these vids are just absolutely gorgeous. Also, I relate a lot to what you're going through - even though I'm 27 and did go to uni, I'm currently unemployed, and feel just lost and directionless and unsure what to do next. Anyways, these videos make me feel less alone - I have not found anyone else on TH-cam who films such cinematic and realistic pieces. Thank you
It is nice to know theres a gentle soul like you in this cruel world. I went to Munich once, its so beautiful. I never got the chance to go to Berlin though. Your vlogs really resonate with me, thank you
😢 I relate so much to what you are going through. So damn much. So my heart goes out to you, and I hope you find your way. I wish I had answers to help. But I am so lost.
I've seen my artist/creative friends struggling in this capitalist world - its the hardest thing, Josie For your soul, immerse yourself in artistic groups/classes - find out if/how they earn a living. It may be that you can't earn a living from art, but since you're intelligent, you could get a good job in a different type of work. This will also prevent work using up too much of your creativity for work and spoiling your artistic life outside of work. Take some free career personality tests to understand what sort of work you'd be good at ? There are jobs for every type of personality. You mentioned that you can't concentrate so could that be ADHD ? Get tested ? You're a talented cinematographer, so anything to do with video. The big question with art is can you change your style to what a client requires. It's OK if you can't, you just need to me open and honest about it. You're expressive, so modelling or acting ? Important to have a manager who represents your interests not an agencies. Learn how to recognise narcissistic abusers as the world is full of them, and the media world, particularly - they love to get close, control, gaslight, and abuse sensitive people. Volunteering is a lovely natural way to meet people with similar interests - animal rescue ? It can be too hard for sensitive people tho. hth, tho I fear that it may confuse things for you
Hi Josie, you are so strong! I appreciate your content and I love watching your videos. Everything is so calm but also with so much emotion. I can relate with you a lot. Everything seems so complicated and hard. Sometimes it feels like there is no way for me. But it is. I can feel it. Thank you so much for sharing your perspective of life
Keep in mind that life is fleeting and settling for what we have is admirable. I wish you success always, your followers will always support you and we will be there for you and enjoy your beautiful content that brightens our days.🤍
Oh goddess. I can say that I understand you. I graduated from high school two and a half years ago. I didn't want to go to university just to do it. I did not want to enter the first school I came across. I only wanted to study where I want. To study those things that I am interested in and with which I want to work in the future. I thought I would understand my future in two years in high school. But due to the terrible uncertainty and doubts, my academic performance has decreased greatly in the last two years. I first encountered a depressive episode (I don't have a diagnosed depression, but that's what I call the condition I was in). faced with burnout. It was so difficult, almost impossible to agree with yourself to do something. I quit drawing, which I have been doing since childhood, I quit playing the guitar, reading, singing and skiing. Everything that pleased and interested me became so ... heavy. Complex. unbearable. I stopped communicating with 80% of people around. I lost some friends. I just didn't have the moral strength to talk to people. I just didn't have the strength for anything. I loved to study. I was interested. before. Languages, literature, biology, geography, art are what I loved at school. I had an amazing performance. In two years in high school, everything disappeared. Previously, I was called to the director's office to present a diploma of thanks for academic performance. Now I was called to the director because of my study debts and passes without a good reason. Everything collapsed before my eyes. I had nothing to say to the people who looked at me and waited for an answer. I didn't know what to say. "I can't"? They don't want to hear it. I was threatened to be expelled from school. I barely made it to the end. All classmates around studied to enter the universities. To realize your plans, build a life. I studied so as not to fly out of school. Naturally, I have not decided on the direction in the last two years. I did not pass the required number of exams to be accepted to the university. Although the results were good. Then I did not despair and thought: a year after school, I will understand what I want to do. I will definitely figure it out and return with new goals and strength to learn. So, after two and a half years, I'm here: without a university, without specific goals, without strength to come up with something, without a job that would meet my interests. I survive on the meager money of my parents, I don’t travel as I would like (because again, there is no money), I don’t go every day to my missing goals. The rest of the friends around... live. Learning, doing something. It seems that everyone except me knows what to do. As if they had a right and understandable way in their heads at once ... But I discovered the secret: in fact, this is not entirely true. It's just... these people have a little something definite. the university or college they entered is a job. But much in their life, like mine, is indefinite. They also experience anxiety and doubts. When I think about it, I'm not so scared. But still scary. What am I doing with my life? I am 20. I should already go somewhere. do something. And then I think: why should everyone fit into the time frame invented by society? Why should we go with the flow in this system? Why is it so difficult when you're not with everyone? Yes, now in my life a damn nasty pause. Like a ravine or pit. But it’s worth getting out of this not with the thought “everyone does, study, work and I also need it”, but with the thought: “I would sincerely want to do this, you need to try it”. I also had a big mistake in my head. that you need to find one area or occupation, study it and work with it for the rest of your life. one thing for life. It doesn't work like that !!!⭐⭐⭐ Enough in rare cases, people do one thing. You have to try a lot! Then when you want!!! You can change your profession at least 150 times. So it will be even more interesting. Why is it necessary to enter the university under 30? Nonsense! you can after that, if you are sincerely interested in something and you want to study it ....
