You know damn well I reported your. Language I really don't understand why you had to use a swear word...fuck! .. that kind of pisses me off.. like I had I don't have enough problem in my life..... I wish somebody would just understand all the cooperation and then I dealt with with these rules of TH-cam damn it!
+Aiyana North 100% underrated. I am a dance, euro, house & garage fan in the main, never been into grunge or goth... apart from this band... there's just something about them & they deserve to be so much more well known...
I have never experienced a more passionate performer than Justin Furstenfeld. He feels every single syllable he sings. He wears his heart on his sleeve and he makes the audience feel every bit of his pain, his joy, his sadness and his elation with life. He is truly an inspiration to me as a vocalist and as a recovering addict.
I know he is the best guys I have met and his life has been going great he is a great man and family man congrats man hope to see him at Port Royal in corpus Christi Texas
Celebrate life and recovery and your life’s purpose that you only have access to if you’re clean and sober. Leave that smelly bag of shit behind you. Light it up!!
Is it just me, or does anyone else think that the sound techs for this concert were amazing? I mean the band obviously does the work, but the crispness of the sound, the synths on the voice +echo, all of it was flawless. Props to the ones behind the scenes.
I’ve only seen them once and it was exactly how it looks and sounds in this video. They were absolutely amazing and it was almost like a religious experience with the way Justin takes you through his rough times and now his amazing turnaround and breakthrough to happiness. Only concert I’ve ever been to by myself and it was at the age of 47, and the people at the show were so nice and talkative that I actually made a few friends while I was there! 😊
Just saw them live Friday night and this was the 3rd song they sang. There is nothing like being surrounded by hundreds of fans singing as loud as they could. Amazing night!!
I've become addicted with all of their live performances. he has a better voice live than he does In his album which is very rare for people In music now and he sings with so much passion and emotion I fucking love it
Kyle I remember taking my brother to his first blue October concert . He wasn’t into blue like I was but when he saw and heard them he just goes wow he surely ain’t no STUDIO artist. I love the passion and heart that he brings to a concert
Seen them in concert and looking forward to seeing them again and again. All their songs have so much meaning. A big part of changing my life. Thank you.
I completely agree!!! Seen him on mothers day last year and going again on march 30 to KC! I cant wait. He is so amazing live and it us rare. Love his emotion and hwart that goes into his music! Forever a Blue October Fan!!!!
I just saw him last Friday (6/21/19 again in Seattle!! Year after year they come. I have 11 autographs now and got a bit obsessed with the autographs now being on the same shirt. I totally agree that he is one of the very rare few that sound sooo much better live, you can see and feel the passion he feels for his every word. I truly believe he's a lyrical genius. He's been able to put into word's what so many of us think & feel. Writing song's and poem's for 26 year's now regarding my own ptsd, depression and anxiety and I could never express my words or lyrics like this. I smile, laugh, cry and get goosebumps still to this day after seeing him in concert multiple time's. He just has that effect for me and I know it does for millions of other's. There's still so many that need to find and have Blue October in their lives and children's lives.
Whoever shot this video captured the true soul of what it's like to be at a blue October show in person. It's like church. It's the whole band. It's just amazing
when Justin sings. ..he uses all of his emotion and I can feel it to the very core of my being! I love you Justin! ! you've helped me more than I can even tell you ♡
I'm a 43 year old very hetero man...and I totally agree with you. From DEPRESSION to SEVERE ANXIETY ..to my regiment of 6mgs of xanax, 50 mgs of prozac, 2 different insomnia meds, ADHD meds, and 10 YEARS of suboxone I've struggled with and have had the SAME things happen to me ..including my 1st marriage and someone i thought i "knew" and she CRUSHED me BAD...AND when I listen to him I can literally feel the pain AND THEN I KNOW I'm not the ONLY one HURTING ,ya know..?.."i watch your face turn from glow to straight grey"...AWE...I know THAT FEELING ...I just "get it" and I live in that world everyday. I..just love the dude. He's awesome. Blue October is #1 to me. To hell with the haters! 🤘 I even made my mental health counselor and my physchatris listen to Blue October so they could get to KNOW ME BETTER! BUT my current wife..blaaach...all the shit goes straight over her head. What I get for marrying someone 11 years younger than me?? Who knows. But it's aggravating..LIKE WHY CAN'T THESE HICKS FROM HICKVILLE UNDERSTAND HIM!? ...SORRY FOR RAMBLING. JUST SO REFRESHING TO SEE A FEMALE'S POSITIVE COMMENTS ABOUT Justen and Blue October! THANK YOU!!
@Carl Potter : ME TOO!!! I often wonder about others who tell me they just "don't get it"...??!! I'm like "SO you are a sociopath OR ARE you really so dense? Shallow? " I guess there ARE ACTUALLY people that are all kittens and rainbows...UGH😩...BLUE OCTOBER RULES!!! ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ
Never heard of them before and my older brother used to tell me about them. I never really cared for music besides what you hear everyday on the mainstream, but he got me listening to them, and I’m so grateful. Best band I’ve probably ever heard. Thank you bro for showing me Justin
they are real, and I mean real genuine and incorruptible, mainstream media can't mold them cuz they have their own following that is diehard so you can't hear them unless you find them on accident or know 1 or 2 of their few well known songs.
This is not pam see is asleep im here watching this on her phone and her sleep while i start to go fast today and try not to hate my self tobad today...
