whenever I'm feeling down I start watching her videos and it makes me feel so peaceful. She has got such a calming voice🌼
you are literally my inspiration, the reason I make the videos that I make, and every-time I see you upload I instantly click. Love you so so much and thank you for always being vulnerable with us and showing everything. The ups and downs. Love you :)
Thank you for all your hard work!!!!! Always so happy when a new episode comes out, means a lot to me!! Thank you again!
I always loved this series, and you Alivia in general. And it's true, most of us can't relate to wealth, and even when we save up, most of us won't be able to do what you do. But if people comment on that, then that's because they don't understand the meaning of the video. They see the money only. I think (correct me if I'm wrong) what you want to show is that sometimes, you have to leave where you are to get a better view of your situation, to think back, to find yourself again. Sometimes you're not in the right place, and you have to leave if you want to grow.
Although you're younger than me I've already learned so much from this series. Every time I watch one of these videos I feel motivated to start my own glow up, but that motivation never lasts for me. I heard someone say once that motivation isn't something that comes before you start a thing, it comes after you start and the more you do the thing the more motivated you'll feel to do it (I honestly don't remember where I heard that, but if it was from this series that'd be ironic that I don't remember haha). I've also made the decision to leave my college a few months ago, but in that transition I've forgotten what it is that I want to pursue in the future. So, hopefully while I'm stuck at home during my quarantine, with nothing to do but better myself, I'll find myself along the way and finally continue my own glow up. Thank you Alivia for inspiring not only me, but many other people to start their own glow ups
Honestly I've been watching your videos since like December, I'm not in a good place in my life right now, due to a combination of things that are and that are not in my control. When I watch your videos you inspire me to find that motivation I need to get out of bed and do something even if it is just a small task . I hope you know how much you inspire me and other people. ❤️