[Vocaloid Original] Addiction to Pain [Oliver]
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• [Oliver] Addiction to ...
Italiano, français and español subs here: • Video
Thanks so much for 50,000 views!!!
*Not a repost from Nico Nico!*
The warning at the beginning is just precautionary
Mp3: www.mediafire.com/?0h5s78xgc7o...
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YAY. |D Finally-- ARGGGH. The melody for the chorus and the lyrics to the first half of it have been swimming around in my head for months. I didn't know what to do with them. YAAAAY. 8D First Vocaloid Original! Homg.... :'D
But, ah, hahah... this did come out a lot creepier than I intended. And yeah, I know, I drew his hand backwards in one of the scenes. Ugh.
The song is kinda about someone who lost their respect and love for themselves and became self-abusive. And for that one scene, uhh, I don't really know who the lady is supposed to be. XD His "master"? Which would be... me?
...she doesn't really look like me...
Well, uhh, this might wind up looking like a repost from nico nico later, cuz I'll probably upload it there later... but The original post was to TH-cam. And I own everything in the video. Hahahaha.
Well, I guess I don't have much more to say. Please don't redistribute! :D - เพลง
It's so weird to see Oliver with two eyes.
Whitewolf dont worry they solved that
@@francesmurry6986 NOOOOOOOOOOOO xd
I didn't notice at first but I felt like something was off
Whitewolf I seen oliver with two eyes before (in fanart it’s red) but I don’t know the real color of it
Sometimes when I draw him I accidentally make his 2 eyes instead of bandage 😭😭😭😭
Me 7 years ago: "Oh yeah, now this hits hard."
Me, a full grown ass adult: "Mm yes, still hurts."
" and that kids is how I ripped out my eye... "
Lol
😂
Ya he's only 12 ;w;
@@6Snake6Eyes666 Its never too early to start!
@@ransom2610dude that's fcked up
Oliver's songs tend to be so meaningful I love everything about him
"Always love yourself, i like people with both eyes, thanks" xD
+Rubius Gurl wow
so you like his song gay sex too?
@@selineyongkahngie3373 OH LORD *Gets silver cross* AHHHHHHHHHHH
@@selineyongkahngie3373 i heard that wha a social experiment to see if its got more wiew
If you use headphones and listen to the background. You can hear his bird every now and then.
I can hear it without headphones. But thanks for telling me.
yes you can! (i am listening with headphones and didn't realize his bird was making sound in the background)
And now we know what happened to his eye....
Amber Schelling but it's the wrONG EYE
You know what screw it it's a good song I'm willing to let it go
+Ali River Oliver's like "Fuck,I stabbed the wrong eye"
We may never know.
why does poor Oli get all of the sad, twisted songs?
Josh Kinnard bacause it fits him aandtheey made him sing those songs, also i heard he is like a demon or something
しゅん x not a demon.
しゅん x there are rumors that the eye patch seals a demon that lives in his eye... but that is all I have heard concerning oliver and demons
Josh Kinnard any rumors you heard are not official
***** as i said before, any rumors are not official.
What I understand:
Oliver,a 12-yeared old boy,was bullied on his school for many various reasons.That caused him to start hating himself and harming himself in a feeble attempt to make himself feel better.However,that ended up being an addiction to him and finally goug out his eye.His mother and friends try to comfort him,but he refuses to accept it.
I hope things do turn out ok, we can be friends if you want 💝
yeah
Sounds like me...(except for the eye-gouging part)
the eye makes lots of sense, because having only one eye or one of them hurted means that you dont accept reality
What I understand:
He was a normal boy until demons turned him into a slave
Really good song, I recently started listening to Oliver songs and they're always so good!
*screams because the bandage is supposed to be on Oliver's left eye*
Haruhi Chan YOU FEEL ME
The Banana Girl YESS IKR!!
The Banana Girl IKR?! FINALLY SOMEBODY ELSE GETS IT!!! :D
yesss!!! plus I love all his songs too
YES!!
