living with liver disease, my alter ego when I drank
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- my alter ego when I drank
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My drinking didn’t start until my thirties…oh the alter ego kicked in full throttle! I was known as the wild, fun, life of the party girl. It was all fun and games until my family started being hurt by my actions🎉, I literally was acting a fool! It took me 18 years to realize what I was doing to myself and my family 😢 God bless you for sharing your story and helping others 😊
God bless you as well and thank you for being here!
My mid 30s for me.
It's so crazy since I've been sober a month a few people I have ran into are asking me " What's wrong". I have become my true quiet self. When I was drinking I was very talkative and loud. Definitely two different people. Thanks for the video. Very relatable. Have a great night G ! ❤
Hey girl… yep I’m pretty quiet too. Take care have a good night.
@@Kristen10-22It's nice being quiet lol
@@cheryldeanley2074 it’s peaceful but I can only be peaceful for a little bit. Lol! I guess it’s me waiting for the other shoe to drop in a way. I usually get up and find something to do like talk to myself, talking to Goose my puppy. Growing up in chaos I’m used to loud noises.. it’s in this silence it’s deafening at times. lol!
I’ll stick with my peacefulness and not anyone else’s drama 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻😘
Hey Kristen are you sober or trying to get there doesn't matter to me I would like to know more about you
@@cheryldeanley2074 yes .. 20yrs
Inpatient for depression but mainly early on rehabs in the 90’a
“I’ve gone back to being who I really am.” That’s our poetry.
My best old ex-friend Alcohol mugged me repeatedly.
And for some reason, I still blame myself. All day long I put myself down.
Alcohol is an evil spirit.
You are not kidding!!! It really is. That'd why it's called spirits. Thank you! God bless😊
When you judge someone, it doesn't define the person that you're judging. It defines you.
I really like this quote! Thank you! I am writing this down right now! I will be using this in the future! God bless😊😊😊
Exactly
Yea right, Socrates.
I disagree
I always liked the saying “when you are pointing a finger at someone, there are 3 pointing back at ourself ”. 👉. Sounds cheesy, but I believe it to be very true. We often find fault in others that we don’t like about ourselves.
Oh the alter ego😢 4 days sober here. Thanks for the videos brother!
That's awesome! How is it going? Are you doing ok? Thank you for watching! God bless😊 wishing you all the best on your journey!
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Hope you’re doing ok.
Reach out if you need any of us.
God bless
You can do it! Cheering for you!😊
You got this! Stay strong!!
You can get so caught up in play-acting...being that someone that is happier, funnier, more sociable, smarter than we are....that you can totally forget who YOU really is!
Man... our stories are so similar it's almost freaky. When I was 16, I first began experimenting with weed and I loved it. From around 18-20 I smoked weed all the time. Sometimes it was literally all day everyday. I didn't really drink much, mostly because I was shy and reserved like you. I didn't go out to parties much, it was mostly just kicking it with a group of close friends, getting high and messing around. Then around 21, I started drinking more. Just a few beers on the weekends here and there, nothing crazy. But I fell in love with it. That warmth you talk about, a level of relaxation I had never felt before, the social anxiety all went away. I could talk to girls easily, make friends easily, it just made my life way better. I also got a ton of energy and euphoria from it like you. It really turned me into a different person, someone who was way more sociable, loud, would do and say stupid shit all the time, was always up for anything, but I guess that was socially acceptable for a 21 year old. I also worked in the restaurant industry at this time, in FOH. I made a bunch of new friends who liked to party, go to bars, etc.
When I was 22, it was NYE and I actually lost consciousness and threw up all over myself in public. I thought it was just a blackout, but looking back it was probably alcohol poisoning and I just didn't realize it. Then around 23 I started to drink by myself. Not even a whole lot, just 1-2 IPAs a night. But soon enough that turned into 2-3, then 3-4, and on and on. I would do this 2-3 nights a week, then party Friday/Saturday which was god knows how many drinks. By the time I was 24, I was drinking every single night. I remember I would get a 15-pack of IPAs, and I would try to make it last three nights. But after awhile, that 15-pack was only lasting two nights.