I love the fact that the fans are old/mature enough to not scream all the time or sing way too loud , so that you can't understand the singer. Shows that blue october is more a thing for people with deeper thoughts , and I live em for that. so amazing
There are a lot of older people there while I’m 13 and dealing with so many problems. Some people say “That’s not true your too young to think like that, too young to understand” if only they knew, there’s “20 year of age and up” for depression or existential crisis’s.
Nikki Seymour congratulations stay strong I'm trying to get into detox myself I have no one and I just listen to this song and it speaks to on some crazy level you give me inspiration thank you!!
🖕🏻 *BLUE, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I NEEDED THIS SONG IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. IT'S THE ONLY THING GETTING ME THRU MY CURRENT SITUATION. I'VE LISTENED TO IT 100 TIMES. I'LL KEEP IT ON REPLAY TIL I CAN FINALLY BREATHE AGAIN!* 😞
@Topaz Blahblah All I can hope for is that you're still around and will get this message. Someone in Texas loves you and wants you to know you matter! 💙💜
@@forever27jakesmom52 Hi someone did that for me many months ago I was watching Church online Sunday morning in California it was about 6:00 a.m. here being grieved and feeling broken for almost a year and a half one kind person said in the comments that Sunday morning that I was cared for and loved and not alone. It was truly a beautiful thing, God bless you for sharing that with someone.
Hello it's 2 years later now I'm just reading your comment. I pray you've made it to the other side of your situation. I'm almost a year and a half into mine and I feel like I can't quite get better and I don't know that I will. This song has helped me so much getting through the darkest of nights.
A far away but precious friend just turned me on to this song. You see I'm having a hard time dealing with the suicide of my youngest son Jacob. He will be forever 27. Thank you ❤️ Brandi
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm holding back the tears as I type this. I wish I could say it gets better but not this time. We aren't supposed to bury our children. It goes against life. Just please try to find something in this whole thing that you can hold onto. Something that helps. Anybody. Its in there. Sure you'll have to dig it out. But he's in there.
@@akizmetkat999 thank you for your kindness and words of encouragement! My son was younger than his brother and sister so when they went to school it was just Jacob and I. I have always been drawn to music and I express my feelings and moods thru my music choice's. Jacob picked up my love for music and had an eclectic variety of favorites. It was very, very difficult for me to listen to any music initially but I had to find a release for the tears that I was too numb to cry. I am a strong woman and I will get through this for my older children but also for myself. I don't have any choice not to. There's not a bit of quit in me. Again I appreciate your help and touching thoughts. 💜💙
@@BrandiBad14 this week has been a bitch but today is the worst and it's only noon. Wanted to let you know that I'm blasting the headphones with this song on repeat and I thank you for sharing this with me. Why? Jacob why? Forever 27
I'm sorry Michelle, i know it hurts to breath without him. Your in my thoughts daily. Music is the great healer, take comfort in it, find some solace through it and just know he hears it too I know this with every fiber of my being... It's about the frequency and vibration, so I know he hears it.. Send him love, lots of love.. Love n Light.. 💜💜💜
Looking through these comments you see so many different faces. From you cancan only suspect from many different backgrounds. All with different lives and different stories. Yet here we all are. Truth is we all feel this way. There is a little Justin in all of us. Some hide it some shine with it.
True iv only came across this band best band i have ever heard tbh... i'm depressed as fuck these days and i'm drinking to much and hurting everyone I love but these songs help me
god this song really hits me right in the deepest part of my soul . I hope on day I will be worth enough to someone to have someone take the time to see me for who I am and how much love I have to give
Seen theses guys in our hometown, h-town! they are absolutely amazing, the place was at is maximum capacity, shoulder to shoulder, couldn't get a drink a the bar the entire night, didn't want to miss a thing. left that place feeling intoxicated by music, that was a first. no performance since can hold a candle to these guys.
So much fucking talent. Listen to that. It's live and it's GORGEOUS. I'm still in love with this band from the first day I heard them. There's a severe lack of talent in the music industry, and this is an example of what true ability is. Genius.
*There is NO better song that describes the relationship between the Egoic Mind & the Higher Self.* Full f*ing stop. Thank you for being you Justin & thanks to the whole band & crew for this song & video ps you done a great job during lockdown too 👏 (when the whole f*ing world had to deal to with the problems their OWN minds gave them). *May our Spirit be set free & be stronger than the Mind, much love & Amen ❤🙏*
I've been a big fan for years ,right when "argue with a tree" came out, I was so glad to see them in Toronto, and I was right up front in a zone, I'm 52 and have been through it all drugs,girls,friends dying,broken relationships, I'm sure anyone my age knows the great times in the early 80s, Good music and coke, well all the band's out now just doesn't bring me those chills and thrills, But BLUE OCTOBER I can relate with almost every song, 9 years ago I went into a deep depression, blah blah blah, and this band saved me,and inspired me to be strong, we all go through good and bad and and sometimes sad, at first in my depression I couldn't listen to blue october because it would get me all choked up and all the shit that juggles in my mind, slowly I'm getting better, and keep listening to blue october on my headphones every where I go, enough sad stories, just wanna say how much this band means to me and others that can relate, and that i can say was my "Ugly side" but im in a "quit mind" now, CHEERS ALL.
saw them at the bomb factory in dallas last night for the first time. absolutely fell in love with Justin...and omg, the violin solo plays...this song has been on repeat since last night. I will forever be a loyal fan. Love BO.
