Honestly this song is the only one that actually made me cry. It's just very relatable to me, and that's a bit scary to think. This song is like a mix between thinking about wanting to die but trying to find hope in tommorow.
...I'm just realizing that at the part where she says "It's okay to hate me, please don t forget me" and "I will swallow down such selfishness too", they show the woods...as though alluding to the "Blue Forest"/suicide forest. That's how I've interpreted those lyrics to mean anyways...someone fighting against suicide.
>Title of the song is "April Loop" >April is the 4th month. >The loop of the song starts at 0:04 >Nekobolo has 4 syllables Nekobolo illuminati confirmed
Noting the song's fixation on the number four actually strikes a significant concept. In the Japanese language, April is written as 四月 (しげつ / shigetsu), literally meaning "fourth month." During the peak of April, the 桜 (さくら / sakura, or cherry blossoms), which serve as symbols of transience of passing through this world's life and beauty/youth, are in full bloom. In fact, it is for this reason the blossoms were often painted on the noses of Japan's suicide pilots' planes in WWII. However, し (shi) as a stand-alone word happens to be a homonym where, depending on what is being tallied, can signify "four" as in the case of 四, or it can be another word, 死, which means "death." This is why Japanese organization and time-telling often avoids the use of four or increments of four, as its confusion with death is an unpleasant notion. Seeing that the song is essentially a suicidal musing, its organization around fours is a key of point of analytical consideration regarding its atmosphere and theme.
@@nanabberry965 you clearly didn't get the joke, he's talking about all nekobolo's songs that have 'april' in the title just like this one or "goodbye april doppel"
Hantai ni naru kotoba to imi no kazu wo Kazoetetanda Fuzakete iru dake yurushite yo Koukai ni naru kotoba to imi no kazu wo Kazoetetanda Kanashiku wa nai yo hima dakara Ima asu asatte wo sagasu keredo Imi wa nai kara sa Nani ka no mane toka omou ga ii yo Soredake kimi ga ikiterunda yo Boku wa mou yuku yo mienai tokoro he Kokoro mo egao mo iranai iranai Boku wa mou iku yo sayonara koukai Imi no arumono wo nokoseru you ni Tada no hitorigoto da yo Hantai ni naru shigusa to imi no kazu wo Kazoetetanda Asonde iru dake yurushite yo Koukai ni naru shigusa to imi no kazu wo Kazoetetanda Kanashiku wa nai yo baka dakara Onaji you na koto kurikaesu yo Imi wa nai kara sa Suki toka kirai toka omou ga ii yo Soredake kimi ga ikiteru ndaro Boku wa mou yuku yo mienai tokoro he Itami mo namida mo iranai iranai Boku wa mou yuku yo sayonara koukai Imi no arumono wo nokoseru you ni Egaita yume toka kinou no yume toka Kanawanu yume toka keshitai kako toka Kirai na hito toka akogareru da toka Shinitai toka itta ageku ikiterunda boku wa Kirai demo ii kara wasurenaide yo Sonna wa ga mama wo nomikomu no sa Boku wa mou yuku yo mienai tokoro he Ano hi mo omoi mo iranai iranai Boku wa mou yuku yo sayonara koukai Kimi no kokoro ni wa todoku no kana Tada no hitorigoto da yo
I'm back again even though it isn't April yet. I thought I'm finally getting better but what sucks is that I still feel stuck in this loop of feeling miserable. It's been 6 years now since this loop started.
Emma Taub I wonder what vocaloid songwriters would react like if they'd be able to read English comments und youtube? Most of them don't ever do that/can't speak English
@@cloud-cg9pq i doubt they even open youtube. Only recently some vocaloid producer starting to share their piece on youtube too. They mostly hanging out on niconicodouga
perhpas apriloop looks cute because it's one word and they use one L so it's not frustrating to see two Ls maybe it's also because you imagine that apriloop is a compact, petite cute word so you like it.