From 25-27, I drank basically every single night for three years. 6-10 IPAs, sometimes a little liquor. I'd have nights where I'd try to take it easy, but I was drunk basically every night. This is when I knew I had a problem, but just didn't want to do anything about it. It was still fun honestly. Wasn't day drinking much, but then around 27/28, that started happening. I didn't even want to really, but the hangovers/withdrawals from that much alcohol just got out of control. I started drinking vodka in the morning, drinking at work, I had to drink before any social engagement of any kind. I was hiding liquor, sneaking shots in bathrooms, in my car, you name it. I would even sneak drinks in my own home when friends were over because I knew people would comment on how fast and how much I was drinking. This is when my drinking really got out of control and wasn't the fun that it used to be. I would have periods where I got out of the morning drinking and went back to my nighttime only drinking, and then I'd go back to the morning drinking, then back to the nighttime only, rinse and repeat. I'd even have periods of full sobriety for a week, two weeks, a month, longest was about 35 days, but I always went back to it and it got out of control really quickly.
I've heard a lot of people talk about alcoholism. Famous people, people on social media, people in meetings, friends, family, I've probably heard thousands of people talk about their alcoholism. But your story is the one I can relate to most. It really did turn me into a different person, a person who for awhile I really liked better. I could finally socialize the way I wanted to, I loved the euphoria it gave me, the relaxation, the relief. I've done other drugs, but alcohol was always my drug of choice. It was like I had an alcohol shaped hole in my brain that I didn't even know about until I started drinking.
Anyway, just wanted to share my story. 10 days sober now. Hopefully my last sip of alcohol was on February 5th, 2024, but I'm just taking it one day at a time. Your videos really help me a lot.
Hi LD. ty for telling us your story. Your channel is booming. I hope you are having a good day. Hugs. Mona 💚💚
Wow! Thank you for this! You are not kidding, our stories are almost identical! Everything you said here was exactly how my alcoholism became what it was. I started out the same exact way, started smoking, moved to booze but just a little and it escalated slowly until I was drinking alone and getting blackout drunk everyday. I really appreciate you sharing this. These are the types of stories that others need to see so that they know that they are not alone. If you would ever be interested in talking with me or doing an interview, I would really like that. No pressure, just wanted to let you know that if you are interested, I am too. Thank you again. God bless😊
@MonaYY_Rig thank you mona!!! It's growing slowly but surely! God bless
Bravo! Keep going, you're doing great
@@donnae9566 Thank you Donna
This one hits home. Never been an alcoholic per say, but am one of those people that once I start drinking can't stop. Did so many regretful things. I used to say I didnt have a drinking problem I just had a problem when I drank!
Oh the nostalgia of those trips down memory lane…then in a flash it comes to you that you are incredibly lucky to have lived through the memories. I am glad you lived to tell the stories and glad I lived to listen to them…thank you
Thann you so much!!!! It really does have this certain way of making you feel, like it was an old friend and you remember all the good times. But, we forget the bad times too sometimes. I'm so glad that I have removed it from my life, I don't have to worry about what I did the night before anymore. Thank you! God bless
This was exactly why I drank, for the times when I did. It's a combo of issues, it makes me feel like I'm a fun person. Thank you so much for your videos. I know I've said this before but I'll say it again, your videos were a huge part in my understanding what my brother went through, and feeling like it's still worth me being supportive towards anyone wanting to quit, not just my brother. Thank you, again!!!
I know the feeling... it made me feel like I was "fun" too. Looking back. I wasn't. You are so welcome and I really appreciate you continuing to support this channel. God bless❤❤❤
I was nice in the beginning and then after some years I turned into a complete idiot to the point I was compared to Dr Jeckyl and Mr Hyde 168 days sober in recovery out patient Telehealth now. Therapy is nothing to be ashamed of I’ll admit I was just lying to myself until I faced the truth and I’m still paranoid about my health I see so many accounts of people who quit and years later their liver just went my advice to those people is please see the forest and love the trees. That little voice inside is telling the truth the easiest thing to do is listen and then you will learn how wonderful life is. Thanks my brother for making these videos! Look up the Starfish Poem. I’m one of your Starfish.
