45 years ago I lost my mother, now when you said you think you see her (but its not her) that's because she's with you...and will always be. Consciousness it misconstrued, we're all connected through energy.
Scott I'm so very sorry to hear of your mother's passing. Brother trust me when I say your mother will always be with you. You'll see. Their will be Suttle signs.
I lost my mother May 29, 2020 and I kept getting the sign of # 444? It freaked me out until I found out what the number meant. Thanks Mommy 💋 I miss u soo xoxo
I recently lost my mom after taking care of her this last 2 years. I know my mom is where she wanted to be all of her life, in heaven with our Lord. It’s hard Scott but you did everything you possibly could and she knows that and she knows you love her. My heart goes out to you. May God be with you and give you strength and peace. Please remember to take care of yourself. It’s one day at a time and some days it’s one hour or one minute at a time.
Lost our 35 year old granddaughter Mary to cancer, last December. It's hard but you know the way, take one day at a time. It does get easier as time goes by. I have bad days but am starting to have more good than bad days.
i lost my mother in 2005 and i was her caregiver. i feel you scott and you have my upmost condolences for you and your family. i mourn and miss my mama to this day. our family members are in heaven waiting for us i strongly believe this. take care scott, you will see her again. 😇
I just found your channel today and it touched me and brought back memories of my father's death. He died on Superbowl Sunday 2000. I use to talk to my dad like praying to God.
From the moment you started talking about your mom, I was pouring tears out and couldn't even look at the screen. But I listened. You said more than I ever could have...having been so soon after she passed away. Beautifully expressed.
With my deepest sympathy, love and respect, Scott, at the loss of your dear Mother. I'm sure she was a wonderful lady as she passed on those traits to you. May she rest in Heavenly Peace, buddy. ❤
My heart breaks for you, was hard seeing you like this. Stay strong, we’re all here for you! Wish I could give you a hug, lots of love from the U.K. ❤️ x
I know all to well the feeling of the loneliness. I'm 34 and I lost my mom back in 2011 totally unexpectedly and than just last year of all days Father's Day I lost my dad. I have good days and buddy I have bad days. But I'm forever thankful that I was raised with them always telling me keep go keep pushing on. So that's what I do everyday I get up and push on. I'm so very sorry on your family lost. Prayers for you and your family. Please remember you are not alone. Please also remember that it's not a good bye but it's a I'll see you later. Because day you will be able to see them just like I will get to see my parents. God bless you Scott.
I’m new to your channel but watching this is hard, you can see what a wonderful caring person you are. Your mother would be extremely proud of you. Thanks for sharing.
@@SCOTTONTAPE only new to your channel the last 8 months so sorry to hear about your mum hun my deepest condolances hun she is looking down and so proud of you your a son to be proud off your so kind down to earth may your mum ( RIP) 🙏🙏
I just discovered your channel, this video got me because I to lost my My Beautiful Mother on April 24th 2020 at 1 am due to covid 19 so I truly understand what you're going through and my Amazing Husband passed three months before my Mother and seven more family members after them,. May GOD comfort and keep you in HIS LOVING HANDS 🙏🏽 GOD Bless Her Soul Cares All Passed Home At Last Forever To Rejoice She Is At Peace 🕊️🕊️🕊️, Blessing to you and your sister always ❤️
My dear friend....I can see your pain & feel your love for your Mum. It's ok to not be ok for a while....just don't stay there very long or it will eat you alive. Trust me I've been there. Your Mum will ALWAYS be with you. Now she can travel along side you. When you visit a place on her list, you will hear her voice. Or maybe feel her touch on your cheek or shoulder. My grandma helps me cook all the time. She passed away 20 years ago. My late husband gives me advise almost every day. He passed away 4 years ago. When they speak I listen & learn. You will laugh again. You will cry again. You will get mad again. And it's ok. I'm not going to tell you that time heals all wounds because it doesn't. You just learn to live with the loss. Sending you & sister my loving thoughts & prayers. Stay safe. Stay healthy. Until next time my friend.
Firstly, I am so very sorry for your mom. I lost my mom March 2020, after a quick 1 month battle with cancer. It was shocking and quick. I have never had anyone explain grief the way you described it. I can relate to exactly what you are going through. It’s almost 2 years and I’m still cycling through the phases. But the loneliness you described is something I can certainly relate to. I am so sorry Scott. It sounds like your mom was as special as mine. Unconditional love is something we both had with our moms. Love and blessing to you
My hardest moment was realizing I had lost the one's who loved me most in the whole world, like you said, unconditionally. I'm crying with you. God bless you and your sweet sister. I know you made your Mom so proud.
So sorry for your loss. I lost my mother day after christmas 2019. It was a shock. Still cant believe she's gone. Was very close to her. Stay strong. Love from Michigan.
Damn Scott it's hard seeing you like this I'm a guy and I'm not ashamed to admit this video had me in tears Scott there's 5 stages of grief you are going through right now
I know this is a two-year old video, but as someone who lost his mother 5 years ago, you very eloquently reminded me what the ensuing weeks and months were like following her death. I never went through denial, but I jumped back and forth through the other stages from day to day that I began to suspect I was losing my mind. I’m really sorry for your loss. You seem like a genuinely good guy and it’s sucks to know you were in this much pain. I hope, two years later, you’ve gotten back onto your path and things are better. Love your channel, dude. Take it easy and at a day at a time. Peace out.
Scott, I’m so sorry about the passing of your mom. I know she’s watching over you as you continue on your journeys. I’m sure she’s riding right beside you as you travel from destination to destination. God bless you and your sister. ❤️😇💐🕊
Yes , losing your mom is hard to put into words. We are all over the map with emotions. When new memories come out ,your heart breaks even more. God bless you. This is a tough one.
Speaking about your mother, I feel you, man. My father has been gone for three years now and I still grieve from time to time. I'm still in the five stages of grief. Even though It's been a year, I'm sorry for your loss.
