Alustrium - This Hollow Ache (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Artist: Alustrium
    Track: This Hollow Ache
    Album: A Monument to Silence
    Year: 2021
    Label: Unique Leader Records
    Genre: Progressive Technical Death Metal
    Artwork by Shindy Design
    Video by Scott Rudd
    PREORDER-
    orcd.co/amonumenttosilence
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    Lyrics-
    Alone
    Within my thoughts
    Reflecting
    On all I've said and done
    Never once
    Have I felt satisfied
    Never again
    Will I even try
    Anger, Frustration
    Emotions flare and seethe
    Hands are shaking, filled with rage
    Betrayal from loved ones
    Real or fiction wound the same
    These feelings and this thinking,
    Though unwarranted, undeserved,
    Lead to a place familiar
    Back to my well of pain
    As the initial shock of the pain fades away
    These cuts, these punctures, these bruises
    Dissolve to a hollow ache
    And the cycle continues
    The finger's pointed but the blame remains
    Digging deeper within me just causes the world itself to fade
    Colors draining
    My eyes go cold and gray
    As I withdraw within
    The ground beneath me starts to sink
    As I am moving forward
    Led deep into the garden
    Led to a place familiar
    Back to my well of pain
    I know this place and why I'm here
    All too well, guilt and shame
    The center of the issues at hand
    The center and the source of my hollow ache
    And self pity, it beckons
    Despite all I do it won't shake away
    The more that I rationalize these thoughts the more they seem to inflame
    And the cycle continues
    The finger's pointed but the blame remains
    Digging deeper within me just causes the world itself to fade
    The cycle of dwelling
    It repeats, it replays
    My hatred of my own mind
    Upcycles and unravels
    Self hatred and self loathing
    Have become second nature
    I'm learning to accept now
    That this is good for no one
    Break wide open
    Resolve to rid those who've been inflicted with me
    Of this plague out of shame
    And self pity, it beckons
    Despite all I do it won't shake away
    The more I rationalize these thoughts the more they seem to inflame
    And the cycle continues
    The finger's pointed but the blame remains
    Digging deeper within me just causes the world itself to fade
    And the world opened up
    And I gazed into blackness
    And I looked all around me
    And saw nothing but gray
    I looked into myself
    And found I matched the darkness
    With not another thought
    I dove into my well of pain
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  • @Miatalustrium
    @Miatalustrium 3 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    Hey! Thank you so much for the amazing support in the opening week of the album announcement! This is genuinely a HUGE deal to us and the comments here are so incredible.

    • @benpurcell106
      @benpurcell106 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I will be here waiting! Are you guys anywhere online, where fellow metal junkies might support thine brethren on the interwebs?
      Man I was just so fuckin impressed by your style. That melodic-death with just the right amount of other styles blended in. You definitely stand out in this genre. Not many really really do, in my opinion, because melodeath is usually so 'one-paced'. for lack (severe lack lol) of a better adjective there lol. May the force be with you fuckers and let's hear some more asap please!

    • @benpurcell106
      @benpurcell106 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh and if you want to send me a download link for this track to thepathisclear99@gmail.com , I'll tell you how good you guys are and how cool your music is and comment it on youtube and stuff and shit, man, I swear on it! Haha
      And I could pass it around to all my peeps here in Boise, Idaho, where the metal seen is strictly black metal and melodic-death fanatics, these days

    • @Miatalustrium
      @Miatalustrium 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@benpurcell106 Yeah, we're most active on Facebook and Instagram but have a Twitter, too!

    • @benpurcell106
      @benpurcell106 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Miatalustrium Word! I hate Instagram and twitter pretty much sucks too. I'll go find y'all on FB right now though. Thanks!
      Have you guys toured or do you have plans to? Where r u from?

    • @Miatalustrium
      @Miatalustrium 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@benpurcell106 Touring is going to be somewhat limited for us based on all of our careers, but we will be doing a much as possible. That said, we're all from SE PA. Philly and it's surrounding suburbs

  • @reneebear3641
    @reneebear3641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    It’s not everyday you get random shit recommended to you on TH-cam & immediately start looking forward to an album from a band you’ve never heard of.

    • @benpurcell106
      @benpurcell106 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It happens to me at least every other week. You just have to subscribe to the right channels. The artisan era is one of the best. Sharptone records. Extreme metal albums (I think thats the name of the channel) I wish I could think of more RN but I can't sorry

    • @metalgt6828
      @metalgt6828 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      All of Alustrium's releases are incredible!!

  • @ryanguzman3203
    @ryanguzman3203 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I want an all day concert in Milwaukee, WI with nothing but UNIQUE LEADER bands.

