Heroin withdrawal day 31

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  • @spaceaddict5484
    @spaceaddict5484 5 ปีที่แล้ว +198

    Geezus dude you look 10 years younger than you did on your day 7 video! Proud of ya man!

    • @davidyost322
      @davidyost322 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey derek, I love your videos man. I keep watching them. Im 18 years old and have been on percs for 2 months. I'm 20 hours clean right now and the withdrawls haven't been bad but should I expect them to get worse by day 2 and 3 . id love a response man . it would really help me

    • @lukeantonison0830
      @lukeantonison0830 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@davidyost322 you doing well?

    • @CringeModeActivated
      @CringeModeActivated ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@davidyost322 How you doing today when it's been over 3 years? Hope you are doing great :)

  • @kryingblood
    @kryingblood 5 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    I just realized this was published in 2015... still proud of you 4 years later

  • @brownhero3316
    @brownhero3316 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    I’ve been clean from heroin for almost a year . I never thought that life was worth living without heroin. Now that I’ve been off I want to help motivate and inspire others just just to live life again !!

    • @THE-REAL-DEAL-
      @THE-REAL-DEAL- 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hit me up im quitting drinking n after my brake up I have noone at all

    • @sajedtiger848
      @sajedtiger848 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      How I will leave

    • @rockyyahoo5566
      @rockyyahoo5566 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Bro it's about to be day 16-17 , but still feeling like lost , cold flash goosebumps like feelings. No energy at all feeling like before , how long more to go to be ok.

    • @courtneycoley8487
      @courtneycoley8487 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      How r u? I'm on day 11...SUCKS​@@rockyyahoo5566

  • @matthewsprung7488
    @matthewsprung7488 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    The part where he's like and I was just watching TH-cam all night with my eyes wide open. That shit was so funny and relatable

  • @fightvale57
    @fightvale57 5 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    I only made it to day 11. And have now been back on for more than that. I’m glad I found your videos,I feel like I’m ramping up to kick again.

    • @JayJay-ut6zg
      @JayJay-ut6zg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hope your good now .. 11 days a lot of days to throw away and do over again

    • @breunique1468
      @breunique1468 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I was 6 months in and relapsed it happened

  • @davidsvannas3514
    @davidsvannas3514 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    You seem like a very smart guy. Imagine what you will be able to accomplish once you are 100% recovered. The sky is the limit if you stay sober and im so happy for for you

  • @alayshaking4438
    @alayshaking4438 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Who's watching in 2019. I love these videos

  • @jameshottmann6595
    @jameshottmann6595 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you so much for these videos. I can't explain how or why but they've been so helpful. It's like having a friend who understands. Everytime I have one of those moments, I just watch one of your vids. Thank you. It helps!

  • @bradymcguire6151
    @bradymcguire6151 8 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I prayed to God and i credit him with being here in the dark hours. I am, feeling great one day, and a little bad the second day but i am in for the long haul . Life feels free. I WAS AS SLAVE

  • @annettemartinez5944
    @annettemartinez5944 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yay Derrick!!! I'm so happy for you.!!! Keep it up, you got this!! You're a soldier! It's rough staying clean but if you got the faith you can do it, you got this. I got 20 months under my belt and its great!

  • @joeglennaz
    @joeglennaz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    What a great video Derek! Me and I’m so proud of you and I really hope things are still going good for you and you know what if they’re not just think back to this day we did it once you can do it again. Thanks for putting these videos online they most likely help hundreds maybe thousands of people. Maybe you should make some more videos.

  • @Tommymartel
    @Tommymartel 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It’s really amazing man I’m proud of you. Good job putting your life back together! Keep going!

  • @alexdabear
    @alexdabear 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Day 33 here. thank you! wayched your videos for over a year and finally took the plunge lol. i am 46 and am still lacking some energy but 90% of pain was gone by day 15. you are an inspiration. Sending peace, light n love to you and yoyr family. Namaste!🙏

  • @tiffanycenti4503
    @tiffanycenti4503 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thankyou for all your wisdom and great advice. You have helped me greatly. God bless you and your family.

