I’m glad I can’t, I’m trying to learn the lyrics and it really helps with remembering lol Edit/Update: i got sick of the song and now i’m learning saccharine by jazmin bean lmao
0:32 where the doll (the one singing) says "vexatious, *my amygdala* " he words amygdala as something he has, instead of it being the name of the doll's owner or something like that. The amygdala is a part of the brain thats associated with "anxiety, aggression, fear conditioning, emotional memory, and social cognition", while vexation is "something that causes annoyance and the state of mind that results from being annoyed" The jumble of letters doesn’t seem to be the url. Going through the sections frame by frame, the letters seem to look more like random symbols if anything.
This is actually a really good metaphor for anxiety. The puppet/rag doll is a kid with some sort of anxiety disorder, I assume OCD or a Phobic disorder, the Amygdala is, well... the Amygdala (the part of the brain that controls the fight or flight system), and the Trypo puppeteer is either a metaphor for intrusive thoughts or self harm. This is about a kid with crippling anxiety and has trypophobia but because so many people say they have trypophobia without actually having any sort of phobia, leading to people thinking that trypophobia isn't really or not a big deal, he's not taken seriously and doesn't get the help he needs. He's plagued by intrusive thoughts which he blames himself for, that's why he calls himself the trypo puppeteer at the end, he blames himself for his pain. Or, if you go with the self harm metaphor, he cuts and burns himself to distract himself from the pain. This would make sense since the rag doll is "cauterized", not burnt, implying that the inflicted burns were intentional and used to "heal". He can't handle the world, he has panic attacks that lead him to do stupid things and then he feels embarrassed or ashamed, he doesn't have control, the line "my frontal lobe placed me behind my own strings" could refer to him numbing his emotions so he doesn't have another outburst/panic attack again, or it could also refer to losing trust for himself. "I defy the way the game works" he doesn't feel like he should be feeling the way he does because he can't make sense of his messed up mental state. He begs Amygdala and the Trypo puppeteer to leave him alone. Self harm has become an addiction, or if you go with the intrusive thought thing, the thoughts have taken a mind of their own and he no longer feels in control of his mind/actions. Now that I think about it, "Trypo puppeteer" could also refer to someone abusive in his life which would probably make more sense. I feel like I'm pulling most of this out of my ass, idk. Maybe I'm just projecting myself onto the story because I have personal experience with anxiety. This is just how I view the song.
salwa adlouni yes good theory i didn’t read it it’s too long so whenever a donut ate the cheese then the cheese ater the frosting was eaten by the cheese this is good theory
You literally pulled out my thoughts here. I totally agree to you. This song relates to me too much cause of my small and fragile looking body no one takes me seriously either.
For those who don’t know, the amygdala is a part of the brain that makes anxiety , well go do it’s thing . It’s one of the main culprits for anxiety and the rag doll is you. Sometimes anxiety can take over you and many of the lyrics here reflect the effects of anxiety and how it feels like having it. Hope this helps
I was depressed but we didn’t get tested for crap anyway’s didn’t matter nothing did I warned myself of horrible thing’s but I never did shit then I got- Why am I ranting again I just want to say stuff but basically I was depressed and I didn’t do anything about it (Just like my dad :D) I’m making my problems sound worse then they are
Fun fact: The amygdala is responsible for the Flight, Fight, and Freeze responses. And during such an event the frontal lobe -which is responsible for advanced memory and cognitive thoughts- becomes “numb” and has a harder time retaining memory and acting rationally in the moment. Or at least, that’s how it works with me and my stupid brain.
@@icicletheweavile3056 i actually wait until that part to sing so that a 3am in the morning my household is woken up by an angsty teen bellowing out her favorite lyrics
@• S p r o u t • ive gotten better at being able to say more words at once, since i also play an instrument, so i have to try and play as many notes as possible before i breathe anyways. so that sort of makes it easier to say more words at once
@@iceyash i managed to do this comment on the wrong account, because i listen to it on this account, but sign in for google under that account sad times this is....
i've listened to this song a million time and never noticed how at 3:30 you can almost hear breathing, most likely representing how the boy can't breathe properly
But I still can't read English. This sentence is also translated by Google Translate. So I don't know the lyrics of your song. I'm so sad about it. So when I grow up, I'll come back to listen to this song. At that time, I will understand the true meaning of this song. I'm looking forward to it. Until the day we can meet again.
@@AC-ix4tf Thank you for your comment! Japanese Vocaloid fans are very pleased to have a foreign Vocaloid fan like you! I hope you will continue to love Vocaloid…(*´-`)
0:53 The full phrase is "an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth" but Ghost already made a "tooth for a tooth" song, so this time it's just an eye for an eye
I cried when I stubbed my toe after running full, speed into a cabinet after being startled half to death by my door falling off. I later learned I broke that toe
most talk about a fire victim and lyrics kinda look like it, but, after a sugar rush i got to the conclusion its a dire analogy to growing and getting old as a lot of things said in the song can be related to that context in a very poetic way, thank you starbucks
Oliver is such an underrated vocaloid despite his awful past, dark songs, and speaking english edit: Oh my goodness, the amount of replies that I left unanswered for about 2 years! I had no idea what was on my mind on who I was 2 years ago, but i believe I muted the comment section. The only time I knew this comment was because I listened to this song once again. If I recall, when I commented this for the first time, I really had no knowledge about Oliver. The only way that I knew him was through Bee and Puppycat. When I figured out a vocaloid voiced Puppycat, I went on and search the internet and found out that the majority of his songs are dark and somehow twisted. I immediately assumed he had a dark past, which resulted to me commenting this. I hope I cleared some misunderstandings, everyone! I'm sorry I had taken such a long time to explain ((" ú ù)/ edit 2: everyone's guesses on why I thought Oliver had a dark past was definitely one of the reasons why I believed he did. From his design to the songs he sang.
the fact a turkish news cast used the instrumental pause when they weren't speaking while showing roblox piggy fan animations is baffling, I'm gonna assume they didn't email GHOST about using their song considering that's true for the two animators featured on their news cast
I got bombarded by GHOST songs in my recommended, so I was like, "oh they got a lotta these," so I went to the channel, saw this and clicked on it cause it looked interesting, and halfway through the song I was like "oh sht wait a minute." Never in my life did I find a popular song through a creator instead of the other way around.
So what i got from this song is: he creates voodoo doll of himself because it says :an eye for an eye that's how the game works, clearly this is about a boy who hates himself, with amygdala (meaning the parts of his mind that control his emotions are controlling his self harming actions) so he pokes holes into himself deteriorating his brains ethical functions, saying: the frontal lobe placed me behind my own strings aka amygdala/unstable emotions, meaning he has gone mad with his self harming and his brain isn't functioning and he is losing memory and is in fear of the consequence of what he has done saying: it should've never been wound, which is his regret from doing it claiming in the end it was all his fault saying he is sorry. update: i put more consideration in the lyrics regarding to fire; i think he started the doll on fire which also started him on fire, it explains the specific types of holes created on the doll from it burning but it explains why he can't inhale or exhale, the fire is choking him out, he pulls the fire alarm as a last resort of help from saving him from himself. also to note the lyrics: the dull assumption that I've tasted decency, waiting for the embers to lose their glow, and i and i don't know, because all I've ever known were clusters of holes, they say that that the assumption that they have been treated well by them-self or anyone else is dull, than say how they are waiting for the fire (the pain and or self inflicted abuse) to go away, and than after that they say they don't know, because all they have ever known is their self hatred, now that i think about it this could be a song about someone who hates them-self and cuts them-self and they try to commit suicide by starting them-self on fire but halfway through the decision they change their mind. they keep saying turning eyes to the trypo-puppeteer (their emotions) like they are blaming their emotions for them being uncontrollable. than at the end of the song they say "i am the trypo-puppeteer" meaning they have come to the realization that their emotions aren't a separate entity from them-self and this whole time all this pain wasn't only based on their circumstances as much as it was their own doing in only believing they could only live in suffering and suffering alone. the name of the song is: Emotion's Rag Doll
Perhaps. Hear me out, plz; “Amygdala’s Rag Doll” is the story of a young boy accidentally starting a horrible house fire, where all his family perished and he personally suffered intense injuries. Even after being rescued and restored of his charred skin, he was trapped in terrible physical and mental problems, such as his skin burning so bad that he viewed the burned areas as stitched rags, whilst his injuries were restored a little while later, he only saw the holes caused by the many cauterisations he had whilst the doctors were fixing his non-burn injuries. The boy continued to believe he was a rag doll, due to how his burned areas were stitched together and had tons of “holes”. Not just that, due to all the smoke inhalation, his lungs were in horrible shape and he felt he couldn’t breathe anymore because it was such a struggle to do so, in which only fed into the delusion he wasn’t human. After the traumatic experience, the combination of his guilt complex and his PTSD, he labelled himself as the world-hating “trypo-puppeteer” for causing the fire that ‘killed’ him and killed his family. As the boy further fell into the delusion he told himself, he begun losing memories of his beloved family and his PSTD engulfed the entirety of his psychological state… like a larvae, till nothing remained but a self-hating, physically and mentally scorched young boy, who views himself as a lifeless Ragdoll
As someone with glasses, I can confirm to anyone who doesn’t have them that I am so jealous. It suck having them, please don’t wish for them. Unlike my reply now. My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined.
possible meaning?: (mentions suicide dhakbacsjab) so the song takes place in the perspective of the 'trypo- puppeteer', someone who's mentally ill. he believes that the rag dolls are alive and feel pain, but still rips them apart and shit. he can hear their cries, which is what the choruses are. he feels guilt for it, and it's making his illness worse. soon, he ends up realizing that it wasn't the rag doll screaming--it was the person it represented (at least, thats what he thought). he decides to end his life by burning down the place he lives in, "waiting for the world to burn." and now, he can't inhale anymore. edit 2024 i dony remember making this comment hello???