That’s so beautiful ❤
Thank you so much for this. I really appreciate it! I know exactly what you mean.... I was the same exact way. I will Definitely look up the poem!!! God bless😊😊😊
Vicodin ES made me feel like I was superwife. I’d clean, cook, go out run errands, talk more, I thought I was fun! I’d be picking weeds with a flashlight at 1am.
I became outgoing.
I’m quiet now, I’m too vulnerable.. I like to stay in the yard with Goose or stay inside.
I’ve become a little fearful of people again.
Insanity!
We thought we were great.
Everyone else around us knew something was off.
This is all.so true!!!! That's exactly how alcohol made me feel. Thank you Kristen! God bless😊
@@liverdisease-qb6rk imho being this quiet is the most vulnerable I’ve ever been. Now is the hardest part… making peace with my thoughts that I’ve been running from my whole life.
Happy to know you!!
@@Kristen10-22 I completely understand! I know the feeling. Happy to know you too!!!
@@liverdisease-qb6rk it’s nice to have a connection to those on your page and to u even if it is online. I am grateful. Y’all r keeping me accountable & busy
Never would ever think of judging you or anyone
Thank you!
@@liverdisease-qb6rk Thank u too
This is a really amazing community you’ve created here, LD. It always pleases me to see all of your views, likes, and engagement on each video. I love reading all of the comments and hearing everyones stories. I’d love to hear about your TH-cam experience thus far, what you expected to get out of it, what has surprised you, when you got monetized etc… It really is crazy, but not surprising, how fast your channel is growing!!! 💗
Thank you so much! I really appreciate you being here! This is such and amazing community of people that all want the same outcome and it makes me so happy! Thank you for being a part of it! God bless😊😊😊
@@liverdisease-qb6rkis there anything the drs can give you to help you absorb nutrients better so your teeth and eyes don’t suffer more? I’ve had the same problem ever since I had my gallbladder out.
Liquid courage.
I get super friendly and loving when I drink. A few beers or a little vodka and I just make friends so easily - guys, girls, it doesn't matter. It just makes me calm and love everyone. I don't think I've ever gotten in a fight with a partner when I was drunk.
I have definitely run into the "angry drunk" before on occasion. But, I never understood it. The last thing I want to do when I'm enjoying a few drinks is get in an argument or fight with anyone. I do understand that it's just how some people react to alcohol, though.
Hey LD hope you’re having a great day too. I don’t think I had an alter ego I stayed myself. It helped to deal with stress for me. I drank socially but then found myself drinking more and more alone. Which is when I started to feel it was becoming a problem. I’m glad you were able to get off the alcohol and have found yourself again. Please don’t feel you would be judged here for your past. No one can judge you as we are all imperfect. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you so much and I really appreciate you saying that there is no judgment. You are right, we all make mistakes, I made a he k of a lot of them! God bless 😊
Thanks for being so honest. These things are in the past. Never say never is such a good saying. Everybody can be vulnerable. Alcohol can change personalities. It really is poison for the body. Keep up the good job.👍
Thank you so much! It really is poison, literally! It destroys out body, mind, relationships, families, children, everything it encounters. It's so deceptive too, one day it works, the next day you're hooked. Thank you for being here! God bless
Trying our hardest to get our sister-in-law in better shape. She has completed her tests to get on a transplant list. We'll cross our fingers. Your words are encouraging.
So glade that nothing ever happened to you while white water rafting while you were intoxicated.. I really do appreciate your honesty and how blunt you are? And that you take full responsibility for your behavior. Liquid courage is never good… in any way.. I like to watch u-tube videos on drunk drivers getting DUI ‘S and some say well I didn’t kill anyone?? WTF ????? So irresponsible! Glade you got sober. And are doing well.