This so far is one of the most twisted and horrific song I've heard. Good thing no small boys were harmed in the making of the video.
That's not vomit. That's a pile of string.
+IAmAVocaloid! So you're a Yandere?! I AM TOO! YAY SONGS ABOUT KILLING AND HORRIFIC THEMES
+TWO PurplePandas I agree too much for my own good. I need to work on that ;__;
+Rida Akhlaq nope your fine!!
Look up Willows of Wysteria.
+Maria Hiplav Secrets not Willows!
This song paired with many others I heard helped me make the decision to become a mental heath doctor and to travel to places with low mental heath care ( If I don't get married).
It makes me really happy to hear that. ;u;
+intothekey Luck be with ya
I think I'll see you soon
I think Ill see you some day.
^u^b
I found this as an edgy 12 year old and I said I related then but oh boy did I have no idea what was about to go down
mark wylie literally me when I was like 14
Lmao me when I was 14 years old
bruh me when i was 16 lol
M e
Found this when I was a young teen aswell. Glad I'm not as selfish petty and resentful as I use to be.
This song goes back so far, glad its still here
Hi it's been 3 years I am back now that this song does not make me fear slightly for my life
no wait still terrified
good song yo
im wasting time It’s not really scary. It’s just about hating yourself enough to enjoy pain, which… I guess can be scary to someone who has never encountered these types of feelings.
You know something is wrong when you get this in your suggested.
versión de Len: addiction to die
entendí la referencia XD
Xd, Len muere si canta, no por cantar, si no por la canción.
XD
I don't know why but at 3:59 when it draws that frowny face and labels it "SIN", I can't help but laugh
I found it funny too. Now me and my friends have a joke which is "the sin arrow"
I freaking love Oliver's voice! If I ever get Vocaloid, I'm using him in, like, all my songs XD
true so TRUE
+Kathryn Williams me to!
Oliver is litteraly my favorite Vocaliod
Yes mine too
I found Oliver from steampianist, and I’m so happy other people have found him and used him to make their own music!
Steampianist is wonderful
*Secrets of wisteria flashbacks* F***
I want to comfort this scared boy. Poor little thing.
Poor Oliver Q^Q he's so cuuuute-
btw the bandage is on the wrong eye-
oh well
The creator is well aware and now you have made her shoot herself by posting that 0_0
Evelynn Peters Eh.. He? idk the creator lets stick with that.
uuuuuuh... 0^0'
Bandage is probably on that eye for the purpose of video art ^^
Yeah.... besides, I always do errors, eg: forgetting the Bass/Treble clef on the Kagamine twins...
Addiction to this song
The hatred perished as I once again
To find myself, adicted to darkness
Far away from sanitys guide
Where lay the answer
To my twisted self
If not here
Among these dainty scars?
'Addiction to pain'
Um honey, I think it's called 'Masochist'-
WHEN I WATCHED THIS MY EYE THAT HE STABBED STARTED HURTING
URM IS THAT NORMAL?
Could be empathy pains. Relatively normal. ^^
***** lol
I know that you posted this comment a year ago but I feel the need to tell you why your eye hurts or stings when you see that scene your brain sends a wave that simulates what it would feel like to be in that situation
+SunnyBunnysGaming lol
I said a smart xD
2013 me in the bus line is shaking, its been years since ive heard this it feels like no time has passed icant believe i t
*sees bubble when Oliver took out his eye*
0-0"
That's the wrong--
//SHOT//
Great song btw. I just think Ollie sounds a bit....mechanical
Isn't he already mechanical?
Considering there was a British voice actor voiced him and then use some computer to alter the voice or something
this song helps me control my insanity. i watch this and realize "At least i dont do that to myself..." thank you for making this you have saved a life with this song.