It's been four years and I still listen to this song cuz it slaps. It's like my brain in every social situation,I get a lot of anxiety and feel like this. Still can't get rid of it.
I think that this song is like anxiety using you as a puppet. Let me explain: as someone with a horrible anxiety disorder (ocd) I feel many of the lyrics in the song is about basically being so stressed that you feel like a raggdoll. The lyrics: "All I ever known are holes" can be seen as not knowing what life is like stress free. Anyways I'm off to eat some McDonalds
Everyone's been talking about how the amygdala is what induces anxiety, and they're probably talking about them having an anxiety attack, and they saying that they can't exhale or inhale anymore because they're losing their breath but in reality they're really heaving
Oliver has always been one of my favorite VOCALOIDs, But I think this is probably my favorite song with him. I used to be terrified of this song, Actually haha! I now listen to this song like it's a drug, It's just so hypnotic!
That's actually how it's supposed to be spelled. On Yamaha's official website it's spelled like that, and most of the products on there also have the full capitalization. Not to mention on certain sites it will be underlined in red if you don't spell it with all caps. It's hard to say if they did it on purpose, or if it auto-corrected the word, but I guess the world will never know.
Years ago when I was five I was searching endlessly for this song and years after when I’m ten I find the song. It took a solid five years to find when I was One search away years ago
@@ghost_kitsune Oh, I hope everyone stays safe and my prayers go out to those who have already had their houses burnt down or if any friends, family, etc have died in those fires.
I may be an edgelord but y'all can't tell me that the line "And I defy the way the game works, between you and me, it's only getting worse" doesn't hit hard as hell
Oh my gosh, when you have skin picking disorder/dermatillomania, this song hits SO different… My therapist praised me for saying I “chose” to pick my own skin when I was anxious and I pointed out how it can be totally unconscious and I in a trance lose track of time while doing it. “Well, you still choose to continue doing it when you realize it’s happening.” He retorted. I knew I wasn’t going to convince him and just didn’t say more. That is the hell of skin picking and other body focused repetitive behaviors, it literally walks the line between complex intentional behavior from the frontal lobe, and the unconscious reactions of the amygdala. As a result, it is often unfairly compared to addiction, which is also a disease people say is a result of poor willpower. This is far from the case. Like I said, I literally have lost track of multiple hours picking holes in myself. It’s hard to explain to someone who doesn’t have it. Basically it takes a LOT of mental energy to break the repetition, because it’s a behavior relieving extreme anxiety. Even though logically nothing is stopping you from pulling your hand away, you can’t do it. You’re numbed out, hence losing track of time and not feeling much pain. Then people try to shame you out of your “bad habit” and remind you how disgusting and dangerous the behavior is, which you already are well aware of. The shame that results from that only makes the picking continue as you get more anxiety buildup from the fear of others reactions. So on some level, you take precautions to hide your picking, but you can’t just stop as easily as others might think. Usually what it takes to stop me in this “trance” is something external that triggers my amygdala (ironically), like a loud noise, someone startling me by touching my shoulder, nearly losing my balance and falling, etc. It is literally like being your amygdala’s rag doll.
Lack of understanding of something will never lead to something good, especially when they like to pretend they know it all. And when they're ignorant to the information given? Bwoah, that puts the cherry on top. Humans are pathetic lol
I relate to this so much. I'm not diagnosed with anything and I have never speak with a professional before about this but sometimes my skin picking becomes a real problem. I unconsciously always picking the skin around my nails and on my fingertips. Just this day I managed to pull off like 5 layers of skin from one of my fingertips. They always start to bleed and hurt. One time I couldn't even hold a pencil because of the damage, it just hurt so much. I have tried everything to stop this, but I just can't. It's so unconscious to me now, I don't even notice doing it. I tried to tape them, cut my nails extra short, putting on rings to focus on those instead but nothing. Because even if I stop with my fingers I continue with my lips and pick those instead. So, if anybody has any tips on how to stop, please share. Like I don't even know why am I doing it.
@@gothic.vampyr by the way, I burned my math book at school today. One of my classmates threw alcohol (to clean) on my book, but I didn't notice. At the same time, one of my friends was smoking in the classroom and playing with the lighter, I took it and I said (as I brought the lighter to the book) "You don't have to smoke in class! your lungs, even a fire could start if you don't stop playing with fire." When I finished the sentence, my book started burning.
I saw people making theories and wanted to see if i could help out in some way, at 1:07 it says the "cauterized" a cauterize is a burn to stop bleeding or INFECTION, we know the song has something to Do with a fire, mabey its not a physical actual infection but instead a mental "infection" that the fire had stopped or slowed down, just spitting random ideas because I thought it would be fun though! Listened more, at 3:19 he brings up a tourniquet which is used to prevent blood flow or bleeding from an injury, which as i mentioned earlier, cauterization does too, im not sure if this is significant or not
I was jumping on the trampoline with my sister while listening to this, and I jumped, crossed my legs, and managed to land right as the song ended I am proud of myself for this
I still didn't believe that the language is actually English edit: before i comment this i dont really know about vocaloid english,it feel really akward going back here😅
I think that the “ragdoll” is a metaphor that oliver has made for himself. Oliver is a regular boy who, unlike his peers, cannot control his emotions very well, and is very sensitive to insults or criticism. His parents find him weak and useless, as he does not behave like the other boys his age. He his parents attempt to fix him by being more rude and disrespectful, hoping that it will get him to toughen up. Oliver feels like he is being manipulated, and gets very stressed. This stress causes “holes,” or missing spots from his memory. He thinks of his parents as the “trypo-puppeteer,” because they control what he does and cause holes in his memory. One day, Oliver has enough, and begins emotionally manipulating his parents into feeling guilty for what they have done. He realizes how much power he has now, and begins to make his parents feel bad for everything they do. His parents figure out what he is doing, and start punishing him harder. They now have a genuine hate for oliver. His attempt to manipulate others around him causes the “holes” to grow larger and more frequent. He is now trapped in a cycle of fear and suffering. Ty for reading this far :D
So here’s my theory: Oliver is a doll that is used as an outlet for it’s owner’s anger. (Burning him, sticking nails through his hands, etc.) One day, the doll gains sentience and doesn’t understand why his owner keeps hurting him. The doll believes it is something that he did. (hence, “this has always been my fault.) And... that’s all I’ve got. Idk how accurate it is, or if I’m stating something that everyone already knew, but I’m here anyway.
@Tehzeeb MAZUMDER ohh I thought it meant a little bit body horror. I mean I do know what minor is (someone under the 18) but I guess I understood it differently because English isn't my first language ;;
@Tehzeeb MAZUMDER no, it means “a bit” since it’s only his hands and the dolls that have holes in them sure , it’s creepy, but it isn’t a lot of body horror yeah, minor has 2 meanings, but you’re using the wrong one
we were doing a worksheet about the nervous system today and one of the questions was what part of the brain controls emotions and i fangirl squealed so loud that everyone just slowly turned around and looked at me like i suddenly became a duck
My theory: Amygdala has anger problems and every time she gets mad she breaks everything. So one time her parents bought her a doll named “Oliver” and she used Oliver to control her anger. She stabbed him with nails, burned, and cut off his limbs Until one time Oliver got control of his body and oliver couldn’t stand anymore of the stabbing, burning and torture so Oliver took revenge. There for when the song said “now I am the Tryro-puppeteer that meant Oliver now done all of that to amygdala. Ouch ;-; Edit: I just came up with this in my mind.. I’m new to this community so I don’t know much Edit2: Ok Ok I Get It Amygdala Is A Part Of Your Brain......