Condolensences Scott for your tremendous loss. Just know your moms spirit is with you. There will be signs from your mom that she is near you, trust and believe this, and it will give you reassuring comfort.
Scott I’m just now seeing this video, and like others, I feel and have felt your pain. I had my Mother for 94 yrs. but that was not enough as an only child. Besides her medical condition, that virus affected her social activities like church and exercise activities, etc., more than it did mine. She was still very active until her last 6 mos of life. Having her last birthday party as a drive-thru with her friends and family dropping off gifts, waving and shouting and driving off, was devastating to her as she sat on the porch in tears. I’m at the acceptance stage now but those triggers of grief are still there. I wish comfort, peace, and strength for you and everyone as we all continue on our individual journeys. I Love your work and look forward to more as the reverence, dignity, and professionalism you perform is unmatched. 💜🙏🏾
Just buried my Bro. In Law today. 52 years old. to Covid. Lost my Mom one year ago. What I've learned is....you be you. You are still that boy/ Man that she loved. Continue in all your pursuits. Carry her with you into them. That wit and sarcastic charm of yours is her living thru you. You bring people joy as you take us thru your travels. You are thought of with good wishes Friend.
My condolences, Scott to you and yours. I felt your pain. I too lost my Momma in 2010 from Cancer. We're here for you. Stay safe, brotha. Hugz from Texas.
Scott you are EXCELLENT Sir. Unlike you my good I was so gifted, My Father died in my arms in April ( the care home shouldn't have let me in but they knew how close we were and they literally said "He's waiting for you" ...within 7 minutes of being with him he sighed, a tear ran down HIS face and his heart stopped......Scott your Mum is with you for all eternity, whatever that is. I was lucky and I absolutely feel your pain.....Dad taught me well and I was SO BLESSED to be with him after many years like yourself being a carer .....I think you are a beautiful person and you are NOT alone......we love you man. Harry Blue x
That’s both beautiful and heartbreaking that you got to spend those final seven minutes with your father Harry. I hope he’s resting peacefully. Thank you for your kind sweet sentiments
I am so sorry for your loss....You have my Sincere Heartfelt Condolences❤️ It’s hard, and some days won’t be easy but it will get better. Always remember that your Beautiful Mother’s spirit is with You. Loving you, watching you & hugging you both.❤️❤️❤️
I’m so sorry Scott. Your mom will always be watching over you. Stay strong and hold on to the love you two shared. Thanks for the video. It was interesting about Kirby road and Selina.
My THOUGHTS + PRAYERS are COMPLETELY with YOU , SCOTT!!!! I lost My Momna in 2004 and truly I MISS HER EVERY DAY and TRULY look forward to the One Day when I'll get to see her AGAIN!!! GOD BLESS YOU. ~ NOW*FOREVER & ALWAYS , MY FRIEND!!!
I’m so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose a mother. Sending you lots of love, prayers, and strength. Take care. I know she is watching over you.
Wow with this tear rolling down my face there's so much I want to say hoping to ease your pain. I've been there and sometimes I go back to that same sad overwhelming feeling of raw emotion. Mother's are Gods gift,they truly are,a bond like no other. All the love you had for your mother is still surrounding her and even though you can't physically feel her with you just know she will always be near you. Don't lose sight of that thought. She is your number #1 fan.
God Bless You Man! I currently have moved home to take care of my Father who is battling Stage 4 Liver Cancer and my Mom who lost her leg and half her foot due to cellulitis and I constantly think about what it would be like without one of them or either both of them and I just can't imagine your pain, brother. You brought some tears out of me man.. I am feeling the hurt. Hope you have gotten stronger over the time thats passed and I know you will continue to grow and I'm sure she is watching over you and your continuously awesome adventures! Be blessed bro! Peace and Love ✌❤🙏🏼🤘👊🏻💪
This video brought tears to my eyes. I admire the strength and courage it took for you to go out there and make this video. It’s not easy to talk about loved ones who have passed, especially when the wound is still fresh. It was hard to see the pain and sadness in your eyes but I’m glad you did it. You are making your mother proud. We love you, man. We are all here for you.
What a beautiful lady your mum IS Scott. I say IS because I know she will always BE, in your memories, and in your heart. And your lovely dad, too. You did right to talk about how you felt, and I'm sure that these ensuing years have made you see that it has helped you come to some semblance of terms with their passing. I always remember my late father saying, as we left my Pop's funeral. "Well, that's it. Your mum and I are orphans now. And we stand on the top step; next to go, " At 68, I'm still not an orphan. My mum is 89, but my dad and all my uncles and aunts have passed. She is the sole beacon left shining from her era. I hope this message finds you a little closer to peace of mind abd soul, Scott. You're an absolute credit to your parents. 😊❤
Scott, we don't know each other but I stumbled upon your channel. The most important thing is that you never forget mom. You were doing what mom approved of, never forget her.
Just lost my Brother, not even a month ago. Many prayers and thoughts to you and your family during this most difficult time. Loss is never easy and we all grieve in our own ways. Your mom is looking down on you smiling with pride at the wonderful son she's raised. Much love to you Scott and many blessing.
So sorry...I lost both my parents too...the feeling of being alone and lost gets easier...don't ever leave but we learn to live with it...sending hugs...you keep talking to her she hears every word...hugs
Scott, I have never commented before, and if I start to comment about every single amazing journey you have provided for us in this comment, it could end up rivaling "War and Peace". I promise to be more interactive from now on, but I just wanted to say that your journeys and your voice have been a part of my life that has brought me joy for the past few years. I am also a Frist Responder. Everything you stated about Staying Home I could not echo more, but that is also not what compelled me to comment. As someone who can also understand the gravity of your loss on a personal level (being a caretaker to the people who raised me, and lost them) I just wanted to say that your Mom's love will never stop. You and your sister are a living testament to her love, and through who you both are as people will always be a representation and an honor to her. Scott, I've never met you, but I just wanted to say you are loved my people you have touched through your stories, and as you go down new roads, you will have the love of not only your audience pushing you, but your Mom will right beside you on each and every one. Take care my friend.