Thank you!!!! I was very irresponsible back then... looking back now, I can't believe some of the things I did. Thank you for watching and supporting this community! God bless😊
When I drank I would trespass and run through some man’s sunflower fields, flirt with every man in the bar while my husband was there, blare music until early in the morning, you name it and I would do it…I would even drink myself sober! Now I live a very quiet family oriented life. I lost a lot of friends when I became sober, they say I’m not much fun anymore 😢 I don’t even like to listen to music anymore. sometimes I miss my drunk self, which is very selfish for me to even think. I miss the fun times, but not the alcohol 😊
I know exactly what you mean here... man... I really do. It's just not worth it though. I don't miss the alcohol either. Thank you for being here!!! God bless
Oh my goodness…I forgot about MD 20/20…truly awful wasn’t it? Worse when it was a warm day and the wine was warm…thank you for reminding about one of the truly awful things about drinking.
Alcohol is poison that changes your brain chemistry and if we’re lucky enough to survive the addiction it takes a long time to repair the brain damage. I’m happy that you’re able to find your true self and that your family is still there for you. Value your time with them because any time spent together is pure quality now.
I definitely had an alter ego. It’s so crazy I drank because I didn’t like who I was and became someone way worse. People like hanging out with me sober. The right people don’t like hanging out with me when I’m drunk. Mentally stable individuals don’t like hanging out with me when I was drunk. Only the disease of addiction is able to take a good person and convince them they are better when they are bat Sh*t crazy. I am grateful to be sober! 😊
I know exactly what you mean. I'm so happy to hear that you are off the sauce now, it's not an easy thing to do at all and you should be really proud! Thank you for always being here! God bless😊
I just turned 30 and try to go sober.. It lasted 2 days before my anxiety and hand trembles took over. I don’t think I can do this alone
There's help out there. I also no way could do on my own. Support is vital. I'm now proud to say almost 8 months sober & feel the best in 10 years. ❤
Can you go to a doctor?
@@starbright1256 What’s your source and steps you took? I really want to make this change for myself.
Hey there! We are all in this together! You have everyone here to help you along. I would definitely go speak to a Dr and be completely honest with them and tell them you want to quit and they can help you. Please speak with a Dr first. You do not want to go through dts. Please keep me updated on how you are doing and if you need anything at all, you can message me on Instagram or Facebook. Thank you! God bless 😊😊
Great video. I know someone close who has the alter ego when he drinks. Completely obnoxious. The next day is completely in a bad mood and pissy. He seems to be working on himself though. I pray for no relapses. I hate what alcohol does to ppl. Love this channel.
Thank you! It really does change some of us. But, I really think that a lot of us suffer from either depression, anxiety, or some other ailment that we are trying to mask. We become the person that we think we want to be instead of being who we are and end up making a fool out of ourselves. Well... at least I know that I did. Thank you for watching and I really appreciate you saying that about the channel! You are greatly appreciated! God bless
Oh my word the wind in the trees wow I haven’t heard that in forever
Like a little introverted
Thanks for recording outside today
Yeah, it was more windy than I realized. Sorry about the sound. It was a beautiful, warm day today and really wanted to be outside when I recorded. Thank you Kristen! Today's video took like 3 hours to upload.... I am so ready for the fiber optic internet. We are just waiting on them to come install it now... guess we are on a waiting list. There are a lot of people who newly got access to high speed internet in the rural areas around where I live. God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rk omg no sorry!!
I love it!!
I don’t live near big trees… so to hear the wind in em WOW! Beautiful sound
@@liverdisease-qb6rk I bet!!!
Jimmy was the one to install the fiber optic cable w AT&T. Hmm you’ll get it soon I betcha
@@liverdisease-qb6rk 🙏🏻♥️
Of all the channels that I watch you’re the only one that I allow all the adds to play all the way through.