You can study at college or university at 30, 40, 55, and as long as you like! We still won’t earn all the money in the world. We don’t need it to be happy. Then you need to give yourself time to be happy. Don’t push yourself with time, age, and social norms. I also realized one important thing: we don’t look for ourselves. We create ourselves. Every day. We are not built from the global events of our lives, like entering university, work, or profession. For the most part, we are our routine. Our life is built from hours, days, weeks. Therefore, to be happier, we need to fill every hour, day, and week with meaning. Don’t wait for ourselves to accomplish a feat or make a huge breakthrough. But give meaning to every day. Be in the moment. It’s so difficult, but valuable and important. I probably haven’t said everything I want to say. If I remember a couple more things, I'll write more. But now I'm in my grandmother's apartment. Not long ago, I got a job as a cashier and bought myself a laptop and a graphics tablet. There is no work now, I quit because I can't stand a job I don't like. But I have tools with which I can build my future life. A laptop and a graphics tablet - for remote work, freelancing. Work with design or in some kind of tech support 😆😆Which will allow me to earn some money, buy strong boots, pay for a psychologist, travel a little. To find my country, my city, my street and my home. Maybe I'll change jobs. And again. And 5 or 10 more times. Perhaps I'll take the exams again and still go to university. I don't know. We'll see how it goes. The main thing is not to forget: there is meaning in every day. We create this meaning ourselves. To be the main character of your life! Love you, Josie!
I always thought, there is something special about your IG posts. They always touched me, they always seemed so... Authentic. Now I know why, every face, every tear, every unspoken word, was truly you. Girl, you are Art! Every piece of you, of your life is Art! Take advantage of this because you are truly Art! You motivate me, you make me feel understood. It was lovely spending those minutes with you, seeing your cake that looked delicious. Your room! Arg I loved the plants! Your faces, your smile, Your tears. Thank you for each one of them. See you later.
You are so beautiful, everything happens for a reason, and if you're lonely or feeling lonely right now, just let it go, your soul wants that silence, your soul wants to say something to you. Don't put so much pressure on yourself, and just listen to your beautiful heart.
ah Josie when i see u sad i pray for u to see the good things in life. Everyone feel bad sometimes but find a purpose somehow. u will find that too i certain of it. Cheers
2 Studiengänge probiert, beide gake. Arbeite jetzt zum testen seit 3 Tagen in einem Vollzeitjob. Kein Vibe. Will Studieren, glaube ich, gibt aber nichts was mich interessiert. Kurz davor mit einem Freund unser ganzes Erspartes zusammenzuwerfen und ein kleines Café aufzumachen bis wir broke sind.
Studywise I felt what you're feeling right now, being stuck while others are succeeding. I'm sure you'll find your way, something or somewhere to put all of yourself in it like these videos, just be positively proactive to it. A friend of mine escaped bad mood creating a bookclub in her new city, it helped her to find new friends and even love If you need an italian pen friend to talk about these feelings, hit me up
Hey! I also live in Berlin and your videos inspired me to take my camera again and shoot some small videos from the city and small trips around :) Love they way you capture life 😊
@@JosieArchives I also wanted to tell you how MUCH I relate to your way of thinking. I also feel lost, struggling with who I am and where I want to be. Most of the days I'm wondering "wtf I'm doing". So you're definitely not alone. I guess we have to keep going and eventually, one way or another, everything will fall into place for us and we'll be exactly where we want to be. :)
tut mir echt Leid dafür wie du dich fühlst :( aber du wirst es mit Sicherheit rausfinden, was Du im Leben machen willst! manchmal brauchen wir etwas mehr Zeit dafür als die anderen... hast du über Schauspielschule nachgedacht? ich finde du wärest sehr erfolgreich in der Filmbranche! sowohl als Schauspielerin, als auch im Dubbing-/Audiobooksbereich :) Liebe Grüße aus Köln! (übrigens, hier gibt es eine gute Schauspielschule!)
hey, danke erstmal und ne irgendwie seh ich mich nicht als schauspielerin aber vielleicht muss ich mal aus meiner comfort zone raus haha danke auf jeden fall für die lieben worte:)
I saw your video in my main page I check little bit and I LOVE IT. You know camera angles, meaning or other thing. Your contents are not my types so I won't subscribe probably but I can say that keep doing what you doing. Good Luck!