Zed Gaming nice theory just wanna point out some stuff: oliver is the character in the middle, its pretty much one of ghost’s oc’s. amygdala is a metaphor for the song name (im pretty sure, correct me on that one if im wrong lol)
Zed Gaming just wanna correct myself: Oliver is actually another vocaloid, a ton of vocaloid producers have used oliver. Amygdala is a part of the brain, but i was still correct, it was a metaphor for the song name I still like your theory, its actually my favorite
Updated list of words and their meanings along with some lyric explanations: • Iodine - the 53rd element on the periodic table. Iodine is used in medical alcohol and iodized salts. • Inexplicable - something unable to be explained. Synonyms with unaccountable • Unaccountable - something unable to be explained. Synonyms with inexplicable • Vexatious - difficult to deal with and causing lots distress; troublesome, annoying • Amygdala - the section of the brain responsible for your Fight-Flight-Freeze response. It controls emotions like fear, sadness, aggression, and pleasure; The Amygdala helps in the processing of memories, decision making, and emotional responses • Autonomy - the ability to make informed and uncoerced decisions for yourself. • Mutilate - to permanently damage a being (be it human or animal) to the point of limbs or parts being removed. • Cauterize - burning or freezing a wound in order to stop bleeding or infection. This burning can be done with fire, a hot iron, or chemicals. • Supplication - the act of begging or asking a god for something humbly or earnestly • Ichor - the fluid in place of blood in a god; poetically used in reference to the blood of humans and animals; watery discharge from a wound • Frontal Lobe - the "control center" of the brain. It's connected to our ability to have voluntary movement, to speak, and to problem-solve. It is also responsible for your personality, emotional expression, memories and their formation, and ability to make judgement; the part of the brain the controls high-level cognitive skills and primary motor functions. • Mend - to repair what was broken • Discord - the lack of agreement and harmony; chaos; conflict; disharmony • Trypo - riddled with holes. Trypophobia is the fear of things riddled with holes. • Tourniquet - a strip of fabric, cord, or bandage that is tied tightly to a limb in order to cut off blood circulation to said limb. It is used in emergency situations to stop life-threatening external bleeding So how do some of these words apply to the song? • "Iodine words" = "stinging/burning words" • "Vexatious, my Amygdala that I can't do a thing about" could refer to Amygdala hijacking, which is when the Amygdala overreacts to a situation and causes panic and distress. His Amygdala is acting out "twenty-four" meaning non-stop, 24/7. • "From losing my autonomy, a mutilated part of me" lack of autonomy, taken away by his Amygdala • "From the mouth of the cauterized rag doll..." He sounds like he's closing wounds with fire. • "Supplications to leave him alone" Either begging to himself or his mind to stop • "Throw the nails away and leave him alone" The wounds I mentioned before feel like self-caused ones caused by a skin picking disorder, hence the holes. The nails mentioned would be his actual nails, not metal ones like the doll in the music video shows. • "Pull my strings and swallow ichor" He talks about himself like he's a rag doll during the first half of the song until his frontal lobe "puts [him] behind [his] own strings". When you pull the strings of a doll, the doll falls apart and the stuffing comes out. The human equivalent of this, "Pull my skin and swallow ichor", makes it more clear what he's doing. • "My Frontal Lobe put me behind my own strings" He's able to think clearer now despite the Amygdala overreacting. He's gained some autonomy back. • "Waiting for the world to burn, waiting for the holes to close now" the fire and burning in the song might be a metaphor for guilt and other strong emotions. "Waiting for the world to burn" = "Waiting for the guilt/sadness/anger from reopening a wound to pass". "Waiting for the holes to close now" is self-explanatory. • "The fire and I, alone again. The guilt and I, alone again." makes me wonder if the fire mentioned throughout the song is real or just a metaphor like him calling himself a rag doll is. • "The fire burns and the rags are torn apart." Guilt/burning emotions rises and rags, aka skin, is torn again. • "So say my limbs are torn apart and the stuffing falls out? The toy should've never been wound. I never meant any harm." Feels self-explanatory. • "And I can't inhale/exhale anymore" could go either way. Either it's because of an actual fire or it's because of guilt and an intense emotional reaction due to the Amygdala issue. • "Trypo-puppeteer" = "Hole-riddled puppeteer"
@@the_demon149 In this song base around self-harm and loss of control, him hiding being purifying words doesn't make much sense as him hiding behind stinging/abrasive ones. Especially when the next batch of lyrics are "I cry, I cry, when everything hurts". Though I suppose purifying could still work since iodine is used in alcohol and alcohol is used to cleanse wounds of bacteria.
Even though this song is 6 years old, I'm determined to solve it. I am going to post a theory every day. So, what I thought of is that the ragdoll is actually a good person at heart but after the fire he got the holes in his memory kind of like a film strip will burn and stop working, then after losing some of his memories he became the trypo-puppeter. Then this is not the end because on another comment Ghost responded saying their is a hidden url, I'm convinced that the url is the hidden symbols at these timestamps if you slow it down. 0:15 0:47 1:29 1:49 2:30 2:53 2:59 3:09 3:21 3:30 4:15 4:20 4:34 Though I am also convinced that if someone can read and decipher it to put them together it will form the url, then back to the comment that Ghost mentioned had a Url in here, they also said there were 2 more left. I believe that this Url needing to be solved is actually the 2nd puzzle, then whatever site the url leads to contains the 3rd puzzle. If we could get to and solve that puzzle then this 6 year old mystery will finally be solved... But hey, that's just a theory.
So, another theory I had has to do with the certain word choice near the end of the end song... One of the lines says this "1, 2, 3, and we'll tie the tourniquet" This interested me because the definition for tourniquet is - "A device for stopping the flow of blood through a vein or artery, typically by compressing a limb with a cord or tight bandage." This lead me to believe that the ragdoll could be a normal person who was in a fire and went to the hospital, then getting all of the stitches, this theory could also explain the holes in his memory.
Honestly as someone with C-PTSD, I feel like this song hits close to home with how it makes my brain operate. The constant fear, and flips of emotion from scared to angry, causing you to do harmful things to yourself or others but you feel you can’t control it.
for me it harms my mental health and emotional wellbeing but now it doesn't faze me anymore cause it'll never leave me or leave me alone i just live with it
I don't have any diagnosed mental health issues, but I've been emotionally abused and this song makes me think about the person I am because of it. A ragdoll for people to toss for their own benefit and that they're gonna do it bc I'm a total wimp and I'll just kinda let them, even when even when I snap at them occasionally I'll just come crawling back with an apology I don't actually mean and just let them do it all over again☹️ this shi wacky bru
Did I get TH-cam premium, download this song, listen to it on repeat for an entire day, and the scream the lyrics after playing the song on repeat for that long? Yes. Yes I did.
Me n my friend have been suspicious about flashing number throughout the song (0:15 ; 0:49 ; 1:28 ; 1:50 ; 2:30 ; 2:50 ; 3:30 ; 4:15 ; 4:30) We think it might be a hidden URL or code, but we can't figure out the symbols properly. We always end up having smth like 771m1I20rp 771p1I20rp 7t1m1I2nrp And at the end of the song (4:30), we had smth that looked more like URL in our opinion: 9NNfI7NviQrmThJLKUrIdAmLN0Ansms9O32NUNd7NnF5JiTmK870s Maybe we're just paranoid, but Ive seen Ghost's comment about 2 more riddles in the song and think that it might be one of them. We will keep messing with pace and exposition idk; maybe we will find a hidden Rick Roll or smth eventually
Still cant get this out of my head
S-Same 👁️💧👄💧👁️🔫
I’m glad I can’t, I’m trying to learn the lyrics and it really helps with remembering lol
Edit/Update: i got sick of the song and now i’m learning saccharine by jazmin bean lmao
Me too
me, who hasnt even listened to this song again, and its been 1 year:
*yeaaaahh... me-*
Aqila Q.A Ye
"Fire burns"
Me: Yeah sometimes it just does that.
Hmm yes the floor here is made out of floor
Ah yes, this air tastes like air.
Hmmmmm it seems as though this water is made of water
The sky looks like a sky
Water wets
"I can't inhale anymore"
Ah yes
*asthma*
"And I cant exhale anymore"
Ah yes hyperventilating.
@@androidphone8245 lol yes
I go outsideee
Touch the grasssss
Eat the dirttt
True, very true for one who has asthma
I felt that.
0:32 where the doll (the one singing) says "vexatious, *my amygdala* " he words amygdala as something he has, instead of it being the name of the doll's owner or something like that. The amygdala is a part of the brain thats associated with "anxiety, aggression, fear conditioning, emotional memory, and social cognition", while vexation is "something that causes annoyance and the state of mind that results from being annoyed"
The jumble of letters doesn’t seem to be the url. Going through the sections frame by frame, the letters seem to look more like random symbols if anything.
you solved my first riddle! two more left...
Oh thats cool
@ghostandpals this song is as old as 6 years, and there are PUZZLES?! Neat.