  • @jeremyfox7599
    @jeremyfox7599 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Loving these videos, what a guy, I wish he lived in my city so we could be friends, he's a good soul. Keep up the wonderful work!

  • @johnson8696
    @johnson8696 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    well done man, ive never done that stuff but i always like seeing people doing good, keep it up!

  • @chrism6904
    @chrism6904 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Looking great dude! Very proud of you! Hopefully, I get there.

  • @GIitchclan12
    @GIitchclan12 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Never done heroin but the subject matter doesn't only apply to heroin. You're doing a great service to those that come across the video and I feel you're the type of person who truly cares about people. A lot of the time the ones who use drugs to cope are those that have empathy and cant deal with brutal realities. I'm not necessarily saying that was your case because I don't know you. But my message is to those who suffer in this way that there is another way besides destroying yourself and sinking deeper into the rabbit hole, it may not be easy but sometimes you have to bite the bullet and change your life for the better.

  • @mellymel2206
    @mellymel2206 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I love that you documented this. I have been off Methadone for a year and a half. That w/d was so brutal. It absolutely does get so much better, one day at a time! I can relate to everything you are talking about. It hasn’t even crossed my mind to go back on Opes. Anything worth doing is going to be difficult. Slow was good for me. That memory hasn’t faded. ❤️🙏🏼 Congrats!!

    • @karinas6978
      @karinas6978 ปีที่แล้ว

      Did you just cold Turkey the methadone? I’ve been on methadone for a year now but I’m thinking about gradually tapering off when I’m ready. I hope I don’t have withdrawals if I taper gradually

    • @KnewEyes1990
      @KnewEyes1990 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@karinas6978 I am 40 days days off methadone, I was on it for 6years and was using painkillers for 5 years before that I am 32yrs old. my highest dose was 135mls and tapered over 2 years down to 30mls... then 40 days ago I ended up doing cold turkey off the 30mls... was originally going to switch to Suboxone but my Dr. Didn't make me wait long enough before starting the suboxone and it put me into horrible precipitated withdrawals, I was so scared to take anymore suboxone so I just didn't take anything after that... I had 3 straight weeks of horrible physical withdrawals...16 days into it I took myself to the emergency room to be checked out cause I was having horrible abdominal pains and my blood sugars were all over the place and I'm not a diabetic, they ran a tests ( urine sample, blood work and and EKG) everything came back normal and they said I was having anxiety lol so gave me Ativan to calm down... 40 days later I still have some abdominal pain and digestive issues and my sleep is absolutely horrible. At one point within the first 2 weeks my mind was forcing me to relive my entire life over in my head, was thinking of every wrong choice I had ever made and the time I wasted and was freaking out abour it. So if you plan to get off make sure the want to get off is greater than anything else and tell yourself no matter how bad you feel physically and mentally you can do it.. I do recommend tapering as low as possible lower than 30mls that's for sure. You probably still will have withdrawals but hopefully they won't be as intense. And if your someone with health issues would probably be better to do it in hospital than at home

  • @DanìRLS
    @DanìRLS 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are the best related story that I found on you tube man, really good job thanks for take time and power to do this and show the path to the people who tryin to get him, I hope you are still sober and happy to live your life clean !! Proud of you also !!

  • @christinesalmon9913
    @christinesalmon9913 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Great video!! Giving me hope at day 23!! Thanks for sharing.

    • @kitty2karenlongjacket406
      @kitty2karenlongjacket406 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Christine Salmon You can do this!💜 Find someone who's been clean for a few years, who has been there. I didn't have that, it would have helped me so much.I have almost 5 years in. The psychological aspect is the hardest part... Stick with it. Congratulations on almost a month!