***** your right it probably only makes it worse and im just thinking it helps oh well ¡▼¡
***** I know what you meant thats why I said it....
***** lol btw love foxy from FNAF the 2nd one scares me tho
im a rare kind, and im too young to go in a mental asylum but they might make an exseption either way lol oh well im ready if they come! ^.^
***** it's not, but you don't know if that person actually is going through that, being judgmental is no better than a faker, it may be worse because you make false accusations about said person who may not be said faker
Even his screaming is on pitch .
Damn Oliver is perfect.
Ikr
The background song is really good
So is the whole song I'm just saying so is the background music
Is it weird that I like this song?
Not at all.
nope
It must be more weirder that I'm addicted to this song?
You see, don't worry! ^ ^
Confused Bunny ／(≧ x ≦)＼ I am both addicted to this song and it helps me deal with my problems.
Yes 🙂
This was the song I listen to when I'm in 'that mood'
When Oliver screamed I laughed and now I feel like a monster. 😭
I'M SO SORRY, OLIVER, ONG
S/h tw
Not to be an edgy child, but i relate to the pain addiction part, i get so happy when i bleed from self harming for some reason, also this song had become 9 years old, and so has Oliver!!! My boys gonna be 10 soon!! :D
legit, i know its bad, but still...
It has been 10 years huh, and i still love this song. It reflect nicely for people who are suffering with self harm. I used to make cuts on arm, shoulder, thigh back in high school. now finishing my degree and this song still hits me hard cuz now always fighting the urge to cut again. But this song comfort me cuz i know there are people who stuffering with this too.
wrong e- *hears gunshots*
AWSOME! *backs away slowly*
Me:
Addiction to watching Oliver’s songs
This is a sad song.. but I laughed when Oliver screamed.. sorry son.
Ok, am I the only one who thought Oliver looked a bit like Crona here?
This is really late but YESSSSS
My god he did...
OH MY GOD, NO ONE KNOW SOUL EATER ANYMORE!!!
my 2020 ass: c o r o n a?
@@vevr.a I see it.
I really like this song *0*
And to everyone who says this song explains their life/personality: There's always someone who cares about you, even if you don't think so. You deserve to be respected and loved by others and yourself :)
Am I the only one that thinks of the game Fran Bow whenever I hear this song?
why do I enjoy hearing Oliver's little scream I found it cute 😐
Pretty. Odd Killjoy Sinner in the Clique Because you care... probably.
tbh the scream was a bit cute. Or us two are just messed up.
It is Cute, you're not alone
Oliver's bandages are supposed to be on his left eye ;3;
Oh. WOW. This song means a lot more than I thought it did. Damn... It is a really great and almost true metaphor to so many people with mental health issues. I had no idea it wasn't just an edgy thrown-together song like my teenage self wanted to believe it was.
Fun fact! This was the first original vocaloid song i ever heard.
somehow, i can relate to this song. mostly cause i have a slight case of self-hate myself...
Oh, so THAT'S what's under the bandage.
James saved him QwQ
Bro... Esta canción la escuche cuando tenian como 13 o 14
@ 2:14
Oliver, don't. No no no no! Dang it, Oliver!
I was literally saying that when the knife was getting closer to his eye xD
IS IT BAD THAT I LAUGHED WHEN HE SCREAMED?
Uhm. Well if youre laughing at his pain, yes, but if its cause you dont expect a vocaloid to scream then.. eh
Yes. And I got scared at that moment. We just dont except vocaloids to scream. If you laughed at his pain then its even worse.
I laughed as well, don't feel bad XD
Naegii
My kouhai-chan!
Why!
Wonder what the world would be like with no stigmas, or reduced stigmas on certain subjects. Like self harm, suicide, not going with the flow of the system(born, school, college, work).
I wonder if anyone would be happier in a world like that. No judgment or special treatment towards any "abused" group, all equals.....That'd be kinda disgusting in reality, but justified. True equality - shitty living for all. Inequality - horrifying living for a lot of the world, unappreciated luxury for the other parts....
I think I love the world just how it is~
I mean....what if someone just really wanted to die? Like a cancer patient who doesn't want to bankrupt their family and live in agony the last year of his/her life.