Dude. I am in love with going real fucking fast. Been that way for a year or two now. Feeling this song deep in my soul. Love listening to it everytime and seeing along. Great beautiful music and passionate musicians. Love love it man
Do you ever build yourself so much up for a concert, and then can’t remember everything? Lol. The excitement is so built up your on another planet in the moment??? So glad I got to meet lol. This music I will play for eternity ❤️
Can't see them enough, live!! Seen Justin 3 x's this year and the band 2 x's and plan on seeing them again in Ft. Worth, Tx on December 15th!! I love Blue October so much. They get me through my day. I live for live music and Blue October is my music.
This song is an amazing song. Even having to stand with my eyes closed from the flashing lights, i still wouldnt change it for anything. I got little blue fans running around the house, makes me a proud mama.
Once again I want to be the first to leave a comment and here comes there was a time in my life for 40 years that I was going to real fast and now I'm 60 and it's just getting faster and yet stability is my main objective just want to give thanks and God bless
I first heard this song from my coworker. He was battling with a drug addiction & needed desperate help. He’s sought therapy & went into rehab for 2 years. I’ve recently came in connection with him again, because he revisited me at work. I still work at the same place, and when he did. He said to me, “this song helped immensely.” Everything thinks it’s just a song but, those are the ones that don’t listen to the words. With that being said, he’s doing way better & he’s kicked his addiction & he’s an even greater person than he was before. He’s one of my good friends & I praise him for kicking something like that to the curb. Thank you Ching for making me listen to this beautiful & solely amazing song. 😊
I Finally "signed in" to this google account of mine so I could just say a few words to you. Love u guys, you're my fav band to work out with, chill with, smoke with & love & hate with. Thank u for all these years of your unconditional love & commitment to your music & expression of your souls - straight up! - from North Cali.....wish you'd come see me 💕....much love & always respect...... ✌️️🌴🌻❄️
What an awesome band. Really do deserve a lot more recognition. Light you up is my fave song...the passion from Justin is second to none and telling a great story
I wished I got to hear this song tonight at the Parker in Sunrise, FL. However; you made that part up so much with your performance and even entering the crowd. You connected all of us to your music. We were just voyeurs, we were made part of the show. Your story about using the public bathroom there, having a guy violate the urinal rule and then trying to shake hands was awesome. You gave him the song he wanted for his wife. Also Happy Birthday Jeremy. Justin had a cake brought out for him and insisted the film crew stop to record the birthday. You are a great person. You made me happy tonight and I needed that.
I used to go to so many concerts with my mom and sisters when we were younger, I was around 12 when I went to this show and they recorded these live versions and I can remember them all. they always put so much energy into it and always sounded so much better live, it was such a good experience to have so early on. I really feel like we went through everything with him and part of my life is with this band, forever
Justin the way you hit that second chorus is sublime,.. i could go into a word salad of articulating what that does for me,..but ill just keep this on repeat and feel it
today is the 1st time I've heard this song & i'm stunned by the power of it. I see your coming to The national in October, PLEASE, PLEASE play this song and The End there
Really love the direction this band has went in and so glad to see them all get their lives on track, it plagues a lot of rock bands and they have lit up the darkness for us all! Keep your head up people! You got this.
I’m never gonna give up Remember what abuse did It’s time you look at facing As if you were in anyway understood It always lowered me to downsize It always lowered my faith But it’s in the corner rising next to me It’s in the corner like it upstage I can't explain the way I feel inside Maybe because it's I'm through Yeah, you heard it I’m gonna light you up So I light you up You can't admit your poison Go run and hide Fuck you Yeah, you heard it I’m gonna light you up I said I wouldn’t fail you It’s something sorry couldn’t sell you A slow rain, a time bomb Disconnect it won't erase what I’d done wrong In no way is it worth Losing everything I am including these words Your heart in my hands I’m sick as all my secrets that’s why this hurts I can't explain the way I feel inside Maybe because it's I'm through Yeah, you heard it So I light you up You can't admit your poison Go run and hide Fuck you Yeah, you heard it I’m gonna light you up ‘Cause they’ll put me in the crazy house And it put me in the crazy farm And I’m never gonna get back out I’m never ever gonna treat you wrong Get down to the earth and the people Get down to the earth in your bed That’s where I’m gonna go And where I’ll never go When I'm in my motherfucking head. So tell your mom, tell your dad, tell your family That I’m beyond the unreasonable sinking ship You see I never took the time Never took the time Never took the time To learn all about these things you call a relationship I can't explain the way I feel inside Maybe because it's Fuck you Yeah, you heard it So I light you up You can't admit your poison Go run and hide I'm through Yeah, you heard it I’m gonna light you up
Alot of amazing musicians and vocalists over the twenty or thirty years of the alt genre but unquestionably Justin is truely a legend with perspective of what's of real value in this life,, love, family and living well while blessing the world with God's gift to you,,, he is an amazing performer that after many years of consistently great music and message still is Justin and not some twisted fucked up version of what he was or could've been like so many others,, much respect and love,,, bless
been listening to blue October since they came out and traveled the same route he did and as he evolved I have. I'm dying now and find that when I'm down and looking to give up I always find justin on utube and listen to "fear" very day. I truly think I was blessed to have blue October and justin in my life and I hope he continues to gift us with his amazing gift! God bless you!!!! you make me life bearable and give me a reason to say f*ck you to my problems!!!! thank you!!