That's so cool!!!!😊😊😊 thank you so much! I really appreciate you!!! God bless
U have come so far!! Be well friend! 😊❤
Thank you so much Jennifer! I really have! Thank you for your continued support on this channel! It's greatly appreciated! God bless
I find your brutal honesty to be very cleansing, even though it is not my exact experience. I romanticized the heck out of drinking. Like you said, it's part of our ensemble. It's a great time until it isn't. Anyone who drinks on the daily is a breath away from it becoming a problem.
You are so right. I know that I have these romanticized memories of it, but it's all an illusion that my addiction is trying to portray. Thank you! God bless
Hi There! Right before I quit drinking six weeks ago I had gotten to the point I was too sick to get high from it anymore. I just felt disgusted with alcohol so I quit. I’m still very very sick. I suspect pancreatitis but I still need more tests to confirm it. It’s very bad. There’s a thin line with alcohol.
It really is and I hope that you get to feeling better soon. I know exactly what you mean about being so sick you couldn't get the feeling you were looking for anymore. It works until it doesn't anymore. Thank you for watching! God bless😊
funny thing about the liquor law. through recovery, i always have this urge to buy alcohol before 2AM on saturday nights regardless if im craving alcohol or not. i was trained to work around that 1PM sunday law here and i still get this FOMO fear that if i don’t get my liquor i’ll not have a good enough saturday
Colorado used to have those same liquor laws. You couldn't buy liquor on Sundays and Holidays
Looks like they are about to change it here now.... 7 days a week. Why???
Money man...it's all about the money! They tax it more. Before in CO, you couldn't buy LQ anywhere but a LQ store. Now it's in every gas station, super market, and corner store. Sad to say, if I didn't get sick, I'm not sure I would've quit.
@user-ii2uh1xq7b well in CO when they did it drinking spiked those first few years just because of 1 day...which generated more money....which is what local gov't and lq lobbyist wanted...
@@Thatdudefreshme either.....
Tequila definitely made me a mean angry person. No other alcohol would do that. It's strange how one certain liquor can make you a certain way.
It really is.... I do not know what that is about. Thank you! God bless
Nice sunny day outside . It looks lovely out there.
Can you see the Milky Way at night, I wonder? and heaps of stars on a dark night 🌙 ✨️
Thank you! Yeah, you can see a lot at night here. There is not a lot of light pollution where I live. Thank you for watching! God bless 😊
Something I heard or read in my 20s. Drugs and or alcohol feels like your best friend until it turns on you and becomes your worst enemg😮
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I am reading a book now about the dangers of using alcohol. And why “some” can’t drink, and some can? And how they use advertising makes it look so good. Winston cigarettes they showed him on a ranch riding a horse looking so handsome & rugged… it’s crazy how they don’t tell you how dangerous smoking is or over drinking is… not to mention to your health??? The book is called how to quit like a woman. Its good. Just wanted to say thank you so much for what you are doing. And your videos. I don’t have a high tolerance for drinking, so great full, I get sleepy when I drink. I don’t drink anything hard, just wine. I am very OCD about everything, and tend to be an over thinker…. I don’t like anything that affects my mind, I like to be in full facility.
Thank you so much! I will definitely check that out! Is it on audible do you know? God blesz
I thought that was the Marlboro man?
I drink beer only but it relaxes me. I'm anxious as hell especially around groups and events. But I stay away from liquor because I don't want to get to your state with liver damage. I like your videos / story's. More stories please
I still like to talk to strangers over acquaintances.
I’m just safer inside
No judgement brother,we all have regrets.
Thann you!!! God bless
Love you ❤ & your message
Thank you! ❤ you too!!! God bless
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I would probably have to make a video of why and how I drank but long story short first came anxiety than came OCD. I started self-medicating with anxiety when I was younger and would fall off on benders when I got older after having mental health crisis’s somewhere along the way. But therapy and especially medications have been a big help. One year sober and feel great. Labs and health are good. The OCD was the worst of it, I felt dead inside for 4 ½ years from being in constant fight or flight. But things can change for the better and they did. Wishing everyone well.