Hey josie , really nice video ! I was wondering if I could help you with more Quality Editing in your videos and also make a highly engaging Thumbnail and also help you with the overall youtube strategy and growth ! Pls let me know what do you think ?
"There is no light without dark"
Correctttttttttttttttt 👏🏻
balcony time is my fav for sure. the atmospehere heals everything. you definetely inspire me josie!
these vids are just absolutely gorgeous. Also, I relate a lot to what you're going through - even though I'm 27 and did go to uni, I'm currently unemployed, and feel just lost and directionless and unsure what to do next. Anyways, these videos make me feel less alone - I have not found anyone else on TH-cam who films such cinematic and realistic pieces. Thank you
It is nice to know theres a gentle soul like you in this cruel world. I went to Munich once, its so beautiful. I never got the chance to go to Berlin though. Your vlogs really resonate with me, thank you
wow thank you i really appreciate it
You're vocie is so calming and peaceful.
You are not the only one who feels like this.
😢 I relate so much to what you are going through. So damn much. So my heart goes out to you, and I hope you find your way. I wish I had answers to help. But I am so lost.
im sorry to hear that... i hope you find your way too, thanks for taking the time to watch my video:)
@@JosieArchives ❤️❤️ thank you!
You are not alone. Loved the video. Thanks for making it.
thanks for watching and thanks for the encouragement:)
dude deine videos sind der hammer danke tausend
awww dankeeee freut mich!
you're not the only one who feels like this, trust me
I've seen my artist/creative friends struggling in this capitalist world - its the hardest thing, Josie
For your soul, immerse yourself in artistic groups/classes - find out if/how they earn a living.
It may be that you can't earn a living from art, but since you're intelligent, you could get a good job in a different type of work. This will also prevent work using up too much of your creativity for work and spoiling your artistic life outside of work.
Take some free career personality tests to understand what sort of work you'd be good at ? There are jobs for every type of personality.
You mentioned that you can't concentrate so could that be ADHD ? Get tested ?
You're a talented cinematographer, so anything to do with video. The big question with art is can you change your style to what a client requires. It's OK if you can't, you just need to me open and honest about it.
You're expressive, so modelling or acting ? Important to have a manager who represents your interests not an agencies.
Learn how to recognise narcissistic abusers as the world is full of them, and the media world, particularly - they love to get close, control, gaslight, and abuse sensitive people.
Volunteering is a lovely natural way to meet people with similar interests - animal rescue ? It can be too hard for sensitive people tho.
hth, tho I fear that it may confuse things for you
Hi Josie, you are so strong! I appreciate your content and I love watching your videos. Everything is so calm but also with so much emotion. I can relate with you a lot. Everything seems so complicated and hard. Sometimes it feels like there is no way for me. But it is. I can feel it. Thank you so much for sharing your perspective of life
Keep in mind that life is fleeting and settling for what we have is admirable. I wish you success always, your followers will always support you and we will be there for you and enjoy your beautiful content that brightens our days.🤍
Oh goddess. I can say that I understand you. I graduated from high school two and a half years ago. I didn't want to go to university just to do it. I did not want to enter the first school I came across. I only wanted to study where I want. To study those things that I am interested in and with which I want to work in the future. I thought I would understand my future in two years in high school. But due to the terrible uncertainty and doubts, my academic performance has decreased greatly in the last two years. I first encountered a depressive episode (I don't have a diagnosed depression, but that's what I call the condition I was in). faced with burnout. It was so difficult, almost impossible to agree with yourself to do something. I quit drawing, which I have been doing since childhood, I quit playing the guitar, reading, singing and skiing. Everything that pleased and interested me became so ... heavy. Complex. unbearable. I stopped communicating with 80% of people around. I lost some friends. I just didn't have the moral strength to talk to people. I just didn't have the strength for anything. I loved to study. I was interested. before. Languages, literature, biology, geography, art are what I loved at school. I had an amazing performance. In two years in high school, everything disappeared. Previously, I was called to the director's office to present a diploma of thanks for academic performance. Now I was called to the director because of my study debts and passes without a good reason. Everything collapsed before my eyes. I had nothing to say to the people who looked at me and waited for an answer. I didn't know what to say. "I can't"? They don't want to hear it. I was