@@ghostandpalsHUH
yeah there's a hidden url and no one's found it yet lol
This is actually a really good metaphor for anxiety. The puppet/rag doll is a kid with some sort of anxiety disorder, I assume OCD or a Phobic disorder, the Amygdala is, well... the Amygdala (the part of the brain that controls the fight or flight system), and the Trypo puppeteer is either a metaphor for intrusive thoughts or self harm. This is about a kid with crippling anxiety and has trypophobia but because so many people say they have trypophobia without actually having any sort of phobia, leading to people thinking that trypophobia isn't really or not a big deal, he's not taken seriously and doesn't get the help he needs. He's plagued by intrusive thoughts which he blames himself for, that's why he calls himself the trypo puppeteer at the end, he blames himself for his pain. Or, if you go with the self harm metaphor, he cuts and burns himself to distract himself from the pain. This would make sense since the rag doll is "cauterized", not burnt, implying that the inflicted burns were intentional and used to "heal". He can't handle the world, he has panic attacks that lead him to do stupid things and then he feels embarrassed or ashamed, he doesn't have control, the line "my frontal lobe placed me behind my own strings" could refer to him numbing his emotions so he doesn't have another outburst/panic attack again, or it could also refer to losing trust for himself. "I defy the way the game works" he doesn't feel like he should be feeling the way he does because he can't make sense of his messed up mental state. He begs Amygdala and the Trypo puppeteer to leave him alone. Self harm has become an addiction, or if you go with the intrusive thought thing, the thoughts have taken a mind of their own and he no longer feels in control of his mind/actions. Now that I think about it, "Trypo puppeteer" could also refer to someone abusive in his life which would probably make more sense.
I feel like I'm pulling most of this out of my ass, idk. Maybe I'm just projecting myself onto the story because I have personal experience with anxiety. This is just how I view the song.
good theory...
salwa adlouni yes good theory
i didn’t read it it’s too long
so whenever a donut ate the cheese then the cheese ater the frosting was eaten by the cheese
this is good theory
Pappy Doge
Read the first part then scan the rest then read the last parts and I get it-
You literally pulled out my thoughts here. I totally agree to you. This song relates to me too much cause of my small and fragile looking body no one takes me seriously either.
Well god damn
For those who don’t know, the amygdala is a part of the brain that makes anxiety , well go do it’s thing . It’s one of the main culprits for anxiety and the rag doll is you. Sometimes anxiety can take over you and many of the lyrics here reflect the effects of anxiety and how it feels like having it. Hope this helps
that makes this make so much more sense??? ty jchfhdg
It helped thanks
*Hmmmm*
Actually your not completely right or wrong the amygdala controls ALL of your emotions mainly.
@@ChinWok ya
"I'll say it again, I'm only getting worse"
-My grades after months of quarantine and online school starts
Relatable
I was depressed but we didn’t get tested for crap anyway’s didn’t matter nothing did I warned myself of horrible thing’s but I never did shit then I got-
Why am I ranting again I just want to say stuff but basically
I was depressed and I didn’t do anything about it
(Just like my dad :D)
I’m making my problems sound worse then they are
ZDCOOL SACKS
HAHA SO TRUE
same
一時期めっちゃ好きで聴いてたなぁ……GHOSTさんのおかげで英語が好きになったと言っても過言では無い
それな 本当に英語の勉強のモチベなってる…
理解して歌うために頑張るぞ〜！
@@ひがん_higan 英語とスペイン語が堪能なので、日本語を学びたいです（グーグル翻訳を使っています笑）
This song is definitely about holes guys
You should, the lyrics have good meaning@@riri-di1qx
Fun fact: The amygdala is responsible for the Flight, Fight, and Freeze responses. And during such an event the frontal lobe -which is responsible for advanced memory and cognitive thoughts- becomes “numb” and has a harder time retaining memory and acting rationally in the moment.
Or at least, that’s how it works with me and my stupid brain.
I've never seen anyone include freeze in fight/flight and like,, I always default to freeze and I think that that should be acknowledged
There's also Fawn
BRO YOU HAVE THE SAME PFP AS ME
@@meisan6592 omg twinssss
FUN FACT: i just learned about that 2 days ago thx to my 6th grade math/seminar teacher-
Song:"waiting for the world to burn"
Australia: Alright lets start here-
Not really, but it would make a good alternate title.
@@titohermanto1829 What you mean "Not really"
*Do you mean*
@@titohermanto1829 you do realise Australia is suffering from that right?
@@dutchess_yt1919 wait i don't even remember that comment existing and I already forgot what i meant lol.
Oliver: I can't inhale anymore
Me trying to sing along: *I can't either, bro, I can't either.*
OMG YES SINGING THAT PART TOTALLY KILLS YOUR LUNGS
@@icicletheweavile3056 i actually wait until that part to sing so that a 3am in the morning my household is woken up by an angsty teen bellowing out her favorite lyrics
@• S p r o u t • ive gotten better at being able to say more words at once, since i also play an instrument, so i have to try and play as many notes as possible before i breathe anyways. so that sort of makes it easier to say more words at once
@@iceyash i managed to do this comment on the wrong account, because i listen to it on this account, but sign in for google under that account
sad times this is....
I mostly relate to exhale when I sing any vocaloid song
My daughter's Spotify informs me that she has listened to this song 834 times
She has good taste 👍👍
Tell her she has amazing taste
Rookie Numbers
@@demdem7946agreed
thats atleast 55 hours of Amygdala’s Ragdoll 😭
**goes to comments for theories**
koi아니요 ⁝⁞⁝⁞ʕु•̫͡•ʔु⁞⁝⁝ all I see os stupid spongebob stuff and active almonds.
)
Relatable
Too bad,you get *ACTIVATE ALMONDS*
Wut is active alomonds?
song:"i cant inhale anymore!"
the song two seconds later:*heavy breathing*
I actually didn't notice that
*"I can't inhale anymore!"*
Dead people: Same.
@@unluckyp FNaF: how dare you challenge me with death.
@@whatsthepoint5062 XD lol
It's a flashback
Wow, I love Swiss Cheese the Musical
XD
The comment I never knew I needed in my life.
lol the best comment so far
this is why ghost re-enabled the comments.
ChrisStuff Probably.
i've listened to this song a million time and never noticed how at 3:30 you can almost hear breathing, most likely representing how the boy can't breathe properly
I'm a Japanese Vocaloid fan.
It's a very nice song that Oliver's voice matches very well!
But I still can't read English.
This sentence is also translated by Google Translate.
So I don't know the lyrics of your song.
I'm so sad about it.
So when I grow up, I'll come back to listen to this song.
At that time, I will understand the true meaning of this song.
I'm looking forward to it.
Until the day we can meet again.
こんにちは、私は日本語が苦手なので翻訳機も使っています。私はアメリカにいて、ボーカロイドのファンでもあります。この英語のボーカロイドの歌を気に入ってくれてうれしいです。
@@まる-r4l7x :) hope that you are learning well! Good luck.
@@AC-ix4tf
Thank you for your comment!
Japanese Vocaloid fans are very pleased to have a foreign Vocaloid fan like you!
I hope you will continue to love Vocaloid…(*´-`)
@@cyberstarz5550
Thank you for your comment!
That word is very nice to me!
Me: I don't have trypophobia so I should be good
Me: *sees the holes on his hands*
My soul: Aight Imma head out
SakuraDust same hhhhh-
Didn't effect me I make cartoons with sometimes with holes :/
Me: *iches and wiggles around*
Me: *DANG THE ACTUAL HELL IS WRONG EITH THE HANDS AAAAAAAAAJSNSJDNDHEHS*
Damn I didn't think people would be that scared of hands.....
"I'll say it again, I'm only getting worse"
-My self esteem
Tomoka Chan finally one of these that isn’t about 2020
Also please get some help everyone deserves to love themselves
Lol same
My mental health : Y same
Aye same
same XD
0:53 The full phrase is "an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth" but Ghost already made a "tooth for a tooth" song, so this time it's just an eye for an eye
Hyperdontia flashbacks
Any reference to Greek mythology there? The three who shared one eye and one tooth?
@@WilliamLister-wx8ukbruh it's the code of hammurabi
@@jarnold thank you
i thoght its an eye for a eye a leg for a leg
I still can't believe that the Oliver, who has one of the most darkest songs of the Vocaloid universe, voiced PuppyCat ;-;
Fr
Fr lmaoo
What song
@@Stardust.mp3 pretty sure it’s a character from a show called ‘Bee and Puppycat’
IKR???
When Oliver said, “I cry when anything hurts” sounds like my excuse for when I cry when I stub my toe
It do be like dat tho
I cried when I stubbed my toe after running full, speed into a cabinet after being startled half to death by my door falling off.
I later learned I broke that toe
@@Moonaloid2.0 F
@@Moonaloid2.0 How unlucky (but I hope your toe is ok)
@@Moonaloid2.0 F
"Miku songs are the most scary!"