That's great to hear!!!! I think that a majority of us started drinking and or using for a reason like that. Thank you for sharing and I really appreciate the comment. God bless
My cousin has done some of the stuff like just blasting family etc. I have never heard of someone using or drinking to become someone else. I understand it. We can’t stand to be in our skin. We’re uncomfortable.
I’ve settled into uncomfortable so much I sing in the grocery store now. lol! People must think I’m bat s crazy which I probably am but I’m sober.
I’m crazier sober than using
Hahahaha!!!! That's funny! You're not crazy at all! You just have personality and I like it!
@@liverdisease-qb6rk lol!!! Yeah I guess. Your sweet. Yeah I’m loud yikes 😬 lol!
Watch the rest later must start some supper. We’re on central time here.
My cousin Casey was high on coke & Xanax. Can’t figure that one out.
Such true words you spoke. Alcohol is the lubrication to social interactions - love that. It’s so hard to not beat ourselves up for the mistakes we made in the past. Dangerous mistakes. Forgiving ourselves fully feels impossible.
Speaking of that, a few times recently you’ve mentioned that you have to learn to love yourself in order to heal and move through recovery. Can you talk more about that? I understand self-acceptance and coming to terms with the core characteristics of yourself that you really can’t change. But what actually is self-love? I don’t think that’s possible for me who struggles with deep feelings of worthlessness.
Thanks LD for another excellent video! Your stories are always so appreciated and enlightening ❤
Thank you! I will definitely make a video on just that topic! Very very good idea and thank you for that! I am writing that down in my notes right after this. You are not worthless! I can promise you that! I think you are very important and I greatly appreciate you! God bless
@@liverdisease-qb6rk that’s so very sweet, LD. You’re the best! I’ll be looking forward to that video! 💗
What a great video! I look forward to your videos everyday and have used some of the stuff you have mentioned in past videos to my recovery coach/counselor (hope thats ok). Your videos and talks are amazing and helps in my recovery. Thank you! You described my alter ego almost exactly as you were. Now im finding my true self again, and it feels great. Once again, thanks for your videos, helps me so much.
Thank you so much! You can share these videos or anything in them with whomever or whenever you want. I really appreciate you sharing. Thank you for being here! God bless
Great videos. I think you should include your spouse/girlfriend in some of your videos. They live with us and deserve to tell their stories. It also provides a different perspective on what things were like for them. It can also help her to feel like you’re including her in your story. Best wishes
So inspirational ❤.
Thank you and God bless 🙏
Thank you!!! God bless
Always important, in this process, to give yourself permission to forgive yourself. You are doing your best and being true to yourself and a strong person… no matter what.
Thank you for this! I really appreciate you watching! God bless😊
hello there YT video watching people
Here in MO you can buy liquor 24/7 365, even have drive-thru liquor stores, you can take a to-go drink from restaurants because passengers can have open containers. Anhueser Busch has a lot of political pull here lol
That's crazy! Drive thru liquor stores? And you can have open containers? That is just insane! Guess they do have a lot of pull! Thank you for this! God bless
I understand you completely when you feel like the life of the party when you’re drinking. It’s definitely a social lubricant like you said. I’m naturally a pretty reserved and standoffish myself. Introverted even. So alcohol became extremely addictive for me because of this reason. Since I got sober 6 years ago, I had to retrain my brain to be comfortable at social gatherings and over time it got a little easier but honestly it’s not half as fun as I know it WOULD be with alcohol. However, I definitely had a dark side to me when I drank. My friends no longer wanted to go to bars with me anymore because I used to always like to fight when I got drunk. That’s not who I was as a sober person but alcohol just made me get in lots of fights. Whether inside or outside the bar. I would also get verbally abusive. Just a bad person really. The best decision I ever made in my life was to get sober. I can’t stress that enough.