Geez, for being a computerized program, Miku can sing some very dark songs, lol. No, but I love the bleakness of this, in a strange way. Very depressing...good thing I know how to easily make myself laugh O_o I actually have intentions of writing English cover lyrics for this song. I can't sing very well, unfortunately, so it'll never be an audio cover, but I like doing Vocaloid lyrics to sing to myself.
I actually managed to finish mine in only two evenings, lol. For such a long song, I'm rather amazed at myself. But I saw that the producer of the song did an English version of Nonsense Speaker so I'm keeping my fingers crossed he does one for this song too (and maybe Goodbye, April-Doppel? Did an English version for that too, but I know his translated lyrics will trump mine :)
Thanks for letting me play with your translation, heh. 8D This is my favorite Nekobolo song since Hikenai guitar wo katate ni ;_; The meaning, the music, the tuning, and everything is so lovely and emotional.
Same. Listened to it when I was 13 or 14 and am 18 now. I forgot what it was called and I finally stumbled upon this song again after all these years. It’s fitting since it’s almost April too
![Nekobolo - Dot. (Full Album) [2013]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/dRHq2QknZMw/mqdefault.jpg)
The helplessness and tiredness heard in this song is very relatable. A constant feeling of wanting to give up and sleep life away.
歌詞↓
反対になる 言葉と意味の数を
数えてたんだ
ふざけているだけ 許してよ
後悔になる 言葉と意味の数を
数えてたんだ
悲しくはないよ 暇だから
今 明日 明後日を 探すけれど
意味はないからさ
何かの真似とか 思うがいいよ
それだけ君が生きてるんだよ
僕はもう行くよ 見えない所へ
心も 笑顔も いらない いらない
僕はもう行くよ さよなら後悔
意味のあるものを残せるように
ただの独り言だよ
反対になる 仕草と意味の数を
数えてたんだ
あそんでいるだけ 許してよ
後悔になる 仕草と意味の数を
数えてたんだ
悲しくはないよ 馬鹿だから
同じような事 繰り返すよ
意味はないからさ
好きとか嫌いとか 思うがいいよ
それだけ君が生きてるんだろ
僕はもう行くよ 見えない所へ
痛みも 涙も いらない いらない
僕はもう行くよ さよなら後悔
意味のあるものを残せるように
描いた夢とか 昨日の夢とか
叶わぬ夢とか 消したい過去とか
嫌いな人とか 憧れるだとか
死にたいとか言った挙げ句生きてるんだ僕は
嫌いでもいいから忘れないでよ
そんなわがままを飲み込むのさ
僕はもう行くよ 見えない所へ
あの日も 想いも いらない いらない
僕はもう行くよ さよなら後悔
君の心には届くのかな
ただの独り言だよ
ねこぼーろさんの曲は春ってイメージが強い
何か暗くて、でもどこか暖かいんだよね〜
Even after all these years, this gem continues to be my comfort song whenever I feel like ending everything..
Honestly this song is the only one that actually made me cry. It's just very relatable to me, and that's a bit scary to think. This song is like a mix between thinking about wanting to die but trying to find hope in tommorow.
4月1日になるとこれを聴きに来てしまう
...I'm just realizing that at the part where she says "It's okay to hate me, please don t forget me" and "I will swallow down such selfishness too", they show the woods...as though alluding to the "Blue Forest"/suicide forest. That's how I've interpreted those lyrics to mean anyways...someone fighting against suicide.
..I have the same thought as you just now-
>Title of the song is "April Loop"
>April is the 4th month.
>The loop of the song starts at 0:04
>Nekobolo has 4 syllables
Nekobolo illuminati confirmed
a triangle has 3 sides
I almost spit out my drink😂
Also the loop have 4 chords
There was 4 replies (sorry I ruined it) and ur comment was 4 years ago. I also watch this video again on April
Noting the song's fixation on the number four actually strikes a significant concept. In the Japanese language, April is written as 四月 (しげつ / shigetsu), literally meaning "fourth month." During the peak of April, the 桜 (さくら / sakura, or cherry blossoms), which serve as symbols of transience of passing through this world's life and beauty/youth, are in full bloom. In fact, it is for this reason the blossoms were often painted on the noses of Japan's suicide pilots' planes in WWII.