Or someone in an abusive situation too tired to go on or fight anymore and doesn't want the abuser to win by their submission? Or heck - someone who is just too lazy or doesn't have enough ambition to live in a world like this.
If there were no stigma - could they have some sense of peace?
Same for self harm really....if someone wants to do that - why must we always tell them not to? They're gonna anyway. If they don't wanna die - people should educate on where not to cut, and limits to avoid death or major injury. Everyone acts like it's some taboo disgusting thing. It's not. Heck - tribes still use cutting to create decorative scars. Bleeding in general has been both ritualistic and medicinal for many centuries - not particularly "healthy" - but heck they survived somehow.
stratazing well said *slow claps*
Can't. Stop. Listening. Creepy, but catchy.
I always thought of stabbing my left eye out when I was suicidal... But I would never do such a thing. Holy carp, Oliver. ouo'
+Joanna Taracena Same! ouo'
+Joanna Taracena Yeah... People would look at me weird if I stabbed my eyeball out and they knew... I'd probably be seen as someone with a mental disability.
Joanna Taracena Oh my o-o I'm so sorry
Ehh I still want to gouge my eye out. I would feel better about my apperance
Joanna Taracena actually, I would just act like it was still there just it looked weird or something so I cover it up. That sounds logical... Does it?
Am I a psychopath for wanting to do a parody of this and call it addiction to memes?
...I'd like to help
@@NoPersona so does that mean im normal
@@sirlundythetoonbint2247 guess so
@@NoPersona 😄yeah
@@sirlundythetoonbint2247 👍
Still a banger
Is it bad that this song fits my personality perfectly?
tetram tod No. It does not resemble my personality but my state tho. It is ok that it fits or resembles your personality.
I actually understand. And it’s heartbreaking. But true.
This is like my anthem thank you for creating such a work of art and please make more like this
I like the creepier sounding ones so that's why i really like this ^^ my favorite vocaloid genre, they tend to sound the best. Good job!
When you have mental illness it’s so FRIKEN hard to convey what you’re feeling to others. I saw another comment saying the lyrics and pictures make no sense or whatever. But the point of the song got through to me. I understand the feeling of anguish that Oliver is feeling
*cries because bandage is on the wrong eye*
*GOD DAMNIT WHY!???*
the chorus is amazing
Hear about vocaloid: FREAKING DOPE
Hear about Oliver: I THINK I FOUND MY SPIRIT ANIMAL
Actually, i LOVE dark songs for him, i mean, he was intended to be alittle scary, with all his bandages and stuff. You did a really great job with Oliver! I really wanna see more stuff like this!
I found this song as a depressed 13 year old and thought this was like speaking to my soul or whatever. Honestly it's still a bop, just for different reasons now.
2023, and the memories of my "living hell" from 2015 comes back to me. I'm only able to be glad, that I was able to overcome those problems from those times. Though for someone else ( a important person, all I can say randomly in a TH-cam comment ) it was also the last song they ever heard in their life.
If thinking of his "final moments" while listening to this song's lyrics, his final moments must've been horrible. Makes me wonder, if finding this song is like "his final message" to me, or something.
I absolutely fucking love this song. Touches my guts unlike songs normally would.
OMG...this song...the PV...just...so...AWESOME. Can't stop listening...don't want to stop...
:') Thanks for making this!! You did an amazing job!!
I remember when you could say anything on TH-cam.
Hello people. I really liked this song and felt like I could relate to it as I'm going through some tough times for me but half way through the song when I was feeling sad I realised that I'll never be like that because God is with me. Because even if I hate myself and everyone's words are powerless there will be a piece inside me created by god full of hope and love. have you ever felt like everything is in vain but somewhere deep inside u feel like u have to still hold on. It has to be there even if a tiny flicker. so to everyone who feels like they can relate to this song I just want you to know that I know ur feeling and just as I believe that God is with me He is also with you. so never lose hope and always treasure the tiny flicker of hope inside you because it is the miracle thay will save you :)
Did u actually cut yourself
Nice you didn't lose all you're hope and sanity like I did, be happy that you're thinking like that
Throughout reading this I was like: But what if I like Satan? Then made weird demonic noises....I think I need help.