  • @LIttleMissNightmare
    @LIttleMissNightmare 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Well done, I’m so proud of you and I don’t even know you. Amazing, I’ve watched you change from the first video. Hope you have a great life 🙌🙏⭐️

  • @Sketch_Sesh
    @Sketch_Sesh 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I’m a year and couple months off alcohol....while life can be better and there is a honeymoon period, the same issues that pushed me towards it in the 1st place are still lurking....I recommend identifying what issues caused you to use and start thinking about how you’ll handle them differently in a healthy way without turning to a substance

  • @kickc6463
    @kickc6463 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Congrats dude!! Just got off of the garbage myself. Feels damn good!!! Keep going bro 👍

  • @nicholasb2341
    @nicholasb2341 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Started my first meeting 3 days ago Ive doubled up meetings everyday for 3 days 2 meetings a day thank you Derek! Much love to you and your family.

  • @LIttleMissNightmare
    @LIttleMissNightmare 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Amazing videos really helped me when I needed it most 🙏💖

  • @taylorterry5551
    @taylorterry5551 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    way to go man, i'm 2 months:) i'm now able to feel REAL happiness in life. thanks so much for sharing your personal experience.

  • @ashleygreenspun3178
    @ashleygreenspun3178 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    your videos help so much. I have been literally handed black and said no!!!! I'm on day 5 I think. super happy I did that. but mean the world to mean. the way u talk is so nice. I need your videos. I haven't been to NA yet I don't wanna commit and fuck up.

  • @ryanhodde5032
    @ryanhodde5032 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Bro I go back and just watch these from time to time. Shit is insane. Stay trucking man

  • @Hgoenge81
    @Hgoenge81 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing work man!! You should be proud of yourself! Looking healthy. Couldn't be happier for you. I can't even imagine how hard it has been. Much kudos 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻

  • @profilecutz3239
    @profilecutz3239 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Damn man you're heaven sent and its 2020 today and your the first video I watched today. Thank God for you

  • @ali_mxun5444
    @ali_mxun5444 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Congrats bro ur actually a good ass person yo, good shit and u good af for spreading positivity

  • @wavecatcher2360
    @wavecatcher2360 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You're so awesome man! you give us all hope!

  • @realascanb222
    @realascanb222 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Congrats on that chip!!! Mine is coming soon!

  • @chungsenpai1295
    @chungsenpai1295 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    M FIGHTING IT RIGHT NOW UR VIDEOS R HELPING ME AALOT NEED MORE ENCOURAGEMENT

  • @bradymcguire6151
    @bradymcguire6151 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    you look great. so healthy. you even sound stronger. YES PEOPLE- are good for people. So damn happy for you.

  • @richardjohnson8197
    @richardjohnson8197 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Day 15 for me. Everything he says is spot on, I do the same things - and it helps! I'm still struggling with PAWS but videos like this inspire hope. Thanks dude and congrats on your success.

  • @amberwkly3747
    @amberwkly3747 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Man congrats!! I'm looking for a sponsor rn..basically just someone to talk to when I'm feeling vulmerable ya know? My sleep is terrible which makes my day horrible. I just toss & turn and can't get comfortable, etc. & I watch TH-cam all night too. So glad I found your channel! Congrats!!❤

  • @geezed247
    @geezed247 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Dude I thought the same about you looking so much better before you said that about that kid on TH-cam. Well done bro 👏👍👌💪

  • @heatherkemp7903
    @heatherkemp7903 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Congrats! You look so happy!

  • @bryanamarrison5281
    @bryanamarrison5281 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    You can really see how amazing you are doing at 30 days clean in this video. You are glowing, happy and positive! Amazing.

  • @theangrypops777
    @theangrypops777 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Damnnnn my dude you look so different from day 7 of withdraw 😔 Aye man we all proud of you my g. God was on your side and those people who helped you like your sister, the guy with tobacco, etc were all very important!! Good luck man 🙏

  • @TonyaCronkhite22
    @TonyaCronkhite22 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Awesome video very great information!