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Only Blue October can scream “fuck you!” and then serenade you with a violin and make it all sounds so sweet.
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Hmm ... there is another one person - Five fingers death punch)))
Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Lol..Well said
You know damn well I reported your. Language I really don't understand why you had to use a swear word...fuck! .. that kind of pisses me off.. like I had I don't have enough problem in my life..... I wish somebody would just understand all the cooperation and then I dealt with with these rules of TH-cam damn it!
I know ,,right. 🙂
Jesus Christ. I'm 50, going thru a shit-storm, and then i saw this. I had chills, it was written for me, gave me F**king chills. Changed my life.
Hope the shit storm has went on its way.
DevilDogDad I wish u the best brother.
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I'm there with ya! Peace & smiles
I'm 35 but I hear you brother! Angels in airwaves....
One of the most underrated bands ever.
so true
+Aiyana North without a doubt.
+Aiyana North too true.
absolutely!
+Aiyana North 100% underrated. I am a dance, euro, house & garage fan in the main, never been into grunge or goth... apart from this band... there's just something about them & they deserve to be so much more well known...
I have never experienced a more passionate performer than Justin Furstenfeld. He feels every single syllable he sings. He wears his heart on his sleeve and he makes the audience feel every bit of his pain, his joy, his sadness and his elation with life. He is truly an inspiration to me as a vocalist and as a recovering addict.
I think what is awesome is it is obvious the WHOLE band FEELS it
bro.. chester Bennington was also so passionate
I know he is the best guys I have met and his life has been going great he is a great man and family man congrats man hope to see him at Port Royal in corpus Christi Texas
Seen them 4 times over the past 10 years and NEVER do they disappoint!!!! BO is a huge part of my sobriety over the last 13 years!!!
I agree I have seen them several times and have never once been disappointed for a second!
I LOVE this song. Not everybody 'gets it' and that's ok. For those of us who do, these are life savers.
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Yes!!
I definitely more than get it. I won’t get started. Just appreciated what you said. 💙
Celebrate life and recovery and your life’s purpose that you only have access to if you’re clean and sober.
Leave that smelly bag of shit behind you.
Light it up!!
Couldn't agree more🤍💜🖤
Is it just me, or does anyone else think that the sound techs for this concert were amazing? I mean the band obviously does the work, but the crispness of the sound, the synths on the voice +echo, all of it was flawless. Props to the ones behind the scenes.
I’ve only seen them once and it was exactly how it looks and sounds in this video. They were absolutely amazing and it was almost like a religious experience with the way Justin takes you through his rough times and now his amazing turnaround and breakthrough to happiness. Only concert I’ve ever been to by myself and it was at the age of 47, and the people at the show were so nice and talkative that I actually made a few friends while I was there! 😊
I was there and it was absolutely phenomenal. Seen them 4 times now and it is ALWAYS worth it.
You’re on point! Great observation
@@mattbelinski7760 l.
You're so fuckin right dude🙂
I listen to this song every time I need to get pumped for anything, or when I'm angry, or happy, basically I just listen to it all the time
:)
Amber Loper is a perfect song
Me too
Great work putbsong for me....
Same here
Just saw them live Friday night and this was the 3rd song they sang. There is nothing like being surrounded by hundreds of fans singing as loud as they could. Amazing night!!
Fuck yeah! I requested it on a tour I went to quite a few years back. They played it 😊 freaking amazing.
Same! It was amazing seeing and feeling all of the love inside of that auditorium in Ohio.
@@KNWinfrey1227 amazing energy for sure. Trying to harness it is pointless, so get lost in that shit!
So lucky!! What a show!! Jealous!! ❤
Same with me it was emotional I am crying right now listening to it
I usually don't like live performances, but I listen to this at least 10 times a day for the last 2 weeks.
ashley thomas ikr...it's downright horrible
Crawl back into your hole.
To ashley
Yep been listening to it on repeat in the car lol This is one band where I'd rather listen to live than the album... the performance is amazing.
Maria Stafford sammeee
My addiction is ....BLUE OCTOBER........🤘
I've become addicted with all of their live performances. he has a better voice live than he does In his album which is very rare for people In music now and he sings with so much passion and emotion I fucking love it
Kyle I remember taking my brother to his first blue October concert . He wasn’t into blue like I was but when he saw and heard them he just goes wow he surely ain’t no STUDIO artist. I love the passion and heart that he brings to a concert
Seen them in concert and looking forward to seeing them again and again. All their songs have so much meaning. A big part of changing my life. Thank you.
I completely agree!!! Seen him on mothers day last year and going again on march 30 to KC! I cant wait. He is so amazing live and it us rare. Love his emotion and hwart that goes into his music! Forever a Blue October Fan!!!!
I'm seeing them for the 1st time in May. I'm so excited!! I love his voice
I just saw him last Friday (6/21/19 again in Seattle!! Year after year they come. I have 11 autographs now and got a bit obsessed with the autographs now being on the same shirt. I totally agree that he is one of the very rare few that sound sooo much better live, you can see and feel the passion he feels for his every word. I truly believe he's a lyrical genius. He's been able to put into word's what so many of us think & feel. Writing song's and poem's for 26 year's now regarding my own ptsd, depression and anxiety and I could never express my words or lyrics like this. I smile, laugh, cry and get goosebumps still to this day after seeing him in concert multiple time's. He just has that effect for me and I know it does for millions of other's. There's still so many that need to find and have Blue October in their lives and children's lives.
