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My Mother’s Death, The Coronavirus, The Grave on the Side of a Road, And Haunted Kirby Rd. Debunked

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  • @oliverwhisper
    @oliverwhisper 4 ปีที่แล้ว +330

    My sincerest condolences. Sleep in heavenly peace Mother, your job is done, you raised a beautiful son. 🥀🌹

    • @JethrineBodine
      @JethrineBodine 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I could not have said it better.

    • @Banks040
      @Banks040 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Perfectly said 🖤

    • @lockkitup
      @lockkitup 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I think it was stolen?

    • @lockkitup
      @lockkitup 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Im Paul,I lost my whole family in 13 years. Sorry about your mom.

    • @sonjastanger4078
      @sonjastanger4078 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Beautiful!!!

  • @marlenejohanson4565
    @marlenejohanson4565 2 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    45 years ago I lost my mother, now when you said you think you see her (but its not her) that's because she's with you...and will always be. Consciousness it misconstrued, we're all connected through energy.

  • @edhudson6627
    @edhudson6627 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Losing your Mother is the hardest thing you'll ever go through. Stay strong, brother. You'll never get over it, but you will learn to live with it.

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thank you so much Ed

    • @charlesgardner7258
      @charlesgardner7258 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@sydkiriakou2481 both of them are

  • @jillybeans70
    @jillybeans70 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I understand your grief. I lost my Dad in December 2019, and I am still grieving, even though life goes on. ❤️

    • @dontworrybehappy8080
      @dontworrybehappy8080 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I lost my father in '86 and my mother in '98. I still go through waves of grief. It never goes away.

  • @janm62
    @janm62 4 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    I recently lost my mom after taking care of her this last 2 years. I know my mom is where she wanted to be all of her life, in heaven with our Lord. It’s hard Scott but you did everything you possibly could and she knows that and she knows you love her. My heart goes out to you. May God be with you and give you strength and peace. Please remember to take care of yourself. It’s one day at a time and some days it’s one hour or one minute at a time.

    • @helentelehowski679
      @helentelehowski679 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Lost our 35 year old granddaughter Mary to cancer, last December. It's hard but you know the way, take one day at a time. It does get easier as time goes by. I have bad days but am starting to have more good than bad days.

    • @paulbirkbeck1790
      @paulbirkbeck1790 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      God bless you and your family. We are dealt the hardest blows in this life but we have to keep going forward.🙏

    • @lisabarger7013
      @lisabarger7013 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Absolutely, in the Arm's of Jesus, safe and sound, Health no more pain, but such a Void that no one can feel, when it comes to our LOVED ONE'S.

    • @lisabarger7013
      @lisabarger7013 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      She can hear you her spirit is with Jesus ☺️

  • @kurtbaker4078
    @kurtbaker4078 4 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    Scott I'm so very sorry to hear of your mother's passing. Brother trust me when I say your mother will always be with you. You'll see. Their will be Suttle signs.

    • @badgurl5758
      @badgurl5758 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I lost my mother May 29, 2020 and I kept getting the sign of # 444? It freaked me out until I found out what the number meant. Thanks Mommy 💋 I miss u soo xoxo

  • @csillafel8226
    @csillafel8226 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I lived in Toronto for 30 years and never heard about this. Thank you. My condolences on the loss of your mother.

  • @phillipthornton515
    @phillipthornton515 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I just found your channel today and it touched me and brought back memories of my father's death. He died on Superbowl Sunday 2000. I use to talk to my dad like praying to God.

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I’m sorry for your loss Philip

  • @Amandalee82
    @Amandalee82 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. My mom Passed 3 years ago. We were best friends. So I know exactly how you feel

  • @elizabethsulliman
    @elizabethsulliman 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    From the moment you started talking about your mom, I was pouring tears out and couldn't even look at the screen. But I listened. You said more than I ever could have...having been so soon after she passed away. Beautifully expressed.

  • @astravanmk2
    @astravanmk2 2 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    I’m new to your channel but watching this is hard, you can see what a wonderful caring person you are.
    Your mother would be extremely proud of you.
    Thanks for sharing.