However, し (shi) as a stand-alone word happens to be a homonym where, depending on what is being tallied, can signify "four" as in the case of 四, or it can be another word, 死, which means "death." This is why Japanese organization and time-telling often avoids the use of four or increments of four, as its confusion with death is an unpleasant notion.
Seeing that the song is essentially a suicidal musing, its organization around fours is a key of point of analytical consideration regarding its atmosphere and theme.
I can't tell if Nekobolo loves or hates April.
lemon kirb
prob because, it's clearly not abt that lol. what a dumbo you where 2y ago for that dreadfull yet simple mistake hehehe.
@@nanabberry965 you clearly didn't get the joke, he's talking about all nekobolo's songs that have 'april' in the title just like this one or "goodbye april doppel"
Hantai ni naru kotoba to imi no kazu wo
Kazoetetanda
Fuzakete iru dake yurushite yo
Koukai ni naru kotoba to imi no kazu wo
Kazoetetanda
Kanashiku wa nai yo hima dakara
Ima asu asatte wo sagasu keredo
Imi wa nai kara sa
Nani ka no mane toka omou ga ii yo
Soredake kimi ga ikiterunda yo
Boku wa mou yuku yo mienai tokoro he
Kokoro mo egao mo iranai iranai
Boku wa mou iku yo sayonara koukai
Imi no arumono wo nokoseru you ni
Tada no hitorigoto da yo
Hantai ni naru shigusa to imi no kazu wo
Kazoetetanda
Asonde iru dake yurushite yo
Koukai ni naru shigusa to imi no kazu wo
Kazoetetanda
Kanashiku wa nai yo baka dakara
Onaji you na koto kurikaesu yo
Imi wa nai kara sa
Suki toka kirai toka omou ga ii yo
Soredake kimi ga ikiteru ndaro
Boku wa mou yuku yo mienai tokoro he
Itami mo namida mo iranai iranai
Boku wa mou yuku yo sayonara koukai
Imi no arumono wo nokoseru you ni
Egaita yume toka kinou no yume toka
Kanawanu yume toka keshitai kako toka
Kirai na hito toka akogareru da toka
Shinitai toka itta ageku ikiterunda boku wa
Kirai demo ii kara wasurenaide yo
Sonna wa ga mama wo nomikomu no sa
Boku wa mou yuku yo mienai tokoro he
Ano hi mo omoi mo iranai iranai
Boku wa mou yuku yo sayonara koukai
Kimi no kokoro ni wa todoku no kana
Tada no hitorigoto da yo
Thank you
april is almost ending, huh. 2 years later, i can finally say that i no longer identify myself with the lyrics. the loop has finally stopped.
*did anyone else get really frustrated in the beginning at first because it seemed like the video didn't load right*
A lot of nekobolo's songs do this xD for example goodbye april doppel is like that and loads more... i got used to it! XD
Rin♥Haru thank god, i felt like the only oneXD
when you're used to nekobolo's music it's fine -w-
I'm back again even though it isn't April yet. I thought I'm finally getting better but what sucks is that I still feel stuck in this loop of feeling miserable. It's been 6 years now since this loop started.
Has the loop ended yet? It'sJune.
@@saki6031 Yes. I'm getting professional help now. I no longer identify with the lyrics anymore ^^
@@shishiorins I’m happy for you man!! Keep it up, I hope the same for the rest of us.
忘れられない曲
Nostalgic... I want to go back to those 2013.