  • @FatalPurpose
    @FatalPurpose 3 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    This isn't just music, this was an experience 🤘

    • @Miatalustrium
      @Miatalustrium 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you so much 💚

    • @FatalPurpose
      @FatalPurpose 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Miatalustrium I finally listened to your discography (on spotify) today, and holy shit you guys are awesome! Glad I was able to find you guys because I'm definitely a new big fan here and I can't wait to here more brother 🤘

    • @laurenlove999
      @laurenlove999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Miatalustrium damn I felt that. Thank you man.

  • @alnd26
    @alnd26 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    *T H A T S O L O*

  • @melodeathmaster
    @melodeathmaster 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What a Bomb ! Horns up Guys ! Cheers !

  • @mokuscsik
    @mokuscsik 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This song is sensational. I mean how can a song be so brutal-tech-death and yet so gracefully melodic and well balanced as this shit? My word! You guys are incredible. Cheers from Bristol, UK.

  • @nastychewy
    @nastychewy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Unique leader is just killing the industry with having so so so many amazing bands on their roster. Just slaying everything in their path

  • @nicholasjones3207
    @nicholasjones3207 ปีที่แล้ว

    One of the better albums purchased lately. Epic stuff

  • @aramismetal
    @aramismetal 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Returning to this song after listening to the rest of the album, and the way everything all connects both lyrically and musically is astounding. Amazing work on the songwriting.

  • @UndeadInsanity1
    @UndeadInsanity1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Oh shit, Alustrium's on Unique Leader now? Hell yeah, dudes! Can't wait for the new album.

    • @tonyc6981
      @tonyc6981 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Finally getting their due recognition 🙏

  • @jaredt3985
    @jaredt3985 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Been a big fan since A Tunnel to Eden dropped 5-6 years ago, and the recent ep just built upon it perfectly.
    The musicianship is obviously top tier, but these guys don’t get enough credit for their songwriting.
    This genre is rife with pointless wankery, but these guys understand that there has to be an actual song underneath, they get it.
    Can’t wait for the next one!

  • @ryandileo3009
    @ryandileo3009 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I NEVER comment but this is one of the most perfectly composed songs I've heard in a long time. Bought the track yesterday on bandcamp and it's pretty much been on repeat since. Then I watched this with the lyrics and it took it to a whole other level - which I didn't think was even possible. No matter what genre you're into, if you're a fan of metal there's no way to NOT love this song. Even going to buy the frickin' t-shirt. Cheers from Toronto!!!

  • @apathtrampledbydeer8446
    @apathtrampledbydeer8446 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I can relate, great music, nice video.

  • @TheDretch
    @TheDretch 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Good shit!

  • @joshkellogg645
    @joshkellogg645 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Absolutely awesome

  • @recordednowhere
    @recordednowhere ปีที่แล้ว

    This band deserves a lot more views. This song ia easily in my "all time favorite songs from all genres" list. I really hoping you're working on new material.

  • @MetalizedBlood76
    @MetalizedBlood76 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    If the whole album continues like this a masterpiece could be upon us🤘🤘🤘🤘

  • @chantalblackbird7979
    @chantalblackbird7979 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I play this over and over 🙏🏽✨

  • @Avliv_Satan
    @Avliv_Satan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This reminds me of the oldschool melodic deathcore type stuff.

  • @iamahab7600
    @iamahab7600 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    UHHH YOU GUYS RULE

  • @jessepusatero5511
    @jessepusatero5511 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm so happy they got signed I love this band

  • @alfredgarcia6844
    @alfredgarcia6844 ปีที่แล้ว

    2:40 My god that chorus is just Earthquakes in music form. So ungodly crushing
    5:12 As well

  • @METALLiCMETALLEr
    @METALLiCMETALLEr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Oh the first 2 minutes are so fucking cool and inspiring

  • @BigDenk
    @BigDenk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Straight up fucking amazing

  • @ICEESAreFuckinGood
    @ICEESAreFuckinGood 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Soon after the EP we get this. Guitar wizards 🤟

  • @genabrezhnev3817
    @genabrezhnev3817 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    THIS IS VERY AMAZING AND PROFESSIONAL UNBELIEVABLE BAND .AWESOME GORGEOUS STUFF.

  • @mikeybrawler
    @mikeybrawler 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Would of never heard of this band if it hadnt of popped up on my feed. That solo is so smooth

  • @unknown666wtf
    @unknown666wtf 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    absolutely fucking phenomenal.

  • @Clownbaby666
    @Clownbaby666 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Totally thought this was a different alustrium since they just released an awesome ep. looking forward to the new album!