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Thank you so much Liam

    • @karenthorburn3413
      @karenthorburn3413 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@SCOTTONTAPE only new to your channel the last 8 months so sorry to hear about your mum hun my deepest condolances hun she is looking down and so proud of you your a son to be proud off your so kind down to earth may your mum ( RIP) 🙏🙏

  • @loiskarakis5254
    @loiskarakis5254 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Scott, I’m so sorry for your loss. Cherish all your memories of your mom.

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you Lois ❤️

  • @Marie-jt3td
    @Marie-jt3td 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    My heart breaks for you, was hard seeing you like this. Stay strong, we’re all here for you! Wish I could give you a hug, lots of love from the U.K. ❤️ x

  • @chiptapp145
    @chiptapp145 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I know all to well the feeling of the loneliness. I'm 34 and I lost my mom back in 2011 totally unexpectedly and than just last year of all days Father's Day I lost my dad. I have good days and buddy I have bad days. But I'm forever thankful that I was raised with them always telling me keep go keep pushing on. So that's what I do everyday I get up and push on. I'm so very sorry on your family lost. Prayers for you and your family. Please remember you are not alone. Please also remember that it's not a good bye but it's a I'll see you later. Because day you will be able to see them just like I will get to see my parents. God bless you Scott.

  • @mimimarie3982
    @mimimarie3982 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    So sorry for your loss. I lost my mother day after christmas 2019. It was a shock. Still cant believe she's gone. Was very close to her. Stay strong. Love from Michigan.

  • @SheriLee246
    @SheriLee246 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Firstly, I am so very sorry for your mom. I lost my mom March 2020, after a quick 1 month battle with cancer. It was shocking and quick. I have never had anyone explain grief the way you described it. I can relate to exactly what you are going through. It’s almost 2 years and I’m still cycling through the phases. But the loneliness you described is something I can certainly relate to. I am so sorry Scott. It sounds like your mom was as special as mine. Unconditional love is something we both had with our moms. Love and blessing to you

  • @christinaotter
    @christinaotter 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    Hey Scott hope you are well. Sending my love to you. May your mother Rest In Peace. Scott it’s not your fault. She will always be with you forever.

  • @kaionvideo2765
    @kaionvideo2765 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    So sorry for your loss Scott, can't even imagine how you might be feeling. my deepest condolences 🙏 ❤️

  • @mstellsthetruth3118
    @mstellsthetruth3118 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I just discovered your channel, this video got me because I to lost my My Beautiful Mother on April 24th 2020 at 1 am due to covid 19 so I truly understand what you're going through and my Amazing Husband passed three months before my Mother and seven more family members after them,. May GOD comfort and keep you in HIS LOVING HANDS 🙏🏽 GOD Bless Her Soul Cares All Passed Home At Last Forever To Rejoice She Is At Peace 🕊️🕊️🕊️, Blessing to you and your sister always ❤️

  • @shanedenny5234
    @shanedenny5234 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    With my deepest sympathy, love and respect, Scott, at the loss of your dear Mother. I'm sure she was a wonderful lady as she passed on those traits to you. May she rest in Heavenly Peace, buddy. ❤

  • @shelleyUSATX
    @shelleyUSATX 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    My hardest moment was realizing I had lost the one's who loved me most in the whole world, like you said, unconditionally. I'm crying with you. God bless you and your sweet sister. I know you made your Mom so proud.

  • @carolcogbill6037
    @carolcogbill6037 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I’m so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose a mother. Sending you lots of love, prayers, and strength. Take care. I know she is watching over you.

  • @jackiecota-ne8ye
    @jackiecota-ne8ye 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    OMG SCOTT! I was not aware of MOM PASSING! My deepest condolences. Thank you for sharing with us. It is an honor SCOTT to include us. ❤

  • @novaforce76
    @novaforce76 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Scott, I’m so sorry about the passing of your mom. I know she’s watching over you as you continue on your journeys. I’m sure she’s riding right beside you as you travel from destination to destination. God bless you and your sister. ❤️😇💐🕊

  • @johncarrasco567
    @johncarrasco567 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    My condolences, Scott to you and yours. I felt your pain. I too lost my Momma in 2010 from Cancer. We're here for you. Stay safe, brotha. Hugz from Texas.

  • @MrYankees611
    @MrYankees611 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    This video brought tears to my eyes. I admire the strength and courage it took for you to go out there and make this video. It’s not easy to talk about loved ones who have passed, especially when the wound is still fresh. It was hard to see the pain and sadness in your eyes but I’m glad you did it. You are making your mother proud. We love you, man. We are all here for you.