大好きな曲
finally, a song that describes my feelings to the letter
After all these years I'm still wondering what Nekobolo's story is, these songs are so heavy man........
nekobolo, you're officially my favorite vocaloid artist. Fantastic job yet again :3
Emma Taub I wonder what vocaloid songwriters would react like if they'd be able to read English comments und youtube? Most of them don't ever do that/can't speak English
@@cloud-cg9pq i doubt they even open youtube. Only recently some vocaloid producer starting to share their piece on youtube too. They mostly hanging out on niconicodouga
the lyrics are amazing, maybe that’s why I still listen even though probably no one else does anymore
I usually buy entire albums and just play them with something like foobar, so mostly go to youtube to see what people think of the songs lol
@@Kuroo39 oh cool!
Hi everyone! It's April 2021!
And again this song hits us hard. Well, let's do our best for ourselves shall we? ^^
懐かしすぎてねこぼーろさんの曲聴くの止まらん
この優しさと憂鬱と切なさがたまらんく好き
This is beautiful to the point of tears.
Thanks for the translation!
Both original and Kano's cover are really pretty
There must be something magical about nekobolo's tuning !! miku sounds so human like and "emotional" !
perhpas apriloop looks cute because it's one word and they use one L so it's not frustrating to see two Ls
maybe it's also because you imagine that apriloop is a compact, petite cute word so you like it.
April oop-
@@Ramielalaine 😳
love this song so much T_T
Geez, for being a computerized program, Miku can sing some very dark songs, lol. No, but I love the bleakness of this, in a strange way. Very depressing...good thing I know how to easily make myself laugh O_o
I actually have intentions of writing English cover lyrics for this song. I can't sing very well, unfortunately, so it'll never be an audio cover, but I like doing Vocaloid lyrics to sing to myself.
I actually managed to finish mine in only two evenings, lol. For such a long song, I'm rather amazed at myself. But I saw that the producer of the song did an English version of Nonsense Speaker so I'm keeping my fingers crossed he does one for this song too (and maybe Goodbye, April-Doppel? Did an English version for that too, but I know his translated lyrics will trump mine :)
@@BewareTheLilyOfTheValley I know it's been 5 years, could you show me those lyrics?
Thanks for letting me play with your translation, heh. 8D
This is my favorite Nekobolo song since Hikenai guitar wo katate ni ;_; The meaning, the music, the tuning, and everything is so lovely and emotional.
seems we’ve looped back to april again
You weren't just talking to yourself.
You did make me go emo for 3 days.
Great job !!!
Thank you so much for uploading and subbing this song, it means so much to me, thank you
自分を励ましたいときに聴きにくる
ずっと残しておいてください……
Happy April Loop...
ふと聞きたくなった
bittersweet flavor TwT
It's April again
Been listening to this masterpiece since I was 13. I'm 19 now :')
same... only difference is that now i fully relate to the lyrics which is a bit sad
Same. Listened to it when I was 13 or 14 and am 18 now. I forgot what it was called and I finally stumbled upon this song again after all these years. It’s fitting since it’s almost April too
same i was 15 and I am 22 now
I was 15 now i'm 21 😁
Wonderful!
Beautiful song really so beautiful
its nice....
found this song through a pjsekai song wish list.. i love it
This reminds me of a story I'm writing.
日本人いいね
まさか日本の動画でやることになるとは
Goodmorning Apr 1st
goodbye, april doppel san.
nekobolooo
1:40 what does this say?
Same as at 1:30
this song reminds me of 2014 :')
Hello. I'm still here stuck in the loop...
Is there a way I can get these lyrics? Thank you for the translation this was beautiful!
I'm feeling so much love for this song right now! gOWd idk I feel fluffy inside me úwú
:(
:( sad me is back and sobbing at 2am.
i'm back i still cry
@@zyvmi :(
@@altf4undo01 :( im back to cry
zyvmi / new to nekobolo and maybe i might cry with you when it hits me
I was wondering about the romaji and english if that is ok?
do you mean romaji or kanji lyrics?
Could you please send me your translation by PM? I'm trying to do a dub of it and I need some. (Of course, I will credit you!)