Oh Justin and the band. If only you lot knew how many times you saved my life 😮😢🎉 2 years since the last attempt 🤟
God bless you just keep going you can overcome anything
Can’t wait to meet the band Tuesday with my sister! It’s a dream come true❤
Im getting meet and greet next year for sure.
@@crystalpurcell2622 it was totally worth it! I gave the Band a gift and got to thank them for saving my life❤️
EVERYTHING JUSTIN TOUCHES TURNS TO GOLD 🏅
Blue October music helping me thru anxiety and life hardships, Thank You Justin Furstenfeld! !!! 💙💙💙💙💙
ugh, who allowed this man to be so beautiful?
this song is incredibly empowering and his voice melts me.
Does this song give anyone else chills?
Every single time. It's rare that I enjoy the live version more than the album version... This is just perfect in every way.
kingbadger, agreed!!
Taylor Kohanski definitely!
YES.... He sings with so much emotions..And love the beginning where he shares with the audience... so raw.
have any of you seen them live? They are amazing. I really love their acoustic shows.
Whoever shot this video captured the true soul of what it's like to be at a blue October show in person. It's like church. It's the whole band. It's just amazing
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I absolutely love this band!!
when Justin sings. ..he uses all of his emotion and I can feel it to the very core of my being! I love you Justin! ! you've helped me more than I can even tell you ♡
For real
I'm a 43 year old very hetero man...and I totally agree with you. From DEPRESSION to SEVERE ANXIETY ..to my regiment of 6mgs of xanax, 50 mgs of prozac, 2 different insomnia meds, ADHD meds, and 10 YEARS of suboxone I've struggled with and have had the SAME things happen to me ..including my 1st marriage and someone i thought i "knew" and she CRUSHED me BAD...AND when I listen to him I can literally feel the pain AND THEN I KNOW I'm not the ONLY one HURTING ,ya know..?.."i watch your face turn from glow to straight grey"...AWE...I know THAT FEELING ...I just "get it" and I live in that world everyday. I..just love the dude. He's awesome. Blue October is #1 to me. To hell with the haters! 🤘 I even made my mental health counselor and my physchatris listen to Blue October so they could get to KNOW ME BETTER! BUT my current wife..blaaach...all the shit goes straight over her head. What I get for marrying someone 11 years younger than me?? Who knows. But it's aggravating..LIKE WHY CAN'T THESE HICKS FROM HICKVILLE UNDERSTAND HIM!? ...SORRY FOR RAMBLING. JUST SO REFRESHING TO SEE A FEMALE'S POSITIVE COMMENTS ABOUT Justen and Blue October! THANK YOU!!
@Carl Potter : ME TOO!!! I often wonder about others who tell me they just "don't get it"...??!! I'm like "SO you are a sociopath OR ARE you really so dense? Shallow? " I guess there ARE ACTUALLY people that are all kittens and rainbows...UGH😩...BLUE OCTOBER RULES!!!
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He helped me find my self n spiritually was the way for my happiness :)
Me to... Justin you are so deep. I need you in my mind while I'm getting sober. Thank you so much for being who you are and sharing your deepness...
Never heard of them before and my older brother used to tell me about them. I never really cared for music besides what you hear everyday on the mainstream, but he got me listening to them, and I’m so grateful. Best band I’ve probably ever heard. Thank you bro for showing me Justin
👌perfect, Emotions so deep and really.....thanks Justin for all🍀🎼💚
Have I been living under a rock... how is it I'm only just hearing these guys. FAR OUT INCREDIBLE!!!!!! This will be on replay for quite a while
These guys are the best!
Mitchell Bright you are not the only one. first time hear this guys...and i fucked the reply button.
they are real, and I mean real genuine and incorruptible, mainstream media can't mold them cuz they have their own following that is diehard so you can't hear them unless you find them on accident or know 1 or 2 of their few well known songs.
Mitchell Bright I just crawled out from under my rock last week and I’m hooked!! I can’t believe I had never heard of them before!
Mitchell Bright lol. Me to. Fucking love them. Light it up. Hate me. Not broken anymore. Fear. My favs
Pure brilliance his words speaks straight to my soul like he knows the shite struggle I’m having every day thanks respect from Scotland 🏴
We * shite struggle We are all having
I hope & Pray your struggles have eased up at least a bit. We all seem to be struggling all over now though.
Oxycotin and Fentynal was his peace.
the temptation was overwhelming tonight, again Justin and Blue October has pulled me me back from the abyss. Thank you.
BE STRONG MY FRIEND!!!!!
yoooo, say hi dude
Hang in there stillsweet, you aren't alone even if it feels like it right now. Be strong. Live another day, fuck them all anyway.
This is not pam see is asleep im here watching this on her phone and her sleep while i start to go fast today and try not to hate my self tobad today...
Stillsweetwater hang in there love.. we are in this together.
Veiregor..... fuck you.
And still now, on September 2023, i'm hearing this Song and it makes me feel better. Thanks for this Band!
BAIE DANKIE. (THANK YOU BLUE OCTOBER) This song saved my life
Glad you're still around!
SAL NIE OM GEE AS BLUE OCTOBER SUID AFRIKA TOE KOM NIE...
Sien jy ook Afrikaans sprekend. Uitmuntend‼️
Something about a violin just takes me away 🥰
I love the fact that the fans are old/mature enough to not scream all the time or sing way too loud , so that you can't understand the singer. Shows that blue october is more a thing for people with deeper thoughts , and I live em for that. so amazing
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Isla Ackles it helps that this recording is from the sound board and not someone's smartphone.