  • @sawyersoze8104
    @sawyersoze8104 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I know this is a two-year old video, but as someone who lost his mother 5 years ago, you very eloquently reminded me what the ensuing weeks and months were like following her death. I never went through denial, but I jumped back and forth through the other stages from day to day that I began to suspect I was losing my mind. I’m really sorry for your loss. You seem like a genuinely good guy and it’s sucks to know you were in this much pain. I hope, two years later, you’ve gotten back onto your path and things are better. Love your channel, dude. Take it easy and at a day at a time. Peace out.

  • @Disgruntled_Canadian
    @Disgruntled_Canadian 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I totally understand how you feel. I lost my mom Oct 7 2019, and i had a very close relationship with her too. It was like losing my best friend. I’m sorry you weren’t able to see her at the end because of COVID 😢 I got to see my mom every day until she passed and I’m thankful for that.

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you so much Grace and I’m very sorry for your loss💛💛

  • @colleencurran2834
    @colleencurran2834 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Oh Scott. My heart feels for you. I lost my mother when I was 20 years old, that void you described- no feeling like it. Your mother is with you and she is so proud and happy for you in all that you do. I am so sorry you couldn’t be with her as she died. I’m a nurse and I’ve had to FaceTime family members during a patients last moments, and it’s hard. You are truly a beautiful human, thank you for staying at home.

    • @kevinbrooks1104
      @kevinbrooks1104 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I can tell you know this pain, your ma did good cause not everyone one was taught about the word compassion bless you

  • @brent8328
    @brent8328 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Just lost my Brother, not even a month ago. Many prayers and thoughts to you and your family during this most difficult time. Loss is never easy and we all grieve in our own ways. Your mom is looking down on you smiling with pride at the wonderful son she's raised. Much love to you Scott and many blessing.

  • @ashleigh-hopemorgan7670
    @ashleigh-hopemorgan7670 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I am so sorry for your loss....You have my Sincere Heartfelt Condolences❤️ It’s hard, and some days won’t be easy but it will get better. Always remember that your Beautiful Mother’s spirit is with You. Loving you, watching you & hugging you both.❤️❤️❤️

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you so much Ashleigh ♥️♥️

    • @ashleigh-hopemorgan7670
      @ashleigh-hopemorgan7670 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@SCOTTONTAPE You are so very Welcome! Big hugs from Ottawa, Canada❤️.....I LOVE your channel..You ROCK!!❤️

    • @ashleigh-hopemorgan7670
      @ashleigh-hopemorgan7670 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@SCOTTONTAPE ❤️🙏

  • @rosemariemckinley7326
    @rosemariemckinley7326 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Much love. I will listen when you are ready too talk. I'm so sorry for the loss of your mom.

  • @mommaice
    @mommaice 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    My dear friend....I can see your pain & feel your love for your Mum. It's ok to not be ok for a while....just don't stay there very long or it will eat you alive. Trust me I've been there. Your Mum will ALWAYS be with you. Now she can travel along side you. When you visit a place on her list, you will hear her voice. Or maybe feel her touch on your cheek or shoulder. My grandma helps me cook all the time. She passed away 20 years ago. My late husband gives me advise almost every day. He passed away 4 years ago. When they speak I listen & learn. You will laugh again. You will cry again. You will get mad again. And it's ok. I'm not going to tell you that time heals all wounds because it doesn't. You just learn to live with the loss. Sending you & sister my loving thoughts & prayers. Stay safe. Stay healthy. Until next time my friend.

  • @brendabranam4626
    @brendabranam4626 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Wow with this tear rolling down my face there's so much I want to say hoping to ease your pain. I've been there and sometimes I go back to that same sad overwhelming feeling of raw emotion. Mother's are Gods gift,they truly are,a bond like no other. All the love you had for your mother is still surrounding her and even though you can't physically feel her with you just know she will always be near you. Don't lose sight of that thought. She is your number #1 fan.

  • @rachylneal-williams274
    @rachylneal-williams274 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Speaking about your mother, I feel you, man. My father has been gone for three years now and I still grieve from time to time. I'm still in the five stages of grief. Even though It's been a year, I'm sorry for your loss.