I totally understand how you feel. I lost my mom Oct 7 2019, and i had a very close relationship with her too. It was like losing my best friend. I’m sorry you weren’t able to see her at the end because of COVID 😢 I got to see my mom every day until she passed and I’m thankful for that.
My heart hurts for you. I see the hurt and pain in your voice and eyes when you started to talk about your mom. Guilt and is apart of grieving. I’m here if you ever want to talk Scott!! ❤️
Thank you for sharing about your Mom. I just lost my Mom on November 1, 2021 the worse day of my life. Thank you for your insight on grief because I have no idea what I am feeling or doing
Oh Scott. My heart feels for you. I lost my mother when I was 20 years old, that void you described- no feeling like it. Your mother is with you and she is so proud and happy for you in all that you do. I am so sorry you couldn’t be with her as she died. I’m a nurse and I’ve had to FaceTime family members during a patients last moments, and it’s hard. You are truly a beautiful human, thank you for staying at home.
I lost my mum 19 years ago today. People say time heals. It doesn't but it does get easier. I used to see her in places my daughter and I used to meet her. It's two years since you posted this video, I hope the grief is a little less painful for you. Hugs and love xx
Hello from germany my sincerest condolences. Since a few weeks i watched your cementery tours. My mother passed away 2018 and my brother 2020... i feel what you speak about your nice mother! Every night i speak to my mother and my brother! A motherheart is never replace! Many greetings from germany and God bless you! KEKI
My sincere condolences Scott! I totally understand your pain and my 💔 breaks for you! I lost my mom in 2014 and i lost my dad in 2016! And continue your channel! Enjoying it from North Carolina and if you need anyone to talk to im here brother!
I'm so sorry for your loss. My mother passed away in October (2019), and every day I still feel it as if it were yesterday. Sending lots of love and positive vibes your way. 💛
I’m so sorry for your loss. I also lost my mom in 2020, Feb 6th. My mom was my best friend and I’m lost without her. I was able to be with my mom for her last days and I was the one to find that she had passed that night. I’m so, so sorry that you weren’t able to do that for your mom. I can relate to so much of what you’re saying and how you’re saying it. I’m still a mess. I understand the lonely feeling you describe. You put words to what I am (still) feeling. In fact I just had another grief counseling session with my therapist today. There is no timetable for grief. Just do what you can every day. I admire your strength in talking about this publicly. I can’t imagine doing that. ❤️
I’m just seeing this video (semi new follower). I just wanted to say that I’m so sorry that you’ve lost your mom. This touched my heart and brought tears to my eyes, I hope you are ok…may your mom Rest In Peace ❤️
Here in Colorado USA, listening to what you're saying . Bless you Scott and your family. I wish all of you people peace and comfort. We live in a strange world and everything should be questioned on existing. Keep your mind open and speak to family and friends , here on this world or that's left us . Speak your love to people that's passed and know that they hear you . Send your love to them in words and feelings . Anything is possible , I truly believe that cause we are here and now . Let the pain out . These notes or reminders you find are your mom communicating with you obviously. My beliefs are spiritual . Peace
My heart goes out to you Scott and your family. I’ve been there myself, it’s painful and I know people always say time is a great healer but, it truly is believe me. Our thoughts are with you and your mom is always with you. I send you love, light, hope, healing and a huge hug X
This video gutted me. I know it’s been a year since this was posted, but I’m just now seeing it. I know that feeling Scott. I lost my dad who was sick but chose to tell no one until it was too late. He’s passed 8 years ago. Seems like yesterday. I don’t think it’s something I’ll ever get over, but you learn to live the new “normal” with them gone. It hurts like hell. I’m so sorry about your mama and sending my deepest condolences to you and your family❤️💯
Four years and I am just now finding this video. I have just recently found your channel and I really enjoy it. I am so sorry for the loss of your mother. She sounds a lot like mine. I too had a lot taken during the virus. Keep doing what you are doing, you are great at it. Your mother was right. Be careful on the road and be safe.
My condolences. I rarely comment, but I can see you're going through it. I'm glad you've got friends and family to talk to and I'm sending healing vibes your way.
So sorry Scott...everything you are feeling i totally relate.....my mom passed away on April 16th 2013...i miss her so much...may they both rest in eternal peace....❤💔
Sorry for the loss of your mother. My mother died 4 years and will be remembered forever as I am sure your mother will be. She will always be with you. God Bless. xx
Scott, I've been following you for about 6 months now and just came across this video, and it broke my heart. I could feel your pain. Son, I know it is now 3 years later, but I just wanted to say I'm so sorry for your loss. Your mom raised you right. You have such a kind heart. Much love from a fellow Torontonian. ❤
My husband passed away in May 2020 from stage 4 cancer 5 months after being diagnosed. Due to Coronvirus, I too was not able to be with him in the hospital. I would give anything to have that time back with him, and to to be able to say final words. I hope you stay strong. It has been a year now and it still hurts. The wound will never heal but you will learn to live with it. I wish you all the best
Me and my wife was glad to see you again,and a new video, but when we heard the news about your mom it broke us 😢☹️. we may not have met you, but we think of you like a family member. so what we are saying is you are family, to us are hearts and prayers goes out to you, stay strong. We love you Scott.
So sorry to hear this. I know I am a year late, but I just saw this. Your mom is watching you and is proud of you. Loosing someone you care about never gets better. Some days are better than others. Sending you a virtual hug.
