Guilt In OCD
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 16 พ.ค. 2023
- Sam describes his journey with chronic guilt and shame in the context of Real Event/False Memory OCD + POCD.
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This channel doesn’t get nearly enough attention. It has been so helpful to me with understanding me and my relationship with anxiety and obsessions. I am not out the fog but I’m in a much more stable place than I was 6 months ago. Thank you.
I have the same guilt theme from a past so called mistake I did. I felt I was sentenced by court to suffer from the rest of my life...in silence. I was feeling worthless.
I think I might be a bad person. Maybe it's my OCD, maybe it's me. I have argued with my mom so many times, and I'm not good at controlling my cool, even despite my prayers. I always apologize in the end, but the repetition and not doing better...Makes me feel like a bad person. I just can't help myself. whenever we have a fight, it's always MY fault. I have very bad OCD, and it makes me lose it, get touchy, flip out, and yell. You know, there are pairs in life where one person is practically always right and the other person is practically always wrong. Like, the winning/innocent wife and the losing/guilty husband. Well, basically, I feel that way about my mom and me. I own that I screw up and lose my cool and make our arguments worse, with my emotions, pride, and OCD. It is my fault. But that's the problem. It's always my fault. I'm always the loser here. This isn't as simple as "human beings make mistakes" or "Everybody has flaws." No, I'm part of the _real_ pathetic humans of this world, like Nick Godejohn or Joe Biden or any other politicians. I am always the source of our fights and my flaws and mistakes lead to them. I just can't seem to stop my behavior, and in addition, I have to be the loser here. I don't know what to do. If I could take a buIIet for her I would. I wish I could make up for my faults and redeem myself, but until I save her, I don't know how I can. (Not to imply I want her in danger, so don't take my words literally.)
Thanks for making your videos Sam. Congratulations on getting engaged
Thank you so much John!
Hello Sam, amazing insightful video..
Glad you enjoyed the video buddy!
Thank you Rohit!
Ahhhhh god bless ya Sam you explain this so well 😊 thanks 👍
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He's back! Terrific video buddy!
Thanks Nick!
Amazing video Sam!
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