  • @MsIlovelife22
    @MsIlovelife22 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I’m just seeing this video (semi new follower). I just wanted to say that I’m so sorry that you’ve lost your mom. This touched my heart and brought tears to my eyes, I hope you are ok…may your mom Rest In Peace ❤️

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you so much Laurie, so sweet of you ❤️❤️

  • @sarahroughley
    @sarahroughley 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My heart goes out to you Scott and your family. I’ve been there myself, it’s painful and I know people always say time is a great healer but, it truly is believe me. Our thoughts are with you and your mom is always with you. I send you love, light, hope, healing and a huge hug X

  • @geneforshey7034
    @geneforshey7034 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My sincere condolences Scott! I totally understand your pain and my 💔 breaks for you! I lost my mom in 2014 and i lost my dad in 2016! And continue your channel! Enjoying it from North Carolina and if you need anyone to talk to im here brother!

  • @tammyhoward5482
    @tammyhoward5482 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My heart is breaking for you as I watch this and tears are streaming down my face. I lost my mom in 2014. So many things you’ve said are spot on. I’m still grieving to this day and some days are beyond difficult to deal with because I just wish I could talk with her again. The pictures of your mom show her beauty and what a beautiful smile. I feel your pain, more than you could possibly know. You will be with your mom again as will I be with mine. Believe me when I say this.

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Such a sweet thing to write thank you Tammy

  • @ankhemmaat81
    @ankhemmaat81 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss. My mother passed away in October (2019), and every day I still feel it as if it were yesterday. Sending lots of love and positive vibes your way. 💛

  • @lesakeen4993
    @lesakeen4993 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I’m so sorry Scott. Your mom will always be watching over you. Stay strong and hold on to the love you two shared. Thanks for the video. It was interesting about Kirby road and Selina.

  • @debbiethompson8527
    @debbiethompson8527 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Condolensences Scott for your tremendous loss. Just know your moms spirit is with you. There will be signs from your mom that she is near you, trust and believe this, and it will give you reassuring comfort.

  • @robinbarcus1214
    @robinbarcus1214 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for sharing about your Mom. I just lost my Mom on November 1, 2021 the worse day of my life. Thank you for your insight on grief because I have no idea what I am feeling or doing

  • @angelsutton1970
    @angelsutton1970 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My THOUGHTS + PRAYERS are COMPLETELY with YOU , SCOTT!!!! I lost My Momna in 2004 and truly I MISS HER EVERY DAY and TRULY look forward to the One Day when I'll get to see her AGAIN!!! GOD BLESS YOU. ~ NOW*FOREVER & ALWAYS , MY FRIEND!!!

  • @daviddevonshire7213
    @daviddevonshire7213 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I appreciate you taking the time out of your grieving process to let us know your ok . 🙏

  • @kaeonian7614
    @kaeonian7614 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you so much for posting this video, especially during a difficult time. Hang in there and much ❤️

  • @russellheath2423
    @russellheath2423 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    so sorry to hear of your mother I lost mine at 16 21 years ago on Christmas my deepest condolences SCOTT

  • @leiakiki3525
    @leiakiki3525 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I felt so touched watching this video, there is no describing the love of a mother. I hope you have felt her with you these past years 💕

  • @alec19811
    @alec19811 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Ohh scott i am so sorry for you’re loss
    I really hope that you and you’re family will find some peace
    You and you’re family are in my thoughts

  • @shaunawheeler8237
    @shaunawheeler8237 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Scott Happy to see you back posting. I'm just so very sorry. My heart truly breaks for you. Sending you love and prayers my friend. xoxoxoxo

  • @harryblue9502
    @harryblue9502 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Scott you are EXCELLENT Sir. Unlike you my good I was so gifted, My Father died in my arms in April ( the care home shouldn't have let me in but they knew how close we were and they literally said "He's waiting for you" ...within 7 minutes of being with him he sighed, a tear ran down HIS face and his heart stopped......Scott your Mum is with you for all eternity, whatever that is. I was lucky and I absolutely feel your pain.....Dad taught me well and I was SO BLESSED to be with him after many years like yourself being a carer
    .....I think you are a beautiful person and you are NOT alone......we love you man.
    Harry Blue x

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s both beautiful and heartbreaking that you got to spend those final seven minutes with your father Harry. I hope he’s resting peacefully. Thank you for your kind sweet sentiments

  • @stellanorrod4358
    @stellanorrod4358 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Four years and I am just now finding this video. I have just recently found your channel and I really enjoy it. I am so sorry for the loss of your mother. She sounds a lot like mine. I too had a lot taken during the virus. Keep doing what you are doing, you are great at it. Your mother was right. Be careful on the road and be safe.