threatened to be expelled from school. I barely made it to the end. All classmates around studied to enter the universities. To realize your plans, build a life. I studied so as not to fly out of school. Naturally, I have not decided on the direction in the last two years. I did not pass the required number of exams to be accepted to the university. Although the results were good. Then I did not despair and thought: a year after school, I will understand what I want to do. I will definitely figure it out and return with new goals and strength to learn. So, after two and a half years, I'm here: without a university, without specific goals, without strength to come up with something, without a job that would meet my interests. I survive on the meager money of my parents, I don’t travel as I would like (because again, there is no money), I don’t go every day to my missing goals. The rest of the friends around... live. Learning, doing something. It seems that everyone except me knows what to do. As if they had a right and understandable way in their heads at once ... But I discovered the secret: in fact, this is not entirely true. It's just... these people have a little something definite. the university or college they entered is a job. But much in their life, like mine, is indefinite. They also experience anxiety and doubts. When I think about it, I'm not so scared. But still scary. What am I doing with my life? I am 20. I should already go somewhere. do something. And then I think: why should everyone fit into the time frame invented by society? Why should we go with the flow in this system? Why is it so difficult when you're not with everyone? Yes, now in my life a damn nasty pause. Like a ravine or pit. But it’s worth getting out of this not with the thought “everyone does, study, work and I also need it”, but with the thought: “I would sincerely want to do this, you need to try it”. I also had a big mistake in my head. that you need to find one area or occupation, study it and work with it for the rest of your life. one thing for life. It doesn't work like that !!!⭐⭐⭐ Enough in rare cases, people do one thing. You have to try a lot! Then when you want!!! You can change your profession at least 150 times. So it will be even more interesting. Why is it necessary to enter the university under 30? Nonsense! you can after that, if you are sincerely interested in something and you want to study it ....
You can study at college or university at 30, 40, 55, and as long as you like! We still won’t earn all the money in the world. We don’t need it to be happy. Then you need to give yourself time to be happy. Don’t push yourself with time, age, and social norms. I also realized one important thing: we don’t look for ourselves. We create ourselves. Every day. We are not built from the global events of our lives, like entering university, work, or profession. For the most part, we are our routine. Our life is built from hours, days, weeks. Therefore, to be happier, we need to fill every hour, day, and week with meaning. Don’t wait for ourselves to accomplish a feat or make a huge breakthrough. But give meaning to every day. Be in the moment. It’s so difficult, but valuable and important. I probably haven’t said everything I want to say. If I remember a couple more things, I'll write more. But now I'm in my grandmother's apartment. Not long ago, I got a job as a cashier and bought myself a laptop and a graphics tablet. There is no work now, I quit because I can't stand a job I don't like. But I have tools with which I can build my future life. A laptop and a graphics tablet - for remote work, freelancing. Work with design or in some kind of tech support 😆😆Which will allow me to earn some money, buy strong boots, pay for a psychologist, travel a little. To find my country, my city, my street and my home. Maybe I'll change jobs. And again. And 5 or 10 more times. Perhaps I'll take the exams again and still go to university. I don't know. We'll see how it goes. The main thing is not to forget: there is meaning in every day. We create this meaning ourselves. To be the main character of your life! Love you, Josie!
Thank you for sharing your innermost struggles..
I always thought, there is something special about your IG posts. They always touched me, they always seemed so... Authentic.
Now I know why, every face, every tear, every unspoken word, was truly you.
Girl, you are Art! Every piece of you, of your life is Art! Take advantage of this because you are truly Art!
You motivate me, you make me feel understood.
It was lovely spending those minutes with you, seeing your cake that looked delicious.
Your room! Arg I loved the plants!
Your faces, your smile, Your tears.
Thank you for each one of them.
See you later.
You are so beautiful, everything happens for a reason, and if you're lonely or feeling lonely right now, just let it go, your soul wants that silence, your soul wants to say something to you. Don't put so much pressure on yourself, and just listen to your beautiful heart.
ah Josie when i see u sad i pray for u to see the good things in life. Everyone feel bad sometimes but find a purpose somehow. u will find that too i certain of it. Cheers
Acknowledgment is half way to fixing any problem. Strongest soul I know.