  • @melissagoff1114
    @melissagoff1114 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Well said brother, Congratulations And keep the good work up. I'm so so very proud of you. God is Good. God bless you and your family Much Love my friend 💕💕💕Life is Good

  • @penneblanko1113
    @penneblanko1113 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I'm do proud of you.. I'm in my 3rd to 4th day.. cold turkey . You have no idea how much you helping me. I use to use a bundle a day of dope . I didn't sleep for a minute man . When you think ill start to sleep a lil ?

    • @budz.1274
      @budz.1274 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      penne blanko when did you start sleeping better?

  • @jacobwilliams998
    @jacobwilliams998 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm currently 7 days clean and your videos have helped tremendously!!

  • @aaronp2558
    @aaronp2558 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    These videos help me so much bro seriously

  • @justbutiful1318
    @justbutiful1318 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey ! Thanks for making this video

  • @mickwhelan2677
    @mickwhelan2677 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Bro ur so right, I've been clean 3years now still struggle sleeping a full night, but music helped me to getting clean, keep up the good work.

  • @everettmenard5196
    @everettmenard5196 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Very inspiring. I wonder where you are today? Proud of you man.

  • @Jay-fr9mn
    @Jay-fr9mn 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I really can't wait to get to this point. I'm trying so hard to stop using. This video helps me want to get to this point of being happy without drugs again

  • @jeremyfox7599
    @jeremyfox7599 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You should start uploading a daily vlog, if we were to forget completely about the drugs and addiction message and story you are a wonderful soul and have a wonderful energy to the point where you have wonderful stage presence - you are superb on camera, when i watch you speak I want to hear and see more so you would be able to produce a superb daily vlog as a vlog is all about the vloggers energy and personality which you excel and shine with.

  • @tarakatryan8590
    @tarakatryan8590 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    You look amazing youve come a long way fair play to ya, oh music helps nd positive people ❤❤

  • @kimalonzo7387
    @kimalonzo7387 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi Derek! How are you doing these days? I like your video!

  • @dreambeliever3652
    @dreambeliever3652 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great job man!! Proud for ya. Keep on living. And have a cup of ☕️ for me. 👍

  • @lisaleggins5750
    @lisaleggins5750 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Awesome Awesome Awesome ty so much for these videos I'm not a drug user but you Inspire no matter who they are just to do better and live life 💜✌🙂 always and much love to your family

  • @lawrencebrown8708
    @lawrencebrown8708 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Congratulations skin!!!

  • @patrick555HEX
    @patrick555HEX 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your awesome man thanks for this video!!!!

  • @juliecomtois6760
    @juliecomtois6760 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for sharing your experience and story. I wastched your 5 days clean and I lt reminded me of mine. 9 yrs sober now. It's true talking to people, music and taking it day by day min by min. Hugs.. keep up the great work. Just for today Everyday 🙏❤

  • @nopillsorcigs4me723
    @nopillsorcigs4me723 7 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    33 days of opiates today. Feeling better!

    • @DerekLambertRecovery
      @DerekLambertRecovery  7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      NoPillsorCigs4Me Thats awesome! I bet life is already getting better

    • @jbot91
      @jbot91 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      "33 days of opiates" and "33 days off opiates" are two different things man:)

  • @lilbibby3310
    @lilbibby3310 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Great info tho u hit the nail on the head u gotta have people

  • @46monkeyes
    @46monkeyes 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Way to go, Derek👍... BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY THE FOLLOWING:
    Opioid wd can, in some, last for MONTHS. It’s called PROTRACTED WITHDRAWAL. This does NOT mean that the horrible wd symptoms will last for months but it can take several months for the neurotransmitters in the brain to return to normal. There’s much more to it than this but you can look into it online or better yet, with a doctor trained in addiction. But typically the horrible wds usually end by or before day 8-10 except for insomnia and lose stools. Force yourself to take brief walks and don’t lay around all day once you get several days clean. You CAN do this.

  • @cal5752
    @cal5752 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    so proud of you.