  • @stevebetker829
    @stevebetker829 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Yes , losing your mom is hard to put into words. We are all over the map with emotions. When new memories come out ,your heart breaks even more. God bless you. This is a tough one.

  • @davidk8721
    @davidk8721 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    Damn Scott it's hard seeing you like this I'm a guy and I'm not ashamed to admit this video had me in tears Scott there's 5 stages of grief you are going through right now

    • @Chrissy_loves_animals
      @Chrissy_loves_animals 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      David K Very true. I cried as well. Seeing him hurt, hurts me. 😥

  • @4gailow
    @4gailow ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Scott, I've been following you for about 6 months now and just came across this video, and it broke my heart. I could feel your pain. Son, I know it is now 3 years later, but I just wanted to say I'm so sorry for your loss. Your mom raised you right. You have such a kind heart. Much love from a fellow Torontonian. ❤

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you so much for those kind words. I truly appreciate it. I’m back in Toronto soon hope to see you there 😊🇨🇦

  • @samuri119
    @samuri119 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I lost my Grandma, who was like my real mom in 2019. It was unexpected and sudden. It is hard, life will never be the same. My grandma did the same she had bible verses written on papers everywhere. One day at a time. I don't think the pain will ever go away, just changes over time.

  • @sheilamelbostad6264
    @sheilamelbostad6264 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Sending prayers, hugs and love to ya Scott ❤️❤️❤️. I’m glad to see you back. Take your time coming back, we will be here for ya. I love looking at old cemetery. Thank you Scott ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Chrissy_loves_animals
    @Chrissy_loves_animals 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My heart hurts for you. I see the hurt and pain in your voice and eyes when you started to talk about your mom. Guilt and is apart of grieving. I’m here if you ever want to talk Scott!! ❤️

  • @joemomoney13
    @joemomoney13 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I'm so sorry about your mom's passing. I know how you feel as I have gone through this myself. My condolences to you & your family. 🙏

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you so much Chrissy ❤️

  • @willnoiles2001
    @willnoiles2001 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm truly sorry to hear about your mom's passing. My sincerest condolences, Scott. We each come to full acceptance in our own time so don't rush it. Be thankful you still have your sister.
    The fact you were not able to be with your mom in her final days is the saddest. When my dad passed, I was able to be there as he took his last breaths, but too late to say our goodbyes or heal the rifts, but I was at least able to be there. Coronavirus has imposed many hardships on people--particularly financial--but not being able to be with a close family member as they're preparing to leave this world has to be the biggest. I am truly saddened by that and for you.
    But I know you'll make it through this as you'll have an angel looking out for you!

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you so much for the kind words Will. Truly appreciated. I hope your father is resting peacefully ✌🏽✌🏽

  • @pvillelde
    @pvillelde 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My condolences. I rarely comment, but I can see you're going through it. I'm glad you've got friends and family to talk to and I'm sending healing vibes your way.

  • @vivavasuviuspodcast
    @vivavasuviuspodcast 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Lost my Mom in 2011 to early- onset Alzheimer's. Bless your mother and you, Scott. I'd say make her proud but I am sure you are. Much love, man! ❤️

  • @ilovethe80sglasgowgirl35
    @ilovethe80sglasgowgirl35 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Im so sorry for your loss 😢 keep strong...hugs from Scotland xx

  • @nannybebe74
    @nannybebe74 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m so sorry for your loss. 😔 I’m sure your mum was so proud of you, and what you are doing. Your videos make a huge difference to others. Just know that I’m binge watching your vlogs at the moment as I seem to be going through quite a dark depression right now. Your videos help me. Thank you xxx

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      That is so sweet thank you very very much. I’m so glad my videos are helping you through a difficult time . Peace ✌🏽

  • @dorisshoffler4685
    @dorisshoffler4685 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I'm so sorry for the loss of your mother, Scott! Lots of love to you. And thank you so much for the video. Your videos make me and my kids laugh when things are most miserable. Thank you for all you do. It is appreciated. Stay safe.