Oliver: *hold my holes*
underrated comment
@@twohicksandachick181 underrated indeed
@@twohicksandachick181 wait what-
Creep-p Ghost duo: Hold my teeth
Lol
most talk about a fire victim and lyrics kinda look like it, but, after a sugar rush i got to the conclusion its a dire analogy to growing and getting old as a lot of things said in the song can be related to that context in a very poetic way, thank you starbucks
50%: Normal Comments
50%: Activate Almonds
@ a.l.m.o.n.d.s.a.r.e.h a.r.d.n.u.t.s
WaR
Eats pistachio
Activate them, *Coward.*
You say this as if activating your almonds isn't normal
Fun fact: my friend listens to this song for an hour on loop every day to get in the mood to write very unhinged and mildly concerning stories
OMG OUR PFPS
@@witcos8337 YO WHAT ANOTHER EEPOP
@@magical.mysterygirl YOOO
mildly concerning, i see
Well I used this song to be inspired to draw my oc in a creepy manner
What’s with activating almonds
*_PLEASE E X P L A I N_*
SushiRōru amygdala is the part of the brain that functions emotions
The amygdala happens to be shaped like two almonds.
Lilly Rose
O H
Thanks-
AMERICA EGGSPLAIN
Activate them coward
EXPLAIN!!!!!! EXPLAIN!!!!!!!!!!
0:11 This is what every kid late for school feels
LMAO SO UNDERRATED
Lol
0:44 0:46 0:46 0:53 0:53 0:53 0:54 0:54 0:54 0:54 0:55 0:55 0:55 0:55 0:55 0:56 0:56 0:56 0:57 0:57
Oliver is such an underrated vocaloid despite his awful past, dark songs, and speaking english
edit: Oh my goodness, the amount of replies that I left unanswered for about 2 years! I had no idea what was on my mind on who I was 2 years ago, but i believe I muted the comment section. The only time I knew this comment was because I listened to this song once again.
If I recall, when I commented this for the first time, I really had no knowledge about Oliver. The only way that I knew him was through Bee and Puppycat. When I figured out a vocaloid voiced Puppycat, I went on and search the internet and found out that the majority of his songs are dark and somehow twisted. I immediately assumed he had a dark past, which resulted to me commenting this.
I hope I cleared some misunderstandings, everyone! I'm sorry I had taken such a long time to explain ((" ú ù)/
edit 2: everyone's guesses on why I thought Oliver had a dark past was definitely one of the reasons why I believed he did. From his design to the songs he sang.
I got it to 69 likes lol, but can you elaborate on his awful past? I've never heard anything about it
@@pain-kf3hx neither have I lol
OLIVER VOICES PUPPYCAT OFC HE IS AWESOME
@@galaxymew8868 wait fr?
Yes
God this song is hauntingly good
^^
I've been looking at this comment for 3 days now and I don't know if there's a pun involved....
Yup
Hey kid, want me to ruin your life?
Krōduss no ma,am i can do that myself
I just realized that everyone in my classroom can hear through my headphones and this is the the only thing I blast-
Are they even worried about you ?
@@existing-is-pain no lmfao
@@Orel- oof
nah nah ,
KEEP IT UP XD
uh oh
3:58 honestly the best part in my opinion
the fact a turkish news cast used the instrumental pause when they weren't speaking while showing roblox piggy fan animations is baffling, I'm gonna assume they didn't email GHOST about using their song considering that's true for the two animators featured on their news cast
this was the weirdest information to learn while dosed on sleep medication thank you so much
@El que comenta bruh 💀
This whole sentence is a bit of a rollercoaster
Why roblox piggy fan animations
this happened? wtf how have i not heard of this? which news cast? please give us more info brother
2:54 if ya'll are wondering.
ImTariq yeah GHOST trolled us so
Thank you
Ehe, I was looking for the stamp, thank you sir/ma’am.
wondering what
Thank you, ImTariq
I just now realized why u said, “activate, your almonds” in the description, bc, amygdala is an almond-shape set of neurons
Oh my lord. Is that why everyone keeps saying that???? I was so confused. 🥺
u god dang coward activate ur almonds
oh! an amygdala is a neuron? at first i thought it was a name in the video. i now realize i was stupid.
Your amygdala is the part of your brain in charge of your emotions. they are ACTIVATED BOIII
Olivine Font I thought that too at first
I got bombarded by GHOST songs in my recommended, so I was like, "oh they got a lotta these," so I went to the channel, saw this and clicked on it cause it looked interesting, and halfway through the song I was like "oh sht wait a minute." Never in my life did I find a popular song through a creator instead of the other way around.
Nobody:
Ghost: *activate your almonds you god dang coward*
wtf GHOST
Oh hi 👀
What's with this activated almonds thing?! -. _-.
『矢』arrow I’m not gonna like because I wanna keep it at 666
666 likes. JESUS-
So what i got from this song is: he creates voodoo doll of himself because it says :an eye for an eye that's how the game works, clearly this is about a boy who hates himself, with amygdala (meaning the parts of his mind that control his emotions are controlling his self harming actions) so he pokes holes into himself deteriorating his brains ethical functions, saying: the frontal lobe placed me behind my own strings aka amygdala/unstable emotions, meaning he has gone mad with his self harming and his brain isn't functioning and he is losing memory and is in fear of the consequence of what he has done saying: it should've never been wound, which is his regret from doing it claiming in the end it was all his fault saying he is sorry.
update: i put more consideration in the lyrics regarding to fire; i think he started the doll on fire which also started him on fire, it explains the specific types of holes created on the doll from it burning but it explains why he can't inhale or exhale, the fire is choking him out, he pulls the fire alarm as a last resort of help from saving him from himself.
also to note the lyrics: the dull assumption that I've tasted decency, waiting for the embers to lose their glow, and i and i don't know, because all I've ever known were clusters of holes, they say that that the assumption that they have been treated well by them-self or anyone else is dull, than say how they are waiting for the fire (the pain and or self inflicted abuse) to go away, and than after that they say they don't know, because all they have ever known is their self hatred, now that i think about it this could be a song about someone who hates them-self and cuts them-self and they try to commit suicide by starting them-self on fire but halfway through the decision they change their mind.
they keep saying turning eyes to the trypo-puppeteer (their emotions) like they are blaming their emotions for them being uncontrollable.
than at the end of the song they say "i am the trypo-puppeteer" meaning they have come to the realization that their emotions aren't a separate entity from them-self and this whole time all this pain wasn't only based on their circumstances as much as it was their own doing in only believing they could only live in suffering and suffering alone.
the name of the song is: Emotion's Rag Doll
but isn't he SPONGEBOB?
I hate myself too yey
But seriously where can I get a voodoo doll for myself?
He pokes the head and the rest of the body
Well shit, throwing me under the bus much?
Wow im smart now
I played this on ×2 speed, and my almonds have
*a c t i v a t e d*
Challenge accepted
×2 speed sounds like it's tryna summon a demon
(;ŏ﹏ŏ)
I'm doing it wish me luck
Edit: Amazing but anxiety inducing
I agree
OH
Oliver: *coughs*
The house he's currently inside: *Burns down*
Oliver: SHI-
IT HAPPENS 😔😔😔🖤🖤🖤🖤💀💀💀💀🗡🗡🗡❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥🫠🫠🫠🗣🔥🔥🔥
@@4MYGD4L4S.R4G.D0LL dawg take care, drink a lot of tea to not cough 💔💔
“FIRE BURNS D:”
@@Low_resolution Yeah, sometimes it just does that
🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤❤🎉🎉❤❤
1:30 "fire burns"
Every 60 seconds, a minute passes.
but, not counting that, that part sounds pretty good
Ah yes, the floor here is made out of floor
And unoriginality
@@thefireman17492 and this comment was made right now
So what’s your point?
@@thefireman17492 and your comment is below the older comment with the exact same format.
Existence exists
Perhaps. Hear me out, plz;
“Amygdala’s Rag Doll” is the story of a young boy accidentally starting a horrible house fire, where all his family perished and he personally suffered intense injuries. Even after being rescued and restored of his charred skin, he was trapped in terrible physical and mental problems, such as his skin burning so bad that he viewed the burned areas as stitched rags, whilst his injuries were restored a little while later, he only saw the holes caused by the many cauterisations he had whilst the doctors were fixing his non-burn injuries.
The boy continued to believe he was a rag doll, due to how his burned areas were stitched together and had tons of “holes”. Not just that, due to all the smoke inhalation, his lungs were in horrible shape and he felt he couldn’t breathe anymore because it was such a struggle to do so, in which only fed into the delusion he wasn’t human. After the traumatic experience, the combination of his guilt complex and his PTSD, he labelled himself as the world-hating “trypo-puppeteer” for causing the fire that ‘killed’ him and killed his family.
As the boy further fell into the delusion he told himself, he begun losing memories of his beloved family and his PSTD engulfed the entirety of his psychological state… like a larvae, till nothing remained but a self-hating, physically and mentally scorched young boy, who views himself as a lifeless Ragdoll
Man I just ask the hour_Ok no but thx?I think... or you just let me a trauma .__________.
interesting
Idk man. Just picked this up, I know it sucks
"Well that escalated quickly"
chilling here before this lore blows up 😊
"An eye for an eye"
People with glasses: So I can trade my eyes? Sweet
Bruh ne
OMG CAN I?