When you loose your mother it's hard. Your mother is very proud of you and your channel and you need to heed your sisters words and continue coz that is what your mum would of wanted you, to do. 💞
I lost my mother in 2005. It was completely unexpected. She died from a blood clot at age 46. Over the years, its gotten easier, but it is still something that comes back at the strangest of times. Some times its a song, or a movie, or I hear someone laugh that sounds like her. Losing your mother is the hardest thing you can ever go through. I know this is an older video, but I am still sending you condolences as I know the pain you went through and I am sure you still miss her everyday.
Scott I'm so sorry for your loss, I know it's been a little bit but I too lost both parents about three years ago and the pain never goes away. You are definitely making her proud...your a great person and she's definitely smiling down on you
I'm truly sorry to hear about your mom's passing. My sincerest condolences, Scott. We each come to full acceptance in our own time so don't rush it. Be thankful you still have your sister. The fact you were not able to be with your mom in her final days is the saddest. When my dad passed, I was able to be there as he took his last breaths, but too late to say our goodbyes or heal the rifts, but I was at least able to be there. Coronavirus has imposed many hardships on people--particularly financial--but not being able to be with a close family member as they're preparing to leave this world has to be the biggest. I am truly saddened by that and for you. But I know you'll make it through this as you'll have an angel looking out for you!
I'm so sorry to hear about your Mother, Scott..... my prayers are with you buddy. Keep your head up and always remember all of us that enjoy your videos and what you do are here for you always. Take care brother.
Everything you said about the 5 stages is so absolutely true. Thank you for being so candid and sharing your grief. I lost my mother last year. My condolences and hugs to you & your sister. ❤
My condolences to you buddy! keep your head up man. I just started watching your channel for about 2 months now. keep doing your thing i enjoy watching your videos !! peace
My heart is breaking for you as I watch this and tears are streaming down my face. I lost my mom in 2014. So many things you’ve said are spot on. I’m still grieving to this day and some days are beyond difficult to deal with because I just wish I could talk with her again. The pictures of your mom show her beauty and what a beautiful smile. I feel your pain, more than you could possibly know. You will be with your mom again as will I be with mine. Believe me when I say this.
I am so very sorry for your loss, Scott. 💔😔 I lost my precious Mother 17 years ago and I still miss her the same. She was so bright and smart. Your mother was beautiful. God Bless you, your sister and family in the coming days ahead. Try to focus on the funny times, the good times, the loving times. She is with you every day. We mothers are like that. 🙏🏻❤️🌟
I'm so sorry for the loss of your mother, Scott! Lots of love to you. And thank you so much for the video. Your videos make me and my kids laugh when things are most miserable. Thank you for all you do. It is appreciated. Stay safe.
You probably won't see this as this is an older video. I am watching July 12/2021. I just stumbled upon your video and am so glad I did. You Sir, are remarkable. I am so very sorry for your loss. I lost my Mother too. I promise you, the pain never goes away but it will get so much easier to remember with joy, not tears. Now, I'm going to binge watch your channel for a while then go to bed. Obviously, I just subscribed and hope you're still making videos in 2021 and that I get to enjoy not only great content but, a great person. Blessings to you and your family.
My sweet Scott I was hoping that you would have been able to be with your Mother when she passed since you told us that she was tested and did not have this damn virus. I am so very sorry that you did not get that closure. Your mother knows you were there and I believe she hears you now. As long as you can see her beautiful face and hear her beautiful voice she will be with you always. I love you Scott.
Scott I’m sending my deepest condolences and prayers for you and your family.May your mother rest in peace.I can’t begin to imagine how hard that was making this video,you are a strong man like your mother was a strong woman.May God bless you all.❤️❤️❤️❤️✝️✝️✝️✝️
My sincerest condolences. Sleep in heavenly peace Mother, your job is done, you raised a beautiful son. 🥀🌹
I could not have said it better.
Perfectly said 🖤
I think it was stolen?
Im Paul,I lost my whole family in 13 years. Sorry about your mom.
Beautiful!!!
45 years ago I lost my mother, now when you said you think you see her (but its not her) that's because she's with you...and will always be. Consciousness it misconstrued, we're all connected through energy.
Losing your Mother is the hardest thing you'll ever go through. Stay strong, brother. You'll never get over it, but you will learn to live with it.
Thank you so much Ed
@@sydkiriakou2481 both of them are
Scott, I’m so sorry for your loss. Cherish all your memories of your mom.
Thank you Lois ❤️
Scott I'm so very sorry to hear of your mother's passing. Brother trust me when I say your mother will always be with you. You'll see. Their will be Suttle signs.
I lost my mother May 29, 2020 and I kept getting the sign of # 444? It freaked me out until I found out what the number meant. Thanks Mommy 💋 I miss u soo xoxo
OMG SCOTT! I was not aware of MOM PASSING! My deepest condolences. Thank you for sharing with us. It is an honor SCOTT to include us. ❤
I recently lost my mom after taking care of her this last 2 years. I know my mom is where she wanted to be all of her life, in heaven with our Lord. It’s hard Scott but you did everything you possibly could and she knows that and she knows you love her. My heart goes out to you. May God be with you and give you strength and peace. Please remember to take care of yourself. It’s one day at a time and some days it’s one hour or one minute at a time.
Lost our 35 year old granddaughter Mary to cancer, last December. It's hard but you know the way, take one day at a time. It does get easier as time goes by. I have bad days but am starting to have more good than bad days.
God bless you and your family. We are dealt the hardest blows in this life but we have to keep going forward.🙏
Absolutely, in the Arm's of Jesus, safe and sound, Health no more pain, but such a Void that no one can feel, when it comes to our LOVED ONE'S.