  • @westcoastin7077
    @westcoastin7077 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My condolences to you buddy! keep your head up man. I just started watching your channel for about 2 months now. keep doing your thing i enjoy watching your videos !! peace

  • @stephaniecook1093
    @stephaniecook1093 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just found you about 8 months ago, so I've been going through all of your videos. This one has me in tears. I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my mother in 2016 and you are so correct, that is a void that can and never will be filled. It's just that. So lonely without my mom. Hugs and love. Thank you for the videos that you put out.

  • @PlayitagainVHS
    @PlayitagainVHS 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Sorry for ur loss.I lost my daughter almost 2 years now.She was only 32 years old.Stay strong Scott.🙏✌❤

  • @aprilhaywood3306
    @aprilhaywood3306 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Scott I'm so sorry for your loss, I've missed you, love and prayers ❤

  • @hopesolo7769
    @hopesolo7769 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hey Scott, I hope you are doing well. I'm so sorry for your loss, thank you for your videos and stay safe.

  • @caseymanuel7199
    @caseymanuel7199 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hi Scott I’m very new to your channel but the past few weeks I’ve been addicted to it and I found this video and I just wanted to say I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad in 98 and it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever been through. I hope you are doing ok. 🙏🏻❤ Thank you for your caring soul and wonderful content. Your mom did a wonderful job with you! ❤

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  ปีที่แล้ว

      You are so sweet Casey thank you ❤️

  • @pennyinaz
    @pennyinaz ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm a new subscriber after seeing your adventures with Adam, so i'm just getting caught up on your interesting and informational videos. I'm so sorry for the loss of your Mom. I lost my Mom in 2016 to the disgusting disease of Pancreatic Cancer. Watching her die a painful and awful death was the worst thing I've been through. My heart broke, and I will never be the same. Six years later, and I literally can't breath sometimes because I miss her so much. By now you have probably become a different version of yourself whilst still trying to live your life in a way she would be proud of. It really is so very hard.
    It's terribly lonely too even though there are so many people who have experienced the same thing. Thank you for sharing your turmoil and grief with us. Wishing you continued health and safe travels dear Scott.

  • @bruzerbites1318
    @bruzerbites1318 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So sorry for your loss Scott. Been through it losing my Dad a few years ago. I don't know if it gets easier but the feeling of shock and disbelief will. Glad you and your sister have each other. My thoughts and prayers are with you.😘❤

  • @denis65
    @denis65 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    My heart goes out to you. I lost my Father in March. Condolences

  • @Star_Dragon92
    @Star_Dragon92 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    God Bless You Man! I currently have moved home to take care of my Father who is battling Stage 4 Liver Cancer and my Mom who lost her leg and half her foot due to cellulitis and I constantly think about what it would be like without one of them or either both of them and I just can't imagine your pain, brother. You brought some tears out of me man.. I am feeling the hurt. Hope you have gotten stronger over the time thats passed and I know you will continue to grow and I'm sure she is watching over you and your continuously awesome adventures! Be blessed bro! Peace and Love ✌❤🙏🏼🤘👊🏻💪

  • @angietunstall2555
    @angietunstall2555 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What a beautiful lady your mum IS Scott. I say IS because I know she will always BE, in your memories, and in your heart. And your lovely dad, too. You did right to talk about how you felt, and I'm sure that these ensuing years have made you see that it has helped you come to some semblance of terms with their passing.
    I always remember my late father saying, as we left my Pop's funeral. "Well, that's it. Your mum and I are orphans now. And we stand on the top step; next to go, "
    At 68, I'm still not an orphan. My mum is 89, but my dad and all my uncles and aunts have passed. She is the sole beacon left shining from her era. I hope this message finds you a little closer to peace of mind abd soul, Scott. You're an absolute credit to your parents. 😊❤

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you so much Angie. I hope your mother lives a very very long life

  • @stephenpalyo5806
    @stephenpalyo5806 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm so sorry to hear about your Mother, Scott..... my prayers are with you buddy. Keep your head up and always remember all of us that enjoy your videos and what you do are here for you always. Take care brother.