As someone with glasses, I can confirm to anyone who doesn’t have them that I am so jealous. It suck having them, please don’t wish for them.
Unlike my reply now.
My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined.
@@Cozm1k Nah
...really? My vision sucks and I have yet to ask for glasses so-
1:15 my fav part 😊
2:55 dont mind me just leaving a timestamp
Thanks :D
thank you UwU Im too lazy to find it
Thamk ku
OMG TY
thanks :)
All the animators out there!
The “animation part” starts here:
2:54
And at 4:00 too
Thank ye!
@@Hina41508 3:58 to be more precise
don’t mind me 3:58 3:07 1:28
@@omokaede i do mind you in a nice way :)
possible meaning?:
(mentions suicide dhakbacsjab)
so the song takes place in the perspective of the 'trypo- puppeteer', someone who's mentally ill. he believes that the rag dolls are alive and feel pain, but still rips them apart and shit. he can hear their cries, which is what the choruses are. he feels guilt for it, and it's making his illness worse. soon, he ends up realizing that it wasn't the rag doll screaming--it was the person it represented (at least, thats what he thought). he decides to end his life by burning down the place he lives in, "waiting for the world to burn."
and now, he can't inhale anymore.
edit 2024 i dony remember making this comment hello???
:0
Omg....
Wow that's dark and I love it
Wow 🤩
fucking genius.
It's been four years and I still listen to this song cuz it slaps.
It's like my brain in every social situation,I get a lot of anxiety and feel like this. Still can't get rid of it.
Same
6 year
Me too
Oliver:”I can’t inhale anymore”
Me trying to sing it: That verse describe this little moment
no hablas español ? 🤨
@@cale12121 NOT ALL OF US SPEAK SPANISH
@@2Cakeyzz y quien te pregunto xd
@@cale12121You did…
That’s me trying to sing any song
*Fire burns*
Hmm. Yes. The floor here is made out of floor.
Fuck all FukaFlower shippers *every 60 minutes in Africa an hour passes*
Being homosexual is gay
The ocean is made of water
Fuck all FukaFlower shippers
A Hotdog is a sandwich
Ahh yes
*Enslaved moisture*
“Waiting for the world to burn”
This didn’t age well.
2020: ok let's get to work
Me, a pyrofhobic: AHAHAHAHA.
Covid said that lmao
World : *GLOBAL WARMING INTENSIFIES*
Before I liked this comment it had 666 likes 😓
not really sure what the meaning of the song is, but the lyrics hit right at home, great work! I love bitcrushed sounds
As an artist I’m jealous of the person who drew the character
Same
it was ghost themself!
Same 🤧
Although I could probably draw this in my style like a doll. Definitely gonna draw that lol
i’m not even a full on artist and i’m hella jealous, for some reason the character gives me gender envy and i can’t figure out why.
It’s Oliver, that’s why. That’s his job.
Me: *plays song on 2x speed*
TH-cam: ...
Me: TH-cam.. you okay there, buddy...
TH-cam: *ReEeEee*
Amelia Jones hahahaha
JESUS ITS SOFAST AAAA
Oh Jesus what is this?!
Oh
What about the slowest speed..
I think that this song is like anxiety using you as a puppet. Let me explain: as someone with a horrible anxiety disorder (ocd) I feel many of the lyrics in the song is about basically being so stressed that you feel like a raggdoll. The lyrics: "All I ever known are holes" can be seen as not knowing what life is like stress free.
Anyways I'm off to eat some McDonalds
I hope you enjoyed your McDonald's 👍
You: *writes entire theory which I think is true as well*
Also you: Bye I'm off to eat McDonalds🥰
how was the mcdonalds
@@brookemcnizz8581 very good, much taste.
@@The29thTrashRat good hope you enjoyed it
I appreciate the fact that this song gets popular every 2-4 years or so
“i can’t inhale/exhale anymore”
*starts inhaling and exhaling*
Everyone's been talking about how the amygdala is what induces anxiety, and they're probably talking about them having an anxiety attack, and they saying that they can't exhale or inhale anymore because they're losing their breath but in reality they're really heaving
It is Benny boy. How long have you been unlucky.
@@caca87000 since birth
Lol.
Oop
Oliver has always been one of my favorite VOCALOIDs, But I think this is probably my favorite song with him. I used to be terrified of this song, Actually haha! I now listen to this song like it's a drug, It's just so hypnotic!
Euthanasia -P Did you capitalize 'vocaloids' on purpose, or are you so far into it that it autocorrects on its own?
That's actually how it's supposed to be spelled. On Yamaha's official website it's spelled like that, and most of the products on there also have the full capitalization. Not to mention on certain sites it will be underlined in red if you don't spell it with all caps.
It's hard to say if they did it on purpose, or if it auto-corrected the word, but I guess the world will never know.
That's GHOST for you
Hhhh yes I have listened 32 times
Me: Wait, the song was in English?
GHOST: Always has been
I didn’t know this song was in English until I watched this video-
I thought that too
Same bud
It is, just vocaloid
Can you not understand it?
Here I am, back from all the animation memes of this song.
All I have to say is that…Oliver is a REALLY underrated vocaloid!
Fr!
This song: *exists*
Animation memers: *_ITS FREE REAL ESTATE_*
Haha yep
Ikr
FRRR
@@HYDR4NGE4Z it is very very sad
TRUE, AND IT'S THE SAME WITH HOUSEWIFE RADIO
Only Oliver
Anime Penguin just Monika (I'm sorry I had to XD)
Daregare thats awesome 😂😂
Anime Penguin XD thanks
Anime Penguin just oliver
*JuSt OLivEr*
"I can't inhale anymore". Karen's: see he gets it
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAH NOOO
KJGFKSDHJGFSJDHGS.... I-
Rip
LMFAOOO IM LITERALLY METAMORPHOSING RN LIKE IM PHYSICALLY SPINNING ON THE Y AXIS ACCORDING TO THE ORBIT OF THE SUN RN SJAJSJHSJSJS
AHAHATFGH
3:05 This is the part of the song that you probably heard people call tryphobia
Thanks bro
3:29 is usually where they end it, Right
Years ago when I was five I was searching endlessly for this song and years after when I’m ten I find the song. It took a solid five years to find when I was One search away years ago
"I cry I cry when anything hurts"
Same
Ravenshell so sad :’c
I literally went on my bike for 30 mins and got 11 bruises.
@@sanguivorouscorvid And I got another 2 today xD
And a bleeding one today ;-;
@@supremedonut i got 3 fucking shots bruh
SHIT WHO PULLED THE FIRE ALARM
Me ;D
- RexaCat - U BETTER STAHP
Zach Isolated no man it was me :4
I did once in preschool...does that count...?
I did!
that funky whistle noise thingie normally wouldn’t fit but somehow it does and i have no clue how
Almond boi is the first character I ever met here, I'm glad I met him.
Nobody asked, but the first character I saw was Kenneth (I assume you don't care, but whatever)
My firsts were Kennith, Almond Boi, then Nancy and I don’t remember after that lol
Nancy was the one who roped me into the fandom and kept me there while Kennith made it impossible for me to leave lmao
v4 flower was mine ;))))
Mine was Crispy uvu
"Waiting for the world to burn"
Australia and California: Don't mind if I do-
Edit: Why is every part of the world starting to BURN?
LOL
don't forget ab California 😳🙄🤞
@@user-hc1wc2vk6l yes
Its happening again, Ive heard many houses are burning down,its stopped but we never know
@@ghost_kitsune Oh, I hope everyone stays safe and my prayers go out to those who have already had their houses burnt down or if any friends, family, etc have died in those fires.
I may be an edgelord but y'all can't tell me that the line "And I defy the way the game works, between you and me, it's only getting worse" doesn't hit hard as hell
It does tho-
It actually does-
wait
yes absolutely but like,, "I'll say it again: I'm only getting worse" hits harder tbh
The story: A terrible fire
All the comments: **theories**
Me: Oliver is cute :>
Oh it’s cute
*looks at comments*
Oh it’s Traumatized
@stillnecamark 💔
Oh my gosh, when you have skin picking disorder/dermatillomania, this song hits SO different…
My therapist praised me for saying I “chose” to pick my own skin when I was anxious and I pointed out how it can be totally unconscious and I in a trance lose track of time while doing it. “Well, you still choose to continue doing it when you realize it’s happening.” He retorted. I knew I wasn’t going to convince him and just didn’t say more.
That is the hell of skin picking and other body focused repetitive behaviors, it literally walks the line between complex intentional behavior from the frontal lobe, and the unconscious reactions of the amygdala. As a result, it is often unfairly compared to addiction, which is also a disease people say is a result of poor willpower.
This is far from the case. Like I said, I literally have lost track of multiple hours picking holes in myself. It’s hard to explain to someone who doesn’t have it. Basically it takes a LOT of mental energy to break the repetition, because it’s a behavior relieving extreme anxiety. Even though logically nothing is stopping you from pulling your hand away, you can’t do it. You’re numbed out, hence losing track of time and not feeling much pain.