This is a piece of art ❤
By simply existing and making vlogs youre helping a little dork here with my relationship to my home!
no way that makes me really happy... thank you!
Ураааа🎉 Видосик. Спасибо❤
you’ve inspired me to finally learn German. I’ve wanted to learn for years and now I’m picking it up!
awww yay that's great, you can do it!
Im also learning we got this!!!!
2 Studiengänge probiert, beide gake. Arbeite jetzt zum testen seit 3 Tagen in einem Vollzeitjob. Kein Vibe. Will Studieren, glaube ich, gibt aber nichts was mich interessiert. Kurz davor mit einem Freund unser ganzes Erspartes zusammenzuwerfen und ein kleines Café aufzumachen bis wir broke sind.
oh mein gott ja!!! ich fühls so sehr und das mit dem Café ist wirklich der letzte Traum, kann dich sehr gut verstehen....
hoff du findest bald was :)
Studywise I felt what you're feeling right now, being stuck while others are succeeding. I'm sure you'll find your way, something or somewhere to put all of yourself in it like these videos, just be positively proactive to it.
A friend of mine escaped bad mood creating a bookclub in her new city, it helped her to find new friends and even love
If you need an italian pen friend to talk about these feelings, hit me up
danke dass du uns zeigst, dass coole Menschen in ihren Zwanzigern einfach manchmal lost sind, genau wie alle anderen auch
I wish I could be there to give you a hug😢... don't worry, everything will pass.
Keep smiling at life! 😁
Sending 💋🫂
Hey! I also live in Berlin and your videos inspired me to take my camera again and shoot some small videos from the city and small trips around :)
Love they way you capture life 😊
naw that makes me so happy, it's actually so much fun and berlin is so interesting through the camera lens, i hope you have lots of fun :)
@@JosieArchives I also wanted to tell you how MUCH I relate to your way of thinking. I also feel lost, struggling with who I am and where I want to be. Most of the days I'm wondering "wtf I'm doing". So you're definitely not alone. I guess we have to keep going and eventually, one way or another, everything will fall into place for us and we'll be exactly where we want to be. :)
I love everythnig your about your vlog!
aw yay that makes me so happy, glad you enjoyed :)
Love You
Hey, you have a cool coming-of-age vlog. That is an accomplishment. I hope you will find some study place and/or profession that suits you.
real
I love you’re vibe dear love from India 🇮🇳 🤗
8:12 really me when i listening to taylor 🤍
tut mir echt Leid dafür wie du dich fühlst :( aber du wirst es mit Sicherheit rausfinden, was Du im Leben machen willst! manchmal brauchen wir etwas mehr Zeit dafür als die anderen... hast du über Schauspielschule nachgedacht? ich finde du wärest sehr erfolgreich in der Filmbranche! sowohl als Schauspielerin, als auch im Dubbing-/Audiobooksbereich :) Liebe Grüße aus Köln! (übrigens, hier gibt es eine gute Schauspielschule!)
hey, danke erstmal und ne irgendwie seh ich mich nicht als schauspielerin aber vielleicht muss ich mal aus meiner comfort zone raus haha
danke auf jeden fall für die lieben worte:)
@@JosieArchivesahh i thought you were studying acting. What do you study if its not personal? I am also trying to come to germany for studies!
i missed you, take care
I saw your video in my main page I check little bit and I LOVE IT. You know camera angles, meaning or other thing. Your contents are not my types so I won't subscribe probably but I can say that keep doing what you doing. Good Luck!
Hey Siri, stelle den Timer auf 20 Minuten und 21 Sekunden :-) When you upload it's always a good day
hehehe dankeschön, love to hear it
Hola Josie soy tu fan 🇬🇹😔🙏🥰
Well, making videos that enthrall us and make us hopelessly infatuated with you are some kind of purpose...
So have a slice of cake pack your stuff get coffee for the road and go be with your dude. Whats the problem?
du bist ich und ich bin du.
Hey josie , really nice video ! I was wondering if I could help you with more Quality Editing in your videos and also make a highly engaging Thumbnail and also help you with the overall youtube strategy and growth ! Pls let me know what do you think ?
How tall are you ❤️
Other than the fact that you're beautiful, you dance a lot, you're not a man, and you're not old... ... same
Put god above all else and the rest will follow, when u come to know god, you come to know the purpose of this life.