  • @Hunter-fs7ql
    @Hunter-fs7ql 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Me and my wife was glad to see you again,and a new video, but when we heard the news about your mom it broke us 😢☹️. we may not have met you, but we think of you like a family member. so what we are saying is you are family, to us are hearts and prayers goes out to you, stay strong. We love you Scott.

  • @kerstinstobbe608
    @kerstinstobbe608 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hello from germany my sincerest condolences. Since a few weeks i watched your cementery tours. My mother passed away 2018 and my brother 2020... i feel what you speak about your nice mother! Every night i speak to my mother and my brother! A motherheart is never replace! Many greetings from germany and God bless you! KEKI

  • @amberfoster8089
    @amberfoster8089 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    My sincere condolences to you and your sister on the passing of your beautiful mum. I can only imagine how unbelievably proud she must have been of you both. I wish I could give you a hug ❤️❤️

  • @sunshinesweetlove..8066
    @sunshinesweetlove..8066 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Omg Scott I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m very close to my mom she lives an hour away from me but I visit her often. My sincere condolences to you and your family.

  • @Sadlander2
    @Sadlander2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Man, I'm so sorry! I know exactly what you're going through. My father had a problem with his liver. Water would build up in his stomach and every now and then, he had to go to the hospital to take it out. Sometimes, they removed up to 13 liters of water! On the 30th of December, he went to the hospital. It wasn't a big deal. Like I said, it wasn't the first time and usually, he would go, stay there for the night and he would go back home the next day. On the 31st of December, my mom called me early in the morning. I was getting ready to go to work when she called. She was crying and told me that my father had passed away, just like that. I called my boss, told him what was going on and then I drove to the hospital. I thought that my mother would be there before me but she wasn't able to drive, so she asked her sister to pick her up and to drive her to the hospital. I was the first to get there, told a nurse that I just got that phone call and she walked with me to his room. When she opened the door, there he was, lying on the bed and....I remember telling the nurse "I can't, I can't" and then I ran into the bathroom to hide and started to cry.
    I understand that you're angry and you have every right to be angry! In your case, it was even worse because you couldn't be there because of the current situation. Man....again, I'm so sorry!

  • @NeverinKym
    @NeverinKym ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve recently found your channel and I adore your videos. I lost my parents a year apart from each other almost 10 years ago and seeing this broke my heart again. I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. I miss my parents every single day.

  • @jmo8564
    @jmo8564 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Everything you said about the 5 stages is so absolutely true. Thank you for being so candid and sharing your grief. I lost my mother last year. My condolences and hugs to you & your sister. ❤

  • @ChiefQuintHooper
    @ChiefQuintHooper 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Scott, I have never commented before, and if I start to comment about every single amazing journey you have provided for us in this comment, it could end up rivaling "War and Peace". I promise to be more interactive from now on, but I just wanted to say that your journeys and your voice have been a part of my life that has brought me joy for the past few years. I am also a Frist Responder. Everything you stated about Staying Home I could not echo more, but that is also not what compelled me to comment.
    As someone who can also understand the gravity of your loss on a personal level (being a caretaker to the people who raised me, and lost them) I just wanted to say that your Mom's love will never stop. You and your sister are a living testament to her love, and through who you both are as people will always be a representation and an honor to her.
    Scott, I've never met you, but I just wanted to say you are loved my people you have touched through your stories, and as you go down new roads, you will have the love of not only your audience pushing you, but your Mom will right beside you on each and every one.
    Take care my friend.

  • @KevinKJinks
    @KevinKJinks 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I’m so sorry Scott! Sending positives vibes your way! Love ya bro!

  • @cherylcro2
    @cherylcro2 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I just started following you, Yes...Subscribed. Through Adam the Woo.
    Sorry for your loss, you touched my heart...Thank you for that! My mother is 88 and I'm moving back in with her as we speak. I can't even think about this!
    Keep up the good work and I will keep warching you! Lots of Love and Hugs! I know, its been a couple of years but I just got here...Thank you for being you! ❤

  • @catherineferguson7388
    @catherineferguson7388 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Blesss you, don’t blame yourself, I lost my mum when I was 25, my mum was only 54., your mum will always be watching over you. Keep talking about her and talk to her all the time. It helps. She is still around in spirit. ❤️❤️❤️❤️RIP to your mum. You will meet again when it’s your time. It’s a nasty pandemic that is affecting everyone.xxxx

  • @janadeubner9883
    @janadeubner9883 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    My sweet Scott I was hoping that you would have been able to be with your Mother when she passed since you told us that she was tested and did not have this damn virus. I am so very sorry that you did not get that closure. Your mother knows you were there and I believe she hears you now. As long as you can see her beautiful face and hear her beautiful voice she will be with you always. I love you Scott.