She can hear you her spirit is with Jesus ☺️
i lost my mother in 2005 and i was her caregiver. i feel you scott and you have my upmost condolences for you and your family. i mourn and miss my mama to this day. our family members are in heaven waiting for us i strongly believe this. take care scott, you will see her again. 😇
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. My mom Passed 3 years ago. We were best friends. So I know exactly how you feel
I understand your grief. I lost my Dad in December 2019, and I am still grieving, even though life goes on. ❤️
I lost my father in '86 and my mother in '98. I still go through waves of grief. It never goes away.
I lived in Toronto for 30 years and never heard about this. Thank you. My condolences on the loss of your mother.
I just found your channel today and it touched me and brought back memories of my father's death. He died on Superbowl Sunday 2000. I use to talk to my dad like praying to God.
I’m sorry for your loss Philip
From the moment you started talking about your mom, I was pouring tears out and couldn't even look at the screen. But I listened. You said more than I ever could have...having been so soon after she passed away. Beautifully expressed.
With my deepest sympathy, love and respect, Scott, at the loss of your dear Mother. I'm sure she was a wonderful lady as she passed on those traits to you. May she rest in Heavenly Peace, buddy. ❤
Thank you Shane
My heart breaks for you, was hard seeing you like this. Stay strong, we’re all here for you! Wish I could give you a hug, lots of love from the U.K. ❤️ x
Much love. I will listen when you are ready too talk. I'm so sorry for the loss of your mom.
I know all to well the feeling of the loneliness. I'm 34 and I lost my mom back in 2011 totally unexpectedly and than just last year of all days Father's Day I lost my dad. I have good days and buddy I have bad days. But I'm forever thankful that I was raised with them always telling me keep go keep pushing on. So that's what I do everyday I get up and push on. I'm so very sorry on your family lost. Prayers for you and your family. Please remember you are not alone. Please also remember that it's not a good bye but it's a I'll see you later. Because day you will be able to see them just like I will get to see my parents. God bless you Scott.
I’m new to your channel but watching this is hard, you can see what a wonderful caring person you are.
Your mother would be extremely proud of you.
Thanks for sharing.
Thank you so much Liam
@@SCOTTONTAPE only new to your channel the last 8 months so sorry to hear about your mum hun my deepest condolances hun she is looking down and so proud of you your a son to be proud off your so kind down to earth may your mum ( RIP) 🙏🙏
Hey Scott hope you are well. Sending my love to you. May your mother Rest In Peace. Scott it’s not your fault. She will always be with you forever.
I just discovered your channel, this video got me because I to lost my My Beautiful Mother on April 24th 2020 at 1 am due to covid 19 so I truly understand what you're going through and my Amazing Husband passed three months before my Mother and seven more family members after them,. May GOD comfort and keep you in HIS LOVING HANDS 🙏🏽 GOD Bless Her Soul Cares All Passed Home At Last Forever To Rejoice She Is At Peace 🕊️🕊️🕊️, Blessing to you and your sister always ❤️
My dear friend....I can see your pain & feel your love for your Mum. It's ok to not be ok for a while....just don't stay there very long or it will eat you alive. Trust me I've been there. Your Mum will ALWAYS be with you. Now she can travel along side you. When you visit a place on her list, you will hear her voice. Or maybe feel her touch on your cheek or shoulder. My grandma helps me cook all the time. She passed away 20 years ago. My late husband gives me advise almost every day. He passed away 4 years ago. When they speak I listen & learn. You will laugh again. You will cry again. You will get mad again. And it's ok. I'm not going to tell you that time heals all wounds because it doesn't. You just learn to live with the loss. Sending you & sister my loving thoughts & prayers. Stay safe. Stay healthy. Until next time my friend.
Firstly, I am so very sorry for your mom. I lost my mom March 2020, after a quick 1 month battle with cancer. It was shocking and quick. I have never had anyone explain grief the way you described it. I can relate to exactly what you are going through. It’s almost 2 years and I’m still cycling through the phases. But the loneliness you described is something I can certainly relate to. I am so sorry Scott. It sounds like your mom was as special as mine. Unconditional love is something we both had with our moms. Love and blessing to you
My hardest moment was realizing I had lost the one's who loved me most in the whole world, like you said, unconditionally. I'm crying with you. God bless you and your sweet sister. I know you made your Mom so proud.
So sorry for your loss. I lost my mother day after christmas 2019. It was a shock. Still cant believe she's gone. Was very close to her. Stay strong. Love from Michigan.
Damn Scott it's hard seeing you like this I'm a guy and I'm not ashamed to admit this video had me in tears Scott there's 5 stages of grief you are going through right now
David K Very true. I cried as well. Seeing him hurt, hurts me. 😥
I know this is a two-year old video, but as someone who lost his mother 5 years ago, you very eloquently reminded me what the ensuing weeks and months were like following her death. I never went through denial, but I jumped back and forth through the other stages from day to day that I began to suspect I was losing my mind. I’m really sorry for your loss. You seem like a genuinely good guy and it’s sucks to know you were in this much pain. I hope, two years later, you’ve gotten back onto your path and things are better. Love your channel, dude. Take it easy and at a day at a time. Peace out.
So sorry for your loss Scott, can't even imagine how you might be feeling. my deepest condolences 🙏 ❤️
Scott, I’m so sorry about the passing of your mom. I know she’s watching over you as you continue on your journeys. I’m sure she’s riding right beside you as you travel from destination to destination. God bless you and your sister. ❤️😇💐🕊
Yes , losing your mom is hard to put into words. We are all over the map with emotions. When new memories come out ,your heart breaks even more. God bless you. This is a tough one.
Speaking about your mother, I feel you, man. My father has been gone for three years now and I still grieve from time to time. I'm still in the five stages of grief. Even though It's been a year, I'm sorry for your loss.
Condolensences Scott for your tremendous loss. Just know your moms spirit is with you. There will be signs from your mom that she is near you, trust and believe this, and it will give you reassuring comfort.