Then people try to shame you out of your “bad habit” and remind you how disgusting and dangerous the behavior is, which you already are well aware of. The shame that results from that only makes the picking continue as you get more anxiety buildup from the fear of others reactions. So on some level, you take precautions to hide your picking, but you can’t just stop as easily as others might think.
Usually what it takes to stop me in this “trance” is something external that triggers my amygdala (ironically), like a loud noise, someone startling me by touching my shoulder, nearly losing my balance and falling, etc. It is literally like being your amygdala’s rag doll.
I'm proud of you for doing what you can to stop yourself. You're lovely and strong ❣️
Meanwhile, me who has been biting my nails for years and will probably never stop
Lack of understanding of something will never lead to something good, especially when they like to pretend they know it all.
And when they're ignorant to the information given? Bwoah, that puts the cherry on top. Humans are pathetic lol
I have trichotillomania (I pull my hair) and i relate so much, im sorry fam
I relate to this so much. I'm not diagnosed with anything and I have never speak with a professional before about this but sometimes my skin picking becomes a real problem.
I unconsciously always picking the skin around my nails and on my fingertips. Just this day I managed to pull off like 5 layers of skin from one of my fingertips. They always start to bleed and hurt. One time I couldn't even hold a pencil because of the damage, it just hurt so much.
I have tried everything to stop this, but I just can't. It's so unconscious to me now, I don't even notice doing it. I tried to tape them, cut my nails extra short, putting on rings to focus on those instead but nothing. Because even if I stop with my fingers I continue with my lips and pick those instead.
So, if anybody has any tips on how to stop, please share. Like I don't even know why am I doing it.
Almonds? Activated.
Tourniquet? Tied.
Joke? Overused.
Hotel? Trivago.
nut A KOKICHI FAN
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Kockichi baby
Kokichi 👀👀
"Waiting for the world to burn"
"Holes"
Me a pyrofhobic tryphobic: *AHAHAHAHAHA.*
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You should stay away from me then cuz if i get the chance I'll start a fire uhhhh
@@gothic.vampyr hi Kokichi.😼
@@gothic.vampyr by the way, I burned my math book at school today. One of my classmates threw alcohol (to clean) on my book, but I didn't notice. At the same time, one of my friends was smoking in the classroom and playing with the lighter, I took it and I said (as I brought the lighter to the book) "You don't have to smoke in class! your lungs, even a fire could start if you don't stop playing with fire." When I finished the sentence, my book started burning.
@@k.you_ this person here doing a school year speedrun with the book destroying glitch
*meet the pyro*
I saw people making theories and wanted to see if i could help out in some way, at 1:07 it says the "cauterized" a cauterize is a burn to stop bleeding or INFECTION, we know the song has something to
Do with a fire, mabey its not a physical actual infection but instead a mental "infection" that the fire had stopped or slowed down, just spitting random ideas because I thought it would be fun though!
Listened more, at 3:19 he brings up a tourniquet which is used to prevent blood flow or bleeding from an injury, which as i mentioned earlier, cauterization does too, im not sure if this is significant or not
I was jumping on the trampoline with my sister while listening to this, and I jumped, crossed my legs, and managed to land right as the song ended
I am proud of myself for this
Are you a god?
God?
We all are proud of you
SMOOTH
Nice
you know you listen to too much Vocaloid when this song starts to sound like english
Um...
Crap
...you aren’t wrong-
I mean. you're right
But it IS in inglish
Well shit-
I still didn't believe that the language is actually English edit: before i comment this i dont really know about vocaloid english,it feel really akward going back here😅
Why?
I think its Russian
I am from Russia
Khe-khe-khe
Yes
It sounds like English to me?
*chuckles HEH HEH im in danger*
I think that the “ragdoll” is a metaphor that oliver has made for himself.
Oliver is a regular boy who, unlike his peers, cannot control his emotions very well, and is very sensitive to insults or criticism.
His parents find him weak and useless, as he does not behave like the other boys his age.
He his parents attempt to fix him by being more rude and disrespectful, hoping that it will get him to toughen up.
Oliver feels like he is being manipulated, and gets very stressed. This stress causes “holes,” or missing spots from his memory.
He thinks of his parents as the “trypo-puppeteer,” because they control what he does and cause holes in his memory.
One day, Oliver has enough, and begins emotionally manipulating his parents into feeling guilty for what they have done.
He realizes how much power he has now, and begins to make his parents feel bad for everything they do.
His parents figure out what he is doing, and start punishing him harder. They now have a genuine hate for oliver.
His attempt to manipulate others around him causes the “holes” to grow larger and more frequent.
He is now trapped in a cycle of fear and suffering.
Ty for reading this far :D
Poor guy :(
@@tiger_the_furry ye :(
Im crying wtf
"Waiting for the world to burn"
Australia: I'll start now.
And flood
@@AstralComplexity don't forget the droughts
Y e s
@Reseted Kitsune wat so funny °^°
the fact that theres 666 likes tho
So here’s my theory: Oliver is a doll that is used as an outlet for it’s owner’s anger. (Burning him, sticking nails through his hands, etc.) One day, the doll gains sentience and doesn’t understand why his owner keeps hurting him. The doll believes it is something that he did. (hence, “this has always been my fault.) And... that’s all I’ve got. Idk how accurate it is, or if I’m stating something that everyone already knew, but I’m here anyway.
SkullKidGamer1120 it could be true because of the line “it should have never been wound”, plus you can see nails in him
S P O N G E B O B
rokotakeri what are you suggesting lmao
i read it was actually about someone who can't tell if he's hurting people, but i like your theory :)
I really wanna know the lore of this song. Hun, this is accurate enough. 😔
90% Activate almonds
5% trypophobia meme
5% random comments..
Example: ａｃｔｉｖａｔｅ ａｌｍｏｎｄｓ
What's with the Almonds?
@@kiayarah my same question.
@@kiayarah
I think it's because of the almonds, cuz y'know...
*They're almonds*
@@drunkodoggo I don't understand 😨
この人の作る曲全部好き
No ones talking about how he’s wearing a crop top. He freaking rocks it though.
Actually, I think it's a normal shirt that's been ripped up
omg no
@@kimster6978 still hot
He looks hella - lit - imo
I'm sorry for my bad joke
@@uncletoasty3194 no,it's cool.
“ Minor body horror ”
“ *_Minor_* body horror ”
I mean it's not that bad if that's what you mean lol (though it's a bit creepy)
@Tehzeeb MAZUMDER ohh I thought it meant a little bit body horror. I mean I do know what minor is (someone under the 18) but I guess I understood it differently because English isn't my first language ;;
oh no
@pigeon Or someone who chizzles rocks
@Tehzeeb MAZUMDER no, it means “a bit” since it’s only his hands and the dolls that have holes in them
sure , it’s creepy, but it isn’t a lot of body horror
yeah, minor has 2 meanings, but you’re using the wrong one
lmfao
AOAOSSSISIIS
Lmao
Epiiiic
Um Ok NiCe
LMAO WHAT
1:05 had no business smacking that hard 🔥
we were doing a worksheet about the nervous system today and one of the questions was what part of the brain controls emotions and i fangirl squealed so loud that everyone just slowly turned around and looked at me like i suddenly became a duck
fuck me too
they're like "ok where do your emotions come from"
"the holes"
@@izzythetrashposter5710 hey aren't you the guy I see everywhere?
"Waiting for the world to burn"
Australia: AN I OOP
haha i'm in danger
**chuckles** im in danger
Can't you see there is a kid back there -homer
and i see your comment was inspired of an another comment that was 4 months ago, Corgi Tea :)
itsmeAlex 321 ?
DID YOU MAKE THIS SONG?! THANK YOU. MY CHILDHOOD WAS ONLY GOOD BECAUSE OF THIS SONG. THANK YOU. I MEAN IT.
My theory:
Amygdala has anger problems and every time she gets mad she breaks everything. So one time her parents bought her a doll named “Oliver” and she used Oliver to control her anger. She stabbed him with nails, burned, and cut off his limbs Until one time Oliver got control of his body and oliver couldn’t stand anymore of the stabbing, burning and torture so Oliver took revenge. There for when the song said “now I am the Tryro-puppeteer that meant Oliver now done all of that to amygdala. Ouch ;-;
Edit: I just came up with this in my mind.. I’m new to this community so I don’t know much
Edit2: Ok Ok I Get It Amygdala Is A Part Of Your Brain......
Zed Gaming nice theory just wanna point out some stuff:
oliver is the character in the middle, its pretty much one of ghost’s oc’s.
amygdala is a metaphor for the song name (im pretty sure, correct me on that one if im wrong lol)
kaisher oOo
kaisher idrk cuz I just joined this community
R. i. p. oliver :
Zed Gaming just wanna correct myself:
Oliver is actually another vocaloid, a ton of vocaloid producers have used oliver.