  • @AntonioLeonPES
    @AntonioLeonPES 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Scoot I'm really sorry for your loss, I praying for you and your family.

  • @jakey2572
    @jakey2572 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This has literally just made me cry! I’m really close to my mother aswell and I can’t even think about the time when she has to go! So sorry for your loss Scott! ❤️

  • @zachermm
    @zachermm 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I also lost my mom in 2020, Feb 6th. My mom was my best friend and I’m lost without her. I was able to be with my mom for her last days and I was the one to find that she had passed that night. I’m so, so sorry that you weren’t able to do that for your mom. I can relate to so much of what you’re saying and how you’re saying it. I’m still a mess. I understand the lonely feeling you describe. You put words to what I am (still) feeling. In fact I just had another grief counseling session with my therapist today. There is no timetable for grief. Just do what you can every day. I admire your strength in talking about this publicly. I can’t imagine doing that. ❤️

  • @mikegilmer1010
    @mikegilmer1010 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Sending you our deepest heartfelt condolences Scott. From my Family to yours my friend.

  • @cazzie1960
    @cazzie1960 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Sorry for the loss of your mother. My mother died 4 years and will be remembered forever as I am sure your mother will be. She will always be with you. God Bless. xx

  • @carolcoughlin3096
    @carolcoughlin3096 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Scott, I'm so sorry to hear about your beautiful mom. I really admire you for opening up and expressing yourself on this video. You are a really special person to be able to do this. Your mom must have been so proud of you. Keep your head high. Love you Scott

  • @ebrosie3736
    @ebrosie3736 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just started following your channel and am so sorry to hear about the passing of your Mom. My deepest condolences and prayers for strength for you and your family. I felt EVERYTHING you described about the loss of your Mom because I am currently experiencing the same thing. I lost my Mom suddenly in January and to this day, these emotions are still raw. Bless you.

  • @tangosucka8526
    @tangosucka8526 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Hey Brother Man, sorry for being MIA for so long. Will explain on another vid. Mum always keeps me up to date with your vids, so I'm still keeping track of you.
    I am so sorry to hear about your Mum. My sincerest condolences for an incredibly great loss Brother.
    Even though we are on the other side of the globe, the fam and I are all here for you, and know that our thoughts and prayers go out to you and your sis. What a beautiful video for your Mum. Man that took guts, much respect. I can see you are exactly the same as I am with my Mum. Yep, I'm a Mummy's boy too. One thing I can say with all certainty is that your Mother did an excellent job in raising her son. The understanding, honesty and respect you show is truly admirable, and is evident in all of your work. Rest assured your Mum is looking down on you right now, proud as anything of her good boy Scotty! I'll be making a conscious effort to get back on the Scott on Tape train asap.
    Please look after yourself and take care my Man. Sean aka 'Tango'................✌out.....

  • @saleemt9937
    @saleemt9937 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Scott, I enjoy your videos and I am really sorry to hear about your mom’s passing away. Our prayers are with you, your mom and your family. Keep up the great work you are doing.

  • @ellesee7079
    @ellesee7079 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Oh Scott, my sincere condolences. I just wanted to reach in and give you the biggest hug! I lost my step mum 4 weeks ago, and it's not easy. I hope since this post you have learned to smile at the memories you have of your mum. She did a great job! 🤗💕

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You’re so sweet thank you Louise and I hope your step mother is resting well

  • @Marlaina
    @Marlaina 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    My mother died this past March from Covid. It was sudden and she was only 65 years young. I and my siblings thought she had at least 20 years as well.
    I understand your complex emotions in this video.
    I hope you’re now doing well. I have to remind myself that time heals wounds.

    • @SCOTTONTAPE
      @SCOTTONTAPE  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you for sharing Marlaina and peace to you.