  • @anitradavis4112
    @anitradavis4112 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Going through it. Much love for the hope that it can change.

  • @METALMUNCHERS77
    @METALMUNCHERS77 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Awesome bro I’m 3 days in I hope I can manage. Taking it minute by minute

  • @nomad1331
    @nomad1331 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You're a great dude bro, good on u man, never fucking let go of your new life

  • @brandywolfe9779
    @brandywolfe9779 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Day 3 for me and ur inspiring me and helping me!! Thx u!

  • @rustyspoonpoo
    @rustyspoonpoo 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Your videos are always inspiring. I'm on my 7th day today. Feeling a bit better. This is the first day I've spent on my own as my girlfriend is back at work, so getting lots of cravings as haven't got distractions. This helped tho

  • @Schizniit
    @Schizniit 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Glad I found these I'm on day 3 and I'm in the dumps

  • @krox2301
    @krox2301 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are just a Great Guy!!

  • @rberr4339
    @rberr4339 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank God for you Derek.

  • @exit747steve1
    @exit747steve1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Day 16 here. Did it cold turkey this time(no subs). After day 6 ended up in the hospital w an infected absess and spent 10 days in there. Now im home and still dont feel anywhere near "right" but im staying positive. Thanks again for the vids. Kids... DONT DO HEROIN!!!! Its absolute hell letting it rule your life and absolute hell quitting!!! Been considering Kratom to restore my energy levels so i can go back to work but ive made it this far so so far, im still resisting everything in attempt to be 100% clean and not depending on anything to make it thru the days. Good luck to all those fighting this SHIT!!!

    • @user-cc6cz5bx9k
      @user-cc6cz5bx9k 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      How's it going today buddy? Still clean?

  • @brandylowe9060
    @brandylowe9060 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Your wife is a very lucky woman god bless you and your family

  • @BigLeggedEmma
    @BigLeggedEmma ปีที่แล้ว

    You're giving me hope.

  • @alexdelarge8363
    @alexdelarge8363 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Respect bud!

  • @nacoleaddison9197
    @nacoleaddison9197 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Absolutely love ur story

  • @sebastianduzy8590
    @sebastianduzy8590 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Good job mate. 1,5 year here :)

  • @michelledevine6241
    @michelledevine6241 8 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    Congrats!!!! Day 20 here! Gosh, I still have watery eyes & sneezing. Granted I'm only sneezing in 4's instead of 20. Just wondering if you had the same issues??? 8 years on pills & 2 years on dope-feels sooo good 2 be free!!!! Congrats to you! Keep up the good work !

    • @DerekLambertRecovery
      @DerekLambertRecovery  8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I sneezed for the first 60 to 70 days . congratulations on your time! keep it up.

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      @guille7225 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

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    • @michellevioletta4410
      @michellevioletta4410 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Derek Lambert yea I kept sneezing too it was almost funny bc I kno I was getting better and maybe my brain was confused or something . I don't kno I was on subs for 2 yrs 5 months off yay .

    • @user-uw5jm6tw2k
      @user-uw5jm6tw2k 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lol remember them 4s had the same thing, but thank God I kicked that stuff out of my life, I visit here just to remind my self, and keep my head straight.

  • @futchobishh3929
    @futchobishh3929 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m at 3 weeks. Never stuck a needle in my arm but 2 1/2 year roxy addiction. This is the longest I’ve went since 2017 going 3 whole weeks without a single pill. I never believed dereks videos when I was using, not in a condescending way, I just didn’t think sober life could feel that way. But this video is completely accurate. It feels fantastic waking up every day (even tho it’s only 5-6 hours of sleep) not having to worry about whether or not I can afford to support the habit, let alone being so much more present for my kids. It’s freezing where I am so I can’t really enjoy the outside but working out and for me writing...spending every waking hour with my kids (unemployed due to pandemic), life is amazing. Every weight I lift, every shower I take, getting a haircut/shaving, looking in mirror having regular pupils again, the small victories build up to an Ultimate Victory.