My husband isolated himself and me by default because he was so hard to get along with. He lost all of his friends. When he died, I spoke to all of them. I made a point to reach out. They were all sad but had to get away from him when he was so bad. I understood and wanted them to know he had died. Many of them came to his services. He wasn’t the person he really was inside for the last few years of his life.
I'm so sorry about your loss. I know exactly what you are talking about here. It can change us so much. I hope that you are doing well. Thank you for watching. God bless
😢 I am so sorry for your loss
Wow LD that’s so many people that have passed, so sad that must have really impacted you. Would you say the food industry it’s quite common to have addiction issues?
Oh yeah the energy… the tweeking it’s all fake
Great mood yet I started to get pissy. Short irritable
Hi from Australia! I've just discovered your channel and it's definitely had an impact on me. I have a controversial question and I apologise if you've already discussed it. This question is NOT my opinion or what I think; in fact I've been on the receiving end of it. Alcohol has been (and still is) a painful struggle in my life.
What would you say to people who believe that you don't deserve treatment, care, compassion or understanding because you 'chose' to drink and make yourself sick?
Once again, this isn't my view - but many ignorant people - dare I say even hypocritical - have this viewpoint. I'd be really interested in hearing what you think based on all of your experiences as a drinker and as a medical patient.
I'll finish up by saying that you're an inspiration and I am in pure admiration of the courage - beyond belief - to put yourself out there like this; to try and help people. Sometimes the common methods to quit drinking become stale, and an honest, health based perspective like yours is truly needed. Trust me, it's working and you're making positive changes in people's lives all around the world. Thank you & Bless.
i get you i was the same basically a different person when u drink
Have a good day 😢😢❤❤❤❤❤❤
At the moment there is genocide and then fascism, it’s not for nothing that a conference is being held in Germany for security (implies the destruction of people and security for the authorities where the pocket of money is. And now they are preparing for the Cold War to take over Ukraine for Poland, it’s the fascists who conspired with Trump, it’s a mess. The 18th century and The 21st century is a more sensible person and knows that nothing good will come of it. Where they bring the game to spite the people and destroy it so that not many votes are collected and it is President Zelensky who remains in power. Fascism and earnings, in Russia 10 ml people are taken into account..
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Everyone throws one thing at another and nothing will change, and everyone will remain in power. It’s not the politicians, but Germany, not Germany, Trump is so to blame and in the end, participation is the dream of destroying Russia, forgetting the kindness of Russia and the Great Patriotic War (full of films in Russian )
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The International Court of Justice is looking at Israel, where the struggle for independence and life in Israel is constantly ongoing. And the fact that they are preparing for the Cold War and will they continue to remain silent on the part of the International Court of Justice😢
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They tried to squeeze Russia, and now There is no point in politics and they decided as a second option to carry out the Cold War on the part of Germany 🇩🇪 where they are determined to engage in the near future. The information war did not help to impose a war and now they are replaying it.
The information war did not help support from the people, now from Navalny where young people are part of the truth and there is no information about the salaries of officials in Russia. Half of the population is happy, some are not, the third are stolen from abroad. And the tax is not overflowing and no one paid before the war or less. And now Are Navalny also being treated as sanctions? As a citizen and a person, I do not evaluate and give a negative answer regarding the accusation against Russia

Mad dog 20/20 do they even make that anymore.....lol lol
I think so!
Perhaps [ crazy eyes ] means that you glowed with a negative vibe. You looked like you were up to no good.
Getting addicted to making video's. LOL
Which is a much better "addiction".... to be fair, he promised to make daily vids.
@@chickensdontsurf Total Respect!
@user-ii2uh1xq7b could you elaborate more please? It's like aa?
In the UK, alcohol is available round the clock whenever stores are open. There are no restrictions and no distinction between beer and liquor. Alcohol is alcohol and even with inflation it's still cheap to buy in supermarkets. The beer I drink has been the same price for 10 years. It's just impossible to avoid alcohol here, it's everywhere.