Ryan Nichols Precisely. Anything from the soundboard blocks out the crowd, adults or not. The way this was shot is a production, not a phone.
There are a lot of older people there while I’m 13 and dealing with so many problems. Some people say “That’s not true your too young to think like that, too young to understand” if only they knew, there’s “20 year of age and up” for depression or existential crisis’s.
Are you kidding me I’m 40 and a man and I fan girl out to Justin all the time I saw them live 3 times now he is amazing
holy shit this is amazing. theyre so amazing live. i hope they will come to NZ. been listening to them for 15 years and they get better and better
this band is more than music, its life.
I absolutely love this song!! Thank you! ❤
My favorite band of all time. I love this song and this performance was awesome.
Mine too...saw them in Tulsa a few months ago
Have played this video over and over. Love this band. This performance, this song gives me strength and I know what I need to do. 💙
the world needs this band
Such a powerfull song. I have spent the first week playing this over and over again. Unbeliavable. I just found out about Blue October in 2020!!!
Just found out about them the last six months!
Wow!!! His music gives me chills! So good live!!! Glad me and my wife were there at house of blues to see this live in Dallas.
I really do believe that this song is for the TRUTH.Once again, Blue October will keep it to the "T".
I have been such a big part of my recovery(7 months dope free) thank you so much I hope to see you live one day
Nikki Seymour congratulations stay strong I'm trying to get into detox myself I have no one and I just listen to this song and it speaks to on some crazy level you give me inspiration thank you!!
Taylor Ivins I know your post was from a year ago, but I hope you are well and have been able to get clean. If not, don’t give up!
Nikki Seymour congrats! I hope you are still well 🙂
Nikki Seymour keep it up!!!! It’s worth it!!!!!!!!!
Congrats! for making such a commitment to change your life for the better. Keep on advancing forward for the rest of your life..
I saw them live 15 years ago. The best live performer I've ever seen and he's only getting better.
🖕🏻 *BLUE, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I NEEDED THIS SONG IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. IT'S THE ONLY THING GETTING ME THRU MY CURRENT SITUATION. I'VE LISTENED TO IT 100 TIMES. I'LL KEEP IT ON REPLAY TIL I CAN FINALLY BREATHE AGAIN!* 😞
@Topaz Blahblah All I can hope for is that you're still around and will get this message. Someone in Texas loves you and wants you to know you matter! 💙💜
I hope your happy...
@Topaz Blahblah! Hope still holdin on /Courage/From/Me/Here/in/MTL/QC/CANADA
@@forever27jakesmom52 Hi someone did that for me many months ago I was watching Church online Sunday morning in California it was about 6:00 a.m. here being grieved and feeling broken for almost a year and a half one kind person said in the comments that Sunday morning that I was cared for and loved and not alone. It was truly a beautiful thing, God bless you for sharing that with someone.
Hello it's 2 years later now I'm just reading your comment. I pray you've made it to the other side of your situation. I'm almost a year and a half into mine and I feel like I can't quite get better and I don't know that I will. This song has helped me so much getting through the darkest of nights.
I heard this song live at a concert and it was so damn good. This band is so damn underrated I love them.
I am so glad I am not the only one that replays this song over and over!
Hits home so hard!!! Love their passion and his gratitude for LIFE!!!
Crystal McCombs I. Can’t. Stop. I’ve lost count of how many times if hit replay! I don’t usually like live videos but this is amazing. Chills.
A far away but precious friend just turned me on to this song. You see I'm having a hard time dealing with the suicide of my youngest son Jacob. He will be forever 27. Thank you ❤️ Brandi
Your welcome..it feels alot better knowing someone gets your pain, and this guy gets it ..every bit of it..💜💜
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm holding back the tears as I type this. I wish I could say it gets better but not this time. We aren't supposed to bury our children. It goes against life. Just please try to find something in this whole thing that you can hold onto. Something that helps. Anybody. Its in there. Sure you'll have to dig it out. But he's in there.
@@akizmetkat999 thank you for your kindness and words of encouragement! My son was younger than his brother and sister so when they went to school it was just Jacob and I. I have always been drawn to music and I express my feelings and moods thru my music choice's.
Jacob picked up my love for music and had an eclectic variety of favorites. It was very, very difficult for me to listen to any music initially but I had to find a release for the tears that I was too numb to cry. I am a strong woman and I will get through this for my older children but also for myself. I don't have any choice not to. There's not a bit of quit in me. Again I appreciate your help and touching thoughts. 💜💙
@@BrandiBad14 this week has been a bitch but today is the worst and it's only noon. Wanted to let you know that I'm blasting the headphones with this song on repeat and I thank you for sharing this with me. Why? Jacob why? Forever 27
I'm sorry Michelle, i know it hurts to breath without him. Your in my thoughts daily. Music is the great healer, take comfort in it, find some solace through it and just know he hears it too I know this with every fiber of my being... It's about the frequency and vibration, so I know he hears it.. Send him love, lots of love.. Love n Light.. 💜💜💜
Looking through these comments you see so many different faces. From you cancan only suspect from many different backgrounds. All with different lives and different stories. Yet here we all are. Truth is we all feel this way. There is a little Justin in all of us. Some hide it some shine with it.
1973cableguy there is no reason for this to have so little likes considering how powerful and true it is!