Scott I’m just now seeing this video, and like others, I feel and have felt your pain. I had my Mother for 94 yrs. but that was not enough as an only child. Besides her medical condition, that virus affected her social activities like church and exercise activities, etc., more than it did mine. She was still very active until her last 6 mos of life. Having her last birthday party as a drive-thru with her friends and family dropping off gifts, waving and shouting and driving off, was devastating to her as she sat on the porch in tears. I’m at the acceptance stage now but those triggers of grief are still there. I wish comfort, peace, and strength for you and everyone as we all continue on our individual journeys. I Love your work and look forward to more as the reverence, dignity, and professionalism you perform is unmatched. 💜🙏🏾
Ohh scott i am so sorry for you’re loss
I really hope that you and you’re family will find some peace
You and you’re family are in my thoughts
Just buried my Bro. In Law today. 52 years old. to Covid. Lost my Mom one year ago. What I've learned is....you be you. You are still that boy/ Man that she loved. Continue in all your pursuits. Carry her with you into them. That wit and sarcastic charm of yours is her living thru you. You bring people joy as you take us thru your travels. You are thought of with good wishes Friend.
My condolences, Scott to you and yours. I felt your pain. I too lost my Momma in 2010 from Cancer. We're here for you. Stay safe, brotha. Hugz from Texas.
Scott you are EXCELLENT Sir. Unlike you my good I was so gifted, My Father died in my arms in April ( the care home shouldn't have let me in but they knew how close we were and they literally said "He's waiting for you" ...within 7 minutes of being with him he sighed, a tear ran down HIS face and his heart stopped......Scott your Mum is with you for all eternity, whatever that is. I was lucky and I absolutely feel your pain.....Dad taught me well and I was SO BLESSED to be with him after many years like yourself being a carer
.....I think you are a beautiful person and you are NOT alone......we love you man.
Harry Blue x
That’s both beautiful and heartbreaking that you got to spend those final seven minutes with your father Harry. I hope he’s resting peacefully. Thank you for your kind sweet sentiments
Scott I'm so sorry for your loss, I've missed you, love and prayers ❤
I am so sorry for your loss....You have my Sincere Heartfelt Condolences❤️ It’s hard, and some days won’t be easy but it will get better. Always remember that your Beautiful Mother’s spirit is with You. Loving you, watching you & hugging you both.❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much Ashleigh ♥️♥️
@@SCOTTONTAPE You are so very Welcome! Big hugs from Ottawa, Canada❤️.....I LOVE your channel..You ROCK!!❤️
@@SCOTTONTAPE ❤️🙏
I’m so sorry Scott. Your mom will always be watching over you. Stay strong and hold on to the love you two shared. Thanks for the video. It was interesting about Kirby road and Selina.
My THOUGHTS + PRAYERS are COMPLETELY with YOU , SCOTT!!!! I lost My Momna in 2004 and truly I MISS HER EVERY DAY and TRULY look forward to the One Day when I'll get to see her AGAIN!!! GOD BLESS YOU. ~ NOW*FOREVER & ALWAYS , MY FRIEND!!!
I’m so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose a mother. Sending you lots of love, prayers, and strength. Take care. I know she is watching over you.
I felt so touched watching this video, there is no describing the love of a mother. I hope you have felt her with you these past years 💕
Wow with this tear rolling down my face there's so much I want to say hoping to ease your pain. I've been there and sometimes I go back to that same sad overwhelming feeling of raw emotion. Mother's are Gods gift,they truly are,a bond like no other. All the love you had for your mother is still surrounding her and even though you can't physically feel her with you just know she will always be near you. Don't lose sight of that thought. She is your number #1 fan.
God Bless You Man! I currently have moved home to take care of my Father who is battling Stage 4 Liver Cancer and my Mom who lost her leg and half her foot due to cellulitis and I constantly think about what it would be like without one of them or either both of them and I just can't imagine your pain, brother. You brought some tears out of me man.. I am feeling the hurt. Hope you have gotten stronger over the time thats passed and I know you will continue to grow and I'm sure she is watching over you and your continuously awesome adventures! Be blessed bro! Peace and Love ✌❤🙏🏼🤘👊🏻💪
This video brought tears to my eyes. I admire the strength and courage it took for you to go out there and make this video. It’s not easy to talk about loved ones who have passed, especially when the wound is still fresh. It was hard to see the pain and sadness in your eyes but I’m glad you did it. You are making your mother proud. We love you, man. We are all here for you.
What a beautiful lady your mum IS Scott. I say IS because I know she will always BE, in your memories, and in your heart. And your lovely dad, too. You did right to talk about how you felt, and I'm sure that these ensuing years have made you see that it has helped you come to some semblance of terms with their passing.
I always remember my late father saying, as we left my Pop's funeral. "Well, that's it. Your mum and I are orphans now. And we stand on the top step; next to go, "
At 68, I'm still not an orphan. My mum is 89, but my dad and all my uncles and aunts have passed. She is the sole beacon left shining from her era. I hope this message finds you a little closer to peace of mind abd soul, Scott. You're an absolute credit to your parents. 😊❤
Thank you so much Angie. I hope your mother lives a very very long life
Lost my Mom in 2011 to early- onset Alzheimer's. Bless your mother and you, Scott. I'd say make her proud but I am sure you are. Much love, man! ❤️
Scott, we don't know each other but I stumbled upon your channel. The most important thing is that you never forget mom. You were doing what mom approved of, never forget her.
Just lost my Brother, not even a month ago. Many prayers and thoughts to you and your family during this most difficult time. Loss is never easy and we all grieve in our own ways. Your mom is looking down on you smiling with pride at the wonderful son she's raised. Much love to you Scott and many blessing.