Amygdala is a part of the brain, but i was still correct, it was a metaphor for the song name
I still like your theory, its actually my favorite
When you listened to the song 17 times, but you still can’t understand the lyrics without the subtitles:
Oh good, I'm not the only one then. I can hear some of the lines without them but it's mostly indecipherable noise otherwise.
I can understand it after 4 times well at least some of it
I can-_- i dont even look, i just use my headphones and start to draw:3
so true
True 👌👌👌
Updated list of words and their meanings along with some lyric explanations:
• Iodine - the 53rd element on the periodic table. Iodine is used in medical alcohol and iodized salts.
• Inexplicable - something unable to be explained. Synonyms with unaccountable
• Unaccountable - something unable to be explained. Synonyms with inexplicable
• Vexatious - difficult to deal with and causing lots distress; troublesome, annoying
• Amygdala - the section of the brain responsible for your Fight-Flight-Freeze response. It controls emotions like fear, sadness, aggression, and pleasure; The Amygdala helps in the processing of memories, decision making, and emotional responses
• Autonomy - the ability to make informed and uncoerced decisions for yourself.
• Mutilate - to permanently damage a being (be it human or animal) to the point of limbs or parts being removed.
• Cauterize - burning or freezing a wound in order to stop bleeding or infection. This burning can be done with fire, a hot iron, or chemicals.
• Supplication - the act of begging or asking a god for something humbly or earnestly
• Ichor - the fluid in place of blood in a god; poetically used in reference to the blood of humans and animals; watery discharge from a wound
• Frontal Lobe - the "control center" of the brain. It's connected to our ability to have voluntary movement, to speak, and to problem-solve. It is also responsible for your personality, emotional expression, memories and their formation, and ability to make judgement; the part of the brain the controls high-level cognitive skills and primary motor functions.
• Mend - to repair what was broken
• Discord - the lack of agreement and harmony; chaos; conflict; disharmony
• Trypo - riddled with holes. Trypophobia is the fear of things riddled with holes.
• Tourniquet - a strip of fabric, cord, or bandage that is tied tightly to a limb in order to cut off blood circulation to said limb. It is used in emergency situations to stop life-threatening external bleeding
So how do some of these words apply to the song?
• "Iodine words" = "stinging/burning words"
• "Vexatious, my Amygdala that I can't do a thing about" could refer to Amygdala hijacking, which is when the Amygdala overreacts to a situation and causes panic and distress. His Amygdala is acting out "twenty-four" meaning non-stop, 24/7.
• "From losing my autonomy, a mutilated part of me" lack of autonomy, taken away by his Amygdala
• "From the mouth of the cauterized rag doll..." He sounds like he's closing wounds with fire.
• "Supplications to leave him alone" Either begging to himself or his mind to stop
• "Throw the nails away and leave him alone" The wounds I mentioned before feel like self-caused ones caused by a skin picking disorder, hence the holes. The nails mentioned would be his actual nails, not metal ones like the doll in the music video shows.
• "Pull my strings and swallow ichor" He talks about himself like he's a rag doll during the first half of the song until his frontal lobe "puts [him] behind [his] own strings". When you pull the strings of a doll, the doll falls apart and the stuffing comes out. The human equivalent of this, "Pull my skin and swallow ichor", makes it more clear what he's doing.
• "My Frontal Lobe put me behind my own strings" He's able to think clearer now despite the Amygdala overreacting. He's gained some autonomy back.
• "Waiting for the world to burn, waiting for the holes to close now" the fire and burning in the song might be a metaphor for guilt and other strong emotions. "Waiting for the world to burn" = "Waiting for the guilt/sadness/anger from reopening a wound to pass". "Waiting for the holes to close now" is self-explanatory.
• "The fire and I, alone again. The guilt and I, alone again." makes me wonder if the fire mentioned throughout the song is real or just a metaphor like him calling himself a rag doll is.
• "The fire burns and the rags are torn apart." Guilt/burning emotions rises and rags, aka skin, is torn again.
• "So say my limbs are torn apart and the stuffing falls out? The toy should've never been wound. I never meant any harm." Feels self-explanatory.
• "And I can't inhale/exhale anymore" could go either way. Either it's because of an actual fire or it's because of guilt and an intense emotional reaction due to the Amygdala issue.
• "Trypo-puppeteer" = "Hole-riddled puppeteer"
replying to this so it can get the attention it deserves
Yea
Iodine is used to purify water, so I think “iodine words” would be purified words.
@@the_demon149 In this song base around self-harm and loss of control, him hiding being purifying words doesn't make much sense as him hiding behind stinging/abrasive ones. Especially when the next batch of lyrics are "I cry, I cry, when everything hurts". Though I suppose purifying could still work since iodine is used in alcohol and alcohol is used to cleanse wounds of bacteria.
Why doesn't this have more likes 😭
Even though this song is 6 years old, I'm determined to solve it. I am going to post a theory every day. So, what I thought of is that the ragdoll is actually a good person at heart but after the fire he got the holes in his memory kind of like a film strip will burn and stop working, then after losing some of his memories he became the trypo-puppeter. Then this is not the end because on another comment Ghost responded saying their is a hidden url, I'm convinced that the url is the hidden symbols at these timestamps if you slow it down.
0:15
0:47
1:29
1:49
2:30
2:53
2:59
3:09
3:21
3:30
4:15
4:20
4:34
Though I am also convinced that if someone can read and decipher it to put them together it will form the url, then back to the comment that Ghost mentioned had a Url in here, they also said there were 2 more left. I believe that this Url needing to be solved is actually the 2nd puzzle, then whatever site the url leads to contains the 3rd puzzle. If we could get to and solve that puzzle then this 6 year old mystery will finally be solved... But hey, that's just a theory.
So, another theory I had has to do with the certain word choice near the end of the end song... One of the lines says this "1, 2, 3, and we'll tie the tourniquet" This interested me because the definition for tourniquet is - "A device for stopping the flow of blood through a vein or artery, typically by compressing a limb with a cord or tight bandage." This lead me to believe that the ragdoll could be a normal person who was in a fire and went to the hospital, then getting all of the stitches, this theory could also explain the holes in his memory.
For how much they appear I don't think it's the url, but some random cryptic sentences.
@ghostandpals Is any of this even close? I don't expect it to be tbh.
Honestly as someone with C-PTSD, I feel like this song hits close to home with how it makes my brain operate. The constant fear, and flips of emotion from scared to angry, causing you to do harmful things to yourself or others but you feel you can’t control it.
for me it harms my mental health and emotional wellbeing but now it doesn't faze me anymore cause it'll never leave me or leave me alone i just live with it
I don't have any diagnosed mental health issues, but I've been emotionally abused and this song makes me think about the person I am because of it. A ragdoll for people to toss for their own benefit and that they're gonna do it bc I'm a total wimp and I'll just kinda let them, even when even when I snap at them occasionally I'll just come crawling back with an apology I don't actually mean and just let them do it all over again☹️ this shi wacky bru
@@michigochan Same, Ngl.
@@baileypressman7650 the struggle is real man😞
This comment made me understand myself better tysm
"Waiting for the world to burn"
This did not age well.
*THIS DID NOT AGE WELL.*
Yep the world is burnin like a forest fire right now
R/agedlikemilk
@@androidphone8245 r/foundthemobileuser
global warming in a nutshell
*Everything Changed when the Fire Nation Attacked.*
Did I get TH-cam premium, download this song, listen to it on repeat for an entire day, and the scream the lyrics after playing the song on repeat for that long? Yes. Yes I did.
Yea, that seems like something you would do Nagito.
Aren't you supposed to be on the 3DS??
smh
omg nagito
*LOL*
I wouldve too
Me n my friend have been suspicious about flashing number throughout the song (0:15 ; 0:49 ; 1:28 ; 1:50 ; 2:30 ; 2:50 ; 3:30 ; 4:15 ; 4:30)
We think it might be a hidden URL or code, but we can't figure out the symbols properly. We always end up having smth like
771m1I20rp
771p1I20rp
7t1m1I2nrp
And at the end of the song (4:30), we had smth that looked more like URL in our opinion: 9NNfI7NviQrmThJLKUrIdAmLN0Ansms9O32NUNd7NnF5JiTmK870s
Maybe we're just paranoid, but Ive seen Ghost's comment about 2 more riddles in the song and think that it might be one of them. We will keep messing with pace and exposition idk; maybe we will find a hidden Rick Roll or smth eventually
I need a update on your progress
I’m interested
@@Glitcholotl guh we found nothing cuz we blind af
For some reason this song gives me a petscop vibe.
Flyingpiggles10 Sammmeee Care NLM stuff
Flyingpiggles10 oh god it does for me too
*relistens to song with that in mind* yep this will never be undone. I will always get a petscop vibe from this...
Flyingpiggles10 I really really like your profile pic.
Flyingpiggles10 same here :P
"I'm only getting worse"
Me trying to draw people
same
A
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I can only draw frruys
Me trying to draw *H A N D S*