  • @crbrus6916
    @crbrus6916 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Okay wtf this song was a vibe, that chorus was catchy af

  • @MormonUnderwear
    @MormonUnderwear 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Not gonna lie, this is a fresh breath in an otherwise stale music genre. I love it.

    • @Miatalustrium
      @Miatalustrium 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💚💚💚💚

    • @johnstanton7118
      @johnstanton7118 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lunas call put out void last year. And that is a prog death metal album that slays!

  • @ArmourRules
    @ArmourRules 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Unique Leader Records may be my favorite label. Just one solid release after another.

  • @AlxDayken
    @AlxDayken 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    SICK!

  • @SinsOD
    @SinsOD 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Just found out about you guys. Came post breakup and this song is just.. going back to my well of pain

  • @jettgjr31
    @jettgjr31 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Yes sir well done.this is a masterpiece.

  • @loganmckinney2674
    @loganmckinney2674 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song gave me literal chills multiple times throughout. It is absolute perfection! Cannot wait for the album!

  • @janahausknechtova544
    @janahausknechtova544 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Famózní skladba.....wauuuuu

  • @joet81
    @joet81 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love this! Can't wait for the album!

  • @hyperboreanarchives7299
    @hyperboreanarchives7299 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I swear to God the algorithm must be spying on me, these lyrics are far to poignant at this particular point of my life to be coincidence....

  • @marshallsmith619
    @marshallsmith619 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Gawd Dayum! Definitely looking forward to more!

  • @glenhuang2238
    @glenhuang2238 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Amazing

  • @benturtl9076
    @benturtl9076 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow I'm blown away.. this is great!

  • @kurtmb
    @kurtmb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow!!! Couldn't tell you the last time I enjoyed a song this much on the first listen. 6 times through and I could (and will) just keep listening. Absolutely phenomal!

  • @WPM8116
    @WPM8116 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is fire! I love this, so happy to have found this! Spotify ftw!

  • @comfortbetrayal
    @comfortbetrayal 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Beautiful Song and Perfect Lyrical experience

  • @alexisl2266
    @alexisl2266 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Rarely comment on youtube but I had to come for this, this song is amazing, everything is exceptionnal and especially the solo, thank you for this i'm gonna listen more

  • @AnthonyXwearsXgucci
    @AnthonyXwearsXgucci 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is such a cathartic experience, the solo gave me a Ryan Knight/Oli Herbert vibe. So solid lyrically, musically, mix. I look forward to more!

    • @chrisss3749
      @chrisss3749 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yess! The TBDM influence is sweeet, and not overpowering.

  • @Forsvinne77
    @Forsvinne77 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sick stuff.

  • @MMS661
    @MMS661 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I need to see the music on paper.. wow

  • @timmumaw9962
    @timmumaw9962 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Unique leaders record thank you showcasing amazing bands your such great outlets for people who love deathcore you know talent when you hear it

    • @ICEESAreFuckinGood
      @ICEESAreFuckinGood 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Not really Deathcore though. More like tech death

    • @timmumaw9962
      @timmumaw9962 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ICEESAreFuckinGood i can see your point new era I see what your talking about much respect for the correction

    • @maaaaaap
      @maaaaaap 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@timmumaw9962 yeah definitely not deathcore, but the label has lots of deathcore bands so its understandable

  • @Demonstealer
    @Demonstealer 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Got this on my Spotify release radar and it's MIND BLOWING!!!!

  • @italogomes1338
    @italogomes1338 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Brazil here!!! Thanks for your art bro!

  • @HenryRuins
    @HenryRuins 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Never have been a huge fan of guitar solos but this made me appreciate them more

  • @angelapereiraangie
    @angelapereiraangie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It's been a long time since I forgot to breathe while listening to a song. Amazing!🤘

  • @Bloodthirsster
    @Bloodthirsster 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So good 🤘🏻

  • @WeltAusEis
    @WeltAusEis 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    you guys and first fragment are carrying modern techdeath

  • @Murderface-jy7mq
    @Murderface-jy7mq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I usually go with heavier stuff ,but I actually like this ! Killer job boys

  • @KlassyKlauman
    @KlassyKlauman 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ahh Scott Rudd I like this guys work!

  • @asboll
    @asboll 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is great!

  • @Bultjaevel
    @Bultjaevel 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    'tis good this

  • @chrisss3749
    @chrisss3749 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Any one else notice the piano melody from the end of Insurmountable carried over here?

  • @michaelwolff9207
    @michaelwolff9207 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Nice combo of Styles and underlying Brutality!

  • @mos4magic
    @mos4magic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Another great band from that label!....