So sorry...I lost both my parents too...the feeling of being alone and lost gets easier...don't ever leave but we learn to live with it...sending hugs...you keep talking to her she hears every word...hugs
Scott, I have never commented before, and if I start to comment about every single amazing journey you have provided for us in this comment, it could end up rivaling "War and Peace". I promise to be more interactive from now on, but I just wanted to say that your journeys and your voice have been a part of my life that has brought me joy for the past few years. I am also a Frist Responder. Everything you stated about Staying Home I could not echo more, but that is also not what compelled me to comment.
As someone who can also understand the gravity of your loss on a personal level (being a caretaker to the people who raised me, and lost them) I just wanted to say that your Mom's love will never stop. You and your sister are a living testament to her love, and through who you both are as people will always be a representation and an honor to her.
Scott, I've never met you, but I just wanted to say you are loved my people you have touched through your stories, and as you go down new roads, you will have the love of not only your audience pushing you, but your Mom will right beside you on each and every one.
Take care my friend.
I totally understand how you feel. I lost my mom Oct 7 2019, and i had a very close relationship with her too. It was like losing my best friend. I’m sorry you weren’t able to see her at the end because of COVID 😢 I got to see my mom every day until she passed and I’m thankful for that.
Thank you so much Grace and I’m very sorry for your loss💛💛
My heart hurts for you. I see the hurt and pain in your voice and eyes when you started to talk about your mom. Guilt and is apart of grieving. I’m here if you ever want to talk Scott!! ❤️
Thank you for sharing about your Mom. I just lost my Mom on November 1, 2021 the worse day of my life. Thank you for your insight on grief because I have no idea what I am feeling or doing
Oh Scott. My heart feels for you. I lost my mother when I was 20 years old, that void you described- no feeling like it. Your mother is with you and she is so proud and happy for you in all that you do. I am so sorry you couldn’t be with her as she died. I’m a nurse and I’ve had to FaceTime family members during a patients last moments, and it’s hard. You are truly a beautiful human, thank you for staying at home.
I can tell you know this pain, your ma did good cause not everyone one was taught about the word compassion bless you
I lost my mum 19 years ago today. People say time heals. It doesn't but it does get easier. I used to see her in places my daughter and I used to meet her. It's two years since you posted this video, I hope the grief is a little less painful for you. Hugs and love xx
Sincere condolences May her memory always bring you peace
Hello from germany my sincerest condolences. Since a few weeks i watched your cementery tours. My mother passed away 2018 and my brother 2020... i feel what you speak about your nice mother! Every night i speak to my mother and my brother! A motherheart is never replace! Many greetings from germany and God bless you! KEKI
My sincere condolences Scott! I totally understand your pain and my 💔 breaks for you! I lost my mom in 2014 and i lost my dad in 2016! And continue your channel! Enjoying it from North Carolina and if you need anyone to talk to im here brother!
I'm so sorry for your loss. My mother passed away in October (2019), and every day I still feel it as if it were yesterday. Sending lots of love and positive vibes your way. 💛
Sending you our deepest heartfelt condolences Scott. From my Family to yours my friend.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I also lost my mom in 2020, Feb 6th. My mom was my best friend and I’m lost without her. I was able to be with my mom for her last days and I was the one to find that she had passed that night. I’m so, so sorry that you weren’t able to do that for your mom. I can relate to so much of what you’re saying and how you’re saying it. I’m still a mess. I understand the lonely feeling you describe. You put words to what I am (still) feeling. In fact I just had another grief counseling session with my therapist today. There is no timetable for grief. Just do what you can every day. I admire your strength in talking about this publicly. I can’t imagine doing that. ❤️
I appreciate you taking the time out of your grieving process to let us know your ok . 🙏
I’m just seeing this video (semi new follower). I just wanted to say that I’m so sorry that you’ve lost your mom. This touched my heart and brought tears to my eyes, I hope you are ok…may your mom Rest In Peace ❤️
Thank you so much Laurie, so sweet of you ❤️❤️
Scoot I'm really sorry for your loss, I praying for you and your family.
Here in Colorado USA, listening to what you're saying . Bless you Scott and your family. I wish all of you people peace and comfort. We live in a strange world and everything should be questioned on existing. Keep your mind open and speak to family and friends , here on this world or that's left us . Speak your love to people that's passed and know that they hear you . Send your love to them in words and feelings . Anything is possible , I truly believe that cause we are here and now . Let the pain out . These notes or reminders you find are your mom communicating with you obviously. My beliefs are spiritual . Peace
My heart goes out to you Scott and your family. I’ve been there myself, it’s painful and I know people always say time is a great healer but, it truly is believe me. Our thoughts are with you and your mom is always with you. I send you love, light, hope, healing and a huge hug X
This video gutted me. I know it’s been a year since this was posted, but I’m just now seeing it. I know that feeling Scott. I lost my dad who was sick but chose to tell no one until it was too late. He’s passed 8 years ago. Seems like yesterday. I don’t think it’s something I’ll ever get over, but you learn to live the new “normal” with them gone. It hurts like hell.
I’m so sorry about your mama and sending my deepest condolences to you and your family❤️💯
Scott Happy to see you back posting. I'm just so very sorry. My heart truly breaks for you. Sending you love and prayers my friend. xoxoxoxo
Four years and I am just now finding this video. I have just recently found your channel and I really enjoy it. I am so sorry for the loss of your mother. She sounds a lot like mine. I too had a lot taken during the virus. Keep doing what you are doing, you are great at it. Your mother was right. Be careful on the road and be safe.
My condolences. I rarely comment, but I can see you're going through it. I'm glad you've got friends and family to talk to and I'm sending healing vibes your way.