Best comment.
Fantastic isnt it
True iv only came across this band best band i have ever heard tbh... i'm depressed as fuck these days and i'm drinking to much and hurting everyone I love but these songs help me
Imagine dragons did a video like that
I'm SOOOOOO grateful these guys are from my hometown HOUSTON, TEXAS...... :)
I don't listen to your music....I FEEL your music.
I feel this so hard I scream the lyrics and you can see his passion !! You can feel it!! And I relate so hard
What a transformation he went through. That’s the power of accepting Jesus.
god this song really hits me right in the deepest part of my soul . I hope on day I will be worth enough to someone to have someone take the time to see me for who I am and how much love I have to give
Yes it dose great band
I'm sure someone will know you 💜 and I love you
This song I dedicate to my old self! The self that accepted less from others! The love you have to give, Give it to yourself first!!
@Andrew Donnon How did that work out for you? Been three years...
@@leftitbythecurb8350 5 years now..
Saw this live myself and it was brilliant
I firmly believe this band is the only way we can achieve world peace.
.... 4 years later... Amen to that.
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Seen theses guys in our hometown, h-town! they are absolutely amazing, the place was at is maximum capacity, shoulder to shoulder, couldn't get a drink a the bar the entire night, didn't want to miss a thing. left that place feeling intoxicated by music, that was a first. no performance since can hold a candle to these guys.
No matter how down I am this band/song always fills my heart with something other than sadness.
100% agree
So good, always. Whoever the engineer is, they're a frickin genius.
I lost my self, i found comfort in this song its bringing me back to what i need.
Thank you..
So much emotion oh my god...when he sings the part light you up I just die inside
his voice!!!! simply amazing. I have loved this band for over 13 years now and never seem to fail me 💚
So much fucking talent. Listen to that. It's live and it's GORGEOUS. I'm still in love with this band from the first day I heard them. There's a severe lack of talent in the music industry, and this is an example of what true ability is. Genius.
Yes! So true! Thank God for Blue October!
I HAVE NEVER HEARD A BAND THAT I LOVE TO HEAR LIVE UNTIL BLUE OCTOBER. The song "fear" is my theme song
Meeting him in person is even more phenomenal. Truly a gifted individual.
I dont know if I ever wish I was at a concert more than this one. God this is a good performance
Wooooooow!!! Thank you Justin and the boys of Blue October. Utterly AMAZING!!!!
MAN LOVE THIS SONG. LOVE THESE DUDES. FOR YOU BRO. BOB P........
*There is NO better song that describes the relationship between the Egoic Mind & the Higher Self.* Full f*ing stop.
Thank you for being you Justin & thanks to the whole band & crew for this song & video ps you done a great job during lockdown too 👏 (when the whole f*ing world had to deal to with the problems their OWN minds gave them). *May our Spirit be set free & be stronger than the Mind, much love & Amen ❤🙏*
Trying to fight this depression bad right now.... I haved this band since day 1. So much emotion in his songs
Blue October is a gift from God!! Stunning live band. One of my favorites of all time! Thank you BO!
I've been a big fan for years ,right when "argue with a tree" came out, I was so glad to see them in Toronto, and I was right up front in a zone,
I'm 52 and have been through it all drugs,girls,friends dying,broken relationships, I'm sure anyone my age knows the great times in the early 80s,
Good music and coke, well all the band's out now just doesn't bring me those chills and thrills,
But BLUE OCTOBER I can relate with almost every song, 9 years ago I went into a deep depression, blah blah blah, and this band saved me,and inspired me to be strong, we all go through good and bad and and sometimes sad, at first in my depression I couldn't listen to blue october because it would get me all choked up and all the shit that juggles in my mind, slowly I'm getting better, and keep listening to blue october on my headphones every where I go,
enough sad stories, just wanna say how much this band means to me and others that can relate, and that i can say was my "Ugly side" but im in a "quit mind" now, CHEERS ALL.
saw them at the bomb factory in dallas last night for the first time.
absolutely fell in love with Justin...and omg, the violin solo plays...this song has been on repeat since last night. I will forever be a loyal fan. Love BO.
Dude. I am in love with going real fucking fast. Been that way for a year or two now. Feeling this song deep in my soul. Love listening to it everytime and seeing along. Great beautiful music and passionate musicians. Love love it man
Whom, and what world, could not like this...
Tone deaf people maybe??
Seeing them Oct 7. Can’t wait to hear this and “Say It” back-to-back!
I can't stop pressing replay !!! Thank you Blue October one of your best songs ever ❤️🙂
True statement here
Do you ever build yourself so much up for a concert, and then can’t remember everything? Lol. The excitement is so built up your on another planet in the moment??? So glad I got to meet lol. This music I will play for eternity ❤️
I was here for this! Best performance ever!
Can't see them enough, live!! Seen Justin 3 x's this year and the band 2 x's and plan on seeing them again in Ft. Worth, Tx on December 15th!! I love Blue October so much. They get me through my day. I live for live music and Blue October is my music.
This song is an amazing song. Even having to stand with my eyes closed from the flashing lights, i still wouldnt change it for anything. I got little blue fans running around the house, makes me a proud mama.