  • @funpinkgnome
    @funpinkgnome 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    If nobody got me I know Unique Leader Records got me, can I get an amen

  • @zaneamalfitano6046
    @zaneamalfitano6046 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song was fucking beautiful.

  • @BRB499
    @BRB499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Simply Fantastic

  • @captaingoose736
    @captaingoose736 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is music I need right now. Found a new band to listen to and an album to look forward too

  • @jsincreel6085
    @jsincreel6085 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Another UL triumph

  • @dougalsmith7795
    @dougalsmith7795 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Great track! Will share

  • @bayvee7427
    @bayvee7427 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This needs more appreciation

  • @tinarodriguez9397
    @tinarodriguez9397 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We need more music out like this..talented musicians not Hollywood worms.

  • @disturbed1com401
    @disturbed1com401 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Daaaamn, some of the best melodic tec death I've ever heard! Stoked for the album

  • @anthonyjewgieniewsokol1407
    @anthonyjewgieniewsokol1407 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Philly strong 👊

  • @TundraCH
    @TundraCH 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Damn you guys continue to blow me away, that beginning was majestic, beyond stoked for the album!

  • @TheCoolerCChains
    @TheCoolerCChains 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    What a fantastic way to wake up to this morning great job guys!

  • @julitoalcazar1996
    @julitoalcazar1996 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This is really fucking good. It's been a while since I had goosebumps with tech death

    • @Miatalustrium
      @Miatalustrium 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This comment gave *me* goosebumps. Glad you dig it!

  • @maaaaaap
    @maaaaaap 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    love the leads, as always

  • @mrdeathamore
    @mrdeathamore 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Alustrium are lit.

  • @System_27
    @System_27 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    AS I KEEP MOVING FORWARD 🙌🙌🙌

  • @CatDragon2013
    @CatDragon2013 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My mental death finally has an anthem

  • @johnpomeroy8602
    @johnpomeroy8602 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song is amazing 😈🤘I believe guitar solos should come back. That was sick skills man 🤘🔥

  • @reptarien
    @reptarien 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That's pretty gooood.
    Proud of u boys.

  • @kostyabenson4308
    @kostyabenson4308 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Their last ep was stellar but this album is going to be on another level entirely, glad to see them signed to UL

  • @user-oh2qv7so2x
    @user-oh2qv7so2x 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Very good! I have heard Children of Bodom spirit in this track! 🔥🤘

  • @jxp_shows
    @jxp_shows 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is SO good 🤘

  • @krampusplague
    @krampusplague 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is sick ‼️

  • @adamant_3337
    @adamant_3337 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Holy... shit... I’m in love hahaha🤘🏻🔥

  • @ratykat
    @ratykat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Amazing! What an incredible track!

  • @justarandomdude8138
    @justarandomdude8138 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Holy shit this is good. Very good!!!

  • @johnpomeroy8602
    @johnpomeroy8602 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    That fast guitar riff sounded so familiar it was driving me crazy for about 10 minutes but I found out it's very similar to a suicide silence song has that same type of rift progression and sound in the notes sound very similar but either way it was still very good

  • @chilledfish88
    @chilledfish88 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Brutal af, I like 👍 😋

  • @ianurbaitis
    @ianurbaitis 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oooooo yea that’s that good shit

  • @chrisgore8597
    @chrisgore8597 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    We've all said "Never again will I even try" before, but after millions of years floating around in our immaterial soul we get bored in eternity and find ourselves in a world like this again.

  • @nicksounds
    @nicksounds 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    damn that solo !!!

  • @denniskirkegaardjensen3597
    @denniskirkegaardjensen3597 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    A Tunnel in to Eden was a masterpiece in it's own right. Been longing for this for awhile to say the least. It did not disappoint!🤘 Probably going to be my first vinyl purchase of the year

    • @tonyc6981
      @tonyc6981 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Did you also listen to Insurmontable? Just released last year!

  • @zachvoytas
    @zachvoytas 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Really looking forward to this release. Glad they have joined the UL family.

  • @GianProgg666
    @GianProgg666 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love Tech Death, Alustrium are a fantastic band! I miss the Alrekr intro but no matter the music is beautiful as always! 🙌

  • @SK-ih5mi
    @SK-ih5mi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    i don't find the words to describe that ....so ...i shut the hell up and enjoying this masterpiece

    • @xxTHExxABYSSxx
      @xxTHExxABYSSxx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      The music is on a whole different level when you learn you hear the words.

    • @ramses4530
      @ramses4530 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Heroin addiction

    • @reneebear3641
      @reneebear3641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ramses4530
      Seems about right.

  • @ericlange209
    @ericlange209 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This reminds me of a Deathy version of Thrill seeker August Burns Red days lol, I dig it!