So sorry Scott...everything you are feeling i totally relate.....my mom passed away on April 16th 2013...i miss her so much...may they both rest in eternal peace....❤💔
Sorry for the loss of your mother. My mother died 4 years and will be remembered forever as I am sure your mother will be. She will always be with you. God Bless. xx
Scott, I've been following you for about 6 months now and just came across this video, and it broke my heart. I could feel your pain. Son, I know it is now 3 years later, but I just wanted to say I'm so sorry for your loss. Your mom raised you right. You have such a kind heart. Much love from a fellow Torontonian. ❤
Thank you so much for those kind words. I truly appreciate it. I’m back in Toronto soon hope to see you there 😊🇨🇦
Thank you so much for posting this video, especially during a difficult time. Hang in there and much ❤️
My husband passed away in May 2020 from stage 4 cancer 5 months after being diagnosed. Due to Coronvirus, I too was not able to be with him in the hospital. I would give anything to have that time back with him, and to to be able to say final words. I hope you stay strong. It has been a year now and it still hurts. The wound will never heal but you will learn to live with it. I wish you all the best
Me and my wife was glad to see you again,and a new video, but when we heard the news about your mom it broke us 😢☹️. we may not have met you, but we think of you like a family member. so what we are saying is you are family, to us are hearts and prayers goes out to you, stay strong. We love you Scott.
So sorry to hear this. I know I am a year late, but I just saw this. Your mom is watching you and is proud of you. Loosing someone you care about never gets better. Some days are better than others. Sending you a virtual hug.
When you loose your mother it's hard. Your mother is very proud of you and your channel and you need to heed your sisters words and continue coz that is what your mum would of wanted you, to do. 💞
I lost my mother in 2005. It was completely unexpected. She died from a blood clot at age 46. Over the years, its gotten easier, but it is still something that comes back at the strangest of times. Some times its a song, or a movie, or I hear someone laugh that sounds like her. Losing your mother is the hardest thing you can ever go through. I know this is an older video, but I am still sending you condolences as I know the pain you went through and I am sure you still miss her everyday.
I’m so sorry Scott! Sending positives vibes your way! Love ya bro!
Im so sorry for your loss 😢 keep strong...hugs from Scotland xx
Thank you so much
I am truly sorry for your loss, much love to you and your family. Take care.
- Dylan
Scott I'm so sorry for your loss, I know it's been a little bit but I too lost both parents about three years ago and the pain never goes away. You are definitely making her proud...your a great person and she's definitely smiling down on you
My sincerest condolences to you, just remember your mom is in a better place and not hurting. My thoughts and prayers to you and your family
I'm truly sorry to hear about your mom's passing. My sincerest condolences, Scott. We each come to full acceptance in our own time so don't rush it. Be thankful you still have your sister.
The fact you were not able to be with your mom in her final days is the saddest. When my dad passed, I was able to be there as he took his last breaths, but too late to say our goodbyes or heal the rifts, but I was at least able to be there. Coronavirus has imposed many hardships on people--particularly financial--but not being able to be with a close family member as they're preparing to leave this world has to be the biggest. I am truly saddened by that and for you.
But I know you'll make it through this as you'll have an angel looking out for you!
Thank you so much for the kind words Will. Truly appreciated. I hope your father is resting peacefully ✌🏽✌🏽
I'm so sorry to hear about your Mother, Scott..... my prayers are with you buddy. Keep your head up and always remember all of us that enjoy your videos and what you do are here for you always. Take care brother.
I'm so sorry about your mom's passing. I know how you feel as I have gone through this myself. My condolences to you & your family. 🙏
Thank you so much Chrissy ❤️
My heart goes out to you. I lost my Father in March. Condolences
Everything you said about the 5 stages is so absolutely true. Thank you for being so candid and sharing your grief. I lost my mother last year. My condolences and hugs to you & your sister. ❤
My condolences to you buddy! keep your head up man. I just started watching your channel for about 2 months now. keep doing your thing i enjoy watching your videos !! peace
My heart is breaking for you as I watch this and tears are streaming down my face. I lost my mom in 2014. So many things you’ve said are spot on. I’m still grieving to this day and some days are beyond difficult to deal with because I just wish I could talk with her again. The pictures of your mom show her beauty and what a beautiful smile. I feel your pain, more than you could possibly know. You will be with your mom again as will I be with mine. Believe me when I say this.
Such a sweet thing to write thank you Tammy
My heart goes out to you. Scott keep your mother's memory and you will be okay, praying for you my brother.
I know this was awhile ago , but when you said “it’s a very lonely feeling” I felt that. I miss my mother so so much too 🙏❤
Hey Scott, I hope you are doing well. I'm so sorry for your loss, thank you for your videos and stay safe.
I am so very sorry for your loss, Scott. 💔😔 I lost my precious Mother 17 years ago and I still miss her the same. She was so bright and smart. Your mother was beautiful. God Bless you, your sister and family in the coming days ahead. Try to focus on the funny times, the good times, the loving times. She is with you every day. We mothers are like that. 🙏🏻❤️🌟
I'm so sorry for the loss of your mother, Scott! Lots of love to you. And thank you so much for the video. Your videos make me and my kids laugh when things are most miserable. Thank you for all you do. It is appreciated. Stay safe.
You probably won't see this as this is an older video. I am watching July 12/2021. I just stumbled upon your video and am so glad I did. You Sir, are remarkable. I am so very sorry for your loss. I lost my Mother too. I promise you, the pain never goes away but it will get so much easier to remember with joy, not tears. Now, I'm going to binge watch your channel for a while then go to bed. Obviously, I just subscribed and hope you're still making videos in 2021 and that I get to enjoy not only great content but, a great person. Blessings to you and your family.
My sweet Scott I was hoping that you would have been able to be with your Mother when she passed since you told us that she was tested and did not have this damn virus. I am so very sorry that you did not get that closure. Your mother knows you were there and I believe she hears you now. As long as you can see her beautiful face and hear her beautiful voice she will be with you always. I love you Scott.
Scott I’m sending my deepest condolences and prayers for you and your family.May your mother rest in peace.I can’t begin to imagine how hard that was making this video,you are a strong man like your mother was a strong woman.May God bless you all.❤️❤️❤️❤️✝️✝️✝️✝️