This song needs way more love.
You did a great job with Oliver. He's clear, precise, and very fitting for the song... and the song itself is just great. I like the words, LOVE the sound, and how everything just falls together.
It's definitely made my playlist. c:
Oml, it's awesome! I love it!
If you love pain then your a Masochist. If you enjoy giving pain to others, then your a Sadist. Which one am I.. isn't it obvious?... Sadist of course.
I've always been a big Oliver fan, this is probably one of the best videos I have ever seen, you have definatly used him well. Not only that, he's understandable. Alot of the time, it get's slightly hard to understand him. :)
love this song
Please make more. This is the best use of Oliver I have seen.
Man. Bravo, dude, bravo. I love this so much that I despise it. It exactly matches what it's like. I can't even properly explain "it" with words, but *this song*. This song is *"it"*. I can't pick out some mental disorders to describe it. "It"'s just *"it"*. Rambling aside, thank you so, so much for this.
r/im12andthisdeep
this definitely shows a cool perspective of stuff
i love it!
This is really awesome and amazing that you wrote this. I can't even write a simple poem, keep up the good work! :D
I low-key feel bad for his parents😂
Ayuka Viator not really, it's im plied that they neglect him constantly throughout all his songs and that they are never here for him when he needs them
Oh shit, i'm back here
this is actually a quite good quality good job with the voice
I LOVE this! its amazing! thank you for making this!!!
Amazing! Might I ask, What inspired you to write this? I wish to try and write a song down, but I don't really know how. Sorry! And I love Ollie~ >3
Cierra Fisher Hmm, well, I had something happen in my life that I blamed myself for, and got to the point where bullying myself over it became habitual, so this song came about when I was trying to recover from that. ^^ Though for actual song writing, everyone has a different way of going about it. The advice I would give is to make sure you have a clear idea of what you're trying to convey with the song before starting it. :D I didn't with this song tbh, and it came out... quite differently than what I had planned, hahaha. But people seem to like it, so that's good. c:
Ah, I see. Well, I hope you're alright. But, I love how you made this song!
MystykNess If I was able to make oli make the same tone like I want I would make a song about my state like here is a song about what you were going through.
Bro I use to listen to this so much as an edgy middle schooler
Me too
mystykness your use of oliver is very amazing emotional but then again a very good song keep up the good work :) !!
this was one of the first vocaloid songs I've heard, as well as the first Oliver song I've heard
Never thought id relate to this vocaloid so much 0.0
i like oliver in this song. lol he is cute
another!?! yay!! so excited!
I dont even care that the bandage is wrong the drawings and the song are amazing!
Amazing :D
first 2 lines of the song that Oliver sings is my life just there.... but honestly i love this song so much.it kinda relates to my life except the pain physical its mostly mental pain.....
Self-inflicted pain,mental or physical, can still inflict scars. The difference is the mental scars stay fresh longer..
ya thanks I just lost my best friend and honestly am not even to be seen by other people as human just because I act weird. sorry about my bad English im not good at speaking it
It's ok :)
im getting through it.. honesty I don't care what people think.
This is amazing. Everything about it meets top expectations. Love it!
I think Oliver may just get me hooked back to Vocaloid XD Awesome song btw~
*hugs creator* I love you...
I wish I was special
You're so fuckng special (radiohead LUL)
O_O
Hello once again...
Oliver Vocaloid Hai old friend~!
:)
:D
*meows* the creator is special I wish I can also create original songs rather than do covers
Well that's amazing
Omg! ^ ^ This is so great! Oliver's my fave vocaloid
I never thought I'd enjoy an English Vocaloid until I found Oliver. My eyes have been opened \o/