Once again I want to be the first to leave a comment and here comes there was a time in my life for 40 years that I was going to real fast and now I'm 60 and it's just getting faster and yet stability is my main objective just want to give thanks and God bless
I first heard this song from my coworker. He was battling with a drug addiction & needed desperate help. He’s sought therapy & went into rehab for 2 years. I’ve recently came in connection with him again, because he revisited me at work. I still work at the same place, and when he did. He said to me, “this song helped immensely.” Everything thinks it’s just a song but, those are the ones that don’t listen to the words. With that being said, he’s doing way better & he’s kicked his addiction & he’s an even greater person than he was before. He’s one of my good friends & I praise him for kicking something like that to the curb. Thank you Ching for making me listen to this beautiful & solely amazing song. 😊
This is the first time I've heard this beautiful song. I think I've listened to it at least 4x already. It really touched me
I Finally "signed in" to this google account of mine so I could just say a few words to you. Love u guys, you're my fav band to work out with, chill with, smoke with & love & hate with. Thank u for all these years of your unconditional love & commitment to your music & expression of your souls - straight up! - from North Cali.....wish you'd come see me 💕....much love & always respect...... ✌️️🌴🌻❄️
🖤🤍❤ healing, love, acceptance. Thank you Justin 💋
What an awesome band. Really do deserve a lot more recognition. Light you up is my fave song...the passion from Justin is second to none and telling a great story
I wished I got to hear this song tonight at the Parker in Sunrise, FL. However; you made that part up so much with your performance and even entering the crowd. You connected all of us to your music. We were just voyeurs, we were made part of the show. Your story about using the public bathroom there, having a guy violate the urinal rule and then trying to shake hands was awesome. You gave him the song he wanted for his wife.
Also Happy Birthday Jeremy. Justin had a cake brought out for him and insisted the film crew stop to record the birthday. You are a great person. You made me happy tonight and I needed that.
I used to go to so many concerts with my mom and sisters when we were younger, I was around 12 when I went to this show and they recorded these live versions and I can remember them all. they always put so much energy into it and always sounded so much better live, it was such a good experience to have so early on. I really feel like we went through everything with him and part of my life is with this band, forever
2020.. can't wait to see Blue October after the pandemic!
This song along with others are truly my cornerstone for my sobriety. Thank you Justin for making inspirational music!!
Peters Draggin Congratulations on your sobriety! 🙂
How have I never heard this?? Oh man. Tearssss
WTF ... How did I fail you .. Blue October ... I so misjudged your powerful music back in the day. Amazing .. goosebumps
Justin the way you hit that second chorus is sublime,.. i could go into a word salad of articulating what that does for me,..but ill just keep this on repeat and feel it
I LOVE Blue October, when it's hard to explain what I'm going through i can usually tell it by a song of his. 💙 and he soooooooooo fine!!! 😍😍😍
today is the 1st time I've heard this song & i'm stunned by the power of it. I see your coming to The national in October, PLEASE, PLEASE play this song and The End there
Justin speaks all the emotions in my heart
Really love the direction this band has went in and so glad to see them all get their lives on track, it plagues a lot of rock bands and they have lit up the darkness for us all! Keep your head up people! You got this.
I’m never gonna give up
Remember what abuse did
It’s time you look at facing
As if you were in anyway understood
It always lowered me to downsize
It always lowered my faith
But it’s in the corner rising next to me
It’s in the corner like it upstage
I can't explain the way I feel inside
Maybe because it's I'm through
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up
So I light you up
You can't admit your poison
Go run and hide
Fuck you
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up
I said I wouldn’t fail you
It’s something sorry couldn’t sell you
A slow rain, a time bomb
Disconnect it won't erase what I’d done wrong
In no way is it worth
Losing everything I am including these words
Your heart in my hands
I’m sick as all my secrets that’s why this hurts
I can't explain the way I feel inside
Maybe because it's I'm through
Yeah, you heard it
So I light you up
You can't admit your poison
Go run and hide
Fuck you
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up
‘Cause they’ll put me in the crazy house
And it put me in the crazy farm
And I’m never gonna get back out
I’m never ever gonna treat you wrong
Get down to the earth and the people
Get down to the earth in your bed
That’s where I’m gonna go
And where I’ll never go
When I'm in my motherfucking head.
So tell your mom, tell your dad, tell your family
That I’m beyond the unreasonable sinking ship
You see I never took the time
Never took the time
Never took the time
To learn all about these things you call a relationship
I can't explain the way I feel inside
Maybe because it's
Fuck you
Yeah, you heard it
So I light you up
You can't admit your poison
Go run and hide
I'm through
Yeah, you heard it
I’m gonna light you up
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This is the BEST LIVE VERSION OF THIS SONG EVER!!!
Alot of amazing musicians and vocalists over the twenty or thirty years of the alt genre but unquestionably Justin is truely a legend with perspective of what's of real value in this life,, love, family and living well while blessing the world with God's gift to you,,, he is an amazing performer that after many years of consistently great music and message still is Justin and not some twisted fucked up version of what he was or could've been like so many others,, much respect and love,,, bless
been listening to blue October since they came out and traveled the same route he did and as he evolved I have. I'm dying now and find that when I'm down and looking to give up I always find justin on utube and listen to "fear" very day. I truly think I was blessed to have blue October and justin in my life and I hope he continues to gift us with his amazing gift! God bless you!!!! you make me life bearable and give me a reason to say f*ck you to my problems!!!! thank you!!
Always just amazing live. I've seen them quite a bit and I'm still blown away every time.
The passion of the lyrics displayed through his vocals hit home for me.
Love it...! 😊😊😁❤
Great song! Great Lyrics...! Thanks for sharing...!