    • @Nic-no8nf
      @Nic-no8nf 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Did your nose clear up when you got sober? Like it wasn’t stuffy anymore?

  • @PTENelsonGR
    @PTENelsonGR 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel like you are actually talking to me right now. It's helping.

  • @Annette64772
    @Annette64772 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi just found this video. Hope your doing well in 2023 🙏🏼 prayers for you and blessings amen

  • @kristennicole3802
    @kristennicole3802 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow you look great good job derek!

  • @birrlad212
    @birrlad212 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey Derek, john from Ireland, living and working in Nürnberg Germany, are you still active on here, im taking a big step tomorrow Tuesday and have a couple of questions for you......can you help? 😊

  • @joshuakarlsen740
    @joshuakarlsen740 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The Lord gets us through anything, stay clean brother, congrats on you sobriety! 👍

  • @fireduponna
    @fireduponna 8 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    day 1it is hell. but id rather go through this and not use

    • @KM-uo9zc
      @KM-uo9zc 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      That Dude Who Hunts All the Time so how are you now?

    • @dannygreene5531
      @dannygreene5531 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      +hello zaxye 100% if he hasn't done it..

  • @holikakiho7398
    @holikakiho7398 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ty for your advice now I'm felling much more better god bless

  • @Jake_willet
    @Jake_willet 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Derek Its been almost 4 years now and I was wondering how you are doing and how life is. I was addicted to xanax throughout high school but then medical cannabis and Joining the army saved my life. There is hope

  • @spiritualjedi2038
    @spiritualjedi2038 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Damn bro you're a beast!!!

  • @joshuabraunschweig5285
    @joshuabraunschweig5285 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is pure content

  • @Mocha_Milk03
    @Mocha_Milk03 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey Derek been watching a few of your videos just for interest sake never touched hard drugs or pills and don't really Drink much just smoking ciggys. Love to know how ya going are you still clean today?

  • @inezgriffin2197
    @inezgriffin2197 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've been watching your amazing and yes we're a miracle with one day I relapse 10 years ago after 5 yrs clean and been on that relapse for all of the 10yrs you have awaken the beauty of recovery in your life thanks for being hope for me

  • @kidshshsbsdbdb3072
    @kidshshsbsdbdb3072 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing journey

  • @pisabkkthai2583
    @pisabkkthai2583 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi Derek I'm a junkie myself, I saw your videos just now on 2020, can you tell me if you still clean today?
    Thanks and good luck 🤞

  • @ashleygreenspun3178
    @ashleygreenspun3178 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    derek I appreciate u

  • @Runningrampage25
    @Runningrampage25 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I've been clean for about a month and 7 days and my sleep pattern is still all over the place and left got severe dizziness in my head still but each day it goes little by little

  • @abrahamcortez4026
    @abrahamcortez4026 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    hey brotha its 4 am and im watching your video" congrats i havent done heron" but i got hook on pills really bad i had have 7 surgerys for a hernia that was my path to addiction, at my worst i was popping 100 pills a week" with lots of beer" about a 30 pack a day" i have tried to clean up but failed, the reason y im writing this is because if u did it that u were on heron i know theres hope.. and what u said about the money is true" i rather give it to my love ones then these fckn dealers.. much love bro

  • @KushInTheLungz420
    @KushInTheLungz420 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I had that problem after clean man the sleeping I got prescribed sleep meds and sleep like a baby look into it man u r on point with everything I been there

  • @akfonly7529
    @akfonly7529 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Congrats! U could have been a model on the real bro

  • @anitradavis4112
    @anitradavis4112 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Much love to you so proud for you.

  • @davidyost322
    @davidyost322 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey derek, I love your videos man. I keep watching them. Im 18 years old and have been on percs for 2 months. I'm 20 hours clean right now and the withdrawls haven't been bad but should I expect them to get worse by day 2 and 3 . id love a response man . it would really help me